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Dillon Boylan + + WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE. + Translated by George Krielin + + MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS. + Translated by Bailey Saunders + + ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATION WITH GOETHE. + Translated by John Oxenford + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE. + Translated by Louis H. Gray + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH K. F. ZELTER. + Translated by Frances H. King + + + + + ILLUSTRATIONS--VOLUME II + + Capri + + Edward reading aloud to Charlotte and the Captain + + Charlotte receives Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward and Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward, Charlotte, Ottilie and the Captain discuss + the new plan of the house. By Franz Simm + + Ottilie examines Edward's Presents. By P Grotjohann + + Luciana posing as Queen Artemisia. By P. Grotjohann + + Ottilie. By Wilhelm von Kaulbach + + The Old Theatre, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Martin Wieland. By E. Hader + + Princess Amalia + + Winckelmann + + Weimar seen from the North + + Goethe and his Secretary. By Johann Josef Schmeller + + Goethe's Study + + The Garden at Goethe's City House, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Schiller's Garden House at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + The float at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + View into the Saale Valley near Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + K.F. Zelter + + +INTRODUCTION TO THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +In the spring of the year 1807 Goethe began work on the second part of +_Wilhelm Meister_. He had no very definite plot in view, but proposed to +make room for a number of short stories, all relating to the subject of +renunciation, which was to be the central theme of the _Wanderjahre_. In +the course of the summer, while he was taking the waters at Karlsbad, +two or three of the stories were written. The following spring he set +about elaborating another tale of renunciation, the idea of which had +occurred to him some time before. But somehow it refused to be confined +within the limits of a novelette. As he proceeded the matter grew apace, +until it finally developed into the novel which was given to the world +in 1809 under the title of _The Elective Affinities_. + +When that which should be a short story is expanded into a novel one can +usually detect the padding and the embroidery. So it is certainly in +this case. Those long descriptions of landscape-gardening; the copious +extracts from Ottilie's diary, containing many thoughts which would +hardly have entered the head of such a girl; the pages given to +subordinate characters, whose comings and goings have no very obvious +connection with the story,--all these retard the narrative and tend to +hide the essential idea. The strange title, too, has served to divert +attention from the real centre of gravity. Had the tale been called, +say, "Ottilie's Expiation," there would have been less room for +misunderstanding and irrelevant criticism; there would have been less +concern over the moral, and more over the artistic, aspect of the story. + +What then was the essential idea? Simply to describe a peculiar tragedy +resulting from the invasion of the marriage relation by lawless passion. +As for the title, it should be remembered that there was just then a +tendency to look for curious analogies between physical law and the +operations of the human mind. Great interest was felt in suggestion, +occult influence, and all that sort of thing. Goethe himself had lately +been lecturing on magnetism. He had also observed, as no one can fail to +observe, that the sexual attraction sometimes seems to act like chemical +affinity: it breaks up old unions, forms new combinations, destroys +pre-existing bodies, as if it were a law that _must_ work itself out, +whatever the consequences. Such a process will now and then defy +prudence, self-respect, duty, even religion,--going its way like a blind +and ruthless law of physics. But if this is to happen the recombining +elements must, of course, have each its specific character; else there +is no affinity and no tragedy. + +It is no part of the analogy that the pressure of sex is always and by +its very nature like the attraction of atoms. Aside from the fact that +character consists largely in the steady inhibition of instinct and +passion by the will, there is this momentous difference between atoms or +molecules, on the one hand, and souls on the other: the character of the +atom or molecule is constant, that of the soul is highly variable. There +is no room here for remarks on free will and determinism; suffice it to +say that Goethe does not preach any doctrine of mechanical determinism +in human relations. The scientific analogy must not be pressed too hard. +It is really not important, since after all nothing turns on it. +Whatever interest the novel has it would have if all reference to +chemistry had been omitted. Goethe's thesis, if he can be said to have +one, is simply that character is fate. + +He imagines a middle-aged man and woman, Edward and Charlotte, who are, +to all seeming, happily united in marriage. Each has been married before +to an unloved mate who has conveniently died, leaving them both free to +yield to the gentle pull of long-past youthful attachment. Their feeling +for each other is only a mild friendship, but that does not appear to +augur ill, since they are well-to-do, and their fine estate offers them +both a plenty of interesting work. Edward has a highly esteemed friend +called the Captain, who is for the moment without suitable employment +for his ability and energy. Edward can give him just the needed work, +with great advantage to the property, and would like to do so. Charlotte +fears that the presence of the Captain may disturb their pleasant idyl, +but finally yields. She herself has a niece, Ottilie, a beautiful girl +whom no one understands and who is not doing well at her +boarding-school. Charlotte would like to have the girl under her own +care. After much debate the pair take both the Captain and Ottilie into +their spacious castle. + +And now the elective affinity begins to do its disastrous work. Edward, +who has always indulged himself in every whim and has no other standard +of conduct, falls madly in love with the charming Ottilie, who has a +passion for making herself useful and serving everybody. She adapts +herself to Edward, fails to see what a shabby specimen of a man he +really is, humors his whims, and worships him--at first in an innocent +girlish way. Charlotte is not long in discovering that the Captain is a +much better man than her husband; she loves him, but within the limits +of wifely duty. In the vulgar world of prose such a tangle could be most +easily straightened out by divorce and remarriage. This is what Edward +proposes and tries to bring about. The others are almost won over to +this solution when the event happens that precipitates the tragedy: the +child of Edward and Charlotte is accidentally drowned by Ottilie's +carelessness. + +It is a very dubious link in Goethe's fiction that this child, while the +genuine offspring of Edward and Charlotte, has the features of Ottilie +and the Captain. From the moment of the drowning Ottilie is a changed +being. Her character quickly matures; like a wakened sleep-walker she +sees what a dangerous path she has been treading. She feels that +marriage with Edward would be a crime. She resists his passionate +appeals, and her remorse takes on a morbid tinge. It becomes a fixed +idea. Happiness is not for her. She must renounce it all. She must +atone--atone--for her awful sin. For a moment they plan to send her back +to school, but she cannot tear herself away from Edward's sinister +presence. At last she refuses food and gradually starves herself to +death. The wretched Edward does likewise. + +Any just appreciation of Goethe's art in _The Elective Affinities_ must +begin by recognizing that it is about Ottilie. For her sake the book was +written. It is a study of a delicately organized virgin soul caught in +the meshes of an ignoble fate and beating its wings in hopeless misery +until death ends the struggle. The other characters are ordinary people: +Charlotte and the Captain ordinary in their good sense and self-control, +Edward ordinary in his moral flabbiness and his foolish infatuation. His +death, to be sure, is unthinkable for such a man and does but testify to +the unearthly attraction with which the girl is invested by Goethe's +art. The figure of Ottilie, like that of her spiritual sister Mignon, is +irradiated by a light that never was on sea or land. She is a creature +of romance, and we learn without much surprise that her dead body +performs miracles. One is reminded of that medieval lady who is doomed +to eat the heart of her crusading lover and then refuses all other food +and dies. That Edward is quite unworthy of the girl's love, that the +death of the child is no sufficient reason for her morbid remorse, is +quite immaterial, since at the end of the tale we are no longer in the +realm of normal psychology. A season of dreamy happiness, as she moves +about in a world unrealized; then a terrible shock, and after that, +remorse, renunciation, hopelessness, the will to die. Such is the logic +of the tale. + + + + +THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +TRANSLATED BY JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE AND R. DILLON BOYLAN + + +PART I + + +CHAPTER I + + +Edward--so we shall call a wealthy nobleman in the prime of life--had +been spending several hours of a fine April morning in his +nursery-garden, budding the stems of some young trees with cuttings +which had been recently sent to him. + +He had finished what he was about, and having laid his tools together in +their box, was complacently surveying his work, when the gardener came +up and complimented his master on his industry. + +"Have you seen my wife anywhere?" inquired Edward, as he moved to go +away. + +"My lady is alone yonder in the new grounds," said the man; "the +summer-house which she has been making on the rock over against the +castle is finished today, and really it is beautiful. It cannot fail to +please your grace. The view from it is perfect:--the village at your +feet; a little to your right the church, with its tower, which you can +just see over; and directly opposite you, the castle and the garden." + +"Quite true," replied Edward; "I can see the people at work a few steps +from where I am standing." + +"And then, to the right of the church again," continued the gardener, +"is the opening of the valley; and you look along over a range of wood +and meadow far into the distance. The steps up the rock, too, are +excellently arranged. My gracious lady understands these things; it is a +pleasure to work under her." + +"Go to her," said Edward, "and desire her to be so good as to wait for +me there. Tell her I wish to see this new creation of hers, and enjoy it +with her." + +The gardener went rapidly off, and Edward soon followed. Descending the +terrace, and stopping as he passed to look into the hot-houses and the +forcing-pits, he came presently to the stream, and thence, over a narrow +bridge, to a place where the walk leading to the summer-house branched +off in two directions. One path led across the churchyard, immediately +up the face of the rock. The other, into which he struck, wound away to +the left, with a more gradual ascent, through a pretty shrubbery. Where +the two paths joined again, a seat had been made, where he stopped a few +moments to rest; and then, following the now single road, he found +himself, after scrambling along among steps and slopes of all sorts and +kinds, conducted at last through a narrow more or less steep outlet to +the summer-house. + +Charlotte was standing at the door to receive her husband. She made him +sit down where, without moving, he could command a view of the different +landscapes through the door and window--these serving as frames, in +which they were set like pictures. Spring was coming on; a rich, +beautiful life would soon everywhere be bursting; and Edward spoke of it +with delight. + +"There is only one thing which I should observe," he added, "the +summer-house itself is rather small." + +"It is large enough for you and me, at any rate," answered Charlotte. + +"Certainly," said Edward; "there is room for a third, too, easily." + +"Of course; and for a fourth also," replied Charlotte. "For larger +parties we can contrive other places." + +"Now that we are here by ourselves, with no one to disturb us, and in +such a pleasant mood," said Edward, "it is a good opportunity for me to +tell you that I have for some time had something on my mind, about which +I have wished to speak to you, but have never been able to muster up my +courage." + +"I have observed that there has been something of the sort," said +Charlotte. + +"And even now," Edward went on, "if it were not for a letter which the +post brought me this morning, and which obliges me to come to some +resolution today, I should very likely have still kept it to myself." + +"What is it, then" asked Charlotte, turning affectionately toward him. + +"It concerns our friend the Captain," answered Edward; "you know the +unfortunate position in which he, like many others, is placed. It is +through no fault of his own; but you may imagine how painful it must be +for a person with his knowledge and talents and accomplishments, to find +himself without employment. I--I will not hesitate any longer with what +I am wishing for him. I should like to have him here with us for a +time." + +"We must think about that," replied Charlotte; "it should be considered +on more sides than one." + +"I am quite ready to tell you what I have in view," returned Edward. +"Through his last letters there is a prevailing tone of despondency; not +that he is really in any want. He knows thoroughly well how to limit his +expenses; and I have taken care for everything absolutely necessary. It +is no distress to him to accept obligations from me; all our lives we +have been in the habit of borrowing from and lending to each other; and +we could not tell, if we would, how our debtor and creditor account +stands. It is being without occupation which is really fretting him. The +many accomplishments which he has cultivated in himself, it is his only +pleasure--indeed, it is his passion--to be daily and hourly exercising +for the benefit of others. And now, to sit still, with his arms folded; +or to go on studying, acquiring, and acquiring, when he can make no use +of what he already possesses;--my dear creature, it is a painful +situation; and alone as he is, he feels it doubly and trebly." + +"But I thought," said Charlotte, "that he had had offers from many +different quarters. I myself wrote to numbers of my own friends, male +and female, for him; and, as I have reason to believe, not without +effect." + +"It is true," replied Edward; "but these very offers--these various +proposals--have only caused him fresh embarrassment. Not one of them is +at all suitable to such a person as he is. He would have nothing to do; +he would have to sacrifice himself, his time, his purposes, his whole +method of life; and to that he cannot bring himself. The more I think of +it all, the more I feel about it, and the more anxious I am to see him +here with us." + +"It is very beautiful and amiable in you," answered Charlotte, "to enter +with so much sympathy into your friend's position; only you must allow +me to ask you to think of yourself and of me, as well." + +"I have done that," replied Edward. "For ourselves, we can have nothing +to expect from his presence with us, except pleasure and advantage. I +will say nothing of the expense. In any case, if he came to us, it would +be but small; and you know he will be of no inconvenience to us at all. +He can have his own rooms in the right wing of the castle, and +everything else can be arranged as simply as possible. What shall we not +be thus doing for him! and how agreeable and how profitable may not his +society prove to us! I have long been wishing for a plan of the property +and the grounds. He will see to it, and get it made. You intend yourself +to take the management of the estate, as soon as our present steward's +term is expired; and that, you know, is a serious thing. His various +information will be of immense benefit to us; I feel only too acutely +how much I require a person of this kind. The country people have +knowledge enough, but their way of imparting it is confused, and not +always honest. The students from the towns and universities are +sufficiently clever and orderly, but they are deficient in personal +experience. From my friend, I can promise myself both knowledge and +method, and hundreds of other circumstances I can easily conceive +arising, affecting you as well as me, and from which I can foresee +innumerable advantages. Thank you for so patiently listening to me. Now, +do you say what you think, and say it out freely and fully; I will not +interrupt you." + +"Very well," replied Charlotte; "I will begin at once with a general +observation. Men think most of the immediate--the present; and rightly, +their calling being to do and to work; women, on the other hand, more of +how things hang together in life; and that rightly too, because their +destiny--the destiny of their families--is bound up in this +interdependence, and it is exactly this which it is their mission to +promote. So now let us cast a glance at our present and our past life; +and you will acknowledge that the invitation of the Captain does not +fall in so entirely with our purposes, our plans, and our arrangements. +I will go back to those happy days of our earliest intercourse. We loved +each other, young as we then were, with all our hearts. We were parted: +you from me--your father, from an insatiable desire of wealth, choosing +to marry you to an elderly and rich lady; I from you, having to give my +hand, without any especial motive, to an excellent man, whom I +respected, if I did not love. We became again free--you first, your poor +mother at the same time leaving you in possession of your large fortune; +I later, just at the time when you returned from abroad. So we met once +more. We spoke of the past; we could enjoy and love the recollection of +it; we might have been contented, in each other's society, to leave +things as they were. You were urgent for our marriage. I at first +hesitated. We were about the same age; but I as a woman had grown older +than you as a man. At last I could not refuse you what you seemed to +think the one thing you cared for. All the discomfort which you had ever +experienced, at court, in the army, or in traveling, you were to recover +from at my side; you would settle down and enjoy life; but only with me +for your companion. I settled my daughter at a school, where she could +be more completely educated than would be possible in the retirement of +the country; and I placed my niece Ottilie there with her as well, who, +perhaps, would have grown up better at home with me, under my own care. +This was done with your consent, merely that we might have our own +lives to ourselves--merely that we might enjoy undisturbed our +so-long-wished-for, so-long-delayed happiness. We came here and settled +ourselves. I undertook the domestic part of the ménage, you the +out-of-doors and the general control. My own principle has been to meet +your wishes in everything, to live only for you. At least, let us give +ourselves a fair trial how far in this way we can be enough for each +other." + +"Since the interdependence of things, as you call it, is your especial +element," replied Edward, "one should either never listen to any of your +trains of reasoning, or make up one's mind to allow you to be in the +right; and, indeed, you have been in the right up to the present day. +The foundation which we have hitherto been laying for ourselves, is of +the true, sound sort; only, are we to build nothing upon it? is nothing +to be developed out of it? All the work we have done--I in the garden, +you in the park--is it all only for a pair of hermits?" + +"Well, well," replied Charlotte, "very well. What we have to look to is, +that we introduce no alien element, nothing which shall cross or +obstruct us. Remember, our plans, even those which only concern our +amusements, depend mainly on our being together. You were to read to me, +in consecutive order, the journal which you made when you were abroad. +You were to take the opportunity of arranging it, putting all the loose +matter connected with it in its place; and with me to work with you and +help you, out of these invaluable but chaotic leaves and sheets to put +together a complete thing, which should give pleasure to ourselves and +to others. I promised to assist you in transcribing; and we thought it +would be so pleasant, so delightful, so charming, to travel over in +recollection the world which we were unable to see together. The +beginning is already made. Then, in the evenings, you have taken up your +flute again, accompanying me on the piano, while of visits backwards and +forwards among the neighborhood, there is abundance. For my part, I +have been promising myself out of all this the first really happy summer +I have ever thought to spend in my life." + +"Only I cannot see," replied Edward, rubbing his forehead, "how, through +every bit of this which you have been so sweetly and so sensibly laying +before me, the Captain's presence can be any interruption; I should +rather have thought it would give it all fresh zest and life. He was my +companion during a part of my travels. He made many observations from a +different point of view from mine. We can put it all together, and so +make a charmingly complete work of it." + +"Well, then, I will acknowledge openly," answered Charlotte, with some +impatience, "my feeling is against this plan. I have an instinct which +tells me no good will come of it." + +"You women are invincible in this way," replied Edward. "You are so +sensible, that there is no answering you, then so affectionate, that one +is glad to give way to you; full of feelings, which one cannot wound, +and full of forebodings, which terrify one." + +"I am not superstitious," said Charlotte; "and I care nothing for these +dim sensations, merely as such; but in general they are the result of +unconscious recollections of happy or unhappy consequences, which we +have experienced as following on our own or others' actions. Nothing is +of greater moment, in any state of things, than the intervention of a +third person. I have seen friends, brothers and sisters, lovers, +husbands and wives, whose relation to each other, through the accidental +or intentional introduction of a third person, has been altogether +changed--whose whole moral condition has been inverted by it." + +"That may very well be," replied Edward, "with people who live on +without looking where they are going; but not, surely, with persons whom +experience has taught to understand themselves." + +"That understanding ourselves, my dearest husband," insisted Charlotte, +"is no such certain weapon. It is very often a most dangerous one for +the person who bears it. And out of all this, at least so much seems to +arise, that we should not be in too great a hurry. Let me have a few +days to think; don't decide." + +"As the matter stands," returned Edward, "wait as many days as we will, +we shall still be in too great a hurry. The arguments for and against +are all before us; all we want is the conclusion, and as things are, I +think the best thing we can do is to draw lots." + +"I know," said Charlotte, "that in doubtful cases it is your way to +leave them to chance. To me, in such a serious matter, this seems almost +a crime." + +"Then what am I to write to the Captain?" cried Edward; "for write I +must at once." + +"Write him a kind, sensible, sympathizing letter," answered Charlotte. + +"That is as good as none at all," replied Edward. + +"And there are many cases," answered she, "in which we are obliged, and +in which it is the real kindness, rather to write nothing than not to +write." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Edward was alone in his room. The repetition of the incidents of his +life from Charlotte's lips; the representation of their mutual +situation, their mutual purposes, had worked him, sensitive as he was, +into a very pleasant state of mind. While close to her--while in her +presence--he had felt so happy, that he had thought out a warm, kind, +but quiet and indefinite epistle which he would send to the Captain. +When, however, he had settled himself at his writing-table, and taken up +his friend's letter to read it over once more, the sad condition of this +excellent man rose again vividly before him. The feelings which had been +all day distressing him again awoke, and it appeared impossible to him +to leave one whom he called his friend in such painful embarrassment. + +Edward was unaccustomed to deny himself anything. The only child, and +consequently the spoilt child, of wealthy parents, who had persuaded him +into a singular, but highly advantageous marriage with a lady far older +than himself; and again by her petted and indulged in every possible +way, she seeking to reward his kindness to her by the utmost liberality; +after her early death his own master, traveling independently of every +one, equal to all contingencies and all changes, with desires never +excessive, but multiple and various--free-hearted, generous, brave, at +times even noble--what was there in the world to cross or thwart him? + +Hitherto, everything had gone as he desired! Charlotte had become his; +he had won her at last, with an obstinate, a romantic fidelity; and now +he felt himself, for the first time, contradicted, crossed in his +wishes, when those wishes were to invite to his home the friend of his +youth--just as he was longing, as it were, to throw open his whole heart +to him. He felt annoyed, impatient; he took up his pen again and again, +and as often threw it down again, because he could not make up his mind +what to write. Against his wife's wishes he would not go; against her +expressed desire he could not. Ill at ease as he was, it would have been +impossible for him, even if he had wished, to write a quiet, easy +letter. The most natural thing to do, was to put it off. In a few words, +he begged his friend to forgive him for having left his letter +unanswered; that day he was unable to write circumstantially; but +shortly, he hoped to be able to tell him what he felt at greater length. + +The next day, as they were walking to the same spot, Charlotte took the +opportunity of bringing back the conversation to the subject, perhaps +because she knew that there is no surer way of rooting out any plan or +purpose than by often talking it over. + +It was what Edward was wishing. He expressed him self in his own way, +kindly and sweetly. For although, sensitive as, he was, he flamed up +readily--although the vehemence with which he desired anything made him +pressing, and his obstinacy made him impatient--his words were so +softened by his wish to spare the feelings of those to whom he was +speaking, that it was impossible not to be charmed, even when one most +disagreed, with him. + +This morning, he first contrived to bring Charlotte into the happiest +humor, and then so disarmed her with the graceful turn which he gave to +the conversation, that she cried out at last: + +"You are determined that what I refused to the husband you will make me +grant to the lover. At least, my dearest," she continued, "I will +acknowledge that your wishes,--and the warmth and sweetness with which +you express them, have not left me untouched, have not left me unmoved. +You drive me to make a confession;--till now, I too have had a +concealment from you; I am in exactly the same position with you, and I +have hitherto been putting the same restraint on my inclination which I +have been exhorting you to put on yours." + +"Glad am I to hear that," said Edward. "In the married state, a +difference of opinion now and then, I see, is no bad thing; we learn +something of each other by it." + +"You are to learn at present, then," said Charlotte, "that it is with me +about Ottilie as it is with you about the Captain. The dear child is +most uncomfortable at the school, and I am thoroughly uneasy about her. +Luciana, my daughter, born as she is for the world, is there training +hourly for the world; languages, history, everything that is taught +there, she acquires with so much ease that, as it were, she learns them +off at sight. She has quick natural gifts, and an excellent memory; one +may almost say she forgets everything, and in a moment calls it all back +again. She distinguishes herself above every one at the school with the +freedom of her carriage, the grace of her movement, and the elegance of +her address, and with the inborn royalty of nature makes herself the +queen of the little circle there. The superior of the establishment +regards her as a little divinity, who, under her hands, is shaping into +excellence, and who will do her honor, gain her reputation, and bring +her a large increase of pupils; the first pages of this good lady's +letters, and her monthly notices of progress, are forever hymns about +the excellence of such a child, which I have to translate into my own +prose; while her concluding sentences about Ottilie are nothing but +excuse after excuse--attempts at explaining how it can be that a girl in +other respects growing up so lovely seems coming to nothing, and shows +neither capacity nor accomplishment. This, and the little she has to say +besides, is no riddle to me, because I can see in this dear child the +same character as that of her mother, who was my own dearest friend; who +grew up with myself, and whose daughter, I am certain, if I had the care +of her education, would form into an exquisite creature. + +"This, however, has not fallen in with our plan, and as one ought not to +be picking and pulling, or for ever introducing new elements among the +conditions of our lives, I think it better to bear, and to conquer as I +can, even the unpleasant impression that my daughter, who knows very +well that poor Ottilie is entirely dependent upon us, does not refrain +from flourishing her own successes in her face, and so, to a certain +extent, destroys the little good which we have done for her. Who are +well trained enough never to wound others by a parade of their own +advantages? and who stands so high as not at times to suffer under such +a slight? In trials like these, Ottilie's character is growing in +strength, but since I have clearly known the painfulness of her +situation, I have been thinking over all possible ways to make some +other arrangement. Every hour I am expecting an answer to my own last +letter, and then I do not mean to hesitate any more. So, my dear Edward, +it is with me. We have both, you see, the same sorrows to bear, touching +both our hearts in the same point. Let us bear them together, since we +neither of us can press our own against the other." + +"We are strange creatures," said Edward, smiling. "If we can only put +out of sight anything which troubles us, we fancy at once we have got +rid of it. We can give up much in the large and general; but to make +sacrifices in little things is a demand to which we are rarely equal. So +it was with my mother,--as long as I lived with her, while a boy and a +young man, she could not bear to let me be a moment out of her sight. If +I was out later than usual in my ride, some misfortune must have +happened to me. If I got wet through in a shower, a fever was +inevitable. I traveled; I was absent from her altogether; and, at once, +I scarcely seemed to belong to her. If we look at it closer," he +continued, "we are both acting very foolishly, very culpably. Two very +noble natures, both of which have the closest claims on our affection, +we are leaving exposed to pain and distress, merely to avoid exposing +ourselves to a chance of danger. If this is not to be called selfish, +what is? You take Ottilie. Let me have the Captain; and, for a short +period, at least, let the trial be made." + +"We might venture it," said Charlotte, thoughtfully, "if the danger were +only to ourselves. But do you think it prudent to bring Ottilie and the +Captain into a situation where they must necessarily be so closely +intimate; the Captain, a man no older than yourself, of an age (I am not +saying this to flatter you) when a man becomes first capable of love and +first deserving of it, and a girl of Ottilie's attractiveness?" + +"I cannot conceive how you can rate Ottilie so high," replied Edward. "I +can only explain it to myself by supposing her to have inherited your +affection for her mother. Pretty she is, no doubt. I remember the +Captain observing it to me, when we came back last year, and met her at +your aunt's. Attractive she is,--she has particularly pretty eyes; but I +do not know that she made the slightest impression upon me." + +"That was quite proper in you," said Charlotte, "seeing that I was +there; and, although she is much younger than I, the presence of your +old friend had so many charms for you, that you overlooked the promise +of the opening beauty. It is one of your ways; and that is one reason +why it is so pleasant to live with you." + +Charlotte, openly as she appeared to be speaking, was keeping back +something, nevertheless; which was that at the time when Edward came +first back from abroad, she had purposely thrown Ottilie in his way, to +secure, if possible, so desirable a match for her protégée. For of +herself, at that time, in connection with Edward, she never thought at +all. The Captain, also, had a hint given to him to draw Edward's +attention to her; but the latter, who was clinging determinately to his +early affection for Charlotte, looked neither right nor left, and was +only happy in the feeling that it was at last within his power to obtain +for himself the one happiness which he so earnestly desired; and which a +series of incidents had appeared to have placed forever beyond his +reach. + +They were on the point of descending the new grounds, in order to return +to the castle, when a servant came hastily to meet them, and, with a +laugh on his face, called up from below, "Will your grace be pleased to +come quickly to the castle? The Herr Mittler has just galloped into the +court. He shouted to us, to go all of us in search of you, and we were +to ask whether there was need; 'whether there is need,' he cried after +us, 'do you hear? But be quick, be quick.'" + +"The odd fellow," exclaimed Edward. "But has he not come at the right +time, Charlotte? Tell him, there is need,--grievous need. He must +alight. See his horse taken care of. Take him into the saloon, and let +him have some luncheon. We shall be with him immediately." + +"Let us take the nearest way," he said to his wife, and struck into the +path across the churchyard, which he usually avoided. He was not a +little surprised to find here, too, traces of Charlotte's delicate hand. +Sparing, as far as possible, the old monuments, she had contrived to +level it, and lay it carefully out, so as to make it appear a pleasant +spot on which the eye and the imagination could equally repose with +pleasure. The oldest stones had each their special honor assigned them. +They were ranged according to their dates along the wall, either leaning +against it, or let into it, or however it could be contrived; and the +string-course of the church was thus variously ornamented. + +Edward was singularly affected as he came in upon it through the little +wicket; he pressed Charlotte's hand, and tears started into his eyes. +But these were very soon put to flight, by the appearance of their +singular visitor. This gentleman had declined sitting down in the +castle; he had ridden straight through the village to the churchyard +gate; and then, halting, he called out to his friends, "Are you not +making a fool of me? Is there need, really? If there is, I can stay till +mid-day. But don't keep me. I have a great deal to do before night." + +"Since you have taken the trouble to come so far," cried Edward to him, +in answer, "you had better come through the gate. We meet at a solemn +spot. Come and see the variety which Charlotte has thrown over its +sadness." + +"Inside there," called out the rider, "come I neither on horseback, nor +in carriage, nor on foot. These here rest in peace: with them I have +nothing to do. One day I shall be carried in feet foremost. I must bear +that as I can. Is it serious, I want to know?" + +"Indeed it is," cried Charlotte, "right serious. For the first time in +our married lives, we are in a strait and difficulty, from which we do +not know how to extricate ourselves." + +"You do not look as if it were so," answered he. "But I will believe +you. If you are deceiving me, for the future you shall help yourselves. +Follow me quickly, my horse will be none the worse for a rest." + +The three speedily found themselves in the saloon together. Luncheon was +brought in, and Mittler told them what that day he had done, and was +going to do. This eccentric person had in early life been a clergyman, +and had distinguished himself in his office by the never-resting +activity with which he contrived to make up and put an end to quarrels: +quarrels in families, and quarrels between neighbors; first among the +individuals immediately about him, and afterward among whole +congregations, and among the country gentlemen round. While he was in +the ministry, no married couple was allowed to separate; and the +district courts were untroubled with either cause or process. A +knowledge of the law, he was well aware, was necessary to him. He gave +himself with all his might to the study of it, and very soon felt +himself a match for the best trained advocate. His circle of activity +extended wonderfully, and people were on the point of inducing him to +move to the Residence, where he would find opportunities of exercising +in the higher circles what he had begun in the lowest, when he won a +considerable sum of money in a lottery. With this, he bought himself a +small property. He let the ground to a tenant, and made it the centre of +his operations, with the fixed determination, or rather in accordance +with his old customs and inclinations, never to enter a house when there +was no dispute to make up, and no help to be given. People who were +superstitious about names, and about what they imported, maintained that +it was his being called Mittler which drove him to take upon himself +this strange employment. + +Luncheon was laid on the table, and the stranger then solemnly pressed +his host not to wait any longer with the disclosure which he had to +make. Immediately after refreshing himself he would be obliged to leave +them. + +Husband and wife made a circumstantial confession; but scarcely had he +caught the substance of the matter, when he started angrily up from the +table, rushed out of the saloon, and ordered his horse to be saddled +instantly. + +"Either you do not know me, you do not understand me," he cried, "or you +are sorely mischievous. Do you call this a quarrel? Is there any want +of help here? Do you suppose that I am in the world to give _advice_? Of +all occupations which man can pursue, that is the most foolish. Every +man must be his own counsellor, and do what he cannot let alone. If all +go well, let him be happy, let him enjoy his wisdom and his fortune; if +it go ill, I am at hand to do what I can for him. The man who desires to +be rid of an evil knows what he wants; but the man who desires something +better than he has got is stone blind. Yes, yes, laugh as you will, he +is playing blindman's-buff; perhaps he gets hold of something, but the +question is what he has got hold of. Do as you will, it is all one. +Invite your friends to you, or let them be, it is all the same. The most +prudent plans I have seen miscarry, and the most foolish succeed. Don't +split your brains about it; and if, one way or the other, evil comes of +what you settle, don't fret; send for me, and you shall be helped. Till +which time, I am your humble servant." + +So saying, he sprang on his horse, without waiting the arrival of the +coffee. + +"Here you see," said Charlotte, "the small service a third person can +be, when things are off their balance between two persons closely +connected; we are left, if possible, more confused and more uncertain +than we were." + +They would both, probably, have continued hesitating some time longer, +had not a letter arrived from the Captain, in reply to Edward's last. He +had made up his mind to accept one of the situations which had been +offered him, although it was not in the least up to his mark. He was to +share the ennui of certain wealthy persons of rank, who depended on his +ability to dissipate it. + +Edward's keen glance saw into the whole thing, and he pictured it out in +just, sharp lines. + +"Can we endure to think of our friend in such a position?" he cried; +"you cannot be so cruel, Charlotte." + +"That strange Mittler is right after all," replied Charlotte; "all such +undertakings are ventures; what will come of them it is impossible to +foresee. New elements introduced among us may be fruitful in fortune or +in misfortune, without our having to take credit to ourselves for one or +the other. I do not feel myself firm enough to oppose you further. Let +us make the experiment; only one thing I will entreat of you--that it be +only for a short time. You must allow me to exert myself more than ever, +to use all my influence among all my connections, to find him some +position which will satisfy him in his own way." + +Edward poured out the warmest expressions of gratitude. He hastened, +with a light, happy heart, to write off his proposals to his friend. +Charlotte, in a postscript, was to signify her approbation with her own +hand, and unite her own kind entreaties with his. She wrote, with a +rapid pen, pleasantly and affectionately, but yet with a sort of haste +which was not usual with her; and, most unlike herself, she disfigured +the paper at last with a blot of ink, which put her out of temper, and +which she only made worse with her attempts to wipe it away. + +Edward laughed at her about it, and, as there was still room, added a +second postscript, that his friend was to see from this symptom the +impatience with which he was expected, and measure the speed at which he +came to them by the haste in which the letter was written. + +The messenger was gone; and Edward thought he could not give a more +convincing evidence of his gratitude, than in insisting again and again +that Charlotte should at once send for Ottilie from the school. She said +she would think about it; and, for that evening, induced Edward to join +with her in the enjoyment of a little music. Charlotte played +exceedingly well on the piano, Edward not quite so well on the flute. He +had taken a great deal of pains with it at times; but he was without the +patience, without the perseverance, which are requisite for the +completely successful cultivation of such a talent; consequently, his +part was done unequally, some pieces well, only perhaps too +quickly--while with others he hesitated, not being quite familiar with +them; so that, for any one else, it would have been difficult to have +gone through a duet with him. But Charlotte knew how to manage it. She +held in, or let herself be run away with, and fulfilled in this way the +double part of a skilful conductor and a prudent housewife, who are able +always to keep right on the whole, although particular passages will now +and then fall out of order. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The Captain came, having previously written a most sensible letter, +which had entirely quieted Charlotte's apprehensions. So much clearness +about himself, so just an understanding of his own position and the +position of his friends, promised everything which was best and +happiest. + +The conversation of the first few hours, as is generally the case with +friends who have not met for a long time, was eager, lively, almost +exhausting. Toward evening, Charlotte proposed a walk to the new +grounds. The Captain was delighted with the spot, and observed every +beauty which had been first brought into sight and made enjoyable by the +new walks. He had a practised eye, and at the same time one easily +satisfied; and although he knew very well what was really valuable, he +never, as so many persons do, made people who were showing him things of +their own uncomfortable, by requiring more than the circumstances +admitted of, or by mentioning anything more perfect, which he remembered +having seen elsewhere. + +When they arrived at the summer-house, they found it dressed out for a +holiday, only, indeed, with artificial flowers and evergreens, but with +some pretty bunches of natural corn-ears among them, and other field and +garden fruit, so as to do credit to the taste which had arranged them. + +"Although my husband does not like in general to have his birthday or +christening-day kept," Charlotte said, "he will not object today to +these few ornaments being expended on a treble festival." + +"Treble?" cried Edward. + +"Yes, indeed," she replied. "Our friend's arrival here we are bound to +keep as a festival; and have you never thought, either of you, that this +is the day on which you were both christened? Are you not both named +Otto?" + +The two friends shook hands across the little table. + +"You bring back to my mind," Edward said, "this little link of our +boyish affection. As children, we were both called so; but when we came +to be at school together, it was the cause of much confusion, and I +readily made over to him all my right to the pretty laconic name." + +"Wherein you were not altogether so very high-minded," said the Captain; +"for I well remember that the name of Edward had then begun to please +you better, from its attractive sound when spoken by certain pretty +lips." + +They were now sitting all three round the same table where Charlotte had +spoken so vehemently against their guest's coming to them. Edward, happy +as he was, did not wish to remind his wife of that time; but he could +not help saying, "There is good room here for one more person." + +At this moment the notes of a bugle were heard across from the castle. +Full of happy thoughts and feelings as the friends all were together, +the sound fell in among them with a strong force of answering harmony. +They listened silently, each for the moment withdrawing into himself, +and feeling doubly happy in the fair circle of which he formed a part. +The pause was first broken by Edward, who started up and walked out in +front of the summer-house. + +"Our friend must not think," he said to Charlotte, "that this narrow +little valley forms the whole of our domain and possessions. Let us take +him up to the top of the hill, where he can see farther and breathe more +freely." + +"For this once, then," answered Charlotte, "we must climb up the old +footpath, which is not too easy. By the next time, I hope my walks and +steps will have been carried right up." + +And so, among rocks, and shrubs, and bushes, they made their way to the +summit, where they found themselves, not on a level flat, but on a +sloping grassy terrace, running along the ridge of the hill. The +village, with the castle behind it, was out of sight. At the bottom of +the valley, sheets of water were seen spreading out right and left, with +wooded hills rising immediately from their opposite margin, and, at the +end of the upper water, a wall of sharp, precipitous rocks directly +overhanging it, their huge forms reflected in its level surface. In the +hollow of the ravine, where a considerable brook ran into the lake, lay +a mill, half hidden among the trees, a sweetly retired spot, most +beautifully surrounded; and through the entire semicircle, over which +the view extended, ran an endless variety of hills and valleys, copse +and forest, the early green of which promised the near approach of a +luxuriant clothing of foliage. In many places particular groups of trees +caught the eye; and especially a cluster of planes and poplars directly +at the spectator's feet, close to the edge of the centre lake. They were +at their full growth, and they stood there, spreading out their boughs +all around them, in fresh and luxuriant strength. + +To these Edward called his friend's attention. + +"I myself planted them," he cried, "when I was a boy. They were small +trees which I rescued when my father was laying out the new part of the +great castle garden, and in the middle of one summer had rooted them +out. This year you will no doubt see them show their gratitude in a +fresh set of shoots." + +They returned to the castle in high spirits, and mutually pleased with +each other. To the guest was allotted an agreeable and roomy set of +apartments in the right wing of the castle; and here he rapidly got his +books and papers and instruments in order, to go on with his usual +occupation. But Edward, for the first few days, gave him no rest. He +took him about everywhere, now on foot, now on horseback, making him +acquainted with the country and with the estate; and he embraced the +opportunity of imparting to him the wishes which he had been long +entertaining, of getting at some better acquaintance with it, and +learning to manage it more profitably. + +"The first thing we have to do," said the Captain, "is to make a +magnetic survey of the property. That is a pleasant and easy matter; and +if it does not admit of entire exactness, it will be always useful, and +will do, at any rate, for an agreeable beginning. It can be made, too, +without any great staff of assistants, and one can be sure of getting it +completed. If by-and-by you come to require anything more exact, it will +be easy then to find some plan to have it made." + +The Captain was exceedingly skilful at work of thus kind. He had brought +with him whatever instruments he required, and commenced immediately. +Edward provided him with a number of foresters and peasants, who, with +his instruction, were able to render him all necessary assistance. The +weather was favorable. The evenings and the early mornings were devoted +to the designing and drawing, and in a short time it was all filled in +and colored. Edward saw his possessions grow out like a new creation +upon the paper; and it seemed as if now for the first time he knew what +they were, as if they now first were properly his own. + +Thus there came occasion to speak of the park, and of the ways of laying +it out; a far better disposition of things being made possible after a +survey of this kind, than could be arrived at by experimenting on +nature, on partial and accidental impressions. + +"We must make my wife understand this," said Edward. + +"We must do nothing of the kind," replied the Captain, who did not like +bringing his own notions in collision with those of others. He had +learnt by experience that the motives and purposes by which men are +influenced are far too various to be made to coalesce upon a single +point, even on the most solid representations. "We must not do it," he +cried; "she will be only confused. With her, as with all people who +employ themselves on such matters merely as amateurs, the important +thing is, rather that she shall do something, than that something shall +be done. Such persons feel their way with nature. They have fancies for +this plan or that; they do not venture on removing obstacles. They are +not bold enough to make a sacrifice. They do not know beforehand in what +their work is to result. They try an experiment--it succeeds--it fails; +they alter it; they alter, perhaps, what they ought to leave alone, and +leave what they ought to alter; and so, at last, there always remains +but a patchwork, which pleases and amuses, but never satisfies." + +"Acknowledge candidly," said Edward, "that you do not like this new work +of hers." + +"The idea is excellent," he replied; "if the execution were equal to it, +there would be no fault to find. But she has tormented herself to find +her way up that rock; and she now torments every one, if you must have +it, that she takes up after her. You cannot walk together, you cannot +walk behind one another, with any freedom. Every moment your step is +interrupted one way or another. There is no end to the mistakes which +she has made." + +"Would it have been easy to have done it otherwise?" asked Edward. + +"Perfectly," replied the Captain. "She had only to break away a corner +of the rock, which is now but an unsightly object, made up as it is of +little pieces, and she would at once have a sweep for her walk and stone +in abundance for the rough masonry work, to widen it in the bad places, +and make it smooth. But this I tell you in strictest confidence. Her it +would only confuse and annoy. What is done must remain as it is. If any +more money and labor is to be spent there, there is abundance to do +above the summer-house on the hill, which we can settle our own way." + +If the two friends found in their occupation abundance of present +employment, there was no lack either of entertaining reminiscences of +early times, in which Charlotte took her part as well. They determined, +moreover, that as soon as their immediate labors were finished, they +would go to work upon the journal, and in this way, too, reproduce the +past. + +For the rest, when Edward and Charlotte were alone, there were fewer +matters of private interest between them than formerly. This was +especially the case since the fault-finding about the grounds, which +Edward thought so just, and which he felt to the quick. He held his +tongue about what the Captain had said for a long time; but at last, +when he saw his wife again preparing to go to work above the +summer-house, with her paths and steps, he could not contain himself any +longer, but, after a few circumlocutions, came out with his new views. + +Charlotte was thoroughly disturbed. She was sensible enough to perceive +at once that they were right, but there was the difficulty with what was +already done--and what was made was made. She had liked it; even what +was wrong had become dear to her in its details. She fought against her +convictions; she defended her little creations; she railed at men who +were forever going to the broad and the great. They could not let a +pastime, they could not let an amusement alone, she said, but they must +go and make a work out of it, never thinking of the expense which their +larger plans involved. She was provoked, annoyed, and angry. Her old +plans she could not give up, the new she would not quite throw from her; +but, divided as she was, for the present she put a stop to the work, and +gave herself time to think the thing over, and let it ripen by itself. + +At the same time that she lost this source of active amusement, the +others were more and more together over their own business. They took +to occupying themselves, moreover, with the flower-garden and the +hot-houses; and as they filled up the intervals with the ordinary +gentlemen's amusements, hunting, riding, buying, selling, breaking +horses, and such matters, she was every day left more and more to +herself. She devoted herself more assiduously than ever to her +correspondence on account of the Captain; and yet she had many lonely +hours; so that the information which she now received from the school +became of more agreeable interest. + +To a long-drawn letter of the superior of the establishment, filled with +the usual expressions of delight at her daughter's progress, a brief +postscript was attached, with a second from the hand of a gentleman in +employment there as an Assistant, both of which we here communicate. + +POSTSCRIPT OF THE SUPERIOR + +"Of Ottilie, I can only repeat to your ladyship what I have already +stated in my former letters. I do not know how to find fault with her, +yet I cannot say that I am satisfied. She is always unassuming, always +ready to oblige others; but it is not pleasing to see her so timid, so +almost servile. + +"Your ladyship lately sent her some money, with several little matters +for her wardrobe. The money she has never touched, the dresses lie +unworn in their place. She keeps her things very nice and very clean; +but this is all she seems to care about. Again, I cannot praise her +excessive abstemiousness in eating and drinking. There is no +extravagance at our table, but there is nothing that I like better than +to see the children eat enough of good, wholesome food. What is +carefully provided and set before them ought to be taken; and to this I +never can succeed in bringing Ottilie. She is always making herself some +occupation or other, always finding something which she must do, +something which the servants have neglected, to escape the second course +or the dessert; and now it has to be considered (which I cannot help +connecting with all this) that she frequently suffers, I have lately +learnt, from pain in the left side of her head. It is only at times, but +it is distressing, and may be of importance. So much upon this otherwise +sweet and lovely girl." + +SECOND POSTSCRIPT, BY THE ASSISTANT + +"Our excellent superior commonly permits me to read the letters in which +she communicates her observations upon her pupils to their parents and +friends. Such of them as are addressed to your ladyship I ever read with +twofold attention and pleasure. We have to congratulate you upon a +daughter who unites in herself every brilliant quality with which people +distinguish themselves in the world; and I at least think you no less +fortunate in having had bestowed upon you, in your step-daughter, a +child who has been born for the good and happiness of others, and +assuredly also for her own. Ottilie is almost our only pupil about whom +there is a difference of opinion between myself and our reverend +superior. I do not complain of the very natural desire in that good lady +to see outward and definite fruits arising from her labors. But there +are also fruits which are not outward, which are of the true germinal +sort, and which develop themselves sooner or later in a beautiful life. +And this I am certain is the case with your protégée. So long as she has +been under my care, I have watched her moving with an even step, slowly, +steadily forward--never back. As with a child it is necessary to begin +everything at the beginning, so it is with her. She can comprehend +nothing which does not follow from what precedes it; let a thing be as +simple and easy as possible, she can make nothing of it if it is not in +a recognizable connection; but find the intermediate links, and make +them clear to her, and then nothing is too difficult for her. + +"Progressing with such slow steps, she remains behind her companions, +who, with capacities of quite a different kind, hurry on and on, learn +everything readily, connected or unconnected, recollect it with ease, +and apply it with correctness. And again, some of the lessons here are +given by excellent, but somewhat hasty and impatient teachers, who pass +from result to result, cutting short the process by which they are +arrived at; and these are not of the slightest service to her; she +learns nothing from them. There is a complaint of her handwriting. They +say she will not, or cannot, understand how to form her letters. I have +examined closely into this. It is true she writes slowly, stiffly, if +you like; but the hand is neither timid nor without character. The +French language is not my department, but I have taught her something of +it, in the step-by-step fashion; and this she understands easily. +Indeed, it is singular that she knows a great deal, and knows it well, +too; and yet when she is asked a question, it seems as if she knew +nothing. + +"To conclude generally, I should say she learns nothing like a person +who is being educated, but she learns like one who is to educate--not +like a pupil, but like a future teacher. Your ladyship may think it +strange that I, as an educator and a teacher, can find no higher praise +to give to any one than by a comparison with myself. I may leave it to +your own good sense, to your deep knowledge of the world and of mankind, +to make the best of my most inadequate, but well-intended expressions. +You may satisfy yourself that you have much happiness to promise +yourself from this child. I commend myself to your ladyship, and I +beseech you to permit me to write to you again as soon as I see reason +to believe that I have anything important or agreeable to communicate." + +This letter gave Charlotte great pleasure. The contents of it coincided +very closely with the notions which she had herself conceived of +Ottilie. At the same time, she could not help smiling at the excessive +interest of the Assistant, which seemed greater than the insight into a +pupil's excellence usually calls forth. In her quiet, unprejudiced way +of looking at things, this relation, among others, she was contented to +permit to lie before her as a possibility; she could value the interest +of so sensible a man in Ottilie, having learnt, among the lessons of her +life, to see how highly true regard is to be prized in a world where +indifference or dislike are the common natural residents. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The topographical chart of the property and its environs was completed. +It was executed on a considerable scale; the character of the particular +localities was made intelligible by various colors; and by means of a +trigonometrical survey the Captain had been able to arrive at a very +fair exactness of measurement. He had been rapid in his work. There was +scarcely ever any one who could do with less sleep than this most +laborious man; and, as his day was always devoted to an immediate +purpose, every evening something had been done. + +"Let us now," he said to his friend, "go on to what remains for us, to +the statistics of the estate. We shall have a good deal of work to get +through at the beginning, and afterward we shall come to the farm +estimates, and much else which will naturally arise out of them. Only we +must have one thing distinctly settled and adhered to. Everything which +is properly _business_ we must keep carefully separate from life. +Business requires earnestness and method; _life_ must have a freer +handling. Business demands the utmost stringency and sequence; in life, +inconsecutiveness is frequently necessary, indeed, is charming and +graceful. If you are firm in the first, you can afford yourself more +liberty in the second; while if you mix them, you will find the free +interfering with and breaking in upon the fixed." + +In these sentiments Edward felt a slight reflection upon himself. Though +not naturally disorderly, he could never bring himself to arrange his +papers in their proper places. What he had to do in connection with +others, was not kept separate from what depended only on himself. +Business got mixed up with amusement, and serious work with recreation. +Now, however, it was easy for him, with the help of a friend who would +take the trouble upon himself; and a second "I" worked out the +separation, to which the single "I" was always unequal. + +In the Captain's wing, they contrived a depository for what concerned +the present, and an archive for the past. Here they brought all the +documents, papers, and notes from their various hiding-places, rooms, +drawers, and boxes, with the utmost speed. Harmony and order were +introduced into the wilderness, and the different packets were marked +and registered in their several pigeon-holes. They found all they wanted +in greater completeness even than they had expected; and here an old +clerk was found of no slight service, who for the whole day and part of +the night never left his desk, and with whom, till then, Edward had been +always dissatisfied. + +"I should not know him again," he said to his friend, "the man is so +handy and useful." + +"That," replied the Captain, "is because we give him nothing fresh to do +till he has finished, at his convenience, what he has already; and so, +as you perceive, he gets through a great deal. If you disturb him, he +becomes useless at once." + +Spending their days together in this way, in the evenings they never +neglected their regular visits to Charlotte. If there was no party from +the neighborhood, as was often the case, they read and talked, +principally on subjects connected with the improvement of the condition +and comfort of social life. + +Charlotte, always accustomed to make the most of opportunities, not only +saw her husband pleased, but found personal advantages for herself. +Various domestic arrangements, which she had long wished to make, but +which she did not know exactly how to set about, were managed for her +through the contrivance of the Captain. Her domestic medicine-chest, +hitherto but poorly furnished, was enlarged and enriched, and Charlotte +herself, with the help of good books and personal instruction, was put +in the way of being able to exercise her disposition to be of practical +assistance more frequently and more efficiently than before. + +In providing against accidents, which, though common, yet only too often +find us unprepared, they thought it especially necessary to have at hand +whatever is required for the recovery of drowning men--accidents of this +kind, from the number of canals, reservoirs, and waterworks in the +neighborhood, being of frequent occurrence. This department the Captain +took expressly into his own hands; and the observation escaped Edward, +that a case of this kind had made a very singular epoch in the life of +his friend. The latter made no reply, but seemed to be trying to escape +from a painful recollection. Edward immediately stopped; and Charlotte, +who, as well as he, had a general knowledge of the story, took no notice +of the expression. + +"These preparations are all exceedingly valuable," said the Captain, one +evening. "Now, however, we have not got the one thing which is most +essential--a sensible man who understands how to manage it all. I know +an army surgeon, whom I could exactly recommend for the place. You might +get him at this moment, on easy terms. He is highly distinguished in his +profession, and has frequently done more for me, in the treatment even +of violent inward disorders, than celebrated physicians. Help upon the +spot, is the thing you often most want in the country." + +He was written for at once; and Edward and Charlotte were rejoiced to +have found so good and necessary an object on which to expend so much of +the money which they set apart for such accidental demands upon them. + +Thus Charlotte, too, found means of making use, for her purposes, of the +Captain's knowledge and practical skill; and she began to be quite +reconciled to his presence, and to feel easy about any consequences +which might ensue. She commonly prepared questions to ask him; among +other things, it was one of her anxieties to provide against whatever +was prejudicial to health and comfort, against poisons and such like. +The lead-glazing on the china, the verdigris which formed about her +copper and bronze vessels, etc., had long been a trouble to her. She got +him to tell her about these, and, naturally, they often had to fall back +on the first elements of medicine and chemistry. + +An accidental, but welcome occasion for entertainment of this kind, was +given by an inclination of Edward to read aloud. He had a particularly +clear, deep voice, and earlier in life had earned himself a pleasant +reputation for his feeling and lively recitations of works of poetry and +oratory. At this time he was occupied with other subjects, and the books +which, for some time past, he had been reading, were either chemical or +on some other branch of natural or technical science. + +One of his especial peculiarities--which, by-the-by, he very likely +shares with a number of his fellow-creatures--was, that he could not +bear to have any one looking over him when he was reading. In early +life, when he used to read poems, plays, or stories, this had been the +natural consequence of the desire which the reader feels, like the poet, +or the actor, or the story-teller, to make surprises, to pause, to +excite expectation; and this sort of effect was naturally defeated when +a third person's eyes could run on before him, and see what was coming. +On such occasions, therefore, he was accustomed to place himself in such +a position that no one could get behind him. With a party of only three, +this was unnecessary; and as with the present subject there was no +opportunity for exciting feelings or giving the imagination a surprise, +he did not take any particular pains to protect himself. + +One evening he had placed himself carelessly, and Charlotte happened by +accident to cast her eyes upon the page. His old impatience was aroused; +he turned to her, and said, almost unkindly: + +[Illustration: EDWARD READING ALOUD TO CHARLOTTE AND THE CAPTAIN] + +"I do wish, once for all, you would leave off doing a thing so out of +taste and so disagreeable. When I read aloud to a person, is it not +the same as if I was telling him something by word of mouth? The +written, the printed word, is in the place of my own thoughts, of my own +heart. If a window were broken into my brain or into my heart, and if +the man to whom I am counting out my thoughts, or delivering my +sentiments, one by one, knew beforehand exactly what was to come out of +me, should I take the trouble to put them into words? When anybody looks +over my book, I always feel as if I were being torn in two." + +Charlotte's tact, in whatever circle she might be, large or small, was +remarkable, and she was able to set aside disagreeable or excited +expressions without appearing to notice them. When a conversation grew +tedious, she knew how to interrupt it; when it halted, she could set it +going. And this time her good gift did not forsake her. + +"I am sure you will forgive me my fault," she said, when I tell you what +it was this moment which came over me. I heard you reading something +about Affinities, and I thought directly of some relations of mine, two +of whom are just now occupying me a great deal. Then my attention went +back to the book. I found it was not about living things at all, and I +looked over to get the thread of it right again." + +"It was the comparison which led you wrong and confused you," said +Edward. "The subject is nothing but earths and minerals. But man is a +true Narcissus; he delights to see his own image everywhere; and he +spreads himself underneath the universe, like the amalgam behind the +glass." + +"Quite true," continued the Captain. "That is the way in which he treats +everything external to himself. His wisdom and his folly, his will and +his caprice, he attributes alike to the animal, the plant, the elements, +and the gods." + +"Would you," said Charlotte, "if it is not taking you away too much from +the immediate subject, tell me briefly what is meant here by +Affinities?" + +"I shall be very glad indeed," replied the Captain, to whom Charlotte +had addressed herself. "That is, I will tell you as well as I can. My +ideas on the subject date ten years back; whether the scientific world +continues to think the same about it, I cannot tell." + +"It is most disagreeable," cried Edward, "that one cannot now-a-days +learn a thing once for all, and have done with it. Our forefathers could +keep to what they were taught when they were young; but we have, every +five years, to make revolutions with them, if we do not wish to drop +altogether out of fashion." + +"We women need not be so particular," said Charlotte; "and, to speak the +truth, I only want to know the meaning of the word. There is nothing +more ridiculous in society than to misuse a strange technical word; and +I only wish you to tell me in what sense the expression is made use of +in connection with these things. What its scientific application is I am +quite contented to leave to the learned; who, by-the-by, as far as I +have been able to observe, do not find it easy to agree among +themselves." + +"Whereabouts shall we begin," said Edward, after a pause, to the +Captain, "to come most quickly to the point?" + +The latter, after thinking as little while, replied shortly: + +"You must let me make what will seem a wide sweep; we shall be on our +subject almost immediately." + +Charlotte settled her work at her side, promising the fullest attention. + +The Captain began: + +"In all natural objects with which we are acquainted, we observe +immediately that they have a certain relation to themselves. It may +sound ridiculous to be asserting what is obvious to every one; but it is +only by coming to a clear understanding together about what we know, +that we can advance to what we do not know." + +"I think," interrupted Edward, "we can make the thing more clear to her, +and to ourselves, with examples; conceive water, or oil, or quicksilver; +among these you will see a certain oneness, a certain connection of +their parts; and this oneness is never lost, except through force or +some other determining cause. Let the cause cease to operate, and at +once the parts unite again." + +"Unquestionably," said Charlotte, "that is plain; rain-drops readily +unite and form streams; and when we were children, it was our delight to +play with quicksilver, and wonder at the little globules splitting and +parting and running into one another." + +"And here," said the Captain, "let me just cursorily mention one +remarkable thing--I mean, that the full, complete correlation of parts +which the fluid state makes possible, shows itself distinctly and +universally in the globular form. The falling water-drop is round; you +yourself spoke of the globules of quicksilver; and a drop of melted lead +let fall, if it has time to harden before it reaches the ground, is +found at the bottom in the shape of a ball." + +"Let me try and see," said Charlotte, "whether I can understand where +you are bringing me. As everything has a reference to itself, so it must +have some relation to others." + +"And that," interrupted Edward, "will be different according to the +natural differences of the things themselves. Sometimes they will meet +like friends and old acquaintances; they will come rapidly together, and +unite without either having to alter itself at all--as wine mixes with +water. Others, again, will remain as strangers side by side, and no +amount of mechanical mixing or forcing will succeed in combining them. +Oil and water may be shaken up together, and the next moment they are +separate again, each by itself." + +"One can almost fancy," said Charlotte, "that in these simple forms one +sees people that one is acquainted with; one has met with just such +things in the societies amongst which one has lived; and the strangest +likenesses of all with these soulless creatures are in the masses in +which men stand divided one against the other, in their classes and +professions; the nobility and the third estate, for instance, or +soldiers and civilians." + +"Then again," replied Edward, "as these are united under common laws and +customs, so there are intermediate members in our chemical world which +will combine elements that are mutually repulsive." + +"Oil, for instance," said the Captain, "we make combine with water with +the help of alkalis----" + +"Do not go on too fast with your lesson," said Charlotte. "Let me see +that I keep step with you. Are we not here arrived among the +affinities?" + +"Exactly," replied the Captain; "we are on the point of apprehending +them in all their power and distinctness; such natures as, when they +come in contact, at once lay hold of each other, each mutually affecting +the other, we speak of as having an affinity one for the other. With the +alkalis and acids, for instance, the affinities are strikingly marked. +They are of opposite natures; very likely their being of opposite +natures is the secret of their inter-relational effect--each reaches out +eagerly for its companion, they lay hold of each other, modify each +other's character, and form in connection an entirely new substance. +There is lime, you remember, which shows the strongest inclination for +all sorts of acids--a distinct desire of combining with them. As soon as +our chemical chest arrives, we can show you a number of entertaining +experiments which will give you a clearer idea than words, and names, +and technical expressions." + +"It appears to me," said Charlotte, "that, if you choose to call these +strange creatures of yours related, the relationship is not so much a +relationship of blood as of soul or of spirit. It is the way in which we +see all really deep friendship arise among men, opposite peculiarities +of disposition being what best makes internal union possible. But I will +wait to see what you can really show me of these mysterious proceedings; +and for the present," she added, turning to Edward, "I will promise not +to disturb you any more in your reading. You have taught me enough of +what it is about to enable me to attend to it." + +"No, no," replied Edward, "now that you have once stirred the thing, you +shall not get off so easily. It is just the most complicated cases which +are the most interesting. In these you come first to see the degrees of +the affinities, to watch them as their power of attraction is weaker or +stronger, nearer or more remote. Affinities begin really to interest +only when they bring about separations." + +"What!" cried Charlotte, "is that miserable word, which unhappily we +hear so often now-a-days in the world; is that to be found in nature's +lessons too?" + +"Most certainly," answered Edward; "the title with which chemists were +supposed to be most honorably distinguished was, artists of separation." + +"It is not so any more," replied Charlotte; "and it is well that it is +not. It is a higher art, and it is a higher merit, to unite. An artist +of union is what we should welcome in every province of the universe. +However, as we are on the subject again, give me an instance or two of +what you mean." + +"We had better keep," said the Captain, "to the same instances of which +we have already been speaking. Thus, what we call limestone is a more or +less pure calcareous earth in combination with a delicate acid, which is +familiar to us in the form of a gas. Now, if we place a piece of this +stone in diluted sulphuric acid, this will take possession of the lime, +and appear with it in the form of gypsum, the gaseous acid at the same +time going off in vapor. Here is a case of separation; a combination +arises, and we believe ourselves now justified in applying to it the +words 'Elective Affinity;' it really looks as if one relation had been +deliberately chosen in preference to another. + +"Forgive me," said Charlotte, "as I forgive the natural philosopher. I +cannot see any choice in this; I see a natural necessity rather, and +scarcely that. After all, it is perhaps merely a case of opportunity. +Opportunity makes relations as it makes thieves; and as long as the +talk is only of natural substances, the choice to me appears to be +altogether in the hands of the chemist who brings the creatures +together. Once, however, let them be brought together, and then God have +mercy on them. In the present case, I cannot help being sorry for the +poor acid gas, which is driven out up and down infinity again." + +"The acid's business," answered the Captain, "is now to get connected +with water, and so serve as a mineral fountain for the refreshing of +sound or disordered mankind." + +"That is very well for the gypsum to say," said Charlotte. "The gypsum +is all right, is a body, is provided for. The other poor, desolate +creature may have trouble enough to go through before it can find a +second home for itself." + +"I am much mistaken," said Edward, smiling, "if there be not some little +_arrière pensée_ behind this. Confess your wickedness! You mean me by +your lime; the lime is laid hold of by the Captain, in the form of +sulphuric acid, torn away from your agreeable society, and metamorphosed +into a refractory gypsum." + +"If your conscience prompts you to make such a reflection," replied +Charlotte, "I certainly need not distress myself. These comparisons are +pleasant and entertaining; and who is there that does not like playing +with analogies? But man is raised very many steps above these elements; +and if he has been somewhat liberal with such fine words as Election and +Elective Affinities, he will do well to turn back again into himself, +and take the opportunity of considering carefully the value and meaning +of such expressions. Unhappily, we know cases enough where a connection +apparently indissoluble between two persons, has, by the accidental +introduction of a third, been utterly destroyed, and one or the other of +the once happily united pair been driven out into the wilderness." + +"Then you see how much more gallant the chemists are," said Edward. +"They at once add a fourth, that neither may go away empty." + +"Quite so," replied the Captain. "And those are the cases which are +really most important and remarkable--cases where this attraction, this +affinity, this separating and combining, can be exhibited, the two pairs +severally crossing each other; where four creatures, connected +previously, as two and two, are brought into contact, and at once +forsake their first combination to form into a second. In this forsaking +and embracing, this seeking and flying, we believe that we are indeed +observing the effects of some higher determination; we attribute a sort +of will and choice to such creatures, and feel really justified in using +technical words, and speaking of 'Elective Affinities.'" + +"Give me an instance of this," said Charlotte. + +"One should not spoil such things with words," replied the Captain. "As +I said before, as soon as I can show you the experiment, I can make it +all intelligible and pleasant for you. For the present, I can give you +nothing but horrible scientific expressions, which at the same time will +give you no idea about the matter. You ought yourself to see these +creatures, which seem so dead, and which are yet so full of inward +energy and force, at work before your eyes. You should observe them with +a real personal interest. Now they seek each other out, attract each +other, seize, crush, devour, destroy each other, and then suddenly +reappear again out of their combinations, and come forward in fresh, +renovated, unexpected form; thus you will comprehend how we attribute to +them a sort of immortality--how we speak of them as having sense and +understanding; because we feel our own senses to be insufficient to +observe them adequately, and our reason too weak to follow them." + +"I quite agree," said Edward, "that the strange scientific nomenclature, +to persons who have not been reconciled to it by a direct acquaintance +with or understanding of its object, must seem unpleasant, even +ridiculous; but we can easily, just for once, contrive with symbols to +illustrate what we are speaking of." + +"If you do not think it looks pedantic," answered the Captain, "I can +put my meaning together with letters. Suppose an A connected so closely +with a B, that all sorts of means, even violence, have been made use of +to separate them, without effect. Then suppose a C in exactly the same +position with respect to D. Bring the two pairs into contact; A will +fling himself on D, C on B, without its being possible to say which had +first left its first connection, or made the first move toward the +second." + +"Now then," interposed Edward, "till we see all this with our eyes, we +will look upon the formula as an analogy, out of which we can devise a +lesson for immediate use. You stand for A, Charlotte, and I am your B; +really and truly I cling to you, I depend on you, and follow you, just +as B does with A. C is obviously the Captain, who at present is in some +degree withdrawing me from you. So now it is only just that if you are +not to be left to solitude a D should be found for you, and that is +unquestionably the amiable little lady, Ottilie. You will not hesitate +any longer to send and fetch her." + +"Good," replied Charlotte; "although the example does not, in my +opinion, exactly fit our case. However, we have been fortunate, at any +rate, in today for once having met all together; and these natural or +elective affinities have served to unite us more intimately. I will tell +you, that since this afternoon I have made up my mind to send for +Ottilie. My faithful housekeeper, on whom I have hitherto depended for +everything, is going to leave me shortly, to be married. (It was done at +my own suggestion, I believe, to please me.) What it is which has +decided me about Ottilie, you shall read to me. I will not look over the +pages again. Indeed, the contents of them are already known to me. Only +read, read!" + +With these words, she produced a letter, and handed it to Edward. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +LETTER OF THE LADY SUPERIOR + +"Your ladyship will forgive the brevity of my present letter. The public +examinations are but just concluded, and I have to communicate to all +the parents and guardians the progress which our pupils have made during +the past year. To you I may well be brief, having to say much in few +words. Your ladyship's daughter has proved herself first in every sense +of the word. The testimonials which I inclose, and her own letter, in +which she will detail to you the prizes which she has won, and the +happiness which she feels in her success, will surely please, and I hope +delight you. For myself, it is the less necessary that I should say +much, because I see that there will soon be no more occasion to keep +with us a young lady so far advanced. I send my respects to your +ladyship, and in a short time I shall take the liberty of offering you +my opinion as to what in future may be of most advantage to her. + +"My good assistant will tell you about Ottilie." + +LETTER OF THE ASSISTANT. + +"Our reverend superior leaves it to me to write to you of Ottilie, +partly because, with her ways of thinking about it, it would be painful +to her to say what has to be said; partly, because she herself requires +some excusing, which she would rather have done for her by me. + +"Knowing, as I did too well, how little able the good Ottilie was to +show out what lies in her, and what she is capable of, I was all along +afraid of this public examination. I was the more uneasy, as it was to +be of a kind which does not admit of any especial preparation; and even +if it had been conducted as usual, Ottilie never can be prepared to make +a display. The result has only too entirely justified my anxiety. She +has gained no prize; she is not even amongst those whose names have been +mentioned with approbation. I need not go into details. In writing, the +letters of the other girls were not so well formed, but their strokes +were far more free. In arithmetic, they were all quicker than she; and +in the more difficult problems, which she does the best, there was no +examination. In French, she was outshone and out-talked by many; and in +history she was not ready with her names and dates. In geography, there +was a want of attention to the political divisions; and for what she +could do in music there was neither time nor quiet enough for her few +modest melodies to gain attention. In drawing she certainly would have +gained the prize; her outlines were clear, and the execution most +careful and full of spirit; unhappily, she had chosen too large a +subject, and it was incomplete. + +"After the pupils were dismissed, the examiners consulted together, and +we teachers were partially admitted into the council. I very soon +observed that of Ottilie either nothing would be said at all, or if her +name was mentioned, it would be with indifference, if not absolute +disapproval. I hoped to obtain some favor for her by a candid +description of what she was, and I ventured it with the greater +earnestness, partly because I was only speaking my real convictions, and +partly because I remembered in my own younger years finding myself in +the same unfortunate case. I was listened to with attention, but as soon +as I had ended, the presiding examiner said to me very kindly but +laconically, 'We presume capabilities: they are to be converted into +accomplishments. This is the aim of all education. It is what is +distinctly intended by all who have the care of children, and silently +and indistinctly by the children themselves. This also is the object of +examinations, where teachers and pupils are alike standing their trial. +From what we learn of you, we may entertain good hopes of the young +lady, and it is to your own credit also that you have paid so much +attention to your pupil's capabilities. If in the coming year you can +develop these into accomplishments, neither yourself nor your pupil +shall fail to receive your due praise.' + +"I had made up my mind to what must follow upon all this; but there was +something worse that I had not anticipated, which had soon to be added +to it. Our good Superior, who like a trusty shepherdess could not bear +to have one of her flock lost, or, as was the case here, to see it +undistinguished, after the examiners were gone could not contain her +displeasure, and said to Ottilie, who was standing quite quietly by the +window, while the others were exulting over their prizes: 'Tell me, for +heaven's sake, how can a person look so stupid if she is not so?' +Ottilie replied, quite calmly, 'Forgive me, my dear mother, I have my +headache again today, and it is very painful.' Kind and sympathizing as +she generally is, the Superior this time answered, 'No one can believe +that,' and turned angrily away. + +"Now it is true--no one can believe it--for Ottilie never alters the +expression of her countenance. I have never even seen her move her hand +to her head when she has been asleep. + +"Nor was this all. Your ladyship's daughter, who is at all times +sufficiently lively and impetuous, after her triumph today was +overflowing with the violence of her spirits. She ran from room to room +with her prizes and testimonials, and shook them in Ottilie's face. 'You +have come badly off this morning,' she cried. Ottilie replied in her +calm, quiet way, 'This is not the last day of trial.' 'But you will +always remain the last,' cried the other, and ran away. + +"No one except myself saw that Ottilie was disturbed. She has a way when +she experiences any sharp unpleasant emotion which she wishes to resist, +of showing it in the unequal color of her face; the left cheek becomes +for a moment flushed, while the right turns pale. I perceived this +symptom, and I could not prevent myself from saying something. I took +our Superior aside, and spoke seriously to her about it. The excellent +lady acknowledged that she had been wrong. We considered the whole +affair; we talked it over at great length together, and not to weary +your ladyship, I will tell you at once the desire with which we +concluded, namely, that you will for a while have Ottilie with yourself. +Our reasons you will yourself readily perceive. If you consent, I will +say more to you on the manner in which I think she should be treated. +The young lady your daughter we may expect will soon leave us, and we +shall then with pleasure welcome Ottilie back to us. + +"One thing more, which another time I might forget to mention: I have +never seen Ottilie eager for anything, or at least ask pressingly for +anything. But there have been occasions, however rare, when on the other +hand she has wished to decline things which have been pressed upon her, +and she does it with a gesture which to those who have caught its +meaning is irresistible. She raises her hands, presses the palms +together, and draws them against her breast, leaning her body a little +forward at the same time, and turns such a look upon the person who is +urging her that he will be glad enough to cease to ask or wish for +anything of her. If your ladyship ever sees this attitude, as with your +treatment of her it is not likely that you will, think of me, and spare +Ottilie." + +Edward read these letters aloud, not without smiles and shakes of the +head. Naturally, too, there were observations made on the persons and on +the position of the affair. + +"Enough!" Edward cried at last, "it is decided. She comes. You, my love, +are provided for, and now we can get forward with our work. It is +becoming highly necessary for me to move over to the right wing to the +Captain; evenings and mornings are the time for us best to work +together, and then you, on your side, will have admirable room for +yourself and Ottilie." + +Charlotte made no objection, and Edward sketched out the method in which +they should live. Among other things, he cried, "It is really very +polite in this niece to be subject to a slight pain on the left side of +her head. I have it frequently an the right. If we happen to be +afflicted together, and sit opposite one another--I leaning on my right +elbow, and she on her left, and our heads on the opposite sides, resting +on our hands--what a pretty pair of pictures we shall make." + +The Captain thought that might be dangerous. "No, no!" cried out Edward. +"Only do you, my dear friend, take care of the D, for what will become +of B, if poor C is taken away from it?" + +"That, I should have thought, would have been evident enough," replied +Charlotte. + +"And it is, indeed," cried Edward; "he would turn back to his A, to his +Alpha and Omega;" and he sprung up and taking Charlotte in his arms, +pressed her to his breast. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The carriage which brought Ottilie drove up to the door. Charlotte went +out to receive her. The dear girl ran to meet her, threw herself at her +feet, and embraced her knees. + +"Why such humility?" said Charlotte, a little embarrassed, and +endeavoring to raise her from the ground. + +"It is not meant for humility," Ottilie answered, without moving from +the position in which she had placed herself; "I am only thinking of the +time when I could not reach higher than to your knees, and when I had +just learnt to know how you loved me." + +She stood up, and Charlotte embraced her warmly. She was introduced to +the gentlemen, and was at once treated with especial courtesy as a +visitor. Beauty is a welcome guest everywhere. She appeared attentive to +the conversation, without taking a part in it. + +The next morning Edward said to Charlotte, "What an agreeable, +entertaining girl she is!" + +"Entertaining!" answered Charlotte, with a smile; "why, she has not +opened her lips yet!" + +"Indeed!" said Edward, as he seemed to bethink himself; "that is very +strange." + +Charlotte had to give the new-comer but a very few hints on the +management of the household. Ottilie saw rapidly all the arrangements, +and what was more, she felt them. She comprehended easily what was to be +provided for the whole party, and what for each particular member of it. +Everything was done with the utmost punctuality; she knew how to direct, +without appearing to be giving orders, and when any one had left +anything undone, she at once set it right herself. + +As soon as she had found how much time she would have to spare, she +begged Charlotte to divide her hours for her, and to these she adhered +exactly. She worked at what was set before her in the way which the +Assistant had described to Charlotte. They let her alone. It was but +seldom that Charlotte interfered. Sometimes she changed her pens for +others which had been written with, to teach her to make bolder strokes +in her handwriting, but these, she found, would be soon cut sharp and +fine again. + +The ladies had agreed with one another when they were alone to speak +nothing but French, and Charlotte persisted in it the more, as she found +Ottilie more ready to talk in a foreign language, when she was told it +was her duty to exercise herself in it. In this way she often said more +than she seemed to intend. Charlotte was particularly pleased with a +description, most complete, but at the same time most charming and +amiable, which she gave her one day, by accident, of the school. She +soon felt her to be a delightful companion, and before long she hoped to +find in her an attached friend. + +At the same time she looked over again the more early accounts which had +been sent her of Ottilie, to refresh her recollection with the opinion +which the Superior and the Assistant had formed about her, and compare +them with her in her own person. For Charlotte was of opinion that we +cannot too quickly become acquainted with the character of those with +whom we have to live, that we may know what to expect of them; where we +may hope to do anything in the way of improvement with them, and what +we must make up our minds, once for all, to tolerate and let alone. + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE RECEIVES OTTILIE] + +This examination led her to nothing new, indeed; but much which she +already knew became of greater meaning and importance. Ottilie's +moderation in eating and drinking, for instance, became a real distress +to her. + +The next thing on which the ladies were employed was Ottilie's toilet. +Charlotte wished her to appear in clothes of a richer and more +_recherché_ sort, and at once the clever active girl herself cut out the +stuff which had been previously sent to her, and with a very little +assistance from others was able, in a short time, to dress herself out +most tastefully. The new fashionable dresses set off her figure. An +agreeable person, it is true, will show through all disguises; but we +always fancy it looks fresher and more graceful when its peculiarities +appear under some new drapery. And thus, from the moment of her first +appearance, she became more and more a delight to the eyes of all who +beheld her. As the emerald refreshes the sight with its beautiful hues, +and exerts, it is said, a beneficent influence on that noble sense, so +does human beauty work with far larger potency on the outward and on the +inward sense; whoever looks upon it is charmed against the breath of +evil, and feels in harmony with himself and with the world. + +In many ways, therefore, the party had gained by Ottilie's arrival. The +Captain and Edward kept regularly to the hours, even to the minutes, for +their general meeting together. They never kept the others waiting for +them either for dinner or tea, or for their walks; and they were in less +haste, especially in the evenings, to leave the table. This did not +escape Charlotte's observation; she watched them both, to see whether +one more than the other was the occasion of it. But she could not +perceive any difference. They had both become more companionable. In +their conversation they seemed to consider what was best adapted to +interest Ottilie; what was most on a level with her capacities and her +general knowledge. If she left the room when they were reading or +telling stories, they would wait till she returned. They had grown +softer and altogether more united. + +In return for this, Ottilie's anxiety to be of use increased every day; +the more she came to understand the house, its inmates, and their +circumstances, the more eagerly she entered into everything, caught +every look and every motion; half a word, a sound, was enough for her. +With her calm attentiveness, and her easy, unexcited activity, she was +always the same. Sitting, rising up, going, coming, fetching, carrying, +returning to her place again, it was all in the most perfect repose; a +constant change, a constant agreeable movement; while, at the same time, +she went about so lightly that her step was almost inaudible. + +This cheerful obligingness in Ottilie gave Charlotte the greatest +pleasure. There was one thing, however, which she did not exactly like, +of which she had to speak to her. "It is very polite in you," she said +one day to her, "when people let anything fall from their hand, to be so +quick in stooping and picking it up for them; at the same time, it is a +sort of confession that they have a right to require such attention, and +in the world we are expected to be careful to whom we pay it. Toward +women, I will not prescribe any rule as to how you should conduct +yourself. You are young. To those above you, and older than you, +services of this sort are a duty; toward your equals they are polite; to +those younger than yourself and your inferiors you may show yourself +kind and good-natured by such things--only it is not becoming in a young +lady to do them for men." + +"I will try to forget the habit," replied Ottilie; "I think, however, +you will in the meantime forgive me for my want of manners, when I tell +you how I came by it. We were taught history at school; I have not +gained as much out of it as I ought, for I never knew what use I was to +make of it; a few little things, however, made a deep impression upon +me, among which was the following: When Charles the First of England +was standing before his so-called judges, the gold top came off the +stick which he had in his hand, and fell down. Accustomed as he had been +on such occasions to have everything done for him, he seemed to look +around and expect that this time too some one would do him this little +service. No one stirred, and he stooped down for it himself. It struck +me as so piteous, that from that moment I have never been able to see +any one let a thing fall, without myself picking it up. But, of course, +as it is not always proper, and as I cannot," she continued, smiling, +"tell my story every time I do it, in future I will try to contain +myself." + +In the meantime the fine arrangements which the two friends had been led +to make for themselves, went uninterruptedly forward. Every day they +found something new to think about and undertake. + +One day as they were walking together through the village, they had to +remark with dissatisfaction how far behind-hand it was in order and +cleanliness, compared to villages where the inhabitants were compelled +by the expense of building-ground to be careful about such things. + +"You remember a wish we once expressed when we were traveling in +Switzerland together," said the Captain, "that we might have the laying +out of some country park, and how beautiful we would make it by +introducing into some village situated like this, not the Swiss style of +building, but the Swiss order and neatness which so much improve it." + +"And how well it would answer here! The hill on which the castle stands, +slopes down to that projecting angle. The village, you see, is built in +a semicircle, regularly enough, just opposite to it. The brook runs +between. It is liable to floods; and do observe the way the people set +about protecting themselves from them; one with stones, another with +stakes; the next puts up a boarding, and a fourth tries beams and +planks; no one, of course, doing any good to another with his +arrangement, but only hurting himself and the rest too. And then there +is the road going along just in the clumsiest way possible,--up hill and +down, through the water, and over the stones. If the people would only +lay their hands to the business together, it would cost them nothing but +a little labor to run a semi-circular wall along here, take the road in +behind it, raising it to the level of the houses, and so give themselves +a fair open space in front, making the whole place clean, and getting +rid, once for all, in one good general work, of all their little +trifling ineffectual makeshifts." + +"Let us try it," said the Captain, as he ran his eyes over the lay of +the ground, and saw quickly what was to be done. + +"I can undertake nothing in company with peasants and shopkeepers," +replied Edward, "unless I may have unrestricted authority over them." + +"You are not so wrong in that," returned the Captain; "I have +experienced too much trouble myself in life in matters of that kind. How +difficult it is to prevail on a man to venture boldly on making a +sacrifice for an after-advantage! How hard to get him to desire an end, +and not hesitate at the means! So many people confuse means with ends; +they keep hanging over the first, without having the other before their +eyes. Every evil is to be cured at the place where it comes to the +surface, and they will not trouble themselves to look for the cause +which produces it, or the remote effect which results from it. This is +why it is so difficult to get advice listened to, especially among the +many: they can see clearly enough from day to day, but their scope +seldom reaches beyond the morrow; and if it comes to a point where with +some general arrangement one person will gain while another will lose, +there is no prevailing on them to strike a balance. Works of public +advantage can be carried through only by an uncontrolled absolute +authority." + +While they were standing and talking, a man came up and begged of them. +He looked more impudent than really in want, and Edward, who was +annoyed at being interrupted, after two or three fruitless attempts to +get rid of him by a gentler refusal, spoke sharply to him. The fellow +began to grumble and mutter abusively; he went off with short steps, +talking about the right of beggars. It was all very well to refuse them +an alms, but that was no reason why they should be insulted. A beggar, +and everybody else too, was as much under God's protection as a lord. It +put Edward out of all patience. + +The Captain, to pacify him, said, "Let us make use of this as an +occasion for extending our rural police arrangements to such cases. We +are bound to give away money, but we do better in not giving it in +person, especially at home. We should be moderate and uniform in +everything, in our charities as in all else; too great liberality +attracts beggars instead of helping them on their way. At the same time +there is no harm when one is on a journey, or passing through a strange +place, in appearing to a poor man in the street in the form of a chance +deity of fortune and making him some present which shall surprise him. +The position of the village and of the castle makes it easy for us to +put our charities here on a proper footing. I have thought about it +before. The public-house is at one end of the village, a respectable old +couple live at the other. At each of these places deposit a small sum of +money, and let every beggar, not as he comes in, but as he goes out, +receive something. Both houses lie on the roads which lead to the +castle, so that any one who goes there can be referred to one or the +other." + +"Come," said Edward, "we will settle that on the spot. The exact sum can +be made up another time." + +They went to the innkeeper, and to the old couple and the thing was +done. + +"I know very well," Edward said, as they were walking up the hill to the +castle together, "that everything in this world depends on distinctness +of idea and firmness of purpose. Your judgment of what my wife has been +doing in the park was entirely right; and you have already given me a +hint how it might be improved. I will not deny that I told her of it." + +"So I have been led to suspect," replied the Captain; "and I could not +approve of your having done so. You have perplexed her. She has left off +doing anything; and on this one subject she is vexed with us. She avoids +speaking of it. She has never since invited us to go with her to the +summer-house, although at odd hours she goes up there with Ottilie." + +"We must not allow ourselves to be deterred by that," answered Edward. +"If I am once convinced about anything good, which could and should be +done, I can never rest till I see it done. We are clever enough at other +times in introducing what we want, into the general conversation; +suppose we have out some descriptions of English parks, with +copper-plates, for our evening's amusement. Then we can follow with your +plan. We will treat it first problematically, and as if we were only in +jest. There will be no difficulty in passing into earnest." + +The scheme was concerted, and the books were opened. In each group of +designs they first saw a ground-plan of the spot, with the general +character of the landscape, drawn in its rude, natural state. Then +followed others, showing the changes which had been produced by art, to +employ and set off the natural advantages of the locality. From these to +their own property and their own grounds, the transition was easy. + +Everybody was pleased. The chart which the Captain had sketched was +brought and spread out. The only difficulty was, that they could not +entirely free themselves of the plan in which Charlotte had begun. +However, an easier way up the hill was found; a lodge was suggested to +be built on the height at the edge of the cliff, which was to have an +especial reference to the castle. It was to form a conspicuous object +from the castle windows, and from it the spectator was to be able to +overlook both the castle and the garden. + +The Captain had thought it all carefully over, and taken his +measurements; and now he brought up again the village road and the wall +by the brook, and the ground which was to be raised behind it. + +"Here you see," said he, "while I make this charming walk up the height, +I gain exactly the quantity of stone which I require for that wall. Let +one piece of work help the other, and both will be carried out most +satisfactorily and most rapidly." + +"But now," said Charlotte, "comes my side of the business. A certain +definite outlay of money will have to be made. We ought to know how much +will be wanted for such a purpose, and then we can apportion it out--so +much work, and so much money, if not by weeks, at least by months. The +cash-box is under my charge. I pay the bills, and I keep the accounts." + +"You do not appear to have overmuch confidence in us," said Edward. + +"I have not much in arbitrary matters," Charlotte answered. "Where it is +a case of inclination, we women know better how to control ourselves +than you." + +It was settled; the dispositions were made, and the work was begun at +once. + +The Captain being always on the spot, Charlotte was almost daily a +witness to the strength and clearness of his understanding. He, too, +learnt to know her better; and it became easy for them both to work +together, and thus bring something to completeness. It is with work as +with dancing; persons who keep the same step must grow indispensable to +one another. Out of this a mutual kindly feeling will necessarily arise; +and that Charlotte had a real kind feeling toward the Captain, after she +came to know him better, was sufficiently proved by her allowing him to +destroy her pretty seat, which in her first plans she had taken such +pains in ornamenting, because it was in the lay of his own, without +experiencing the slightest feeling about the matter. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Now that Charlotte was occupied with the Captain, it was a natural +consequence that Edward should attach himself more to Ottilie. +Independently of this, indeed, for some time past he had begun to feel a +silent kind of attraction toward her. Obliging and attentive she was to +every one, but his self-love whispered that toward him she was +particularly so. She had observed his little fancies about his food. She +knew exactly what things he liked, and the way in which he liked them to +be prepared; the quantity of sugar which he liked in his tea; and so on. +Moreover, she was particularly careful to prevent draughts, about which +he was excessively sensitive, and, indeed, about which, with his wife, +who could never have air enough, he was often at variance. So, too, she +had come to know about fruit-gardens and flower-gardens; whatever he +liked, it was her constant effort to procure for him, and to keep away +whatever annoyed him; so that very soon she grew indispensable to +him--she became like his guardian angel, and he felt it keenly whenever +she was absent. Besides all this, too, she appeared to grow more open +and conversible as soon as they were alone together. + +Edward, as he advanced in life, had retained something childish about +himself, which corresponded singularly well with the youthfulness of +Ottilie. They liked talking of early times, when they had first seen +each other; and these reminiscences led them up to the first epoch of +Edward's affection for Charlotte. Ottilie declared that she remembered +them both as the handsomest pair about the court; and when Edward would +question the possibility of this, when she must have been so exceedingly +young, she insisted that she recollected one particular incident as +clearly as possible. He had come into the room where her aunt was, and +she had hid her face in Charlotte's lap--not from fear, but from a +childish surprise. She might have added, because he had made so strong +an impression upon her--because she had liked him so much. + +While they were occupied in this way, much of the business which the +two friends had undertaken together had come to a standstill; so that +they found it necessary to inspect how things were going on--to work up +a few designs and get letters written. For this purpose, they betook +themselves to their office, where they found their old copyist at his +desk. They set themselves to their work, and soon gave the old man +enough to do, without observing that they were laying many things on his +shoulders which at other times they had always done for themselves. At +the same time, the first design the Captain tried would not answer, and +Edward was as unsuccessful with his first letter. They fretted for a +while, planning and erasing, till at last Edward, who was getting on the +worst, asked what o'clock it was. And then it appeared that the Captain +had forgotten, for the first time for many years, to wind up his +chronometer; and they seemed, if not to feel, at least to have a dim +perception, that time was beginning to be indifferent to them. + +In the meanwhile, as the gentlemen were thus rather slackening in their +energy, the activity of the ladies increased all the more. The every-day +life of a family, which is composed of given persons, and is shaped out +of necessary circumstances, may easily receive into itself an +extraordinary affection, an incipient passion--may receive it into +itself as into a vessel; and a long time may elapse before the new +ingredient produces a visible effervescence, and runs foaming over the +edge. + +With our friends, the feelings which were mutually arising had the most +agreeable effects. Their dispositions opened out, and a general goodwill +arose out of the several individual affections. Every member of the +party was happy; and they each shared their happiness with the rest. + +Such a temper elevates the spirit, while it enlarges the heart, and +everything which, under the influence of it, people do and undertake, +has a tendency toward the illimitable. The friends could not remain any +more shut up at home; their walks extended themselves further and +further. Edward would hurry on before with Ottilie, to choose the path +or pioneer the way; and the Captain and Charlotte would follow quietly +on the track of their more hasty precursors, talking on some grave +subject, or delighting themselves with some spot they had newly +discovered, or some unexpected natural beauty. + +One day their walk led them down from the gate at the right wing of the +castle, in the direction of the hotel, and thence over the bridge toward +the ponds, along the sides of which they proceeded as far as it was +generally thought possible to follow the water; thickly wooded hills +sloped directly up from the edge, and beyond these a wall of steep +rocks, making further progress difficult, if not impossible. But Edward, +whose hunting experience had made him thoroughly familiar with the spot, +pushed forward along an overgrown path with Ottilie, knowing well that +the old mill could not be far off, which was somewhere in the middle of +the rocks there. The path was so little frequented, that they soon lost +it; and for a short time they were wandering among mossy stones and +thickets; it was not for long, however, the noise of the water-wheel +speedily telling them that the place which they were looking for was +close at hand. Stepping forward on a point of rock, they saw the strange +old, dark, wooden building in the hollow before them, quite shadowed +over with precipitous crags and huge trees. They determined directly to +climb down amidst the moss and the blocks of stone. Edward led the way; +and when he looked back and saw Ottilie following, stepping lightly, +without fear or nervousness, from stone to stone, so beautifully +balancing herself, he fancied he was looking at some celestial creature +floating above him; while if, as she often did, she caught the hand +which in some difficult spot he would offer her, or if she supported +herself on his shoulder, then he was left in no doubt that it was a very +exquisite human creature who touched him. He almost wished that she +might slip or stumble, that he might catch her in his arms and press +her to his heart. This, however, he would under no circumstances have +done, for more than one reason. He was afraid to wound her, and he was +afraid to do her some bodily injury. + +[Illustration: EDWARD AND OTTILIE] + +What the meaning of this could be, we shall immediately learn. When they +had got down, and were seated opposite each other at a table under the +trees, and when the miller's wife had gone for milk, and the miller, who +had come out to them, was sent to meet Charlotte and the Captain, +Edward, with a little embarrassment, began to speak: + +"I have a request to make, dear Ottilie; you will forgive me for asking +it, if you will not grant it. You make no secret (I am sure you need not +make any), that you wear a miniature under your dress against your +breast. It is the picture of your noble father. You could hardly have +known him; but in every sense he deserves a place by your heart. Only, +forgive me, the picture is exceedingly large, and the metal frame and +the glass, if you take up a child in your arms, if you are carrying +anything, if the carriage swings violently, if we are pushing through +bushes, or just now, as we were coming down these rocks--cause me a +thousand anxieties for you. Any unforeseen blow, a fall, a touch, may be +fatally injurious to you; and I am terrified at the possibility of it. +For my sake do this: put away the picture, not out of your affections, +not out of your room; let it have the brightest, the holiest place which +you can give it; only do not wear upon your breast a thing, the presence +of which seems to me, perhaps from an extravagant anxiety, so +dangerous." + +Ottilie said nothing, and while he was speaking she kept her eyes fixed +straight before her; then, without hesitation and without haste, with a +look turned more toward heaven than on Edward, she unclasped the chain, +drew out the picture, and pressed it against her forehead, and then +reached it over to her friend, with the words: + +"Do you keep it for me till we come home; I cannot give you a better +proof how deeply I thank you for your affectionate care." + +He did not venture to press the picture to his lips; but he caught her +hand and raised it to his eyes. They were, perhaps, two of the most +beautiful hands which had ever been clasped together. He felt as if a +stone had fallen from his heart, as if a partition-wall had been thrown +down between him and Ottilie. + +Under the miller's guidance, Charlotte and the Captain came down by an +easier path, and now joined them. There was the meeting, and a happy +talk, and then they took some refreshments. They would not return by the +same way as they came; and Edward struck into a rocky path on the other +side of the stream, from which the ponds were again to be seen. They +made their way along it, with some effort, and then had to cross a +variety of wood and copse--getting glimpses, on the land side, of a +number of villages and manor-houses, with their green lawns and +fruit-gardens; while very near them, and sweetly situated on a rising +ground, a farm lay in the middle of the wood. From a gentle ascent, they +had a view, before and behind, which showed them the richness of the +country to the greatest advantage; and then, entering a grove of trees, +they found themselves, on again emerging from it, on the rock opposite +the castle. + +They came upon it rather unexpectedly, and were of course delighted. +They had made the circuit of a little world; they were standing on the +spot where the new building was to be erected, and were looking again at +the windows of their home. + +They went down to the summer-house, and sat all four in it for the first +time together; nothing was more natural than that with one voice it +should be proposed to have the way they had been that day, and which, as +it was, had taken them much time and trouble, properly laid out and +gravelled, so that people might loiter along it at their leisure. They +each said what they thought; and they reckoned up that the circuit, over +which they had taken many hours, might be traveled easily with a good +road all the way round to the castle, in a single one. + +Already a plan was being suggested for making the distance shorter, and +adding a fresh beauty to the landscape, by throwing a bridge across the +stream, below the mill, where it ran into the lake; when Charlotte +brought their inventive imagination somewhat to a standstill, by putting +them in mind of the expense which such an undertaking would involve. + +"There are ways of meeting that too," replied Edward; "we have only to +dispose of that farm in the forest which is so pleasantly situated, and +which brings in so little in the way of rent: the sum which will be set +free will more than cover what we shall require, and thus, having gained +an invaluable walk, we shall receive the interest of well-expended +capital in substantial enjoyment--instead of, as now, in the summing up +at the end of the year, vexing and fretting ourselves over the pitiful +little income which is returned for it." + +Even Charlotte, with all her prudence, had little to urge against this. +There had been, indeed, a previous intention of selling the farm. The +Captain was ready immediately with a plan for breaking up the ground +into small portions among the peasantry of the forest. Edward, however, +had a simpler and shorter way of managing it. His present steward had +already proposed to take it off his hands--he was to pay for it by +instalments--and so, gradually, as the money came in, they would get +their work forward from point to point. + +So reasonable and prudent a scheme was sure of universal approbation, +and already, in prospect, they began to see their new walk winding along +its way, and to imagine the many beautiful views and charming spots +which they hoped to discover in its neighborhood. + +To bring it all before themselves with greater fulness of detail, in the +evening they produced the new chart. With the help of this they went +over again the way that they had come, and found various places where +the walk might take a rather different direction with advantage. Their +other scheme was now once more talked through, and connected with the +fresh design. The site for the new house in the park, opposite the +castle, was a second time examined into and approved, and fixed upon for +the termination of the intended circuit. + +Ottilie had said nothing all this time. At length Edward pushed the +chart, which had hitherto been lying before Charlotte, across to her, +begging her to give her opinion; she still hesitated for a moment. +Edward in his gentlest way again pressed her to let them know what she +thought--nothing had as yet been settled--it was all as yet in embryo. + +"I would have the house built here," she said, as she pointed with her +finger to the highest point of the slope on the hill. "It is true you +cannot see the castle from thence, for it is hidden by the wood; but for +that very reason you find yourself in another quite new world; you lose +village and houses and all at the same time. The view of the ponds with +the mill, and the hills and mountains in the distance, is singularly +beautiful--I have often observed it when I have been there." + +"She is right," Edward cried; "how could we have overlooked it. This is +what you mean, Ottilie, is it not?" He took a lead pencil, and drew a +great black rectangular figure on the summit of the hill. + +It went through the Captain's soul to see his carefully and +clearly-drawn chart disfigured in such a way. He collected himself, +however, after a slight expression of his disapproval and went into the +idea. "Ottilie is right," he said; "we are ready enough to walk any +distance to drink tea or eat fish, because they would not have tasted as +well at home--we require change of scene and change of objects. Your +ancestors showed their judgment in the spot which they chose for the +castle; for it is sheltered from the wind, with the conveniences of life +close at hand. A place, on the contrary, which is more for pleasure +parties than for a regular residence, may be very well yonder +there, and in the fair time of year the most agreeable hours may be +spent there." + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE, OTTILIE, EDWARD AND THE CAPTAIN DISCUSS THE +NEW PLAN OF THE HOUSE _From the Painting by Franz Simm_] + +The more they talked it over, the more conclusive was their judgment in +favor of Ottilie; and Edward could not conceal his triumph that the +thought had been hers. He was as proud as if he had hit upon it himself. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Early the following morning the Captain examined the spot: he first +threw off a sketch of what should be done, and afterward, when the thing +had been more completely decided on, he made a complete design, with +accurate calculations and measurements. It cost him a good deal of +labor, and the business connected with the sale of the farm had to be +gone into, so that both the gentlemen now found a fresh impulse to +activity. + +The Captain made Edward observe that it would be proper, indeed that it +would be a kind of duty, to celebrate Charlotte's birthday with laying +the foundation-stone. Not much was wanted to overcome Edward's +disinclination for such festivities--for he quickly recollected that a +little later Ottilie's birthday would follow, and that he could have a +magnificent celebration for that. + +Charlotte, to whom all this work and what it would involve was a subject +for much serious and almost anxious thought, busied herself in carefully +going through the time and outlay which it was calculated would be +expended on it. During the day they rarely saw each other, so that the +evening meeting was looked forward to with all the more anxiety. + +Ottilie meantime was complete mistress of the household--and how could +it be otherwise, with her quick methodical rays of working? Indeed, her +whole mode of thought was suited better to home life than to the world, +and to a more free existence. Edward soon observed that she only walked +about with them out of a desire to please; that when she stayed out late +with them in the evening it was because she thought it a sort of social +duty, and that she would often find a pretext in some household matter +for going in again--consequently he soon managed so to arrange the walks +which they took together, that they should be at home before sunset; and +he began again, what he had long left off, to read aloud +poetry--particularly such as had for its subject the expression of a +pure but passionate love. + +They ordinarily sat in the evening in the same places round a small +table--Charlotte on the sofa, Ottilie on a chair opposite to her, and +the gentlemen on each side. Ottilie's place was on Edward's right, the +side where he put the candle when he was reading--at such times she +would draw her chair a little nearer to look over him, for Ottilie also +trusted her own eyes better than another person's lips, and Edward would +then always make a move toward her, that it might be as easy as possible +for her--indeed he would frequently make longer stops than necessary, +that he might not turn over before she had got to the bottom of the +page. + +Charlotte and the Captain observed this, and exchanged many a quiet +smile at it; but they were both taken by surprise at another symptom, in +which Ottilie's latent feeling accidentally displayed itself. + +One evening, which had been partly spoilt for them by a tedious visit, +Edward proposed that they should not separate so early--he felt inclined +for music--he would take his flute, which he had not done for many days +past. Charlotte looked for the sonatas which they generally played +together, and they were not to be found. Ottilie, with some hesitation, +said that they were in her room--she had taken them there to copy them. + +"And you can, you will, accompany me on the piano?" cried Edward, his +eyes sparkling with pleasure. "I think perhaps I can," Ottilie answered. +She brought the music and sat down to the instrument. The others +listened, and were sufficiently surprised to hear how perfectly Ottilie +had taught herself the piece--but far more surprised were they at the +way in which she contrived to adapt herself to Edward's style of +playing. Adapt herself, is not the right expression--Charlotte's skill +and power enabled her, in order to please her husband, to keep up with +him when he went too fast, and hold in for him if he hesitated; but +Ottilie, who had several times heard them play the sonata together, +seemed to have learnt it according to the idea in which they accompanied +each other--she had so completely made his defects her own, that a kind +of living whole resulted from it, which did not move indeed according to +exact rule, but the effect of which was in the highest degree pleasant +and delightful. The composer himself would have been pleased to hear his +work disfigured in a manner so charming. + +Charlotte and the Captain watched this strange unexpected occurrence in +silence, with the kind of feeling with which we often observe the +actions of children--unable exactly to approve of them, from the serious +consequences which may follow, and yet without being able to find fault, +perhaps with a kind of envy. For, indeed, the regard of these two for +one another was growing also, as well as that of the others--and it was +perhaps only the more perilous because they were both stronger, more +certain of themselves, and better able to restrain themselves. + +The Captain had already begun to feel that a habit which he could not +resist was threatening to bind him to Charlotte. He forced himself to +stay away at the hour when she commonly used to be at the works; by +getting up very early in the morning he contrived to finish there +whatever he had to do, and went back to the castle to his work in his +own room. The first day or two Charlotte thought it was an accident--she +looked for him in every place where she thought he could possibly be. +Then she thought she understood him--and admired him all the more. + +Avoiding, as the Captain now did, being alone with Charlotte, the more +industriously did he labor to hurry forward the preparations for keeping +her rapidly-approaching birthday with all splendor. While he was +bringing up the new road from below behind the village, he made the men, +under pretence that he wanted stones, begin working at the top as well, +and work down, to meet the others; and he had calculated his +arrangements so that the two should exactly meet on the eve of the day. +The excavations for the new house were already done; the rock was blown +away with gunpowder; and a fair foundation-stone had been hewn, with a +hollow chamber, and a flat slab adjusted to cover it. + +This outward activity, these little mysterious purposes of friendship, +prompted by feelings which more or less they were obliged to repress, +rather prevented the little party when together from being as lively as +usual. Edward, who felt that there was a sort of void, one evening +called upon the Captain to fetch his violin--Charlotte should play the +piano, and he should accompany her. The Captain was unable to refuse the +general request, and they executed together one of the most difficult +pieces of music with an ease, and freedom, and feeling, which could not +but afford themselves, and the two who were listening to them, the +greatest delight. They promised themselves a frequent repetition of it, +as well as further practice together. "They do it better than we, +Ottilie," said Edward; "we will admire them--but we can enjoy ourselves +together too." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The birthday was come, and everything was ready. The wall was all +complete which protected the raised village road against the water, and +so was the walk; passing the church, for a short time it followed the +path which had been laid out by Charlotte, and then winding upward among +the rocks, inclined first under the summer-house to the right, and then, +after a wide sweep, passed back above it to the right again, and so by +degrees out on to the summit. A large party had assembled for the +occasion. They went first to church, where they found the whole +congregation assembled in their holiday dresses. After service, they +filed out in order; first the boys, then the young men, then the old; +after them came the party from the castle, with their visitors and +retinue; and the village maidens, young girls, and women, brought up the +rear. + +At the turn of the walk, a raised stone seat had been contrived, where +the Captain made Charlotte and the visitors stop and rest. From here +they could see over the whole distance from the beginning to the +end--the troops of men who had gone up before them, the file of women +following, and now drawing up to where they were. It was lovely weather, +and the whole effect was singularly beautiful. Charlotte was taken by +surprise, she was touched, and she pressed the Captain's hand warmly. + +They followed the crowd who had slowly ascended, and were now forming a +circle round the spot where the future house was to stand. The lord of +the castle, his family, and the principal strangers were now invited to +descend into the vault, where the foundation-stone, supported on one +side, lay ready to be let down. A well-dressed mason, a trowel in one +hand and a hammer in the other, came forward, and with much grace spoke +an address in verse, of which in prose we can give but an imperfect +rendering. + +"Three things," he began, "are to be looked to in a building--that it +stand on the right spot; that it be securely founded; that it be +successfully executed. The first is the business of the master of the +house--his and his only. As in the city the prince and the council alone +determine where a building shall be, so in the country it is the right +of the lord of the soil that he shall say, 'Here my dwelling shall +stand; here, and nowhere else.'" + +Edward and Ottilie were standing opposite one another, as these words +were spoken; but they did not venture to look up and exchange glances. + +"To the third, the execution, there is neither art nor handicraft which +must not in some way contribute. But the second, the founding, is the +province of the mason; and, boldly to speak it out, it is the head and +front of all the undertaking--a solemn thing it is--and our bidding you +descend hither is full of meaning. You are celebrating your Festival in +the deep of the earth. Here within this small hollow spot, you show us +the honor of appearing as witnesses of our mysterious craft. Presently +we shall lower down this carefully-hewn stone into its place; and soon +these earth-walls, now ornamented with fair and worthy persons, will be +no more accessible--but will be closed in forever! + +"This foundation-stone, which with its angles typifies the just angles +of the building, with the sharpness of its molding, the regularity of +it, and with the truth of its lines to the horizontal and perpendicular, +the uprightness and equal height of all the walls, we might now without +more ado let down--it would rest in its place with its own weight. But +even here there shall not fail of lime and means to bind it. For as +human beings who may be well inclined to each other by nature, yet hold +more firmly together when the law cements them, so are stones also, +whose forms may already fit together, united far better by these binding +forces. It is not seemly to be idle among the working, and here you will +not refuse to be our fellow-laborer;" with these words he reached the +trowel to Charlotte, who threw mortar with it under the stone--several +of the others were then desired to do the same, and then it was at once +let fall. Upon which the hammer was placed next in Charlotte's, and then +in the others' hands, to strike three times with it, and conclude, in +this expression, the wedlock of the stone with the earth. + +"The work of the mason," went on the speaker, "now under the free sky as +we are, if it be not done in concealment, yet must pass into +concealment--the soil will be laid smoothly in, and thrown over this +stone, and with the walls which we rear into the daylight we in the end +are seldom remembered. The works of the stone-cutter and the carver +remain under the eyes; but for us it is not to complain when the +plasterer blots out the last trace of our hands, and appropriates our +work to himself; when he overlays it, and smooths it, and colors it. + +"Not from regard for the opinion of others, but from respect for +himself, the mason will be faithful in his calling. There is none who +has more need to feel in himself the consciousness of what he is. When +the house is finished, when the soil is smoothed, the surface plastered +over, and the outside all overwrought with ornament, he can even +penetrate through all disguises and still recognize those exact and +careful adjustments to which the whole is indebted for its being and for +its persistence. + +"But as the man who commits some evil deed has to fear, that, +notwithstanding all precautions, it will one day come to light--so too +must he expect who has done some good thing in secret, that it also, in +spite of himself, will appear in the day; and therefore we make this +foundation-stone at the same time a stone of memorial. Here, in these +various hollows which have been hewn into it, many things are now to be +buried, as a witness to some far-off world--these metal cases +hermetically sealed contain documents in writing; matters of various +note are engraved on these plates; in these fair glass bottles we bury +the best old wine, with a note of the year of its vintage. We have coins +too of many kinds, from the mint of the current year. All this we have +received through the liberality of him for whom we build. There is space +yet remaining, if guest or spectator desires to offer anything to the +after-world!" + +After a slight pause the speaker looked round; but, as is commonly the +case on such occasions, no one was prepared; they were all taken by +surprise. At last, a merry-looking young officer set the example, and +said, "If I am to contribute anything which as yet is not to be found in +this treasure-chamber, it shall be a pair of buttons from my uniform--I +don't see why they do not deserve to go down to posterity!" No sooner +said than done, and then a number of persons found something of the +same sort which they could do; the young ladies did not hesitate to +throw in some of their side hair combs--smelling bottles and other +trinkets were not spared. Only Ottilie hung back; till a kind word from +Edward roused her from the abstraction in which she was watching the +various things being heaped in. Then she unclasped from her neck the +gold chain on which her father's picture had hung, and with a light +gentle hand laid it down on the other jewels. Edward rather disarranged +the proceedings, by at once, in some haste, having the cover let fall, +and fastened down. + +The young mason who had been most active through all this, again took +his place as orator, and went on: "We lay down this stone for ever, for +the establishing the present and the future possessors of this house. +But in that we bury this treasure together with it, we do it in the +remembrance--in this most enduring of works--of the perishableness of +all human things. We remember that a time may come when this cover so +fast sealed shall again be lifted; and that can only be when all shall +again be destroyed which as yet we have not brought into being. + +"But now--now that at once it may begin to be, back with our thoughts +out of the future--back into the present. At once, after the feast, +which we have this day kept together, let us on with our labor; let no +one of all those trades which are to work on our foundation, through us +keep unwilling holiday. Let the building rise swiftly to its height, and +out of the windows, which as yet have no existence, may the master of +the house, with his family and with his guests, look forth with a glad +heart over his broad lands. To him and to all here present herewith be +health and happiness." + +With these words he drained a richly cut tumbler at a draught, and flung +it into the air, thereby to signify the excess of pleasure by destroying +the vessel which had served for such a solemn occasion. This time, +however, it fell out otherwise. The glass did not fall back to the +earth, and indeed without a miracle. + +In order to get forward with the buildings, they had already thrown out +the whole of the soil at the opposite corner; indeed, they had begun to +raise the wall, and for this purpose had reared a scaffold as high as +was absolutely necessary. On the occasion of the festival, boards had +been laid along the top of this, and a number of spectators were allowed +to stand there. It had been meant principally for the advantage of the +workmen themselves. The glass had flown up there, and had been caught by +one of them, who took it as a sign of good luck for himself. He waved it +round without letting it out of his hand, and the letters E and O were +to be seen very richly cut upon it, running one into the other. It was +one of the glasses which had been executed for Edward when he was a boy. + +The scaffoldings were again deserted, and the most active among the +party climbed up to look round them, and could not speak enough in +praise of the beauty of the prospect on all sides. How many new +discoveries does not a person make when on some high point he ascends +but a single story higher. Inland many fresh villages came in sight. The +line of the river could be traced like a thread of silver; indeed, one +of the party thought that he distinguished the spires of the capital. On +the other side, behind the wooded hill, the blue peaks of the far-off +mountains were seen rising, and the country immediately about them was +spread out like a map. + +"If the three ponds," cried some one, "were but thrown together to make +a single sheet of water, there would be everything here which is noblest +and most excellent." + +"That might easily be effected," the Captain said. "In early times they +must have formed all one lake among the hills here." + +"Only I must beseech you to spare my clump of planes and poplars that +stand so prettily by the centre pond," said Edward. "See!" He turned to +Ottilie, bringing her a few steps forward, and pointing down--"those +trees I planted myself." + +"How long have they been standing there?" asked Ottilie. + +"Just about as long as you have been in the world," replied Edward. +"Yes, my dear child, I planted them when you were still lying in your +cradle." + +The party now betook themselves back to the castle. After dinner was +over they were invited to walk through the village to take a glance at +what had been done there as well. At a hint from the Captain, the +inhabitants had collected in front of the houses. They were not standing +in rows, but formed in natural family groups; part were occupied at +their evening work, part out enjoying themselves on the new benches. +They had determined, as an agreeable duty which they imposed upon +themselves, to have everything in its present order and cleanliness, at +least every Sunday and holiday. + +A little party, held together by such feelings as had grown up among our +friends, is always unpleasantly interrupted by a large concourse of +people. All four were delighted to find themselves again alone in the +large drawing-room, but this sense of home was a little disturbed by a +letter which was brought to Edward, giving notice of fresh guests who +were to arrive the following day. + +"It is as we supposed," Edward cried to Charlotte. "The Count will not +stay away; he is coming tomorrow." + +"Then the Baroness, too, is not far off," answered Charlotte. + +"Doubtless not," said Edward. "She is coming, too, tomorrow, from +another place. They only beg to be allowed to stay for a night; the next +day they will go on together." + +"We must prepare for them in time, Ottilie," said Charlotte. + +"What arrangement shall I desire to be made?" Ottilie asked. + +Charlotte gave a general direction, and Ottilie left the room. + +The Captain inquired into the relation in which these two persons stood +toward each other, and with which he was only very generally acquainted. +They had some time before, both being already married, fallen violently +in love with each other; a double marriage was not to be interfered with +without attracting attention. A divorce was proposed. On the Baroness's +side it could be effected, on that of the Count it could not. They were +obliged seemingly to separate, but their position toward each other +remained unchanged, and though in the winter at the Residence they were +unable to be together, they indemnified themselves in the summer, while +making tours and staying at watering-places. + +They were both slightly older than Edward and Charlotte, and had been +intimate with them from early times at court. The connection had never +been absolutely broken off, although it was impossible to approve of +their proceedings. On the present occasion their coming was most +unwelcome to Charlotte; and if she had looked closely into her reasons +for feeling it so, she would have found it was on account of Ottilie. +The poor innocent girl should not have been brought so early in contact +with such an example. + +"It would have been more convenient if they had not come till a couple +of days later," Edward was saying; as Ottilie re-entered, "till we had +finished with this business of the farm. The deed of sale is complete. +One copy of it I have here, but we want a second, and our old clerk has +fallen ill." The Captain offered his services, and so did Charlotte, but +there was something or other to object to in both of them. + +"Give it to me," cried Ottilie, a little hastily. + +"You will never be able to finish it," said Charlotte. + +"And really I must have it early the day after tomorrow, and it is +long," Edward added. + +"It shall be ready," Ottilie cried; and the paper was already in her +hands. + +The next morning, as they were looking out from their highest windows +for their visitors, whom they intended to go some way and meet, Edward +said, "Who is that yonder, riding slowly along the road?" + +The Captain described accurately the figure of the horse-man. + +"Then it is he," said Edward; "the particulars, which you can see better +than I, agree very well with the general figure, which I can see too. It +is Mittler; but what is he doing, coming riding at such a pace as that?" + +The figure came nearer, and Mittler it veritably was. They received him +with warm greetings as he came slowly up the steps. + +"Why did you not come yesterday?" Edward cried, as he approached. + +"I do not like your grand festivities," answered he; "but I am come +today to keep my friend's birthday with you quietly." + +"How are you able to find time enough?" asked Edward, with a laugh. + +"My visit, if you can value it, you owe to an observation which I made +yesterday. I was spending a right happy afternoon in a house where I had +established peace, and then I heard that a birthday was being kept here. +Now this is what I call selfish, after all, said I to myself: you will +only enjoy yourself with those whose broken peace you have mended. Why +cannot you for once go and be happy with friends who keep the peace for +themselves? No sooner said than done. Here I am, as I determined with +myself that I would be." + +"Yesterday you would have met a large party here; today you will find +but a small one," said Charlotte; "you will meet the Count and the +Baroness, with whom you have had enough to do already, I believe." + +Out of the middle of the party, who had all four come down to welcome +him, the strange man dashed in the keenest disgust, seizing at the same +time his hat and whip. "Some unlucky star is always over me," he cried, +"directly I try to rest and enjoy myself. What business have I going out +of my proper character? I ought never to have come, and now I am +persecuted away. Under one roof with those two I will not remain, and +you take care of yourselves. They bring nothing but mischief; their +nature is like leaven, and propagates its own contagion." + +They tried to pacify him, but it was in vain. "Whoever strikes at +marriage," he cried;--"whoever, either by word or act, undermines this, +the foundation of all moral society, that man has to settle with me, and +if I cannot become his master, I take care to settle myself out of his +way. Marriage is the beginning and the end of all culture. It makes the +savage mild; and the most cultivated has no better opportunity for +displaying his gentleness. Indissoluble it must be, because it brings so +much happiness that what small exceptional unhappiness it may bring +counts for nothing in the balance. And what do men mean by talking of +unhappiness? Impatience it is which from time to time comes over them, +and then they fancy themselves unhappy. Let them wait till the moment is +gone by, and then they will bless their good fortune that what has stood +so long continues standing. There never can be any adequate ground for +separation. The condition of man is pitched so high, in its joys and in +its sorrows, that the sum which two married people owe to each other +defies calculation. It is an infinite debt, which can only be discharged +through all eternity. + +"Its annoyances marriage may often have; I can well believe that, and it +is as it should be. We are all married to our consciences, and there are +times when we should be glad to be divorced from them; mine gives me +more annoyance than ever a man or a woman can give." + +All this he poured out with the greatest vehemence: he would very likely +have gone on speaking longer, had not the sound of the postilions' +horns given notice of the arrival of the visitors, who, as if on a +concerted arrangement, drove into the castle-court from opposite sides +at the same moment. Mittler slipped away as their host hastened to +receive them, and desiring that his horse might be brought out +immediately, rode angrily off. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The visitors were welcomed and brought in. They were delighted to find +themselves again in the same house and in the same rooms where in early +times they had passed many happy days, but which they had not seen for a +long time. Their friends too were very glad to see them. The Count and +the Baroness had both those tall fine figures which please in middle +life almost better than in youth. If something of the first bloom had +faded off them, yet there was an air in their appearance which was +always irresistibly attractive. Their manners too were thoroughly +charming. Their free way of taking hold of life and dealing with it, +their happy humor, and apparent easy unembarrassment, communicated +itself at once to the rest; and a lighter atmosphere hung about the +whole party, without their having observed it stealing on them. + +The effect made itself felt immediately on the entrance of the +new-comers. They were fresh from the fashionable world, as was to be +seen at once, in their dress, in their equipment, and in everything +about them; and they formed a contrast not a little striking with our +friends, their country style, and the vehement feelings which were at +work underneath among them. This, however, very soon disappeared in the +stream of past recollection and present interests, and a rapid, lively +conversation soon united them all. After a short time they again +separated. The ladies withdrew to their own apartments, and there found +amusement enough in the many things which they had to tell one another, +and in setting to work at the same time to examine the new fashions, the +spring dresses, bonnets, and such like; while the gentlemen were +employing themselves looking at the new traveling chariots, trotting out +the horses, and beginning at once to bargain and exchange. + +They did not meet again till dinner; in the meantime they had changed +their dress. And here, too, the newly arrived pair showed to all +advantage. Everything they wore was new, and in a style which their +friends at the castle had never seen, and yet, being accustomed to it +themselves, it appeared perfectly natural and graceful. + +The conversation was brilliant and well sustained, as, indeed, in the +company of such persons everything and nothing appears to interest. They +spoke in French that the attendants might not understand what they said, +and swept in happiest humor over all that was passing in the great or +the middle world. On one particular subject they remained, however, +longer than was desirable. It was occasioned by Charlotte asking after +one of her early friends, of whom she had to learn, with some distress, +that she was on the point of being separated from her husband. + +"It is a melancholy thing," Charlotte said, "when we fancy our absent +friends are finally settled, when we believe persons very dear to us to +be provided for for life, suddenly to hear that their fortunes are cast +loose once more; that they have to strike into a fresh path of life, and +very likely a most insecure one." + +"Indeed, my dear friend," the Count answered, "it is our own fault if we +allow ourselves to be surprised at such things. We please ourselves with +imagining matters of this earth, and particularly matrimonial +connections, as very enduring; and as concerns this last point, the +plays which we see over and over again help to mislead us; being, as +they are, so untrue to the course of the world. In a comedy we see a +marriage as the last aim of a desire which is hindered and crossed +through a number of acts, and at the instant when it is reached the +curtain falls, and the momentary satisfaction continues to ring on in +our ears. But in the world it is very different. The play goes on still +behind the scenes, and when the curtain rises again we may see and hear, +perhaps, little enough of the marriage." + +"It cannot be so very bad, however," said Charlotte, smiling. "We see +people who have gone off the boards of the theatre, ready enough to +undertake a part upon them again." + +"There is nothing to say against that," said the Count. "In a new +character a man may readily venture on a second trial; and when we know +the world we see clearly that it is only this positive, eternal duration +of marriage in a world where everything is in motion, which has anything +unbecoming about it. A certain friend of mine, whose humor displays +itself principally in suggestions for new laws, maintained that every +marriage should be concluded only for five years. Five, he said, was a +sacred number--pretty and uneven. Such a period would be long enough for +people to learn each other's character, bring a child or two into the +world, quarrel, separate, and what is best, get reconciled again. He +would often exclaim, 'How happily the first part of the time would pass +away!' Two or three years, at least, would be perfect bliss. On one side +or the other there would not fail to be a wish to have the relation +continue longer, and the amiability would increase the nearer they got +to the parting time. The indifferent, even the dissatisfied party, would +be softened and gained over by such behavior; they would forget, as in +pleasant company the hours pass always unobserved, how the time went by, +and they would be delightfully surprised when, after the term had run +out, they first observed that they had unknowingly prolonged it." + +Charming and pleasant as all this sounded, and deep (Charlotte felt it +to her soul) as was the moral significance which lay below it, +expressions of this kind, on Ottilie's account, were most distasteful to +her. She knew very well that nothing was more dangerous than the +licentious conversation which treats culpable or semi-culpable actions +as if they were common, ordinary, and even laudable, and of such +undesirable kind assuredly were all which touched on the sacredness of +marriage. She endeavored, therefore, in her skilful way, to give the +conversation another turn, and, when she found that she could not, it +vexed her that Ottilie had managed everything so well that there was no +occasion for her to leave the table. In her quiet observant way a nod or +a look was enough for her to signify to the head servant whatever was to +be done, and everything went off perfectly, although there were a couple +of strange men in livery in the way who were rather a trouble than a +convenience. And so the Count, without feeling Charlotte's hints, went +on giving his opinions on the same subject. Generally, he was little +enough apt to be tedious in conversation; but this was a thing which +weighed so heavily on his heart, and the difficulties which he found in +getting separated from his wife were so great that it had made him +bitter against everything which concerned the marriage bond--that very +bond which, notwithstanding, he was so anxiously desiring between +himself and the Baroness. + +"The same friend," he went on, "has another law which he proposes. A +marriage shall be held indissoluble only when either both parties, or at +least one or the other, enter into it for the third time. Such persons +must be supposed to acknowledge beyond a doubt that they find marriage +indispensable for themselves; they have had opportunities of thoroughly +knowing themselves; of knowing how they conducted themselves in their +earlier unions; whether they have any peculiarities of temper, which are +a more frequent cause of separation than bad dispositions. People would +then observe each other more closely; they would pay as much attention +to the married as to the unmarried, no one being able to tell how things +may turn out." + +"That would add no little to the interest of society," said Edward. "As +things are now, when a man is married nobody cares any more either for +his virtues or for his vices." + +"Under this arrangement," the Baroness struck in, laughing, "our good +hosts have passed successfully over their two steps, and may make +themselves ready for their third." + +"Things have gone happily with them," said the Count. "In their case +death has done with a good will what in others the consistorial courts +do with a very bad one. + +"Let the dead rest," said Charlotte, with a half serious look. + +"Why so," persevered the Count, "when we can remember them with honor? +They were generous enough to content themselves with less than their +number of years for the sake of the larger good which they could leave +behind them." + +"Alas! that in such cases," said the Baroness, with a suppressed sigh, +"happiness is bought only with the sacrifice of our fairest years." + +"Indeed, yes," answered the Count; "and it might drive us to despair, if +it were not the same with everything in this world. Nothing goes as we +hope. Children do not fulfil what they promise; young people very +seldom; and if they keep their word, the world does not keep its word +with them." + +Charlotte, who was delighted that the conversation had taken a turn at +last, replied cheerfully: + +"Well, then, we must content ourselves with enjoying what good we are to +have in fragments and pieces, as we can get it; and the sooner we can +accustom ourselves to this the better." + +"Certainly," the Count answered, "you two have had the enjoyment of very +happy times. When I look back upon the years when you and Edward were +the loveliest couple at the court, I see nothing now to be compared with +those brilliant times, and such magnificent figures. When you two used +to dance together, all eyes were turned upon you, fastened upon you, +while you saw nothing but each other." + +"So much has changed since those days," said Charlotte, "that we can +listen to such pretty things about ourselves without our modesty being +shocked at them." + +"I often privately found fault with Edward," said the Count, "for not +being more firm. Those singular parents of his would certainly have +given way at last; and ten fair years is no trifle to gain." + +"I must take Edward's part," struck in the Baroness. "Charlotte was not +altogether without fault--not altogether free from what we must call +prudential considerations; and although she had a real, hearty love for +Edward, and did in her secret soul intend to marry him, I can bear +witness how sorely she often tried him; and it was through this that he +was at last unluckily prevailed upon to leave her and go abroad, and try +to forget her." + +Edward bowed to the Baroness, and seemed grateful for her advocacy. + +"And then I must add this," she continued, "in excuse for Charlotte. The +man who was at that time suing for her, had for a long time given proofs +of his constant attachment to her; and, when one came to know him well, +was a far more lovable person than the rest of you may like to +acknowledge." + +"My dear friend," the Count replied, a little pointedly, "confess, now, +that he was not altogether indifferent to yourself, and that Charlotte +had more to fear from you than from any other rival. I find it one of +the highest traits in women, that they continue so long in their regard +for a man, and that absence of no duration will serve to disturb or +remove it." + +"This fine feature, men possess, perhaps, even more," answered the +Baroness. "At any rate, I have observed with you, my dear Count, that no +one has more influence over you than a lady to whom you were once +attached. I have seen you take more trouble to do things when a certain +person has asked you, than the friend of this moment would have obtained +of you, if she had tried." + +"Such a charge as that one must bear the best way one can," replied the +Count. "But as to what concerns Charlotte's first husband, I could not +endure him, because he parted so sweet a pair from each other--a really +predestined pair, who, once brought together, have no reason to fear the +five years, or be thinking of a second or third marriage." + +"We must try," Charlotte said, "to make up for what we then allowed to +slip from us." + +"Aye, and you must keep to that," said the Count; "your first +marriages," he continued, with some vehemence, "were exactly marriages +of the true detestable sort. And, unhappily, marriages generally, even +the best, have (forgive me for using a strong expression) something +awkward about them. They destroy the delicacy of the relation; +everything is made to rest on the broad certainty out of which one side +or other, at least, is too apt to make their own advantage. It is all a +matter of course; and they seem only to have got themselves tied +together, that one or the other, or both, may go their own way the more +easily." + +At this moment, Charlotte, who was determined once for all that she +would put an end to the conversation, made a bold effort at turning it, +and succeeded. It then became more general. She and her husband and the +Captain were able to take a part in it. Even Ottilie had to give her +opinion; and the dessert was enjoyed in the happiest humor. It was +particularly beautiful, being composed almost entirely of the rich +summer fruits in elegant baskets, with epergnes of lovely flowers +arranged in exquisite taste. + +The new laying-out of the park came to be spoken of; and immediately +after dinner they went to look at what was going on. Ottilie withdrew, +under pretence of having household matters to look to; in reality, it +was to set to work again at the transcribing. The Count fell into +conversation with the Captain, and Charlotte afterward joined them. When +they were at the summit of the height, the Captain good-naturedly ran +back to fetch the plan, and in his absence the Count said to Charlotte: + +"He is an exceedingly pleasing person. He is very well informed, and his +knowledge is always ready. His practical power, too, seems methodical +and vigorous. What he is doing here would be of great importance in some +higher sphere." + +Charlotte listened to the Captain's praises with an inward delight. She +collected herself, however, and composedly and clearly confirmed what +the Count had said. But she was not a little startled when he continued: + +"This acquaintance falls most opportunely for me. I know of a situation +for which he is perfectly suited, and I shall be doing the greatest +favor to a friend of mine, a man of high rank, by recommending to him a +person who is so exactly everything which he desires." + +Charlotte felt as if a thunder-stroke had fallen on her. The Count did +not observe it: women, being accustomed at all times to hold themselves +in restraint, are always able, even in the most extraordinary cases, to +maintain an apparent composure; but she heard not a word more of what +the Count said, though he went on speaking. + +"When I have made up my mind upon a thing," he added, "I am quick about +it. I have put my letter together already in my head, and I shall write +it immediately. You can find me some messenger who can ride off with it +this evening." + +Charlotte was suffering agonies. Startled with the proposal, and shocked +at herself, she was unable to utter a word. Happily, the Count continued +talking of his plans for the Captain, the desirableness of which was +only too apparent to Charlotte. + +It was time that the Captain returned. He came up and unrolled his +design before the Count. But with what changed eyes Charlotte now looked +at the friend whom she was to lose. In her necessity, she bowed and +turned away, and hurried down to the summer-house. Before she was half +way there, the tears were streaming from her eyes, and she flung herself +into the narrow room in the little hermitage, and gave herself up to an +agony, a passion, a despair, of the possibility of which, but a few +moments before, she had not had the slightest conception. + +Edward had gone with the Baroness in the other direction toward the +ponds. This ready-witted lady, who liked to be in the secret about +everything, soon observed, in a few conversational feelers which she +threw out, that Edward was very fluent and free-spoken in praise of +Ottilie. She contrived in the most natural way to lead him out by +degrees so completely that at last she had not a doubt remaining that +here was not merely an incipient fancy, but a veritable, full-grown +passion. + +Married women, if they have no particular love for one another, yet are +silently in league together, especially against young girls. The +consequences of such an inclination presented themselves only too +quickly to her world-experienced spirit. Added to this, she had been +already, in the course of the day, talking to Charlotte about Ottilie; +she had disapproved of her remaining in the country, particularly being +a girl of so retiring a character; and she had proposed to take Ottilie +with her to the residence of a friend who was just then bestowing great +expense on the education of an only daughter, and who was only looking +about to find some well-disposed companion for her--to put her in the +place of a second child, and let her share in every advantage. Charlotte +had taken time to consider. But now this glimpse of the Baroness into +Edward's heart changed what had been but a suggestion at once into a +settled determination; and the more rapidly she made up her mind about +it, the more she outwardly seemed to flatter Edward's wishes. Never was +there any one more self-possessed than this lady; and to have mastered +ourselves in extraordinary cases, disposes us to treat even a common +case with dissimulation--it makes us inclined, as we have had to do so +much violence to ourselves, to extend our control over others, and +hold ourselves in a degree compensated in what we outwardly gain for +what we inwardly have been obliged to sacrifice. To this feeling there +is often joined a kind of secret, spiteful pleasure in the blind, +unconscious ignorance with which the victim walks on into the snare. It +is not the immediately doing as we please which we enjoy, but the +thought of the surprise and exposure which is to follow. And thus was +the Baroness malicious enough to invite Edward to come with Charlotte +and pay her a visit at the grape-gathering; and, to his question whether +they might bring Ottilie with them, to frame an answer which, if he +pleased, he might interpret to his wishes. + +Edward had already begun to pour out his delight at the beautiful +scenery, the broad river, the hills, the rocks, the vineyard, the old +castles, the water-parties, and the jubilee at the grape-gathering, the +wine-pressing, etc., in all of which, in the innocence of his heart, he +was only exuberating in the anticipation of the impression which these +scenes were to make on the fresh spirit of Ottilie. At this moment they +saw her approaching, and the Baroness said quickly to Edward that he had +better say nothing to her of this intended autumn expedition--things +which we set our hearts upon so long before so often failing to come to +pass. Edward gave his promise; but he obliged his companion to move more +quickly to meet her; and at last, when they came very close, he ran on +several steps in advance. A heartfelt happiness expressed itself in his +whole being. He kissed her hand as he pressed into it a nosegay of wild +flowers which he had gathered on his way. + +The Baroness felt bitter in her heart at the sight of it. Even whilst +she was able to disapprove of what was really objectionable in this +affection, she could not bear to see what was sweet and beautiful in it +thrown away on such a poor paltry girl. + +When they had collected again at the supper-table, an entirely different +temper was spread over the party. The Count, who had in the meantime +written his letter and dispatched a messenger with it, occupied himself +with the Captain, whom he had been drawing out more and more--spending +the whole evening at his side, talking of serious matters. The Baroness, +who sat on the Count's right, found but small amusement in this; nor did +Edward find any more. The latter, first because he was thirsty, and then +because he was excited, did not spare the wine, and attached himself +entirely to Ottilie, whom he had made sit by him. On the other side, +next to the Captain, sat Charlotte; for her it was hard, it was almost +impossible, to conceal the emotion under which she was suffering. + +The Baroness had sufficient time to make her observations at leisure. +She perceived Charlotte's uneasiness, and occupied as she was with +Edward's passion for Ottilie, she easily satisfied herself that her +abstraction and distress were owing to her husband's behavior; and she +set herself to consider in what way she could best compass her ends. + +Supper was over, and the party remained divided. The Count, whose object +was to probe the Captain to the bottom, had to try many turns before he +could arrive at what he wished with so quiet, so little vain, but so +exceedingly laconic a person. They walked up and down together on one +side of the saloon, while Edward, excited with wine and hope, was +laughing with Ottilie at a window, and Charlotte and the Baroness were +walking backward and forward, without speaking, on the other side. Their +being so silent, and their standing about in this uneasy, listless way, +had its effect at last in breaking up the rest of the party. The ladies +withdrew to their rooms, the gentlemen to the other wing of the castle; +and so this day appeared to be concluded. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Edward went with the Count to his room. They continued talking, and he +was easily prevailed upon to stay a little time longer there. The Count +lost himself in old times, spoke eagerly of Charlotte's beauty, which, +as a critic, he dwelt upon with much warmth. + +"A pretty foot is a great gift of nature," he said. "It is a grace which +never perishes. I observed it today, as she was walking. I should almost +have liked even to kiss her shoe, and repeat that somewhat barbarous but +significant practice of the Sarmatians, who know no better way of +showing reverence for any one they love or respect, than by using his +shoe to drink his health out of." + +The point of the foot did not remain the only subject of praise between +two old acquaintances; they went from the person back upon old stories +and adventures, and came on the hindrances which at that time people had +thrown in the way of the lovers' meetings--what trouble they had taken, +what arts they had been obliged to devise, only to be able to tell each +other that they loved. + +"Do you remember," continued the Count, "an adventure in which I most +unselfishly stood your friend when their High Mightinesses were on a +visit to your uncle, and were all together in that great, straggling +castle? The day went in festivities and glitter of all sorts; and a part +of the night at least in pleasant conversation." + +"And you, in the meantime, had observed the back-way which led to the +court ladies' quarter," said Edward, "and so managed to effect an +interview for me with my beloved." + +"And she," replied the Count, "thinking more of propriety than of my +enjoyment, had kept a frightful old duenna with her. So that, while you +two, between looks and words, got on extremely well together, my lot, in +the meanwhile, was far from pleasant." + +"It was only yesterday," answered Edward, "when we heard that you were +coming, that I was talking over the story with my wife and describing +our adventure on returning. We missed the road, and got into the +entrance-hall from the garden. Knowing our way from thence as well as we +did, we supposed we could get along easily enough. + +"But you remember our surprise on opening the door. The floor was +covered over with mattresses on which the giants lay in rows stretched +out and sleeping. The single sentinel at his post looked wonderingly at +us; but we, in the cool way young men do things, strode quietly on over +the outstretched boots, without disturbing a single one of the snoring +children of Anak." + +"I had the strongest inclination to stumble," the Count said, "that +there might be an alarm given. What a resurrection we should have +witnessed." + +At this moment the castle clock struck twelve. + +"It is deep midnight," the Count added, laughing, "and just the proper +time; I must ask you, my dear Edward, to show me a kindness. Do you +guide me tonight, as I guided you then. I promised the Baroness that I +would see her before going to bed. We have had no opportunity of any +private talk together the whole day. We have not seen each other for a +long time, and it is only natural that we should wish for a confidential +hour. If you will show me the way there, I will manage to get back +again; and in any case, there will be no boots for me to stumble over." + +"I shall be very glad to show you such a piece of hospitality," answered +Edward; "only the three ladies are together in the same wing. Who knows +whether we shall not find them still with one another, or make some +other mistake, which may have a strange appearance?" + +"Do not be afraid," said the Count; "the Baroness expects me. She is +sure by this time to be in her own room, and alone." + +"Well, then, the thing is easy enough," Edward answered. + +He took a candle, and lighted the Count down a private staircase leading +into a long gallery. At the end of this, he opened a small door. They +mounted a winding flight of stairs, which brought them out upon a narrow +landing-place; and then, putting the candle in the Count's hand, he +pointed to a tapestried door on the right, which opened readily at the +first trial, and admitted the Count, leaving Edward outside in the dark. + +Another door on the left led into Charlotte's sleeping-room. He heard +her voice, and listened. She was speaking to her maid. "Is Ottilie in +bed?" she asked. "No," was the answer; "she is sitting writing in the +room below." "You may light the night-lamp," said Charlotte; "I shall +not want you any more. It is late. I can put out the candle, and do +whatever I may want else myself." + +It was a delight to Edward to hear that Ottilie was writing still. She +is working for me, he thought triumphantly. Through the darkness, he +fancied he could see her sitting all alone at her desk. He thought he +would go to her, and see her; and how she would turn to receive him. He +felt a longing, which he could not resist, to be near her once more. +But, from where he was, there was no way to the apartments which she +occupied. He now found himself immediately at his wife's door. A +singular change of feeling came over him. He tried the handle, but the +bolts were shot. He knocked gently. Charlotte did not hear him. She was +walking rapidly up and down in the large dressing-room adjoining. She +was repeating over and over what, since the Count's unexpected proposal, +she had often enough had to say to herself. The Captain seemed to stand +before her. At home, and everywhere, he had become her all in all. And +now he was to go; and it was all to be desolate again. She repeated +whatever wise things one can say to oneself; she even anticipated, as +people so often do, the wretched comfort that time would come at last to +her relief; and then she cursed the time which would have to pass before +it could lighten her sufferings--she cursed the dead, cold time when +they would be lightened. At last she burst into tears; they were the +more welcome, since tears with her were rare. She flung herself on the +sofa, and gave herself up unreservedly to her sufferings. Edward, +meanwhile, could not take himself from the door. He knocked again; and a +third time rather louder; so that Charlotte, in the stillness of the +night, distinctly heard it, and started up in fright. Her first thought +was--it can only be, it must be, the Captain; her second, that it was +impossible. She thought she must have been deceived. But surely she had +heard it; and she wished, and she feared to have heard it. She went into +her sleeping-room, and walked lightly up to the bolted tapestry-door. +She blamed herself for her fears. "Possibly it may be the Baroness +wanting something," she said to herself; and she called out quietly and +calmly, "Is anybody there?" A light voice answered, "It is I." "Who?" +returned Charlotte, not being able to make out the voice. She thought +she saw the Captain's figure standing at the door. In a rather louder +tone, she heard the word "Edward!" She drew back the bolt, and her +husband stood before her. He greeted her with some light jest. She was +unable to reply in the same tone. He complicated the mysterious visit by +his mysterious explanation of it. + +"Well, then," he said at last, "I will confess, the real reason why I am +come is, that I have made a vow to kiss your shoe this evening." + +"It is long since you thought of such a thing as that," said Charlotte. + +"So much the worse," he answered; "and so much the better." + +She had thrown herself back in an armchair, to prevent him from seeing +the slightness of her dress. He flung himself down before her, and she +could not prevent him from giving her shoe a kiss. And when the shoe +came off in his hand, he caught her foot and pressed it tenderly against +his breast. + +Charlotte was one of those women who, being of naturally calm +temperaments, continue in marriage, without any purpose or any effort, +the air and character of lovers. She was never expressive toward her +husband; generally, indeed, she rather shrank from any warm +demonstration on his part. It was not that she was cold, or at all hard +and repulsive, but she remained always like a loving bride, who draws +back with a kind of shyness even from what is permitted. And so Edward +found her this evening, in a double sense. How sorely did she not long +that her husband would go; the figure of his friend seemed to hover in +the air and reproach her. But what should have had the effect of driving +Edward away only attracted him the more. There were visible traces of +emotion about her. She had been crying; and tears, which with weak +persons detract from their graces, add immeasurably to the +attractiveness of those whom we know commonly as strong and +self-possessed. + +Edward was so agreeable, so gentle, so pressing; he begged to be allowed +to stay with her. He did not demand it, but half in fun, half in +earnest, he tried to persuade her; he never thought of his rights. At +last, as if in mischief, he blew out the candle. + +In the dim lamplight, the inward affection, the imagination, maintained +their rights over the real; it was Ottilie that was resting in Edward's +arms; and the Captain, now faintly, now clearly, hovered before +Charlotte's soul. And so, strangely intermingled, the absent and the +present flowed in a sweet enchantment one into the other. + +And yet the present would not let itself be robbed of its own unlovely +right. They spent a part of the night talking and laughing at all sorts +of things, the more freely as the heart had no part in it. But when +Edward awoke in the morning, on his wife's breast, the day seemed to +stare in with a sad, awful look, and the sun to be shining in upon a +crime. He stole lightly from her side; and she found herself, with +strange enough feelings, when she awoke, alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +When the party assembled again at breakfast, an attentive observer might +have read in the behavior of its various members the different things +which were passing in their inner thoughts and feelings. The Count and +the Baroness met with the air of happiness which a pair of lovers feel, +who, after having been forced to endure a long separation, have mutually +assured each other of their unaltered affection. On the other hand, +Charlotte and Edward equally came into the presence of the Captain and +Ottilie with a sense of shame and remorse. For such is the nature of +love that it believes in no rights except its own, and all other rights +vanish away before it. Ottilie was in child-like spirits. For her--she +was almost what might be called open. The Captain appeared serious. His +conversation with the Count, which had roused in him feelings that for +some time past had been at rest and dormant, had made him only too +keenly conscious that here he was not fulfilling his work, and at bottom +was but squandering himself in a half-activity of idleness. + +Hardly had their guests departed, when fresh visitors were announced--to +Charlotte most welcomely, all she wished for being to be taken out of +herself, and to have her attention dissipated. They annoyed Edward, who +was longing to devote himself to Ottilie; and Ottilie did not like them +either; the copy which had to be finished the next morning early being +still incomplete. They staid a long time, and immediately that they were +gone she hurried off to her room. + +It was now evening. Edward, Charlotte, and the Captain had accompanied +the strangers some little way on foot, before the latter got into their +carriage, and previous to returning home they agreed to take a walk +along the water-side. + +A boat had come, which Edward had had fetched from a distance, at no +little expense; and they decided that they would try whether it was easy +to manage. It was made fast on the bank of the middle pond, not far from +some old ash trees on which they calculated to make an effect in their +future improvements. There was to be a landing-place made there, and +under the trees a seat was to be raised, with some wonderful +architecture about it: it was to be the point for which people were to +make when they went across the water. + +"And where had we better have the landing-place on the other side?" said +Edward. "I should think under my plane trees." + +"They stand a little too far to the right," said the Captain. "You are +nearer the castle if you land further down. However, we must think about +it." + +The Captain was already standing in the stern of the boat, and had taken +up an oar. Charlotte got in, and Edward with her--he took the other oar; +but as he was on the point of pushing off, he thought of Ottilie--he +recollected that this water-party would keep him out late; who could +tell when he would get back? He made up his mind shortly and promptly; +sprang back to the bank, and reaching the other oar to the Captain, +hurried home--making excuses to himself as he ran. + +Arriving there he learnt that Ottilie had shut herself up--she was +writing. In spite of the agreeable feeling that she was doing something +for him, it was the keenest mortification to him not to be able to see +her. His impatience increased every moment. He walked up and down the +large drawing-room; he tried a thousand things, and could not fix his +attention upon any. He was longing to see her alone, before Charlotte +came back with the Captain. It was dark by this time, and the candles +were lighted. + +At last she came in beaming with loveliness: the sense that she had done +something for her friend had lifted all her being above itself. She put +down the original and her transcript on the table before Edward. + +"Shall we collate them?" she said, with a smile. + +Edward did not know what to answer. He looked at her--he looked at the +transcript. The first few sheets were written with the greatest +carefulness in a delicate woman's hand--then the strokes appeared to +alter, to become more light and free--but who can describe his surprise +as he ran his eyes over the concluding page? "For heaven's sake," he +cried, "what is this? this is my hand!" He looked at Ottilie, and again +at the paper; the conclusion, especially, was exactly as if he had +written it himself. Ottilie said nothing, but she looked at him with her +eyes full of the warmest delight. Edward stretched out his arms. "You +love me!" he cried: "Ottilie, you love me!" They fell on each other's +breast--which had been the first to catch the other it would have been +impossible to distinguish. + +From that moment the world was all changed for Edward. He was no longer +what he had been, and the world was no longer what it had been. They +parted--he held her hands; they gazed in each other's eyes. They were on +the point of embracing each other again. + +Charlotte entered with the Captain. Edward inwardly smiled at their +excuses for having stayed out so long. Oh! how far too soon you have +returned, he said to himself. + +They sat down to supper. They talked about the people who had been there +that day. Edward, full of love and ecstasy, spoke well of every +one--always sparing, often approving. Charlotte, who was not altogether +of his opinion, remarked this temper in him, and jested with him about +it--he who had always the sharpest thing to say on departed visitors, +was this evening so gentle and tolerant. + +With fervor and heartfelt conviction, Edward cried, "One has only to +love a single creature with all one's heart, and the whole world at once +looks lovely!" + +Ottilie dropped her eyes on the ground, and Charlotte looked straight +before her. + +The Captain took up the word, and said, "It is the same with deep +feelings of respect and reverence: we first learn to recognize what +there is that is to be valued in the world, when we find occasion to +entertain such sentiments toward a particular object." + +Charlotte made an excuse to retire early to her room where she could +give herself up to thinking over what had passed in the course of the +evening between herself and the Captain. + +When Edward sprang on shore, and, pushing off the boat, had himself +committed his wife and his friend to the uncertain element, Charlotte +found herself face to face with the man on whose account she had been +already secretly suffering so bitterly, sitting in the twilight before +her, and sweeping along the boat with the sculls in easy motion. She +felt a depth of sadness, very rare with her, weighing on her spirits. +The undulating movement of the boat, the splash of the oars, the faint +breeze playing over the watery mirror, the sighing of the reeds, the +long flight of the birds, the fitful twinkling of the first stars--there +was something spectral about it all in the universal stillness. She +fancied her friend was bearing her away to set her on some far-off +shore, and leave her there alone; strange emotions were passing through +her, and she could not give way to them and weep. + +The Captain was describing to her the manner in which, in his opinion, +the improvements should be continued. He praised the construction of the +boat; it was so convenient, he said, because one person could so easily +manage it with a pair of oars. She should herself learn how to do this; +there was often a delicious feeling in floating along alone upon the +water, one's own ferryman and steersman. + +The parting which was impending sank on Charlotte's heart as he was +speaking. Is he saying this on purpose? she thought to herself. Does he +know it yet? Does he suspect it or is it only accident? And is he +unconsciously foretelling me my fate? + +A weary, impatient heaviness took hold of her; she begged him to make +for land as soon as possible and return with her to the castle. + +It was the first time that the Captain had been upon the water, and, +though generally he had acquainted himself with its depth, he did not +know accurately the particular spots. Dusk was coming on; he directed +his course to a place where he thought it would be easy to get on shore, +and from which he knew the footpath which led to the castle was not far +distant. Charlotte, however, repeated her wish to get to land quickly, +and the place which he thought of being at a short distance, he gave it +up, and exerting himself as much as he possibly could, made straight for +the bank. Unhappily the water was shallow, and he ran aground some way +off from it. From the rate at which he was going the boat was fixed +fast, and all his efforts to move it were in vain. What was to be done? +There was no alternative but to get into the water and carry his +companion ashore. + +It was done without difficulty or danger. He was strong enough not to +totter with her, or give her any cause for anxiety; but in her agitation +she had thrown her arms about his neck. He held her fast, and pressed +her to himself--and at last laid her down upon a grassy bank, not +without emotion and confusion * * * she still lay upon his neck * * * he +caught her up once more in his arms, and pressed a warm kiss upon her +lips. The next moment he was at her feet: he took her hand, and held it +to his mouth, and cried: + +"Charlotte, will you forgive me?" + +The kiss which he had ventured to give, and which she had all but +returned to him, brought Charlotte to herself again--she pressed his +hand--but she did not attempt to raise him up. She bent down over him, +and laid her hand upon his shoulder and said: + +"We cannot now prevent this moment from forming an epoch in our lives; +but it depends on us to bear ourselves in a manner which shall be worthy +of us. You must go away, my dear friend; and you are going. The Count +has plans for you, to give you better prospects--I am glad, and I am +sorry. I did not mean to speak of it till it was certain but this moment +obliges me to tell you my secret * * * Since it does not depend on +ourselves to alter our feelings, I can only forgive you, I can only +forgive myself, if we have the courage to alter our situation." She +raised him up, took his arm to support herself, and they walked back to +the castle without speaking. + +But now she was standing in her own room, where she had to feel and to +know that she was Edward's wife. Her strength and the various discipline +in which through life she had trained herself, came to her assistance in +the conflict. Accustomed as she had always been to look steadily into +herself and to control herself, she did not now find it difficult, with +an earnest effort, to come to the resolution which she desired. She +could almost smile when she remembered the strange visit of the night +before. Suddenly she was seized with a wonderful instinctive feeling, a +thrill of fearful delight which changed into holy hope and longing. She +knelt earnestly down, and repeated the oath which she had taken to +Edward before the altar. + +Friendship, affection, renunciation, floated in glad, happy images +before her. She felt restored to health and to herself. A sweet +weariness came over her. She lay down, and sank into a calm, quiet +sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Edward, on his part, was in a very different temper. So little he +thought of sleeping that it did not once occur to him even to undress +himself. A thousand times he kissed the transcript of the document, but +it was the beginning of it, in Ottilie's childish, timid hand; the end +he scarcely dared to kiss, for he thought it was his own hand which he +saw. Oh, that it were another document! he whispered to himself; and, as +it was, he felt it was the sweetest assurance that his highest wish +would be fulfilled. Thus it remained in his hands, thus he continued to +press it to his heart, although disfigured by a third name subscribed to +it. The waning moon rose up over the wood. The warmth of the night drew +Edward out into the free air. He wandered this way and that way; he was +at once the most restless and the happiest of mortals. He strayed +through the gardens--they seemed too narrow for him; he hurried out +into the park, and it was too wide. He was drawn back toward the castle; +he stood under Ottilie's window. He threw himself down on the steps of +the terrace below. "Walls and bolts," he said to himself, "may still +divide us, but our hearts are not divided. If she were here before me, +into my arms she would fall, and I into hers; and what can one desire +but that sweet certainty!" All was stillness round him; not a breath was +moving;--so still it was, that he could hear the unresting creatures +underground at their work, to whom day or night are alike. He abandoned +himself to his delicious dreams; at last he fell asleep, and did not +wake till the sun with his royal beams was mounting up in the sky and +scattering the early mists. + +He found himself the first person awake on his domain. The laborers +seemed to be staying away too long: they came; he thought they were too +few, and the work set out for the day too slight for his desires. He +inquired for more workmen; they were promised, and in the course of the +day they came. But these, too, were not enough for him to carry his +plans out as rapidly as he wished. To do the work gave him no pleasure +any longer; it should all be done. And for whom? The paths should be +gravelled that Ottilie might walk presently upon them; seats should be +made at every spot and corner that Ottilie might rest on them. The new +park house was hurried forward. It should be finished for Ottilie's +birthday. In all he thought and all he did, there was no more +moderation. The sense of loving and of being loved, urged him out into +the unlimited. How changed was now to him the look of all the rooms, +their furniture, and their decorations! He did not feel as if he was in +his own house any more. Ottilie's presence absorbed everything. He was +utterly lost in her; no other thought ever rose before him; no +conscience disturbed him; every restraint which had been laid upon his +nature burst loose. His whole being centered upon Ottilie. This +impetuosity of passion did not escape the Captain, who longed, if he +could, to prevent its evil consequences. All those plans which were now +being hurried on with this immoderate speed, had been drawn out and +calculated for a long, quiet, easy execution. The sale of the farm had +been completed; the first instalment had been paid. Charlotte, according +to the arrangement, had taken possession of it. But the very first week +after, she found it more than usually necessary to exercise patience and +resolution, and to keep her eye on what was being done. In the present +hasty style of proceeding, the money which had been set apart for the +purpose would not go far. + +Much had been begun, and much yet remained to be done. How could the +Captain leave Charlotte in such a situation? They consulted together, +and agreed that it would be better that they themselves should hurry on +the works, and for this purpose employ money which could be made good +again at the period fixed for the discharge of the second instalment of +what was to be paid for the farm. It could be done almost without loss. +They would have a freer hand. Everything would progress simultaneously. +There were laborers enough at hand, and they could get more accomplished +at once, and arrive swiftly and surely at their aim. Edward gladly gave +his consent to a plan which so entirely coincided with his own views. + +During this time Charlotte persisted with all her heart in what she had +determined for herself, and her friend stood by her with a like purpose, +manfully. This very circumstance, however, produced a greater intimacy +between them. They spoke openly to each other of Edward's passion, and +consulted what had better be done. Charlotte kept Ottilie more about +herself, watching her narrowly; and the more she understood her own +heart, the deeper she was able to penetrate into the heart of the poor +girl. She saw no help for it, except in sending her away. + +It now appeared a happy thing to her that Luciana had gained such high +honors at the school; for her great aunt, as soon as she heard of it, +desired to take her entirely to herself, to keep her with her, and +bring her out into the world. Ottilie could, therefore, return thither. +The Captain would leave them well provided for, and everything would be +as it had been a few months before; indeed, in many respects better. Her +own position in Edward's affection, Charlotte thought, she could soon +recover; and she settled it all, and laid it all out before herself so +sensibly that she only strengthened herself more completely in her +delusion, as if it were possible for them to return within their old +limits--as if a bond which had been violently broken could again be +joined together as before. + +In the meantime Edward felt very deeply the hindrances which were thrown +in his way. He soon observed that they were keeping him and Ottilie +separate; that they made it difficult for him to speak with her alone, +or even to approach her, except in the presence of others. And while he +was angry about this, he was angry at many things besides. If he caught +an opportunity for a few hasty words with Ottilie, it was not only to +assure her of his love, but to complain of his wife and of the Captain. +He never felt that with his own irrational haste he was on the way to +exhaust the cash-box. He found bitter fault with them, because in the +execution of the work they were not keeping to the first agreement, and +yet he had been himself a consenting party to the second; indeed, it was +he who had occasioned it and made it necessary. + +Hatred is a partisan, but love is even more so. Ottilie also estranged +herself from Charlotte and the Captain. As Edward was complaining one +day to Ottilie of the latter, saying that he was not treating him like a +friend, or, under the circumstances, acting quite uprightly, she +answered unthinkingly, "I have once or twice had a painful feeling that +he was not quite honest with you. I heard him say once to Charlotte: 'If +Edward would but spare us that eternal flute of his! He can make nothing +of it, and it is too disagreeable to listen to him.' You may imagine how +it hurt me, when I like accompanying you so much." + +She had scarcely uttered the words when her conscience whispered to her +that she had much better have been silent. However, the thing was said. +Edward's features worked violently. Never had anything stung him more. +He was touched on his tenderest point. It was his amusement; he followed +it like a child. He never made the slightest pretensions; what gave him +pleasure should be treated with forbearance by his friends. He never +thought how intolerable it is for a third person to have his ears +lacerated by an unsuccessful talent. He was indignant; he was hurt in a +way which he could not forgive. He felt himself discharged from all +obligations. + +The necessity of being with Ottilie, of seeing her, whispering to her, +exchanging his confidence with her, increased with every day. He +determined to write to her, and ask her to carry on a secret +correspondence with him. The strip of paper on which he had, laconically +enough, made his request, lay on his writing-table, and was swept off by +a draught of wind as his valet entered to dress his hair. The latter was +in the habit of trying the heat of the iron by picking up any scraps of +paper which might be lying about. This time his hand fell on the billet; +he twisted it up hastily, and it was burnt. Edward observing the +mistake, snatched it out of his hand. After the man was gone, he sat +himself down to write it over again. The second time it would not run so +readily off his pen. It gave him a little uneasiness; he hesitated, but +he got over it. He squeezed the paper into Ottilie's hand the first +moment he was able to approach her. Ottilie answered him immediately. He +put the note unread in his waistcoat pocket, which, being made short in +the fashion of the time, was shallow, and did not hold it as it ought. +It worked out, and fell without his observing it on the ground. +Charlotte saw it, picked it up, and after giving a hasty glance at it, +reached it to him. + +"Here is something in your handwriting," she said, "which you may be +sorry to lose." + +He was confounded. Is she dissembling? he thought to himself. Does she +know what is in the note, or is she deceived by the resemblance of the +hand? He hoped, he believed the latter. He was warned--doubly warned; +but those strange accidents, through which a higher intelligence seems +to be speaking to us, his passion was not able to interpret. Rather, as +he went further and further on, he felt the restraint under which his +friend and his wife seemed to be holding him the more intolerable. His +pleasure in their society was gone. His heart was closed against them, +and though he was obliged to endure their society, he could not succeed +in re-discovering or in re-animating within his heart anything of his +old affection for them. The silent reproaches which he was forced to +make to himself about it were disagreeable to him. He tried to help +himself with a kind of humor which, however, being without love, was +also without its usual grace. + +Over all such trials Charlotte found assistance to rise in her own +inward feelings. She knew her own determination. Her own affection, fair +and noble as it was, she would utterly renounce. + +And sorely she longed to go to the assistance of the other two. +Separation, she knew well, would not alone suffice to heal so deep a +wound. She resolved that she would speak openly about it to Ottilie +herself. But she could not do it. The recollection of her own weakness +stood in her way. She thought she could talk generally to her about the +sort of thing. But general expressions about "the sort of thing," fitted +her own case equally well, and she could not bear to touch it. Every +hint which she would give Ottilie recoiled on her own heart. She would +warn, and she was obliged to feel that she might herself still be in +need of warning. + +She contented herself, therefore, with silently keeping the lovers more +apart, and by this gained nothing. The slight hints which frequently +escaped her had no effect upon Ottilie; for Ottilie had been assured by +Edward that Charlotte was devoted to the Captain, that Charlotte +herself wished for a separation, and that he was at this moment +considering the readiest means by which it could be brought about. + +Ottilie, led by the sense of her own innocence along the road to the +happiness for which she longed, lived only for Edward. Strengthened by +her love for him in all good, more light and happy in her work for his +sake, and more frank and open toward others, she found herself in a +heaven upon earth. + +So all together, each in his or her own fashion, reflecting or +unreflecting, they continued on the routine of their lives. All seemed +to go its ordinary way, as, in monstrous cases, when everything is at +stake, men will still live on, as if it were all nothing. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +In the meantime a letter came from the Count to the Captain--two, +indeed--one which he might produce, holding out fair, excellent +prospects in the distance; the other containing a distinct offer of an +immediate situation, a place of high importance and responsibility at +the Court, his rank as Major, a very considerable salary, and other +advantages. A number of circumstances, however, made it desirable that +for the moment he should not speak of it, and consequently he only +informed his friends of his distant expectations, and concealed what was +so nearly impending. + +He went warmly on, at the same time, with his present occupation, and +quietly made arrangements to insure the continuance of the works without +interruption after his departure. He was now himself desirous that as +much as possible should be finished off at once, and was ready to hasten +things forward to prepare for Ottilie's birthday. And so, though without +having come to any express understanding, the two friends worked side by +side together. Edward was now well pleased that the cash-box was filled +by their having taken up money. The whole affair went forward at +fullest speed. + +The Captain had done his best to oppose the plan of throwing the three +ponds together into a single sheet of water. The lower embankment would +have to be made much stronger, the two intermediate embankments to be +taken away, and altogether, in more than one sense, it seemed a very +questionable proceeding. However, both these schemes had been already +undertaken; the soil which was removed above being carried at once down +to where it was wanted. And here there came opportunely on the scene a +young architect, an old pupil of the Captain, who partly by introducing +workmen who understood work of this nature, and partly by himself, +whenever it was possible, contracting for the work itself, advanced +things not a little, while at the same time they could feel more +confidence in their being securely and lastingly executed. In secret +this was a great pleasure to the Captain. He could now be confident that +his absence would not be so severely felt. It was one of the points on +which he was most resolute with himself, never to leave anything which +he had taken in hand uncompleted, unless he could see his place +satisfactorily supplied. And he could not but hold in small respect, +persons who introduce confusion around themselves only to make their +absence felt and are ready to disturb in wanton selfishness what they +will not be at hand to restore. + +So they labored on, straining every nerve to make Ottilie's birthday +splendid, without any open acknowledgment that this was what they were +aiming at, or, indeed, without their directly acknowledging it to +themselves. Charlotte, wholly free from jealousy as she was, could not +think it right to keep it as a real festival. Ottilie's youth, the +circumstances of her fortune, and her relationship to their family, were +not at all such as made it fit that she should appear as the queen of +the day; and Edward would not have it talked about, because everything +was to spring out, as it were, of itself, with a natural and delightful +surprise. + +They, therefore, came all of them to a sort of tacit understanding that +on this day, without further circumstance, the new house in the park was +to be opened, and they might take the occasion to invite the +neighborhood and give a holiday to their own people. Edward's passion, +however, knew no bounds. Longing as he did to give himself to Ottilie, +his presents and his promises must be infinite. The birthday gifts which +on the great occasion he was to offer to her seemed, as Charlotte had +arranged them, far too insignificant. He spoke to his valet, who had the +care of his wardrobe, and who consequently had extensive acquaintance +among the tailors and mercers and fashionable milliners; and he, who not +only understood himself what valuable presents were, but also the most +graceful way in which they should be offered, immediately ordered an +elegant box, covered with red morocco and studded with steel nails, to +be filled with presents worthy of such a shell. Another thing, too, he +suggested to Edward. Among the stores at the castle was a small show of +fireworks which had never been let off. It would be easy to get some +more, and have something really fine. Edward caught the idea, and his +servant promised to see to its being executed. This matter was to remain +a secret. + +While this was going on, the Captain, as the day drew nearer, had been +making arrangements for a body of police to be present--a precaution +which he always thought desirable when large numbers of men are to be +brought together. And, indeed, against beggars, and against all other +inconveniences by which the pleasure of a festival can be disturbed, he +had made effectual provision. + +Edward and his confidante, on the contrary, were mainly occupied with +their fireworks. They were to be let off on the side of the middle water +in front of the great ash-tree. The party were to be collected on the +opposite side, under the planes, that at a sufficient distance from the +scene, in ease and safety, they might see them to the best effect, with +the reflections on the water, the water-rockets, and floating-lights, +and all the other designs. + +Under some other pretext, Edward had the ground underneath the +plane-trees cleared of bushes and grass and moss. And now first could be +seen the beauty of their forms, together with their full height and +spread, right up from the earth. He was delighted with them. It was just +this very time of the year that he had planted them. How long ago could +it have been? he asked himself. As soon as he got home he turned over +the old diary books, which his father, especially when in the country, +was very careful in keeping. He might not find an entry of this +particular planting, but another important domestic matter, which Edward +well remembered, and which had occurred on the same day, would surely be +mentioned. He turned over a few volumes. The circumstances he was +looking for was there. How amazed, how overjoyed he was, when he +discovered the strangest coincidence! The day and the year on which he +had planted those trees, was the very day, the very year, when Ottilie +was born. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +THE long-wished-for morning dawned at last on Edward; and very soon a +number of guests arrived. They had sent out a large number of +invitations, and many who had missed the laying of the foundation-stone, +which was reported to have been so charming, were the more careful not +to be absent on the second festivity. + +Before dinner the carpenter's people appeared, with music, in the court +of the castle. They bore an immense garland of flowers, composed of a +number of single wreaths, winding in and out, one above the other; +saluting the company, they made request, according to custom, for silk +handkerchiefs and ribands, at the hands of the fair sex, with which to +dress themselves out. When the castle party went into the dining-hall, +they marched off singing and shouting, and after amusing themselves a +while in the village, and coaxing many a riband out of the women there, +old and young, they came at last, with crowds behind them and crowds +expecting them, out upon the height where the park-house was now +standing. After dinner, Charlotte rather held back her guests. She did +not wish that there should be any solemn or formal procession, and they +found their way in little parties, broken up, as they pleased, without +rule or order, to the scene of action. Charlotte staid behind with +Ottilie, and did not improve matters by doing so. For Ottilie being +really the last that appeared, it seemed as if the trumpets and the +clarionets had only been waiting for her, and as if the gaieties had +been ordered to commence directly on her arrival. + +To take off the rough appearance of the house, it had been hung with +green boughs and flowers. They had dressed it out in an architectural +fashion, according to a design of the Captain's; only that, without his +knowledge, Edward had desired the Architect to work in the date upon the +cornice in flowers, and this was necessarily permitted to remain. The +Captain had arrived on the scene just in time to prevent Ottilie's name +from figuring in splendor on the gable. The beginning, which had been +made for this, he contrived to turn skilfully to some other use, and to +get rid of such of the letters as had been already finished. + +The garland was set up, and was to be seen far and wide about the +country. The flags and the ribands fluttered gaily in the air; and a +short oration was, the greater part of it, dispersed by the wind. The +solemnity was at an end. There was now to be a dance on the smooth lawn +in front of the building, which had been inclosed with boughs and +branches. A gaily-dressed working mason took Edward up to a +smart-looking girl of the village, and called himself upon Ottilie, who +stood out with him. These two couples speedily found others to follow +them, and Edward contrived pretty soon to change partners, catching +Ottilie, and making the round with her. The younger part of the company +joined merrily in the dance with the people, while the elder among them +stood and looked on. + +Then, before they broke up and walked about, an order was given that +they should all collect again at sunset under the plane-trees. Edward +was the first upon the spot, ordering everything, and making his +arrangements with his valet, who was to be on the other side, in company +with the firework-maker, managing his exhibition of the spectacle. + +The Captain was far from satisfied at some of the preparations which he +saw made; and he endeavored to get a word with Edward about the crush of +spectators which was to be expected. But the latter, somewhat hastily, +begged that he might be allowed to manage this part of the day's +amusements himself. + +The upper end of the embankment having been recently raised, was still +far from compact. It had been staked, but there was no grass upon it, +and the earth was uneven and insecure. The crowd pressed on, however, in +great numbers. The sun went down, and the castle party was served with +refreshments under the plane-trees, to pass the time till it should have +become sufficiently dark. The place was approved of beyond measure, and +they looked forward to a frequent enjoyment of the view over so lovely a +sheet of water, on future occasions. + +A calm evening, a perfect absence of wind, promised everything in favor +of the spectacle, when suddenly loud and violent shrieks were heard. +Large masses of the earth had given way on the edge of the embankment, +and a number of people were precipitated into the water. The pressure +from the throng had gone on increasing till at last it had become more +than the newly laid soil would bear, and the bank had fallen in. +Everybody wanted to obtain the best place, and now there was no getting +either backward or forward. + +People ran this and that way, more to see what was going on than to +render assistance. What could be done when no one could reach the place? + +The Captain, with a few determined persons, hurried down and drove the +crowd off the embankment back upon the shore, in order that those who +were really of service might have free room to move. One way or another +they contrived to seize hold of such as were sinking; and with or +without assistance all who had been in the water were got out safe upon +the bank, with the exception of one boy, whose struggles in his fright, +instead of bringing him nearer to the embankment, had only carried him +further from it. His strength seemed to be failing--now only a hand was +seen above the surface, and now a foot. By an unlucky chance the boat +was on the opposite shore filled with fireworks--it was a long business +to unload it, and help was slow in coming. The Captain's resolution was +taken; he flung off his coat; all eyes were directed toward him, and his +sturdy vigorous figure gave every one hope and confidence: but a cry of +surprise rose out of the crowd as they saw him fling himself into the +water--every eye watched him as the strong swimmer swiftly reached the +boy, and bore him, although to appearance dead, to the embankment. + +Now came up the boat. The Captain stepped in and examined whether there +were any still missing, or whether they were all safe. The surgeon was +speedily on the spot, and took charge of the inanimate boy. Charlotte +joined them, and entreated the Captain to go now and take care of +himself, to hurry back to the castle and change his clothes. He would +not go, however, till persons on whose sense he could rely, who had been +close to the spot at the time of the accident, and who had assisted in +saving those who had fallen in, assured him that all were safe. + +Charlotte saw him on his way to the house, and then she remembered that +the wine and the tea, and everything else which he could want, had been +locked up, for fear any of the servants should take advantage of the +disorder of the holiday, as on such occasions they are too apt to do. +She hurried through the scattered groups of her company, which were +loitering about the plane-trees. Edward was there, talking to every +one--beseeching every one to stay. He would give the signal directly, +and the fireworks should begin. Charlotte went up to him, and entreated +him to put off an amusement which was no longer in place, and which at +the present moment no one could enjoy. She reminded him of what ought to +be done for the boy who had been saved, and for his preserver. + +"The surgeon will do whatever is right, no doubt," replied Edward. "He +is provided with everything which he can want, and we should only be in +the way if we crowded about him with our anxieties." + +Charlotte persisted in her opinion, and made a sign to Ottilie, who at +once prepared to retire with her. Edward seized her hand, and cried, "We +will not end this day in a lazaretto. She is too good for a sister of +mercy. Without us, I should think, the half-dead may wake, and the +living dry themselves." + +Charlotte did not answer, but went. Some followed her--others followed +these: in the end, no one wished to be the last, and all followed. +Edward and Ottilie found themselves alone under the plane-trees. He +insisted that stay he would, earnestly, passionately, as she entreated +him to go back with her to the castle. "No, Ottilie!" he cried; "the +extraordinary is not brought to pass in the smooth common way--the +wonderful accident of this evening brings us more speedily together. You +are mine--I have often said it to you, and sworn it to you. We will not +say it and swear it any more--we will make it BE." + +The boat came over from the other side. The valet was in it--he asked, +with some embarrassment, what his master wished to have done with the +fireworks? + +"Let them off!" Edward cried to him: "let them off! It was only for you +that they were provided, Ottilie, and you shall be the only one to see +them! Let me sit beside you, and enjoy them with you." Tenderly, +timidly, he sat down at her side, without touching her. + +Rockets went hissing up--cannon thundered--Roman candles shot out their +blazing balls--squibs flashed and darted--wheels spun round, first +singly, then in pairs, then all at once, faster and faster, one after +the other, and more and more together. Edward, whose bosom was on fire, +watched the blazing spectacle with eyes gleaming with delight; but +Ottilie, with her delicate and nervous feelings, in all this noise and +fitful blazing and flashing, found more to distress her than to please. +She leant shrinking against Edward, and he, as she drew to him and clung +to him, felt the delightful sense that she belonged entirely to him. + +The night had scarcely reassumed its rights, when the moon rose and +lighted their path as they walked back. A figure, with his hat in his +hand, stepped across their way, and begged an alms of them--in the +general holiday he said that he had been forgotten. The moon shone upon +his face, and Edward recognized the features of the importunate beggar; +but, happy as he then was, it was impossible for him to be angry with +any one. He could not recollect that, especially for that particular +day, begging had been forbidden under the heaviest penalties--he thrust +his hand into his pocket, took the first coin which he found, and gave +the fellow a piece of gold. His own happiness was so unbounded that he +would have liked to share it with every one. + +In the meantime all had gone well at the castle. The skill of the +surgeon, everything which was required being ready at hand, Charlotte's +assistance--all had worked together, and the boy was brought to life +again. The guests dispersed, wishing to catch a glimpse or two of what +was to be seen of the fireworks from the distance; and, after a scene of +such confusion, were glad to get back to their own quiet homes. + +The Captain also, after having rapidly changed his dress, had taken an +active part in what required to be done. It was now all quiet again, and +he found himself alone with Charlotte--gently and affectionately he now +told her that his time for leaving them approached. She had gone +through so much that evening, that this discovery made but a slight +impression upon her--she had seen how her friend could sacrifice +himself; how he had saved another, and had himself been saved. These +strange incidents seemed to foretell an important future to her--but not +an unhappy one. + +Edward, who now entered with Ottilie, was informed at once of the +impending departure of the Captain. He suspected that Charlotte had +known longer how near it was; but he was far too much occupied with +himself, and with his own plans, to take it amiss, or care about it. + +On the contrary, he listened attentively, and with signs of pleasure, to +the account of the excellent and honorable position in which the Captain +was to be placed. The course of the future was hurried impetuously +forward by his own secret wishes. Already he saw the Captain married to +Charlotte, and himself married to Ottilie. It would have been the +richest present which any one could have made him, on the occasion of +the day's festival! + +But how surprised was Ottilie, when, on going to her room, she found +upon her table the beautiful box! Instantly she opened it; inside, all +the things were so nicely packed and arranged that she did not venture +to take them out; she scarcely even ventured to lift them. There were +muslin, cambric, silk, shawls and lace, all rivalling one another in +delicacy, beauty, and costliness--nor were ornaments forgotten. The +intention had been, as she saw well, to furnish her with more than one +complete suit of clothes but it was all so costly, so little like what +she had been accustomed to, that she scarcely dared, even in thought, to +believe it could be really for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The next morning the Captain had disappeared, having left a grateful, +feeling letter addressed to his friends upon his table. + +[Illustration: P. GROTJOHANN OTTILIE EXAMINES EDWARD'S PRESENTS] + +He and Charlotte had already taken a half leave of each other the +evening before--she felt that the parting was for ever, and she resigned +herself to it; for in the Count's second letter, which the Captain had +at last shown to her, there was a hint of a prospect of an advantageous +marriage, and, although he had paid no attention to it at all, she +accepted it for as good as certain, and gave him up firmly and fully. + +Now, therefore, she thought that she had a right to require of others +the same control over themselves which she had exercised herself: it had +not been impossible to her, and it ought not to be impossible to them. +With this feeling she began the conversation with her husband; and she +entered upon it the more openly and easily, from a sense that the +question must now, once for all, be decisively set at rest. + +"Our friend has left us," she said; "we are now once more together as we +were--and it depends upon ourselves whether we choose to return +altogether into our old position." + +Edward, who heard nothing except what flattered his own passion, +believed that Charlotte, in these words, was alluding to her previous +widowed state, and, in a roundabout way, was making a suggestion for a +separation; so that he answered, with a laugh, "Why not? all we want is +to come to an understanding." But he found himself sorely enough +undeceived, as Charlotte continued, "And we have now a choice of +opportunities for placing Ottilie in another situation. Two openings +have offered themselves for her, either of which will do very well. +Either she can return to the school, as my daughter has left it and is +with her great-aunt; or she can be received into a desirable family, +where, as the companion of an only child, she will enjoy all the +advantages of a solid education." + +Edward, with a tolerably successful effort at commanding himself, +replied, "Ottilie has been so much spoilt, by living so long with us +here, that she will scarcely like to leave us now." + +"We have all of us been too much spoilt," said Charlotte; "and yourself +not least. This is an epoch which requires us seriously to bethink +ourselves. It is a solemn warning to us to consider what is really for +the good of all the members of our little circle--and we ourselves must +not be afraid of making sacrifices." + +"At any rate I cannot see that it is right that Ottilie should be made a +sacrifice," replied Edward; "and that would be the case if we were now +to allow her to be sent away among strangers. The Captain's good genius +has sought him out here--we can feel easy, we can feel happy, at seeing +him leave us; but who can tell what may be before Ottilie? There is no +occasion for haste." + +"What is before us is sufficiently clear," Charlotte answered, with some +emotion; and as she was determined to have it all out at once, she went +on: "You love Ottilie; every day you are becoming more attached to her. +A reciprocal feeling is rising on her side as well, and feeding itself +in the same way. Why should we not acknowledge in words what every hour +makes obvious? and are we not to have the common prudence to ask +ourselves in what it is to end?" + +"We may not be able to find an answer on the moment," replied Edward, +collecting himself; "but so much may be said, that if we cannot exactly +tell what will come of it, we may resign ourselves to wait and see what +the future may tell us about it." + +"No great wisdom is required to prophesy here," answered Charlotte; +"and, at any rate, we ought to feel that you and I are past the age when +people may walk blindly where they should not or ought not to go. There +is no one else to take care of us--we must be our own friends, our own +managers. No one expects us to commit ourselves in an outrage upon +decency: no one expects that we are going to expose ourselves to censure +or to ridicule." + +"How can you so mistake me?" said Edward, unable to reply to his wife's +clear, open words. "Can you find it a fault in me, if I am anxious +about Ottilie's happiness? I do not mean future happiness--no one can +count on that--but what is present, palpable, and immediate. Consider, +don't deceive yourself; consider frankly Ottilie's case, torn away from +us, and sent to live among strangers. I, at least, am not cruel enough +to propose such a change for her!" + +Charlotte saw too clearly into her husband's intentions, through this +disguise. For the first time she felt how far he had estranged himself +from her. Her voice shook a little. "Will Ottilie be happy if she +divides us?" she asked. "If she deprives me of a husband, and his +children of a father!" + +"Our children, I should have thought, were sufficiently provided for," +said Edward, with a cold smile; adding, rather more kindly, "but why at +once expect the very worst?" + +"The very worst is too sure to follow this passion of yours," returned +Charlotte; "do not refuse good advice while there is yet time; do not +throw away the means which I propose to save us. In troubled cases those +must work and help who see the clearest--this time it is I. Dear, +dearest Edward! listen to me--can you propose to me that now at once I +shall renounce my happiness! renounce my fairest rights! renounce you!" + +"Who says that?" replied Edward, with some embarrassment. + +"You, yourself," answered Charlotte; "in determining to keep Ottilie +here, are you not acknowledging everything which must arise out of it? I +will urge nothing on you--but if you cannot conquer yourself, at least +you will not be able much longer to deceive yourself." + +Edward felt how right she was. It is fearful to hear spoken out, in +words, what the heart has gone on long permitting to itself in secret. +To escape only for a moment, Edward answered, "It is not yet clear to me +what you want." + +"My intention," she replied, "was to talk over with you these two +proposals--each of them has its advantages. The school would be best +suited to her, as she now is; but the other situation is larger, and +wider, and promises more, when I think what she may become." She then +detailed to her husband circumstantially what would lie before Ottilie +in each position, and concluded with the words, "For my own part I +should prefer the lady's house to the school, for more reasons than one; +but particularly because I should not like the affection, the love +indeed, of the young man there, which Ottilie has gained, to increase." + +Edward appeared to approve; but it was only to find some means of delay. +Charlotte, who desired to commit him to a definite step, seized the +opportunity, as Edward made no immediate opposition, to settle Ottilie's +departure, for which she had already privately made all preparations, +for the next day. + +Edward shuddered--he thought he was betrayed. His wife's affectionate +speech he fancied was an artfully contrived trick to separate him for +ever from his happiness. He appeared to leave the thing entirely to her; +but in his heart his resolution was already taken. To gain time to +breathe, to put off the immediate intolerable misery of Ottilie's being +sent away, he determined to leave his house. He told Charlotte he was +going; but he had blinded her to his real reason, by telling her that he +would not be present at Ottilie's departure; indeed, that, from that +moment, he would see her no more. Charlotte, who believed that she had +gained her point, approved most cordially. He ordered his horse, gave +his valet the necessary directions what to pack up, and where he should +follow him; and then, on the point of departure, he sat down and wrote: + +"EDWARD TO CHARLOTTE + +"The misfortune, my love, which has befallen us, may or may not admit of +remedy; only this I feel, that if I am not at once to be driven to +despair, I must find some means of delay for myself, and for all of us. +In making myself the sacrifice, I have a right to make a request. I am +leaving my home, and I return to it only under happier and more peaceful +auspices. While I am away, you keep possession of it--_but with +Ottilie_. I choose to know that she is with you, and not among +strangers. Take care of her; treat her as you have treated her--only +more lovingly, more kindly, more tenderly! I promise that I will not +attempt any secret intercourse with her. Leave me, as long a time as you +please, without knowing anything about you. I will not allow myself to +be anxious--nor need you be uneasy about me: only, with all my heart and +soul, I beseech you, make no attempt to send Ottilie away, or to +introduce her into any other situation. Beyond the circle of the castle +and the park, placed in the hands of strangers, she belongs to me, and I +will take possession of her! If you have any regard for my affection, +for my wishes, for my sufferings, you will leave me alone to my madness; +and if any hope of recovery from it should ever hereafter offer itself +to me, I will not resist." + +Thus last sentence ran off his pen--not out of his heart. Even when he +saw it upon the paper, he began bitterly to weep. That he, under any +circumstances, should renounce the happiness--even the wretchedness--of +loving Ottilie! He only now began to feel what he was doing--he was +going away without knowing what was to be the result. At any rate he was +not to see her again _now_--with what certainty could he promise himself +that he would ever see her again? But the letter was written--the horses +were at the door; every moment he was afraid he might see Ottilie +somewhere, and then his whole purpose would go to the winds. He +collected himself--he remembered that, at any rate, he would be able to +return at any moment he pleased; and that by his absence he would have +advanced nearer to his wishes: on the other side, he pictured Ottilie to +himself forced to leave the house if he stayed. He sealed the letter, +ran down the steps, and sprang upon his horse. + +As he rode past the hotel, he saw the beggar to whom he had given so +much money the night before, sitting under the trees; the man was busy +enjoying his dinner, and, as Edward passed, stood up, and made him the +humblest obeisance. That figure had appeared to him yesterday, when +Ottilie was on his arm; now it only served as a bitter reminiscence of +the happiest hour of his life. His grief redoubled. The feeling of what +he was leaving behind was intolerable. He looked again at the beggar. +"Happy wretch!" he cried, "you can still feed upon the alms of +yesterday--and I cannot any more on the happiness of yesterday!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Ottilie heard some one ride away, and went to the window in time just to +catch a sight of Edward's back. It was strange, she thought, that he +should have left the house without seeing her, without having even +wished her good morning. She grew uncomfortable, and her anxiety did not +diminish when Charlotte took her out for a long walk, and talked of +various other things; but not once, and apparently on purpose, +mentioning her husband. When they returned she found the table laid with +only two covers. It is unpleasant to miss even the most trifling thing +to which we have been accustomed. In serious things such a loss becomes +miserably painful. Edward and the Captain were not there. The first +time, for a long while, Charlotte sat at the head of the table +herself--and it seemed to Ottilie as if she was deposed. The two ladies +sat opposite each other; Charlotte talked, without the least +embarrassment, of the Captain and his appointment, and of the little +hope there was of seeing him again for a long time. The only comfort +Ottilie could find for herself was in the idea that Edward had ridden +after his friend, to accompany him a part of his journey. + +On rising from table, however, they saw Edward's traveling carriage +under the window. Charlotte, a little as if she was put out, asked who +had had it brought round there. She was told it was the valet, who had +some things there to pack up. It required all Ottilie Is self-command to +conceal her wonder and her distress. + +The valet came in, and asked if they would be so good as to let him have +a drinking cup of his master's, a pair of silver spoons, and a number of +other things, which seemed to Ottilie to imply that he was gone some +distance, and would be away for a long time. + +Charlotte gave him a very cold, dry answer. She did not know what he +meant--he had everything belonging to his master under his own care. +What the man wanted was to speak a word to Ottilie, and on some pretence +or other to get her out of the room; he made some clever excuse, and +persisted in his request so far that Ottilie asked if she should go to +look for the things for him? But Charlotte quietly said that she had +better not. The valet had to depart, and the carriage rolled away. + +It was a dreadful moment for Ottilie. She understood +nothing--comprehended nothing. She could only feel that Edward had been +parted from her for a long time. Charlotte felt for her situation, and +left her to herself. + +We will not attempt to describe what she went through, or how she wept. +She suffered infinitely. She prayed that God would help her only over +this one day. The day passed, and the night, and when she came to +herself again she felt herself a changed being. + +She had not grown composed. She was not resigned, but after having lost +what she had lost, she was still alive, and there was still something +for her to fear. Her anxiety, after returning to consciousness, was at +once lest, now that the gentlemen were gone, she might be sent away too. +She never guessed at Edward's threats, which had secured her remaining +with her aunt. Yet Charlotte's manner served partially to reassure her. +The latter exerted herself to find employment for the poor girl, and +hardly ever,--never, if she could help it,--left her out of her sight; +and although she knew well how little words can do against the power of +passion, yet she knew, too, the sure though slow influence of thought +and reflection, and therefore missed no opportunity of inducing Ottilie +to talk with her on every variety of subject. + +It was no little comfort to Ottilie when one day Charlotte took an +opportunity of making (she did it on purpose) the wise observation, "How +keenly grateful people were to us when we were able by stilling and +calming them to help them out of the entanglements of passion! Let us +set cheerfully to work," she said, "at what the men have left +incomplete: we shall be preparing the most charming surprise for them +when they return to us, and our temperate proceedings will have carried +through and executed what their impatient natures would have spoilt." + +"Speaking of temperance, my dear aunt, I cannot help saying how I am +struck with the intemperance of men, particularly in respect of wine. It +has often pained and distressed me, when I have observed how, for hours +together, clearness of understanding, judgment, considerateness, and +whatever is most amiable about them, will be utterly gone, and instead +of the good which they might have done if they had been themselves, most +disagreeable things sometimes threaten. How often may not wrong, rash +determinations have arisen entirely from that one cause!" + +Charlotte assented, but she did not go on with the subject. She saw only +too clearly that it was Edward of whom Ottilie was thinking. It was not +exactly habitual with him, but he allowed himself much more frequently +than was at all desirable to stimulate his enjoyment and his power of +talking and acting by such indulgence. If what Charlotte had just said +had set Ottilie thinking again about men, and particularly about Edward, +she was all the more struck and startled when her aunt began to speak of +the impending marriage of the Captain as of a thing quite settled and +acknowledged. This gave a totally different aspect to affairs from what +Edward had previously led her to entertain. It made her watch every +expression of Charlotte's, every hint, every action, every step. Ottilie +had become jealous, sharp-eyed, and suspicious, without knowing it. + +Meanwhile, Charlotte with her clear glance looked through the whole +circumstances of their situation, and made arrangements which would +provide, among other advantages, full employment for Ottilie. She +contracted her household, not parsimoniously, but into narrower +dimensions; and, indeed, in one point of view, these moral aberrations +might be taken for a not unfortunate accident. For in the style in which +they had been going on, they had fallen imperceptibly into extravagance; +and from a want of seasonable reflection, from the rate at which they +had been living, and from the variety of schemes into which they had +been launching out, their fine fortune, which had been in excellent +condition, had been shaken, if not seriously injured. + +The improvements which were going on in the park she did not interfere +with; she rather sought to advance whatever might form a basis for +future operations. But here, too, she assigned herself a limit. Her +husband on his return should still find abundance to amuse himself with. + +In all this work she could not sufficiently value the assistance of the +young architect. In a short time the lake lay stretched out under her +eyes, its new shores turfed and planted with the most discriminating and +excellent judgment. The rough work at the new house was all finished. +Everything which was necessary to protect it from the weather she took +care to see provided, and there for the present she allowed it to rest +in a condition in which what remained to be done could hereafter be +readily commenced again. Thus hour by hour she recovered her spirits and +her cheerfulness. Ottilie only seemed to have done so. She was only for +ever watching, in all that was said and done, for symptoms which might +show her whether Edward would be soon returning: and this one thought +was the only one in which she felt any interest. + +It was, therefore, a very welcome proposal to her when it was suggested +that they should get together the boys of the peasants, and employ them +in keeping the park clean and neat. Edward had long entertained the +idea. A pleasant--looking sort of uniform was made for them, which they +were to put on in the evenings after they had been properly cleaned and +washed. The wardrobe was kept in the castle; the more sensible and ready +of the boys themselves were intrusted with the management of it--the +Architect acting as chief director. In a very short time, the children +acquired a kind of character. It was found easy to mold them into what +was desired; and they went through their work not without a sort of +manoeuvre. As they marched along, with their garden shears, their +long-handled pruning-knives, their rakes, their little spades and hoes, +and sweeping-brooms; others following after these with baskets to carry +off the stones and rubbish; and others, last of all, trailing along the +heavy iron roller--it was a thoroughly pretty, delightful procession. +The Architect observed in it a beautiful series of situations and +occupations to ornament the frieze of a garden-house. Ottilie, on the +other hand, could see nothing in it but a kind of parade, to salute the +master of the house on his near return. + +And this stimulated her and made her wish to begin something of the sort +herself. They had before endeavored to encourage the girls of the +village in knitting, and sewing, and spinning, and whatever else women +could do; and since what had been done for the improvement of the +village itself, there had been a perceptible advance in these +descriptions of industry. Ottilie had given what assistance was in her +power, but she had given it at random, as opportunity or inclination +prompted her; now she thought she--would go to work more satisfactorily +and methodically. But a company is not to be formed out of a number of +girls, as easily as out of a number of boys. She followed her own good +sense, and,--without being exactly conscious of it, her efforts were +solely directed toward connecting every girl as closely as possible +each with her own home, her own parents, brothers and sisters: and she +succeeded with many of them. One lively little creature only was +incessantly complained of as showing no capacity for work, and as never +likely to do anything if she were left at home. + +Ottilie could not be angry with the girl, for to herself the little +thing was especially attached--she clung to her, went after her, and ran +about with her, whenever she was permitted--and then she would be active +and cheerful and never tire. It appeared to be a necessity of the +child's nature to hang about a beautiful mistress. At first, Ottilie +allowed her to be her companion; then she herself began to feel a sort +of affection for her; and, at last, they never parted at all, and Nanny +attended her mistress wherever she went. + +The latter's footsteps were often bent toward the garden, where she +liked to watch the beautiful show of fruit. It was just the end of the +raspberry and cherry season, the few remains of which were no little +delight to Nanny. On the other trees there was a promise of a +magnificent bearing for the autumn, and the gardener talked of nothing +but his master and how he wished that he might be at home to enjoy it. +Ottilie could listen to the good old man forever! He thoroughly +understood his business; and Edward--Edward--Edward--was for ever the +theme of his praise! + +Ottilie observed how well all the grafts which had been budded in the +spring had taken. "I only wish," the gardener answered, "my good master +may come to enjoy them. If he were here this autumn, he would see what +beautiful sorts there are in the old castle garden, which the late lord, +his honored father, put there. I think the fruit-gardeners there are now +don't succeed as well as the Carthusians used to do. We find many fine +names in the catalogue, and then we bud from them, and bring up the +shoots, and, at last, when they come to bear, it is not worth while to +have such trees standing in our garden." + +Over and over again, whenever the faithful old servant saw Ottilie, he +asked when his master might be expected home; and when Ottilie had +nothing to tell him, he would look vexed, and let her see in his manner +that he thought she did not care to tell him: the sense of uncertainty +which was thus forced upon her became painful beyond measure, and yet +she could never be absent from these beds and borders. What she and +Edward had sown and planted together were now in full flower, requiring +no further care from her, except that Nanny should be at hand with the +watering-pot; and who shall say with what sensations she watched the +later flowers, which were just beginning to show, and which were to be +in the bloom of their beauty on Edward's birthday, the holiday to which +she had looked forward with such eagerness, when these flowers were to +have expressed her affection and her gratitude to him! But the hopes +which she had formed of that festival were dead now, and doubt and +anxiety never ceased to haunt the soul of the poor girl. + +Into real open, hearty understanding with Charlotte, there was no more a +chance of her being able to return; for indeed, the position of these +two ladies was very different. If things could remain in their old +state--if it were possible that they could return again into the smooth, +even way of calm, ordered life, Charlotte gained everything; she gained +happiness for the present, and a happy future opened before her. On the +other hand, for Ottilie all was lost--one may say, all; for she had +first found in Edward what life and happiness meant; and, in her present +position, she felt an infinite and dreary chasm of which before she +could have formed no conception. A heart which seeks, feels well that it +wants something; a heart which has lost, feels that something is +gone--its yearning and its longing change into uneasy impatience--and a +woman's spirit, which is accustomed to waiting and to enduring, must now +pass out from its proper sphere, must become active and attempt and do +something to make its own happiness. Ottilie had not given up Edward--how +could she? Although Charlotte, wisely enough, in spite of her +conviction to the contrary, assumed it as a thing of course, and +resolutely took it as decided that a quiet rational regard was possible +between her husband and Ottilie. How often, however, did not Ottilie +remain at nights, after bolting herself into her room, on her knees +before the open box, gazing at the birthday presents, of which as yet +she had not touched a single thing--not cut out or made up a single +dress! How often with the sunrise did the poor girl hurry out of the +house, in which she once had found all her happiness, away into the free +air, into the country which then had had no charms for her. Even on the +solid earth she could not bear to stay; she would spring into the boat, +row out into the middle of the lake, and there, drawing out some book of +travels, lie rocked by the motion of the waves, reading and dreaming +that she was far away, where she would never fail to find her +friend--she remaining ever nearest to his heart, and he to hers. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +It may easily be supposed that the strange, busy gentleman, whose +acquaintance we have already made--Mittler--as soon as he received +information of the disorder which had broken out among his friends, felt +desirous, though neither side had as yet called on him for assistance, +to fulfil a friend's part toward them, and do what he could to help them +in their misfortune. He thought it advisable, however, to wait first a +little while; knowing too well, as he did, that it was more difficult to +come to the aid of cultivated persons in their moral perplexities, than +of the uncultivated. He left them, therefore, for some time to +themselves; but at last he could withhold no longer, and he hastened to +seek out Edward, on whose traces he had already lighted. His road led +him to a pleasant, pretty valley, with a range of green, sweetly-wooded +meadows, down the centre of which ran a never-failing stream, sometimes +winding slowly along, then tumbling and rushing among rocks and stones. +The hills sloped gently up on either side, covered with rich corn-fields +and well-kept orchards. The villages were at proper distances from one +another. The whole had a peaceful character about it, and the detached +scenes seemed designed expressly, if not for painting, at least for +life. + +At last a neatly kept farm, with a clean, modest dwelling-house, +situated in the middle of a garden, fell under his eye. He conjectured +that this was Edward's present abode; and he was not mistaken. + +Of this our friend in his solitude we have only thus much to say--that +in his seclusion he was resigning himself utterly to the feeling of his +passion, thinking out plan after plan, and feeding himself with +innumerable hopes. He could not deny that he longed to see Ottilie +there; that he would like to carry her off there, to tempt her there; +and whatever else (putting, as he now did, no check upon his thoughts) +pleased to suggest itself, whether permitted or unpermitted. Then his +imagination wandered up and down, picturing every sort of possibility. +If he could not have her there, if he could not lawfully possess her, he +would secure to her the possession of the property for her own. There +she should live for herself, silently, independently; she should be +happy in that spot--sometimes his self-torturing mood would lead him +further--be happy in it, perhaps, with another. + +So days flowed away in increasing oscillation between hope and +suffering, between tears and happiness--between purposes, preparations, +and despair. The sight of Mittler did not surprise him; he had long +expected that he would come; and now that he did, he was partly welcome +to him. He believed that he had been sent by Charlotte. He had prepared +himself with all manner of excuses and delays; and if these would not +serve, with decided refusals; or else, perhaps, he might hope to learn +something of Ottilie--and then he would be as dear to him as a +messenger from heaven. + +Not a little vexed and annoyed was Edward, therefore, when he +understood that Mittler had not come from the castle at all, but of his +own free accord. His heart closed up, and at first the conversation +would not open itself. Mittler, however, knew very well that a heart +that is occupied with love has an urgent necessity to express itself--to +pour out to a friend what is passing within it; and he allowed himself, +therefore, after a few speeches backward and forward, for this once to +go out of his character and play the confidant in place of the mediator. +He had calculated justly. He had been finding fault in a good-natured +way with Edward for burying himself in that lonely place, upon which +Edward replied: + +"I do not know how I could spend my time more agreeably. I am always +occupied with her; I am always close to her. I have the inestimable +comfort of being able to think where Ottilie is at each moment--where +she is going, where she is standing, where she is reposing. I see her +moving and acting before me as usual; ever doing or designing something +which is to give me pleasure. But this will not always answer; for how +can I be happy away from her? And then my fancy begins to work; I think +what Ottilie should do to come to me; I write sweet, loving letters in +her name to myself, and then I answer them, and keep the sheets +together. I have promised that I will take no steps to seek her; and +that promise I will keep. But what binds her that she should make no +advances to me I Has Charlotte had the barbarity to exact a promise, to +exact an oath from her, not to write to me, not to send me a word, a +hint, about herself? Very likely she has. It is only natural; and yet to +me it is monstrous, it is horrible. If she loves me--as I think, as I +know that she does--why does she not resolve, why does she not venture +to fly to me, and throw herself into my arms? I often think she ought to +do it; and she could do it. If I ever hear a noise in the hall, I look +toward the door. It must be her--she is coming--I look up to see her. +Alas! because the possible is impossible, I let myself imagine that the +impossible must become possible. At night, when I lie awake, and the +lamp flings an uncertain light about the room, her form, her spirit, a +sense of her presence, sweeps over me, approaches me, seizes me. It is +but for a moment; it is that I may have an assurance that she is +thinking of me, that she is mine. Only one pleasure remains to me. When +I was with her I never dreamt of her; now when I am far away, and, oddly +enough, since I have made the acquaintance of other attractive persons +in this neighborhood, for the first time her figure appears to me in my +dreams, as if she would say to me, 'Look on them, and on me. You will +find none more beautiful, more lovely than I.' And so she is present in +every dream I have. In whatever happens to me with her, we are woven in +and in together. Now we are subscribing a contract together. There is +her hand, and there is mine; there is her name, and there is mine; and +they move one into the other, and seem to devour each other. Sometimes +she does something which injures the pure idea which I have of her; and +then I feel how intensely I love her, by the indescribable anguish which +it causes me. Again, unlike herself, she will rally and vex me; and then +at once the figure changes--her sweet, round, heavenly face draws out; +it is not she, it is another; but I lie vexed, dissatisfied and +wretched. Laugh not, dear Mittler, or laugh on as you will. I am not +ashamed of this attachment, of this--if you please to call it +so--foolish, frantic passion. No, I never loved before. It is only now +that I know what to love means. Till now, what I have called life was +nothing but its prelude--amusement, sport to kill the time with. I never +lived till I knew her, till I loved her--entirely and only loved her. +People have often said of me, not to my face, but behind my back, that +in most things I was but a botcher and a bungler. It may be so; for I +had not then found in what I could show myself a master. I should like +to see the man who outdoes me in the talent of love. A miserable life it +is, full of anguish and tears; but it is so natural, so dear to me, +that I could hardly change it for another." + +Edward had relieved himself slightly by this violent unloading of his +heart. But in doing so every feature of his strange condition had been +brought out so clearly before his eyes that, overpowered by the pain of +the struggle, he burst into tears, which flowed all the more freely as +his heart had been made weak by telling it all. + +Mittler, who was the less disposed to put a check on his inexorable good +sense and strong, vigorous feeling, because by this violent outbreak of +passion on Edward's part he saw himself driven far from the purpose of +his coming, showed sufficiently decided marks of his disapprobation. +Edward should act as a man, he said; he should remember what he owed to +himself as a man. He should not forget that the highest honor was to +command ourselves in misfortune; to bear pain, if it must be so, with +equanimity and self-collectedness. That was what we should do, if we +wished to be valued and looked up to as examples of what was right. + +Stirred and penetrated as Edward was with the bitterest feelings, words +like these could but have a hollow, worthless sound. + +"It is well," he cried, "for the man who is happy, who has all that he +desires, to talk; but he would be ashamed of it if he could see how +intolerable it was to the sufferer. Nothing short of an infinite +endurance would be enough, and easy and contented as he was, what could +he know of an infinite agony? There are cases," he continued, "yes, +there are, where comfort is a lie, and despair is a duty. Go, heap your +scorn upon the noble Greek, who well knows how to delineate heroes, when +in their anguish he lets those heroes weep. He has even a proverb, 'Men +who can weep are good.' Leave me, all you with dry heart and dry eye. +Curses on the happy, to whom the wretched serve but for a spectacle. +When body and soul are torn in pieces with agony, they are to bear +it--yes, to be noble and bear it, if they are to be allowed to go off +the scene with applause. Like the gladiators, they must die gracefully +before the eyes of the multitude. My dear Mittler, I thank you for your +visit; but really you would oblige me much, if you would go out and look +about you in the garden. We will meet again. I will try to compose +myself, and become more like you." + +Mittler was unwilling to let a conversation drop which it might be +difficult to begin again, and still persevered. Edward, too, was quite +ready to go on with it; besides that of itself, it was tending toward +the issue which he desired. + +"Indeed," said the latter, "This thinking and arguing backward and +forward leads to nothing. In this very conversation I myself have first +come to understand myself; I have first felt decided as to what I must +make up my mind to do. My present and my future life I see before me; I +have to choose only between misery and happiness. Do you, my best +friend, bring about the separation which must take place, which, in +fact, is already made; gain Charlotte's consent for me. I will not enter +upon the reasons why I believe there will be the less difficulty in +prevailing upon her. You, my dear friend, must go. Go, and give us all +peace; make us all happy." + +Mittler hesitated. Edward continued: + +"My fate and Ottilie's cannot be divided, and shall not be shipwrecked. +Look at this glass; our initials are engraved upon it. A gay reveller +flung it into the air, that no one should drink of it more. It was to +fall on the rock and be dashed to pieces; but it did not fall; it was +caught. At a high price I bought it back, and now I drink out of it +daily--to convince myself that the connection between us cannot be +broken; that destiny has decided." + +"Alas! alas!" cried Mittler, "what must I not endure with my friends? +Here comes superstition, which of all things I hate the worse--the most +mischievous and accursed of all the plagues of mankind. We trifle with +prophecies, with forebodings, and dreams, and give a seriousness to our +every-day life with them; but when the seriousness of life itself begins +to show, when everything around us is heaving and rolling, then come in +these spectres to make the storm more terrible." + +"In this uncertainty of life," cried Edward, "poised as it is between +hope and fear, leave the poor heart its guiding-star. It may gaze toward +it, if it cannot steer toward it." + +"Yes, I might leave it; and it would be very well," replied Mittler, "if +there were but one consequence to expect; but I have always found that +nobody will attend to symptoms of warning. Man cares for nothing except +what flatters him and promises him fair; and his faith is alive +exclusively for the sunny side." + +Mittler, finding himself carried off into the shadowy regions, in which +the longer he remained the more uncomfortable he always felt, was the +more ready to assent to Edward's eager wish that he should go to +Charlotte. Indeed, if he stayed, what was there further which at that +moment he could urge on Edward? To gain time, to inquire in what state +things were with the ladies, was the best thing which even he himself +could suggest as at present possible. + +He hastened to Charlotte, whom he found as usual, calm and in good +spirits. She told him readily of everything which had occurred; for from +what Edward had said he had only been able to gather the effects. On his +own side, he felt his way with the utmost caution. He could not prevail +upon himself even cursorily to mention the word separation. It was a +surprise, indeed, to him, but from his point of view an unspeakably +delightful one, when Charlotte, at the end of a number of unpleasant +things, finished with saying: + +"I must believe, I must hope, that things will all work round again, and +that Edward will return to me. How can it be otherwise as soon as I +become a mother?" + +"Do I understand you right?" returned Mittler. + +"Perfectly," Charlotte answered. + +"A thousand times blessed be this news!" he cried, clasping his hands +together. "I know the strength of this argument on the mind of a man. +Many a marriage have I seen first cemented by it, and restored again +when broken. Such a good hope as this is worth more than a thousand +words. Now indeed it is the best hope which we can have. For myself, +though," he continued, "I have all reason to be vexed about it. In this +case I can see clearly no self-love of mine will be flattered. I shall +earn no thanks from you by my services; I am in the same case as a +certain medical friend of mine, who succeeds in all cures which he +undertakes with the poor for the love of God; but can seldom do anything +for the rich who will pay him. Here, thank God, the thing cures itself, +after all my talking and trying had proved fruitless." + +Charlotte now asked him if he would carry the news to Edward: if he +would take a letter to him from her, and then see what should be done. +But he declined undertaking this. "All is done," he cried; "do you write +your letter--any messenger will do as well as I--I will come back to wish +you joy. I will come to the christening!" + +For this refusal she was vexed with him--as she frequently was. His +eager, impetuous character brought about much good; but his over-haste +was the occasion of many a failure. No one was more dependent than he on +the impressions which he formed on the moment. Charlotte's messenger +came to Edward, who received him half in terror. The letter was to +decide his fate, and it might as well contain No as Yes. He did not +venture, for a long time, to open it. At last he tore off the cover, and +stood petrified at the following passage, with which it concluded: + +"Remember the night-adventure when you visited your wife as a +lover--how you drew her to you, and clasped her as a well-beloved bride +in your arms. In this strange accident let us revere the providence of +heaven, which has woven a new link to bind us, at the moment when the +happiness of our lives was threatening to fall asunder and to vanish." + +What passed from that moment in Edward's soul it would be difficult to +describe! Under the weight of such a stroke, old habits and fancies come +out again to assist to kill the time and fill up the chasms of life. +Hunting and fighting are an ever-ready resource of this kind for a +nobleman; Edward longed for some outward peril, as a counterbalance to +the storm within him. He craved for death, because the burden of life +threatened to become too heavy for him to bear. It comforted him to +think that he would soon cease to be, and so would make those whom he +loved happy by his departure. + +No one made any difficulty in his doing what he purposed--because he +kept his intention a secret. He made his will with all due formalities. +It gave him a very sweet feeling to secure Ottilie's fortune--provision +was made for Charlotte, for the unborn child, for the Captain, and for +the servants. The war, which had again broken out, favored his wishes: +he had disliked exceedingly the half-soldiering which had fallen to him +in his youth, and that was the reason why he had left the service. Now +it gave him a fine exhilarating feeling to be able to rejoin it under a +commander of whom it could be said that, under his conduct, death was +likely and victory was sure. + +Ottilie, when Charlotte's secret was made known to her, bewildered by +it, like Edward, and more than he, retired into herself--she had nothing +further to say: hope she could not, and wish she dared not. A glimpse +into what was passing in her we can gather from her Diary, some passages +of which we think to communicate. + +There often happens to us in common life what, in an epic poem, we are +accustomed to praise as a stroke of art in the poet; namely, that when +the chief figures go off the scene, conceal themselves or retire into +inactivity, some other or others, whom hitherto we have scarcely +observed, come forward and fill their places. And these putting out all +their force, at once fix our attention and sympathy on themselves, and +earn our praise and admiration. + +Thus, after the Captain and Edward were gone, the Architect, of whom we +have spoken, appeared every day a more important person. The ordering +and executing of a number of undertakings depended entirely upon him, +and he proved himself thoroughly understanding and businesslike in the +style in which he went to work; while in a number of other ways he was +able also to make himself of assistance to the ladies, and find +amusement for their weary hours. His outward air and appearance were of +the kind which win confidence and awake affection. A youth in the full +sense of the word, well-formed, tall, perhaps a little too stout; modest +without being timid, and easy without being obtrusive, there was no work +and no trouble which he was not delighted to take upon himself; and as +he could keep accounts with great facility, the whole economy of the +household soon was no secret to him, and everywhere his salutary +influence made itself felt. Any stranger who came he was commonly set to +entertain, and he was skilful either at declining unexpected visits, or +at least so far preparing the ladies for them as to spare them any +disagreeableness. + +Among others, he had one day no little trouble with a young lawyer, who +had been sent by a neighboring nobleman to speak about a matter which, +although of no particular moment, yet touched Charlotte to the quick. We +have to mention this incident because it gave occasion for a number of +things which otherwise might perhaps have remained long untouched. + +We remember certain alterations which Charlotte had made in the +churchyard. The entire body of the monuments had been removed from their +places, and had been ranged along the walls of the church, leaning +against the string-course. The remaining space had been levelled, except +a broad walk which led up to the church, and past it to the opposite +gate; and it had been all sown with various kinds of trefoil, which had +shot up and flowered most beautifully. + +The new graves were to follow one after another in a regular order from +the end, but the spot on each occasion was to be carefully smoothed over +and again sown. No one could deny that on Sundays and holidays when the +people went to church the change had given it a most cheerful and +pleasant appearance. At the same time the clergyman, an old man and +clinging to old customs, who at first had not been especially pleased +with the alteration, had become thoroughly delighted with it, all the +more because when he sat out like Philemon with his Baucis under the old +linden trees at his back door, instead of the humps and mounds he had a +beautiful clean lawn to look out upon; and which, moreover, Charlotte +having secured the use of the spot to the Parsonage, was no little +convenience to his household. + +Notwithstanding this, however, many members of the congregation had been +displeased that the means of marking the spots where their forefathers +rested had been removed, and all memorials of them thereby obliterated. +However well preserved the monuments might be, they could only show who +had been buried, but not where he had been buried, and the _where_, as +many maintained, was everything. + +Of this opinion was a family in the neighborhood, who for many years had +been in possession of a considerable vault for a general resting-place +of themselves and their relations, and in consequence had settled a +small annual sum for the use of the church. And now this young lawyer +had been sent to cancel this settlement, and to show that his client did +not intend to pay it any more, because the conditions under which it had +been hitherto made had not been observed by the other party, and no +regard had been paid to objection and remonstrance. Charlotte, who was +the originator of the alteration herself, chose to speak to the young +man, who in a decided though not a violent manner, laid down the grounds +on which his client proceeded, and gave occasion in what he said for +much serious reflection. + +"You see," he said, after a slight introduction, in which he sought to +justify his peremptoriness; "you see, it is right for the lowest as well +as for the highest to mark the spot which holds those who are dearest to +him. The poorest, peasant, who buries a child, finds it some consolation +to plant a light wooden cross upon the grave, and hang a garland upon +it, to keep alive the memorial, at least as long as the sorrow remains; +although such a mark, like the mourning, will pass away with time. Those +better off change the cross of wood into iron, and fix it down and guard +it in various ways; and here we have endurance for many years. But +because this too will sink at last, and become invisible, those who are +able to bear the expense see nothing fitter than to raise a stone which +shall promise to endure for generations, and which can be restored and +made fresh again by posterity. Yet this stone it is not which attracts +us; it is that which is contained beneath it, which is intrusted, where +it stands, to the earth. It is not the memorial so much of which we +speak, as of the person himself; not of what once was, but of what is. +Far better, far more closely, can I embrace some dear departed one in +the mound which rises over his bed, than in a monumental writing which +only tells us that once he was. In itself, indeed, it is but little; but +around it, as around a central mark, the wife, the husband, the kinsman, +the friend, after their departure, shall gather in again; and the living +shall have the right to keep far off all strangers and evil-wishers +from the side of the dear one who is sleeping there. And, therefore, I +hold it quite fair and fitting that my principal shall withdraw his +grant to you. It is, indeed, but too reasonable that he should do it, +for the members of his family are injured in a way for which no +compensation could be even proposed. They are deprived of the sad sweet +feelings of laying offerings on the remains of their dead, and of the +one comfort in their sorrow of one day lying down at their side." + +"The matter is not of that importance," Charlotte answered, "that we +should disquiet ourselves about it with the vexation of a lawsuit. I +regret so little what I have done, that I will gladly myself indemnify +the church for what it loses through you. Only I must confess candidly +to you, your arguments have not convinced me; the pure feeling of an +universal equality at last, after death, seems to me more composing than +this hard determined persistence in our personalities and in the +conditions and circumstances of our lives. What do you say to it?" she +added, turning to the Architect. + +"It is not for me," replied he, "either to argue, or to attempt to judge +in such a case. Let me venture, however, to say what my own art and my +own habits of thinking suggest to me. Since we are no longer so happy as +to be able to press to our breasts the in-urned remains of those we have +loved; since we are neither wealthy enough nor of cheerful heart enough +to preserve them undecayed in large elaborate sarcophagi; since, indeed, +we cannot even find place any more for ourselves and ours in the +churches, and are banished out into the open air, we all, I think, ought +to approve the method which you, my gracious lady, have introduced. If +the members of a common congregation are laid out side by side, they are +resting by the side of, and among their kindred; and, if the earth be +once to receive us all, I can find nothing more natural or more +desirable than that the mounds, which, if they are thrown up, are sure +to sink slowly in again together, should be smoothed off at once, and +the covering, which all bear alike, will press lighter upon each." + +"And is it all, is it all to pass away," asked Ottilie, "without one +token of remembrance, without anything to call back the past?" + +"By no means," continued the Architect; "it is not from remembrance, it +is from place that men should be set free. The architect, the sculptor, +are highly interested that men should look to their art--to their hand, +for a continuance of their being; and, therefore, I should wish to see +well-designed, well-executed monuments; not sown up and down by +themselves at random, but erected all in a single spot, where they can +promise themselves endurance. Inasmuch as even the good and the great +are contented to surrender the privilege of resting in person in the +churches, _we_ may, at least, erect there or in some fair hall near the +burying place, either monuments or monumental writings. A thousand forms +might be suggested for them, and a thousand ornaments with which they +might be decorated." + +"If the artists are so rich," replied Charlotte, "then tell me how it is +that they are never able to escape from little obelisks, dwarf pillars, +and urns for ashes? Instead of your thousand forms of which you boast, I +have never seen anything but a thousand repetitions." + +"It is very generally so with us," returned the Architect, "but it is +not universal; and very likely the right taste and the proper +application of it may be a peculiar art. In this case especially we have +this great difficulty, that the monument must be something cheerful and +yet commemorate a solemn subject; while its matter is melancholy, it +must not itself be melancholy. As regards designs for monuments of all +kinds, I have collected numbers of them, and I will take some +opportunity of showing them to you; but at all times the fairest +memorial of a man remains some likeness of himself. This better than +anything else, will give a notion of what he was; it is the best text +for many or for few notes, only it ought to be made when he is at his +best age, and that is generally neglected; no one thinks of preserving +forms while they are alive, and if it is done at all, it is done +carelessly and incompletely; and then comes death; a cast is taken +swiftly of the face; this mask is set upon a block of stone, and that is +what is called a bust. How seldom is the artist in a position to put any +real life into such things as these!" + +"You have contrived," said Charlotte, "without perhaps knowing it or +wishing it, to lead the conversation altogether in my favor. The +likeness of a man is quite independent; everywhere that it stands, it +stands for itself, and we do not require it to mark the site of a +particular grave. But I must acknowledge to you to having a strange +feeling; even to likenesses I have a kind of disinclination. Whenever I +see them they seem to be silently reproaching me. They point to +something far away from us--gone from us; and they remind me how +difficult it is to pay right honor to the present. If we think how many +people we have seen and known, and consider how little we have been to +them and how little they have been to us, it is no very pleasant +reflection. We have met a man of genius without having enjoyed much with +him--a learned man without having learnt from him--a traveler without +having been instructed,--a man to love without having shown him any +kindness. + +"And, unhappily, this is not the case only with accidental meetings. +Societies and families behave in the same way toward their dearest +members, towns toward their worthiest citizens, people toward their most +admirable princes, nations toward their most distinguished men. + +"I have heard it asked why we heard nothing but good spoken of the dead, +while of the living it is never without some exception. It should be +answered, because from the former we have nothing any more to fear, +while the latter may still, here or there, fall in our way. So unreal is +our anxiety to preserve the memory of others--generally no more than a +mere selfish amusement; and the real, holy, earnest feeling would be +what should prompt us to be more diligent and assiduous in our +attentions toward those who still are left to us." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Under the stimulus of this accident, and of the conversations which +arose out of it, they went the following day to look over the +burying-place, for the ornamenting of which and relieving it in some +degree of its sombre look, the Architect made many a happy proposal. His +interest too had to extend itself to the church as well; a building +which had caught his attention from the moment of his arrival. + +It had been standing for many centuries, built in old German style, the +proportions good, the decorating elaborate and excellent; and one might +easily gather that the architect of the neighboring monastery had left +the stamp of his art and of his love on this smaller building also; it +worked on the beholder with a solemnity and a sweetness, although the +change in its internal arrangements for the Protestant service had taken +from it something of its repose and majesty. + +The Architect found no great difficulty in prevailing on Charlotte to +give him a considerable sum of money to restore it externally and +internally, in the original spirit, and thus, as he thought, to bring it +into harmony with the resurrection-field which lay in front of it. He +had himself much practical skill, and a few laborers who were still busy +at the lodge might easily be kept together, until this pious work too +should be completed. + +The building itself, therefore, with all its environs, and whatever was +attached to it, was now carefully and thoroughly examined; and then +showed itself, to the greatest surprise and delight of the Architect, a +little side chapel, which nobody had thought of, beautifully and +delicately proportioned, and displaying still greater care and pains in +its decoration. It contained at the same time many remnants, carved +and painted, of the implements used in the old services, when the +different festivals were distinguished by a variety of pictures and +ceremonies, and each was celebrated in its own peculiar style. + +It was impossible for him not at once to take this chapel into his plan; +and he determined to bestow especial pains on the restoring of this +little spot, as a memorial of old times and of their taste. He saw +exactly how he would like to have the vacant surfaces of the walls +ornamented, and delighted himself with the prospect, of exercising his +talent for painting upon them; but of this, at first, he made a secret +to the rest of the party. + +Before doing anything else, he fulfilled his promise of showing the +ladies the various imitations of, and designs from, old monuments, +vases, and other such things which he had made, and when they came to +speak of the simple barrow-sepulchres of the northern nations, he +brought a collection of weapons and implements which had been found in +them. He had got them exceedingly nicely and conveniently arranged in +drawers and compartments, laid on boards cut to fit them, and covered +over with cloth; so that these solemn old things, in the way he treated +them, had a smart dressy appearance, and it was like looking into the +box of a trinket merchant. + +Having once begun to show his curiosities, and finding them prove +serviceable to entertain our friends in their loneliness, every evening +he would produce one or other of his treasures. They were most of them +of German origin--pieces of metal, old coins, seals, and such like. All +these things directed the imagination back upon old times; and when at +last they came to amuse themselves with the first specimens of printing, +woodcuts, and the earliest copper-plate engraving, and when the church, +in the same spirit, was growing out, every day, more and more in form +and color like the past, they had almost to ask themselves whether they +really were living in a modern time, whether it were not a dream, that +manners, customs, modes of life, and convictions were all really so +changed. + +After such preparation, a great portfolio, which at last he produced, +had the best possible effect. It contained indeed principally only +outlines and figures, but as these had been traced upon original +pictures, they retained perfectly their ancient character, and most +captivating indeed this character was to the spectators. All the figures +breathed only the purest feeling; every one, if not noble, at any rate +was good; cheerful composure, ready recognition of One above us, to whom +all reverence is due; silent devotion, in love and tranquil expectation, +was expressed on every face, on every gesture. The old bald-headed man, +the curly-pated boy, the light-hearted youth, the earnest man, the +glorified saint, the angel hovering in the air, all seemed happy in an +innocent, satisfied, pious expectation. The commonest object had a trait +of celestial life; and every nature seemed adapted to the service of +God, and to be, in some way or other, employed upon it. + +Toward such a region most of them gazed as toward a vanished golden age, +or on some lost paradise; only perhaps Ottilie had a chance of finding +herself among beings of her own nature. Who could offer any proposition +when the Architect asked to be allowed to paint the spaces between the +arches and the walls of the chapel in the style of these old pictures +and thereby leave his own distinct memorial at a place where life had +gone so pleasantly with him? + +He spoke of it with some sadness, for he could see, in the state in +which things were, that his sojourn in such delightful society could not +last forever; indeed, that perhaps it would now soon be ended. + +For the rest, these days were not rich in incidents; yet full of +occasion for serious entertainment. We therefore take the opportunity of +communicating something of the remarks which Ottilie noted down among +her manuscripts, to which we cannot find a fitter transition than +through a simile which suggested itself to us on contemplating her +exquisite pages. + +There is, we are told, a curious contrivance in the service of the +English marine. The ropes in use in the royal navy, from the largest to +the smallest, are so twisted that a red thread runs through them from +end to end, which cannot be extracted without undoing the whole; and by +which the smallest pieces may be recognized as belonging to the crown. + +Just so is there drawn through Ottilie Is diary, a thread of attachment +and affection which connects it all together, and characterizes the +whole. And thus these remarks, these observations, these extracted +sentences, and whatever else it may contain, were, to the writer, of +peculiar meaning. Even the few separate pieces which we select and +transcribe will sufficiently explain our meaning. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"To rest hereafter at the side of those whom we love is the most +delightful thought which man can have when once he looks out beyond the +boundary of life. What a sweet expression is that--'He was gathered to +his fathers!'" + +"Of the various memorials and tokens which bring nearer to us the +distant and the separated--none is so satisfactory as a picture. To sit +and talk to a beloved picture, even though it be unlike, has a charm in +it, like the charm which there sometimes is in quarrelling with a +friend. We feel, in a strange sweet way, that we are divided and yet +cannot separate." + +"We entertain ourselves often with a present person as with a picture. +He need not speak to us, he need not look at us, or take any notice of +us; we look at him, we feel the relation in which we stand to him; such +relation can even grow without his doing anything toward it, without his +having any feeling of it: he is to us exactly as a picture." + +"One is never satisfied with a portrait of a person that one knows. I +have always felt for the portrait-painter on this account. One so seldom +requires of people what is impossible, and of them we do really require +what is impossible; they must gather up into their picture the relation +of every body to its subject, all their likings and all dislikings; they +must not only paint a man as they see him, but as every one else sees +him. It does not surprise me if such artists become by degrees stunted, +indifferent, and of but one idea; and indeed it would not matter what +came of it, if it were not that in consequence we have to go without the +pictures of so many persons near and dear to us." + +"It is too true, the Architect's collection of weapons and old +implements, which were found with the bodies of their owners, covered in +with great hills of earth and rock, proves to us how useless is man's so +great anxiety to preserve his personality after he is dead; and so +inconsistent people are, the Architect confesses to have himself opened +these barrows of his forefathers, and yet goes on occupying himself with +memorials for posterity." + +"But after all why should we take it so much to heart? Is all that we +do, done for eternity? Do we not put on our dress in the morning, to +throw it off again at night? Do we not go abroad to return home again? +And why should we not wish to rest by the side of our friends, though it +were but for a century?" + +"When we see the many gravestones which have fallen in, which have been +defaced by the footsteps of the congregation, which lie buried under the +ruins of the churches, that have themselves crumbled together over them, +we may fancy the life after death to be as a second life, into which a +man enters in the figure, or the picture, or the inscription, and lives +longer there than when he was really alive. But this figure also, this +second existence, dies out too, sooner or later. Time will not allow +himself to be cheated of his rights with the monuments of men or with +themselves." + +It causes us so agreeable a sensation to occupy ourselves with what we +can only half do, that no person ought to find fault with the +dilettante, when he is spending his time over an art which he can never +learn; nor blame the artist if he chooses to pass out over the border of +his own art, and amuse himself in some neighboring field. With such +complacency of feeling we regard the preparation of the Architect for +painting the chapel. The colors were got ready, the measurements taken, +the cartoons designed. He had made no attempt at originality, but kept +close to his outlines; his only care was to make a proper distribution +of the sitting and floating figures, so as tastefully to ornament his +space with them. + +The scaffoldings were erected. The work went forward; and as soon as +anything had been done on which the eye could rest, he could have no +objection to Charlotte and Ottilie coming to see how he was getting on. + +The life-like faces of the angels, their robes waving against the blue +sky-ground, delighted the eye, while their still and holy air calmed and +composed the spirit, and produced the most delicate effect. + +The ladies ascended the scaffolding to him, and Ottilie had scarcely +observed how easily and regularly the work was being done when the power +which had been fostered in her by her early education at once appeared +to develop. She took a brush, and with a few words of direction, painted +a richly folding robe, with as much delicacy as skill. + +Charlotte, who was always glad when Ottilie would occupy or amuse +herself with anything, left them both in the chapel, and went to follow +the train of her own thoughts, and work her way for herself through her +cares and anxieties which she was unable to communicate to a creature. + +When ordinary men allow themselves to be worked up by common every-day +difficulties into fever-fits of passion, we can give them nothing but a +compassionate smile. But we look with a kind of awe on a spirit in +which the seed of a great destiny has been sown, which must abide the +unfolding of the germ, and neither dare nor can do anything to +precipitate either the good or the ill, either the happiness or the +misery, which is to arise out of it. + +Edward had sent an answer by Charlotte's messenger, who had come to him +in his solitude. It was written with kindness and interest, but it was +rather composed and serious than warm and affectionate. He had vanished +almost immediately after, and Charlotte could learn no news about him; +till at last she accidentally found his name in the newspaper, where he +was mentioned with honor among those who had most distinguished +themselves in a late important engagement. She now understood the method +which he had taken; she perceived that he had escaped from great danger; +only she was convinced at the same time that he would seek out greater; +and it was all too clear to her that in every sense he would hardly be +withheld from any extremity. + +She had to bear about this perpetual anxiety in her thoughts, and turn +which way she would, there was no light in which she could look at it +that would give her comfort. + +Ottilie, never dreaming of anything of this, had taken to the work in +the chapel with the greatest interest, and she had easily obtained +Charlotte's permission to go on with it regularly. So now all went +swiftly forward, and the azure heaven was soon peopled with worthy +inhabitants. By continual practice both Ottilie and the Architect had +gained more freedom with the last figures; they became perceptibly +better. The faces, too, which had been all left to the Architect to +paint, showed by degrees a very singular peculiarly. They began all of +them to resemble Ottilie. The neighborhood of the beautiful girl had +made so strong an impression on the soul of the young man, who had no +variety of faces preconceived in his mind, that by degrees, on the way +from the eye to the hand, nothing was lost, and both worked in exact +harmony together. Enough; one of the last faces succeeded perfectly; so +that it seemed as if Ottilie herself was looking down out of the spaces +of the sky. + +They had finished with the arching of the ceiling. The walls they +proposed to leave plain, and only to cover them over with a bright brown +color. The delicate pillars and the quaintly molded ornaments were to be +distinguished from them by a dark shade. But as in such things one thing +ever leads on to another, they determined at least on having festoons of +flowers and fruit, which should, as it were, unite heaven and earth. +Here Ottilie was in her element. The gardens provided the most perfect +patterns; and although the wreaths were as rich as they could make them, +it was all finished sooner than they had supposed possible. + +It was still looking rough and disorderly. The scaffolding poles had +been run together, the planks thrown one on the top of the other; the +uneven pavement was yet more disfigured by the parti-colored stains of +the paint which had been spilt over it. + +The Architect begged that the ladies would give him a week to himself, +and during that time would not enter the chapel; at the end of it, one +fine evening, he came to them, and begged them both to go and see it. He +did not wish to accompany them, he said, and at once took his leave. + +"Whatever surprise he may have designed for us," said Charlotte, as soon +as he was gone, "I cannot myself just now go down there. You can go by +yourself, and tell me all about it. No doubt he has been doing something +which we shall like. I will enjoy it first in your description, and +afterwards it will be the more charming in the reality." + +Ottilie, who knew well that in many cases Charlotte took care to avoid +everything which could produce emotion, and particularly disliked to be +surprised, set off down the walk by herself and looked round +involuntarily for the Architect, who, however, was nowhere to be seen +and must have concealed himself somewhere. She walked into the church, +which she found open. This had been finished before; it had been cleaned +up, and service had been performed in it. She went on to the chapel +door; its heavy mass, all overlaid with iron, yielded easily to her +touch, and she found an unexpected sight in a familiar spot. + +A solemn, beautiful light streamed in through the one tall window. It +was filled with stained glass, gracefully put together. The entire +chapel had thus received a strange tone, and a peculiar genius was +thrown over it. The beauty of the vaulted ceiling and the walls was set +off by the elegance of the pavement, which was composed of peculiarly +shaped tiles, fastened together with gypsum, and forming exquisite +patterns as they lay. This and the colored glass for the windows the +Architect had prepared without their knowledge, and a short time was +sufficient to have it put in its place. + +Seats had been provided as well. Among the relics of the old church some +finely carved chancel chairs had been discovered, which now were +standing about at convenient places along the walls. + +The parts which she knew so well now meeting her as an unfamiliar whole, +delighted Ottilie. She stood still, walked up and down, looked and +looked again; at last she seated herself in one of the chairs, and it +seemed, as she gazed up and down, as if she was, and yet was not--as if +she felt and did not feel--as if all this would vanish from before her, +and she would vanish from herself; and it was only when the sun left the +window, on which before it had been shining full, that she awoke to +possession of herself and hastened back to the castle. + +She did not hide from herself the strange epoch at which this surprise +had occurred to her. It was the evening of Edward's birthday. Very +differently she had hoped to keep it. How was not every thing to be +dressed out for this festival and now all the splendor of the autumn +flowers remained ungathered! Those sunflowers still turned their faces +to the sky; those asters still looked out with quiet, modest eye; and +whatever of them all had been wound into wreaths had served as patterns +for the decorating a spot which, if it was not to remain a mere +artist's fancy, was only adapted as a general mausoleum. + +And then she had to remember the impetuous eagerness with which Edward +had kept her birthday-feast. She. thought of the newly erected lodge, +under the roof of which they had promised themselves so much enjoyment. +The fireworks flashed and hissed again before her eyes and ears; the +more lonely she was, the more keenly her imagination brought it all +before her. But she felt herself only the more alone. She no longer +leant upon his arm, and she had no hope ever any more to rest herself +upon it. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"I have been struck with an observation of the young architect. + +"In the case of the creative artist, as in that of the artisan, it is +clear that man is least permitted to appropriate to himself what is most +entirely his own. His works forsake him as the birds forsake the nest in +which they were hatched. + +"The fate of the Architect is the strangest of all in this way. How +often he expends his whole soul, his whole heart and passion, to produce +buildings into which he himself may never enter. The halls of kings owe +their magnificence to him; but he has no enjoyment of them in their +splendor. In the temple he draws a partition line between himself and +the Holy of Holies; he may never more set his foot upon the steps which +he has laid down for the heart-thrilling ceremonial, as the goldsmith +may only adore from far off the _monstrance_ whose enamel and whose +jewels he has himself set together. The builder surrenders to the rich +man, with the key of his palace, all pleasure and all right there, and +never shares with him in the enjoyment of it. And must not art in this +way, step by step, draw off from the artist, when the work, like a child +who is provided for, has no more to fall back upon its father? And what +a power there must be in art itself for its own self-advancing, when it +has been obliged to shape itself almost solely out of what was open to +all, only out of what was the property of every one, and therefore also +of the artist!" + +"There is a conception among old nations which is awful, and may almost +seem terrible. They pictured their forefathers to themselves sitting +round on thrones, in enormous caverns, in silent converse; when a new +comer entered, if he were worthy enough, they rose up, and inclined +their heads to welcome him. Yesterday, as I was sitting in the chapel, +and other carved chairs stood round like that in which I was, the +thought of this came over me with a soft, pleasant feeling. Why cannot +you stay sitting here? I said to myself; stay here sitting meditating +with yourself long, long, long, till at last your friends come, and you +rise up to them, and with a gentle inclination direct them to their +places. The colored window panes convert the day into a solemn twilight; +and some one should set up for us an ever-burning lamp, that the night +might not be utter darkness." + +"We may imagine ourselves in what situation we please, we always +conceive ourselves as _seeing_. I believe men only dream that they may +not cease to see. Some day, perhaps, the inner light will come out from +within us, and we shall not any more require another. + +"The year dies away, the wind sweeps over the stubble, and there is +nothing left to stir under its touch. But the red berries on yonder tall +tree seem as if they would still remind us of brighter things; and the +stroke of the thrasher's flail awakes the thought how much of +nourishment and life lie buried in the sickled ear." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +How strangely, after all this, with the sense so vividly impressed on +her of mutability and perishableness, must Ottilie have been affected by +the news which could not any longer be kept concealed from her, that +Edward had exposed himself to the uncertain chances of war! Unhappily, +none of the observations which she had occasion to make upon it escaped +her. But it is well for us that man can only endure a certain degree of +unhappiness; what is beyond that either annihilates him, or passes by +him, and leaves him apathetic. There are situations in which hope and +fear run together, in which they mutually destroy one another, and lose +themselves in a dull indifference. If it were not so, how could we bear +to know of those who are most dear to us being in hourly peril, and yet +go on as usual with our ordinary everyday life? + +It was therefore as if some good genius was caring for Ottilie, that, +all at once, this stillness, in which she seemed to be sinking from +loneliness and want of occupation, was suddenly invaded by a wild army, +which, while it gave her externally abundance of employment, and so took +her out of herself, at the same time awoke in her the consciousness of +her own power. + +Charlotte's daughter, Luciana, had scarcely left the school and gone out +into the great world; scarcely had she found herself at her aunt's house +in the midst of a large society, than her anxiety to please produced its +effect in really pleasing; and a young, very wealthy man, soon +experienced a passionate desire to make her his own. His large property +gave him a right to have the best of everything for his use, and nothing +seemed to be wanting to him except a perfect wife, for whom, as for the +rest of his good fortune, he should be the envy of the world. + +This incident in her family had been for some time occupying Charlotte. +It had engaged all her attention, and taken up her whole correspondence, +except so far as this was directed to the obtaining news of Edward; so +that latterly Ottilie had been left more than was usual to herself. She +knew, indeed, of an intended visit from Luciana. She had been making +various changes and arrangements in the house in preparation for it; but +she had no notion that it was so near. Letters, she supposed, would +first have to pass, settling the time, and unsettling it; and at last a +final fixing: when the storm broke suddenly over the castle and over +herself. + +Up drove, first, lady's maids and men-servants, their carriage loaded +with trunks and boxes. The household was already swelled to double or to +treble its size, and then appeared the visitors themselves. There was +the great aunt, with Luciana and some of her friends; and then the +bridegroom with some of his friends. The entrance-hall was full of +things--bags, portmanteaus, and leather articles of every sort. The +boxes had to be got out of their covers, and that was infinite trouble; +and of luggage and of rummage there was no end. At intervals, moreover, +there were violent showers, giving rise to much inconvenience. Ottilie +encountered all this confusion with the easiest equanimity, and her +happy talent showed in its fairest light. In a very little time she had +brought things to order, and disposed of them. Every one found his +room--every one hand his things exactly as they wished, and all thought +themselves well attended to, because they were not prevented from +attending on themselves. + +The journey had been long and fatiguing, and they would all have been +glad of a little rest after it. The bridegroom would have liked to pay +his respects to his mother-in-law, express his pleasure, his gratitude, +and so on. But Luciana could not rest. She had now arrived at the +happiness of being able to mount a horse. The bridegroom had beautiful +horses, and mount they must on the spot. Clouds and wind, rain and +storm, they were nothing to Luciana, and now it was as if they only +lived to get wet through, and to dry themselves again. If she took a +fancy to go out walking, she never thought what sort of dress she had +on, or what her shoes were like; she must go and see the grounds of +which she had heard so much; what could not be done on horseback, she +ran through on foot. In a little while she had seen everything, and +given her opinion about everything; and with such rapidity of character +it was not easy to contradict or oppose her. The whole household had +much to suffer, but most particularly the lady's maids, who were at work +from morning to night, washing, and ironing, and stitching. + +As soon as she had exhausted the house and the park, she thought it was +her duty to pay visits all around the neighborhood. Although they rode +and drove fast, "all around the neighborhood" was a goodly distance. The +castle was flooded with return visits, and that they might not miss one +another, it soon came to days being fixed for them. + +Charlotte, in the meantime, with her aunt, and the man of business of +the bridegroom, were occupied in determining about the settlements, and +it was left to Ottilie, with those under her, to take care that all this +crowd of people were properly provided for. Gamekeepers and gardeners, +fishermen and shopdealers, were set in motion, Luciana always showing +herself like the blazing nucleus of a comet with its long tail trailing +behind it. The ordinary amusements of the parties soon became too +insipid for her taste. Hardly would she leave the old people in peace at +the card-table. Whoever could by any means be set moving (and who could +resist the charm of being pressed by her into service?) must up, if not +to dance, then to play at forfeits, or some other game, where they were +to be victimized and tormented. Notwithstanding all that, however, and +although afterward the redemption of the forfeits had to be settled with +herself, yet of those who played with her, never any one, especially +never any man, let him be of what sort he would, went quite empty-handed +away. Indeed, some old people of rank who were there she succeeded in +completely winning over to herself, by having contrived to find out +their birthdays or christening days, and marking them with some +particular celebration. In all this she showed a skill not a little +remarkable. Every one saw himself favored, and each considered himself +to be the one most favored, a weakness of which the oldest person of the +party was the most notably guilty. + +It seemed to be a sort of pride with her that men who had anything +remarkable about them--rank, character, or fame--she must and would gain +for herself. Gravity and seriousness she made give way to her, and, +wild, strange creature as she was, she found favor even with discretion +itself. Not that the young were at all cut short in consequence. +Everybody had his share, his day, his hour, in which she contrived to +charm and to enchain him. It was therefore natural enough that before +long she should have had the Architect in her eye, looking out so +unconsciously as he did from under his long black hair, and standing so +calm and quiet in the background. To all her questions she received +short, sensible answers; but he did not seem inclined to allow himself +to be carried away further, and at last, half provoked, half in malice, +she resolved that she would make him the hero of a day, and so gain him +for her court. + +It was not for nothing that she had brought that quantity of luggage +with her. Much, indeed, had followed her afterward. She had provided +herself with an endless variety of dresses. When it took her fancy she +would change her dress three or four times a day, usually wearing +something of an ordinary kind, but making her appearance suddenly at +intervals in a thorough masquerade dress, as a peasant girl or a +fish-maiden, as a fairy or a flower-girl; and this would go on from +morning till night. Sometimes she would even disguise herself as an old +woman, that her young face might peep out the fresher from under the +cap; and so utterly in this way did she confuse and mix together the +actual and the fantastic, that people thought they were living with a +sort of drawing-room witch. + +But the principal use which she had for these disguises were pantomimic +tableaux and dances, in which she was skilful in expressing a variety of +character. A cavalier in her suite had taught himself to accompany her +action on the piano with the little music which was required; they +needed only to exchange a few words and they at once understood each +other. + +One day, in a pause of a brilliant ball, they were called upon suddenly +to extemporize (it was on a private hint from themselves) one of these +exhibitions. Luciana seemed embarrassed, taken by surprise, and contrary +to her custom let herself be asked more than once. She could not decide +upon her character, desired the party to choose, and asked, like an +improvisatore, for a subject. At last her piano-playing companion, with +whom it had been all previously arranged, sat down at the instrument, +and began to play a mourning march, calling on her to give them the +Artemisia which she had been studying so admirably. She consented; and +after a short absence reappeared, to the sad tender music of the dead +march, in the form of the royal widow, with measured step, carrying an +urn of ashes before her. A large black tablet was borne in after her, +and a carefully cut piece of chalk in a gold pencil case. + +One of her adorers and adjutants, into whose ear she whispered +something, went directly to call the Architect, to desire him, and, if +he would not come, to drag him up, as master-builder, to draw the grave +for the mausoleum, and to tell him at the same time that he was not to +play the statist, but enter earnestly into his part as one of the +performers. + +Embarrassed as the Architect outwardly appeared (for in his black, +close-fitting, modern civilian's dress, he formed a wonderful contrast +with the gauze crape fringes, tinsel tassels, and crown), he very soon +composed himself internally, and the scene became all the more strange. +With the greatest gravity he placed himself in front of the tablet, +which was supported by a couple of pages, and drew carefully an +elaborate tomb, which indeed would have suited better a Lombard than a +Carian prince; but it was in such beautiful proportions, so solemn in +its parts, so full of genius in its decoration, that the spectators +watched it growing with delight, and wondered at it when it was +finished. + +All this time he had not once turned toward the queen, but had given his +whole attention to what he was doing. At last he inclined his head +before her, and signified that he believed he had now fulfilled her +commands. She held the urn out to him, expressing her desire to see it +represented on the top of the monument. He complied, although +unwillingly, as it would not suit the character of the rest of his +design. Luciana was now at last released from her impatience. Her +intention had been by no means to get a scientific drawing out of him. +If he had only made a few strokes, sketched out something which should +have looked like a monument, and devoted the rest of his time to her, it +would have been far more what she had wished, and would have pleased her +a great deal better. His manner of proceeding had thrown her into the +greatest embarrassment. For although in her sorrow, in her directions, +in her gestures, in her approbation of the work as it slowly rose before +her, she had tried to manage some sort of change of expression, and +although she had hung about close to him, only to place herself into +some sort of relation to him, yet he had kept himself throughout too +stiff, so that too often she had been driven to take refuge with her +urn; she had to press it to her heart and look up to heaven, and at +last, a situation of that kind having a necessary tendency to intensify, +she made herself more like a widow of Ephesus than a Queen of Caria. The +representation had to lengthen itself out and became tedious. The +pianoforte player, who had usually patience enough, did not know into +what tune he could escape. He thanked God when he saw the urn standing +on the pyramid, and fell involuntarily as the queen was going to express +her gratitude, into a merry air; by which the whole thing lost its +character, the company, however, being thoroughly cheered up by it, who +forthwith divided, some going up to express their delight and admiration +of the lady for her excellent performance, and some praising the +Architect for his most artistlike and beautiful drawing. + +[Illustration: LUCIANA POSING AS QUEEN ARTEMISIA P. Grotjohann] + +The bridegroom especially paid marked attention to the Architect. "I am +vexed," he said, "that the drawing should be so perishable; you will +permit me, however, to have it taken to my room, where I should much +like to talk to you about it." + +"If it would give you any pleasure," said the Architect, "I can lay +before you a number of highly finished designs for buildings and +monuments of this kind, of which this is but a mere hasty sketch." + +Ottilie was standing at no great distance, and went up to them. "Do not +forget," she said to the Architect, "to take an opportunity of letting +the Baron see your collection. He is a friend of art and of antiquity. I +should like you to become better acquainted." + +Luciana was passing at the moment. "What are they speaking of?" she +asked. + +"Of a collection of works of art," replied the Baron, "which this +gentleman possesses, and which he is good enough to say that he will +show us." + +"Oh, let him bring them immediately," cried Luciana. "You will bring +them, will you not?" she added, in a soft and sweet tone, taking both +his hands in hers. + +"The present is scarcely a fitting time," the Architect answered. + +"What!" Luciana cried, in a tone of authority; "you will not obey the +command of your queen!" and then she begged him again with some piece of +absurdity. + +"Do not be obstinate," said Ottilie, in a scarcely audible voice. + +The Architect left them with a bow, which said neither yes nor no. + +He was hardly gone, when Luciana was flying up and down the saloon with +a greyhound. "Alas!" she exclaimed, as she ran accidentally against her +mother, "am I not an unfortunate creature? I have not brought my monkey +with me. They told me I had better not; but I am sure it was nothing +but the laziness of my people, and it is such a delight to me. But I +will have it brought after me; somebody shall go and fetch it. If I +could only see a picture of the dear creature, it would be a comfort to +me; I certainly will have his picture taken, and it shall never be out +of my sight." + +"Perhaps I can comfort you," replied Charlotte. "There is a whole volume +full of the most wonderful ape faces in the library, which you can have +fetched if you like." + +Luciana shrieked for joy. The great folio was produced instantly. The +sight of these hideous creatures, so like to men, and with the +resemblance even more caricatured by the artist, gave Luciana the +greatest delight. Her amusement with each of the animals, was to find +some one of her acquaintance whom it resembled. "Is that not like my +uncle?" she remorselessly exclaimed; "and here, look, here is my +milliner M., and here is Parson S., and here the image of that +creature--bodily! After all, these monkeys are the real _incroyables_, +and it is inconceivable why they are not admitted into the best +society." + +It was in the best society that she said this, and yet no one took it +ill of her. People had become accustomed to allow her so many liberties +in her prettinesses, that at last they came to allow them in what was +unpretty. + +During this time, Ottilie was talking to the bridegroom; she was looking +anxiously for the return of the Architect, whose serious and tasteful +collection was to deliver the party from the apes; and in the +expectation of it, she had made it the subject of her conversation with +the Baron, and directed his attention on various things which he was to +see. But the Architect stayed away, and when at last he made his +appearance, he lost himself in the crowd, without having brought +anything with him, and without seeming as if he had been asked for +anything. + +For a moment Ottilie became--what shall we call it?--annoyed, put out, +perplexed. She had been saying so much about him--she had promised the +bridegroom an hour of enjoyment after his own heart; and with all the +depth of his love for Luciana, he was evidently suffering from her +present behavior. + +The monkeys had to give place to a collation. Round games followed, and +then more dancing; at last, a general uneasy vacancy, with fruitless +attempts at resuscitating exhausted amusements, which lasted this time, +as indeed they usually did, far beyond midnight. It had already become a +habit with Luciana to be never able to get out of bed in the morning or +into it at night. + +About this time, the incidents noticed in Ottilie's diary become more +rare, while we find a larger number of maxims and sentences drawn from +life and relating to life. It is not conceivable that the larger +proportion of these could have arisen from her own reflection, and most +likely some one had shown her varieties of them, and she had written out +what took her fancy. Many, however, with an internal bearing, can be +easily recognized by the red thread. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We like to look into the future, because the undetermined in it, which +may be affected this or that way, we feel as if we could guide by our +silent wishes in our own favor." + +"We seldom find ourselves in a large party without thinking; the +accident which brings so many here together, should bring our friends to +us as well." + +"Let us live in as small a circle as we will, we are either debtors or +creditors before we have had time to look round." + +"If we meet a person who is under an obligation to us, we remember it +immediately. But how often may we meet people to whom we are, ourselves, +under obligation, without its even occurring to us!" + +"It is nature to communicate one's-self; it is culture to receive what +is communicated as it is given." + +"No one would talk much in society, if he only knew how often he +misunderstands others." + +"One alters so much what one has heard from others in repeating it, only +because one has not understood it." + +"Whoever indulges long in monologue in the presence of others, without +flattering his listeners, provokes ill-will." + +"Every word a man utters provokes the opposite opinion." + +"Argument and flattery are but poor elements out of which to form a +conversation." + +"The pleasantest society is when the members of it have an easy and +natural respect for one another." + +"There is nothing in which people more betray their character than in +what they find to laugh at." + +"The ridiculous arises out of a moral contrast, in which two things are +brought together before the mind in an innocent way." + +"The foolish man often laughs where there is nothing to laugh at. +Whatever touches him, his inner nature comes to the surface." + +"The man of understanding finds almost everything ridiculous; the man of +thought scarcely anything." + +"Some one found fault with an elderly man for continuing to pay +attention to young ladies. 'It is the only means,' he replied, 'of +keeping one's-self young, and everybody likes to do that.'" + +"People will allow their faults to be shown them; they will let +themselves be punished for them; they will patiently endure many things +because of them; they only become impatient when they have to lay them +aside." + +"Certain defects are necessary for the existence of individuality. We +should not be pleased, if old friends were to lay aside certain +peculiarities." + +"There is a saying, 'He will die soon,' when a man acts unlike +himself." + +"What kind of defects may we bear with and even cultivate in ourselves? +Such as rather give pleasure to others than injure them." + +"The passions are defects or excellencies only in excess." + +"Our passions are true phoenixes: as the old burn out, the new straight +rise up out of the ashes." + +"Violent passions are incurable diseases; the means which will cure them +are what first make them thoroughly dangerous." + +"Passion is both raised and softened by confession. In nothing, perhaps, +were the middle way more desirable than in knowing what to say and what +not to say to those we love." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +So swept on Luciana in the social whirlpool, driving the rush of life +along before her. Her court multiplied daily, partly because her +impetuosity roused and attracted so many, partly because she knew how to +attach the rest to her by kindness and attention. Generous she was in +the highest degree; her aunt's affection for her, and her bridegroom's +love, had heaped her with beautiful and costly presents, but she seemed +as if nothing which she had was her own, and as if she did not know the +value of the things which had streamed in upon her. One day she saw a +young lady looking rather poorly dressed by the side of the rest of the +party, and she did not hesitate a moment to take off a rich shawl which +she was wearing and hang it over her--doing it, at the same time, in +such a humorous, graceful way that no one could refuse such a present so +given. One of her courtiers always carried about a purse, with orders, +whatever place they passed through, to inquire there for the most aged +and most helpless persons, and give them relief, at least for the +moment. In this way she gained for herself all round the country a +reputation for charitableness which caused her not a little +inconvenience, attracting about her far too many troublesome sufferers. + +Nothing, however, so much added to her popularity as her steady and +consistent kindness toward an unhappy young man, who shrank from society +because, while otherwise handsome and well-formed, he had lost his right +hand, although with high honor, in action. This mutilation weighed so +heavily upon his spirits, it was so annoying to him, that every new +acquaintance he made had to be told the story of his misfortune, that he +chose rather to shut himself up altogether, devoting himself to reading +and other studious pursuits, and once for all would have nothing more to +do with society. + +She heard of the state of this young man. At once she contrived to +prevail upon him to come to her, first to small parties, then to +greater, and then out into the world with her. She showed more attention +to him than to any other person; particularly she endeavored, by the +services which she pressed upon him, to make him sensible of what he had +lost in laboring herself to supply it. At dinner, she would make him sit +next to her; she cut up his food for him, that he might have to use only +his fork. If people older or of higher rank prevented her from being +close to him, she would stretch her attention across the entire table, +and the servants were hurried off to make up to him what distance +threatened to deprive him of. At last she encouraged him to write with +his left hand. All his attempts he was to address to her and thus, +whether far or near, she always kept herself in correspondence with him. +The young man did not know what had happened to him, and from that +moment a new life opened out before him. + +One may perhaps suppose that such behavior must have caused some +uneasiness to her bridegroom. But, in fact, it was quite the reverse. He +admired her exceedingly for her exertions, and he had the more reason +for feeling entirely satisfied about her, as she had certain features in +her character almost in excess, which kept anything in the slightest +degree dangerous utterly at a distance. She would run about with +anybody, just as she fancied; no one was free from danger of a push or a +pull, or of being made the object of some sort of freak. But no person +ever ventured to do the same to her; no person dared to touch her, or +return, in the remotest degree, any liberty which she had taken herself. +She kept every one within the strictest barriers of propriety in their +behavior to herself, while she, in her own behavior, was every moment +overleaping them. + +On the whole, one might have supposed it had been a maxim with her to +expose herself indifferently to praise or blame, to regard or to +dislike. If in many ways she took pains to gain people, she commonly +herself spoiled all the good she had done, by an ill tongue, which +spared no one. Not a visit was ever paid in the neighborhood, not a +single piece of hospitality was ever shown to herself and her party +among the surrounding castles or mansions, but what, on her return, her +excessive recklessness let it appear that all men and all human things +she was only inclined to see on the ridiculous side. + +There were three brothers who, purely out of compliment to one another, +kept up a good-natured and urbane controversy as to which should marry +first, had been overtaken by old age before they had got the question +settled; here was a little young wife with a great old husband; there, +on the other hand, was a dapper little man and an unwieldy giantess. In +one house, every step one took one stumbled over a child; another, +however many people were crammed into it, never would seem full, because +there were no children there at all. Old husbands (supposing the estate +was not entailed) should get themselves buried as quickly as possible, +that such a thing as a laugh might be heard again in the house. Young +married people should travel: housekeeping did not sit well upon them. +And as she treated the persons, so she treated what belonged to them; +their houses, their furniture, their dinner-services--everything. The +ornaments of the walls of the rooms most particularly provoked her saucy +remarks. From the oldest tapestry to the most modern printed paper; from +the noblest family pictures to the most frivolous new copper-plate: one +as well as the other had to suffer--one as well as the other had to be +pulled in pieces by her satirical tongue, so that, indeed, one had to +wonder how, for twenty miles round, anything continued to exist. + +It was not, perhaps, exactly malice which produced all this +destructiveness; wilfulness and selfishness were what ordinarily set her +off upon it: but a genuine bitterness grew up in her feelings toward +Ottilie. + +She looked down with disdain on the calm, uninterrupted activity of the +sweet girl, which every one had observed and admired; and when something +was said of the care which Ottilie took of the garden and of the +hot-houses, she not only spoke scornfully of it, in affecting to be +surprised, if it were so, at there being neither flowers nor fruit to be +seen, not caring to consider that they were living in the depth of +winter, but every faintest scrap of green, every leaf, every bud which +showed, she chose to have picked every day and squandered on ornamenting +the rooms and tables, and Ottilie and the gardener were not a little +distressed to see their hopes for the next year, and perhaps for a +longer time, destroyed in this wanton recklessness. + +As little would she be content to leave Ottilie to her quiet work at +home, in which she could live with so much comfort. Ottilie must go with +them on their pleasure-parties and sledging-parties; she must be at the +balls which were being got up all about the neighborhood. She was not to +mind the snow, or the cold, or the night-air, or the storm; other people +did not die of such things, and why should she? The delicate girl +suffered not a little from it all, but Luciana gained nothing. For +although Ottilie went about very simply dressed, she was always, at +least so the men thought, the most beautiful person present. A soft +attractiveness gathered them all about her; no matter whereabouts in +the great rooms she was, first or last, it was always the same. Even +Luciana's bridegroom was constantly occupied with her; the more so, +indeed, because he desired her advice and assistance in a matter with +which he was just then engaged. + +He had cultivated the acquaintance of the Architect. On seeing his +collection of works of art, he had taken occasion to talk much with him +on history and on other matters, and especially from seeing the chapel +had learnt to appreciate his talent. The Baron was young and wealthy. He +was a collector; he wished to build. His love for the arts was keen, his +knowledge small. In the Architect he thought that he had found the man +he wanted; that with his assistance there was more than one aim at which +he could arrive at once. He had spoken to his bride of what he wished. +She praised him for it, and was infinitely delighted with the proposal. +But it was more, perhaps, that she might carry off this young man from +Ottilie (for whom she fancied she saw in him a kind of inclination), +than because she thought of applying his talents to any purpose. He had +shown himself, indeed, very ready to help at any of her extemporized +festivities, and had suggested various resources for this thing and +that. But she always thought she understood better than he what should +be done, and as her inventive genius was usually somewhat common, her +designs could be as well executed with the help of a tolerably handy +domestic as with that of the most finished artist. Further than to an +altar on which something was to be offered, or to a crowning, whether of +a living head or of one of plaster of paris, the force of her +imagination could not ascend, when a birthday, or other such occasion, +made her wish to pay some one an especial compliment. + +Ottilie was able to give the Baron the most satisfactory answer to his +inquiries as to the relation of the Architect with their family. +Charlotte had already, as she was aware, been exerting herself to find +some situation for him; had it not been indeed for the arrival of the +party, the young man would have left them immediately on the completion +of the chapel, the winter having brought all building operations to a +standstill; and it was, therefore, most fortunate if a new patron could +be found to assist him, and to make use of his talents. + +Ottilie's own personal position with the Architect was as pure and +unconscious as possible. His agreeable presence, and his industrious +nature, had charmed and entertained her, as the presence of an elder +brother might. Her feelings for him remained at the calm unimpassioned +level of blood relationship. For in her heart there was no room for +more; it was filled to overflowing with love for Edward; only God, who +interpenetrates all things, could share with him the possession of that +heart. + +Meanwhile the winter sank deeper; the weather grew wilder, the roads +more impracticable, and therefore it seemed all the pleasanter to spend +the waning days in agreeable society. With short intervals of ebb, the +crowd from time to time flooded up over the house. Officers found their +way there from distant garrison towns; the cultivated among them being a +most welcome addition, the ruder the inconvenience of every one. Of +civilians too there was no lack; and one day the Count and the Baroness +quite unexpectedly came driving up together. + +Their presence gave the castle the air of a thorough court. The men of +rank and character formed a circle about the Baron, and the ladies +yielded precedence to the Baroness. The surprise at seeing both +together, and in such high spirits, was not allowed to be of long +continuance. It came out that the Count's wife was dead, and the new +marriage was to take place as soon as ever decency would allow it. + +Well did Ottilie remember their first visit, and every word which was +then uttered about marriage and separation, binding and dividing, hope, +expectation, disappointment, renunciation. Here were these two persons, +at that time without prospect for the future, now standing before her, +so near their wished-for happiness, and an involuntary sigh escaped out +of her heart. + +No sooner did Luciana hear that the Count was an amateur of music, than +at once she must get up something of a concert. She herself would sing +and accompany herself on the guitar. It was done. The instrument she did +not play without skill; her voice was agreeable: as for the words one +understood about as little of them as one commonly does when a German +beauty sings to the guitar. However, every one assured her that she had +sung with exquisite expression, and she found quite enough approbation +to satisfy her. A singular misfortune befell her, however, on this +occasion. Among the party there happened to be a poet, whom she hoped +particularly to attach to herself, wishing to induce him to write a song +or two, and address them to her. This evening, therefore, she produced +scarcely anything except songs of his composing. Like the rest of the +party he was perfectly courteous to her, but she had looked for more. +She spoke to him several times, going as near the subject as she dared, +but nothing further could she get. At last, unable to bear it any +longer, she sent one of her train to him, to sound him and find out +whether he had not been delighted to hear his beautiful poems so +beautifully executed. + +"My poems?" he replied, with amazement; "pray excuse me, my dear sir," +he added, "I heard nothing but the vowels, and not all of those; +however, I am in duty bound to express all gratitude for so amiable an +intention." The dandy said nothing and kept his secret; the other +endeavored to get himself out of the scrape by a few well-timed +compliments. She did not conceal her desire to have something of his +which should be written for herself. + +If it would not have been too ill-natured, he might have handed her the +alphabet, to imagine for herself, out of that, such laudatory poem as +would please her, and set it to the first melody that came to hand; but +she was not to escape out of this business without mortification. A +short time after, she had to learn that the very same evening he had +written, at the foot of one of Ottilie's favorite melodies, a most +lovely poem, which was something more than complimentary. + +Luciana, like all persons of her sort, who never can distinguish between +where they show to advantage and where to disadvantage, now determined +to try her fortune in reciting. Her memory was good, but, if the truth +must be told, her execution was spiritless, and she was vehement without +being passionate. She recited ballad stories, and whatever else is +usually delivered in declamation. At the same time she had contracted an +unhappy habit of accompanying what she delivered with gestures, by +which, in a disagreeable way, what is purely epic and lyric is more +confused than connected with the dramatic. + +The Count, a keen-sighted man, soon saw through the party, their +inclinations, dispositions, wishes, and capabilities, and by some means +or other contrived to bring Luciana to a new kind of exhibition, which +was perfectly suited to her. + +"I see here," he said, "a number of persons with fine figures, who would +surely be able to imitate pictorial emotions and postures. Suppose they +were to try, if the thing is new to them, to represent some real and +well-known picture. An imitation of this kind, if it requires some labor +in arrangement, has an inconceivably charming effect." + +Luciana was quick enough in perceiving that here she was on her own +ground entirely. Her fine shape, her well-rounded form, the regularity +and yet expressiveness of her features, her light-brown braided hair, +her long neck--she ran them all over in her mind, and calculated on +their pictorial effects, and if she had only known that her beauty +showed to more advantage when she was still than when she was in motion, +because in the last case certain ungracefulness continually escaped her, +she would have entered even more eagerly than she did into this natural +picture-making. + +They looked out the engravings of celebrated pictures, and the first +which they chose was Van Dyk's Belisarius. A large well-proportioned +man, somewhat advanced in years, was to represent the seated, blind +general. The Architect was to be the affectionate soldier standing +sorrowing before him, there really being some resemblance between them. +Luciana, half from modesty, had chosen the part of the young woman in +the background, counting out some large alms into the palm of his hand, +while an old woman beside her is trying to prevent her, and representing +that she is giving too much. Another woman who is in the act of giving +him something, was not forgotten. Into this and other pictures they +threw themselves with all earnestness. The Count gave the Architect a +few hints as to the best style of arrangement, and he at once set up a +kind of theatre, all necessary pains being taken for the proper lighting +of it. They were already deep in the midst of their preparations, before +they observed how large an outlay what they were undertaking would +require, and that in the country, in the middle of winter, many things +which they required it would be difficult to procure; consequently, to +prevent a stoppage, Luciana had nearly her whole wardrobe cut in pieces, +to supply the various costumes which the original artist had arbitrarily +selected. + +The appointed evening came, and the exhibition was carried out in the +presence of a large assemblage, and to the universal satisfaction. They +had some good music to excite expectation, and the performance opened +with the Belisarius. The figures were so successful, the colors were so +happily distributed, and the lighting managed so skilfully, that they +might really have fancied themselves in another world, only that the +presence of the real instead of the apparent produced a kind of +uncomfortable sensation. + +The curtain fell, and was more than once raised again by general desire. +A musical interlude kept the assembly amused while preparation was +going forward, to surprise them with a picture of a higher stamp; it was +the well-known design of Poussin, Ahasuerus and Esther. This time +Luciana had done better for herself. As the fainting, sinking queen she +had put out all her charms, and for the attendant maidens who were +supporting her, she had cunningly selected pretty, well-shaped figures, +not one among whom, however, had the slightest pretension to be compared +with herself. From this picture, as from all the rest, Ottilie remained +excluded. To sit on the golden throne and represent the Zeus-like +monarch, Luciana had picked out the finest and handsomest man of the +party, so that this picture was really of inimitable perfection. + +For a third they had taken the so-called "Father's Admonition" of +Terburg, and who does not know Wille's admirable engraving of this +picture? One foot thrown over the other, sits a noble knightly-looking +father; his daughter stands before him, to whose conscience he seems to +be addressing himself. She, a fine striking figure, in a folding drapery +of white satin, is only to be seen from behind, but her whole bearing +appears to signify that she is collecting herself. That the admonition +is not too severe, that she is not being utterly put to shame, is to be +gathered from the air and attitude of the father, while the mother seems +as if she were trying to conceal some slight embarrassment--she is +looking into a glass of wine, which she is on the point of drinking. + +Here was an opportunity for Luciana to appear in her highest splendor. +Her back hair, the form of her head, neck, and shoulders, were beyond +all conception beautiful; and the waist, which in the modern antique of +the ordinary dresses of young ladies is hardly visible, showed to the +greatest advantage in all its graceful, slender elegance in the really +old costume. The Architect had contrived to dispose the rich folds of +the white satin with the most exquisite nature, and, without any +question whatever, this living imitation far exceeded the original +picture, and produced universal delight. + +The spectators could never be satisfied with demanding a repetition of +the performance, and the very natural wish to see the face and front of +so lovely a creature, when they had done looking at her from behind, at +last became so decided that a merry impatient young wit cried out aloud +the words one is accustomed to write at the bottom of a page, "Tournez, +s'il vous plait," which was echoed all round the room. + +The performers, however, understood their advantage too well, and had +mastered too completely the idea of these works of art to yield to the +most general clamor. The daughter remained standing in her shame, +without favoring the spectators with the expression of her face. The +father continued to sit in his attitude of admonition, and the mother +did not lift nose or eyes out of the transparent glass, in which, +although she seemed to be drinking, the wine did not diminish. + +We need not describe the number of smaller after-pieces for which had +been chosen Flemish public-house scenes and fair and market days. + +The Count and the Baroness departed, promising to return in the first +happy weeks of their approaching union. And Charlotte now had hopes, +after having endured two weary months of it, of ridding herself of the +rest of the party at the same time. She was assured of her daughter's +happiness, as soon as the first tumult of youth and betrothal should +have subsided in her; for the bridegroom considered himself the most +fortunate person in the world. His income was large, his disposition +moderate and rational, and now he found himself further wonderfully +favored in the happiness of becoming the possessor of a young lady with +whom all the world must be charmed. He had so peculiar a way of +referring everything to her, and only to himself through her, that it +gave him an unpleasant feeling when any newly-arrived person did not +devote himself heart and soul to her, and was far from flattered if, as +occasionally happened, particularly with elderly men, he neglected her +for a close intimacy with himself. Every thing was settled about the +Architect. On New Year's day he was to follow him and spend the Carnival +at his house in the city, where Luciana was promising herself infinite +happiness from a repetition of her charmingly successful pictures, as +well as from a hundred other things; all the more as her aunt and her +bridegroom seemed to make so light of the expense which was required for +her amusements. + +And now they were to break up. But this could not be managed in an +ordinary way. They were one day making fun of Charlotte aloud, declaring +that they would soon have eaten out her winter stores, when the nobleman +who had represented Belisarius, being fortunately a man of some wealth, +carried away by Luciana's charms to which he had been so long devoting +himself, cried out unthinkingly, "Why not manage then in the Polish +fashion? You come now and eat up me, and then we will go on round the +circle." No sooner said than done. Luciana willed that it should be so. +The next day they all packed up and the swarm alighted on a new +property. There indeed they found room enough, but few conveniences and +no preparations to receive them. Out of this arose many _contretemps_, +which entirely enchanted Luciana; their life became ever wilder and +wilder. Huge hunting-parties were set on foot in the deep snow, attended +with every sort of disagreeableness; women were not allowed to excuse +themselves any more than men, and so they trooped on, hunting and +riding, sledging and shouting, from one place to another, till at last +they approached the residence, and there the news of the day and the +scandals and what else forms the amusement of people at courts and +cities gave the imagination another direction, and Luciana with her +train of attendants (her aunt had gone on some time before) swept at +once into a new sphere of life. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We accept every person in the world as that for which he gives himself +out, only he must give himself out for something. We can put up with the +unpleasant more easily than we can endure the insignificant. + +"We venture upon anything in society except only what involves a +consequence. + +"We never learn to know people when they come to us: we must go to them +to find out how things stand with them. + +"I find it almost natural that we should see many faults in visitors, +and that directly they are gone we should judge them not in the most +amiable manner. For we have, so to say, a right to measure them by our +own standard. Even cautious, sensible men can scarcely keep themselves +in such cases from being sharp censors. + +"When, on the contrary, we are staying at the houses of others, when we +have seen them in the midst of all their habits and environments among +those necessary conditions from which they cannot escape, when we have +seen how they affect those about them, and how they adapt themselves to +their circumstances, it is ignorance nay, worse, it is ill-will, to find +ridiculous what in more than one sense has a claim on our respect. + +"That which we call politeness and good breeding effects what otherwise +can only be obtained by violence, or not even by that. + +"Intercourse with women is the element of good manners. + +"How can the character, the individuality, of a man co-exist with polish +of manner? + +"The individuality can only be properly made prominent through good +manners. Every one likes what has something in it, only it not be a +disagreeable something. + +"In life generally, and in society, no one has such high advantages as +a well-cultivated soldier. + +"The rudest fighting people at least do not go out of their character, +and generally behind the roughness there is a certain latent good humor, +so that in difficulties it is possible to get on, even with them. + +"No one is more intolerable than an underbred civilian. From him one has +a right to look for a delicacy, as he has no rough work to do. + +"When we are living with people who have a delicate sense of propriety, +we are in misery on their account when anything unbecoming is committed. +So I always feel for and with Charlotte, when a person is tipping his +chair. She cannot endure it. + +"No one would ever come into a mixed party with spectacles on his nose, +if he did but know that at once we women lose all pleasure in looking at +him or listening to what he has to say. + +"Free-and-easiness, where there ought to be respect, is always +ridiculous. No one would put his hat down when he had scarcely paid the +ordinary compliments if he knew how comical it looks. + +"There is no outward sign of courtesy that does not rest on a deep moral +foundation. The proper education would be that which communicated the +sign and the foundation of it at the same time. + +"Behavior is a mirror in which every one displays his own image. + +"There is a courtesy of the heart. It is akin to love. Out of it arises +the purest courtesy in the outward behavior. + +"A freely offered homage is the most beautiful of all relations. And how +were that possible without love? + +"We are never further from our wishes than when we imagine that we +possess what we have desired. + +"No one is more a slave than the man who thinks himself free while he +is not. + +"A man has only to declare that he is free, and the next moment he feels +the conditions to which he is subject. Let him venture to declare that +he is under conditions, and then he will feel that he is free. + +"Against great advantages in another, there are no means of defending +ourselves except love. + +"There is something terrible in the sight of a highly-gifted man lying +under obligations to a fool. + +"'No man is a hero to his valet,' the proverb says. But that is only +because it requires a hero to recognize a hero. The valet will probably +know how to value the valet-hero. + +"Mediocrity has no greater consolation than in the thought that genius +is not immortal. + +"The greatest men are connected with their own century always through +some weakness. + +"One is apt to regard people as more dangerous than they are. + +"Fools and modest people are alike innocuous. It is only your half-fools +and your half-wise who are really and truly dangerous. + +"There is no better deliverance from the world than through art; and a +man can form no surer bond with it than through art. + +"Alike in the moment of our highest fortune and our deepest necessity, +we require the artist. + +"The business of art is with the difficult and the good. + +"To see the difficult easily handled, gives us the feeling of the +impossible. + +"Difficulties increase the nearer we are to our end. + +"Sowing is not so difficult as reaping." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The very serious discomfort which this visit had caused to Charlotte was +in some way compensated to her through the fuller insight which it had +enabled her to gain into her daughter's character. In this, her +knowledge of the world was of no slight service to her. It was not the +first time that so singular a character had come across her, although +she had never seen any in which the unusual features were so largely +developed; and she had had experience enough to show her that such +persons, after having felt the discipline of life, after having gone +through something of it, and been in intercourse with older people, may +come out at last really charming and amiable; the selfishness may soften +and eager restless activity find a definite direction for itself. And +therefore, as a mother, Charlotte was able to endure the appearance of +symptoms which for others might perhaps have been unpleasing, from a +sense that where strangers only desire to enjoy, or at least not to have +their taste offended, the business of parents is rather to hope. + +After her daughter's departure, however, she had to be pained in a +singular and unlooked-for manner, in finding that, not so much through +what there really was objectionable in her behavior, as through what was +good and praiseworthy in it, she had left an ill report of herself +behind her. Luciana seemed to have prescribed it as a rule to herself +not only to be merry with the merry, but miserable with the miserable; +and in order to give full swing to the spirit of contradiction in her, +often to make the happy, uncomfortable, and the sad, cheerful. In every +family among whom she came, she inquired after such members of it as +were ill or infirm, and unable to appear in society. She would go to see +them in their rooms, enact the physician, and insist on prescribing +powerful doses for them out of her own traveling medicine-chest, which +she constantly took with her in her carriage; her attempted cures, as +may be supposed, either succeeding or failing as chance happened to +direct. + +In this sort of benevolence she was thoroughly cruel, and would listen +to nothing that was said to her, because she was convinced that she was +managing admirably. One of these attempts of hers on the moral side +failed very disastrously, and this it was which gave Charlotte so much +trouble, inasmuch as it involved consequences and every one was talking +about it. She never had heard of the story till Luciana was gone; +Ottilie, who had made one of the party present at the time, had to give +her a circumstantial account of it. + +One of several daughters of a family of rank had the misfortune to have +caused the death of one of her younger sisters; it had destroyed her +peace of mind, and she had never been properly herself since. She lived +in her own room, occupying herself and keeping quiet; and she could only +bear to see the members of her own family when they came one by one. If +there were several together, she suspected at once that they were making +reflections upon her, and upon her condition. To each of them singly she +would speak rationally enough, and talk freely for an hour at a time. + +Luciana had heard of this, and had secretly determined with herself, as +soon as she got into the house, that she would forthwith work a miracle, +and restore the young lady to society. She conducted herself in the +matter more prudently than usual, managed to introduce herself alone to +the poor sick-souled girl, and, as far as people could understand, had +wound her way into her confidence through music. At last came her fatal +mistake; wishing to make a scene, and fancying that she had sufficiently +prepared her for it, one evening she suddenly introduced the beautiful +pale creature into the midst of the brilliant, glittering assembly; and +perhaps, even then, the attempt might not have so utterly failed, had +not the crowd themselves, between curiosity and apprehension, conducted +themselves so unwisely, first gathering about the invalid, and then +shrinking from her again; and with their whispers, and shaking their +heads together, confusing and agitating her. Her delicate sensibility +could not endure it. With a dreadful shriek, which expressed, as it +seemed, a horror at some monster that was rushing upon her, she fainted. +The crowd fell back in terror on every side, and Ottilie had been one of +those who had carried back the sufferer utterly insensible to her room. + +Luciana meanwhile, just like herself, had been reading an angry lecture +to the rest of the party, without reflecting for a moment that she +herself was entirely to blame, and without letting herself be deterred +by this and other failures, from going on with her experimentalizing. + +The state of the invalid herself had since that time become more and +more serious; indeed, the disorder had increased to such a degree that +the poor thing's parents were unable to keep her any longer at home, and +had been forced to confide her to the care of a public institution. +Nothing remained for Charlotte, except, by the delicacy of her own +attention to the family, in some degree to alleviate the pain which had +been occasioned by her daughter. On Ottilie, the thing made a deep +impression. She felt the more for the unhappy girl, as she was +convinced, she did not attempt to deny it to Charlotte, that by a +careful treatment the disorder might have been unquestionably removed. + +So there came, too, as it often happens, that we dwell more on past +disagreeables than on past agreeables, a slight misunderstanding to be +spoken of, which had led Ottilie to a wrong judgment of the Architect, +when he did not choose to produce his collection that evening, although +she had so eagerly begged him to produce it. His practical refusal had +remained, ever since, hanging about her heart, she herself could not +tell why. Her feelings about the matter were undoubtedly just; what a +young lady like Ottilie could desire, a young man like the Architect +ought not to have refused. The latter, however, when she took occasion +to give him a gentle reproof for it, had a very valid excuse to offer +for himself. + +"If you knew," he said, "how roughly even cultivated people allow +themselves to handle the most valuable works of art, you would forgive +me for not producing mine among the crowd. No one will take the trouble +to hold a medal by the rim. They will finger the most beautiful +impressions, and the smoothest surfaces; they will take the rarest coins +between the thumb and forefinger, and rub them up and down, as if they +were testing the execution with the touch. Without remembering that a +large sheet of paper ought to be held in two hands, they will lay hold, +with one, of an invaluable proof-engraving of some drawing which cannot +be replaced, like a conceited politician laying hold of a newspaper, and +passing judgment by anticipation, as he is cutting the pages, on the +occurrences of the world. Nobody cares to recollect that if twenty +people, one after the other, treat a work of art in this way, the +one-and-twentieth will not find much to see there." + +"Have not I often vexed you in this way?" asked Ottilie. "Have not I, +through my carelessness, many times injured your treasures?" + +"Never once," answered the Architect, "never. For you it would be +impossible. In you the right thing is innate." + +"In any case," replied Ottilie, "it would not be a bad plan, if in the +next edition of the book of good manners, after the chapters which tell +us how we ought to eat and drink in company, a good circumstantial +chapter were inserted, telling how to behave among works of art and in +museums." + +"Undoubtedly," said the Architect; "and then curiosity-collectors and +amateurs would be better contented to show their valuable treasures to +the world." + +Ottilie had long, long forgiven him; but as he seemed to have taken her +reproof sorely to heart, and assured her again and again that he would +gladly produce everything--that he was delighted to do anything for +his friends--she felt that she had wounded his feelings, and that she +owed him some compensation. It was not easy for her, therefore, to give +an absolute refusal to a request which he made her in the conclusion of +this conversation, although when she called her heart into counsel about +it, she did not see how she could allow herself to do what he wished. + +The circumstances of the matter were these: Ottilie's exclusion from the +picture-exhibition by Luciana's jealousy had irritated him in the +highest degree; and at the same time he had observed with regret, that +at this, the most brilliant part of all the amusements at the castle, +ill health had prevented Charlotte from being more than rarely present; +and now he did not wish to go away without some additional proof of his +gratitude, which, for the honor of one and the entertainment of the +other, should take the thoughtful and attractive form of preparing a far +more beautiful exhibition than any of those which had preceded it. +Perhaps, too, unknown to himself, another secret motive was working on +him. It was so hard for him to leave the house, and to leave the family. +It seemed impossible to him to go away from Ottilie's eyes, under the +calm, sweet, gentle glance of which the latter part of the time he had +been living almost entirely alone. + +The Christmas holidays were approaching; and it became at once clear to +him that the very thing which he wanted was a representation with real +figures of one of those pictures of the scene in the stable--a sacred +exhibition such as at this holy season good Christians delight to offer +to the divine Mother and her Child, of the manner in which she, in her +seeming lowliness, was honored first by the shepherds and afterward by +kings. + +He had thoroughly brought before himself how such a picture should be +contrived. A fair, lovely child was found, and there would be no lack of +shepherds and shepherdesses. But without Ottilie the thing could not be +done. The young man had exalted her in his design to be the mother of +God, and if she refused, there was no question but the undertaking must +fall to the ground. Ottilie, half embarrassed at the proposal, referred +him and his request to Charlotte. The latter gladly gave her permission, +and lent her assistance in overcoming and overpersuading Ottilie's +hesitation in assuming so sacred a personality. The Architect worked day +and night, that by Christmas-eve everything might be ready. + +Day and night, indeed, in the literal sense. At all times he was a man +who had but few necessities; and Ottilie's presence seemed to be to him +in the place of all delicacies. When he was working for her, it was as +if he required no sleep; when he was busy about her, as if he could do +without food. Accordingly, by the hour of the evening solemnity, all was +completed. He had found the means of collecting some well-toned wind +instruments to form an introduction, and produce the desired temper of +thought and feeling. But when the curtain rose, Charlotte was taken +completely by surprise. The picture which presented itself to her had +been repeated so often in the world, that one could scarcely have +expected any new impression to be produced. But here, the reality as +representing the picture had its especial advantages. The whole space +was the color rather of night than of twilight, and there was nothing +even of the details of the scene which was obscure. The inimitable idea +that all the light should proceed from the child, the artist had +contrived to carry out by an ingenious method of illumination which was +concealed by the figures in the foreground, who were all in shadow. +Bright looking boys and girls were standing around, their fresh faces +sharply lighted from below; and there were angels too, whose own +brilliancy grew pale before the divine, whose ethereal bodies showed dim +and dense, and needing other light in the presence of the body of the +divine humanity. By good fortune the infant had fallen asleep in the +loveliest attitude, so that nothing disturbed the contemplation when +the eye rested on the seeming mother, who with infinite grace had +lifted off a veil to reveal her hidden treasure. At this moment the +picture seemed to have been caught, and there to have remained fixed. +Physically dazzled, mentally surprised, the people round appeared to +have just moved to turn away their half-blinded eyes, to be glancing +again toward the child with curious delight, and to be showing more +wonder and pleasure than awe and reverence--although these emotions were +not forgotten, and were to be traced upon the features of some of the +older spectators. + +But Ottilie's figure, expression, attitude, glance, excelled all which +any painter has ever represented. A man who had true knowledge of art, +and had seen this spectacle, would have been in fear lest any portion of +it should move; he would have doubted whether anything could ever so +much please him again. Unluckily, there was no one present who could +comprehend the whole of this effect. The Architect alone, who, as a +tall, slender shepherd, was looking in from the side over those who were +kneeling, enjoyed, although he was not in the best position for seeing, +the fullest pleasure. And who can describe the mien of the new-made +queen of heaven? The purest humility, the most exquisite feeling of +modesty, at the great honor which had undeservedly been bestowed upon +her, with indescribable and immeasurable happiness, was displayed upon +her features, expressing as much her own personal emotion as that of the +character which she was endeavoring to represent. + +Charlotte was delighted with the beautiful figures; but what had most +effect on her was the child. Her eyes filled with tears, and her +imagination presented to her in the liveliest colors the hope that she +might soon have such another darling creature on her own lap. + +They had let down the curtain, partly to give the exhibitors some little +rest, partly to make an alteration in the exhibition. The artist had +proposed to himself to transmute the first scene of night and lowliness +into a picture of splendor and glory; and for this purpose had prepared +a blaze of light to fall in from every side, which this interval was +required to kindle. + +Ottilie, in the semi-theatrical position in which she found herself, had +hitherto felt perfectly at her ease, because, with the exception of +Charlotte and a few members of the household, no one had witnessed this +devout piece of artistic display. She was, therefore, in some degree +annoyed when in the interval she learnt that a stranger had come into +the saloon, and had been warmly received by Charlotte. Who it was no one +was able to tell her. She therefore made up her mind not to produce a +disturbance, and to go on with her character. Candles and lamps blazed +out, and she was surrounded by splendor perfectly infinite. The curtain +rose. It was a sight to startle the spectators. The whole picture was +one blaze of light; and instead of the full depth of shadow, there now +were only the colors left remaining, which, from the skill with which +they had been selected, produced a gentle softening of tone. Looking out +under her long eyelashes, Ottilie perceived the figure of a man sitting +by Charlotte. She did not recognize him; but the voice she fancied was +that of the Assistant at the school. A singular emotion came over her. +How many things had happened since she last heard the voice of him, her +kind instructor. Like a flash of forked lightning the stream of her joys +and her sorrow rushed swiftly before her soul, and the question rose in +her heart: Dare you confess, dare you acknowledge it all to him? If not, +how little can you deserve to appear before him under this sainted form; +and how strange must it not seem to him who has only known you as your +natural self to see you now under this disguise? In an instant, swift as +thought, feeling and reflection began to clash and gain within her. Her +eyes filled with tears, while she forced herself to continue to appear +as a motionless figure, and it was a relief, indeed, to her when the +child began to stir--and the artist saw himself compelled to give the +sign that the curtain should fall again. + +If the painful feeling of being unable to meet a valued friend had, +during the last few moments, been distressing Ottilie in addition to her +other emotions, she was now in still greater embarrassment. Was she to +present herself to him in this strange disguise? or had she better +change her dress? She did not hesitate--she did the last; and in the +interval she endeavored to collect and to compose herself; nor did she +properly recover her self-possession until at last, in her ordinary +costume, she had welcomed the new visitor. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +In so far as the Architect desired the happiness of his kind +patronesses, it was a pleasure to him, now that at last he was obliged +to go, to know that he was leaving them in good society with the +estimable Assistant. At the same time, however, when he thought of their +goodness in its relation to himself, he could not help feeling it a +little painful to see his place so soon, and as it seemed to his +modesty, so well, so completely supplied. He had lingered and lingered, +but now he forced himself away; what, after he was gone, he must endure +as he could, at least he could not stay to witness with his own eyes. + +To the great relief of this half-melancholy feeling, the ladies at his +departure made him a present of a waistcoat, upon which he had watched +them both for some time past at work, with a silent envy of the +fortunate unknown, to whom it was by-and-by to belong. Such a present is +the most agreeable which a true-hearted man can receive; for while he +thinks of the unwearied play of the beautiful fingers at the making of +it, he cannot help flattering himself that in so long-sustained a labor +the feeling could not have remained utterly without an interest in its +accomplishment. + +The ladies had now a new visitor to entertain, for whom they felt a real +regard, and whose stay with them it would be their endeavor to make as +agreeable as they could. There is in all women a peculiar circle of +inward interests, which remain always the same, and from which nothing +in the world can divorce them. In outward social intercourse, on the +other hand, they will gladly and easily allow themselves to take their +tone from the person with whom at the moment they are occupied; and thus +by a mixture of impassiveness and susceptibility, by persisting and by +yielding, they continue to keep the government to themselves, and no man +in the cultivated world can ever take it from them. + +The Architect, following at the same time his own fancy and his own +inclination, had been exerting himself and putting out his talents for +their gratification and for the purposes of his friends; and business +and amusement, while he was with them, had been conducted in this +spirit, and directed to the ends which most suited his taste. But now in +a short time, through the presence of the Assistant, quite another sort +of life was commenced. His great gift was to talk well, and to treat in +his conversation of men and human relations, particularly in reference +to the cultivation of young people. Thus arose a very perceptible +contrast to the life which had been going on hitherto, all the more as +the Assistant could not entirely approve of their having interested +themselves in such subjects so exclusively. + +Of the impersonated picture which received him on his arrival, he never +said a single word. On the other hand, when they took him to see the +church and the chapel with their new decorations, expecting to please +him as much as they were pleased themselves, he did not hesitate to +express a very contrary opinion about it. + +"This mixing up of the holy with the sensuous," he said, "is anything +but pleasing to my taste; I cannot like men to set apart certain special +places, consecrate them, and deck them out, that by so doing they may +nourish in themselves a temper of piety. No ornaments, not even the very +simplest, should disturb in us that sense of the Divine Being which +accompanies us wherever we are, and can consecrate every spot into a +temple. What pleases me is to see a home-service of God held in the +saloon where people come together to eat, where they have their +parties, and amuse themselves with games and dances. The highest, the +most excellent in men, has no form; and one should be cautious how one +gives it any form except noble action." + +Charlotte, who was already generally acquainted with his mode of +thinking, and, in the short time he had been at the castle, had already +probed it more deeply, found something also which he might do for her in +his own department; and she had her garden-children, whom the Architect +had reviewed shortly before his departure, marshalled up into the great +saloon. In their bright, clean uniforms, with their regular orderly +movement, and their own natural vivacity, they looked exceedingly well. +The Assistant examined them in his own way, and by a variety of +questions, and by the turns which he gave them, soon brought to light +the capacities and dispositions of the children; and without its seeming +so, in the space of less than one hour he had really given them +important instruction and assistance. + +"How did you manage that?" asked Charlotte, as the children marched +away. "I listened with all my attention. Nothing was brought forward +except things which were quite familiar, and yet I cannot tell the least +how I should begin to bring them to be discussed in so short a time so +methodically, with all this questioning and answering." + +"Perhaps," replied the Assistant, "we ought to make a secret of the +tricks of our own handicraft. However, I will not hide from you one very +simple maxim, with the help of which you may do this, and a great deal +more than this. Take any subject, a substance, an idea, whatever you +like; keep fast hold of it; make yourself thoroughly acquainted with it +in all its parts, and then it will be easy for you, in conversation, to +find out, with a mass of children, how much about it has already +developed itself in them; what requires to be stimulated, what to be +directly communicated. The answers to your questions may be as +unsatisfactory as they will, they may wander wide of the mark; if you +only take care that your counter-question shall draw their thoughts and +senses inwards again; if you do not allow yourself to be driven from +your own position--the children will at last reflect, comprehend, learn +only what the teacher desires them to learn, and the subject will be +presented to them in the light in which he wishes them to see it. The +greatest mistake which he can make is to allow himself to be run away +with from the subject; not to know how to keep fast to the point with +which he is engaged. Do you try this on your own account the next time +the children come; you will find you will be greatly entertained by it +yourself." + +"That is very good," said Charlotte. "The right method of teaching is +the reverse, I see, of what we must do in life. In society we must keep +the attention long upon nothing, and in instruction the first +commandment is to permit no dissipation of it." + +"Variety, without dissipation, were the best motto for both teaching and +life, if this desirable equipoise were easy to be preserved," said the +Assistant; and he was going on further with the subject, when Charlotte +called out to him to look again at the children, whose merry troop were +at the moment moving across the court. He expressed his satisfaction at +seeing them wearing a uniform. "Men," he said, "should wear a uniform +from their childhood upwards. They have to accustom themselves to work +together; to lose themselves among their equals; to obey in masses, and +to work on a large scale. Every kind of uniform, moreover, generates a +military habit of thought, and a smart, straight-forward carriage. All +boys are born soldiers, whatever you do with them. You have only to +watch them at their mock fights and games, their storming parties and +scaling parties." + +"On the other hand, you will not blame me," replied Ottilie, "if I do +not insist with my girls on such unity of costume. When I introduce them +to you, I hope to gratify you by a parti-colored mixture." + +"I approve of that, entirely," replied the other. "Women should go about +in every sort of variety of dress; each following her own style and her +own likings, that each may learn to feel what sits well upon her and +becomes her. And for a more weighty reason as well--because it is +appointed for them to stand alone all their lives, and work alone." + +"That seems to me to be a paradox," answered Charlotte. "Are we then to +be never anything for ourselves?" + +"O, yes!" replied the Assistant. "In respect of other women assuredly. +But observe a young lady as a lover, as a bride, as a housewife, as a +mother. She always stands isolated. She is always alone, and will be +alone. Even the most empty-headed woman is in the same case. Each one of +them excludes all others. It is her nature to do so; because of each one +of them is required everything which the entire sex have to do. With a +man it is altogether different. He would make a second man if there were +none. But a woman might live to an eternity, without even so much as +thinking of producing a duplicate of herself." + +"One has only to say the truth in a strange way," said Charlotte, "and +at last the strangest thing will seem to be true. We will accept what is +good for us out of your observations, and yet as women we will hold +together with women, and do common work with them too; not to give the +other sex too great an advantage over us. Indeed, you must not take it +ill of us, if in future we come to feel a little malicious satisfaction +when our lords and masters do not get on in the very best way together." + +With much care, this wise, sensible person went on to examine more +closely how Ottilie proceeded with her little pupils, and expressed his +marked approbation of it. "You are entirely right," he said, "in +directing these children only to what they can immediately and usefully +put in practice. Cleanliness, for instance, will accustom them to wear +their clothes with pleasure to themselves; and everything is gained if +they can be induced to enter into what they do with cheerfulness and +self-reflection." + +In other ways he found, to his great satisfaction, that nothing had been +done for outward display; but all was inward, and designed to supply +what was indispensably necessary. "In how few words," he cried, "might +the whole business of education be summed up, if people had but ears to +hear!" + +"Will you try whether I have any ears?" said Ottilie, smiling. + +"Indeed I will," answered he, "only you must not betray me. Educate the +boys to be servants, and the girls to be mothers, and everything is as +it should be." + +"To be mothers?" replied Ottilie. "Women would scarcely think that +sufficient. They have to look forward, without being mothers, to going +out into service. And, indeed, our young men think themselves a great +deal too good for servants. One can see easily, in every one of them, +that he holds himself far fitter to be a master." + +"And for that reason we should say nothing about it to them," said the +Assistant. "We flatter ourselves on into life; but life flatters not us. +How many men would like to acknowledge at the outset, what at the end +they must acknowledge whether they like it or not? But let us leave +these considerations, which do not concern us here. + +"I consider you very fortunate in having been able to go so methodically +to work with your pupils. If your very little ones run about with their +dolls, and stitch together a few petticoats for them; if the elder +sisters will then take care of the younger, and the whole household know +how to supply its own wants, and one member of it help the others, the +further step into life will not then be great, and such a girl will find +in her husband what she has lost in her parents. + +"But among the higher ranks the problem is a sorely intricate one. We +have to provide for higher, finer, more delicate relations; especially +for such as arise out of society. We are, therefore, obliged to give our +pupils an outward cultivation. It is indispensable, it is necessary, and +it may be really valuable, if we do not overstep the proper measure in +it. Only it is so easy, while one is proposing to cultivate the +children for a wider circle, to drive them out into the indefinite, +without keeping before our eyes the real requisites of the inner nature. +Here lies the problem which more or less must be either solved or +blundered over by all educators. + +"Many things, with which we furnish our scholars at the school, do not +please me; because experience tells me of how little service they are +likely to be in after-life. How much is in a little while stripped off; +how much at once committed to oblivion, as soon as the young lady finds +herself in the position of a housewife or a mother! + +"In the meantime, since I have devoted myself to this occupation, I +cannot but entertain a devout hope that one day, with the companionship +of some faithful helpmate, I may succeed in cultivating purely in my +pupils that, and that only, which they will require when they pass out +into the field of independent activity and self-reliance; that I may be +able to say to myself, in this sense is their education completed. +Another education there is indeed which will again speedily recommence, +and work on well nigh through all the years of our life--the education +which circumstances will give us, if we do not give it to ourselves." + +How true Ottilie felt were these words! What had not a passion, little +dreamed of before, done to educate her in the past year! What trials did +she not see hovering before her if she looked forward only to the +next--to the very next, which was now so near! + +It was not without a purpose that the young man had spoken of a +helpmate--of a wife; for with all his diffidence, he could not refrain +from thus remotely hinting at his own wishes. A number of circumstances +and accidents, indeed, combined to induce him on this visit to approach +a few steps toward his aim. + +The Lady Superior of the school was advanced in years. She had been +already for some time looking about among her fellow-laborers, male and +female, for some person whom she could take into partnership with +herself, and at last had made proposals to the Assistant, in whom she +had the highest ground for feeling confidence. He was to conduct the +business of the school with herself. He was to work with her in it, as +if it was his own; and after her death, as her heir, to enter upon it as +sole proprietor. + +The principal thing now seemed to be, that he should find a wife who +would cooperate with him. Ottilie was secretly before his eyes and +before his heart. A number of difficulties suggested themselves, and yet +again there were favorable circumstances on the other side to +counterbalance them. Luciana had left the school; Ottilie could +therefore return with the less difficulty. Of the affair with Edward, +some little had transpired. It passed, however, as many such things do, +as a matter of indifference, and this very circumstance might make it +desirable that she should leave the castle. And yet, perhaps, no +decision would have been arrived at, no step would have been taken, had +not an unexpected visit given a special impulse to his hesitation. The +appearance of remarkable people, in any and every circle, can never be +without its effects. + +The Count and the Baroness, who often found themselves asked for their +opinion, almost every one being in difficulty about the education of +their children, as to the value of the various schools, had found it +desirable to make themselves particularly acquainted with this one, +which was generally so well spoken of; and under their present +circumstances, they were more easily able to carry on these inquiries in +company. + +The Baroness, however, had something else in view as well. While she was +last at the castle, she had talked over with Charlotte the whole affair +of Edward and Ottilie. She had insisted again and again that Ottilie +must be sent away. She tried every means to encourage Charlotte to do +it, and to keep her from being frightened by Edward's threats. Several +modes of escape from the difficulty were suggested. Accidentally the +school was mentioned, and the Assistant and his incipient passion, +which made the Baroness more resolved than ever to pay her intended +visit there. + +She went; she made acquaintance with the Assistant; looked over the +establishment, and spoke of Ottilie. The Count also spoke with much +interest of her, having in his recent visit learnt to know her better. +She had been drawn toward him; indeed, she had felt attracted by him; +believing that she could see, that she could perceive in his solid, +substantial conversation, something to which hitherto she had been an +entire stranger. In her intercourse with Edward, the world had been +utterly forgotten; in the presence of the Count, the world appeared +first worth regarding. The attraction was mutual. The Count conceived a +liking for Ottilie; he would have been glad to have had her for a +daughter. Thus a second time, and worse than the first time, she was in +the way of the Baroness. Who knows what, in times when passions ran +hotter than they do now-a-days, this lady might not have devised against +her? As things were, it was enough if she could get her married, and +render her more innocuous for the future to the peace of mind of married +women. She therefore artfully urged the Assistant, in a delicate, but +effective manner, to set out on a little excursion to the castle; where +his plans and his wishes, of which he made no secret to the lady, he +might forthwith take steps to realize. + +With the fullest consent of the Superior he started off on his +expedition, and in his heart he nourished good hopes of success. He knew +that Ottilie was not ill-disposed toward him; and although it was true +there was some disproportion of rank between them, yet distinctions of +this kind were fast disappearing in the temper of the time. Moreover, +the Baroness had made him perceive clearly that Ottilie must always +remain a poor, portionless maiden. To be related to a wealthy family, it +was said, could be of service to nobody. For even with the largest +property, men have a feeling that it is not right to deprive of any +considerable sum, those who, as standing in a nearer degree of +relationship, appear to have a fuller right to possession; and really +it is a strange thing, that the immense privilege which a man has of +disposing of his property after his death, he so very seldom uses for +the benefit of those whom he loves, only out of regard to established +usage appearing to consider those who would inherit his estate from him, +supposing he made no will at all. + +Thus, while on his journey, he grew to feel himself entirely on a level +with Ottilie. A favorable reception raised his hopes. He found Ottilie +indeed not altogether so open with him as usual, but she was +considerably matured, more developed, and, if you please, generally more +conversible than he had known her. She was ready to give him the fullest +insight into many things which were in any way connected with his +profession; but when he attempted to approach his proper object, a +certain inward shyness always held him back. + +Once, however, Charlotte gave him an opportunity for saying something. +In Ottilie's presence she said to him, "Well now, you have looked +closely enough into everything which is going forward in my circle. How +do you find Ottilie? You had better say while she is here." + +Hereupon the Assistant signified, with a clear perception and composed +expression, how that, in respect of a freer carriage, of an easier +manner in speaking, of a higher insight into the things of the world, +which showed itself more in actions than in words, he found Ottilie +altered much for the better; but that he still believed it might be of +serious advantage to her if she would go back for some little time to +the school, in order methodically and thoroughly to make her own forever +what the world was only imparting to her in fragments and pieces, rather +perplexing her than satisfying her, and often too late to be of service. +He did not wish to be prolix about it. Ottilie herself knew best how +much method and connection there was in the style of instruction out of +which, in that case, she would be taken. + +Ottilie had nothing to say against this; she could not acknowledge what +it was which these words made her feel, because she was hardly able to +explain it to herself. It seemed to her as if nothing in the world was +disconnected so long as she thought of the one person whom she loved; +and she could not conceive how, without him, anything could be connected +at all. + +Charlotte replied to the proposal with a wise kindness. She said that +she herself, as well as Ottilie, had long desired her return to the +school. At that time, however, the presence of so dear a companion and +helper had become indispensable to herself; still she would offer no +obstacle at some future period, if Ottilie continued to wish it, to her +going back there for such a time as would enable her to complete what +she had begun, and to make entirely her own what had been interrupted. + +The Assistant listened with delight to this qualified assent. Ottilie +did not venture to say anything against it, although the very thought +made her shudder. Charlotte, on her side, thought only how to gain time. +She hoped that Edward would soon come back and find himself a happy +father; then she was convinced all would go right; and one way or +another they would be able to settle something for Ottilie. + +After an important conversation which has furnished matter for +after-reflection to all who have taken part in it, there commonly +follows a sort of pause, which in appearance is like a general +embarrassment. They walked up and down the saloon. The Assistant turned +over the leaves of various books, and came at last on the folio of +engravings which had remained lying there since Luciana's time. As soon +as he saw that it contained nothing but apes, he shut it up again. + +It may have been this, however, which gave occasion to a conversation of +which we find traces in Ottilie's diary. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"It is strange how men can have the heart to take such pains with the +pictures of those hideous monkeys. One lowers one's-self sufficiently +when one looks at them merely as animals, but it is really wicked to +give way to the inclination to look for people whom we know behind such +masks." + +"It is a sure mark of a certain obliquity, to take pleasure in +caricatures and monstrous faces, and pigmies. I have to thank our kind +Assistant that I have never been vexed with natural history; I could +never make myself at home with worms and beetles." + +"Just now he acknowledged to me, that it was the same with him. 'Of +nature,' he said, 'we ought to know nothing except what is actually +alive immediately around us. With the trees which blossom and put out +leaves and bear fruit in our own neighborhood, with every shrub which we +pass by, with every blade of grass on which we tread, we stand in a real +relation. They are our genuine compatriots. The birds which hop up and +down among our branches, which sing among our leaves, belong to us; they +speak to us from our childhood upward, and we learn to understand their +language. But let a man ask himself whether or not every strange +creature, torn out of its natural environment, does not at first sight +make a sort of painful impression upon him, which is only deadened by +custom. It is a mark of a motley, dissipated sort of life, to be able to +endure monkeys, and parrots, and black people, about one's self." + +"Many times when a certain longing curiosity about these strange objects +has come over me, I have envied the traveler who sees such marvels in +living, everyday connection with other marvels. But he, too, must have +become another man. Palm-trees will not allow a man to wander among them +with impunity; and doubtless his tone of thinking becomes very different +in a land where elephants and tigers are at home." + +"The only inquirers into nature whom we care to respect, are such as +know how to describe and to represent to us the strange wonderful things +which they have seen in their proper locality, each in its own especial +element. How I should enjoy once hearing Humboldt talk!" + +"A cabinet of natural curiosities we may regard like an Egyptian +burying-place, where the various plant gods and animal gods stand about +embalmed. It may be well enough for a priest-caste to busy itself with +such things in a twilight of mystery. But in general instruction, they +have no place or business; and we must beware of them all the more, +because what is nearer to us, and more valuable, may be so easily thrust +aside by them." + +"A teacher who can arouse a feeling for one single good action, for one +single good poem, accomplishes more than he who fills our memory with +rows on rows of natural objects, classified with name and form. For what +is the result of all these, except what we know as well without them, +that the human figure preëminently and peculiarly is made in the image +and likeness of God?" + +"Individuals may be left to occupy themselves with whatever amuses them, +with whatever gives them pleasure, whatever they think useful; but 'the +proper study of mankind is man.'" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +There are but few men who care to occupy themselves with the immediate +past. Either we are forcibly bound up in the present, or we lose +ourselves in the long gone-by, and seek back for what is utterly lost, +as if it were possible to summon it up again, and rehabilitate it. Even +in great and wealthy families who are under large obligations to their +ancestors, we commonly find men thinking more of their grandfathers than +their fathers. + +Such reflections as these suggested themselves to our Assistant, as, on +one of those beautiful days in which the departing winter is accustomed +to imitate the spring, he had been walking up and down the great old +castle garden, and admiring the tall avenues of the lindens, and the +formal walks and flower-beds which had been laid out by Edward's father. +The trees had thriven admirably, according to the design of him who had +planted them, and now when they ought to have begun to be valued and +enjoyed, no one ever spoke of them. Hardly any one even went near them, +and the interest and the outlay was now directed to the other side, out +into the free and the open. + +He remarked upon it to Charlotte on his return; she did not take it +unkindly. "While life is sweeping us forward," she replied, "we fancy +that we are acting out our own impulses; we believe that we choose +ourselves what we will do, and what we will enjoy. But in fact, if we +look at it closely, our actions are no more than the plans and the +desires of the time which we are compelled to carry out." + +"No doubt," said the Assistant. "And who is strong enough to withstand +the stream of what is around him? Time passes on, and in it, opinions, +thoughts, prejudices, and interests. If the youth of the son falls in +the era of revolution, we may feel assured that he will have nothing in +common with his father. If the father lived at a time when the desire +was to accumulate property, to secure the possession of it, to narrow +and to gather one's-self in, and to base one's enjoyment in separation +from the world, the son will at once seek to extend himself, to +communicate himself to others, to spread himself over a wide surface, +and open out his closed stores." + +"Entire periods," replied Charlotte, "resemble this father and son whom +you have been describing. Of the state of things when every little town +was obliged to have its walls and moats, when the castle of the nobleman +was built in a swamp, and the smallest manor-houses were only accessible +by a draw-bridge, we are scarcely able to form a conception. In our +days, the largest cities take down their walls, the moats of the +princes' castles are filled in; cities are no more than great _places_, +and when one travels and sees all this, one might fancy that universal +peace was just established, and the golden age was before the door. No +one feels himself easy in a garden which does not look like the open +country. There must be nothing to remind him of form and constraint, we +choose to be entirely free, and to draw our breath without sense of +confinement. Do you conceive it possible, my friend, that we can ever +return again out of this into another, into our former condition?" + +"Why should we not?" replied the Assistant. "Every condition has its own +burden along with it, the most relaxed as well as the most constrained. +The first presupposes abundance, and leads to extravagance. Let want +reappear, and the spirit of moderation is at once with us again. Men who +are obliged to make use of their space and their soil, will speedily +enough raise walls up round their gardens to be sure of their crops and +plants. Out of this will arise by degrees a new phase of things: the +useful will again gain the upper hand; and even the man of large +possessions will feel at last that he must make the most of all which +belongs to him. Believe me, it is quite possible that your son may +become indifferent to all which you have been doing in the park, and +draw in again behind the solemn walls and the tall lindens of his +grandfather." + +The secret pleasure which it gave Charlotte to have a son foretold to +her, made her forgive the Assistant his somewhat unfriendly prophecy of +how it might one day fare with her lovely, beautiful park. She therefore +answered without any discomposure: "You and I are not old enough yet to +have lived through very much of these contradictions; and yet when I +look back into my own early youth, when I remember the style of +complaints which I used then to hear from older people, and when I think +at the same time of what the country and the town then were, I have +nothing to advance against what you say. But is there nothing which one +can do to remedy this natural course of things? Are father and son, +parents and children, to be always thus unable to understand each +other? You have been so kind as to prophesy a boy to me. Is it necessary +that he must stand in contradiction to his father? Must he destroy what +his parents have erected, instead of completing it, instead of following +on upon the same idea, and elevating it?" + +"There is a rational remedy for it," replied the Assistant. "But it is +one which will be but seldom put in practice by men. The father should +raise his son to a joint ownership with himself. He should permit him to +plant and to build; and allow him the same innocent liberty which he +allows to himself. One form of activity may be woven into another, but +it cannot be pieced on to it. A young shoot may be readily and easily +grafted with an old stem, to which no grown branch admits of being +fastened." + +The Assistant was glad to have had the opportunity, at the moment when +he saw himself obliged to take his leave, of saying something agreeable +to Charlotte, and thus making himself a new link to secure her favor. He +had been already too long absent from home, and yet he could not make up +his mind to return there until after a full conviction that he must +allow the approaching epoch of Charlotte's confinement first to pass by +before he could look for any decision from her in respect to Ottilie. He +therefore accommodated himself to the circumstances, and returned with +these prospects and hopes to the Superior. + +Charlotte's confinement was now approaching; she kept more in her own +room. The ladies who had gathered about her were her closest companions. +Ottilie managed all domestic matters, hardly able, however, the while, +to think what she was doing. She had indeed utterly resigned herself; +she desired to continue to exert herself to the extent of her power for +Charlotte, for the child, for Edward. But she could not see how it would +be possible for her. Nothing could save her from utter distraction, +except patiently to do the duty which each day brought with it. + +A son was brought happily into the world, and the ladies declared, with +one voice, it was the very image of its father. Only Ottilie, as she +wished the new mother joy, and kissed the child with all her heart, was +unable to see the likeness. Once already Charlotte had felt most +painfully the absence of her husband, when she had to make preparations +for her daughter's marriage. And now the father could not be present at +the birth of his son. He could not have the choosing of the name by +which the child was hereafter to be called. + +The first among all Charlotte's friends who came to wish her joy was +Mittler. He had placed expresses ready to bring him news the instant the +event took place. He was admitted to see her, and, scarcely able to +conceal his triumph even before Ottilie, when alone with Charlotte he +broke fairly out with it; and was at once ready with means to remove all +anxieties, and set aside all immediate difficulties. The baptism should +not be delayed a day longer than necessary. The old clergyman, who had +one foot already in the grave, should leave his blessing, to bind +together the past and the future. The child should be called Otto; what +name would he bear so fitly as that of his father and of his father's +friend? + +It required the peremptory resolution of this man to set aside the +innumerable considerations, arguments, hesitations, difficulties; what +this person knew, and that person knew better; the opinions, up and +down, and backward and forward, which every friend volunteered. It +always happens on such occasions that when one inconvenience is removed, +a fresh inconvenience seems to arise; and in wishing to spare all sides, +we inevitably go wrong on one side or the other. + +The letters to friends and relations were all undertaken by Mittler, and +they were to be written and sent off at once. It was highly necessary, +he thought, that the good fortune which he considered so important for +the family, should be known as widely as possible through the +ill-natured and misinterpreting world. For indeed these late +entanglements and perplexities had got abroad among the public, which at +all times has a conviction that, whatever happens, happens only in order +that it may have something to talk about. + +The ceremony of the baptism was to be observed with all due honor, but +it was to be as brief and as private as possible. The people came +together; Ottilie and Mittler were to hold the child as sponsors. The +old pastor, supported by the servants of the church, came in with slow +steps; the prayers were offered. The child lay in Ottilie's arms, and as +she was looking affectionately down at it, it opened its eyes and she +was not a little startled when she seemed to see her own eyes looking at +her. The likeness would have surprised any one. Mittler, who next had to +receive the child, started as well; he fancying he saw in the little +features a most striking likeness to the Captain. He had never seen a +resemblance so marked. + +The infirmity of the good old clergyman had not permitted him to +accompany the ceremony with more than the usual liturgy. + +Mittler, however, who was full of his subject, recollected his old +performances when he had been in the ministry, and indeed it was one of +his peculiarities that, on every sort of occasion, he always thought +what he would like to say, and how he would express himself about it. + +At this time he was the less able to contain himself, as he was now in +the midst of a circle consisting entirely of well-known friends. He +began, therefore, toward the conclusion of the service, to put himself +quietly into the place of the clergyman; to make cheerful speeches +aloud, expressive of his duty and his hopes as godfather, and to dwell +all the longer on the subject, as he thought he saw in Charlotte's +gratified manner that she was pleased with his doing so. + +It altogether escaped the eagerness of the orator, that the good old man +would gladly have sat down; still less did he think that he was on the +way to occasion a more serious evil. After he had described with all his +power of impressiveness the relation in which every person present stood +toward the child, thereby putting Ottilie's composure sorely to the +proof, he turned at last to the old man with the words, "And you, my +worthy father, you may now well say with Simeon, 'Lord, now lettest thou +thy servant depart in peace, for mine eyes have seen the savior of this +house.'" + +He was now in full swing toward a brilliant peroration, when he +perceived the old man to whom he held out the child, first appear a +little to incline toward it, and immediately after to totter and sink +backward. Hardly prevented from falling, he was lifted to a seat; but, +notwithstanding the instant assistance which was rendered, he was found +to be dead. + +To see thus side by side birth and death, the coffin and the cradle, to +see them and to realize them, to comprehend not with the eye of +imagination, but with the bodily eye, at one moment these fearful +opposites, was a hard trial to the spectators; the harder, the more +utterly it had taken them by surprise. Ottilie alone stood contemplating +the slumberer, whose features still retained their gentle sweet +expression, with a kind of envy. The life of her soul was killed; why +should the bodily life any longer drag on in weariness? + +But though Ottilie was frequently led by melancholy incidents which +occurred in the day to thoughts of the past, of separation and of loss, +at night she had strange visions given her to comfort her, which assured +her of the existence of her beloved, and thus strengthened her, and gave +her life for her own. When she laid herself down at night to rest, and +was floating among sweet sensations between sleep and waking, she seemed +to be looking into a clear but softly illuminated space. In this she +would see Edward with the greatest distinctness, and not in the dress in +which she had been accustomed to see him, but in military uniform; +never in the same position, but always in a natural one, and not the +least with anything fantastic about him, either standing or walking, or +lying down or riding. The figure, which was painted with the utmost +minuteness, moved readily before her without any effort of hers, without +her willing it or exerting her imagination to produce it. Frequently she +saw him surrounded with something in motion, which was darker than the +bright ground; but the figures were shadowy, and she could scarcely +distinguish them--sometimes they were like men, sometimes they were like +horses, or like trees, or like mountains. She usually went to sleep in +the midst of the apparition, and when, after a quiet night, she woke +again in the morning, she felt refreshed and comforted; she could say to +herself, Edward still lives, and she herself was still remaining in the +closest relation toward him. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The spring was come; it was late, but it therefore burst out more +rapidly and more exhilaratingly than usual. Ottilie now found in the +garden the fruits of her carefulness. Everything shot up and came out in +leaf and flower at its proper time. A number of plants which she had +been training up under glass frames and in hotbeds, now burst forward at +once to meet, at last, the advances of nature; and whatever there was to +do, and to take care of, it did not remain the mere labor of hope which +it had been, but brought its reward in immediate and substantial +enjoyment. + +There was many a chasm, however, among the finest shoots produced by +Luciana's wild ways, for which she had to console the gardener, and the +symmetry of many a leafy coronet was destroyed. She tried to encourage +him to hope that it would all be soon restored again, but he had too +deep a feeling, and too pure an idea of the nature of his business, for +such grounds of comfort to be of much service to him. Little as the +gardener allowed himself to have his attention dissipated by other +tastes and inclinations, he could the less bear to have the peaceful +course interrupted which the plant follows toward its enduring or its +transient perfection. A plant is like a self-willed man, out of whom we +can obtain all which we desire, if we will only treat him his own way. A +calm eye, a silent method, in all seasons of the year, and at every +hour, to do exactly what has then to be done, is required of no one +perhaps more than of a gardener. These qualities the good man possessed +in an eminent degree, and it was on that account that Ottilie liked so +well to work with him; but for some time past he had not found himself +able to exercise his peculiar talent with any pleasure to himself. +Whatever concerned the fruit-gardening or kitchen-gardening, as well as +whatever had in time past been required in the ornamental gardens, he +understood perfectly. One man succeeds in one thing, another in another; +he succeeded in these. In his management of the orangery, of the bulbous +flowers, in budding shoots and growing cuttings from the carnations and +auriculas, he might challenge nature herself. But the new ornamental +shrubs and fashionable flowers remained in a measure strange to him. He +had a kind of shyness of the endless field of botany, which had been +lately opening itself, and the strange names humming about his ears made +him cross and ill-tempered. The orders for flowers which had been made +by his lord and lady in the course of the past year, he considered so +much useless waste and extravagance--all the more, as he saw many +valuable plants disappear, and as he had ceased to stand on the best +possible terms with the nursery gardeners, who, he fancied, had not been +serving him honestly. + +Consequently, after a number of attempts, he had formed a sort of a +plan, in which Ottilie encouraged him the more readily because its first +essential condition was the return of Edward, whose absence in this, as +in many other matters, every day had to be felt more and more seriously. + +Now that the plants were ever striking new roots, and putting out their +shoots, Ottilie felt herself even more fettered to this spot. It was +just a year since she had come there as a stranger, as a mere +insignificant creature. How much had she not gained for herself since +that time! but, alas! how much had she not also since that time lost +again! Never had she been so rich, and never so poor. The feelings of +her loss and of her gain alternated momentarily one with another, +chasing each other through her heart; and she could find no other means +to help herself, except always to set to work again at what lay nearest +to her, with such interest and eagerness as she could command. + +That everything which she knew to be dear to Edward received especial +care from her may be supposed. And why should she not hope that he +himself would now soon come back again; and that, when present, he would +show himself grateful for all the care and pains which she had taken for +him in his absence? + +But there was also a far different employment which she took upon +herself in his service; she had undertaken the principal charge of the +child, whose immediate attendant it was all the easier for her to be, as +they had determined not to put it into the hands of a nurse, but to +bring it up themselves by hand with milk and water. In the beautiful +season it was much out of doors, enjoying the free air, and Ottilie +liked best to take it out herself, to carry the unconscious sleeping +infant among the flowers and blossoms which should one day smile so +brightly on its childhood--among the young shrubs and plants, which, by +their youth, seemed designed to grow up with the young lord to their +after-stature. When she looked about her, she did not hide from herself +to what a high position that child was born: far and wide, wherever the +eye could see, all would one day belong to him. How desirable, how +necessary it must therefore be, that it should grow up under the eyes of +its father and its mother, and renew and strengthen the union between +them! + +Ottilie saw all this so clearly that she represented it to herself as +conclusively decided, and for herself, as concerned with it, she never +felt at all. Under this fair heaven, by this bright sunshine, at once it +became clear to her, that her love if it would perfect itself, must +become altogether unselfish; and there were many moments in which she +believed it was an elevation which she had already attained. She only +desired the well-being of her friend. She fancied herself able to resign +him, and never to see him any more, if she could only know that he was +happy. The one only determination which she formed for herself was never +to belong to another. + +They had taken care that the autumn should be no less brilliant than the +spring. Sun-flowers were there, and all the other plants which are never +tired of blossoming in autumn, and continue boldly on into the cold; +asters especially were sown in the greatest abundance, and scattered +about in all directions to form a starry heaven upon the earth. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"Any good thought which we have read, anything striking which we have +heard, we commonly enter in our diary; but if we would take the trouble, +at the same time, to copy out of our friends' letters the remarkable +observations, the original ideas, the hasty words so pregnant in +meaning, which we might find in them, we should then be rich indeed. We +lay aside letters never to read them again, and at last we destroy them +out of discretion, and so disappears the most beautiful, the most +immediate breath of life, irrecoverably for ourselves and for others. I +intend to make amends in future for such neglect." + +"So, then, once more the old story of the year is being repeated over +again. We are come now, thank God, again to its most charming chapter. +The violets and the may-flowers are as its superscriptions and its +vignettes. It always makes a pleasant impression on us when we open +again at these pages in the book of life." + +"We find fault with the poor, particularly with the little ones among +them, when they loiter about the streets and beg. Do we not observe that +they begin to work again, as soon as ever there is anything for them to +do? Hardly has nature unfolded her smiling treasures, than the children +are at once upon her track to open out a calling for themselves. None of +them begs any more; they have each a nosegay to offer you; they were out +and gathering it before you had awakened out of your sleep, and the +supplicating face looks as sweetly at you as the present which the hand +is holding out. No person ever looks miserable who feels that he has a +right to make a demand upon you." + +"How is it that the year sometimes seems so short, and sometimes is so +long? How is it that it is so short when it is passing, and so long as +we look back over it? When I think of the past (and it never comes so +powerfully over me as in the garden), I feel how the perishing and the +enduring work one upon the other, and there is nothing whose endurance +is so brief as not to leave behind it some trace of itself, something in +its own likeness." + +"We are able to tolerate the winter. We fancy that we can extend +ourselves more freely when the trees are so spectral, so transparent. +They are nothing, but they conceal nothing; but when once the germs and +buds begin to show, then we become impatient for the full foliage to +come out, for the landscape to put on its body, and the tree to stand +before us as a form." + +"Everything which is perfect in its kind must pass out beyond and +transcend its kind. It must be an inimitable something of another and a +higher nature. In many of its tones the nightingale is only a bird; then +it rises up above its class, and seems as if it would teach every +feathered creature what singing really is." + +"A life without love, without the presence of the beloved, is but poor +_comédie à tiroir_. We draw out slide after slide, swiftly tiring of +each, and pushing it back to make haste to the next. Even what we know +to be good and important hangs but wearily together; every step is an +end, and every step is a fresh beginning." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Charlotte meanwhile was well and in good spirits. She was happy in her +beautiful boy, whose fair promising little form every hour was a delight +to both her eyes and heart. In him she found a new link to connect her +with the world and with her property. Her old activity began anew to +stir in her again. + +Look which way she would, she saw how much had been done in the year +that was past, and it was a pleasure to her to contemplate it. Enlivened +by the strength of these feelings, she climbed up to the summer-house +with Ottilie and the child, and as she laid the latter down on the +little table, as on the altar of her house, and saw the two seats still +vacant, she thought of gone-by times, and fresh hopes rose out before +her for herself and for Ottilie. + +Young ladies, perhaps, look timidly round them at this or that young +man, carrying on a silent examination, whether they would like to have +him for a husband; but whoever has a daughter or a female ward to care +for, takes a wider circle in her survey. And so it fared at this moment +with Charlotte, to whom, as she thought of how they had once sat side by +side in that summer-house, a union did not seem impossible between the +Captain and Ottilie. It had not remained unknown to her, that the plans +for the advantageous marriage, which had been proposed to the Captain, +had come to nothing. + +Charlotte went on up the cliff, and Ottilie carried the child. A number +of reflections crowded upon the former. Even on the firm land there are +frequent enough ship-wrecks, and the true, wise conduct is to recover +ourselves, and refit our vessel at fast as possible. Is life to be +calculated only by its gains and losses? Who has not made arrangement +on arrangement, and has not seen them broken in pieces? How often does +not a man strike into a road and lose it again! How often are we not +turned aside from one point which we had sharply before our eye, but +only to reach some higher stage. The traveler, to his greatest +annoyance, breaks a wheel upon his journey, and through this unpleasant +accident makes some charming acquaintance, and forms some new +connection, which has an influence on all his life. Destiny grants us +our wishes, but in its own way, in order to give us something beyond our +wishes. + +Among these and similar reflections they reached the new building on the +hill, where they intended to establish themselves for the summer. The +view all round them was far more beautiful than could have been +supposed; every little obstruction had been removed; all the loveliness +of the landscape, whatever nature, whatever the season of the year had +done for it, came out in its beauty before the eye; and already the +young plantations, which had been made to fill up a few openings, were +beginning to look green, and to form an agreeable connecting link +between parts which before stood separate. + +The house itself was nearly habitable; the views, particularly from the +upper rooms, were of the richest variety. The longer you looked round +you, the more beauties you discovered. What magnificent effects would +not be produced here at the different hours of day--by sunlight and by +moonlight? Nothing could be more delightful than to come and live there, +and now that she found all the rough work finished, Charlotte longed to +be busy again. An upholsterer, a tapestry-hanger, a painter, who could +lay on the colors with patterns, and a little gilding, were all which +were required, and these were soon found, and in a short time the +building was completed. Kitchen and cellar stores were quickly laid in; +being so far from the castle, it was necessary to have all essentials +provided; and the two ladies with the child went up and settled there. +From this residence, as from a new centre point, unknown walks opened +out to them, and in these high regions the free, fresh air and the +beautiful weather were thoroughly delightful. + +Ottilie's favorite walk, sometimes alone, sometimes with the child, was +down below, toward the plane-trees, along a pleasant footpath leading +directly to the point where one of the boats was kept chained in which +people used to go across the water. She often indulged herself in an +expedition on the water, only without the child, as Charlotte was a +little uneasy about it. She never missed, however, paying a daily visit +to the castle garden and the gardener, and going to look with him at his +show of greenhouse plants, which were all out now, enjoying the free +air. + +At this beautiful season, Charlotte was much pleased to receive a visit +from an English nobleman, who had made acquaintance with Edward abroad, +having met him more than once, and who was now curious to see the laying +out of his park, which he had heard so much admired. He brought with him +a letter of introduction from the Count, and introduced at the same time +a quiet but most agreeable man as his traveling companion. He went about +seeing everything, sometimes with Charlotte and Ottilie, sometimes with +the gardeners and the foresters, often with his friend, and now and then +alone; and they could perceive clearly from his observations that he +took an interest in such matters, and understood them well; indeed, that +he had himself probably executed many such. + +Although he was now advanced in life, he entered warmly into everything +which could serve for an ornament to life, or contribute anything to its +importance. + +In his presence, the ladies came first properly to enjoy what was around +them. His practised eye received every effect in its freshness, and he +found all the more pleasure in what was before him, as he had not +previously known the place, and was scarcely able to distinguish what +man had done there from what nature had presented to him ready made. + +We may even say that through his remarks the park grew and enriched +itself; he was able to anticipate in their fulfilment the promises of +the growing plantations. There was not a spot where there was any effect +which could be either heightened or produced, but what he observed it. + +In one place he pointed to a fountain which, if it was cleaned out, +promised to be the most beautiful spot for a picnic party; in another, +to a cave which had only to be enlarged and swept clear of rubbish to +form a desirable seat. A few trees might be cut down, and a view would +be opened from it of some grand masses of rock, towering magnificently +against the sky. He wished the owners joy that so much was still +remaining for them to do, and he besought them not to be in a hurry +about it, but to keep for themselves for years to come the pleasures of +shaping and improving. + +At the hours which the ladies usually spent alone he was never in the +way, for he was occupied the greatest part of the day in catching such +views in the park as would make good paintings, in a portable camera +obscura, and drawing from them, in order to secure some desirable fruits +from his travels for himself and others. For many years past he had been +in the habit of doing this in all remarkable places which he visited, +and had provided himself by it with a most charming and interesting +collection. He showed the ladies a large portfolio which he had brought +with him, and entertained them with the pictures and with descriptions. +And it was a real delight to them, here in their solitude, to travel so +pleasantly over the world, and see sweep past them, shores and havens, +mountains, lakes, and rivers, cities, castles, and a hundred other +localities which have a name in history. + +Each of the two ladies had an especial interest in it--Charlotte the +more general interest in whatever was historically remarkable; Ottilie +dwelling in preference on the scenes of which Edward used most to +talk--where he liked best to stay, and which he would most often +revisit. Every man has somewhere, far or near, his peculiar localities +which attract him; scenes which, according to his character, either from +first impressions, or from particular associations, or from habit, have +a charm for him beyond all others. + +She, therefore, asked the Earl which, of all these places, pleased him +best, where he would like to settle, and live for himself, if he might +choose. There was more than one lovely spot which he pointed out, with +what had happened to him there to make him love and value it; and the +peculiar accentuated French in which he spoke made it most pleasant to +listen to him. + +To the further question, which was his ordinary residence that he +properly considered his home, he replied, without any hesitation, in a +manner quite unexpected by the ladies: + +"I have accustomed myself by this time to be at home everywhere, and I +find, after all, that it is much more agreeable to allow others to +plant, and build, and keep house for me. I have no desire to return to +my own possessions, partly on political grounds, but principally because +my son, for whose sake alone it was any pleasure to me to remain and +work there--who will, by-and-by, inherit it, and with whom I hoped to +enjoy it--took no interest in the place at all, but has gone out to +India, where, like many other foolish fellows, he fancies he can make a +higher use of his life. He is more likely to squander it. + +"Assuredly we spend far too much labor and outlay in preparation for +life. Instead of beginning at once to make ourselves happy in a moderate +condition, we spread ourselves out wider and wider, only to make +ourselves more and more uncomfortable. Who is there now to enjoy my +mansion, my park, my gardens? Not I, nor any of mine--strangers, +visitors, or curious, restless travelers. + +"Even with large means, we are ever but half and half at home, +especially in the country, where we miss many things to which we have +become accustomed in town. The book for which we are most anxious is +not to be had, and just the thing which we most wanted is forgotten. We +take to being domestic, only again to go out of ourselves; if we do not +go astray of our own will and caprice, circumstances, passions, +accidents, necessity, and one does not know what besides, manage it for +us." + +Little did the Earl imagine how deeply his friend would be touched by +these random observations. It is a danger to which we are all of us +exposed when we venture on general remarks in a society the +circumstances of which we might have supposed were well enough known to +us. Such casual wounds, even from well-meaning, kindly-disposed people, +were nothing new to Charlotte. She so clearly, so thoroughly knew and +understood the world, that it gave her no particular pain if it did +happen that through somebody's thoughtlessness or imprudence she had her +attention forced into this or that unpleasant direction. But it was very +different with Ottilie. At her half-conscious age, at which she rather +felt than saw, and at which she was disposed, indeed was obliged, to +turn her eyes away from what she should not or would not see, Ottilie +was thrown by this melancholy conversation into the most pitiable state. +It rudely tore away the pleasant veil from before her eyes, and it +seemed to her as if everything which had been done all this time for +house and court, for park and garden, for all their wide environs, were +utterly in vain, because he to whom it all belonged could not enjoy it; +because he, like their present visitor, had been driven out to wander up +and down in the world--and, indeed, in the most perilous paths of it--by +those who were nearest and dearest to him. She was accustomed to listen +in silence, but on this occasion she sat on in the most painful +condition; which, indeed, was made rather worse than better by what the +stranger went on to say, as he continued with his peculiar, humorous +gravity: + +"I think I am now on the right way. I look upon myself steadily as a +traveler, who renounces many things in order to enjoy more. I am +accustomed to change; it has become, indeed, a necessity to me; just as +in the opera, people are always looking out for new and newer +decorations, because there have already been so many. I know very well +what I am to expect from the best hotels, and what from the worst. It +may be as good or it may be as bad as it will, but I nowhere find +anything to which I am accustomed, and in the end it comes to much the +same thing whether we depend for our enjoyment entirely on the regular +order of custom, or entirely on the caprices of accident. I have never +had to vex myself now, because this thing is mislaid, or that thing is +lost; because the room in which I live is uninhabitable, and I must have +it repaired; because somebody has broken my favorite cup, and for a long +time nothing tastes well out of any other. All this I am happily raised +above. If the house catches fire about my ears, my people quietly pack +my things up, and we pass away out of the town in search of other +quarters. And considering all these advantages, when I reckon carefully, +I calculate that, by the end of the year, I have not sacrificed more +than it would have cost me to be at home." + +In this description Ottilie saw nothing but Edward before her; how he +too was now amidst discomfort and hardship, marching along untrodden +roads, lying out in the fields in danger and want, and in all this +insecurity and hazard growing accustomed to be homeless and friendless, +learning to fling away everything that he might have nothing to lose. +Fortunately, the party separated for a short time. Ottilie escaped to +her room, where she could give way to her tears. No weight of sorrow had +ever pressed so heavily upon her as this clear perception (which she +tried, as people usually do, to make still clearer to herself), that men +love to dally with and exaggerate the evils which circumstances have +once begun to inflict upon them. + +The state in which Edward was came before her in a light so piteous, so +miserable, that she made up her mind, let it cost her what it would, +that she would do everything in her power to unite him again with +Charlotte, and she herself would go and hide her sorrow and her love in +some silent scene, and beguile the time with such employment as she +could find. + +Meanwhile the Earl's companion, a quiet, sensible man and a keen +observer, had remarked the new trend in the conversation, and spoke to +his friend about it. The latter knew nothing of the circumstances of the +family; but the other being one of those persons whose principal +interest in traveling lay in gathering up the strange occurrences which +arose out of the natural or artificial relations of society, which were +produced by the conflict of the restraint of law with the violence of +the will, of the understanding with the reason, of passion with +prejudice--had some time before made himself acquainted with the outline +of the story, and since he had been in the family had learnt exactly all +that had taken place, and the present position in which things were +standing. + +The Earl, of course, was very sorry, but it was not a thing to make him +uneasy. A man must hold his tongue altogether in society if he is never +to find himself in such a position; for not only remarks with meaning in +them, but the most trivial expressions, may happen to clash in an +inharmonious key with the interest of somebody present. + +"We will set things right this evening," said he, "and escape from any +general conversation; you shall let them hear one of the many charming +anecdotes with which your portfolio and your memory have enriched +themselves while we have been abroad." + +However, with the best intentions, the strangers did not, on this next +occasion, succeed any better in gratifying their friends with unalloyed +entertainment. The Earl's friend told a number of singular stories--some +serious, some amusing, some touching, some terrible--with which he had +roused their attention and strained their interest to the highest +tension, and he thought to conclude with a strange but softer incident, +little dreaming how nearly it would touch his listeners. + +THE TWO STRANGE CHILDREN + +"Two children of neighboring families, a boy and a girl, of an age which +would suit well for them at some future time to marry, were brought up +together with this agreeable prospect, and the parents on both sides, +who were people of some position in the world, looked forward with +pleasure to their future union. + +"It was too soon observed, however, that the purpose seemed likely to +fail; the dispositions of both children promised everything which was +good, but there was an unaccountable antipathy between them. Perhaps +they were too much like each other. Both were thoughtful, clear in their +wills, and firm in their purposes. Each separately was beloved and +respected by his or her companions, but whenever they were together they +were always antagonists. Forming separate plans for themselves, they +only met mutually to cross and thwart each other; never emulating each +other in pursuit of one aim, but always fighting for a single object. +Good-natured and amiable everywhere else, they were spiteful and even +malicious whenever they came in contact. + +"This singular relation first showed itself in their childish games, and +it continued with their advancing years. The boys used to play at +soldiers, divide into parties, and give each other battle, and the +fierce haughty young lady set herself at once at the head of one of the +armies, and fought against the other with such animosity and bitterness +that the latter would have been put to a shameful flight, except for the +desperate bravery of her own particular rival, who at last disarmed his +antagonist and took her prisoner; and even then she defended herself +with so much fury that to save his eyes from being torn out, and at the +same time not to injure his enemy, he had been obliged to take off his +silk handkerchief and tie her hands with it behind her back. + +"This she never forgave him: she made so many attempts, she laid so many +plans to injure him, that the parents, who had been long watching these +singular passions, came to a mutual understanding and resolved to +separate these two hostile creatures, and sacrifice their favorite +hopes. + +"The boy shot rapidly forward in the new situation in which he was +placed. He mastered every subject which he was taught. His friends and +his own inclination chose the army for his profession, and everywhere, +let him be where he would, he was looked up to and beloved. His +disposition seemed formed to labor for the well-being and the pleasure +of others; and he himself, without being clearly conscious of it, was in +himself happy at having got rid of the only antagonist which nature had +assigned to him. + +"The girl, on the other hand, became at once an altered creature. Her +growing age, the progress of her education, above all, her own inward +feelings, drew her away from the boisterous games with boys in which she +had hitherto delighted. Altogether she seemed to want something; there +was nothing anywhere about her which could deserve to excite her hatred, +and she had never found any one whom she could think worthy of her love. + +"A young man, somewhat older than her previous neighbor-antagonist, of +rank, property, and consequence, beloved in society, and much sought +after by women, bestowed his affections upon her. It was the first time +that friend, lover, or servant had displayed any interest in her. The +preference which he showed for her above others who were older, more +cultivated, and of more brilliant pretensions than herself, was +naturally gratifying; the constancy of his attention, which was never +obtrusive, his standing by her faithfully through a number of unpleasant +incidents, his quiet suit, which was declared indeed to her parents, but +which, as she was still very young, he did not press, only asking to be +allowed to hope--all this engaged him to her, and custom and the +assumption in the world that the thing was already settled carried her +along with it. She had so often been called his bride that at last she +began to consider herself so, and neither she nor any one else ever +thought any further trial could be necessary before she exchanged rings +with the person who for so long a time had passed for her bridegroom. + +"The peaceful course which the affair had all along followed was not at +all precipitated by the betrothal. Things were allowed to go on both +sides just as they were; they were happy in being together, and they +could enjoy to the end the fair season of the year as the spring of +their future more serious life. + +"The absent youth had meanwhile grown up into everything which was most +admirable. He had obtained a well-deserved rank in his profession, and +came home on leave to visit his family. Toward his fair neighbor he +found himself again in a natural but singular position. For some time +past she had been nourishing in herself such affectionate family +feelings as suited her position as a bride; she was in harmony with +everything about her; she believed that she was happy, and in a certain +sense she was so. Now first for a long time something again stood in her +way. It was not to be hated--she had become incapable of hatred. Indeed +the childish hatred, which had in fact been nothing more than an obscure +recognition of inward worth, expressed itself now in a happy +astonishment, in pleasure at meeting, in ready acknowledgments, in a +half willing, half unwilling, and yet irresistible attraction; and all +this was mutual. Their long separation gave occasion for longer +conversations; even their old childish foolishness served, now that they +had grown wiser, to amuse them as they looked back; and they felt as if +at least they were bound to make good their petulant hatred by +friendliness and attention to each other--as if their first violent +injustice to each other ought not to be left without open +acknowledgment. + +"On his side it all remained in a sensible, desirable moderation. His +position, his circumstances, his efforts, his ambition, found him so +abundant an occupation, that the friendliness of this pretty bride he +received as a very thank-worthy present; but without, therefore, even so +much as thinking of her in connection with himself, or entertaining the +slightest jealousy of the bridegroom, with whom he stood on the best +possible terms. + +"With her, however, it was altogether different. She seemed to herself +as if she had awakened out of a dream. Her fightings with her young +neighbor had been the beginnings of an affection; and this violent +antagonism was no more than an equally violent innate passion for him, +first showing under the form of opposition. She could remember nothing +else than that she had always loved him. She laughed over her martial +encounter with him with weapons in her hand; she dwelt upon the delight +of her feelings when he disarmed her. She imagined that it had given her +the greatest happiness when he bound her: and whatever she had done +afterward to injure him, or to vex him, presented itself to her as only +an innocent means of attracting his attention. She cursed their +separation. She bewailed the sleepy state into which she had fallen. She +execrated the insidious lazy routine which had betrayed her into +accepting so insignificant a bridegroom. She was transformed--doubly +transformed, forward or backward, whichever way we like to take it. + +"She kept her feelings entirely to herself; but if any one could have +divined them and shared them with her, he could not have blamed her: for +indeed the bridegroom could not sustain a comparison with the other as +soon as they were seen together. If a sort of regard to the one could +not be refused, the other excited the fullest trust and confidence. If +one made an agreeable acquaintance, the other we should desire for a +companion; and in extraordinary cases, where higher demands might have +to be made on them, the bridegroom was a person to be utterly despaired +of, while the other would give the feeling of perfect security. + +"There is a peculiar innate tact in women which discovers to them +differences of this kind; and they have cause as well as occasion to +cultivate it. + +"The more the fair bride was nourishing all these feelings in secret, +the less opportunity there was for any one to speak a word which could +tell in favor of her bridegroom, to remind her of what her duty and +their relative position advised and commanded--indeed, what an +unalterable necessity seemed now irrevocably to require; the poor heart +gave itself up entirely to its passion. + +"On one side she was bound inextricably to the bridegroom by the world, +by her family, and by her own promise; on the other, the ambitious young +man made no secret of what he was thinking and planning for himself, +conducting himself toward her no more than a kind but not at all a +tender brother, and speaking of his departure as immediately impending; +and now it seemed as if her early childish spirit woke up again in her +with all its spleen and violence, and was preparing itself in its +distemper, on this higher stage of life, to work more effectively and +destructively. She determined that she would die to punish the once +hated; and now so passionately loved, youth for his want of interest in +her; and as she could not possess himself, at least she would wed +herself for ever to his imagination and to his repentance. Her dead +image should cling to him, and he should never be free from it. He +should never cease to reproach himself for not having understood, not +examined, not valued her feelings toward him. + +"This singular insanity accompanied her wherever she went. She kept it +concealed under all sorts of forms; and although people thought her very +odd, no one was observant enough or clever enough to discover the real +inward reason. + +"In the meantime, friends, relations, acquaintances had exhausted +themselves in contrivances for pleasure parties. Scarcely a day passed +but something new and unexpected was set on foot. There was hardly a +pretty spot in the country round which had not been decked out and +prepared for the reception of some merry party. And now our young +visitor, before departing, wished to do his part as well, and invited +the young couple, with a small family circle, to an expedition on the +water. They went on board a large beautiful vessel dressed out in all +its colors--one of the yachts which had a small saloon and a cabin or +two besides, and are intended to carry with them upon the water the +comfort and conveniences of land. + +"They set out upon the broad river with music playing. The party had +collected in the cabin, below deck, during the heat of the day, and were +amusing themselves with games. Their young host, who could never remain +without doing something, had taken charge of the helm to relieve the old +master of the vessel, and the latter had lain down and was fast asleep. +It was a moment when the steerer required all his circumspectness, as +the vessel was nearing a spot where two islands narrowed the channel of +the river, while shallow banks of shingle stretching off, first on one +side and then on the other, made the navigation difficult and dangerous. +Prudent and sharp-sighted as he was, he thought for a moment that it +would be better to wake the master; but he felt confident in himself, +and he thought he would venture and make straight for the narrows. At +this moment his fair enemy appeared upon deck with a wreath of flowers +in her hair. 'Take this to remember me by,' she cried out. She took it +off and threw it at the steerer. 'Don't disturb me,' he answered +quickly, as he caught the wreath; 'I require all my powers and all my +attention now.' 'You will never be disturbed by me any more,' she cried; +'you will never see me again.' As she spoke, she rushed to the forward +part of the vessel, and from thence she sprang into the water. Voice +upon voice called out, 'Save her, save her, she is sinking!' He was in +the most terrible difficulty. In the confusion the old shipmaster woke, +and tried to catch the rudder, which the young man bade him take. But +there was no time to change hands. The vessel stranded; and at the same +moment, flinging off the heaviest of his upper garments, he sprang into +the water and swam toward his beautiful enemy. The water is a friendly +element to a man who is at home in it, and who knows how to deal with +it; it buoyed him up, and acknowledged the strong swimmer as its master. +He soon overtook the beautiful girl, who had been swept away before him; +he caught hold of her, raised her and supported her, and both of them +were carried violently down by the current, till the shoals and islands +were left far behind, and the river was again open and running smoothly. +He now began to collect himself; they had passed the first immediate +danger, in which he had been obliged to act mechanically without time to +think; he raised his head as high as he could to look about him and then +swam with all his might to a low bushy point which ran out conveniently +into the stream. There he brought his fair burden to dry land, but he +could find no signs of life in her; he was in despair, when he caught +sight of a trodden path leading among the bushes. Again he caught her up +in his arms, hurried forward, and presently reached a solitary cottage. +There he found kind, good people--a young married couple; the +misfortunes and the dangers explained themselves instantly; every remedy +he could think of was instantly applied; a bright fire blazed up; woolen +blankets were spread on a bed, counterpane, cloaks, skins, whatever +there was at hand which would serve for warmth, were heaped over her as +fast as possible. The desire to save life overpowered, for the present, +every other consideration. Nothing was left undone to bring back to life +the beautiful, half-torpid, naked body. It succeeded; she opened her +eyes! her friend was before her; she threw her heavenly arms about his +neck. In this position she remained for a time; and then a stream of +tears burst out and completed her recovery. 'Will you forsake me,' she +cried, 'now when I find you again thus?' 'Never,' he answered, 'never,' +hardly knowing what he said or did. 'Only consider yourself,' she added; +'take care of yourself, for your sake and for mine.' + +"She now began to collect herself, and for the first time recollected +the state in which she was; she could not be ashamed before her darling, +before her preserver; but she gladly allowed him to go, that he might +take care of himself; for the clothes which he still wore were wet and +dripping. + +"Their young hosts considered what could be done. The husband offered +the young man, and the wife offered the fair lady, the dresses in which +they had been married, which were hanging up in full perfection, and +sufficient for a complete suit, inside and out, for two people. In a +short time our pair of adventurers were not only equipped, but in full +costume. They looked most charming, gazed at each other, when they met, +with admiration, and then with infinite affection, half laughing at the +same time at the quaintness of their appearance, they fell into each +other's arms. + +"The power of youth and the quickening spirit of love in a few moments +completely restored them; and there was nothing wanting but music to +have set them both off dancing. + +"To have found themselves brought from the water on dry land, from death +into life, from the circle of their families into a wilderness, from +despair into rapture, from indifference to affection and to love, all in +a moment: the head was not strong enough to bear it; it must either +burst, or go distracted; or if so distressing an alternative were to be +escaped, the heart must put out all its efforts. + +"Lost wholly in each other, it was long before they recollected the +alarm and anxiety of those who had been left behind; and they +themselves, indeed, could not well think, without alarm and anxiety, how +they were again to encounter them. 'Shall we run away? shall we hide +ourselves?' asked the young man. 'We will remain together,' she said, +as she clung about his neck. + +"The peasant having heard them say that a party was aground on the +shoal, had hurried down, without stopping to ask another question, to +the shore. When he arrived there, he saw the vessel coming safely down +the stream. After much labor it had been got off; and they were now +going on in uncertainty, hoping to find their lost ones again somewhere. +The peasant shouted and made signs to them, and at last caught the +attention of those on board; then he ran to a spot where there was a +convenient place for landing, and went on signalling and shouting till +the vessel's head was turned toward the shore; and what a scene there +was for them when they landed. The parents of the two betrothed first +pressed on the banks; the poor loving bridegroom had almost lost his +senses. They had scarcely learnt that their dear children had been +saved, when in their strange disguise the latter came forward out of the +bushes to meet them. No one recognized them till they were come quite +close. 'Whom do I see?' cried the mothers. 'What do I see?' cried the +fathers. The preserved ones flung themselves on the ground before them. +'Your children,' they called out; 'a pair.' 'Forgive us!' cried the +maiden. 'Give us your blessing!' cried the young man. 'Give us your +blessing!' they cried both, as all the world stood still in wonder. +'Your blessing!' was repeated the third time; and who would have been +able to refuse it?" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The narrator made a pause, or rather he had already finished his story, +before he observed the emotion into which Charlotte had been thrown by +it. She got up, uttered some sort of an apology, and left the room. To +her it was a well-known history. The principal incident in it had really +taken place with the Captain and a neighbor of her own; not exactly, +indeed, as the Englishman had related it. But the main features of it +were the same. It had only been more finished off and elaborated in its +details, as stories of that kind always are when they have passed first +through the lips of the multitude, and then through the fancy of a +clever and imaginative narrator; the result of the process being usually +to leave everything and nothing as it was. + +Ottilie followed Charlotte, as the two friends begged her to do; and +then it was the Earl's turn to remark, that perhaps they had made a +second mistake, and that the subject of the story had been well known +to, or was in some way connected with, the family. "We must take care," +he added, "that we do no more mischief here; we seem to bring little +good to our entertainers for all the kindness and hospitality which they +have shown us; we will make some excuse for ourselves, and then take our +leave." + +"I must confess," answered his companion, "that there is something else +which still holds me here, which I should be very sorry to leave the +house without seeing cleared up or in some way explained. You were too +busy yourself yesterday when we were in the park with the camera, in +looking for spots where you could make your sketches, to have observed +anything else which was passing. You left the broad walk, you remember, +and went to a sequestered place on the side of the lake. There was a +fine view of the opposite shore which you wished to take. Well, Ottilie, +who was with us, got up to follow; and then proposed that she and I +should find our way to you in the boat. I got in with her, and was +delighted with the skill of my fair conductress. I assured her that +never since I had been in Switzerland, where the young ladies so often +fill the place of the boatmen, had I been so pleasantly ferried over the +water. At the same time I could not help asking her why she had shown +such an objection to going the way which you had gone, along the little +by-path. I had observed her shrink from it with a sort of painful +uneasiness. She was not at all offended. 'If you will promise not to +laugh at me,' she answered, 'I will tell you as much as I know about +it; but to myself it is a mystery which I cannot explain. There is a +particular spot in that path which I never pass without a strange shiver +passing over me, which I do not remember ever feeling anywhere else, and +which I cannot the least understand. But I shrink from exposing myself +to the sensation, because it is followed immediately after by a pain on +the left side of my head, from which at other times I suffer severely.' +We landed. Ottilie was engaged with you, and I took the opportunity of +examining the spot, which she pointed out to me as we went by on the +water. I was not a little surprised to find there distinct traces of +coal in sufficient quantities to convince me that at a short distance +below the surface there must be a considerable bed of it. + +"Pardon me, my Lord; I see you smile; and I know very well that you have +no faith in these things about which I am so eager, and that it is only +your sense and your kindness which enable you to tolerate me. However, +it is impossible for me to leave this place without trying on that +beautiful creature an experiment with the pendulum." + +The Earl, whenever these matters came to be spoken of, never failed to +repeat the same objections to them over and over again; and his friend +endured them all quietly and patiently, remaining firm, nevertheless, to +his own opinion, and holding to his own wishes. He, too, again repeated +that there was no reason, because the experiment did not succeed with +every one, that they should give them up, as if there was nothing in +them but fancy. They should be examined into all the more earnestly and +scrupulously; and there was no doubt that the result would be the +discovery of a number of affinities of inorganic creatures for one +another, and of organic creatures for them, and again for each other, +which at present were unknown to us. + +He had already spread out his apparatus of gold rings, marcasites, and +other metallic substances, a pretty little box of which he always +carried about with himself; and he suspended a piece of metal by a +string over another piece, which he placed upon the table. "Now, my +Lord," he said, "you may take what pleasure you please (I can see in +your face what you are feeling), at perceiving that nothing will set +itself in motion with me, or for me. But my operation is no more than a +pretense; when the ladies come back, they will be curious to know what +strange work we are about." + +The ladies returned. Charlotte understood at once what was going on. "I +have heard much of these things," she said; "but I never saw the effect +myself. You have everything ready there. Let me try whether I can +succeed in producing anything." + +She took the thread in her hand, and as she was perfectly serious, she +held it steady, and without any agitation. Not the slightest motion, +however, could be detected. Ottilie was then called upon to try. She +held the pendulum still more quietly and unconsciously over the plate on +the table. But in a moment the swinging piece of metal began to stir +with a distinct rotary action, and turned as they moved the position of +the plate, first to one side and then to the other; now in circles, now +in ellipses; or else describing a series of straight lines; doing all +the Earl's friend could expect, and far exceeding, indeed, all his +expectations. + +The Earl himself was a little staggered; but the other could never be +satisfied, from delight and curiosity, and begged for the experiment +again and again with all sorts of variations. Ottilie was good-natured +enough to gratify him; till at last she was obliged to desire to be +allowed to go, as her headache had come on again. In further admiration +and even rapture, he assured her with enthusiasm that he would cure her +forever of her disorder, if she would only trust herself to his +remedies. For a moment they did not know what he meant; but Charlotte, +who comprehended immediately after, declined his well-meant offer, not +liking to have introduced and practised about her a thing of which she +had always had the strongest apprehensions. + +The strangers were gone, and notwithstanding their having been the +inadvertent cause of strange and painful emotions, left the wish behind +them, that this meeting might not be the last. Charlotte now made use of +the beautiful weather to return visits in the neighborhood, which, +indeed, gave her work enough to do, seeing that the whole country round, +some from a real interest, some merely from custom, had been most +attentive in calling to inquire after her. At home her delight was the +sight of the child, and really it well deserved all love and interest. +People, saw in it a wonderful, indeed a miraculous child; the brightest, +sunniest little face; a fine, well-proportioned body, strong and +healthy; and what surprised them more, the double resemblance, which +became more and more conspicuous. In figure and in the features of the +face, it was like the Captain; the eyes every day it was less easy to +distinguish from the eyes of Ottilie. + +Ottilie herself, partly from this remarkable affinity, perhaps still +more under the influence of that sweet woman's feeling which makes them +regard with the most tender affection the offspring, even by another, of +the man they love, was as good as a mother to the little creature as it +grew, or rather, she was a second mother of another kind. If Charlotte +was absent, Ottilie remained alone with the child and the nurse. Nanny +had for some time past been jealous of the boy for monopolizing the +entire affections of her mistress; she had left her in a fit of +crossness, and gone back to her mother. Ottilie would carry the child +about in the open air, and by degrees took longer and longer walks with +it, carrying a bottle of milk to give the child its food when it wanted +any. Generally, too, she took a book with her; and so with the child in +her arms, reading and wandering, she made a very pretty Penserosa. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +The object of the campaign was attained, and Edward, with crosses and +decorations, was honorably dismissed. He betook himself at once to the +same little estate, where he found exact accounts of his family waiting +for him, on whom all this time, without their having observed it or +known of it, a sharp watch had been kept under his orders. His quiet +residence looked most sweet and pleasant when he reached it. In +accordance with his orders, various improvements had been made in his +absence, and what was wanting to the establishment in extent, was +compensated by its internal comforts and conveniences. Edward, +accustomed by his more active habits of life to take decided steps, +determined to execute a project which he had had sufficient time to +think over. First of all, he invited the Major to come to him. This +pleasure in meeting again was very great to both of them. The +friendships of boyhood, like relationship of blood, possess this +important advantage, that mistakes and misunderstandings never produce +irreparable injury; and the old regard after a time will always +reestablish itself. + +Edward began with inquiring about the situation of his friend, and +learnt that fortune had favored him exactly as he most could have +wished. He then half-seriously asked whether there was not something +going forward about a marriage; to which he received a most decided and +positive denial. + +"I cannot and will not have any reserve with you," he proceeded. "I will +tell you at once what my own feelings are, and what I intend to do. You +know my passion for Ottilie; you must long have comprehended that it was +this which drove me into the campaign. I do not deny that I desire to be +rid of a life which, without her, would be of no further value to me. At +the same time, however, I acknowledge that I could never bring myself +utterly to despair. The prospect of happiness with her was so beautiful, +so infinitely charming, that it was not possible for me entirely to +renounce it. Feelings, too, which I cannot explain, and a number of +happy omens, have combined to strengthen me in the belief, in the +assurance, that Ottilie will one day be mine. The glass with our +initials cut upon it, which was thrown into the air when the +foundation-stone was laid, did not go to pieces; it was caught, and I +have it again in my possession. After many miserable hours of +uncertainty, spent in this place, I said to myself, 'I will put myself +in the place of this glass, and it shall be an omen whether our union be +possible or not. I will go; I will seek for death; not like a madman, +but like a man who still hopes that he may live. Ottilie shall be the +prize for which I fight. Ottilie shall be behind the ranks of the enemy; +in every intrenchment, in every beleaguered fortress, I shall hope to +find her, and to win her. I will do wonders, with the wish to survive +them; with the hope to gain Ottilie, not to lose her.' These feelings +have led me on; they have stood by me through all dangers; and now I +find myself like one who has arrived at his goal, who has overcome +every difficulty and who has nothing more left in his way. Ottilie is +mine, and whatever lies between the thought and the execution of it, I +can only regard as unimportant." + +"With a few strokes you blot out," replied the Major, "all the +objections that we can or ought to urge upon you, and yet they must be +repeated. I must leave it to yourself to recall the full value of your +relation with your wife; but you owe it to her, and you owe it to +yourself, not to close your eyes to it. How can I so much as recollect +that you have had a son given to you, without acknowledging at once that +you two belong to each other forever; that you are bound, for this +little creature's sake, to live united, that united you may educate it +and provide for its future welfare?" + +"It is no more than the blindness of parents," answered Edward, "when +they imagine their existence to be of so much importance to their +children. Whatever lives, finds nourishment and finds assistance; and if +the son who has early lost his father does not spend so easy, so favored +a youth, he profits, perhaps, for that very reason, in being trained +sooner for the world, and comes to a timely knowledge that he must +accommodate himself to others, a thing sooner or later we are all forced +to learn. Here, however even these considerations are irrelevant; we +are sufficiently well off to be able to provide for more children than +one, and it is neither right nor kind to accumulate so large a property +on a single head." + +The Major attempted to say something of Charlotte's worth, and Edward's +long-standing attachment to her; but the latter hastily interrupted him. +"We committed ourselves to a foolish thing, that I see all too clearly. +Whoever, in middle age, attempts to realize the wishes and hopes of his +early youth, invariably deceives himself. Each ten years of a man's life +has its own fortunes, its own hopes, its own desires. Woe to him who, +either by circumstances or by his own infatuation, is induced to grasp +at anything before him or behind him. We have done a foolish thing. Are +we to abide by it all our lives? Are we, from some respect of prudence, +to refuse to ourselves what the customs of the age do not forbid? In how +many matters do men recall their intentions and their actions; and shall +it not be allowed to them here, here, where the question is not of this +thing or of that, but of everything; not of our single condition of +life, but of the whole complex life itself?" + +Again the Major powerfully and impressively urged on Edward to consider +what he owed to his wife, what was due to his family, to the world, and +to his own position; but he could not succeed in producing the slightest +impression. + +"All these questions, my friend," he returned, "I have considered +already again and again. They have passed before me in the storm of +battle, when the earth was shaking with the thunder of the cannon, with +the balls singing and whistling around me, with my comrades falling +right and left, my horse shot under me, my hat pierced with bullets. +They have floated before me by the still watch-fire under the starry +vault of the sky. I have thought them all through, felt them all +through. I have weighed them, and I have satisfied myself about them +again and again, and now forever. At such moments why should I not +acknowledge it to you? You too were in my thoughts, you too belonged to +my circle; as, indeed, you and I have long belonged to each other. If I +have ever been in your debt I am now in a position to repay it with +interest; if you have been in mine you have now the means to make it +good to me. I know that you love Charlotte, and she deserves it. I know +that you are not indifferent to her, and why should she not feel your +worth? Take her at my hand and give Ottilie to me, and we shall be the +happiest beings upon the earth." + +"If you choose to assign me so high a character," replied the Major, "it +is the more reason for me to be firm and prudent. Whatever there may be +in this proposal to make it attractive to me, instead of simplifying the +problem, it only increases the difficulty of it. The question is now of +me as well as of you. The fortunes, the good name, the honor of two men, +hitherto unsullied with a breath, will be exposed to hazard by so +strange a proceeding, to call it by no harsher name, and we shall appear +before the world in a highly questionable light." + +"Our very characters being what they are," replied Edward, "give us a +right to take this single liberty. A man who has borne himself honorably +through a whole life, makes an action honorable which might appear +ambiguous in others. As concerns myself, after these last trials which I +have taken upon myself, after the difficult and dangerous actions which +I have accomplished for others, I feel entitled now to do something for +myself. For you and Charlotte, that part of the business may, if you +like it, be given up; but neither you nor any one shall keep me from +doing what I have determined. If I may look for help and furtherance, I +shall be ready to do everything which can be wished; but if I am to be +left to myself, or if obstacles are to be thrown in my way, some +extremity or other is sure to follow." + +The Major thought it his duty to combat Edward's purposes as long as it +was possible; and now he changed the mode of his attack and tried a +diversion. He seemed to give way, and only spoke of the form of what +they would have to do to bring about this separation, and these new +unions; and so mentioned a number of ugly, undesirable matters, which +threw Edward into the worst of tempers. + +"I see plainly," he cried at last, "that what we desire can only be +carried by storm, whether it be from our enemies or from our friends. I +keep clearly before my own eyes what I demand, what, one way or another, +I must have; and I will seize it promptly and surely. Connections like +ours, I know very well, cannot be broken up and reconstructed again +without much being thrown down which is standing, and much having to +give way which would be glad enough to continue. We shall come to no +conclusion by thinking about it. All rights are alike to the +understanding, and it is always easy to throw extra weight into the +ascending scale. Do you makeup your mind, my friend, to act, and act +promptly, for me and for yourself. Disentangle and untie the knots, and +tie them up again. Do not be deterred from it by nice respects. We have +already given the world something to say about us. It will talk about us +once more; and when we have ceased to be a nine days' wonder, it will +forget us as it forgets everything else, and allow us to follow our own +way without further concern with us." The Major had nothing further to +say, and was at last obliged to sit silent; while Edward treated the +affair as now conclusively settled, talked through in detail all that +had to be done, and pictured the future in every most cheerful color, +and then he went on again seriously and thoughtfully: "If we think to +leave ourselves to the hope, to the expectation, that all will go right +again of itself, that accident will lead us straight, and take care of +us, it will be a most culpable self-deception. In such a way it would be +impossible for us to save ourselves, or reestablish our peace again. I +who have been the innocent cause of it all, how am I ever to console +myself? By my own importunity I prevailed on Charlotte to write to you +to stay with us; and Ottilie followed in consequence. We have had no +more control over what ensued out of this, but we have the power to +make it innocuous; to guide the new circumstances to our own happiness. +Can you turn away your eyes from the fair and beautiful prospects which +I open to us? Can you insist to me, can you insist to us all, on a +wretched renunciation of them? Do you think it possible? Is it possible? +Will there be no vexations, no bitterness, no inconvenience to overcome, +if we resolve to fall back into our old state? and will any good, any +happiness whatever, arise out of it? Will your own rank, will the high +position which you have earned, be any pleasure to you, if you are to be +prevented from visiting me, or from living with me? And after what has +passed, it would not be anything but painful. Charlotte and I, with all +our property, would only find ourselves in a melancholy state. And if, +like other men of the world, you can persuade yourself that years and +separation will eradicate our feelings, will obliterate impressions so +deeply engraved; why, then the question is of these very years, which it +would be better to spend in happiness and comfort than in pain and +misery. But the last and most important point of all which I have to +urge is this: supposing that we, our outward and inward condition being +what it is, could nevertheless make up our minds to wait at all hazards, +and bear what is laid upon us, what is to become of Ottilie? She must +leave our family; she must go into society where we shall not be to care +for her, and she will be driven wretchedly to and fro in a hard, cold +world. Describe to me any situation in which Ottilie, without me, +without us, could be happy, and you will then have employed an argument +which will be stronger than every other; and if I will not promise to +yield to it, if I will not undertake at once to give up all my own +hopes, I will at least reconsider the question, and see how what you +have said will affect it." + +This problem was not so easy to solve; at least, no satisfactory answer +to it suggested itself to his friend, and nothing was left to him except +to insist again and again, how grave and serious, and in many senses how +dangerous, the whole undertaking was; and at least that they ought +maturely to consider how they had better enter upon it. Edward agreed to +this, and consented to wait before he took any steps; but only under the +condition that his friend should not leave him until they had come to a +perfect understanding about it, and until the first measures had been +taken. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Men who are complete strangers, and wholly indifferent to one another, +if they live a long time together, are sure both of them to expose +something of their inner nature, and thus a kind of intimacy will arise +between them. All the more was it to be expected that there would soon +be no secrets between our two friends, now that they were again under +the same roof together, and in daily and hourly intercourse. They went +over again the earlier stages of their history, and the Major confessed +to Edward that Charlotte had intended Ottilie for him at the time at +which he returned from abroad, and hoped that some time or other he +might marry her. Edward was in ecstasies at this discovery; he spoke +without reserve of the mutual affection of Charlotte and the Major, +which, because it happened to fall in so conveniently with his own +wishes, he painted in very lively colors. + +Deny it altogether, the Major could not; at the same time, he could not +altogether acknowledge it. But Edward only insisted on it the more. He +had pictured the whole thing to himself not as possible, but as already +concluded; all parties had only to resolve on what they all wished; +there would be no difficulty in obtaining a separation; the marriages +should follow as soon after as possible, and Edward could travel with +Ottilie. + +Of all the pleasant things which imagination pictures to us, perhaps +there is none more charming than when lovers and young married people +look forward to enjoying their new relation to each other in a fresh, +new world, and test the endurance of the bond between them in so many +changing circumstances. The Major and Charlotte were in the meantime to +have unrestricted powers to settle all questions of money, property, and +other such important worldly matters; and to do whatever was right and +proper for the satisfaction of all parties. What Edward dwelt the most +upon, however, what he seemed to promise himself the most advantage from +was this:--as the child would have to remain with the mother, the Major +would charge himself with the education of it; he would train the boy +according to his own views, and develop what capacities there might be +in him. It was not for nothing that he had received in his baptism the +name of Otto, which belonged to them both. + +Edward had so completely arranged everything for himself, that he could +not wait another day to carry it into execution. On their way to the +castle, they arrived at a small town, where Edward had a house, and +where he was to stay to await the return of the Major. He could not, +however, prevail upon himself to alight there at once, and accompanied +his friend through the place. They were both on horseback, and falling +into some interesting conversation, rode on further together. + +On a sudden they saw, in the distance, the new house on the height, with +its red tiles shining in the sun. An irresistible longing came over +Edward; he would have it all settled that very evening; he would remain +concealed in a village close by. The Major was to urge the business on +Charlotte with all his power; he would take her prudence by surprise; +and oblige her by the unexpectedness of his proposal to make a free +acknowledgment of her feelings. Edward had transferred his own wishes to +her; he felt certain that he was only meeting her half-way, and that her +inclinations were as decided as his own; and he looked for an immediate +consent from her, because he himself could think of nothing else. + +Joyfully he saw the prosperous issue before his eyes; and that it might +be communicated to him as swiftly as possible, a few cannon shots were +to be fired off, and if it was dark, a rocket or two sent up. + +The Major rode to the castle. He did not find Charlotte there; he learnt +that for the present she was staying at the new house; at that +particular time, however, she was paying a visit in the neighborhood, +and she probably would not have returned till late that evening. He +walked back to the hotel, to which he had previously sent his horse. + +Edward, in the meantime, unable to sit still from restlessness and +impatience, stole away out of his concealment along solitary paths known +only to foresters and fishermen, into his park; and he found himself +toward evening in the copse close to the lake, the broad mirror of which +he now for the first time saw spread out in its perfectness before him. + +Ottilie had gone out that afternoon for a walk along the shore. She had +the child with her, and read as she usually did while she went along. +She had gone as far as the oak-tree by the ferry. The boy had fallen +asleep; she sat down; laid it on the ground at her side, and continued +reading. The book was one of those which attract persons of delicate +feeling, and afterward will not let them go again. She forgot the time +and the hours; she never thought what a long way round it was by land to +the new house; but she sat lost in her book and in herself, so beautiful +to look at, that the trees and the bushes round her ought to have been +alive, and to have had eyes given them to gaze upon her and admire her. +The sun was sinking; a ruddy streak of light fell upon her from behind, +tinging with gold her cheek and shoulder. Edward, who had made his way +to the lake without being seen, finding his park desolate, and no trace +of human creature to be seen anywhere, went on and on. At last he broke +through the copse behind the oak-tree, and saw her. At the same moment +she saw him. He flew to her, and threw himself at her feet. After a +long, silent pause, in which they both endeavored to collect themselves, +he explained in a few words why and how he had come there. He had sent +the Major to Charlotte; and perhaps at that moment their common destiny +was being decided. Never had he doubted her affection, and she assuredly +had never doubted his. He begged for her consent; she hesitated; he +implored her. He offered to resume his old privilege, and throw his arms +around her, and embrace her; she pointed down to the child. + +Edward looked at it, and was amazed. "Great God!" he cried; "if I had +cause to doubt my wife and my friend, this face would witness fearfully +against them. Is not this the very image of the Major? I never saw such +a likeness." + +"Indeed!" replied Ottilie; "all the world say it is like me." + +"Is it possible?" Edward answered; and at the moment the child opened +its eyes--two large, black, piercing eyes, deep and full of love; +already the little face was full of intelligence. He seemed as if he +knew both the figures which he saw standing before him. Edward threw +himself down beside the child, and then knelt a second time before +Ottilie. "It is you," he cried; "the eyes are yours! ah, but let me look +into yours; let me throw a veil over that ill-starred hour which gave +its being to this little creature. Shall I shock your pure spirit with +the fearful thought, that man and wife who are estranged from each +other, can yet press each other to their heart, and profane the bonds by +which the law unites them by other eager wishes? Oh yes! As I have said +so much; as my connection with Charlotte must now be severed; as you +will be mine, why should I not speak out the words to you? This child is +the offspring of a double adultery. It should have been a tie between my +wife and myself; but it severs her from me, and me from her. Let it +witness, then, against me. Let these fair eyes say to yours, that in the +arms of another I belonged to you. You must feel, Ottilie, oh! you must +feel, that my fault, my crime, I can only expiate in your arms." + +"Hark!" he called out, as he sprang up and listened. He thought that he +had heard a shot, and that it was the sign which the Major was to give. +It was the gun of a forester on the adjoining hill. Nothing followed. +Edward grew impatient. + +Ottilie now first observed that the sun was down behind the mountains; +its last rays were shining on the windows of the house above. "Leave me, +Edward," she cried; "go. Long as we have been parted, much as we have +borne, yet remember what we both owe to Charlotte. She must decide our +fate; do not let us anticipate her judgment. I am yours if she will +permit it to be so. If she will not, I must renounce you. As you think +it is now so near an issue, let us wait. Go back to the village, where +the Major supposes you to be. Is it likely that a rude cannon-shot will +inform you of the results of such an interview? Perhaps at this moment +he is seeking for you. He will not have found Charlotte at home; of that +I am certain. He may have gone to meet her; for they knew at the castle +where she was. How many things may have happened! Leave me! she must be +at home by this time; she is expecting me there with the baby." + +Ottilie spoke hurriedly; she called together all the possibilities. It +was too delightful to be with Edward; but she felt that he must now +leave her. "I beseech, I implore you, my beloved," she cried out; "go +back and wait for the Major." + +"I obey your commands," cried Edward. He gazed at her for a moment with +rapturous love, and then caught her close in his arms. She wound her own +about him, and pressed him tenderly to her breast. Hope streamed away, +like a star shooting in the sky, above their heads. They thought then, +they believed, that they did indeed belong to each other. For the first +time they exchanged free, genuine kisses, and separated with pain and +effort. + +The sun had gone down. It was twilight, and a damp mist was rising about +the lake. Ottilie stood confused and agitated. She looked across to the +house on the hill, and she thought she saw Charlotte's white dress on +the balcony. + +It was a long way round by the end of the lake; and she knew how +impatiently Charlotte would be waiting for the child. She saw the +plane-trees just opposite her, and only a narrow interval of water +divided her from the path which led straight up to the house. Her +nervousness about venturing on the water with the child vanished in her +present embarrassment. She hastened to the boat; she did not feel that +her heart was beating; that her feet were tottering; that her senses +were threatening to fail her. + +She sprang in, seized the oar, and pushed off. She had to use force; she +pushed again. The boat shot off, and glided, swaying and rocking into +the open water. With the child in her left arm, the book in her left +hand, and the oar in her right, she lost her footing, and fell over the +seat; the oar slipped from her on one side, and as she tried to recover +herself, the child and the book slipped on the other, all into the +water. She caught the floating dress, but lying entangled as she was +herself, she was unable to rise. Her right hand was free, but she could +not reach round to help herself up with it; at last she succeeded. She +drew the child out of the water; but its eyes were closed, and it had +ceased to breathe. + +In a moment, she recovered all her self-possession; but so much the +greater was her agony; the boat was drifting fast into the middle of the +lake; the oar was swimming far away from her. She saw no one on the +shore; and, indeed, if she had, it would have been of no service to her. +Cut off from all assistance, she was floating on the faithless, unstable +element. + +She sought for help from herself; she had often heard of the recovery of +the drowned; she had herself witnessed an instance of it on the evening +of her birthday; she took off the child's clothes, and dried it with her +muslin dress; she threw open her bosom, laying it bare for the first +time to the free heaven. For the first time she pressed a living being +to her pure, naked breast. + +[Illustration: OTTILIE. _From the Painting by Wilhelm von Kaulbach_] + +Alas! and it was not a living being. The cold limbs of the ill-starred +little creature chilled her to the heart. Streams of tears gushed from +her eyes, and lent a show of life and warmth to the outside of the +torpid limbs. She persevered with her efforts; she wrapped it in her +shawl, she drew it close to herself, stroked it, breathed upon it, and +with tears and kisses labored to supply the help which, cut off as she +was, she was unable to find. + +It was all in vain; the child lay motionless in her arms; motionless the +boat floated on the glassy water. But even here her beautiful spirit did +not leave her forsaken. She turned to the Power above. She sank down +upon her knees in the boat, and with both arms raised the unmoving child +above her innocent breast, like marble in its whiteness; alas, too, like +marble, cold; with moist eyes she looked up and cried for help, where a +tender heart hopes to find it in its fulness when all other help has +failed. + +The stars were beginning one by one to glimmer down upon her; she turned +to them and not in vain; a soft air stole over the surface, and wafted +the boat under the plane-trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +She hurried to the new house, and called the surgeon and gave the child +into his hands. It was carried at once to Charlotte's sleeping-room. +Cool and collected from a wide experience, he submitted the tender body +to the usual process. Ottilie stood by him through it all. She prepared +everything, she fetched everything, but as if she were moving in another +world; for the height of misfortune, like the height of happiness, +alters the aspect of every object. And it was only when, after every +resource had been exhausted, the good man shook his head, and to her +questions, whether there was hope, first was silent, and then answered +with a gentle No! that she left the apartment, and had scarcely entered +the sitting-room, when she fell fainting, with her face upon the carpet, +unable to reach the sofa. + +At that moment Charlotte was heard driving up. The surgeon implored the +servants to keep back, and allow him to go to meet her and prepare her. +But he was too late; while he was speaking she had entered the +drawing-room. She found Ottilie on the ground, and one of the girls of +the house came running and screaming to her open-mouthed. The surgeon +entered at the same moment, and she was informed of everything. She +could not at once, however, give up all hope. She was flying up stairs +to the child, but the physician besought her to remain where she was. He +went himself, to deceive her with a show of fresh exertions, and she sat +down upon the sofa. Ottilie was still lying on the ground; Charlotte +raised her, and supported her against herself, and her beautiful head +sank down upon her knee. The kind medical man went backward and forward; +he appeared to be busy about the child; his real care was for the +ladies; and so came on midnight, and the stillness grew more and more +deathly. Charlotte did not try to conceal from herself any longer that +her child would never return to life again. She desired to see it now. +It had been wrapped up in warm woolen coverings. And it was brought down +as it was, lying in its cot, which was placed at her side on the sofa. +The little face was uncovered; and there it lay in its calm sweet +beauty. + +The report of the accident soon spread through the village; every one +was aroused, and the story reached the hotel. The Major hurried up the +well-known road; he went round and round the house; at last he met a +servant who was going to one of the out-buildings to fetch something. He +learnt from him in what state things were, and desired him to tell the +surgeon that he was there. The latter came out, not a little surprised +at the appearance of his old patron. He told him exactly what had +happened, and undertook to prepare Charlotte to see him. He then went +in, began some conversation to distract her attention, and led her +imagination from one object to another, till at last he brought it to +rest upon her friend, and the depth of feeling and of sympathy which +would surely be called out in him. From the imaginative she was brought +at once to the real. Enough! she was informed that he was at the door, +that he knew everything and desired to be admitted. + +The Major entered. Charlotte received him with a miserable smile. He +stood before her; she lifted off the green silk covering under which the +body was lying; and by the dim light of a taper, he saw before him, not +without a secret shudder, the stiffened image of himself. Charlotte +pointed to a chair, and there they sat opposite each other, without +speaking, through the night. Ottilie was still lying motionless on +Charlotte's knee; she breathed softly, and slept or seemed to sleep. + +The morning dawned, the lights went out; the two friends appeared to +awake out of a heavy dream. Charlotte looked toward the Major, and said +quietly: "Tell me through what circumstances you have been brought +hither, to take part in this mourning scene." + +"The present is not a time," the Major answered, in the same low tone as +that in which Charlotte had spoken, for fear lest she might disturb +Ottilie; "this is not a time, and this is not a place for reserve. The +condition in which I find you is so fearful that even the earnest matter +on which I am here loses its importance by the side of it." He then +informed her, quite calmly and simply, of the object of his mission, in +so far as he was the ambassador of Edward; of the object of his coming, +in so far as his own free will and his own interests were concerned in +it. He laid both before her, delicately but uprightly; Charlotte +listened quietly, and showed neither surprise nor unwillingness. + +As soon as the Major had finished, she replied, in a voice so light that +to catch her words he was obliged to draw his chair closer to her: "In +such a case as this I have never before found myself; but in similar +cases I have always said to myself, how will it be tomorrow? I feel very +clearly that the fate of many persons is now in my hands, and what I +have to do is soon said without scruple or hesitation. I consent to the +separation; I ought to have made up my mind to it before; by my +unwillingness and reluctance I have destroyed my child. There are +certain things on which destiny obstinately insists. In vain may reason, +may virtue, may duty, may all holy feelings place themselves in its way. +Something shall be done which to it seems good, and which to us seems +not good; and it forces its own way through at last, let us conduct +ourselves as we will. + +"And, indeed, what am I saying? It is but my own desire, my own purpose, +against which I acted so unthinkingly, which destiny is again bringing +in my way? Did I not long ago, in my thoughts, design Edward and Ottilie +for each other? Did I not myself labor to bring them together? And you, +my friend, you yourself were an accomplice in my plot. Why, why, could I +not distinguish mere man's obstinacy from real love? Why did I accept +his hand, when I could have made him happy as a friend, and when another +could have made him happy as a wife? And now, look here on this unhappy +slumberer. I tremble for the moment when she will recover out of this +half death-sleep into consciousness. How can she endure to live? How +shall she ever console herself, if she may not hope to make good that to +Edward, of which, as the instrument of the most wonderful destiny, she +has deprived him? And she can make it all good again by the passion, by +the devotion with which she loves him. If love be able to bear all +things, it is able to do yet more; it can restore all things; of myself +at such a moment I may not think. + +"Do you go quietly away, my dear Major; say to Edward that I consent to +the separation; that I leave it to him, to you, and to Mittler, to +settle whatever is to be done. I have no anxiety for my own future +condition; it may be what it will; it is nothing to me. I will subscribe +whatever paper is submitted to me, only he must not require me to join +actively. I cannot have to think about it, or give advice." + +The Major rose to go. She stretched out her hand to him across Ottilie. +He pressed it to his lips, and whispered gently: "And for myself, may I +hope anything?" + +"Do not ask me now!" replied Charlotte. "I will tell you another time. +We have not deserved to be miserable; but neither can we say that we +have deserved to be happy together." + +The Major left her, and went, feeling for Charlotte to the bottom of his +heart, but not being able to be sorry for the fate of the poor child. +Such an offering seemed necessary to him for their general happiness. He +pictured Ottilie to himself with a child of her own in her arms, as the +most perfect compensation for the one of which she had deprived Edward. +He pictured himself with his own son on his knee, who should have better +right to resemble him than the one which was departed. + +With such flattering hopes and fancies passing through his mind, he +returned to the hotel, and on his way back he met Edward, who had been +waiting for him the whole night through in the open air, since neither +rocket nor report of cannon would bring him news of the successful issue +of his undertaking. He had already heard of the misfortune; and he too, +instead of being sorry for the poor creature, regarded what had befallen +it, without being exactly ready to confess it to himself, as a +convenient accident, through which the only impediment in the way of his +happiness was at once removed. + +The Major at once informed him of his wife's resolution, and he +therefore easily allowed himself to be prevailed upon to return again +with him to the village, and from thence to go for a while to the little +town, where they would consider what was next to be done, and make their +arrangements. + +After the Major had left her, Charlotte sat on, buried in her own +reflections; but it was only for a few minutes. Ottilie suddenly raised +herself from her lap, and looked full with her large eyes in her +friend's face. Then she got up from off the ground, and stood upright +before her. + +"This is the second time," began the noble girl, with an irresistible +solemnity of manner, "this is the second time that the same thing has +happened to me. You once said to me that similar things often befall +people more than once in their lives in a similar way, and if they do, +it is always at important moments. I now find that what you said is +true, and I have to make a confession to you. Shortly after my mother's +death, when I was a very little child, I was sitting one day on a +footstool close to you. You were on a sofa, as you are at this moment, +and my head rested on your knees. I was not asleep, I was not awake: I +was in a trance. I knew everything which was passing about me. I heard +every word which was said with the greatest distinctness, and yet I +could not stir, I could not speak; and if I had wished it, I could not +have given a hint that I was conscious. On that occasion you were +speaking about me to one of your friends; you were commiserating my +fate, left as I was a poor orphan in the world. You described my +dependent position, and how unfortunate a future was before me, unless +some very happy star watched over me. I understood well what you said. I +saw, perhaps too clearly, what you appeared to hope of me, and what you +thought I ought to do. I made rules to myself, according to such limited +insight as I had, and by these I have long lived; by these, at the time +when you so kindly took charge of me, and had me with you in your house, +I regulated whatever I did and whatever I left undone. + +"But I have wandered out of my course; I have broken my rules; I have +lost the very power of feeling them. And now, after a dreadful +occurrence, you have again made clear to me my situation, which is more +pitiable than the first. While lying in a half torpor on your lap, I +have again, as if out of another world, heard every syllable which you +uttered. I know from you how all is with me. I shudder at the thought of +myself; but again, as I did then, in my half sleep of death, I have +marked out my new path for myself. + +"I am determined, as I was before, and what I have determined I must +tell you at once. I will never be Edward's wife. In a terrible manner +God has opened my eyes to see the sin in which I was entangled. I will +atone for it, and let no one think to move me from my purpose. It is by +this, my dearest, kindest friend, that you must govern your own conduct. +Send for the Major to come back to you. Write to him that no steps must +be taken. It made me miserable that I could not stir or speak when he +went. I tried to rise--I tried to cry out. Oh, why did you let him leave +you with such unlawful hopes!" + +Charlotte saw Ottilie's condition, and she felt for it; but she hoped +that by time and persuasion she might be able to prevail upon her. On +her uttering a few words, however, which pointed to a future--to a time +when her sufferings would be alleviated, and when there might be better +room for hope, "No!" Ottilie cried, with vehemence, "do not endeavor to +move me; do not seek to deceive me. At the moment at which I learn that +you have consented to the separation, in that same lake I will expiate +my errors and my crimes." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Friends and relatives, and all persons living in the same house +together, are apt, when life is going smoothly and peacefully with them, +to make what they are doing, or what they are going to do, even more +than is right or necessary, a subject of constant conversation. They +talk to each other of their plans and their occupations, and, without +exactly taking one another's advice, consider and discuss together the +entire progress of their lives. But this is far from being the case in +serious moments; just when it would seem men most require the assistance +and support of others, they all draw singly within themselves, every one +to act for himself, every one to work in his own fashion; they conceal +from one another the particular means which they employ, and only the +result, the object, the thing which they realize, is again made common +property. + +After so many strange and unfortunate incidents, a sort of silent +seriousness had passed over the two ladies, which showed itself in a +sweet mutual effort to spare each other's feelings. The child had been +buried privately in the chapel. It rested there as the first offering to +a destiny full of ominous foreshadowings. + +Charlotte, as soon as ever she could, turned back to life and +occupation, and here she first found Ottilie standing in need of her +assistance. She occupied herself almost entirely with her, without +letting it be observed. She knew how deeply the noble girl loved Edward. +She had discovered by degrees the scene which had preceded the accident, +and had gathered every circumstance of it, partly from Ottilie herself, +partly from the letters of the Major. + +Ottilie, on her side, made Charlotte's immediate life much more easy for +her. She was open, and even talkative, but she never spoke of the +present, or of what had lately passed. She had been a close and +thoughtful observer. She knew much, and now it all came to the surface. +She entertained, she amused Charlotte, and the latter still nourished a +hope in secret to see her married to Edward after all. + +But something very different was passing in Ottilie. She had disclosed +the secret of the course of her life to her friend, and she showed no +more of her previous restraint and submissiveness. By her repentance and +her resolution she felt herself freed from the burden of her fault and +her misfortune. She had no more violence to do to herself. In the bottom +of her heart she had forgiven herself solely under condition of the +fullest renunciation, and it was a condition which would remain binding +for all time to come. + +So passed away some time, and Charlotte now felt how deeply house and +park, and lake and rocks and trees, served to keep alive in them all +their most painful reminiscences. They wanted change of scene, both of +them, it was plain enough; but how it was to be effected was not so +easy to decide. + +Were the two ladies to remain together? Edward's previously expressed +will appeared to enjoin it--his declarations and his threats appeared to +make it necessary; only it could not be now mistaken that Charlotte and +Ottilie, with all their good will, with all their sense, with all their +efforts to conceal it, could not avoid finding themselves in a painful +situation toward each other. In their conversation there was a constant +endeavor to avoid doubtful subjects. They were often obliged only half +to understand some allusion; more often, expressions were +misinterpreted, if not by their understandings, at any rate by their +feelings. They were afraid to give pain to each other, and this very +fear itself produced the evil which they were seeking to avoid. + +If they were to try change of scene, and at the same time (at any rate +for a while) to part, the old question came up again: Where was Ottilie +to go? There was the grand, rich family, who still wanted a desirable +companion for their daughter, their attempts to find a person whom they +could trust having hitherto proved ineffectual. The last time the +Baroness had been at the castle, she had urged Charlotte to send Ottilie +there, and she had been lately pressing it again and again in her +letters. Charlotte now a second time proposed it; but Ottilie expressly +declined going anywhere, where she would be thrown into what is called +the great world. + +"Do not think me foolish or self-willed, my dear aunt," she said; "I had +better tell you what I feel, for fear you should judge hardly of me; +although in any other case it would be my duty to be silent. A person +who has fallen into uncommon misfortunes, however guiltless he may be, +carries a frightful mark upon him. His presence, in every one who sees +him and is aware of his history, excites a kind of horror. People see in +him the terrible fate which has been laid upon him, and he is the object +of a diseased and nervous curiosity. It is so with a house, it is so +with a town, where any terrible action has been done; people enter them +with awe; the light of day shines less brightly there, and the stars +seem to lose their lustre. + +"Perhaps we ought to excuse it, but how extreme is the indiscretion with +which people behave toward such unfortunates, with their foolish +importunities and awkward kindness! You must forgive me for speaking in +this way, but that poor girl whom Luciana tempted out of her retirement, +and with such mistaken good nature tried to force into society and +amusement, has haunted me and made me miserable. The poor creature, when +she was so frightened and tried to escape, and then sank and swooned +away, and I caught her in my arms, and the party came all crowding round +in terror and curiosity!--little did I think, then, that the same fate +was in store for me. But my feeling for her is as deep and warm and +fresh as ever it was; and now I may direct my compassion upon myself, +and secure myself from being the object of any similar exposure." + +"But, my dear child," answered Charlotte, "you will never be able to +withdraw yourself where no one can see you; we have no cloisters now: +otherwise, there, with your present feelings, would be your resource." + +"Solitude would not give me the resource for which I wish, my dear +aunt," answered Ottilie. "The one true and valuable resource is to be +looked for where we can be active and useful; all the self-denials and +all the penances on earth will fail to deliver us from an evil-omened +destiny, if it be determined to persecute us. Let me sit still in +idleness and serve as a spectacle for the world, and it will overpower +me and crush me. But find me some peaceful employment, where I can go +steadily and unweariedly on doing my duty, and I shall be able to bear +the eyes of men, when I need not shrink under the eyes of God." + +"Unless I am much mistaken," replied Charlotte, "your inclination is to +return to the school." + +"Yes," Ottilie answered; "I do not deny it. I think it a happy +destination to train up others in the beaten way, after having been +trained in the strangest myself. And do we not see the same great fact +in history? some moral calamity drives men out into the wilderness; but +they are not allowed to remain as they had hoped in their concealment +there. They are summoned back into the world, to lead the wanderers into +the right way; and who are fitter for such a service, than those who +have been initiated into the labyrinths of life? They are commanded to +be the support of the unfortunate; and who can better fulfil that +command than those who have no more misfortunes to fear upon earth?" + +"You are selecting an uncommon profession for yourself," replied +Charlotte. "I shall not oppose you, how ever. Let it be as you wish; +only I hope it will be but for a short time." + +"Most warmly I thank you," said Ottilie, "for giving me leave at least +to try, to make the experiment. If I am not flattering myself too +highly, I am sure I shall succeed: wherever I am, I shall remember the +many trials which I went through myself, and how small, how infinitely +small they were compared to those which I afterward had to undergo. It +will be my happiness to watch the embarrassments of the little creatures +as they grow; to cheer them in their childish sorrows, and guide them +back with a light hand out of their little aberrations. The fortunate is +not the person to be of help to the unfortunate; it is in the nature of +man to require ever more and more of himself and others, the more he has +received. The unfortunate who has himself recovered, knows best how to +nourish, in himself and them, the feeling that every moderate good ought +to be enjoyed with rapture." + +"I have but one objection to make to what you propose," said Charlotte, +after some thought, "although that one seems to me of great importance. +I am not thinking of you, but of another person: you are aware of the +feelings toward you of that good, right-minded, excellent Assistant. In +the way in which you desire to proceed, you will become every day more +valuable and more indispensable to him. Already he himself believes that +he can never live happily without you, and hereafter, when he has become +accustomed to have you to work with him, he will be unable to carry on +his business if he loses you; you will have assisted him at the +beginning only to injure him in the end." + +"Destiny has not dealt with me with too gentle a hand," replied Ottilie; +"and whoever loves me has perhaps not much better to expect. Our friend +is so good and so sensible, that I hope he will be able to reconcile +himself to remaining in a simple relation with me; he will learn to see +in me a consecrated person, lying under the shadow of an awful calamity, +and only able to support herself and bear up against it by devoting +herself to that Holy Being who is invisibly around us, and alone is able +to shield us from the dark powers which threaten to overwhelm us." + +All this, which the dear girl poured out so warmly, Charlotte privately +reflected over; on many different occasions, although only in the +gentlest manner, she had hinted at the possibility of Ottilie's being +brought again in contact with Edward; but the slightest mention of it, +the faintest hope, the least suspicion, seemed to wound Ottilie to the +quick. One day when she could not evade it, she expressed herself to +Charlotte clearly and peremptorily on the subject. + +"If your resolution to renounce Edward," returned Charlotte, "is so firm +and unalterable, then you had better avoid the danger of seeing him +again. At a distance from the object of our love, the warmer our +affection, the stronger is the control which we fancy that we can +exercise on ourselves; because the whole force of the passion, diverted +from its outward objects, turns inward on ourselves. But how soon, how +swiftly is our mistake made clear to us, when the thing which we thought +that we could renounce, stands again before our eyes as indispensable to +us! You must now do what you consider best suited to your +circumstances. Look well into yourself; change, if you prefer it, the +resolution which you have just expressed. But do it of yourself, with a +free consenting heart. Do not allow yourself to be drawn in by an +accident; do not let yourself be surprised into your former position. It +will place you at issue with yourself and will be intolerable to you. As +I said, before you take this step, before you remove from me, and enter +upon a new life, which will lead you no one knows in what direction, +consider once more whether really, indeed, you can renounce Edward for +the whole time to come. If you have faithfully made up your mind that +you will do this, then will you enter into an engagement with me, that +you will never admit him into your presence; and if he seeks you out and +forces himself upon you, that you will not exchange words with him?" + +Ottilie did not hesitate a moment; she gave Charlotte the promise, which +she had already made to herself. + +Now, however, Charlotte began to be haunted with Edward's threat, that +he would only consent to renounce Ottilie, as long as she was not parted +from Charlotte. Since that time, indeed, circumstances were so altered, +so many things had happened, that an engagement which was wrung from him +in a moment of excitement might well be supposed to have been cancelled. +She was unwilling, however, in the remotest sense to venture anything or +to undertake anything which might displease him, and Mittler was +therefore to find Edward, and inquire what, as things now were, he +wished to be done. + +Since the death of the child, Mittler had often been at the castle to +see Charlotte, although only for a few moments at a time. The unhappy +accident which had made her reconciliation with her husband in the +highest degree improbable, had produced a most painful effect upon him. +But ever, as his nature was, hoping and striving, he rejoiced secretly +at the resolution of Ottilie. He trusted to the softening influence of +passing time; he hoped that it might still be possible to keep the +husband and the wife from separating; and he tried to regard these +convulsions of passion only as trials of wedded love and fidelity. + +Charlotte, at the very first, had informed the Major by letter of +Ottilie's declaration. She had entreated him most earnestly to prevail +on Edward to take no further steps for the present. They should keep +quiet and wait, and see whether the poor girl's spirits would recover. +She had let him know from time to time whatever was necessary of what +had more lately fallen from her. And now Mittler had to undertake the +really difficult commission of preparing Edward for an alteration in her +situation. Mittler, however, well knowing that men can be brought more +easily to submit to what is already done, than to give their consent to +what is yet to be done, persuaded Charlotte that it would be better to +send Ottilie off at once to the school. + +Consequently, as soon as Mittler was gone, preparations were at once +made for the journey. Ottilie put her things together; and Charlotte +observed that neither the beautiful box, nor anything out of it, was to +go with her. Ottilie had said nothing to her on the subject; and she +took no notice, but let her alone. The day of the departure came; +Charlotte's carriage was to take Ottilie the first day as far as a place +where they were well known, where she was to pass the night, and on the +second she would go on in it to the school. It was settled that Nanny +was to accompany her, and remain as her attendant. + +This capricious little creature had found her way back to her mistress +after the death of the child, and now hung about her as warmly and +passionately as ever; indeed she seemed, with her loquacity and +attentiveness, as if she wished to make good her past neglect, and +henceforth devote herself entirely to Ottilie's service. She was quite +beside herself now for joy at the thought of traveling with her, and of +seeing strange places, when she had hitherto never been away from the +scene of her birth; and she ran from the castle to the village to carry +the news of her good fortune to her parents and her relations, and to +take leave. + +Unluckily for herself, she went, among other places, into a room where +a person was who had the measles, and caught the infection, which came +out upon her at once. The journey could not be postponed. Ottilie +herself was urgent to go. She had traveled once already the same road. +She knew the people of the hotel where she was to sleep. The coachman +from the castle was going with her. There could be nothing to fear. + +Charlotte made no opposition. She, too, in thought, was making haste to +be clear of present embarrassments. The rooms which Ottilie had occupied +at the castle she would have prepared for Edward as soon as possible, +and restored to the old state in which they had been before the arrival +of the Captain. The hope of bringing back old happy days burns up again +and again in us, as if it never could be extinguished. And Charlotte was +quite right; there was nothing else for her except to hope as she did. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +When Mittler was come to talk the matter over with Edward, he found him +sitting by himself, with his head supported on his right hand, and his +arm resting on the table. He appeared in great suffering. + +"Is your headache troubling you again?" asked Mittler. + +"It is troubling me," answered he; "and yet I cannot wish it were not +so, for it reminds me of Ottilie. She too, I say to myself, is also +suffering in the same way at this same moment, and suffering more +perhaps than I; and why cannot I bear it as well as she? These pains are +good for me. I might almost say that they were welcome; for they serve +to bring out before me with the greater vividness her patience and all +her other graces. It is only when we suffer ourselves, that we feel +really the true nature of all the high qualities which are required to +bear suffering." + +Mittler, finding his friend so far resigned, did not hesitate to +communicate the message with which he had been sent. He brought it out +piecemeal, however; in order of time, as the idea had itself arisen +between the ladies, and had gradually ripened into a purpose. Edward +scarcely made an objection. From the little which he said, it appeared +as if he was willing to leave everything to them; the pain which he was +suffering at the moment making him indifferent to all besides. + +Scarcely, however, was he again alone, than he got up, and walked +rapidly up and down the room; he forgot his pain, his attention now +turning to what was external to himself. Mittler's story had stirred the +embers of his love, and awakened his imagination in all its vividness. +He saw Ottilie by herself, or as good as by herself, traveling on a road +which was well known to him--in a hotel with every room of which he was +familiar. He thought, he considered, or rather he neither thought nor +considered; he only wished--he only desired. He would see her; he would +speak to her. Why, or for what good end that was to come of it, he did +not care to ask himself; but he made up his mind at once. He must do it. + +He summoned his valet into his council, and through him he made himself +acquainted with the day and hour when Ottilie was to set out. The +morning broke. Without taking any person with him, Edward mounted his +horse, and rode off to the place where she was to pass the night. He was +there too soon. The hostess was overjoyed at the sight of him; she was +under heavy obligations to him for a service which he had been able to +do for her. Her son had been in the army, where he had conducted himself +with remarkable gallantry. He had performed one particular action of +which no one had been a witness but Edward; and the latter had spoken of +it to the commander-in-chief in terms of such high praise that, +notwithstanding the opposition of various ill-wishers, he had obtained a +decoration for him. The mother, therefore, could never do enough for +Edward. She got ready her best room for him, which indeed was her own +wardrobe and store-room, with all possible speed. He informed her, +however, that a young lady was coming to pass the night there, and he +ordered an apartment for her at the back, at the end of the gallery. It +sounded a mysterious sort of affair; but the hostess was ready to do +anything to please her patron, who appeared so interested and so busy +about it. And he, what were his sensations as he watched through the +long, weary hours till evening? He examined the room round and round in +which he was to see her; with all its strangeness and homeliness it +seemed to him to be an abode for angels. He thought over and over what +he had better do; whether he should take her by surprise, or whether he +should prepare her for meeting him. At last the second course seemed the +preferable one. He sat down and wrote a letter, which she was to read: + +EDWARD TO OTTILIE + +"While you read this letter, my best beloved, I am close to you. Do not +agitate yourself; do not be alarmed; you have nothing to fear from me. I +will not force myself upon you. I will see you or not, as you yourself +shall choose. + +"Consider, oh! consider your condition and mine. How must I not thank +you, that you have taken no decisive step! But the step which you have +taken is significant enough. Do not persist in it. Here, as it were, at +a parting of the ways, reflect once again. Can you be mine:--will you be +mine? Oh, you will be showing mercy on us all if you will; and on me, +infinite mercy. + +"Let me see you again!--happily, joyfully see you once more! Let me make +my request to you with my own lips; and do you give me your answer your +own beautiful self, on my breast, Ottilie! where you have so often +rested, and which belongs to you for ever!" + +As he was writing, the feeling rushed over him that what he was longing +for was coming--was close--would be there almost immediately. By that +door she would come in; she would read that letter; she in her own +person would stand there before him as she used to stand; she for whose +appearance he had thirsted so long. Would she be the same as she +was?--was her form, were her feelings changed? He still held the pen in +his hand; he was going to write as he thought, when the carriage rolled +into the court. With a few hurried strokes he added: "I hear you coming. +For a moment, farewell!" + +He folded the letter, and directed it. He had no time for sealing. He +darted into the room through which there was a second outlet into the +gallery, when the next moment he recollected that he had left his watch +and seals lying on the table. She must not see these first. He ran back +and brought them away with him. At the same instant he heard the hostess +in the antechamber showing Ottilie the way to her apartments. He sprang +to the bedroom door. It was shut. In his haste, as he had come back for +his watch, he had forgotten to take out the key, which had fallen out, +and lay the other side. The door had closed with a spring, and he could +not open it. He pushed at it with all his might, but it would not yield. +Oh, how gladly would he have been a spirit, to escape through its +cracks! In vain. He hid his face against the panels. Ottilie entered, +and the hostess, seeing him, retired. From Ottilie herself, too, he +could not remain concealed for a moment. He turned toward her; and there +stood the lovers once more, in such strange fashion, in each other's +presence. She looked at him calmly and earnestly, without advancing or +retiring. He made a movement to approach her, and she withdrew a few +steps toward the table. He stepped back again. "Ottilie!" he cried +aloud, "Ottilie! let me break this frightful silence! Are we shadows, +that we stand thus gazing at each other? Only listen to me; listen to +this at least. It is an accident that you find me here thus. There is a +letter on the table, at your side there, which was to have prepared you. +Read it, I implore you--read it--and then determine as you will!" + +She looked down at the letter; and after thinking a few seconds, she +took it up, opened it, and read it: she finished it without a change of +expression; and she laid it lightly down; then joining the palms of her +hands together, turning them upward, and drawing them against her +breast, she leant her body a little forward, and regarded Edward with +such a look, that, eager as he was, he was compelled to renounce +everything he wished or desired of her. Such an attitude cut him to the +heart; he could not bear it. It seemed exactly as if she would fall upon +her knees before him, if he persisted. He hurried in despair out of the +room, and leaving her alone, sent the hostess in to her. + +He walked up and down the antechamber. Night had come on, and there was +no sound in the room. At last the hostess came out and drew the key out +of the lock. The good woman was embarrassed and agitated, not knowing +what it would be proper for her to do. At last as she turned to go, she +offered the key to Edward, who refused it; and putting down the candle, +she went away. + +In misery and wretchedness, Edward flung himself down on the threshold +of the door which divided him from Ottilie, moistening it with his tears +as he lay. A more unhappy night had been seldom passed by two lovers in +such close neighborhood! + +Day came at last. The coachman brought round the carriage, and the +hostess unlocked the door and went in. Ottilie was asleep in her +clothes; she went back and beckoned to Edward with a significant smile. +They both entered and stood before her as she lay; but the sight was too +much for Edward. He could not bear it. She was sleeping so quietly that +the hostess did not like to disturb her, but sat down opposite her, +waiting till she woke. At last Ottilie opened her beautiful eyes, and +raised herself on her feet. She declined taking any breakfast, and then +Edward went in again and stood before her. He entreated her to speak but +one word to him; to tell him what she desired. He would do it, be it +what it would, he swore to her; but she remained silent. He asked her +once more, passionately and tenderly, whether she would be his. With +downcast eyes, and with the deepest tenderness of manner she shook her +head in a gentle _No_. He asked if she still desired to go to the +school. Without any show of feeling she declined. Would she then go back +to Charlotte? She inclined her head in token of assent, with a look of +comfort and relief. He went to the window to give directions to the +coachman, and when his back was turned she darted like lightning out of +the room, and was down the stairs and in the carriage in an instant. The +coachman drove back along the road which he had come the day before, and +Edward followed at some distance on horseback. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +It was with the utmost surprise that Charlotte saw the carriage drive up +with Ottilie, and Edward at the same moment ride into the court-yard of +the castle. She ran down to the hall. Ottilie alighted, and approached +her and Edward. Violently and eagerly she caught the hands of the wife +and husband, pressed them together, and hurried off to her own room. +Edward threw himself on Charlotte's neck and burst into tears. He could +not give her any explanation; he besought her to have patience with him, +and to go at once to see Ottilie. Charlotte followed her to her room, +and she could not enter it without a shudder. It had been all cleared +out. There was nothing to be seen but the empty walls, which stood there +looking cheerless, vacant, and miserable. Everything had been carried +away except the little box, which from an uncertainty what was to be +done with it, had been left in the middle of the room. Ottilie was lying +stretched upon the ground, her arm and head leaning across the cover. +Charlotte bent anxiously over her, and asked what had happened; but she +received no answer. + +Her maid had come with restoratives. Charlotte left her with Ottilie, +and herself hastened back to Edward. She found him in the saloon, but he +could tell her nothing. + +He threw himself down before her; he bathed her hands with tears; he +flew to his own room, and she was going to follow him thither, when she +met his valet. From this man she gathered as much as he was able to +tell. The rest she put together in her own thoughts as well as she +could, and then at once set herself resolutely to do what the exigencies +of the moment required. Ottilie's room was put to rights again as +quickly as possible; Edward found his, to the last paper, exactly as he +had left it. + +The three appeared again to fall into some sort of relation with one +another. But Ottilie persevered in her silence, and Edward could do +nothing except entreat his wife to exert a patience which seemed wanting +to himself. Charlotte sent messengers to Mittler and to the Major. The +first was absent from home and could not be found. The latter came. To +him Edward poured out all his heart, confessing every most trifling +circumstance to him, and thus Charlotte learnt fully what had passed; +what it had been which had produced such violent excitement, and how so +strange an alteration of their mutual position had been brought about. + +She spoke with the utmost tenderness to her husband. She had nothing to +ask of him, except that for the present he would leave the poor girl to +herself. Edward was not insensible to the worth, the affection, the +strong sense of his wife; but his passion absorbed him exclusively. +Charlotte tried to cheer him with hopes. She promised that she herself +would make no difficulties about the separation; but it had small effect +with him. He was so much shaken that hope and faith alternately forsook +him. A species of insanity appeared to have taken possession of him. He +urged Charlotte to promise to give her hand to the Major. To satisfy him +and to humor him, she did what he required. She engaged to become +herself the wife of the Major, in the event of Ottilie consenting to the +marriage with Edward; with this express condition, however, that for the +present the two gentlemen should go abroad together. The Major had a +foreign appointment from the Court, and it was settled that Edward +should accompany him. They arranged it all together, and in doing so +found a sort of comfort for themselves in the sense that at least +something was being done. + +In the meantime they had to remark that Ottilie took scarcely anything +to eat or drink. She still persisted in refusing to speak. They at first +used to talk to her, but it appeared to distress her, and they left it +off. We are not, universally at least, so weak as to persist in +torturing people for their good. Charlotte thought over what could +possibly be done. At last she fancied it might be well to ask the +Assistant of the school to come to them. He had much influence with +Ottilie, and had been writing with much anxiety to inquire the cause of +her not having arrived at the time he had been expecting her; but as yet +she had not sent him any answer. + +In order not to take Ottilie by surprise, they spoke of their intention +of sending this invitation in her presence. It did not seem to please +her; she thought for some little time; at last she appeared to have +formed some resolution. She retired to her own room, and before the +evening sent the following letter to the assembled party: + +OTTILIE TO HER FRIENDS + +"Why need I express in words, my dear friends, what is in itself so +plain? I have stepped out of my course, and I cannot recover it again. A +malignant spirit which has gained power over me seems to hinder me from +without, even if within I could again become at peace with myself. + +"My purpose was entirely firm to renounce Edward, and to separate myself +from him for ever. I had hoped that we might never meet again; it has +turned out otherwise. Against his own will he stood before me. Too +literally, perhaps, I have observed my promise never to admit him into +conversation with me. My conscience and the feelings of the moment kept +me silent toward him at the time, and now I have nothing more to say. I +have taken upon myself, under the accidental impulse of the moment, a +difficult vow, which if it had been formed deliberately, might perhaps +be painful and distressing. Let me now persist in the observance of it +so long as my heart shall enjoin it to me. Do not call in any one to +mediate; do not insist upon my speaking; do not urge me to eat or to +drink more than I absolutely must. Bear with me and let me alone, and so +help me on through the time; I am young, and youth has many unexpected +means of restoring itself. Endure my presence among you; cheer me with +your love; make me wiser and better with what you say to one another: +but leave me to my own inward self." + +The two friends had made all preparation for their journey, but their +departure was still delayed by the formalities of the foreign +appointment of the Major, a delay most welcome to Edward. Ottilie's +letter had roused all his eagerness again; he had gathered hope and +comfort from her words, and now felt himself encouraged and justified in +remaining and waiting. He declared, therefore, that he would not go; it +would be folly, indeed, he cried, of his own accord, to throw away, by +over precipitateness, what was most valuable and most necessary to him, +when although there was a danger of losing it, there was nevertheless a +chance that it might be preserved. "What is the right name of conduct +such as that?" he said. "It is only that we desire to show that we are +able to will and to choose. I myself, under the influences of the same +ridiculous folly, have torn myself away, days before there was any +necessity for it, from my friends, merely that I might not be forced to +go by the definite expiration of my term. This time I will stay: what +reason is there for my going; is she not already removed far enough from +me? I am not likely now to catch her hand or press her to my heart; I +could not even think of it without a shudder. She has not separated +herself from me; she has raised herself far above me." + +And so he remained as he desired, as he was obliged; but he was never +easy except when he found himself with Ottilie. She, too, had the same +feeling with him; she could not tear herself away from the same happy +necessity. On all sides they exerted an indescribable, almost magical +power of attraction over each other. Living, as they were, under one +roof, without even so much as thinking of each other, although they +might be occupied with other things, or diverted this way or that way by +the other members of the party, they always drew together. If they were +in the same room, in a short time they were sure to be either standing +or sitting near each other; they were only easy when as close together +as they could be, but they were then completely happy. To be near was +enough; there was no need for them either to look or to speak: they did +not seek to touch one another, or make sign or gesture, but merely to be +together. Then there were not two persons, there was but one person in +unconscious and perfect content, at peace with itself and with the +world. So it was that, if either of them had been imprisoned at the +further end of the house, the other would by degrees, without intending +it, have moved forward like a bird toward its mate; life to them was a +riddle, the solution of which they could find only in union. + +Ottilie was throughout so cheerful and quiet that they were able to feel +perfectly easy about her; she was seldom absent from the society of her +friends: all that she had desired was that she might be allowed to eat +alone, with no one to attend upon her but Nanny. + +What habitually befalls any person repeats itself more often than one is +apt to suppose, because his own nature gives the immediate occasion for +it. Character, individuality, inclination, tendency, locality, +circumstance, and habits, form together a whole, in which every man +moves as in an atmosphere, and where only he feels himself at ease in +his proper element. + +And so we find men, of whose changeableness so many complaints are +made, after many years, to our surprise, unchanged, and in all their +infinite tendencies, outward and inward, unchangeable. + +Thus in the daily life of our friends, almost everything glided on again +in its old smooth track. Ottilie still displayed by many silent +attentions her obliging nature, and the others, like her, continued each +themselves; and then the domestic circle exhibited an image of their +former life, so like it that they might be pardoned if at times they +dreamt that it might all be again as it was. + +The autumn days, which were of the same length with those old spring +days, brought the party back into the house out of the air about the +same hour. The gay fruits and flowers which belonged to the season might +have made them fancy it was now the autumn of that first spring, and the +interval dropped out and forgotten; for the flowers which now were +blooming were the same as those which then they had sown, and the fruits +which were now ripening on the trees were those which at that time they +had seen in blossom. + +The Major went backward and forward, and Mittler came frequently. The +evenings were generally spent in exactly the same way. Edward usually +read aloud, with more life and feeling than before; much better, and +even, it may be said, with more cheerfulness. It appeared as if he was +endeavoring, by light-heartedness as much as by devotion, to quicken +Ottilie's torpor into life, and dissolve her silence. He seated himself +in the same position as he used to do, that she might look over his +book; he was uneasy and distracted unless she was doing so, unless he +was sure that she was following his words with her eyes. + +Every trace had vanished of the unpleasant, ungracious feelings of the +intervening time. No one had any secret complaint against another; there +were no cross purposes, no bitterness. The Major accompanied Charlotte's +playing with his violin, and Edward's flute sounded again, as formerly, +in harmony with Ottilie's piano. Thus they were now approaching Edward's +birthday, which the year before they had missed celebrating. This time +they were to keep it without any outward festivities, in quiet enjoyment +among themselves. They had so settled it together, half expressly, half +from a tacit agreement. As they approached nearer to this epoch, +however, an anxiety about it, which had hitherto been more felt than +observed, became more noticeable in Ottilie's manner. She was to be seen +often in the garden examining the flowers: she had signified to the +gardener that he was to save as many as he could of every sort, and she +had been especially occupied with the asters, which this year were +blooming in beautiful profusion. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The most remarkable feature, however, which was observed about Ottilie +was that, for the first time, she had now unpacked the box, and had +selected a variety of things out of it, which she had cut up, and which +were intended evidently to make one complete suit for her. The rest, +with Nanny's assistance, she had endeavored to replace again, and she +had been hardly able to get it done, the space being over full, although +a portion had been taken out. The covetous little Nanny could never +satisfy herself with looking at all the pretty things, especially as she +found provision made there for every article of dress which could be +wanted, even the smallest. Numbers of shoes and stockings, garters with +devices on them, gloves, and various other things were left, and she +begged Ottilie just to give her one or two of them. Ottilie refused to +do that, but opened a drawer in her wardrobe, and told the girl to take +what she liked. The latter hastily and awkwardly dashed in her hand and +seized what she could, running off at once with her booty, to show it +off and display her good fortune among the rest of the servants. + +At last Ottilie succeeded in packing everything carefully into its +place. She then opened a secret compartment which was contrived in the +lid, where she kept a number of notes and letters from Edward, many +dried flowers, the mementos of their early walks together, a lock of his +hair, and various other little matters. She now added one more to them, +her father's portrait, and then locked it all up, and hung the delicate +key by a gold chain about her neck, against her heart. + +In the meantime, her friends had now in their hearts begun to entertain +the best hopes for her. Charlotte was convinced that she would one day +begin to speak again. She had latterly seen signs about her which +implied that she was engaged in secret about something; a look of +cheerful self-satisfaction, a smile like that which hangs about the face +of persons who have something pleasant and delightful which they are +keeping concealed from those whom they love. No one knew that she spent +many hours in extreme exhaustion, and that only at rare intervals, when +she appeared in public through the power of her will, she was able to +rouse herself. + +Mittler had latterly been a frequent visitor, and when he came he staid +longer than he usually did at other times. This strong-willed, resolute +person was only too well aware that there is a certain moment in which +alone it will answer to smite the iron. Ottilie's silence and reserve he +interpreted according to his own wishes; no steps had as yet been taken +toward a separation of the husband and wife. He hoped to be able to +determine the fortunes of the poor girl in some not undesirable way. He +listened; he allowed himself to seem convinced; he was discreet and +unobtrusive, and conducted himself in his own way with sufficient +prudence. There was but one occasion on which he uniformly forgot +himself--when he found an opportunity for giving his opinion upon +subjects to which he attached a great importance. He lived much within +himself, and when he was with others, his only relation to them +generally was in active employment on their behalf; but if once, when +among friends, his tongue broke fairly loose, as on more than one +occasion we have already seen, he rolled out his words in utter +recklessness, whether they wounded or whether they pleased, whether they +did evil or whether they did good. + +The evening before the birthday, the Major and Charlotte were sitting +together expecting Edward, who had gone out for a ride; Mittler was +walking up and down the saloon; Ottilie was in her own room, laying out +the dress which she was to wear on the morrow, and making signs to her +maid about a number of things, which the girl, who perfectly understood +her silent language, arranged as she was ordered. + +Mittler had fallen exactly on his favorite subject. One of the points on +which he used most to insist was, that in the education of children, as +well as in the conduct of nations, there was nothing more worthless and +barbarous than laws and commandments forbidding this and that action. +"Man is naturally active," he said, "wherever he is; and if you know how +to tell him what to do, he will do it immediately, and keep straight in +the direction in which you set him. I myself, in my own circle, am far +better pleased to endure faults and mistakes, till I know what the +opposite virtue is that I am to enjoin, than to be rid of the faults and +to have nothing good to put in their place. A man is really glad to do +what is right and sensible, if he only knows how to get at it. It is no +such great matter with him; he does it because he must have something to +do, and he thinks no more about it afterward than he does of the +silliest freaks which he engaged in out of the purest idleness. I cannot +tell you how it annoys me to hear people going over and over those Ten +Commandments in teaching children. The fifth is a thoroughly beautiful, +rational, preceptive precept. 'Thou shalt honor thy father and thy +mother.' If the children will inscribe that well upon their hearts, they +have the whole day before them to put it in practice. But the sixth now? +What can we say to that? 'Thou shalt do no murder;' as if any man ever +felt the slightest general inclination to strike another man dead. Men +will hate sometimes; they will fly into passions and forget themselves; +and as a consequence of this or other feelings, it may easily come now +and then to a murder; but what a barbarous precaution it is to tell +children that they are not to kill or murder! If the commandment ran, +'Have a regard for the life of another--put away whatever can do him +hurt--save him though with peril to yourself--if you injure him, +consider that you are injuring yourself;'--that is the form which should +be in use among educated, reasonable people. And in our Catechism +teaching we have only an awkward clumsy way of sliding into it, through +a 'what do you mean by that?' + +"And as for the seventh; that is utterly detestable. What! to stimulate +the precocious curiosity of children to pry into dangerous mysteries; to +obtrude violently upon their imaginations, ideas and notions which +beyond all things you should wish to keep from them! It were far better +if such actions as that commandment speaks of were dealt with +arbitrarily by some secret tribunal, than prated openly of before church +and congregation--" + +At this moment Ottilie entered the room. + +"'Thou shalt not commit adultery,'"--Mittler went on--"How coarse! how +brutal! What a different sound it has, if you let it run, 'Thou shalt +hold in reverence the bond of marriage. When thou seest a husband and a +wife between whom there is true love, thou shalt rejoice in it, and +their happiness shall gladden thee like the cheerful light of a +beautiful day. If there arise anything to make division between them, +thou shalt use thy best endeavor to clear it away. Thou shalt labor to +pacify them, and to soothe them; to show each of them the excellencies +of the other. Thou shalt not think of thyself, but purely and +disinterestedly thou shalt seek to further the well-being of others, and +make them feel what a happiness is that which arises out of all duty +done; and especially out of that duty which holds man and wife +indissolubly bound together.'" + +Charlotte felt as if she was sitting on hot coals. The situation was +the more distressing, as she was convinced that Mittler was not thinking +the least where he was or what he was saying; and before she was able to +interrupt him, she saw Ottilie, after changing color painfully for a few +seconds, rise and leave the room. + +Charlotte constrained herself to seem unembarrassed. "You will leave us +the eighth commandment," she said, with a faint smile. + +"All the rest," replied Mittler, "if I may only insist first on the +foundation of the whole of them." + +At this moment Nanny rushed in, screaming and crying: "She is dying; the +young lady is dying; come to her, come." + +Ottilie had found her way back with extreme difficulty to her own room. +The beautiful things which she was to wear the next day were laid out on +a number of chairs; and the girl, who had been running from one to the +other, staring at them and admiring them, called out in her ecstasy, +"Look, dearest madam, only look! There is a bridal dress worthy of you." + +Ottilie heard the word, and sank upon the sofa. Nanny saw her mistress +turn pale, fall back, and faint. She ran for Charlotte, who came. The +medical friend was on the spot in a moment. He thought it was nothing +but exhaustion. He ordered some strong soup to be brought. Ottilie +refused it with an expression of loathing: it almost threw her into +convulsions, when they put the cup to her lips. A light seemed to break +on the physician: he asked hastily and anxiously what Ottilie had taken +that day. The little girl hesitated. He repeated his question, and she +then acknowledged that Ottilie had taken nothing. + +There was a nervousness of manner about Nanny which made him suspicious. +He carried her with him into the adjoining room; Charlotte followed; and +the girl threw herself on her knees, and confessed that for a long time +past Ottilie had taken as good as nothing; at her mistress's urgent +request, she had herself eaten the food which had been brought for her; +she had said nothing about it, because Ottilie had by signs alternately +begged her not to tell any one, and threatened her if she did; and, as +she innocently added, "because it was so nice." + +The Major and Mittler now came up as well. They found Charlotte busy +with the physician. The pale, beautiful girl was sitting, apparently +conscious, in the corner of the sofa. They had begged her to lie down; +she had declined to do this; but she made signs to have her box brought, +and resting her feet upon it, placed herself in an easy, half recumbent +position. She seemed to be wishing to take leave; and by her gestures, +was expressing to all about her the tenderest affection, love, +gratitude, entreaties for forgiveness, and the most heartfelt farewell. + +Edward, on alighting from his horse, was informed of what had happened; +he rushed to the room; threw himself down at her side; and seizing her +hand, deluged it with silent tears. In this position he remained a long +time. At last he called out: "And am I never more to hear your voice? +Will you not turn back toward life, to give me one single word? Well, +then, very well. I will follow you yonder, and there we will speak in +another language." + +She pressed his hand with all the strength she had; she gazed at him +with a glance full of life and full of love; and drawing a long breath, +and for a little while moving her lips inarticulately, with a tender +effort of affection she called out, "Promise me to live;" and then fell +back immediately. + +"I promise, I promise!" he cried to her; but he cried only after her; +she was already gone. + +After a miserable night, the care of providing for the loved remains +fell upon Charlotte. The Major and Mittler assisted her. Edward's +condition was utterly pitiable. His first thought, when he was in any +degree recovered from his despair, and able to collect himself, was, +that Ottilie should not be carried out of the castle; she should be kept +there, and attended upon as if she were alive: for she was not dead; it +was impossible that she should be dead. They did what he desired; at +least, so far as that they did not do what he had forbidden. He did not +ask to see her. + +There was now a second alarm, and a further cause for anxiety. Nanny, +who had been spoken to sharply by the physician, had been compelled by +threats to confess, and after her confession had been overwhelmed with +reproaches, had now disappeared. After a long search she was found; but +she appeared to be out of her mind. Her parents took her home; but the +gentlest treatment had no effect upon her, and she had to be locked up +for fear she would run away again. + +They succeeded by degrees in recovering Edward from the extreme agony of +despair; but only to make him more really wretched. He now saw clearly, +he could not doubt how, that the happiness of his life was gone from him +for ever. It was suggested to him that if Ottilie was placed in the +chapel, she would still remain among the living, and it would be a calm, +quiet, peaceful home for her. There was much difficulty in obtaining his +consent; he would only give it under condition that she should be taken +there in an open coffin; that the vault in which she was laid, if +covered at all, should be only covered with glass, and a lamp should be +kept always burning there. It was arranged that this should be done, and +then he seemed resigned. + +They clothed the delicate body in the festal dress, which she had +herself prepared. A garland of asters was wreathed about her head, which +shone sadly there like melancholy stars. To decorate the bier and the +church and chapel, the gardens were robbed of their beauty; they lay +desolate, as if a premature winter had blighted all their loveliness. In +the earliest morning she was borne in an open coffin out of the castle, +and the heavenly features were once more reddened with the rising sun. +The mourners crowded about her as she was being taken along. None would +go before; none would follow; every one would be where she was, every +one would enjoy her presence for the last time. Men and women and little +boys--there was not one unmoved; least of all to be consoled were the +girls, who felt most immediately what they had lost. + +Nanny was not present; it had been thought better not to allow it, and +they had kept secret from her the day and the hour of the funeral. She +was at her parents' house, closely watched, in a room looking toward the +garden. But when she heard the bells tolling, she knew too well what +they meant; and her attendant having left her out of curiosity to see +the funeral, she escaped out of the window into a passage, and from +thence, finding all the doors locked, into an upper open loft. At this +moment the funeral was passing through the village, which had been all +freshly strewed with leaves. Nanny saw her mistress plainly close below +her, more plainly, more entirely, than any one in the procession +underneath; she appeared to be lifted above the earth, borne as it were +on clouds or waves, and the girl fancied she was making signs to her; +her senses swam, she tottered, swayed herself for a moment on the edge, +and fell to the ground. The crowd drew asunder on all sides with a cry +of horror. In the tumult and confusion, the bearers were obliged to set +down the coffin; the girl lay close by it; it seemed as if every limb +was broken. They lifted her up, and by accident or providentially she +was allowed to lean over the body; she appeared, indeed, to be +endeavoring, with what remained to her of life, to reach her beloved +mistress. Scarcely, however, had the loosely hanging limbs touched +Ottilie's robe, and the powerless finger rested on the folded hands, +than the girl started up, and first raising her arms and eyes toward +heaven, flung herself down upon her knees before the coffin, and gazed +with passionate devotion at her mistress. + +At last she sprang, as if inspired, from off the ground, and cried with +a voice of ecstasy: "Yes, she has forgiven me; what no man, what I +myself could never have forgiven. God forgives me through her look, her +motion, her lips. + +"Now she is lying again so still and quiet, but you saw how she raised +herself up, and unfolded her hands and blessed me, and how kindly she +looked at me. You all heard, you can witness that she said to me: 'You +are forgiven.' I am not a murderess any more. She has forgiven me. God +has forgiven me, and no one may now say anything more against me." + +The people stood crowding around her. They were amazed; they listened +and looked this way and that, and no one knew what should next be done. +"Bear her on to her rest," said the girl. "She has done her part; she +has suffered, and cannot now remain any more amongst us." The bier moved +on, Nanny now following it; and thus they reached the church and the +chapel. + +So now stood the coffin of Ottilie, with the child's coffin at her head, +and her box at her feet, inclosed in a resting-place of massive oak. A +woman had been provided to watch the body for the first part of the +time, as it lay there so beautiful beneath its glass covering. But Nanny +would not permit this duty to be taken from herself. She would remain +alone without a companion, and attend to the lamp which was now kindled +for the first time; and she begged to be allowed to do it with so much +eagerness and perseverance, that they let her have her way, to prevent +any greater evil that might ensue. + +But she did not long remain alone. As night was falling, and the hanging +lamp began to exercise its full right and shed abroad a larger lustre, +the door opened and the Architect entered the chapel. The chastely +ornamented walls in the mild light looked more strange, more awful, more +antique, than he was prepared to see them. Nanny was sitting on one side +of the coffin. She recognized him immediately; but she pointed in +silence to the pale form of her mistress. And there stood he on the +other side, in the vigor of youth and of grace, with his arms drooping, +and his hands clasped piteously together, motionless, with head and eye +inclined over the inanimate body. + +Once already he had stood thus before in the Belisarius; he had now +involuntarily fallen into the same attitude. And this time how +naturally! Here, too, was something of inestimable worth thrown down +from its high estate. _There_ were courage, prudence, power, rank, and +wealth in one single man, lost irrevocably; there were qualities which, +in decisive moments, had been of indispensable service to the nation and +the prince; but which, when the moment was passed, were no more valued, +but flung aside and neglected, and cared for no longer. And _here_ were +many other silent virtues, which had been summoned but a little time +before by nature out of the depths of her treasures, and now swept +rapidly away again by her careless hand--rare, sweet, lovely virtues, +whose peaceful workings the thirsty world had welcomed, while it had +them, with gladness and joy; and now was sorrowing for them in +unavailing desire. + +Both the youth and the girl were silent for a long time. But when she +saw the tears streaming fast down his cheeks, and he appeared to be +sinking under the burden of his sorrow, she spoke to him with so much +truthfulness and power, with such kindness and such confidence, that, +astonished at the flow of her words, he was able to recover himself, and +he saw his beautiful friend floating before him in the new life of a +higher world. His tears ceased flowing; his sorrow grew lighter: on his +knees he took leave of Ottilie, and with a warm pressure of the hand of +Nanny, he rode away from the spot into the night without having seen a +single other person. + +The surgeon had, without the girl being aware of it, remained all night +in the church; and when he went in the morning to see her, he found her +cheerful and tranquil. He was prepared for wild aberrations. He thought +that she would be sure to speak to him of conversations which she had +held in the night with Ottilie, and of other such apparitions. But she +was natural, quiet, and perfectly self-possessed. She remembered +accurately what had happened in her previous life; she could describe +the circumstances of it with the greatest exactness, and never in +anything which she said stepped out of the course of what was real and +natural, except in her account of what had passed with the body, which +she delighted to repeat again and again, how, Ottilie had raised herself +up, had blessed her, had forgiven her, and thereby set her at rest for +ever. + +Ottilie remained so long in her beautiful state, which more resembled +sleep than death, that a number of persons were attracted there to look +at her. The neighbors and the villagers wished to see her again, and +every one desired to hear Nanny's incredible story from her own mouth. +Many laughed at it, most doubted, and some few were found who were able +to believe. + +Difficulties, for which no real satisfaction is attainable, compel us to +faith. Before the eyes of all the world, Nanny's limbs had been broken, +and by touching the sacred body she had been restored to strength again. +Why should not others find similar good fortune? Delicate mothers first +privately brought their children who were suffering from obstinate +disorders, and they believed that they could trace an immediate +improvement. The confidence of the people increased, and at last there +was no one so old or so weak as not to have come to seek fresh life and +health and strength at this place. The concourse became so great, that +they were obliged, except at the hours of divine service, to keep the +church and chapel closed. + +Edward did not venture to look at her again; he lived on mechanically; +he seemed to have no tears left, and to be incapable of any further +suffering; his power of taking interest in what was going on diminished +every day; his appetite gradually failed. The only refreshment which did +him any good was what he drank out of the glass, which to him, indeed, +had been but an untrue prophet. He continued to gaze at the intertwining +initials, and the earnest cheerfulness of his expression seemed to +signify that he still hoped to be united with her at last. And as every +little circumstance combines to favor the fortunate, and every accident +contributes to elate him; so do the most trifling occurrences love to +unite to crush and overwhelm the unhappy. One day, as Edward raised the +beloved glass to his lips, he put it down and thrust it from him with a +shudder. It was the same and not the same. He missed a little private +mark upon it. The valet was questioned, and had to confess that the real +glass had not long since been broken, and that one like it belonging to +the same set had been substituted in its place. + +Edward could not be angry. His destiny had spoken out with sufficient +clearness in the fact, and how should he be affected by the shadow? and +yet it touched him deeply. He seemed now to dislike drinking, and +thenceforward purposely to abstain from food and from speaking. + +But from time to time a sort of restlessness came over him; he would +desire to eat and drink something, and would begin again to speak. "Ah!" +he said, one day to the Major, who now seldom left his side, "how +unhappy I am that all my efforts are but imitations ever, and false and +fruitless. What was blessedness to her, is pain to me; and yet for the +sake of this blessedness I am forced to take this pain upon myself. I +must go after her; follow her by the same road. But my nature and my +promise hold me back. It is a terrible difficulty, indeed, to imitate +the inimitable. I feel clearly, my dear friend, that genius is required +for everything; for martyrdom as well as the rest." + +What shall we say of the endeavors which in this hopeless condition were +made for him? His wife, his friends, his physician, incessantly labored +to do something for him. But it was all in vain: at last they found him +dead. Mittler was the first to make the melancholy discovery; he called +the physician, and examined closely, with his usual presence of mind, +the circumstances under which he had been found. Charlotte rushed in to +them; she was afraid that he had committed suicide, and accused herself +and accused others of unpardonable carelessness. But the physician on +natural, and Mittler on moral grounds, were soon able to satisfy her of +the contrary. It was quite clear that Edward's end had taken him by +surprise. In a quiet moment he had taken out of his pocketbook and out +of a casket everything which remained to him as memorials of Ottilie, +and had spread them out before him--a lock of hair, flowers which had +been gathered in some happy hour, and every letter which she had written +to him from the first and which his wife had ominously happened to give +him. It was impossible that he would intentionally have exposed these to +the danger of being seen by the first person who might happen to +discover him. + +But so lay the heart, which but a short time before had been so swift +and eager, at rest now, where it could never be disturbed; and falling +asleep, as he did, with his thoughts on one so saintly, he might well be +called blessed. Charlotte gave him his place at Ottilie's side, and +arranged that thenceforth no other person should be placed with them in +the same vault. In order to secure this, she made it a condition under +which she settled considerable sums of money on the church and the +school. + +So lie the lovers, sleeping side by side. Peace hovers above their +resting-place. Fair angel faces gaze down upon them from the vaulted +ceiling, and what a happy moment that will be when one day they wake +again together! + + + + +SHAKESPEARE AND AGAIN SHAKESPEARE[1] + + +TRANSLATED BY JULIA FRANKLIN + +So much has already been written of Shakespeare that it would seem as if +nothing remained to be said; yet it is the peculiarity of a great mind +ever to stimulate other minds. This time I propose to consider +Shakespeare from more than one point of view--first as a poet in +general, then as compared with poets ancient and modern, and finally, as +a strictly dramatic poet. I shall endeavor to show what effect the +imitation of his art has produced upon us and what effect it is capable +of producing in general. I shall voice my agreement with what has +already been said by repeating it upon occasion, but shall express my +dissent positively and briefly, without involving myself in a conflict +of opinions. Let us, then, take up the first point. + + + +I + +SHAKESPEARE AS A POET IN GENERAL + +The highest that man can attain is the consciousness of his own thoughts +and feelings, and a knowledge of himself which prepares him to fathom +alien natures as well. There are people who are by nature endowed with +such a gift and by experience develop it to practical uses. Thence +springs the ability to conquer something, in a higher sense, from the +world and affairs. The poet, too, is born with such an endowment, only +he does not develop it for immediate mundane ends, but for a more +exalted, universal purpose. If we rate Shakespeare as one of the +greatest poets, we acknowledge at the same time that it has been +vouchsafed to few to discern the world as he did: to few, in expressing +their inward feelings of the world, to give the reader a more realizing +sense of it. It becomes thoroughly transparent to us; we find ourselves +suddenly the confidants of virtue and vice, of greatness and +insignificance, of nobility and depravity--all this, and more, through +the simplest means. If we seek to discover what those means are, it +appears as if he wrought for our eyes; but we are deceived. +Shakespeare's creations are not for the eyes of the body. I shall +endeavor to explain myself. + +Sight may well be termed the clearest of our senses, that through which +transmissions are most readily made. But our inward sense is still +clearer and its highest and quickest impressions are conveyed through +the medium of the word; for that is indeed fructifying, while what we +apprehend through our eyes may be alien to us and by no means as potent +in its effects. Now, Shakespeare addresses our inward sense, absolutely; +through it the realm of fancy created by the imagination is quickened +into life and thus a world of impressions is produced for which we can +not account, since the basis of the illusion consists in the fact that +everything seems to take place before our eyes. But if we examine +Shakespeare's dramas carefully, we find that they contain far less of +sensuous acts than of spiritual expressions. He allows events to happen +which may be readily imagined; nay, that it is better to imagine than to +see. Hamlet's ghost, the witches in _Macbeth_, many deeds of horror, +produce their effect through the imagination; and the abundant short +interludes are addressed solely to that faculty. All such things pass +before us fittingly and easily in reading, whereas they are a drag in +representation and appear as disturbing, even as repellent elements. + +Shakespeare produces his effects by the living word, and that may be +best transmitted by recitation; the listener is not distracted by either +good or inadequate representation. There is no greater or purer delight +than to listen with closed eyes to a Shakespearean play recited, not +declaimed, in a natural, correct voice. One follows the simple thread +which runs through events of the drama. We form a certain conception of +the characters, it is true, from their designation; but actually we +have to learn from the course of the words and speeches what goes on +within, and here all the characters seem to have agreed not to leave us +in the dark, in doubt, in any particular. + +[Illustration: THE OLD THEATRE, WEIMAR _From a Water Color by Peter +Woltze_] + +To this end all conspire--heroes and mercenaries, masters and slaves, +kings and messengers; the subordinate figures, indeed, being often more +effective in this respect than the superior ones. Everything +mysteriously brewing in the air at the time of some great world-event, +all that is hidden in the human soul in moments of supreme experience, +is given expression; what the spirit anxiously locks up and screens is +freely and unreservedly exposed; we learn the meaning of life and know +not how. + +Shakespeare mates himself with the world-spirit; like it he pervades the +world; to neither is anything concealed; but if it is the function of +the world-spirit to maintain secrecy before, indeed often after, the +event, it is the poet's aim to divulge the secret and make us confidants +before the deed, or at least during its occurrence. The vicious man of +power, well-meaning mediocrity, the passionate enthusiast, the calmly +reflective character, all wear their hearts upon their sleeves, often +contrary to all likelihood; every one is inclined to talk, to be +loquacious. In short, the secret must out, should the stones have to +proclaim it. Even inanimate objects contribute their share; all +subordinate things chime in; the elements, the phenomena of the heavens, +earth and sea, thunder and lightning, wild beasts, raise their voices, +often apparently in parables, but always acting as accessories. + +But the civilized world, too, must render up its treasures; arts and +sciences, trades and professions, all offer their gifts. Shakespeare's +creations are a great, animated fair, and for this richness he is +indebted to his native land. + +England, sea-girt, veiled in mist and clouds, turning its active +interest toward every quarter of the globe, is everywhere. The poet +lived at a notable and momentous time, and depicted its culture, its +misculture even, in the merriest vein; indeed, he would not affect us +so powerfully had he not identified himself with the age in which he +lived. No one had a greater contempt for the mere material, outward garb +of man than he; he understands full well that which is within, and here +all are on the same footing. It is thought that he represented the +Romans admirably; I do not find it so; they are all true-blue +Englishmen, but, to be sure, they are men, men through and through, and +the Roman toga, too, fits them. When we have seized this point of view, +we find his anachronisms highly laudable, and it is this very disregard +of the outer raiment that renders his creations so vivid. + +Let these few words, which do not by any means exhaust Shakespeare's +merits, suffice. His friends and worshipers would find much that might +be added. Yet one remark more It would be difficult to name another poet +each of whose works has a different underlying conception exerting such +a dominating influence as we find in Shakespeare's. + +Thus _Coriolanus_ is pervaded throughout by anger that the masses will +not acknowledge the preeminence of their superiors. In _Julius Cæsar_ +everything turns upon the conception that the better people do not wish +any one placed in supreme authority because they imagine, mistakenly, +that they can work in unison. _Anthony and Cleopatra,_ calls out with a +thousand tongues that self-indulgence and action are incompatible. And +further investigation will rouse our admiration of this variety again +and again. + + + +II + +SHAKESPEARE COMPARED WITH THE ANCIENT AND THE MOST MODERN POETS + +The interest that animates Shakespeare's great spirit lies within the +limits of the world; for though prophecy and madness, dreams, +presentiments, portents, fairies and goblins, ghosts, witches and +sorcerers, form a magic element which color his creations at the fitting +moment, yet those phantasms are by no means the chief components of his +productions; it is the verities and experiences of his life that are the +great basis upon which they rest, and that is why everything that +proceeds from him appears so genuine and pithy. We perceive, therefore, +that he belongs not so much to the modern world, which has been termed +the romantic one, as to a naive world, since, though his significance +really rests upon the present, he scarcely, even in his tenderest +moments, touches the borders of longing, and then only at the outermost +edge. + +Nevertheless, more intimately examined, he is a decidedly modern poet, +divided from the ancients by a tremendous gulf, not as regards outward +form, which is not to be considered here at all, but as regards the +inmost, the profoundest significance of his work. + +I shall, in the first place, protect myself by saying that it is by no +means my intention to adduce the following terminology as exhaustive or +final; my attempt is, rather not so much to add a new contrast to those +already familiar, as to point out that it is included in them. These +contrasts are: + + Antique Modern + + Naive Sentimental + + Pagan Christian + + Heroic Romantic + + Real Idealistic + + Necessity Freedom + +_Sollen_ (Duty; shall; must; should). _Wollen_ (Desire; inclination; +would). + +The greatest torments, as well as the most frequent, that beset man +spring from the discordances in us all between duty and desire, between +duty and performance (_Vollbringen_); and it is these discordances +that so often embarrass man during his earthly course. The slightest +confusion, arising from a trivial error which may be cleared up +unexpectedly and without injury, gives rise to ridiculous situations. +The greatest confusion, on the contrary, insoluble or unsolved, offers +us the tragic elements. + +Predominant in the ancient dramas is the discordance between duty and +desire; in the modern, that between desire and performance. Let us, for +the present, consider this decisive difference among the other +contrasts, and see what can be done with it in both cases. Now this, now +that side predominates, as I have remarked; but since duty and desire +cannot be radically separated in man, both motives must be found +simultaneously, even though the one should be predominant and the other +subordinate. Duty is imposed upon man; "must" is a hard taskmaster; +desire (_das Wollen_) man imposes upon himself; man's own will is his +heaven. A persistent "should" is irksome; inability to perform is +terrible; a persistent "would" is gratifying; and the possession of a +firm will may yield solace even in case of incapacity to perform. + +We may look at games of cards as a sort of poetic creation; they, too, +consist of these two elements. The form of the game, combined with +chance, takes the place of the "should" as the ancients recognized it +under the name of fate; the "would," combined with the ability of the +player, opposes it. Looked at in this way, I should call the game of +whist ancient. The form of this game restricts chance, nay, the will +itself; provided with partners and opponents, I must, with the cards +dealt out to me, guide a long series of chances which there is no way of +controlling. In the case of ombre and other like games, the contrary +takes place. Here a great many doors are left open to will and daring; I +can revoke the cards that fall to my share, can make them count in +various ways, can discard half or all of them, can appeal from the +decree of chance, nay, by an inverted course can reap the greatest +advantage from the worst hand; and thus this class of games exactly +resembles the modern method in thought and in poetic art. + +Ancient tragedy is based upon an unavoidable "should," which is +intensified and accelerated only by a counteracting "would." This is the +point of all that is terrible in the oracles, the region where _Oedipus_ +reigns supreme. _Sollen_ appears in a milder light as duty in +_Antigone_. But all _Sollen_ is despotic, whether it belongs to the +domain of reason, as ethical and municipal laws, or to that of Nature, +as the laws of creation, growth, dissolution, of life and death. We +shudder at all this, without reflecting that it is intended for the +general good. _Wollen,_ on the contrary, is free, appears free, and +favors the individual. _Wollen,_ therefore, is flattering, and perforce +took possession of men as soon as they learned to know it. It is the god +of the new time; devoted to it, we have a dread of its opposite, and +that is why there is an impassable gulf between our art, as well as our +mode of thought, and that of the ancients. Through _Sollen,_ tragedy +becomes great and forceful; through _Wollen,_ weak and petty. Thus has +arisen the so-called drama, in which the awful power of Fate was +dissolved by the will; but precisely because this comes to the aid of +our weakness do we find ourselves moved if, after painful expectation, +we finally receive but scant comfort. + +If now, after these preliminary reflections, I turn to Shakespeare, I +can not forbear wishing that my readers should themselves make the +comparison and the application. Here Shakespeare stands out unique, +combining the old and the new in incomparable fashion. _Wollen_ and +_Sollen_ seek by every means, in his plays, to reach an equilibrium; +they struggle violently with each other, but always in a way that leaves +the _Wollen_ at a disadvantage. + +No one, perhaps, has represented more splendidly the great primal +connection between _Wollen_ and _Sollen_ in the character of the +individual. A person, from the point of view of his character, should: +he is restricted, destined to some definite course; but as a man, he +wills. He is unlimited and demands freedom of choice. At once there +arises an inner conflict, and Shakespeare puts it in the forefront. But +then an outer conflict supervenes, which often becomes acute through the +pressure of circumstances, in the face of which a deficiency of will may +rise to the rank of an inexorable fate. This idea I have pointed out +before in the case of Hamlet; but it occurs repeatedly in Shakespeare; +for as Hamlet is driven by the ghost into straits which he cannot pass +through, so is Macbeth by witches, by Hecate, and by the arch-witch, his +wife; Brutus by his friends; nay, even _in Coriolanus_, we find a +similar thing--in short, the conception of a will transcending the +capacity of the individual is modern. But as Shakespeare represents this +trouble of the will as arising not from within but through outside +circumstances, it becomes a sort of Fate and approaches the antique. For +all the heroes of poetic antiquity strive only for what lies within +man's power, and thence arises that fine balance between will, Fate, and +performance; yet their Fate appears always as too forbidding, even where +we admire it, to possess the power of attraction. A necessity which, +more or less, or completely, precludes all freedom, does not comport +with the ideas of our time; but Shakespeare approaches these in his own +way; for, in making necessity ethical, he links, to our gratified +astonishment, the ancient with the modern. If anything can be learned +from him, it is this point that we should study in his school. Instead +of exalting our romanticism--which may not deserve censure or +contempt--unduly and exclusively, and clinging to it in a partisan +spirit, whereby its strong, solid, efficient side is misjudged and +impaired, we should strive to unite within ourselves those great and +apparently irreconcilable opposites--all the more that this has already +been achieved by the unique master whom we prize so highly, and, often +without knowing why, extol above every one. He had, to be sure, the +advantage of living at the proper harvest-time, of expending his +activity in a Protestant country teeming with life, where the madness of +bigotry was silent for a time, so that a man like Shakespeare, imbued +with a natural piety, was left free to develop his real self religiously +without regard to any definite creed. + + + +III + +SHAKESPEARE AS A DRAMATIST + +If lovers and friends of art wish fully to enjoy a creation of any kind, +they delight in it as a whole, are permeated by the unity with which the +artist has endowed it. To a person, on the other hand, who wishes to +discuss such productions theoretically, to assert something about them, +and therefore, to inform and instruct, discrimination becomes a duty. We +believed we were fulfilling that duty in considering Shakespeare first +as a poet in general, and then comparing him with the ancient and the +most modern poets. And now we wish to complete our design by considering +him as a dramatist. + +Shakespeare's name and worth belong to the history of poetry; but it is +doing an injustice to all the dramatists of earlier and later ages to +present his entire merit as belonging to the history of the theatre. + +A person of universally acknowledged talent may make a doubtful use of +his endowments. Not everything produced by such a superior mind is done +in the most perfect way. Thus Shakespeare belongs essentially to the +history of poetry; in the history of the theatre he figures only +accidentally. Because we can admire him unqualifiedly in the first, we +must in the latter take into consideration the conditions to which he +submitted and not extol those conditions as either virtues or models. + +We distinguish closely allied forms of poetic creation, which, however, +in a vivid treatment often merge into each other: the epic, dialogue, +drama, stage play, may be differentiated. An epic requires oral delivery +to the many by a single individual; dialogue, speech in private company, +where the multitude may, to be sure, be listeners; drama, conversation +in actions, even though perhaps presented only to the imagination; stage +play, all three together, inasmuch as it engages the sense of vision and +may be grasped under certain conditions of local and personal presence. + +It is in this sense that Shakespeare's productions are most dramatic; he +wins the reader by his mode of treatment, of disclosing man's innermost +life; the demands of the stage appear unessential to him, and thus he +takes an easy course, and, in an intellectual sense, we serenely follow +him. We transport ourselves with him from one locality to another; our +imagination supplies all the intermediate actions that he omits; nay, we +are grateful to him for arousing our spiritual faculties in so worthy a +fashion. By producing everything in theatrical form, he facilitates the +activity of the imagination; for we are more familiar with the "boards +that mean the world" than with the world itself, and we may read and +hear the most singular things and yet feel that they might actually take +place before our eyes on the stage; hence the frequent failure of +dramatizations of popular novels. + +Strictly speaking, however, nothing is dramatic except that which +strikes the eye as symbolic--an important action which betokens one +still more important. That Shakespeare could attain this height too is +evidenced in the scene where the son and heir takes the crown from the +side of the father slumbering on his deathbed, places it on his own +head, and struts off with it.[2] But these are only episodes, scattered +jewels separated by much that is undramatic. Shakespeare's whole mode of +procedure finds something unaccommodating in the actual stage; his great +talent is that of an epitomist, and since poets are, on the whole, +epitomists of Nature, we must here, too, acknowledge Shakespeare's great +merit; only we deny, at the same time, and that to his credit, that the +stage was a worthy sphere for his genius. It is precisely this +limitation of the stage, however, which causes him to restrict himself. + +But he does not, like other poets, select particular materials for +particular works; he makes an idea the central point and refers the +earth and the universe to it. As he condenses ancient and modern +history, he can utilize the material of every chronicle, and often +adheres to it literally. Not so conscientiously does he proceed with the +tales, as _Hamlet_ attests. _Romeo and Juliet_ is more faithful to +tradition; yet he almost destroys its tragic content by the two comic +figures, Mercutio and the nurse, probably presented by two popular +actors--the nurse undoubtedly acted by a man. If we examine the +structure of the play very closely, we notice that these two figures and +the elements touching them, appear only as farcical interludes, which, +with our love of the logical and harmonious, must strike us as +intolerable. + +But Shakespeare is most marvelous when he adapts and recasts plays +already in existence. We can institute a comparison in the case of _King +John_ and _Lear_; for the older dramas are still extant. But in these +instances, likewise, he is again rather a poet than a dramatist. + +But let us, in conclusion, proceed to the solution of the riddle. The +imperfection of the English stage has been represented to us by +well-informed men. There is not a trace of those requirements of realism +to which we have gradually become used through improvements in +machinery, the art of perspective, the wardrobe, and from which it would +be difficult to lead us back into the infancy of those beginnings, to +the days of a stage upon which little was seen, where everything was +only _indicated_, where the public was satisfied to assume the chamber +of the king lying behind a green curtain, the trumpeter who sounded the +trumpet always at a certain spot, and many like things. Who at present +would permit such assumptions? Under those conditions Shakespeare's +plays were highly interesting tales, only they were recited by a number +of persons, who, in order to make somewhat more of an impression, were +characteristically masked as the occasion demanded, moved about, came +and went, but left it to the spectator's imagination to fancy at will +paradise and palaces on the empty stage. + +How, indeed, did Schröder achieve the great credit of putting +Shakespeare's plays upon the German stage but by epitomizing the +epitomizer? Schröder confined himself entirely to what was effective; he +discarded everything else, indeed, even much that was essential, when it +seemed to him that the effect upon his nation, upon his time, would be +impaired. Thus it is true, for example, that by omitting the first scene +of _King Lear_ he changed the character of the piece; but he was right, +after all, for in that scene Lear appears so ridiculous that one can not +wholly blame his daughters. The old man awakens our pity, but we have no +sympathy for him, and it is sympathy that Schröder wished to arouse as +well as abhorrence of the two daughters, who, though unnatural, are not +absolutely reprehensible. + +In the old play which is Shakespeare's source, this scene is productive, +in the course of the play, of the most pleasing effects. Lear flees to +France; daughter and son-in-law, in some romantic caprice, make a +pilgrimage, in disguise, to the seashore, and encounter the old man, who +does not recognize them. Here all that Shakespeare's lofty, tragic +spirit has embittered is made sweet. A comparison of these dramas +affords ever renewed pleasure to the lover of art. + +In recent years, however, the notion has crept into Germany that +Shakespeare must be presented on the German stage word for word, even if +actors and audience should fairly choke in the process. The attempts, +induced by an excellent, exact translation,[3] would not succeed +anywhere--a fact to which the Weimar stage, after honest and repeated +efforts, can give unexceptionable testimony. If we wish to see a +Shakespearean play, we must return to Schröder's adaptation; but the +dogma that, in representing Shakespeare, not a jot or tittle may be +omitted, senseless as it is, is constantly being reechoed. If the +advocates of this view should retain the upper hand, Shakespeare would +in a few years be entirely driven from the German stage. This, indeed, +would be no misfortune; for the solitary reader, or the reader in +company with others, would experience so much the purer delight. + +The attempt, however, in the other direction, on which we have dilated +above, was made in the arrangement of _Romeo and Juliet_ for the Weimar +stage. The principles upon which this was based, we shall set forth at +the first opportunity, and it will perhaps then be recognized why that +arrangement--the representation of which is by no means difficult, but +must be carried out artistically and with precision--had no success on +the German stage. Similar efforts are now in progress, and perhaps some +result is in store for the future, even though such undertakings +frequently fail at the first trial. + + + + +ORATION ON WIELAND (1813)[4] + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH. D. + + [To the Memory of the noble Poet, Brother, and Friend, Wieland.] + + Most serene protector! + Right worshipful master I + Very honorable assembly I + +Although under no circumstances does it become the individual to set +himself in opposition to ancient, venerable customs, or of his own will +to alter what our ancestors in their wisdom have deemed right and have +ordained, nevertheless, had I really at my bidding the magician's wand +which the muses in spirit intrusted to our departed friend, I should in +an instant transform all these sad surroundings into those of joy. This +darkness would straightway grow radiant before your eyes, and before you +there would appear a hall decked for a feast, with varied tapestries and +garlands of gaiety, joyous and serene as our friend's own life. Then +your eyes, your spirit, would be attracted by the creations of his +luxuriant imagination; Olympus with its gods, introduced by the Muses +and adorned by the Graces, would be a living testimony that he who lived +amid such glad surroundings, and who also departed from us in the spirit +of that gladness, should be counted among the most fortunate of mankind, +and should be interred, not with lamentation, but with expressions of +joy and of exultation. + +And yet, what I cannot present to the outward senses, may be offered to +the inward. Eighty years, how much in how few syllables! Who of us dares +hastily to run through so many years and to picture to himself the +significance of them when well employed? Who of us would dare assert +that he could in an instant measure and appraise the value of a life +that was complete from every point of view? + +[Illustration: MARTIN WIELAND] + +If we accompany our friend step by step through all his days, if we +regard him as a boy and as a youth, in his prime and in his old age, we +find that to his lot fell the unusual fortune of plucking the bloom of +each of these seasons; for even old age has its bloom, and the happiest +enjoyment of this, also, was vouchsafed him. Only a few months have +passed since for him the brethren of our lodge crowned their mysterious +sphinx with roses, to show that, if the aged Anacreon undertook to adorn +his exalted sensuality with the rose's light twigs, the ethical +sensuousness, the tempered joy of life and wit which animated our noble +friend also merited a rich and abundant garland. + +Only a few weeks have elapsed since this excellent man was still with +us, not merely present but active at our gatherings. It was through the +midst of our intimate circle that he passed from things earthly; we were +the nearest to him, even at the last; and if his fatherland as well as +foreign nations celebrate his memory, where ought this to be done +earlier and more emphatically than by us? + +I have not, therefore, dared to disobey the mandates of our masters, and +before this honorable assembly I speak a few words in his memory, the +more gladly since they may be fleeting precursors of what in the future +the world and our brotherhood shall do for him. This is the sentiment, +and this the purpose, for the sake of which I venture to entreat a +gracious hearing; and if what I shall say from an affection tested for +almost forty years rather than for mere rhetorical effect--by no means +well composed, but rather in brief sentences, and even in desultory +fashion--may seem worthy neither of him who is honored nor of them who +honor, then I must remark that here you may expect only a preliminary +outline, a sketch, yes, only the contents and, if you so will, the +marginal notes of a future work. And thus, then, without more delay, to +the theme so dear, so precious, and, indeed, so sacred to us! + +Wieland was born in 1733 near Biberach, a small imperial free-town in +Swabia. His father, a Lutheran clergyman, gave him a careful training +and imparted to him the first elements of education. He was then sent to +the monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where the truly pious Abbot +Steinmetz presided over an educational institution of good repute. +Thence he went to the University of Tübingen, and then lived for some +time as a private tutor in Bern, but he was soon attracted to Bodmer, at +Zurich, who, like Gleim at a later date in North Germany, might be +called the midwife of genius in South Germany. There he gave himself +over entirely to the joy that arises from youth's self-creation, when +talents develop under friendly guidance without being hampered by the +higher requirements of criticism. Soon, however, he outgrew this stage, +returned to his native town, and henceforth became his own teacher and +trainer, while with ceaseless activity he pursued his inclination toward +literature and poetry. + +His mechanical official duties as the chief of the chancery robbed him, +it is true, of time, though they could not deprive him of joy and +courage; and that his spirit might not be dwarfed amid such narrow +surroundings, he fortunately became acquainted with Count Stadion, whose +estates lay in the vicinity, and who was a minister of the Prince +Elector of Mainz. In this illustrious and well-appointed house the +atmosphere of the world and of the court was for the first time wafted +to him; he became no stranger to domestic and foreign affairs of state; +and in the count he gained a patron for all his life. In consequence, he +did not remain unknown to the Prince Elector of Mainz, and since the +University of Erfurt was to be revived under Emmerich Joseph, our friend +was summoned thither, thus exemplifying the tolerant sentiments which, +from the beginning of the century, have spread among men who are akin +through the Christian faith, and have even permeated humanity as a +whole. + +He could not labor long at Erfurt without becoming known to the Duchess +Regent of Weimar, at whose court Count von Dalberg, so active in every +form of good work, did not fail to introduce him. An adequate education +of her princely sons was the chief object of a tender mother, herself +highly cultured, and thus he was called thither to employ his literary +talents and his moral endowments for the best interests of the princely +house, for our weal, and for the weal of all. + +The retirement promised him after the completion of his educational +duties was given him at once, and since he received a more than promised +alleviation of his domestic circumstances, he led, for nearly forty +years, a life of complete conformity to his disposition and to his +wishes. + +The influence of Wieland on the public was uninterrupted and permanent. +He educated his generation up to himself, giving to the taste and to the +judgment of his contemporaries a decided trend, so that his merits have +already been sufficiently recognized, appraised, and even portrayed. In +many a work on German literature he is discussed as honorably as +judiciously; I need only recall the laudations which Küttner, +Eschenburg, Manso, and Eichhorn have bestowed upon him. + +And whence came the profound influence which he exercised on the +Germans? It was a result of the excellence and of the openness of his +nature. In him man and author had completely interpenetrated; he wrote +poetry as a living soul, and lived the poet's life. In verse and prose +he never hid what was at the instant in his mind and what each time he +felt, so that judging he wrote and writing he judged. From the fertility +of his mind sprang the fertility of his pen. + +I do not employ the term "pen" as a rhetorical phrase; here it is valid +in the strictest sense, and if a pious reverence pays homage to many an +author by seeking to gain possession of the quill with which he formed +his works, the quill of which Wieland availed himself, would surely be +worthy of this distinction above many another. For the fact that he +wrote everything with his own hand and most beautifully, and, at the +same time, with freedom and with thoughtfulness; that he ever had +before him what he had written, carefully examining, changing, +improving, indefatigably fashioning and refashioning, never weary even +of repeatedly transcribing voluminous works--this gave to his +productions the delicacy, the gracefulness, the clearness, the natural +elegance which can be bestowed on a work already completed, not by +effort, but by unruffled, inspired attention. + +This careful preparation of his writings had its origin in a happy +conviction which apparently came to him toward the end of his residence +in Switzerland, when impatience at production had in some measure +subsided, and when the desire to present a perfected result to the +public had become more decidedly and more obviously active. + +Since, then, in him the man and the poet were a single individuality, we +shall also portray the latter when we speak of the former. Irritability +and versatility, the accompaniments of poetical and of rhetorical +talents, dominated him to a high degree, but an acquired rather than an +innate moderation kept them in equilibrium. Our friend was capable of +enthusiasm in highest measure, and in youth he surrendered himself +wholly to it, the more actively and assiduously since, in his case, for +several years that happy period was prolonged when within himself the +youth feels the worth and the dignity of the most excellent, be it +attainable or not. + +In that pure and happy field of the golden age, in that paradise of +innocence, he dwelt longer than others. The house where he was born, in +which a cultivated clergyman ruled as father; the ancient, +linden-embowered monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where a pious +teacher kept up his patriarchal activity; Tübingen, still monastic +in its essential form; those simple Swiss dwellings about which +the brooks murmured, which the lakes laved, and which the cliffs +surrounded--everywhere he found another Delphi, everywhere the groves in +which as a mature and cultivated youth he continued to revel even yet. +There he was powerfully attracted by the monuments of the manly +innocence of the Greeks which have been left us. Cyrus, Araspes, +Panthea, and forms of equal loftiness revived in him; he felt the spirit +of Plato weaving within him; he felt that he needed that spirit to +reproduce those pictures for himself and for others--so much the more +since he desired not so keenly to evoke poetic phantoms as, rather, to +create a moral influence for actual beings. + +Yet the very fact that he had the good fortune to dwell so protractedly +in these loftier realms, and that he could long regard as the most +perfect verity all that he thought, felt, imagined, dreamed, and +fancied--this very fact embittered for him the fruit which he was +obliged at last to pluck from the tree of knowledge. + +Who can escape the conflict with the outer world? Even our friend is +drawn into this strife; reluctantly he submits to contradiction by +experience and by life; and since, after a long struggle, he succeeds +not in uniting these august figures with those of the vulgar world, or +that high desire with the demands of the day, he resolves to let the +actual pass current as the necessary, and declares that what has thus +far seemed real to him is phantasy. + +Yet even here the individuality and the energy of his spirit reveals +itself to be worthy of admiration. Despite all the fulness of his life, +despite so strong a joy of living, despite noble inward talents and +honorable spiritual desires and purposes, he feels himself wounded by +the world and defrauded of his greatest treasures. Henceforth he can in +experience nowhere find what had constituted his joy for so many years, +and what had even been the inmost content of his life; yet he does not +consume himself in idle lamentations, of which we know so many in the +prose and verse of others, but he resolves upon counter-action. He +proclaims war on all that cannot be demonstrated in reality; first and +foremost, therefore, on Platonic love, then on all dogmatizing +philosophy, especially its two extremes of Stoicism and Pythagoreanism. +Furthermore, he works implacably against religious fanaticism, and +against all that to reason appears eccentric. + +But he is at once overwhelmed with anxiety lest he go too far, lest he +himself act fantastically, and now he simultaneously begins battle +against commonplace reality. He opposes everything which we are +accustomed to understand under the name Philistinism--musty pedantry, +provincialism, petty etiquette, narrow criticism, false prudery, smug +complacency, arrogant dignity, and whatever names may be applied to all +these unclean spirits, whose name is Legion. + +Herein he proceeds in an absolutely natural manner, without preconceived +purpose or self-consciousness. He stands before the dilemma of the +conceivable and the real, and, as he must advise moderation to control +or to unite the two, he must hold himself in check, and must be +many-sided, since he wishes to be just. + +He had long been attracted by the pure, rational uprightness of noble +Englishmen, and by their influence in the moral sphere, by an Addison, +by a Steele; but now in their society he finds a man whose type of +thought is far more agreeable to him. + +Shaftesbury, whom I need only mention to recall a great thinker to the +mind of every well-informed man,--Shaftesbury lived at a time when much +disturbance reigned in the religion of his native land, when the +dominant church sought by force to subdue men of other modes of thought. +State and morals were also threatened by much that must arouse the +anxiety of the intelligent and right-thinking. The best counter-action +to all this, he believed, was cheerfulness; in his opinion, only what +was regarded with serenity would be rightly seen. He who could look +serenely into his own bosom must be a good man. This was the main thing, +and from it sprang all other good. Spirit, wit, and humor were, he held, +the real agencies by which such a disposition should come in contact +with the world. All objects, even the most serious, must be capable of +such clarity and freedom if they were not bedizened with a merely +arrogant dignity, but contained within themselves a true value which did +not fear the test. In this spirited endeavor to become master of things +it was impossible to avoid casting about for deciding authorities, and +thus human reason was set as judge over the content, and taste over the +manner, of presentation. + +In such a man our Wieland now found, not a predecessor whom he was to +follow, nor a colleague with whom he was to work, but a true elder twin +brother in the spirit, whom he perfectly resembled, without being formed +in his likeness; even as it could not be said of the Menæchmi which was +the original, and which the copy. + +What Shaftesbury, born in a higher station, more favored with worldly +advantages, and more experienced by travel, office, and cosmopolitan +knowledge, did in a wider circle and at a more serious period in +sea-girt England, precisely this our friend, proceeding from a point at +first extremely limited, accomplished through persistent activity and +through ceaseless toil, in his native land, surrounded on every side by +hills and dales; and the result was--to employ, in our condensed +address, a brief but generally intelligible term--that popular +philosophy whereby a practically trained intelligence is set in decision +over the moral worth of things, and is made the judge of their aesthetic +value. + +This philosophy, prepared in England and fostered by conditions in +Germany, was thus spread far and wide by our friend, in company with +countless sympathizers, by poems and by scholarly works, even by life +itself. + +And yet, if we have found Shaftesbury and Wieland perfectly alike so far +as point of view, temperament, and insight are concerned, nevertheless, +the latter was far superior to the former in talent; for what the +Englishman rationally taught and desired, the German knew how to +elaborate poetically and rhetorically in verse and prose. + +In this elaboration, however, the French mode of treatment was +necessarily most suitable to him. Serenity, wit, spirit, and elegance +are already at hand in France; his luxuriant imagination, which now +desires to be occupied only with light and joyous themes, turns to tales +of fairies and knights, which grant it the greatest freedom. Here, +again, in the _Arabian Nights_ and in the _Bibliotheque universelle des +romans_, France offered him materials half-prepared and adapted, while +the ancient treasures of this sort, which Germany possesses, still +remained crude and unavailable. + +It is precisely these poems which have most widely spread and most +firmly established Wieland's fame. Their light-heartedness gained them +access to everyone, and even the serious Germans deigned to be pleased +with them; for all these works appeared indeed at a happy and favorable +time. They were all written in the spirit which we have developed above. +Frequently the fortunate poet undertook the artistic task of giving a +high value to very mediocre materials by revising them; and though it +cannot be denied that he sometimes permits reason to triumph over the +higher powers, and at other times allows sensuality to prevail over the +moral qualities, yet we must also grant that, in its proper place, +everything which can possibly adorn noble souls gains supremacy. + +Earlier than most of these works, though not the earliest of all, was +the translation of Shakespeare. Wieland did not fear impairment of his +originality by study; on the contrary, he was convinced at an early date +that a lively, fertile spirit found its best stimulus not only in the +adaptation of material that was already well known, but also in the +translation of extant works. + +In those days the translation of Shakespeare was a daring thought, for +even trained _litterateurs_ denied the possibility of the success of +such an undertaking. Wieland translated freely, grasped the sense of his +author, and omitted what appeared to him untranslatable; and thus he +gave to his nation a general idea of the most magnificent works of +another people, and to his generation an insight into the lofty culture +of by-gone centuries. + +Great as was the effect of this translation in Germany, it appears to +have exercised little influence upon Wieland himself. He was too +thoroughly antagonistic to his author, as is sufficiently obvious from +the passages omitted and passed over, and still more from the appended +notes, in which the French type of thought is evident. + +On the other hand, the Greeks, with their moderation and clarity, are to +him most precious models. He feels himself allied with them in taste; +religion, customs, and legislation all give him opportunity to exercise +his versatility, and since neither the gods nor the philosophers, and +neither the nation nor the nations are any more compatible than +politicians and soldiers, he everywhere finds the desired opportunity, +amid his apparent doubts and jests, of repeatedly inculcating his +equitable, tolerant, human doctrines. + +At the same time, he takes delight in presenting problematical +characters, and he finds pleasure, for example, in emphasizing the +lovable qualities of a Musarion, a Lais, and a Phryne without regard to +womanly chastity, and in exalting their practical wisdom above the +scholastic wisdom of the philosophers. + +But among these he also finds a man whom he can develop and set forth as +the representative of his own convictions--I mean Aristippus. Here +philosophy and worldly pleasure are through wise moderation so united in +serene and welcome fashion that the wish arises to be a contemporary in +so fair a land, and in such goodly company. Union with these educated, +right-thinking, cultivated, joyous men is so welcome, and it even seems +that so long as one may walk with them in thought, one's mind will be as +theirs, and one will think as they. + +In these circles our friend maintained himself by careful experiments, +which are still more necessary to the translator than to the poet; and +thus arose the German _Lucian_, which necessarily presented the Greek to +us the more vividly since the author and the translator could be +regarded as true kindred spirits. + +But however much a man of such talents preaches decency, he will, +nevertheless, sometimes feel himself tempted to transgress the +boundaries of propriety and decorum, since from time immemorial genius +has reckoned such escapades among its prerogatives. Wieland indulged +this impulse when he sought to assimilate himself to the daring, +extraordinary Aristophanes, and when he was able to translate his jests, +as audacious as they were witty, though he toned them down with his own +innate grace. + +For all these presentations an insight into the higher plastic art was +also obviously necessary, and since our friend was never vouchsafed the +sight of those ancient masterpieces which still survive, he sought to +rise to them in thought, to bring them before his eyes by the power of +imagination; so that we cannot fail to be amazed to see how talent is +able to form for itself a conception even of what is far away. Moreover, +he would have been entirely successful if his laudable caution had not +restrained him from taking decisive steps; for art in general, and +especially the art of the ancients, can neither be grasped nor +comprehended without enthusiasm. He who will not commence with amazement +and with admiration finds no entrance into the holy of holies. Our +friend, however, was far too cautious, and how could he have been +expected to make in this single instance an exception from his general +rule of life? + +If, however, he was near akin to the Greeks in taste, in sentiment he +was still more closely allied to the Romans--not that he would have +allowed himself to be carried away by republican or by patriotic zeal, +but he really finds his peers among the Romans, whereas he has, in a +sense, only fictitiously assimilated himself to the Greeks. Horace has +much similarity to him; himself an artist, and himself a man of the +court and of the world, he intelligently estimates life and art; Cicero, +philosopher, orator, statesman, and active citizen, also closely +resembles him--and both arose from inconsiderable beginnings to great +dignities and honors. + +While our friend occupies himself with the works of both these men, how +gladly would he transport himself back into their century and their +surroundings, and transfer himself to their epoch, in order to transmit +to us a clear picture of that past; and he succeeds amazingly. Perhaps, +on the whole, more sympathy might be desired for the men with whom he is +concerned, but such is his fear of partisanship that he prefers to take +sides against them rather than on their behalf. + +There are two maxims of translation. The one demands that the author of +an alien nation be brought over to us so that we may regard him as our +own; the other, on the contrary, lays upon us the obligation that we +should transfer ourselves to the stranger and accommodate ourselves to +his conditions, to his diction, and to his peculiarities. The advantages +of both are sufficiently well known to all cultured men by masterly +examples. Our friend, who here also sought the middle way, endeavored to +combine both; yet, as a man of taste and feeling, in doubtful cases he +gave the preference to the first maxim. + +Perhaps no one has so keenly felt as he how complicated a task +translation is. How deeply was he convinced that not the letter but the +spirit giveth life! Consider how, in his introductions, he first +endeavors to shift us to the period and to make us acquainted with the +personages; how he then makes his author speak in a way which we already +know, akin to our own thought and familiar to our ear; and how, finally, +in his annotations, he seeks to explain and to obviate many a detail +which might remain obscure, rouse doubt, and be offensive. Through this +triple endeavor one can see clearly that he first has mastered his +subject, and then he also takes the most praiseworthy pains to put us in +a position in which his insight can be communicated to us, that we also +may share the enjoyment with him. + +Although he was equally master of many tongues, yet he clung to the two +in which the value and the dignity of the ancient world have most purely +been transmitted to us. For little as we would deny that many a treasure +has been drawn and is still to be drawn from the mines of other ancient +literatures, so little shall we be contradicted when we assert that the +language of the Greeks and of the Romans has transmitted to us, down to +this very day, priceless gifts which in content are equal to the best, +and in form are superior to every other. + +The organization of the German Empire, which includes so many small +states within itself, herein resembled the Greek. Since the tiniest, +most unimportant, and even invisible city had its special interests it +was constrained to cherish and to maintain them, and to defend them +against its neighbors. Accordingly, its youth were early roused and +summoned to reflect upon affairs of state. And thus Wieland, too, as the +chief of the chancery of one of the smallest imperial free-towns, was in +a position calculated to make of him a patriot and, in the best sense of +the term, a demagogue; as when later, in one such instance, he resolved +to bring down upon himself the temporary disfavor of his patron, the +neighboring Count Stadion, rather than to make an unpatriotic +submission. + +His _Agathon_ itself teaches us that within this sphere as well he gave +preference to sound principles; nevertheless, he took such interest in +the realities of life that all his occupations and all his predilections +ultimately failed to prevent him from thinking about the same. He +particularly felt himself summoned anew to this when he dared promise +himself a weighty influence on the training of princes from whom much +might be expected. + +In all the works of this type which he wrote a cosmopolitan spirit is +manifest, and since they were composed at a time when the power of +absolute monarchy was not yet shaken, it became his main purpose +insistently to set their obligations before the rulers and to point them +to the happiness which they should find in the happiness of their +subjects. + +Now, however, the epoch came when an aroused nation tore down all that +had thus far stood, and seemed to summon the spirits of all the dwellers +upon earth to a universal legislation. On this matter, likewise, he +declared himself with cautious modesty; and by rational presentations, +which he clothed under a variety of forms, he sought to produce some +measure of equilibrium in the excited masses. Since, however, the tumult +of anarchy became more and more furious, and since a voluntary union of +the masses appeared inconceivable, he was the first once more to counsel +absolutism and to designate the man to work the miracle of +reëstablishment. + +If, now, it be remembered in this connection that our friend wrote +concerning these matters not, as it were, after, but during, events, and +that, as the editor of a widely-read periodical he had occasion--and was +even compelled--on the spur of the moment to express his views each +month, then he who is called to trace chronologically the course of his +life will perceive, not without amazement, how attentively he followed +the swift events of the day, and how shrewdly he conducted himself +throughout as a German and as a thinking, sympathetic man. And here is +the place to recall the periodical which was so important for Germany, +the _Deutscher Merkur_. This undertaking was not the first of its kind, +yet at that time it was new and significant. The name of its editor +immediately created great confidence in it; for the fact that a man who +was himself a poet also promised to introduce the poems of others into +the world, and that an author to whom such magnificent works were due +would himself pass judgment and publicly express his opinion--this +aroused the greatest hopes. Moreover, men of worth quickly gathered +about him, and this alliance of preëminent _litterateurs_ was so active +that the _Merkur_ during a period of several years may be employed as a +textbook of our literary history. On the public generally its influence +was profound and significant, for if, on the one hand, reading and +criticism became the possession of a greater multitude, the desire to +give instant expression to his thoughts became active in everyone who +had anything to give. More was sent to the editor than he expected and +desired; his success awakened imitators; similar periodicals arose which +crowded upon the public, first monthly, then weekly and daily, and which +finally produced that confusion of Babel of which we were and are +witnesses, and which, strictly speaking, springs from the fact that +everyone wishes to talk, but no one is willing to listen.. + +The quality which maintained the value and the dignity of the _Deutscher +Merkur_ for many years was its editor's innate liberality. Wieland was +not created to be a party leader; he who recognizes moderation as the +chief maxim cannot make himself guilty of one-sidedness. Whatever +excited his active spirit he sought to equalize within himself through +taste and common sense, and thus he also treated his collaborators, for +none of whom he felt very much enthusiasm; and as, while translating the +ancient authors whom he so highly esteemed, he was accustomed frequently +to attack them in his notes, so, by his disapproving annotations, he +often vexed, and actually estranged, valued and even favorite +contributors. + +Even before this, our friend had been forced to endure full many an +attack on account of major or minor writings; so much the less as the +editor of a periodical could he escape literary controversies. Yet here, +too, he shows himself ever the same. Such a paper war can never last +long for him, and if it threatens to be in any degree protracted, he +gives his opponent the last word and goes his wonted path. + +Foreigners have sagaciously observed that German authors regard the +public less than the writers of other nations, and that, therefore, one +can tell from his writings the man who is developing himself, and the +man who seeks to create something to his own satisfaction,--and, +consequently, the character of these two types soon becomes obvious. +This quality we have already ascribed to Wieland in particular; and it +will be so much the more interesting to arrange and to follow his +writings and his life in this sense, since, formerly and latterly, the +attempt has been made to cast suspicion on our friend's character from +these very writings. A large number of men are even yet in error +regarding him, since they fancy that the man of many sides must be +indifferent, and the versatile man must be wavering; it is forgotten +that character is concerned simply and solely with the practical. Only +in that which a man does and continues to do, and in that to which he is +constant, does he reveal his character, and in this sense there has been +no more steadfast man, no man constantly more true to himself, than +Wieland. If he surrendered himself to the multiplicity of his emotions, +and to the versatility of his thoughts, and if he permitted no single +impression to gain dominion over him, in this very way he proved the +firmness and the sureness of his mind. This witty man played gladly with +his opinions, but--I can summon all contemporaries as witnesses--never +with his convictions. And thus he won for himself many friends, and kept +them. That he had any decided enemy is not known to me. In the enjoyment +of his poetic works he lived for many years in municipal, civic, +friendly, and social surroundings, and gained the distinction of a +complete edition of his carefully revised works, and even of an _édition +de luxe_ of them. + +But even in the autumn of his years he was destined to feel the +influence of the spirit of the age, and in an unforeseen manner to begin +a new life, a new youth. The blessings of sweet peace had long ruled +over Germany; general outward safety and repose coincided most happily +with the inward, human, cosmopolitan views of existence. The peaceful +townsman seemed no longer to require his walls; they were dispensed +with; and there was a yearning after rustic life. The security of landed +property gave confidence to everyone; the untrammelled life of nature +attracted everyone; and as man, born a social being, can often fancy to +himself the sweet deceit that he lives better, easier, happier in +isolation, so Wieland also, who had already been vouchsafed the highest +literary leisure, seemed to look about him for an abode more quiet in +which to cultivate the Muses; and when he found opportunity and strength +to obtain an estate in the very vicinity of Weimar, he formed the +resolution there to pass the remainder of his life. And here they who +have often visited him, and who have lived with him, may tell in detail +how it was precisely here that he appeared in all his charm as head of +the house and of the family, as friend, and as husband, and especially +how, since he could indeed withdraw from men but men could not dispense +with him, he most delightfully developed his social virtues as a +hospitable host. + +While inviting younger friends to elaborate this idyllic portrayal, I +may merely note, briefly and sympathetically, how this rural joy was +troubled by the passing away of a dear woman friend who resided with +them, and then by the death of his esteemed and careful consort. He laid +these dear remains in his own property, and although he resolved to give +up agricultural cares, which had become too intricate for him, and to +dispense with the estate which for some years he had enjoyed, he +retained for himself the place and the space between his two dear ones +that there he, too, might find his resting place. And there, then, the +honorable brethren have accompanied him, yea, brought him, and thus have +they fulfilled his lovely and pleasant wish that posterity might visit +and reverence his tomb within a living grove. + +Yet not without a higher reason did our friend return to the city, for +his devotion to his great patroness, the Duchess Dowager, had more than +once given him sad hours in his rural retirement. He felt only too +keenly how much it cost him to be far from her. He could not forego +association with her, and yet he could enjoy it only with inconvenience +and with discomfort. And thus, after he had seen his household now +expanded and now contracted, now augmented and now diminished, now +gathered together and now scattered, the exalted princess draws him into +her own immediate circle. He returns, occupies a house very close to the +princely residence, shares in the summer sojourn in Tiefurt, and now +regards himself as a member of the household and of the court. + +In very peculiar measure Wieland was born for the higher circles of +society, and even the highest would have been his proper element; for +since he nowhere wished to stand supreme, but gladly sought to take part +in everything, and was inclined to express himself with moderation +regarding everything, he must inevitably appear an agreeable companion, +and in still higher degree he would have been such in a more +light-hearted nation which did not take too seriously every form of +recreation. + +For his poetic and his literary aspirations were alike addressed +immediately to life, and though he did not seek a practical end with +absolute invariability, yet he ever had a practical aim before his eyes, +whether it was near or far. Therefore his thought was always clear, his +phraseology was lucid and readily intelligible, and since, with his +extensive knowledge, he continually held to the interest of the day, +followed it, and intelligently occupied himself with it, his +conversation also was diversified and stimulating throughout; so that I +have not readily become acquainted with anyone who more gladly received +and more spiritedly responded to whatever happy idea others might bring +forward. + +Bearing in mind his type of thought, his mode of entertaining himself +and others, and his honorable purpose of influencing his generation, he +can scarcely be reproached for feeling an antagonism toward the more +modern philosophical schools. When, at an earlier period, Kant gave +merely the preludes of his greater theories in his minor writings, and +in a lighter style seemed to express himself problematically upon +the most weighty themes, then he still stood close enough to our friend; +but when the huge system was erected, all those who had thus far gone +their way poetizing and philosophizing in full freedom, were forced to +see in Kant's monumental work a menacing citadel which would limit their +serene excursions over the field of experience. + +Yet not merely the philosophers, but also the poets, had much, and, +indeed, everything, to fear from the new intellectual tendency, so soon +as large numbers should allow themselves to be attracted by it. It would +at first appear as though its purpose was mainly directed toward +knowledge, and then toward the theory of morals and its immediately +subsidiary subjects. It was readily obvious, however, that, if it was +intended to establish, more firmly than had hitherto been the case, +those weighty affairs of higher knowledge and of moral conduct, and if +there the demand was made for a sterner, more coherent judgment, +developed from the depths of humanity--it was readily obvious, I repeat, +that taste also would soon be referred to such principles, and, +therefore, the attempt would be made absolutely to set aside individual +fancies, chance culture, and popular peculiarities, and to evoke a more +general law as a deciding factor. + +This was, moreover, actually realized, and in poetry a new epoch emerged +which was necessarily as antagonistic to our friend as he was to it. +From this time on he experienced many unfavorable judgments, yet without +being very deeply influenced by them; and I here expressly mention this +circumstance, since the consequent struggle in German literature is as +yet by no means allayed and adjusted, and since a friend who desires to +value Wieland's merits and sturdily to uphold his memory must be +perfectly conversant with the situation of affairs, with the rise and +with the sequence of opinions, and with the character and with the +talents of the cooperators; he must know well the powers and the +services of both sides; and, to work impartially, he must, in a sense, +belong to both factions. Yet from those minor or major controversies +which arose from his intellectual attitude I am drawn by a serious +consideration, to which we must now turn. + +The peace which for many years had blissfully dwelt amid our mountains +and hills, and in our delightfully watered valleys, had long been, if +not disturbed, at least threatened, by military expeditions. When the +eventful day dawned which filled us with amazement and alarm, since the +fate of the world was decided in our walks, even in those terrible hours +toward which our friend's carefree life flowed on, fortune did not +desert him, for he was saved first through the precaution of a young and +resolute friend, and then through the attention of the French +conquerors, who honored in him both the meritorious author, famed +throughout the world, and a member of their own great literary +institute. + +Soon afterward he had to bear the loss of Amelia, so bitter to us all. +Court and city endeavored to extend him every compensation, and soon +afterward he was favored by two emperors with insignia of honor, the +like of which he had not sought, and had not even expected, throughout +his long life. + +Yet in the day of joy as in the day of sorrow he remained constant to +himself, and thus he exemplified the superiority of delicate natures, +whose equanimity knows how to meet with moderation good and evil fortune +alike. + +But he appeared most remarkable of all, considered in body and in +spirit, after the bitter calamity which befell him in such advanced +years when, together with a beloved daughter, he was very severely +injured by the overturning of his carriage. The painful results of the +accident and the tedium of convalescence he bore with the utmost +equanimity, and he comforted his friends rather than himself by the +declaration that he had never met with a like misfortune, and it might +well have seemed pleasing to the gods that in this way he discharge the +debt of humanity. Now, moreover, he speedily recovered, since his +constitution, like that of a youth, was quickly restored, and thus he +became a proof for us of the way in which great physical strength may be +combined with delicacy and clean living. + +As, then, his philosophy of life remained firm even under this test; +such an accident produced no change in his convictions or in his mode of +life. Companionable after his recovery as before, he took part in the +customary recreations of the social life of the court and of the city, +and with true affection and with constant endeavor shared in the +activities of the brethren of our lodge. But however much his eye seemed +always fixed on things earthly, and on the understanding and utilization +of them--yet, as a man of exceptional gifts, he could in no wise +dispense with the extramundane and the supersensual. Here also that +conflict, which we have deemed it our duty to portray in detail above, +became evident in a remarkable degree; for though he appeared to reject +everything which lay outside the bounds of general knowledge, and beyond +the sphere of what may be exemplified from experience, none the less, +while he did not transgress the lines so sharply drawn, he could never +refrain, in tentative fashion, as it were, from peeping over them, and +from constructing and representing, in his own way, an extramundane +world, a state concerning which all the innate powers of our soul can +give us no information. + +Single traits of his writings afford manifold examples of this; but I +may especially recall his _Agathodämon_ and his _Euthanasie_, and also +those beautiful declarations, as rational as they were sincere, which he +was permitted, only a short while since, to express openly and frankly +before this assembly. For a confiding love toward our lodge of brethren +had developed within him. Acquainted even as a youth with the historical +traditions regarding the mysteries of the ancients, he indeed shunned, +in conformity with his serene, lucid mode of thought, those dark +secrets; yet he did not deny that precisely under these, perhaps +uncouth, veils, higher conceptions had first been brought to barbarous +and sensual men, that, through awe-inspiring symbols, powerful, +illuminating ideas had been awakened, the belief in one God, ruling over +all, had been introduced, virtue had been represented more desirably, +and hope for the continuance of our existence had been purified both +from the false terrors of a dark superstition and from the equally false +demands of an Epicurean sensuality. + +Then, as an aged man left behind on earth by so many valued friends and +contemporaries, and feeling himself in many respects alone, he drew near +to our dear lodge. How gladly he entered it, how constantly he attended +our gatherings, vouchsafed his attention to our affairs, rejoiced in the +reception of excellent young men, was present at our honorable banquets, +and did not refrain from expressing his thoughts upon many a weighty +matter--of this we are all witnesses; we have recognized it with +friendly gratitude. Indeed, if this ancient lodge, often reëstablished +after many a change of time, required any testimony here, the most +perfect would be ready at hand, since a talented man, intelligent, +cautious, circumspect, experienced, benevolent, and moderate, felt that +with us he found kindred spirits, and that with us he was in a company +which he, accustomed to the best, so gladly recognized to be the +realization of his wishes as a man and as a social being. + +Although summoned by our masters to speak a few words concerning the +departed, before this so distinguished and highly esteemed assembly, I +might surely have ventured to decline to do so, in the conviction that +not a fleeting hour, not loose notes superficially jotted down, but +whole years, and even several well weighed and well ordered volumes are +requisite worthily to celebrate his memory in consideration of the +monument which he has worthily erected for himself in his works and in +his influence. This delightful duty I undertook only in the conviction +that what I have here said may serve as an introduction to what should +in future be better done by others at the repeated celebration of his +memory. If it shall please our honored masters to deposit in their ark, +together with this essay, all that shall publicly appear concerning our +friend, and, still more, what our brethren, whom he most greatly and +most peculiarly influenced and who enjoyed an uninterrupted and a closer +association with him, may confidentially express and communicate, then +through this would be collected a treasure of facts, of information, and +of valuations which might well be unique of its kind, and from which our +posterity might draw, in after times, in order to protect, to maintain, +and to hallow for evermore so worthy a memory with love unwavering. + + + + +THE PEDAGOGIC PROVINCE (1827) + +TRANSLATED BY EDWARD BELL From WILHELM MEISTER'S TRAVELS + +Our pilgrims had performed the journey according to program, and +prosperously reached the frontier of the province in which they were to +learn so many wonderful things. On their first entry they beheld a most +fertile region, the gentle slopes of which were favorable to +agriculture, its higher mountains to sheep-feeding, and its broad +valleys to the rearing of cattle. It was shortly before the harvest, and +everything was in the greatest abundance; still, what surprised them +from the outset, was that they saw neither women nor men, but only boys +and youths busy getting ready for a prosperous harvest, and even making +friendly preparations for a joyous harvest-home. They greeted now one, +and now another, and inquired about the master, of whose whereabouts no +one could give an account. The address of their letter was: _To the +Master or to the Three_, and this too the boys could not explain; +however, they referred the inquirers to an overseer, who was just +preparing to mount his horse. They explained their object; Felix's frank +bearing seemed to please him; and so they rode together along the road. + +Wilhelm had soon observed that a great diversity prevailed in the cut +and color of the clothing, which gave a peculiar aspect to the whole of +the little community. He was just on the point of asking his companion +about this, when another strange sight was displayed to him; all the +children, howsoever they might be occupied, stopped their work, and +turned, with peculiar yet various gestures, toward the party riding +past; and it was easy to infer that their object was the overseer. The +youngest folded their arms crosswise on the breast, and looked +cheerfully toward the sky; the intermediate ones held their arms behind +them, and looked smiling upon the ground; the third sort stood erect +and boldly; with arms at the side, they turned the head to the right, +and placed themselves in a row, instead of remaining alone, like the +others, where they were first seen. + +Accordingly, when they halted and dismounted, just where several +children had ranged themselves in various attitudes and were being +inspected by the overseer, Wilhelm asked the meaning of these gestures. + +Felix interposed, and said cheerfully: "What position have I to take, +then?" + +"In any case," answered the intendant, "at first the arms across the +breast, and looking seriously and gladly upward, without turning your +glance." He obeyed; how ever he soon exclaimed: "This does not please me +particularly; I see nothing overhead; does it last long? But yes, +indeed," he exclaimed joyfully, "I see two hawks flying from west to +east; that must be a good omen!" + +"It depends on how you take to it, how you behave yourself," rejoined +the former; "now go and mingle with them, just as they mingle with each +other." + +He made a sign, the children forsook their attitudes, resumed their +occupations or went on playing as before. "Will you, and can you," +Wilhelm now asked, "explain to me that which causes my wonder? I suppose +that these gestures, these positions, are greetings, with which they +welcome you." + +"Just so," answered the other; "greetings, that tell me at once at what +stage of cultivation each of these boys stands." + +"But could you," Wilhelm added, "explain to me the meaning of the +graduation? For that it is such, is easy to see." + +"That is the part of better people than me," answered the other; "but I +can assure you of this much, that they are no empty grimaces, and that, +on the contrary, we impart to the children, not indeed the highest, but +still a guiding and intelligible explanation; but at the same time we +command each to keep and cherish for himself what we may have chosen to +impart for the information of each: they may not chat about it with +strangers, nor amongst themselves, and thus the teaching is modified in +a hundred ways. Besides this the secrecy has very great advantages; for +if we tell people immediately and perpetually the reason of everything, +they think that there is nothing behind. To certain secrets, even if +they may be known, we have to show deference by concealment and silence, +for this tends to modesty and good morals." + +"I understand you," said Wilhelm. "Why should we not also apply +spiritually, what is so necessary in bodily matters? But perhaps in +another respect you can satisfy my curiosity. I am surprised at the +great variety in the cut and color of their clothes, and yet I do not +see all kinds of color, but a few only, and these in all their shades, +from the brightest to the darkest. Still I observe, that in this there +cannot be meant any indication of degrees of either age or merit; since +the smallest and biggest boys mingled together, may be alike in cut and +color, whilst those who are alike in gestures do not agree with one +another in dress." + +"As concerns this, too," their companion replied, "I cannot explain any +further; yet I shall be much mistaken it you depart hence without being +enlightened about all that you may wish to know." + +They were now going in search of the master, whom they thought that they +had found; but now a stranger could not but be struck by the fact that +the deeper they got into the country, the more they were met by a +harmonious sound of singing. Whatsoever the boys set about, in whatever +work they were found engaged, they were for ever singing, and in fact it +seemed that the songs were specially adapted to each particular +occupation, and in similar cases always the same. If several children +were in any place, they would accompany each other in turns. + +Toward evening they came upon some dancing, their steps being animated +and guided by choruses. Felix from his horse chimed in with his voice, +and, in truth, not badly; Wilhelm was delighted with this entertainment, +which made the neighborhood so lively. "I suppose," he observed to his +companion, "you devote a great deal of care to this kind of instruction, +for otherwise this ability would not be so widely diffused, or so +perfectly developed." + +"Just so," replied the other; "with us the art of singing forms the +first step in education; everything else is subservient to it, and +attained by means of it. With us the simplest enjoyment, as well as the +simplest instruction, is enlivened and impressed by singing; and even +what we teach in matters of religion and morals is communicated by the +method of song. Other advantages for independent ends are directly +allied; for, whilst we practise the children in writing down by symbols +on the slate the notes which they produce, and then, according to the +indication of these signs, in reproducing them in their throats, and +moreover in adding the text, they exercise at the same time the hand, +ear, and eye, and attain orthography and calligraphy quicker than you +would believe; and, finally, since all this must be practised and copied +according to pure metre and accurately fixed time, they learn to +understand much sooner than in other ways the high value of measure and +computation. On this account, of all imaginable means, we have chosen +music as the first element of our education, for from this equally easy +roads radiate in every direction." + +Wilhelm sought to inform himself further, and did not hide his +astonishment at hearing no instrumental music. + +"We do not neglect it," replied the other, "but we practise it in a +special place, inclosed in the most charming mountain-valley; and then +again we take care that the different instruments are taught in places +lying far apart. Especially are the discordant notes of beginners +banished to certain solitary spots, where they can drive no one crazy; +for you will yourself confess, that in well-regulated civil society +scarcely any more miserable nuisance is to be endured than when the +neighborhood inflicts upon us a beginner on the flute or on the violin. +Our beginners, from their own laudable notion of wishing to be an +annoyance to none, go voluntarily for a longer or shorter period into +the wilds, and, isolated there, vie with one another in attaining the +merit of being allowed to draw nearer to the inhabited world; on which +account they are, from time to time, allowed to make an attempt at +drawing nearer, which seldom fails, because in these, as in our other +modes of education, we venture actually to develop and encourage a sense +of shame and diffidence. I am sincerely glad that your son has got a +good voice; the rest will be effected all the more easily." + +They had now reached a place where Felix was to remain, and make trial +of his surroundings, until they were disposed to grant a formal +admission. They already heard from afar a cheerful singing; it was a +game, which the boys were now enjoying in their play-hour. A general +chorus resounded, in which each member of a large circle joined +heartily, clearly, and vigorously in his part, obeying the directions of +the superintendent. The latter, however, often took the singers by +surprise, by suspending with a signal the chorus-singing, and bidding +some one or other single performer, by a touch of his bâton, to adapt +alone some suitable song to the expiring tune and the passing idea. Most +of them already showed considerable ability, a few who failed in the +performance willingly paid their forfeit, without exactly being made a +laughing-stock. Felix was still child enough to mix at once among them, +and came tolerably well out of the trial. Thereupon the first style of +greeting was conceded to him; he forthwith folded his arms on his +breast, looked upward, and with such a droll expression withal, that it +was quite plain that no hidden meaning in it had as yet occurred to him. + +The pleasant spot, the kind reception, the merry games, all pleased the +boy so well, that he did not feel particularly sad when he saw his +father depart; he looked almost more wistfully at the horse as it was +led away; yet he had no difficulty in understanding, when he was +informed that he could not keep it in the present locality. On the other +hand, they promised him that he should find, if not the same, at all +events an equally lively and well-trained one when he did not expect it. + +As the superior could not be found, the overseer said: "I must now leave +you, to pursue my own avocations; but still I will take you to the +Three, who preside over holy things: your letter is also addressed to +them, and together they stand in place of the Superior." + +Wilhelm would have liked to learn beforehand about the holy things, but +the other replied. "The Three in return for the confidence with which +you have left your son with us, will certainly, in accordance with +wisdom and justice, reveal to you all that is most necessary. The +visible objects of veneration, which I have called holy things, are +included within a particular boundary, are not mingled with anything, or +disturbed by anything; only at certain times of the year, the pupils, +according to the stages of their education, are admitted to them, in +order that they may be instructed historically and through their senses; +for in this way they carry off with them an impression, enough for them +to feed upon for a long time in the exercise of their duty." + +Wilhelm now stood at the entrance of a forest-valley, inclosed by lofty +walls; on a given signal a small door was opened, and a serious, +respectable-looking man received our friend. He found himself within a +large and beautifully verdant inclosure, shaded with trees and bushes of +every kind, so that he could scarcely see some stately walls and fine +buildings through the dense and lofty natural growth; his friendly +reception by the Three, who came up by-and-by, ultimately concluded in a +conversation, to which each contributed something of his own, but the +substance of which we shall put together in brief. + +"Since you have intrusted your son to us," they said, "it is our duty +to let you see more deeply into our methods of proceeding. You have seen +many external things, that do not carry their significance with them all +at once; which of these do you most wish to have explained?" + +"I have remarked certain seemly yet strange gestures and obeisances, the +significance of which I should like to learn; with you no doubt what is +external has reference to what is within, and vice versa; let me +understand this relation." + +"Well-bred and healthy children possess a great deal; Nature has given +to each everything that he needs for time and continuance: our duty is +to develop this; often it is better developed by itself. But one thing +no one brings into the world, and yet it is that upon which depends +everything through which a man becomes a man on every side. If you can +find it out yourself, speak out." + +Wilhelm bethought himself for a short time, and then shook his head. +After a suitable pause, they exclaimed "Veneration!" + +Wilhelm was startled. + +"Veneration," they repeated. "It is wanting in all, and perhaps in +yourself. You have seen three kinds of gestures, and we teach a +threefold veneration, which when combined to form a whole, only then +attains to its highest power and effect. The first is veneration for +that which is above us. That gesture, the arms folded on the breast, a +cheerful glance toward the sky, that is precisely what we prescribe to +our untutored children, at the same time requiring witness of them that +there is a God up above who reflects and reveals Himself in our parents, +tutors and superiors. The second, veneration for that which is below us. +The hands folded on the back as if tied together, the lowered, smiling +glance, bespeak that we have to regard the earth well and cheerfully; it +gives us an opportunity to maintain ourselves; it affords unspeakable +joys; but it brings disproportionate sufferings. If one hurts oneself +bodily, whether faultily or innocently; if others hurt one, +intentionally or accidentally; if earthly chance does one any harm--let +these be well thought of, for such danger accompanies us all our life +long. But from this condition we deliver our pupil as soon as possible, +directly we are convinced that the teachings of this stage have made a +sufficient impression upon him; but then we bid him be a man, look to +his companions, and guide himself with reference to them. Now he stands +erect and bold, yet not selfishly isolated; only in a union with his +equals does he present a front toward the world. We are unable to add +anything further." + +"I see it all," replied Wilhelm; "it is probably on this account that +the multitude is so inured to vice, because it takes pleasure only in +the element of ill-will and evil speech; he who indulges in this, soon +becomes indifferent to God, contemptuous toward the world, and a hater +of his fellows; but the true, genuine, indispensable feeling of +self-respect is ruined in conceit and presumption." + +"Allow me, nevertheless," Wilhelm went on, "to make one objection: Has +it not ever been held that the fear evinced by savage nations in the +presence of mighty natural phenomena, and other inexplicable foreboding +events, is the germ from which a higher feeling, a purer disposition, +should gradually be developed?" + +To this the other replied: "Fear, no doubt, is consonant with nature, +but not reverence; people fear a known or unknown powerful being; the +strong one tries to grapple with it, the weak to avoid it; both wish to +get rid of it, and feel happy when in a short space they have conquered +it, when their nature in some measure has regained its freedom and +independence. The natural man repeats this operation a million times +during his life; from fear he strives after liberty, from liberty he is +driven back into fear, and does not advance one step further. To fear is +easy, but unpleasant; to entertain reverence is difficult but pleasing. +Man determines himself unwillingly to reverence, or rather never +determines himself to it; it is a loftier sense which must be imparted +to his nature, and which is self-developed only in the most +exceptionally gifted ones, whom therefore from all time we have regarded +as saints, as gods. In this consists the dignity, in this the function +of all genuine religions, of which also there exist only three, +according to the objects toward which they direct their worship." + +The men paused. Wilhelm remained silent for awhile in thought; as he did +not feel himself equal to pointing these strange words, he begged the +worthy men to continue their remarks, which too they at once consented +to do. + +"No religion," they said, "which is based on fear, is esteemed among us. +With the reverence which a man allows himself to entertain, whilst he +accords honor, he may preserve his own honor; he is not at discord with +himself, as in the other case. The religion which rests on reverence for +that which is above us, we call the ethnical one; it is the religion of +nations, and the first happy redemption from a base fear; all so-called +heathen religions are of this kind, let them have what names they will. +The second religion, which is founded on that reverence which we have +for what is like ourselves, we call the Philosophic; for the +philosopher, who places himself in the middle, must draw downward to +himself all that is higher, and upward to himself all that is lower, and +only in this central position does he deserve the name of the sage. Now, +whilst he penetrates his relations to his fellows, and therefore to the +whole of humanity, and his relations to all other earthly surroundings, +necessary or accidental, in the cosmical sense he lives only in the +truth. But we must now speak of the third religion, based on reverence +for that which is below us; we call it the Christian one, because this +disposition of mind is chiefly revealed in it; it is the last one which +humanity could and was bound to attain. Yet what was not demanded for +it? not merely to leave earth below, and claim a higher origin, but to +recognize as divine even humility and poverty, scorn and contempt, +shame and misery, suffering and death; nay, to revere and make lovable +even sin and crime, not as hindrances but as furtherances of holiness! +Of this there are indeed found traces throughout all time; but a track +is not a goal, and this having once been reached, humanity cannot turn +backward; and it may be maintained, that the Christian religion having +once appeared, can never disappear again; having once been divinely +embodied, cannot again be dissolved." + +"Which of these religions do you then profess more particularly?" said +Wilhelm. + +"All three," answered the others, "for, in point of fact, they together +present the true religion; from these three reverences outsprings the +highest reverence, reverence for oneself, and the former again develop +themselves from the latter, so that man attains to the highest he is +capable of reaching, in order that he may consider himself the best that +God and nature have produced; nay, that he may be able to remain on this +height without being drawn through conceit or egoism into what is base." + +"Such a profession of faith, developed in such a manner, does not +estrange me," replied Wilhelm; "it agrees with all that one learns here +and there in life, only that the very thing unites you, that severs the +others." + +To this the others replied: "This confession is already adhered to by a +large part of the world, though unconsciously." + +"How so, and where?" asked Wilhelm. + +"In the Creed!" exclaimed the others, loudly; "for the first article is +ethnical, and belongs to all nations: the second is Christian, for those +struggling against sufferings and glorified in sufferings; the third +finally teaches a spiritual communion of saints, to wit, of those in the +highest degree good and wise: ought not therefore in fairness the three +divine Persons, under whose likeness and name such convictions and +promises are uttered, to pass also for the highest Unity?" + +"I thank you," replied the other, "for having so clearly and coherently +explained this to me--to whom, as a full-grown man, the three +dispositions of mind are not new; and when I recall, that you teach the +children these high truths, first through material symbols, then through +a certain symbolic analogy, and finally develop in them the highest +interpretation, I must needs highly approve of it." + +"Exactly so," replied the former; "but now you must still learn +something more, in order that you may be convinced that your son is in +the best hands. However, let this matter rest for the morning hours; +rest and refresh yourself, so that, contented and humanly complete, you +may accompany us farther into the interior tomorrow." + + + + +WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE (1804) + +TRANSLATED BY GEORGE KRIEHN, PH. D. + +TO HER MOST SERENE HIGHNESS THE DUCHESS ANNA AMALIA OF SAXE-WEIMAR AND +EISENACH + +_Most Serene Princess,_ + +_Most Gracious Lady,_ + +Another benefaction has been added to the many which art and science owe +to Your Highness by the most gracious permission to publish the +following letters of Winckelmann. They are addressed to a man who had +the happiness of counting himself among your servants, and soon +afterward of living in close relation with Your Highness, at the time +when Winckelmann found himself in the most embarrassing circumstances, +the straightforward and touching narration of which one cannot read +without sympathy. + +Had these pages come to the attention of Your Highness in those days, +the dictates of your noble and charitable heart would have immediately +put an end to such distress, changed the fate of a most excellent man, +and directed it more happily for the future. + +But who indeed ought to think of what might have happened, when so many +gratifying things that actually took place lie before us? + +Your Highness has, since that time, established and supported much that +is useful and promotive of happiness, while our gracious and sympathetic +Prince adds constantly to the great number of his benefactions. + +One may without vainglory recall the good that for us and for others has +been accomplished in our limited circle, the least significant aspects +of which cannot but excite the observer's admiration, which would be +greatly increased if a well informed writer should take the trouble to +describe its origin and growth. + +[Illustration: PRINCESS AMALIA] + +The intention of the benefactors was never selfish but was always +directed toward the good to be accomplished. The higher culture of this +land all the more deserves an annalist, since much formerly existed and +flourished of which all visible traces have now disappeared. May Your +Highness, in the consciousness of having been the prime mover and +constant participant in these enterprizes, attain that peculiar domestic +happiness, a hale and hearty old age, and long continue to enjoy the +brilliant period now opening for our circle, in which we hope that all +that has been accomplished will be further increased, unified and +strengthened, and thus handed down to posterity. + +Cherishing the flattering hope that I shall continue to rejoice in that +inestimable favor with which Your Highnesses have deigned to adorn my +life, I am, with respectful devotion, + +Your Most Serene Highness' obedient servant, + +J. W. VON GOETHE. + +PREFACE + +The friends of art who have for several years been associated at Weimar +are surely privileged to speak of their relation to the general public, +because (and this is the final test) they have always expressed similar +convictions and have been guided by well tried principles. Not that, +limited to certain modes of apprehending matters, they have obstinately +maintained a single point of view. On the contrary, they willingly +confess that they have learned much from diverse expression of opinion, +all the more so as they now learn with pleasure that their efforts in +behalf of culture are constantly becoming more closely allied to the +general progress of higher education in Germany. + +With much gratification they call attention to the _Propyloea_, to the +critical and descriptive programs of no less than six exhibitions of +painting and statuary, to the many expressions of opinion in the +_Jenaisische Litteraturzeitung, and to the published translation of the +Life of Benvenuto Cellini. + +Although these writings have not been printed and bound in the same +volumes and do not form parts of a single work, they have, nevertheless, +all been written in the same spirit. They have proved a leaven to the +whole, as we are learning slowly, but not without gratification; so that +there is no longer occasion to remember ingratitude often experienced, +and open or secret opposition. + +The present publication is an immediate sequel to the foregoing works, +and of its contents we mention here only the most important. + +PLAN FOR A HISTORY OF ART DURING THE EIGHTEENTH CENTURY + +The historical conception of related conditions promotes the more rapid +development of the artist as well as of the man. Every individual, +especially if he be a man of capacity, at first seems far too important +to himself. Trusting in his independent power, he is inclined to +champion far too quickly this or that maxim; he strives and labors with +energy along the path he has himself chosen; and when at length he +becomes conscious of his one-sidedness and his error, he changes just as +violently, enters upon another perhaps equally erroneous course, and +clings to principles equally faulty. Not until late in life does he +become aware of his own history and realize how much further a constant +development in accordance with well tested principles might have led +him. + +If the connoisseur owes his insight to history alone, which embodies the +ideas which give rise to art, for the young artist the history of art is +of the greatest importance. + + [Illustration: WINCKELMANN] + +He should not, however, search in it for indistinct models, to be +pursued passionately, but for the means of realizing himself and his +point of view, with its limitations. But unfortunately, even the +immediate past is seldom instructive to man, through no fault of his +own. For while we are learning to understand the mistakes of our +predecessors, time is itself producing new errors which, unobserved, +ensnare us, and the account of which is left to the future historian +with just as little advantage to his own generation. + +But who would indulge in such mournful observations, and not rather +endeavor to promote the greatest possible clearness of view in his own +branch of study? This is the duty assumed by the writer of the present +sketch, the difficulty of which will be seen by connoisseurs, who, it is +hoped, will point out its deficiencies and correct its imperfections, +thereby making a satisfactory future work possible. + +WINCKELMANN'S LETTERS To BERENDIS + +Letters are among the most important monuments which the individual +leaves behind him. Imaginative persons often picture to themselves, even +in solitary musings, the presence of a distant friend, to whom they +impart their most private opinions; and in the same manner a letter is a +kind of soliloquy. For often the friend to whom, we write is rather the +occasion than the subject of the letter. Whatever rejoices or pains, +oppresses or occupies us, is poured forth from the heart. As lasting +evidences of an existence or a condition, such papers are the more +important for posterity, the more the writer lives in the moment and the +less he is concerned with the future. Winckelmann's letters sometimes +have this desirable character. + +Although this excellent man, who educated himself in solitude, was +reticent in society, serious and discreet in his personal life and +conduct toward others, he was free and unconstrained in his letters, in +which he often reveals himself, without hesitation, just as he felt. We +see him worried, troubled, confused, doubting and dilatory, but also +cheerful, alert, bold, daring, and unrestrained to the degree of +cynicism; altogether, however, as a man of tempered character and +confident in himself; who, although the outer conditions offered to his +imagination so much to choose from, usually chose the best way, except +when he took the last impatient step which cost him his life. + +His letters, having the general characteristics of rectitude and +directness, differ according to the persons to whom they are addressed, +which is always the case when a clever correspondent imagines those +present with whom he is speaking at a distance, and therefore no more +neglects what is proper and suitable than he would in their presence. + +Thus the letters addressed to Stosch (to mention only a few of the +larger groups of Winckelmann's letters) seem to us fine testimonials of +honest cooperation with a friend for a definite purpose; a proof of his +great endurance in a difficult task, thoughtlessly undertaken without +proper preparation, but courageously and happily concluded; they sparkle +with the liveliest literary, political, and society news, and form a +charming picture of life, which would have been more interesting if they +could have been printed entire and unmutilated. Charming also is his +frankness, even in passionate disapproval of a friend for whom the +writer was never tired of testifying as much respect as love, as much +gratitude as attachment. + +The consciousness of his own superiority and dignity, combined with a +genuine appreciation of others, the expression of friendship, +cordiality, playfulness and pleasantry, which characterize the letters +to his Swiss friends, make this collection extremely interesting and +lovable as well as exceedingly instructive, although Winckelmann's +letters cannot on the whole be termed instructive. + +The first letters to Count Bünau, in the valuable Dassdorf collection, +reveal an oppressed, self-absorbed spirit, which hardly ventures to +look up to such an exalted patron. That remarkable letter in which +Winckelmann announces his change of religion is a real galimatias, an +unfortunate and confused document. + +The first half of our own collection serves to make this period +comprehensible, yea, immediately intelligible. They were written partly +at Nöthenitz, partly at Dresden, and are directed to an intimate and +trusted friend and comrade. The writer stands revealed in all his +distress, with his pressing, irresistible desires, but on the road to a +new and distant happiness, earnestly sought. + +The other half of our letters are written from Italy. They preserve +their direct, unrestrained character; but above them hovers the +joyfulness of the southern sky, and they are inspired with an exuberant +delight in the goal which he has attained. Besides this, they give, +compared with other contemporary letters that are already known, a more +complete view of his position. + +The pleasure of appreciating and passing judgment upon the importance of +this collection, which is perhaps greater from the psychological than +from the literary point of view, we leave to receptive hearts and +judicious minds. We shall add only a few words about the man to whom +they were written, in accordance with our available information. + +Hieronymus Dieterich Berendis was born at Seehausen in the Altmark in +the year 1720, studied law in the University of Halle, and was for some +years after his student days auditor of the Royal Prussian Regiment of +Hussars, usually called the Black Hussars from their uniform, but at the +time named after their Commander von Ruesch. After leaving that rude +life, he continued his studies in Berlin. During a sojourn at Seehausen +he made the acquaintance of Winckelmann, whose intimate friend he +became, and through whose recommendation he was afterward engaged as +tutor of the youngest Count Bünau. He conducted his pupil to Brunswick +where the latter studied at the Karolinum. When the Count afterward +entered the French service, his father, who was at that time minister +of state at Weimar, conducted Berendis into the service of the Duke, in +which he first became military counsellor, entering afterward the +service of the Dowager Duchess as Financial Councillor and Keeper of the +Privy Purse. He died on the 26th of October, 1783, at Weimar. + +DESCRIPTION OF WINCKELMANN + +The most deserving citizen, no matter how great his service may have +been to his country and his city in a wider or narrower field, receives +but one funeral. Others, however, have so distinguished themselves by +worthy benefactions that they are honored by a public celebration of the +anniversary of their death, on which occasion the lasting influence of +their beneficence is praised. In the same sense we have every cause to +offer from time to time a well meaning tribute to the memory of the men +who have bestowed inexhaustible mental benefactions upon us. + +From this point of view the slight tribute which friends of similar +opinions now offer should be regarded as a testimonial of their +appreciation, not as an account of his services. The feast at which it +is offered will be participated in by all appreciative minds on the +occasion of the recently discovered letters of Winckelmann, now for the +first time published. + +SKETCHES FOR AN ESSAY ON WINCKELMANN + +PREFACE + +The following essays, written by three friends, whose opinions on art in +general, as well as on the services of Winckelmann, coincide, were +intended as a basis for a more extended essay on this remarkable man, +and to furnish the materials for a work which should have at once the +merit of diversity and of unity. + + [Illustration: WEIMAR SEEN FROM THE NORTH] + +But as in life many an undertaking encounters all kinds of obstacles, +which hardly allow the requisite material to be collected, to say +nothing of giving it the desired form, so here only half of the whole as +planned appears. + +In the present instance, however, the half may be prized more than the +whole, since, by the study of three individual opinions on the same +subject, the reader may to a greater extent be stimulated and incited to +form an individual conception of the significant life and character of +Winckelmann, which can now be easily accomplished by the aid of the +earlier and more recently published materials. We therefore hope to +merit gratitude if, instead of waiting for a later opportunity and +promising a future achievement, we freely offer, in Winckelmann's own +refreshing manner, only that which is already prepared, even though it +be not complete, in order that it may after its own fashion exert a +timely influence in the great world of life and culture. + +INTRODUCTION + +The memory of noteworthy men and the presence of important works of art, +awaken from time to time a spirit of contemplation. Both stand before us +as legacies of each succeeding generation, the former by reason of their +deeds and fame, the latter actually preserved as indefinable realities. +Every judicious observer knows full well that only the contemplation of +these men and monuments in their entirety would be of real value, and +yet we are always attempting to make them more comprehensible by our +reflection and our words. + +One is especially impelled to this when something new relating to such +subjects is discovered and made known. We trust therefore that the +public will find our renewed observations on Winckelmann, his character +and his achievements a timely contribution, since the letters which are +now published throw a more vivid light upon his mode of thought and the +conditions under which he labored. + +ENTER WINCKELMANN + +Even to ordinary mortals Nature has not denied a very precious +endowment--I refer to that lively impulse felt from earliest childhood, +to take hold of the external world, to learn to know it, to enter into +relation with it, and to form with it a complete whole. Certain chosen +spirits, on the other hand, often have the peculiarity of feeling a kind +of aversion to actual life, withdraw into themselves, and create in +themselves a world of their own, in this wise achieving the highest +inner development. + +But when, in especially gifted men, appears the need common to all of us +of seeking in the external world a corresponding realization for all the +gifts with which Nature has endowed them, thereby raising their inner +being to a self-relying whole, we may be assured of the development of a +character in which both the present and the future world will rejoice. + +Winckelmann was a man of this kind. Nature had placed in him whatever +makes and adorns the true man. Furthermore, he devoted his entire life +to the search for that which is harmonious and worthy in man and in art, +which is primarily concerned with man. + +An obscure childhood, insufficient instruction in his youth, disjointed +and scattered studies in early manhood, the pressure of a school +position, and all the worry and annoyance that are experienced in such a +career--all these he had suffered as many others have. He had reached +the age of thirty without having enjoyed a single favor at the hands of +fate; yet in him were planted the germs of an enviable happiness, very +possible to realize. + +Even in these unhappy days we find the trace of that impulse to know for +himself with his own eyes the conditions of the world, gloomy and +disjointed traces it is true, but expressed with sufficient decision. A +few attempts to see strange lands, undertaken without sufficient +reflection, were unsuccessful. He dreamed of a journey to Egypt; he set +out by way of France, but unforeseen obstacles turned him back. More +wisely guided by his genius, he at last seized upon the idea of forcing +his way to Rome. He felt how very profitable a sojourn in the Eternal +City would be for him. This was no whim, no mere thought; it was a +decided plan, which he undertook to realize with cleverness and +decision. + +THE ANTIQUE + +Man can accomplish much by the opportune use of individual powers, he +can even accomplish extraordinary things by the combination of several +powers; but the unique, the startling, he can only achieve when all +capabilities are evenly united in him. This last was the happy lot of +the ancients, especially of the Greeks in their best period; to the +other two alternatives we moderns are unfortunately limited by fate. + +When the healthy nature of man acts as a unit, when he realizes his +place in the world as part of a great and worthy whole, when a +harmonious well-being accords him a pure and free happiness--then the +universe, if it had the power of self-realization, its end attained, +would rejoice and admire this culmination of its own genesis and +existence. For to what purpose is the array of suns, planets and moons, +of stars and milky ways, of comets and nebulae, of worlds existing and +arising, if it be not that a happy man may unconsciously rejoice in his +own existence? + +While, in almost every act of contemplation, the modern thinker, as we +have just done, projects himself into the infinite, to return only in +the end--if he is happy enough in succeeding therein--to a limited +proposition, the ancients, without following a long, round-about path, +found their exclusive happiness within the lovely confines of this +world. Here they were placed, to this end they had been called, here +their activity found its field, their passion its object and +nourishment. + +Why are their poets and historians the wonder of the judicious, the +despair of rivals, unless it be because the actors introduced by them +were so deeply concerned in their own selves, in the narrow circle of +the fatherland, within the circumscribed path of their own life as well +as that of their fellow citizens, and because with all their mind, +inclination, and power, they worked in and for the present? Under such +conditions it could not be difficult for a writer of their opinion to +immortalize such a present. What was actually occurring was for them the +only thing of value, just as for us only what is thought or felt seems +of greatest worth. + +In a certain sense the poet lived in his imagination, just as the +historian lived in the political, and the investigator in the natural +world. All held fast to the nearest, the true, the actual, and even the +pictures of their fantasy have bone and marrow. Man, and whatever was +human, was considered of the highest value, and all his inner and +external relations to the world were represented with the same great +intelligence with which they were observed. Feeling and observation had +not been separated; that almost incurable breach in the healthy power of +man had not yet occurred. + +Not only in enjoying happiness, but in enduring unhappiness also, these +natures were remarkably gifted. For as a healthy tissue resists illness +and is speedily restored after every attack, so the wholesome mind of +such natures quickly and easily recovers from internal and external +misfortune. Such an antique nature, in so far as one can make this +statement of any of our contemporaries, was reincarnated in Winckelmann. +At the very beginning it endured its mighty probation, and was not tamed +by thirty years of humility, discomfort, and sorrow; it could neither be +diverted from its path, nor blunted by adversity. As soon as he attained +a worthy freedom, he appears well rounded and complete, quite in the +antique sense. He was to live a life of action, enjoyment and self +denial, joy and suffering, possession and loss, exaltation and +debasement--yet in such a strange medley he was always satisfied with +the beautiful world in which such a variable fate befalls us. + +Just as in life he possessed a really antique spirit, so in his studies +he was faithful to the same ideal. In the treatment of science in +general the ancients were in a rather unfortunate position, since for +the comprehension of the varied objects of nature a division of powers +and capabilities, a disintegration of unity (so to speak) is almost +unavoidable. In a like case the modern scholar encounters an even +greater danger, because in the detailed investigation of manifold +subjects, he runs the risk of scattering his energies and of losing +himself in disconnected knowledge, without supplementing the incomplete, +as the ancients succeeded in doing, by the completeness of his own +personality. + +However much Winckelmann wandered about in the fields of possible and +profitable knowledge, guided partly by pleasure and inclination, partly +by necessity, he always came back sooner or later to antiquity, +especially to Greek antiquity, with which he felt himself most closely +related, and with which he was destined so happily to be united in his +best days. + +PAGANISM + +The description of the ancient point of view, concerned only with this +world and its assets, leads us directly to the observation that such +advantages are conceivable only in a pagan mind. That confidence in +oneself, that activity in the present, the pure worship of the gods as +ancestors and the admiration of them _quasi_ as artistic creations only, +resignation to an all-powerful fate, the yearning for future fame, +itself dependent upon activities in this world--all these belonging +necessarily together, constitute such an inseparable whole that they +form a condition of human existence planned by Nature herself. In the +highest moment of happiness, as well as in the deepest of sacrifice, +even of destruction, we are always conscious of an indestructible +well-being. + +This pagan point of view pervades Winckelmann's deeds and writings, and +is expressed especially in his early letters, where he is still wearing +himself out in the conflict with more modern religious opinions. This +mode of thought, this remoteness from the Christian point of view, +indeed his repugnance of it, must be remembered in judging his so-called +change of religion. The churches into which the Christian religion is +divided were a matter of complete indifference to him, because in his +inmost nature he never belonged to any of them. + +FRIENDSHIP + +Since the ancients, as we boast, were really entire men, they must, as +they found all happiness in themselves and the world, have learned to +know the relations of human beings in the widest sense; they could not +therefore be lacking in that delight which arises from the attachment of +similar natures. + +Here also a remarkable difference between ancient and modern times is +revealed. The relation to woman, which with us has become so tender and +spiritual, hardly rose above the limits of the lowest satisfaction. The +relation of parents to children seems to have been of a somewhat more +tender character. The friendship of persons of the male sex for one +another, with them took the place of all other sentiments; although they +pictured the maidens Chloris and Thyia as inseparable friends, even in +Hades. + +The passionate fulfilment of loving duties, the joy of inseparability, +the devotion of one for the other, their avowed allegiance during life, +and the duty of sharing death itself, if necessary, fill us with +astonishment. One even feels ashamed of one's own generation when poets, +historians, philosophers and orators overwhelm one with amazing stories, +events, sentiments and opinions, all of the same tenor and purport. + +For a friendship of this character, Winckelmann felt himself born--not +only capable of it, but requiring it to the highest degree. He realized +himself only in the relation of friendship; he recognized himself only +in that image of the whole which requires a third for its completion. + +Even at an early period he applied this ideal to a probably unworthy +object; to whom he consecrated himself, for whom he vowed himself to +live and to suffer; for whom he found even in his poverty the means of +being rich, of giving and of sacrificing; indeed he would not have +hesitated to surrender his existence, his very life. It is in this +relation that Winckelmann, even in the midst of poverty and need, feels +rich, generous and happy, because he is able to do something for him +whom he loves above everything else, and in whom he has, as the highest +sacrifice, to excuse even ingratitude. + +However the times and circumstances might alter, Winckelmann reshaped +every object of worth with which he came in contact, to fit this ideal +of friendship. Although many of these attachments easily and quickly +vanish, the fine sentiment underlying them won for him the heart of many +an excellent man, and brought him the happiness of living in the most +beautiful relation with the best men of his age and environment. + +BEAUTY + +Although such a deep need of friendship really creates and idealizes the +object of its affection, the lover of antiquity would, through it alone, +achieve only a one-sided moral excellence. The external world would +offer him little, if along with it a related, similar need and a +satisfying object of this need did not fortunately appear--we refer to +the demand for the sensuously beautiful, as revealed in a tangible +object. For the supreme product of an ever evolving nature is the +beautiful man. It is true that Nature can but seldom produce him, +because the ideal is opposed by many existing conditions, and even her +almighty power cannot tarry long with the perfect, and perpetuate the +beauty it has produced; for, to be exact, we may say it is only for a +moment that the beautiful man remains beautiful. + +Against this mutability art now enters the lists. For, by being placed +at the summit of nature, man views himself as a complete nature, which +must now produce another consummation. He attains this end by striving +for virtue and perfection, by appealing to selection, arrangement, +harmony and significance, through which he at length rises to the +production of a work of art, which achieves a brilliant place among his +other works and actions. Once achieved and standing in its ideal reality +before the world, it produces a lasting and supreme effect. For in its +spiritual development from all of man's powers, it adopts all that is +noble and lovable; and by spiritualizing the human form and raising man +above himself, it closes the circle of his life and activity, and +deifies him in the present, in which both past and future are included. +By such emotions were those overwhelmed who saw the Olympian Jupiter, as +we gather from the descriptions and testimony of the ancients. God had +become man in order to raise man to God. One beheld supreme dignity and +was inspired by supreme beauty. In this sense we can only acknowledge +that the ancients were right when they said, with profoundest +conviction, that it was a misfortune to die without having seen this +great work. + +For the appreciation of this beauty Winckelmann was by nature fitted. He +first learned of it in the writings of the ancients, but encountered it +personified in the works of art, in which we all first learn to know it, +that we may recognize and treasure it in nature's living creations. + +When, however, the requirements of friendship and of beauty both find +inspiration in the same object, the happiness and gratitude of man seem +to pass all bounds. All that he possesses he would gladly give as a +feeble testimony of his attachment and his devotion. + +So we often find Winckelmann in friendship with beautiful youths, and +never does he appear more animated and lovable than in such, though +often only flitting, moments. + +CATHOLICISM + +With such opinions, with such needs and longings, Winckelmann for a long +time served objects alien to his own desires. Nowhere about him did he +see the least hope of help and assistance. + +Count Bünau, in his capacity of a private gentleman, needed only to buy +one valuable book less in order to open for Winckelmann the road to +Rome; as a minister of state he had influence enough to have helped this +excellent man out of every difficulty; but he was probably unwilling to +lose so capable a servant, or else he had no appreciation of the great +service he would have rendered the world by encouraging a gifted man. +The Court at Dresden, from which Winckelmann might eventually hope for +adequate support, professed the Roman faith, and there was scarcely any +other way to attain favor and consideration than through confessors and +other members of the clergy. + +The example of a Prince is a mighty influence in his country, and +incites with secret power every citizen to like actions in private life, +especially to moral actions. The religion of a Prince always remains in +a certain sense the ruling religion, and the Roman faith, like a +whirlpool, draws the quietly passing waves to itself and into its +vortex. + +In addition to this Winckelmann must have felt that a man, in order to +be a Roman in Rome, in order to identify himself with the life there, +and to enjoy confidential association, must necessarily profess the +religion of his associates, must yield to their faith, and accommodate +himself to their usages. The final result actually shows that he could +not have attained his end without this early decision, which was made +much easier for him by the fact that, as a thorough heathen by nature, +he had never become Christianized by his Protestant baptism. + +Yet this change in his condition was not achieved without a bitter +struggle. We may, in accordance with our convictions, and for reasons +sufficiently weighty, make a final decision which is in perfect harmony +with our volition, desires and needs, which indeed seems unavoidable for +the maintenance and continuance of our very existence, so that we are in +perfect accord with ourselves. But such a decision may contradict the +prevailing opinion and the convictions of many people. Then a new +struggle begins, which, while it may cause no uncertainty, yet may +occasion discomfort, impatience and annoyance, because we discover +occasional inconsistencies in our actions while we suspect the existence +of many more in ourselves. + +And so Winckelmann, before his intended step, seemed anxious, fearful, +sorrowful and swayed by deep emotion when he thought of its probable +effect, especially upon his first patron, Count Bünau. How beautiful, +sincere and upright are his confidential expressions upon this point! + +For every man who changes his religion is marked by a certain stigma +from which it seems impossible to free him. From this it is evident that +men cherish a steadfast purpose above all else, all the more so because +they, divided into factions, constantly have their own safety and +stability in mind. This is not a matter of feeling or conviction. We +should be steadfast precisely there where fate rather than choice places +us. To remain faithful to one people, one city, one Prince, one friend, +one woman; to trace back everything to them; to labor, want and suffer +everything for their sake--this is estimable. To desert them is hateful; +inconstancy is contemptible. + +Thus is indeed the harsh, the very serious side of the question, but it +may also be viewed from another point of view from which it has a more +pleasing and less serious aspect. Certain conditions of society, which +we in no sense approve of, certain moral blemishes in others, have an +especial charm for the imagination. If the comparison be permitted, we +might say that it is in this matter as it is with game which, to the +cultivated palate, tastes far better slightly tainted than when fresh. A +divorced woman or a renegade make an especially interesting impression. +Persons who would otherwise appear to be merely interesting and +agreeable, now appear admirable. It cannot be denied that Winckelmann's +change of religion considerably heightens in our imagination the +romantic side of his life and being. + +But to Winckelmann himself the Catholic religion presented nothing +attractive. He saw in it only the masquerade dress which he threw around +him, and expressed himself bitterly enough about it. Even at a later +period he does not seem to have sufficiently observed its usages, and by +loose speech he perhaps made himself suspicious to devout +believers--here and there at least a slight fear of the Inquisition is +perceptible. + +REALIZATION OF GREEK ART + +The transition from literature, even from the highest things that have +been expressed in word and language, from poetry and rhetoric, to the +plastic and graphic arts is difficult, indeed almost impossible. For +there lies between the two a tremendous chasm, over which only a +specially adapted nature can help us. We have now a sufficiently large +number of documents lying before us to enable us to judge how far +Winckelmann succeeded in doing this. + +Through the joy of appreciation he was first attracted to the treasures +of art; but in order to use and judge them, he required artists as +intermediaries, whose more or less authoritative opinions he was able to +comprehend, revise, and express. In this manner originated his treatise +_Concerning the Imitation of Greek Masterpieces in Painting and +Sculpture_, with two appendices, published while he was still in +Dresden. + +However much Winckelmann appears, even here, to be upon the right path; +however many delightful, fundamental passages these writings contain, +however correctly the final aim of art is already defined in them, they +are nevertheless, both as regards form and subject, so baroque and +curious, that one would in vain seek their meaning, unless he had +definite information concerning the personality of the connoisseurs and +judges of art at that time assembled in Saxony, and concerning their +abilities, opinions, inclinations and whims. These writings will +therefore remain a sealed book to posterity, unless well informed +connoisseurs of art, who lived nearer those times, should soon decide +either to write or cause to be written a description of the then +existing conditions, in so far as this is still possible. Lippert, +Hagedorn, Oeser, Dietrich, Heinecken and Oesterreich loved, practised +and promoted art, each in his own way. Their purposes were restricted, +their maxims were one-sided, yea, very often, freakish. They circulated +stories and anecdotes, the varied application of which was intended not +only to entertain but also to instruct society. From such elements arose +the earliest treatises of Winckelmann, which he himself very soon found +unsatisfactory, as indeed he did not conceal from his friends. + +Although not sufficiently prepared, yet with some practical experience, +he at length began his journey, and reached that country where for the +receptive mind the time of real culture begins--that culture which +permeates the entire being, and finds expression in creations which must +be as real as they are harmonious, because they have, as a matter of +fact, proved powerful as a firm bond of union between most different +natures. + +ROME + +Winckelmann was at last in Rome, and who could be worthier to feel the +influence which that great privilege is able to produce upon a truly +perceptive nature! He sees his wish fulfilled, his happiness +established, his hopes more than satisfied. His ideals stand embodied +about him. He wanders astonished through the ruins of a gigantic age, +the greatest that art has produced, under the open sky; freely he lifts +his eyes to these wonderful works as to the stars of the firmament, and +every locked treasure is opened for a small gift. Like a pilgrim, the +newcomer creeps about unobserved; he approaches the most sublime and +holy treasures in an unseemly garment. As yet he permits no detail to +distract him, the whole affects him with endless variety, and he already +feels the harmony which finally must arise for him out of these +infinitely diversified elements. He gazes upon, he examines everything, +and to make his happiness complete, he is taken for an artist, as every +one in his heart would gladly be. + +In lieu of further observations, we submit to our readers the +overpowering influence of the situation, as a friend has clearly and +sympathetically described it. + +"Rome is a place where all antiquity is concentrated into a unity for +our inspection. What we have felt with the ancient poets, concerning +ancient forms of government, we believe more than ever to feel, even to +see, in Rome. As Homer cannot be compared with other poets, so Rome can +be compared with no other city, the Roman country with no other +landscape. Most of this impression is no doubt due, it is true, to +ourselves, and not to the subject; but it is not only the sentimental +thought of standing where this or that great man has stood, it is an +irresistible attraction toward what we regard as--although it may be +through a necessary deception--a noble and sublime past; a power which +even he who wished to cannot resist, because the desolation in which the +present inhabitants leave the land and the incredible masses of ruins +themselves attract and convince the eye. And as this past appears to the +mind in a grandeur which excludes all envy, in which one is more than +happy to take part, if only with the imagination (indeed, no other +participation is conceivable); and as the senses too are charmed by the +beauty of form, the grandeur and simplicity of the figures, the richness +of the vegetation (though not luxuriant like that of a more southern +region), the precision of the outlines in the clear air and the beauty +of the colors in their transparency--so the enjoyment of nature is here +a purely artistic one, free from everything distracting. Everywhere else +the ideas of contrast appear and the enjoyment of nature is elegiac or +satiric. It is true that these sentiments exist only for us. To Horace, +Tibur seemed more modern than does Tivoli to us, as is proved by his +'Beatus ille qui procul negotiis,' but it is only an illusion to imagine +that we ourselves would like to be inhabitants of Athens or Rome. Only +in the distance, separated from everything common, only as a thing of +the past, must antiquity appear to us. This is the sentiment of a friend +and myself, at least, in regard to the ruins; we are always incensed +when a half sunken ruin is excavated; for this can only be a gain for +scholarship at the expense of the imagination. There are only two things +which inspire me with an equal horror: that the Campagna di Roma should +be built up, and that Rome should become a well policed city, in which +no man any longer carried a knife. Should such an order-loving Pope +appear--which may the seventy-two cardinals prevent--shall move +away. Only if such divine anarchy and such a heavenly wilderness remain +in Rome, is there place for the shadows, one of which is worth more than +the whole present race." + +RAFAEL MENGS + +But Winckelmann might have groped a long time among the multitudes of +antique survivals in search of the most valuable objects and those most +worthy of his observation, if good fortune had not immediately brought +him into contact with Mengs. The latter, whose own great talent was +enthralled by the ancient works of art and especially by such as were +beautiful, immediately introduced his friend to the most excellent--a +fact worthy of our attention. Here Winckelmann learned to recognize +beauty of form and its treatment, and was immediately inspired to +undertake a treatise, _Concerning the Taste of the Greek Artists_. But +one cannot go about studying works of art for any length of time +without discovering that they are the productions not only of different +artists but of different epochs, and that all investigations concerning +the place of their origin, their age, their individual merit must be +undertaken together. Winckelmann, with his unerring perception, soon +found that this was the axis on which the entire knowledge of art +revolves. He confined himself at first to the most sublime works, which +he intended to present in a treatise, _Concerning the Style of Sculpture +in the Age of Phidias_, but he soon rose above these details to the idea +of a history of art, and discovered a new Columbus, a land long +surmised, hinted at and discussed--yea, a land, we might say, that had +formerly been known and forgotten. + +It is sad to observe how at first through the Romans, afterward through +the invasion of northern peoples, and the confusion arising in +consequence, mankind came into such a state that all true and pure +culture was for a long time retarded in its development, indeed was +almost made impossible for the entire future. In any field of art and +science that we may contemplate, a direct and unerring perception had +already revealed much to the ancient investigator which, during the +barbarism which followed, and through the barbaric manner of escaping +from barbarism, became and remained a secret; which it will long +continue to be for the masses, because the general progress of higher +culture in modern times is but slow. This remark does not apply to +technical progress, of which mankind happily makes use without asking +questions as to whence it comes and whither it leads. + +We are impelled to this observation by certain passages of ancient +authors, in which anticipations, even indications, of a possible and +necessary history of art appear. Velleius Paterculus observes with great +interest, the coincidence in the rise and fall of all the arts. As a man +of the world, he was especially concerned with the observation that they +could be maintained only for a short time at the highest point which it +was possible for them to reach. + +From his standpoint he could not regard all arts as a living entity +[Greek: (psoon)], which must necessarily reveal an imperceptible +beginning, a slow growth, a short and brilliant period of perfection, +and a gradual decline--like every other organic being, except that it is +manifested in a number of individuals. He therefore assigns only moral +causes, which certainly must be included as contributory, but hardly +satisfy his own great sagacity, because he probably feels that a +necessity here exists which cannot be compounded out of detached +elements. + +"That the grammarians, painters and sculptors fared as did also the +orators, every one will find who examines the testimony of the ages; the +highest development of every art is invariably circumscribed by a very +short space of time. Just why a number of similarly endowed, capable men +make their appearance within a certain cycle of years and devote +themselves to the same art and its advancement, is a matter upon which I +have often reflected, without discovering any cause that I might present +as true. Among the most probable causes the following seem to me the +most important: Rivalry nourishes the talents; here envy, and there +admiration, incite to imitation, and the art promoted with so much +diligence quickly reaches its culmination. It is difficult to remain in +a state of perfection, and what does not advance retrogrades. And so in +the beginning we endeavor to attain our models, but when we despair of +surpassing or even approaching them, diligence and hope grow old, and +what we fail to attain, is no longer pursued. We cease to strive after +the possession already obtained by another, and search for something +new. Relinquishing that in which we cannot shine, we seek another goal +for our efforts. From this inconstancy, it seems to me, arises the +greatest obstacle to the production of perfect works of art." + +A passage of Quintilian, containing a concise outline of the history of +ancient art, also deserves to be pointed out as an important document in +this domain. In his conversations with Roman art lovers, Quintilian +must also have noticed a striking resemblance between the character of +Greek artists and Roman orators, and then have sought to gain more exact +information from connoisseurs and art-lovers. In his comparative +presentation, in which the character of the art is each time associated +with that of the age, he is compelled, without knowing or wishing it, to +present a history of art. + +They say that the first celebrated painters whose works are visited not +by reason of their antiquity alone, were Polygnotus and Aglaophon. Their +simple color still finds eager admirers, who prefer such crude +productions and the beginnings of an art just evolving, to the greatest +masters of the following epoch--as it seems to me in accordance with a +point of view peculiar to themselves. Afterward Zeuxis and Parrhasius, +who lived at about the same period--at the time of the Peloponnesian +war--greatly promoted art. The former is said to have discovered the +laws of light and shadow, the latter to have devoted himself to a +careful investigation of lines. Furthermore, Zeuxis gave more content to +the limbs and painted them fuller and more portly. In this regard, as is +believed, he followed Homer, who delights in the most powerful forms, +even in women. Parrhasius, however, has such a determinative influence +that he is called the law-giver of painting, because the types of gods +and heroes which he created were followed and adopted by others as +norms. + +Thus painting flourished from about the time of Philip to that of the +successors of Alexander, but with great diversity of talent. Protogenes +surpassed all inexactitude, Pamphilius and Melanthius in thoughtfulness, +Antiphilus in facility, Theon the Samian in invention of strange +apparitions called fantasies, Apelles in spirit and charm. Euphranor is +admired because he must be counted among the best in all the +requirements of art, and excelled at the same time in painting and +sculpture. + +"The same difference is also found in sculpture. Kalon and Hegesias +worked in a severe style, like that of the Etruscans; Kalamis was less +austere; Myron more delicate still. + +"Polyclitus possessed diligence and elegance above all others. By many +the palm is assigned to him; but that some fault might be ascribed to +him, it was said that he lacked dignity. For while he has made the human +form more graceful than nature reveals it, he does not seem to have been +able to present the dignity of the gods. Indeed, he is said in his art +to have avoided representing mature age, and never to have ventured +beyond unfurrowed cheeks. + +"But what Polyclitus lacked is ascribed to Phidias and Alcamenes. +Phidias is said to have formed the images of gods and men most +perfectly, and to have far surpassed his rivals, especially in ivory. +One would form this judgment even if he had designed nothing else than +the Minerva of Athens or the Olympian Jupiter at Elis, the beauty of +which was of great advantage, as has been said, to the established +religion; so closely does the work approach the majesty of the god +himself. + +"Lysippus and Praxiteles have, according to the universal opinion, most +nearly approached truth; Demetrius, on the other hand, is blamed because +he went too far in this direction, in that he preferred mere resemblance +to beauty." + +LITERARY PROFESSION + +Man is rarely fortunate enough to secure the aids for his higher +education from quite unselfish patrons. Even those who believe that they +have the best intentions only promote that which they love and know, or, +more readily still, what is of advantage to them. Thus it was literary +and bibliographical accomplishments which recommended Winckelmann +formerly to Count Bünau and later to Cardinal Passione. + +The connoisseur of books is everywhere welcome, and he was even more so +at a time when the pleasure of collecting notable and rare books was +livelier than it now is, and the profession of librarian was more +restricted. A great German library resembled a great Roman library; they +could vie with each other in the possession of books. The librarian of a +German count was a desirable member of a cardinal's household, and +immediately found himself at home there. Libraries were real +treasure-houses, instead of being, as now, with the rapid progress of +the sciences and the useful and useless accumulation of printed +matter--nothing more than useful store-rooms and useless lumber-rooms. +So that a librarian has cause, now far more than before, to be informed +of the progress of science and of the value and worthlessness of +writings, and a German librarian has to possess attainments which would +be lost in other countries. + +But only for a short time, and only as long as it was necessary to +secure a moderate means of support, did Winckelmann remain true to his +original literary occupation. He soon lost interest also in everything +that related to critical investigation, and was willing neither to +compare manuscripts nor to give information to German scholars who +wished to question him upon many subjects. + +But even before this his attainments had served him as an advantageous +introduction. The private life of the Italians, especially of the +Romans, has, for many reasons, something of a secret character. This +secrecy, this isolation, if you will, extended also to literature. Many +a scholar devoted his life in secret to an important work, without +either desiring or being able to have it published. Here also, more than +in any other land, were to be found men who, with diverse attainments +and great insight, could not be moved to make them known, either in +written or printed form. The way to the society of such men Winckelmann +soon found opened. He mentions particularly among them Giacomelli and +Baldani, and speaks with pleasure of his increasing acquaintances and +his growing influence. + +CARDINAL ALBANI + +But his greatest good fortune was to become a member of the household of +Cardinal Albani. This prelate, possessed of a large fortune and wielding +a powerful influence, showed from his very youth a great love of art; he +had also the best opportunity of satisfying it and a luck in collecting +which verged upon the miraculous. In later years he found his greatest +pleasure in the task of placing this collection in worthy surroundings, +in this wise rivaling those Roman families who had at an earlier period +been cognizant of the value of such treasures. It was, in fact, his +chief pleasure to overload the assigned spaces, in accordance with the +manner of the ancients. Building crowded upon building, hall upon hall, +corridor upon corridor; fountains and obelisks, caryatides and +bas-reliefs, statues and vases were lacking neither in court-yard nor in +garden, while the greater or smaller rooms, galleries and cabinets +contained the choicest art specimens of all times. + +We observed in passing that the ancients had in a similar manner filled +their palaces and gardens. The Romans so overloaded their capital that +it seems impossible that everything recorded could have found place +there. The Via Sacra, the Forum, the Palatine were so overloaded with +buildings and monuments that the imagination can hardly conceive of a +crowd of people finding room in any of them. Fortunately the actual +results of excavated cities come to our assistance, and we can see with +our own eyes how narrow, how small, how, so to speak, like architectural +models rather than real buildings these structures are. This remark is +true even of the Villa of Hadrian, in the construction of which there +were space and wealth enough for something extensive. + +In such an overloaded condition was the villa of his lord and friend +when Winckelmann departed this scene of his highest and most gratifying +education. So also it remained after the death of the cardinal, to the +joy and wonder of the world, until in the course of all-changing, +all-dispersing time, it was robbed of its entire adornment. The statues +were removed from their niches and pedestals, the bas-reliefs were torn +from the walls, and the whole enormous collection was packed for +transportation. Through an extraordinary change of affairs these +treasures were conducted only as far as the Tiber. In a short time they +were returned to the possessor, and the greatest part of them, except a +few jewels, still remain in the old location. Winckelmann might have +witnessed the first sad fate of this Elysium of art and its +extraordinary return; but happily for him, death spared him this earthly +suffering for which the joy of the restoration would hardly have made +sufficient amends. + +GOOD FORTUNE + +But he also encountered many a good fortune upon life's journey. Not +only did the excavations of antiquities proceed energetically and +fortunately at Rome, but the discoveries at Herculaneum and Pompeii were +at that time partly new, or had remained partly unknown through envy, +secrecy and delay. He thus reaped a harvest which furnished work enough +for his mind and his activities. + +It is a sad thing when one is compelled to consider the existing as +accomplished and completed. Armories, galleries and museums to which +nothing is added have something funereal and ghostly about them; the +mind is restricted in such a limited field of art. One becomes +accustomed to regard such collections as completed, instead of being +reminded of the necessity of constant acquisition and of the fact that, +in art as in life, nothing is completed but is constantly changing. + +Winckelmann found himself in a fortunate position. The earth gave up her +treasures, and through a constant, active commerce in art many ancient +possessions came to light, passed before his eyes, aroused his +enthusiasm, challenged his judgment, and increased his knowledge. + +No small advantage accrued to him through his relations with the heir +of the large Stosch collection. Not until after the death of the +collector did he become acquainted with this little world of art, over +which he presided in accordance with his best judgment and convictions. +It is true that all parts of this exceedingly valuable collection were +not treated with equal care; the whole of it deserved a catalogue for +the delectation and the use of later amateurs and collectors. Much was +squandered; but in order to make the excellent gems which it contained +better known and more marketable, Winckelmann undertook in conjunction +with the heir of Stosch to write a catalogue, concerning which +undertaking, its hasty but always able treatment, the surviving +correspondence furnishes remarkable testimony. + +Our friend was thus intently occupied with the Stosch possessions before +their dispersal and with the ever increasing Albani collection; and +everything which passed through his hands, either for collection or +dispersal, increased the treasure with which he was storing his mind. + +Even when Winckelmann first approached the study of art and learned to +know the artists in Dresden, appearing in this branch as a beginner, he +was fully developed as a writer. He had a comprehensive view of ancient +history and, in many ways, of the development of the various sciences. +Even in his previous humble condition he felt and knew antiquity, as +well as what was worthy in the life and in the character of the present. +He had already formed a style. In the new school which he entered, he +listened to his masters, not only as a docile pupil but as a learned +disciple. He easily acquired their special attainments, and began +immediately to use and to adapt to his purposes everything that he +learned. + +In a higher sphere of action than was his at Dresden, in the nobler +world revealed to him at Rome, he remained the same. What he learned +from Mengs, what he was taught by his surroundings, he did not keep long +to himself; he did not let the new wine ferment and clarify; but rather +as we say that one learns from teaching, so he learned while planning +and writing. How many a title has he left us, how many subjects has he +not mentioned upon which a work was to follow! Like this beginning was +his entire antiquarian career. We find him always active--occupied with +the moment, which he seizes and holds fast as if it only could be +complete and satisfactory, and even so he let himself be instructed by +the following moment. This attitude of mind should be remembered in +forming an estimate of his works. + +That they ultimately received their present form, printed directly from +Winckelmann's manuscript notes, is due to many often unimportant +circumstances. A single month later and we should have had works, more +correct in content, more precise in form, perhaps something quite +different. Just for this reason we so deeply regret his premature death, +because he would have constantly rewritten his works and enriched them +with the attainments of the (ever) later phases of his life. + +Everything that he has left us, therefore, was written as something +living for the living, not for those who are dead in the letter. His +works, combined with his correspondence, are the story of a life; they +are a life itself. Like the life of most people, they resemble rather a +preparation for a work than the latter in its accomplishment. They give +cause for hopes, for wishes, for premonitions. If one tries to correct +them he sees that he must first correct himself; if he wishes to +criticize them, he sees that he might himself, upon a higher plane of +knowledge, be subjected to the same criticism; for limitation is +everywhere our lot. + +PHILOSOPHY + +With the progress of civilization, not all parts of human labor and +activity in which culture is revealed, flourish equally; rather in +accordance with the favorable character of persons and conditions, one +necessarily surpasses the other, and thus arouses a more general +interest. A certain jealous displeasure often arises in consequence, +among members of a family so varied in its branches, who often are the +less able to endure one another, the more closely they are related. + +It is for the most part a baseless complaint, when this or that adept in +science and art complains that just his branch is being neglected by +contemporaries; for an able master has only to appear in order to +concentrate attention upon himself. If Raphael should reappear today, we +should bestow upon him a superabundance of honor and riches. An able +master arouses excellent pupils and their activities extend their +ramifications into the infinite. + +From the earliest times philosophers especially have incurred the +hatred, not only of their fellow scientists, but of men of the world and +_bons vivants_, perhaps more by the position they assume than by their +own fault. For as philosophy in accordance with her nature must make +demands upon the universal and the highest, she must regard worldly +objects as included in and subordinated to herself. + +Nor are these pretentious demands specifically denied; every man rather +believes that he has a right to take part in her discoveries, to make +use of her maxims, and to appropriate whatever else she may have to +offer. But as philosophy, in order to become universal, must make use of +her own vocabulary of unfamiliar combinations and difficult +explanations, which are in harmony neither with the life nor with the +momentary needs of men of the world, she is despised by those who cannot +find the handle by which she might easily be grasped. + +Yet, if, on the other hand, one wished to accuse the philosophers +because they do not know how to translate doctrine into life, and +because they make the most mistakes exactly where all their convictions +should be converted into action, thereby diminishing their own credit in +the eyes of the world--no lack of examples might be found to verify such +accusations. + +Winckelmann often complains bitterly of the philosophers of his day and +their widespread influence; but I think one can escape from every +influence by limiting oneself to his own line of work. It is strange +that Winckelmann did not attend the University at Leipsic, where, under +the direction of Johann Friedrich Christ, he might, without troubling +himself about a single philosopher in existence, have made much more +comfortable progress in his favorite study. + +This is perhaps the proper place for an observation which we should like +to make, in view of recent events--that no scholar can afford to reject, +oppose, or scorn the great philosophical movement begun by Kant, except +the true investigators of antiquity, who by the peculiarity of their +study seem to be especially favored above all other men. For since they +are occupied with the best that the world has produced and only examine +the trivial and the inferior in their relation to the most excellent, +their attainments reach such fullness, their judgment such certainty, +their taste such consistency, that they appear within their own circle +most wonderfully, even astonishingly, cultured. Winckelmann also +attained this good fortune, in which indeed he was greatly assisted by +the influence of the fine arts and of life itself. + +POETRY + +Although Winckelmann in reading the ancient authors paid great attention +to the poets, an exact examination of his studies and of the course of +his life reveals no particular inclination to poetry; on the contrary, +an aversion occasionally appears. His preference for the old and +accustomed Lutheran church hymns and his desire to possess an uncensored +song book of this kind in Rome reveals the typical and sturdy German, +but not the friend of poetry. + +The works of the poets of past ages appear to have interested him at +first as documents of ancient languages and literature, later as +witnesses for the fine arts. It is all the more wonderful and gratifying +when he himself appears as a poet, as an able, unmistakable one, in his +description of statues and in almost all of his later writings. He sees +with his eyes, he grasps with his mind, works indescribable, and yet he +feels an irresistible impulse to master them by the spoken and the +written word. The perfect master-work, the idea in which it had its +origin, the emotion that was awakened in him in beholding it, he wishes +to impart to the hearer or the reader. Reviewing the array of his +aptitudes, he finds himself compelled to seize upon the most powerful +and dignified expression at his command. He is compelled to be a poet, +whatever he may think, whether he wishes or not. + +ATTAINED INSIGHT + +As much value as Winckelmann placed upon the world's esteem, as much as +he desired a literary reputation, as much as he endeavored to present +his work in the best form and to elevate it by a certain dignified +style, he was nevertheless in no wise blind to its faults, but rather +was the first to observe them, as one would expect from a man of his +progressive nature, always seizing upon and working over new materials. +The more he had labored upon a subject, dogmatically and didactically, +had maintained and established this or that interpretation of a +monument, this or that explanation or application of a passage, the more +conspicuous did his own mistakes seem to him. As soon as he had +convinced himself of them by new data, the more quickly was he inclined +to correct them in any way possible. + +If the manuscript was at hand, it was rewritten; if it had been sent to +the printer, corrections and additions were appended. Of all this +penance he made no secret to his friends, for his character was based +upon truth, straight-forwardness, frankness, and honesty. + +LATER WORKS + +A happy thought became clear to him, not suddenly but as the work +progressed--we mean his _Monumenti Inediti_. It is quite evident that he +was at first tempted by his desire to make new subjects known, to +explain them in a happy manner and to enlarge the study of antiquity to +the greatest possible extent; added to this was the interest of testing +the method once set forth in his history of art, by means of objects +which he laid before the eyes of the reader. For he had finally +developed the felicitous resolve, in this preliminary treatise, quietly +to correct, purify, compress, and perhaps even partly supplant, his +already completed work on the history of art. + +Conscious of former mistakes which people who were not inhabitants of +Rome could scarcely have reproached him with, he wrote a work in the +Italian language, which he intended should be appreciated in Rome +itself. Not only did he devote to it the greatest attention, but he also +selected friendly connoisseurs with whom he carefully went over the +work, most cleverly using their insight and judgment, and thus created a +work which will go down as a heritage for all ages. Not only did he +write it, but he undertook its publication, achieving, as a poor layman, +that which would do honor to a well established publisher, or to +academies of large means. + +THE POPE + +Should so much be said of Rome without remembering the Pope, who had, at +least indirectly, conferred many, many benefits upon Winckelmann? +Winckelmann's sojourn in Rome fell for the most part under the +government of Benedict XIV. Lambertini, a gay and easy-going man, who +preferred letting others rule to ruling, himself; and so the different +positions which Winckelmann filled may have come to him rather through +the favor of his exalted friends than through the appreciation of his +services by the Pope. + +Nevertheless, we find him on one important occasion in the presence of +the Head of the Church; he was honored by being allowed to read several +passages of the _Monumenti Inediti_ to the Pope, thus achieving also, +along this line, the highest honor which an author could receive. + +CHARACTER + +In the case of very many men, especially in the case of scholars, their +achievements seem the important thing, and in these their character +finds little expression. With Winckelmann the reverse was the case. All +that he produced is principally important and valuable because his +character is always revealed in it. As we have already expressed certain +generalities concerning his character under the headings, The Antique, +Paganism, Friendship, and Beauty, the more detailed account deserves a +place here, near the end of our essay. + +Winckelmann was in all respects a character who was honest with himself +and with others. His native love of truth constantly developed, the more +independent and unhampered he felt, until he finally considered the +polite indulgence of errors traditional in life and in literature to be +a crime. + +Such a nature could comfortably withdraw into itself; vet even here we +discover in him the ancient characteristic of always being occupied with +himself, but without really observing himself. He thinks only of +himself, not about himself; his mind is occupied with what he has before +him; he is interested in his whole being, in its entire compass, and he +cherishes the belief that his friends are likewise interested therein. +We, therefore, find everything mentioned in his letters, from the +highest moral to the most common physical need; indeed he directly +states that he preferred to be entertained with personal trifles rather +than with important affairs. At the same time he remains a complete +riddle to himself, and even expresses astonishment over his own being, +especially in consideration of what he was and what he had become. But +every man may thus be regarded as a charade of many syllables, of which +he himself can spell only a few, while others easily decipher the whole +word. + +Nor do we find in him any pronounced principles. His unerring feeling +and cultured mind served him as a guide in morals as well as in +aesthetics. His ideal was a kind of natural religion, in which God +appears as the ultimate source of the beautiful and hardly as a being +having any other relation to man. His conduct was most beautiful in all +cases involving duty and gratitude. + +His provision for himself was moderate, and not the same at all times. +He always labored most diligently to secure a competence for his old +age. His means are noble; in his efforts to attain every end he shows +himself honest, straightforward, even defiant, and at the same time +clever and persevering. He never works after a fixed plan, but always +instinctively and passionately. His pleasure in every discovery is +intense, for which reason errors are unavoidable, which, however, in his +rapid progress are corrected as quickly as he sees them. Here also he +always maintains an antique principle; the certainty of the point of +departure, the uncertainty of the aim to be reached, as well as the +incomplete and imperfect character of the treatment as soon as it +becomes extensive. + +SOCIETY + +Little prepared by his early mode of life, Winckelmann did not at first +feel at ease in company, but a feeling of dignity soon took the place of +education and custom, and he learned very rapidly to conduct himself in +accordance with his surroundings. The gratification felt in association +with distinguished, wealthy and celebrated people and the pleasure of +being esteemed by them everywhere appears. As regards facility of +intercourse, he could not have found himself in a better place than +Rome. + +He himself observes, that however ceremonious the Roman grandees, +especially the clerical, appeared in public, at home they were pleasant +and intimate with the members of their household; but he did not observe +that this intimacy concealed the oriental relation of lord and servant. +All southern nations would find it intolerably tiresome to have to +maintain the constant mutual tension in association with their +dependents which the northerners are accustomed to. + +Travelers have observed that the slaves in Turkey behave toward their +masters with more ease than northern courtiers toward their princes, or +dependents with us toward their superiors. Yet, examined closely, these +marks of consideration have been really introduced for the benefit of +the dependents, who by these means always remind their superior what is +due them. + +The southerner, however, craves for hours in which to take his ease, and +this accrues to the advantage of his household. Such scenes are +described by Winckelmann with great relish; they lighten whatever +dependence he may feel, and nourish his sense of freedom which was +averse to every fetter that might restrain him. + +STRANGERS + +Although Winckelmann was very happy in his association with the natives, +he suffered all the more annoyance and tribulation from strangers. It is +true that nothing can be more exasperating than the usual stranger in +Rome. In every other place the traveler can better look out for himself +and find something suitable to his needs; but whoever does not +accommodate himself to Rome is an abomination to the man of real Roman +sentiment. + +The English are reproached because they take their tea-kettles +everywhere along with them, even dragging them to the summit of Mt. +Ætna. But has not every nation its own tea-kettle, in which its citizens +on their travels brew a bundle of dried herbs brought along from home? + +Such hurrying and arrogant strangers, never looking about them, and +judging everything in accordance with their own narrow limitations, were +denounced by Winckelmann more than once; he vows never to show them +about, and yet finally allows himself to be persuaded to do it. He jests +over his inclination to play the schoolmaster, to teach and to convince, +and indeed many advantages accrued to him through the association with +persons important by reason of their rank and services. We mention only +the Prince of Dessan, the Crown Prince of Mecklenburg-Strelitz and +Brunswick, and Baron von Riedesel, a man who showed himself quite worthy +of our friend in his attitude toward art and antiquity. + +THE WORLD + +Winckelmann constantly sought after esteem and consideration; but he +wished to achieve them through real merit. He always insists upon +thoroughness of subject, of means, and of treatment, and is therefore +very hostile toward French superficiality. + +He found in Rome opportunities to associate with strangers of all +nations, and maintained such connections in a clever, effective manner. +He was pleased with, indeed he sought after, honorary degrees of +academies and learned societies. + +But he achieved greatest prominence by that great document of his +merits, over which he silently labored with great diligence--I refer to +his _History of Ancient Art_. It was immediately translated into the +French language, and made him known far and wide. + +The real value of such a work is perhaps best appreciated immediately +after its publication: its efficiency is recognized, the new matter is +quickly adopted. The contemporaries are astonished at the sudden +assistance they obtained, while a colder posterity nibbles disgustedly +at the works of its masters and teachers, and makes demands which would +never have occurred to it, if the very men criticised had not +accomplished so much. + +And so Winckelmann was recognized by the cultured nations of Europe at a +time when he was sufficiently established at Rome to be honored with the +important position of Director of Antiquities. + +RESTLESSNESS + +Notwithstanding his recognized and often vaunted happiness, Winckelmann +was always tortured by a restlessness which, as its foundations lay deep +in his nature, assumed various forms. + +During the times of his early poverty and his later dependence upon the +bounty of a court and the favor of many a wellwisher, he always limited +himself to the smallest needs, that he might not become dependent or at +least not more dependent than absolutely necessary. In the meantime he +was always strenuously occupied in gaining by his own exertions a +livelihood for the present and for the future, for which at length the +successful illustrated edition of his Monumenti Inediti offered the +fairest hope. + +But these uncertain conditions accustomed him to look for his +subsistence now here, then there; now to accept a position with small +advantage to himself--in the house of a cardinal, in the Vatican or +elsewhere; then, when he saw some other prospect, magnanimously to give +up his place, while looking about for something else and lending an ear +to many a proposition. + +Further, one who lives in Rome is constantly exposed to the passion for +traveling to all parts of the world. He finds himself in the centre of +the ancient world, and the lands most interesting to the investigator of +antiquity lie close about him. Magna Græcia, Sicily, Dalmatia, the +Peloponnesus, Ionia, and Egypt--all of them are, so to say, offered to +the inhabitants of Rome, and awaken an inexpressible longing in one who, +like Winckelmann, was born with the desire to see. This is increased by +the great number of strangers on their passage through Rome making +sensible or useless preparations to travel in these lands, and who on +their return never tire of describing distant wonders and exhibiting +specimens of them. + +And so Winckelmann planned to travel everywhere, partly on his own +responsibility, partly in company with such wealthy travelers as would +recognize the value of a scholarly and talented comrade. + +Another cause of this inner restlessness and discomfort does honor to +his heart--the irresistible longing for absent friends. Upon this the +ardent desire of a man that otherwise lived so much in the present seems +to have been peculiarly concentrated; he sees his friends before him, he +converses with them through letters, he longs for their embraces, and +wishes to repeat the days formerly lived together. + +These wishes, especially directed toward his friends in the North, were +awakened anew by the Peace of Hubertusbury (Feb., 1763). It would have +been his pride to present himself before the great king who had already +honored him with an offer to enter his service; to see again the Prince +of Dessau, whose exalted, reposeful nature he regarded as a gift of God +to the earth; to pay his respects to the Duke of Brunswick, whose great +capacities he well knew how to prize; to praise in person Minister of +State von Münchausen, who had done so much for science, and to admire +his immortal foundation at Göttingen; to rejoice again in the lively and +intimate intercourse with his Swiss friends--such allurements filled his +heart and his imagination; with such images was his mind so long +occupied that he unfortunately followed this impulse and so went to his +death. + +He was devoted body and soul to his Italian lot to such an extent that +every other one seemed insufferable to him. On his former journey, the +cliffs and mountains of Tyrol had interested, yea, delighted him, and +now, on his return to the fatherland, he felt terrified, as if he were +being dragged through the Cimmerian portal and convinced of the +impossibility of continuing his journey. + +DEPARTURE + +And thus upon the highest pinnacle of happiness that he could himself +have wished for, he departed this earth. His fatherland awaited him, his +friends stretched their arms toward him; all the expressions of love +which he so deeply needed, all testimonials of public honor, which he +valued so highly, awaited his appearance, to be heaped upon him. And in +this sense we may count him happy, that from the summit of human +existence he ascended to the blessed, that a momentary shock, a sudden, +quick pain removed him from the living. The infirmities of old age, the +diminution of mental power, he did not experience; the dispersal of the +treasures of art, which he had foretold, although in another sense, did +not occur before his eyes. He lived as a man and departed hence as a +complete man. Now he enjoys in the memory of posterity the advantage of +appearing only as one eternally vigorous and powerful; for in the image +in which a man leaves the earth he wanders among the shadows, and so +Achilles remains for us an ever-striving youth. That Winckelmann +departed so early, works also to our advantage. From his grave the +breath of his power strengthens us, and awakens in us the intense desire +always to continue with zeal and love the work that he has begun. + +[Illustration: GOETHE AND HIS SECRETARY J. J. Schmeller ] + + + + +MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS OF GOETHE[5] + + +TRANSLATED BY BAILEY SAUNDERS + +There is nothing worth thinking but it has been thought before; we must +only try to think it again. + +How can a man come to know himself? Never by thinking, but by doing. Try +to do your duty, and you will know at once what you are worth. But what +is your duty? The claims of the day. + +The longer I live, the more it grieves me to see man, who occupies his +supreme place for the very purpose of imposing his will upon nature, and +freeing himself and his from an outrageous necessity--to see him taken +up with some false notion, and doing just the opposite of what he wants +to do; and then, because the whole bent of his mind is spoilt, bungling +miserably over everything. + +In the works of mankind, as in those of nature, it is really the motive +which is chiefly worth attention. + +In Botany there is a species of plants called Incompletæ; and just in +the same way it can be said there are men who are incomplete and +imperfect. They are those whose desires and struggles are out of +proportion to their actions and achievements. + +It is a great error to take oneself for more than one is, or for less +than one is worth. + +From time to time I meet with a youth in whom I can wish for no +alteration or improvement, only I am sorry to see how often his nature +makes him quite ready to swim with the stream of the time; and it is on +this that I would always insist, that man in his fragile boat has the +rudder placed in his hand, just that he may not be at the mercy of the +waves, but follow the direction of his own insight. + +If I am to listen to another man's opinion, it must be expressed +positively. Of things problematical I have enough in myself. + +Piety is not an end, but a means: a means of attaining the highest +culture by the purest tranquility of soul. Hence it may be observed that +those who set up piety as an end and object are mostly hypocrites. + +Reading ought to mean understanding; writing ought to mean knowing +something; believing ought to mean comprehending; when you desire a +thing, you will have to take it; when you demand it, you will not get +it; and when you are experienced, you ought to be useful to others. + +The stream is friendly to the miller whom it serves; it likes to pour +over the mill wheels; what is the good of it stealing through the valley +in apathy? + +Theory is in itself of no use, except in so far as it makes us believe +in the connection of phenomena. + +"_Le sens common est le génie de l'humanité_." Common-sense, which is +here put forward as the genius of humanity, must be examined first of +all in the way it shows itself. If we inquire the purpose to which +humanity puts it, we find as follows: Humanity is conditioned by needs. +If they are not satisfied, men become impatient; and if they are, it +seems not to affect them. The normal man moves between these two states, +and he applies his understanding--his so-called common sense--to the +satisfaction of his needs. When his needs are satisfied, his task is to +fill up the waste spaces of indifference. Here, too, he is successful, +if his needs are confined to what is nearest and most necessary. But if +they rise and pass beyond the sphere of ordinary wants, common-sense is +no longer sufficient; it is a genius no more, and humanity enters on the +region of error. + +There is no piece of foolishness but it can be corrected by intelligence +or accident; no piece of wisdom but it can miscarry by lack of +intelligence or by accident. + +Justice insists on obligation, law on decorum. Justice weighs and +decides, law superintends and orders. Justice refers to the individual, +law to society. + +The history of knowledge is a great fugue in which the voices of the +nations one after the other emerge. + +If a man is to achieve all that is asked of him, he must take himself +for more than he is, and as long as he does not carry it to an absurd +length, we willingly put up with it. + +People whip curds to see if they cannot make cream of them. + +Wisdom lies only in truth. + +When I err, every one can see it; but not when I lie. + +Before the storm breaks, the dust rises violently for the last time--the +dust that is soon to be laid for ever. + +Men do not come to know one another easily, even with the best will and +the best purpose. And then ill-will comes in and distorts everything. + +In the world the point is, not to know men, but at any given moment to +be cleverer than the man who stands before you. You can prove this at +every fair and from every charlatan. + +Not everywhere where there is water, are there frogs; but where you have +frogs, there you will find water. + +In the formation of species Nature gets, as it were, into a cul-de-sac; +she cannot make her way through, and is disinclined to turn back. Hence +the stubbornness of national character. + +Many a man knocks about on the wall with his hammer, and believes that +he hits the right nail on the head every time. + +Those who oppose intellectual truths do but stir up the fire, and the +cinders fly about and burn what they had else not touched. + +Those from whom we are always learning are rightly called our masters; +but not every one who teaches us deserves this title. + +It is with you as with the sea: the most varied names are given to what +is in the end only salt water. + +It is said that vain self-praise stinks in the nostrils. That may be so; +but for the kind of smell which comes from unjust blame by others the +public has no nose at all. + +There are problematical natures which are equal to no position in which +they find themselves, and which no position satisfies. This it is that +causes that hideous conflict which wastes life and deprives it of all +pleasure. + +Dirt glitters as long as the sun shines. + +He is the happiest man who can set the end of his life in connection +with the beginning. + +A state of things in which every day brings some new trouble is not the +right one. + +The Hindoos of the Desert make a solemn vow to eat no fish. + +To venture an opinion is like moving a piece at chess it may be taken, +but it forms the beginning of a game that is won. + +Truth belongs to the man, error to his age. This is why it has been said +that, while the misfortune of the age caused his error, the force of his +soul made him emerge from the error with glory. + +I pity those who make much ado about the transitory nature of all things +and are lost in the contemplation of earthly vanity: are we not here to +make the transitory permanent? This we can do only if we know how to +value both. + +A rainbow which lasts a quarter of an hour is looked at no more. + +Faith is private capital, kept in one's own house. There are public +savings-banks and loan-offices, which supply individuals in their day of +need; but here the creditor quietly takes his interest for himself. + +During a prolonged study of the lives of various men both great and +small, I came upon this thought: In the web of the world the one may +well be regarded as the warp, the other as the woof. It is the little +men, after all, who give breadth to the web, and the great men firmness +and solidity; perhaps, also, the addition of some sort of pattern. But +the scissors of the Fates determine its length, and to that all the rest +must join in submitting itself. + +Truth is a torch, but a huge one, and so it is only with blinking eyes +that we all of us try to get past it, in actual terror of being burnt. + +The really foolish thing in men who are otherwise intelligent is that +they fail to understand what another person says, when he does not +exactly hit upon the right way of saying it. + +One need only grow old to become gentler in one's judgments. I see no +fault committed which I could not have committed myself. + +Why should those who are happy expect one who is miserable to die before +them in a graceful attitude, like the gladiator before the Roman mob? + +By force of habit we look at a clock that has run down as if it were +still going, and we gaze at the face of a beauty as though she still +loved. + +Dilettantism treated seriously, and knowledge pursued mechanically, end +by becoming pedantry. + +No one but the master can promote the cause of Art. Patrons help the +master--that is right and proper; but that does not always mean that Art +is helped. + +The most foolish of all errors is for clever young men to believe that +they forfeit their originality in recognizing a truth which has already +been recognized by others. + +It is much easier to recognize error than to find truth; for error lies +on the surface and may be overcome; but truth lies in the depths, and to +search for it is not given to every one. + +No one should desire to live in irregular circumstances; but if by +chance a man falls into them, they test his character and show of how +much determination he is capable. + +An honorable man with limited ideas often sees through the rascality of +the most cunning jobber. + +Against criticism a man can neither protest nor defend himself; he must +act in spite of it, and then criticism will gradually yield to him. + +The masses cannot dispense with men of ability, and such men are always +a burden to them. + +If you lay duties upon people and give them no rights, you must pay them +well. + +I can promise to be sincere, but not to be impartial. + +Word and picture are correlatives which are continually in quest of each +other, as is sufficiently evident in the case of metaphors and similes. +So from all time what was said or sung inwardly to the ear had to be +presented equally to the eye. And so in childish days we see word and +picture in continual balance; in the book of the law and in the way of +salvation, in the Bible and in the spelling-book. When something was +spoken which could not be pictured, and something pictured which could +not be spoken, all went well; but mistakes were often made, and a word +was used instead of a picture; and thence arose those monsters of +symbolical mysticism, which are doubly an evil. + +The importunity of young dilettanti must be borne with good-will; for as +they grow old they become the truest worshippers of Art and the Master. + +People have to become really bad before they care for nothing but +mischief, and delight in it. + +Clever people are the best encyclopædia. + +There are people who make no mistakes because they never wish to do +anything worth doing. + +A man cannot live for every one; least of all for those with whom he +would not care to live. + +I should like to be honest with you, without our falling out; but it +will not do. You act wrongly, and fall between two stools; you win no +adherents and lose your friends. What is to be the end of it? + +If a clever man commits a folly, it is not a small one. + +I went on troubling myself about general ideas until I learnt to +understand the particular achievements of the best men. + +The errors of a man are what make him really lovable. + +As in Rome there is, apart from the Romans, a population of statues, so +apart from this real world there is a world of illusion, almost more +potent, in which most men live. + +Mankind is like the Red Sea; the staff has scarcely parted the waves +asunder before they flow together again. Thoughts come back; beliefs +persist; facts pass by never to return. + +Of all peoples, the Greeks have dreamt the dream of life the best. + +We readily bow to antiquity, but not to posterity. It is only a father +that does not grudge talent to his son. The whole art of living consists +in giving up existence in order to exist. + +All our pursuits and actions are a wearying process. Well is it for him +who wearies not. + +Hope is the second soul of the unhappy. + +At all times it has not been the age, but individuals alone, who have +worked for knowledge. It was the age which put Socrates to death by +poison, the age which burnt Huss. The ages have always remained alike. + +If a man knows where to get good advice, it is as though he could supply +it himself. + +A man must pay dear for his errors if he wishes to get rid of them, and +even then he is lucky. + +Enthusiasm is of the greatest value, so long as we are not carried away +by it. + +Error is related to truth as sleep to waking. I have observed that on +awakening from error a man turns again to truth as with new vigor. + +Every one suffers who does not work for himself. A man works for others +to have them share in his joy. + +Common-sense is born pure in the healthy man, is self-developed, and is +revealed by a resolute perception and recognition of what is necessary +and useful. Practical men and women avail themselves of it with +confidence. Where it is absent, both sexes find anything necessary when +they desire it, and useful when it gives them pleasure. + +All men, as they attain freedom, give play to their errors. The strong +do too much, and the weak too little. + +The conflict of the old, the existing, the continuing, with development, +improvement and reform, is always the same. Order of every kind turns at +last to pedantry, and to get rid of the one, people destroy the other; +and so it goes on for a while, until people perceive that order must be +established anew. Classicism and Romanticism; close corporations and +freedom of trade; the maintenance of large estates and the division of +the land--it is always the same conflict which ends by producing a new +one. The best policy of those in power would be so to moderate this +conflict as to let it right itself without the destruction of either +element. But this has not been granted to men, and it seems not to be +the will of God. + +A great work limits us for the moment, because we feel it above our +powers; and only in so far as we afterward incorporate it with our +culture, and make it part of our mind and heart, does it become a dear +and worthy object. + +There are many things in the world that are at once good and excellent, +but they do not come into contact. + +When men have to do with women, they get spun off like a distaff. + +It may well be that a man is at times horribly threshed by misfortunes, +public and private: but the reckless flail of Fate, when it beats the +rich sheaves, crushes only the straw; and the corn feels nothing of it +and dances merrily on the floor, careless whether its way is to the mill +or the furrow. + +In the matter of knowledge, it has happened to me as to one who rises +early and in the dark impatiently awaits the dawn and then the sun, but +is blinded when it appears. + +People often say to themselves in life that they should avoid a variety +of occupation, and, more particularly, be the less willing to enter upon +new work the older they grow. But it is easy to talk, easy to give +advice to oneself and others. To grow old is itself to enter upon a new +business; all the circumstances change, and a man must either cease +acting altogether, or willingly and consciously take over the new rôle. + +To live in a great idea means to treat the impossible as though it were +possible. It is just the same with a strong character; and when an idea +and a character meet, things arise which fill the world with wonder for +thousands of years. + +Napoleon lived wholly in a great idea, but he was unable to take +conscious hold of it. After utterly disavowing all ideals and denying +them any reality, he zealously strove to realize them. His clear, +incorruptible intellect could not, however, tolerate such a perpetual +conflict within; and there is much value in the thoughts which he was +compelled, as it were, to utter, and which are expressed very peculiarly +and with much charm. + +Man is placed as a real being in the midst of a real world, and endowed +with such organs that he can perceive and produce the real and also the +possible. + +All healthy men have the conviction of their own existence and of an +existence around them. However, even the brain contains a hollow spot, +that is to say, a place in which no object is mirrored; just as in the +eye itself there is a little spot that does not see. If a man pays +particular attention to this spot and is absorbed in it, he falls into a +state of mental sickness, has presentiments of 'things of another +world,' which are, in reality, no things at all, possessing neither form +nor limit, but alarming him like dark, empty tracts of night, and +pursuing him as something more than phantoms, if he does not tear +himself free from them. + +To the several perversities of the day a man should always oppose only +the great masses of universal history. That we have many criticisms to +make on those who visit us, and that, as soon as they depart, we pass no +very amiable judgment upon them, seems to me almost natural; for we +have, so to speak, a right to measure them by our own standard. Even +intelligent and fair-minded men hardly refrain from sharp censure on +such occasions. + +But if, on the contrary, we have been in their homes, and have seen them +in their surroundings and habits and the circumstances which are +necessary and inevitable for them; if we have seen the kind of influence +they exert on those around them, or how they behave, it is only +ignorance and ill-will that can find food for ridicule in what must +appear to us in more than one sense worthy of respect. + +Women's society is the element of good manners. + +The most privileged position, in life as in society, is that of an +educated soldier. Rough warriors, at any rate, remain true to their +character, and as great strength is usually the cover for good nature, +we get on with them at need. + +No one would come into a room with spectacles on his nose, if he knew +that women at once lose any inclination to look at or talk to him. + +There is no outward sign of politeness that will be found to lack some +deep moral foundation. The right kind of education would be that which +conveyed the sign and the foundation at the same time. + +A man's manners are the mirror in which he shows his portrait. + +Against the great superiority of another there is no remedy but love. + +It is a terrible thing for an eminent man to be gloried in by fools. + +It is said that no man is a hero to his valet. That is only because a +hero can be recognized only by a hero. The valet will probably know how +to appreciate his like--his fellow-valet. + +Fools and wise folk are alike harmless. It is the half-wise, and the +half-foolish, who are the most dangerous. + +To see a difficult thing lightly handled gives us the impression of the +impossible. + +Difficulties increase the nearer we come to our aim. + +Sowing is not so painful as reaping. + +If any one meets us who owes us a debt of gratitude, it immediately +crosses our mind. How often can we meet some one to whom we owe +gratitude, without thinking of it! + +To communicate oneself is Nature; to receive a communication as it is +given is Culture. + +Contradiction and flattery make, both of them, bad conversation. + +By nothing do men show their character more than by the things they +laugh at. + +An intelligent man finds almost everything ridiculous, a wise man hardly +anything. + +A man well on in years was reproved for still troubling himself about +young women. "It is the only means," he replied, "of regaining one's +youth; and that is something every one wishes to do." + +A man does not mind being blamed for his faults, and being punished for +them, and he patiently suffers much for the sake of them; but he becomes +impatient if he is required to give them up. + +Passion is enhanced and tempered by avowal. In nothing, perhaps, is the +middle course more desirable than in confidence and reticence toward +those we love. + +To sit in judgment on the departed is never likely to be equitable. We +all suffer from life; who, except God, can call us to account? Let not +their faults and sufferings, but what they have accomplished and done, +occupy the survivors. + +It is failings that show human nature, and merits that distinguish the +individual; faults and misfortunes we all have in common; virtues belong +to each one separately. + +It would not be worth while to see seventy years if all the wisdom of +this world were foolishness with God. The true is Godlike; we do not see +it itself; we must guess at it through its manifestations. + +The real scholar learns how to evolve the unknown from the known, and +draws near the master. + +In the smithy the iron is softened by blowing up the fire, and taking +the dross from the bar. As soon as it is purified, it is beaten and +pressed, and becomes firm again by the addition of fresh water. The same +thing happens to a man at the hands of his teacher. + +What belongs to a man he cannot get rid of, even though he throws it +away. + +Of true religions there are only two: one of them recognizes and +worships the Holy that, without form or shape, dwells in and around us; +and the other recognizes and worships it in its fairest form. Everything +that lies between these two is idolatry. + +The Saints were all at once driven from heaven; and senses, thought and +heart were turned from a divine mother with a tender child, to the grown +man doing good and suffering evil, who was later transfigured into a +being half-divine in its nature, and then recognized and honored as God +himself. He stood against a background where the Creator had opened out +the universe; a spiritual influence went out from him; his sufferings +were adopted as an example, and his transfiguration was the pledge of +ever-lastingness. + +As a coal is revived by incense, so prayer revives the hopes of the +heart. + +From a strict point of view we must have a reformation of ourselves +every day, and protest against others, even though it be in no religious +sense. + +It should be our earnest endeavor to use words coinciding as closely as +possible with what we feel, see, think, experience, imagine and reason. +It is an endeavor which we cannot evade, and which is daily to be +renewed. + +Let every man examine himself, and he will find this a much harder task +than he might suppose; for, unhappily, a man usually takes words as mere +make-shifts; his knowledge and his thought are in most cases better than +his method of expression. + +False, irrelevant, and futile ideas may arise in ourselves and others, +or find their way into us from without. Let us persist in the effort to +remove them as far as we can, by plain and honest purpose. + +Where I cannot be moral, my power is gone. + +A man is not deceived by others; he deceives himself. + +Laws are all made by old people and by men. Youths and women want the +exceptions, old people the rules. + +Chinese, Indian and Egyptian antiquities are never more than +curiosities; it is well to make acquaintance with them; but in point of +moral and æsthetic culture they can help us little. + +The German runs no greater danger than to advance with and by the +example of his neighbors. There is perhaps no nation that is fitter for +the process of self-development; so that it has proved of the greatest +advantage to Germany to have obtained the notice of the world so late. + +The greatest difficulties lie where we do not look for them. + +The mind endowed with active powers and keeping with a practical object +to the task that lies nearest, is the worthiest there is on earth. + +Perfection is the measure of heaven, and the wish to be perfect the +measure of man. + +When a great idea enters the world as a Gospel, it becomes an offense to +the multitude, which stagnates in pedantry; and to those who have much +learning, but little depth, it is folly. + +You may recognize the utility of an idea, and yet not quite understand +how to make a perfect use of it. + +_Credo Deum_! That is a fine, a worthy thing to say; but to recognize +God where and as he reveals himself, is the only true bliss on earth. + +Kepler said: 'My wish is that I may perceive the God whom I find +everywhere in the external world, in like manner also within and inside +me.' The good man was not aware that, in that very moment, the divine in +him stood in the closest connection with the divine in the Universe. + +What is predestination? It is this: God is mightier and wiser than we +are, and so he does with us as he pleases. + +Toleration should, strictly speaking, be only a passing mood; it ought +to lead to acknowledgment and appreciation. To tolerate a person is to +affront him. + +Faith, Love and Hope once felt, in a quiet sociable hour, a plastic +impulse in their nature; they worked together and created a lovely +image, a Pandora in the higher sense, Patience. + +'I stumbled over the roots of the tree which I planted.' It must have +been an old forester who said that. + +Does the sparrow know how the stork feels? + +Lamps make oil spots, and candles want snuffing; it is only the light of +heaven that shines pure and leaves no stain. + +If you miss the first button-hole, you will not succeed in buttoning up +your coat. + +A burnt child dreads the fire; an old man who has often been singed is +afraid of warming himself. + +It is not worth while to do anything for the world that we have with us, +as the existing order may in a moment pass away. It is for the past and +the future that we must work: for the past, to acknowledge its merits; +for the future, to try to increase its value. + +Let no one think that people have waited for him as for the Savior. + +Character in matters great and small consists in a man steadily pursuing +the things of which he feels himself capable. + +Can a nation become ripe? That is a strange question. I would answer, +Yes! if all the men could be born thirty years of age. But as youth will +always be too forward and old age too backward, the really mature man is +always hemmed in between them, and has to resort to strange devices to +make his way through. + +The most important matters of feeling as of reason, of experience as of +reflection, should be treated of only by word of mouth. The spoken word +at once dies if it is not kept alive by some other word following on it +and suited to the hearer. Observe what happens in social converse. If +the word is not dead when it reaches the hearer, he murders it at once +by a contradiction, a stipulation, a condition, a digression, an +interruption, and all the thousand tricks of conversation. With the +written word the case is still worse. No one cares to read anything to +which he is not already to some extent accustomed; he demands the known +and the familiar under an altered form. Still, the written word has this +advantage, that it lasts and can await the time when it is allowed to +take effect. + +Opponents fancy they refute us when they repeat their own opinion and +pay no attention to ours. + +It is with history as with nature and with everything of any depth, it +may be past, present or future: the further we seriously pursue it, the +more difficult are the problems that appear. + +Every phenomenon is within our reach if we treat it as an inclined +plane, which is of easy ascent, though the thick end of the wedge may be +steep and inaccessible. + +If a man would enter upon some course of knowledge, he must either be +deceived or deceive himself, unless external necessity irresistibly +determines him. Who would become a physician if, at one and the same +time, he saw before him all the horrible sights that await him? + +Literature is a fragment of fragments: the least of what happened and +was spoken, has been written; and of the things that have been written, +very few have been preserved. + +And yet, with all the fragmentary nature of literature, we find +thousandfold repetition; which shows how limited is man's mind and +destiny. + +We must remember that there are many men who, without being productive, +are anxious to say something important, and the results are most +curious. + +Some books seem to have been written, not to teach us anything, but to +let us know that the author has known something. + +An author can show no greater respect for his public than by never +bringing it what it expects, but what he himself thinks right and proper +in that stage of his own and others' culture in which for the time he +finds himself. + +That glorious hymn, _Veni Creator Spiritus_, is really an appeal to +genius. That is why it speaks so powerfully to men of intellect and +power. + +Translators are like busy match-makers; they sing the praises of some +half-veiled beauty, and extol her charms, and arouse an irresistible +longing for the original. + +My relations with Schiller rested on the decided tendency of both of us +toward a single aim, and our common activity rested on the diversity of +the means by which we endeavored to attain that aim. + +The best that history gives us is the enthusiasm it arouses. + +We really learn only from those books which we cannot criticise. The +author of a book which we could criticise would have to learn from us. + +That is the reason why the Bible will never lose its power; because, as +long as the world lasts, no one can stand up and say: I grasp it as a +whole and understand all the parts of it. But we say humbly: as a whole +it is worthy of respect, and in all its parts it is applicable. + +There is and will be much discussions as to the use and harm of +circulating the Bible. One thing is clear to me mischief will result, as +heretofore, by using it fantastically as a system of dogma; benefit, as +heretofore, by a loving acceptance of its teachings. + +I am convinced that the Bible will always be more beautiful the more it +is understood; the more, that is, we see and observe that every word +which we take in a general sense and apply specially to ourselves, had, +under certain circumstances of time and place, a peculiar, special and +directly individual reference. + +If one has not read the newspapers for some months and then reads them +altogether, one sees, as one never saw before, how much time is wasted +with this kind of literature. + +Shakespeare's Henry IV. If everything were lost that has ever been +preserved to us of this kind of writing, the arts of poetry and rhetoric +could be completely restored out of this one play. + +Shakespeare's finest dramas are wanting here and there in facility: they +are something more than they should be, and for that very reason +indicate the great poet. + +The dignity of Art appears perhaps most conspicuously in Music; for in +Music there is no material to be deducted. It is wholly form and +intrinsic value, and it raises and ennobles all that it expresses. + +It is only by Art, and especially by Poetry, that the imagination is +regulated. Nothing is more frightful than imagination without taste. + +Art rests upon a kind of religious sense; it is deeply and ineradicably +in earnest. Thus it is that Art so willingly goes hand in hand with +Religion. + +A noble philosopher spoke of architecture as frozen music; and it was +inevitable that many people should shake their heads over his remark. We +believe that no better repetition of this fine thought can be given than +by calling architecture a speechless music. + +In every artist there is a germ of daring, without which no talent is +conceivable. + +Higher aims are in themselves more valuable, even if unfulfilled, than +lower ones quite attained. + +In every Italian school the butterfly breaks loose from the chrysalis. + +Let us be many-sided! Turnips are good, but they are best mixed with +chestnuts. And these two noble products of the earth grow far apart. + +In the presence of Nature even moderate talent is always possessed of +insight; hence drawings from Nature that are at all carefully done +always give pleasure. + +A man cannot well stand by himself, and so he is glad to join a party; +because if he does not find rest there, he at any rate finds quiet and +safety. + +It is difficult to know how to treat the errors of the age. If a man +oppose them, he stands alone; if he surrender to them, they bring him +neither joy nor credit. + +There are some hundred Christian sects, every one of them acknowledging +God and the Lord in its own way, without troubling themselves further +about one another. In the study of nature, nay, in every study, things +must of necessity come to the same pass. For what is the meaning of +every one speaking of toleration, and trying to prevent others from +thinking and expressing themselves after their own fashion? + +We more readily confess to errors, mistakes and short-comings in our +conduct than in our thought. And the reason of it is that the +conscience is humble and even takes a pleasure in being ashamed. But the +intellect is proud, and if forced to recant is driven to despair. * * * + +This also explains how it is that truths which have been recognized are +at first tacitly admitted, and then gradually spread, so that the very +thing which was obstinately denied appears at last as something quite +natural. + +Ignorant people raise questions which were answered by the wise +thousands of years ago. + +Our advice is that every man should remain in the path he has struck out +for himself, and refuse to be overawed by authority, hampered by +prevalent opinion, or carried away by fashion. + +Every investigator must, before all things, look upon himself as one who +is summoned to serve on a jury. He has only to consider how far the +statement of the case is complete and clearly set forth by the evidence. +Then he draws his conclusion and gives his vote, whether it be that his +opinion coincides with that of the foreman or not. + +The history of philosophy, of science, of religion, all shows that +opinions spread in masses, but that that always comes to the front +which is more easily grasped, that is to say, is most suited and +agreeable to the human mind in its ordinary condition. Nay, he who has +practised self-culture in the higher sense may always reckon upon +meeting an adverse majority. + +What is a musical string, and all its mechanical division, in comparison +with the musician's ear? May we not also say, what are the elementary +phenomena of nature itself compared with man, who must control and +modify them all before he can in any way assimilate them to himself? + +Everything that we call Invention or Discovery in the higher sense of +the word is the serious exercise and activity of an original feeling for +truth, which, after a long course of silent cultivation, suddenly +flashes out into fruitful knowledge. It is a revelation working from +within on the outer world, and lets a man feel that he is made in the +image of God. It is a synthesis of World and Mind, giving the most +blessed assurance of the eternal harmony of things. + +A man must cling to the belief that the incomprehensible is +comprehensible; otherwise he would not try to fathom it. A man does not +need to have seen or experienced everything himself. But if he is to +commit himself to another's experiences and his way of putting them, let +him consider that he has to do with three things--the object in question +and two subjects. + +If we look at the problems raised by Aristotle, we are astonished at his +gift of observation. What wonderful eyes the Greeks had for many things! +Only they committed the mistake of being overhasty, of passing +straightway from the phenomenon to the explanation of it, and thereby +produced certain theories that are quite inadequate. But this is the +mistake of all times, and still made in our own day. + +Hypotheses are cradle-songs by which the teacher lulls his scholars to +sleep. The thoughtful and honest observer is always learning more and +more of his limitations; he sees that the further knowledge spreads, +the more numerous are the problems that make their appearance. + +If many a man did not feel obliged to repeat what is untrue, because he +has said it once, the world would have been quite different. + +There is nothing more odious than the majority; it consists of a few +powerful men to lead the way; of accommodating rascals and submissive +weaklings; and of a mass of men who trot after them, without in the +least knowing their own mind. + +When I observe the luminous progress and expansion of natural science in +modern times, I seem to myself like a traveler going eastward at dawn, +and gazing at the growing light with joy, but also with impatience; +looking forward with longing to the advent of the full and final light, +but, nevertheless, having to turn away his eyes when the sun appeared, +unable to bear the splendor he had awaited with so much desire. + +We praise the eighteenth century for concerning itself chiefly with +analysis. The task remaining to the nineteenth is to discover the false +syntheses which prevail, and to analyze their contents anew. + +A school may be regarded as a single individual who talks to himself for +a hundred years, and takes an extraordinary pleasure in his own being, +however foolish and silly it may be. + +In science it is a service of the highest merit to seek out those +fragmentary truths attained by the ancients, and to develop them +further. + +Nature fills all space with her limitless productivity. If we observe +merely our own earth, everything that we call evil and unfortunate is so +because Nature cannot provide room for everything that comes into +existence, and still less endow it with permanence. + +The finest achievement for a man of thought is to have fathomed what may +be fathomed, and quietly to revere the unfathomable. + +There are two things of which a man cannot be careful enough: of +obstinacy, if he confines himself to his own line of thought; of +incompetency, if he goes beyond it. + +The century advances; but every individual begins anew. + +What friends do with us and for us is a real part of our life; for it +strengthens and advances our personality. The assault of our enemies is +not part of our life; it is only part of our experience; we throw it off +and guard ourselves against it as against frost, storm, rain, hail or +any other of the external evils which may be expected to happen. + +A man cannot live with every one, and therefore he cannot live for every +one. To see this truth aright is to place a high value upon one's +friends, and not to hate or persecute one's enemies. Nay, there is +hardly any greater advantage for a man to gain than to find out, if he +can, the merits of his opponents: it gives him a decided ascendency over +them. + +Every one knows how to value what he has attained in life; most of all +the man who thinks and reflects in his old age. He has a comfortable +feeling that it is something of which no one can rob him. + +The best metempsychosis is for us to appear again in others. + +It is very seldom that we satisfy ourselves; all the more consoling is +it to have satisfied others. + +We look back upon our life only as on a thing of broken pieces, because +our misses and failures are always the first to strike us, and outweigh +in our imagination what we have done and attained. + +Nature! We are surrounded by her and locked in her clasp--powerless to +leave her, and powerless to come closer to her. Unasked and unwarned she +takes us up into the whirl of her dance, and hurries on with us till we +are weary and fall from her arms. + +We live in the midst of her and are strangers. She speaks to us +unceasingly and betrays not her secret. + +We are always influencing her and yet can do her no violence. + +Individuality seems to be all her aim, and she cares naught for +individuals. She is always building and always destroying, and her +work-shop is not to be approached. + +Nature lives in her children only, and the mother, where is she? She is +the sole artist--out of the simplest materials the greatest diversity; +attaining, with no trace of effort, the finest perfection, the closest +precision, always softly veiled. Each of her works has an essence of its +own; every shape that she takes is in idea utterly isolated; and yet all +forms one. + +She plays a drama; whether she sees it herself, we know not; and yet she +plays it for us who stand but a little way off. + +She has thought, and she ponders unceasingly; not as a man, but as +Nature. The meaning of the whole she keeps to herself, and no one can +learn it of her. + +She rejoices in illusion. If a man destroys this in himself and others, +she punishes him like the hardest tyrant. If he follows her in +confidence, she presses him to her heart as if it were her child. + +Her children are numberless. To no one of them is she altogether +niggardly; but she has her favorites, on whom she lavishes much, and for +whom she makes many a sacrifice. Over the great she has spread the +shield of her protection. + +She spurts forth her creatures out of nothing, and tells them not whence +they come and whither they go. They have only to go their way; she knows +the path. + +The drama she plays is always new, because she is always bringing new +spectators. Life is her fairest invention, and Death is her device for +having life in abundance. + +She envelops man in darkness, and urges him constantly to the light. She +makes him dependent on the earth, heavy and sluggish, and always rouses +him up afresh. + +She creates wants, because she loves movement. How marvelous that she +gains it all so easily! Every want is a benefit, soon satisfied, soon +growing again. If she gives more, it is a new source of desire; but the +balance quickly rights itself. + +She lets every child work at her, every fool judge of her, and thousands +pass her by and see nothing; and she has her joy in them all, and in +them all finds her account. + +Man obeys her laws even in opposing them; he works with her even when he +wants to work against her. + +Speech or language she has none; but she creates tongues and hearts +through which she feels and speaks. + +Her crown is Love. Only through Love can we come near her. She puts +gulfs between all things, and all things strive to be interfused. She +isolates everything, that she may draw everything together. With a few +draughts from the cup of Love she repays for a life full of trouble. + +She is all things. She rewards herself and punishes herself; and in +herself rejoices and is distressed. She is rough and gentle, loving and +terrible, powerless and almighty. In her everything is always present. +Past or Future she knows not. The present is her Eternity. She is kind. +I praise her with all her works. She is wise and still. No one can force +her to explain herself, or frighten her into a gift that she does not +give willingly. She is crafty, but for a good end; and it is best not to +notice her cunning. + +She is whole, and yet never finished. As she works now, so can she work +forever. + +She has placed me in this world; she will also lead me out of it. I +trust myself to her. She may do with me as she pleases. She will not +hate her work. I did not speak of her. No! what is true and what is +false, she has spoken it all. Everything is her fault, everything is her +merit. + + + +ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATIONS WITH GOETHE[6] + +(Extracts from the Author's Preface.) TRANSLATED BY JOHN OXENFORD + +This collection of Conversations with Goethe took its rise chiefly from +an impulse, natural to my mind, to appropriate to myself by writing any +part of my experience which strikes me as valuable or remarkable. + +Moreover, I felt constantly the need of instruction, not only when I +first met with that extraordinary man, but also after I had lived with +him for years; and I loved to seize on the import of his words, and to +note it down, that I might possess them for the rest of my life. + +When I think how rich and full were the communications by which he made +me so happy for a period of nine years, and now observe how small a part +I have retained in writing, I seem to myself like a child who, +endeavoring to catch the refreshing spring shower with open hands, finds +that the greater part of it runs through his fingers. + + * * * * * + +I think that these conversations not only contain many valuable +explanations and instructions on science, art, and practical life, but +that these sketches of Goethe, taken directly from life, will be +especially serviceable in completing the portrait which each reader may +have formed of Goethe from his manifold works. + +Still, I am far from imagining that the whole internal Goethe is here +adequately portrayed. We may, with propriety, compare this extraordinary +mind and man to a many-sided diamond, which in each direction shines +with a different hue. And as, under different circumstances and with +different persons, he became another being, so I, too, can only say, in +a very modest sense, this is _my_ Goethe. + + * * * * * + +[Illustration: GOETHE'S STUDY] + +My relation to him was peculiar, and of a very intimate kind: it was +that of the scholar to the master; of the son to the father; of the poor +in culture to the rich in culture. He drew me into his own circle, and +let me participate in the mental and bodily enjoyments of a higher state +of existence. Sometimes I saw him but once a week, when I visited him in +the evening; sometimes every day, when I had the happiness to dine with +him either alone or in company. His conversation was as varied as his +works. He was always the same, and always different. Now he was occupied +by some great idea, and his words flowed forth rich and inexhaustible; +they were often like a garden in spring where all is in blossom, and +where one is so dazzled by the general brilliancy that one does not +think of gathering a nosegay. At other times, on the contrary, he was +taciturn and laconic, as if a cloud pressed upon his soul; nay, there +were days when it seemed as if he were filled with icy coldness, and a +keen wind was sweeping over plains of frost and snow. When one saw him +again he was again like a smiling summer's day, when all the warblers of +the wood joyously greet us from hedges and bushes, when the cuckoo's +voice resounds through the blue sky, and the brook ripples through +flowery meadows. Then it was a pleasure to hear him; his presence then +had a beneficial influence, and the heart expanded at his words. + +Winter and summer, age and youth, seemed with him to be engaged in a +perpetual strife and change; nevertheless, it was admirable in him, when +from seventy to eighty years old, that youth always recovered the +ascendancy; those autumnal and wintry days I have indicated were only +rare exceptions. + +His self-control was great--nay, it formed a prominent peculiarity in +his character. It was akin to that lofty deliberation (_Besonnenheit_) +through which he always succeeded in mastering his material, and giving +his single works that artistical finish which we admire in them. Through +the same quality he was often concise and circumspect, not only in many +of his writings, but also in his oral expressions. When, however, in +happy moments, a more powerful demon[7] was active within him, and that +self-control abandoned him, his discourse rolled forth with youthful +impetuosity, like a mountain cataract. In such moments he expressed what +was best and greatest in his abundant nature, and such moments are to be +understood when his earlier friends say of him, that his spoken words +were better than those which he wrote and printed. Thus Marmontel said +of Diderot, that whoever knew him from his writings only knew him but +half; but that as soon as he became animated in actual conversation he +was incomparable, and irresistibly carried his hearers along. + + * * * * * + +1823 + +_Weimar, June 10.[8]--I arrived here a few days ago, but did not see +Goethe till today. He received me with great cordiality; and the +impression he made on me was such, that I consider this day as one of +the happiest in my life. + +Yesterday, when I called to inquire, he fixed today at twelve o'clock as +the time when he would be glad to see me. I went at the appointed time, +and found a servant waiting for me, preparing to conduct me to him. + +The interior of the house made a very pleasant impression upon me; +without being showy, everything was extremely simple and noble; even the +casts from antique statues, placed upon the stairs, indicated Goethe's +especial partiality for plastic art, and for Grecian antiquity. I saw +several ladies moving busily about in the lower part of the house, and +one of Ottilie's beautiful boys, who came familiarly up to me, and +looked fixedly in my face. + +After I had cast a glance around, I ascended the stairs, with the very +talkative servant, to the first floor. + +He opened a room, on the threshold of which the motto _Salve_ was +stepped over as a good omen of a friendly welcome. He led me through +this apartment and opened another, somewhat more spacious, where he +requested me to wait, while he went to announce me to his master. The +air here was most cool and refreshing; on the floor was spread a carpet; +the room was furnished with a crimson sofa and chairs, which gave a +cheerful aspect; on one side stood a piano; and the walls were adorned +with many pictures and drawings, of various sorts and sizes. + +Through an open door opposite, one looked into a farther room, also hung +with pictures, through which the servant had gone to announce me. + +It was not long before Goethe came in, dressed in a blue frock-coat, and +with shoes. What a sublime form! The impression upon me was surprising. +But he soon dispelled all uneasiness by the kindest words. We sat down +on the sofa. I felt in a happy perplexity, through his look and his +presence, and could say little or nothing. + +He began by speaking of my manuscript. "I have just come from _you_," +said he; "I have been reading your writing all the morning; it needs no +recommendation--it recommends itself." He praised the clearness of the +style, the flow of the thought, and the peculiarity that all rested on a +solid basis and had been thoroughly considered. "I will soon forward +it," said he; "today I shall write to Cotta by post, and send him the +parcel tomorrow." I thanked him with words and looks. + +We then talked of my proposed excursion. I told him that my design was +to go into the Rhineland, where I intended to stay at a suitable place, +and write something new. First, however, I would go to Jena, and there +await Herr von Cotta's answer. + +Goethe asked whether I had acquaintance in Jena. I replied that I hoped +to come in contact with Herr von Knebel; on which he promised me a +letter which would insure me a more favorable reception. "And, indeed," +said he, "while you are in Jena, we shall be near neighbors, and can see +or write to one another as often as we please." We sat a long while +together, in a tranquil, affectionate mood. I was close to him; I forgot +to speak for looking at him--I could not look enough. His face is so +powerful and brown! full of wrinkles, and each wrinkle full of +expression! And everywhere there is such nobleness and firmness, such +repose and greatness! He spoke in a slow, composed manner, such as you +would expect from an aged monarch. You perceive by his air that he +reposes upon himself, and is elevated far above both praise and blame. I +was extremely happy near him; I felt becalmed like one who, after many +toils and tedious expectations, finally sees his dearest wishes +gratified. + +_Thursday, September_ 18.--"The world is so great and rich, and life so +full of variety, that you can never want occasions for poems. But they +must all be occasional[9] poems; that is to say, reality must give both +impulse and material for their production. A particular case becomes +universal and poetic by the very circumstance that it is treated by a +poet. All my poems are occasional poems, suggested by real life, and +having therein a firm foundation. I attach no value to poems snatched +out of the air. + +"Let no one say that reality wants poetical interest; for in this the +poet proves his vocation, that he has the art to win from a common +subject an interesting side. Reality must give the motive, the points to +be expressed, the kernel, as I may say; but to work out of it a +beautiful, animated whole, belongs to the poet. You know Fürnstein, +called the Poet of Nature; he has written the prettiest poem possible, +on the cultivation of hops. + +"I have now proposed to him to make songs for the different crafts of +working-men, particularly a weaver's song, and I am sure he will do it +well, for he has lived among such people from his youth; he understands +the subject thoroughly, and is therefore master of his material. That is +exactly the advantage of small works; you need only choose those +subjects of which you are master. With a great poem, this cannot be: no +part can be evaded; all which belongs to the animation of the whole, and +is interwoven into the plan, must be represented with precision. In +youth, however, the knowledge of things is only one-sided. A great work +requires many-sidedness, and on that rock the young author splits." + +[Illustration: THE GARDEN AT GOETHE'S CITY HOUSE WEIMAR After a Water +Color by PETER WOLTZE] + +I told Goethe that I had contemplated writing a great poem upon the +seasons, in which I might interweave the employments and amusements of +all classes. "Here is the very case in point," replied Goethe; "you may +succeed in many parts, but fail in others which refer to what you have +not duly investigated. Perhaps you would do the fisherman well, and the +huntsman ill; and if you fail anywhere, the whole is a failure, however +good single parts may be, and you have not produced a perfect work. Give +separately the single parts to which you are equal, and you make sure of +something good. + +"I especially warn you against great inventions of your own; for then +you would try to give a view of things, and for that purpose youth is +seldom ripe. Further, character and views detach themselves as sides +from the poet's mind, and deprive him of the fulness requisite for +future productions. And, finally, how much time is lost in invention, +internal arrangement, and combination, for which nobody thanks us, even +supposing our work is happily accomplished. + +"With a _given_ material, on the other hand, all goes easier and better. +Facts and characters being provided, the poet has only the task of +animating the whole. He preserves his own fulness, for he needs to part +with but little of himself, and there is much less loss of time and +power, since he has only the trouble of execution. Indeed, I would +advise the choice of subjects which have been worked before. How many +Iphigenias have been written! yet they are all different, for each +writer considers and arranges the subject differently; namely, after his +own fashion. + +"But, for the present, you had better lay aside all great undertakings. +You have striven long enough; it is time that you should enter into the +cheerful period of life, and for the attainment of this, the working out +of small subjects is the best expedient." + +_Sunday, October_ 19.--Today, I dined for the first time with Goethe. No +one was present except Frau von Goethe, Fräulein Ulrica, and little +Walter, and thus we were all very comfortable. Goethe appeared now +solely as father of a family, helping to all the dishes, carving the +roast fowls with great dexterity, and not forgetting between whiles to +fill the glasses. We had much lively chat about the theatre, young +English people, and other topics of the day; Fräulein Ulrica was +especially lively and entertaining. Goethe was generally silent, coming +out only now and then with some pertinent remark. From time to time he +glanced at the newspaper, now and then reading us some passages, +especially about the progress of the Greeks. + +They then talked about the necessity of my learning English, and Goethe +earnestly advised me to do so, particularly on account of Lord Byron; +saying, that a character of such eminence had never existed before, and +probably would never come again. They discussed the merits of the +different teachers here, but found none with a thoroughly good +pronunciation; on which account they deemed it better to go to some +young Englishman. + +After dinner, Goethe showed me some experiments relating to his theory +of colors. The subject was, however, new to me; I neither understood +the phenomena, nor what he said about them. Nevertheless, I hoped that +the future would afford me leisure and opportunity to initiate myself a +little into this science. + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, November_ 13.--Some days ago, as I was walking one fine +afternoon towards Erfurt, I was joined by an elderly man, whom I +supposed, from his appearance, to be an opulent citizen. We had not +talked together long, before the conversation turned upon Goethe. I +asked him whether he knew Goethe. "Know him?" said he, with some +delight; "I was his valet almost twenty years!" He then launched into +the praises of his former master. I begged to hear something of Goethe's +youth, and he gladly consented to gratify me. + +"When I first lived with him," said he, "he might have been about +twenty-seven years old; he was thin, nimble, and elegant in his person. +I could easily have carried him in my arms." + +I asked whether Goethe, in that early part of his life here, had not +been very gay. "Certainly," replied he; "he was always gay with the gay, +but never when they passed a certain limit; in that case he usually +became grave. Always working and seeking; his mind always bent on art +and science; that was generally the way with my master. The duke often +visited him in the evening, and then they often talked on learned topics +till late at night, so that I got extremely tired, and wondered when the +duke would go. Even then he was interested in natural science. + +"One time he rang in the middle of the night, and when I entered his +room I found he had rolled his iron bed to the window, and was lying +there, looking out upon the heavens. 'Have you seen nothing in the sky?' +asked he; and when I answered in the negative, he bade me run to the +guard-house, and ask the man on duty if he had seen nothing. I went +there; the guard said he had seen nothing, and I returned with this +answer to my master, who was still in the same position, lying in his +bed, and gazing upon the sky. 'Listen,' said he to me; 'this is an +important moment; there is now an earthquake, or one is just going to +take place;' then he made me sit down on the bed, and showed me by what +signs he knew this." + +I asked the good old man "what sort of weather it was." "It was very +cloudy," he replied; "no air stirring; very still and sultry." + +I asked if he at once believed there was an earthquake on Goethe's word. + +"Yes," said he, "I believed it, for things always happened as he said +they would. Next day he related his observations at court, when a lady +whispered to her neighbor, 'Only listen, Goethe is dreaming.' But the +duke, and all the men present, believed Goethe, and the correctness of +his observations was soon confirmed; for, in a few weeks, the news came +that a part of Messina, on that night, had been destroyed by an +earthquake." + +_Friday, November_ 14.--Towards evening Goethe sent me an invitation to +call upon him. Humboldt, he said, was at court, and therefore I should +be all the more welcome. I found him, as I did some days ago, sitting in +his armchair; he gave me a friendly shake of the hand, and spoke to me +with heavenly mildness. The chancellor soon joined us. We sat near +Goethe, and carried on a light conversation, that he might only have to +listen. The physician, Counsellor Rehbein, soon came also. To use his +own expression, he found Goethe's pulse quite lively and easy. At this +we were highly pleased, and joked with Goethe on the subject. "If I +could only get rid of the pain in my left side!" he said. Rehbein +prescribed a plaster there; we talked on the good effect of such a +remedy, and Goethe consented to it. Rehbein turned the conversation to +Marienbad, and this appeared to awaken pleasant reminiscences in Goethe. +Arrangements were made to go there again, it was said that the great +duke would join the party, and these prospects put Goethe in the most +cheerful mood. They also talked about Madame Szymanowska, and mentioned +the time when she was here, and all the men were solicitous for her +favor. + +When Rehbein was gone, the chancellor read the Indian poems, and Goethe, +in the meanwhile, talked to me about the Marienbad Elegy. + +At eight o'clock, the chancellor went, and I was going, too, but Goethe +bade me stop a little, and I sat down. The conversation turned on the +stage, and the fact that _Wallenstein_ was to be done tomorrow. This +gave occasion to talk about Schiller. + +"I have," said I, "a peculiar feeling towards Schiller. Some scenes of +his great dramas I read with genuine love and admiration; but presently +I meet with something which violates the truth of nature, and I can go +no further. I feel this even in reading _Wallenstein_. I cannot but +think that Schiller's turn for philosophy injured his poetry, because +this led him to consider the idea far higher than all nature; indeed, +thus to annihilate nature. What he could conceive must happen, whether +it were in conformity with nature or not." + +"It was sad," said Goethe, "to see how so highly gifted a man tormented +himself with philosophical disquisitions which could in no way profit +him. Humboldt has shown me letters which Schiller wrote to him in those +unblest days of speculation. There we see how he plagued himself with +the design of perfectly separating sentimental from _naive_ poetry. For +the former he could find no proper soil, and this brought him into +unspeakable perplexity." + +"As if," continued he, smiling, "sentimental poetry could exist at all +without the _naive_ ground in which, as it were, it has its root." + +"It was not Schiller's plan," continued Goethe, "to go to work with a +certain unconsciousness, and as it were instinctively; he was forced, on +the contrary, to reflect on all he did. Hence it was that he never could +leave off talking about his poetical projects, and thus he discussed +with me all his late pieces, scene after scene. + +"On the other hand, it was contrary to my nature to talk over my poetic +plans with anybody--even with Schiller. I carried everything about with +me in silence, and usually nothing was known to any one till the whole +was completed. When I showed Schiller my _Hermann and Dorothea_ +finished, he was astonished, for I had said not a syllable to him of any +such plan. + +"But I am curious to hear what you will say of _Wallenstein_ tomorrow. +You will see noble forms, and the piece will make an impression on you +such as you probably do not dream of." + +_Saturday, November_ 15.--In the evening I was in the theatre, where I +for the first time saw _Wallenstein_. Goethe had not said too much; the +impression was great, and stirred my inmost soul. The actors, who had +almost all belonged to the time when they were under the personal +influence of Schiller and Goethe, gave an ensemble of significant +personages, such as on a mere reading were not presented to my +imagination with all their individuality. On this account the piece had +an extraordinary effect upon me, and I could not get it out of my head +the whole night. + +_Sunday, November 16_.--In the evening at Goethe's; he was still sitting +in his elbow-chair, and seemed rather weak. His first question was about +_Wallenstein_. I gave him an account of the impression the piece had +made upon me as represented on the stage, and he heard me with visible +satisfaction. + +M. Soret came in, led in by Frau von Goethe, and remained about an hour. +He brought from the duke some gold medals, and by showing and talking +about these seemed to entertain Goethe very pleasantly. + +Frau von Goethe and M. Soret went to court, and I was left alone with +Goethe. + +Remembering his promise to show me again his Marienbad Elegy at a +fitting opportunity, Goethe arose, put a light on the table, and gave +me the poem. I was delighted to have it once more before me. He quietly +seated himself again, and left me to an undisturbed perusal of the +piece. + +After I had been reading a while, I turned to say something to him, but +he seemed to be asleep. I therefore used the favorable moment, and read +the poem again and again with a rare delight. The most youthful glow of +love, tempered by the moral elevation of the mind, seemed to me its +pervading characteristic. Then I thought that the feelings were more +strongly expressed than we are accustomed to find in Goethe's other +poems, and imputed this to the influence of Byron--which Goethe did not +deny. + +"You see the product of a highly impassioned mood," said he. "While I +was in it I would not for the world have been without it, and now I +would not for any consideration fall into it again. + +"I wrote that poem immediately after leaving Marienbad, while the +feeling of all I had experienced there was fresh. At eight in the +morning, when we stopped at the first stage, I wrote down the first +strophe; and thus I went on composing in the carriage, and writing down +at every stage what I had just composed in my head, so that by the +evening the whole was on paper. Thence it has a certain directness, and +is, as I may say, poured out at once, which may be an advantage to it as +a whole." + +"It is," said I, "quite peculiar in its kind, and recalls no other poem +of yours." + +"That," said he, I "may be, because I staked upon the present moment as +a man stakes a considerable sum upon a card, and sought to enhance its +value as much as I could without exaggeration." + +These words struck me as very important, inasmuch as they threw a light +on Goethe's method so as to explain that many-sidedness which has +excited so much admiration. + +1824 + +_Friday, January 2._--Dined at Goethe's, and enjoyed some cheerful +conversation. Mention was made of a young beauty belonging to the Weimar +society, when one of the guests remarked that he was on the point of +falling in love with her, although her understanding could not exactly +be called brilliant. + +"Pshaw," said Goethe, laughing, "as if love had anything to do with the +understanding. The things that we love in a young lady are something +very different from the understanding. We love in her beauty, +youthfulness, playfulness, trustingness, her character, her faults, her +caprices, and God knows what _'je ne sais quoi'_ besides; but we do not +_love_ her understanding. We respect her understanding when it is +brilliant, and by it the worth of a girl can be infinitely enhanced in +our eyes. Understanding may also serve to fix our affections when we +already love; but the understanding is not that which is capable of +firing our hearts, and awakening a passion." + +We found much that was true and convincing in Goethe's words, and were +very willing to consider the subject in that light. After dinner, and +when the rest of the party had departed, I remained sitting with Goethe, +and conversed with him on various interesting topics. + +We discoursed upon English literature, on the greatness of Shakespeare, +and on the unfavorable position held by all English dramatic authors who +had appeared after that poetical giant. + +"A dramatic talent of any importance," said Goethe, "could not forbear +to notice Shakespeare's works, nay, could not forbear to study them. +Having studied them, he must be aware that Shakespeare has already +exhausted the whole of human nature in all its tendencies, in all its +heights and depths, and that, in fact, there remains for him, the +aftercomer, nothing more to do. And how could one get courage only to +put pen to paper, if one were conscious in an earnest, appreciating +spirit, that such unfathomable and unattainable excellences were +already in existence! + +"It fared better with me fifty years ago in my own dear Germany. I could +soon come to an end with all that then existed; it could not long awe +me, or occupy my attention. I soon left behind me German literature, and +the study of it, and turned my thoughts to life and to production. So on +and on I went in my own natural development, and on and on I fashioned +the productions of epoch after epoch. And at every step of life and +development, my standard of excellence was not much higher than what at +such step I was able to attain. But had I been born an Englishman, and +had all those numerous masterpieces been brought before me in all their +power, at my first dawn of youthful consciousness, they would have +overpowered me, and I should not have known what to do. I could not have +gone on with such fresh light-heartedness, but should have had to +bethink myself, and look about for a long time, to find some new +outlet." + +I turned the conversation back to Shakespeare. "When one, to some +degree, disengages him from English literature," said I, "and considers +him transformed into a German, one cannot fail to look upon his gigantic +greatness as a miracle. But if one seeks him in his home, transplants +oneself to the soil of his country, and to the atmosphere of the century +in which he lived; further, if one studies his contemporaries, and his +immediate successors, and inhales the force wafted to us from Ben +Jonson, Massinger, Marlowe, and Beaumont and Fletcher, Shakespeare +still, indeed, appears a being of the most exalted magnitude; but still, +one arrives at the conviction that many of the wonders of his genius +are, in some measure, accessible, and that much is due to the powerfully +productive atmosphere of his age and time." + +"You are perfectly right," returned Goethe. "It is with Shakespeare as +with the mountains of Switzerland. Transplant Mont Blanc at once into +the large plain of Lüneburg Heath, and we should find no words to +express our wonder at its magnitude. Seek it, however, in its gigantic +home, go to it over its immense neighbors, the Jungfrau, the +Finsteraarhorn, the Eiger, the Wetterhorn, St. Gotthard, and Monte Rosa; +Mont Blanc will, indeed, still remain a giant, but it will no longer +produce in us such amazement." + +"Besides, let him who will not believe," continued Goethe, "that much of +Shakespeare's greatness appertains to his great vigorous time, only ask +himself the question, whether a phenomenon so astounding would be +possible in the present England of 1824, in these evil days of +criticising and hair-splitting journals?" + +"That undisturbed, innocent, somnambulatory production, by which alone +anything great can thrive, is no longer possible. Our talents at present +lie before the public. The daily criticisms which appear in fifty +different places, and the gossip that is caused by them amongst the +public, prevent the appearance of any sound production. In the present +day, he who does not keep aloof from all this, and isolate himself by +main force, is lost. Through the bad, chiefly negative, æsthetical and +critical tone of the journals, a sort of half culture finds its way into +the masses; but to productive talent it is a noxious mist, a dropping +poison, which destroys the tree of creative power, from the ornamental +green leaves, to the deepest pith and the most hidden fibres. + +"And then how tame and weak has life itself become during the last two +shabby centuries. Where do we now meet an original nature? and where is +the man who has the strength to be true, and to show himself as he is? +This, however, affects the poet, who must find all within himself, while +he is left in the lurch by all without." + +The conversation now turned on _Werthe_. "That," said Goethe, "is a +creation which I, like the pelican, fed with the blood of my own heart. +It contains so much from the innermost recesses of my breast--so much +feeling and thought, that it might easily be spread into a novel of ten +such volumes. Besides, as I have often said, I have only read the book +once since its appearance, and have taken good care not to read it +again. It is a mass of congreve-rockets. I am uncomfortable when I look +at it; and I dread lest I should once more experience the peculiar +mental state from which it was produced." + +I reminded him of his conversation with Napoleon, of which I knew by the +sketch amongst his unpublished papers, which I had repeatedly urged him +to give more in detail. "Napoleon," said I, "pointed out to you a +passage in _Werther_, which, it appeared to him, would not stand a +strict examination; and this you allowed. I should much like to know +what passage he meant." + +"Guess!" said Goethe, with a mysterious smile. + +"Now," said I, "I almost think it is where Charlotte sends the pistols +to Werther, without saying a word to Albert, and without imparting to +him her misgivings and apprehensions. You have given yourself great +trouble to find a motive for this silence, but it does not appear to +hold good against the urgent necessity where the life of the friend was +at stake." + +"Your remark," returned Goethe, "is really not bad; but I do not think +it right to reveal whether Napoleon meant this passage or another. +However, be that as it may, your observation is quite as correct as +his." + +I asked the question, whether the great effect produced by the +appearance of _Werther_ was really to be attributed to the period. "I +cannot," said I, "reconcile to myself this view, though it is so +extensively spread. _Werther_ made an epoch because it appeared--not +because it appeared at a certain time. There is in every period so much +unexpressed sorrow--so much secret discontent and disgust for life, and, +in single individuals, there are so many disagreements with the +world--so many conflicts between their natures and civil regulations, +that _Werther_ would make an epoch even if it appeared today for the +first time." + +"You are quite right," said Goethe; "it is on that account that the book +to this day influences youth of a certain age, as it did formerly. It +was scarcely necessary for me to deduce my own youthful dejection from +the general influence of my time, and from the reading of a few English +authors. Rather was it owing to individual and immediate circumstances +which touched me to the quick, and gave me a great deal of trouble, and +indeed brought me into that frame of mind which produced _Werther_. I +had lived, loved, and suffered much--that was it." + +"On considering more closely the much-talked-of _Werther_ period, we +discover that it does not belong to the course of universal culture, but +to the career of life in every individual, who, with an innate free +natural instinct, must accommodate himself to the narrow limits of an +antiquated world. Obstructed fortune, restrained activity, unfulfilled +wishes, are not the calamities of any particular time, but those of +every individual man; and it would be bad, indeed, if every one had not, +once in his life, known a time when Werther seemed as if it had been +written for him alone." + +_Sunday, January_ 4.--Today, after dinner, Goethe went through a +portfolio, containing some works of Raphael, with me. He often busies +himself with Raphael, in order to keep up a constant intercourse with +that which is best, and to accustom himself to muse upon the thoughts of +a great man. At the same time, it gives him pleasure to introduce me to +such things. + +We afterwards spoke about the _Divan_[10]--especially about the "book of +ill-humor," in which much is poured forth that he carried in his heart +against his enemies. + +"If I have, however," continued he, "been very moderate: if I had +uttered all that vexed me or gave me trouble, the few pages would soon +have swelled to a volume. + +"People were never thoroughly contented with me, but always wished me +otherwise than it has pleased God to make me. They were also seldom +contented with my productions. When I had long exerted my whole soul to +favor the world with a new work, it still desired that I should thank it +into the bargain for considering the work endurable. If any one praised +me, I was not allowed, in self-congratulation, to receive it as a +well-merited tribute; but people expected from me some modest +expression, humbly setting forth the total unworthiness of my person and +my work. However, my nature opposed this; and I should have been a +miserable hypocrite, if I had so tried to lie and dissemble. Since I was +strong enough to show myself in my whole truth, just as I felt, I was +deemed proud, and am considered so to the present day. + +"In religious, scientific, and political matters, I generally brought +trouble upon myself, because I was no hypocrite, and had the courage to +express what I felt. + +"I believed in God and in Nature, and in the triumphs of good over evil; +but this was not enough for pious souls; I was also required to believe +other points, which were opposed to the feeling of my soul for truth; +besides, I did not see that these would be of the slightest service to +me. + +"It was also prejudicial to me that I discovered Newton's theory of +light and color to be an error, and that I had the courage to contradict +the universal creed. I discovered light in its purity and truth, and I +considered it my duty to fight for it. The opposite party, however, did +their utmost to darken the light; for they maintained that _shade is a +part of light_. It sounds absurd when I express it; but so it is: for +they said that _colors_, which are shadow and the result of shade, _are +light itself_, or, which amounts to the same thing, _are the beams of +light, broken now in one way, now in another_." + +Goethe was silent, whilst an ironical smile spread over his expressive +countenance. He continued-- + +"And now for political matters. What trouble I have taken, and what I +have suffered, on that account, I cannot tell you. Do you know my +'Aufgeregten?'"[11] + +"Yesterday, for the first time," returned I, "I read the piece, in +consequence of the new edition of your works; and I regret from my heart +that it remains unfinished. But, even as it is, every right-thinking +person must coincide with your sentiments." + +"I wrote it at the time of the French Revolution," continued Goethe, +"and it may be regarded, in some measure, as my political confession of +faith at that time. I have taken the countess as a type of the nobility; +and, with the words which I put into her mouth, I have expressed how the +nobility really ought to think. The countess has just returned from +Paris; she has there been an eye-witness of the revolutionary events, +and has drawn, therefore, for herself, no bad doctrine. She has +convinced herself that the people may be ruled, but not oppressed, and +that the revolutionary outbreaks of the lower classes are the +consequence of the injustice of the higher classes. 'I will for the +future,' says she, 'strenuously avoid every action that appears to me +unjust, and will, both in society and at court, loudly express my +opinion concerning such actions in others. In no case of injustice will +I be silent, even though I should be cried down as a democrat.' + +"I should have thought this sentiment perfectly respectable," continued +Goethe; "it was mine at that time, and it is so still; but as a reward +for it, I was endowed with all sorts of titles, which I do not care to +repeat." + +"One need only read _Egmont_," answered I, "to discover what you think. +I know no German piece in which the freedom of the people is more +advocated than in this." + +"Sometimes," said Goethe, "people do not like to look on me as I am, +but turn their glances from everything which could show me in my true +light. Schiller, on the contrary--who, between ourselves, was much more +of an aristocrat than I am, but who considered what he said more than +I--had the wonderful fortune to be looked upon as a particular friend of +the people. I give it up to him with all my heart, and console myself +with the thought that others before me had fared no better. + +"It is true that I could be no friend to the French Revolution; for its +horrors were too near me, and shocked me daily and hourly, whilst its +beneficial results were not then to be discovered. Neither could I be +indifferent to the fact that the Germans were endeavoring, artificially, +to bring about such scenes here, as were, in France, the consequence of +a great necessity. + +"But I was as little a friend to arbitrary rule. Indeed, I was perfectly +convinced that a great revolution is never a fault of the people, but of +the government. Revolutions are utterly impossible as long as +governments are constantly just and constantly vigilant, so that they +may anticipate them by improvements at the right time, and not hold out +until they are forced to yield by the pressure from beneath. + +"Because I hated the Revolution, the name of the '_Friend of the powers +that be_' was bestowed upon me. That is, however, a very ambiguous +title, which I would beg to decline. If the 'powers that be' were all +that is excellent, good, and just, I should have no objection to the +title; but, since with much that is good there is also much that is bad, +unjust, and imperfect, a friend of the 'powers that be' means often +little less than the friend of the obsolete and bad.[12] + +"But time is constantly progressing, and human affairs wear every fifty +years a different aspect; so that an arrangement which, in the year +1800, was perfection, may, perhaps, in the year 1850, be a defect. + +"And, furthermore, nothing is good for a nation but that which arises +from its own core and its own general wants, without apish imitation of +another; since what to one race of people, of a certain age, is a +wholesome nutriment, may perhaps prove a poison for another. All +endeavors to introduce any foreign innovation, the necessity for which +is not rooted in the core of the nation itself, are therefore foolish; +and all premeditated revolutions of the kind are I unsuccessful, _for +they are without God, who keeps aloof from such bungling_. If, however, +there exists an actual necessity for a great reform amongst a people, +God is with it, and it prospers. He was visibly with Christ and his +first adherents; for the appearance of the new doctrine of love was a +necessity to the people. He was also visibly with Luther; for the +purification of the doctrine corrupted by the priests was no less a +necessity. Neither of the great powers whom I have named was, however, a +friend of the permanent; much more were both of them convinced that the +old leaven must be got rid of, and that it would be impossible to go on +and remain in the untrue, unjust, and defective way." + +_Tuesday, January 27._--Goethe talked with me about the continuation of +his memoirs, with which he is now busy. He observed that this later +period of his life would not be narrated with such minuteness as the +youthful epoch of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_.[13] "I must," said he, "treat +this later period more in the fashion of annals: my outward actions must +appear rather than my inward life. Altogether, the most important part +of an individual's life is that of development, and mine is concluded in +the detailed volumes of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_. Afterwards begins the +conflict with the world, and that is interesting only in its results. + +"And then the life of a learned German--what is it? What may have been +really good in my case cannot be communicated, and what can be +communicated is not worth the trouble. Besides, where are the hearers +whom one could entertain with any satisfaction? + +"When I look back to the earlier and middle periods of my life, and now +in my old age think how few are left of those who were young with me, I +always think of a summer residence at a bathing-place. When you arrive, +you make acquaintance and friends of those who have already been there +some time, and who leave in a few weeks. The loss is painful. Then you +turn to the second generation, with which you live a good while, and +become most intimate. But this goes also, and leaves us alone with the +third, which comes just as we are going away, and with which we have, +properly, nothing to do. + +"I have ever been esteemed one of Fortune's chiefest favorites; nor will +I complain or find fault with the course my life has taken. Yet, truly, +there has been nothing but toil and care; and I may say that, in all my +seventy-five years, I have never had a month of genuine comfort. It has +been the perpetual rolling of a stone, which I have always had to raise +anew. My annals will render clear what I now say. The claims upon my +activity, both from within and without, were too numerous. + +"My real happiness was my poetic meditation and production. But how was +this disturbed, limited, and hindered by my external position! Had I +been able to abstain more from public business, and to live more in +solitude, I should have been happier, and should have accomplished much +more as a poet. But, soon after my _Goetz and Werther_, that saying of a +sage was verified for me--'If you do anything for the sake of the world, +it will take good care that you shall not do it a second time.' + +"A wide-spread celebrity, an elevated position in life, are good +things. But, for all my rank and celebrity, I am still obliged to be +silent as to the opinion of others, that I may not give offense. This +would be but poor sport, if by this means I had not the advantage of +learning the thoughts of others without their being able to learn mine." + + * * * * * + +Wednesday, February 25.--Today, Goethe showed me two very remarkable +poems, both highly moral in their tendency, but in their several motives +so unreservedly natural and true, that they are of the kind which the +world styles immoral. On this account he keeps them to himself, and does +not intend to publish them. + +"Could intellect and high cultivation," said he, "become the property of +all, the poet would have fair play; he could be always thoroughly true, +and would not be compelled to fear uttering his best thoughts. But, as +it is, he must always keep on a certain level; must remember that his +works will fall into the hands of a mixed society; and must, therefore, +take care lest by over-great openness he may give offense to the +majority of good men. Then Time is a strange thing. It is a whimsical +tyrant, which in every century has a different face for all that one +says and does. We cannot, with propriety, say things which were +permitted to the ancient Greeks; and the Englishmen of 1820 cannot +endure what suited the vigorous contemporaries of Shakespeare; so that, +at the present day, it is found necessary to have a Family Shakespeare." + +"Then," said I, "there is much in the form also. The one of these two +poems, which is composed in the style and metre of the ancients, would +be far less offensive than the other. Isolated parts would displease, +but the treatment throws so much grandeur and dignity over the whole, +that we seem to hear a strong ancient, and to be carried back to the age +of the Greek heroes. But the other, being in the style and metre of +Messer Ariosto, is far more hazardous. It relates an event of our day, +in the language of our day, and as it thus comes quite unveiled into +our presence, the particular features of boldness seem far more +audacious." + +"You are right," said he; "mysterious and great effects are produced by +different poetical forms. If the import of my Romish elegies were put +into the measure and style of Byron's _Don Juan_, the whole would be +found infamous." + +The French newspapers were brought. The campaign of the French in Spain +under the Duke d'Angoulême, which was just ended, had great interest for +Goethe. "I must praise the Bourbons for this measure," said he; "they +had not really gained the throne till they had gained the army, and that +is now accomplished. The soldier returns with loyalty, to his king; for +he has, from his own victories, and the discomfitures of the many-headed +Spanish host, learned the difference between obeying one and many. The +army has sustained its ancient fame, and shown that it is brave in +itself, and can conquer without Napoleon." + +Goethe then turned his thoughts backward into history, and talked much +of the Prussian army in the Seven Years' War, which, accustomed by +Frederic the Great to constant victory, grew careless, so that, in after +days, it lost many battles from over-confidence. All the minutest +details were present to his mind, and I had reason to admire his +excellent memory. + +"I had the great advantage," said he, "of being born at a time when the +greatest events which agitated the world occurred, and such have +continued to occur during my long life; so that I am a living witness of +the Seven Years' War, of the separation of America from England, of the +French Revolution, and of the whole Napoleon era, with the downfall of +that hero, and the events which followed. Thus I have attained results +and insight impossible to those who are born now and must learn all +these things from books which they will not understand. + +"What the next years will bring I cannot predict; but I fear we shall +not soon have repose. It is not given to the world to be contented; the +great are not such that there will be no abuse of power; the masses not +such that, in hope of gradual improvement, they will be contented with a +moderate condition. Could we perfect human nature, we might also expect +a perfect state of things; but, as it is, there will always be a +wavering hither and thither; one part must suffer while the other is at +ease, envy and egotism will be always at work like bad demons, and party +strife will be without end. + +"The most reasonable way is for every one to follow his own vocation to +which he has been born, and which he has learned, and to avoid hindering +others from following theirs. Let the shoemaker abide by his last, the +peasant by his plough, and let the king know how to govern; for, this is +also a business which must be learned, and with which no one should +meddle who does not understand it." + +Returning to the French papers, Goethe said: "The liberals may speak, +for when they are reasonable we like to hear them; but with the +royalists, who have the executive power in their hands, talking comes +amiss--they should act. They may march troops, and behead and hang--that +is all right; but attacking opinions, and justifying their measures in +public prints, does not become them. If there were a public of kings, +they might talk. + +"For myself," he continued, "I have always been a royalist. I have let +others babble, and have done as I saw fit. I understood my course, and +knew my own object. If I committed a fault as a single individual, I +could make it good again; but if I committed it jointly with three or +four others, it would be impossible to make it good, for among many +there are many opinions." + +Goethe was in excellent spirits today. He showed me Frau von Spiegel's +album, in which he had written some very beautiful verses. A place had +been left open for him for two years, and he rejoiced at having been +able to perform at last an old promise. After I had read the "Poem to +Frau von Spiegel," I turned over the leaves of the book, in which I +found many distinguished names. On the very next page was a poem by +Tiedge, written in the very spirit and style of his _Urania_. "In a +saucy mood," said Goethe, "I was on the point of writing some verses +beneath those; but I am glad I did not. It would not have been the first +time that, by rash expressions, I had repelled good people, and spoiled +the effect of my best works. + +"However," continued Goethe, "I have had to endure not a little from +Tiedge's _Urania_; for, at one time, nothing was sung and nothing was +declaimed but this same Urania. Wherever you went, you found _Urania_ on +the table. _Urania_ and immortality were the topics of every +conversation. I would by no means dispense with the happiness of +believing in a future existence, and, indeed, would say, with Lorenzo +de' Medici, that those are dead even for this life who hope for no +other. But such incomprehensible matters lie too far off to be a theme +of daily meditation and thought-distracting speculation. Let him who +believes in immortality enjoy his happiness in silence, he has no reason +to give himself airs about it. The occasion of Tiedge's _Urania_ led me +to observe that piety, like nobility, has its aristocracy. I met stupid +women, who plumed themselves on believing, with Tiedge, in immortality, +and I was forced to bear much dark examination on this point. They were +vexed by my saying I should be well pleased if, after the close of this +life, we were blessed with another, only I hoped I should hereafter meet +none of those who had believed in it here. For how should I be +tormented! The pious would throng around me, and say, 'Were we not +right? Did we not predict it? Has not it happened just as we said?' And +so there would be ennui without end, even in the other world. + +"This occupation with the ideas of immortality," he continued, "is for +people of rank, and especially ladies, who have nothing to do. But an +able man, who has some thing regular to do here, and must toil and +struggle and produce day by day, leaves the future world to itself, and +is active and useful in this. Thoughts about immortality are also good +for those who have not been very successful here; and I would wager +that, if the good Tiedge had enjoyed a better lot, he would also have +had better thoughts." + + * * * * * + +_Tuesday, November 9_.--I passed this evening with Goethe. We talked of +Klopstock and Herder; and I liked to listen to him, as he explained to +me the merits of those men. + +"Without those powerful precursors," said Goethe, "our literature could +not have become what it now is. When they appeared, they were before +their age, and were obliged, as it were, to drag it after them; but now +the age has far outrun them, and they who were once so necessary and +important have now ceased to be _means to an end_. A young man who would +take Klopstock and Herder for his teachers nowadays would be far +behindhand." + +We talked over Klopstock's _Messiah_ and his Odes, touching on their +merits and their defects. We agreed that he had no faculty for observing +and apprehending the visible world, or for drawing characters; and that +he therefore wanted the qualities most essential to the epic and +dramatic poet, or, perhaps it might be said, to the poet generally. + +"An ode occurs to me," said Goethe, "where he makes the German Muse run +a race with the British; and, indeed, when one thinks what a picture it +is, where the two girls run one against the other, throwing about their +legs and kicking up the dust, one must assume that the good Klopstock +did not really have before his eyes such pictures as he wrote, else he +could not possibly have made such mistakes." + +I asked how he had felt towards Klopstock in his youth. "I venerated +him," said Goethe, "with the devotion which was peculiar to me; I looked +upon him as my uncle. I revered whatever he had done, and never thought +of reflecting upon it, or finding fault with it. I let his fine +qualities work upon me; for the rest, I went my own way." + +We came back to Herder, and I asked Goethe which of his works he +thought the best. "_His Idea for the History of Mankind" (Ideen zur +Geschichte der Menschheit)_, replied Goethe, "are undoubtedly the best. +In after days, he took the negative side, and was not so agreeable." + +"Considering the great weight of Herder," said I, "I cannot understand +how he had so little judgment on some subjects. For instance, I cannot +forgive him, especially at that period of German literature, for sending +back the manuscript of _Goetz von Berlichingen_ without any praise of +its merits, and with taunting remarks. He must have utterly wanted +organs to perceive some objects." + +"Yes, Herder was unfortunate in this respect," replied Goethe; "nay," +added he, with vivacity, "if his spirit were present at this +conversation, it would not understand us." + +"On the other hand," said I, "I must praise Merck, who urged you to +print _Goetz_." + +"He was indeed an odd but important man," said Goethe. "'Print the +thing,' quoth he, 'it is worth nothing, but print it.' He did not wish +me to make any alteration in it, and he was right; for it would have +been different, but not better." + +_Wednesday, November 24_.--I went to see Goethe this evening, before +going to the theatre, and found him very well and cheerful. He inquired +about the young Englishmen who are here. I told him that I proposed +reading with Mr. Doolan a German translation of Plutarch. This led the +conversation to Roman and Grecian history; and Goethe expressed himself +as follows: + +"The Roman history," said he, "is no longer suited to us. We have become +too humane for the triumphs of Cæsar not to be repugnant to our +feelings. Neither are we much charmed by the history of Greece. When +this people turns against a foreign foe, it is, indeed, great and +glorious; but the division of the states, and their eternal wars with +one another, where Greek fights against Greek, are insufferable. +Besides, the history of our own time is thoroughly great and important; +the battles of Leipsic and Waterloo stand out with such prominence that +that of Marathon and others like it are gradually eclipsed. Neither are +our individual heroes inferior to theirs; the French Marshals, Blücher, +and Wellington, vie with any of the heroes of antiquity." + +We then talked of the late French literature, and the daily increasing +interest in German works manifested by the French. + +"The French," said Goethe, "do well to study and translate our writers; +for, limited as they are both in form and motives, they can only look +without for means. We Germans may be reproached for a certain +formlessness; but in matter we are their superiors. The theatrical +productions of Kotzebue and Iffland are so rich in motives that they may +pluck them a long time before all is used up. But, especially, our +philosophical Ideality is welcome to them; for every Ideal is +serviceable to revolutionary aims. + +"The French have understanding and _esprit_, but neither a solid basis +nor piety. What serves the moment, what helps his party, seems right to +the Frenchman. Hence they praise us, never from an acknowledgment of our +merits, but only when they can strengthen their party by our views." + +We then talked about our own literature, and of the obstacles in the way +of some of our latest young poets. + +"The majority of our young poets," said Goethe, "have no fault but this, +that their subjectivity is not important, and that they cannot find +matter in the objective. At best, they only find a material, which is +similar to themselves, which corresponds to their own subjectivity; but +as for taking the material on its own account, when it is repugnant to +the subjectivity, merely because it is poetical, such a thing is never +thought of. + +"Still, as I have said, if we only had important personages, formed by +great studies and situations in life, it might still go well with us, +at least as far as our young lyric poets are concerned." + +1825 + +_Monday, January 10._--Goethe, consistently with his great interest for +the English, has desired me to introduce to him the young Englishmen who +are here at present. + +After we had waited a few minutes, Goethe came in, and greeted us +cordially. He said to Mr. H., "I presume I may address you in German, as +I hear you are already well versed in our language." Mr. H. answered +with a few polite words, and Goethe requested us to be seated. + +Mr. H.'s manners and appearance must have made a good impression on +Goethe; for his sweetness and mild serenity were manifested towards the +stranger in their real beauty. "You did well," said he "to come hither +to learn German; for here you will quickly and easily acquire, not only +a knowledge of the language, but also of the elements on which it rests, +our soil, climate, mode of life, manners, social habits, and +constitution, and carry it away with you to England." + +Mr. H. replied, "The interest taken in the German language is now great, +so that there is now scarcely a young Englishman of good family who does +not learn German." + +"We Germans," said Goethe, good-humoredly, "have, however, been half a +century before your nation in this respect. For fifty years I have been +busy with the English language and literature; so that I am well +acquainted with your writers, your ways of living, and the +administration of your country. If I went over to England, I should be +no stranger there. + +"But, as I said before, your young men do well to come to us and learn +our language; for, not only does our literature merit attention on its +own account, but no one can deny that he who now knows German well can +dispense with many other languages. Of the French, I do not speak; it is +the language of conversation, and is indispensable in traveling, +because everybody understands it, and in all countries we can get on +with it instead of a good interpreter. But as for Greek, Latin, Italian, +and Spanish, we can read the best works of those nations in such +excellent German translations, that, unless we have some particular +object in view, we need not spend much time upon the toilsome study of +those languages. It is in the German nature duly to honor, after its +kind, everything produced by other nations, and to accommodate itself to +foreign peculiarities. This, with the great flexibility of our language, +makes German translations thoroughly faithful and complete. And it is +not to be denied that, in general, you get on very far with a good +translation. Frederick the Great did not know Latin, but he read Cicero +in the French translation with as much profit as we who read him in the +original." + +Then, turning the conversation on the theatre, he asked Mr. H. whether +he went frequently thither. "Every evening," he replied, "and find that +I thus gain much towards the understanding of the language." + +"It is remarkable," said Goethe, "that the ear, and generally the +understanding, gets the start of speaking; so that a man may very soon +comprehend all he hears, but by no means express it all." + +"I experience daily," said Mr. H., "the truth of that remark. I +understand very well whatever I hear or read; I even feel when an +incorrect expression is made use of in German. But when I speak, nothing +will flow, and I cannot express myself as I wish. In light conversation +at court, jests with the ladies, a chat at balls, and the like, I +succeed pretty well. But, if I try to express an opinion on any +important topic, to say anything peculiar or luminous, I cannot get on." + +"Be not discouraged by that," said Goethe, "since it is hard enough to +express such uncommon matters in one's own mother tongue." + +He then asked what Mr. H. read in German literature. "I have read +_Egmont_," he replied, "and found so much pleasure in the perusal that +I returned to it three times. _Torquato Tasso_, too, has afforded me +much enjoyment. Now I am reading _Faust_, but find that it is somewhat +difficult." + +Goethe laughed at these last words. "Really," said he, "I would +not have advised you to undertake _Faust_. It is mad stuff, and +goes quite beyond all ordinary feeling. But since you have done it of +your own accord, without asking my advice, you will see how you will get +through. Faust is so strange an individual that only few can sympathize +with his internal condition. Then the character of Mephistopheles is, on +account of his irony, and also because he is a living result of an +extensive acquaintance with the world, also very difficult. But you will +see what lights open upon you. _Tasso_, on the other hand, lies far +nearer the common feelings of mankind, and the elaboration of its form +is favorable to an easy comprehension of it." + +"Yet," said Mr. H., "_Tasso_ is thought difficult in Germany, and people +have wondered to hear me say that I was reading it." + +"What is chiefly needed for _Tasso_," replied Goethe, "is that one +should be no longer a child, and should have been in good society. A +young man of good family, with sufficient mind and delicacy, and also +with enough outward culture, such as will be produced by intercourse +with accomplished men of the higher class, will not find' Tasso +difficult." + +The conversation turning upon _Egmont_, he said, "I wrote _Egmont_ in +1775--fifty years ago. I adhered closely to history, and strove to be as +accurate as possible. Ten years afterwards, when I was in Rome, I read +in the newspapers that the revolutionary scenes in the Nether lands +there described were exactly repeated. I saw from this that the world +remains ever the same, and that my picture must have some life in it." + +Amid this and similar conversation, the hour for the theatre had come. +We arose, and Goethe dismissed us in a friendly manner. + +As we went homeward, I asked Mr. H. how he was pleased with Goethe. "I +have never," said he, "seen a man who, with all his attractive +gentleness, had so much native dignity. However he may condescend, he is +always the great man." + +Professor Riemer was announced, Rehbein took leave, and Riemer sat down +with us. The conversation still turned on the _motives_ of the Servian +love-poems. Riemer was acquainted with the topic, and made the remark +that, according to the table of contents given above, not only could +poems be made, but that the same motives had been already used by the +Germans, without any knowledge that they had been treated in Servia. He +mentioned some poems of his own, and I mentioned some poems by Goethe, +which had occurred to me during the reading. + +"The world," said Goethe, "remains always the same; situations are +repeated; one people lives, loves, and feels like another; why should +not one poet write like another? The situations of life are alike; why, +then, should those of poems be unlike?" + +"This very similarity in life and sensation," said Riemer, "makes us all +able to appreciate the poetry of other nations. If this were not the +case, we should never know what foreign poems were about." + +"I am, therefore," said I, "always surprised at the learned, who seem to +suppose that poetizing proceeds not from life to the poem, but from the +book to the poem. They are always saying, 'He got this here; he got that +there.' If, for instance, they find passages in Shakespeare which are +also to be found in the ancients, they say he must have taken them from +the ancients. Thus there is a situation in Shakespeare, where, on the +sight of a beautiful girl, the parents are congratulated who call her +daughter, and the youth who will lead her home as his bride. And +because the same thing occurs in Homer, Shakespeare, forsooth, has +taken it from Homer. How odd! As if one had to go so far for such +things, and did not have them before one's eyes, feel them and utter +them every day." "Ah, yes," said Goethe, "it is very ridiculous." + +"Lord Byron, too," said I, "is no wiser, when he takes _Faust_ to +pieces, and thinks you found one thing here, the other there." + +"The greater part of those fine things cited by Lord Byron," said +Goethe, "I have never even read, much less did I think of them, when +I was writing _Faust_. But Lord Byron is great only as a poet; as +soon as he reflects, he is a child. He knows not how to help himself +against the stupid attacks of the same kind made upon him by his own +countrymen. He ought to have expressed himself more strongly against +them. 'What is there is mine,' he should have said, 'and whether I got +it from a book or from life, is of no consequence; the only point is, +whether I have made a right use of it.' Walter Scott used a scene from +my _Egmont_, and he had a right to do so; and because he did it +well, he deserves praise. He has also copied the character of my Mignon +in one of his romances; but whether with equal judgment, is another +question. Lord Byron's transformed Devil[14] is a continuation of +Mephistopheles, and quite right too. If, from the whim of originality, +he had departed from the model, he would certainly have fared worse. +Thus, my Mephistopheles sings a song from Shakespeare, and why should +he not? Why should I give myself the trouble of inventing one of my +own, when this said just what was wanted. If, too, the prologue to my +_Faust_ is something like the beginning of Job, that is again +quite right, and I am rather to be praised than censured." + +Goethe was in the best humor. He sent for a bottle of wine, and filled +for Riemer and me; he himself drank Marienbad water. He seemed to have +appointed this evening for looking over, with Riemer, the manuscript of +the continuation of his autobiography, perhaps in order to improve it +here and there, in point of expression. "Let Eckermann stay and hear it +too," said Goethe; which words I was very glad to hear, and he then laid +the manuscript before Riemer, who began to read, commencing with the +year 1795. + +I had already, in the course of the summer, had the pleasure of +repeatedly reading and reflecting on the still unpublished record of +those years, down to the latest time. But now to hear them read aloud in +Goethe's presence, afforded quite a new enjoyment. Riemer paid especial +attention to the mode of expression; and I had occasion to admire his +great dexterity, and his affluence of words and phrases. But in Goethe's +mind the epoch of life described was revived; he revelled in +recollections, and on the mention of single persons and events, filled +out the written narrative by the details he orally gave us. That was a +precious evening! The most distinguished of his contemporaries were +talked over; but the conversation always came back to Schiller, who was +so interwoven with this period, from 1795 to 1800. The theatre had been +the object of their united efforts, and Goethe's best works belong to +this time. _Wilhelm Meister_ was completed; _Hermann and Dorothea_ +planned and written; _Cellini_ translated for the "Horen;" the "Xenien" +written by both for Schiller's _Musenalmanach_; every day brought with +it points of contact. Of all this we talked this evening, and Goethe had +full opportunity for the most interesting communications. + +"_Hermann and Dorothea_," said he, "is almost the only one of my larger +poems which still satisfies me; I can never read it without strong +interest. I love it best in the Latin translation; there it seems to me +nobler, and as if it had returned to its original form." + +_Wilhelm Meister_ was often a subject of discourse. "Schiller blamed me +for interweaving tragic elements which do not belong to the novel. Yet +he was wrong, as we all know. In his letters to me, there are most +important views and opinions with respect to _Wilhelm Meister_. But this +work is one of the most incalculable productions; I myself can scarcely +be said to have the key to it. People seek a central point, and that is +hard, and not even right. I should think a rich, manifold life, brought +close to our eyes, would be enough in itself, without any express +tendency, which, after all, is only for the intellect. But if anything +of the sort is insisted upon, it will perhaps be found in the words +which Frederic, at the end, addresses to the hero, when he says--'Thou +seem'st to me like Saul, the son of Kish, who went out to seek his +father's asses, and found a kingdom.' Keep only to this; for, in fact, +the whole work seems to say nothing more than that man, despite all his +follies and errors, being led by a higher hand, reaches some happy goal +at last." + +We then talked of the high degree of culture which, during the last +fifty years, had become general among the middle classes of Germany, and +Goethe ascribed the merit of this not so much to Lessing as to Herder +and Wieland. "Lessing," said he, "was of the very highest understanding, +and only one equally great could truly learn of him. To a half faculty +he was dangerous." He mentioned a journalist who had formed himself on +Lessing, and at the end of the last century had played a part indeed, +but far from a noble one, because he was so inferior to his great +predecessor. + +"All Upper Germany," said he, "is indebted to Wieland for its style. It +has learned much from him; and the capability of expressing itself +correctly is not the least." + +On mentioning the _Xenien_,[15] he especially praised those of +Schiller, which he called sharp and biting, while he called his own +innocent and trivial. + +"The _Thierkreis_ (Zodiac), which is by Schiller," said he, "I always +read with admiration. The good effects which the _Xenien_ had upon the +German literature of their time are beyond calculation." Many persons +against whom the _Xenien_ were directed, were mentioned on this +occasion, but their names have escaped my memory. + +After we had read and talked over the manuscript to the end of the year +1800, interrupted by these and innumerable other observations from +Goethe, he put aside the papers, and had a little supper placed at one +end of the table at which we were sitting. We partook of it, but Goethe +did not touch a morsel; indeed, I have never seen him eat in the +evening. He sat down with us, filled our glasses, snuffed the candles, +and intellectually regaled us with the most agreeable conversation. His +remembrance of Schiller was so lively, that the conversation during the +latter part of the evening was devoted to him alone. + +Riemer spoke of Schiller's personal appearance. "The build of his limbs, +his gait in the street, all his motions," said he, "were proud; his eyes +only were soft." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "everything else about him was proud and majestic, +only the eyes were soft. And his talent was like his outward form. He +seized boldly on a great subject, and turned it this way and that, and +handled it this way and that. But he saw his object, as it were, only in +the outside; a quiet development from its interior was not within his +province. His talent was desultory. Thus he was never decided--could +never have done. He often changed a part just before a rehearsal. + +"And, as he went so boldly to work, he did not take sufficient pains +about _motives_. I recollect what trouble I had with him, when he wanted +to make Gessler, in Tell, abruptly break an apple from the tree, and +have it shot from the boy's head. This was quite against my nature, and +I urged him to give at least some motive to this barbarity, by making +the boy boast to Gessler of his father's dexterity, and say that he +could shoot an apple from a tree at a hundred paces. Schiller, at first, +would have nothing of the sort: but at last he yielded to my arguments +and intentions, and did as I advised him. I, on the other hand, by too +great attention to _motives_, kept my pieces from the theatre. My +_Eugenie_[16] is nothing but a chain of _motives_, and this cannot +succeed on the stage. + +"Schiller's genius was really made for the theatre. With every piece he +progressed, and became more finished; but, strange to say, a certain +love for the horrible adhered to him from the time of _The Robbers_, +which never quite left him even in his prime. I still recollect +perfectly well, that in the prison scene in my 'Egmont,' where the +sentence is read to him, Schiller would have made Alva appear in the +background, masked and muffled in a cloak, enjoying the effect which the +sentence would produce on Egmont. Thus Alva was to show himself +insatiable in revenge and malice. I, however, protested, and prevented +the apparition. He was a great, odd man. + +"Every week he became different and more finished; each time that I saw +him, he seemed to me to have advanced in learning and judgment. His +letters are the fairest memorials of him which I possess, and they are +also among the most excellent of his writings. His last letter I +preserve as a sacred relic, among my treasures." He rose and fetched it. +"See and read it," said he; giving it to me. + +It was a very fine letter, written in a bold hand. It contained an +opinion of Goethe's notes to "Rameau's Nephew," which exhibit French +literature at that time, and which he had given Schiller to look over. I +read the letter aloud to Riemer. + +"You see," said Goethe, "how apt and consistent is his judgment, and +that the handwriting nowhere betrays any trace of weakness. He was a +splendid man, and went from us in all the fulness of his strength. This +letter is dated the 24th of April, 1805. Schiller died on the 9th of +May." + +We looked at the letter by turns, and were pleased both with the clear +style and the fine handwriting. Goethe bestowed several other words of +affectionate reminiscence upon his friend, until it was nearly eleven +o'clock, and we departed. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, October_ 15.--I found Goethe in a very elevated mood this +evening, and had the pleasure of hearing from him many significant +remarks. We talked about the state of the newest literature, when Goethe +expressed himself as follows: + +"Deficiency of character in individual investigators and writers is," he +said, "the source of all the evils of our newest literature. + +"In criticism, especially, this defect produces mischief to the world, +for it either diffuses the false instead of the true, or by a pitiful +truth deprives us of something great, that would be better. + +"Till lately, the world believed in the heroism of a Lucretia--of a +Mucius Scævola--and suffered itself, by this belief, to be warmed and +inspired. But now comes your historical criticism, and says that those +persons never lived, but are to be regarded as fables and fictions, +divined by the great mind of the Romans. What are we to do with so +pitiful a truth? If the Romans were great enough to invent such stories, +we should at least be great enough to believe them. + +"Till lately, I was always pleased with a great fact in the thirteenth +century, when the Emperor Frederic the Second was at variance with the +Pope, and the north of Germany was open to all sorts of hostile attacks. +Asiatic hordes had actually penetrated as far as Silesia, when the Duke +of Liegnitz terrified them by one great defeat. They then turned to +Moravia, but were here defeated by Count Sternberg. These valiant men +had on this account been living in my heart as the great saviors of the +German nation. But now comes historical criticism, and says that these +heroes sacrificed themselves quite uselessly, as the Asiatic army was +already recalled, and would have returned of its own accord. Thus is a +great national fact crippled and destroyed, which seems to me most +abominable." + +After these remarks on historical critics, Goethe spoke of another class +of seekers and literary men. + +"I could never," said he, "have known so well how paltry men are, and +how little they care for really high aims, if I had not tested them by +my scientific researches. Thus I saw that most men care for science only +so far as they get a living by it, and that they worship even error when +it affords them a subsistence. + +"In _belles lettres_ it is no better. There, too, high aims and genuine +love for the true and sound, and for their diffusion, are very rare +phenomena. One man cherishes and tolerates another, because he is by him +cherished and tolerated in return. True greatness is hateful to them; +they would fain drive it from the world, so that only such as they might +be of importance in it. Such are the masses; and the prominent +individuals are not better. + +"---- 's great talents and world-embracing learning might have done much +for his country. But his want of character has deprived the world of +such great results, and himself of the esteem of the country. + +"We want a man like Lessing. For how was he great, except in +character--in firmness? There are many men as clever and as cultivated, +but where is such character? + +"Many are full of _esprit_ and knowledge, but they are also full of +vanity; and that they may shine as wits before the short-sighted +multitude, they have no shame or delicacy--nothing is sacred to them. + +"Madame de Genlis was therefore perfectly right when she declaimed +against the freedoms and profanities of Voltaire. Clever as they all may +be, the world has derived no profit from them; they afford a foundation +for nothing. Nay, they have been of the greatest injury, since they have +confused men and robbed them of their needful support. + +"After all, what do we know, and how far can we go with all our wit? + +"Man is born not to solve the problems of the universe, but to find out +where the problem begins, and then to restrain himself within the limits +of the comprehensible. + +"His faculties are not sufficient to measure the actions of the +universe; and an attempt to explain the outer world by reason is, with +his narrow point of view, but a vain endeavor. The reason of man and the +reason of the Deity are two very different things. + +"If we grant freedom to man, there is an end to the omniscience of God; +for if the Divinity knows how I shall act, I must act so perforce. I +give this merely as a sign how little we know, and to show that it is +not good to meddle with divine mysteries. + +"Moreover, we should only utter higher maxims so far as they can benefit +the world. The rest we should keep within ourselves, and they will +diffuse over our actions a lustre like the mild radiance of a hidden +sun." + +_Sunday, December_ 25.--"I have of late made an observation, which I +will impart to you. + +"Everything we do has a result. But that which is right and prudent does +not always lead to good, nor the contrary to what is bad; frequently the +reverse takes place. Some time since, I made a mistake in one of these +transactions with booksellers, and was sorry that I had done so. But now +circumstances have so altered, that, if I had not made that very +mistake, I should have made a greater one. Such instances occur +frequently in life, and hence we see men of the world, who know this, +going to work with great freedom and boldness." + +I was struck by this remark, which was new to me. + +I then turned the conversation to some of his works, and we came to the +elegy _Alexis and Dora_. + +"In this poem," said Goethe, "people have blamed the strong, passionate +conclusion, and would have liked the elegy to end gently and peacefully, +without that outbreak of jealousy; but I could not see that they were +right. Jealousy is so manifestly an ingredient of the affair, that the +poem would be incomplete if it were not introduced at all. I myself knew +a young man who, in the midst of his impassioned love for an easily-won +maiden, cried out, 'But would she not act to another as she has acted to +me?'" + +I agreed entirely with Goethe, and then mentioned the peculiar +situations in this elegy, where, with so few strokes and in so narrow a +space, all is so well delineated that we think we see the whole life and +domestic environment of the persons engaged in the action. "What you +have described," said I, "appears as true as if you had worked from +actual experience." + +"I am glad it seems so to you," said Goethe. "There are, however, few +men who have imagination for the truth of reality; most prefer strange +countries and circumstances, of which they know nothing, and by which +their imagination may be cultivated, oddly enough. + +"Then there are others who cling altogether to reality, and, as they +wholly want the poetic spirit, are too severe in their requisitions. For +instance, in this elegy, some would have had me give Alexis a servant to +carry his bundle, never thinking that all that was poetic and idyllic in +the situation would thus have been destroyed." + +From _Alexis and Dora_, the conversation then turned to _Wilhelm +Meister_. "There are odd critics in this world," said Goethe; "they +blamed me for letting the hero of this novel live so much in bad +company; but by this very circumstance that I considered this so-called +bad company as a vase into which I could put everything I had to say +about good society, I gained a poetical body, and a varied one into the +bargain. Had I, on the contrary, delineated good society by the +so-called good society, nobody would have read the book. + +"In the seeming trivialities of _Wilhelm Meister_, there is always +something higher at bottom, and nothing is required but eyes, knowledge +of the world, and power of comprehension to perceive the great in the +small. For those who are without such qualities, let it suffice to +receive the picture of life as real life." + +Goethe then showed me a very interesting English work, which illustrated +all Shakespeare in copper plates. Each page embraced, in six small +designs, one piece with some verses written beneath, so that the leading +idea and the most important situations of each work were brought before +the eyes. All these immortal tragedies and comedies thus passed before +the mind like processions of masks. + +"It is even terrifying," said Goethe, "to look through these little +pictures. Thus are we first made to feel the infinite wealth and +grandeur of Shakespeare. There is no motive in human life which he has +not exhibited and expressed! And all with what ease and freedom! + +"But we cannot talk about Shakespeare; everything is inadequate. I have +touched upon the subject in my _Wilhelm Meister_ but that is not saying +much. He is not a theatrical poet; he never thought of the stage; it was +far too narrow for his great mind: nay, the whole visible world was too +narrow. + +"He is even too rich and too powerful. A productive _nature_[17] ought +not to read more than one of his dramas in a year if it would not be +wrecked entirely. I did well to get rid of him by writing _Goetz_, and +_Egmont_,[18] and Byron did well by not having too much respect and +admiration for him, but going his own way. How many excellent Germans +have been ruined by him and Calderon! + +"Shakespeare gives us golden apples in silver dishes. We get, indeed, +the silver dishes by studying his works; but, unfortunately, we have +only potatoes to put into them." + +I laughed, and was delighted with this admirable simile. + +Goethe then read me a letter from Zelter, describing a representation of +Macbeth at Berlin, where the music could not keep pace with the grand +spirit and character of the piece, as Zelter set forth by various +intimations. By Goethe's reading, the letter gained its full effect, and +he often paused to admire with me the point of some single passage. + +"_Macbeth_," said Goethe, "is Shakespeare's best acting play, the one in +which he shows most understanding with respect to the stage. But would +you see his mind unfettered, read _Troilus and Cressida_, where he +treats the materials of the _Iliad_ in his own fashion." + +The conversation turned upon Byron--the disadvantage in which he appears +when placed beside the innocent cheerfulness of Shakespeare, and the +frequent and generally not unjust blame which he drew upon himself by +his manifold works of negation. + +"If Lord Byron," said Goethe, "had had an opportunity of working off all +the opposition in his character, by a number of strong parliamentary +speeches, he would have been much more pure as a poet. But, as he +scarcely ever spoke in parliament, he kept within himself all his +feelings against his nation, and to free himself from them, he had no +other means than to express them in poetical form. I could, therefore, +call a great part of Byron's works of negation 'suppressed parliamentary +speeches,' and think this would be no bad name for them." + +We then mentioned one of our most modern German poets, Platen, who had +lately gained a great name, and whose negative tendency was likewise +disapproved. "We cannot deny," said Goethe, "that he has many brilliant +qualities, but he is wanting in--love. He loves his readers and his +fellow-poets as little as he loves himself, and thus we may apply to him +the maxim of the apostle--'Though I speak with the tongues of men and +angels, and have not love (charity), I am become as sounding brass and a +tinkling cymbal.' I have lately read the poems of Platen, and cannot +deny his great talent. But, as I said, he is deficient in _love_, and +thus he will never produce the effect which he ought. He will be feared, +and will be the idol of those who would like to be as negative as +himself, but have not his talent." + + * * * * * + +1827 + +_Thursday evening, January_ 18.--The conversation now turned wholly on +Schiller, and Goethe proceeded thus: "Schiller's proper productive +talent lay in the ideal; and it may be said he has not his equal in +German or any other literature. He has almost everything that Lord Byron +has; but Lord Byron is his superior in knowledge of the world. I wish +Schiller had lived to know Lord Byron's works, and wonder what he would +have said to so congenial a mind. Did Byron publish anything during +Schiller's life?" + +I could not say with certainty. Goethe took down the Conversations +Lexicon, and read the article on Byron, making many hasty remarks as he +proceeded. It appeared that Byron had published nothing before 1807, and +that therefore Schiller could have seen nothing of his. + +"Through all Schiller's works," continued Goethe, "goes the idea of +freedom; though this idea assumed a new shape as Schiller advanced in +his culture and became another man. In his youth it was physical freedom +which occupied him, and influenced his poems; in his later life it was +ideal freedom. + +"Freedom is an odd thing, and every man has enough of it, if he can +only satisfy himself. What avails a superfluity of freedom which we +cannot use? Look at this chamber and the next, in which, through the +open door, you see my bed. Neither of them is large; and they are +rendered still narrower by necessary furniture, books, manuscripts, and +works of art; but they are enough for me. I have lived in them all the +winter, scarcely entering my front rooms. What have I done with my +spacious house, and the liberty of going from one room to another, when +I have not found it requisite to make use of them? + +"If a man has freedom enough to live healthy, and work at his craft, he +has enough; and so much all can easily obtain. Then all of us are only +free under certain conditions, which we must fulfil. The citizen is as +free as the nobleman, when he restrains himself within the limits which +God appointed by placing him in that rank. The nobleman is as free as +the prince; for, if he will but observe a few ceremonies at court, he +may feel himself his equal. Freedom consists not in refusing to +recognize anything above us, but in respecting something which is above +us; for, by respecting it, we raise ourselves to it, and by our very +acknowledgment make manifest that we bear within ourselves what is +higher, and are worthy to be on a level with it. + +"I have, on my journeys, often met merchants from the north of Germany, +who fancied they were my equals, if they rudely seated themselves next +me at table. They were, by this method, nothing of the kind; but they +would have been so if they had known how to value and treat me. + +"That this physical freedom gave Schiller so much trouble in his +youthful years, was caused partly by the nature of his mind, but still +more by the restraint which he endured at the military school. In later +days, when he had enough physical freedom, he passed over to the ideal; +and I would almost say that this idea killed him, since it led him to +make demands on his physical nature which were too much for his +strength. + +"The Grand Duke fixed on Schiller, when he was established here, an +income of one thousand dollars yearly, and offered to give him twice as +much in case he should be hindered by sickness from working. Schiller +declined this last offer, and never availed himself of it. 'I have +talent,' said he, 'and must help myself.' But as his family enlarged of +late years, he was obliged, for a livelihood, to write two dramas +annually; and to accomplish this, he forced himself to write days and +weeks when he was not well. He would have his talent obey him at any +hour. He never drank much; he was very temperate; but, in such hours of +bodily weakness, he was obliged to stimulate his powers by the use of +spirituous liquors. This habit impaired his health, and was likewise +injurious to his productions. The faults which some wiseacres find in +his works I deduce from this source. All the passages which they say are +not what they ought to be, I would call pathological passages; for he +wrote them on those days when he had not strength to find the right and +true motives. I have every respect for the categorical imperative. I +know how much good may proceed from it; but one must not carry it too +far, for then this idea of ideal freedom certainly leads to no good." + +Amid these interesting remarks, and similar discourse on Lord Byron and +the celebrated German authors, of whom Schiller had said that he liked +Kotzebue best, for he, at any rate, produced something, the hours of +evening passed swiftly along, and Goethe gave me the novel, that I might +study it quietly at home. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, February 21_.--Dined with Goethe. He spoke much, and with +admiration, of Alexander von Humboldt, whose work on Cuba and Colombia +he had begun to read and whose views as to the project for making a +passage through the Isthmus of Panama appeared to have a particular +interest for him. "Humboldt," said Goethe, "has, with a great knowledge +of his subject, given other points where, by making use of some streams +which flow into the Gulf of Mexico, the end may be perhaps better +attained than at Panama. All this is reserved for the future, and for an +enterprising spirit. So much, however, is certain, that, if they succeed +in cutting such a canal that ships of any burden and size can be +navigated through it from the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean, +innumerable benefits would result to the whole human race, civilized and +uncivilized. But I should wonder if the United States were to let an +opportunity escape of getting such work into their own hands. It may be +foreseen that this young state, with its decided predilection to the +West, will, in thirty or forty years, have occupied and peopled the +large tract of land beyond the Rocky Mountains. It may, furthermore, be +foreseen that along the whole coast of the Pacific Ocean, where nature +has already formed the most capacious and secure harbors, important +commercial towns will gradually arise, for the furtherance of a great +intercourse between China and the East Indies and the United States. In +such a case, it would not only be desirable, but almost necessary, that +a more rapid communication should be maintained between the eastern and +western shores of North America, both by merchant-ships and men-of-war, +than has hitherto been possible with the tedious, disagreeable, and +expensive voyage round Cape Horn. I therefore repeat, that it is +absolutely indispensable for the United States to effect a passage from +the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean; and I am certain that they will +do it. + +"Would that I might live to see it!--but I shall not. I should like to +see another thing--a junction of the Danube and the Rhine. But this +undertaking is so gigantic that I have doubts of its completion, +particularly when I consider our German resources. And thirdly, and +lastly, I should wish to see England in possession of a canal through +the Isthmus of Suez. Would I could live to see these three great works! +it would be well worth the trouble to last some fifty years more for the +very purpose." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, May 3_.--The highly successful translation of Goethe's +dramatic works, by Stapfer, was noticed by Monsieur J. J. Ampere in the +_Parisian Globe_ of last year, in a manner no less excellent, and this +affected Goethe so agreeably that he very often recurred to it, and +expressed his great obligations to it. + +"Ampere's point of view is a very high one," said he. + +"When German critics on similar occasions start from philosophy, and in +the consideration and discussion of a poetical production proceed in a +manner that what they intend as an elucidation is only intelligible to +philosophers of their own school, while for other people it is far more +obscure than the work upon which they intended to throw a light, M. +Ampere, on the contrary, shows himself quite practical and popular. Like +one who knows his profession thoroughly, he shows the relation between +the production and the producer, and judges the different poetical +productions as different fruits of different epochs of the poet's life. + +"He has studied most profoundly the changing course of my earthly +career, and of the condition of my mind, and has had the faculty of +seeing what I have not expressed, and what, so to speak, could only be +read between the lines. How truly has he remarked that, during the first +ten years of my official and court life at Weimar, I scarcely did +anything; that despair drove me to Italy; and that I there, with new +delight in producing, seized upon the history of Tasso, in order to free +myself, by the treatment of this agreeable subject, from the painful and +troublesome impressions and recollections of my life at Weimar. He +therefore very happily calls Tasso an elevated Werther. + +"Then, concerning Faust, his remarks are no less clever, since he not +only notes, as part of myself, the gloomy, discontented striving of the +principal character, but also the scorn and the bitter irony of +Mephistopheles." + +In this, and a similar spirit of acknowledgment, Goethe often spoke of +M. Ampere. We took a decided interest in him; we endeavored to picture +to ourselves his personal appearance, and, if we could not succeed in +this, we at least agreed that he must be a man of middle age to +understand the reciprocal action of life and poetry on each other. We +were, therefore, extremely surprised when M. Ampere arrived in Weimar a +few days ago, and proved to be a lively youth, some twenty years old; +and we were no less surprised when, in the course of further +intercourse, he told us that the whole of the contributors of the. +_Globe_, whose wisdom, moderation, and high degree of cultivation we had +often admired, were only young people like himself. + +"I can well comprehend," said I, "that a person may be young and may +still produce something of importance--like Mérimée, for instance, who +wrote excellent pieces in his twentieth year; but that any one at so +early an age should have at his command such a comprehensive view, and +such deep insight, as to attain such mature judgment as the gentlemen of +the _Globe_, is to me something entirely new." + +"To you, in your Heath,"[19] returned Goethe, "it has not been so easy; +and we others also, in Central Germany, have been forced to buy our +little wisdom dearly enough. Then we all lead a very isolated miserable +sort of life! From the people, properly so called, we derive very little +culture. Our talents and men of brains are scattered over the whole of +Germany. One is in Vienna, another in Berlin, another in Königsberg, +another in Bonn or Düseldorf--all about a hundred miles apart from one +another, so that personal contact and personal exchange of thought may +be considered as rarities. I feel what this must be, when such men as +Alexander von Humboldt come here, and in one single day lead me nearer +to what I am seeking and what I require to know than I should have done +for years in my own solitary way." + +"But now conceive a city like Paris, where the highest talents of a +great kingdom are all assembled in a single spot, and by daily +intercourse, strife, and emulation, mutually instruct and advance each +other; where the best works, both of nature and art, from all the +kingdoms of the earth, are open to daily inspection; conceive this +metropolis of the world, I say, where every walk over a bridge or +across a square recalls some mighty past, and where some historical +event is connected with every corner of a street. In addition to all +this, conceive not the Paris of a dull, spiritless time, but the +Paris of the nineteenth century, in which, during three generations, +such men as Molière, Voltaire, Diderot, and the like, have kept up +such a current of intellect as cannot be found twice in a single spot +in the whole world, and you will comprehend that a man of talent like +Ampere, who has grown up amid such abundance, can easily be something +in his four-and-twentieth year. + +"You said just now," said Goethe, "that you could well understand how +any one in his twentieth year could write pieces as good as those of +Mérimée. I have nothing to oppose to this; and I am, on the whole, quite +of your opinion that good productiveness is easier than good judgment in +a youthful man. But, in Germany, one had better not, when so young as +Mérimée, attempt to produce anything so mature as he has done in his +pieces of _Clara Gazul_. It is true, Schiller was very young when he +wrote his _Robbers_, his _Love and Intrigue_, his _Fiesco_; but, to +speak the truth, all three pieces are rather the utterances of an +extraordinary talent than signs of mature cultivation in the author. +This, however, is not Schiller's fault, but rather the result of the +state of culture of his nation, and the great difficulty which we all +experience in assisting ourselves on our solitary way. + +"On the other hand, take up Béranger. He is the son of poor parents, the +descendant of a poor tailor; at one time a poor printer's apprentice, +then placed in some office with a small salary; he has never been to a +classical school or university; and yet his songs are so full of mature +cultivation, so full of wit and the most refined irony, and there is +such artistic perfection and masterly handling of the language that he +is the admiration, not only of France, but of all civilized Europe. + +"But imagine this same Béranger--instead of being born in Paris, and +brought up in this metropolis of the world--the son of a poor tailor in +Jena or Weimar, and let him commence his career, in an equally miserable +manner, in such small places--then ask yourself what fruit would have +been produced by this same tree grown in such a soil and in such an +atmosphere. + +"Therefore, my good friend, I repeat that, if a talent is to be speedily +and happily developed, the great point is that a great deal of intellect +and sound culture should be current in a nation. + +"We admire the tragedies of the ancient Greeks; but, to take a correct +view of the case, we ought rather to admire the period and the nation in +which their production was possible than the individual authors; for +though each of these pieces differs a little from every other, and +though one of these poets appears somewhat greater and more finished +than the other, still, taking all things together, only one decided +character runs through the whole. + +"This is the character of grandeur, fitness, soundness, human +perfection, elevated wisdom, sublime thought, pure, strong intuition, +and whatever other qualities one might enumerate. But when we find all +these qualities, not only in the dramatic works that have come down to +us but also in lyrical and epic works, in the philosophers, the orators, +and the historians, and in an equally high degree in the works of +plastic art that have come down to us, we must feel convinced that such +qualities did not merely belong to individuals, but were the current +property of the nation and the whole period. + +"Now, take up Burns. How is he great, except through the circumstance +that the whole songs of his predecessors lived in the mouth of the +people--that they were, so to speak, sung at his cradle; that, as a boy, +he grew up amongst them, and the high excellence of these models so +pervaded him that he had therein a living basis on which he could +proceed further? Again, why is he great, but from this, that his own +songs at once found susceptible ears amongst his compatriots; that, sung +by reapers and sheaf-binders, they at once greeted him in the field; and +that his boon-companions sang them to welcome him at the ale-house? +Something was certainly to be done in this way. + +"On the other hand, what a pitiful figure is made by us Germans! Of our +old songs--no less important than those of Scotland--how many lived +among the people in the days of my youth? Herder and his successors +first began to collect them and rescue them from oblivion; then they +were at least printed in the libraries. Then, more lately, what songs +have not Bürger and Voss composed! Who can say that they are more +insignificant or less popular than those of the excellent Burns? but +which of them so lives among us that it greets us from the mouth of the +people? They are written and printed, and they remain in the libraries, +quite in accordance with the general fate of German poets. Of my own +songs, how many live? Perhaps one or another of them may be sung by a +pretty girl to the piano; but among the people, properly so called, they +have no sound. With what sensations must I remember the time when +passages from Tasso were sung to me by Italian fishermen! + +"We Germans are of yesterday. We have indeed been properly cultivated +for a century; but a few centuries more must still elapse before so much +mind and elevated culture will become universal amongst our people that +they will appreciate beauty like the Greeks, that they will be inspired +by a beautiful song, and that it will be said of them 'it is long since +they were barbarians.'" + +_Tuesday, December 16_.--I dined today with Goethe alone, in his +work-room. We talked on various literary topics. + +"The Germans," said he, "cannot cease to be Philistines. They are now +squabbling about some verses, which are printed both in Schiller's works +and mine, and fancy it is important to ascertain which really belong to +Schiller and which to me; as if anything could be gained by such +investigation--as if the existence of such things were not enough. +Friends, such as Schiller and I, intimate for years, with the same +interests, in habits of daily intercourse, and under reciprocal +obligations, live so completely in each other that it is hardly possible +to decide to which of the two the particular thoughts belong. + +"We have made many distiches together; sometimes I gave the thought, and +Schiller made the verse; sometimes the contrary was the case; sometimes +he made one line, and I the other. What matters the mine and thine? One +must be a thorough Philistine, indeed, to attach the slightest +importance to the solution of such questions." + +"Something similar," said I, "often happens in the literary world, when +people, for instance, doubt the originality of this or that celebrated +man, and seek to trace out the sources from whence he obtained his +cultivation." + +"That is very ridiculous," said Goethe; "we might as well question a +strong man about the oxen, sheep, and swine, which he has eaten, and +which have given him strength. + +"We are indeed born with faculties; but we owe our development to a +thousand influences of the great world, from which we appropriate to +ourselves what we can, and what is suitable to us. I owe much to the +Greeks and French; I am infinitely indebted to Shakespeare, Sterne, and +Goldsmith; but in saying this I do not show the sources of my culture; +that would be an endless as well as an unnecessary task. What is +important is to have a soul which loves truth, and receives it wherever +it finds it. + +"Besides, the world is now so old, so many eminent men have lived and +thought for thousands of years, that there is little new to be +discovered or expressed. Even my theory of colors is not entirely new. +Plato, Leonardo da Vinci, any many other excellent men, have before me +found and expressed the same thing in a detached form: my merit is, that +I have found it also, that I have said it again, and that I have striven +to bring the truth once more into a confused world. + +"The truth must be repeated over and over again, because error is +repeatedly preached among us, not only by individuals, but by the +masses. In periodicals and cyclopædias, in schools and universities; +everywhere, in fact, error prevails, and is quite easy in the feeling +that it has a decided majority on its side. + +"Often, too, people teach truth and error together, and stick to the +latter. Thus, a short time ago, I read in an English cyclopædia the +doctrine of the origin of Blue. First came the correct view of Leonardo +da Vinci, but then followed, as quietly as possible, the error of +Newton, coupled with remarks that this was to be adhered to because it +was the view generally adopted." + +I could not help laughing with surprise when I heard this. "Every +wax-taper," I said, "every illuminated cloud of smoke from the kitchen, +that has anything dark behind it, every morning mist, when it lies +before a steady spot, daily convinces me of the origin of blue color, +and makes me comprehend the blueness of the sky. What the Newtonians +mean when they say that the air has the property of absorbing other +colors, and of repelling blue alone, I cannot at all understand, nor do +I see what use or pleasure is to be derived from a doctrine in which all +thought stands still, and all sound observation completely vanishes." + +"My good innocent friend," said Goethe, "these people do not care a jot +about thoughts and observations. They are satisfied if they have only +words which they can pass as current, as was well shown and not +ill-expressed by my own Mephistopheles: + + "Mind, above all, you stick to words, + Thus through the safe gate you will go + Into the fane of certainty; + For when ideas begin to fail + A word will aptly serve your turn," etc. + +Goethe recited this passage laughing, and seemed altogether in the best +humor. "It is a good thing," said he, "that all is already in print, and +I shall go on printing as long as I have anything to say against false +doctrine, and those who disseminate it. + +"We have now excellent men rising up in natural science," he continued, +after a pause, "and I am glad to see them. Others begin well, but +afterwards fall off; their predominating subjectivity leads them astray. +Others, again, set too much value on facts, and collect an infinite +number, by which nothing is proved. On the whole, there is a want of +originating mind to penetrate back to the original phenomena, and master +the particulars that make their appearance." + +A short visit interrupted our discourse, but when we were again alone +the conversation returned to poetry, and I told Goethe that I had of +late been once more studying his little poems, and had dwelt especially +upon two of them, viz., the ballad[20] about the children and the old +man, and the "Happy Couple" (_die glücklichen Gatten_). + +"I myself set some value on these two poems," said Goethe, "although the +German public have hitherto not been able to make much out of them." + +"In the ballad," I said, "a very copious subject is brought into a very +limited compass, by means of all sorts of poetical forms and artifices, +among which I especially praise the expedient of making the old man tell +the children's past history down to the point where the present moment +comes in, and the rest is developed before our eyes." + +"I carried the ballad a long time about in my head," said Goethe, +"before I wrote it down. Whole years of reflection are comprised in it, +and I made three or four trials before I could reduce it to its present +shape." + +"The poem of the 'Happy Couple,'" continued Goethe, "is likewise rich in +_motives_; whole landscapes and passages of human life appear in it, +warmed by the sunlight of a charming spring sky, which is diffused over +the whole." + +"I have always liked that poem," said Goethe, "and I am glad that you +have regarded it with particular interest. The ending of the whole +pleasantry with a double christening is, I think, pretty enough." + +We then came to the _Bürgergeneral_ (Citizengeneral); with respect to +which I said that I had been lately reading this piece with an +Englishman, and that we had both felt the strongest desire to see it +represented on the stage. "As far as the spirit of the work is +concerned," said I, "there is nothing antiquated about it; and with +respect to the details of dramatic development, there is not a touch +that does not seem designed for the stage." + +"It was a very good piece in its time," said Goethe, "and caused us many +a pleasant evening. It was, indeed, excellently cast, and had been so +admirably studied that the dialogue moved along as glibly as possible. +Malcolmi played Märten, and nothing could be more perfect. + +"The part of Schnaps," said I, "seems to me no less felicitous. Indeed, +I should not think there were many better or more thankful parts in the +repertoire. There is in this personage, as in the whole piece, a +clearness, an actual presence, to the utmost extent that can be desired +for a theatre. The scene where he comes in with the knapsack, and +produces the things one after another, where he puts the _moustache_ on +Märten, and decks himself with the cap of liberty, uniform, and sword, +is among the best." "This scene," said Goethe, "used always to be very +successful on our stage. Then the knapsack, with the articles in it, had +really an historical existence. I found it in the time of the +Revolution, on my travels along the French border, when the emigrants, +on their flight, had passed through, and one of them might have lost it +or thrown it away. The articles it contained were just the same as in +the piece. I wrote the scene upon it, and the knapsack, with all its +appurtenances, was always introduced, to the no small delight of our +actors." + +The question whether the _Bürgergeneral_ could still be played with any +interest or profit, was for a while the subject of our conversation. + +Goethe then asked about my progress in French literature, and I told him +that I still took up Voltaire from time to time, and that the great +talent of this man gave me the purest delight. + +"I still know but little of him," said I; "I keep to his short poems +addressed to persons, which I read over and over again, and which I +cannot lay aside." + +"Indeed," said Goethe, "all is good which is written by so great a +genius as Voltaire, though I cannot excuse all his profanity. But you +are right to give so much time to those little poems addressed to +persons; they are unquestionably among the most charming of his works. +There is not a line which is not full of thought, clear, bright, and +graceful." + +"And we see," said I, "his relations to all the great and mighty of the +world, and remark with pleasure the distinguished position taken by +himself, inasmuch as he seems to feel himself equal to the highest, and +we never find that any majesty can embarrass his free mind even for a +moment." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "he bore himself like a man of rank. And with all +his freedom and audacity, he ever kept within the limits of strict +propriety, which is, perhaps, saying still more. I may cite the Empress +of Austria as an authority in such matters; she has repeatedly assured +me, that in those poems of Voltaire's, there is no trace of crossing the +line of _convenance_." + +"Does your excellency," said I, "remember the short poem in which he +makes to the Princess of Prussia, afterwards Queen of Sweden, a pretty +declaration of love, by saying that he dreamed of being elevated to the +royal dignity?" + +"It is one of his best," said Goethe, and he recited the lines-- + + "Je vous aimais, princesse, et j'osais vous le dire; + Les Dieux et mon reveil ne m'ont pas tout ôté, + Je n'ai perdu que mon empire." + +"How pretty that is! And never did poet have his talent so completely at +command every moment as Voltaire. I remember an anecdote, when he had +been for some time on a visit to Madame du Chatelet. Just as he was +going away, and the carriage was standing at the door, he received a +letter from a great number of young girls in a neighboring convent, who +wished to play the 'Death of Julius Cæsar' on the birthday of their +abbess, and begged him to write them a prologue. The case was too +delicate for a refusal; so Voltaire at once called for pen and paper, +and wrote the desired prologue, standing, upon the mantlepiece. It is a +poem of perhaps twenty lines, thoroughly digested, finished, perfectly +suited to the occasion, and, in short, of the very best class." + +"I am very desirous to read it," said I. + +"I doubt," said Goethe, "whether you will find it in your collection. It +has only lately come to light, and, indeed, he wrote hundreds of such +poems, of which many may still be scattered about among private +persons." + +"I found of late a passage in Lord Byron," said I, "from which I +perceived with delight that even Byron had an extraordinary esteem for +Voltaire. We may see in his works how much he liked to read, study, and +make use of Voltaire. + +"Byron," said Goethe, "knew too well where anything was to be got, and +was too clever not to draw from this universal source of light." + +The conversation then turned entirely upon Byron and several of his +works, and Goethe found occasion to repeat many of his former +expressions of admiration for that great genius. + +"To all that your excellency says of Byron," said I, "I agree from the +bottom of my heart; but, however great and remarkable that poet may be +as a genius, I very much doubt whether a decided gain for pure human +culture is to be derived from his writings." + +"There I must contradict you," said Goethe; "the audacity and grandeur +of Byron must certainly tend towards culture. We should take care not to +be always looking for it in the decidedly pure and moral. Everything +that is great promotes cultivation as soon as we are aware of it." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, February 12_.--Goethe read me the thoroughly noble poem, +"Kein Wesen kann zu nichts zerfallen" (No being can dissolve to +nothing), which he had lately written. + +"I wrote this poem," said he, "in contradiction to my lines-- + + 'Denn alles muss zu nichts zerfallen + Wenn es im Seyn beharren will,' etc. + + ('For all must melt away to nothing + Would it continue still to be')-- + +which are stupid, and which my Berlin friends, on the occasion of the +late assembly of natural philosophers, set up in golden letters, to my +annoyance." + +The conversation turned on the great mathematician, Lagrange, whose +excellent character Goethe highly extolled. + +"He was a good man," said he, "and on that very account, a great man. +For when a good man is gifted with talent, he always works morally for +the salvation of the world, as poet, philosopher, artist, or in whatever +way it may be. + +"I am glad," continued Goethe, "that you had an opportunity yesterday of +knowing Coudray better. He says little in general society, but, here +among ourselves, you have seen what an excellent mind and character +reside in the man. He had, at first, much opposition to encounter, but +he has now fought through it all and enjoys the entire confidence and +favor of the court. Coudray is one of the most skilful architects of our +time. He has adhered to me and I to him, and this has been of service to +us both. If I had but known him fifty years ago!" + +We then talked about Goethe's own architectural knowledge. I remarked +that he must have acquired much in Italy. + +"Italy gave me an idea of earnestness and greatness," said he, "but no +practical skill. The building of the castle here in Weimar advanced me +more than anything. I was obliged to assist, and even to make drawings +of entablatures. I had a certain advantage over the professional people, +because I was superior to them in intention." + +We talked of Zelter. + +"I have a letter from him," said Goethe, "in which he complains that the +performance of the oratorio of the Messiah was spoiled for him by one of +his female scholars, who sang an aria too weakly and sentimentally. +Weakness is a characteristic of our age. My hypothesis is, that it is a +consequence of the efforts made in Germany to get rid of the French. +Painters, natural philosophers, sculptors, musicians, poets, with but +few exceptions, all are weak, and the general mass is no better." + +"Yet I do not give up the hope," said I, "of seeing suitable music +composed for _Faust_." + +"Quite impossible!" said Goethe. "The awful and repulsive passages +which must occasionally occur, are not in the style of the time. The +music should be like that of Don Juan. Mozart should have composed for +_Faust_. Meyerbeer would, perhaps, be capable; but he would not touch +anything of the kind;[21] he is too much engaged with the Italian +theatres." + +Afterwards--I do not recollect in connection to what--Goethe made the +following important remark: + +"All that is great and skilful exists with the minority. There have been +ministers who have had both king and people against them, and have +carried out their great plans alone. It is not to be imagined that +reason can ever be popular. Passions and feelings may become popular; +but reason always remains the sole property of a few eminent +individuals." + +_Sunday, December_ 6.--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the first +scene of the second act of _Faust_.[22] The effect was great, and gave +me a high satisfaction. We are once more transported into Faust's study, +where Mephistopheles finds all just as he had left it. He takes from the +hook Faust's old study-gown, and a thousand moths and insects flutter +out from it. By the directions of Mephistopheles as to where these are +to settle down, the locality is brought very clearly before our eyes. He +puts on the gown, while Faust lies behind a curtain in a state of +paralysis, intending to play the doctor's part once more. He pulls the +bell, which gives such an awful tone among the old solitary convent +halls, that the doors spring open and the walls tremble. The servant +rushes in, and finds in Faust's seat Mephistopheles, whom he does not +recognize, but for whom he has respect. In answer to inquiries he gives +news of Wagner, who has now become a celebrated man, and is hoping for +the return of his master. He is, we hear, at this moment deeply occupied +in his laboratory, seeking to produce a Homunculus. The servant retires, +and the bachelor enters--the same whom we knew some years before as a +shy young student, when Mephistopheles (in Faust's gown) made game of +him. He is now become a man, and is so full of conceit that even +Mephistopheles can do nothing with him, but moves his chair further and +further, and at last addresses the pit. + +Goethe read the scene quite to the end. I was pleased with his youthful +productive strength, and with the closeness of the whole. "As the +conception," said Goethe, "is so old--for I have had it in my mind for +fifty years--the materials have accumulated to such a degree, that the +difficult operation is to separate and reject. The invention of the +whole second part is really as old as I say; but it may be an advantage +that I have not written it down till now, when my knowledge of the world +is so much clearer. I am like one who in his youth has a great deal of +small silver and copper money, which in the course of his life he +constantly changes for the better, so that at last the property of his +youth stands before him in pieces of pure gold." + +We spoke about the character of the Bachelor. "Is he not meant," said I, +"to represent a certain class of ideal philosophers?" + +"No," said Goethe, "the arrogance which is peculiar to youth, and of +which we had such striking examples after our war for freedom, is +personified in him. Indeed, every one believes in his youth that the +world really began with him, and that all merely exists for his sake. + +"Thus, in the East, there was actually a man who every morning collected +his people about him, and would not go to work till he had commanded the +sun to rise. But he was wise enough not to speak his command till the +sun of its own accord was really on the point of appearing." + +Goethe remained a while absorbed in silent thought; then he began as +follows: "When one is old one thinks of worldly matters otherwise than +when one is young. Thus I cannot but think that the demons, to teaze and +make sport with men, have placed among them single figures, which are so +alluring that every one strives after them, and so great that nobody +reaches them. Thus they set up Raffael, with whom thought and act were +equally perfect; some distinguished followers have approached him, but +none have equalled him. Thus, too, they set up Mozart as something +unattainable in music; and thus Shakespeare in poetry. I know what you +can say against this thought; but I only mean natural character, the +great innate qualities. Thus, too, Napoleon is unattainable. That the +Russians were so moderate as not to go to Constantinople is indeed very +great; but we find a similar trait in Napoleon, for he had the +moderation not to go to Rome." + +Much was associated with this copious theme; I thought to myself in +silence that the demons had intended something of the kind with Goethe, +inasmuch as he is a form too alluring not to be striven after, and too +great to be reached. + +_Wednesday, December 16._--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the +second scene of the second act of "Faust," where Mephistopheles visits +Wagner, who is on the point of making a human being by chemical means. +The work succeeds; the Homunculus appears in the phial, as a shining +being, and is at once active. He repels Wagner's questions upon +incomprehensible subjects; reasoning is not his business; he wishes to +act, and begins with our hero, Faust, who, in his paralyzed condition, +needs a higher aid. As a being to whom the present is perfectly clear +and transparent, the Homunculus sees into the soul of the sleeping +Faust, who, enraptured by a lovely dream, beholds Leda visited by swans, +while she is bathing in a pleasant spot. The Homunculus, by describing +this dream, brings a most charming picture before our eyes. +Mephistopheles sees nothing of it, and the Homunculus taunts him with +his northern nature. + +"Generally," said Goethe, "you will perceive that Mephistopheles +appears to disadvantage beside the Homunculus, who is like him in +clearness of intellect, and so much superior to him in his tendency to +the beautiful and to a useful activity. He styles him cousin; for such +spiritual beings as this Homunculus, not yet saddened and limited by a +thorough assumption of humanity, were classed with the demons, and thus +there is a sort of relationship between the two." + +"Certainly," said I, "Mephistopheles appears here in a subordinate +situation; yet I cannot help thinking that he has had a secret influence +on the production of the Homunculus. We have known him in this way +before; and, indeed, in the 'Helena' he always appears as a being +secretly working. Thus he again elevates himself with regard to the +whole, and in his lofty repose he can well afford to put up with a +little in particulars." + +"Your feeling of the position is very correct," said Goethe; "indeed, I +have doubted whether I ought not to put some verses into the mouth of +Mephistopheles as he goes to Wagner, and the Homunculus is still in a +state of formation, so that his cooperation may be expressed and +rendered plain to the reader. + +"It would do no harm," said I. "Yet this is intimated by the words with +which Mephistopheles closes the scene-- + + Am Ende hangen wir doch ab + Von Creaturen die wir machten. + + We are dependent after all, + On creatures that we make." + +"True," said Goethe, "that would be almost enough for the attentive; but +I will think about some additional verses." + +"But," said I, "those concluding words are very great, and will not +easily be penetrated to their full extent." + +"I think," said Goethe, "I have given them a bone to pick. A father who +has six sons is a lost man, let him do what he may. Kings and +ministers, too, who have raised many persons to high places, may have +something to think about from their own experience." + +Faust's dream about Leda again came into my head, and I regarded this as +a most important feature in the composition. + +"It is wonderful to me," said I, "how the several parts of such a work +bear upon, perfect, and sustain one another! By this dream of Leda, +_Helena_ gains its proper foundation. There we have a constant allusion +to swans and the child of a swan; but here we have the act itself, and +when we come afterwards to Helena, with the sensible impression of such +a situation, how much more clear and perfect does all appear!" + +Goethe said I was right, and was pleased that I remarked this. + +"Thus you will see," said he, "that in these earlier acts the chords of +the classic and romantic are constantly struck, so that, as on a rising +ground, where both forms of poetry are brought out, and in some sort +balance each other, we may ascend to 'Helena.' + +"The French," continued Goethe, "now begin to think justly of these +matters. Both classic and romantic, say they, are equally good. The only +point is to use these forms with judgment, and to be capable of +excellence. You can be absurd in both, and then one is as worthless as +the other. This, I think, is rational enough, and may content us for a +while." + + * * * * * + +1830. + +_Sunday, March 14._--This evening at Goethe's. He showed me all the +treasures, now put in order, from the chest which he had received from +David, and with the unpacking of which I had found him occupied some +days ago. The plaster medallions, with the profiles of the principal +young poets of France, he had laid in order side by side upon tables. +On this occasion, he spoke once more of the extraordinary talent of +David, which was as great in conception as in execution. He also showed +me a number of the newest works, which had been presented to him, +through the medium of David, as gifts from the most distinguished men of +the romantic school. I saw works by St. Veuve, Ballanche, Victor Hugo, +Balzac, Alfred de Vigny, Jules Janin, and others. + +"David," said he, "has prepared happy days for me by this present. The +young poets have already occupied me the whole week, and afford me new +life by the fresh impressions which I receive from them. I shall make a +separate catalogue of these much esteemed portraits and books, and shall +give them both a special place in my collection of works of art and my +library." + +One could see from Goethe's manner that this homage from the young poets +of France afforded him the heartiest delight. + +He then read something from the _Studies_, by Emile Deschamps. He +praised the translation of the _Bride of Corinth_, as faithful, and very +successful. + +"I possess," said he, "the manuscript of an Italian translation of this +poem, which gives the original, even to the rhymes." + +_The Bride of Corinth_ induced Goethe to speak of the rest of his +ballads. "I owe them, in a great measure, to Schiller," said he, "who +impelled me to them, because he always wanted something new for his +_Horen_. I had already carried them in my head for many years; they +occupied my mind as pleasant images, as beautiful dreams, which came and +went, and by playing with which my fancy made me happy. I unwillingly +resolved to bid farewell to these brilliant visions, which had so long +been my solace, by embodying them in poor, inadequate words. When I saw +them on paper, I regarded them with a mixture of sadness. I felt as if I +were about to be separated for ever from a beloved friend." + +"At other times," continued Goethe, "it has been totally different with +my poems. They have been preceded by no impressions or forebodings, but +have come suddenly upon me, and have insisted on being composed +immediately, so that I have felt an instinctive and dreamy impulse to +write them down on the spot. In such a somnambulistic condition, it has +often happened that I have had a sheet of paper lying before me all on +one side, and I have not discovered it till all has been written, or I +have found no room to write any more. I have possessed many such sheets +written crossways, but they have been lost one after another, and I +regret that I can no longer show any proofs of such poetic abstraction." + +The conversation then returned to the French literature, and the modern +ultra-romantic tendency of some not unimportant men of genius. Goethe +was of opinion that this poetic revolution, which was still in its +infancy, would be very favorable to literature, but very prejudicial to +the individual authors who effect it. + +"Extremes are never to be avoided in any revolution," said he. "In a +political one, nothing is generally desired in the beginning but the +abolition of abuses; but before people are aware, they are deep in +bloodshed and horror. Thus the French, in their present literary +revolution, desired nothing at first but a freer form; however, they +will not stop there, but will reject the traditional contents together +with the form. They begin to declare the representation of noble +sentiments and deeds as tedious, and attempt to treat of all sorts of +abominations. Instead of the beautiful subjects from Grecian mythology, +there are devils, witches, and vampires, and the lofty heroes of +antiquity must give place to jugglers and galley slaves. This is +piquant! This is effective! But after the public has once tasted this +highly seasoned food, and has become accustomed to it, it will always +long for more, and that stronger. A young man of talent, who would +produce an effect and be acknowledged, and who is great enough to go his +own way, must accommodate himself to the taste of the day--nay, must +seek to outdo his predecessors in the horrible and frightful. But in +this chase after outward means of effect, all profound study, and all +gradual and thorough development of the talent and the man from within, +is entirely neglected. And this is the greatest injury which can befall +a talent, although literature in general will gain by this tendency of +the moment." + +"But," added I, "how can an attempt which destroys individual talents be +favorable to literature in general?" + +"The extremes and excrescences which I have described," returned Goethe, +"will gradually disappear; but at last this great advantage will +remain--besides a freer form, richer and more diversified subjects will +have been attained, and no object of the broadest world and the most +manifold life will be any longer excluded as unpoetical. I compare the +present literary epoch to a state of violent fever, which is not in +itself good and desirable, but of which improved health is the happy +consequence. That abomination which now often constitutes the whole +subject of a poetical work, will in future only appear as an useful +expedient; aye, the pure and the noble, which is now abandoned for the +moment, will soon be resought with additional ardor." + +"It is surprising to me," remarked I, "that even Mérimée, who is one of +your favorites, has entered upon this ultra-romantic path, through the +horrible subjects of his _Guzla_." + +"Mérimée," returned Goethe, "has treated these things very differently +from his fellow-authors. These poems certainly are not deficient in +various horrible _motives_, such as churchyards, nightly crossways, +ghosts and vampires; but the repulsive themes do not touch the intrinsic +merit of the poet. On the contrary, he treats them from a certain +objective distance, and, as it were, with irony. He goes to work with +them like an artist, to whom it is an amusement to try anything of the +sort. He has, as I have said before, quite renounced himself, nay, he +has ever renounced the Frenchman, and that to such a degree that at +first these poems of Guzla were deemed real Illyrian popular poems, and +thus little was wanting for the success of the imposition he had +intended." + +"Mérimée," continued Goethe, "is indeed a thorough fellow! Indeed, +generally, more power and genius are required for the objective +treatment of a subject than is supposed. Thus, too, Lord Byron, +notwithstanding his predominant personality, has sometimes had the power +of renouncing himself altogether, as may be seen in some of his dramatic +pieces, particularly in his _Marino Faliero_. In this piece one quite +forgets that Lord Byron, or even an Englishman, wrote it. We live +entirely in Venice, and entirely in the time in which the action takes +place. The personages speak quite from themselves and from their own +condition, without having any of the subjective feelings, thoughts, and +opinions of the poet. That is as it should be. Of our young French +romantic writers of the exaggerating sort, one cannot say as much. What +I have read of them--poems, novels, dramatic works--have all borne the +personal coloring of the author, and none of them ever makes me forget +that a Parisian--that a Frenchman--wrote them. Even in the treatment of +foreign subjects one still remains in France and Paris, quite absorbed +in all the wishes, necessities, conflicts, and fermentations of the +present day." + +"Béranger also," I threw in experimentally, "has only expressed the +situation of the great metropolis, and his own interior." + +"That is a man," said Goethe, "whose power of representation and whose +interior are worth something. In him is all the substance of an +important personality. Béranger is a nature most happily endowed, firmly +grounded in himself, purely developed from himself, and quite in harmony +with himself. He has never asked--what would suit the times? what +produces an effect? what pleases? what are others doing?--in order that +he might do the like. He has always worked only from the core of his own +nature, without troubling himself as to what the public, or what this or +that party, expects. He has certainly, at different critical epochs, +been influenced by the mood, wishes, and necessities of the people; but +that has only confirmed him in himself, by proving to him that his own +nature is in harmony with that of the people; and has never seduced him +into expressing anything but what already lay in his heart. + +"You know that I am, upon the whole, no friend to what is called +political poems, but such as Béranger has composed I can tolerate. With +him there is nothing snatched out of the air, nothing of merely imagined +or imaginary interest; he never shoots at random; but, on the contrary, +has always the most decided, the most important subjects. His +affectionate admiration of Napoleon, and his reminiscences of the great +warlike deeds which were performed under him, and that at a time when +these recollections were a consolation to the somewhat oppressed French; +then his hatred of the domination of priests, and of the darkness which +threatened to return with the Jesuits--these are things to which one +cannot refuse hearty sympathy. And how masterly is his treatment on all +occasions! How he turns about and rounds off every subject in his own +mind before he expresses it! And then, when all is matured, what wit, +spirit, irony, and persiflage, and what heartiness, naivete, and grace, +are unfolded at every step! His songs have every year made millions of +joyous men; they always flow glibly from the tongue, even with the +working-classes, whilst they are so far elevated above the level of the +commonplace, that the populace, in converse with these pleasant spirits, +becomes accustomed and compelled to think itself better and nobler. What +more would you have? and, altogether, what higher praise could be given +to a poet?" + +"He is excellent, unquestionably!" returned I. "You know how I loved him +for years, and can imagine how it gratifies me to hear you speak of him +thus. But if I must say which of his songs I prefer, his amatory poems +please me more than his political, in which the particular references +and allusions are not always clear to me." + +"That happens to be your case," returned Goethe; "the political poems +were not written for you; but ask the French, and they will tell you +what is good in them. Besides, a political poem, under the most +fortunate circumstances, is to be looked upon only as the organ of a +single nation, and, in most cases, only as the organ of a single party; +but it is seized with enthusiasm by this nation and this party when it +is good. Again, a political poem should always be looked upon as the +mere result of a certain state of the times; which passes by, and with +respect to succeeding times takes from the poem the value which it +derived from the subject. As for Béranger, his was no hard task. Paris +is France. All the important interests of his great country are +concentrated in the capital, and there have their proper life and their +proper echo. Besides, in most of his political songs he is by no means +to be regarded as the mere organ of a single party; on the contrary, the +things against which he writes are for the most part of so universal and +national an interest, that the poet is almost always heard as a great +_voice_ of the people. With us, in Germany, such a thing is not +possible. We have no city, nay, we have no country, of which we could +decidedly say--_Here is Germany_! If we inquire in Vienna, the answer +is--this is Austria! and if in Berlin, the answer is--this is Prussia! +Only sixteen years ago, when we tried to get rid of the French, was +Germany everywhere. Then a political poet could have had an universal +effect; but there was no need of one! The universal necessity, and the +universal feeling of disgrace, had seized upon the nation like something +dæmonic; the inspiring fire which the poet might have kindled was +already burning everywhere of its own accord. Still, I will not deny +that Arndt, Körner, and Rückert, have had some effect." + +"You have been reproached," remarked I, rather inconsiderately, "for not +taking up arms at that great period, or at least cooperating as a poet." + +"Let us leave that point alone, my good friend," returned Goethe. "It is +an absurd world, which does not know what it wants, and which one must +allow to have its own way. How could I take up arms without hatred, and +how could I hate without youth? If such an emergency had befallen me +when twenty years old, I should certainly not have been the last; but it +found me as one who had already passed the first sixties. + +"Besides, we cannot all serve our country in the same way, but each does +his best, according as God has endowed him. I have toiled hard enough +during half a century. I can say, that in those things which nature has +appointed for my daily work, I have permitted myself no repose or +relaxation night or day, but have always striven, investigated, and done +as much, and that as well, as I could. If every one can say the same of +himself, it will prove well with all." + +"The fact is," said I, by way of conciliation, "that you should not be +vexed at that reproach, but should rather feel flattered at it. For what +does it show but that the opinion of the world concerning you is so +great that it desires that he who has done more for the culture of his +nation than any other should at last do everything!" + +"I will not say what I think," returned Goethe. "There is more ill-will +towards me hidden beneath that remark than you are aware of. I feel +therein a new form of the old hatred with which people have persecuted +me, and endeavored quietly to wound me for years. I know very well that +I am an eyesore to many; that they would all willingly get rid of me; +and that, since they cannot touch my talent, they aim at my character. +Now, it is said, I am proud; now, egotistical; now, full of envy towards +young men of genius; now, immersed in sensuality; now, without +Christianity; and now, without love for my native country, and my own +dear Germans. You have now known me sufficiently for years, and you feel +what all that talk is worth. But if you would learn what I have +suffered, read my '_Xenien_', and it will be clear to you, from my +retorts, how people have from time to time sought to embitter my life. + +"A German author is a German martyr! Yes, my friend, you will not find +it otherwise! And I myself can scarcely complain; none of the others has +fared better--most have fared worse; and in England and France it is +quite the same as with us. What did not Molière suffer? What Rousseau +and Voltaire? Byron was driven from England by evil tongues, and would +have fled to the end of the world, if an early death had not delivered +him from the Philistines and their hatred. + +"And if it were only the narrow-minded masses that persecuted noble men! +But no! one gifted man and one genius persecutes another; Platen +scandalizes Heine, and Heine Platen, and each seeks to make the other +hateful; while the world is wide enough for all to live and to let live; +and every one has an enemy in his own talent, who gives him quite enough +to do. + +"To write military songs, and sit in a room! That forsooth was my duty! +To have written them in the bivouac, when the horses at the enemy's +outposts are heard neighing at night, would have been well enough; +however, that was not my life and not my business, but that of Theodore +Körner. His war-songs suit him perfectly. But to me, who am not of a +warlike nature, and who have no warlike sense, war-songs would have been +a mask which would have fitted my face very badly. + +"I have never affected anything in my poetry. I have never uttered +anything which I have not experienced, and which has not urged me to +production. I have composed love-songs only when I have loved. How could +I write songs of hatred without hating! And, between ourselves, I did +not hate the French, although I thanked God that we were free from them. +How could I, to whom culture and barbarism are alone of importance, hate +a nation which is among the most cultivated of the earth, and to which I +owe so great a part of my own cultivation? + +"Altogether," continued Goethe, "national hatred is something peculiar. +You will always find it strongest and most violent where there is the +lowest degree of culture. But there is a degree where it vanishes +altogether, and where one stands to a certain extent above nations, and +feels the weal or woe of a neighboring people, as if it had happened to +one's own. This degree of culture was conformable to my nature, and I +had become strengthened in it long before I had reached my sixtieth +year." + + * * * * * + +1832. + +_Sunday_, March 11.--The conversation turned upon the great men who had +lived before Christ, among the Chinese, the Indians, the Persians, and +the Greeks; and it was remarked, that the divine power had been as +operative in them as in some of the great Jews of the Old Testament. We +then came to the question how far God influenced the great natures of +the present world in which we live? + +"To hear people speak," said Goethe, "one would almost believe that they +were of opinion that God had withdrawn into silence since those old +times, and that man was now placed quite upon his own feet, and had to +see how he could get on without God, and his daily invisible breath. In +religious and moral matters a divine influence is indeed still allowed, +but in matters of science and art it is believed that they are merely +earthly and nothing but the product of human powers. + +[Illustration: SCHILLER'S GARDEN HOUSE AT JENA Drawing by Goethe] + +"Let any one only try, with human will and human power, to produce +something which may be compared with the creations that bear the names +of Mozart, Raphael, or Shakespeare. I know very well that these three +noble beings are not the only ones, and that in every province of art +innumerable excellent geniuses have operated, who have produced things +as perfectly good as those just mentioned. But if they were as great as +those, they rose above ordinary human nature, and in the same proportion +were as divinely endowed as they. + +"And, after all, what does it all come to? God did not retire to rest +after the well-known six days of creation, but, on the contrary, is +constantly active as on the first. It would have been for Him a poor +occupation to compose this heavy world out of simple elements, and to +keep it rolling in the sunbeams from year to year, if He had not had the +plan of founding a nursery for a world of spirits upon this material +basis. So He is now constantly active in higher natures to attract the +lower ones." + +Goethe was silent. But I cherished his great and good words in my heart. + +_Early in March_.[23]--Goethe mentioned at table that he had received a +visit from Baron Carl Von Spiegel, and that he had been pleased with him +beyond measure. + +"He is a very fine young man," said Goethe; "in his mien and manners he +has something by which the nobleman is seen at once. He could as little +dissemble his descent as any one could deny a higher intellect; for +birth and intellect both give him who once possesses them a stamp which +no incognito can conceal. Like beauty, these are powers which one cannot +approach without feeling that they are of a higher nature." + +_Some days later_.--We talked of the tragic idea of Destiny among the +Greeks. + +"It no longer suits our way of thinking," said Goethe; "it is obsolete, +and is also in contradiction with our religious views. If a modern poet +introduces such antique ideas into a drama, it always has an air of +affectation. It is a costume which is long since out of fashion, and +which, like the Roman toga, no longer suits us. + +"It is better for us moderns to say with Napoleon, 'Politics are +Destiny.' But let us beware of saying, with our latest literati, that +politics are poetry, or a suitable subject for the poet. The English +poet Thomson wrote a very good poem on the Seasons, but a very bad one +on Liberty, and that not from want of poetry in the poet, but from want +of poetry in the subject." + +"If a poet would work politically, he must give himself up to a party; +and so soon as he does that, he is lost as a poet; he must bid farewell +to his free spirit, his unbiased view, and draw over his ears the cap of +bigotry and blind hatred. + +"The poet, as a man and citizen, will love his native land; but the +native land of his poetic powers and poetic action is the good, noble, +and beautiful, which is confined to no particular province or country, +and which he seizes upon and forms wherever he finds it. Therein is he +like the eagle, who hovers with free gaze over whole countries, and to +whom it is of no consequence whether the hare on which he pounces is +running in Prussia or in Saxony. + +"And, then, what is meant by love of one's country? What is meant by +patriotic deeds? If the poet has employed a life in battling with +pernicious prejudices, in setting aside narrow views, in enlightening +the minds, purifying the tastes, ennobling the feelings and thoughts of +his countrymen, what better could he have done? How could he have acted +more patriotically? + +"To make such ungrateful and unsuitable demands upon a poet is just as +if one required the captain of a regiment to show himself a patriot, by +taking part in political innovations and thus neglecting his proper +calling. The captain's country is his regiment, and he will show himself +an excellent patriot by troubling himself about political matters only +so far as they concern him, and bestowing all his mind and all his +care on the battalions under him, trying so to train and discipline them +that they may do their duty if ever their native land should be in +peril. + +[Illustration: THE MOAT AT JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + +"I hate all bungling like sin, but most of all bungling in +state-affairs, which produces nothing but mischief to thousands and +millions. + +"You know that, on the whole, I care little what is written about me; +but yet it comes to my ears, and I know well enough that, hard as I have +toiled all my life, all my labors are as nothing in the eyes of certain +people, just because I have disdained to mingle in political parties. To +please such people I must have become a member of a Jacobin club, and +preached bloodshed and murder. However, not a word more upon this +wretched subject, lest I become unwise in railing against folly." + +In the same manner he blamed the political course, so much praised by +others, of Uhland. + +"Mind," said he, "the politician will devour the poet. To be a member of +the States, and to live amid daily jostlings and excitements, is not for +the delicate nature of a poet. His song will cease, and that is in some +sort to be lamented. Swabia has plenty of men, sufficiently well +educated, well meaning, able, and eloquent, to be members of the States, +but only one poet of Uhland's class." + + * * * * * + +The last stranger whom Goethe entertained as his guest was the eldest +son of Frau von Arnim; the last words he wrote were some verses in the +album of this young friend. + + * * * * * + +The morning after Goethe's death, a deep desire seized me to look once +again upon his earthly garment. His faithful servant, Frederic, opened +for me the chamber in which he was laid out. Stretched upon his back, he +reposed as if asleep; profound peace and security reigned in the +features of his sublimely noble countenance. The mighty brow seemed yet +to harbor thoughts. I wished for a lock of his hair; but reverence +prevented me from cutting it off. The body lay naked, wrapped only in a +white sheet; large pieces of ice had been placed near it, to keep it +fresh as long as possible. Frederic drew aside the sheet, and I was +astonished at the divine magnificence of the limbs. The breast was +powerful, broad, and arched; the arms and thighs were full, and softly +muscular; the feet were elegant, and of the most perfect shape; nowhere, +on the whole body, was there a trace either of fat or of leanness and +decay. A perfect man lay in great beauty before me; and the rapture +which the sight caused made me forget for a moment that the immortal +spirit had left such an abode. I laid my hand on his heart--there was a +deep silence--and I turned away to give free vent to my suppressed +tears. + +[Illustration: VIEW INTO THE SAALE VALLEY NEAR JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + + + +LETTERS TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH.D. GOETHE TO KAROLINE VON HUMBOLDT + +January 25, 1804. + +How many an hour have I thought of you with genuine and lively interest; +and nearly every time I have marveled at the outrageous intention which +correspondents can express, that, when far apart, they will write to +each other once a month. Distance absolutely precludes interest in +trifles that are close to us; how can we tell each other our daily joys +and sorrows, when the voice which speaks must wait so long for the sound +of the answering voice; and then those unexpected chances happen which +in an instant destroy our careful plans so that, when we would continue, +we know not where we should begin. + +This time, in remembrance of so much that has passed, and in +anticipation of so much that is to be, I intend to write you a long +letter that the stream may run once more. + +Meanwhile you have suffered a bitter loss, of which I shall not speak. I +trust that all the agencies which nature has contrived for man to +alleviate such woes may have been and may in the future be at your +behest; for they alone can repair the evil they have wrought. + +Fernow has come to us; he bears himself gallantly and well, though an +unfortunate fever has given him a deal of trouble. Since he is in +earnest about what he does, and is essentially of an honest disposition, +we are having a good, profitable, and pleasant time together. + +Riemer is staying with my August, and I hope they will get along right +well together. + +Schiller is continually advancing with great strides, as usual; his +_Tell_ is magnificently planned and, so far as I have seen it, executed +in masterly fashion. + +I myself have been placed, by the swindling spirit which has come over +the gentlemen of Jena, and especially over the proprietors of the +_Allgemeine Literatur-Zeitung_, under the lamentable necessity of again +laboring in person on behalf of this antiquated body of municipal +teachers, wherein I have lost nearly four months of my own time--not +precisely because I did much, but because, notwithstanding, everything +had to be done, and everything that must be done takes time; and thus +for the last three months I have been unable to present you with even a +single little poem. + +Meanwhile life has brought us much of interest. Professor Wolf of Halle +spent two weeks with us; Johannes von Müller is here now; and for four +weeks Madame de Staël has also honored us with her presence. + +The drawings of the late Herr Carstens, which Fernow brought with him, +have given me much pleasure, since through them I have first learned to +know this rare talent, which, alas, was held back by circumstances in +earlier days, and which at last was mown down even yet unripe. + +A couple of large pictures by Hackert have arrived, and anything more +perfect, as faithful copies of reality, could scarcely be imagined. + +As to my studies and hobbies, I do not know whether I have ever said +anything to you about my collection of modern medals in bronze and +copper, beginning with the second half of the fifteenth century, and +coming down to the most recent times. + +I chanced upon this in connection with my revision of Cellini; for, +since in the north we must be content with crumbs, it seemed possible +for me to gain even an approximately clear survey of plastic art only +through the aid of original medals from the various centuries, which, as +is generally known, invariably kept close to the sculpture of their +time. Through exertion, favor, and good fortune I have already +succeeded extremely well in making a rather important collection. Permit +me to include a couple of commissions and desiderata. + +1. For a couple of old medals said to be in the possession of +Mercandetti.[24] + +2. For papal medals from Innocent XIII inclusive; I have very fine +specimens of Hamerani's[25] medals of Clement XI. + +3. For a medal to be ordered from Mercandetti, a commission which I +especially urge both on you and on Humboldt; for the enterprise is, I +must admit, a serious one; in the long run, some satisfaction may +probably be gained; but should it fail, money will be lost and vexation +will be the result. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +July 30, 1804. + +Months ago I wrote the inclosed sheet to your dear wife. She has +recently been here, and I have had the pleasure of conversing with her; +she has, so I hear, safely reached Paris and been delivered. I trust +that, ere long, she may there embrace your dear brother, who has, in a +sense, risen for us from the dead. Your precious letter of February 25 +reached me safely in good time, and as I reflect on the long interval +during which I have left you without news from me, I now note through +what singular emotions I have passed during this time. + +Schiller's _Tell_ has been completed for some time and is now on the +stage. It is an extraordinary production wherein his dramatic skill puts +forth new branches, and it justly creates a profound sensation. You will +surely receive it before long, for it is already in press. + +I have permitted myself to be persuaded to try to make my _Götz von +Berlichingen_ suitable for the stage. + +This was an undertaking well-nigh impossible, for its very trend is +untheatrical; like Penelope, I, too, have ceaselessly woven and unwoven +it for a year; and in the process I have learned much, though, I fear, I +have not perfectly attained the end which I had in view. In about six +weeks I hope to present it, and Schiller will, no doubt, speak to you +about it. + +Have you chanced to see our Jena _Literatur-Zeitung_ for this year, and +has anything which it contained aroused your interest? + +I am extremely grateful to you for the very welcome information which +you give me regarding an improvisatrice. Could I possibly dare to make +use of it in the advertising columns of the _Literatur-Zeitung_? What +you have said I would modify in every way consonant with its relation to +the public, which needs not know everything. If you could occasionally +communicate to me some information of this type from the wealth of your +observations, you would confer a great pleasure upon us. + +Since Jagemann's death, Fernow has received an appointment at the +library of the Duchess Dowager, and his connection with it is of great +value for her house and for the society which assembles there; he makes +love for Italian literature a living force and gives occasion for witty +readings and conversations. + +Generally speaking, Weimar is like heaven since the Bottiger goblin [26] +has been banished; and our school is also going very well indeed. A +professorship has been given to Voss's eldest son, who inherits from his +father that fundamental love for antiquity, especially from the +linguistic side, which, after all, is the principal thing in a teacher +of the classics. + +Riemer also conducts himself very well in my house, and I am fairly +satisfied with the progress of my boy, who, I must admit, has a greater +interest in subject-matter than in diction. + +Madame de Staël's intention of spending a portion of the summer here has +been frustrated by her father's death. She has taken Schlegel with her +from Berlin; they are together in Coppet; and will probably go to Italy +toward winter. Such a visit would doubtless be more delightful to you, +dear friend, than many another. + +My warmest thanks are due you for sending me the _Odes of Pindar_ in +translation; they have given a very pleasant hour of recreation to +Riemer and myself. + +I trust to your goodness to see that the inclosed memorandum is +delivered to Mercandetti, and perhaps to confer with him in person about +the matter. Then among your ministering spirits you perhaps have some +one who would keep an eye on the affair in future. I should be glad if +our old patron[27] were given such a public token of gratitude, which +should also be noteworthy from the artistic side, but it must be +acknowledged that it is always a daring venture to place any order at +such a distance, and, therefore, I entreat your friendly participation. + +Above all things it is important that Mercandetti should make a moderate +charge. He demands three piasters for his Alfieri, which he offers for +sale and which is said to be as large as his Galvani. If, now, he asks +somewhat more for the archchancellor's medal, which is ordered and which +is not supposed to be any larger, surely the extra expense should not be +much, and if it is relatively cheap, I am confident of securing him two +hundred subscribers. As has already been noted in the memorandum, he +will render himself better known in Germany through this medal than +through any other work, a fact which cannot fail to be of great moment +to him in the series of distinguished men of the previous century, which +he intends to issue. Forgive me for adding this new burden to your many +duties, and yet endeavor to conduct the affair so that it will not +require much writing to and fro, and so that, in his reply to the +memorandum, Mercandetti will accept our offer. Letters are now delayed +intolerably; one from Florence here takes twenty days, and more. + +It comforts me greatly that you have been pleased with my _Natural +Daughter_, for though at times I long remain silent toward my absent +friends, my desire is, nevertheless, suddenly to resume relations with +them through that which I have toiled over in silence. Unfortunately, I +have given up this play, and do not know when I shall be able to resume +work on it. + +Have you seen the twenty lyric poems which have been published by me in +my _Annual_ of this year? Among them are some that ought not to +displease you. Do not render like for like, but write me soon. +Communicate to me many observations on lands, nations, men, and +languages, which are so instructive and so stimulating. Do not delay, +moreover, to give me some information regarding your own health and that +of your dear wife. + +Weimar, July 30, 1804. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +August 31, 1812. + +Faithful to its nature, Teplitz continues to be, esteemed friend, +unfavorable to our coming together. This inconvenience is doubly +vexatious to me now that, after your departure from Karlsbad, I +deliberately thought over the value of your presence, and wished to +continue our interviews. I was especially grieved that your beautiful +presentation of the manner in which languages received their expansion +over the world was not completely drawn up, although the most of it +remained with me. If you wish to give me a real proof of friendship, +have the kindness to write out for me such an abstract, and I shall +have a hemispherical map colored for myself accordingly and add it to +Lesage's _Atlas_, since, in view of my residence abroad for so much of +the year, I am compelled to think more and more of my general need of a +compendious and tabulated traveling library. Thus, with the assistance +of Aulic Councillor Meyer, the history of the plastic arts and of +painting is now being written on the margin of Bredow's _Tabellen_, and +thus in a very large number of cases your linguistic map will help to +refresh my memory and serve as a guide in much of my reading. + +I would gladly have spoken with you in detail regarding Berlin and all +that which, according to your previous preparations and suggestions, is +going on there. Great cities always contain within themselves the image +of whole empires, and even though distorted by exaggerations which +degenerate into caricature, they nevertheless present the nation in +concentrated form to the eye. + +State Councillor Langermann, whose good will and energy are so +beautifully balanced, has now delighted me for two weeks with his +instructive conversation, and both by word and by example revived my +courage for many things which I had been on the point of abandoning. It +is very enlivening indeed to re-behold the world in its entirety through +the medium of a truly energetic man; for the Germans seldom know how to +inspire in details, and never as a whole. + +I here find an entirely natural transition to the information which you +give me--that our friend Wolf is not satisfied with Niebuhr's work, +although he preëminently should have had reason to be. I feel, however, +very calm about it, for I value Wolf infinitely when he works and acts, +but I have never known him to be sympathetic, especially as regards the +affairs of the present, and herein he is a true German. Moreover, he +knows entirely too much to permit himself to be instructed further and +not to discover the gaps in the knowledge of others. He has his own +mode of thought; how should he recognize the merits of the views of +others? And the great endowments which he possesses are the very ones +which are adapted to rouse and to maintain the spirit of contradiction +and of rejection. + +As to myself, a layman, I have been very greatly indebted to Niebuhr's +first volume, and I hope that the second will increase my gratitude +toward him. I am very curious about his development of the _lex +agraria_. We have heard of it from the time of our youth without gaining +any clear conception of it. How pleasant it is to listen to a learned +and original man on such a theme, especially in these days, when the +summons comes for a more free and unprejudiced consideration of the law +of states and nations, as well as of all the relations of civil law. It +becomes obvious what an advantage it is to know little, and to have +forgotten very much of that little. I never love to mingle in the +wrangles of the day, but I cannot forego the delight of quietly snapping +my fingers at them. I trust that the small leaf inclosed may win a smile +from you. + +I beg you to give my best regards to your wife, and convey my kindest +greetings to the Körners. When the young man [28] again has anything +ready, I beg that it may be sent me at once. This time I should be most +happy to receive a rather large article for January 30, the birthday of +the duchess. A thousand fare-you-wells! + + * * * * * + + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, February 8, 1813. + +With sincere thanks I recognize the fact that you have been able so +quickly and so perfectly to fulfil your friendly promise. Your +beautiful sketch has given me an entirely new impulse to studies of all +sorts. It is no longer possible for me to collect materials; but when +they are brought to me in so concentrated a form, it becomes a source of +very real pleasure for me speedily to fill the gaps in my knowledge and +to discover a thousand relations to what information I already possess. + +As soon as I can spend a few quiet weeks at Jena in March, I shall get +about my task, which, after your preliminary work, is in reality only a +pastime. Bertuch has had some maps of Europe printed for me in a +brownish tint. One of these is to be laid on a large drawing-board, and +the boundaries are to be colored. I shall then indicate the main +languages and, so far as possible, the dialects as well, by attaching +little slips; and Bertuch is not unwilling then to have such a map +engraved, an easy task in his great establishment which is provided with +artists of every kind. Please have the kindness, therefore, to proceed +and to send me the continuation at the earliest possible moment. A map +of the two hemispheres is now ready and is to have the languages +indicated in like fashion. From my inmost heart I wish success to your +translation of Æschylus, which continually becomes more and more +elaborate, and I rejoice that you have not let yourself be frightened +away from this good work by the threats of the Heidelberg Cyclops[29] +and his crew. At the present moment they menace our friend Wolf, who +certainly is no kitten, with ignominious execution, because he also +dared to land on the translation island which they have received from +Father Neptune in private fief, and to bring with him a readable +Aristophanes. It is written, "Blessed are the dead which die in the +Lord," but still more blessed are they who go mad over some +conceitedness. + +Our friend Wieland is blessed in the first sense; he has died in his +Lord, and without particular suffering has passed over to his gods and +heroes. What talent and spirit, learning, common sense, receptivity, +and versatility, conjoined with industry and endurance, can accomplish, +_utile nobis proposuit exemplar_. If every man would so employ his gifts +and his time, what marvels would then take place! + +I have passed my winter as usual, much distracted with my work, yet with +tolerable health, so that it has gone quickly and not without profit. In +November and December my plans were disarranged by theatrical +preparations for the long-expected Iffland, who did not come till toward +the close of the year, and also by preparations for his performances, +which gave me great pleasure. In January and February there were four +birthdays, when either our inventive genius or our collaboration was +demanded; and thus much has been frittered away, willingly, to be sure, +but fruitlessly. + +What I have done meanwhile with pleasure and real interest has been to +make a renewed effort to find among extant monuments a trace of those of +which descriptions have come down to us. Philostrati were again the +order of the day, and as to the statues, I believe that I have got on +the track of the Olympian Zeus, on which so many preliminary studies +have already been made, and also on that of the Hera of Samos, the +Doryphorus of Polycletes, and especially on that of the Cow of Myron and +of the bull that carried Europa. Meyer, whose history of ancient art, +now written in a fair copy, furnished the chief inspiration, takes a +lively interest, since both his doubt and his agreement are invariably +well-founded. + +And thus I shall now close for this time, in the hope of soon seeing +something from your dear hand once more. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Tennstädt, September 1, 1816. The great work to which you, dearest +friend, have devoted a large portion of your life, could not have +reached me at a better time; it finds me here in Tennstädt, a little +provincial Thuringian bathing town which is probably not entirely +unknown to you. Here I have now been for five weeks, and alone, since my +friend Meyer left me. + +Here, at first, I indulged in a cursory reading both of the introduction +and of the drama[30] itself, to my no small edification; and inasmuch as +I am now, for the second time, enjoying the details together with the +whole, I will no longer withhold my thanks for this gift. + +For even though one sympathetically concerns one's self with all the +praiseworthy and with all the good that the most ancient and the most +modern times afford, nevertheless, such a pre-ancient giant figure, +formed like a prodigy, appears amazing to us, and we must collect all +our senses to stand over against it in an attitude even approximately +worthy of it. At such a moment there is no doubt that here the work of +all works of art is seen, or, in more moderate language, a model of the +highest type. That we now can control this easily is our indebtedness to +you; and continuous thanks must fervently reward your efforts, though in +themselves they bring their own reward. + +This drama has always been to me one of those most worthy of +consideration, and through your interest it has been made accessible +earlier than the rest. But, more than ever, the texture of this primeval +tapestry now seems most marvelous to me; past, present, and future are +so happily interwoven that the reader himself becomes the seer, that is, +he becomes like unto God, and yet, in the last resort, that is the +triumph of all poetry in the greatest and in the least. + +But if we here perceive how the poet had at his service each and every +means by which so tremendous an effort may be produced, we cannot +refrain from the highest admiration. How happily the epic, lyric, and +dramatic diction is interwoven, not compelling, but enticing us to +sympathize with such cruel fates! And how well the scanty didactic +reflection becomes the chorus as it speaks! All this cannot receive too +high a mead of praise. + +Forgive me, then, for bringing owls to Athens as a thanks-offering. I +could truly continue thus forever, and tell you what you yourself have +long since better known. Thus I have once more been astonished to see +that each character, except Clytemnestra, the linker of evil unto evil, +has her exclusive Aristeia, so that each one acts an entire poem, and +does not return later for the possible purpose of again burdening us +with her affairs. In every good poem poetry in its entirety must be +contained; but this is a flugleman. + +The ideas in your introduction regarding synonymy are precious; would +that our linguistic purists were imbued with them! We will not, however, +contaminate such lofty affairs with the lamentable blunders whereby the +German nation is corrupting its language from the very foundation, an +evil which will not be perceived for thirty years. + +You, however, my dearest friend, be and remain blessed for the +benefaction which you have done us. This your _Agamemnon_ shall never +again leave my side. + +I cannot judge the rhythmic merit, but I believe I feel it. Our +admirable, talented, and original friend Wolf--although he becomes +intractable in case of contradiction--who spent a number of days with +me, speaks very highly of your careful work. It will be instructive to +see how the Heidelberg gentlemen[31] conduct themselves. + +Let me have a word from you before you go to Paris, and give my +greetings to your dear wife. How much I had wished to see you this +summer, for so many things are in progress on every side that only days +suffice to consider what is to be furthered and how. Fortunately for me, +nothing is approaching that I must absolutely refuse, even though +everything is not undertaken and conducted according to my convictions. +And it is precisely this bitter-sweet which can be treated only orally +and in person. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, June 22, 1823. + +Your letter, dear and honored friend, came at a remarkable juncture +which made it doubly interesting; Schiller's letters had just been +collected, and I was looking them through from the very first, finding +there the most charming traces of the happy and fruitful hours which we +passed together. The invitation to the _Horen_ is contained in the first +letter of June 13, 1794; then the correspondence continues, and with +every letter admiration for Schiller's extraordinary spirit and joy over +his influence on our entire development increases in intensity and +elevation. His letters are an infinite treasure, of which you also +possess rich store; and as, through them, we have made noteworthy +progress, so we must read them again to be protected against backward +steps to which the precious world about us is inclined to tempt us day +by day and hour by hour. + +Just imagine to yourself now, my dearest friend, how highly welcome your +announcement seemed to me at this moment when, after ripe reflection, I +desired to give you very friendly counsel to visit us toward the end of +October. Should the gods not dispose otherwise concerning us, you will +surely find me, and whatever else is near and dear to you, assembled +here; quiet, personal communication may very happily alternate with +social recreations, and, above all things, we can take delight in +Schiller's correspondence, since then you will also bring with you the +letters of several years, and in the fruitful present we may edify and +refresh ourselves with the fair bloom of by-gone days. Riemer sends his +very best greetings; he is well; our relation is permanent, mutually +beneficial, and profitable. Aulic Councillor Meyer has left for +Wiesbaden; unfortunately, his health is not of the best. + +Two new numbers of _Ueber Kunst und Alterthum_ and _Zur +Naturwissenschaft_ are about to appear--the fruits of my winter's +labors. Fortunately, they have been so carefully prepared that no +noteworthy hindrance was presented by my troubles and by the subsequent +illness of our Grand Duchess, which filled us all, especially my +convalescent self, with fear and anxiety. + +Please give my kindest regards to your wife, and, by the way, I need not +assure you that you will certainly be most highly welcome to our most +gracious court. In my household children and grandchildren will meet you +with joyous faces; our nearest friends we shall assemble as we wish. If +in the interval you should have some message for me, I beg you to send +it to my address here, for then it will reach me most quickly. + +And now I again send the very best of all kind greetings to your dear +wife; may good fortune bring me once more to her side. Pardon a somewhat +distracted way of writing, indicative of packing. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 22, 1826. + +Your letter and package, most honored friend, gave me a very welcome +token of your continuous remembrance and friendly sympathy. I wish, +however, that I might have received an equal assurance of your good +health. For my own part, I cannot complain; a ship that is no longer a +deep-sea sailer may perhaps still be useful as a coaster. + +I have passed the entire summer at home, laboring undisturbed at editing +my works. Possibly you still remember, my dearest friend, a dramatic +_Helena_, which was to appear in the second part of _Faust_. From +Schiller's letters at the beginning of the century I see that I showed +him the commencement of it, and also that he, with true friendship, +counseled me to continue it. It is one of my oldest conceptions, resting +on the marionette tradition that Faust compelled Mephistopheles to +produce Helen of Troy for his nuptials. From time to time I have +continued to work on it, but the piece could not be completed except in +the fulness of time, for its action has now covered three thousand +years, from the fall of Troy to the capture of Missolonghi. This can, +therefore, also be regarded as a unity of time in the higher sense of +the term; the unities of place and action are, however, likewise most +carefully regarded in the usual acceptation of the word. It appears +under the title: + + Helena + + Classico-Romantic Phantasmagoria. + + Interlude to Faust. + +This says little indeed, and yet enough, I hope, to direct your +attention more vividly to the first instalment of my works which I hope +to present at Easter. + +I next ask, with more confidence, whether perchance you still remember +an epic poem which I had in mind immediately after the completion of +_Hermann and Dorothea_--in a modern hunt a tiger and a lion were +concerned. At the time you dissuaded me from elaborating the idea, and I +abandoned it; now, in searching through old papers, I find the plot +again, and cannot refrain from executing it in prose; for it may then +pass as a tale, a rubric under which an extremely large amount of +remarkable stuff circulates. + +Very recently there has reached my hermitage the portrayal of the very +active life of a man of the world, which highly entertains me--the +journal of Duke Bernhard of Weimar, who left Ghent in April, 1825, and +who returned to us only a short time past. It is written +uninterruptedly, and since his station, his mode of thought, and his +demeanor introduced him to the highest circles of society, and since he +was at ease among the middle classes and did not disdain the most +humble, his reader is very agreeably conducted through most diverse +situations, which, for me at least, it was highly important to survey +directly. + +Now, however, I must assure you that the outline which you have sent is +extremely profitable to Riemer and myself, and has given a most +admirable opportunity for discussions on linguistics and philosophy. I +am by no means averse to the literature of India, but I am afraid of it; +for it draws my imaginative power towards the formless and the deformed, +against which I am forced to guard myself more than ever; but if it +comes over the signature of a valued friend, it will always be welcome, +for it gives me the desired opportunity to converse with him on what +interests him, and what must certainly be of importance. + +Now, as I prepare to close, I simply say that I am engaged in combining +and uniting the scattered _Wanderings of Wilhelm Meister_, in its old +and new portions, as two volumes. While engaged in which task nothing +could give me greater delight than to welcome the chief of wanderers, +your highly esteemed brother, to our house, and to learn directly of his +ceaseless activity; nor do I fail to express my hearty wishes to your +dear wife for the best results from the cure which she is seeking in +such lofty regions. + +And so, for ever and ever, in truest sympathy, GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 19, 1830. + +How often during these weeks, my dear and honored friend, have I sought +refuge at your side, again taken out your magnificent letters, and found +refreshment in them! + +As almost in an instant the earthquake of Lisbon caused its influences +to be felt in the remotest lakes and springs, so we also have been +shaken directly by that western explosion, as was the case forty years +ago. + +How comforting it must have been for me in such moments to take up your +priceless letters, you yourself will feel and graciously express. +Through a decided antithesis I was carried back to those times when we +felt mutually pledged to procure a preliminary culture, when, united +with our great and noble friend, we strove after concrete truths, and +most faithfully and diligently sought to attain all that was most +beautiful and sublime in the world about us, for the edification of our +willing, yearning spirits, and to fill to its full an atmosphere which +required substance and contents. + +How beautiful and splendid is it now that you should lay the foundations +for your latest composition (_Review of Goethe's Italian Travels_) in +that happy soil, that you should seek to explain me and my endeavors at +that laborious time, and that attentively and lovingly you should have +traced back that which in my efforts might seem incidental or lacking in +coherence, in sequence, to a spiritual necessity and to individual +characteristic combinations. + +Here, now, there would be a most beautiful theme for discussion by word +of mouth. It is impossible to commit to writing how I was mirrored in +your words; how I received elucidation on many things; how, at the same +time, I was again challenged to reflect on the many enigmas that ever +remain unsolved in man, even as regards himself; and seriously to +reflect on the inner nexus of many qualities which cross in the +individual and which, despite a certain degree of contradiction, are +intertwined and united. + +Here belongs preëminently my relation to plastic art, to which you have +devoted an attention so deserving of thanks. It is marvelous enough that +man feels an irresistible impulse to prosecute what he cannot achieve, +and yet that by this very process he is most essentially furthered in +his actual achievements. + +That, however, this long-delayed letter may no further lag behind, I +shall close, but shall, nevertheless, at the same time inform you that, +while I uttered the sentiments written above, I once more returned to +your letters, and by seeing myself mirrored in them afresh was +challenged to new considerations, and was powerfully reminded of those +times when, united in spirit though not in body, we, already advanced in +years, enjoyed with the strength of youth and with delight those idyllic +days. + +For six months [32] now my son has shared in the exuberance with which, +on the priceless peninsula, nature and centuries have, with most +marvelous intricacy, amassed and destroyed in life, created and +demolished in the arts, and played with the fates of men and nations. + +He went by steamer from Leghorn to Naples, where he may be even yet, a +decision which, once carried out, has brought very special advantages. +He found Professor Zahn there, and himself, under this scholar's +guidance, completely at home both above and below the ground. + +Since now you, too, my dearest friend, are accustoming yourself to +dictating, send me in a happy hour of leisure often a tiny friendly +word, so that, from time to time, I may more frequently and concretely +be aware of the coexistence which has already so long been vouched us on +this terrestrial ball. I tear myself unwillingly from this +communication; how much I have to say floats before me, but at this time +I shall delay only to bless the fortunate star which at this moment +rises over you and your estimable brother. May what has so charmingly +been inaugurated endure for the enjoyment of rich results to you and to +us all! + +And so ever! + +Weimar, October 19, 1830. J. W. VON GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, December 1, 1831. + +Already informed by the public press, honored friend, that the beating +waves of that wild Baltic have exercised so happy an influence on the +constitution of my dearest friend, I have rejoiced in a high degree, +and have done all honor and reverence to the waters which so often wreak +destruction. Your welcome note gave the fairest and the best of all +substantiation to these good tidings, so that with comfort I could look +forth from my hermitage over the monastery gardens veiled in snow, since +I could fancy to myself my dearest friend in his four-towered castle, +amid roomy surroundings, surveying a landscape over which winter had +spread far and wide, and at the same time with good courage pursuing to +the minutest detail his deep-founded tasks. + +Generally speaking, I can perhaps say that the apperception of great +productive maxims of nature absolutely compels us to continue our +investigations to the minutest possible details, just as the final +ramifications of the arteries meet, at the extreme finger-tips, the +nerves to which they are linked. In particular I might perhaps say that +I have often been brought more closely to you than you probably know; +for conversations with Riemer very often turn on a word, its +etymological signification, formation and mutation, relationship, and +strangeness. + +I have been highly grateful to your brother, for whom I find no epithet, +for several hours of frank, friendly conversation; for although +assimilation of his theory of geology, and practical work in accordance +with it, are impossible for my mental process, yet I have seen with true +sympathy and admiration how that of which I cannot convince myself in +him obtains a logical coherence and is amalgamated with the tremendous +mass of his knowledge, where it is then held together by his priceless +character. + +If I may express myself with my old frankness, my most honored friend, I +gladly admit that in my advanced years everything becomes more and more +historical to me. Whether a thing has happened in days gone by, in +distant realms, or very close to myself, is quite immaterial; I even +seem to become more and more historical to myself; and when, in the +evening, Plutarch is read to me, I often appear ridiculous to myself, +should I narrate my biography in this way. + +Forgive me expressions of this character! In old age men become +garrulous, and since I dictate, it is very easy for this natural +tendency to get the better of me. + +Of my _Faust_ there is much and little to say; at a peculiarly happy +time the apothegm occurred to me: + + "If bards ye are, as ye maintain; + Now let your inspiration show it." + +And through a mysterious psychological turn, which probably deserves +investigation, I believe that I have risen to a type of production which +with entire consciousness has brought forth that which I myself still +approve of--though perhaps without being able ever again to swim in this +current--but which Aristotle and other prose-writers would even ascribe +to a sort of madness. The difficulty of succeeding consisted in the fact +that the second part of _Faust_--to whose printed portions you have +possibly devoted some attention--has been pondered for fifty years in +its ends and aims, and has been elaborated in fragmentary fashion, as +one or the other situation occurred to me; but the whole has remained +incomplete. + +Now, the second part of _Faust_ demands more of the understanding than +the first does, and therefore it was necessary to prepare the reader, +even though he must still supply bridges. The filling of certain gaps +was obligatory both for historical and for æsthetic unity, and this I +continued until at last I deemed it advisable to cry: + +"Close ye the wat'ring canal; to their fill have the meadows now drunken." + +And now I had to take heart to seal the stitched copy in which printed +and unprinted are thrust side by side, lest I might possibly be led into +temptation to elaborate it here and there; at the same time I regret +that I cannot communicate it to, my most valued friends, as the poet so +gladly does. + +I will not send my _Metamorphosis of Plants_, translated, with an +appendix, by M. Soret, unless certain confessions of life would satisfy +your friendship. Recently I have become more and more entangled in these +phenomena of nature; they have enticed me to continue my labors in my +original field, and have finally compelled me to remain in it. We shall +see what is to be done there likewise, and shall trust the rest to the +future, which, between ourselves, we burden with a heavier task than +would be supposed. + +From time to time let us not miss on either side an echo of continued +existence. + +G. + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, March 17, 1832. + +After a long, involuntary pause I begin as follows, and yet simply on +the spur of the moment. Animals, the ancients said, were taught by their +organs. I add to this, men also, although they have the advantage of +teaching their organs in return. + +For every act, and, consequently, for every talent, an innate tendency +is requisite, working automatically, and unconsciously carrying with +itself the necessary predisposition; yet, for this very reason, it works +on and on inconsequently, so that, although it contains its laws within +itself, it may, nevertheless, ultimately run out, devoid of end or aim. +The earlier a man perceives that there is a handicraft or an art which +will aid him to attain a normal increase of his natural talents, the +more fortunate is he. Moreover, what he receives from without does not +impair his innate individuality. The best genius is that which absorbs +everything within itself, which knows how to adapt everything, without +prejudicing in the least the real fundamental essence--the quality which +is called character--so that it becomes the element which truly elevates +that quality and endows it throughout so far as may be possible. + +Here, now, appear the manifold relations between the conscious and the +unconscious. Imagine a musical talent that is to compose an important +score; consciousness and unconsciousness will be related like the warp +and the woof, a simile that I am so fond of using. Through practice, +teaching, reflection, failure, furtherance, opposition, and renewed +reflection the organs of man unconsciously unite, in a free activity, +the acquired and the innate, so that this process creates a unity which +sets the world in amaze. This generalization may serve as a speedy reply +to your query and as an explanation of the note that is herewith +returned. + +Over sixty years have passed since, in my youth, the conception of Faust +lay before me clear from the first, although the entire sequence was +present in less detailed form. Now, I have always kept my purpose in the +back of my mind and I have elaborated only the passages that were of +special interest to me, so that gaps remain in the second part which are +to be connected with the remainder through the agency of a uniform +interest. Here, I must admit, appeared the great difficulty of attaining +through resolution and character what should properly belong only to a +nature voluntarily active. It would, however, not have been well had +this not been feasible after so long a life of active reflection, and I +let no fear assail me that it may be possible to distinguish the older +from the newer, and the later from the earlier; which point, then, we +shall intrust to future readers for their friendly examination. + +Beyond all question it will give me infinite pleasure to dedicate and +communicate these very serious jests to my valued, ever thankfully +recognized, and widely scattered friends while still living, and to +receive their reply. But, as a matter of fact, the age is so absurd and +so insane that I am convinced that the candid efforts which I have long +expended upon this unusual structure would be ill rewarded, and that, +driven ashore, they will lie like a wreck in ruins and speedily be +covered over by the sand-dunes of time. In theory and practice, +confusion rules the world, and I have no more urgent task than to +augment, wherever possible, what is and has remained within me, and to +redistill my peculiarities, as you also, worthy friend, surely also do +in your castle. + +But do you likewise tell me something about your work. Riemer is, as you +doubtless know, absorbed in the same and similar studies, and our +evening conversations often lead to the confines of this specialty. +Forgive this delayed letter! Despite my retirement, there is seldom an +hour when these mysteries of life may be realized. + + + + +GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH ZELTER + +TRANSLATED BY FRANCES H. KING + +LETTER 512 + +Weimar, July 28, 1803. + +I have followed you so often in my thoughts that unfortunately I have +neglected to do so in writing. Just a few lines today, to accompany the +inclosed page. Of Mozart's Biography I have heard nothing further, but I +will inquire about it and also about the author. Your beautiful Queen +made many happy while on her journey, and no one happier than my mother; +nothing could have caused her greater joy in her declining years. + +Do write me something about the performance of The _Natural Daughter_, +frankly and without consideration for my feelings. I have a mind anyhow +to shorten some of the scenes, which must seem long, even if they are +excellently acted. Will you outline for me sometime the duties of a +concert conductor, so much, at all events, as one of our kind needs to +know in order to form a judgment of such a man, and in case of need, to +be able to direct him? Madame Mara sang on Tuesday in Lauchstaedt; how +it went off I do not yet know. For the songs which I received through +Herr von Wolzogen I thank you mostly heartily in my own name and in the +name of our friends. It was no time to think of producing them. I hope +soon to send you the proof-sheets of my songs, and I beg you to keep +them secret at first, until they have appeared in print. + +_Inclosure_ + +You now have the _Bride of Messina_ before you in print and as you learn +the poet's intentions from his introductory essay, you will know better +how to appreciate what he has done, and how far you can agree with +him. I will, regarding your letter, jot down my thoughts on the subject; +we can come to an understanding in a few words. + +[Illustration: K. F. ZELTER, E. A. Seemann] + +In Greek tragedy four forms of the chorus are found, representing four +epochs. In the first, between the songs in which gods and heroes are +extolled and genealogies, great deeds, and monstrous destinies are +brought before the imagination, a few persons appear and carry the +spectator back into the past. Of this we find an approximate example in +the _Seven before Thebes_ of, _Eschylus_. Here, therefore, are the +beginnings of dramatic art, the old style. The second epoch shows us the +chorus in the mass as the mystical, principal personage of the piece, as +in the _Eumenides_ and _Supplicants_. Here I am inclined to find the +grand style. The chorus is independent, the interest centres in it; one +might call this the Republican period of dramatic art; the rulers and +the gods are only attendant personages. In the third epoch it is the +chorus which plays the secondary part; the interest is transferred to +the families, and the members and heads who represent them in the play, +with whose fate that of the surrounding people is only loosely +connected. Then, the chorus is subordinate, and the figures of the +princes and heroes stand preëminent in all their exclusive magnificence. +This I consider the beautiful style. The pieces of Sophocles stand on +this plane. Since the crowd is forced merely to look on at the heroes +and at fate, and can have no effect on either their special or general +nature, it takes refuge in reflection and assumes the office of an able +and welcome spectator. In the fourth epoch the action withdraws more and +more into the sphere of private interests, and the chorus often appears +as a burdensome custom, as an inherited fixture. It becomes unnecessary, +and therefore, as a part of a living poetic composition, it is useless, +wearisome, and disturbing; as, for example, when it is called upon to +guard secrets in which it has no interest, and things of that sort. +Several examples are to be found in the pieces of Euripides, of which I +will mention _Helen_ and _Iphigenia in Tauris_. + +From all this you will see that, for a musical reconstruction of the +chorus, it would be necessary to make experiments in the style of the +first two epochs; and this might be accomplished by means of quite short +oratorios. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 553 + +Weimar, June 1, 1805. + +Since writing to you last, I have had few happy days. I thought I should +die myself, and instead I lose a friend,[33] and with him the half of my +being. I would really begin a different mode of life, but for one of my +years there is no way of doing that. I only look straight ahead of me +each day, and do the thing nearest to me without thinking of the +consequences. + +But as people in every loss and misfortune try to find a pretext for +amusement, I have been urgently solicited in behalf of our theatre, and +on many other sides, to celebrate on the stage the memory of the +departed one. I wish to say nothing further on the subject, except that +I am not disinclined to it, and all I would ask of you now is whether +you are willing to assist me in the matter; and, first, whether you +would furnish me with your motet--"Man lives," etc., about which I have +read in the _Musical Review_, No. 27; also whether you would either +compose some other pieces of a solemn character, or else select and make +over to me some musical pieces already composed--the style of which I +will indicate later--as a foundation for appropriate compositions. As +soon as I know your real opinion on the subject, you shall receive +further details. + +Your beautiful series of little essays on orchestra organization I have +left lying around till now, and the reason is that they contained a sort +of satire on our own conditions. + +Now Reichard wishes them for the _Musical Review_. I hunt them up +again, look them over, and I feel that I really could not deprive the +Intelligence Page of our _Literatur-Zeitung_ of them. Some of our +conditions here have changed, and, after all, a man may surely be +allowed to censure those things which he did not try to hinder. + +Privy Councillor Wolf of Halle is here at present. If only I could hope +to see you also here this year! Would it not be possible for you to come +to Lauchstaedt the end of July, so as to help, there on the spot, in the +preparation and performance of the above-mentioned work? + +Think it over and only tell me there is a possibility of it; we shall +then be able to devise the means of bringing it to pass. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 606 + +Weimar, October 30, 1808. + +The world of art is just now too much run down for a young man to be +able to realize exactly where he stands. People always search for +inspiration everywhere but in the place where it originates, and if they +do once catch sight of the source, then they cannot find the path +leading to it. Therefore I am reduced to despair by half a dozen of the +younger poetic spirits, who, though endowed with extraordinary natural +talent, will scarcely accomplish much that I can ever take pleasure in. +Werner, Ochlenschlaeger, Arnim, Brentano and others are still working +and practising at their art, but everything they do is absolutely +lacking in form and character. Not one of them can understand that the +highest and only operation of nature and art is the creation of form, +and in the form, detail, so that each single thing shall become, be, and +remain something separate and important. There is no art in letting your +talent go to suit your humor and convenience. + +The sad part of it is that the humorous, because it has no support and +no law within itself, sooner or later degenerates into melancholy and +bad temper. We have been forced to experience the most horrible examples +of this in Jean Paul (see his last production in the _Ladies' Calendar_) +and in Görres (see his _Specimens of Writing_). Moreover, there are +always people enough to admire and esteem that sort of thing, because +the public is always grateful to every one who tries to turn its head. + +Will you be obliging enough, when you have a quarter of an hour's spare +time, to sketch for me, in a few rough lines, the aberrations of our +youthful musicians? I should like to compare them with the errors of the +painters; for a man must once for all set his heart at rest about these +things, execrate the whole business, stop thinking about the culture of +others, and employ the short time that remains to him on his own works. +But even while I express myself thus disagreeably, I must, as always +happens to good-natured blusterers, contradict myself immediately, and +beg you to continue your interest in Eberwein at least until Easter; for +then I will send him to you again. He has acquired great confidence in +you, and great respect for your institution, but unhappily even that +does not mean much with young people. They still secretly think it would +also be possible to produce something extraordinary by their own foolish +methods. Many people gain some comprehension that there is a goal, but +they would like very much to reach it by loitering along mazy paths. + +You have been sufficiently reminded of us throughout this month by the +newspapers. It was worth much to be present in person at these events. I +also came in for a share of the favorable influence of such an unusual +constellation. The Emperor of France was very gracious to me. Both +Emperors decorated me with stars and ribbons, which we desire in all +modesty thankfully to acknowledge. Forgive me for not writing you more +about the latest events. You must have already wondered when you read +the papers that this stream of the great and mighty ones of earth +should have rolled on as far as Weimar, and even over the battlefield of +Jena. I cannot refrain from inclosing to you a remarkable engraving. The +point where the temple is placed, is the farthest point toward the +north-east reached by Napoleon on this tour. When you visit us, I will +place you on the spot where the little man with the cane is shown +parceling off the world. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 640 + +Weimar, February 28, 1811. + +I have read somewhere that the celebrated first secretary of the London +Society, Oldenburg, never opened a letter until he had placed pen, ink, +and paper before him, and that he then and there, immediately after the +first reading, wrote down his answer. Thus he was able to meet +comfortably the demands of an immense correspondence. If I could have +imitated this virtue, so many people would not now be complaining of my +silence. But this time your dear letter just received has roused in me +such a desire to answer, by recalling to my mind all the fullness of our +life during the summer, that I am writing these lines, if not +immediately after the first reading, at least on awaking the next +morning. + +I think I anticipated that the good _Pandora_ would slow down somewhat +when she reached home again. Life in Töplitz was really too favorable to +this sort of work, and your meditations and efforts were so steadily and +undividedly centred upon it, that an interruption could not help calling +forth a pause. But leave it alone; there is so much done on it already +that, at the right moment, the remainder will, in all likelihood, come +of its own accord. + +I cannot blame you for declining to compose the music to _Faust_. My +proposition was somewhat ill-considered, like the undertaking itself. +It can very well rest in peace for another year; for the trouble which I +had in working over the _Resolute Prince_[34] has about exhausted the +inclination which we must feel when we set about things of that sort. +This piece has indeed turned out beyond all expectation, and it has +given much pleasure to me and to others. It is no small undertaking to +conjure up a work written almost two hundred years ago, for an entirely +different clime, for a people of entirely different customs, religion, +and culture, and to make it appear fresh and new to the eyes of a +spectator. For nowhere is anything antiquated and without direct appeal +more out of place than on the stage. + +Touching my works you shall, before everything else, receive the +thirteenth volume. It is very kind of you not to neglect the _Theory of +Color_; and the fact that you absorb it in small doses will have its +good effect too. I know very well that my way of handling the matter, +natural as it is, differs very widely from the usual way, and I cannot +demand that every one should immediately perceive and appropriate its +advantages. The mathematicians are foolish people, and are so far from +having the least idea what my work means that one really must overlook +their presumption. I am very curious about the first one who gets an +insight into the matter and behaves honestly about it; for not all of +them are blindfolded or malicious. But, at any rate, I now see more +clearly than ever what I have long held in secret, that the training +which mathematics give to the mind is extremely one-sided and narrow. +Yes, Voltaire is bold enough to say somewhere: "I have always remarked +that geometry leaves the mind just where it found it." Franklin also has +clearly and plainly expressed a special aversion to mathematicians, in +respect to their social qualities, and finds their petty contradictory +spirit unbearable. + +As concerns the real Newtonians, they are in the same case as the old +Prussians in October, 1806. The latter believed that they were winning +tactically, when they had long since been conquered strategically. When +once their eyes are opened they will be startled to find me already in +Naumburg and Leipzig, while they are still creeping along near Weimar +and Blankenheim. That battle was lost in advance; and so is this. The +Newtonian Theory is already annihilated, while the gentlemen still think +their adversary despicable. Forgive my boasting; I am just as little +ashamed of it as those gentlemen are of their pettiness. I am going +through a strange experience with Kugelchen, as I have done with many +others. I thought I was making him the nicest compliment possible; for +really the picture and the frame had turned out most acceptably, and now +the good man takes offence at a superficial act of politeness, which one +really ought not to neglect, since many persons' feelings are hurt if we +omit it. A certain lack of etiquette on my part in such matters has +often been taken amiss, and now here I am troubling some excellent +people with my formality. Never get rid of an old fault, my dear friend; +you will either fall into a new one, or else people will look upon your +newly acquired virtue as a fault; and no matter how you behave, you will +never satisfy either yourself or others. In the meantime I am glad that +I know what the matter is; for I wish to be on good terms with this +excellent man. + +Regarding the antique bull, I should propose to have him carefully +packed in a strong case, and sent to me for inspection. In ancient times +these things were often made in replica, and the specimens differ +greatly in value. To give any good bronze in exchange for another would +be a bad bargain, as there are scarcely ever duplicates of them, and +those that we do find are doubly interesting on account of their +resemblances and dissimilarities. The offer I could make at present is +as follows: I have a very fine collection of medals, mostly in bronze, +from the middle of the fifteenth century up to our day. It was collected +principally in order to illustrate to amateurs and experts the progress +of plastic art, which is always reflected in the medals. Among these +medals I have some very beautiful and valuable duplicates, so that I +could probably get together a most instructive series of them to give +away. An art lover, who as yet possessed nothing of this description, +would in them get a good foundation for a collection, and a sufficient +inducement to continue. Further, such a collection, like a set of Greek +and Roman coins, affords opportunity for very interesting observations; +indeed it completes the conception furnished us by the coins, and brings +it up to present times. I may also say that the bull would have to be +very perfect, if I am not to have a balance to my credit in the bargain +above indicated. + +Something very pleasing has occurred to me in the last few days; it was +the presentation to me, from the Empress of Austria, of a beautiful gold +snuff-box with a diamond wreath, and the name Louisa engraved in full. +I know you too will take an interest in this event, as it is not often +that we meet with such unexpected and refreshing good fortune. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 665 + +Weimar, December 3, 1812. + +Your letter telling me of the great misfortune which has befallen your +house,[35] depressed me very much, indeed quite bowed me down; for it +reached me in the midst of very serious reflections on life, and it is +owing to you alone that I have been able to pluck up courage. You have +proved yourself to be pure refined gold when tried by the black +touchstone of death. How beautiful is a character when it is so compact +of mind and soul, and how beautiful must be a talent that rests on such +a foundation. + +Of the deed or the misdeed itself, I know of nothing to say. When the +_toedium vitoe_ lays hold on a man, he is to be pitied, not to be +blamed. That all the symptoms of this strange, natural, as well as +unnatural, disease have raged within me--of that _Werther_ leaves no one +in doubt. I know right well what amount of resolution and effort it cost +me then to escape from the waves of death, with what difficulty I saved +myself from many a later shipwreck, and how hard it was for me to +recover. And all the stories of mariners and fishermen are the same. +After the night of storm the shore is reached again; he who was wet +through dries himself, and the next morning when the beautiful sun +shines once more on the sparkling waves "the sea has regained its +appetite for new victims." + +When we see not only that the world in general, and especially the +younger generation, are given over to their lusts and passions, but also +that what is best and highest in them is misplaced and distorted through +the serious follies of the age; when we see that what should lead them +to salvation really contributes to their damnation--to say nothing of +the unspeakable stress brought to bear upon them from without--then we +cease to wonder at the misdeeds which a man performs in rage against +himself and others. I believe I am capable of writing another _Werther_, +which would make people's hair stand on end, even more than the first +did. Let me add one remark. Most young people, who feel themselves +possessed of merit, demand of themselves more than is right. They are, +however, pressed and forced into it by their gigantic surroundings. I +know half a dozen of that kind who will certainly perish, and whom it +would be impossible to help, even if one could make clear to them where +their real advantage lies. Nobody realizes that reason, courage, and +will-power are given to us so that we shall refrain, not only from evil, +but from excess of goodness. + +I thank you for your comments on the pages of my autobiography. I had +already heard much that was good and kind about them in a general way. +You are the first and only one who has gone into the heart of the +matter. + +I am glad that the description of my father impressed you favorably. I +will not deny that I am heartily tired of the German bourgeois, these +_Lorenz Starks_, or whatever they may be called, who, in humorous gloom, +give free play to their pedantic temperament, and by standing dubiously +in the way of their good-natured desires, destroy them, as well as the +happiness of other people. In the two following volumes the figure of my +father is completely developed, and if on his side as well as on the +side of his son, a grain of mutual understanding had entered into this +precious family relationship, both would have been spared much. But it +was not to be; and indeed such is life. The best laid plan for a journey +is upset by the stupidest kind of accident, and a man goes farthest when +he does not know where he is going. + +Do have the goodness to continue your comments; for I go slowly, as the +subject demands, and keep much _in petto_ (on which account many readers +grow impatient who would be quite satisfied to have the whole meal from +beginning to end, well braised and roasted, served up at one sitting, so +that they could the sooner swallow it, and on the morrow seek better or +worse cheer at random, in a different eating-house or cook's-shop). But +I, as I have already said, remain in ambush, in order to let my lancers +and troopers rush forward at the right moment. It is, therefore, very +interesting for me to learn what you, as an experienced Field-Marshal, +have already noticed about the vanguard. I have as yet read no +criticisms of this little work; I will read them all at once after the +next two volumes are printed. For many years I have observed that those +who should and would speak of me in public, be their intentions good or +bad, seem to find themselves in a painful position, and I have hardly +ever come face to face with a critic who did not sooner or later show +the famous countenance of Vespasian, and a _faciem duram_. + +If you could sometime give me a pleasant surprise by sending the +_Rinaldo_, I should consider it a great favor. + +It is only through you that I can keep in touch with music. We are +really living here absolutely songless and soundless. The opera, with +its old standbys, and its novelties dressed up to suit a little theatre, +and produced at pretty long intervals, is no consolation. At the same +time I am glad that the court and the city can delude themselves into +thinking that they have a species of enjoyment handy. The inhabitant of +a large city is to be accounted happy in this respect, because so much +that is of importance in other lands is attracted thither. + +You have made a point-blank shot at Alfieri. He is more remarkable than +enjoyable. His works are explained by his life. He torments his readers +and listeners, just as he torments himself as an author. He had the true +nature of a count and was therefore blindly aristocratic. He hated +tyranny, because he was aware of a tyrannical vein in himself, and fate +had meted out to him a fitting tribulation, when it punished him, +moderately enough, at the hands of the Sansculottes. The essential +patrician and courtly nature of the man comes at last very laughably +into evidence, when he can think of no better way to reward himself for +his services than by having an order of knighthood manufactured for +himself. Could he have showed more plainly how ingrained these +formalities were in his nature? In the same way I must agree to what you +say of Rousseau's _Pygmalion_. This production certainly belongs among +the monstrosities, and is most remarkable as a symptom of the chief +malady of that period, when State and custom, art and talent were +destined to be stirred into a porridge with a nameless substance--which +was, however, called nature--yes, when they were indeed thus stirred and +beaten up together. I hope that my next volume will bring this operation +to light; for was not I, too, attacked by this epidemic, and was it not +beneficently responsible for the development of my being, which I cannot +now picture to myself as growing in any other fashion? + +Now I must answer your question about the first Walpurgis-night. The +state of the case is as follows: Among historians there are some, and +they are men to whom one cannot refuse one's esteem, who try to find a +foundation in reality for every fable, every tradition, let it be as +fantastic and absurd as it will, and, inside the envelope of the +fairy-tale, believe they can always find a kernel of fact. + +We owe much that is good to this method of treatment. For in order to go +into the matter great knowledge is required; yes, intelligence, wit, and +imagination are necessary to turn poetry into prose in this way. So now, +in this case, one of our German antiquarians has tried to vindicate the +ride of the witches and devils in the Hartz mountains, which has been +well known to us in Germany for untold ages, and to place it upon a firm +foundation, by the discovery of an historical origin. Which is, namely, +that the German heathen priests and forefathers, after they had been +driven from their sacred groves, and Christianity had been forced upon +the people, betook themselves with their faithful followers, at the +beginning of Spring, to the wild inaccessible mountains of the Hartz; +and there, according to their old custom, they offered prayers and fire +to the incorporeal God of Heaven and earth. In order to secure +themselves against the spying, armed converters, they hit upon the idea +of masking a number of their party, so as to keep their superstitious +opponents at a distance, and thus, protected by caricatures of devils, +to finish in peace the pure worship of God. + +I found this explanation somewhere, but cannot put my finger on the +author; the idea pleased me and I have turned this fabulous history into +a poetical fable again. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 433 + +Weimar, October 30, 1824. + +It had long been my wish that you might be invited to take a trip, +because I was certain that I should then hear something from you; for, +of course, I am convinced that in over-lively Berlin no one is likely to +remember to write letters to those who are far away. Now a perilous and +hazardous journey gives my worthy friend an opportunity for a very +characteristic and pleasing description; a crowded family party +furnishes material for a sketch that would certainly find a place in any +English novel. For my part, I will reply with a couple of matters from +my quiet sphere. + +In the first place, then, my sojourn at home has this time been quite +successful; yet we must not boast of it, only quietly and modestly +continue our activities. + +Langermann has probably communicated to you what I sent him. The +introductory poem to _Werther_ I lately resurrected and read to myself, +quietly and thoughtfully, and immediately afterward the _Elegie_ which +harmonizes with it very well; only I missed in them the direct effect of +your pleasing melody, although it gradually revived and rose out of my +inner consciousness. + +I am now also concluding the instalment on natural science, which was +inconveniently delayed this year, and am editing my _Correspondence with +Schiller from 1794_ to 1805. A great boon will be offered to the +Germans, yes, I might even say to humanity in general, revealing the +intimacy between two friends, of the kind who keep contributing to each +other's development in the very act of pouring out their hearts to each +other. I have a strange feeling at my task, for I am learning what I +once was. However, it is most instructive of all to see how two people +who mutually further their purposes _par force_, fritter away their time +through inner over-activity and outer excitement and disturbance; so +that there is, after all, no result fully worthy of their capacities, +tendencies, aims. The effect will be extremely edifying; for every +thoughtful man will be able to find in it consolation for himself. + +Moreover, it contributes to various other things which are revived by +the excited life of that period. If what you recognized a year ago as +the cause of my illness now proves itself the apparent element of my +good health, everything will be running smoothly and you will hear +pleasant news from time to time. + +In order that I may, however, hear from you soon, I wish to inform you +that it would give me especial pleasure to receive a concise, forceful +description of the Konigstadter theatricals. From what they are playing +and rehearsing and from the notices and criticisms that reach me in the +newspapers, I can form some notion for myself, to be sure; but, in any +case, you will correct and strengthen my ideas. At your suggestion the +architect sent me a plan which I found very acceptable, because, from it +I can see for myself that the theatre is situated in a large residential +section. This probably makes it very nice and cheerful, just as setting +back the various rows of boxes is a very convenient arrangement for the +audience who wish to be seen while they themselves see. This much I +already know, and you, with a few strokes, will assist me to picture the +most vivid actuality. + +J. A. Stumpff, of London, Harp Maker to his Majesty, is just leaving me. +A native of Ruhl, he was sent at an early age to England, where he is +now working as an able mechanic, a sturdy man of good stature in which +you would take delight; at the same time he manifests the most patriotic +sentiments for our language and literature. Through Schiller and myself +he has been awakened to all that is good, and he is highly pleased to +see our literary products become gradually known and appreciated. He +revealed a remarkable personality. + +Our sonorous bells are just announcing the celebration of the +anniversary of the Reformation. It resounds with a ring that must not +leave us indifferent. Keep us, Lord, in Thy word, and guide. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: _Morgenblatt_ 1815. Nr. 113 12. Mai.] + +[Footnote 2: (King Henry IV, Part II, Act 4, Scene 4.)] + +[Footnote 3: The works referred to are the nine volumes of A. W. +Schlegel's translation, which appeared 1797-1810, and were subsequently +(since 1826) supplemented by the missing dramas, translated under +Tieck's direction.] + +[Footnote 4: Delivered before the Amalia Lodge of Freemasons in Weimar, +February 1813.] + +[Footnote 5: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York.] + +[Footnote 6: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York, and G. Bell & Sons, +London.] + +[Footnote 7: It is almost needless to observe that the word "demon" is +her reference to its Greek origin, and implies nothing evil.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 8: This is the first day in Eckermann's first book, and the +first time in which he speaks in this book, as distinguished from +Soret.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 9: The word "Gelegenheitsgedicht" (occasional poem) properly +applies to poems written for special occasions, such as birthdays, +weddings, etc., but Goethe here extends the meaning, as he himself +explains. As the English word "occasional" often implies no more than +"occurrence now and then," the phrase "occasional poem" is not very +happy, and is only used for want of a better. The reader must conceive +the word in the limited sense, produced on some special +event.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 10: Goethe's "West-östliche (west-eastern) Divan," one of the +twelve divisions of which is entitled "Das Buch des Unmuths" (The Book +of Ill-Humor).--Trans.] + +[Footnote 11: _Die Aufgeregten_ (the Agitated, in a political sense) is +an unfinished drama by Goethe.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 12: The German phrase "Freund des Bestehenden," which, for +want of a better expression, has been rendered above "friend of the +powers that be," literally means "friend of the permanent," and was used +by the detractors of Goethe to denote the "enemy of the +progressive."--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 13: Poetry and Truth, the title of Goethe's +autobiography.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 14: This, doubtless, means the "Deformed Transformed," and the +fact that this poem was not published till January, 1824, rendering it +probable that Goethe had not actually seen it, accounts for the +inaccuracy of the expression.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 15: It need scarcely be mentioned that this is the name given +to a collection of sarcastic epigrams by Goethe and Schiller.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 16: "Die Natürliche Tochter" (the Natural +Daughter).--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 17: Vide p. 185, where a remark is made on the word _nature_, +as applied to a person.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 18: These plays were intended to be in the Shakesperian style, +and Goethe means that by writing them he freed himself from Shakespeare, +just as by writing _Werther_ he freed himself from thoughts of +suicide.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 19: This doubtless refers to the Heath country in which +Eckermann was born.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 20: This poem is simply entitled "Ballade," and begins +"Herein, O du Guter! du Alter herein!"--_Trans_.] + +[Footnote 21: A It must be borne in mind that this was said before the +appearance of "Robert le Diable," which was first produced in Paris, in +November, 1831.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 22: B That is, the second act of the second part of "Faust," +which was not published entire till after Goethe's death.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 23: In the original book this conversation follows immediately +the one of December 21, 1831, and with the remainder of the book is +prefaced thus:--"The following I noted down shortly afterwards (that is, +after they took place) from memory."--Trans.] + +[Footnote 24: A distinguished die-cutter in Rome.] + +[Footnote 25: Giovanni Hamerani was papal die-cutter from 1675 to 1705.] + +[Footnote 26: A C. A. Bottiger had surrendered his position as director +of the Gymnasium of Weimar and had gone to Dresden, while Heinrich Voss +(1779-1822), an enthusiastic young admirer of Goethe, had come to the +gymnasium.] + +[Footnote 27: An association of civil officials of Mannheim had +intrusted to Goethe a sum of money to erect a memorial to Count von +Dalberg, but the plan was never carried out.] + +[Footnote 28: a Theodor Körner (1791-1813), at that time a dramatist in +Vienna, and closely connected with the Humboldt family through Wilhelm's +friendship for Christian G. Körner.] + +[Footnote 29: J. H. Voss, although his translation of Æschylus was not +printed until 1826.] + +[Footnote 30: Humboldt's translation of the _Agamemnon of Æschylus_.] + +[Footnote 31: Voss and his son.] + +[Footnote 32: August, who went to Italy, in March, 1830, and died there +eight days after this letter was written.] + +[Footnote 33: Schiller died May 9, 1805] + +[Footnote 34: By Calderon] + +[Footnote 35: Zelter's eldest son had shot himself.] + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The German Classics of The Nineteenth +and Twentieth Centuries, Vol. II, by Editor-in-Chief: Kuno Francke + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11366 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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Dillon Boylan + + WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE. + Translated by George Krielin + + MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS. + Translated by Bailey Saunders + + ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATION WITH GOETHE. + Translated by John Oxenford + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE. + Translated by Louis H. Gray + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH K. F. ZELTER. + Translated by Frances H. King + + + + + ILLUSTRATIONS--VOLUME II + + Capri + + Edward reading aloud to Charlotte and the Captain + + Charlotte receives Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward and Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward, Charlotte, Ottilie and the Captain discuss + the new plan of the house. By Franz Simm + + Ottilie examines Edward's Presents. By P Grotjohann + + Luciana posing as Queen Artemisia. By P. Grotjohann + + Ottilie. By Wilhelm von Kaulbach + + The Old Theatre, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Martin Wieland. By E. Hader + + Princess Amalia + + Winckelmann + + Weimar seen from the North + + Goethe and his Secretary. By Johann Josef Schmeller + + Goethe's Study + + The Garden at Goethe's City House, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Schiller's Garden House at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + The float at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + View into the Saale Valley near Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + K.F. Zelter + + +INTRODUCTION TO THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +In the spring of the year 1807 Goethe began work on the second part of +_Wilhelm Meister_. He had no very definite plot in view, but proposed to +make room for a number of short stories, all relating to the subject of +renunciation, which was to be the central theme of the _Wanderjahre_. In +the course of the summer, while he was taking the waters at Karlsbad, +two or three of the stories were written. The following spring he set +about elaborating another tale of renunciation, the idea of which had +occurred to him some time before. But somehow it refused to be confined +within the limits of a novelette. As he proceeded the matter grew apace, +until it finally developed into the novel which was given to the world +in 1809 under the title of _The Elective Affinities_. + +When that which should be a short story is expanded into a novel one can +usually detect the padding and the embroidery. So it is certainly in +this case. Those long descriptions of landscape-gardening; the copious +extracts from Ottilie's diary, containing many thoughts which would +hardly have entered the head of such a girl; the pages given to +subordinate characters, whose comings and goings have no very obvious +connection with the story,--all these retard the narrative and tend to +hide the essential idea. The strange title, too, has served to divert +attention from the real centre of gravity. Had the tale been called, +say, "Ottilie's Expiation," there would have been less room for +misunderstanding and irrelevant criticism; there would have been less +concern over the moral, and more over the artistic, aspect of the story. + +What then was the essential idea? Simply to describe a peculiar tragedy +resulting from the invasion of the marriage relation by lawless passion. +As for the title, it should be remembered that there was just then a +tendency to look for curious analogies between physical law and the +operations of the human mind. Great interest was felt in suggestion, +occult influence, and all that sort of thing. Goethe himself had lately +been lecturing on magnetism. He had also observed, as no one can fail to +observe, that the sexual attraction sometimes seems to act like chemical +affinity: it breaks up old unions, forms new combinations, destroys +pre-existing bodies, as if it were a law that _must_ work itself out, +whatever the consequences. Such a process will now and then defy +prudence, self-respect, duty, even religion,--going its way like a blind +and ruthless law of physics. But if this is to happen the recombining +elements must, of course, have each its specific character; else there +is no affinity and no tragedy. + +It is no part of the analogy that the pressure of sex is always and by +its very nature like the attraction of atoms. Aside from the fact that +character consists largely in the steady inhibition of instinct and +passion by the will, there is this momentous difference between atoms or +molecules, on the one hand, and souls on the other: the character of the +atom or molecule is constant, that of the soul is highly variable. There +is no room here for remarks on free will and determinism; suffice it to +say that Goethe does not preach any doctrine of mechanical determinism +in human relations. The scientific analogy must not be pressed too hard. +It is really not important, since after all nothing turns on it. +Whatever interest the novel has it would have if all reference to +chemistry had been omitted. Goethe's thesis, if he can be said to have +one, is simply that character is fate. + +He imagines a middle-aged man and woman, Edward and Charlotte, who are, +to all seeming, happily united in marriage. Each has been married before +to an unloved mate who has conveniently died, leaving them both free to +yield to the gentle pull of long-past youthful attachment. Their feeling +for each other is only a mild friendship, but that does not appear to +augur ill, since they are well-to-do, and their fine estate offers them +both a plenty of interesting work. Edward has a highly esteemed friend +called the Captain, who is for the moment without suitable employment +for his ability and energy. Edward can give him just the needed work, +with great advantage to the property, and would like to do so. Charlotte +fears that the presence of the Captain may disturb their pleasant idyl, +but finally yields. She herself has a niece, Ottilie, a beautiful girl +whom no one understands and who is not doing well at her +boarding-school. Charlotte would like to have the girl under her own +care. After much debate the pair take both the Captain and Ottilie into +their spacious castle. + +And now the elective affinity begins to do its disastrous work. Edward, +who has always indulged himself in every whim and has no other standard +of conduct, falls madly in love with the charming Ottilie, who has a +passion for making herself useful and serving everybody. She adapts +herself to Edward, fails to see what a shabby specimen of a man he +really is, humors his whims, and worships him--at first in an innocent +girlish way. Charlotte is not long in discovering that the Captain is a +much better man than her husband; she loves him, but within the limits +of wifely duty. In the vulgar world of prose such a tangle could be most +easily straightened out by divorce and remarriage. This is what Edward +proposes and tries to bring about. The others are almost won over to +this solution when the event happens that precipitates the tragedy: the +child of Edward and Charlotte is accidentally drowned by Ottilie's +carelessness. + +It is a very dubious link in Goethe's fiction that this child, while the +genuine offspring of Edward and Charlotte, has the features of Ottilie +and the Captain. From the moment of the drowning Ottilie is a changed +being. Her character quickly matures; like a wakened sleep-walker she +sees what a dangerous path she has been treading. She feels that +marriage with Edward would be a crime. She resists his passionate +appeals, and her remorse takes on a morbid tinge. It becomes a fixed +idea. Happiness is not for her. She must renounce it all. She must +atone--atone--for her awful sin. For a moment they plan to send her back +to school, but she cannot tear herself away from Edward's sinister +presence. At last she refuses food and gradually starves herself to +death. The wretched Edward does likewise. + +Any just appreciation of Goethe's art in _The Elective Affinities_ must +begin by recognizing that it is about Ottilie. For her sake the book was +written. It is a study of a delicately organized virgin soul caught in +the meshes of an ignoble fate and beating its wings in hopeless misery +until death ends the struggle. The other characters are ordinary people: +Charlotte and the Captain ordinary in their good sense and self-control, +Edward ordinary in his moral flabbiness and his foolish infatuation. His +death, to be sure, is unthinkable for such a man and does but testify to +the unearthly attraction with which the girl is invested by Goethe's +art. The figure of Ottilie, like that of her spiritual sister Mignon, is +irradiated by a light that never was on sea or land. She is a creature +of romance, and we learn without much surprise that her dead body +performs miracles. One is reminded of that medieval lady who is doomed +to eat the heart of her crusading lover and then refuses all other food +and dies. That Edward is quite unworthy of the girl's love, that the +death of the child is no sufficient reason for her morbid remorse, is +quite immaterial, since at the end of the tale we are no longer in the +realm of normal psychology. A season of dreamy happiness, as she moves +about in a world unrealized; then a terrible shock, and after that, +remorse, renunciation, hopelessness, the will to die. Such is the logic +of the tale. + + + + +THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +TRANSLATED BY JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE AND R. DILLON BOYLAN + + +PART I + + +CHAPTER I + + +Edward--so we shall call a wealthy nobleman in the prime of life--had +been spending several hours of a fine April morning in his +nursery-garden, budding the stems of some young trees with cuttings +which had been recently sent to him. + +He had finished what he was about, and having laid his tools together in +their box, was complacently surveying his work, when the gardener came +up and complimented his master on his industry. + +"Have you seen my wife anywhere?" inquired Edward, as he moved to go +away. + +"My lady is alone yonder in the new grounds," said the man; "the +summer-house which she has been making on the rock over against the +castle is finished today, and really it is beautiful. It cannot fail to +please your grace. The view from it is perfect:--the village at your +feet; a little to your right the church, with its tower, which you can +just see over; and directly opposite you, the castle and the garden." + +"Quite true," replied Edward; "I can see the people at work a few steps +from where I am standing." + +"And then, to the right of the church again," continued the gardener, +"is the opening of the valley; and you look along over a range of wood +and meadow far into the distance. The steps up the rock, too, are +excellently arranged. My gracious lady understands these things; it is a +pleasure to work under her." + +"Go to her," said Edward, "and desire her to be so good as to wait for +me there. Tell her I wish to see this new creation of hers, and enjoy it +with her." + +The gardener went rapidly off, and Edward soon followed. Descending the +terrace, and stopping as he passed to look into the hot-houses and the +forcing-pits, he came presently to the stream, and thence, over a narrow +bridge, to a place where the walk leading to the summer-house branched +off in two directions. One path led across the churchyard, immediately +up the face of the rock. The other, into which he struck, wound away to +the left, with a more gradual ascent, through a pretty shrubbery. Where +the two paths joined again, a seat had been made, where he stopped a few +moments to rest; and then, following the now single road, he found +himself, after scrambling along among steps and slopes of all sorts and +kinds, conducted at last through a narrow more or less steep outlet to +the summer-house. + +Charlotte was standing at the door to receive her husband. She made him +sit down where, without moving, he could command a view of the different +landscapes through the door and window--these serving as frames, in +which they were set like pictures. Spring was coming on; a rich, +beautiful life would soon everywhere be bursting; and Edward spoke of it +with delight. + +"There is only one thing which I should observe," he added, "the +summer-house itself is rather small." + +"It is large enough for you and me, at any rate," answered Charlotte. + +"Certainly," said Edward; "there is room for a third, too, easily." + +"Of course; and for a fourth also," replied Charlotte. "For larger +parties we can contrive other places." + +"Now that we are here by ourselves, with no one to disturb us, and in +such a pleasant mood," said Edward, "it is a good opportunity for me to +tell you that I have for some time had something on my mind, about which +I have wished to speak to you, but have never been able to muster up my +courage." + +"I have observed that there has been something of the sort," said +Charlotte. + +"And even now," Edward went on, "if it were not for a letter which the +post brought me this morning, and which obliges me to come to some +resolution today, I should very likely have still kept it to myself." + +"What is it, then" asked Charlotte, turning affectionately toward him. + +"It concerns our friend the Captain," answered Edward; "you know the +unfortunate position in which he, like many others, is placed. It is +through no fault of his own; but you may imagine how painful it must be +for a person with his knowledge and talents and accomplishments, to find +himself without employment. I--I will not hesitate any longer with what +I am wishing for him. I should like to have him here with us for a +time." + +"We must think about that," replied Charlotte; "it should be considered +on more sides than one." + +"I am quite ready to tell you what I have in view," returned Edward. +"Through his last letters there is a prevailing tone of despondency; not +that he is really in any want. He knows thoroughly well how to limit his +expenses; and I have taken care for everything absolutely necessary. It +is no distress to him to accept obligations from me; all our lives we +have been in the habit of borrowing from and lending to each other; and +we could not tell, if we would, how our debtor and creditor account +stands. It is being without occupation which is really fretting him. The +many accomplishments which he has cultivated in himself, it is his only +pleasure--indeed, it is his passion--to be daily and hourly exercising +for the benefit of others. And now, to sit still, with his arms folded; +or to go on studying, acquiring, and acquiring, when he can make no use +of what he already possesses;--my dear creature, it is a painful +situation; and alone as he is, he feels it doubly and trebly." + +"But I thought," said Charlotte, "that he had had offers from many +different quarters. I myself wrote to numbers of my own friends, male +and female, for him; and, as I have reason to believe, not without +effect." + +"It is true," replied Edward; "but these very offers--these various +proposals--have only caused him fresh embarrassment. Not one of them is +at all suitable to such a person as he is. He would have nothing to do; +he would have to sacrifice himself, his time, his purposes, his whole +method of life; and to that he cannot bring himself. The more I think of +it all, the more I feel about it, and the more anxious I am to see him +here with us." + +"It is very beautiful and amiable in you," answered Charlotte, "to enter +with so much sympathy into your friend's position; only you must allow +me to ask you to think of yourself and of me, as well." + +"I have done that," replied Edward. "For ourselves, we can have nothing +to expect from his presence with us, except pleasure and advantage. I +will say nothing of the expense. In any case, if he came to us, it would +be but small; and you know he will be of no inconvenience to us at all. +He can have his own rooms in the right wing of the castle, and +everything else can be arranged as simply as possible. What shall we not +be thus doing for him! and how agreeable and how profitable may not his +society prove to us! I have long been wishing for a plan of the property +and the grounds. He will see to it, and get it made. You intend yourself +to take the management of the estate, as soon as our present steward's +term is expired; and that, you know, is a serious thing. His various +information will be of immense benefit to us; I feel only too acutely +how much I require a person of this kind. The country people have +knowledge enough, but their way of imparting it is confused, and not +always honest. The students from the towns and universities are +sufficiently clever and orderly, but they are deficient in personal +experience. From my friend, I can promise myself both knowledge and +method, and hundreds of other circumstances I can easily conceive +arising, affecting you as well as me, and from which I can foresee +innumerable advantages. Thank you for so patiently listening to me. Now, +do you say what you think, and say it out freely and fully; I will not +interrupt you." + +"Very well," replied Charlotte; "I will begin at once with a general +observation. Men think most of the immediate--the present; and rightly, +their calling being to do and to work; women, on the other hand, more of +how things hang together in life; and that rightly too, because their +destiny--the destiny of their families--is bound up in this +interdependence, and it is exactly this which it is their mission to +promote. So now let us cast a glance at our present and our past life; +and you will acknowledge that the invitation of the Captain does not +fall in so entirely with our purposes, our plans, and our arrangements. +I will go back to those happy days of our earliest intercourse. We loved +each other, young as we then were, with all our hearts. We were parted: +you from me--your father, from an insatiable desire of wealth, choosing +to marry you to an elderly and rich lady; I from you, having to give my +hand, without any especial motive, to an excellent man, whom I +respected, if I did not love. We became again free--you first, your poor +mother at the same time leaving you in possession of your large fortune; +I later, just at the time when you returned from abroad. So we met once +more. We spoke of the past; we could enjoy and love the recollection of +it; we might have been contented, in each other's society, to leave +things as they were. You were urgent for our marriage. I at first +hesitated. We were about the same age; but I as a woman had grown older +than you as a man. At last I could not refuse you what you seemed to +think the one thing you cared for. All the discomfort which you had ever +experienced, at court, in the army, or in traveling, you were to recover +from at my side; you would settle down and enjoy life; but only with me +for your companion. I settled my daughter at a school, where she could +be more completely educated than would be possible in the retirement of +the country; and I placed my niece Ottilie there with her as well, who, +perhaps, would have grown up better at home with me, under my own care. +This was done with your consent, merely that we might have our own +lives to ourselves--merely that we might enjoy undisturbed our +so-long-wished-for, so-long-delayed happiness. We came here and settled +ourselves. I undertook the domestic part of the ménage, you the +out-of-doors and the general control. My own principle has been to meet +your wishes in everything, to live only for you. At least, let us give +ourselves a fair trial how far in this way we can be enough for each +other." + +"Since the interdependence of things, as you call it, is your especial +element," replied Edward, "one should either never listen to any of your +trains of reasoning, or make up one's mind to allow you to be in the +right; and, indeed, you have been in the right up to the present day. +The foundation which we have hitherto been laying for ourselves, is of +the true, sound sort; only, are we to build nothing upon it? is nothing +to be developed out of it? All the work we have done--I in the garden, +you in the park--is it all only for a pair of hermits?" + +"Well, well," replied Charlotte, "very well. What we have to look to is, +that we introduce no alien element, nothing which shall cross or +obstruct us. Remember, our plans, even those which only concern our +amusements, depend mainly on our being together. You were to read to me, +in consecutive order, the journal which you made when you were abroad. +You were to take the opportunity of arranging it, putting all the loose +matter connected with it in its place; and with me to work with you and +help you, out of these invaluable but chaotic leaves and sheets to put +together a complete thing, which should give pleasure to ourselves and +to others. I promised to assist you in transcribing; and we thought it +would be so pleasant, so delightful, so charming, to travel over in +recollection the world which we were unable to see together. The +beginning is already made. Then, in the evenings, you have taken up your +flute again, accompanying me on the piano, while of visits backwards and +forwards among the neighborhood, there is abundance. For my part, I +have been promising myself out of all this the first really happy summer +I have ever thought to spend in my life." + +"Only I cannot see," replied Edward, rubbing his forehead, "how, through +every bit of this which you have been so sweetly and so sensibly laying +before me, the Captain's presence can be any interruption; I should +rather have thought it would give it all fresh zest and life. He was my +companion during a part of my travels. He made many observations from a +different point of view from mine. We can put it all together, and so +make a charmingly complete work of it." + +"Well, then, I will acknowledge openly," answered Charlotte, with some +impatience, "my feeling is against this plan. I have an instinct which +tells me no good will come of it." + +"You women are invincible in this way," replied Edward. "You are so +sensible, that there is no answering you, then so affectionate, that one +is glad to give way to you; full of feelings, which one cannot wound, +and full of forebodings, which terrify one." + +"I am not superstitious," said Charlotte; "and I care nothing for these +dim sensations, merely as such; but in general they are the result of +unconscious recollections of happy or unhappy consequences, which we +have experienced as following on our own or others' actions. Nothing is +of greater moment, in any state of things, than the intervention of a +third person. I have seen friends, brothers and sisters, lovers, +husbands and wives, whose relation to each other, through the accidental +or intentional introduction of a third person, has been altogether +changed--whose whole moral condition has been inverted by it." + +"That may very well be," replied Edward, "with people who live on +without looking where they are going; but not, surely, with persons whom +experience has taught to understand themselves." + +"That understanding ourselves, my dearest husband," insisted Charlotte, +"is no such certain weapon. It is very often a most dangerous one for +the person who bears it. And out of all this, at least so much seems to +arise, that we should not be in too great a hurry. Let me have a few +days to think; don't decide." + +"As the matter stands," returned Edward, "wait as many days as we will, +we shall still be in too great a hurry. The arguments for and against +are all before us; all we want is the conclusion, and as things are, I +think the best thing we can do is to draw lots." + +"I know," said Charlotte, "that in doubtful cases it is your way to +leave them to chance. To me, in such a serious matter, this seems almost +a crime." + +"Then what am I to write to the Captain?" cried Edward; "for write I +must at once." + +"Write him a kind, sensible, sympathizing letter," answered Charlotte. + +"That is as good as none at all," replied Edward. + +"And there are many cases," answered she, "in which we are obliged, and +in which it is the real kindness, rather to write nothing than not to +write." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Edward was alone in his room. The repetition of the incidents of his +life from Charlotte's lips; the representation of their mutual +situation, their mutual purposes, had worked him, sensitive as he was, +into a very pleasant state of mind. While close to her--while in her +presence--he had felt so happy, that he had thought out a warm, kind, +but quiet and indefinite epistle which he would send to the Captain. +When, however, he had settled himself at his writing-table, and taken up +his friend's letter to read it over once more, the sad condition of this +excellent man rose again vividly before him. The feelings which had been +all day distressing him again awoke, and it appeared impossible to him +to leave one whom he called his friend in such painful embarrassment. + +Edward was unaccustomed to deny himself anything. The only child, and +consequently the spoilt child, of wealthy parents, who had persuaded him +into a singular, but highly advantageous marriage with a lady far older +than himself; and again by her petted and indulged in every possible +way, she seeking to reward his kindness to her by the utmost liberality; +after her early death his own master, traveling independently of every +one, equal to all contingencies and all changes, with desires never +excessive, but multiple and various--free-hearted, generous, brave, at +times even noble--what was there in the world to cross or thwart him? + +Hitherto, everything had gone as he desired! Charlotte had become his; +he had won her at last, with an obstinate, a romantic fidelity; and now +he felt himself, for the first time, contradicted, crossed in his +wishes, when those wishes were to invite to his home the friend of his +youth--just as he was longing, as it were, to throw open his whole heart +to him. He felt annoyed, impatient; he took up his pen again and again, +and as often threw it down again, because he could not make up his mind +what to write. Against his wife's wishes he would not go; against her +expressed desire he could not. Ill at ease as he was, it would have been +impossible for him, even if he had wished, to write a quiet, easy +letter. The most natural thing to do, was to put it off. In a few words, +he begged his friend to forgive him for having left his letter +unanswered; that day he was unable to write circumstantially; but +shortly, he hoped to be able to tell him what he felt at greater length. + +The next day, as they were walking to the same spot, Charlotte took the +opportunity of bringing back the conversation to the subject, perhaps +because she knew that there is no surer way of rooting out any plan or +purpose than by often talking it over. + +It was what Edward was wishing. He expressed him self in his own way, +kindly and sweetly. For although, sensitive as, he was, he flamed up +readily--although the vehemence with which he desired anything made him +pressing, and his obstinacy made him impatient--his words were so +softened by his wish to spare the feelings of those to whom he was +speaking, that it was impossible not to be charmed, even when one most +disagreed, with him. + +This morning, he first contrived to bring Charlotte into the happiest +humor, and then so disarmed her with the graceful turn which he gave to +the conversation, that she cried out at last: + +"You are determined that what I refused to the husband you will make me +grant to the lover. At least, my dearest," she continued, "I will +acknowledge that your wishes,--and the warmth and sweetness with which +you express them, have not left me untouched, have not left me unmoved. +You drive me to make a confession;--till now, I too have had a +concealment from you; I am in exactly the same position with you, and I +have hitherto been putting the same restraint on my inclination which I +have been exhorting you to put on yours." + +"Glad am I to hear that," said Edward. "In the married state, a +difference of opinion now and then, I see, is no bad thing; we learn +something of each other by it." + +"You are to learn at present, then," said Charlotte, "that it is with me +about Ottilie as it is with you about the Captain. The dear child is +most uncomfortable at the school, and I am thoroughly uneasy about her. +Luciana, my daughter, born as she is for the world, is there training +hourly for the world; languages, history, everything that is taught +there, she acquires with so much ease that, as it were, she learns them +off at sight. She has quick natural gifts, and an excellent memory; one +may almost say she forgets everything, and in a moment calls it all back +again. She distinguishes herself above every one at the school with the +freedom of her carriage, the grace of her movement, and the elegance of +her address, and with the inborn royalty of nature makes herself the +queen of the little circle there. The superior of the establishment +regards her as a little divinity, who, under her hands, is shaping into +excellence, and who will do her honor, gain her reputation, and bring +her a large increase of pupils; the first pages of this good lady's +letters, and her monthly notices of progress, are forever hymns about +the excellence of such a child, which I have to translate into my own +prose; while her concluding sentences about Ottilie are nothing but +excuse after excuse--attempts at explaining how it can be that a girl in +other respects growing up so lovely seems coming to nothing, and shows +neither capacity nor accomplishment. This, and the little she has to say +besides, is no riddle to me, because I can see in this dear child the +same character as that of her mother, who was my own dearest friend; who +grew up with myself, and whose daughter, I am certain, if I had the care +of her education, would form into an exquisite creature. + +"This, however, has not fallen in with our plan, and as one ought not to +be picking and pulling, or for ever introducing new elements among the +conditions of our lives, I think it better to bear, and to conquer as I +can, even the unpleasant impression that my daughter, who knows very +well that poor Ottilie is entirely dependent upon us, does not refrain +from flourishing her own successes in her face, and so, to a certain +extent, destroys the little good which we have done for her. Who are +well trained enough never to wound others by a parade of their own +advantages? and who stands so high as not at times to suffer under such +a slight? In trials like these, Ottilie's character is growing in +strength, but since I have clearly known the painfulness of her +situation, I have been thinking over all possible ways to make some +other arrangement. Every hour I am expecting an answer to my own last +letter, and then I do not mean to hesitate any more. So, my dear Edward, +it is with me. We have both, you see, the same sorrows to bear, touching +both our hearts in the same point. Let us bear them together, since we +neither of us can press our own against the other." + +"We are strange creatures," said Edward, smiling. "If we can only put +out of sight anything which troubles us, we fancy at once we have got +rid of it. We can give up much in the large and general; but to make +sacrifices in little things is a demand to which we are rarely equal. So +it was with my mother,--as long as I lived with her, while a boy and a +young man, she could not bear to let me be a moment out of her sight. If +I was out later than usual in my ride, some misfortune must have +happened to me. If I got wet through in a shower, a fever was +inevitable. I traveled; I was absent from her altogether; and, at once, +I scarcely seemed to belong to her. If we look at it closer," he +continued, "we are both acting very foolishly, very culpably. Two very +noble natures, both of which have the closest claims on our affection, +we are leaving exposed to pain and distress, merely to avoid exposing +ourselves to a chance of danger. If this is not to be called selfish, +what is? You take Ottilie. Let me have the Captain; and, for a short +period, at least, let the trial be made." + +"We might venture it," said Charlotte, thoughtfully, "if the danger were +only to ourselves. But do you think it prudent to bring Ottilie and the +Captain into a situation where they must necessarily be so closely +intimate; the Captain, a man no older than yourself, of an age (I am not +saying this to flatter you) when a man becomes first capable of love and +first deserving of it, and a girl of Ottilie's attractiveness?" + +"I cannot conceive how you can rate Ottilie so high," replied Edward. "I +can only explain it to myself by supposing her to have inherited your +affection for her mother. Pretty she is, no doubt. I remember the +Captain observing it to me, when we came back last year, and met her at +your aunt's. Attractive she is,--she has particularly pretty eyes; but I +do not know that she made the slightest impression upon me." + +"That was quite proper in you," said Charlotte, "seeing that I was +there; and, although she is much younger than I, the presence of your +old friend had so many charms for you, that you overlooked the promise +of the opening beauty. It is one of your ways; and that is one reason +why it is so pleasant to live with you." + +Charlotte, openly as she appeared to be speaking, was keeping back +something, nevertheless; which was that at the time when Edward came +first back from abroad, she had purposely thrown Ottilie in his way, to +secure, if possible, so desirable a match for her protégée. For of +herself, at that time, in connection with Edward, she never thought at +all. The Captain, also, had a hint given to him to draw Edward's +attention to her; but the latter, who was clinging determinately to his +early affection for Charlotte, looked neither right nor left, and was +only happy in the feeling that it was at last within his power to obtain +for himself the one happiness which he so earnestly desired; and which a +series of incidents had appeared to have placed forever beyond his +reach. + +They were on the point of descending the new grounds, in order to return +to the castle, when a servant came hastily to meet them, and, with a +laugh on his face, called up from below, "Will your grace be pleased to +come quickly to the castle? The Herr Mittler has just galloped into the +court. He shouted to us, to go all of us in search of you, and we were +to ask whether there was need; 'whether there is need,' he cried after +us, 'do you hear? But be quick, be quick.'" + +"The odd fellow," exclaimed Edward. "But has he not come at the right +time, Charlotte? Tell him, there is need,--grievous need. He must +alight. See his horse taken care of. Take him into the saloon, and let +him have some luncheon. We shall be with him immediately." + +"Let us take the nearest way," he said to his wife, and struck into the +path across the churchyard, which he usually avoided. He was not a +little surprised to find here, too, traces of Charlotte's delicate hand. +Sparing, as far as possible, the old monuments, she had contrived to +level it, and lay it carefully out, so as to make it appear a pleasant +spot on which the eye and the imagination could equally repose with +pleasure. The oldest stones had each their special honor assigned them. +They were ranged according to their dates along the wall, either leaning +against it, or let into it, or however it could be contrived; and the +string-course of the church was thus variously ornamented. + +Edward was singularly affected as he came in upon it through the little +wicket; he pressed Charlotte's hand, and tears started into his eyes. +But these were very soon put to flight, by the appearance of their +singular visitor. This gentleman had declined sitting down in the +castle; he had ridden straight through the village to the churchyard +gate; and then, halting, he called out to his friends, "Are you not +making a fool of me? Is there need, really? If there is, I can stay till +mid-day. But don't keep me. I have a great deal to do before night." + +"Since you have taken the trouble to come so far," cried Edward to him, +in answer, "you had better come through the gate. We meet at a solemn +spot. Come and see the variety which Charlotte has thrown over its +sadness." + +"Inside there," called out the rider, "come I neither on horseback, nor +in carriage, nor on foot. These here rest in peace: with them I have +nothing to do. One day I shall be carried in feet foremost. I must bear +that as I can. Is it serious, I want to know?" + +"Indeed it is," cried Charlotte, "right serious. For the first time in +our married lives, we are in a strait and difficulty, from which we do +not know how to extricate ourselves." + +"You do not look as if it were so," answered he. "But I will believe +you. If you are deceiving me, for the future you shall help yourselves. +Follow me quickly, my horse will be none the worse for a rest." + +The three speedily found themselves in the saloon together. Luncheon was +brought in, and Mittler told them what that day he had done, and was +going to do. This eccentric person had in early life been a clergyman, +and had distinguished himself in his office by the never-resting +activity with which he contrived to make up and put an end to quarrels: +quarrels in families, and quarrels between neighbors; first among the +individuals immediately about him, and afterward among whole +congregations, and among the country gentlemen round. While he was in +the ministry, no married couple was allowed to separate; and the +district courts were untroubled with either cause or process. A +knowledge of the law, he was well aware, was necessary to him. He gave +himself with all his might to the study of it, and very soon felt +himself a match for the best trained advocate. His circle of activity +extended wonderfully, and people were on the point of inducing him to +move to the Residence, where he would find opportunities of exercising +in the higher circles what he had begun in the lowest, when he won a +considerable sum of money in a lottery. With this, he bought himself a +small property. He let the ground to a tenant, and made it the centre of +his operations, with the fixed determination, or rather in accordance +with his old customs and inclinations, never to enter a house when there +was no dispute to make up, and no help to be given. People who were +superstitious about names, and about what they imported, maintained that +it was his being called Mittler which drove him to take upon himself +this strange employment. + +Luncheon was laid on the table, and the stranger then solemnly pressed +his host not to wait any longer with the disclosure which he had to +make. Immediately after refreshing himself he would be obliged to leave +them. + +Husband and wife made a circumstantial confession; but scarcely had he +caught the substance of the matter, when he started angrily up from the +table, rushed out of the saloon, and ordered his horse to be saddled +instantly. + +"Either you do not know me, you do not understand me," he cried, "or you +are sorely mischievous. Do you call this a quarrel? Is there any want +of help here? Do you suppose that I am in the world to give _advice_? Of +all occupations which man can pursue, that is the most foolish. Every +man must be his own counsellor, and do what he cannot let alone. If all +go well, let him be happy, let him enjoy his wisdom and his fortune; if +it go ill, I am at hand to do what I can for him. The man who desires to +be rid of an evil knows what he wants; but the man who desires something +better than he has got is stone blind. Yes, yes, laugh as you will, he +is playing blindman's-buff; perhaps he gets hold of something, but the +question is what he has got hold of. Do as you will, it is all one. +Invite your friends to you, or let them be, it is all the same. The most +prudent plans I have seen miscarry, and the most foolish succeed. Don't +split your brains about it; and if, one way or the other, evil comes of +what you settle, don't fret; send for me, and you shall be helped. Till +which time, I am your humble servant." + +So saying, he sprang on his horse, without waiting the arrival of the +coffee. + +"Here you see," said Charlotte, "the small service a third person can +be, when things are off their balance between two persons closely +connected; we are left, if possible, more confused and more uncertain +than we were." + +They would both, probably, have continued hesitating some time longer, +had not a letter arrived from the Captain, in reply to Edward's last. He +had made up his mind to accept one of the situations which had been +offered him, although it was not in the least up to his mark. He was to +share the ennui of certain wealthy persons of rank, who depended on his +ability to dissipate it. + +Edward's keen glance saw into the whole thing, and he pictured it out in +just, sharp lines. + +"Can we endure to think of our friend in such a position?" he cried; +"you cannot be so cruel, Charlotte." + +"That strange Mittler is right after all," replied Charlotte; "all such +undertakings are ventures; what will come of them it is impossible to +foresee. New elements introduced among us may be fruitful in fortune or +in misfortune, without our having to take credit to ourselves for one or +the other. I do not feel myself firm enough to oppose you further. Let +us make the experiment; only one thing I will entreat of you--that it be +only for a short time. You must allow me to exert myself more than ever, +to use all my influence among all my connections, to find him some +position which will satisfy him in his own way." + +Edward poured out the warmest expressions of gratitude. He hastened, +with a light, happy heart, to write off his proposals to his friend. +Charlotte, in a postscript, was to signify her approbation with her own +hand, and unite her own kind entreaties with his. She wrote, with a +rapid pen, pleasantly and affectionately, but yet with a sort of haste +which was not usual with her; and, most unlike herself, she disfigured +the paper at last with a blot of ink, which put her out of temper, and +which she only made worse with her attempts to wipe it away. + +Edward laughed at her about it, and, as there was still room, added a +second postscript, that his friend was to see from this symptom the +impatience with which he was expected, and measure the speed at which he +came to them by the haste in which the letter was written. + +The messenger was gone; and Edward thought he could not give a more +convincing evidence of his gratitude, than in insisting again and again +that Charlotte should at once send for Ottilie from the school. She said +she would think about it; and, for that evening, induced Edward to join +with her in the enjoyment of a little music. Charlotte played +exceedingly well on the piano, Edward not quite so well on the flute. He +had taken a great deal of pains with it at times; but he was without the +patience, without the perseverance, which are requisite for the +completely successful cultivation of such a talent; consequently, his +part was done unequally, some pieces well, only perhaps too +quickly--while with others he hesitated, not being quite familiar with +them; so that, for any one else, it would have been difficult to have +gone through a duet with him. But Charlotte knew how to manage it. She +held in, or let herself be run away with, and fulfilled in this way the +double part of a skilful conductor and a prudent housewife, who are able +always to keep right on the whole, although particular passages will now +and then fall out of order. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The Captain came, having previously written a most sensible letter, +which had entirely quieted Charlotte's apprehensions. So much clearness +about himself, so just an understanding of his own position and the +position of his friends, promised everything which was best and +happiest. + +The conversation of the first few hours, as is generally the case with +friends who have not met for a long time, was eager, lively, almost +exhausting. Toward evening, Charlotte proposed a walk to the new +grounds. The Captain was delighted with the spot, and observed every +beauty which had been first brought into sight and made enjoyable by the +new walks. He had a practised eye, and at the same time one easily +satisfied; and although he knew very well what was really valuable, he +never, as so many persons do, made people who were showing him things of +their own uncomfortable, by requiring more than the circumstances +admitted of, or by mentioning anything more perfect, which he remembered +having seen elsewhere. + +When they arrived at the summer-house, they found it dressed out for a +holiday, only, indeed, with artificial flowers and evergreens, but with +some pretty bunches of natural corn-ears among them, and other field and +garden fruit, so as to do credit to the taste which had arranged them. + +"Although my husband does not like in general to have his birthday or +christening-day kept," Charlotte said, "he will not object today to +these few ornaments being expended on a treble festival." + +"Treble?" cried Edward. + +"Yes, indeed," she replied. "Our friend's arrival here we are bound to +keep as a festival; and have you never thought, either of you, that this +is the day on which you were both christened? Are you not both named +Otto?" + +The two friends shook hands across the little table. + +"You bring back to my mind," Edward said, "this little link of our +boyish affection. As children, we were both called so; but when we came +to be at school together, it was the cause of much confusion, and I +readily made over to him all my right to the pretty laconic name." + +"Wherein you were not altogether so very high-minded," said the Captain; +"for I well remember that the name of Edward had then begun to please +you better, from its attractive sound when spoken by certain pretty +lips." + +They were now sitting all three round the same table where Charlotte had +spoken so vehemently against their guest's coming to them. Edward, happy +as he was, did not wish to remind his wife of that time; but he could +not help saying, "There is good room here for one more person." + +At this moment the notes of a bugle were heard across from the castle. +Full of happy thoughts and feelings as the friends all were together, +the sound fell in among them with a strong force of answering harmony. +They listened silently, each for the moment withdrawing into himself, +and feeling doubly happy in the fair circle of which he formed a part. +The pause was first broken by Edward, who started up and walked out in +front of the summer-house. + +"Our friend must not think," he said to Charlotte, "that this narrow +little valley forms the whole of our domain and possessions. Let us take +him up to the top of the hill, where he can see farther and breathe more +freely." + +"For this once, then," answered Charlotte, "we must climb up the old +footpath, which is not too easy. By the next time, I hope my walks and +steps will have been carried right up." + +And so, among rocks, and shrubs, and bushes, they made their way to the +summit, where they found themselves, not on a level flat, but on a +sloping grassy terrace, running along the ridge of the hill. The +village, with the castle behind it, was out of sight. At the bottom of +the valley, sheets of water were seen spreading out right and left, with +wooded hills rising immediately from their opposite margin, and, at the +end of the upper water, a wall of sharp, precipitous rocks directly +overhanging it, their huge forms reflected in its level surface. In the +hollow of the ravine, where a considerable brook ran into the lake, lay +a mill, half hidden among the trees, a sweetly retired spot, most +beautifully surrounded; and through the entire semicircle, over which +the view extended, ran an endless variety of hills and valleys, copse +and forest, the early green of which promised the near approach of a +luxuriant clothing of foliage. In many places particular groups of trees +caught the eye; and especially a cluster of planes and poplars directly +at the spectator's feet, close to the edge of the centre lake. They were +at their full growth, and they stood there, spreading out their boughs +all around them, in fresh and luxuriant strength. + +To these Edward called his friend's attention. + +"I myself planted them," he cried, "when I was a boy. They were small +trees which I rescued when my father was laying out the new part of the +great castle garden, and in the middle of one summer had rooted them +out. This year you will no doubt see them show their gratitude in a +fresh set of shoots." + +They returned to the castle in high spirits, and mutually pleased with +each other. To the guest was allotted an agreeable and roomy set of +apartments in the right wing of the castle; and here he rapidly got his +books and papers and instruments in order, to go on with his usual +occupation. But Edward, for the first few days, gave him no rest. He +took him about everywhere, now on foot, now on horseback, making him +acquainted with the country and with the estate; and he embraced the +opportunity of imparting to him the wishes which he had been long +entertaining, of getting at some better acquaintance with it, and +learning to manage it more profitably. + +"The first thing we have to do," said the Captain, "is to make a +magnetic survey of the property. That is a pleasant and easy matter; and +if it does not admit of entire exactness, it will be always useful, and +will do, at any rate, for an agreeable beginning. It can be made, too, +without any great staff of assistants, and one can be sure of getting it +completed. If by-and-by you come to require anything more exact, it will +be easy then to find some plan to have it made." + +The Captain was exceedingly skilful at work of thus kind. He had brought +with him whatever instruments he required, and commenced immediately. +Edward provided him with a number of foresters and peasants, who, with +his instruction, were able to render him all necessary assistance. The +weather was favorable. The evenings and the early mornings were devoted +to the designing and drawing, and in a short time it was all filled in +and colored. Edward saw his possessions grow out like a new creation +upon the paper; and it seemed as if now for the first time he knew what +they were, as if they now first were properly his own. + +Thus there came occasion to speak of the park, and of the ways of laying +it out; a far better disposition of things being made possible after a +survey of this kind, than could be arrived at by experimenting on +nature, on partial and accidental impressions. + +"We must make my wife understand this," said Edward. + +"We must do nothing of the kind," replied the Captain, who did not like +bringing his own notions in collision with those of others. He had +learnt by experience that the motives and purposes by which men are +influenced are far too various to be made to coalesce upon a single +point, even on the most solid representations. "We must not do it," he +cried; "she will be only confused. With her, as with all people who +employ themselves on such matters merely as amateurs, the important +thing is, rather that she shall do something, than that something shall +be done. Such persons feel their way with nature. They have fancies for +this plan or that; they do not venture on removing obstacles. They are +not bold enough to make a sacrifice. They do not know beforehand in what +their work is to result. They try an experiment--it succeeds--it fails; +they alter it; they alter, perhaps, what they ought to leave alone, and +leave what they ought to alter; and so, at last, there always remains +but a patchwork, which pleases and amuses, but never satisfies." + +"Acknowledge candidly," said Edward, "that you do not like this new work +of hers." + +"The idea is excellent," he replied; "if the execution were equal to it, +there would be no fault to find. But she has tormented herself to find +her way up that rock; and she now torments every one, if you must have +it, that she takes up after her. You cannot walk together, you cannot +walk behind one another, with any freedom. Every moment your step is +interrupted one way or another. There is no end to the mistakes which +she has made." + +"Would it have been easy to have done it otherwise?" asked Edward. + +"Perfectly," replied the Captain. "She had only to break away a corner +of the rock, which is now but an unsightly object, made up as it is of +little pieces, and she would at once have a sweep for her walk and stone +in abundance for the rough masonry work, to widen it in the bad places, +and make it smooth. But this I tell you in strictest confidence. Her it +would only confuse and annoy. What is done must remain as it is. If any +more money and labor is to be spent there, there is abundance to do +above the summer-house on the hill, which we can settle our own way." + +If the two friends found in their occupation abundance of present +employment, there was no lack either of entertaining reminiscences of +early times, in which Charlotte took her part as well. They determined, +moreover, that as soon as their immediate labors were finished, they +would go to work upon the journal, and in this way, too, reproduce the +past. + +For the rest, when Edward and Charlotte were alone, there were fewer +matters of private interest between them than formerly. This was +especially the case since the fault-finding about the grounds, which +Edward thought so just, and which he felt to the quick. He held his +tongue about what the Captain had said for a long time; but at last, +when he saw his wife again preparing to go to work above the +summer-house, with her paths and steps, he could not contain himself any +longer, but, after a few circumlocutions, came out with his new views. + +Charlotte was thoroughly disturbed. She was sensible enough to perceive +at once that they were right, but there was the difficulty with what was +already done--and what was made was made. She had liked it; even what +was wrong had become dear to her in its details. She fought against her +convictions; she defended her little creations; she railed at men who +were forever going to the broad and the great. They could not let a +pastime, they could not let an amusement alone, she said, but they must +go and make a work out of it, never thinking of the expense which their +larger plans involved. She was provoked, annoyed, and angry. Her old +plans she could not give up, the new she would not quite throw from her; +but, divided as she was, for the present she put a stop to the work, and +gave herself time to think the thing over, and let it ripen by itself. + +At the same time that she lost this source of active amusement, the +others were more and more together over their own business. They took +to occupying themselves, moreover, with the flower-garden and the +hot-houses; and as they filled up the intervals with the ordinary +gentlemen's amusements, hunting, riding, buying, selling, breaking +horses, and such matters, she was every day left more and more to +herself. She devoted herself more assiduously than ever to her +correspondence on account of the Captain; and yet she had many lonely +hours; so that the information which she now received from the school +became of more agreeable interest. + +To a long-drawn letter of the superior of the establishment, filled with +the usual expressions of delight at her daughter's progress, a brief +postscript was attached, with a second from the hand of a gentleman in +employment there as an Assistant, both of which we here communicate. + +POSTSCRIPT OF THE SUPERIOR + +"Of Ottilie, I can only repeat to your ladyship what I have already +stated in my former letters. I do not know how to find fault with her, +yet I cannot say that I am satisfied. She is always unassuming, always +ready to oblige others; but it is not pleasing to see her so timid, so +almost servile. + +"Your ladyship lately sent her some money, with several little matters +for her wardrobe. The money she has never touched, the dresses lie +unworn in their place. She keeps her things very nice and very clean; +but this is all she seems to care about. Again, I cannot praise her +excessive abstemiousness in eating and drinking. There is no +extravagance at our table, but there is nothing that I like better than +to see the children eat enough of good, wholesome food. What is +carefully provided and set before them ought to be taken; and to this I +never can succeed in bringing Ottilie. She is always making herself some +occupation or other, always finding something which she must do, +something which the servants have neglected, to escape the second course +or the dessert; and now it has to be considered (which I cannot help +connecting with all this) that she frequently suffers, I have lately +learnt, from pain in the left side of her head. It is only at times, but +it is distressing, and may be of importance. So much upon this otherwise +sweet and lovely girl." + +SECOND POSTSCRIPT, BY THE ASSISTANT + +"Our excellent superior commonly permits me to read the letters in which +she communicates her observations upon her pupils to their parents and +friends. Such of them as are addressed to your ladyship I ever read with +twofold attention and pleasure. We have to congratulate you upon a +daughter who unites in herself every brilliant quality with which people +distinguish themselves in the world; and I at least think you no less +fortunate in having had bestowed upon you, in your step-daughter, a +child who has been born for the good and happiness of others, and +assuredly also for her own. Ottilie is almost our only pupil about whom +there is a difference of opinion between myself and our reverend +superior. I do not complain of the very natural desire in that good lady +to see outward and definite fruits arising from her labors. But there +are also fruits which are not outward, which are of the true germinal +sort, and which develop themselves sooner or later in a beautiful life. +And this I am certain is the case with your protégée. So long as she has +been under my care, I have watched her moving with an even step, slowly, +steadily forward--never back. As with a child it is necessary to begin +everything at the beginning, so it is with her. She can comprehend +nothing which does not follow from what precedes it; let a thing be as +simple and easy as possible, she can make nothing of it if it is not in +a recognizable connection; but find the intermediate links, and make +them clear to her, and then nothing is too difficult for her. + +"Progressing with such slow steps, she remains behind her companions, +who, with capacities of quite a different kind, hurry on and on, learn +everything readily, connected or unconnected, recollect it with ease, +and apply it with correctness. And again, some of the lessons here are +given by excellent, but somewhat hasty and impatient teachers, who pass +from result to result, cutting short the process by which they are +arrived at; and these are not of the slightest service to her; she +learns nothing from them. There is a complaint of her handwriting. They +say she will not, or cannot, understand how to form her letters. I have +examined closely into this. It is true she writes slowly, stiffly, if +you like; but the hand is neither timid nor without character. The +French language is not my department, but I have taught her something of +it, in the step-by-step fashion; and this she understands easily. +Indeed, it is singular that she knows a great deal, and knows it well, +too; and yet when she is asked a question, it seems as if she knew +nothing. + +"To conclude generally, I should say she learns nothing like a person +who is being educated, but she learns like one who is to educate--not +like a pupil, but like a future teacher. Your ladyship may think it +strange that I, as an educator and a teacher, can find no higher praise +to give to any one than by a comparison with myself. I may leave it to +your own good sense, to your deep knowledge of the world and of mankind, +to make the best of my most inadequate, but well-intended expressions. +You may satisfy yourself that you have much happiness to promise +yourself from this child. I commend myself to your ladyship, and I +beseech you to permit me to write to you again as soon as I see reason +to believe that I have anything important or agreeable to communicate." + +This letter gave Charlotte great pleasure. The contents of it coincided +very closely with the notions which she had herself conceived of +Ottilie. At the same time, she could not help smiling at the excessive +interest of the Assistant, which seemed greater than the insight into a +pupil's excellence usually calls forth. In her quiet, unprejudiced way +of looking at things, this relation, among others, she was contented to +permit to lie before her as a possibility; she could value the interest +of so sensible a man in Ottilie, having learnt, among the lessons of her +life, to see how highly true regard is to be prized in a world where +indifference or dislike are the common natural residents. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The topographical chart of the property and its environs was completed. +It was executed on a considerable scale; the character of the particular +localities was made intelligible by various colors; and by means of a +trigonometrical survey the Captain had been able to arrive at a very +fair exactness of measurement. He had been rapid in his work. There was +scarcely ever any one who could do with less sleep than this most +laborious man; and, as his day was always devoted to an immediate +purpose, every evening something had been done. + +"Let us now," he said to his friend, "go on to what remains for us, to +the statistics of the estate. We shall have a good deal of work to get +through at the beginning, and afterward we shall come to the farm +estimates, and much else which will naturally arise out of them. Only we +must have one thing distinctly settled and adhered to. Everything which +is properly _business_ we must keep carefully separate from life. +Business requires earnestness and method; _life_ must have a freer +handling. Business demands the utmost stringency and sequence; in life, +inconsecutiveness is frequently necessary, indeed, is charming and +graceful. If you are firm in the first, you can afford yourself more +liberty in the second; while if you mix them, you will find the free +interfering with and breaking in upon the fixed." + +In these sentiments Edward felt a slight reflection upon himself. Though +not naturally disorderly, he could never bring himself to arrange his +papers in their proper places. What he had to do in connection with +others, was not kept separate from what depended only on himself. +Business got mixed up with amusement, and serious work with recreation. +Now, however, it was easy for him, with the help of a friend who would +take the trouble upon himself; and a second "I" worked out the +separation, to which the single "I" was always unequal. + +In the Captain's wing, they contrived a depository for what concerned +the present, and an archive for the past. Here they brought all the +documents, papers, and notes from their various hiding-places, rooms, +drawers, and boxes, with the utmost speed. Harmony and order were +introduced into the wilderness, and the different packets were marked +and registered in their several pigeon-holes. They found all they wanted +in greater completeness even than they had expected; and here an old +clerk was found of no slight service, who for the whole day and part of +the night never left his desk, and with whom, till then, Edward had been +always dissatisfied. + +"I should not know him again," he said to his friend, "the man is so +handy and useful." + +"That," replied the Captain, "is because we give him nothing fresh to do +till he has finished, at his convenience, what he has already; and so, +as you perceive, he gets through a great deal. If you disturb him, he +becomes useless at once." + +Spending their days together in this way, in the evenings they never +neglected their regular visits to Charlotte. If there was no party from +the neighborhood, as was often the case, they read and talked, +principally on subjects connected with the improvement of the condition +and comfort of social life. + +Charlotte, always accustomed to make the most of opportunities, not only +saw her husband pleased, but found personal advantages for herself. +Various domestic arrangements, which she had long wished to make, but +which she did not know exactly how to set about, were managed for her +through the contrivance of the Captain. Her domestic medicine-chest, +hitherto but poorly furnished, was enlarged and enriched, and Charlotte +herself, with the help of good books and personal instruction, was put +in the way of being able to exercise her disposition to be of practical +assistance more frequently and more efficiently than before. + +In providing against accidents, which, though common, yet only too often +find us unprepared, they thought it especially necessary to have at hand +whatever is required for the recovery of drowning men--accidents of this +kind, from the number of canals, reservoirs, and waterworks in the +neighborhood, being of frequent occurrence. This department the Captain +took expressly into his own hands; and the observation escaped Edward, +that a case of this kind had made a very singular epoch in the life of +his friend. The latter made no reply, but seemed to be trying to escape +from a painful recollection. Edward immediately stopped; and Charlotte, +who, as well as he, had a general knowledge of the story, took no notice +of the expression. + +"These preparations are all exceedingly valuable," said the Captain, one +evening. "Now, however, we have not got the one thing which is most +essential--a sensible man who understands how to manage it all. I know +an army surgeon, whom I could exactly recommend for the place. You might +get him at this moment, on easy terms. He is highly distinguished in his +profession, and has frequently done more for me, in the treatment even +of violent inward disorders, than celebrated physicians. Help upon the +spot, is the thing you often most want in the country." + +He was written for at once; and Edward and Charlotte were rejoiced to +have found so good and necessary an object on which to expend so much of +the money which they set apart for such accidental demands upon them. + +Thus Charlotte, too, found means of making use, for her purposes, of the +Captain's knowledge and practical skill; and she began to be quite +reconciled to his presence, and to feel easy about any consequences +which might ensue. She commonly prepared questions to ask him; among +other things, it was one of her anxieties to provide against whatever +was prejudicial to health and comfort, against poisons and such like. +The lead-glazing on the china, the verdigris which formed about her +copper and bronze vessels, etc., had long been a trouble to her. She got +him to tell her about these, and, naturally, they often had to fall back +on the first elements of medicine and chemistry. + +An accidental, but welcome occasion for entertainment of this kind, was +given by an inclination of Edward to read aloud. He had a particularly +clear, deep voice, and earlier in life had earned himself a pleasant +reputation for his feeling and lively recitations of works of poetry and +oratory. At this time he was occupied with other subjects, and the books +which, for some time past, he had been reading, were either chemical or +on some other branch of natural or technical science. + +One of his especial peculiarities--which, by-the-by, he very likely +shares with a number of his fellow-creatures--was, that he could not +bear to have any one looking over him when he was reading. In early +life, when he used to read poems, plays, or stories, this had been the +natural consequence of the desire which the reader feels, like the poet, +or the actor, or the story-teller, to make surprises, to pause, to +excite expectation; and this sort of effect was naturally defeated when +a third person's eyes could run on before him, and see what was coming. +On such occasions, therefore, he was accustomed to place himself in such +a position that no one could get behind him. With a party of only three, +this was unnecessary; and as with the present subject there was no +opportunity for exciting feelings or giving the imagination a surprise, +he did not take any particular pains to protect himself. + +One evening he had placed himself carelessly, and Charlotte happened by +accident to cast her eyes upon the page. His old impatience was aroused; +he turned to her, and said, almost unkindly: + +[Illustration: EDWARD READING ALOUD TO CHARLOTTE AND THE CAPTAIN] + +"I do wish, once for all, you would leave off doing a thing so out of +taste and so disagreeable. When I read aloud to a person, is it not +the same as if I was telling him something by word of mouth? The +written, the printed word, is in the place of my own thoughts, of my own +heart. If a window were broken into my brain or into my heart, and if +the man to whom I am counting out my thoughts, or delivering my +sentiments, one by one, knew beforehand exactly what was to come out of +me, should I take the trouble to put them into words? When anybody looks +over my book, I always feel as if I were being torn in two." + +Charlotte's tact, in whatever circle she might be, large or small, was +remarkable, and she was able to set aside disagreeable or excited +expressions without appearing to notice them. When a conversation grew +tedious, she knew how to interrupt it; when it halted, she could set it +going. And this time her good gift did not forsake her. + +"I am sure you will forgive me my fault," she said, when I tell you what +it was this moment which came over me. I heard you reading something +about Affinities, and I thought directly of some relations of mine, two +of whom are just now occupying me a great deal. Then my attention went +back to the book. I found it was not about living things at all, and I +looked over to get the thread of it right again." + +"It was the comparison which led you wrong and confused you," said +Edward. "The subject is nothing but earths and minerals. But man is a +true Narcissus; he delights to see his own image everywhere; and he +spreads himself underneath the universe, like the amalgam behind the +glass." + +"Quite true," continued the Captain. "That is the way in which he treats +everything external to himself. His wisdom and his folly, his will and +his caprice, he attributes alike to the animal, the plant, the elements, +and the gods." + +"Would you," said Charlotte, "if it is not taking you away too much from +the immediate subject, tell me briefly what is meant here by +Affinities?" + +"I shall be very glad indeed," replied the Captain, to whom Charlotte +had addressed herself. "That is, I will tell you as well as I can. My +ideas on the subject date ten years back; whether the scientific world +continues to think the same about it, I cannot tell." + +"It is most disagreeable," cried Edward, "that one cannot now-a-days +learn a thing once for all, and have done with it. Our forefathers could +keep to what they were taught when they were young; but we have, every +five years, to make revolutions with them, if we do not wish to drop +altogether out of fashion." + +"We women need not be so particular," said Charlotte; "and, to speak the +truth, I only want to know the meaning of the word. There is nothing +more ridiculous in society than to misuse a strange technical word; and +I only wish you to tell me in what sense the expression is made use of +in connection with these things. What its scientific application is I am +quite contented to leave to the learned; who, by-the-by, as far as I +have been able to observe, do not find it easy to agree among +themselves." + +"Whereabouts shall we begin," said Edward, after a pause, to the +Captain, "to come most quickly to the point?" + +The latter, after thinking as little while, replied shortly: + +"You must let me make what will seem a wide sweep; we shall be on our +subject almost immediately." + +Charlotte settled her work at her side, promising the fullest attention. + +The Captain began: + +"In all natural objects with which we are acquainted, we observe +immediately that they have a certain relation to themselves. It may +sound ridiculous to be asserting what is obvious to every one; but it is +only by coming to a clear understanding together about what we know, +that we can advance to what we do not know." + +"I think," interrupted Edward, "we can make the thing more clear to her, +and to ourselves, with examples; conceive water, or oil, or quicksilver; +among these you will see a certain oneness, a certain connection of +their parts; and this oneness is never lost, except through force or +some other determining cause. Let the cause cease to operate, and at +once the parts unite again." + +"Unquestionably," said Charlotte, "that is plain; rain-drops readily +unite and form streams; and when we were children, it was our delight to +play with quicksilver, and wonder at the little globules splitting and +parting and running into one another." + +"And here," said the Captain, "let me just cursorily mention one +remarkable thing--I mean, that the full, complete correlation of parts +which the fluid state makes possible, shows itself distinctly and +universally in the globular form. The falling water-drop is round; you +yourself spoke of the globules of quicksilver; and a drop of melted lead +let fall, if it has time to harden before it reaches the ground, is +found at the bottom in the shape of a ball." + +"Let me try and see," said Charlotte, "whether I can understand where +you are bringing me. As everything has a reference to itself, so it must +have some relation to others." + +"And that," interrupted Edward, "will be different according to the +natural differences of the things themselves. Sometimes they will meet +like friends and old acquaintances; they will come rapidly together, and +unite without either having to alter itself at all--as wine mixes with +water. Others, again, will remain as strangers side by side, and no +amount of mechanical mixing or forcing will succeed in combining them. +Oil and water may be shaken up together, and the next moment they are +separate again, each by itself." + +"One can almost fancy," said Charlotte, "that in these simple forms one +sees people that one is acquainted with; one has met with just such +things in the societies amongst which one has lived; and the strangest +likenesses of all with these soulless creatures are in the masses in +which men stand divided one against the other, in their classes and +professions; the nobility and the third estate, for instance, or +soldiers and civilians." + +"Then again," replied Edward, "as these are united under common laws and +customs, so there are intermediate members in our chemical world which +will combine elements that are mutually repulsive." + +"Oil, for instance," said the Captain, "we make combine with water with +the help of alkalis----" + +"Do not go on too fast with your lesson," said Charlotte. "Let me see +that I keep step with you. Are we not here arrived among the +affinities?" + +"Exactly," replied the Captain; "we are on the point of apprehending +them in all their power and distinctness; such natures as, when they +come in contact, at once lay hold of each other, each mutually affecting +the other, we speak of as having an affinity one for the other. With the +alkalis and acids, for instance, the affinities are strikingly marked. +They are of opposite natures; very likely their being of opposite +natures is the secret of their inter-relational effect--each reaches out +eagerly for its companion, they lay hold of each other, modify each +other's character, and form in connection an entirely new substance. +There is lime, you remember, which shows the strongest inclination for +all sorts of acids--a distinct desire of combining with them. As soon as +our chemical chest arrives, we can show you a number of entertaining +experiments which will give you a clearer idea than words, and names, +and technical expressions." + +"It appears to me," said Charlotte, "that, if you choose to call these +strange creatures of yours related, the relationship is not so much a +relationship of blood as of soul or of spirit. It is the way in which we +see all really deep friendship arise among men, opposite peculiarities +of disposition being what best makes internal union possible. But I will +wait to see what you can really show me of these mysterious proceedings; +and for the present," she added, turning to Edward, "I will promise not +to disturb you any more in your reading. You have taught me enough of +what it is about to enable me to attend to it." + +"No, no," replied Edward, "now that you have once stirred the thing, you +shall not get off so easily. It is just the most complicated cases which +are the most interesting. In these you come first to see the degrees of +the affinities, to watch them as their power of attraction is weaker or +stronger, nearer or more remote. Affinities begin really to interest +only when they bring about separations." + +"What!" cried Charlotte, "is that miserable word, which unhappily we +hear so often now-a-days in the world; is that to be found in nature's +lessons too?" + +"Most certainly," answered Edward; "the title with which chemists were +supposed to be most honorably distinguished was, artists of separation." + +"It is not so any more," replied Charlotte; "and it is well that it is +not. It is a higher art, and it is a higher merit, to unite. An artist +of union is what we should welcome in every province of the universe. +However, as we are on the subject again, give me an instance or two of +what you mean." + +"We had better keep," said the Captain, "to the same instances of which +we have already been speaking. Thus, what we call limestone is a more or +less pure calcareous earth in combination with a delicate acid, which is +familiar to us in the form of a gas. Now, if we place a piece of this +stone in diluted sulphuric acid, this will take possession of the lime, +and appear with it in the form of gypsum, the gaseous acid at the same +time going off in vapor. Here is a case of separation; a combination +arises, and we believe ourselves now justified in applying to it the +words 'Elective Affinity;' it really looks as if one relation had been +deliberately chosen in preference to another. + +"Forgive me," said Charlotte, "as I forgive the natural philosopher. I +cannot see any choice in this; I see a natural necessity rather, and +scarcely that. After all, it is perhaps merely a case of opportunity. +Opportunity makes relations as it makes thieves; and as long as the +talk is only of natural substances, the choice to me appears to be +altogether in the hands of the chemist who brings the creatures +together. Once, however, let them be brought together, and then God have +mercy on them. In the present case, I cannot help being sorry for the +poor acid gas, which is driven out up and down infinity again." + +"The acid's business," answered the Captain, "is now to get connected +with water, and so serve as a mineral fountain for the refreshing of +sound or disordered mankind." + +"That is very well for the gypsum to say," said Charlotte. "The gypsum +is all right, is a body, is provided for. The other poor, desolate +creature may have trouble enough to go through before it can find a +second home for itself." + +"I am much mistaken," said Edward, smiling, "if there be not some little +_arrière pensée_ behind this. Confess your wickedness! You mean me by +your lime; the lime is laid hold of by the Captain, in the form of +sulphuric acid, torn away from your agreeable society, and metamorphosed +into a refractory gypsum." + +"If your conscience prompts you to make such a reflection," replied +Charlotte, "I certainly need not distress myself. These comparisons are +pleasant and entertaining; and who is there that does not like playing +with analogies? But man is raised very many steps above these elements; +and if he has been somewhat liberal with such fine words as Election and +Elective Affinities, he will do well to turn back again into himself, +and take the opportunity of considering carefully the value and meaning +of such expressions. Unhappily, we know cases enough where a connection +apparently indissoluble between two persons, has, by the accidental +introduction of a third, been utterly destroyed, and one or the other of +the once happily united pair been driven out into the wilderness." + +"Then you see how much more gallant the chemists are," said Edward. +"They at once add a fourth, that neither may go away empty." + +"Quite so," replied the Captain. "And those are the cases which are +really most important and remarkable--cases where this attraction, this +affinity, this separating and combining, can be exhibited, the two pairs +severally crossing each other; where four creatures, connected +previously, as two and two, are brought into contact, and at once +forsake their first combination to form into a second. In this forsaking +and embracing, this seeking and flying, we believe that we are indeed +observing the effects of some higher determination; we attribute a sort +of will and choice to such creatures, and feel really justified in using +technical words, and speaking of 'Elective Affinities.'" + +"Give me an instance of this," said Charlotte. + +"One should not spoil such things with words," replied the Captain. "As +I said before, as soon as I can show you the experiment, I can make it +all intelligible and pleasant for you. For the present, I can give you +nothing but horrible scientific expressions, which at the same time will +give you no idea about the matter. You ought yourself to see these +creatures, which seem so dead, and which are yet so full of inward +energy and force, at work before your eyes. You should observe them with +a real personal interest. Now they seek each other out, attract each +other, seize, crush, devour, destroy each other, and then suddenly +reappear again out of their combinations, and come forward in fresh, +renovated, unexpected form; thus you will comprehend how we attribute to +them a sort of immortality--how we speak of them as having sense and +understanding; because we feel our own senses to be insufficient to +observe them adequately, and our reason too weak to follow them." + +"I quite agree," said Edward, "that the strange scientific nomenclature, +to persons who have not been reconciled to it by a direct acquaintance +with or understanding of its object, must seem unpleasant, even +ridiculous; but we can easily, just for once, contrive with symbols to +illustrate what we are speaking of." + +"If you do not think it looks pedantic," answered the Captain, "I can +put my meaning together with letters. Suppose an A connected so closely +with a B, that all sorts of means, even violence, have been made use of +to separate them, without effect. Then suppose a C in exactly the same +position with respect to D. Bring the two pairs into contact; A will +fling himself on D, C on B, without its being possible to say which had +first left its first connection, or made the first move toward the +second." + +"Now then," interposed Edward, "till we see all this with our eyes, we +will look upon the formula as an analogy, out of which we can devise a +lesson for immediate use. You stand for A, Charlotte, and I am your B; +really and truly I cling to you, I depend on you, and follow you, just +as B does with A. C is obviously the Captain, who at present is in some +degree withdrawing me from you. So now it is only just that if you are +not to be left to solitude a D should be found for you, and that is +unquestionably the amiable little lady, Ottilie. You will not hesitate +any longer to send and fetch her." + +"Good," replied Charlotte; "although the example does not, in my +opinion, exactly fit our case. However, we have been fortunate, at any +rate, in today for once having met all together; and these natural or +elective affinities have served to unite us more intimately. I will tell +you, that since this afternoon I have made up my mind to send for +Ottilie. My faithful housekeeper, on whom I have hitherto depended for +everything, is going to leave me shortly, to be married. (It was done at +my own suggestion, I believe, to please me.) What it is which has +decided me about Ottilie, you shall read to me. I will not look over the +pages again. Indeed, the contents of them are already known to me. Only +read, read!" + +With these words, she produced a letter, and handed it to Edward. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +LETTER OF THE LADY SUPERIOR + +"Your ladyship will forgive the brevity of my present letter. The public +examinations are but just concluded, and I have to communicate to all +the parents and guardians the progress which our pupils have made during +the past year. To you I may well be brief, having to say much in few +words. Your ladyship's daughter has proved herself first in every sense +of the word. The testimonials which I inclose, and her own letter, in +which she will detail to you the prizes which she has won, and the +happiness which she feels in her success, will surely please, and I hope +delight you. For myself, it is the less necessary that I should say +much, because I see that there will soon be no more occasion to keep +with us a young lady so far advanced. I send my respects to your +ladyship, and in a short time I shall take the liberty of offering you +my opinion as to what in future may be of most advantage to her. + +"My good assistant will tell you about Ottilie." + +LETTER OF THE ASSISTANT. + +"Our reverend superior leaves it to me to write to you of Ottilie, +partly because, with her ways of thinking about it, it would be painful +to her to say what has to be said; partly, because she herself requires +some excusing, which she would rather have done for her by me. + +"Knowing, as I did too well, how little able the good Ottilie was to +show out what lies in her, and what she is capable of, I was all along +afraid of this public examination. I was the more uneasy, as it was to +be of a kind which does not admit of any especial preparation; and even +if it had been conducted as usual, Ottilie never can be prepared to make +a display. The result has only too entirely justified my anxiety. She +has gained no prize; she is not even amongst those whose names have been +mentioned with approbation. I need not go into details. In writing, the +letters of the other girls were not so well formed, but their strokes +were far more free. In arithmetic, they were all quicker than she; and +in the more difficult problems, which she does the best, there was no +examination. In French, she was outshone and out-talked by many; and in +history she was not ready with her names and dates. In geography, there +was a want of attention to the political divisions; and for what she +could do in music there was neither time nor quiet enough for her few +modest melodies to gain attention. In drawing she certainly would have +gained the prize; her outlines were clear, and the execution most +careful and full of spirit; unhappily, she had chosen too large a +subject, and it was incomplete. + +"After the pupils were dismissed, the examiners consulted together, and +we teachers were partially admitted into the council. I very soon +observed that of Ottilie either nothing would be said at all, or if her +name was mentioned, it would be with indifference, if not absolute +disapproval. I hoped to obtain some favor for her by a candid +description of what she was, and I ventured it with the greater +earnestness, partly because I was only speaking my real convictions, and +partly because I remembered in my own younger years finding myself in +the same unfortunate case. I was listened to with attention, but as soon +as I had ended, the presiding examiner said to me very kindly but +laconically, 'We presume capabilities: they are to be converted into +accomplishments. This is the aim of all education. It is what is +distinctly intended by all who have the care of children, and silently +and indistinctly by the children themselves. This also is the object of +examinations, where teachers and pupils are alike standing their trial. +From what we learn of you, we may entertain good hopes of the young +lady, and it is to your own credit also that you have paid so much +attention to your pupil's capabilities. If in the coming year you can +develop these into accomplishments, neither yourself nor your pupil +shall fail to receive your due praise.' + +"I had made up my mind to what must follow upon all this; but there was +something worse that I had not anticipated, which had soon to be added +to it. Our good Superior, who like a trusty shepherdess could not bear +to have one of her flock lost, or, as was the case here, to see it +undistinguished, after the examiners were gone could not contain her +displeasure, and said to Ottilie, who was standing quite quietly by the +window, while the others were exulting over their prizes: 'Tell me, for +heaven's sake, how can a person look so stupid if she is not so?' +Ottilie replied, quite calmly, 'Forgive me, my dear mother, I have my +headache again today, and it is very painful.' Kind and sympathizing as +she generally is, the Superior this time answered, 'No one can believe +that,' and turned angrily away. + +"Now it is true--no one can believe it--for Ottilie never alters the +expression of her countenance. I have never even seen her move her hand +to her head when she has been asleep. + +"Nor was this all. Your ladyship's daughter, who is at all times +sufficiently lively and impetuous, after her triumph today was +overflowing with the violence of her spirits. She ran from room to room +with her prizes and testimonials, and shook them in Ottilie's face. 'You +have come badly off this morning,' she cried. Ottilie replied in her +calm, quiet way, 'This is not the last day of trial.' 'But you will +always remain the last,' cried the other, and ran away. + +"No one except myself saw that Ottilie was disturbed. She has a way when +she experiences any sharp unpleasant emotion which she wishes to resist, +of showing it in the unequal color of her face; the left cheek becomes +for a moment flushed, while the right turns pale. I perceived this +symptom, and I could not prevent myself from saying something. I took +our Superior aside, and spoke seriously to her about it. The excellent +lady acknowledged that she had been wrong. We considered the whole +affair; we talked it over at great length together, and not to weary +your ladyship, I will tell you at once the desire with which we +concluded, namely, that you will for a while have Ottilie with yourself. +Our reasons you will yourself readily perceive. If you consent, I will +say more to you on the manner in which I think she should be treated. +The young lady your daughter we may expect will soon leave us, and we +shall then with pleasure welcome Ottilie back to us. + +"One thing more, which another time I might forget to mention: I have +never seen Ottilie eager for anything, or at least ask pressingly for +anything. But there have been occasions, however rare, when on the other +hand she has wished to decline things which have been pressed upon her, +and she does it with a gesture which to those who have caught its +meaning is irresistible. She raises her hands, presses the palms +together, and draws them against her breast, leaning her body a little +forward at the same time, and turns such a look upon the person who is +urging her that he will be glad enough to cease to ask or wish for +anything of her. If your ladyship ever sees this attitude, as with your +treatment of her it is not likely that you will, think of me, and spare +Ottilie." + +Edward read these letters aloud, not without smiles and shakes of the +head. Naturally, too, there were observations made on the persons and on +the position of the affair. + +"Enough!" Edward cried at last, "it is decided. She comes. You, my love, +are provided for, and now we can get forward with our work. It is +becoming highly necessary for me to move over to the right wing to the +Captain; evenings and mornings are the time for us best to work +together, and then you, on your side, will have admirable room for +yourself and Ottilie." + +Charlotte made no objection, and Edward sketched out the method in which +they should live. Among other things, he cried, "It is really very +polite in this niece to be subject to a slight pain on the left side of +her head. I have it frequently an the right. If we happen to be +afflicted together, and sit opposite one another--I leaning on my right +elbow, and she on her left, and our heads on the opposite sides, resting +on our hands--what a pretty pair of pictures we shall make." + +The Captain thought that might be dangerous. "No, no!" cried out Edward. +"Only do you, my dear friend, take care of the D, for what will become +of B, if poor C is taken away from it?" + +"That, I should have thought, would have been evident enough," replied +Charlotte. + +"And it is, indeed," cried Edward; "he would turn back to his A, to his +Alpha and Omega;" and he sprung up and taking Charlotte in his arms, +pressed her to his breast. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The carriage which brought Ottilie drove up to the door. Charlotte went +out to receive her. The dear girl ran to meet her, threw herself at her +feet, and embraced her knees. + +"Why such humility?" said Charlotte, a little embarrassed, and +endeavoring to raise her from the ground. + +"It is not meant for humility," Ottilie answered, without moving from +the position in which she had placed herself; "I am only thinking of the +time when I could not reach higher than to your knees, and when I had +just learnt to know how you loved me." + +She stood up, and Charlotte embraced her warmly. She was introduced to +the gentlemen, and was at once treated with especial courtesy as a +visitor. Beauty is a welcome guest everywhere. She appeared attentive to +the conversation, without taking a part in it. + +The next morning Edward said to Charlotte, "What an agreeable, +entertaining girl she is!" + +"Entertaining!" answered Charlotte, with a smile; "why, she has not +opened her lips yet!" + +"Indeed!" said Edward, as he seemed to bethink himself; "that is very +strange." + +Charlotte had to give the new-comer but a very few hints on the +management of the household. Ottilie saw rapidly all the arrangements, +and what was more, she felt them. She comprehended easily what was to be +provided for the whole party, and what for each particular member of it. +Everything was done with the utmost punctuality; she knew how to direct, +without appearing to be giving orders, and when any one had left +anything undone, she at once set it right herself. + +As soon as she had found how much time she would have to spare, she +begged Charlotte to divide her hours for her, and to these she adhered +exactly. She worked at what was set before her in the way which the +Assistant had described to Charlotte. They let her alone. It was but +seldom that Charlotte interfered. Sometimes she changed her pens for +others which had been written with, to teach her to make bolder strokes +in her handwriting, but these, she found, would be soon cut sharp and +fine again. + +The ladies had agreed with one another when they were alone to speak +nothing but French, and Charlotte persisted in it the more, as she found +Ottilie more ready to talk in a foreign language, when she was told it +was her duty to exercise herself in it. In this way she often said more +than she seemed to intend. Charlotte was particularly pleased with a +description, most complete, but at the same time most charming and +amiable, which she gave her one day, by accident, of the school. She +soon felt her to be a delightful companion, and before long she hoped to +find in her an attached friend. + +At the same time she looked over again the more early accounts which had +been sent her of Ottilie, to refresh her recollection with the opinion +which the Superior and the Assistant had formed about her, and compare +them with her in her own person. For Charlotte was of opinion that we +cannot too quickly become acquainted with the character of those with +whom we have to live, that we may know what to expect of them; where we +may hope to do anything in the way of improvement with them, and what +we must make up our minds, once for all, to tolerate and let alone. + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE RECEIVES OTTILIE] + +This examination led her to nothing new, indeed; but much which she +already knew became of greater meaning and importance. Ottilie's +moderation in eating and drinking, for instance, became a real distress +to her. + +The next thing on which the ladies were employed was Ottilie's toilet. +Charlotte wished her to appear in clothes of a richer and more +_recherché_ sort, and at once the clever active girl herself cut out the +stuff which had been previously sent to her, and with a very little +assistance from others was able, in a short time, to dress herself out +most tastefully. The new fashionable dresses set off her figure. An +agreeable person, it is true, will show through all disguises; but we +always fancy it looks fresher and more graceful when its peculiarities +appear under some new drapery. And thus, from the moment of her first +appearance, she became more and more a delight to the eyes of all who +beheld her. As the emerald refreshes the sight with its beautiful hues, +and exerts, it is said, a beneficent influence on that noble sense, so +does human beauty work with far larger potency on the outward and on the +inward sense; whoever looks upon it is charmed against the breath of +evil, and feels in harmony with himself and with the world. + +In many ways, therefore, the party had gained by Ottilie's arrival. The +Captain and Edward kept regularly to the hours, even to the minutes, for +their general meeting together. They never kept the others waiting for +them either for dinner or tea, or for their walks; and they were in less +haste, especially in the evenings, to leave the table. This did not +escape Charlotte's observation; she watched them both, to see whether +one more than the other was the occasion of it. But she could not +perceive any difference. They had both become more companionable. In +their conversation they seemed to consider what was best adapted to +interest Ottilie; what was most on a level with her capacities and her +general knowledge. If she left the room when they were reading or +telling stories, they would wait till she returned. They had grown +softer and altogether more united. + +In return for this, Ottilie's anxiety to be of use increased every day; +the more she came to understand the house, its inmates, and their +circumstances, the more eagerly she entered into everything, caught +every look and every motion; half a word, a sound, was enough for her. +With her calm attentiveness, and her easy, unexcited activity, she was +always the same. Sitting, rising up, going, coming, fetching, carrying, +returning to her place again, it was all in the most perfect repose; a +constant change, a constant agreeable movement; while, at the same time, +she went about so lightly that her step was almost inaudible. + +This cheerful obligingness in Ottilie gave Charlotte the greatest +pleasure. There was one thing, however, which she did not exactly like, +of which she had to speak to her. "It is very polite in you," she said +one day to her, "when people let anything fall from their hand, to be so +quick in stooping and picking it up for them; at the same time, it is a +sort of confession that they have a right to require such attention, and +in the world we are expected to be careful to whom we pay it. Toward +women, I will not prescribe any rule as to how you should conduct +yourself. You are young. To those above you, and older than you, +services of this sort are a duty; toward your equals they are polite; to +those younger than yourself and your inferiors you may show yourself +kind and good-natured by such things--only it is not becoming in a young +lady to do them for men." + +"I will try to forget the habit," replied Ottilie; "I think, however, +you will in the meantime forgive me for my want of manners, when I tell +you how I came by it. We were taught history at school; I have not +gained as much out of it as I ought, for I never knew what use I was to +make of it; a few little things, however, made a deep impression upon +me, among which was the following: When Charles the First of England +was standing before his so-called judges, the gold top came off the +stick which he had in his hand, and fell down. Accustomed as he had been +on such occasions to have everything done for him, he seemed to look +around and expect that this time too some one would do him this little +service. No one stirred, and he stooped down for it himself. It struck +me as so piteous, that from that moment I have never been able to see +any one let a thing fall, without myself picking it up. But, of course, +as it is not always proper, and as I cannot," she continued, smiling, +"tell my story every time I do it, in future I will try to contain +myself." + +In the meantime the fine arrangements which the two friends had been led +to make for themselves, went uninterruptedly forward. Every day they +found something new to think about and undertake. + +One day as they were walking together through the village, they had to +remark with dissatisfaction how far behind-hand it was in order and +cleanliness, compared to villages where the inhabitants were compelled +by the expense of building-ground to be careful about such things. + +"You remember a wish we once expressed when we were traveling in +Switzerland together," said the Captain, "that we might have the laying +out of some country park, and how beautiful we would make it by +introducing into some village situated like this, not the Swiss style of +building, but the Swiss order and neatness which so much improve it." + +"And how well it would answer here! The hill on which the castle stands, +slopes down to that projecting angle. The village, you see, is built in +a semicircle, regularly enough, just opposite to it. The brook runs +between. It is liable to floods; and do observe the way the people set +about protecting themselves from them; one with stones, another with +stakes; the next puts up a boarding, and a fourth tries beams and +planks; no one, of course, doing any good to another with his +arrangement, but only hurting himself and the rest too. And then there +is the road going along just in the clumsiest way possible,--up hill and +down, through the water, and over the stones. If the people would only +lay their hands to the business together, it would cost them nothing but +a little labor to run a semi-circular wall along here, take the road in +behind it, raising it to the level of the houses, and so give themselves +a fair open space in front, making the whole place clean, and getting +rid, once for all, in one good general work, of all their little +trifling ineffectual makeshifts." + +"Let us try it," said the Captain, as he ran his eyes over the lay of +the ground, and saw quickly what was to be done. + +"I can undertake nothing in company with peasants and shopkeepers," +replied Edward, "unless I may have unrestricted authority over them." + +"You are not so wrong in that," returned the Captain; "I have +experienced too much trouble myself in life in matters of that kind. How +difficult it is to prevail on a man to venture boldly on making a +sacrifice for an after-advantage! How hard to get him to desire an end, +and not hesitate at the means! So many people confuse means with ends; +they keep hanging over the first, without having the other before their +eyes. Every evil is to be cured at the place where it comes to the +surface, and they will not trouble themselves to look for the cause +which produces it, or the remote effect which results from it. This is +why it is so difficult to get advice listened to, especially among the +many: they can see clearly enough from day to day, but their scope +seldom reaches beyond the morrow; and if it comes to a point where with +some general arrangement one person will gain while another will lose, +there is no prevailing on them to strike a balance. Works of public +advantage can be carried through only by an uncontrolled absolute +authority." + +While they were standing and talking, a man came up and begged of them. +He looked more impudent than really in want, and Edward, who was +annoyed at being interrupted, after two or three fruitless attempts to +get rid of him by a gentler refusal, spoke sharply to him. The fellow +began to grumble and mutter abusively; he went off with short steps, +talking about the right of beggars. It was all very well to refuse them +an alms, but that was no reason why they should be insulted. A beggar, +and everybody else too, was as much under God's protection as a lord. It +put Edward out of all patience. + +The Captain, to pacify him, said, "Let us make use of this as an +occasion for extending our rural police arrangements to such cases. We +are bound to give away money, but we do better in not giving it in +person, especially at home. We should be moderate and uniform in +everything, in our charities as in all else; too great liberality +attracts beggars instead of helping them on their way. At the same time +there is no harm when one is on a journey, or passing through a strange +place, in appearing to a poor man in the street in the form of a chance +deity of fortune and making him some present which shall surprise him. +The position of the village and of the castle makes it easy for us to +put our charities here on a proper footing. I have thought about it +before. The public-house is at one end of the village, a respectable old +couple live at the other. At each of these places deposit a small sum of +money, and let every beggar, not as he comes in, but as he goes out, +receive something. Both houses lie on the roads which lead to the +castle, so that any one who goes there can be referred to one or the +other." + +"Come," said Edward, "we will settle that on the spot. The exact sum can +be made up another time." + +They went to the innkeeper, and to the old couple and the thing was +done. + +"I know very well," Edward said, as they were walking up the hill to the +castle together, "that everything in this world depends on distinctness +of idea and firmness of purpose. Your judgment of what my wife has been +doing in the park was entirely right; and you have already given me a +hint how it might be improved. I will not deny that I told her of it." + +"So I have been led to suspect," replied the Captain; "and I could not +approve of your having done so. You have perplexed her. She has left off +doing anything; and on this one subject she is vexed with us. She avoids +speaking of it. She has never since invited us to go with her to the +summer-house, although at odd hours she goes up there with Ottilie." + +"We must not allow ourselves to be deterred by that," answered Edward. +"If I am once convinced about anything good, which could and should be +done, I can never rest till I see it done. We are clever enough at other +times in introducing what we want, into the general conversation; +suppose we have out some descriptions of English parks, with +copper-plates, for our evening's amusement. Then we can follow with your +plan. We will treat it first problematically, and as if we were only in +jest. There will be no difficulty in passing into earnest." + +The scheme was concerted, and the books were opened. In each group of +designs they first saw a ground-plan of the spot, with the general +character of the landscape, drawn in its rude, natural state. Then +followed others, showing the changes which had been produced by art, to +employ and set off the natural advantages of the locality. From these to +their own property and their own grounds, the transition was easy. + +Everybody was pleased. The chart which the Captain had sketched was +brought and spread out. The only difficulty was, that they could not +entirely free themselves of the plan in which Charlotte had begun. +However, an easier way up the hill was found; a lodge was suggested to +be built on the height at the edge of the cliff, which was to have an +especial reference to the castle. It was to form a conspicuous object +from the castle windows, and from it the spectator was to be able to +overlook both the castle and the garden. + +The Captain had thought it all carefully over, and taken his +measurements; and now he brought up again the village road and the wall +by the brook, and the ground which was to be raised behind it. + +"Here you see," said he, "while I make this charming walk up the height, +I gain exactly the quantity of stone which I require for that wall. Let +one piece of work help the other, and both will be carried out most +satisfactorily and most rapidly." + +"But now," said Charlotte, "comes my side of the business. A certain +definite outlay of money will have to be made. We ought to know how much +will be wanted for such a purpose, and then we can apportion it out--so +much work, and so much money, if not by weeks, at least by months. The +cash-box is under my charge. I pay the bills, and I keep the accounts." + +"You do not appear to have overmuch confidence in us," said Edward. + +"I have not much in arbitrary matters," Charlotte answered. "Where it is +a case of inclination, we women know better how to control ourselves +than you." + +It was settled; the dispositions were made, and the work was begun at +once. + +The Captain being always on the spot, Charlotte was almost daily a +witness to the strength and clearness of his understanding. He, too, +learnt to know her better; and it became easy for them both to work +together, and thus bring something to completeness. It is with work as +with dancing; persons who keep the same step must grow indispensable to +one another. Out of this a mutual kindly feeling will necessarily arise; +and that Charlotte had a real kind feeling toward the Captain, after she +came to know him better, was sufficiently proved by her allowing him to +destroy her pretty seat, which in her first plans she had taken such +pains in ornamenting, because it was in the lay of his own, without +experiencing the slightest feeling about the matter. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Now that Charlotte was occupied with the Captain, it was a natural +consequence that Edward should attach himself more to Ottilie. +Independently of this, indeed, for some time past he had begun to feel a +silent kind of attraction toward her. Obliging and attentive she was to +every one, but his self-love whispered that toward him she was +particularly so. She had observed his little fancies about his food. She +knew exactly what things he liked, and the way in which he liked them to +be prepared; the quantity of sugar which he liked in his tea; and so on. +Moreover, she was particularly careful to prevent draughts, about which +he was excessively sensitive, and, indeed, about which, with his wife, +who could never have air enough, he was often at variance. So, too, she +had come to know about fruit-gardens and flower-gardens; whatever he +liked, it was her constant effort to procure for him, and to keep away +whatever annoyed him; so that very soon she grew indispensable to +him--she became like his guardian angel, and he felt it keenly whenever +she was absent. Besides all this, too, she appeared to grow more open +and conversible as soon as they were alone together. + +Edward, as he advanced in life, had retained something childish about +himself, which corresponded singularly well with the youthfulness of +Ottilie. They liked talking of early times, when they had first seen +each other; and these reminiscences led them up to the first epoch of +Edward's affection for Charlotte. Ottilie declared that she remembered +them both as the handsomest pair about the court; and when Edward would +question the possibility of this, when she must have been so exceedingly +young, she insisted that she recollected one particular incident as +clearly as possible. He had come into the room where her aunt was, and +she had hid her face in Charlotte's lap--not from fear, but from a +childish surprise. She might have added, because he had made so strong +an impression upon her--because she had liked him so much. + +While they were occupied in this way, much of the business which the +two friends had undertaken together had come to a standstill; so that +they found it necessary to inspect how things were going on--to work up +a few designs and get letters written. For this purpose, they betook +themselves to their office, where they found their old copyist at his +desk. They set themselves to their work, and soon gave the old man +enough to do, without observing that they were laying many things on his +shoulders which at other times they had always done for themselves. At +the same time, the first design the Captain tried would not answer, and +Edward was as unsuccessful with his first letter. They fretted for a +while, planning and erasing, till at last Edward, who was getting on the +worst, asked what o'clock it was. And then it appeared that the Captain +had forgotten, for the first time for many years, to wind up his +chronometer; and they seemed, if not to feel, at least to have a dim +perception, that time was beginning to be indifferent to them. + +In the meanwhile, as the gentlemen were thus rather slackening in their +energy, the activity of the ladies increased all the more. The every-day +life of a family, which is composed of given persons, and is shaped out +of necessary circumstances, may easily receive into itself an +extraordinary affection, an incipient passion--may receive it into +itself as into a vessel; and a long time may elapse before the new +ingredient produces a visible effervescence, and runs foaming over the +edge. + +With our friends, the feelings which were mutually arising had the most +agreeable effects. Their dispositions opened out, and a general goodwill +arose out of the several individual affections. Every member of the +party was happy; and they each shared their happiness with the rest. + +Such a temper elevates the spirit, while it enlarges the heart, and +everything which, under the influence of it, people do and undertake, +has a tendency toward the illimitable. The friends could not remain any +more shut up at home; their walks extended themselves further and +further. Edward would hurry on before with Ottilie, to choose the path +or pioneer the way; and the Captain and Charlotte would follow quietly +on the track of their more hasty precursors, talking on some grave +subject, or delighting themselves with some spot they had newly +discovered, or some unexpected natural beauty. + +One day their walk led them down from the gate at the right wing of the +castle, in the direction of the hotel, and thence over the bridge toward +the ponds, along the sides of which they proceeded as far as it was +generally thought possible to follow the water; thickly wooded hills +sloped directly up from the edge, and beyond these a wall of steep +rocks, making further progress difficult, if not impossible. But Edward, +whose hunting experience had made him thoroughly familiar with the spot, +pushed forward along an overgrown path with Ottilie, knowing well that +the old mill could not be far off, which was somewhere in the middle of +the rocks there. The path was so little frequented, that they soon lost +it; and for a short time they were wandering among mossy stones and +thickets; it was not for long, however, the noise of the water-wheel +speedily telling them that the place which they were looking for was +close at hand. Stepping forward on a point of rock, they saw the strange +old, dark, wooden building in the hollow before them, quite shadowed +over with precipitous crags and huge trees. They determined directly to +climb down amidst the moss and the blocks of stone. Edward led the way; +and when he looked back and saw Ottilie following, stepping lightly, +without fear or nervousness, from stone to stone, so beautifully +balancing herself, he fancied he was looking at some celestial creature +floating above him; while if, as she often did, she caught the hand +which in some difficult spot he would offer her, or if she supported +herself on his shoulder, then he was left in no doubt that it was a very +exquisite human creature who touched him. He almost wished that she +might slip or stumble, that he might catch her in his arms and press +her to his heart. This, however, he would under no circumstances have +done, for more than one reason. He was afraid to wound her, and he was +afraid to do her some bodily injury. + +[Illustration: EDWARD AND OTTILIE] + +What the meaning of this could be, we shall immediately learn. When they +had got down, and were seated opposite each other at a table under the +trees, and when the miller's wife had gone for milk, and the miller, who +had come out to them, was sent to meet Charlotte and the Captain, +Edward, with a little embarrassment, began to speak: + +"I have a request to make, dear Ottilie; you will forgive me for asking +it, if you will not grant it. You make no secret (I am sure you need not +make any), that you wear a miniature under your dress against your +breast. It is the picture of your noble father. You could hardly have +known him; but in every sense he deserves a place by your heart. Only, +forgive me, the picture is exceedingly large, and the metal frame and +the glass, if you take up a child in your arms, if you are carrying +anything, if the carriage swings violently, if we are pushing through +bushes, or just now, as we were coming down these rocks--cause me a +thousand anxieties for you. Any unforeseen blow, a fall, a touch, may be +fatally injurious to you; and I am terrified at the possibility of it. +For my sake do this: put away the picture, not out of your affections, +not out of your room; let it have the brightest, the holiest place which +you can give it; only do not wear upon your breast a thing, the presence +of which seems to me, perhaps from an extravagant anxiety, so +dangerous." + +Ottilie said nothing, and while he was speaking she kept her eyes fixed +straight before her; then, without hesitation and without haste, with a +look turned more toward heaven than on Edward, she unclasped the chain, +drew out the picture, and pressed it against her forehead, and then +reached it over to her friend, with the words: + +"Do you keep it for me till we come home; I cannot give you a better +proof how deeply I thank you for your affectionate care." + +He did not venture to press the picture to his lips; but he caught her +hand and raised it to his eyes. They were, perhaps, two of the most +beautiful hands which had ever been clasped together. He felt as if a +stone had fallen from his heart, as if a partition-wall had been thrown +down between him and Ottilie. + +Under the miller's guidance, Charlotte and the Captain came down by an +easier path, and now joined them. There was the meeting, and a happy +talk, and then they took some refreshments. They would not return by the +same way as they came; and Edward struck into a rocky path on the other +side of the stream, from which the ponds were again to be seen. They +made their way along it, with some effort, and then had to cross a +variety of wood and copse--getting glimpses, on the land side, of a +number of villages and manor-houses, with their green lawns and +fruit-gardens; while very near them, and sweetly situated on a rising +ground, a farm lay in the middle of the wood. From a gentle ascent, they +had a view, before and behind, which showed them the richness of the +country to the greatest advantage; and then, entering a grove of trees, +they found themselves, on again emerging from it, on the rock opposite +the castle. + +They came upon it rather unexpectedly, and were of course delighted. +They had made the circuit of a little world; they were standing on the +spot where the new building was to be erected, and were looking again at +the windows of their home. + +They went down to the summer-house, and sat all four in it for the first +time together; nothing was more natural than that with one voice it +should be proposed to have the way they had been that day, and which, as +it was, had taken them much time and trouble, properly laid out and +gravelled, so that people might loiter along it at their leisure. They +each said what they thought; and they reckoned up that the circuit, over +which they had taken many hours, might be traveled easily with a good +road all the way round to the castle, in a single one. + +Already a plan was being suggested for making the distance shorter, and +adding a fresh beauty to the landscape, by throwing a bridge across the +stream, below the mill, where it ran into the lake; when Charlotte +brought their inventive imagination somewhat to a standstill, by putting +them in mind of the expense which such an undertaking would involve. + +"There are ways of meeting that too," replied Edward; "we have only to +dispose of that farm in the forest which is so pleasantly situated, and +which brings in so little in the way of rent: the sum which will be set +free will more than cover what we shall require, and thus, having gained +an invaluable walk, we shall receive the interest of well-expended +capital in substantial enjoyment--instead of, as now, in the summing up +at the end of the year, vexing and fretting ourselves over the pitiful +little income which is returned for it." + +Even Charlotte, with all her prudence, had little to urge against this. +There had been, indeed, a previous intention of selling the farm. The +Captain was ready immediately with a plan for breaking up the ground +into small portions among the peasantry of the forest. Edward, however, +had a simpler and shorter way of managing it. His present steward had +already proposed to take it off his hands--he was to pay for it by +instalments--and so, gradually, as the money came in, they would get +their work forward from point to point. + +So reasonable and prudent a scheme was sure of universal approbation, +and already, in prospect, they began to see their new walk winding along +its way, and to imagine the many beautiful views and charming spots +which they hoped to discover in its neighborhood. + +To bring it all before themselves with greater fulness of detail, in the +evening they produced the new chart. With the help of this they went +over again the way that they had come, and found various places where +the walk might take a rather different direction with advantage. Their +other scheme was now once more talked through, and connected with the +fresh design. The site for the new house in the park, opposite the +castle, was a second time examined into and approved, and fixed upon for +the termination of the intended circuit. + +Ottilie had said nothing all this time. At length Edward pushed the +chart, which had hitherto been lying before Charlotte, across to her, +begging her to give her opinion; she still hesitated for a moment. +Edward in his gentlest way again pressed her to let them know what she +thought--nothing had as yet been settled--it was all as yet in embryo. + +"I would have the house built here," she said, as she pointed with her +finger to the highest point of the slope on the hill. "It is true you +cannot see the castle from thence, for it is hidden by the wood; but for +that very reason you find yourself in another quite new world; you lose +village and houses and all at the same time. The view of the ponds with +the mill, and the hills and mountains in the distance, is singularly +beautiful--I have often observed it when I have been there." + +"She is right," Edward cried; "how could we have overlooked it. This is +what you mean, Ottilie, is it not?" He took a lead pencil, and drew a +great black rectangular figure on the summit of the hill. + +It went through the Captain's soul to see his carefully and +clearly-drawn chart disfigured in such a way. He collected himself, +however, after a slight expression of his disapproval and went into the +idea. "Ottilie is right," he said; "we are ready enough to walk any +distance to drink tea or eat fish, because they would not have tasted as +well at home--we require change of scene and change of objects. Your +ancestors showed their judgment in the spot which they chose for the +castle; for it is sheltered from the wind, with the conveniences of life +close at hand. A place, on the contrary, which is more for pleasure +parties than for a regular residence, may be very well yonder +there, and in the fair time of year the most agreeable hours may be +spent there." + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE, OTTILIE, EDWARD AND THE CAPTAIN DISCUSS THE +NEW PLAN OF THE HOUSE _From the Painting by Franz Simm_] + +The more they talked it over, the more conclusive was their judgment in +favor of Ottilie; and Edward could not conceal his triumph that the +thought had been hers. He was as proud as if he had hit upon it himself. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Early the following morning the Captain examined the spot: he first +threw off a sketch of what should be done, and afterward, when the thing +had been more completely decided on, he made a complete design, with +accurate calculations and measurements. It cost him a good deal of +labor, and the business connected with the sale of the farm had to be +gone into, so that both the gentlemen now found a fresh impulse to +activity. + +The Captain made Edward observe that it would be proper, indeed that it +would be a kind of duty, to celebrate Charlotte's birthday with laying +the foundation-stone. Not much was wanted to overcome Edward's +disinclination for such festivities--for he quickly recollected that a +little later Ottilie's birthday would follow, and that he could have a +magnificent celebration for that. + +Charlotte, to whom all this work and what it would involve was a subject +for much serious and almost anxious thought, busied herself in carefully +going through the time and outlay which it was calculated would be +expended on it. During the day they rarely saw each other, so that the +evening meeting was looked forward to with all the more anxiety. + +Ottilie meantime was complete mistress of the household--and how could +it be otherwise, with her quick methodical rays of working? Indeed, her +whole mode of thought was suited better to home life than to the world, +and to a more free existence. Edward soon observed that she only walked +about with them out of a desire to please; that when she stayed out late +with them in the evening it was because she thought it a sort of social +duty, and that she would often find a pretext in some household matter +for going in again--consequently he soon managed so to arrange the walks +which they took together, that they should be at home before sunset; and +he began again, what he had long left off, to read aloud +poetry--particularly such as had for its subject the expression of a +pure but passionate love. + +They ordinarily sat in the evening in the same places round a small +table--Charlotte on the sofa, Ottilie on a chair opposite to her, and +the gentlemen on each side. Ottilie's place was on Edward's right, the +side where he put the candle when he was reading--at such times she +would draw her chair a little nearer to look over him, for Ottilie also +trusted her own eyes better than another person's lips, and Edward would +then always make a move toward her, that it might be as easy as possible +for her--indeed he would frequently make longer stops than necessary, +that he might not turn over before she had got to the bottom of the +page. + +Charlotte and the Captain observed this, and exchanged many a quiet +smile at it; but they were both taken by surprise at another symptom, in +which Ottilie's latent feeling accidentally displayed itself. + +One evening, which had been partly spoilt for them by a tedious visit, +Edward proposed that they should not separate so early--he felt inclined +for music--he would take his flute, which he had not done for many days +past. Charlotte looked for the sonatas which they generally played +together, and they were not to be found. Ottilie, with some hesitation, +said that they were in her room--she had taken them there to copy them. + +"And you can, you will, accompany me on the piano?" cried Edward, his +eyes sparkling with pleasure. "I think perhaps I can," Ottilie answered. +She brought the music and sat down to the instrument. The others +listened, and were sufficiently surprised to hear how perfectly Ottilie +had taught herself the piece--but far more surprised were they at the +way in which she contrived to adapt herself to Edward's style of +playing. Adapt herself, is not the right expression--Charlotte's skill +and power enabled her, in order to please her husband, to keep up with +him when he went too fast, and hold in for him if he hesitated; but +Ottilie, who had several times heard them play the sonata together, +seemed to have learnt it according to the idea in which they accompanied +each other--she had so completely made his defects her own, that a kind +of living whole resulted from it, which did not move indeed according to +exact rule, but the effect of which was in the highest degree pleasant +and delightful. The composer himself would have been pleased to hear his +work disfigured in a manner so charming. + +Charlotte and the Captain watched this strange unexpected occurrence in +silence, with the kind of feeling with which we often observe the +actions of children--unable exactly to approve of them, from the serious +consequences which may follow, and yet without being able to find fault, +perhaps with a kind of envy. For, indeed, the regard of these two for +one another was growing also, as well as that of the others--and it was +perhaps only the more perilous because they were both stronger, more +certain of themselves, and better able to restrain themselves. + +The Captain had already begun to feel that a habit which he could not +resist was threatening to bind him to Charlotte. He forced himself to +stay away at the hour when she commonly used to be at the works; by +getting up very early in the morning he contrived to finish there +whatever he had to do, and went back to the castle to his work in his +own room. The first day or two Charlotte thought it was an accident--she +looked for him in every place where she thought he could possibly be. +Then she thought she understood him--and admired him all the more. + +Avoiding, as the Captain now did, being alone with Charlotte, the more +industriously did he labor to hurry forward the preparations for keeping +her rapidly-approaching birthday with all splendor. While he was +bringing up the new road from below behind the village, he made the men, +under pretence that he wanted stones, begin working at the top as well, +and work down, to meet the others; and he had calculated his +arrangements so that the two should exactly meet on the eve of the day. +The excavations for the new house were already done; the rock was blown +away with gunpowder; and a fair foundation-stone had been hewn, with a +hollow chamber, and a flat slab adjusted to cover it. + +This outward activity, these little mysterious purposes of friendship, +prompted by feelings which more or less they were obliged to repress, +rather prevented the little party when together from being as lively as +usual. Edward, who felt that there was a sort of void, one evening +called upon the Captain to fetch his violin--Charlotte should play the +piano, and he should accompany her. The Captain was unable to refuse the +general request, and they executed together one of the most difficult +pieces of music with an ease, and freedom, and feeling, which could not +but afford themselves, and the two who were listening to them, the +greatest delight. They promised themselves a frequent repetition of it, +as well as further practice together. "They do it better than we, +Ottilie," said Edward; "we will admire them--but we can enjoy ourselves +together too." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The birthday was come, and everything was ready. The wall was all +complete which protected the raised village road against the water, and +so was the walk; passing the church, for a short time it followed the +path which had been laid out by Charlotte, and then winding upward among +the rocks, inclined first under the summer-house to the right, and then, +after a wide sweep, passed back above it to the right again, and so by +degrees out on to the summit. A large party had assembled for the +occasion. They went first to church, where they found the whole +congregation assembled in their holiday dresses. After service, they +filed out in order; first the boys, then the young men, then the old; +after them came the party from the castle, with their visitors and +retinue; and the village maidens, young girls, and women, brought up the +rear. + +At the turn of the walk, a raised stone seat had been contrived, where +the Captain made Charlotte and the visitors stop and rest. From here +they could see over the whole distance from the beginning to the +end--the troops of men who had gone up before them, the file of women +following, and now drawing up to where they were. It was lovely weather, +and the whole effect was singularly beautiful. Charlotte was taken by +surprise, she was touched, and she pressed the Captain's hand warmly. + +They followed the crowd who had slowly ascended, and were now forming a +circle round the spot where the future house was to stand. The lord of +the castle, his family, and the principal strangers were now invited to +descend into the vault, where the foundation-stone, supported on one +side, lay ready to be let down. A well-dressed mason, a trowel in one +hand and a hammer in the other, came forward, and with much grace spoke +an address in verse, of which in prose we can give but an imperfect +rendering. + +"Three things," he began, "are to be looked to in a building--that it +stand on the right spot; that it be securely founded; that it be +successfully executed. The first is the business of the master of the +house--his and his only. As in the city the prince and the council alone +determine where a building shall be, so in the country it is the right +of the lord of the soil that he shall say, 'Here my dwelling shall +stand; here, and nowhere else.'" + +Edward and Ottilie were standing opposite one another, as these words +were spoken; but they did not venture to look up and exchange glances. + +"To the third, the execution, there is neither art nor handicraft which +must not in some way contribute. But the second, the founding, is the +province of the mason; and, boldly to speak it out, it is the head and +front of all the undertaking--a solemn thing it is--and our bidding you +descend hither is full of meaning. You are celebrating your Festival in +the deep of the earth. Here within this small hollow spot, you show us +the honor of appearing as witnesses of our mysterious craft. Presently +we shall lower down this carefully-hewn stone into its place; and soon +these earth-walls, now ornamented with fair and worthy persons, will be +no more accessible--but will be closed in forever! + +"This foundation-stone, which with its angles typifies the just angles +of the building, with the sharpness of its molding, the regularity of +it, and with the truth of its lines to the horizontal and perpendicular, +the uprightness and equal height of all the walls, we might now without +more ado let down--it would rest in its place with its own weight. But +even here there shall not fail of lime and means to bind it. For as +human beings who may be well inclined to each other by nature, yet hold +more firmly together when the law cements them, so are stones also, +whose forms may already fit together, united far better by these binding +forces. It is not seemly to be idle among the working, and here you will +not refuse to be our fellow-laborer;" with these words he reached the +trowel to Charlotte, who threw mortar with it under the stone--several +of the others were then desired to do the same, and then it was at once +let fall. Upon which the hammer was placed next in Charlotte's, and then +in the others' hands, to strike three times with it, and conclude, in +this expression, the wedlock of the stone with the earth. + +"The work of the mason," went on the speaker, "now under the free sky as +we are, if it be not done in concealment, yet must pass into +concealment--the soil will be laid smoothly in, and thrown over this +stone, and with the walls which we rear into the daylight we in the end +are seldom remembered. The works of the stone-cutter and the carver +remain under the eyes; but for us it is not to complain when the +plasterer blots out the last trace of our hands, and appropriates our +work to himself; when he overlays it, and smooths it, and colors it. + +"Not from regard for the opinion of others, but from respect for +himself, the mason will be faithful in his calling. There is none who +has more need to feel in himself the consciousness of what he is. When +the house is finished, when the soil is smoothed, the surface plastered +over, and the outside all overwrought with ornament, he can even +penetrate through all disguises and still recognize those exact and +careful adjustments to which the whole is indebted for its being and for +its persistence. + +"But as the man who commits some evil deed has to fear, that, +notwithstanding all precautions, it will one day come to light--so too +must he expect who has done some good thing in secret, that it also, in +spite of himself, will appear in the day; and therefore we make this +foundation-stone at the same time a stone of memorial. Here, in these +various hollows which have been hewn into it, many things are now to be +buried, as a witness to some far-off world--these metal cases +hermetically sealed contain documents in writing; matters of various +note are engraved on these plates; in these fair glass bottles we bury +the best old wine, with a note of the year of its vintage. We have coins +too of many kinds, from the mint of the current year. All this we have +received through the liberality of him for whom we build. There is space +yet remaining, if guest or spectator desires to offer anything to the +after-world!" + +After a slight pause the speaker looked round; but, as is commonly the +case on such occasions, no one was prepared; they were all taken by +surprise. At last, a merry-looking young officer set the example, and +said, "If I am to contribute anything which as yet is not to be found in +this treasure-chamber, it shall be a pair of buttons from my uniform--I +don't see why they do not deserve to go down to posterity!" No sooner +said than done, and then a number of persons found something of the +same sort which they could do; the young ladies did not hesitate to +throw in some of their side hair combs--smelling bottles and other +trinkets were not spared. Only Ottilie hung back; till a kind word from +Edward roused her from the abstraction in which she was watching the +various things being heaped in. Then she unclasped from her neck the +gold chain on which her father's picture had hung, and with a light +gentle hand laid it down on the other jewels. Edward rather disarranged +the proceedings, by at once, in some haste, having the cover let fall, +and fastened down. + +The young mason who had been most active through all this, again took +his place as orator, and went on: "We lay down this stone for ever, for +the establishing the present and the future possessors of this house. +But in that we bury this treasure together with it, we do it in the +remembrance--in this most enduring of works--of the perishableness of +all human things. We remember that a time may come when this cover so +fast sealed shall again be lifted; and that can only be when all shall +again be destroyed which as yet we have not brought into being. + +"But now--now that at once it may begin to be, back with our thoughts +out of the future--back into the present. At once, after the feast, +which we have this day kept together, let us on with our labor; let no +one of all those trades which are to work on our foundation, through us +keep unwilling holiday. Let the building rise swiftly to its height, and +out of the windows, which as yet have no existence, may the master of +the house, with his family and with his guests, look forth with a glad +heart over his broad lands. To him and to all here present herewith be +health and happiness." + +With these words he drained a richly cut tumbler at a draught, and flung +it into the air, thereby to signify the excess of pleasure by destroying +the vessel which had served for such a solemn occasion. This time, +however, it fell out otherwise. The glass did not fall back to the +earth, and indeed without a miracle. + +In order to get forward with the buildings, they had already thrown out +the whole of the soil at the opposite corner; indeed, they had begun to +raise the wall, and for this purpose had reared a scaffold as high as +was absolutely necessary. On the occasion of the festival, boards had +been laid along the top of this, and a number of spectators were allowed +to stand there. It had been meant principally for the advantage of the +workmen themselves. The glass had flown up there, and had been caught by +one of them, who took it as a sign of good luck for himself. He waved it +round without letting it out of his hand, and the letters E and O were +to be seen very richly cut upon it, running one into the other. It was +one of the glasses which had been executed for Edward when he was a boy. + +The scaffoldings were again deserted, and the most active among the +party climbed up to look round them, and could not speak enough in +praise of the beauty of the prospect on all sides. How many new +discoveries does not a person make when on some high point he ascends +but a single story higher. Inland many fresh villages came in sight. The +line of the river could be traced like a thread of silver; indeed, one +of the party thought that he distinguished the spires of the capital. On +the other side, behind the wooded hill, the blue peaks of the far-off +mountains were seen rising, and the country immediately about them was +spread out like a map. + +"If the three ponds," cried some one, "were but thrown together to make +a single sheet of water, there would be everything here which is noblest +and most excellent." + +"That might easily be effected," the Captain said. "In early times they +must have formed all one lake among the hills here." + +"Only I must beseech you to spare my clump of planes and poplars that +stand so prettily by the centre pond," said Edward. "See!" He turned to +Ottilie, bringing her a few steps forward, and pointing down--"those +trees I planted myself." + +"How long have they been standing there?" asked Ottilie. + +"Just about as long as you have been in the world," replied Edward. +"Yes, my dear child, I planted them when you were still lying in your +cradle." + +The party now betook themselves back to the castle. After dinner was +over they were invited to walk through the village to take a glance at +what had been done there as well. At a hint from the Captain, the +inhabitants had collected in front of the houses. They were not standing +in rows, but formed in natural family groups; part were occupied at +their evening work, part out enjoying themselves on the new benches. +They had determined, as an agreeable duty which they imposed upon +themselves, to have everything in its present order and cleanliness, at +least every Sunday and holiday. + +A little party, held together by such feelings as had grown up among our +friends, is always unpleasantly interrupted by a large concourse of +people. All four were delighted to find themselves again alone in the +large drawing-room, but this sense of home was a little disturbed by a +letter which was brought to Edward, giving notice of fresh guests who +were to arrive the following day. + +"It is as we supposed," Edward cried to Charlotte. "The Count will not +stay away; he is coming tomorrow." + +"Then the Baroness, too, is not far off," answered Charlotte. + +"Doubtless not," said Edward. "She is coming, too, tomorrow, from +another place. They only beg to be allowed to stay for a night; the next +day they will go on together." + +"We must prepare for them in time, Ottilie," said Charlotte. + +"What arrangement shall I desire to be made?" Ottilie asked. + +Charlotte gave a general direction, and Ottilie left the room. + +The Captain inquired into the relation in which these two persons stood +toward each other, and with which he was only very generally acquainted. +They had some time before, both being already married, fallen violently +in love with each other; a double marriage was not to be interfered with +without attracting attention. A divorce was proposed. On the Baroness's +side it could be effected, on that of the Count it could not. They were +obliged seemingly to separate, but their position toward each other +remained unchanged, and though in the winter at the Residence they were +unable to be together, they indemnified themselves in the summer, while +making tours and staying at watering-places. + +They were both slightly older than Edward and Charlotte, and had been +intimate with them from early times at court. The connection had never +been absolutely broken off, although it was impossible to approve of +their proceedings. On the present occasion their coming was most +unwelcome to Charlotte; and if she had looked closely into her reasons +for feeling it so, she would have found it was on account of Ottilie. +The poor innocent girl should not have been brought so early in contact +with such an example. + +"It would have been more convenient if they had not come till a couple +of days later," Edward was saying; as Ottilie re-entered, "till we had +finished with this business of the farm. The deed of sale is complete. +One copy of it I have here, but we want a second, and our old clerk has +fallen ill." The Captain offered his services, and so did Charlotte, but +there was something or other to object to in both of them. + +"Give it to me," cried Ottilie, a little hastily. + +"You will never be able to finish it," said Charlotte. + +"And really I must have it early the day after tomorrow, and it is +long," Edward added. + +"It shall be ready," Ottilie cried; and the paper was already in her +hands. + +The next morning, as they were looking out from their highest windows +for their visitors, whom they intended to go some way and meet, Edward +said, "Who is that yonder, riding slowly along the road?" + +The Captain described accurately the figure of the horse-man. + +"Then it is he," said Edward; "the particulars, which you can see better +than I, agree very well with the general figure, which I can see too. It +is Mittler; but what is he doing, coming riding at such a pace as that?" + +The figure came nearer, and Mittler it veritably was. They received him +with warm greetings as he came slowly up the steps. + +"Why did you not come yesterday?" Edward cried, as he approached. + +"I do not like your grand festivities," answered he; "but I am come +today to keep my friend's birthday with you quietly." + +"How are you able to find time enough?" asked Edward, with a laugh. + +"My visit, if you can value it, you owe to an observation which I made +yesterday. I was spending a right happy afternoon in a house where I had +established peace, and then I heard that a birthday was being kept here. +Now this is what I call selfish, after all, said I to myself: you will +only enjoy yourself with those whose broken peace you have mended. Why +cannot you for once go and be happy with friends who keep the peace for +themselves? No sooner said than done. Here I am, as I determined with +myself that I would be." + +"Yesterday you would have met a large party here; today you will find +but a small one," said Charlotte; "you will meet the Count and the +Baroness, with whom you have had enough to do already, I believe." + +Out of the middle of the party, who had all four come down to welcome +him, the strange man dashed in the keenest disgust, seizing at the same +time his hat and whip. "Some unlucky star is always over me," he cried, +"directly I try to rest and enjoy myself. What business have I going out +of my proper character? I ought never to have come, and now I am +persecuted away. Under one roof with those two I will not remain, and +you take care of yourselves. They bring nothing but mischief; their +nature is like leaven, and propagates its own contagion." + +They tried to pacify him, but it was in vain. "Whoever strikes at +marriage," he cried;--"whoever, either by word or act, undermines this, +the foundation of all moral society, that man has to settle with me, and +if I cannot become his master, I take care to settle myself out of his +way. Marriage is the beginning and the end of all culture. It makes the +savage mild; and the most cultivated has no better opportunity for +displaying his gentleness. Indissoluble it must be, because it brings so +much happiness that what small exceptional unhappiness it may bring +counts for nothing in the balance. And what do men mean by talking of +unhappiness? Impatience it is which from time to time comes over them, +and then they fancy themselves unhappy. Let them wait till the moment is +gone by, and then they will bless their good fortune that what has stood +so long continues standing. There never can be any adequate ground for +separation. The condition of man is pitched so high, in its joys and in +its sorrows, that the sum which two married people owe to each other +defies calculation. It is an infinite debt, which can only be discharged +through all eternity. + +"Its annoyances marriage may often have; I can well believe that, and it +is as it should be. We are all married to our consciences, and there are +times when we should be glad to be divorced from them; mine gives me +more annoyance than ever a man or a woman can give." + +All this he poured out with the greatest vehemence: he would very likely +have gone on speaking longer, had not the sound of the postilions' +horns given notice of the arrival of the visitors, who, as if on a +concerted arrangement, drove into the castle-court from opposite sides +at the same moment. Mittler slipped away as their host hastened to +receive them, and desiring that his horse might be brought out +immediately, rode angrily off. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The visitors were welcomed and brought in. They were delighted to find +themselves again in the same house and in the same rooms where in early +times they had passed many happy days, but which they had not seen for a +long time. Their friends too were very glad to see them. The Count and +the Baroness had both those tall fine figures which please in middle +life almost better than in youth. If something of the first bloom had +faded off them, yet there was an air in their appearance which was +always irresistibly attractive. Their manners too were thoroughly +charming. Their free way of taking hold of life and dealing with it, +their happy humor, and apparent easy unembarrassment, communicated +itself at once to the rest; and a lighter atmosphere hung about the +whole party, without their having observed it stealing on them. + +The effect made itself felt immediately on the entrance of the +new-comers. They were fresh from the fashionable world, as was to be +seen at once, in their dress, in their equipment, and in everything +about them; and they formed a contrast not a little striking with our +friends, their country style, and the vehement feelings which were at +work underneath among them. This, however, very soon disappeared in the +stream of past recollection and present interests, and a rapid, lively +conversation soon united them all. After a short time they again +separated. The ladies withdrew to their own apartments, and there found +amusement enough in the many things which they had to tell one another, +and in setting to work at the same time to examine the new fashions, the +spring dresses, bonnets, and such like; while the gentlemen were +employing themselves looking at the new traveling chariots, trotting out +the horses, and beginning at once to bargain and exchange. + +They did not meet again till dinner; in the meantime they had changed +their dress. And here, too, the newly arrived pair showed to all +advantage. Everything they wore was new, and in a style which their +friends at the castle had never seen, and yet, being accustomed to it +themselves, it appeared perfectly natural and graceful. + +The conversation was brilliant and well sustained, as, indeed, in the +company of such persons everything and nothing appears to interest. They +spoke in French that the attendants might not understand what they said, +and swept in happiest humor over all that was passing in the great or +the middle world. On one particular subject they remained, however, +longer than was desirable. It was occasioned by Charlotte asking after +one of her early friends, of whom she had to learn, with some distress, +that she was on the point of being separated from her husband. + +"It is a melancholy thing," Charlotte said, "when we fancy our absent +friends are finally settled, when we believe persons very dear to us to +be provided for for life, suddenly to hear that their fortunes are cast +loose once more; that they have to strike into a fresh path of life, and +very likely a most insecure one." + +"Indeed, my dear friend," the Count answered, "it is our own fault if we +allow ourselves to be surprised at such things. We please ourselves with +imagining matters of this earth, and particularly matrimonial +connections, as very enduring; and as concerns this last point, the +plays which we see over and over again help to mislead us; being, as +they are, so untrue to the course of the world. In a comedy we see a +marriage as the last aim of a desire which is hindered and crossed +through a number of acts, and at the instant when it is reached the +curtain falls, and the momentary satisfaction continues to ring on in +our ears. But in the world it is very different. The play goes on still +behind the scenes, and when the curtain rises again we may see and hear, +perhaps, little enough of the marriage." + +"It cannot be so very bad, however," said Charlotte, smiling. "We see +people who have gone off the boards of the theatre, ready enough to +undertake a part upon them again." + +"There is nothing to say against that," said the Count. "In a new +character a man may readily venture on a second trial; and when we know +the world we see clearly that it is only this positive, eternal duration +of marriage in a world where everything is in motion, which has anything +unbecoming about it. A certain friend of mine, whose humor displays +itself principally in suggestions for new laws, maintained that every +marriage should be concluded only for five years. Five, he said, was a +sacred number--pretty and uneven. Such a period would be long enough for +people to learn each other's character, bring a child or two into the +world, quarrel, separate, and what is best, get reconciled again. He +would often exclaim, 'How happily the first part of the time would pass +away!' Two or three years, at least, would be perfect bliss. On one side +or the other there would not fail to be a wish to have the relation +continue longer, and the amiability would increase the nearer they got +to the parting time. The indifferent, even the dissatisfied party, would +be softened and gained over by such behavior; they would forget, as in +pleasant company the hours pass always unobserved, how the time went by, +and they would be delightfully surprised when, after the term had run +out, they first observed that they had unknowingly prolonged it." + +Charming and pleasant as all this sounded, and deep (Charlotte felt it +to her soul) as was the moral significance which lay below it, +expressions of this kind, on Ottilie's account, were most distasteful to +her. She knew very well that nothing was more dangerous than the +licentious conversation which treats culpable or semi-culpable actions +as if they were common, ordinary, and even laudable, and of such +undesirable kind assuredly were all which touched on the sacredness of +marriage. She endeavored, therefore, in her skilful way, to give the +conversation another turn, and, when she found that she could not, it +vexed her that Ottilie had managed everything so well that there was no +occasion for her to leave the table. In her quiet observant way a nod or +a look was enough for her to signify to the head servant whatever was to +be done, and everything went off perfectly, although there were a couple +of strange men in livery in the way who were rather a trouble than a +convenience. And so the Count, without feeling Charlotte's hints, went +on giving his opinions on the same subject. Generally, he was little +enough apt to be tedious in conversation; but this was a thing which +weighed so heavily on his heart, and the difficulties which he found in +getting separated from his wife were so great that it had made him +bitter against everything which concerned the marriage bond--that very +bond which, notwithstanding, he was so anxiously desiring between +himself and the Baroness. + +"The same friend," he went on, "has another law which he proposes. A +marriage shall be held indissoluble only when either both parties, or at +least one or the other, enter into it for the third time. Such persons +must be supposed to acknowledge beyond a doubt that they find marriage +indispensable for themselves; they have had opportunities of thoroughly +knowing themselves; of knowing how they conducted themselves in their +earlier unions; whether they have any peculiarities of temper, which are +a more frequent cause of separation than bad dispositions. People would +then observe each other more closely; they would pay as much attention +to the married as to the unmarried, no one being able to tell how things +may turn out." + +"That would add no little to the interest of society," said Edward. "As +things are now, when a man is married nobody cares any more either for +his virtues or for his vices." + +"Under this arrangement," the Baroness struck in, laughing, "our good +hosts have passed successfully over their two steps, and may make +themselves ready for their third." + +"Things have gone happily with them," said the Count. "In their case +death has done with a good will what in others the consistorial courts +do with a very bad one. + +"Let the dead rest," said Charlotte, with a half serious look. + +"Why so," persevered the Count, "when we can remember them with honor? +They were generous enough to content themselves with less than their +number of years for the sake of the larger good which they could leave +behind them." + +"Alas! that in such cases," said the Baroness, with a suppressed sigh, +"happiness is bought only with the sacrifice of our fairest years." + +"Indeed, yes," answered the Count; "and it might drive us to despair, if +it were not the same with everything in this world. Nothing goes as we +hope. Children do not fulfil what they promise; young people very +seldom; and if they keep their word, the world does not keep its word +with them." + +Charlotte, who was delighted that the conversation had taken a turn at +last, replied cheerfully: + +"Well, then, we must content ourselves with enjoying what good we are to +have in fragments and pieces, as we can get it; and the sooner we can +accustom ourselves to this the better." + +"Certainly," the Count answered, "you two have had the enjoyment of very +happy times. When I look back upon the years when you and Edward were +the loveliest couple at the court, I see nothing now to be compared with +those brilliant times, and such magnificent figures. When you two used +to dance together, all eyes were turned upon you, fastened upon you, +while you saw nothing but each other." + +"So much has changed since those days," said Charlotte, "that we can +listen to such pretty things about ourselves without our modesty being +shocked at them." + +"I often privately found fault with Edward," said the Count, "for not +being more firm. Those singular parents of his would certainly have +given way at last; and ten fair years is no trifle to gain." + +"I must take Edward's part," struck in the Baroness. "Charlotte was not +altogether without fault--not altogether free from what we must call +prudential considerations; and although she had a real, hearty love for +Edward, and did in her secret soul intend to marry him, I can bear +witness how sorely she often tried him; and it was through this that he +was at last unluckily prevailed upon to leave her and go abroad, and try +to forget her." + +Edward bowed to the Baroness, and seemed grateful for her advocacy. + +"And then I must add this," she continued, "in excuse for Charlotte. The +man who was at that time suing for her, had for a long time given proofs +of his constant attachment to her; and, when one came to know him well, +was a far more lovable person than the rest of you may like to +acknowledge." + +"My dear friend," the Count replied, a little pointedly, "confess, now, +that he was not altogether indifferent to yourself, and that Charlotte +had more to fear from you than from any other rival. I find it one of +the highest traits in women, that they continue so long in their regard +for a man, and that absence of no duration will serve to disturb or +remove it." + +"This fine feature, men possess, perhaps, even more," answered the +Baroness. "At any rate, I have observed with you, my dear Count, that no +one has more influence over you than a lady to whom you were once +attached. I have seen you take more trouble to do things when a certain +person has asked you, than the friend of this moment would have obtained +of you, if she had tried." + +"Such a charge as that one must bear the best way one can," replied the +Count. "But as to what concerns Charlotte's first husband, I could not +endure him, because he parted so sweet a pair from each other--a really +predestined pair, who, once brought together, have no reason to fear the +five years, or be thinking of a second or third marriage." + +"We must try," Charlotte said, "to make up for what we then allowed to +slip from us." + +"Aye, and you must keep to that," said the Count; "your first +marriages," he continued, with some vehemence, "were exactly marriages +of the true detestable sort. And, unhappily, marriages generally, even +the best, have (forgive me for using a strong expression) something +awkward about them. They destroy the delicacy of the relation; +everything is made to rest on the broad certainty out of which one side +or other, at least, is too apt to make their own advantage. It is all a +matter of course; and they seem only to have got themselves tied +together, that one or the other, or both, may go their own way the more +easily." + +At this moment, Charlotte, who was determined once for all that she +would put an end to the conversation, made a bold effort at turning it, +and succeeded. It then became more general. She and her husband and the +Captain were able to take a part in it. Even Ottilie had to give her +opinion; and the dessert was enjoyed in the happiest humor. It was +particularly beautiful, being composed almost entirely of the rich +summer fruits in elegant baskets, with epergnes of lovely flowers +arranged in exquisite taste. + +The new laying-out of the park came to be spoken of; and immediately +after dinner they went to look at what was going on. Ottilie withdrew, +under pretence of having household matters to look to; in reality, it +was to set to work again at the transcribing. The Count fell into +conversation with the Captain, and Charlotte afterward joined them. When +they were at the summit of the height, the Captain good-naturedly ran +back to fetch the plan, and in his absence the Count said to Charlotte: + +"He is an exceedingly pleasing person. He is very well informed, and his +knowledge is always ready. His practical power, too, seems methodical +and vigorous. What he is doing here would be of great importance in some +higher sphere." + +Charlotte listened to the Captain's praises with an inward delight. She +collected herself, however, and composedly and clearly confirmed what +the Count had said. But she was not a little startled when he continued: + +"This acquaintance falls most opportunely for me. I know of a situation +for which he is perfectly suited, and I shall be doing the greatest +favor to a friend of mine, a man of high rank, by recommending to him a +person who is so exactly everything which he desires." + +Charlotte felt as if a thunder-stroke had fallen on her. The Count did +not observe it: women, being accustomed at all times to hold themselves +in restraint, are always able, even in the most extraordinary cases, to +maintain an apparent composure; but she heard not a word more of what +the Count said, though he went on speaking. + +"When I have made up my mind upon a thing," he added, "I am quick about +it. I have put my letter together already in my head, and I shall write +it immediately. You can find me some messenger who can ride off with it +this evening." + +Charlotte was suffering agonies. Startled with the proposal, and shocked +at herself, she was unable to utter a word. Happily, the Count continued +talking of his plans for the Captain, the desirableness of which was +only too apparent to Charlotte. + +It was time that the Captain returned. He came up and unrolled his +design before the Count. But with what changed eyes Charlotte now looked +at the friend whom she was to lose. In her necessity, she bowed and +turned away, and hurried down to the summer-house. Before she was half +way there, the tears were streaming from her eyes, and she flung herself +into the narrow room in the little hermitage, and gave herself up to an +agony, a passion, a despair, of the possibility of which, but a few +moments before, she had not had the slightest conception. + +Edward had gone with the Baroness in the other direction toward the +ponds. This ready-witted lady, who liked to be in the secret about +everything, soon observed, in a few conversational feelers which she +threw out, that Edward was very fluent and free-spoken in praise of +Ottilie. She contrived in the most natural way to lead him out by +degrees so completely that at last she had not a doubt remaining that +here was not merely an incipient fancy, but a veritable, full-grown +passion. + +Married women, if they have no particular love for one another, yet are +silently in league together, especially against young girls. The +consequences of such an inclination presented themselves only too +quickly to her world-experienced spirit. Added to this, she had been +already, in the course of the day, talking to Charlotte about Ottilie; +she had disapproved of her remaining in the country, particularly being +a girl of so retiring a character; and she had proposed to take Ottilie +with her to the residence of a friend who was just then bestowing great +expense on the education of an only daughter, and who was only looking +about to find some well-disposed companion for her--to put her in the +place of a second child, and let her share in every advantage. Charlotte +had taken time to consider. But now this glimpse of the Baroness into +Edward's heart changed what had been but a suggestion at once into a +settled determination; and the more rapidly she made up her mind about +it, the more she outwardly seemed to flatter Edward's wishes. Never was +there any one more self-possessed than this lady; and to have mastered +ourselves in extraordinary cases, disposes us to treat even a common +case with dissimulation--it makes us inclined, as we have had to do so +much violence to ourselves, to extend our control over others, and +hold ourselves in a degree compensated in what we outwardly gain for +what we inwardly have been obliged to sacrifice. To this feeling there +is often joined a kind of secret, spiteful pleasure in the blind, +unconscious ignorance with which the victim walks on into the snare. It +is not the immediately doing as we please which we enjoy, but the +thought of the surprise and exposure which is to follow. And thus was +the Baroness malicious enough to invite Edward to come with Charlotte +and pay her a visit at the grape-gathering; and, to his question whether +they might bring Ottilie with them, to frame an answer which, if he +pleased, he might interpret to his wishes. + +Edward had already begun to pour out his delight at the beautiful +scenery, the broad river, the hills, the rocks, the vineyard, the old +castles, the water-parties, and the jubilee at the grape-gathering, the +wine-pressing, etc., in all of which, in the innocence of his heart, he +was only exuberating in the anticipation of the impression which these +scenes were to make on the fresh spirit of Ottilie. At this moment they +saw her approaching, and the Baroness said quickly to Edward that he had +better say nothing to her of this intended autumn expedition--things +which we set our hearts upon so long before so often failing to come to +pass. Edward gave his promise; but he obliged his companion to move more +quickly to meet her; and at last, when they came very close, he ran on +several steps in advance. A heartfelt happiness expressed itself in his +whole being. He kissed her hand as he pressed into it a nosegay of wild +flowers which he had gathered on his way. + +The Baroness felt bitter in her heart at the sight of it. Even whilst +she was able to disapprove of what was really objectionable in this +affection, she could not bear to see what was sweet and beautiful in it +thrown away on such a poor paltry girl. + +When they had collected again at the supper-table, an entirely different +temper was spread over the party. The Count, who had in the meantime +written his letter and dispatched a messenger with it, occupied himself +with the Captain, whom he had been drawing out more and more--spending +the whole evening at his side, talking of serious matters. The Baroness, +who sat on the Count's right, found but small amusement in this; nor did +Edward find any more. The latter, first because he was thirsty, and then +because he was excited, did not spare the wine, and attached himself +entirely to Ottilie, whom he had made sit by him. On the other side, +next to the Captain, sat Charlotte; for her it was hard, it was almost +impossible, to conceal the emotion under which she was suffering. + +The Baroness had sufficient time to make her observations at leisure. +She perceived Charlotte's uneasiness, and occupied as she was with +Edward's passion for Ottilie, she easily satisfied herself that her +abstraction and distress were owing to her husband's behavior; and she +set herself to consider in what way she could best compass her ends. + +Supper was over, and the party remained divided. The Count, whose object +was to probe the Captain to the bottom, had to try many turns before he +could arrive at what he wished with so quiet, so little vain, but so +exceedingly laconic a person. They walked up and down together on one +side of the saloon, while Edward, excited with wine and hope, was +laughing with Ottilie at a window, and Charlotte and the Baroness were +walking backward and forward, without speaking, on the other side. Their +being so silent, and their standing about in this uneasy, listless way, +had its effect at last in breaking up the rest of the party. The ladies +withdrew to their rooms, the gentlemen to the other wing of the castle; +and so this day appeared to be concluded. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Edward went with the Count to his room. They continued talking, and he +was easily prevailed upon to stay a little time longer there. The Count +lost himself in old times, spoke eagerly of Charlotte's beauty, which, +as a critic, he dwelt upon with much warmth. + +"A pretty foot is a great gift of nature," he said. "It is a grace which +never perishes. I observed it today, as she was walking. I should almost +have liked even to kiss her shoe, and repeat that somewhat barbarous but +significant practice of the Sarmatians, who know no better way of +showing reverence for any one they love or respect, than by using his +shoe to drink his health out of." + +The point of the foot did not remain the only subject of praise between +two old acquaintances; they went from the person back upon old stories +and adventures, and came on the hindrances which at that time people had +thrown in the way of the lovers' meetings--what trouble they had taken, +what arts they had been obliged to devise, only to be able to tell each +other that they loved. + +"Do you remember," continued the Count, "an adventure in which I most +unselfishly stood your friend when their High Mightinesses were on a +visit to your uncle, and were all together in that great, straggling +castle? The day went in festivities and glitter of all sorts; and a part +of the night at least in pleasant conversation." + +"And you, in the meantime, had observed the back-way which led to the +court ladies' quarter," said Edward, "and so managed to effect an +interview for me with my beloved." + +"And she," replied the Count, "thinking more of propriety than of my +enjoyment, had kept a frightful old duenna with her. So that, while you +two, between looks and words, got on extremely well together, my lot, in +the meanwhile, was far from pleasant." + +"It was only yesterday," answered Edward, "when we heard that you were +coming, that I was talking over the story with my wife and describing +our adventure on returning. We missed the road, and got into the +entrance-hall from the garden. Knowing our way from thence as well as we +did, we supposed we could get along easily enough. + +"But you remember our surprise on opening the door. The floor was +covered over with mattresses on which the giants lay in rows stretched +out and sleeping. The single sentinel at his post looked wonderingly at +us; but we, in the cool way young men do things, strode quietly on over +the outstretched boots, without disturbing a single one of the snoring +children of Anak." + +"I had the strongest inclination to stumble," the Count said, "that +there might be an alarm given. What a resurrection we should have +witnessed." + +At this moment the castle clock struck twelve. + +"It is deep midnight," the Count added, laughing, "and just the proper +time; I must ask you, my dear Edward, to show me a kindness. Do you +guide me tonight, as I guided you then. I promised the Baroness that I +would see her before going to bed. We have had no opportunity of any +private talk together the whole day. We have not seen each other for a +long time, and it is only natural that we should wish for a confidential +hour. If you will show me the way there, I will manage to get back +again; and in any case, there will be no boots for me to stumble over." + +"I shall be very glad to show you such a piece of hospitality," answered +Edward; "only the three ladies are together in the same wing. Who knows +whether we shall not find them still with one another, or make some +other mistake, which may have a strange appearance?" + +"Do not be afraid," said the Count; "the Baroness expects me. She is +sure by this time to be in her own room, and alone." + +"Well, then, the thing is easy enough," Edward answered. + +He took a candle, and lighted the Count down a private staircase leading +into a long gallery. At the end of this, he opened a small door. They +mounted a winding flight of stairs, which brought them out upon a narrow +landing-place; and then, putting the candle in the Count's hand, he +pointed to a tapestried door on the right, which opened readily at the +first trial, and admitted the Count, leaving Edward outside in the dark. + +Another door on the left led into Charlotte's sleeping-room. He heard +her voice, and listened. She was speaking to her maid. "Is Ottilie in +bed?" she asked. "No," was the answer; "she is sitting writing in the +room below." "You may light the night-lamp," said Charlotte; "I shall +not want you any more. It is late. I can put out the candle, and do +whatever I may want else myself." + +It was a delight to Edward to hear that Ottilie was writing still. She +is working for me, he thought triumphantly. Through the darkness, he +fancied he could see her sitting all alone at her desk. He thought he +would go to her, and see her; and how she would turn to receive him. He +felt a longing, which he could not resist, to be near her once more. +But, from where he was, there was no way to the apartments which she +occupied. He now found himself immediately at his wife's door. A +singular change of feeling came over him. He tried the handle, but the +bolts were shot. He knocked gently. Charlotte did not hear him. She was +walking rapidly up and down in the large dressing-room adjoining. She +was repeating over and over what, since the Count's unexpected proposal, +she had often enough had to say to herself. The Captain seemed to stand +before her. At home, and everywhere, he had become her all in all. And +now he was to go; and it was all to be desolate again. She repeated +whatever wise things one can say to oneself; she even anticipated, as +people so often do, the wretched comfort that time would come at last to +her relief; and then she cursed the time which would have to pass before +it could lighten her sufferings--she cursed the dead, cold time when +they would be lightened. At last she burst into tears; they were the +more welcome, since tears with her were rare. She flung herself on the +sofa, and gave herself up unreservedly to her sufferings. Edward, +meanwhile, could not take himself from the door. He knocked again; and a +third time rather louder; so that Charlotte, in the stillness of the +night, distinctly heard it, and started up in fright. Her first thought +was--it can only be, it must be, the Captain; her second, that it was +impossible. She thought she must have been deceived. But surely she had +heard it; and she wished, and she feared to have heard it. She went into +her sleeping-room, and walked lightly up to the bolted tapestry-door. +She blamed herself for her fears. "Possibly it may be the Baroness +wanting something," she said to herself; and she called out quietly and +calmly, "Is anybody there?" A light voice answered, "It is I." "Who?" +returned Charlotte, not being able to make out the voice. She thought +she saw the Captain's figure standing at the door. In a rather louder +tone, she heard the word "Edward!" She drew back the bolt, and her +husband stood before her. He greeted her with some light jest. She was +unable to reply in the same tone. He complicated the mysterious visit by +his mysterious explanation of it. + +"Well, then," he said at last, "I will confess, the real reason why I am +come is, that I have made a vow to kiss your shoe this evening." + +"It is long since you thought of such a thing as that," said Charlotte. + +"So much the worse," he answered; "and so much the better." + +She had thrown herself back in an armchair, to prevent him from seeing +the slightness of her dress. He flung himself down before her, and she +could not prevent him from giving her shoe a kiss. And when the shoe +came off in his hand, he caught her foot and pressed it tenderly against +his breast. + +Charlotte was one of those women who, being of naturally calm +temperaments, continue in marriage, without any purpose or any effort, +the air and character of lovers. She was never expressive toward her +husband; generally, indeed, she rather shrank from any warm +demonstration on his part. It was not that she was cold, or at all hard +and repulsive, but she remained always like a loving bride, who draws +back with a kind of shyness even from what is permitted. And so Edward +found her this evening, in a double sense. How sorely did she not long +that her husband would go; the figure of his friend seemed to hover in +the air and reproach her. But what should have had the effect of driving +Edward away only attracted him the more. There were visible traces of +emotion about her. She had been crying; and tears, which with weak +persons detract from their graces, add immeasurably to the +attractiveness of those whom we know commonly as strong and +self-possessed. + +Edward was so agreeable, so gentle, so pressing; he begged to be allowed +to stay with her. He did not demand it, but half in fun, half in +earnest, he tried to persuade her; he never thought of his rights. At +last, as if in mischief, he blew out the candle. + +In the dim lamplight, the inward affection, the imagination, maintained +their rights over the real; it was Ottilie that was resting in Edward's +arms; and the Captain, now faintly, now clearly, hovered before +Charlotte's soul. And so, strangely intermingled, the absent and the +present flowed in a sweet enchantment one into the other. + +And yet the present would not let itself be robbed of its own unlovely +right. They spent a part of the night talking and laughing at all sorts +of things, the more freely as the heart had no part in it. But when +Edward awoke in the morning, on his wife's breast, the day seemed to +stare in with a sad, awful look, and the sun to be shining in upon a +crime. He stole lightly from her side; and she found herself, with +strange enough feelings, when she awoke, alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +When the party assembled again at breakfast, an attentive observer might +have read in the behavior of its various members the different things +which were passing in their inner thoughts and feelings. The Count and +the Baroness met with the air of happiness which a pair of lovers feel, +who, after having been forced to endure a long separation, have mutually +assured each other of their unaltered affection. On the other hand, +Charlotte and Edward equally came into the presence of the Captain and +Ottilie with a sense of shame and remorse. For such is the nature of +love that it believes in no rights except its own, and all other rights +vanish away before it. Ottilie was in child-like spirits. For her--she +was almost what might be called open. The Captain appeared serious. His +conversation with the Count, which had roused in him feelings that for +some time past had been at rest and dormant, had made him only too +keenly conscious that here he was not fulfilling his work, and at bottom +was but squandering himself in a half-activity of idleness. + +Hardly had their guests departed, when fresh visitors were announced--to +Charlotte most welcomely, all she wished for being to be taken out of +herself, and to have her attention dissipated. They annoyed Edward, who +was longing to devote himself to Ottilie; and Ottilie did not like them +either; the copy which had to be finished the next morning early being +still incomplete. They staid a long time, and immediately that they were +gone she hurried off to her room. + +It was now evening. Edward, Charlotte, and the Captain had accompanied +the strangers some little way on foot, before the latter got into their +carriage, and previous to returning home they agreed to take a walk +along the water-side. + +A boat had come, which Edward had had fetched from a distance, at no +little expense; and they decided that they would try whether it was easy +to manage. It was made fast on the bank of the middle pond, not far from +some old ash trees on which they calculated to make an effect in their +future improvements. There was to be a landing-place made there, and +under the trees a seat was to be raised, with some wonderful +architecture about it: it was to be the point for which people were to +make when they went across the water. + +"And where had we better have the landing-place on the other side?" said +Edward. "I should think under my plane trees." + +"They stand a little too far to the right," said the Captain. "You are +nearer the castle if you land further down. However, we must think about +it." + +The Captain was already standing in the stern of the boat, and had taken +up an oar. Charlotte got in, and Edward with her--he took the other oar; +but as he was on the point of pushing off, he thought of Ottilie--he +recollected that this water-party would keep him out late; who could +tell when he would get back? He made up his mind shortly and promptly; +sprang back to the bank, and reaching the other oar to the Captain, +hurried home--making excuses to himself as he ran. + +Arriving there he learnt that Ottilie had shut herself up--she was +writing. In spite of the agreeable feeling that she was doing something +for him, it was the keenest mortification to him not to be able to see +her. His impatience increased every moment. He walked up and down the +large drawing-room; he tried a thousand things, and could not fix his +attention upon any. He was longing to see her alone, before Charlotte +came back with the Captain. It was dark by this time, and the candles +were lighted. + +At last she came in beaming with loveliness: the sense that she had done +something for her friend had lifted all her being above itself. She put +down the original and her transcript on the table before Edward. + +"Shall we collate them?" she said, with a smile. + +Edward did not know what to answer. He looked at her--he looked at the +transcript. The first few sheets were written with the greatest +carefulness in a delicate woman's hand--then the strokes appeared to +alter, to become more light and free--but who can describe his surprise +as he ran his eyes over the concluding page? "For heaven's sake," he +cried, "what is this? this is my hand!" He looked at Ottilie, and again +at the paper; the conclusion, especially, was exactly as if he had +written it himself. Ottilie said nothing, but she looked at him with her +eyes full of the warmest delight. Edward stretched out his arms. "You +love me!" he cried: "Ottilie, you love me!" They fell on each other's +breast--which had been the first to catch the other it would have been +impossible to distinguish. + +From that moment the world was all changed for Edward. He was no longer +what he had been, and the world was no longer what it had been. They +parted--he held her hands; they gazed in each other's eyes. They were on +the point of embracing each other again. + +Charlotte entered with the Captain. Edward inwardly smiled at their +excuses for having stayed out so long. Oh! how far too soon you have +returned, he said to himself. + +They sat down to supper. They talked about the people who had been there +that day. Edward, full of love and ecstasy, spoke well of every +one--always sparing, often approving. Charlotte, who was not altogether +of his opinion, remarked this temper in him, and jested with him about +it--he who had always the sharpest thing to say on departed visitors, +was this evening so gentle and tolerant. + +With fervor and heartfelt conviction, Edward cried, "One has only to +love a single creature with all one's heart, and the whole world at once +looks lovely!" + +Ottilie dropped her eyes on the ground, and Charlotte looked straight +before her. + +The Captain took up the word, and said, "It is the same with deep +feelings of respect and reverence: we first learn to recognize what +there is that is to be valued in the world, when we find occasion to +entertain such sentiments toward a particular object." + +Charlotte made an excuse to retire early to her room where she could +give herself up to thinking over what had passed in the course of the +evening between herself and the Captain. + +When Edward sprang on shore, and, pushing off the boat, had himself +committed his wife and his friend to the uncertain element, Charlotte +found herself face to face with the man on whose account she had been +already secretly suffering so bitterly, sitting in the twilight before +her, and sweeping along the boat with the sculls in easy motion. She +felt a depth of sadness, very rare with her, weighing on her spirits. +The undulating movement of the boat, the splash of the oars, the faint +breeze playing over the watery mirror, the sighing of the reeds, the +long flight of the birds, the fitful twinkling of the first stars--there +was something spectral about it all in the universal stillness. She +fancied her friend was bearing her away to set her on some far-off +shore, and leave her there alone; strange emotions were passing through +her, and she could not give way to them and weep. + +The Captain was describing to her the manner in which, in his opinion, +the improvements should be continued. He praised the construction of the +boat; it was so convenient, he said, because one person could so easily +manage it with a pair of oars. She should herself learn how to do this; +there was often a delicious feeling in floating along alone upon the +water, one's own ferryman and steersman. + +The parting which was impending sank on Charlotte's heart as he was +speaking. Is he saying this on purpose? she thought to herself. Does he +know it yet? Does he suspect it or is it only accident? And is he +unconsciously foretelling me my fate? + +A weary, impatient heaviness took hold of her; she begged him to make +for land as soon as possible and return with her to the castle. + +It was the first time that the Captain had been upon the water, and, +though generally he had acquainted himself with its depth, he did not +know accurately the particular spots. Dusk was coming on; he directed +his course to a place where he thought it would be easy to get on shore, +and from which he knew the footpath which led to the castle was not far +distant. Charlotte, however, repeated her wish to get to land quickly, +and the place which he thought of being at a short distance, he gave it +up, and exerting himself as much as he possibly could, made straight for +the bank. Unhappily the water was shallow, and he ran aground some way +off from it. From the rate at which he was going the boat was fixed +fast, and all his efforts to move it were in vain. What was to be done? +There was no alternative but to get into the water and carry his +companion ashore. + +It was done without difficulty or danger. He was strong enough not to +totter with her, or give her any cause for anxiety; but in her agitation +she had thrown her arms about his neck. He held her fast, and pressed +her to himself--and at last laid her down upon a grassy bank, not +without emotion and confusion * * * she still lay upon his neck * * * he +caught her up once more in his arms, and pressed a warm kiss upon her +lips. The next moment he was at her feet: he took her hand, and held it +to his mouth, and cried: + +"Charlotte, will you forgive me?" + +The kiss which he had ventured to give, and which she had all but +returned to him, brought Charlotte to herself again--she pressed his +hand--but she did not attempt to raise him up. She bent down over him, +and laid her hand upon his shoulder and said: + +"We cannot now prevent this moment from forming an epoch in our lives; +but it depends on us to bear ourselves in a manner which shall be worthy +of us. You must go away, my dear friend; and you are going. The Count +has plans for you, to give you better prospects--I am glad, and I am +sorry. I did not mean to speak of it till it was certain but this moment +obliges me to tell you my secret * * * Since it does not depend on +ourselves to alter our feelings, I can only forgive you, I can only +forgive myself, if we have the courage to alter our situation." She +raised him up, took his arm to support herself, and they walked back to +the castle without speaking. + +But now she was standing in her own room, where she had to feel and to +know that she was Edward's wife. Her strength and the various discipline +in which through life she had trained herself, came to her assistance in +the conflict. Accustomed as she had always been to look steadily into +herself and to control herself, she did not now find it difficult, with +an earnest effort, to come to the resolution which she desired. She +could almost smile when she remembered the strange visit of the night +before. Suddenly she was seized with a wonderful instinctive feeling, a +thrill of fearful delight which changed into holy hope and longing. She +knelt earnestly down, and repeated the oath which she had taken to +Edward before the altar. + +Friendship, affection, renunciation, floated in glad, happy images +before her. She felt restored to health and to herself. A sweet +weariness came over her. She lay down, and sank into a calm, quiet +sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Edward, on his part, was in a very different temper. So little he +thought of sleeping that it did not once occur to him even to undress +himself. A thousand times he kissed the transcript of the document, but +it was the beginning of it, in Ottilie's childish, timid hand; the end +he scarcely dared to kiss, for he thought it was his own hand which he +saw. Oh, that it were another document! he whispered to himself; and, as +it was, he felt it was the sweetest assurance that his highest wish +would be fulfilled. Thus it remained in his hands, thus he continued to +press it to his heart, although disfigured by a third name subscribed to +it. The waning moon rose up over the wood. The warmth of the night drew +Edward out into the free air. He wandered this way and that way; he was +at once the most restless and the happiest of mortals. He strayed +through the gardens--they seemed too narrow for him; he hurried out +into the park, and it was too wide. He was drawn back toward the castle; +he stood under Ottilie's window. He threw himself down on the steps of +the terrace below. "Walls and bolts," he said to himself, "may still +divide us, but our hearts are not divided. If she were here before me, +into my arms she would fall, and I into hers; and what can one desire +but that sweet certainty!" All was stillness round him; not a breath was +moving;--so still it was, that he could hear the unresting creatures +underground at their work, to whom day or night are alike. He abandoned +himself to his delicious dreams; at last he fell asleep, and did not +wake till the sun with his royal beams was mounting up in the sky and +scattering the early mists. + +He found himself the first person awake on his domain. The laborers +seemed to be staying away too long: they came; he thought they were too +few, and the work set out for the day too slight for his desires. He +inquired for more workmen; they were promised, and in the course of the +day they came. But these, too, were not enough for him to carry his +plans out as rapidly as he wished. To do the work gave him no pleasure +any longer; it should all be done. And for whom? The paths should be +gravelled that Ottilie might walk presently upon them; seats should be +made at every spot and corner that Ottilie might rest on them. The new +park house was hurried forward. It should be finished for Ottilie's +birthday. In all he thought and all he did, there was no more +moderation. The sense of loving and of being loved, urged him out into +the unlimited. How changed was now to him the look of all the rooms, +their furniture, and their decorations! He did not feel as if he was in +his own house any more. Ottilie's presence absorbed everything. He was +utterly lost in her; no other thought ever rose before him; no +conscience disturbed him; every restraint which had been laid upon his +nature burst loose. His whole being centered upon Ottilie. This +impetuosity of passion did not escape the Captain, who longed, if he +could, to prevent its evil consequences. All those plans which were now +being hurried on with this immoderate speed, had been drawn out and +calculated for a long, quiet, easy execution. The sale of the farm had +been completed; the first instalment had been paid. Charlotte, according +to the arrangement, had taken possession of it. But the very first week +after, she found it more than usually necessary to exercise patience and +resolution, and to keep her eye on what was being done. In the present +hasty style of proceeding, the money which had been set apart for the +purpose would not go far. + +Much had been begun, and much yet remained to be done. How could the +Captain leave Charlotte in such a situation? They consulted together, +and agreed that it would be better that they themselves should hurry on +the works, and for this purpose employ money which could be made good +again at the period fixed for the discharge of the second instalment of +what was to be paid for the farm. It could be done almost without loss. +They would have a freer hand. Everything would progress simultaneously. +There were laborers enough at hand, and they could get more accomplished +at once, and arrive swiftly and surely at their aim. Edward gladly gave +his consent to a plan which so entirely coincided with his own views. + +During this time Charlotte persisted with all her heart in what she had +determined for herself, and her friend stood by her with a like purpose, +manfully. This very circumstance, however, produced a greater intimacy +between them. They spoke openly to each other of Edward's passion, and +consulted what had better be done. Charlotte kept Ottilie more about +herself, watching her narrowly; and the more she understood her own +heart, the deeper she was able to penetrate into the heart of the poor +girl. She saw no help for it, except in sending her away. + +It now appeared a happy thing to her that Luciana had gained such high +honors at the school; for her great aunt, as soon as she heard of it, +desired to take her entirely to herself, to keep her with her, and +bring her out into the world. Ottilie could, therefore, return thither. +The Captain would leave them well provided for, and everything would be +as it had been a few months before; indeed, in many respects better. Her +own position in Edward's affection, Charlotte thought, she could soon +recover; and she settled it all, and laid it all out before herself so +sensibly that she only strengthened herself more completely in her +delusion, as if it were possible for them to return within their old +limits--as if a bond which had been violently broken could again be +joined together as before. + +In the meantime Edward felt very deeply the hindrances which were thrown +in his way. He soon observed that they were keeping him and Ottilie +separate; that they made it difficult for him to speak with her alone, +or even to approach her, except in the presence of others. And while he +was angry about this, he was angry at many things besides. If he caught +an opportunity for a few hasty words with Ottilie, it was not only to +assure her of his love, but to complain of his wife and of the Captain. +He never felt that with his own irrational haste he was on the way to +exhaust the cash-box. He found bitter fault with them, because in the +execution of the work they were not keeping to the first agreement, and +yet he had been himself a consenting party to the second; indeed, it was +he who had occasioned it and made it necessary. + +Hatred is a partisan, but love is even more so. Ottilie also estranged +herself from Charlotte and the Captain. As Edward was complaining one +day to Ottilie of the latter, saying that he was not treating him like a +friend, or, under the circumstances, acting quite uprightly, she +answered unthinkingly, "I have once or twice had a painful feeling that +he was not quite honest with you. I heard him say once to Charlotte: 'If +Edward would but spare us that eternal flute of his! He can make nothing +of it, and it is too disagreeable to listen to him.' You may imagine how +it hurt me, when I like accompanying you so much." + +She had scarcely uttered the words when her conscience whispered to her +that she had much better have been silent. However, the thing was said. +Edward's features worked violently. Never had anything stung him more. +He was touched on his tenderest point. It was his amusement; he followed +it like a child. He never made the slightest pretensions; what gave him +pleasure should be treated with forbearance by his friends. He never +thought how intolerable it is for a third person to have his ears +lacerated by an unsuccessful talent. He was indignant; he was hurt in a +way which he could not forgive. He felt himself discharged from all +obligations. + +The necessity of being with Ottilie, of seeing her, whispering to her, +exchanging his confidence with her, increased with every day. He +determined to write to her, and ask her to carry on a secret +correspondence with him. The strip of paper on which he had, laconically +enough, made his request, lay on his writing-table, and was swept off by +a draught of wind as his valet entered to dress his hair. The latter was +in the habit of trying the heat of the iron by picking up any scraps of +paper which might be lying about. This time his hand fell on the billet; +he twisted it up hastily, and it was burnt. Edward observing the +mistake, snatched it out of his hand. After the man was gone, he sat +himself down to write it over again. The second time it would not run so +readily off his pen. It gave him a little uneasiness; he hesitated, but +he got over it. He squeezed the paper into Ottilie's hand the first +moment he was able to approach her. Ottilie answered him immediately. He +put the note unread in his waistcoat pocket, which, being made short in +the fashion of the time, was shallow, and did not hold it as it ought. +It worked out, and fell without his observing it on the ground. +Charlotte saw it, picked it up, and after giving a hasty glance at it, +reached it to him. + +"Here is something in your handwriting," she said, "which you may be +sorry to lose." + +He was confounded. Is she dissembling? he thought to himself. Does she +know what is in the note, or is she deceived by the resemblance of the +hand? He hoped, he believed the latter. He was warned--doubly warned; +but those strange accidents, through which a higher intelligence seems +to be speaking to us, his passion was not able to interpret. Rather, as +he went further and further on, he felt the restraint under which his +friend and his wife seemed to be holding him the more intolerable. His +pleasure in their society was gone. His heart was closed against them, +and though he was obliged to endure their society, he could not succeed +in re-discovering or in re-animating within his heart anything of his +old affection for them. The silent reproaches which he was forced to +make to himself about it were disagreeable to him. He tried to help +himself with a kind of humor which, however, being without love, was +also without its usual grace. + +Over all such trials Charlotte found assistance to rise in her own +inward feelings. She knew her own determination. Her own affection, fair +and noble as it was, she would utterly renounce. + +And sorely she longed to go to the assistance of the other two. +Separation, she knew well, would not alone suffice to heal so deep a +wound. She resolved that she would speak openly about it to Ottilie +herself. But she could not do it. The recollection of her own weakness +stood in her way. She thought she could talk generally to her about the +sort of thing. But general expressions about "the sort of thing," fitted +her own case equally well, and she could not bear to touch it. Every +hint which she would give Ottilie recoiled on her own heart. She would +warn, and she was obliged to feel that she might herself still be in +need of warning. + +She contented herself, therefore, with silently keeping the lovers more +apart, and by this gained nothing. The slight hints which frequently +escaped her had no effect upon Ottilie; for Ottilie had been assured by +Edward that Charlotte was devoted to the Captain, that Charlotte +herself wished for a separation, and that he was at this moment +considering the readiest means by which it could be brought about. + +Ottilie, led by the sense of her own innocence along the road to the +happiness for which she longed, lived only for Edward. Strengthened by +her love for him in all good, more light and happy in her work for his +sake, and more frank and open toward others, she found herself in a +heaven upon earth. + +So all together, each in his or her own fashion, reflecting or +unreflecting, they continued on the routine of their lives. All seemed +to go its ordinary way, as, in monstrous cases, when everything is at +stake, men will still live on, as if it were all nothing. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +In the meantime a letter came from the Count to the Captain--two, +indeed--one which he might produce, holding out fair, excellent +prospects in the distance; the other containing a distinct offer of an +immediate situation, a place of high importance and responsibility at +the Court, his rank as Major, a very considerable salary, and other +advantages. A number of circumstances, however, made it desirable that +for the moment he should not speak of it, and consequently he only +informed his friends of his distant expectations, and concealed what was +so nearly impending. + +He went warmly on, at the same time, with his present occupation, and +quietly made arrangements to insure the continuance of the works without +interruption after his departure. He was now himself desirous that as +much as possible should be finished off at once, and was ready to hasten +things forward to prepare for Ottilie's birthday. And so, though without +having come to any express understanding, the two friends worked side by +side together. Edward was now well pleased that the cash-box was filled +by their having taken up money. The whole affair went forward at +fullest speed. + +The Captain had done his best to oppose the plan of throwing the three +ponds together into a single sheet of water. The lower embankment would +have to be made much stronger, the two intermediate embankments to be +taken away, and altogether, in more than one sense, it seemed a very +questionable proceeding. However, both these schemes had been already +undertaken; the soil which was removed above being carried at once down +to where it was wanted. And here there came opportunely on the scene a +young architect, an old pupil of the Captain, who partly by introducing +workmen who understood work of this nature, and partly by himself, +whenever it was possible, contracting for the work itself, advanced +things not a little, while at the same time they could feel more +confidence in their being securely and lastingly executed. In secret +this was a great pleasure to the Captain. He could now be confident that +his absence would not be so severely felt. It was one of the points on +which he was most resolute with himself, never to leave anything which +he had taken in hand uncompleted, unless he could see his place +satisfactorily supplied. And he could not but hold in small respect, +persons who introduce confusion around themselves only to make their +absence felt and are ready to disturb in wanton selfishness what they +will not be at hand to restore. + +So they labored on, straining every nerve to make Ottilie's birthday +splendid, without any open acknowledgment that this was what they were +aiming at, or, indeed, without their directly acknowledging it to +themselves. Charlotte, wholly free from jealousy as she was, could not +think it right to keep it as a real festival. Ottilie's youth, the +circumstances of her fortune, and her relationship to their family, were +not at all such as made it fit that she should appear as the queen of +the day; and Edward would not have it talked about, because everything +was to spring out, as it were, of itself, with a natural and delightful +surprise. + +They, therefore, came all of them to a sort of tacit understanding that +on this day, without further circumstance, the new house in the park was +to be opened, and they might take the occasion to invite the +neighborhood and give a holiday to their own people. Edward's passion, +however, knew no bounds. Longing as he did to give himself to Ottilie, +his presents and his promises must be infinite. The birthday gifts which +on the great occasion he was to offer to her seemed, as Charlotte had +arranged them, far too insignificant. He spoke to his valet, who had the +care of his wardrobe, and who consequently had extensive acquaintance +among the tailors and mercers and fashionable milliners; and he, who not +only understood himself what valuable presents were, but also the most +graceful way in which they should be offered, immediately ordered an +elegant box, covered with red morocco and studded with steel nails, to +be filled with presents worthy of such a shell. Another thing, too, he +suggested to Edward. Among the stores at the castle was a small show of +fireworks which had never been let off. It would be easy to get some +more, and have something really fine. Edward caught the idea, and his +servant promised to see to its being executed. This matter was to remain +a secret. + +While this was going on, the Captain, as the day drew nearer, had been +making arrangements for a body of police to be present--a precaution +which he always thought desirable when large numbers of men are to be +brought together. And, indeed, against beggars, and against all other +inconveniences by which the pleasure of a festival can be disturbed, he +had made effectual provision. + +Edward and his confidante, on the contrary, were mainly occupied with +their fireworks. They were to be let off on the side of the middle water +in front of the great ash-tree. The party were to be collected on the +opposite side, under the planes, that at a sufficient distance from the +scene, in ease and safety, they might see them to the best effect, with +the reflections on the water, the water-rockets, and floating-lights, +and all the other designs. + +Under some other pretext, Edward had the ground underneath the +plane-trees cleared of bushes and grass and moss. And now first could be +seen the beauty of their forms, together with their full height and +spread, right up from the earth. He was delighted with them. It was just +this very time of the year that he had planted them. How long ago could +it have been? he asked himself. As soon as he got home he turned over +the old diary books, which his father, especially when in the country, +was very careful in keeping. He might not find an entry of this +particular planting, but another important domestic matter, which Edward +well remembered, and which had occurred on the same day, would surely be +mentioned. He turned over a few volumes. The circumstances he was +looking for was there. How amazed, how overjoyed he was, when he +discovered the strangest coincidence! The day and the year on which he +had planted those trees, was the very day, the very year, when Ottilie +was born. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +THE long-wished-for morning dawned at last on Edward; and very soon a +number of guests arrived. They had sent out a large number of +invitations, and many who had missed the laying of the foundation-stone, +which was reported to have been so charming, were the more careful not +to be absent on the second festivity. + +Before dinner the carpenter's people appeared, with music, in the court +of the castle. They bore an immense garland of flowers, composed of a +number of single wreaths, winding in and out, one above the other; +saluting the company, they made request, according to custom, for silk +handkerchiefs and ribands, at the hands of the fair sex, with which to +dress themselves out. When the castle party went into the dining-hall, +they marched off singing and shouting, and after amusing themselves a +while in the village, and coaxing many a riband out of the women there, +old and young, they came at last, with crowds behind them and crowds +expecting them, out upon the height where the park-house was now +standing. After dinner, Charlotte rather held back her guests. She did +not wish that there should be any solemn or formal procession, and they +found their way in little parties, broken up, as they pleased, without +rule or order, to the scene of action. Charlotte staid behind with +Ottilie, and did not improve matters by doing so. For Ottilie being +really the last that appeared, it seemed as if the trumpets and the +clarionets had only been waiting for her, and as if the gaieties had +been ordered to commence directly on her arrival. + +To take off the rough appearance of the house, it had been hung with +green boughs and flowers. They had dressed it out in an architectural +fashion, according to a design of the Captain's; only that, without his +knowledge, Edward had desired the Architect to work in the date upon the +cornice in flowers, and this was necessarily permitted to remain. The +Captain had arrived on the scene just in time to prevent Ottilie's name +from figuring in splendor on the gable. The beginning, which had been +made for this, he contrived to turn skilfully to some other use, and to +get rid of such of the letters as had been already finished. + +The garland was set up, and was to be seen far and wide about the +country. The flags and the ribands fluttered gaily in the air; and a +short oration was, the greater part of it, dispersed by the wind. The +solemnity was at an end. There was now to be a dance on the smooth lawn +in front of the building, which had been inclosed with boughs and +branches. A gaily-dressed working mason took Edward up to a +smart-looking girl of the village, and called himself upon Ottilie, who +stood out with him. These two couples speedily found others to follow +them, and Edward contrived pretty soon to change partners, catching +Ottilie, and making the round with her. The younger part of the company +joined merrily in the dance with the people, while the elder among them +stood and looked on. + +Then, before they broke up and walked about, an order was given that +they should all collect again at sunset under the plane-trees. Edward +was the first upon the spot, ordering everything, and making his +arrangements with his valet, who was to be on the other side, in company +with the firework-maker, managing his exhibition of the spectacle. + +The Captain was far from satisfied at some of the preparations which he +saw made; and he endeavored to get a word with Edward about the crush of +spectators which was to be expected. But the latter, somewhat hastily, +begged that he might be allowed to manage this part of the day's +amusements himself. + +The upper end of the embankment having been recently raised, was still +far from compact. It had been staked, but there was no grass upon it, +and the earth was uneven and insecure. The crowd pressed on, however, in +great numbers. The sun went down, and the castle party was served with +refreshments under the plane-trees, to pass the time till it should have +become sufficiently dark. The place was approved of beyond measure, and +they looked forward to a frequent enjoyment of the view over so lovely a +sheet of water, on future occasions. + +A calm evening, a perfect absence of wind, promised everything in favor +of the spectacle, when suddenly loud and violent shrieks were heard. +Large masses of the earth had given way on the edge of the embankment, +and a number of people were precipitated into the water. The pressure +from the throng had gone on increasing till at last it had become more +than the newly laid soil would bear, and the bank had fallen in. +Everybody wanted to obtain the best place, and now there was no getting +either backward or forward. + +People ran this and that way, more to see what was going on than to +render assistance. What could be done when no one could reach the place? + +The Captain, with a few determined persons, hurried down and drove the +crowd off the embankment back upon the shore, in order that those who +were really of service might have free room to move. One way or another +they contrived to seize hold of such as were sinking; and with or +without assistance all who had been in the water were got out safe upon +the bank, with the exception of one boy, whose struggles in his fright, +instead of bringing him nearer to the embankment, had only carried him +further from it. His strength seemed to be failing--now only a hand was +seen above the surface, and now a foot. By an unlucky chance the boat +was on the opposite shore filled with fireworks--it was a long business +to unload it, and help was slow in coming. The Captain's resolution was +taken; he flung off his coat; all eyes were directed toward him, and his +sturdy vigorous figure gave every one hope and confidence: but a cry of +surprise rose out of the crowd as they saw him fling himself into the +water--every eye watched him as the strong swimmer swiftly reached the +boy, and bore him, although to appearance dead, to the embankment. + +Now came up the boat. The Captain stepped in and examined whether there +were any still missing, or whether they were all safe. The surgeon was +speedily on the spot, and took charge of the inanimate boy. Charlotte +joined them, and entreated the Captain to go now and take care of +himself, to hurry back to the castle and change his clothes. He would +not go, however, till persons on whose sense he could rely, who had been +close to the spot at the time of the accident, and who had assisted in +saving those who had fallen in, assured him that all were safe. + +Charlotte saw him on his way to the house, and then she remembered that +the wine and the tea, and everything else which he could want, had been +locked up, for fear any of the servants should take advantage of the +disorder of the holiday, as on such occasions they are too apt to do. +She hurried through the scattered groups of her company, which were +loitering about the plane-trees. Edward was there, talking to every +one--beseeching every one to stay. He would give the signal directly, +and the fireworks should begin. Charlotte went up to him, and entreated +him to put off an amusement which was no longer in place, and which at +the present moment no one could enjoy. She reminded him of what ought to +be done for the boy who had been saved, and for his preserver. + +"The surgeon will do whatever is right, no doubt," replied Edward. "He +is provided with everything which he can want, and we should only be in +the way if we crowded about him with our anxieties." + +Charlotte persisted in her opinion, and made a sign to Ottilie, who at +once prepared to retire with her. Edward seized her hand, and cried, "We +will not end this day in a lazaretto. She is too good for a sister of +mercy. Without us, I should think, the half-dead may wake, and the +living dry themselves." + +Charlotte did not answer, but went. Some followed her--others followed +these: in the end, no one wished to be the last, and all followed. +Edward and Ottilie found themselves alone under the plane-trees. He +insisted that stay he would, earnestly, passionately, as she entreated +him to go back with her to the castle. "No, Ottilie!" he cried; "the +extraordinary is not brought to pass in the smooth common way--the +wonderful accident of this evening brings us more speedily together. You +are mine--I have often said it to you, and sworn it to you. We will not +say it and swear it any more--we will make it BE." + +The boat came over from the other side. The valet was in it--he asked, +with some embarrassment, what his master wished to have done with the +fireworks? + +"Let them off!" Edward cried to him: "let them off! It was only for you +that they were provided, Ottilie, and you shall be the only one to see +them! Let me sit beside you, and enjoy them with you." Tenderly, +timidly, he sat down at her side, without touching her. + +Rockets went hissing up--cannon thundered--Roman candles shot out their +blazing balls--squibs flashed and darted--wheels spun round, first +singly, then in pairs, then all at once, faster and faster, one after +the other, and more and more together. Edward, whose bosom was on fire, +watched the blazing spectacle with eyes gleaming with delight; but +Ottilie, with her delicate and nervous feelings, in all this noise and +fitful blazing and flashing, found more to distress her than to please. +She leant shrinking against Edward, and he, as she drew to him and clung +to him, felt the delightful sense that she belonged entirely to him. + +The night had scarcely reassumed its rights, when the moon rose and +lighted their path as they walked back. A figure, with his hat in his +hand, stepped across their way, and begged an alms of them--in the +general holiday he said that he had been forgotten. The moon shone upon +his face, and Edward recognized the features of the importunate beggar; +but, happy as he then was, it was impossible for him to be angry with +any one. He could not recollect that, especially for that particular +day, begging had been forbidden under the heaviest penalties--he thrust +his hand into his pocket, took the first coin which he found, and gave +the fellow a piece of gold. His own happiness was so unbounded that he +would have liked to share it with every one. + +In the meantime all had gone well at the castle. The skill of the +surgeon, everything which was required being ready at hand, Charlotte's +assistance--all had worked together, and the boy was brought to life +again. The guests dispersed, wishing to catch a glimpse or two of what +was to be seen of the fireworks from the distance; and, after a scene of +such confusion, were glad to get back to their own quiet homes. + +The Captain also, after having rapidly changed his dress, had taken an +active part in what required to be done. It was now all quiet again, and +he found himself alone with Charlotte--gently and affectionately he now +told her that his time for leaving them approached. She had gone +through so much that evening, that this discovery made but a slight +impression upon her--she had seen how her friend could sacrifice +himself; how he had saved another, and had himself been saved. These +strange incidents seemed to foretell an important future to her--but not +an unhappy one. + +Edward, who now entered with Ottilie, was informed at once of the +impending departure of the Captain. He suspected that Charlotte had +known longer how near it was; but he was far too much occupied with +himself, and with his own plans, to take it amiss, or care about it. + +On the contrary, he listened attentively, and with signs of pleasure, to +the account of the excellent and honorable position in which the Captain +was to be placed. The course of the future was hurried impetuously +forward by his own secret wishes. Already he saw the Captain married to +Charlotte, and himself married to Ottilie. It would have been the +richest present which any one could have made him, on the occasion of +the day's festival! + +But how surprised was Ottilie, when, on going to her room, she found +upon her table the beautiful box! Instantly she opened it; inside, all +the things were so nicely packed and arranged that she did not venture +to take them out; she scarcely even ventured to lift them. There were +muslin, cambric, silk, shawls and lace, all rivalling one another in +delicacy, beauty, and costliness--nor were ornaments forgotten. The +intention had been, as she saw well, to furnish her with more than one +complete suit of clothes but it was all so costly, so little like what +she had been accustomed to, that she scarcely dared, even in thought, to +believe it could be really for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The next morning the Captain had disappeared, having left a grateful, +feeling letter addressed to his friends upon his table. + +[Illustration: P. GROTJOHANN OTTILIE EXAMINES EDWARD'S PRESENTS] + +He and Charlotte had already taken a half leave of each other the +evening before--she felt that the parting was for ever, and she resigned +herself to it; for in the Count's second letter, which the Captain had +at last shown to her, there was a hint of a prospect of an advantageous +marriage, and, although he had paid no attention to it at all, she +accepted it for as good as certain, and gave him up firmly and fully. + +Now, therefore, she thought that she had a right to require of others +the same control over themselves which she had exercised herself: it had +not been impossible to her, and it ought not to be impossible to them. +With this feeling she began the conversation with her husband; and she +entered upon it the more openly and easily, from a sense that the +question must now, once for all, be decisively set at rest. + +"Our friend has left us," she said; "we are now once more together as we +were--and it depends upon ourselves whether we choose to return +altogether into our old position." + +Edward, who heard nothing except what flattered his own passion, +believed that Charlotte, in these words, was alluding to her previous +widowed state, and, in a roundabout way, was making a suggestion for a +separation; so that he answered, with a laugh, "Why not? all we want is +to come to an understanding." But he found himself sorely enough +undeceived, as Charlotte continued, "And we have now a choice of +opportunities for placing Ottilie in another situation. Two openings +have offered themselves for her, either of which will do very well. +Either she can return to the school, as my daughter has left it and is +with her great-aunt; or she can be received into a desirable family, +where, as the companion of an only child, she will enjoy all the +advantages of a solid education." + +Edward, with a tolerably successful effort at commanding himself, +replied, "Ottilie has been so much spoilt, by living so long with us +here, that she will scarcely like to leave us now." + +"We have all of us been too much spoilt," said Charlotte; "and yourself +not least. This is an epoch which requires us seriously to bethink +ourselves. It is a solemn warning to us to consider what is really for +the good of all the members of our little circle--and we ourselves must +not be afraid of making sacrifices." + +"At any rate I cannot see that it is right that Ottilie should be made a +sacrifice," replied Edward; "and that would be the case if we were now +to allow her to be sent away among strangers. The Captain's good genius +has sought him out here--we can feel easy, we can feel happy, at seeing +him leave us; but who can tell what may be before Ottilie? There is no +occasion for haste." + +"What is before us is sufficiently clear," Charlotte answered, with some +emotion; and as she was determined to have it all out at once, she went +on: "You love Ottilie; every day you are becoming more attached to her. +A reciprocal feeling is rising on her side as well, and feeding itself +in the same way. Why should we not acknowledge in words what every hour +makes obvious? and are we not to have the common prudence to ask +ourselves in what it is to end?" + +"We may not be able to find an answer on the moment," replied Edward, +collecting himself; "but so much may be said, that if we cannot exactly +tell what will come of it, we may resign ourselves to wait and see what +the future may tell us about it." + +"No great wisdom is required to prophesy here," answered Charlotte; +"and, at any rate, we ought to feel that you and I are past the age when +people may walk blindly where they should not or ought not to go. There +is no one else to take care of us--we must be our own friends, our own +managers. No one expects us to commit ourselves in an outrage upon +decency: no one expects that we are going to expose ourselves to censure +or to ridicule." + +"How can you so mistake me?" said Edward, unable to reply to his wife's +clear, open words. "Can you find it a fault in me, if I am anxious +about Ottilie's happiness? I do not mean future happiness--no one can +count on that--but what is present, palpable, and immediate. Consider, +don't deceive yourself; consider frankly Ottilie's case, torn away from +us, and sent to live among strangers. I, at least, am not cruel enough +to propose such a change for her!" + +Charlotte saw too clearly into her husband's intentions, through this +disguise. For the first time she felt how far he had estranged himself +from her. Her voice shook a little. "Will Ottilie be happy if she +divides us?" she asked. "If she deprives me of a husband, and his +children of a father!" + +"Our children, I should have thought, were sufficiently provided for," +said Edward, with a cold smile; adding, rather more kindly, "but why at +once expect the very worst?" + +"The very worst is too sure to follow this passion of yours," returned +Charlotte; "do not refuse good advice while there is yet time; do not +throw away the means which I propose to save us. In troubled cases those +must work and help who see the clearest--this time it is I. Dear, +dearest Edward! listen to me--can you propose to me that now at once I +shall renounce my happiness! renounce my fairest rights! renounce you!" + +"Who says that?" replied Edward, with some embarrassment. + +"You, yourself," answered Charlotte; "in determining to keep Ottilie +here, are you not acknowledging everything which must arise out of it? I +will urge nothing on you--but if you cannot conquer yourself, at least +you will not be able much longer to deceive yourself." + +Edward felt how right she was. It is fearful to hear spoken out, in +words, what the heart has gone on long permitting to itself in secret. +To escape only for a moment, Edward answered, "It is not yet clear to me +what you want." + +"My intention," she replied, "was to talk over with you these two +proposals--each of them has its advantages. The school would be best +suited to her, as she now is; but the other situation is larger, and +wider, and promises more, when I think what she may become." She then +detailed to her husband circumstantially what would lie before Ottilie +in each position, and concluded with the words, "For my own part I +should prefer the lady's house to the school, for more reasons than one; +but particularly because I should not like the affection, the love +indeed, of the young man there, which Ottilie has gained, to increase." + +Edward appeared to approve; but it was only to find some means of delay. +Charlotte, who desired to commit him to a definite step, seized the +opportunity, as Edward made no immediate opposition, to settle Ottilie's +departure, for which she had already privately made all preparations, +for the next day. + +Edward shuddered--he thought he was betrayed. His wife's affectionate +speech he fancied was an artfully contrived trick to separate him for +ever from his happiness. He appeared to leave the thing entirely to her; +but in his heart his resolution was already taken. To gain time to +breathe, to put off the immediate intolerable misery of Ottilie's being +sent away, he determined to leave his house. He told Charlotte he was +going; but he had blinded her to his real reason, by telling her that he +would not be present at Ottilie's departure; indeed, that, from that +moment, he would see her no more. Charlotte, who believed that she had +gained her point, approved most cordially. He ordered his horse, gave +his valet the necessary directions what to pack up, and where he should +follow him; and then, on the point of departure, he sat down and wrote: + +"EDWARD TO CHARLOTTE + +"The misfortune, my love, which has befallen us, may or may not admit of +remedy; only this I feel, that if I am not at once to be driven to +despair, I must find some means of delay for myself, and for all of us. +In making myself the sacrifice, I have a right to make a request. I am +leaving my home, and I return to it only under happier and more peaceful +auspices. While I am away, you keep possession of it--_but with +Ottilie_. I choose to know that she is with you, and not among +strangers. Take care of her; treat her as you have treated her--only +more lovingly, more kindly, more tenderly! I promise that I will not +attempt any secret intercourse with her. Leave me, as long a time as you +please, without knowing anything about you. I will not allow myself to +be anxious--nor need you be uneasy about me: only, with all my heart and +soul, I beseech you, make no attempt to send Ottilie away, or to +introduce her into any other situation. Beyond the circle of the castle +and the park, placed in the hands of strangers, she belongs to me, and I +will take possession of her! If you have any regard for my affection, +for my wishes, for my sufferings, you will leave me alone to my madness; +and if any hope of recovery from it should ever hereafter offer itself +to me, I will not resist." + +Thus last sentence ran off his pen--not out of his heart. Even when he +saw it upon the paper, he began bitterly to weep. That he, under any +circumstances, should renounce the happiness--even the wretchedness--of +loving Ottilie! He only now began to feel what he was doing--he was +going away without knowing what was to be the result. At any rate he was +not to see her again _now_--with what certainty could he promise himself +that he would ever see her again? But the letter was written--the horses +were at the door; every moment he was afraid he might see Ottilie +somewhere, and then his whole purpose would go to the winds. He +collected himself--he remembered that, at any rate, he would be able to +return at any moment he pleased; and that by his absence he would have +advanced nearer to his wishes: on the other side, he pictured Ottilie to +himself forced to leave the house if he stayed. He sealed the letter, +ran down the steps, and sprang upon his horse. + +As he rode past the hotel, he saw the beggar to whom he had given so +much money the night before, sitting under the trees; the man was busy +enjoying his dinner, and, as Edward passed, stood up, and made him the +humblest obeisance. That figure had appeared to him yesterday, when +Ottilie was on his arm; now it only served as a bitter reminiscence of +the happiest hour of his life. His grief redoubled. The feeling of what +he was leaving behind was intolerable. He looked again at the beggar. +"Happy wretch!" he cried, "you can still feed upon the alms of +yesterday--and I cannot any more on the happiness of yesterday!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Ottilie heard some one ride away, and went to the window in time just to +catch a sight of Edward's back. It was strange, she thought, that he +should have left the house without seeing her, without having even +wished her good morning. She grew uncomfortable, and her anxiety did not +diminish when Charlotte took her out for a long walk, and talked of +various other things; but not once, and apparently on purpose, +mentioning her husband. When they returned she found the table laid with +only two covers. It is unpleasant to miss even the most trifling thing +to which we have been accustomed. In serious things such a loss becomes +miserably painful. Edward and the Captain were not there. The first +time, for a long while, Charlotte sat at the head of the table +herself--and it seemed to Ottilie as if she was deposed. The two ladies +sat opposite each other; Charlotte talked, without the least +embarrassment, of the Captain and his appointment, and of the little +hope there was of seeing him again for a long time. The only comfort +Ottilie could find for herself was in the idea that Edward had ridden +after his friend, to accompany him a part of his journey. + +On rising from table, however, they saw Edward's traveling carriage +under the window. Charlotte, a little as if she was put out, asked who +had had it brought round there. She was told it was the valet, who had +some things there to pack up. It required all Ottilie Is self-command to +conceal her wonder and her distress. + +The valet came in, and asked if they would be so good as to let him have +a drinking cup of his master's, a pair of silver spoons, and a number of +other things, which seemed to Ottilie to imply that he was gone some +distance, and would be away for a long time. + +Charlotte gave him a very cold, dry answer. She did not know what he +meant--he had everything belonging to his master under his own care. +What the man wanted was to speak a word to Ottilie, and on some pretence +or other to get her out of the room; he made some clever excuse, and +persisted in his request so far that Ottilie asked if she should go to +look for the things for him? But Charlotte quietly said that she had +better not. The valet had to depart, and the carriage rolled away. + +It was a dreadful moment for Ottilie. She understood +nothing--comprehended nothing. She could only feel that Edward had been +parted from her for a long time. Charlotte felt for her situation, and +left her to herself. + +We will not attempt to describe what she went through, or how she wept. +She suffered infinitely. She prayed that God would help her only over +this one day. The day passed, and the night, and when she came to +herself again she felt herself a changed being. + +She had not grown composed. She was not resigned, but after having lost +what she had lost, she was still alive, and there was still something +for her to fear. Her anxiety, after returning to consciousness, was at +once lest, now that the gentlemen were gone, she might be sent away too. +She never guessed at Edward's threats, which had secured her remaining +with her aunt. Yet Charlotte's manner served partially to reassure her. +The latter exerted herself to find employment for the poor girl, and +hardly ever,--never, if she could help it,--left her out of her sight; +and although she knew well how little words can do against the power of +passion, yet she knew, too, the sure though slow influence of thought +and reflection, and therefore missed no opportunity of inducing Ottilie +to talk with her on every variety of subject. + +It was no little comfort to Ottilie when one day Charlotte took an +opportunity of making (she did it on purpose) the wise observation, "How +keenly grateful people were to us when we were able by stilling and +calming them to help them out of the entanglements of passion! Let us +set cheerfully to work," she said, "at what the men have left +incomplete: we shall be preparing the most charming surprise for them +when they return to us, and our temperate proceedings will have carried +through and executed what their impatient natures would have spoilt." + +"Speaking of temperance, my dear aunt, I cannot help saying how I am +struck with the intemperance of men, particularly in respect of wine. It +has often pained and distressed me, when I have observed how, for hours +together, clearness of understanding, judgment, considerateness, and +whatever is most amiable about them, will be utterly gone, and instead +of the good which they might have done if they had been themselves, most +disagreeable things sometimes threaten. How often may not wrong, rash +determinations have arisen entirely from that one cause!" + +Charlotte assented, but she did not go on with the subject. She saw only +too clearly that it was Edward of whom Ottilie was thinking. It was not +exactly habitual with him, but he allowed himself much more frequently +than was at all desirable to stimulate his enjoyment and his power of +talking and acting by such indulgence. If what Charlotte had just said +had set Ottilie thinking again about men, and particularly about Edward, +she was all the more struck and startled when her aunt began to speak of +the impending marriage of the Captain as of a thing quite settled and +acknowledged. This gave a totally different aspect to affairs from what +Edward had previously led her to entertain. It made her watch every +expression of Charlotte's, every hint, every action, every step. Ottilie +had become jealous, sharp-eyed, and suspicious, without knowing it. + +Meanwhile, Charlotte with her clear glance looked through the whole +circumstances of their situation, and made arrangements which would +provide, among other advantages, full employment for Ottilie. She +contracted her household, not parsimoniously, but into narrower +dimensions; and, indeed, in one point of view, these moral aberrations +might be taken for a not unfortunate accident. For in the style in which +they had been going on, they had fallen imperceptibly into extravagance; +and from a want of seasonable reflection, from the rate at which they +had been living, and from the variety of schemes into which they had +been launching out, their fine fortune, which had been in excellent +condition, had been shaken, if not seriously injured. + +The improvements which were going on in the park she did not interfere +with; she rather sought to advance whatever might form a basis for +future operations. But here, too, she assigned herself a limit. Her +husband on his return should still find abundance to amuse himself with. + +In all this work she could not sufficiently value the assistance of the +young architect. In a short time the lake lay stretched out under her +eyes, its new shores turfed and planted with the most discriminating and +excellent judgment. The rough work at the new house was all finished. +Everything which was necessary to protect it from the weather she took +care to see provided, and there for the present she allowed it to rest +in a condition in which what remained to be done could hereafter be +readily commenced again. Thus hour by hour she recovered her spirits and +her cheerfulness. Ottilie only seemed to have done so. She was only for +ever watching, in all that was said and done, for symptoms which might +show her whether Edward would be soon returning: and this one thought +was the only one in which she felt any interest. + +It was, therefore, a very welcome proposal to her when it was suggested +that they should get together the boys of the peasants, and employ them +in keeping the park clean and neat. Edward had long entertained the +idea. A pleasant--looking sort of uniform was made for them, which they +were to put on in the evenings after they had been properly cleaned and +washed. The wardrobe was kept in the castle; the more sensible and ready +of the boys themselves were intrusted with the management of it--the +Architect acting as chief director. In a very short time, the children +acquired a kind of character. It was found easy to mold them into what +was desired; and they went through their work not without a sort of +manoeuvre. As they marched along, with their garden shears, their +long-handled pruning-knives, their rakes, their little spades and hoes, +and sweeping-brooms; others following after these with baskets to carry +off the stones and rubbish; and others, last of all, trailing along the +heavy iron roller--it was a thoroughly pretty, delightful procession. +The Architect observed in it a beautiful series of situations and +occupations to ornament the frieze of a garden-house. Ottilie, on the +other hand, could see nothing in it but a kind of parade, to salute the +master of the house on his near return. + +And this stimulated her and made her wish to begin something of the sort +herself. They had before endeavored to encourage the girls of the +village in knitting, and sewing, and spinning, and whatever else women +could do; and since what had been done for the improvement of the +village itself, there had been a perceptible advance in these +descriptions of industry. Ottilie had given what assistance was in her +power, but she had given it at random, as opportunity or inclination +prompted her; now she thought she--would go to work more satisfactorily +and methodically. But a company is not to be formed out of a number of +girls, as easily as out of a number of boys. She followed her own good +sense, and,--without being exactly conscious of it, her efforts were +solely directed toward connecting every girl as closely as possible +each with her own home, her own parents, brothers and sisters: and she +succeeded with many of them. One lively little creature only was +incessantly complained of as showing no capacity for work, and as never +likely to do anything if she were left at home. + +Ottilie could not be angry with the girl, for to herself the little +thing was especially attached--she clung to her, went after her, and ran +about with her, whenever she was permitted--and then she would be active +and cheerful and never tire. It appeared to be a necessity of the +child's nature to hang about a beautiful mistress. At first, Ottilie +allowed her to be her companion; then she herself began to feel a sort +of affection for her; and, at last, they never parted at all, and Nanny +attended her mistress wherever she went. + +The latter's footsteps were often bent toward the garden, where she +liked to watch the beautiful show of fruit. It was just the end of the +raspberry and cherry season, the few remains of which were no little +delight to Nanny. On the other trees there was a promise of a +magnificent bearing for the autumn, and the gardener talked of nothing +but his master and how he wished that he might be at home to enjoy it. +Ottilie could listen to the good old man forever! He thoroughly +understood his business; and Edward--Edward--Edward--was for ever the +theme of his praise! + +Ottilie observed how well all the grafts which had been budded in the +spring had taken. "I only wish," the gardener answered, "my good master +may come to enjoy them. If he were here this autumn, he would see what +beautiful sorts there are in the old castle garden, which the late lord, +his honored father, put there. I think the fruit-gardeners there are now +don't succeed as well as the Carthusians used to do. We find many fine +names in the catalogue, and then we bud from them, and bring up the +shoots, and, at last, when they come to bear, it is not worth while to +have such trees standing in our garden." + +Over and over again, whenever the faithful old servant saw Ottilie, he +asked when his master might be expected home; and when Ottilie had +nothing to tell him, he would look vexed, and let her see in his manner +that he thought she did not care to tell him: the sense of uncertainty +which was thus forced upon her became painful beyond measure, and yet +she could never be absent from these beds and borders. What she and +Edward had sown and planted together were now in full flower, requiring +no further care from her, except that Nanny should be at hand with the +watering-pot; and who shall say with what sensations she watched the +later flowers, which were just beginning to show, and which were to be +in the bloom of their beauty on Edward's birthday, the holiday to which +she had looked forward with such eagerness, when these flowers were to +have expressed her affection and her gratitude to him! But the hopes +which she had formed of that festival were dead now, and doubt and +anxiety never ceased to haunt the soul of the poor girl. + +Into real open, hearty understanding with Charlotte, there was no more a +chance of her being able to return; for indeed, the position of these +two ladies was very different. If things could remain in their old +state--if it were possible that they could return again into the smooth, +even way of calm, ordered life, Charlotte gained everything; she gained +happiness for the present, and a happy future opened before her. On the +other hand, for Ottilie all was lost--one may say, all; for she had +first found in Edward what life and happiness meant; and, in her present +position, she felt an infinite and dreary chasm of which before she +could have formed no conception. A heart which seeks, feels well that it +wants something; a heart which has lost, feels that something is +gone--its yearning and its longing change into uneasy impatience--and a +woman's spirit, which is accustomed to waiting and to enduring, must now +pass out from its proper sphere, must become active and attempt and do +something to make its own happiness. Ottilie had not given up Edward--how +could she? Although Charlotte, wisely enough, in spite of her +conviction to the contrary, assumed it as a thing of course, and +resolutely took it as decided that a quiet rational regard was possible +between her husband and Ottilie. How often, however, did not Ottilie +remain at nights, after bolting herself into her room, on her knees +before the open box, gazing at the birthday presents, of which as yet +she had not touched a single thing--not cut out or made up a single +dress! How often with the sunrise did the poor girl hurry out of the +house, in which she once had found all her happiness, away into the free +air, into the country which then had had no charms for her. Even on the +solid earth she could not bear to stay; she would spring into the boat, +row out into the middle of the lake, and there, drawing out some book of +travels, lie rocked by the motion of the waves, reading and dreaming +that she was far away, where she would never fail to find her +friend--she remaining ever nearest to his heart, and he to hers. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +It may easily be supposed that the strange, busy gentleman, whose +acquaintance we have already made--Mittler--as soon as he received +information of the disorder which had broken out among his friends, felt +desirous, though neither side had as yet called on him for assistance, +to fulfil a friend's part toward them, and do what he could to help them +in their misfortune. He thought it advisable, however, to wait first a +little while; knowing too well, as he did, that it was more difficult to +come to the aid of cultivated persons in their moral perplexities, than +of the uncultivated. He left them, therefore, for some time to +themselves; but at last he could withhold no longer, and he hastened to +seek out Edward, on whose traces he had already lighted. His road led +him to a pleasant, pretty valley, with a range of green, sweetly-wooded +meadows, down the centre of which ran a never-failing stream, sometimes +winding slowly along, then tumbling and rushing among rocks and stones. +The hills sloped gently up on either side, covered with rich corn-fields +and well-kept orchards. The villages were at proper distances from one +another. The whole had a peaceful character about it, and the detached +scenes seemed designed expressly, if not for painting, at least for +life. + +At last a neatly kept farm, with a clean, modest dwelling-house, +situated in the middle of a garden, fell under his eye. He conjectured +that this was Edward's present abode; and he was not mistaken. + +Of this our friend in his solitude we have only thus much to say--that +in his seclusion he was resigning himself utterly to the feeling of his +passion, thinking out plan after plan, and feeding himself with +innumerable hopes. He could not deny that he longed to see Ottilie +there; that he would like to carry her off there, to tempt her there; +and whatever else (putting, as he now did, no check upon his thoughts) +pleased to suggest itself, whether permitted or unpermitted. Then his +imagination wandered up and down, picturing every sort of possibility. +If he could not have her there, if he could not lawfully possess her, he +would secure to her the possession of the property for her own. There +she should live for herself, silently, independently; she should be +happy in that spot--sometimes his self-torturing mood would lead him +further--be happy in it, perhaps, with another. + +So days flowed away in increasing oscillation between hope and +suffering, between tears and happiness--between purposes, preparations, +and despair. The sight of Mittler did not surprise him; he had long +expected that he would come; and now that he did, he was partly welcome +to him. He believed that he had been sent by Charlotte. He had prepared +himself with all manner of excuses and delays; and if these would not +serve, with decided refusals; or else, perhaps, he might hope to learn +something of Ottilie--and then he would be as dear to him as a +messenger from heaven. + +Not a little vexed and annoyed was Edward, therefore, when he +understood that Mittler had not come from the castle at all, but of his +own free accord. His heart closed up, and at first the conversation +would not open itself. Mittler, however, knew very well that a heart +that is occupied with love has an urgent necessity to express itself--to +pour out to a friend what is passing within it; and he allowed himself, +therefore, after a few speeches backward and forward, for this once to +go out of his character and play the confidant in place of the mediator. +He had calculated justly. He had been finding fault in a good-natured +way with Edward for burying himself in that lonely place, upon which +Edward replied: + +"I do not know how I could spend my time more agreeably. I am always +occupied with her; I am always close to her. I have the inestimable +comfort of being able to think where Ottilie is at each moment--where +she is going, where she is standing, where she is reposing. I see her +moving and acting before me as usual; ever doing or designing something +which is to give me pleasure. But this will not always answer; for how +can I be happy away from her? And then my fancy begins to work; I think +what Ottilie should do to come to me; I write sweet, loving letters in +her name to myself, and then I answer them, and keep the sheets +together. I have promised that I will take no steps to seek her; and +that promise I will keep. But what binds her that she should make no +advances to me I Has Charlotte had the barbarity to exact a promise, to +exact an oath from her, not to write to me, not to send me a word, a +hint, about herself? Very likely she has. It is only natural; and yet to +me it is monstrous, it is horrible. If she loves me--as I think, as I +know that she does--why does she not resolve, why does she not venture +to fly to me, and throw herself into my arms? I often think she ought to +do it; and she could do it. If I ever hear a noise in the hall, I look +toward the door. It must be her--she is coming--I look up to see her. +Alas! because the possible is impossible, I let myself imagine that the +impossible must become possible. At night, when I lie awake, and the +lamp flings an uncertain light about the room, her form, her spirit, a +sense of her presence, sweeps over me, approaches me, seizes me. It is +but for a moment; it is that I may have an assurance that she is +thinking of me, that she is mine. Only one pleasure remains to me. When +I was with her I never dreamt of her; now when I am far away, and, oddly +enough, since I have made the acquaintance of other attractive persons +in this neighborhood, for the first time her figure appears to me in my +dreams, as if she would say to me, 'Look on them, and on me. You will +find none more beautiful, more lovely than I.' And so she is present in +every dream I have. In whatever happens to me with her, we are woven in +and in together. Now we are subscribing a contract together. There is +her hand, and there is mine; there is her name, and there is mine; and +they move one into the other, and seem to devour each other. Sometimes +she does something which injures the pure idea which I have of her; and +then I feel how intensely I love her, by the indescribable anguish which +it causes me. Again, unlike herself, she will rally and vex me; and then +at once the figure changes--her sweet, round, heavenly face draws out; +it is not she, it is another; but I lie vexed, dissatisfied and +wretched. Laugh not, dear Mittler, or laugh on as you will. I am not +ashamed of this attachment, of this--if you please to call it +so--foolish, frantic passion. No, I never loved before. It is only now +that I know what to love means. Till now, what I have called life was +nothing but its prelude--amusement, sport to kill the time with. I never +lived till I knew her, till I loved her--entirely and only loved her. +People have often said of me, not to my face, but behind my back, that +in most things I was but a botcher and a bungler. It may be so; for I +had not then found in what I could show myself a master. I should like +to see the man who outdoes me in the talent of love. A miserable life it +is, full of anguish and tears; but it is so natural, so dear to me, +that I could hardly change it for another." + +Edward had relieved himself slightly by this violent unloading of his +heart. But in doing so every feature of his strange condition had been +brought out so clearly before his eyes that, overpowered by the pain of +the struggle, he burst into tears, which flowed all the more freely as +his heart had been made weak by telling it all. + +Mittler, who was the less disposed to put a check on his inexorable good +sense and strong, vigorous feeling, because by this violent outbreak of +passion on Edward's part he saw himself driven far from the purpose of +his coming, showed sufficiently decided marks of his disapprobation. +Edward should act as a man, he said; he should remember what he owed to +himself as a man. He should not forget that the highest honor was to +command ourselves in misfortune; to bear pain, if it must be so, with +equanimity and self-collectedness. That was what we should do, if we +wished to be valued and looked up to as examples of what was right. + +Stirred and penetrated as Edward was with the bitterest feelings, words +like these could but have a hollow, worthless sound. + +"It is well," he cried, "for the man who is happy, who has all that he +desires, to talk; but he would be ashamed of it if he could see how +intolerable it was to the sufferer. Nothing short of an infinite +endurance would be enough, and easy and contented as he was, what could +he know of an infinite agony? There are cases," he continued, "yes, +there are, where comfort is a lie, and despair is a duty. Go, heap your +scorn upon the noble Greek, who well knows how to delineate heroes, when +in their anguish he lets those heroes weep. He has even a proverb, 'Men +who can weep are good.' Leave me, all you with dry heart and dry eye. +Curses on the happy, to whom the wretched serve but for a spectacle. +When body and soul are torn in pieces with agony, they are to bear +it--yes, to be noble and bear it, if they are to be allowed to go off +the scene with applause. Like the gladiators, they must die gracefully +before the eyes of the multitude. My dear Mittler, I thank you for your +visit; but really you would oblige me much, if you would go out and look +about you in the garden. We will meet again. I will try to compose +myself, and become more like you." + +Mittler was unwilling to let a conversation drop which it might be +difficult to begin again, and still persevered. Edward, too, was quite +ready to go on with it; besides that of itself, it was tending toward +the issue which he desired. + +"Indeed," said the latter, "This thinking and arguing backward and +forward leads to nothing. In this very conversation I myself have first +come to understand myself; I have first felt decided as to what I must +make up my mind to do. My present and my future life I see before me; I +have to choose only between misery and happiness. Do you, my best +friend, bring about the separation which must take place, which, in +fact, is already made; gain Charlotte's consent for me. I will not enter +upon the reasons why I believe there will be the less difficulty in +prevailing upon her. You, my dear friend, must go. Go, and give us all +peace; make us all happy." + +Mittler hesitated. Edward continued: + +"My fate and Ottilie's cannot be divided, and shall not be shipwrecked. +Look at this glass; our initials are engraved upon it. A gay reveller +flung it into the air, that no one should drink of it more. It was to +fall on the rock and be dashed to pieces; but it did not fall; it was +caught. At a high price I bought it back, and now I drink out of it +daily--to convince myself that the connection between us cannot be +broken; that destiny has decided." + +"Alas! alas!" cried Mittler, "what must I not endure with my friends? +Here comes superstition, which of all things I hate the worse--the most +mischievous and accursed of all the plagues of mankind. We trifle with +prophecies, with forebodings, and dreams, and give a seriousness to our +every-day life with them; but when the seriousness of life itself begins +to show, when everything around us is heaving and rolling, then come in +these spectres to make the storm more terrible." + +"In this uncertainty of life," cried Edward, "poised as it is between +hope and fear, leave the poor heart its guiding-star. It may gaze toward +it, if it cannot steer toward it." + +"Yes, I might leave it; and it would be very well," replied Mittler, "if +there were but one consequence to expect; but I have always found that +nobody will attend to symptoms of warning. Man cares for nothing except +what flatters him and promises him fair; and his faith is alive +exclusively for the sunny side." + +Mittler, finding himself carried off into the shadowy regions, in which +the longer he remained the more uncomfortable he always felt, was the +more ready to assent to Edward's eager wish that he should go to +Charlotte. Indeed, if he stayed, what was there further which at that +moment he could urge on Edward? To gain time, to inquire in what state +things were with the ladies, was the best thing which even he himself +could suggest as at present possible. + +He hastened to Charlotte, whom he found as usual, calm and in good +spirits. She told him readily of everything which had occurred; for from +what Edward had said he had only been able to gather the effects. On his +own side, he felt his way with the utmost caution. He could not prevail +upon himself even cursorily to mention the word separation. It was a +surprise, indeed, to him, but from his point of view an unspeakably +delightful one, when Charlotte, at the end of a number of unpleasant +things, finished with saying: + +"I must believe, I must hope, that things will all work round again, and +that Edward will return to me. How can it be otherwise as soon as I +become a mother?" + +"Do I understand you right?" returned Mittler. + +"Perfectly," Charlotte answered. + +"A thousand times blessed be this news!" he cried, clasping his hands +together. "I know the strength of this argument on the mind of a man. +Many a marriage have I seen first cemented by it, and restored again +when broken. Such a good hope as this is worth more than a thousand +words. Now indeed it is the best hope which we can have. For myself, +though," he continued, "I have all reason to be vexed about it. In this +case I can see clearly no self-love of mine will be flattered. I shall +earn no thanks from you by my services; I am in the same case as a +certain medical friend of mine, who succeeds in all cures which he +undertakes with the poor for the love of God; but can seldom do anything +for the rich who will pay him. Here, thank God, the thing cures itself, +after all my talking and trying had proved fruitless." + +Charlotte now asked him if he would carry the news to Edward: if he +would take a letter to him from her, and then see what should be done. +But he declined undertaking this. "All is done," he cried; "do you write +your letter--any messenger will do as well as I--I will come back to wish +you joy. I will come to the christening!" + +For this refusal she was vexed with him--as she frequently was. His +eager, impetuous character brought about much good; but his over-haste +was the occasion of many a failure. No one was more dependent than he on +the impressions which he formed on the moment. Charlotte's messenger +came to Edward, who received him half in terror. The letter was to +decide his fate, and it might as well contain No as Yes. He did not +venture, for a long time, to open it. At last he tore off the cover, and +stood petrified at the following passage, with which it concluded: + +"Remember the night-adventure when you visited your wife as a +lover--how you drew her to you, and clasped her as a well-beloved bride +in your arms. In this strange accident let us revere the providence of +heaven, which has woven a new link to bind us, at the moment when the +happiness of our lives was threatening to fall asunder and to vanish." + +What passed from that moment in Edward's soul it would be difficult to +describe! Under the weight of such a stroke, old habits and fancies come +out again to assist to kill the time and fill up the chasms of life. +Hunting and fighting are an ever-ready resource of this kind for a +nobleman; Edward longed for some outward peril, as a counterbalance to +the storm within him. He craved for death, because the burden of life +threatened to become too heavy for him to bear. It comforted him to +think that he would soon cease to be, and so would make those whom he +loved happy by his departure. + +No one made any difficulty in his doing what he purposed--because he +kept his intention a secret. He made his will with all due formalities. +It gave him a very sweet feeling to secure Ottilie's fortune--provision +was made for Charlotte, for the unborn child, for the Captain, and for +the servants. The war, which had again broken out, favored his wishes: +he had disliked exceedingly the half-soldiering which had fallen to him +in his youth, and that was the reason why he had left the service. Now +it gave him a fine exhilarating feeling to be able to rejoin it under a +commander of whom it could be said that, under his conduct, death was +likely and victory was sure. + +Ottilie, when Charlotte's secret was made known to her, bewildered by +it, like Edward, and more than he, retired into herself--she had nothing +further to say: hope she could not, and wish she dared not. A glimpse +into what was passing in her we can gather from her Diary, some passages +of which we think to communicate. + +There often happens to us in common life what, in an epic poem, we are +accustomed to praise as a stroke of art in the poet; namely, that when +the chief figures go off the scene, conceal themselves or retire into +inactivity, some other or others, whom hitherto we have scarcely +observed, come forward and fill their places. And these putting out all +their force, at once fix our attention and sympathy on themselves, and +earn our praise and admiration. + +Thus, after the Captain and Edward were gone, the Architect, of whom we +have spoken, appeared every day a more important person. The ordering +and executing of a number of undertakings depended entirely upon him, +and he proved himself thoroughly understanding and businesslike in the +style in which he went to work; while in a number of other ways he was +able also to make himself of assistance to the ladies, and find +amusement for their weary hours. His outward air and appearance were of +the kind which win confidence and awake affection. A youth in the full +sense of the word, well-formed, tall, perhaps a little too stout; modest +without being timid, and easy without being obtrusive, there was no work +and no trouble which he was not delighted to take upon himself; and as +he could keep accounts with great facility, the whole economy of the +household soon was no secret to him, and everywhere his salutary +influence made itself felt. Any stranger who came he was commonly set to +entertain, and he was skilful either at declining unexpected visits, or +at least so far preparing the ladies for them as to spare them any +disagreeableness. + +Among others, he had one day no little trouble with a young lawyer, who +had been sent by a neighboring nobleman to speak about a matter which, +although of no particular moment, yet touched Charlotte to the quick. We +have to mention this incident because it gave occasion for a number of +things which otherwise might perhaps have remained long untouched. + +We remember certain alterations which Charlotte had made in the +churchyard. The entire body of the monuments had been removed from their +places, and had been ranged along the walls of the church, leaning +against the string-course. The remaining space had been levelled, except +a broad walk which led up to the church, and past it to the opposite +gate; and it had been all sown with various kinds of trefoil, which had +shot up and flowered most beautifully. + +The new graves were to follow one after another in a regular order from +the end, but the spot on each occasion was to be carefully smoothed over +and again sown. No one could deny that on Sundays and holidays when the +people went to church the change had given it a most cheerful and +pleasant appearance. At the same time the clergyman, an old man and +clinging to old customs, who at first had not been especially pleased +with the alteration, had become thoroughly delighted with it, all the +more because when he sat out like Philemon with his Baucis under the old +linden trees at his back door, instead of the humps and mounds he had a +beautiful clean lawn to look out upon; and which, moreover, Charlotte +having secured the use of the spot to the Parsonage, was no little +convenience to his household. + +Notwithstanding this, however, many members of the congregation had been +displeased that the means of marking the spots where their forefathers +rested had been removed, and all memorials of them thereby obliterated. +However well preserved the monuments might be, they could only show who +had been buried, but not where he had been buried, and the _where_, as +many maintained, was everything. + +Of this opinion was a family in the neighborhood, who for many years had +been in possession of a considerable vault for a general resting-place +of themselves and their relations, and in consequence had settled a +small annual sum for the use of the church. And now this young lawyer +had been sent to cancel this settlement, and to show that his client did +not intend to pay it any more, because the conditions under which it had +been hitherto made had not been observed by the other party, and no +regard had been paid to objection and remonstrance. Charlotte, who was +the originator of the alteration herself, chose to speak to the young +man, who in a decided though not a violent manner, laid down the grounds +on which his client proceeded, and gave occasion in what he said for +much serious reflection. + +"You see," he said, after a slight introduction, in which he sought to +justify his peremptoriness; "you see, it is right for the lowest as well +as for the highest to mark the spot which holds those who are dearest to +him. The poorest, peasant, who buries a child, finds it some consolation +to plant a light wooden cross upon the grave, and hang a garland upon +it, to keep alive the memorial, at least as long as the sorrow remains; +although such a mark, like the mourning, will pass away with time. Those +better off change the cross of wood into iron, and fix it down and guard +it in various ways; and here we have endurance for many years. But +because this too will sink at last, and become invisible, those who are +able to bear the expense see nothing fitter than to raise a stone which +shall promise to endure for generations, and which can be restored and +made fresh again by posterity. Yet this stone it is not which attracts +us; it is that which is contained beneath it, which is intrusted, where +it stands, to the earth. It is not the memorial so much of which we +speak, as of the person himself; not of what once was, but of what is. +Far better, far more closely, can I embrace some dear departed one in +the mound which rises over his bed, than in a monumental writing which +only tells us that once he was. In itself, indeed, it is but little; but +around it, as around a central mark, the wife, the husband, the kinsman, +the friend, after their departure, shall gather in again; and the living +shall have the right to keep far off all strangers and evil-wishers +from the side of the dear one who is sleeping there. And, therefore, I +hold it quite fair and fitting that my principal shall withdraw his +grant to you. It is, indeed, but too reasonable that he should do it, +for the members of his family are injured in a way for which no +compensation could be even proposed. They are deprived of the sad sweet +feelings of laying offerings on the remains of their dead, and of the +one comfort in their sorrow of one day lying down at their side." + +"The matter is not of that importance," Charlotte answered, "that we +should disquiet ourselves about it with the vexation of a lawsuit. I +regret so little what I have done, that I will gladly myself indemnify +the church for what it loses through you. Only I must confess candidly +to you, your arguments have not convinced me; the pure feeling of an +universal equality at last, after death, seems to me more composing than +this hard determined persistence in our personalities and in the +conditions and circumstances of our lives. What do you say to it?" she +added, turning to the Architect. + +"It is not for me," replied he, "either to argue, or to attempt to judge +in such a case. Let me venture, however, to say what my own art and my +own habits of thinking suggest to me. Since we are no longer so happy as +to be able to press to our breasts the in-urned remains of those we have +loved; since we are neither wealthy enough nor of cheerful heart enough +to preserve them undecayed in large elaborate sarcophagi; since, indeed, +we cannot even find place any more for ourselves and ours in the +churches, and are banished out into the open air, we all, I think, ought +to approve the method which you, my gracious lady, have introduced. If +the members of a common congregation are laid out side by side, they are +resting by the side of, and among their kindred; and, if the earth be +once to receive us all, I can find nothing more natural or more +desirable than that the mounds, which, if they are thrown up, are sure +to sink slowly in again together, should be smoothed off at once, and +the covering, which all bear alike, will press lighter upon each." + +"And is it all, is it all to pass away," asked Ottilie, "without one +token of remembrance, without anything to call back the past?" + +"By no means," continued the Architect; "it is not from remembrance, it +is from place that men should be set free. The architect, the sculptor, +are highly interested that men should look to their art--to their hand, +for a continuance of their being; and, therefore, I should wish to see +well-designed, well-executed monuments; not sown up and down by +themselves at random, but erected all in a single spot, where they can +promise themselves endurance. Inasmuch as even the good and the great +are contented to surrender the privilege of resting in person in the +churches, _we_ may, at least, erect there or in some fair hall near the +burying place, either monuments or monumental writings. A thousand forms +might be suggested for them, and a thousand ornaments with which they +might be decorated." + +"If the artists are so rich," replied Charlotte, "then tell me how it is +that they are never able to escape from little obelisks, dwarf pillars, +and urns for ashes? Instead of your thousand forms of which you boast, I +have never seen anything but a thousand repetitions." + +"It is very generally so with us," returned the Architect, "but it is +not universal; and very likely the right taste and the proper +application of it may be a peculiar art. In this case especially we have +this great difficulty, that the monument must be something cheerful and +yet commemorate a solemn subject; while its matter is melancholy, it +must not itself be melancholy. As regards designs for monuments of all +kinds, I have collected numbers of them, and I will take some +opportunity of showing them to you; but at all times the fairest +memorial of a man remains some likeness of himself. This better than +anything else, will give a notion of what he was; it is the best text +for many or for few notes, only it ought to be made when he is at his +best age, and that is generally neglected; no one thinks of preserving +forms while they are alive, and if it is done at all, it is done +carelessly and incompletely; and then comes death; a cast is taken +swiftly of the face; this mask is set upon a block of stone, and that is +what is called a bust. How seldom is the artist in a position to put any +real life into such things as these!" + +"You have contrived," said Charlotte, "without perhaps knowing it or +wishing it, to lead the conversation altogether in my favor. The +likeness of a man is quite independent; everywhere that it stands, it +stands for itself, and we do not require it to mark the site of a +particular grave. But I must acknowledge to you to having a strange +feeling; even to likenesses I have a kind of disinclination. Whenever I +see them they seem to be silently reproaching me. They point to +something far away from us--gone from us; and they remind me how +difficult it is to pay right honor to the present. If we think how many +people we have seen and known, and consider how little we have been to +them and how little they have been to us, it is no very pleasant +reflection. We have met a man of genius without having enjoyed much with +him--a learned man without having learnt from him--a traveler without +having been instructed,--a man to love without having shown him any +kindness. + +"And, unhappily, this is not the case only with accidental meetings. +Societies and families behave in the same way toward their dearest +members, towns toward their worthiest citizens, people toward their most +admirable princes, nations toward their most distinguished men. + +"I have heard it asked why we heard nothing but good spoken of the dead, +while of the living it is never without some exception. It should be +answered, because from the former we have nothing any more to fear, +while the latter may still, here or there, fall in our way. So unreal is +our anxiety to preserve the memory of others--generally no more than a +mere selfish amusement; and the real, holy, earnest feeling would be +what should prompt us to be more diligent and assiduous in our +attentions toward those who still are left to us." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Under the stimulus of this accident, and of the conversations which +arose out of it, they went the following day to look over the +burying-place, for the ornamenting of which and relieving it in some +degree of its sombre look, the Architect made many a happy proposal. His +interest too had to extend itself to the church as well; a building +which had caught his attention from the moment of his arrival. + +It had been standing for many centuries, built in old German style, the +proportions good, the decorating elaborate and excellent; and one might +easily gather that the architect of the neighboring monastery had left +the stamp of his art and of his love on this smaller building also; it +worked on the beholder with a solemnity and a sweetness, although the +change in its internal arrangements for the Protestant service had taken +from it something of its repose and majesty. + +The Architect found no great difficulty in prevailing on Charlotte to +give him a considerable sum of money to restore it externally and +internally, in the original spirit, and thus, as he thought, to bring it +into harmony with the resurrection-field which lay in front of it. He +had himself much practical skill, and a few laborers who were still busy +at the lodge might easily be kept together, until this pious work too +should be completed. + +The building itself, therefore, with all its environs, and whatever was +attached to it, was now carefully and thoroughly examined; and then +showed itself, to the greatest surprise and delight of the Architect, a +little side chapel, which nobody had thought of, beautifully and +delicately proportioned, and displaying still greater care and pains in +its decoration. It contained at the same time many remnants, carved +and painted, of the implements used in the old services, when the +different festivals were distinguished by a variety of pictures and +ceremonies, and each was celebrated in its own peculiar style. + +It was impossible for him not at once to take this chapel into his plan; +and he determined to bestow especial pains on the restoring of this +little spot, as a memorial of old times and of their taste. He saw +exactly how he would like to have the vacant surfaces of the walls +ornamented, and delighted himself with the prospect, of exercising his +talent for painting upon them; but of this, at first, he made a secret +to the rest of the party. + +Before doing anything else, he fulfilled his promise of showing the +ladies the various imitations of, and designs from, old monuments, +vases, and other such things which he had made, and when they came to +speak of the simple barrow-sepulchres of the northern nations, he +brought a collection of weapons and implements which had been found in +them. He had got them exceedingly nicely and conveniently arranged in +drawers and compartments, laid on boards cut to fit them, and covered +over with cloth; so that these solemn old things, in the way he treated +them, had a smart dressy appearance, and it was like looking into the +box of a trinket merchant. + +Having once begun to show his curiosities, and finding them prove +serviceable to entertain our friends in their loneliness, every evening +he would produce one or other of his treasures. They were most of them +of German origin--pieces of metal, old coins, seals, and such like. All +these things directed the imagination back upon old times; and when at +last they came to amuse themselves with the first specimens of printing, +woodcuts, and the earliest copper-plate engraving, and when the church, +in the same spirit, was growing out, every day, more and more in form +and color like the past, they had almost to ask themselves whether they +really were living in a modern time, whether it were not a dream, that +manners, customs, modes of life, and convictions were all really so +changed. + +After such preparation, a great portfolio, which at last he produced, +had the best possible effect. It contained indeed principally only +outlines and figures, but as these had been traced upon original +pictures, they retained perfectly their ancient character, and most +captivating indeed this character was to the spectators. All the figures +breathed only the purest feeling; every one, if not noble, at any rate +was good; cheerful composure, ready recognition of One above us, to whom +all reverence is due; silent devotion, in love and tranquil expectation, +was expressed on every face, on every gesture. The old bald-headed man, +the curly-pated boy, the light-hearted youth, the earnest man, the +glorified saint, the angel hovering in the air, all seemed happy in an +innocent, satisfied, pious expectation. The commonest object had a trait +of celestial life; and every nature seemed adapted to the service of +God, and to be, in some way or other, employed upon it. + +Toward such a region most of them gazed as toward a vanished golden age, +or on some lost paradise; only perhaps Ottilie had a chance of finding +herself among beings of her own nature. Who could offer any proposition +when the Architect asked to be allowed to paint the spaces between the +arches and the walls of the chapel in the style of these old pictures +and thereby leave his own distinct memorial at a place where life had +gone so pleasantly with him? + +He spoke of it with some sadness, for he could see, in the state in +which things were, that his sojourn in such delightful society could not +last forever; indeed, that perhaps it would now soon be ended. + +For the rest, these days were not rich in incidents; yet full of +occasion for serious entertainment. We therefore take the opportunity of +communicating something of the remarks which Ottilie noted down among +her manuscripts, to which we cannot find a fitter transition than +through a simile which suggested itself to us on contemplating her +exquisite pages. + +There is, we are told, a curious contrivance in the service of the +English marine. The ropes in use in the royal navy, from the largest to +the smallest, are so twisted that a red thread runs through them from +end to end, which cannot be extracted without undoing the whole; and by +which the smallest pieces may be recognized as belonging to the crown. + +Just so is there drawn through Ottilie Is diary, a thread of attachment +and affection which connects it all together, and characterizes the +whole. And thus these remarks, these observations, these extracted +sentences, and whatever else it may contain, were, to the writer, of +peculiar meaning. Even the few separate pieces which we select and +transcribe will sufficiently explain our meaning. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"To rest hereafter at the side of those whom we love is the most +delightful thought which man can have when once he looks out beyond the +boundary of life. What a sweet expression is that--'He was gathered to +his fathers!'" + +"Of the various memorials and tokens which bring nearer to us the +distant and the separated--none is so satisfactory as a picture. To sit +and talk to a beloved picture, even though it be unlike, has a charm in +it, like the charm which there sometimes is in quarrelling with a +friend. We feel, in a strange sweet way, that we are divided and yet +cannot separate." + +"We entertain ourselves often with a present person as with a picture. +He need not speak to us, he need not look at us, or take any notice of +us; we look at him, we feel the relation in which we stand to him; such +relation can even grow without his doing anything toward it, without his +having any feeling of it: he is to us exactly as a picture." + +"One is never satisfied with a portrait of a person that one knows. I +have always felt for the portrait-painter on this account. One so seldom +requires of people what is impossible, and of them we do really require +what is impossible; they must gather up into their picture the relation +of every body to its subject, all their likings and all dislikings; they +must not only paint a man as they see him, but as every one else sees +him. It does not surprise me if such artists become by degrees stunted, +indifferent, and of but one idea; and indeed it would not matter what +came of it, if it were not that in consequence we have to go without the +pictures of so many persons near and dear to us." + +"It is too true, the Architect's collection of weapons and old +implements, which were found with the bodies of their owners, covered in +with great hills of earth and rock, proves to us how useless is man's so +great anxiety to preserve his personality after he is dead; and so +inconsistent people are, the Architect confesses to have himself opened +these barrows of his forefathers, and yet goes on occupying himself with +memorials for posterity." + +"But after all why should we take it so much to heart? Is all that we +do, done for eternity? Do we not put on our dress in the morning, to +throw it off again at night? Do we not go abroad to return home again? +And why should we not wish to rest by the side of our friends, though it +were but for a century?" + +"When we see the many gravestones which have fallen in, which have been +defaced by the footsteps of the congregation, which lie buried under the +ruins of the churches, that have themselves crumbled together over them, +we may fancy the life after death to be as a second life, into which a +man enters in the figure, or the picture, or the inscription, and lives +longer there than when he was really alive. But this figure also, this +second existence, dies out too, sooner or later. Time will not allow +himself to be cheated of his rights with the monuments of men or with +themselves." + +It causes us so agreeable a sensation to occupy ourselves with what we +can only half do, that no person ought to find fault with the +dilettante, when he is spending his time over an art which he can never +learn; nor blame the artist if he chooses to pass out over the border of +his own art, and amuse himself in some neighboring field. With such +complacency of feeling we regard the preparation of the Architect for +painting the chapel. The colors were got ready, the measurements taken, +the cartoons designed. He had made no attempt at originality, but kept +close to his outlines; his only care was to make a proper distribution +of the sitting and floating figures, so as tastefully to ornament his +space with them. + +The scaffoldings were erected. The work went forward; and as soon as +anything had been done on which the eye could rest, he could have no +objection to Charlotte and Ottilie coming to see how he was getting on. + +The life-like faces of the angels, their robes waving against the blue +sky-ground, delighted the eye, while their still and holy air calmed and +composed the spirit, and produced the most delicate effect. + +The ladies ascended the scaffolding to him, and Ottilie had scarcely +observed how easily and regularly the work was being done when the power +which had been fostered in her by her early education at once appeared +to develop. She took a brush, and with a few words of direction, painted +a richly folding robe, with as much delicacy as skill. + +Charlotte, who was always glad when Ottilie would occupy or amuse +herself with anything, left them both in the chapel, and went to follow +the train of her own thoughts, and work her way for herself through her +cares and anxieties which she was unable to communicate to a creature. + +When ordinary men allow themselves to be worked up by common every-day +difficulties into fever-fits of passion, we can give them nothing but a +compassionate smile. But we look with a kind of awe on a spirit in +which the seed of a great destiny has been sown, which must abide the +unfolding of the germ, and neither dare nor can do anything to +precipitate either the good or the ill, either the happiness or the +misery, which is to arise out of it. + +Edward had sent an answer by Charlotte's messenger, who had come to him +in his solitude. It was written with kindness and interest, but it was +rather composed and serious than warm and affectionate. He had vanished +almost immediately after, and Charlotte could learn no news about him; +till at last she accidentally found his name in the newspaper, where he +was mentioned with honor among those who had most distinguished +themselves in a late important engagement. She now understood the method +which he had taken; she perceived that he had escaped from great danger; +only she was convinced at the same time that he would seek out greater; +and it was all too clear to her that in every sense he would hardly be +withheld from any extremity. + +She had to bear about this perpetual anxiety in her thoughts, and turn +which way she would, there was no light in which she could look at it +that would give her comfort. + +Ottilie, never dreaming of anything of this, had taken to the work in +the chapel with the greatest interest, and she had easily obtained +Charlotte's permission to go on with it regularly. So now all went +swiftly forward, and the azure heaven was soon peopled with worthy +inhabitants. By continual practice both Ottilie and the Architect had +gained more freedom with the last figures; they became perceptibly +better. The faces, too, which had been all left to the Architect to +paint, showed by degrees a very singular peculiarly. They began all of +them to resemble Ottilie. The neighborhood of the beautiful girl had +made so strong an impression on the soul of the young man, who had no +variety of faces preconceived in his mind, that by degrees, on the way +from the eye to the hand, nothing was lost, and both worked in exact +harmony together. Enough; one of the last faces succeeded perfectly; so +that it seemed as if Ottilie herself was looking down out of the spaces +of the sky. + +They had finished with the arching of the ceiling. The walls they +proposed to leave plain, and only to cover them over with a bright brown +color. The delicate pillars and the quaintly molded ornaments were to be +distinguished from them by a dark shade. But as in such things one thing +ever leads on to another, they determined at least on having festoons of +flowers and fruit, which should, as it were, unite heaven and earth. +Here Ottilie was in her element. The gardens provided the most perfect +patterns; and although the wreaths were as rich as they could make them, +it was all finished sooner than they had supposed possible. + +It was still looking rough and disorderly. The scaffolding poles had +been run together, the planks thrown one on the top of the other; the +uneven pavement was yet more disfigured by the parti-colored stains of +the paint which had been spilt over it. + +The Architect begged that the ladies would give him a week to himself, +and during that time would not enter the chapel; at the end of it, one +fine evening, he came to them, and begged them both to go and see it. He +did not wish to accompany them, he said, and at once took his leave. + +"Whatever surprise he may have designed for us," said Charlotte, as soon +as he was gone, "I cannot myself just now go down there. You can go by +yourself, and tell me all about it. No doubt he has been doing something +which we shall like. I will enjoy it first in your description, and +afterwards it will be the more charming in the reality." + +Ottilie, who knew well that in many cases Charlotte took care to avoid +everything which could produce emotion, and particularly disliked to be +surprised, set off down the walk by herself and looked round +involuntarily for the Architect, who, however, was nowhere to be seen +and must have concealed himself somewhere. She walked into the church, +which she found open. This had been finished before; it had been cleaned +up, and service had been performed in it. She went on to the chapel +door; its heavy mass, all overlaid with iron, yielded easily to her +touch, and she found an unexpected sight in a familiar spot. + +A solemn, beautiful light streamed in through the one tall window. It +was filled with stained glass, gracefully put together. The entire +chapel had thus received a strange tone, and a peculiar genius was +thrown over it. The beauty of the vaulted ceiling and the walls was set +off by the elegance of the pavement, which was composed of peculiarly +shaped tiles, fastened together with gypsum, and forming exquisite +patterns as they lay. This and the colored glass for the windows the +Architect had prepared without their knowledge, and a short time was +sufficient to have it put in its place. + +Seats had been provided as well. Among the relics of the old church some +finely carved chancel chairs had been discovered, which now were +standing about at convenient places along the walls. + +The parts which she knew so well now meeting her as an unfamiliar whole, +delighted Ottilie. She stood still, walked up and down, looked and +looked again; at last she seated herself in one of the chairs, and it +seemed, as she gazed up and down, as if she was, and yet was not--as if +she felt and did not feel--as if all this would vanish from before her, +and she would vanish from herself; and it was only when the sun left the +window, on which before it had been shining full, that she awoke to +possession of herself and hastened back to the castle. + +She did not hide from herself the strange epoch at which this surprise +had occurred to her. It was the evening of Edward's birthday. Very +differently she had hoped to keep it. How was not every thing to be +dressed out for this festival and now all the splendor of the autumn +flowers remained ungathered! Those sunflowers still turned their faces +to the sky; those asters still looked out with quiet, modest eye; and +whatever of them all had been wound into wreaths had served as patterns +for the decorating a spot which, if it was not to remain a mere +artist's fancy, was only adapted as a general mausoleum. + +And then she had to remember the impetuous eagerness with which Edward +had kept her birthday-feast. She. thought of the newly erected lodge, +under the roof of which they had promised themselves so much enjoyment. +The fireworks flashed and hissed again before her eyes and ears; the +more lonely she was, the more keenly her imagination brought it all +before her. But she felt herself only the more alone. She no longer +leant upon his arm, and she had no hope ever any more to rest herself +upon it. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"I have been struck with an observation of the young architect. + +"In the case of the creative artist, as in that of the artisan, it is +clear that man is least permitted to appropriate to himself what is most +entirely his own. His works forsake him as the birds forsake the nest in +which they were hatched. + +"The fate of the Architect is the strangest of all in this way. How +often he expends his whole soul, his whole heart and passion, to produce +buildings into which he himself may never enter. The halls of kings owe +their magnificence to him; but he has no enjoyment of them in their +splendor. In the temple he draws a partition line between himself and +the Holy of Holies; he may never more set his foot upon the steps which +he has laid down for the heart-thrilling ceremonial, as the goldsmith +may only adore from far off the _monstrance_ whose enamel and whose +jewels he has himself set together. The builder surrenders to the rich +man, with the key of his palace, all pleasure and all right there, and +never shares with him in the enjoyment of it. And must not art in this +way, step by step, draw off from the artist, when the work, like a child +who is provided for, has no more to fall back upon its father? And what +a power there must be in art itself for its own self-advancing, when it +has been obliged to shape itself almost solely out of what was open to +all, only out of what was the property of every one, and therefore also +of the artist!" + +"There is a conception among old nations which is awful, and may almost +seem terrible. They pictured their forefathers to themselves sitting +round on thrones, in enormous caverns, in silent converse; when a new +comer entered, if he were worthy enough, they rose up, and inclined +their heads to welcome him. Yesterday, as I was sitting in the chapel, +and other carved chairs stood round like that in which I was, the +thought of this came over me with a soft, pleasant feeling. Why cannot +you stay sitting here? I said to myself; stay here sitting meditating +with yourself long, long, long, till at last your friends come, and you +rise up to them, and with a gentle inclination direct them to their +places. The colored window panes convert the day into a solemn twilight; +and some one should set up for us an ever-burning lamp, that the night +might not be utter darkness." + +"We may imagine ourselves in what situation we please, we always +conceive ourselves as _seeing_. I believe men only dream that they may +not cease to see. Some day, perhaps, the inner light will come out from +within us, and we shall not any more require another. + +"The year dies away, the wind sweeps over the stubble, and there is +nothing left to stir under its touch. But the red berries on yonder tall +tree seem as if they would still remind us of brighter things; and the +stroke of the thrasher's flail awakes the thought how much of +nourishment and life lie buried in the sickled ear." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +How strangely, after all this, with the sense so vividly impressed on +her of mutability and perishableness, must Ottilie have been affected by +the news which could not any longer be kept concealed from her, that +Edward had exposed himself to the uncertain chances of war! Unhappily, +none of the observations which she had occasion to make upon it escaped +her. But it is well for us that man can only endure a certain degree of +unhappiness; what is beyond that either annihilates him, or passes by +him, and leaves him apathetic. There are situations in which hope and +fear run together, in which they mutually destroy one another, and lose +themselves in a dull indifference. If it were not so, how could we bear +to know of those who are most dear to us being in hourly peril, and yet +go on as usual with our ordinary everyday life? + +It was therefore as if some good genius was caring for Ottilie, that, +all at once, this stillness, in which she seemed to be sinking from +loneliness and want of occupation, was suddenly invaded by a wild army, +which, while it gave her externally abundance of employment, and so took +her out of herself, at the same time awoke in her the consciousness of +her own power. + +Charlotte's daughter, Luciana, had scarcely left the school and gone out +into the great world; scarcely had she found herself at her aunt's house +in the midst of a large society, than her anxiety to please produced its +effect in really pleasing; and a young, very wealthy man, soon +experienced a passionate desire to make her his own. His large property +gave him a right to have the best of everything for his use, and nothing +seemed to be wanting to him except a perfect wife, for whom, as for the +rest of his good fortune, he should be the envy of the world. + +This incident in her family had been for some time occupying Charlotte. +It had engaged all her attention, and taken up her whole correspondence, +except so far as this was directed to the obtaining news of Edward; so +that latterly Ottilie had been left more than was usual to herself. She +knew, indeed, of an intended visit from Luciana. She had been making +various changes and arrangements in the house in preparation for it; but +she had no notion that it was so near. Letters, she supposed, would +first have to pass, settling the time, and unsettling it; and at last a +final fixing: when the storm broke suddenly over the castle and over +herself. + +Up drove, first, lady's maids and men-servants, their carriage loaded +with trunks and boxes. The household was already swelled to double or to +treble its size, and then appeared the visitors themselves. There was +the great aunt, with Luciana and some of her friends; and then the +bridegroom with some of his friends. The entrance-hall was full of +things--bags, portmanteaus, and leather articles of every sort. The +boxes had to be got out of their covers, and that was infinite trouble; +and of luggage and of rummage there was no end. At intervals, moreover, +there were violent showers, giving rise to much inconvenience. Ottilie +encountered all this confusion with the easiest equanimity, and her +happy talent showed in its fairest light. In a very little time she had +brought things to order, and disposed of them. Every one found his +room--every one hand his things exactly as they wished, and all thought +themselves well attended to, because they were not prevented from +attending on themselves. + +The journey had been long and fatiguing, and they would all have been +glad of a little rest after it. The bridegroom would have liked to pay +his respects to his mother-in-law, express his pleasure, his gratitude, +and so on. But Luciana could not rest. She had now arrived at the +happiness of being able to mount a horse. The bridegroom had beautiful +horses, and mount they must on the spot. Clouds and wind, rain and +storm, they were nothing to Luciana, and now it was as if they only +lived to get wet through, and to dry themselves again. If she took a +fancy to go out walking, she never thought what sort of dress she had +on, or what her shoes were like; she must go and see the grounds of +which she had heard so much; what could not be done on horseback, she +ran through on foot. In a little while she had seen everything, and +given her opinion about everything; and with such rapidity of character +it was not easy to contradict or oppose her. The whole household had +much to suffer, but most particularly the lady's maids, who were at work +from morning to night, washing, and ironing, and stitching. + +As soon as she had exhausted the house and the park, she thought it was +her duty to pay visits all around the neighborhood. Although they rode +and drove fast, "all around the neighborhood" was a goodly distance. The +castle was flooded with return visits, and that they might not miss one +another, it soon came to days being fixed for them. + +Charlotte, in the meantime, with her aunt, and the man of business of +the bridegroom, were occupied in determining about the settlements, and +it was left to Ottilie, with those under her, to take care that all this +crowd of people were properly provided for. Gamekeepers and gardeners, +fishermen and shopdealers, were set in motion, Luciana always showing +herself like the blazing nucleus of a comet with its long tail trailing +behind it. The ordinary amusements of the parties soon became too +insipid for her taste. Hardly would she leave the old people in peace at +the card-table. Whoever could by any means be set moving (and who could +resist the charm of being pressed by her into service?) must up, if not +to dance, then to play at forfeits, or some other game, where they were +to be victimized and tormented. Notwithstanding all that, however, and +although afterward the redemption of the forfeits had to be settled with +herself, yet of those who played with her, never any one, especially +never any man, let him be of what sort he would, went quite empty-handed +away. Indeed, some old people of rank who were there she succeeded in +completely winning over to herself, by having contrived to find out +their birthdays or christening days, and marking them with some +particular celebration. In all this she showed a skill not a little +remarkable. Every one saw himself favored, and each considered himself +to be the one most favored, a weakness of which the oldest person of the +party was the most notably guilty. + +It seemed to be a sort of pride with her that men who had anything +remarkable about them--rank, character, or fame--she must and would gain +for herself. Gravity and seriousness she made give way to her, and, +wild, strange creature as she was, she found favor even with discretion +itself. Not that the young were at all cut short in consequence. +Everybody had his share, his day, his hour, in which she contrived to +charm and to enchain him. It was therefore natural enough that before +long she should have had the Architect in her eye, looking out so +unconsciously as he did from under his long black hair, and standing so +calm and quiet in the background. To all her questions she received +short, sensible answers; but he did not seem inclined to allow himself +to be carried away further, and at last, half provoked, half in malice, +she resolved that she would make him the hero of a day, and so gain him +for her court. + +It was not for nothing that she had brought that quantity of luggage +with her. Much, indeed, had followed her afterward. She had provided +herself with an endless variety of dresses. When it took her fancy she +would change her dress three or four times a day, usually wearing +something of an ordinary kind, but making her appearance suddenly at +intervals in a thorough masquerade dress, as a peasant girl or a +fish-maiden, as a fairy or a flower-girl; and this would go on from +morning till night. Sometimes she would even disguise herself as an old +woman, that her young face might peep out the fresher from under the +cap; and so utterly in this way did she confuse and mix together the +actual and the fantastic, that people thought they were living with a +sort of drawing-room witch. + +But the principal use which she had for these disguises were pantomimic +tableaux and dances, in which she was skilful in expressing a variety of +character. A cavalier in her suite had taught himself to accompany her +action on the piano with the little music which was required; they +needed only to exchange a few words and they at once understood each +other. + +One day, in a pause of a brilliant ball, they were called upon suddenly +to extemporize (it was on a private hint from themselves) one of these +exhibitions. Luciana seemed embarrassed, taken by surprise, and contrary +to her custom let herself be asked more than once. She could not decide +upon her character, desired the party to choose, and asked, like an +improvisatore, for a subject. At last her piano-playing companion, with +whom it had been all previously arranged, sat down at the instrument, +and began to play a mourning march, calling on her to give them the +Artemisia which she had been studying so admirably. She consented; and +after a short absence reappeared, to the sad tender music of the dead +march, in the form of the royal widow, with measured step, carrying an +urn of ashes before her. A large black tablet was borne in after her, +and a carefully cut piece of chalk in a gold pencil case. + +One of her adorers and adjutants, into whose ear she whispered +something, went directly to call the Architect, to desire him, and, if +he would not come, to drag him up, as master-builder, to draw the grave +for the mausoleum, and to tell him at the same time that he was not to +play the statist, but enter earnestly into his part as one of the +performers. + +Embarrassed as the Architect outwardly appeared (for in his black, +close-fitting, modern civilian's dress, he formed a wonderful contrast +with the gauze crape fringes, tinsel tassels, and crown), he very soon +composed himself internally, and the scene became all the more strange. +With the greatest gravity he placed himself in front of the tablet, +which was supported by a couple of pages, and drew carefully an +elaborate tomb, which indeed would have suited better a Lombard than a +Carian prince; but it was in such beautiful proportions, so solemn in +its parts, so full of genius in its decoration, that the spectators +watched it growing with delight, and wondered at it when it was +finished. + +All this time he had not once turned toward the queen, but had given his +whole attention to what he was doing. At last he inclined his head +before her, and signified that he believed he had now fulfilled her +commands. She held the urn out to him, expressing her desire to see it +represented on the top of the monument. He complied, although +unwillingly, as it would not suit the character of the rest of his +design. Luciana was now at last released from her impatience. Her +intention had been by no means to get a scientific drawing out of him. +If he had only made a few strokes, sketched out something which should +have looked like a monument, and devoted the rest of his time to her, it +would have been far more what she had wished, and would have pleased her +a great deal better. His manner of proceeding had thrown her into the +greatest embarrassment. For although in her sorrow, in her directions, +in her gestures, in her approbation of the work as it slowly rose before +her, she had tried to manage some sort of change of expression, and +although she had hung about close to him, only to place herself into +some sort of relation to him, yet he had kept himself throughout too +stiff, so that too often she had been driven to take refuge with her +urn; she had to press it to her heart and look up to heaven, and at +last, a situation of that kind having a necessary tendency to intensify, +she made herself more like a widow of Ephesus than a Queen of Caria. The +representation had to lengthen itself out and became tedious. The +pianoforte player, who had usually patience enough, did not know into +what tune he could escape. He thanked God when he saw the urn standing +on the pyramid, and fell involuntarily as the queen was going to express +her gratitude, into a merry air; by which the whole thing lost its +character, the company, however, being thoroughly cheered up by it, who +forthwith divided, some going up to express their delight and admiration +of the lady for her excellent performance, and some praising the +Architect for his most artistlike and beautiful drawing. + +[Illustration: LUCIANA POSING AS QUEEN ARTEMISIA P. Grotjohann] + +The bridegroom especially paid marked attention to the Architect. "I am +vexed," he said, "that the drawing should be so perishable; you will +permit me, however, to have it taken to my room, where I should much +like to talk to you about it." + +"If it would give you any pleasure," said the Architect, "I can lay +before you a number of highly finished designs for buildings and +monuments of this kind, of which this is but a mere hasty sketch." + +Ottilie was standing at no great distance, and went up to them. "Do not +forget," she said to the Architect, "to take an opportunity of letting +the Baron see your collection. He is a friend of art and of antiquity. I +should like you to become better acquainted." + +Luciana was passing at the moment. "What are they speaking of?" she +asked. + +"Of a collection of works of art," replied the Baron, "which this +gentleman possesses, and which he is good enough to say that he will +show us." + +"Oh, let him bring them immediately," cried Luciana. "You will bring +them, will you not?" she added, in a soft and sweet tone, taking both +his hands in hers. + +"The present is scarcely a fitting time," the Architect answered. + +"What!" Luciana cried, in a tone of authority; "you will not obey the +command of your queen!" and then she begged him again with some piece of +absurdity. + +"Do not be obstinate," said Ottilie, in a scarcely audible voice. + +The Architect left them with a bow, which said neither yes nor no. + +He was hardly gone, when Luciana was flying up and down the saloon with +a greyhound. "Alas!" she exclaimed, as she ran accidentally against her +mother, "am I not an unfortunate creature? I have not brought my monkey +with me. They told me I had better not; but I am sure it was nothing +but the laziness of my people, and it is such a delight to me. But I +will have it brought after me; somebody shall go and fetch it. If I +could only see a picture of the dear creature, it would be a comfort to +me; I certainly will have his picture taken, and it shall never be out +of my sight." + +"Perhaps I can comfort you," replied Charlotte. "There is a whole volume +full of the most wonderful ape faces in the library, which you can have +fetched if you like." + +Luciana shrieked for joy. The great folio was produced instantly. The +sight of these hideous creatures, so like to men, and with the +resemblance even more caricatured by the artist, gave Luciana the +greatest delight. Her amusement with each of the animals, was to find +some one of her acquaintance whom it resembled. "Is that not like my +uncle?" she remorselessly exclaimed; "and here, look, here is my +milliner M., and here is Parson S., and here the image of that +creature--bodily! After all, these monkeys are the real _incroyables_, +and it is inconceivable why they are not admitted into the best +society." + +It was in the best society that she said this, and yet no one took it +ill of her. People had become accustomed to allow her so many liberties +in her prettinesses, that at last they came to allow them in what was +unpretty. + +During this time, Ottilie was talking to the bridegroom; she was looking +anxiously for the return of the Architect, whose serious and tasteful +collection was to deliver the party from the apes; and in the +expectation of it, she had made it the subject of her conversation with +the Baron, and directed his attention on various things which he was to +see. But the Architect stayed away, and when at last he made his +appearance, he lost himself in the crowd, without having brought +anything with him, and without seeming as if he had been asked for +anything. + +For a moment Ottilie became--what shall we call it?--annoyed, put out, +perplexed. She had been saying so much about him--she had promised the +bridegroom an hour of enjoyment after his own heart; and with all the +depth of his love for Luciana, he was evidently suffering from her +present behavior. + +The monkeys had to give place to a collation. Round games followed, and +then more dancing; at last, a general uneasy vacancy, with fruitless +attempts at resuscitating exhausted amusements, which lasted this time, +as indeed they usually did, far beyond midnight. It had already become a +habit with Luciana to be never able to get out of bed in the morning or +into it at night. + +About this time, the incidents noticed in Ottilie's diary become more +rare, while we find a larger number of maxims and sentences drawn from +life and relating to life. It is not conceivable that the larger +proportion of these could have arisen from her own reflection, and most +likely some one had shown her varieties of them, and she had written out +what took her fancy. Many, however, with an internal bearing, can be +easily recognized by the red thread. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We like to look into the future, because the undetermined in it, which +may be affected this or that way, we feel as if we could guide by our +silent wishes in our own favor." + +"We seldom find ourselves in a large party without thinking; the +accident which brings so many here together, should bring our friends to +us as well." + +"Let us live in as small a circle as we will, we are either debtors or +creditors before we have had time to look round." + +"If we meet a person who is under an obligation to us, we remember it +immediately. But how often may we meet people to whom we are, ourselves, +under obligation, without its even occurring to us!" + +"It is nature to communicate one's-self; it is culture to receive what +is communicated as it is given." + +"No one would talk much in society, if he only knew how often he +misunderstands others." + +"One alters so much what one has heard from others in repeating it, only +because one has not understood it." + +"Whoever indulges long in monologue in the presence of others, without +flattering his listeners, provokes ill-will." + +"Every word a man utters provokes the opposite opinion." + +"Argument and flattery are but poor elements out of which to form a +conversation." + +"The pleasantest society is when the members of it have an easy and +natural respect for one another." + +"There is nothing in which people more betray their character than in +what they find to laugh at." + +"The ridiculous arises out of a moral contrast, in which two things are +brought together before the mind in an innocent way." + +"The foolish man often laughs where there is nothing to laugh at. +Whatever touches him, his inner nature comes to the surface." + +"The man of understanding finds almost everything ridiculous; the man of +thought scarcely anything." + +"Some one found fault with an elderly man for continuing to pay +attention to young ladies. 'It is the only means,' he replied, 'of +keeping one's-self young, and everybody likes to do that.'" + +"People will allow their faults to be shown them; they will let +themselves be punished for them; they will patiently endure many things +because of them; they only become impatient when they have to lay them +aside." + +"Certain defects are necessary for the existence of individuality. We +should not be pleased, if old friends were to lay aside certain +peculiarities." + +"There is a saying, 'He will die soon,' when a man acts unlike +himself." + +"What kind of defects may we bear with and even cultivate in ourselves? +Such as rather give pleasure to others than injure them." + +"The passions are defects or excellencies only in excess." + +"Our passions are true phoenixes: as the old burn out, the new straight +rise up out of the ashes." + +"Violent passions are incurable diseases; the means which will cure them +are what first make them thoroughly dangerous." + +"Passion is both raised and softened by confession. In nothing, perhaps, +were the middle way more desirable than in knowing what to say and what +not to say to those we love." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +So swept on Luciana in the social whirlpool, driving the rush of life +along before her. Her court multiplied daily, partly because her +impetuosity roused and attracted so many, partly because she knew how to +attach the rest to her by kindness and attention. Generous she was in +the highest degree; her aunt's affection for her, and her bridegroom's +love, had heaped her with beautiful and costly presents, but she seemed +as if nothing which she had was her own, and as if she did not know the +value of the things which had streamed in upon her. One day she saw a +young lady looking rather poorly dressed by the side of the rest of the +party, and she did not hesitate a moment to take off a rich shawl which +she was wearing and hang it over her--doing it, at the same time, in +such a humorous, graceful way that no one could refuse such a present so +given. One of her courtiers always carried about a purse, with orders, +whatever place they passed through, to inquire there for the most aged +and most helpless persons, and give them relief, at least for the +moment. In this way she gained for herself all round the country a +reputation for charitableness which caused her not a little +inconvenience, attracting about her far too many troublesome sufferers. + +Nothing, however, so much added to her popularity as her steady and +consistent kindness toward an unhappy young man, who shrank from society +because, while otherwise handsome and well-formed, he had lost his right +hand, although with high honor, in action. This mutilation weighed so +heavily upon his spirits, it was so annoying to him, that every new +acquaintance he made had to be told the story of his misfortune, that he +chose rather to shut himself up altogether, devoting himself to reading +and other studious pursuits, and once for all would have nothing more to +do with society. + +She heard of the state of this young man. At once she contrived to +prevail upon him to come to her, first to small parties, then to +greater, and then out into the world with her. She showed more attention +to him than to any other person; particularly she endeavored, by the +services which she pressed upon him, to make him sensible of what he had +lost in laboring herself to supply it. At dinner, she would make him sit +next to her; she cut up his food for him, that he might have to use only +his fork. If people older or of higher rank prevented her from being +close to him, she would stretch her attention across the entire table, +and the servants were hurried off to make up to him what distance +threatened to deprive him of. At last she encouraged him to write with +his left hand. All his attempts he was to address to her and thus, +whether far or near, she always kept herself in correspondence with him. +The young man did not know what had happened to him, and from that +moment a new life opened out before him. + +One may perhaps suppose that such behavior must have caused some +uneasiness to her bridegroom. But, in fact, it was quite the reverse. He +admired her exceedingly for her exertions, and he had the more reason +for feeling entirely satisfied about her, as she had certain features in +her character almost in excess, which kept anything in the slightest +degree dangerous utterly at a distance. She would run about with +anybody, just as she fancied; no one was free from danger of a push or a +pull, or of being made the object of some sort of freak. But no person +ever ventured to do the same to her; no person dared to touch her, or +return, in the remotest degree, any liberty which she had taken herself. +She kept every one within the strictest barriers of propriety in their +behavior to herself, while she, in her own behavior, was every moment +overleaping them. + +On the whole, one might have supposed it had been a maxim with her to +expose herself indifferently to praise or blame, to regard or to +dislike. If in many ways she took pains to gain people, she commonly +herself spoiled all the good she had done, by an ill tongue, which +spared no one. Not a visit was ever paid in the neighborhood, not a +single piece of hospitality was ever shown to herself and her party +among the surrounding castles or mansions, but what, on her return, her +excessive recklessness let it appear that all men and all human things +she was only inclined to see on the ridiculous side. + +There were three brothers who, purely out of compliment to one another, +kept up a good-natured and urbane controversy as to which should marry +first, had been overtaken by old age before they had got the question +settled; here was a little young wife with a great old husband; there, +on the other hand, was a dapper little man and an unwieldy giantess. In +one house, every step one took one stumbled over a child; another, +however many people were crammed into it, never would seem full, because +there were no children there at all. Old husbands (supposing the estate +was not entailed) should get themselves buried as quickly as possible, +that such a thing as a laugh might be heard again in the house. Young +married people should travel: housekeeping did not sit well upon them. +And as she treated the persons, so she treated what belonged to them; +their houses, their furniture, their dinner-services--everything. The +ornaments of the walls of the rooms most particularly provoked her saucy +remarks. From the oldest tapestry to the most modern printed paper; from +the noblest family pictures to the most frivolous new copper-plate: one +as well as the other had to suffer--one as well as the other had to be +pulled in pieces by her satirical tongue, so that, indeed, one had to +wonder how, for twenty miles round, anything continued to exist. + +It was not, perhaps, exactly malice which produced all this +destructiveness; wilfulness and selfishness were what ordinarily set her +off upon it: but a genuine bitterness grew up in her feelings toward +Ottilie. + +She looked down with disdain on the calm, uninterrupted activity of the +sweet girl, which every one had observed and admired; and when something +was said of the care which Ottilie took of the garden and of the +hot-houses, she not only spoke scornfully of it, in affecting to be +surprised, if it were so, at there being neither flowers nor fruit to be +seen, not caring to consider that they were living in the depth of +winter, but every faintest scrap of green, every leaf, every bud which +showed, she chose to have picked every day and squandered on ornamenting +the rooms and tables, and Ottilie and the gardener were not a little +distressed to see their hopes for the next year, and perhaps for a +longer time, destroyed in this wanton recklessness. + +As little would she be content to leave Ottilie to her quiet work at +home, in which she could live with so much comfort. Ottilie must go with +them on their pleasure-parties and sledging-parties; she must be at the +balls which were being got up all about the neighborhood. She was not to +mind the snow, or the cold, or the night-air, or the storm; other people +did not die of such things, and why should she? The delicate girl +suffered not a little from it all, but Luciana gained nothing. For +although Ottilie went about very simply dressed, she was always, at +least so the men thought, the most beautiful person present. A soft +attractiveness gathered them all about her; no matter whereabouts in +the great rooms she was, first or last, it was always the same. Even +Luciana's bridegroom was constantly occupied with her; the more so, +indeed, because he desired her advice and assistance in a matter with +which he was just then engaged. + +He had cultivated the acquaintance of the Architect. On seeing his +collection of works of art, he had taken occasion to talk much with him +on history and on other matters, and especially from seeing the chapel +had learnt to appreciate his talent. The Baron was young and wealthy. He +was a collector; he wished to build. His love for the arts was keen, his +knowledge small. In the Architect he thought that he had found the man +he wanted; that with his assistance there was more than one aim at which +he could arrive at once. He had spoken to his bride of what he wished. +She praised him for it, and was infinitely delighted with the proposal. +But it was more, perhaps, that she might carry off this young man from +Ottilie (for whom she fancied she saw in him a kind of inclination), +than because she thought of applying his talents to any purpose. He had +shown himself, indeed, very ready to help at any of her extemporized +festivities, and had suggested various resources for this thing and +that. But she always thought she understood better than he what should +be done, and as her inventive genius was usually somewhat common, her +designs could be as well executed with the help of a tolerably handy +domestic as with that of the most finished artist. Further than to an +altar on which something was to be offered, or to a crowning, whether of +a living head or of one of plaster of paris, the force of her +imagination could not ascend, when a birthday, or other such occasion, +made her wish to pay some one an especial compliment. + +Ottilie was able to give the Baron the most satisfactory answer to his +inquiries as to the relation of the Architect with their family. +Charlotte had already, as she was aware, been exerting herself to find +some situation for him; had it not been indeed for the arrival of the +party, the young man would have left them immediately on the completion +of the chapel, the winter having brought all building operations to a +standstill; and it was, therefore, most fortunate if a new patron could +be found to assist him, and to make use of his talents. + +Ottilie's own personal position with the Architect was as pure and +unconscious as possible. His agreeable presence, and his industrious +nature, had charmed and entertained her, as the presence of an elder +brother might. Her feelings for him remained at the calm unimpassioned +level of blood relationship. For in her heart there was no room for +more; it was filled to overflowing with love for Edward; only God, who +interpenetrates all things, could share with him the possession of that +heart. + +Meanwhile the winter sank deeper; the weather grew wilder, the roads +more impracticable, and therefore it seemed all the pleasanter to spend +the waning days in agreeable society. With short intervals of ebb, the +crowd from time to time flooded up over the house. Officers found their +way there from distant garrison towns; the cultivated among them being a +most welcome addition, the ruder the inconvenience of every one. Of +civilians too there was no lack; and one day the Count and the Baroness +quite unexpectedly came driving up together. + +Their presence gave the castle the air of a thorough court. The men of +rank and character formed a circle about the Baron, and the ladies +yielded precedence to the Baroness. The surprise at seeing both +together, and in such high spirits, was not allowed to be of long +continuance. It came out that the Count's wife was dead, and the new +marriage was to take place as soon as ever decency would allow it. + +Well did Ottilie remember their first visit, and every word which was +then uttered about marriage and separation, binding and dividing, hope, +expectation, disappointment, renunciation. Here were these two persons, +at that time without prospect for the future, now standing before her, +so near their wished-for happiness, and an involuntary sigh escaped out +of her heart. + +No sooner did Luciana hear that the Count was an amateur of music, than +at once she must get up something of a concert. She herself would sing +and accompany herself on the guitar. It was done. The instrument she did +not play without skill; her voice was agreeable: as for the words one +understood about as little of them as one commonly does when a German +beauty sings to the guitar. However, every one assured her that she had +sung with exquisite expression, and she found quite enough approbation +to satisfy her. A singular misfortune befell her, however, on this +occasion. Among the party there happened to be a poet, whom she hoped +particularly to attach to herself, wishing to induce him to write a song +or two, and address them to her. This evening, therefore, she produced +scarcely anything except songs of his composing. Like the rest of the +party he was perfectly courteous to her, but she had looked for more. +She spoke to him several times, going as near the subject as she dared, +but nothing further could she get. At last, unable to bear it any +longer, she sent one of her train to him, to sound him and find out +whether he had not been delighted to hear his beautiful poems so +beautifully executed. + +"My poems?" he replied, with amazement; "pray excuse me, my dear sir," +he added, "I heard nothing but the vowels, and not all of those; +however, I am in duty bound to express all gratitude for so amiable an +intention." The dandy said nothing and kept his secret; the other +endeavored to get himself out of the scrape by a few well-timed +compliments. She did not conceal her desire to have something of his +which should be written for herself. + +If it would not have been too ill-natured, he might have handed her the +alphabet, to imagine for herself, out of that, such laudatory poem as +would please her, and set it to the first melody that came to hand; but +she was not to escape out of this business without mortification. A +short time after, she had to learn that the very same evening he had +written, at the foot of one of Ottilie's favorite melodies, a most +lovely poem, which was something more than complimentary. + +Luciana, like all persons of her sort, who never can distinguish between +where they show to advantage and where to disadvantage, now determined +to try her fortune in reciting. Her memory was good, but, if the truth +must be told, her execution was spiritless, and she was vehement without +being passionate. She recited ballad stories, and whatever else is +usually delivered in declamation. At the same time she had contracted an +unhappy habit of accompanying what she delivered with gestures, by +which, in a disagreeable way, what is purely epic and lyric is more +confused than connected with the dramatic. + +The Count, a keen-sighted man, soon saw through the party, their +inclinations, dispositions, wishes, and capabilities, and by some means +or other contrived to bring Luciana to a new kind of exhibition, which +was perfectly suited to her. + +"I see here," he said, "a number of persons with fine figures, who would +surely be able to imitate pictorial emotions and postures. Suppose they +were to try, if the thing is new to them, to represent some real and +well-known picture. An imitation of this kind, if it requires some labor +in arrangement, has an inconceivably charming effect." + +Luciana was quick enough in perceiving that here she was on her own +ground entirely. Her fine shape, her well-rounded form, the regularity +and yet expressiveness of her features, her light-brown braided hair, +her long neck--she ran them all over in her mind, and calculated on +their pictorial effects, and if she had only known that her beauty +showed to more advantage when she was still than when she was in motion, +because in the last case certain ungracefulness continually escaped her, +she would have entered even more eagerly than she did into this natural +picture-making. + +They looked out the engravings of celebrated pictures, and the first +which they chose was Van Dyk's Belisarius. A large well-proportioned +man, somewhat advanced in years, was to represent the seated, blind +general. The Architect was to be the affectionate soldier standing +sorrowing before him, there really being some resemblance between them. +Luciana, half from modesty, had chosen the part of the young woman in +the background, counting out some large alms into the palm of his hand, +while an old woman beside her is trying to prevent her, and representing +that she is giving too much. Another woman who is in the act of giving +him something, was not forgotten. Into this and other pictures they +threw themselves with all earnestness. The Count gave the Architect a +few hints as to the best style of arrangement, and he at once set up a +kind of theatre, all necessary pains being taken for the proper lighting +of it. They were already deep in the midst of their preparations, before +they observed how large an outlay what they were undertaking would +require, and that in the country, in the middle of winter, many things +which they required it would be difficult to procure; consequently, to +prevent a stoppage, Luciana had nearly her whole wardrobe cut in pieces, +to supply the various costumes which the original artist had arbitrarily +selected. + +The appointed evening came, and the exhibition was carried out in the +presence of a large assemblage, and to the universal satisfaction. They +had some good music to excite expectation, and the performance opened +with the Belisarius. The figures were so successful, the colors were so +happily distributed, and the lighting managed so skilfully, that they +might really have fancied themselves in another world, only that the +presence of the real instead of the apparent produced a kind of +uncomfortable sensation. + +The curtain fell, and was more than once raised again by general desire. +A musical interlude kept the assembly amused while preparation was +going forward, to surprise them with a picture of a higher stamp; it was +the well-known design of Poussin, Ahasuerus and Esther. This time +Luciana had done better for herself. As the fainting, sinking queen she +had put out all her charms, and for the attendant maidens who were +supporting her, she had cunningly selected pretty, well-shaped figures, +not one among whom, however, had the slightest pretension to be compared +with herself. From this picture, as from all the rest, Ottilie remained +excluded. To sit on the golden throne and represent the Zeus-like +monarch, Luciana had picked out the finest and handsomest man of the +party, so that this picture was really of inimitable perfection. + +For a third they had taken the so-called "Father's Admonition" of +Terburg, and who does not know Wille's admirable engraving of this +picture? One foot thrown over the other, sits a noble knightly-looking +father; his daughter stands before him, to whose conscience he seems to +be addressing himself. She, a fine striking figure, in a folding drapery +of white satin, is only to be seen from behind, but her whole bearing +appears to signify that she is collecting herself. That the admonition +is not too severe, that she is not being utterly put to shame, is to be +gathered from the air and attitude of the father, while the mother seems +as if she were trying to conceal some slight embarrassment--she is +looking into a glass of wine, which she is on the point of drinking. + +Here was an opportunity for Luciana to appear in her highest splendor. +Her back hair, the form of her head, neck, and shoulders, were beyond +all conception beautiful; and the waist, which in the modern antique of +the ordinary dresses of young ladies is hardly visible, showed to the +greatest advantage in all its graceful, slender elegance in the really +old costume. The Architect had contrived to dispose the rich folds of +the white satin with the most exquisite nature, and, without any +question whatever, this living imitation far exceeded the original +picture, and produced universal delight. + +The spectators could never be satisfied with demanding a repetition of +the performance, and the very natural wish to see the face and front of +so lovely a creature, when they had done looking at her from behind, at +last became so decided that a merry impatient young wit cried out aloud +the words one is accustomed to write at the bottom of a page, "Tournez, +s'il vous plait," which was echoed all round the room. + +The performers, however, understood their advantage too well, and had +mastered too completely the idea of these works of art to yield to the +most general clamor. The daughter remained standing in her shame, +without favoring the spectators with the expression of her face. The +father continued to sit in his attitude of admonition, and the mother +did not lift nose or eyes out of the transparent glass, in which, +although she seemed to be drinking, the wine did not diminish. + +We need not describe the number of smaller after-pieces for which had +been chosen Flemish public-house scenes and fair and market days. + +The Count and the Baroness departed, promising to return in the first +happy weeks of their approaching union. And Charlotte now had hopes, +after having endured two weary months of it, of ridding herself of the +rest of the party at the same time. She was assured of her daughter's +happiness, as soon as the first tumult of youth and betrothal should +have subsided in her; for the bridegroom considered himself the most +fortunate person in the world. His income was large, his disposition +moderate and rational, and now he found himself further wonderfully +favored in the happiness of becoming the possessor of a young lady with +whom all the world must be charmed. He had so peculiar a way of +referring everything to her, and only to himself through her, that it +gave him an unpleasant feeling when any newly-arrived person did not +devote himself heart and soul to her, and was far from flattered if, as +occasionally happened, particularly with elderly men, he neglected her +for a close intimacy with himself. Every thing was settled about the +Architect. On New Year's day he was to follow him and spend the Carnival +at his house in the city, where Luciana was promising herself infinite +happiness from a repetition of her charmingly successful pictures, as +well as from a hundred other things; all the more as her aunt and her +bridegroom seemed to make so light of the expense which was required for +her amusements. + +And now they were to break up. But this could not be managed in an +ordinary way. They were one day making fun of Charlotte aloud, declaring +that they would soon have eaten out her winter stores, when the nobleman +who had represented Belisarius, being fortunately a man of some wealth, +carried away by Luciana's charms to which he had been so long devoting +himself, cried out unthinkingly, "Why not manage then in the Polish +fashion? You come now and eat up me, and then we will go on round the +circle." No sooner said than done. Luciana willed that it should be so. +The next day they all packed up and the swarm alighted on a new +property. There indeed they found room enough, but few conveniences and +no preparations to receive them. Out of this arose many _contretemps_, +which entirely enchanted Luciana; their life became ever wilder and +wilder. Huge hunting-parties were set on foot in the deep snow, attended +with every sort of disagreeableness; women were not allowed to excuse +themselves any more than men, and so they trooped on, hunting and +riding, sledging and shouting, from one place to another, till at last +they approached the residence, and there the news of the day and the +scandals and what else forms the amusement of people at courts and +cities gave the imagination another direction, and Luciana with her +train of attendants (her aunt had gone on some time before) swept at +once into a new sphere of life. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We accept every person in the world as that for which he gives himself +out, only he must give himself out for something. We can put up with the +unpleasant more easily than we can endure the insignificant. + +"We venture upon anything in society except only what involves a +consequence. + +"We never learn to know people when they come to us: we must go to them +to find out how things stand with them. + +"I find it almost natural that we should see many faults in visitors, +and that directly they are gone we should judge them not in the most +amiable manner. For we have, so to say, a right to measure them by our +own standard. Even cautious, sensible men can scarcely keep themselves +in such cases from being sharp censors. + +"When, on the contrary, we are staying at the houses of others, when we +have seen them in the midst of all their habits and environments among +those necessary conditions from which they cannot escape, when we have +seen how they affect those about them, and how they adapt themselves to +their circumstances, it is ignorance nay, worse, it is ill-will, to find +ridiculous what in more than one sense has a claim on our respect. + +"That which we call politeness and good breeding effects what otherwise +can only be obtained by violence, or not even by that. + +"Intercourse with women is the element of good manners. + +"How can the character, the individuality, of a man co-exist with polish +of manner? + +"The individuality can only be properly made prominent through good +manners. Every one likes what has something in it, only it not be a +disagreeable something. + +"In life generally, and in society, no one has such high advantages as +a well-cultivated soldier. + +"The rudest fighting people at least do not go out of their character, +and generally behind the roughness there is a certain latent good humor, +so that in difficulties it is possible to get on, even with them. + +"No one is more intolerable than an underbred civilian. From him one has +a right to look for a delicacy, as he has no rough work to do. + +"When we are living with people who have a delicate sense of propriety, +we are in misery on their account when anything unbecoming is committed. +So I always feel for and with Charlotte, when a person is tipping his +chair. She cannot endure it. + +"No one would ever come into a mixed party with spectacles on his nose, +if he did but know that at once we women lose all pleasure in looking at +him or listening to what he has to say. + +"Free-and-easiness, where there ought to be respect, is always +ridiculous. No one would put his hat down when he had scarcely paid the +ordinary compliments if he knew how comical it looks. + +"There is no outward sign of courtesy that does not rest on a deep moral +foundation. The proper education would be that which communicated the +sign and the foundation of it at the same time. + +"Behavior is a mirror in which every one displays his own image. + +"There is a courtesy of the heart. It is akin to love. Out of it arises +the purest courtesy in the outward behavior. + +"A freely offered homage is the most beautiful of all relations. And how +were that possible without love? + +"We are never further from our wishes than when we imagine that we +possess what we have desired. + +"No one is more a slave than the man who thinks himself free while he +is not. + +"A man has only to declare that he is free, and the next moment he feels +the conditions to which he is subject. Let him venture to declare that +he is under conditions, and then he will feel that he is free. + +"Against great advantages in another, there are no means of defending +ourselves except love. + +"There is something terrible in the sight of a highly-gifted man lying +under obligations to a fool. + +"'No man is a hero to his valet,' the proverb says. But that is only +because it requires a hero to recognize a hero. The valet will probably +know how to value the valet-hero. + +"Mediocrity has no greater consolation than in the thought that genius +is not immortal. + +"The greatest men are connected with their own century always through +some weakness. + +"One is apt to regard people as more dangerous than they are. + +"Fools and modest people are alike innocuous. It is only your half-fools +and your half-wise who are really and truly dangerous. + +"There is no better deliverance from the world than through art; and a +man can form no surer bond with it than through art. + +"Alike in the moment of our highest fortune and our deepest necessity, +we require the artist. + +"The business of art is with the difficult and the good. + +"To see the difficult easily handled, gives us the feeling of the +impossible. + +"Difficulties increase the nearer we are to our end. + +"Sowing is not so difficult as reaping." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The very serious discomfort which this visit had caused to Charlotte was +in some way compensated to her through the fuller insight which it had +enabled her to gain into her daughter's character. In this, her +knowledge of the world was of no slight service to her. It was not the +first time that so singular a character had come across her, although +she had never seen any in which the unusual features were so largely +developed; and she had had experience enough to show her that such +persons, after having felt the discipline of life, after having gone +through something of it, and been in intercourse with older people, may +come out at last really charming and amiable; the selfishness may soften +and eager restless activity find a definite direction for itself. And +therefore, as a mother, Charlotte was able to endure the appearance of +symptoms which for others might perhaps have been unpleasing, from a +sense that where strangers only desire to enjoy, or at least not to have +their taste offended, the business of parents is rather to hope. + +After her daughter's departure, however, she had to be pained in a +singular and unlooked-for manner, in finding that, not so much through +what there really was objectionable in her behavior, as through what was +good and praiseworthy in it, she had left an ill report of herself +behind her. Luciana seemed to have prescribed it as a rule to herself +not only to be merry with the merry, but miserable with the miserable; +and in order to give full swing to the spirit of contradiction in her, +often to make the happy, uncomfortable, and the sad, cheerful. In every +family among whom she came, she inquired after such members of it as +were ill or infirm, and unable to appear in society. She would go to see +them in their rooms, enact the physician, and insist on prescribing +powerful doses for them out of her own traveling medicine-chest, which +she constantly took with her in her carriage; her attempted cures, as +may be supposed, either succeeding or failing as chance happened to +direct. + +In this sort of benevolence she was thoroughly cruel, and would listen +to nothing that was said to her, because she was convinced that she was +managing admirably. One of these attempts of hers on the moral side +failed very disastrously, and this it was which gave Charlotte so much +trouble, inasmuch as it involved consequences and every one was talking +about it. She never had heard of the story till Luciana was gone; +Ottilie, who had made one of the party present at the time, had to give +her a circumstantial account of it. + +One of several daughters of a family of rank had the misfortune to have +caused the death of one of her younger sisters; it had destroyed her +peace of mind, and she had never been properly herself since. She lived +in her own room, occupying herself and keeping quiet; and she could only +bear to see the members of her own family when they came one by one. If +there were several together, she suspected at once that they were making +reflections upon her, and upon her condition. To each of them singly she +would speak rationally enough, and talk freely for an hour at a time. + +Luciana had heard of this, and had secretly determined with herself, as +soon as she got into the house, that she would forthwith work a miracle, +and restore the young lady to society. She conducted herself in the +matter more prudently than usual, managed to introduce herself alone to +the poor sick-souled girl, and, as far as people could understand, had +wound her way into her confidence through music. At last came her fatal +mistake; wishing to make a scene, and fancying that she had sufficiently +prepared her for it, one evening she suddenly introduced the beautiful +pale creature into the midst of the brilliant, glittering assembly; and +perhaps, even then, the attempt might not have so utterly failed, had +not the crowd themselves, between curiosity and apprehension, conducted +themselves so unwisely, first gathering about the invalid, and then +shrinking from her again; and with their whispers, and shaking their +heads together, confusing and agitating her. Her delicate sensibility +could not endure it. With a dreadful shriek, which expressed, as it +seemed, a horror at some monster that was rushing upon her, she fainted. +The crowd fell back in terror on every side, and Ottilie had been one of +those who had carried back the sufferer utterly insensible to her room. + +Luciana meanwhile, just like herself, had been reading an angry lecture +to the rest of the party, without reflecting for a moment that she +herself was entirely to blame, and without letting herself be deterred +by this and other failures, from going on with her experimentalizing. + +The state of the invalid herself had since that time become more and +more serious; indeed, the disorder had increased to such a degree that +the poor thing's parents were unable to keep her any longer at home, and +had been forced to confide her to the care of a public institution. +Nothing remained for Charlotte, except, by the delicacy of her own +attention to the family, in some degree to alleviate the pain which had +been occasioned by her daughter. On Ottilie, the thing made a deep +impression. She felt the more for the unhappy girl, as she was +convinced, she did not attempt to deny it to Charlotte, that by a +careful treatment the disorder might have been unquestionably removed. + +So there came, too, as it often happens, that we dwell more on past +disagreeables than on past agreeables, a slight misunderstanding to be +spoken of, which had led Ottilie to a wrong judgment of the Architect, +when he did not choose to produce his collection that evening, although +she had so eagerly begged him to produce it. His practical refusal had +remained, ever since, hanging about her heart, she herself could not +tell why. Her feelings about the matter were undoubtedly just; what a +young lady like Ottilie could desire, a young man like the Architect +ought not to have refused. The latter, however, when she took occasion +to give him a gentle reproof for it, had a very valid excuse to offer +for himself. + +"If you knew," he said, "how roughly even cultivated people allow +themselves to handle the most valuable works of art, you would forgive +me for not producing mine among the crowd. No one will take the trouble +to hold a medal by the rim. They will finger the most beautiful +impressions, and the smoothest surfaces; they will take the rarest coins +between the thumb and forefinger, and rub them up and down, as if they +were testing the execution with the touch. Without remembering that a +large sheet of paper ought to be held in two hands, they will lay hold, +with one, of an invaluable proof-engraving of some drawing which cannot +be replaced, like a conceited politician laying hold of a newspaper, and +passing judgment by anticipation, as he is cutting the pages, on the +occurrences of the world. Nobody cares to recollect that if twenty +people, one after the other, treat a work of art in this way, the +one-and-twentieth will not find much to see there." + +"Have not I often vexed you in this way?" asked Ottilie. "Have not I, +through my carelessness, many times injured your treasures?" + +"Never once," answered the Architect, "never. For you it would be +impossible. In you the right thing is innate." + +"In any case," replied Ottilie, "it would not be a bad plan, if in the +next edition of the book of good manners, after the chapters which tell +us how we ought to eat and drink in company, a good circumstantial +chapter were inserted, telling how to behave among works of art and in +museums." + +"Undoubtedly," said the Architect; "and then curiosity-collectors and +amateurs would be better contented to show their valuable treasures to +the world." + +Ottilie had long, long forgiven him; but as he seemed to have taken her +reproof sorely to heart, and assured her again and again that he would +gladly produce everything--that he was delighted to do anything for +his friends--she felt that she had wounded his feelings, and that she +owed him some compensation. It was not easy for her, therefore, to give +an absolute refusal to a request which he made her in the conclusion of +this conversation, although when she called her heart into counsel about +it, she did not see how she could allow herself to do what he wished. + +The circumstances of the matter were these: Ottilie's exclusion from the +picture-exhibition by Luciana's jealousy had irritated him in the +highest degree; and at the same time he had observed with regret, that +at this, the most brilliant part of all the amusements at the castle, +ill health had prevented Charlotte from being more than rarely present; +and now he did not wish to go away without some additional proof of his +gratitude, which, for the honor of one and the entertainment of the +other, should take the thoughtful and attractive form of preparing a far +more beautiful exhibition than any of those which had preceded it. +Perhaps, too, unknown to himself, another secret motive was working on +him. It was so hard for him to leave the house, and to leave the family. +It seemed impossible to him to go away from Ottilie's eyes, under the +calm, sweet, gentle glance of which the latter part of the time he had +been living almost entirely alone. + +The Christmas holidays were approaching; and it became at once clear to +him that the very thing which he wanted was a representation with real +figures of one of those pictures of the scene in the stable--a sacred +exhibition such as at this holy season good Christians delight to offer +to the divine Mother and her Child, of the manner in which she, in her +seeming lowliness, was honored first by the shepherds and afterward by +kings. + +He had thoroughly brought before himself how such a picture should be +contrived. A fair, lovely child was found, and there would be no lack of +shepherds and shepherdesses. But without Ottilie the thing could not be +done. The young man had exalted her in his design to be the mother of +God, and if she refused, there was no question but the undertaking must +fall to the ground. Ottilie, half embarrassed at the proposal, referred +him and his request to Charlotte. The latter gladly gave her permission, +and lent her assistance in overcoming and overpersuading Ottilie's +hesitation in assuming so sacred a personality. The Architect worked day +and night, that by Christmas-eve everything might be ready. + +Day and night, indeed, in the literal sense. At all times he was a man +who had but few necessities; and Ottilie's presence seemed to be to him +in the place of all delicacies. When he was working for her, it was as +if he required no sleep; when he was busy about her, as if he could do +without food. Accordingly, by the hour of the evening solemnity, all was +completed. He had found the means of collecting some well-toned wind +instruments to form an introduction, and produce the desired temper of +thought and feeling. But when the curtain rose, Charlotte was taken +completely by surprise. The picture which presented itself to her had +been repeated so often in the world, that one could scarcely have +expected any new impression to be produced. But here, the reality as +representing the picture had its especial advantages. The whole space +was the color rather of night than of twilight, and there was nothing +even of the details of the scene which was obscure. The inimitable idea +that all the light should proceed from the child, the artist had +contrived to carry out by an ingenious method of illumination which was +concealed by the figures in the foreground, who were all in shadow. +Bright looking boys and girls were standing around, their fresh faces +sharply lighted from below; and there were angels too, whose own +brilliancy grew pale before the divine, whose ethereal bodies showed dim +and dense, and needing other light in the presence of the body of the +divine humanity. By good fortune the infant had fallen asleep in the +loveliest attitude, so that nothing disturbed the contemplation when +the eye rested on the seeming mother, who with infinite grace had +lifted off a veil to reveal her hidden treasure. At this moment the +picture seemed to have been caught, and there to have remained fixed. +Physically dazzled, mentally surprised, the people round appeared to +have just moved to turn away their half-blinded eyes, to be glancing +again toward the child with curious delight, and to be showing more +wonder and pleasure than awe and reverence--although these emotions were +not forgotten, and were to be traced upon the features of some of the +older spectators. + +But Ottilie's figure, expression, attitude, glance, excelled all which +any painter has ever represented. A man who had true knowledge of art, +and had seen this spectacle, would have been in fear lest any portion of +it should move; he would have doubted whether anything could ever so +much please him again. Unluckily, there was no one present who could +comprehend the whole of this effect. The Architect alone, who, as a +tall, slender shepherd, was looking in from the side over those who were +kneeling, enjoyed, although he was not in the best position for seeing, +the fullest pleasure. And who can describe the mien of the new-made +queen of heaven? The purest humility, the most exquisite feeling of +modesty, at the great honor which had undeservedly been bestowed upon +her, with indescribable and immeasurable happiness, was displayed upon +her features, expressing as much her own personal emotion as that of the +character which she was endeavoring to represent. + +Charlotte was delighted with the beautiful figures; but what had most +effect on her was the child. Her eyes filled with tears, and her +imagination presented to her in the liveliest colors the hope that she +might soon have such another darling creature on her own lap. + +They had let down the curtain, partly to give the exhibitors some little +rest, partly to make an alteration in the exhibition. The artist had +proposed to himself to transmute the first scene of night and lowliness +into a picture of splendor and glory; and for this purpose had prepared +a blaze of light to fall in from every side, which this interval was +required to kindle. + +Ottilie, in the semi-theatrical position in which she found herself, had +hitherto felt perfectly at her ease, because, with the exception of +Charlotte and a few members of the household, no one had witnessed this +devout piece of artistic display. She was, therefore, in some degree +annoyed when in the interval she learnt that a stranger had come into +the saloon, and had been warmly received by Charlotte. Who it was no one +was able to tell her. She therefore made up her mind not to produce a +disturbance, and to go on with her character. Candles and lamps blazed +out, and she was surrounded by splendor perfectly infinite. The curtain +rose. It was a sight to startle the spectators. The whole picture was +one blaze of light; and instead of the full depth of shadow, there now +were only the colors left remaining, which, from the skill with which +they had been selected, produced a gentle softening of tone. Looking out +under her long eyelashes, Ottilie perceived the figure of a man sitting +by Charlotte. She did not recognize him; but the voice she fancied was +that of the Assistant at the school. A singular emotion came over her. +How many things had happened since she last heard the voice of him, her +kind instructor. Like a flash of forked lightning the stream of her joys +and her sorrow rushed swiftly before her soul, and the question rose in +her heart: Dare you confess, dare you acknowledge it all to him? If not, +how little can you deserve to appear before him under this sainted form; +and how strange must it not seem to him who has only known you as your +natural self to see you now under this disguise? In an instant, swift as +thought, feeling and reflection began to clash and gain within her. Her +eyes filled with tears, while she forced herself to continue to appear +as a motionless figure, and it was a relief, indeed, to her when the +child began to stir--and the artist saw himself compelled to give the +sign that the curtain should fall again. + +If the painful feeling of being unable to meet a valued friend had, +during the last few moments, been distressing Ottilie in addition to her +other emotions, she was now in still greater embarrassment. Was she to +present herself to him in this strange disguise? or had she better +change her dress? She did not hesitate--she did the last; and in the +interval she endeavored to collect and to compose herself; nor did she +properly recover her self-possession until at last, in her ordinary +costume, she had welcomed the new visitor. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +In so far as the Architect desired the happiness of his kind +patronesses, it was a pleasure to him, now that at last he was obliged +to go, to know that he was leaving them in good society with the +estimable Assistant. At the same time, however, when he thought of their +goodness in its relation to himself, he could not help feeling it a +little painful to see his place so soon, and as it seemed to his +modesty, so well, so completely supplied. He had lingered and lingered, +but now he forced himself away; what, after he was gone, he must endure +as he could, at least he could not stay to witness with his own eyes. + +To the great relief of this half-melancholy feeling, the ladies at his +departure made him a present of a waistcoat, upon which he had watched +them both for some time past at work, with a silent envy of the +fortunate unknown, to whom it was by-and-by to belong. Such a present is +the most agreeable which a true-hearted man can receive; for while he +thinks of the unwearied play of the beautiful fingers at the making of +it, he cannot help flattering himself that in so long-sustained a labor +the feeling could not have remained utterly without an interest in its +accomplishment. + +The ladies had now a new visitor to entertain, for whom they felt a real +regard, and whose stay with them it would be their endeavor to make as +agreeable as they could. There is in all women a peculiar circle of +inward interests, which remain always the same, and from which nothing +in the world can divorce them. In outward social intercourse, on the +other hand, they will gladly and easily allow themselves to take their +tone from the person with whom at the moment they are occupied; and thus +by a mixture of impassiveness and susceptibility, by persisting and by +yielding, they continue to keep the government to themselves, and no man +in the cultivated world can ever take it from them. + +The Architect, following at the same time his own fancy and his own +inclination, had been exerting himself and putting out his talents for +their gratification and for the purposes of his friends; and business +and amusement, while he was with them, had been conducted in this +spirit, and directed to the ends which most suited his taste. But now in +a short time, through the presence of the Assistant, quite another sort +of life was commenced. His great gift was to talk well, and to treat in +his conversation of men and human relations, particularly in reference +to the cultivation of young people. Thus arose a very perceptible +contrast to the life which had been going on hitherto, all the more as +the Assistant could not entirely approve of their having interested +themselves in such subjects so exclusively. + +Of the impersonated picture which received him on his arrival, he never +said a single word. On the other hand, when they took him to see the +church and the chapel with their new decorations, expecting to please +him as much as they were pleased themselves, he did not hesitate to +express a very contrary opinion about it. + +"This mixing up of the holy with the sensuous," he said, "is anything +but pleasing to my taste; I cannot like men to set apart certain special +places, consecrate them, and deck them out, that by so doing they may +nourish in themselves a temper of piety. No ornaments, not even the very +simplest, should disturb in us that sense of the Divine Being which +accompanies us wherever we are, and can consecrate every spot into a +temple. What pleases me is to see a home-service of God held in the +saloon where people come together to eat, where they have their +parties, and amuse themselves with games and dances. The highest, the +most excellent in men, has no form; and one should be cautious how one +gives it any form except noble action." + +Charlotte, who was already generally acquainted with his mode of +thinking, and, in the short time he had been at the castle, had already +probed it more deeply, found something also which he might do for her in +his own department; and she had her garden-children, whom the Architect +had reviewed shortly before his departure, marshalled up into the great +saloon. In their bright, clean uniforms, with their regular orderly +movement, and their own natural vivacity, they looked exceedingly well. +The Assistant examined them in his own way, and by a variety of +questions, and by the turns which he gave them, soon brought to light +the capacities and dispositions of the children; and without its seeming +so, in the space of less than one hour he had really given them +important instruction and assistance. + +"How did you manage that?" asked Charlotte, as the children marched +away. "I listened with all my attention. Nothing was brought forward +except things which were quite familiar, and yet I cannot tell the least +how I should begin to bring them to be discussed in so short a time so +methodically, with all this questioning and answering." + +"Perhaps," replied the Assistant, "we ought to make a secret of the +tricks of our own handicraft. However, I will not hide from you one very +simple maxim, with the help of which you may do this, and a great deal +more than this. Take any subject, a substance, an idea, whatever you +like; keep fast hold of it; make yourself thoroughly acquainted with it +in all its parts, and then it will be easy for you, in conversation, to +find out, with a mass of children, how much about it has already +developed itself in them; what requires to be stimulated, what to be +directly communicated. The answers to your questions may be as +unsatisfactory as they will, they may wander wide of the mark; if you +only take care that your counter-question shall draw their thoughts and +senses inwards again; if you do not allow yourself to be driven from +your own position--the children will at last reflect, comprehend, learn +only what the teacher desires them to learn, and the subject will be +presented to them in the light in which he wishes them to see it. The +greatest mistake which he can make is to allow himself to be run away +with from the subject; not to know how to keep fast to the point with +which he is engaged. Do you try this on your own account the next time +the children come; you will find you will be greatly entertained by it +yourself." + +"That is very good," said Charlotte. "The right method of teaching is +the reverse, I see, of what we must do in life. In society we must keep +the attention long upon nothing, and in instruction the first +commandment is to permit no dissipation of it." + +"Variety, without dissipation, were the best motto for both teaching and +life, if this desirable equipoise were easy to be preserved," said the +Assistant; and he was going on further with the subject, when Charlotte +called out to him to look again at the children, whose merry troop were +at the moment moving across the court. He expressed his satisfaction at +seeing them wearing a uniform. "Men," he said, "should wear a uniform +from their childhood upwards. They have to accustom themselves to work +together; to lose themselves among their equals; to obey in masses, and +to work on a large scale. Every kind of uniform, moreover, generates a +military habit of thought, and a smart, straight-forward carriage. All +boys are born soldiers, whatever you do with them. You have only to +watch them at their mock fights and games, their storming parties and +scaling parties." + +"On the other hand, you will not blame me," replied Ottilie, "if I do +not insist with my girls on such unity of costume. When I introduce them +to you, I hope to gratify you by a parti-colored mixture." + +"I approve of that, entirely," replied the other. "Women should go about +in every sort of variety of dress; each following her own style and her +own likings, that each may learn to feel what sits well upon her and +becomes her. And for a more weighty reason as well--because it is +appointed for them to stand alone all their lives, and work alone." + +"That seems to me to be a paradox," answered Charlotte. "Are we then to +be never anything for ourselves?" + +"O, yes!" replied the Assistant. "In respect of other women assuredly. +But observe a young lady as a lover, as a bride, as a housewife, as a +mother. She always stands isolated. She is always alone, and will be +alone. Even the most empty-headed woman is in the same case. Each one of +them excludes all others. It is her nature to do so; because of each one +of them is required everything which the entire sex have to do. With a +man it is altogether different. He would make a second man if there were +none. But a woman might live to an eternity, without even so much as +thinking of producing a duplicate of herself." + +"One has only to say the truth in a strange way," said Charlotte, "and +at last the strangest thing will seem to be true. We will accept what is +good for us out of your observations, and yet as women we will hold +together with women, and do common work with them too; not to give the +other sex too great an advantage over us. Indeed, you must not take it +ill of us, if in future we come to feel a little malicious satisfaction +when our lords and masters do not get on in the very best way together." + +With much care, this wise, sensible person went on to examine more +closely how Ottilie proceeded with her little pupils, and expressed his +marked approbation of it. "You are entirely right," he said, "in +directing these children only to what they can immediately and usefully +put in practice. Cleanliness, for instance, will accustom them to wear +their clothes with pleasure to themselves; and everything is gained if +they can be induced to enter into what they do with cheerfulness and +self-reflection." + +In other ways he found, to his great satisfaction, that nothing had been +done for outward display; but all was inward, and designed to supply +what was indispensably necessary. "In how few words," he cried, "might +the whole business of education be summed up, if people had but ears to +hear!" + +"Will you try whether I have any ears?" said Ottilie, smiling. + +"Indeed I will," answered he, "only you must not betray me. Educate the +boys to be servants, and the girls to be mothers, and everything is as +it should be." + +"To be mothers?" replied Ottilie. "Women would scarcely think that +sufficient. They have to look forward, without being mothers, to going +out into service. And, indeed, our young men think themselves a great +deal too good for servants. One can see easily, in every one of them, +that he holds himself far fitter to be a master." + +"And for that reason we should say nothing about it to them," said the +Assistant. "We flatter ourselves on into life; but life flatters not us. +How many men would like to acknowledge at the outset, what at the end +they must acknowledge whether they like it or not? But let us leave +these considerations, which do not concern us here. + +"I consider you very fortunate in having been able to go so methodically +to work with your pupils. If your very little ones run about with their +dolls, and stitch together a few petticoats for them; if the elder +sisters will then take care of the younger, and the whole household know +how to supply its own wants, and one member of it help the others, the +further step into life will not then be great, and such a girl will find +in her husband what she has lost in her parents. + +"But among the higher ranks the problem is a sorely intricate one. We +have to provide for higher, finer, more delicate relations; especially +for such as arise out of society. We are, therefore, obliged to give our +pupils an outward cultivation. It is indispensable, it is necessary, and +it may be really valuable, if we do not overstep the proper measure in +it. Only it is so easy, while one is proposing to cultivate the +children for a wider circle, to drive them out into the indefinite, +without keeping before our eyes the real requisites of the inner nature. +Here lies the problem which more or less must be either solved or +blundered over by all educators. + +"Many things, with which we furnish our scholars at the school, do not +please me; because experience tells me of how little service they are +likely to be in after-life. How much is in a little while stripped off; +how much at once committed to oblivion, as soon as the young lady finds +herself in the position of a housewife or a mother! + +"In the meantime, since I have devoted myself to this occupation, I +cannot but entertain a devout hope that one day, with the companionship +of some faithful helpmate, I may succeed in cultivating purely in my +pupils that, and that only, which they will require when they pass out +into the field of independent activity and self-reliance; that I may be +able to say to myself, in this sense is their education completed. +Another education there is indeed which will again speedily recommence, +and work on well nigh through all the years of our life--the education +which circumstances will give us, if we do not give it to ourselves." + +How true Ottilie felt were these words! What had not a passion, little +dreamed of before, done to educate her in the past year! What trials did +she not see hovering before her if she looked forward only to the +next--to the very next, which was now so near! + +It was not without a purpose that the young man had spoken of a +helpmate--of a wife; for with all his diffidence, he could not refrain +from thus remotely hinting at his own wishes. A number of circumstances +and accidents, indeed, combined to induce him on this visit to approach +a few steps toward his aim. + +The Lady Superior of the school was advanced in years. She had been +already for some time looking about among her fellow-laborers, male and +female, for some person whom she could take into partnership with +herself, and at last had made proposals to the Assistant, in whom she +had the highest ground for feeling confidence. He was to conduct the +business of the school with herself. He was to work with her in it, as +if it was his own; and after her death, as her heir, to enter upon it as +sole proprietor. + +The principal thing now seemed to be, that he should find a wife who +would cooperate with him. Ottilie was secretly before his eyes and +before his heart. A number of difficulties suggested themselves, and yet +again there were favorable circumstances on the other side to +counterbalance them. Luciana had left the school; Ottilie could +therefore return with the less difficulty. Of the affair with Edward, +some little had transpired. It passed, however, as many such things do, +as a matter of indifference, and this very circumstance might make it +desirable that she should leave the castle. And yet, perhaps, no +decision would have been arrived at, no step would have been taken, had +not an unexpected visit given a special impulse to his hesitation. The +appearance of remarkable people, in any and every circle, can never be +without its effects. + +The Count and the Baroness, who often found themselves asked for their +opinion, almost every one being in difficulty about the education of +their children, as to the value of the various schools, had found it +desirable to make themselves particularly acquainted with this one, +which was generally so well spoken of; and under their present +circumstances, they were more easily able to carry on these inquiries in +company. + +The Baroness, however, had something else in view as well. While she was +last at the castle, she had talked over with Charlotte the whole affair +of Edward and Ottilie. She had insisted again and again that Ottilie +must be sent away. She tried every means to encourage Charlotte to do +it, and to keep her from being frightened by Edward's threats. Several +modes of escape from the difficulty were suggested. Accidentally the +school was mentioned, and the Assistant and his incipient passion, +which made the Baroness more resolved than ever to pay her intended +visit there. + +She went; she made acquaintance with the Assistant; looked over the +establishment, and spoke of Ottilie. The Count also spoke with much +interest of her, having in his recent visit learnt to know her better. +She had been drawn toward him; indeed, she had felt attracted by him; +believing that she could see, that she could perceive in his solid, +substantial conversation, something to which hitherto she had been an +entire stranger. In her intercourse with Edward, the world had been +utterly forgotten; in the presence of the Count, the world appeared +first worth regarding. The attraction was mutual. The Count conceived a +liking for Ottilie; he would have been glad to have had her for a +daughter. Thus a second time, and worse than the first time, she was in +the way of the Baroness. Who knows what, in times when passions ran +hotter than they do now-a-days, this lady might not have devised against +her? As things were, it was enough if she could get her married, and +render her more innocuous for the future to the peace of mind of married +women. She therefore artfully urged the Assistant, in a delicate, but +effective manner, to set out on a little excursion to the castle; where +his plans and his wishes, of which he made no secret to the lady, he +might forthwith take steps to realize. + +With the fullest consent of the Superior he started off on his +expedition, and in his heart he nourished good hopes of success. He knew +that Ottilie was not ill-disposed toward him; and although it was true +there was some disproportion of rank between them, yet distinctions of +this kind were fast disappearing in the temper of the time. Moreover, +the Baroness had made him perceive clearly that Ottilie must always +remain a poor, portionless maiden. To be related to a wealthy family, it +was said, could be of service to nobody. For even with the largest +property, men have a feeling that it is not right to deprive of any +considerable sum, those who, as standing in a nearer degree of +relationship, appear to have a fuller right to possession; and really +it is a strange thing, that the immense privilege which a man has of +disposing of his property after his death, he so very seldom uses for +the benefit of those whom he loves, only out of regard to established +usage appearing to consider those who would inherit his estate from him, +supposing he made no will at all. + +Thus, while on his journey, he grew to feel himself entirely on a level +with Ottilie. A favorable reception raised his hopes. He found Ottilie +indeed not altogether so open with him as usual, but she was +considerably matured, more developed, and, if you please, generally more +conversible than he had known her. She was ready to give him the fullest +insight into many things which were in any way connected with his +profession; but when he attempted to approach his proper object, a +certain inward shyness always held him back. + +Once, however, Charlotte gave him an opportunity for saying something. +In Ottilie's presence she said to him, "Well now, you have looked +closely enough into everything which is going forward in my circle. How +do you find Ottilie? You had better say while she is here." + +Hereupon the Assistant signified, with a clear perception and composed +expression, how that, in respect of a freer carriage, of an easier +manner in speaking, of a higher insight into the things of the world, +which showed itself more in actions than in words, he found Ottilie +altered much for the better; but that he still believed it might be of +serious advantage to her if she would go back for some little time to +the school, in order methodically and thoroughly to make her own forever +what the world was only imparting to her in fragments and pieces, rather +perplexing her than satisfying her, and often too late to be of service. +He did not wish to be prolix about it. Ottilie herself knew best how +much method and connection there was in the style of instruction out of +which, in that case, she would be taken. + +Ottilie had nothing to say against this; she could not acknowledge what +it was which these words made her feel, because she was hardly able to +explain it to herself. It seemed to her as if nothing in the world was +disconnected so long as she thought of the one person whom she loved; +and she could not conceive how, without him, anything could be connected +at all. + +Charlotte replied to the proposal with a wise kindness. She said that +she herself, as well as Ottilie, had long desired her return to the +school. At that time, however, the presence of so dear a companion and +helper had become indispensable to herself; still she would offer no +obstacle at some future period, if Ottilie continued to wish it, to her +going back there for such a time as would enable her to complete what +she had begun, and to make entirely her own what had been interrupted. + +The Assistant listened with delight to this qualified assent. Ottilie +did not venture to say anything against it, although the very thought +made her shudder. Charlotte, on her side, thought only how to gain time. +She hoped that Edward would soon come back and find himself a happy +father; then she was convinced all would go right; and one way or +another they would be able to settle something for Ottilie. + +After an important conversation which has furnished matter for +after-reflection to all who have taken part in it, there commonly +follows a sort of pause, which in appearance is like a general +embarrassment. They walked up and down the saloon. The Assistant turned +over the leaves of various books, and came at last on the folio of +engravings which had remained lying there since Luciana's time. As soon +as he saw that it contained nothing but apes, he shut it up again. + +It may have been this, however, which gave occasion to a conversation of +which we find traces in Ottilie's diary. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"It is strange how men can have the heart to take such pains with the +pictures of those hideous monkeys. One lowers one's-self sufficiently +when one looks at them merely as animals, but it is really wicked to +give way to the inclination to look for people whom we know behind such +masks." + +"It is a sure mark of a certain obliquity, to take pleasure in +caricatures and monstrous faces, and pigmies. I have to thank our kind +Assistant that I have never been vexed with natural history; I could +never make myself at home with worms and beetles." + +"Just now he acknowledged to me, that it was the same with him. 'Of +nature,' he said, 'we ought to know nothing except what is actually +alive immediately around us. With the trees which blossom and put out +leaves and bear fruit in our own neighborhood, with every shrub which we +pass by, with every blade of grass on which we tread, we stand in a real +relation. They are our genuine compatriots. The birds which hop up and +down among our branches, which sing among our leaves, belong to us; they +speak to us from our childhood upward, and we learn to understand their +language. But let a man ask himself whether or not every strange +creature, torn out of its natural environment, does not at first sight +make a sort of painful impression upon him, which is only deadened by +custom. It is a mark of a motley, dissipated sort of life, to be able to +endure monkeys, and parrots, and black people, about one's self." + +"Many times when a certain longing curiosity about these strange objects +has come over me, I have envied the traveler who sees such marvels in +living, everyday connection with other marvels. But he, too, must have +become another man. Palm-trees will not allow a man to wander among them +with impunity; and doubtless his tone of thinking becomes very different +in a land where elephants and tigers are at home." + +"The only inquirers into nature whom we care to respect, are such as +know how to describe and to represent to us the strange wonderful things +which they have seen in their proper locality, each in its own especial +element. How I should enjoy once hearing Humboldt talk!" + +"A cabinet of natural curiosities we may regard like an Egyptian +burying-place, where the various plant gods and animal gods stand about +embalmed. It may be well enough for a priest-caste to busy itself with +such things in a twilight of mystery. But in general instruction, they +have no place or business; and we must beware of them all the more, +because what is nearer to us, and more valuable, may be so easily thrust +aside by them." + +"A teacher who can arouse a feeling for one single good action, for one +single good poem, accomplishes more than he who fills our memory with +rows on rows of natural objects, classified with name and form. For what +is the result of all these, except what we know as well without them, +that the human figure preëminently and peculiarly is made in the image +and likeness of God?" + +"Individuals may be left to occupy themselves with whatever amuses them, +with whatever gives them pleasure, whatever they think useful; but 'the +proper study of mankind is man.'" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +There are but few men who care to occupy themselves with the immediate +past. Either we are forcibly bound up in the present, or we lose +ourselves in the long gone-by, and seek back for what is utterly lost, +as if it were possible to summon it up again, and rehabilitate it. Even +in great and wealthy families who are under large obligations to their +ancestors, we commonly find men thinking more of their grandfathers than +their fathers. + +Such reflections as these suggested themselves to our Assistant, as, on +one of those beautiful days in which the departing winter is accustomed +to imitate the spring, he had been walking up and down the great old +castle garden, and admiring the tall avenues of the lindens, and the +formal walks and flower-beds which had been laid out by Edward's father. +The trees had thriven admirably, according to the design of him who had +planted them, and now when they ought to have begun to be valued and +enjoyed, no one ever spoke of them. Hardly any one even went near them, +and the interest and the outlay was now directed to the other side, out +into the free and the open. + +He remarked upon it to Charlotte on his return; she did not take it +unkindly. "While life is sweeping us forward," she replied, "we fancy +that we are acting out our own impulses; we believe that we choose +ourselves what we will do, and what we will enjoy. But in fact, if we +look at it closely, our actions are no more than the plans and the +desires of the time which we are compelled to carry out." + +"No doubt," said the Assistant. "And who is strong enough to withstand +the stream of what is around him? Time passes on, and in it, opinions, +thoughts, prejudices, and interests. If the youth of the son falls in +the era of revolution, we may feel assured that he will have nothing in +common with his father. If the father lived at a time when the desire +was to accumulate property, to secure the possession of it, to narrow +and to gather one's-self in, and to base one's enjoyment in separation +from the world, the son will at once seek to extend himself, to +communicate himself to others, to spread himself over a wide surface, +and open out his closed stores." + +"Entire periods," replied Charlotte, "resemble this father and son whom +you have been describing. Of the state of things when every little town +was obliged to have its walls and moats, when the castle of the nobleman +was built in a swamp, and the smallest manor-houses were only accessible +by a draw-bridge, we are scarcely able to form a conception. In our +days, the largest cities take down their walls, the moats of the +princes' castles are filled in; cities are no more than great _places_, +and when one travels and sees all this, one might fancy that universal +peace was just established, and the golden age was before the door. No +one feels himself easy in a garden which does not look like the open +country. There must be nothing to remind him of form and constraint, we +choose to be entirely free, and to draw our breath without sense of +confinement. Do you conceive it possible, my friend, that we can ever +return again out of this into another, into our former condition?" + +"Why should we not?" replied the Assistant. "Every condition has its own +burden along with it, the most relaxed as well as the most constrained. +The first presupposes abundance, and leads to extravagance. Let want +reappear, and the spirit of moderation is at once with us again. Men who +are obliged to make use of their space and their soil, will speedily +enough raise walls up round their gardens to be sure of their crops and +plants. Out of this will arise by degrees a new phase of things: the +useful will again gain the upper hand; and even the man of large +possessions will feel at last that he must make the most of all which +belongs to him. Believe me, it is quite possible that your son may +become indifferent to all which you have been doing in the park, and +draw in again behind the solemn walls and the tall lindens of his +grandfather." + +The secret pleasure which it gave Charlotte to have a son foretold to +her, made her forgive the Assistant his somewhat unfriendly prophecy of +how it might one day fare with her lovely, beautiful park. She therefore +answered without any discomposure: "You and I are not old enough yet to +have lived through very much of these contradictions; and yet when I +look back into my own early youth, when I remember the style of +complaints which I used then to hear from older people, and when I think +at the same time of what the country and the town then were, I have +nothing to advance against what you say. But is there nothing which one +can do to remedy this natural course of things? Are father and son, +parents and children, to be always thus unable to understand each +other? You have been so kind as to prophesy a boy to me. Is it necessary +that he must stand in contradiction to his father? Must he destroy what +his parents have erected, instead of completing it, instead of following +on upon the same idea, and elevating it?" + +"There is a rational remedy for it," replied the Assistant. "But it is +one which will be but seldom put in practice by men. The father should +raise his son to a joint ownership with himself. He should permit him to +plant and to build; and allow him the same innocent liberty which he +allows to himself. One form of activity may be woven into another, but +it cannot be pieced on to it. A young shoot may be readily and easily +grafted with an old stem, to which no grown branch admits of being +fastened." + +The Assistant was glad to have had the opportunity, at the moment when +he saw himself obliged to take his leave, of saying something agreeable +to Charlotte, and thus making himself a new link to secure her favor. He +had been already too long absent from home, and yet he could not make up +his mind to return there until after a full conviction that he must +allow the approaching epoch of Charlotte's confinement first to pass by +before he could look for any decision from her in respect to Ottilie. He +therefore accommodated himself to the circumstances, and returned with +these prospects and hopes to the Superior. + +Charlotte's confinement was now approaching; she kept more in her own +room. The ladies who had gathered about her were her closest companions. +Ottilie managed all domestic matters, hardly able, however, the while, +to think what she was doing. She had indeed utterly resigned herself; +she desired to continue to exert herself to the extent of her power for +Charlotte, for the child, for Edward. But she could not see how it would +be possible for her. Nothing could save her from utter distraction, +except patiently to do the duty which each day brought with it. + +A son was brought happily into the world, and the ladies declared, with +one voice, it was the very image of its father. Only Ottilie, as she +wished the new mother joy, and kissed the child with all her heart, was +unable to see the likeness. Once already Charlotte had felt most +painfully the absence of her husband, when she had to make preparations +for her daughter's marriage. And now the father could not be present at +the birth of his son. He could not have the choosing of the name by +which the child was hereafter to be called. + +The first among all Charlotte's friends who came to wish her joy was +Mittler. He had placed expresses ready to bring him news the instant the +event took place. He was admitted to see her, and, scarcely able to +conceal his triumph even before Ottilie, when alone with Charlotte he +broke fairly out with it; and was at once ready with means to remove all +anxieties, and set aside all immediate difficulties. The baptism should +not be delayed a day longer than necessary. The old clergyman, who had +one foot already in the grave, should leave his blessing, to bind +together the past and the future. The child should be called Otto; what +name would he bear so fitly as that of his father and of his father's +friend? + +It required the peremptory resolution of this man to set aside the +innumerable considerations, arguments, hesitations, difficulties; what +this person knew, and that person knew better; the opinions, up and +down, and backward and forward, which every friend volunteered. It +always happens on such occasions that when one inconvenience is removed, +a fresh inconvenience seems to arise; and in wishing to spare all sides, +we inevitably go wrong on one side or the other. + +The letters to friends and relations were all undertaken by Mittler, and +they were to be written and sent off at once. It was highly necessary, +he thought, that the good fortune which he considered so important for +the family, should be known as widely as possible through the +ill-natured and misinterpreting world. For indeed these late +entanglements and perplexities had got abroad among the public, which at +all times has a conviction that, whatever happens, happens only in order +that it may have something to talk about. + +The ceremony of the baptism was to be observed with all due honor, but +it was to be as brief and as private as possible. The people came +together; Ottilie and Mittler were to hold the child as sponsors. The +old pastor, supported by the servants of the church, came in with slow +steps; the prayers were offered. The child lay in Ottilie's arms, and as +she was looking affectionately down at it, it opened its eyes and she +was not a little startled when she seemed to see her own eyes looking at +her. The likeness would have surprised any one. Mittler, who next had to +receive the child, started as well; he fancying he saw in the little +features a most striking likeness to the Captain. He had never seen a +resemblance so marked. + +The infirmity of the good old clergyman had not permitted him to +accompany the ceremony with more than the usual liturgy. + +Mittler, however, who was full of his subject, recollected his old +performances when he had been in the ministry, and indeed it was one of +his peculiarities that, on every sort of occasion, he always thought +what he would like to say, and how he would express himself about it. + +At this time he was the less able to contain himself, as he was now in +the midst of a circle consisting entirely of well-known friends. He +began, therefore, toward the conclusion of the service, to put himself +quietly into the place of the clergyman; to make cheerful speeches +aloud, expressive of his duty and his hopes as godfather, and to dwell +all the longer on the subject, as he thought he saw in Charlotte's +gratified manner that she was pleased with his doing so. + +It altogether escaped the eagerness of the orator, that the good old man +would gladly have sat down; still less did he think that he was on the +way to occasion a more serious evil. After he had described with all his +power of impressiveness the relation in which every person present stood +toward the child, thereby putting Ottilie's composure sorely to the +proof, he turned at last to the old man with the words, "And you, my +worthy father, you may now well say with Simeon, 'Lord, now lettest thou +thy servant depart in peace, for mine eyes have seen the savior of this +house.'" + +He was now in full swing toward a brilliant peroration, when he +perceived the old man to whom he held out the child, first appear a +little to incline toward it, and immediately after to totter and sink +backward. Hardly prevented from falling, he was lifted to a seat; but, +notwithstanding the instant assistance which was rendered, he was found +to be dead. + +To see thus side by side birth and death, the coffin and the cradle, to +see them and to realize them, to comprehend not with the eye of +imagination, but with the bodily eye, at one moment these fearful +opposites, was a hard trial to the spectators; the harder, the more +utterly it had taken them by surprise. Ottilie alone stood contemplating +the slumberer, whose features still retained their gentle sweet +expression, with a kind of envy. The life of her soul was killed; why +should the bodily life any longer drag on in weariness? + +But though Ottilie was frequently led by melancholy incidents which +occurred in the day to thoughts of the past, of separation and of loss, +at night she had strange visions given her to comfort her, which assured +her of the existence of her beloved, and thus strengthened her, and gave +her life for her own. When she laid herself down at night to rest, and +was floating among sweet sensations between sleep and waking, she seemed +to be looking into a clear but softly illuminated space. In this she +would see Edward with the greatest distinctness, and not in the dress in +which she had been accustomed to see him, but in military uniform; +never in the same position, but always in a natural one, and not the +least with anything fantastic about him, either standing or walking, or +lying down or riding. The figure, which was painted with the utmost +minuteness, moved readily before her without any effort of hers, without +her willing it or exerting her imagination to produce it. Frequently she +saw him surrounded with something in motion, which was darker than the +bright ground; but the figures were shadowy, and she could scarcely +distinguish them--sometimes they were like men, sometimes they were like +horses, or like trees, or like mountains. She usually went to sleep in +the midst of the apparition, and when, after a quiet night, she woke +again in the morning, she felt refreshed and comforted; she could say to +herself, Edward still lives, and she herself was still remaining in the +closest relation toward him. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The spring was come; it was late, but it therefore burst out more +rapidly and more exhilaratingly than usual. Ottilie now found in the +garden the fruits of her carefulness. Everything shot up and came out in +leaf and flower at its proper time. A number of plants which she had +been training up under glass frames and in hotbeds, now burst forward at +once to meet, at last, the advances of nature; and whatever there was to +do, and to take care of, it did not remain the mere labor of hope which +it had been, but brought its reward in immediate and substantial +enjoyment. + +There was many a chasm, however, among the finest shoots produced by +Luciana's wild ways, for which she had to console the gardener, and the +symmetry of many a leafy coronet was destroyed. She tried to encourage +him to hope that it would all be soon restored again, but he had too +deep a feeling, and too pure an idea of the nature of his business, for +such grounds of comfort to be of much service to him. Little as the +gardener allowed himself to have his attention dissipated by other +tastes and inclinations, he could the less bear to have the peaceful +course interrupted which the plant follows toward its enduring or its +transient perfection. A plant is like a self-willed man, out of whom we +can obtain all which we desire, if we will only treat him his own way. A +calm eye, a silent method, in all seasons of the year, and at every +hour, to do exactly what has then to be done, is required of no one +perhaps more than of a gardener. These qualities the good man possessed +in an eminent degree, and it was on that account that Ottilie liked so +well to work with him; but for some time past he had not found himself +able to exercise his peculiar talent with any pleasure to himself. +Whatever concerned the fruit-gardening or kitchen-gardening, as well as +whatever had in time past been required in the ornamental gardens, he +understood perfectly. One man succeeds in one thing, another in another; +he succeeded in these. In his management of the orangery, of the bulbous +flowers, in budding shoots and growing cuttings from the carnations and +auriculas, he might challenge nature herself. But the new ornamental +shrubs and fashionable flowers remained in a measure strange to him. He +had a kind of shyness of the endless field of botany, which had been +lately opening itself, and the strange names humming about his ears made +him cross and ill-tempered. The orders for flowers which had been made +by his lord and lady in the course of the past year, he considered so +much useless waste and extravagance--all the more, as he saw many +valuable plants disappear, and as he had ceased to stand on the best +possible terms with the nursery gardeners, who, he fancied, had not been +serving him honestly. + +Consequently, after a number of attempts, he had formed a sort of a +plan, in which Ottilie encouraged him the more readily because its first +essential condition was the return of Edward, whose absence in this, as +in many other matters, every day had to be felt more and more seriously. + +Now that the plants were ever striking new roots, and putting out their +shoots, Ottilie felt herself even more fettered to this spot. It was +just a year since she had come there as a stranger, as a mere +insignificant creature. How much had she not gained for herself since +that time! but, alas! how much had she not also since that time lost +again! Never had she been so rich, and never so poor. The feelings of +her loss and of her gain alternated momentarily one with another, +chasing each other through her heart; and she could find no other means +to help herself, except always to set to work again at what lay nearest +to her, with such interest and eagerness as she could command. + +That everything which she knew to be dear to Edward received especial +care from her may be supposed. And why should she not hope that he +himself would now soon come back again; and that, when present, he would +show himself grateful for all the care and pains which she had taken for +him in his absence? + +But there was also a far different employment which she took upon +herself in his service; she had undertaken the principal charge of the +child, whose immediate attendant it was all the easier for her to be, as +they had determined not to put it into the hands of a nurse, but to +bring it up themselves by hand with milk and water. In the beautiful +season it was much out of doors, enjoying the free air, and Ottilie +liked best to take it out herself, to carry the unconscious sleeping +infant among the flowers and blossoms which should one day smile so +brightly on its childhood--among the young shrubs and plants, which, by +their youth, seemed designed to grow up with the young lord to their +after-stature. When she looked about her, she did not hide from herself +to what a high position that child was born: far and wide, wherever the +eye could see, all would one day belong to him. How desirable, how +necessary it must therefore be, that it should grow up under the eyes of +its father and its mother, and renew and strengthen the union between +them! + +Ottilie saw all this so clearly that she represented it to herself as +conclusively decided, and for herself, as concerned with it, she never +felt at all. Under this fair heaven, by this bright sunshine, at once it +became clear to her, that her love if it would perfect itself, must +become altogether unselfish; and there were many moments in which she +believed it was an elevation which she had already attained. She only +desired the well-being of her friend. She fancied herself able to resign +him, and never to see him any more, if she could only know that he was +happy. The one only determination which she formed for herself was never +to belong to another. + +They had taken care that the autumn should be no less brilliant than the +spring. Sun-flowers were there, and all the other plants which are never +tired of blossoming in autumn, and continue boldly on into the cold; +asters especially were sown in the greatest abundance, and scattered +about in all directions to form a starry heaven upon the earth. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"Any good thought which we have read, anything striking which we have +heard, we commonly enter in our diary; but if we would take the trouble, +at the same time, to copy out of our friends' letters the remarkable +observations, the original ideas, the hasty words so pregnant in +meaning, which we might find in them, we should then be rich indeed. We +lay aside letters never to read them again, and at last we destroy them +out of discretion, and so disappears the most beautiful, the most +immediate breath of life, irrecoverably for ourselves and for others. I +intend to make amends in future for such neglect." + +"So, then, once more the old story of the year is being repeated over +again. We are come now, thank God, again to its most charming chapter. +The violets and the may-flowers are as its superscriptions and its +vignettes. It always makes a pleasant impression on us when we open +again at these pages in the book of life." + +"We find fault with the poor, particularly with the little ones among +them, when they loiter about the streets and beg. Do we not observe that +they begin to work again, as soon as ever there is anything for them to +do? Hardly has nature unfolded her smiling treasures, than the children +are at once upon her track to open out a calling for themselves. None of +them begs any more; they have each a nosegay to offer you; they were out +and gathering it before you had awakened out of your sleep, and the +supplicating face looks as sweetly at you as the present which the hand +is holding out. No person ever looks miserable who feels that he has a +right to make a demand upon you." + +"How is it that the year sometimes seems so short, and sometimes is so +long? How is it that it is so short when it is passing, and so long as +we look back over it? When I think of the past (and it never comes so +powerfully over me as in the garden), I feel how the perishing and the +enduring work one upon the other, and there is nothing whose endurance +is so brief as not to leave behind it some trace of itself, something in +its own likeness." + +"We are able to tolerate the winter. We fancy that we can extend +ourselves more freely when the trees are so spectral, so transparent. +They are nothing, but they conceal nothing; but when once the germs and +buds begin to show, then we become impatient for the full foliage to +come out, for the landscape to put on its body, and the tree to stand +before us as a form." + +"Everything which is perfect in its kind must pass out beyond and +transcend its kind. It must be an inimitable something of another and a +higher nature. In many of its tones the nightingale is only a bird; then +it rises up above its class, and seems as if it would teach every +feathered creature what singing really is." + +"A life without love, without the presence of the beloved, is but poor +_comédie à tiroir_. We draw out slide after slide, swiftly tiring of +each, and pushing it back to make haste to the next. Even what we know +to be good and important hangs but wearily together; every step is an +end, and every step is a fresh beginning." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Charlotte meanwhile was well and in good spirits. She was happy in her +beautiful boy, whose fair promising little form every hour was a delight +to both her eyes and heart. In him she found a new link to connect her +with the world and with her property. Her old activity began anew to +stir in her again. + +Look which way she would, she saw how much had been done in the year +that was past, and it was a pleasure to her to contemplate it. Enlivened +by the strength of these feelings, she climbed up to the summer-house +with Ottilie and the child, and as she laid the latter down on the +little table, as on the altar of her house, and saw the two seats still +vacant, she thought of gone-by times, and fresh hopes rose out before +her for herself and for Ottilie. + +Young ladies, perhaps, look timidly round them at this or that young +man, carrying on a silent examination, whether they would like to have +him for a husband; but whoever has a daughter or a female ward to care +for, takes a wider circle in her survey. And so it fared at this moment +with Charlotte, to whom, as she thought of how they had once sat side by +side in that summer-house, a union did not seem impossible between the +Captain and Ottilie. It had not remained unknown to her, that the plans +for the advantageous marriage, which had been proposed to the Captain, +had come to nothing. + +Charlotte went on up the cliff, and Ottilie carried the child. A number +of reflections crowded upon the former. Even on the firm land there are +frequent enough ship-wrecks, and the true, wise conduct is to recover +ourselves, and refit our vessel at fast as possible. Is life to be +calculated only by its gains and losses? Who has not made arrangement +on arrangement, and has not seen them broken in pieces? How often does +not a man strike into a road and lose it again! How often are we not +turned aside from one point which we had sharply before our eye, but +only to reach some higher stage. The traveler, to his greatest +annoyance, breaks a wheel upon his journey, and through this unpleasant +accident makes some charming acquaintance, and forms some new +connection, which has an influence on all his life. Destiny grants us +our wishes, but in its own way, in order to give us something beyond our +wishes. + +Among these and similar reflections they reached the new building on the +hill, where they intended to establish themselves for the summer. The +view all round them was far more beautiful than could have been +supposed; every little obstruction had been removed; all the loveliness +of the landscape, whatever nature, whatever the season of the year had +done for it, came out in its beauty before the eye; and already the +young plantations, which had been made to fill up a few openings, were +beginning to look green, and to form an agreeable connecting link +between parts which before stood separate. + +The house itself was nearly habitable; the views, particularly from the +upper rooms, were of the richest variety. The longer you looked round +you, the more beauties you discovered. What magnificent effects would +not be produced here at the different hours of day--by sunlight and by +moonlight? Nothing could be more delightful than to come and live there, +and now that she found all the rough work finished, Charlotte longed to +be busy again. An upholsterer, a tapestry-hanger, a painter, who could +lay on the colors with patterns, and a little gilding, were all which +were required, and these were soon found, and in a short time the +building was completed. Kitchen and cellar stores were quickly laid in; +being so far from the castle, it was necessary to have all essentials +provided; and the two ladies with the child went up and settled there. +From this residence, as from a new centre point, unknown walks opened +out to them, and in these high regions the free, fresh air and the +beautiful weather were thoroughly delightful. + +Ottilie's favorite walk, sometimes alone, sometimes with the child, was +down below, toward the plane-trees, along a pleasant footpath leading +directly to the point where one of the boats was kept chained in which +people used to go across the water. She often indulged herself in an +expedition on the water, only without the child, as Charlotte was a +little uneasy about it. She never missed, however, paying a daily visit +to the castle garden and the gardener, and going to look with him at his +show of greenhouse plants, which were all out now, enjoying the free +air. + +At this beautiful season, Charlotte was much pleased to receive a visit +from an English nobleman, who had made acquaintance with Edward abroad, +having met him more than once, and who was now curious to see the laying +out of his park, which he had heard so much admired. He brought with him +a letter of introduction from the Count, and introduced at the same time +a quiet but most agreeable man as his traveling companion. He went about +seeing everything, sometimes with Charlotte and Ottilie, sometimes with +the gardeners and the foresters, often with his friend, and now and then +alone; and they could perceive clearly from his observations that he +took an interest in such matters, and understood them well; indeed, that +he had himself probably executed many such. + +Although he was now advanced in life, he entered warmly into everything +which could serve for an ornament to life, or contribute anything to its +importance. + +In his presence, the ladies came first properly to enjoy what was around +them. His practised eye received every effect in its freshness, and he +found all the more pleasure in what was before him, as he had not +previously known the place, and was scarcely able to distinguish what +man had done there from what nature had presented to him ready made. + +We may even say that through his remarks the park grew and enriched +itself; he was able to anticipate in their fulfilment the promises of +the growing plantations. There was not a spot where there was any effect +which could be either heightened or produced, but what he observed it. + +In one place he pointed to a fountain which, if it was cleaned out, +promised to be the most beautiful spot for a picnic party; in another, +to a cave which had only to be enlarged and swept clear of rubbish to +form a desirable seat. A few trees might be cut down, and a view would +be opened from it of some grand masses of rock, towering magnificently +against the sky. He wished the owners joy that so much was still +remaining for them to do, and he besought them not to be in a hurry +about it, but to keep for themselves for years to come the pleasures of +shaping and improving. + +At the hours which the ladies usually spent alone he was never in the +way, for he was occupied the greatest part of the day in catching such +views in the park as would make good paintings, in a portable camera +obscura, and drawing from them, in order to secure some desirable fruits +from his travels for himself and others. For many years past he had been +in the habit of doing this in all remarkable places which he visited, +and had provided himself by it with a most charming and interesting +collection. He showed the ladies a large portfolio which he had brought +with him, and entertained them with the pictures and with descriptions. +And it was a real delight to them, here in their solitude, to travel so +pleasantly over the world, and see sweep past them, shores and havens, +mountains, lakes, and rivers, cities, castles, and a hundred other +localities which have a name in history. + +Each of the two ladies had an especial interest in it--Charlotte the +more general interest in whatever was historically remarkable; Ottilie +dwelling in preference on the scenes of which Edward used most to +talk--where he liked best to stay, and which he would most often +revisit. Every man has somewhere, far or near, his peculiar localities +which attract him; scenes which, according to his character, either from +first impressions, or from particular associations, or from habit, have +a charm for him beyond all others. + +She, therefore, asked the Earl which, of all these places, pleased him +best, where he would like to settle, and live for himself, if he might +choose. There was more than one lovely spot which he pointed out, with +what had happened to him there to make him love and value it; and the +peculiar accentuated French in which he spoke made it most pleasant to +listen to him. + +To the further question, which was his ordinary residence that he +properly considered his home, he replied, without any hesitation, in a +manner quite unexpected by the ladies: + +"I have accustomed myself by this time to be at home everywhere, and I +find, after all, that it is much more agreeable to allow others to +plant, and build, and keep house for me. I have no desire to return to +my own possessions, partly on political grounds, but principally because +my son, for whose sake alone it was any pleasure to me to remain and +work there--who will, by-and-by, inherit it, and with whom I hoped to +enjoy it--took no interest in the place at all, but has gone out to +India, where, like many other foolish fellows, he fancies he can make a +higher use of his life. He is more likely to squander it. + +"Assuredly we spend far too much labor and outlay in preparation for +life. Instead of beginning at once to make ourselves happy in a moderate +condition, we spread ourselves out wider and wider, only to make +ourselves more and more uncomfortable. Who is there now to enjoy my +mansion, my park, my gardens? Not I, nor any of mine--strangers, +visitors, or curious, restless travelers. + +"Even with large means, we are ever but half and half at home, +especially in the country, where we miss many things to which we have +become accustomed in town. The book for which we are most anxious is +not to be had, and just the thing which we most wanted is forgotten. We +take to being domestic, only again to go out of ourselves; if we do not +go astray of our own will and caprice, circumstances, passions, +accidents, necessity, and one does not know what besides, manage it for +us." + +Little did the Earl imagine how deeply his friend would be touched by +these random observations. It is a danger to which we are all of us +exposed when we venture on general remarks in a society the +circumstances of which we might have supposed were well enough known to +us. Such casual wounds, even from well-meaning, kindly-disposed people, +were nothing new to Charlotte. She so clearly, so thoroughly knew and +understood the world, that it gave her no particular pain if it did +happen that through somebody's thoughtlessness or imprudence she had her +attention forced into this or that unpleasant direction. But it was very +different with Ottilie. At her half-conscious age, at which she rather +felt than saw, and at which she was disposed, indeed was obliged, to +turn her eyes away from what she should not or would not see, Ottilie +was thrown by this melancholy conversation into the most pitiable state. +It rudely tore away the pleasant veil from before her eyes, and it +seemed to her as if everything which had been done all this time for +house and court, for park and garden, for all their wide environs, were +utterly in vain, because he to whom it all belonged could not enjoy it; +because he, like their present visitor, had been driven out to wander up +and down in the world--and, indeed, in the most perilous paths of it--by +those who were nearest and dearest to him. She was accustomed to listen +in silence, but on this occasion she sat on in the most painful +condition; which, indeed, was made rather worse than better by what the +stranger went on to say, as he continued with his peculiar, humorous +gravity: + +"I think I am now on the right way. I look upon myself steadily as a +traveler, who renounces many things in order to enjoy more. I am +accustomed to change; it has become, indeed, a necessity to me; just as +in the opera, people are always looking out for new and newer +decorations, because there have already been so many. I know very well +what I am to expect from the best hotels, and what from the worst. It +may be as good or it may be as bad as it will, but I nowhere find +anything to which I am accustomed, and in the end it comes to much the +same thing whether we depend for our enjoyment entirely on the regular +order of custom, or entirely on the caprices of accident. I have never +had to vex myself now, because this thing is mislaid, or that thing is +lost; because the room in which I live is uninhabitable, and I must have +it repaired; because somebody has broken my favorite cup, and for a long +time nothing tastes well out of any other. All this I am happily raised +above. If the house catches fire about my ears, my people quietly pack +my things up, and we pass away out of the town in search of other +quarters. And considering all these advantages, when I reckon carefully, +I calculate that, by the end of the year, I have not sacrificed more +than it would have cost me to be at home." + +In this description Ottilie saw nothing but Edward before her; how he +too was now amidst discomfort and hardship, marching along untrodden +roads, lying out in the fields in danger and want, and in all this +insecurity and hazard growing accustomed to be homeless and friendless, +learning to fling away everything that he might have nothing to lose. +Fortunately, the party separated for a short time. Ottilie escaped to +her room, where she could give way to her tears. No weight of sorrow had +ever pressed so heavily upon her as this clear perception (which she +tried, as people usually do, to make still clearer to herself), that men +love to dally with and exaggerate the evils which circumstances have +once begun to inflict upon them. + +The state in which Edward was came before her in a light so piteous, so +miserable, that she made up her mind, let it cost her what it would, +that she would do everything in her power to unite him again with +Charlotte, and she herself would go and hide her sorrow and her love in +some silent scene, and beguile the time with such employment as she +could find. + +Meanwhile the Earl's companion, a quiet, sensible man and a keen +observer, had remarked the new trend in the conversation, and spoke to +his friend about it. The latter knew nothing of the circumstances of the +family; but the other being one of those persons whose principal +interest in traveling lay in gathering up the strange occurrences which +arose out of the natural or artificial relations of society, which were +produced by the conflict of the restraint of law with the violence of +the will, of the understanding with the reason, of passion with +prejudice--had some time before made himself acquainted with the outline +of the story, and since he had been in the family had learnt exactly all +that had taken place, and the present position in which things were +standing. + +The Earl, of course, was very sorry, but it was not a thing to make him +uneasy. A man must hold his tongue altogether in society if he is never +to find himself in such a position; for not only remarks with meaning in +them, but the most trivial expressions, may happen to clash in an +inharmonious key with the interest of somebody present. + +"We will set things right this evening," said he, "and escape from any +general conversation; you shall let them hear one of the many charming +anecdotes with which your portfolio and your memory have enriched +themselves while we have been abroad." + +However, with the best intentions, the strangers did not, on this next +occasion, succeed any better in gratifying their friends with unalloyed +entertainment. The Earl's friend told a number of singular stories--some +serious, some amusing, some touching, some terrible--with which he had +roused their attention and strained their interest to the highest +tension, and he thought to conclude with a strange but softer incident, +little dreaming how nearly it would touch his listeners. + +THE TWO STRANGE CHILDREN + +"Two children of neighboring families, a boy and a girl, of an age which +would suit well for them at some future time to marry, were brought up +together with this agreeable prospect, and the parents on both sides, +who were people of some position in the world, looked forward with +pleasure to their future union. + +"It was too soon observed, however, that the purpose seemed likely to +fail; the dispositions of both children promised everything which was +good, but there was an unaccountable antipathy between them. Perhaps +they were too much like each other. Both were thoughtful, clear in their +wills, and firm in their purposes. Each separately was beloved and +respected by his or her companions, but whenever they were together they +were always antagonists. Forming separate plans for themselves, they +only met mutually to cross and thwart each other; never emulating each +other in pursuit of one aim, but always fighting for a single object. +Good-natured and amiable everywhere else, they were spiteful and even +malicious whenever they came in contact. + +"This singular relation first showed itself in their childish games, and +it continued with their advancing years. The boys used to play at +soldiers, divide into parties, and give each other battle, and the +fierce haughty young lady set herself at once at the head of one of the +armies, and fought against the other with such animosity and bitterness +that the latter would have been put to a shameful flight, except for the +desperate bravery of her own particular rival, who at last disarmed his +antagonist and took her prisoner; and even then she defended herself +with so much fury that to save his eyes from being torn out, and at the +same time not to injure his enemy, he had been obliged to take off his +silk handkerchief and tie her hands with it behind her back. + +"This she never forgave him: she made so many attempts, she laid so many +plans to injure him, that the parents, who had been long watching these +singular passions, came to a mutual understanding and resolved to +separate these two hostile creatures, and sacrifice their favorite +hopes. + +"The boy shot rapidly forward in the new situation in which he was +placed. He mastered every subject which he was taught. His friends and +his own inclination chose the army for his profession, and everywhere, +let him be where he would, he was looked up to and beloved. His +disposition seemed formed to labor for the well-being and the pleasure +of others; and he himself, without being clearly conscious of it, was in +himself happy at having got rid of the only antagonist which nature had +assigned to him. + +"The girl, on the other hand, became at once an altered creature. Her +growing age, the progress of her education, above all, her own inward +feelings, drew her away from the boisterous games with boys in which she +had hitherto delighted. Altogether she seemed to want something; there +was nothing anywhere about her which could deserve to excite her hatred, +and she had never found any one whom she could think worthy of her love. + +"A young man, somewhat older than her previous neighbor-antagonist, of +rank, property, and consequence, beloved in society, and much sought +after by women, bestowed his affections upon her. It was the first time +that friend, lover, or servant had displayed any interest in her. The +preference which he showed for her above others who were older, more +cultivated, and of more brilliant pretensions than herself, was +naturally gratifying; the constancy of his attention, which was never +obtrusive, his standing by her faithfully through a number of unpleasant +incidents, his quiet suit, which was declared indeed to her parents, but +which, as she was still very young, he did not press, only asking to be +allowed to hope--all this engaged him to her, and custom and the +assumption in the world that the thing was already settled carried her +along with it. She had so often been called his bride that at last she +began to consider herself so, and neither she nor any one else ever +thought any further trial could be necessary before she exchanged rings +with the person who for so long a time had passed for her bridegroom. + +"The peaceful course which the affair had all along followed was not at +all precipitated by the betrothal. Things were allowed to go on both +sides just as they were; they were happy in being together, and they +could enjoy to the end the fair season of the year as the spring of +their future more serious life. + +"The absent youth had meanwhile grown up into everything which was most +admirable. He had obtained a well-deserved rank in his profession, and +came home on leave to visit his family. Toward his fair neighbor he +found himself again in a natural but singular position. For some time +past she had been nourishing in herself such affectionate family +feelings as suited her position as a bride; she was in harmony with +everything about her; she believed that she was happy, and in a certain +sense she was so. Now first for a long time something again stood in her +way. It was not to be hated--she had become incapable of hatred. Indeed +the childish hatred, which had in fact been nothing more than an obscure +recognition of inward worth, expressed itself now in a happy +astonishment, in pleasure at meeting, in ready acknowledgments, in a +half willing, half unwilling, and yet irresistible attraction; and all +this was mutual. Their long separation gave occasion for longer +conversations; even their old childish foolishness served, now that they +had grown wiser, to amuse them as they looked back; and they felt as if +at least they were bound to make good their petulant hatred by +friendliness and attention to each other--as if their first violent +injustice to each other ought not to be left without open +acknowledgment. + +"On his side it all remained in a sensible, desirable moderation. His +position, his circumstances, his efforts, his ambition, found him so +abundant an occupation, that the friendliness of this pretty bride he +received as a very thank-worthy present; but without, therefore, even so +much as thinking of her in connection with himself, or entertaining the +slightest jealousy of the bridegroom, with whom he stood on the best +possible terms. + +"With her, however, it was altogether different. She seemed to herself +as if she had awakened out of a dream. Her fightings with her young +neighbor had been the beginnings of an affection; and this violent +antagonism was no more than an equally violent innate passion for him, +first showing under the form of opposition. She could remember nothing +else than that she had always loved him. She laughed over her martial +encounter with him with weapons in her hand; she dwelt upon the delight +of her feelings when he disarmed her. She imagined that it had given her +the greatest happiness when he bound her: and whatever she had done +afterward to injure him, or to vex him, presented itself to her as only +an innocent means of attracting his attention. She cursed their +separation. She bewailed the sleepy state into which she had fallen. She +execrated the insidious lazy routine which had betrayed her into +accepting so insignificant a bridegroom. She was transformed--doubly +transformed, forward or backward, whichever way we like to take it. + +"She kept her feelings entirely to herself; but if any one could have +divined them and shared them with her, he could not have blamed her: for +indeed the bridegroom could not sustain a comparison with the other as +soon as they were seen together. If a sort of regard to the one could +not be refused, the other excited the fullest trust and confidence. If +one made an agreeable acquaintance, the other we should desire for a +companion; and in extraordinary cases, where higher demands might have +to be made on them, the bridegroom was a person to be utterly despaired +of, while the other would give the feeling of perfect security. + +"There is a peculiar innate tact in women which discovers to them +differences of this kind; and they have cause as well as occasion to +cultivate it. + +"The more the fair bride was nourishing all these feelings in secret, +the less opportunity there was for any one to speak a word which could +tell in favor of her bridegroom, to remind her of what her duty and +their relative position advised and commanded--indeed, what an +unalterable necessity seemed now irrevocably to require; the poor heart +gave itself up entirely to its passion. + +"On one side she was bound inextricably to the bridegroom by the world, +by her family, and by her own promise; on the other, the ambitious young +man made no secret of what he was thinking and planning for himself, +conducting himself toward her no more than a kind but not at all a +tender brother, and speaking of his departure as immediately impending; +and now it seemed as if her early childish spirit woke up again in her +with all its spleen and violence, and was preparing itself in its +distemper, on this higher stage of life, to work more effectively and +destructively. She determined that she would die to punish the once +hated; and now so passionately loved, youth for his want of interest in +her; and as she could not possess himself, at least she would wed +herself for ever to his imagination and to his repentance. Her dead +image should cling to him, and he should never be free from it. He +should never cease to reproach himself for not having understood, not +examined, not valued her feelings toward him. + +"This singular insanity accompanied her wherever she went. She kept it +concealed under all sorts of forms; and although people thought her very +odd, no one was observant enough or clever enough to discover the real +inward reason. + +"In the meantime, friends, relations, acquaintances had exhausted +themselves in contrivances for pleasure parties. Scarcely a day passed +but something new and unexpected was set on foot. There was hardly a +pretty spot in the country round which had not been decked out and +prepared for the reception of some merry party. And now our young +visitor, before departing, wished to do his part as well, and invited +the young couple, with a small family circle, to an expedition on the +water. They went on board a large beautiful vessel dressed out in all +its colors--one of the yachts which had a small saloon and a cabin or +two besides, and are intended to carry with them upon the water the +comfort and conveniences of land. + +"They set out upon the broad river with music playing. The party had +collected in the cabin, below deck, during the heat of the day, and were +amusing themselves with games. Their young host, who could never remain +without doing something, had taken charge of the helm to relieve the old +master of the vessel, and the latter had lain down and was fast asleep. +It was a moment when the steerer required all his circumspectness, as +the vessel was nearing a spot where two islands narrowed the channel of +the river, while shallow banks of shingle stretching off, first on one +side and then on the other, made the navigation difficult and dangerous. +Prudent and sharp-sighted as he was, he thought for a moment that it +would be better to wake the master; but he felt confident in himself, +and he thought he would venture and make straight for the narrows. At +this moment his fair enemy appeared upon deck with a wreath of flowers +in her hair. 'Take this to remember me by,' she cried out. She took it +off and threw it at the steerer. 'Don't disturb me,' he answered +quickly, as he caught the wreath; 'I require all my powers and all my +attention now.' 'You will never be disturbed by me any more,' she cried; +'you will never see me again.' As she spoke, she rushed to the forward +part of the vessel, and from thence she sprang into the water. Voice +upon voice called out, 'Save her, save her, she is sinking!' He was in +the most terrible difficulty. In the confusion the old shipmaster woke, +and tried to catch the rudder, which the young man bade him take. But +there was no time to change hands. The vessel stranded; and at the same +moment, flinging off the heaviest of his upper garments, he sprang into +the water and swam toward his beautiful enemy. The water is a friendly +element to a man who is at home in it, and who knows how to deal with +it; it buoyed him up, and acknowledged the strong swimmer as its master. +He soon overtook the beautiful girl, who had been swept away before him; +he caught hold of her, raised her and supported her, and both of them +were carried violently down by the current, till the shoals and islands +were left far behind, and the river was again open and running smoothly. +He now began to collect himself; they had passed the first immediate +danger, in which he had been obliged to act mechanically without time to +think; he raised his head as high as he could to look about him and then +swam with all his might to a low bushy point which ran out conveniently +into the stream. There he brought his fair burden to dry land, but he +could find no signs of life in her; he was in despair, when he caught +sight of a trodden path leading among the bushes. Again he caught her up +in his arms, hurried forward, and presently reached a solitary cottage. +There he found kind, good people--a young married couple; the +misfortunes and the dangers explained themselves instantly; every remedy +he could think of was instantly applied; a bright fire blazed up; woolen +blankets were spread on a bed, counterpane, cloaks, skins, whatever +there was at hand which would serve for warmth, were heaped over her as +fast as possible. The desire to save life overpowered, for the present, +every other consideration. Nothing was left undone to bring back to life +the beautiful, half-torpid, naked body. It succeeded; she opened her +eyes! her friend was before her; she threw her heavenly arms about his +neck. In this position she remained for a time; and then a stream of +tears burst out and completed her recovery. 'Will you forsake me,' she +cried, 'now when I find you again thus?' 'Never,' he answered, 'never,' +hardly knowing what he said or did. 'Only consider yourself,' she added; +'take care of yourself, for your sake and for mine.' + +"She now began to collect herself, and for the first time recollected +the state in which she was; she could not be ashamed before her darling, +before her preserver; but she gladly allowed him to go, that he might +take care of himself; for the clothes which he still wore were wet and +dripping. + +"Their young hosts considered what could be done. The husband offered +the young man, and the wife offered the fair lady, the dresses in which +they had been married, which were hanging up in full perfection, and +sufficient for a complete suit, inside and out, for two people. In a +short time our pair of adventurers were not only equipped, but in full +costume. They looked most charming, gazed at each other, when they met, +with admiration, and then with infinite affection, half laughing at the +same time at the quaintness of their appearance, they fell into each +other's arms. + +"The power of youth and the quickening spirit of love in a few moments +completely restored them; and there was nothing wanting but music to +have set them both off dancing. + +"To have found themselves brought from the water on dry land, from death +into life, from the circle of their families into a wilderness, from +despair into rapture, from indifference to affection and to love, all in +a moment: the head was not strong enough to bear it; it must either +burst, or go distracted; or if so distressing an alternative were to be +escaped, the heart must put out all its efforts. + +"Lost wholly in each other, it was long before they recollected the +alarm and anxiety of those who had been left behind; and they +themselves, indeed, could not well think, without alarm and anxiety, how +they were again to encounter them. 'Shall we run away? shall we hide +ourselves?' asked the young man. 'We will remain together,' she said, +as she clung about his neck. + +"The peasant having heard them say that a party was aground on the +shoal, had hurried down, without stopping to ask another question, to +the shore. When he arrived there, he saw the vessel coming safely down +the stream. After much labor it had been got off; and they were now +going on in uncertainty, hoping to find their lost ones again somewhere. +The peasant shouted and made signs to them, and at last caught the +attention of those on board; then he ran to a spot where there was a +convenient place for landing, and went on signalling and shouting till +the vessel's head was turned toward the shore; and what a scene there +was for them when they landed. The parents of the two betrothed first +pressed on the banks; the poor loving bridegroom had almost lost his +senses. They had scarcely learnt that their dear children had been +saved, when in their strange disguise the latter came forward out of the +bushes to meet them. No one recognized them till they were come quite +close. 'Whom do I see?' cried the mothers. 'What do I see?' cried the +fathers. The preserved ones flung themselves on the ground before them. +'Your children,' they called out; 'a pair.' 'Forgive us!' cried the +maiden. 'Give us your blessing!' cried the young man. 'Give us your +blessing!' they cried both, as all the world stood still in wonder. +'Your blessing!' was repeated the third time; and who would have been +able to refuse it?" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The narrator made a pause, or rather he had already finished his story, +before he observed the emotion into which Charlotte had been thrown by +it. She got up, uttered some sort of an apology, and left the room. To +her it was a well-known history. The principal incident in it had really +taken place with the Captain and a neighbor of her own; not exactly, +indeed, as the Englishman had related it. But the main features of it +were the same. It had only been more finished off and elaborated in its +details, as stories of that kind always are when they have passed first +through the lips of the multitude, and then through the fancy of a +clever and imaginative narrator; the result of the process being usually +to leave everything and nothing as it was. + +Ottilie followed Charlotte, as the two friends begged her to do; and +then it was the Earl's turn to remark, that perhaps they had made a +second mistake, and that the subject of the story had been well known +to, or was in some way connected with, the family. "We must take care," +he added, "that we do no more mischief here; we seem to bring little +good to our entertainers for all the kindness and hospitality which they +have shown us; we will make some excuse for ourselves, and then take our +leave." + +"I must confess," answered his companion, "that there is something else +which still holds me here, which I should be very sorry to leave the +house without seeing cleared up or in some way explained. You were too +busy yourself yesterday when we were in the park with the camera, in +looking for spots where you could make your sketches, to have observed +anything else which was passing. You left the broad walk, you remember, +and went to a sequestered place on the side of the lake. There was a +fine view of the opposite shore which you wished to take. Well, Ottilie, +who was with us, got up to follow; and then proposed that she and I +should find our way to you in the boat. I got in with her, and was +delighted with the skill of my fair conductress. I assured her that +never since I had been in Switzerland, where the young ladies so often +fill the place of the boatmen, had I been so pleasantly ferried over the +water. At the same time I could not help asking her why she had shown +such an objection to going the way which you had gone, along the little +by-path. I had observed her shrink from it with a sort of painful +uneasiness. She was not at all offended. 'If you will promise not to +laugh at me,' she answered, 'I will tell you as much as I know about +it; but to myself it is a mystery which I cannot explain. There is a +particular spot in that path which I never pass without a strange shiver +passing over me, which I do not remember ever feeling anywhere else, and +which I cannot the least understand. But I shrink from exposing myself +to the sensation, because it is followed immediately after by a pain on +the left side of my head, from which at other times I suffer severely.' +We landed. Ottilie was engaged with you, and I took the opportunity of +examining the spot, which she pointed out to me as we went by on the +water. I was not a little surprised to find there distinct traces of +coal in sufficient quantities to convince me that at a short distance +below the surface there must be a considerable bed of it. + +"Pardon me, my Lord; I see you smile; and I know very well that you have +no faith in these things about which I am so eager, and that it is only +your sense and your kindness which enable you to tolerate me. However, +it is impossible for me to leave this place without trying on that +beautiful creature an experiment with the pendulum." + +The Earl, whenever these matters came to be spoken of, never failed to +repeat the same objections to them over and over again; and his friend +endured them all quietly and patiently, remaining firm, nevertheless, to +his own opinion, and holding to his own wishes. He, too, again repeated +that there was no reason, because the experiment did not succeed with +every one, that they should give them up, as if there was nothing in +them but fancy. They should be examined into all the more earnestly and +scrupulously; and there was no doubt that the result would be the +discovery of a number of affinities of inorganic creatures for one +another, and of organic creatures for them, and again for each other, +which at present were unknown to us. + +He had already spread out his apparatus of gold rings, marcasites, and +other metallic substances, a pretty little box of which he always +carried about with himself; and he suspended a piece of metal by a +string over another piece, which he placed upon the table. "Now, my +Lord," he said, "you may take what pleasure you please (I can see in +your face what you are feeling), at perceiving that nothing will set +itself in motion with me, or for me. But my operation is no more than a +pretense; when the ladies come back, they will be curious to know what +strange work we are about." + +The ladies returned. Charlotte understood at once what was going on. "I +have heard much of these things," she said; "but I never saw the effect +myself. You have everything ready there. Let me try whether I can +succeed in producing anything." + +She took the thread in her hand, and as she was perfectly serious, she +held it steady, and without any agitation. Not the slightest motion, +however, could be detected. Ottilie was then called upon to try. She +held the pendulum still more quietly and unconsciously over the plate on +the table. But in a moment the swinging piece of metal began to stir +with a distinct rotary action, and turned as they moved the position of +the plate, first to one side and then to the other; now in circles, now +in ellipses; or else describing a series of straight lines; doing all +the Earl's friend could expect, and far exceeding, indeed, all his +expectations. + +The Earl himself was a little staggered; but the other could never be +satisfied, from delight and curiosity, and begged for the experiment +again and again with all sorts of variations. Ottilie was good-natured +enough to gratify him; till at last she was obliged to desire to be +allowed to go, as her headache had come on again. In further admiration +and even rapture, he assured her with enthusiasm that he would cure her +forever of her disorder, if she would only trust herself to his +remedies. For a moment they did not know what he meant; but Charlotte, +who comprehended immediately after, declined his well-meant offer, not +liking to have introduced and practised about her a thing of which she +had always had the strongest apprehensions. + +The strangers were gone, and notwithstanding their having been the +inadvertent cause of strange and painful emotions, left the wish behind +them, that this meeting might not be the last. Charlotte now made use of +the beautiful weather to return visits in the neighborhood, which, +indeed, gave her work enough to do, seeing that the whole country round, +some from a real interest, some merely from custom, had been most +attentive in calling to inquire after her. At home her delight was the +sight of the child, and really it well deserved all love and interest. +People, saw in it a wonderful, indeed a miraculous child; the brightest, +sunniest little face; a fine, well-proportioned body, strong and +healthy; and what surprised them more, the double resemblance, which +became more and more conspicuous. In figure and in the features of the +face, it was like the Captain; the eyes every day it was less easy to +distinguish from the eyes of Ottilie. + +Ottilie herself, partly from this remarkable affinity, perhaps still +more under the influence of that sweet woman's feeling which makes them +regard with the most tender affection the offspring, even by another, of +the man they love, was as good as a mother to the little creature as it +grew, or rather, she was a second mother of another kind. If Charlotte +was absent, Ottilie remained alone with the child and the nurse. Nanny +had for some time past been jealous of the boy for monopolizing the +entire affections of her mistress; she had left her in a fit of +crossness, and gone back to her mother. Ottilie would carry the child +about in the open air, and by degrees took longer and longer walks with +it, carrying a bottle of milk to give the child its food when it wanted +any. Generally, too, she took a book with her; and so with the child in +her arms, reading and wandering, she made a very pretty Penserosa. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +The object of the campaign was attained, and Edward, with crosses and +decorations, was honorably dismissed. He betook himself at once to the +same little estate, where he found exact accounts of his family waiting +for him, on whom all this time, without their having observed it or +known of it, a sharp watch had been kept under his orders. His quiet +residence looked most sweet and pleasant when he reached it. In +accordance with his orders, various improvements had been made in his +absence, and what was wanting to the establishment in extent, was +compensated by its internal comforts and conveniences. Edward, +accustomed by his more active habits of life to take decided steps, +determined to execute a project which he had had sufficient time to +think over. First of all, he invited the Major to come to him. This +pleasure in meeting again was very great to both of them. The +friendships of boyhood, like relationship of blood, possess this +important advantage, that mistakes and misunderstandings never produce +irreparable injury; and the old regard after a time will always +reestablish itself. + +Edward began with inquiring about the situation of his friend, and +learnt that fortune had favored him exactly as he most could have +wished. He then half-seriously asked whether there was not something +going forward about a marriage; to which he received a most decided and +positive denial. + +"I cannot and will not have any reserve with you," he proceeded. "I will +tell you at once what my own feelings are, and what I intend to do. You +know my passion for Ottilie; you must long have comprehended that it was +this which drove me into the campaign. I do not deny that I desire to be +rid of a life which, without her, would be of no further value to me. At +the same time, however, I acknowledge that I could never bring myself +utterly to despair. The prospect of happiness with her was so beautiful, +so infinitely charming, that it was not possible for me entirely to +renounce it. Feelings, too, which I cannot explain, and a number of +happy omens, have combined to strengthen me in the belief, in the +assurance, that Ottilie will one day be mine. The glass with our +initials cut upon it, which was thrown into the air when the +foundation-stone was laid, did not go to pieces; it was caught, and I +have it again in my possession. After many miserable hours of +uncertainty, spent in this place, I said to myself, 'I will put myself +in the place of this glass, and it shall be an omen whether our union be +possible or not. I will go; I will seek for death; not like a madman, +but like a man who still hopes that he may live. Ottilie shall be the +prize for which I fight. Ottilie shall be behind the ranks of the enemy; +in every intrenchment, in every beleaguered fortress, I shall hope to +find her, and to win her. I will do wonders, with the wish to survive +them; with the hope to gain Ottilie, not to lose her.' These feelings +have led me on; they have stood by me through all dangers; and now I +find myself like one who has arrived at his goal, who has overcome +every difficulty and who has nothing more left in his way. Ottilie is +mine, and whatever lies between the thought and the execution of it, I +can only regard as unimportant." + +"With a few strokes you blot out," replied the Major, "all the +objections that we can or ought to urge upon you, and yet they must be +repeated. I must leave it to yourself to recall the full value of your +relation with your wife; but you owe it to her, and you owe it to +yourself, not to close your eyes to it. How can I so much as recollect +that you have had a son given to you, without acknowledging at once that +you two belong to each other forever; that you are bound, for this +little creature's sake, to live united, that united you may educate it +and provide for its future welfare?" + +"It is no more than the blindness of parents," answered Edward, "when +they imagine their existence to be of so much importance to their +children. Whatever lives, finds nourishment and finds assistance; and if +the son who has early lost his father does not spend so easy, so favored +a youth, he profits, perhaps, for that very reason, in being trained +sooner for the world, and comes to a timely knowledge that he must +accommodate himself to others, a thing sooner or later we are all forced +to learn. Here, however even these considerations are irrelevant; we +are sufficiently well off to be able to provide for more children than +one, and it is neither right nor kind to accumulate so large a property +on a single head." + +The Major attempted to say something of Charlotte's worth, and Edward's +long-standing attachment to her; but the latter hastily interrupted him. +"We committed ourselves to a foolish thing, that I see all too clearly. +Whoever, in middle age, attempts to realize the wishes and hopes of his +early youth, invariably deceives himself. Each ten years of a man's life +has its own fortunes, its own hopes, its own desires. Woe to him who, +either by circumstances or by his own infatuation, is induced to grasp +at anything before him or behind him. We have done a foolish thing. Are +we to abide by it all our lives? Are we, from some respect of prudence, +to refuse to ourselves what the customs of the age do not forbid? In how +many matters do men recall their intentions and their actions; and shall +it not be allowed to them here, here, where the question is not of this +thing or of that, but of everything; not of our single condition of +life, but of the whole complex life itself?" + +Again the Major powerfully and impressively urged on Edward to consider +what he owed to his wife, what was due to his family, to the world, and +to his own position; but he could not succeed in producing the slightest +impression. + +"All these questions, my friend," he returned, "I have considered +already again and again. They have passed before me in the storm of +battle, when the earth was shaking with the thunder of the cannon, with +the balls singing and whistling around me, with my comrades falling +right and left, my horse shot under me, my hat pierced with bullets. +They have floated before me by the still watch-fire under the starry +vault of the sky. I have thought them all through, felt them all +through. I have weighed them, and I have satisfied myself about them +again and again, and now forever. At such moments why should I not +acknowledge it to you? You too were in my thoughts, you too belonged to +my circle; as, indeed, you and I have long belonged to each other. If I +have ever been in your debt I am now in a position to repay it with +interest; if you have been in mine you have now the means to make it +good to me. I know that you love Charlotte, and she deserves it. I know +that you are not indifferent to her, and why should she not feel your +worth? Take her at my hand and give Ottilie to me, and we shall be the +happiest beings upon the earth." + +"If you choose to assign me so high a character," replied the Major, "it +is the more reason for me to be firm and prudent. Whatever there may be +in this proposal to make it attractive to me, instead of simplifying the +problem, it only increases the difficulty of it. The question is now of +me as well as of you. The fortunes, the good name, the honor of two men, +hitherto unsullied with a breath, will be exposed to hazard by so +strange a proceeding, to call it by no harsher name, and we shall appear +before the world in a highly questionable light." + +"Our very characters being what they are," replied Edward, "give us a +right to take this single liberty. A man who has borne himself honorably +through a whole life, makes an action honorable which might appear +ambiguous in others. As concerns myself, after these last trials which I +have taken upon myself, after the difficult and dangerous actions which +I have accomplished for others, I feel entitled now to do something for +myself. For you and Charlotte, that part of the business may, if you +like it, be given up; but neither you nor any one shall keep me from +doing what I have determined. If I may look for help and furtherance, I +shall be ready to do everything which can be wished; but if I am to be +left to myself, or if obstacles are to be thrown in my way, some +extremity or other is sure to follow." + +The Major thought it his duty to combat Edward's purposes as long as it +was possible; and now he changed the mode of his attack and tried a +diversion. He seemed to give way, and only spoke of the form of what +they would have to do to bring about this separation, and these new +unions; and so mentioned a number of ugly, undesirable matters, which +threw Edward into the worst of tempers. + +"I see plainly," he cried at last, "that what we desire can only be +carried by storm, whether it be from our enemies or from our friends. I +keep clearly before my own eyes what I demand, what, one way or another, +I must have; and I will seize it promptly and surely. Connections like +ours, I know very well, cannot be broken up and reconstructed again +without much being thrown down which is standing, and much having to +give way which would be glad enough to continue. We shall come to no +conclusion by thinking about it. All rights are alike to the +understanding, and it is always easy to throw extra weight into the +ascending scale. Do you makeup your mind, my friend, to act, and act +promptly, for me and for yourself. Disentangle and untie the knots, and +tie them up again. Do not be deterred from it by nice respects. We have +already given the world something to say about us. It will talk about us +once more; and when we have ceased to be a nine days' wonder, it will +forget us as it forgets everything else, and allow us to follow our own +way without further concern with us." The Major had nothing further to +say, and was at last obliged to sit silent; while Edward treated the +affair as now conclusively settled, talked through in detail all that +had to be done, and pictured the future in every most cheerful color, +and then he went on again seriously and thoughtfully: "If we think to +leave ourselves to the hope, to the expectation, that all will go right +again of itself, that accident will lead us straight, and take care of +us, it will be a most culpable self-deception. In such a way it would be +impossible for us to save ourselves, or reestablish our peace again. I +who have been the innocent cause of it all, how am I ever to console +myself? By my own importunity I prevailed on Charlotte to write to you +to stay with us; and Ottilie followed in consequence. We have had no +more control over what ensued out of this, but we have the power to +make it innocuous; to guide the new circumstances to our own happiness. +Can you turn away your eyes from the fair and beautiful prospects which +I open to us? Can you insist to me, can you insist to us all, on a +wretched renunciation of them? Do you think it possible? Is it possible? +Will there be no vexations, no bitterness, no inconvenience to overcome, +if we resolve to fall back into our old state? and will any good, any +happiness whatever, arise out of it? Will your own rank, will the high +position which you have earned, be any pleasure to you, if you are to be +prevented from visiting me, or from living with me? And after what has +passed, it would not be anything but painful. Charlotte and I, with all +our property, would only find ourselves in a melancholy state. And if, +like other men of the world, you can persuade yourself that years and +separation will eradicate our feelings, will obliterate impressions so +deeply engraved; why, then the question is of these very years, which it +would be better to spend in happiness and comfort than in pain and +misery. But the last and most important point of all which I have to +urge is this: supposing that we, our outward and inward condition being +what it is, could nevertheless make up our minds to wait at all hazards, +and bear what is laid upon us, what is to become of Ottilie? She must +leave our family; she must go into society where we shall not be to care +for her, and she will be driven wretchedly to and fro in a hard, cold +world. Describe to me any situation in which Ottilie, without me, +without us, could be happy, and you will then have employed an argument +which will be stronger than every other; and if I will not promise to +yield to it, if I will not undertake at once to give up all my own +hopes, I will at least reconsider the question, and see how what you +have said will affect it." + +This problem was not so easy to solve; at least, no satisfactory answer +to it suggested itself to his friend, and nothing was left to him except +to insist again and again, how grave and serious, and in many senses how +dangerous, the whole undertaking was; and at least that they ought +maturely to consider how they had better enter upon it. Edward agreed to +this, and consented to wait before he took any steps; but only under the +condition that his friend should not leave him until they had come to a +perfect understanding about it, and until the first measures had been +taken. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Men who are complete strangers, and wholly indifferent to one another, +if they live a long time together, are sure both of them to expose +something of their inner nature, and thus a kind of intimacy will arise +between them. All the more was it to be expected that there would soon +be no secrets between our two friends, now that they were again under +the same roof together, and in daily and hourly intercourse. They went +over again the earlier stages of their history, and the Major confessed +to Edward that Charlotte had intended Ottilie for him at the time at +which he returned from abroad, and hoped that some time or other he +might marry her. Edward was in ecstasies at this discovery; he spoke +without reserve of the mutual affection of Charlotte and the Major, +which, because it happened to fall in so conveniently with his own +wishes, he painted in very lively colors. + +Deny it altogether, the Major could not; at the same time, he could not +altogether acknowledge it. But Edward only insisted on it the more. He +had pictured the whole thing to himself not as possible, but as already +concluded; all parties had only to resolve on what they all wished; +there would be no difficulty in obtaining a separation; the marriages +should follow as soon after as possible, and Edward could travel with +Ottilie. + +Of all the pleasant things which imagination pictures to us, perhaps +there is none more charming than when lovers and young married people +look forward to enjoying their new relation to each other in a fresh, +new world, and test the endurance of the bond between them in so many +changing circumstances. The Major and Charlotte were in the meantime to +have unrestricted powers to settle all questions of money, property, and +other such important worldly matters; and to do whatever was right and +proper for the satisfaction of all parties. What Edward dwelt the most +upon, however, what he seemed to promise himself the most advantage from +was this:--as the child would have to remain with the mother, the Major +would charge himself with the education of it; he would train the boy +according to his own views, and develop what capacities there might be +in him. It was not for nothing that he had received in his baptism the +name of Otto, which belonged to them both. + +Edward had so completely arranged everything for himself, that he could +not wait another day to carry it into execution. On their way to the +castle, they arrived at a small town, where Edward had a house, and +where he was to stay to await the return of the Major. He could not, +however, prevail upon himself to alight there at once, and accompanied +his friend through the place. They were both on horseback, and falling +into some interesting conversation, rode on further together. + +On a sudden they saw, in the distance, the new house on the height, with +its red tiles shining in the sun. An irresistible longing came over +Edward; he would have it all settled that very evening; he would remain +concealed in a village close by. The Major was to urge the business on +Charlotte with all his power; he would take her prudence by surprise; +and oblige her by the unexpectedness of his proposal to make a free +acknowledgment of her feelings. Edward had transferred his own wishes to +her; he felt certain that he was only meeting her half-way, and that her +inclinations were as decided as his own; and he looked for an immediate +consent from her, because he himself could think of nothing else. + +Joyfully he saw the prosperous issue before his eyes; and that it might +be communicated to him as swiftly as possible, a few cannon shots were +to be fired off, and if it was dark, a rocket or two sent up. + +The Major rode to the castle. He did not find Charlotte there; he learnt +that for the present she was staying at the new house; at that +particular time, however, she was paying a visit in the neighborhood, +and she probably would not have returned till late that evening. He +walked back to the hotel, to which he had previously sent his horse. + +Edward, in the meantime, unable to sit still from restlessness and +impatience, stole away out of his concealment along solitary paths known +only to foresters and fishermen, into his park; and he found himself +toward evening in the copse close to the lake, the broad mirror of which +he now for the first time saw spread out in its perfectness before him. + +Ottilie had gone out that afternoon for a walk along the shore. She had +the child with her, and read as she usually did while she went along. +She had gone as far as the oak-tree by the ferry. The boy had fallen +asleep; she sat down; laid it on the ground at her side, and continued +reading. The book was one of those which attract persons of delicate +feeling, and afterward will not let them go again. She forgot the time +and the hours; she never thought what a long way round it was by land to +the new house; but she sat lost in her book and in herself, so beautiful +to look at, that the trees and the bushes round her ought to have been +alive, and to have had eyes given them to gaze upon her and admire her. +The sun was sinking; a ruddy streak of light fell upon her from behind, +tinging with gold her cheek and shoulder. Edward, who had made his way +to the lake without being seen, finding his park desolate, and no trace +of human creature to be seen anywhere, went on and on. At last he broke +through the copse behind the oak-tree, and saw her. At the same moment +she saw him. He flew to her, and threw himself at her feet. After a +long, silent pause, in which they both endeavored to collect themselves, +he explained in a few words why and how he had come there. He had sent +the Major to Charlotte; and perhaps at that moment their common destiny +was being decided. Never had he doubted her affection, and she assuredly +had never doubted his. He begged for her consent; she hesitated; he +implored her. He offered to resume his old privilege, and throw his arms +around her, and embrace her; she pointed down to the child. + +Edward looked at it, and was amazed. "Great God!" he cried; "if I had +cause to doubt my wife and my friend, this face would witness fearfully +against them. Is not this the very image of the Major? I never saw such +a likeness." + +"Indeed!" replied Ottilie; "all the world say it is like me." + +"Is it possible?" Edward answered; and at the moment the child opened +its eyes--two large, black, piercing eyes, deep and full of love; +already the little face was full of intelligence. He seemed as if he +knew both the figures which he saw standing before him. Edward threw +himself down beside the child, and then knelt a second time before +Ottilie. "It is you," he cried; "the eyes are yours! ah, but let me look +into yours; let me throw a veil over that ill-starred hour which gave +its being to this little creature. Shall I shock your pure spirit with +the fearful thought, that man and wife who are estranged from each +other, can yet press each other to their heart, and profane the bonds by +which the law unites them by other eager wishes? Oh yes! As I have said +so much; as my connection with Charlotte must now be severed; as you +will be mine, why should I not speak out the words to you? This child is +the offspring of a double adultery. It should have been a tie between my +wife and myself; but it severs her from me, and me from her. Let it +witness, then, against me. Let these fair eyes say to yours, that in the +arms of another I belonged to you. You must feel, Ottilie, oh! you must +feel, that my fault, my crime, I can only expiate in your arms." + +"Hark!" he called out, as he sprang up and listened. He thought that he +had heard a shot, and that it was the sign which the Major was to give. +It was the gun of a forester on the adjoining hill. Nothing followed. +Edward grew impatient. + +Ottilie now first observed that the sun was down behind the mountains; +its last rays were shining on the windows of the house above. "Leave me, +Edward," she cried; "go. Long as we have been parted, much as we have +borne, yet remember what we both owe to Charlotte. She must decide our +fate; do not let us anticipate her judgment. I am yours if she will +permit it to be so. If she will not, I must renounce you. As you think +it is now so near an issue, let us wait. Go back to the village, where +the Major supposes you to be. Is it likely that a rude cannon-shot will +inform you of the results of such an interview? Perhaps at this moment +he is seeking for you. He will not have found Charlotte at home; of that +I am certain. He may have gone to meet her; for they knew at the castle +where she was. How many things may have happened! Leave me! she must be +at home by this time; she is expecting me there with the baby." + +Ottilie spoke hurriedly; she called together all the possibilities. It +was too delightful to be with Edward; but she felt that he must now +leave her. "I beseech, I implore you, my beloved," she cried out; "go +back and wait for the Major." + +"I obey your commands," cried Edward. He gazed at her for a moment with +rapturous love, and then caught her close in his arms. She wound her own +about him, and pressed him tenderly to her breast. Hope streamed away, +like a star shooting in the sky, above their heads. They thought then, +they believed, that they did indeed belong to each other. For the first +time they exchanged free, genuine kisses, and separated with pain and +effort. + +The sun had gone down. It was twilight, and a damp mist was rising about +the lake. Ottilie stood confused and agitated. She looked across to the +house on the hill, and she thought she saw Charlotte's white dress on +the balcony. + +It was a long way round by the end of the lake; and she knew how +impatiently Charlotte would be waiting for the child. She saw the +plane-trees just opposite her, and only a narrow interval of water +divided her from the path which led straight up to the house. Her +nervousness about venturing on the water with the child vanished in her +present embarrassment. She hastened to the boat; she did not feel that +her heart was beating; that her feet were tottering; that her senses +were threatening to fail her. + +She sprang in, seized the oar, and pushed off. She had to use force; she +pushed again. The boat shot off, and glided, swaying and rocking into +the open water. With the child in her left arm, the book in her left +hand, and the oar in her right, she lost her footing, and fell over the +seat; the oar slipped from her on one side, and as she tried to recover +herself, the child and the book slipped on the other, all into the +water. She caught the floating dress, but lying entangled as she was +herself, she was unable to rise. Her right hand was free, but she could +not reach round to help herself up with it; at last she succeeded. She +drew the child out of the water; but its eyes were closed, and it had +ceased to breathe. + +In a moment, she recovered all her self-possession; but so much the +greater was her agony; the boat was drifting fast into the middle of the +lake; the oar was swimming far away from her. She saw no one on the +shore; and, indeed, if she had, it would have been of no service to her. +Cut off from all assistance, she was floating on the faithless, unstable +element. + +She sought for help from herself; she had often heard of the recovery of +the drowned; she had herself witnessed an instance of it on the evening +of her birthday; she took off the child's clothes, and dried it with her +muslin dress; she threw open her bosom, laying it bare for the first +time to the free heaven. For the first time she pressed a living being +to her pure, naked breast. + +[Illustration: OTTILIE. _From the Painting by Wilhelm von Kaulbach_] + +Alas! and it was not a living being. The cold limbs of the ill-starred +little creature chilled her to the heart. Streams of tears gushed from +her eyes, and lent a show of life and warmth to the outside of the +torpid limbs. She persevered with her efforts; she wrapped it in her +shawl, she drew it close to herself, stroked it, breathed upon it, and +with tears and kisses labored to supply the help which, cut off as she +was, she was unable to find. + +It was all in vain; the child lay motionless in her arms; motionless the +boat floated on the glassy water. But even here her beautiful spirit did +not leave her forsaken. She turned to the Power above. She sank down +upon her knees in the boat, and with both arms raised the unmoving child +above her innocent breast, like marble in its whiteness; alas, too, like +marble, cold; with moist eyes she looked up and cried for help, where a +tender heart hopes to find it in its fulness when all other help has +failed. + +The stars were beginning one by one to glimmer down upon her; she turned +to them and not in vain; a soft air stole over the surface, and wafted +the boat under the plane-trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +She hurried to the new house, and called the surgeon and gave the child +into his hands. It was carried at once to Charlotte's sleeping-room. +Cool and collected from a wide experience, he submitted the tender body +to the usual process. Ottilie stood by him through it all. She prepared +everything, she fetched everything, but as if she were moving in another +world; for the height of misfortune, like the height of happiness, +alters the aspect of every object. And it was only when, after every +resource had been exhausted, the good man shook his head, and to her +questions, whether there was hope, first was silent, and then answered +with a gentle No! that she left the apartment, and had scarcely entered +the sitting-room, when she fell fainting, with her face upon the carpet, +unable to reach the sofa. + +At that moment Charlotte was heard driving up. The surgeon implored the +servants to keep back, and allow him to go to meet her and prepare her. +But he was too late; while he was speaking she had entered the +drawing-room. She found Ottilie on the ground, and one of the girls of +the house came running and screaming to her open-mouthed. The surgeon +entered at the same moment, and she was informed of everything. She +could not at once, however, give up all hope. She was flying up stairs +to the child, but the physician besought her to remain where she was. He +went himself, to deceive her with a show of fresh exertions, and she sat +down upon the sofa. Ottilie was still lying on the ground; Charlotte +raised her, and supported her against herself, and her beautiful head +sank down upon her knee. The kind medical man went backward and forward; +he appeared to be busy about the child; his real care was for the +ladies; and so came on midnight, and the stillness grew more and more +deathly. Charlotte did not try to conceal from herself any longer that +her child would never return to life again. She desired to see it now. +It had been wrapped up in warm woolen coverings. And it was brought down +as it was, lying in its cot, which was placed at her side on the sofa. +The little face was uncovered; and there it lay in its calm sweet +beauty. + +The report of the accident soon spread through the village; every one +was aroused, and the story reached the hotel. The Major hurried up the +well-known road; he went round and round the house; at last he met a +servant who was going to one of the out-buildings to fetch something. He +learnt from him in what state things were, and desired him to tell the +surgeon that he was there. The latter came out, not a little surprised +at the appearance of his old patron. He told him exactly what had +happened, and undertook to prepare Charlotte to see him. He then went +in, began some conversation to distract her attention, and led her +imagination from one object to another, till at last he brought it to +rest upon her friend, and the depth of feeling and of sympathy which +would surely be called out in him. From the imaginative she was brought +at once to the real. Enough! she was informed that he was at the door, +that he knew everything and desired to be admitted. + +The Major entered. Charlotte received him with a miserable smile. He +stood before her; she lifted off the green silk covering under which the +body was lying; and by the dim light of a taper, he saw before him, not +without a secret shudder, the stiffened image of himself. Charlotte +pointed to a chair, and there they sat opposite each other, without +speaking, through the night. Ottilie was still lying motionless on +Charlotte's knee; she breathed softly, and slept or seemed to sleep. + +The morning dawned, the lights went out; the two friends appeared to +awake out of a heavy dream. Charlotte looked toward the Major, and said +quietly: "Tell me through what circumstances you have been brought +hither, to take part in this mourning scene." + +"The present is not a time," the Major answered, in the same low tone as +that in which Charlotte had spoken, for fear lest she might disturb +Ottilie; "this is not a time, and this is not a place for reserve. The +condition in which I find you is so fearful that even the earnest matter +on which I am here loses its importance by the side of it." He then +informed her, quite calmly and simply, of the object of his mission, in +so far as he was the ambassador of Edward; of the object of his coming, +in so far as his own free will and his own interests were concerned in +it. He laid both before her, delicately but uprightly; Charlotte +listened quietly, and showed neither surprise nor unwillingness. + +As soon as the Major had finished, she replied, in a voice so light that +to catch her words he was obliged to draw his chair closer to her: "In +such a case as this I have never before found myself; but in similar +cases I have always said to myself, how will it be tomorrow? I feel very +clearly that the fate of many persons is now in my hands, and what I +have to do is soon said without scruple or hesitation. I consent to the +separation; I ought to have made up my mind to it before; by my +unwillingness and reluctance I have destroyed my child. There are +certain things on which destiny obstinately insists. In vain may reason, +may virtue, may duty, may all holy feelings place themselves in its way. +Something shall be done which to it seems good, and which to us seems +not good; and it forces its own way through at last, let us conduct +ourselves as we will. + +"And, indeed, what am I saying? It is but my own desire, my own purpose, +against which I acted so unthinkingly, which destiny is again bringing +in my way? Did I not long ago, in my thoughts, design Edward and Ottilie +for each other? Did I not myself labor to bring them together? And you, +my friend, you yourself were an accomplice in my plot. Why, why, could I +not distinguish mere man's obstinacy from real love? Why did I accept +his hand, when I could have made him happy as a friend, and when another +could have made him happy as a wife? And now, look here on this unhappy +slumberer. I tremble for the moment when she will recover out of this +half death-sleep into consciousness. How can she endure to live? How +shall she ever console herself, if she may not hope to make good that to +Edward, of which, as the instrument of the most wonderful destiny, she +has deprived him? And she can make it all good again by the passion, by +the devotion with which she loves him. If love be able to bear all +things, it is able to do yet more; it can restore all things; of myself +at such a moment I may not think. + +"Do you go quietly away, my dear Major; say to Edward that I consent to +the separation; that I leave it to him, to you, and to Mittler, to +settle whatever is to be done. I have no anxiety for my own future +condition; it may be what it will; it is nothing to me. I will subscribe +whatever paper is submitted to me, only he must not require me to join +actively. I cannot have to think about it, or give advice." + +The Major rose to go. She stretched out her hand to him across Ottilie. +He pressed it to his lips, and whispered gently: "And for myself, may I +hope anything?" + +"Do not ask me now!" replied Charlotte. "I will tell you another time. +We have not deserved to be miserable; but neither can we say that we +have deserved to be happy together." + +The Major left her, and went, feeling for Charlotte to the bottom of his +heart, but not being able to be sorry for the fate of the poor child. +Such an offering seemed necessary to him for their general happiness. He +pictured Ottilie to himself with a child of her own in her arms, as the +most perfect compensation for the one of which she had deprived Edward. +He pictured himself with his own son on his knee, who should have better +right to resemble him than the one which was departed. + +With such flattering hopes and fancies passing through his mind, he +returned to the hotel, and on his way back he met Edward, who had been +waiting for him the whole night through in the open air, since neither +rocket nor report of cannon would bring him news of the successful issue +of his undertaking. He had already heard of the misfortune; and he too, +instead of being sorry for the poor creature, regarded what had befallen +it, without being exactly ready to confess it to himself, as a +convenient accident, through which the only impediment in the way of his +happiness was at once removed. + +The Major at once informed him of his wife's resolution, and he +therefore easily allowed himself to be prevailed upon to return again +with him to the village, and from thence to go for a while to the little +town, where they would consider what was next to be done, and make their +arrangements. + +After the Major had left her, Charlotte sat on, buried in her own +reflections; but it was only for a few minutes. Ottilie suddenly raised +herself from her lap, and looked full with her large eyes in her +friend's face. Then she got up from off the ground, and stood upright +before her. + +"This is the second time," began the noble girl, with an irresistible +solemnity of manner, "this is the second time that the same thing has +happened to me. You once said to me that similar things often befall +people more than once in their lives in a similar way, and if they do, +it is always at important moments. I now find that what you said is +true, and I have to make a confession to you. Shortly after my mother's +death, when I was a very little child, I was sitting one day on a +footstool close to you. You were on a sofa, as you are at this moment, +and my head rested on your knees. I was not asleep, I was not awake: I +was in a trance. I knew everything which was passing about me. I heard +every word which was said with the greatest distinctness, and yet I +could not stir, I could not speak; and if I had wished it, I could not +have given a hint that I was conscious. On that occasion you were +speaking about me to one of your friends; you were commiserating my +fate, left as I was a poor orphan in the world. You described my +dependent position, and how unfortunate a future was before me, unless +some very happy star watched over me. I understood well what you said. I +saw, perhaps too clearly, what you appeared to hope of me, and what you +thought I ought to do. I made rules to myself, according to such limited +insight as I had, and by these I have long lived; by these, at the time +when you so kindly took charge of me, and had me with you in your house, +I regulated whatever I did and whatever I left undone. + +"But I have wandered out of my course; I have broken my rules; I have +lost the very power of feeling them. And now, after a dreadful +occurrence, you have again made clear to me my situation, which is more +pitiable than the first. While lying in a half torpor on your lap, I +have again, as if out of another world, heard every syllable which you +uttered. I know from you how all is with me. I shudder at the thought of +myself; but again, as I did then, in my half sleep of death, I have +marked out my new path for myself. + +"I am determined, as I was before, and what I have determined I must +tell you at once. I will never be Edward's wife. In a terrible manner +God has opened my eyes to see the sin in which I was entangled. I will +atone for it, and let no one think to move me from my purpose. It is by +this, my dearest, kindest friend, that you must govern your own conduct. +Send for the Major to come back to you. Write to him that no steps must +be taken. It made me miserable that I could not stir or speak when he +went. I tried to rise--I tried to cry out. Oh, why did you let him leave +you with such unlawful hopes!" + +Charlotte saw Ottilie's condition, and she felt for it; but she hoped +that by time and persuasion she might be able to prevail upon her. On +her uttering a few words, however, which pointed to a future--to a time +when her sufferings would be alleviated, and when there might be better +room for hope, "No!" Ottilie cried, with vehemence, "do not endeavor to +move me; do not seek to deceive me. At the moment at which I learn that +you have consented to the separation, in that same lake I will expiate +my errors and my crimes." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Friends and relatives, and all persons living in the same house +together, are apt, when life is going smoothly and peacefully with them, +to make what they are doing, or what they are going to do, even more +than is right or necessary, a subject of constant conversation. They +talk to each other of their plans and their occupations, and, without +exactly taking one another's advice, consider and discuss together the +entire progress of their lives. But this is far from being the case in +serious moments; just when it would seem men most require the assistance +and support of others, they all draw singly within themselves, every one +to act for himself, every one to work in his own fashion; they conceal +from one another the particular means which they employ, and only the +result, the object, the thing which they realize, is again made common +property. + +After so many strange and unfortunate incidents, a sort of silent +seriousness had passed over the two ladies, which showed itself in a +sweet mutual effort to spare each other's feelings. The child had been +buried privately in the chapel. It rested there as the first offering to +a destiny full of ominous foreshadowings. + +Charlotte, as soon as ever she could, turned back to life and +occupation, and here she first found Ottilie standing in need of her +assistance. She occupied herself almost entirely with her, without +letting it be observed. She knew how deeply the noble girl loved Edward. +She had discovered by degrees the scene which had preceded the accident, +and had gathered every circumstance of it, partly from Ottilie herself, +partly from the letters of the Major. + +Ottilie, on her side, made Charlotte's immediate life much more easy for +her. She was open, and even talkative, but she never spoke of the +present, or of what had lately passed. She had been a close and +thoughtful observer. She knew much, and now it all came to the surface. +She entertained, she amused Charlotte, and the latter still nourished a +hope in secret to see her married to Edward after all. + +But something very different was passing in Ottilie. She had disclosed +the secret of the course of her life to her friend, and she showed no +more of her previous restraint and submissiveness. By her repentance and +her resolution she felt herself freed from the burden of her fault and +her misfortune. She had no more violence to do to herself. In the bottom +of her heart she had forgiven herself solely under condition of the +fullest renunciation, and it was a condition which would remain binding +for all time to come. + +So passed away some time, and Charlotte now felt how deeply house and +park, and lake and rocks and trees, served to keep alive in them all +their most painful reminiscences. They wanted change of scene, both of +them, it was plain enough; but how it was to be effected was not so +easy to decide. + +Were the two ladies to remain together? Edward's previously expressed +will appeared to enjoin it--his declarations and his threats appeared to +make it necessary; only it could not be now mistaken that Charlotte and +Ottilie, with all their good will, with all their sense, with all their +efforts to conceal it, could not avoid finding themselves in a painful +situation toward each other. In their conversation there was a constant +endeavor to avoid doubtful subjects. They were often obliged only half +to understand some allusion; more often, expressions were +misinterpreted, if not by their understandings, at any rate by their +feelings. They were afraid to give pain to each other, and this very +fear itself produced the evil which they were seeking to avoid. + +If they were to try change of scene, and at the same time (at any rate +for a while) to part, the old question came up again: Where was Ottilie +to go? There was the grand, rich family, who still wanted a desirable +companion for their daughter, their attempts to find a person whom they +could trust having hitherto proved ineffectual. The last time the +Baroness had been at the castle, she had urged Charlotte to send Ottilie +there, and she had been lately pressing it again and again in her +letters. Charlotte now a second time proposed it; but Ottilie expressly +declined going anywhere, where she would be thrown into what is called +the great world. + +"Do not think me foolish or self-willed, my dear aunt," she said; "I had +better tell you what I feel, for fear you should judge hardly of me; +although in any other case it would be my duty to be silent. A person +who has fallen into uncommon misfortunes, however guiltless he may be, +carries a frightful mark upon him. His presence, in every one who sees +him and is aware of his history, excites a kind of horror. People see in +him the terrible fate which has been laid upon him, and he is the object +of a diseased and nervous curiosity. It is so with a house, it is so +with a town, where any terrible action has been done; people enter them +with awe; the light of day shines less brightly there, and the stars +seem to lose their lustre. + +"Perhaps we ought to excuse it, but how extreme is the indiscretion with +which people behave toward such unfortunates, with their foolish +importunities and awkward kindness! You must forgive me for speaking in +this way, but that poor girl whom Luciana tempted out of her retirement, +and with such mistaken good nature tried to force into society and +amusement, has haunted me and made me miserable. The poor creature, when +she was so frightened and tried to escape, and then sank and swooned +away, and I caught her in my arms, and the party came all crowding round +in terror and curiosity!--little did I think, then, that the same fate +was in store for me. But my feeling for her is as deep and warm and +fresh as ever it was; and now I may direct my compassion upon myself, +and secure myself from being the object of any similar exposure." + +"But, my dear child," answered Charlotte, "you will never be able to +withdraw yourself where no one can see you; we have no cloisters now: +otherwise, there, with your present feelings, would be your resource." + +"Solitude would not give me the resource for which I wish, my dear +aunt," answered Ottilie. "The one true and valuable resource is to be +looked for where we can be active and useful; all the self-denials and +all the penances on earth will fail to deliver us from an evil-omened +destiny, if it be determined to persecute us. Let me sit still in +idleness and serve as a spectacle for the world, and it will overpower +me and crush me. But find me some peaceful employment, where I can go +steadily and unweariedly on doing my duty, and I shall be able to bear +the eyes of men, when I need not shrink under the eyes of God." + +"Unless I am much mistaken," replied Charlotte, "your inclination is to +return to the school." + +"Yes," Ottilie answered; "I do not deny it. I think it a happy +destination to train up others in the beaten way, after having been +trained in the strangest myself. And do we not see the same great fact +in history? some moral calamity drives men out into the wilderness; but +they are not allowed to remain as they had hoped in their concealment +there. They are summoned back into the world, to lead the wanderers into +the right way; and who are fitter for such a service, than those who +have been initiated into the labyrinths of life? They are commanded to +be the support of the unfortunate; and who can better fulfil that +command than those who have no more misfortunes to fear upon earth?" + +"You are selecting an uncommon profession for yourself," replied +Charlotte. "I shall not oppose you, how ever. Let it be as you wish; +only I hope it will be but for a short time." + +"Most warmly I thank you," said Ottilie, "for giving me leave at least +to try, to make the experiment. If I am not flattering myself too +highly, I am sure I shall succeed: wherever I am, I shall remember the +many trials which I went through myself, and how small, how infinitely +small they were compared to those which I afterward had to undergo. It +will be my happiness to watch the embarrassments of the little creatures +as they grow; to cheer them in their childish sorrows, and guide them +back with a light hand out of their little aberrations. The fortunate is +not the person to be of help to the unfortunate; it is in the nature of +man to require ever more and more of himself and others, the more he has +received. The unfortunate who has himself recovered, knows best how to +nourish, in himself and them, the feeling that every moderate good ought +to be enjoyed with rapture." + +"I have but one objection to make to what you propose," said Charlotte, +after some thought, "although that one seems to me of great importance. +I am not thinking of you, but of another person: you are aware of the +feelings toward you of that good, right-minded, excellent Assistant. In +the way in which you desire to proceed, you will become every day more +valuable and more indispensable to him. Already he himself believes that +he can never live happily without you, and hereafter, when he has become +accustomed to have you to work with him, he will be unable to carry on +his business if he loses you; you will have assisted him at the +beginning only to injure him in the end." + +"Destiny has not dealt with me with too gentle a hand," replied Ottilie; +"and whoever loves me has perhaps not much better to expect. Our friend +is so good and so sensible, that I hope he will be able to reconcile +himself to remaining in a simple relation with me; he will learn to see +in me a consecrated person, lying under the shadow of an awful calamity, +and only able to support herself and bear up against it by devoting +herself to that Holy Being who is invisibly around us, and alone is able +to shield us from the dark powers which threaten to overwhelm us." + +All this, which the dear girl poured out so warmly, Charlotte privately +reflected over; on many different occasions, although only in the +gentlest manner, she had hinted at the possibility of Ottilie's being +brought again in contact with Edward; but the slightest mention of it, +the faintest hope, the least suspicion, seemed to wound Ottilie to the +quick. One day when she could not evade it, she expressed herself to +Charlotte clearly and peremptorily on the subject. + +"If your resolution to renounce Edward," returned Charlotte, "is so firm +and unalterable, then you had better avoid the danger of seeing him +again. At a distance from the object of our love, the warmer our +affection, the stronger is the control which we fancy that we can +exercise on ourselves; because the whole force of the passion, diverted +from its outward objects, turns inward on ourselves. But how soon, how +swiftly is our mistake made clear to us, when the thing which we thought +that we could renounce, stands again before our eyes as indispensable to +us! You must now do what you consider best suited to your +circumstances. Look well into yourself; change, if you prefer it, the +resolution which you have just expressed. But do it of yourself, with a +free consenting heart. Do not allow yourself to be drawn in by an +accident; do not let yourself be surprised into your former position. It +will place you at issue with yourself and will be intolerable to you. As +I said, before you take this step, before you remove from me, and enter +upon a new life, which will lead you no one knows in what direction, +consider once more whether really, indeed, you can renounce Edward for +the whole time to come. If you have faithfully made up your mind that +you will do this, then will you enter into an engagement with me, that +you will never admit him into your presence; and if he seeks you out and +forces himself upon you, that you will not exchange words with him?" + +Ottilie did not hesitate a moment; she gave Charlotte the promise, which +she had already made to herself. + +Now, however, Charlotte began to be haunted with Edward's threat, that +he would only consent to renounce Ottilie, as long as she was not parted +from Charlotte. Since that time, indeed, circumstances were so altered, +so many things had happened, that an engagement which was wrung from him +in a moment of excitement might well be supposed to have been cancelled. +She was unwilling, however, in the remotest sense to venture anything or +to undertake anything which might displease him, and Mittler was +therefore to find Edward, and inquire what, as things now were, he +wished to be done. + +Since the death of the child, Mittler had often been at the castle to +see Charlotte, although only for a few moments at a time. The unhappy +accident which had made her reconciliation with her husband in the +highest degree improbable, had produced a most painful effect upon him. +But ever, as his nature was, hoping and striving, he rejoiced secretly +at the resolution of Ottilie. He trusted to the softening influence of +passing time; he hoped that it might still be possible to keep the +husband and the wife from separating; and he tried to regard these +convulsions of passion only as trials of wedded love and fidelity. + +Charlotte, at the very first, had informed the Major by letter of +Ottilie's declaration. She had entreated him most earnestly to prevail +on Edward to take no further steps for the present. They should keep +quiet and wait, and see whether the poor girl's spirits would recover. +She had let him know from time to time whatever was necessary of what +had more lately fallen from her. And now Mittler had to undertake the +really difficult commission of preparing Edward for an alteration in her +situation. Mittler, however, well knowing that men can be brought more +easily to submit to what is already done, than to give their consent to +what is yet to be done, persuaded Charlotte that it would be better to +send Ottilie off at once to the school. + +Consequently, as soon as Mittler was gone, preparations were at once +made for the journey. Ottilie put her things together; and Charlotte +observed that neither the beautiful box, nor anything out of it, was to +go with her. Ottilie had said nothing to her on the subject; and she +took no notice, but let her alone. The day of the departure came; +Charlotte's carriage was to take Ottilie the first day as far as a place +where they were well known, where she was to pass the night, and on the +second she would go on in it to the school. It was settled that Nanny +was to accompany her, and remain as her attendant. + +This capricious little creature had found her way back to her mistress +after the death of the child, and now hung about her as warmly and +passionately as ever; indeed she seemed, with her loquacity and +attentiveness, as if she wished to make good her past neglect, and +henceforth devote herself entirely to Ottilie's service. She was quite +beside herself now for joy at the thought of traveling with her, and of +seeing strange places, when she had hitherto never been away from the +scene of her birth; and she ran from the castle to the village to carry +the news of her good fortune to her parents and her relations, and to +take leave. + +Unluckily for herself, she went, among other places, into a room where +a person was who had the measles, and caught the infection, which came +out upon her at once. The journey could not be postponed. Ottilie +herself was urgent to go. She had traveled once already the same road. +She knew the people of the hotel where she was to sleep. The coachman +from the castle was going with her. There could be nothing to fear. + +Charlotte made no opposition. She, too, in thought, was making haste to +be clear of present embarrassments. The rooms which Ottilie had occupied +at the castle she would have prepared for Edward as soon as possible, +and restored to the old state in which they had been before the arrival +of the Captain. The hope of bringing back old happy days burns up again +and again in us, as if it never could be extinguished. And Charlotte was +quite right; there was nothing else for her except to hope as she did. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +When Mittler was come to talk the matter over with Edward, he found him +sitting by himself, with his head supported on his right hand, and his +arm resting on the table. He appeared in great suffering. + +"Is your headache troubling you again?" asked Mittler. + +"It is troubling me," answered he; "and yet I cannot wish it were not +so, for it reminds me of Ottilie. She too, I say to myself, is also +suffering in the same way at this same moment, and suffering more +perhaps than I; and why cannot I bear it as well as she? These pains are +good for me. I might almost say that they were welcome; for they serve +to bring out before me with the greater vividness her patience and all +her other graces. It is only when we suffer ourselves, that we feel +really the true nature of all the high qualities which are required to +bear suffering." + +Mittler, finding his friend so far resigned, did not hesitate to +communicate the message with which he had been sent. He brought it out +piecemeal, however; in order of time, as the idea had itself arisen +between the ladies, and had gradually ripened into a purpose. Edward +scarcely made an objection. From the little which he said, it appeared +as if he was willing to leave everything to them; the pain which he was +suffering at the moment making him indifferent to all besides. + +Scarcely, however, was he again alone, than he got up, and walked +rapidly up and down the room; he forgot his pain, his attention now +turning to what was external to himself. Mittler's story had stirred the +embers of his love, and awakened his imagination in all its vividness. +He saw Ottilie by herself, or as good as by herself, traveling on a road +which was well known to him--in a hotel with every room of which he was +familiar. He thought, he considered, or rather he neither thought nor +considered; he only wished--he only desired. He would see her; he would +speak to her. Why, or for what good end that was to come of it, he did +not care to ask himself; but he made up his mind at once. He must do it. + +He summoned his valet into his council, and through him he made himself +acquainted with the day and hour when Ottilie was to set out. The +morning broke. Without taking any person with him, Edward mounted his +horse, and rode off to the place where she was to pass the night. He was +there too soon. The hostess was overjoyed at the sight of him; she was +under heavy obligations to him for a service which he had been able to +do for her. Her son had been in the army, where he had conducted himself +with remarkable gallantry. He had performed one particular action of +which no one had been a witness but Edward; and the latter had spoken of +it to the commander-in-chief in terms of such high praise that, +notwithstanding the opposition of various ill-wishers, he had obtained a +decoration for him. The mother, therefore, could never do enough for +Edward. She got ready her best room for him, which indeed was her own +wardrobe and store-room, with all possible speed. He informed her, +however, that a young lady was coming to pass the night there, and he +ordered an apartment for her at the back, at the end of the gallery. It +sounded a mysterious sort of affair; but the hostess was ready to do +anything to please her patron, who appeared so interested and so busy +about it. And he, what were his sensations as he watched through the +long, weary hours till evening? He examined the room round and round in +which he was to see her; with all its strangeness and homeliness it +seemed to him to be an abode for angels. He thought over and over what +he had better do; whether he should take her by surprise, or whether he +should prepare her for meeting him. At last the second course seemed the +preferable one. He sat down and wrote a letter, which she was to read: + +EDWARD TO OTTILIE + +"While you read this letter, my best beloved, I am close to you. Do not +agitate yourself; do not be alarmed; you have nothing to fear from me. I +will not force myself upon you. I will see you or not, as you yourself +shall choose. + +"Consider, oh! consider your condition and mine. How must I not thank +you, that you have taken no decisive step! But the step which you have +taken is significant enough. Do not persist in it. Here, as it were, at +a parting of the ways, reflect once again. Can you be mine:--will you be +mine? Oh, you will be showing mercy on us all if you will; and on me, +infinite mercy. + +"Let me see you again!--happily, joyfully see you once more! Let me make +my request to you with my own lips; and do you give me your answer your +own beautiful self, on my breast, Ottilie! where you have so often +rested, and which belongs to you for ever!" + +As he was writing, the feeling rushed over him that what he was longing +for was coming--was close--would be there almost immediately. By that +door she would come in; she would read that letter; she in her own +person would stand there before him as she used to stand; she for whose +appearance he had thirsted so long. Would she be the same as she +was?--was her form, were her feelings changed? He still held the pen in +his hand; he was going to write as he thought, when the carriage rolled +into the court. With a few hurried strokes he added: "I hear you coming. +For a moment, farewell!" + +He folded the letter, and directed it. He had no time for sealing. He +darted into the room through which there was a second outlet into the +gallery, when the next moment he recollected that he had left his watch +and seals lying on the table. She must not see these first. He ran back +and brought them away with him. At the same instant he heard the hostess +in the antechamber showing Ottilie the way to her apartments. He sprang +to the bedroom door. It was shut. In his haste, as he had come back for +his watch, he had forgotten to take out the key, which had fallen out, +and lay the other side. The door had closed with a spring, and he could +not open it. He pushed at it with all his might, but it would not yield. +Oh, how gladly would he have been a spirit, to escape through its +cracks! In vain. He hid his face against the panels. Ottilie entered, +and the hostess, seeing him, retired. From Ottilie herself, too, he +could not remain concealed for a moment. He turned toward her; and there +stood the lovers once more, in such strange fashion, in each other's +presence. She looked at him calmly and earnestly, without advancing or +retiring. He made a movement to approach her, and she withdrew a few +steps toward the table. He stepped back again. "Ottilie!" he cried +aloud, "Ottilie! let me break this frightful silence! Are we shadows, +that we stand thus gazing at each other? Only listen to me; listen to +this at least. It is an accident that you find me here thus. There is a +letter on the table, at your side there, which was to have prepared you. +Read it, I implore you--read it--and then determine as you will!" + +She looked down at the letter; and after thinking a few seconds, she +took it up, opened it, and read it: she finished it without a change of +expression; and she laid it lightly down; then joining the palms of her +hands together, turning them upward, and drawing them against her +breast, she leant her body a little forward, and regarded Edward with +such a look, that, eager as he was, he was compelled to renounce +everything he wished or desired of her. Such an attitude cut him to the +heart; he could not bear it. It seemed exactly as if she would fall upon +her knees before him, if he persisted. He hurried in despair out of the +room, and leaving her alone, sent the hostess in to her. + +He walked up and down the antechamber. Night had come on, and there was +no sound in the room. At last the hostess came out and drew the key out +of the lock. The good woman was embarrassed and agitated, not knowing +what it would be proper for her to do. At last as she turned to go, she +offered the key to Edward, who refused it; and putting down the candle, +she went away. + +In misery and wretchedness, Edward flung himself down on the threshold +of the door which divided him from Ottilie, moistening it with his tears +as he lay. A more unhappy night had been seldom passed by two lovers in +such close neighborhood! + +Day came at last. The coachman brought round the carriage, and the +hostess unlocked the door and went in. Ottilie was asleep in her +clothes; she went back and beckoned to Edward with a significant smile. +They both entered and stood before her as she lay; but the sight was too +much for Edward. He could not bear it. She was sleeping so quietly that +the hostess did not like to disturb her, but sat down opposite her, +waiting till she woke. At last Ottilie opened her beautiful eyes, and +raised herself on her feet. She declined taking any breakfast, and then +Edward went in again and stood before her. He entreated her to speak but +one word to him; to tell him what she desired. He would do it, be it +what it would, he swore to her; but she remained silent. He asked her +once more, passionately and tenderly, whether she would be his. With +downcast eyes, and with the deepest tenderness of manner she shook her +head in a gentle _No_. He asked if she still desired to go to the +school. Without any show of feeling she declined. Would she then go back +to Charlotte? She inclined her head in token of assent, with a look of +comfort and relief. He went to the window to give directions to the +coachman, and when his back was turned she darted like lightning out of +the room, and was down the stairs and in the carriage in an instant. The +coachman drove back along the road which he had come the day before, and +Edward followed at some distance on horseback. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +It was with the utmost surprise that Charlotte saw the carriage drive up +with Ottilie, and Edward at the same moment ride into the court-yard of +the castle. She ran down to the hall. Ottilie alighted, and approached +her and Edward. Violently and eagerly she caught the hands of the wife +and husband, pressed them together, and hurried off to her own room. +Edward threw himself on Charlotte's neck and burst into tears. He could +not give her any explanation; he besought her to have patience with him, +and to go at once to see Ottilie. Charlotte followed her to her room, +and she could not enter it without a shudder. It had been all cleared +out. There was nothing to be seen but the empty walls, which stood there +looking cheerless, vacant, and miserable. Everything had been carried +away except the little box, which from an uncertainty what was to be +done with it, had been left in the middle of the room. Ottilie was lying +stretched upon the ground, her arm and head leaning across the cover. +Charlotte bent anxiously over her, and asked what had happened; but she +received no answer. + +Her maid had come with restoratives. Charlotte left her with Ottilie, +and herself hastened back to Edward. She found him in the saloon, but he +could tell her nothing. + +He threw himself down before her; he bathed her hands with tears; he +flew to his own room, and she was going to follow him thither, when she +met his valet. From this man she gathered as much as he was able to +tell. The rest she put together in her own thoughts as well as she +could, and then at once set herself resolutely to do what the exigencies +of the moment required. Ottilie's room was put to rights again as +quickly as possible; Edward found his, to the last paper, exactly as he +had left it. + +The three appeared again to fall into some sort of relation with one +another. But Ottilie persevered in her silence, and Edward could do +nothing except entreat his wife to exert a patience which seemed wanting +to himself. Charlotte sent messengers to Mittler and to the Major. The +first was absent from home and could not be found. The latter came. To +him Edward poured out all his heart, confessing every most trifling +circumstance to him, and thus Charlotte learnt fully what had passed; +what it had been which had produced such violent excitement, and how so +strange an alteration of their mutual position had been brought about. + +She spoke with the utmost tenderness to her husband. She had nothing to +ask of him, except that for the present he would leave the poor girl to +herself. Edward was not insensible to the worth, the affection, the +strong sense of his wife; but his passion absorbed him exclusively. +Charlotte tried to cheer him with hopes. She promised that she herself +would make no difficulties about the separation; but it had small effect +with him. He was so much shaken that hope and faith alternately forsook +him. A species of insanity appeared to have taken possession of him. He +urged Charlotte to promise to give her hand to the Major. To satisfy him +and to humor him, she did what he required. She engaged to become +herself the wife of the Major, in the event of Ottilie consenting to the +marriage with Edward; with this express condition, however, that for the +present the two gentlemen should go abroad together. The Major had a +foreign appointment from the Court, and it was settled that Edward +should accompany him. They arranged it all together, and in doing so +found a sort of comfort for themselves in the sense that at least +something was being done. + +In the meantime they had to remark that Ottilie took scarcely anything +to eat or drink. She still persisted in refusing to speak. They at first +used to talk to her, but it appeared to distress her, and they left it +off. We are not, universally at least, so weak as to persist in +torturing people for their good. Charlotte thought over what could +possibly be done. At last she fancied it might be well to ask the +Assistant of the school to come to them. He had much influence with +Ottilie, and had been writing with much anxiety to inquire the cause of +her not having arrived at the time he had been expecting her; but as yet +she had not sent him any answer. + +In order not to take Ottilie by surprise, they spoke of their intention +of sending this invitation in her presence. It did not seem to please +her; she thought for some little time; at last she appeared to have +formed some resolution. She retired to her own room, and before the +evening sent the following letter to the assembled party: + +OTTILIE TO HER FRIENDS + +"Why need I express in words, my dear friends, what is in itself so +plain? I have stepped out of my course, and I cannot recover it again. A +malignant spirit which has gained power over me seems to hinder me from +without, even if within I could again become at peace with myself. + +"My purpose was entirely firm to renounce Edward, and to separate myself +from him for ever. I had hoped that we might never meet again; it has +turned out otherwise. Against his own will he stood before me. Too +literally, perhaps, I have observed my promise never to admit him into +conversation with me. My conscience and the feelings of the moment kept +me silent toward him at the time, and now I have nothing more to say. I +have taken upon myself, under the accidental impulse of the moment, a +difficult vow, which if it had been formed deliberately, might perhaps +be painful and distressing. Let me now persist in the observance of it +so long as my heart shall enjoin it to me. Do not call in any one to +mediate; do not insist upon my speaking; do not urge me to eat or to +drink more than I absolutely must. Bear with me and let me alone, and so +help me on through the time; I am young, and youth has many unexpected +means of restoring itself. Endure my presence among you; cheer me with +your love; make me wiser and better with what you say to one another: +but leave me to my own inward self." + +The two friends had made all preparation for their journey, but their +departure was still delayed by the formalities of the foreign +appointment of the Major, a delay most welcome to Edward. Ottilie's +letter had roused all his eagerness again; he had gathered hope and +comfort from her words, and now felt himself encouraged and justified in +remaining and waiting. He declared, therefore, that he would not go; it +would be folly, indeed, he cried, of his own accord, to throw away, by +over precipitateness, what was most valuable and most necessary to him, +when although there was a danger of losing it, there was nevertheless a +chance that it might be preserved. "What is the right name of conduct +such as that?" he said. "It is only that we desire to show that we are +able to will and to choose. I myself, under the influences of the same +ridiculous folly, have torn myself away, days before there was any +necessity for it, from my friends, merely that I might not be forced to +go by the definite expiration of my term. This time I will stay: what +reason is there for my going; is she not already removed far enough from +me? I am not likely now to catch her hand or press her to my heart; I +could not even think of it without a shudder. She has not separated +herself from me; she has raised herself far above me." + +And so he remained as he desired, as he was obliged; but he was never +easy except when he found himself with Ottilie. She, too, had the same +feeling with him; she could not tear herself away from the same happy +necessity. On all sides they exerted an indescribable, almost magical +power of attraction over each other. Living, as they were, under one +roof, without even so much as thinking of each other, although they +might be occupied with other things, or diverted this way or that way by +the other members of the party, they always drew together. If they were +in the same room, in a short time they were sure to be either standing +or sitting near each other; they were only easy when as close together +as they could be, but they were then completely happy. To be near was +enough; there was no need for them either to look or to speak: they did +not seek to touch one another, or make sign or gesture, but merely to be +together. Then there were not two persons, there was but one person in +unconscious and perfect content, at peace with itself and with the +world. So it was that, if either of them had been imprisoned at the +further end of the house, the other would by degrees, without intending +it, have moved forward like a bird toward its mate; life to them was a +riddle, the solution of which they could find only in union. + +Ottilie was throughout so cheerful and quiet that they were able to feel +perfectly easy about her; she was seldom absent from the society of her +friends: all that she had desired was that she might be allowed to eat +alone, with no one to attend upon her but Nanny. + +What habitually befalls any person repeats itself more often than one is +apt to suppose, because his own nature gives the immediate occasion for +it. Character, individuality, inclination, tendency, locality, +circumstance, and habits, form together a whole, in which every man +moves as in an atmosphere, and where only he feels himself at ease in +his proper element. + +And so we find men, of whose changeableness so many complaints are +made, after many years, to our surprise, unchanged, and in all their +infinite tendencies, outward and inward, unchangeable. + +Thus in the daily life of our friends, almost everything glided on again +in its old smooth track. Ottilie still displayed by many silent +attentions her obliging nature, and the others, like her, continued each +themselves; and then the domestic circle exhibited an image of their +former life, so like it that they might be pardoned if at times they +dreamt that it might all be again as it was. + +The autumn days, which were of the same length with those old spring +days, brought the party back into the house out of the air about the +same hour. The gay fruits and flowers which belonged to the season might +have made them fancy it was now the autumn of that first spring, and the +interval dropped out and forgotten; for the flowers which now were +blooming were the same as those which then they had sown, and the fruits +which were now ripening on the trees were those which at that time they +had seen in blossom. + +The Major went backward and forward, and Mittler came frequently. The +evenings were generally spent in exactly the same way. Edward usually +read aloud, with more life and feeling than before; much better, and +even, it may be said, with more cheerfulness. It appeared as if he was +endeavoring, by light-heartedness as much as by devotion, to quicken +Ottilie's torpor into life, and dissolve her silence. He seated himself +in the same position as he used to do, that she might look over his +book; he was uneasy and distracted unless she was doing so, unless he +was sure that she was following his words with her eyes. + +Every trace had vanished of the unpleasant, ungracious feelings of the +intervening time. No one had any secret complaint against another; there +were no cross purposes, no bitterness. The Major accompanied Charlotte's +playing with his violin, and Edward's flute sounded again, as formerly, +in harmony with Ottilie's piano. Thus they were now approaching Edward's +birthday, which the year before they had missed celebrating. This time +they were to keep it without any outward festivities, in quiet enjoyment +among themselves. They had so settled it together, half expressly, half +from a tacit agreement. As they approached nearer to this epoch, +however, an anxiety about it, which had hitherto been more felt than +observed, became more noticeable in Ottilie's manner. She was to be seen +often in the garden examining the flowers: she had signified to the +gardener that he was to save as many as he could of every sort, and she +had been especially occupied with the asters, which this year were +blooming in beautiful profusion. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The most remarkable feature, however, which was observed about Ottilie +was that, for the first time, she had now unpacked the box, and had +selected a variety of things out of it, which she had cut up, and which +were intended evidently to make one complete suit for her. The rest, +with Nanny's assistance, she had endeavored to replace again, and she +had been hardly able to get it done, the space being over full, although +a portion had been taken out. The covetous little Nanny could never +satisfy herself with looking at all the pretty things, especially as she +found provision made there for every article of dress which could be +wanted, even the smallest. Numbers of shoes and stockings, garters with +devices on them, gloves, and various other things were left, and she +begged Ottilie just to give her one or two of them. Ottilie refused to +do that, but opened a drawer in her wardrobe, and told the girl to take +what she liked. The latter hastily and awkwardly dashed in her hand and +seized what she could, running off at once with her booty, to show it +off and display her good fortune among the rest of the servants. + +At last Ottilie succeeded in packing everything carefully into its +place. She then opened a secret compartment which was contrived in the +lid, where she kept a number of notes and letters from Edward, many +dried flowers, the mementos of their early walks together, a lock of his +hair, and various other little matters. She now added one more to them, +her father's portrait, and then locked it all up, and hung the delicate +key by a gold chain about her neck, against her heart. + +In the meantime, her friends had now in their hearts begun to entertain +the best hopes for her. Charlotte was convinced that she would one day +begin to speak again. She had latterly seen signs about her which +implied that she was engaged in secret about something; a look of +cheerful self-satisfaction, a smile like that which hangs about the face +of persons who have something pleasant and delightful which they are +keeping concealed from those whom they love. No one knew that she spent +many hours in extreme exhaustion, and that only at rare intervals, when +she appeared in public through the power of her will, she was able to +rouse herself. + +Mittler had latterly been a frequent visitor, and when he came he staid +longer than he usually did at other times. This strong-willed, resolute +person was only too well aware that there is a certain moment in which +alone it will answer to smite the iron. Ottilie's silence and reserve he +interpreted according to his own wishes; no steps had as yet been taken +toward a separation of the husband and wife. He hoped to be able to +determine the fortunes of the poor girl in some not undesirable way. He +listened; he allowed himself to seem convinced; he was discreet and +unobtrusive, and conducted himself in his own way with sufficient +prudence. There was but one occasion on which he uniformly forgot +himself--when he found an opportunity for giving his opinion upon +subjects to which he attached a great importance. He lived much within +himself, and when he was with others, his only relation to them +generally was in active employment on their behalf; but if once, when +among friends, his tongue broke fairly loose, as on more than one +occasion we have already seen, he rolled out his words in utter +recklessness, whether they wounded or whether they pleased, whether they +did evil or whether they did good. + +The evening before the birthday, the Major and Charlotte were sitting +together expecting Edward, who had gone out for a ride; Mittler was +walking up and down the saloon; Ottilie was in her own room, laying out +the dress which she was to wear on the morrow, and making signs to her +maid about a number of things, which the girl, who perfectly understood +her silent language, arranged as she was ordered. + +Mittler had fallen exactly on his favorite subject. One of the points on +which he used most to insist was, that in the education of children, as +well as in the conduct of nations, there was nothing more worthless and +barbarous than laws and commandments forbidding this and that action. +"Man is naturally active," he said, "wherever he is; and if you know how +to tell him what to do, he will do it immediately, and keep straight in +the direction in which you set him. I myself, in my own circle, am far +better pleased to endure faults and mistakes, till I know what the +opposite virtue is that I am to enjoin, than to be rid of the faults and +to have nothing good to put in their place. A man is really glad to do +what is right and sensible, if he only knows how to get at it. It is no +such great matter with him; he does it because he must have something to +do, and he thinks no more about it afterward than he does of the +silliest freaks which he engaged in out of the purest idleness. I cannot +tell you how it annoys me to hear people going over and over those Ten +Commandments in teaching children. The fifth is a thoroughly beautiful, +rational, preceptive precept. 'Thou shalt honor thy father and thy +mother.' If the children will inscribe that well upon their hearts, they +have the whole day before them to put it in practice. But the sixth now? +What can we say to that? 'Thou shalt do no murder;' as if any man ever +felt the slightest general inclination to strike another man dead. Men +will hate sometimes; they will fly into passions and forget themselves; +and as a consequence of this or other feelings, it may easily come now +and then to a murder; but what a barbarous precaution it is to tell +children that they are not to kill or murder! If the commandment ran, +'Have a regard for the life of another--put away whatever can do him +hurt--save him though with peril to yourself--if you injure him, +consider that you are injuring yourself;'--that is the form which should +be in use among educated, reasonable people. And in our Catechism +teaching we have only an awkward clumsy way of sliding into it, through +a 'what do you mean by that?' + +"And as for the seventh; that is utterly detestable. What! to stimulate +the precocious curiosity of children to pry into dangerous mysteries; to +obtrude violently upon their imaginations, ideas and notions which +beyond all things you should wish to keep from them! It were far better +if such actions as that commandment speaks of were dealt with +arbitrarily by some secret tribunal, than prated openly of before church +and congregation--" + +At this moment Ottilie entered the room. + +"'Thou shalt not commit adultery,'"--Mittler went on--"How coarse! how +brutal! What a different sound it has, if you let it run, 'Thou shalt +hold in reverence the bond of marriage. When thou seest a husband and a +wife between whom there is true love, thou shalt rejoice in it, and +their happiness shall gladden thee like the cheerful light of a +beautiful day. If there arise anything to make division between them, +thou shalt use thy best endeavor to clear it away. Thou shalt labor to +pacify them, and to soothe them; to show each of them the excellencies +of the other. Thou shalt not think of thyself, but purely and +disinterestedly thou shalt seek to further the well-being of others, and +make them feel what a happiness is that which arises out of all duty +done; and especially out of that duty which holds man and wife +indissolubly bound together.'" + +Charlotte felt as if she was sitting on hot coals. The situation was +the more distressing, as she was convinced that Mittler was not thinking +the least where he was or what he was saying; and before she was able to +interrupt him, she saw Ottilie, after changing color painfully for a few +seconds, rise and leave the room. + +Charlotte constrained herself to seem unembarrassed. "You will leave us +the eighth commandment," she said, with a faint smile. + +"All the rest," replied Mittler, "if I may only insist first on the +foundation of the whole of them." + +At this moment Nanny rushed in, screaming and crying: "She is dying; the +young lady is dying; come to her, come." + +Ottilie had found her way back with extreme difficulty to her own room. +The beautiful things which she was to wear the next day were laid out on +a number of chairs; and the girl, who had been running from one to the +other, staring at them and admiring them, called out in her ecstasy, +"Look, dearest madam, only look! There is a bridal dress worthy of you." + +Ottilie heard the word, and sank upon the sofa. Nanny saw her mistress +turn pale, fall back, and faint. She ran for Charlotte, who came. The +medical friend was on the spot in a moment. He thought it was nothing +but exhaustion. He ordered some strong soup to be brought. Ottilie +refused it with an expression of loathing: it almost threw her into +convulsions, when they put the cup to her lips. A light seemed to break +on the physician: he asked hastily and anxiously what Ottilie had taken +that day. The little girl hesitated. He repeated his question, and she +then acknowledged that Ottilie had taken nothing. + +There was a nervousness of manner about Nanny which made him suspicious. +He carried her with him into the adjoining room; Charlotte followed; and +the girl threw herself on her knees, and confessed that for a long time +past Ottilie had taken as good as nothing; at her mistress's urgent +request, she had herself eaten the food which had been brought for her; +she had said nothing about it, because Ottilie had by signs alternately +begged her not to tell any one, and threatened her if she did; and, as +she innocently added, "because it was so nice." + +The Major and Mittler now came up as well. They found Charlotte busy +with the physician. The pale, beautiful girl was sitting, apparently +conscious, in the corner of the sofa. They had begged her to lie down; +she had declined to do this; but she made signs to have her box brought, +and resting her feet upon it, placed herself in an easy, half recumbent +position. She seemed to be wishing to take leave; and by her gestures, +was expressing to all about her the tenderest affection, love, +gratitude, entreaties for forgiveness, and the most heartfelt farewell. + +Edward, on alighting from his horse, was informed of what had happened; +he rushed to the room; threw himself down at her side; and seizing her +hand, deluged it with silent tears. In this position he remained a long +time. At last he called out: "And am I never more to hear your voice? +Will you not turn back toward life, to give me one single word? Well, +then, very well. I will follow you yonder, and there we will speak in +another language." + +She pressed his hand with all the strength she had; she gazed at him +with a glance full of life and full of love; and drawing a long breath, +and for a little while moving her lips inarticulately, with a tender +effort of affection she called out, "Promise me to live;" and then fell +back immediately. + +"I promise, I promise!" he cried to her; but he cried only after her; +she was already gone. + +After a miserable night, the care of providing for the loved remains +fell upon Charlotte. The Major and Mittler assisted her. Edward's +condition was utterly pitiable. His first thought, when he was in any +degree recovered from his despair, and able to collect himself, was, +that Ottilie should not be carried out of the castle; she should be kept +there, and attended upon as if she were alive: for she was not dead; it +was impossible that she should be dead. They did what he desired; at +least, so far as that they did not do what he had forbidden. He did not +ask to see her. + +There was now a second alarm, and a further cause for anxiety. Nanny, +who had been spoken to sharply by the physician, had been compelled by +threats to confess, and after her confession had been overwhelmed with +reproaches, had now disappeared. After a long search she was found; but +she appeared to be out of her mind. Her parents took her home; but the +gentlest treatment had no effect upon her, and she had to be locked up +for fear she would run away again. + +They succeeded by degrees in recovering Edward from the extreme agony of +despair; but only to make him more really wretched. He now saw clearly, +he could not doubt how, that the happiness of his life was gone from him +for ever. It was suggested to him that if Ottilie was placed in the +chapel, she would still remain among the living, and it would be a calm, +quiet, peaceful home for her. There was much difficulty in obtaining his +consent; he would only give it under condition that she should be taken +there in an open coffin; that the vault in which she was laid, if +covered at all, should be only covered with glass, and a lamp should be +kept always burning there. It was arranged that this should be done, and +then he seemed resigned. + +They clothed the delicate body in the festal dress, which she had +herself prepared. A garland of asters was wreathed about her head, which +shone sadly there like melancholy stars. To decorate the bier and the +church and chapel, the gardens were robbed of their beauty; they lay +desolate, as if a premature winter had blighted all their loveliness. In +the earliest morning she was borne in an open coffin out of the castle, +and the heavenly features were once more reddened with the rising sun. +The mourners crowded about her as she was being taken along. None would +go before; none would follow; every one would be where she was, every +one would enjoy her presence for the last time. Men and women and little +boys--there was not one unmoved; least of all to be consoled were the +girls, who felt most immediately what they had lost. + +Nanny was not present; it had been thought better not to allow it, and +they had kept secret from her the day and the hour of the funeral. She +was at her parents' house, closely watched, in a room looking toward the +garden. But when she heard the bells tolling, she knew too well what +they meant; and her attendant having left her out of curiosity to see +the funeral, she escaped out of the window into a passage, and from +thence, finding all the doors locked, into an upper open loft. At this +moment the funeral was passing through the village, which had been all +freshly strewed with leaves. Nanny saw her mistress plainly close below +her, more plainly, more entirely, than any one in the procession +underneath; she appeared to be lifted above the earth, borne as it were +on clouds or waves, and the girl fancied she was making signs to her; +her senses swam, she tottered, swayed herself for a moment on the edge, +and fell to the ground. The crowd drew asunder on all sides with a cry +of horror. In the tumult and confusion, the bearers were obliged to set +down the coffin; the girl lay close by it; it seemed as if every limb +was broken. They lifted her up, and by accident or providentially she +was allowed to lean over the body; she appeared, indeed, to be +endeavoring, with what remained to her of life, to reach her beloved +mistress. Scarcely, however, had the loosely hanging limbs touched +Ottilie's robe, and the powerless finger rested on the folded hands, +than the girl started up, and first raising her arms and eyes toward +heaven, flung herself down upon her knees before the coffin, and gazed +with passionate devotion at her mistress. + +At last she sprang, as if inspired, from off the ground, and cried with +a voice of ecstasy: "Yes, she has forgiven me; what no man, what I +myself could never have forgiven. God forgives me through her look, her +motion, her lips. + +"Now she is lying again so still and quiet, but you saw how she raised +herself up, and unfolded her hands and blessed me, and how kindly she +looked at me. You all heard, you can witness that she said to me: 'You +are forgiven.' I am not a murderess any more. She has forgiven me. God +has forgiven me, and no one may now say anything more against me." + +The people stood crowding around her. They were amazed; they listened +and looked this way and that, and no one knew what should next be done. +"Bear her on to her rest," said the girl. "She has done her part; she +has suffered, and cannot now remain any more amongst us." The bier moved +on, Nanny now following it; and thus they reached the church and the +chapel. + +So now stood the coffin of Ottilie, with the child's coffin at her head, +and her box at her feet, inclosed in a resting-place of massive oak. A +woman had been provided to watch the body for the first part of the +time, as it lay there so beautiful beneath its glass covering. But Nanny +would not permit this duty to be taken from herself. She would remain +alone without a companion, and attend to the lamp which was now kindled +for the first time; and she begged to be allowed to do it with so much +eagerness and perseverance, that they let her have her way, to prevent +any greater evil that might ensue. + +But she did not long remain alone. As night was falling, and the hanging +lamp began to exercise its full right and shed abroad a larger lustre, +the door opened and the Architect entered the chapel. The chastely +ornamented walls in the mild light looked more strange, more awful, more +antique, than he was prepared to see them. Nanny was sitting on one side +of the coffin. She recognized him immediately; but she pointed in +silence to the pale form of her mistress. And there stood he on the +other side, in the vigor of youth and of grace, with his arms drooping, +and his hands clasped piteously together, motionless, with head and eye +inclined over the inanimate body. + +Once already he had stood thus before in the Belisarius; he had now +involuntarily fallen into the same attitude. And this time how +naturally! Here, too, was something of inestimable worth thrown down +from its high estate. _There_ were courage, prudence, power, rank, and +wealth in one single man, lost irrevocably; there were qualities which, +in decisive moments, had been of indispensable service to the nation and +the prince; but which, when the moment was passed, were no more valued, +but flung aside and neglected, and cared for no longer. And _here_ were +many other silent virtues, which had been summoned but a little time +before by nature out of the depths of her treasures, and now swept +rapidly away again by her careless hand--rare, sweet, lovely virtues, +whose peaceful workings the thirsty world had welcomed, while it had +them, with gladness and joy; and now was sorrowing for them in +unavailing desire. + +Both the youth and the girl were silent for a long time. But when she +saw the tears streaming fast down his cheeks, and he appeared to be +sinking under the burden of his sorrow, she spoke to him with so much +truthfulness and power, with such kindness and such confidence, that, +astonished at the flow of her words, he was able to recover himself, and +he saw his beautiful friend floating before him in the new life of a +higher world. His tears ceased flowing; his sorrow grew lighter: on his +knees he took leave of Ottilie, and with a warm pressure of the hand of +Nanny, he rode away from the spot into the night without having seen a +single other person. + +The surgeon had, without the girl being aware of it, remained all night +in the church; and when he went in the morning to see her, he found her +cheerful and tranquil. He was prepared for wild aberrations. He thought +that she would be sure to speak to him of conversations which she had +held in the night with Ottilie, and of other such apparitions. But she +was natural, quiet, and perfectly self-possessed. She remembered +accurately what had happened in her previous life; she could describe +the circumstances of it with the greatest exactness, and never in +anything which she said stepped out of the course of what was real and +natural, except in her account of what had passed with the body, which +she delighted to repeat again and again, how, Ottilie had raised herself +up, had blessed her, had forgiven her, and thereby set her at rest for +ever. + +Ottilie remained so long in her beautiful state, which more resembled +sleep than death, that a number of persons were attracted there to look +at her. The neighbors and the villagers wished to see her again, and +every one desired to hear Nanny's incredible story from her own mouth. +Many laughed at it, most doubted, and some few were found who were able +to believe. + +Difficulties, for which no real satisfaction is attainable, compel us to +faith. Before the eyes of all the world, Nanny's limbs had been broken, +and by touching the sacred body she had been restored to strength again. +Why should not others find similar good fortune? Delicate mothers first +privately brought their children who were suffering from obstinate +disorders, and they believed that they could trace an immediate +improvement. The confidence of the people increased, and at last there +was no one so old or so weak as not to have come to seek fresh life and +health and strength at this place. The concourse became so great, that +they were obliged, except at the hours of divine service, to keep the +church and chapel closed. + +Edward did not venture to look at her again; he lived on mechanically; +he seemed to have no tears left, and to be incapable of any further +suffering; his power of taking interest in what was going on diminished +every day; his appetite gradually failed. The only refreshment which did +him any good was what he drank out of the glass, which to him, indeed, +had been but an untrue prophet. He continued to gaze at the intertwining +initials, and the earnest cheerfulness of his expression seemed to +signify that he still hoped to be united with her at last. And as every +little circumstance combines to favor the fortunate, and every accident +contributes to elate him; so do the most trifling occurrences love to +unite to crush and overwhelm the unhappy. One day, as Edward raised the +beloved glass to his lips, he put it down and thrust it from him with a +shudder. It was the same and not the same. He missed a little private +mark upon it. The valet was questioned, and had to confess that the real +glass had not long since been broken, and that one like it belonging to +the same set had been substituted in its place. + +Edward could not be angry. His destiny had spoken out with sufficient +clearness in the fact, and how should he be affected by the shadow? and +yet it touched him deeply. He seemed now to dislike drinking, and +thenceforward purposely to abstain from food and from speaking. + +But from time to time a sort of restlessness came over him; he would +desire to eat and drink something, and would begin again to speak. "Ah!" +he said, one day to the Major, who now seldom left his side, "how +unhappy I am that all my efforts are but imitations ever, and false and +fruitless. What was blessedness to her, is pain to me; and yet for the +sake of this blessedness I am forced to take this pain upon myself. I +must go after her; follow her by the same road. But my nature and my +promise hold me back. It is a terrible difficulty, indeed, to imitate +the inimitable. I feel clearly, my dear friend, that genius is required +for everything; for martyrdom as well as the rest." + +What shall we say of the endeavors which in this hopeless condition were +made for him? His wife, his friends, his physician, incessantly labored +to do something for him. But it was all in vain: at last they found him +dead. Mittler was the first to make the melancholy discovery; he called +the physician, and examined closely, with his usual presence of mind, +the circumstances under which he had been found. Charlotte rushed in to +them; she was afraid that he had committed suicide, and accused herself +and accused others of unpardonable carelessness. But the physician on +natural, and Mittler on moral grounds, were soon able to satisfy her of +the contrary. It was quite clear that Edward's end had taken him by +surprise. In a quiet moment he had taken out of his pocketbook and out +of a casket everything which remained to him as memorials of Ottilie, +and had spread them out before him--a lock of hair, flowers which had +been gathered in some happy hour, and every letter which she had written +to him from the first and which his wife had ominously happened to give +him. It was impossible that he would intentionally have exposed these to +the danger of being seen by the first person who might happen to +discover him. + +But so lay the heart, which but a short time before had been so swift +and eager, at rest now, where it could never be disturbed; and falling +asleep, as he did, with his thoughts on one so saintly, he might well be +called blessed. Charlotte gave him his place at Ottilie's side, and +arranged that thenceforth no other person should be placed with them in +the same vault. In order to secure this, she made it a condition under +which she settled considerable sums of money on the church and the +school. + +So lie the lovers, sleeping side by side. Peace hovers above their +resting-place. Fair angel faces gaze down upon them from the vaulted +ceiling, and what a happy moment that will be when one day they wake +again together! + + + + +SHAKESPEARE AND AGAIN SHAKESPEARE[1] + + +TRANSLATED BY JULIA FRANKLIN + +So much has already been written of Shakespeare that it would seem as if +nothing remained to be said; yet it is the peculiarity of a great mind +ever to stimulate other minds. This time I propose to consider +Shakespeare from more than one point of view--first as a poet in +general, then as compared with poets ancient and modern, and finally, as +a strictly dramatic poet. I shall endeavor to show what effect the +imitation of his art has produced upon us and what effect it is capable +of producing in general. I shall voice my agreement with what has +already been said by repeating it upon occasion, but shall express my +dissent positively and briefly, without involving myself in a conflict +of opinions. Let us, then, take up the first point. + + + +I + +SHAKESPEARE AS A POET IN GENERAL + +The highest that man can attain is the consciousness of his own thoughts +and feelings, and a knowledge of himself which prepares him to fathom +alien natures as well. There are people who are by nature endowed with +such a gift and by experience develop it to practical uses. Thence +springs the ability to conquer something, in a higher sense, from the +world and affairs. The poet, too, is born with such an endowment, only +he does not develop it for immediate mundane ends, but for a more +exalted, universal purpose. If we rate Shakespeare as one of the +greatest poets, we acknowledge at the same time that it has been +vouchsafed to few to discern the world as he did: to few, in expressing +their inward feelings of the world, to give the reader a more realizing +sense of it. It becomes thoroughly transparent to us; we find ourselves +suddenly the confidants of virtue and vice, of greatness and +insignificance, of nobility and depravity--all this, and more, through +the simplest means. If we seek to discover what those means are, it +appears as if he wrought for our eyes; but we are deceived. +Shakespeare's creations are not for the eyes of the body. I shall +endeavor to explain myself. + +Sight may well be termed the clearest of our senses, that through which +transmissions are most readily made. But our inward sense is still +clearer and its highest and quickest impressions are conveyed through +the medium of the word; for that is indeed fructifying, while what we +apprehend through our eyes may be alien to us and by no means as potent +in its effects. Now, Shakespeare addresses our inward sense, absolutely; +through it the realm of fancy created by the imagination is quickened +into life and thus a world of impressions is produced for which we can +not account, since the basis of the illusion consists in the fact that +everything seems to take place before our eyes. But if we examine +Shakespeare's dramas carefully, we find that they contain far less of +sensuous acts than of spiritual expressions. He allows events to happen +which may be readily imagined; nay, that it is better to imagine than to +see. Hamlet's ghost, the witches in _Macbeth_, many deeds of horror, +produce their effect through the imagination; and the abundant short +interludes are addressed solely to that faculty. All such things pass +before us fittingly and easily in reading, whereas they are a drag in +representation and appear as disturbing, even as repellent elements. + +Shakespeare produces his effects by the living word, and that may be +best transmitted by recitation; the listener is not distracted by either +good or inadequate representation. There is no greater or purer delight +than to listen with closed eyes to a Shakespearean play recited, not +declaimed, in a natural, correct voice. One follows the simple thread +which runs through events of the drama. We form a certain conception of +the characters, it is true, from their designation; but actually we +have to learn from the course of the words and speeches what goes on +within, and here all the characters seem to have agreed not to leave us +in the dark, in doubt, in any particular. + +[Illustration: THE OLD THEATRE, WEIMAR _From a Water Color by Peter +Woltze_] + +To this end all conspire--heroes and mercenaries, masters and slaves, +kings and messengers; the subordinate figures, indeed, being often more +effective in this respect than the superior ones. Everything +mysteriously brewing in the air at the time of some great world-event, +all that is hidden in the human soul in moments of supreme experience, +is given expression; what the spirit anxiously locks up and screens is +freely and unreservedly exposed; we learn the meaning of life and know +not how. + +Shakespeare mates himself with the world-spirit; like it he pervades the +world; to neither is anything concealed; but if it is the function of +the world-spirit to maintain secrecy before, indeed often after, the +event, it is the poet's aim to divulge the secret and make us confidants +before the deed, or at least during its occurrence. The vicious man of +power, well-meaning mediocrity, the passionate enthusiast, the calmly +reflective character, all wear their hearts upon their sleeves, often +contrary to all likelihood; every one is inclined to talk, to be +loquacious. In short, the secret must out, should the stones have to +proclaim it. Even inanimate objects contribute their share; all +subordinate things chime in; the elements, the phenomena of the heavens, +earth and sea, thunder and lightning, wild beasts, raise their voices, +often apparently in parables, but always acting as accessories. + +But the civilized world, too, must render up its treasures; arts and +sciences, trades and professions, all offer their gifts. Shakespeare's +creations are a great, animated fair, and for this richness he is +indebted to his native land. + +England, sea-girt, veiled in mist and clouds, turning its active +interest toward every quarter of the globe, is everywhere. The poet +lived at a notable and momentous time, and depicted its culture, its +misculture even, in the merriest vein; indeed, he would not affect us +so powerfully had he not identified himself with the age in which he +lived. No one had a greater contempt for the mere material, outward garb +of man than he; he understands full well that which is within, and here +all are on the same footing. It is thought that he represented the +Romans admirably; I do not find it so; they are all true-blue +Englishmen, but, to be sure, they are men, men through and through, and +the Roman toga, too, fits them. When we have seized this point of view, +we find his anachronisms highly laudable, and it is this very disregard +of the outer raiment that renders his creations so vivid. + +Let these few words, which do not by any means exhaust Shakespeare's +merits, suffice. His friends and worshipers would find much that might +be added. Yet one remark more It would be difficult to name another poet +each of whose works has a different underlying conception exerting such +a dominating influence as we find in Shakespeare's. + +Thus _Coriolanus_ is pervaded throughout by anger that the masses will +not acknowledge the preeminence of their superiors. In _Julius Cæsar_ +everything turns upon the conception that the better people do not wish +any one placed in supreme authority because they imagine, mistakenly, +that they can work in unison. _Anthony and Cleopatra,_ calls out with a +thousand tongues that self-indulgence and action are incompatible. And +further investigation will rouse our admiration of this variety again +and again. + + + +II + +SHAKESPEARE COMPARED WITH THE ANCIENT AND THE MOST MODERN POETS + +The interest that animates Shakespeare's great spirit lies within the +limits of the world; for though prophecy and madness, dreams, +presentiments, portents, fairies and goblins, ghosts, witches and +sorcerers, form a magic element which color his creations at the fitting +moment, yet those phantasms are by no means the chief components of his +productions; it is the verities and experiences of his life that are the +great basis upon which they rest, and that is why everything that +proceeds from him appears so genuine and pithy. We perceive, therefore, +that he belongs not so much to the modern world, which has been termed +the romantic one, as to a naive world, since, though his significance +really rests upon the present, he scarcely, even in his tenderest +moments, touches the borders of longing, and then only at the outermost +edge. + +Nevertheless, more intimately examined, he is a decidedly modern poet, +divided from the ancients by a tremendous gulf, not as regards outward +form, which is not to be considered here at all, but as regards the +inmost, the profoundest significance of his work. + +I shall, in the first place, protect myself by saying that it is by no +means my intention to adduce the following terminology as exhaustive or +final; my attempt is, rather not so much to add a new contrast to those +already familiar, as to point out that it is included in them. These +contrasts are: + + Antique Modern + + Naive Sentimental + + Pagan Christian + + Heroic Romantic + + Real Idealistic + + Necessity Freedom + +_Sollen_ (Duty; shall; must; should). _Wollen_ (Desire; inclination; +would). + +The greatest torments, as well as the most frequent, that beset man +spring from the discordances in us all between duty and desire, between +duty and performance (_Vollbringen_); and it is these discordances +that so often embarrass man during his earthly course. The slightest +confusion, arising from a trivial error which may be cleared up +unexpectedly and without injury, gives rise to ridiculous situations. +The greatest confusion, on the contrary, insoluble or unsolved, offers +us the tragic elements. + +Predominant in the ancient dramas is the discordance between duty and +desire; in the modern, that between desire and performance. Let us, for +the present, consider this decisive difference among the other +contrasts, and see what can be done with it in both cases. Now this, now +that side predominates, as I have remarked; but since duty and desire +cannot be radically separated in man, both motives must be found +simultaneously, even though the one should be predominant and the other +subordinate. Duty is imposed upon man; "must" is a hard taskmaster; +desire (_das Wollen_) man imposes upon himself; man's own will is his +heaven. A persistent "should" is irksome; inability to perform is +terrible; a persistent "would" is gratifying; and the possession of a +firm will may yield solace even in case of incapacity to perform. + +We may look at games of cards as a sort of poetic creation; they, too, +consist of these two elements. The form of the game, combined with +chance, takes the place of the "should" as the ancients recognized it +under the name of fate; the "would," combined with the ability of the +player, opposes it. Looked at in this way, I should call the game of +whist ancient. The form of this game restricts chance, nay, the will +itself; provided with partners and opponents, I must, with the cards +dealt out to me, guide a long series of chances which there is no way of +controlling. In the case of ombre and other like games, the contrary +takes place. Here a great many doors are left open to will and daring; I +can revoke the cards that fall to my share, can make them count in +various ways, can discard half or all of them, can appeal from the +decree of chance, nay, by an inverted course can reap the greatest +advantage from the worst hand; and thus this class of games exactly +resembles the modern method in thought and in poetic art. + +Ancient tragedy is based upon an unavoidable "should," which is +intensified and accelerated only by a counteracting "would." This is the +point of all that is terrible in the oracles, the region where _Oedipus_ +reigns supreme. _Sollen_ appears in a milder light as duty in +_Antigone_. But all _Sollen_ is despotic, whether it belongs to the +domain of reason, as ethical and municipal laws, or to that of Nature, +as the laws of creation, growth, dissolution, of life and death. We +shudder at all this, without reflecting that it is intended for the +general good. _Wollen,_ on the contrary, is free, appears free, and +favors the individual. _Wollen,_ therefore, is flattering, and perforce +took possession of men as soon as they learned to know it. It is the god +of the new time; devoted to it, we have a dread of its opposite, and +that is why there is an impassable gulf between our art, as well as our +mode of thought, and that of the ancients. Through _Sollen,_ tragedy +becomes great and forceful; through _Wollen,_ weak and petty. Thus has +arisen the so-called drama, in which the awful power of Fate was +dissolved by the will; but precisely because this comes to the aid of +our weakness do we find ourselves moved if, after painful expectation, +we finally receive but scant comfort. + +If now, after these preliminary reflections, I turn to Shakespeare, I +can not forbear wishing that my readers should themselves make the +comparison and the application. Here Shakespeare stands out unique, +combining the old and the new in incomparable fashion. _Wollen_ and +_Sollen_ seek by every means, in his plays, to reach an equilibrium; +they struggle violently with each other, but always in a way that leaves +the _Wollen_ at a disadvantage. + +No one, perhaps, has represented more splendidly the great primal +connection between _Wollen_ and _Sollen_ in the character of the +individual. A person, from the point of view of his character, should: +he is restricted, destined to some definite course; but as a man, he +wills. He is unlimited and demands freedom of choice. At once there +arises an inner conflict, and Shakespeare puts it in the forefront. But +then an outer conflict supervenes, which often becomes acute through the +pressure of circumstances, in the face of which a deficiency of will may +rise to the rank of an inexorable fate. This idea I have pointed out +before in the case of Hamlet; but it occurs repeatedly in Shakespeare; +for as Hamlet is driven by the ghost into straits which he cannot pass +through, so is Macbeth by witches, by Hecate, and by the arch-witch, his +wife; Brutus by his friends; nay, even _in Coriolanus_, we find a +similar thing--in short, the conception of a will transcending the +capacity of the individual is modern. But as Shakespeare represents this +trouble of the will as arising not from within but through outside +circumstances, it becomes a sort of Fate and approaches the antique. For +all the heroes of poetic antiquity strive only for what lies within +man's power, and thence arises that fine balance between will, Fate, and +performance; yet their Fate appears always as too forbidding, even where +we admire it, to possess the power of attraction. A necessity which, +more or less, or completely, precludes all freedom, does not comport +with the ideas of our time; but Shakespeare approaches these in his own +way; for, in making necessity ethical, he links, to our gratified +astonishment, the ancient with the modern. If anything can be learned +from him, it is this point that we should study in his school. Instead +of exalting our romanticism--which may not deserve censure or +contempt--unduly and exclusively, and clinging to it in a partisan +spirit, whereby its strong, solid, efficient side is misjudged and +impaired, we should strive to unite within ourselves those great and +apparently irreconcilable opposites--all the more that this has already +been achieved by the unique master whom we prize so highly, and, often +without knowing why, extol above every one. He had, to be sure, the +advantage of living at the proper harvest-time, of expending his +activity in a Protestant country teeming with life, where the madness of +bigotry was silent for a time, so that a man like Shakespeare, imbued +with a natural piety, was left free to develop his real self religiously +without regard to any definite creed. + + + +III + +SHAKESPEARE AS A DRAMATIST + +If lovers and friends of art wish fully to enjoy a creation of any kind, +they delight in it as a whole, are permeated by the unity with which the +artist has endowed it. To a person, on the other hand, who wishes to +discuss such productions theoretically, to assert something about them, +and therefore, to inform and instruct, discrimination becomes a duty. We +believed we were fulfilling that duty in considering Shakespeare first +as a poet in general, and then comparing him with the ancient and the +most modern poets. And now we wish to complete our design by considering +him as a dramatist. + +Shakespeare's name and worth belong to the history of poetry; but it is +doing an injustice to all the dramatists of earlier and later ages to +present his entire merit as belonging to the history of the theatre. + +A person of universally acknowledged talent may make a doubtful use of +his endowments. Not everything produced by such a superior mind is done +in the most perfect way. Thus Shakespeare belongs essentially to the +history of poetry; in the history of the theatre he figures only +accidentally. Because we can admire him unqualifiedly in the first, we +must in the latter take into consideration the conditions to which he +submitted and not extol those conditions as either virtues or models. + +We distinguish closely allied forms of poetic creation, which, however, +in a vivid treatment often merge into each other: the epic, dialogue, +drama, stage play, may be differentiated. An epic requires oral delivery +to the many by a single individual; dialogue, speech in private company, +where the multitude may, to be sure, be listeners; drama, conversation +in actions, even though perhaps presented only to the imagination; stage +play, all three together, inasmuch as it engages the sense of vision and +may be grasped under certain conditions of local and personal presence. + +It is in this sense that Shakespeare's productions are most dramatic; he +wins the reader by his mode of treatment, of disclosing man's innermost +life; the demands of the stage appear unessential to him, and thus he +takes an easy course, and, in an intellectual sense, we serenely follow +him. We transport ourselves with him from one locality to another; our +imagination supplies all the intermediate actions that he omits; nay, we +are grateful to him for arousing our spiritual faculties in so worthy a +fashion. By producing everything in theatrical form, he facilitates the +activity of the imagination; for we are more familiar with the "boards +that mean the world" than with the world itself, and we may read and +hear the most singular things and yet feel that they might actually take +place before our eyes on the stage; hence the frequent failure of +dramatizations of popular novels. + +Strictly speaking, however, nothing is dramatic except that which +strikes the eye as symbolic--an important action which betokens one +still more important. That Shakespeare could attain this height too is +evidenced in the scene where the son and heir takes the crown from the +side of the father slumbering on his deathbed, places it on his own +head, and struts off with it.[2] But these are only episodes, scattered +jewels separated by much that is undramatic. Shakespeare's whole mode of +procedure finds something unaccommodating in the actual stage; his great +talent is that of an epitomist, and since poets are, on the whole, +epitomists of Nature, we must here, too, acknowledge Shakespeare's great +merit; only we deny, at the same time, and that to his credit, that the +stage was a worthy sphere for his genius. It is precisely this +limitation of the stage, however, which causes him to restrict himself. + +But he does not, like other poets, select particular materials for +particular works; he makes an idea the central point and refers the +earth and the universe to it. As he condenses ancient and modern +history, he can utilize the material of every chronicle, and often +adheres to it literally. Not so conscientiously does he proceed with the +tales, as _Hamlet_ attests. _Romeo and Juliet_ is more faithful to +tradition; yet he almost destroys its tragic content by the two comic +figures, Mercutio and the nurse, probably presented by two popular +actors--the nurse undoubtedly acted by a man. If we examine the +structure of the play very closely, we notice that these two figures and +the elements touching them, appear only as farcical interludes, which, +with our love of the logical and harmonious, must strike us as +intolerable. + +But Shakespeare is most marvelous when he adapts and recasts plays +already in existence. We can institute a comparison in the case of _King +John_ and _Lear_; for the older dramas are still extant. But in these +instances, likewise, he is again rather a poet than a dramatist. + +But let us, in conclusion, proceed to the solution of the riddle. The +imperfection of the English stage has been represented to us by +well-informed men. There is not a trace of those requirements of realism +to which we have gradually become used through improvements in +machinery, the art of perspective, the wardrobe, and from which it would +be difficult to lead us back into the infancy of those beginnings, to +the days of a stage upon which little was seen, where everything was +only _indicated_, where the public was satisfied to assume the chamber +of the king lying behind a green curtain, the trumpeter who sounded the +trumpet always at a certain spot, and many like things. Who at present +would permit such assumptions? Under those conditions Shakespeare's +plays were highly interesting tales, only they were recited by a number +of persons, who, in order to make somewhat more of an impression, were +characteristically masked as the occasion demanded, moved about, came +and went, but left it to the spectator's imagination to fancy at will +paradise and palaces on the empty stage. + +How, indeed, did Schröder achieve the great credit of putting +Shakespeare's plays upon the German stage but by epitomizing the +epitomizer? Schröder confined himself entirely to what was effective; he +discarded everything else, indeed, even much that was essential, when it +seemed to him that the effect upon his nation, upon his time, would be +impaired. Thus it is true, for example, that by omitting the first scene +of _King Lear_ he changed the character of the piece; but he was right, +after all, for in that scene Lear appears so ridiculous that one can not +wholly blame his daughters. The old man awakens our pity, but we have no +sympathy for him, and it is sympathy that Schröder wished to arouse as +well as abhorrence of the two daughters, who, though unnatural, are not +absolutely reprehensible. + +In the old play which is Shakespeare's source, this scene is productive, +in the course of the play, of the most pleasing effects. Lear flees to +France; daughter and son-in-law, in some romantic caprice, make a +pilgrimage, in disguise, to the seashore, and encounter the old man, who +does not recognize them. Here all that Shakespeare's lofty, tragic +spirit has embittered is made sweet. A comparison of these dramas +affords ever renewed pleasure to the lover of art. + +In recent years, however, the notion has crept into Germany that +Shakespeare must be presented on the German stage word for word, even if +actors and audience should fairly choke in the process. The attempts, +induced by an excellent, exact translation,[3] would not succeed +anywhere--a fact to which the Weimar stage, after honest and repeated +efforts, can give unexceptionable testimony. If we wish to see a +Shakespearean play, we must return to Schröder's adaptation; but the +dogma that, in representing Shakespeare, not a jot or tittle may be +omitted, senseless as it is, is constantly being reechoed. If the +advocates of this view should retain the upper hand, Shakespeare would +in a few years be entirely driven from the German stage. This, indeed, +would be no misfortune; for the solitary reader, or the reader in +company with others, would experience so much the purer delight. + +The attempt, however, in the other direction, on which we have dilated +above, was made in the arrangement of _Romeo and Juliet_ for the Weimar +stage. The principles upon which this was based, we shall set forth at +the first opportunity, and it will perhaps then be recognized why that +arrangement--the representation of which is by no means difficult, but +must be carried out artistically and with precision--had no success on +the German stage. Similar efforts are now in progress, and perhaps some +result is in store for the future, even though such undertakings +frequently fail at the first trial. + + + + +ORATION ON WIELAND (1813)[4] + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH. D. + + [To the Memory of the noble Poet, Brother, and Friend, Wieland.] + + Most serene protector! + Right worshipful master I + Very honorable assembly I + +Although under no circumstances does it become the individual to set +himself in opposition to ancient, venerable customs, or of his own will +to alter what our ancestors in their wisdom have deemed right and have +ordained, nevertheless, had I really at my bidding the magician's wand +which the muses in spirit intrusted to our departed friend, I should in +an instant transform all these sad surroundings into those of joy. This +darkness would straightway grow radiant before your eyes, and before you +there would appear a hall decked for a feast, with varied tapestries and +garlands of gaiety, joyous and serene as our friend's own life. Then +your eyes, your spirit, would be attracted by the creations of his +luxuriant imagination; Olympus with its gods, introduced by the Muses +and adorned by the Graces, would be a living testimony that he who lived +amid such glad surroundings, and who also departed from us in the spirit +of that gladness, should be counted among the most fortunate of mankind, +and should be interred, not with lamentation, but with expressions of +joy and of exultation. + +And yet, what I cannot present to the outward senses, may be offered to +the inward. Eighty years, how much in how few syllables! Who of us dares +hastily to run through so many years and to picture to himself the +significance of them when well employed? Who of us would dare assert +that he could in an instant measure and appraise the value of a life +that was complete from every point of view? + +[Illustration: MARTIN WIELAND] + +If we accompany our friend step by step through all his days, if we +regard him as a boy and as a youth, in his prime and in his old age, we +find that to his lot fell the unusual fortune of plucking the bloom of +each of these seasons; for even old age has its bloom, and the happiest +enjoyment of this, also, was vouchsafed him. Only a few months have +passed since for him the brethren of our lodge crowned their mysterious +sphinx with roses, to show that, if the aged Anacreon undertook to adorn +his exalted sensuality with the rose's light twigs, the ethical +sensuousness, the tempered joy of life and wit which animated our noble +friend also merited a rich and abundant garland. + +Only a few weeks have elapsed since this excellent man was still with +us, not merely present but active at our gatherings. It was through the +midst of our intimate circle that he passed from things earthly; we were +the nearest to him, even at the last; and if his fatherland as well as +foreign nations celebrate his memory, where ought this to be done +earlier and more emphatically than by us? + +I have not, therefore, dared to disobey the mandates of our masters, and +before this honorable assembly I speak a few words in his memory, the +more gladly since they may be fleeting precursors of what in the future +the world and our brotherhood shall do for him. This is the sentiment, +and this the purpose, for the sake of which I venture to entreat a +gracious hearing; and if what I shall say from an affection tested for +almost forty years rather than for mere rhetorical effect--by no means +well composed, but rather in brief sentences, and even in desultory +fashion--may seem worthy neither of him who is honored nor of them who +honor, then I must remark that here you may expect only a preliminary +outline, a sketch, yes, only the contents and, if you so will, the +marginal notes of a future work. And thus, then, without more delay, to +the theme so dear, so precious, and, indeed, so sacred to us! + +Wieland was born in 1733 near Biberach, a small imperial free-town in +Swabia. His father, a Lutheran clergyman, gave him a careful training +and imparted to him the first elements of education. He was then sent to +the monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where the truly pious Abbot +Steinmetz presided over an educational institution of good repute. +Thence he went to the University of Tübingen, and then lived for some +time as a private tutor in Bern, but he was soon attracted to Bodmer, at +Zurich, who, like Gleim at a later date in North Germany, might be +called the midwife of genius in South Germany. There he gave himself +over entirely to the joy that arises from youth's self-creation, when +talents develop under friendly guidance without being hampered by the +higher requirements of criticism. Soon, however, he outgrew this stage, +returned to his native town, and henceforth became his own teacher and +trainer, while with ceaseless activity he pursued his inclination toward +literature and poetry. + +His mechanical official duties as the chief of the chancery robbed him, +it is true, of time, though they could not deprive him of joy and +courage; and that his spirit might not be dwarfed amid such narrow +surroundings, he fortunately became acquainted with Count Stadion, whose +estates lay in the vicinity, and who was a minister of the Prince +Elector of Mainz. In this illustrious and well-appointed house the +atmosphere of the world and of the court was for the first time wafted +to him; he became no stranger to domestic and foreign affairs of state; +and in the count he gained a patron for all his life. In consequence, he +did not remain unknown to the Prince Elector of Mainz, and since the +University of Erfurt was to be revived under Emmerich Joseph, our friend +was summoned thither, thus exemplifying the tolerant sentiments which, +from the beginning of the century, have spread among men who are akin +through the Christian faith, and have even permeated humanity as a +whole. + +He could not labor long at Erfurt without becoming known to the Duchess +Regent of Weimar, at whose court Count von Dalberg, so active in every +form of good work, did not fail to introduce him. An adequate education +of her princely sons was the chief object of a tender mother, herself +highly cultured, and thus he was called thither to employ his literary +talents and his moral endowments for the best interests of the princely +house, for our weal, and for the weal of all. + +The retirement promised him after the completion of his educational +duties was given him at once, and since he received a more than promised +alleviation of his domestic circumstances, he led, for nearly forty +years, a life of complete conformity to his disposition and to his +wishes. + +The influence of Wieland on the public was uninterrupted and permanent. +He educated his generation up to himself, giving to the taste and to the +judgment of his contemporaries a decided trend, so that his merits have +already been sufficiently recognized, appraised, and even portrayed. In +many a work on German literature he is discussed as honorably as +judiciously; I need only recall the laudations which Küttner, +Eschenburg, Manso, and Eichhorn have bestowed upon him. + +And whence came the profound influence which he exercised on the +Germans? It was a result of the excellence and of the openness of his +nature. In him man and author had completely interpenetrated; he wrote +poetry as a living soul, and lived the poet's life. In verse and prose +he never hid what was at the instant in his mind and what each time he +felt, so that judging he wrote and writing he judged. From the fertility +of his mind sprang the fertility of his pen. + +I do not employ the term "pen" as a rhetorical phrase; here it is valid +in the strictest sense, and if a pious reverence pays homage to many an +author by seeking to gain possession of the quill with which he formed +his works, the quill of which Wieland availed himself, would surely be +worthy of this distinction above many another. For the fact that he +wrote everything with his own hand and most beautifully, and, at the +same time, with freedom and with thoughtfulness; that he ever had +before him what he had written, carefully examining, changing, +improving, indefatigably fashioning and refashioning, never weary even +of repeatedly transcribing voluminous works--this gave to his +productions the delicacy, the gracefulness, the clearness, the natural +elegance which can be bestowed on a work already completed, not by +effort, but by unruffled, inspired attention. + +This careful preparation of his writings had its origin in a happy +conviction which apparently came to him toward the end of his residence +in Switzerland, when impatience at production had in some measure +subsided, and when the desire to present a perfected result to the +public had become more decidedly and more obviously active. + +Since, then, in him the man and the poet were a single individuality, we +shall also portray the latter when we speak of the former. Irritability +and versatility, the accompaniments of poetical and of rhetorical +talents, dominated him to a high degree, but an acquired rather than an +innate moderation kept them in equilibrium. Our friend was capable of +enthusiasm in highest measure, and in youth he surrendered himself +wholly to it, the more actively and assiduously since, in his case, for +several years that happy period was prolonged when within himself the +youth feels the worth and the dignity of the most excellent, be it +attainable or not. + +In that pure and happy field of the golden age, in that paradise of +innocence, he dwelt longer than others. The house where he was born, in +which a cultivated clergyman ruled as father; the ancient, +linden-embowered monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where a pious +teacher kept up his patriarchal activity; Tübingen, still monastic +in its essential form; those simple Swiss dwellings about which +the brooks murmured, which the lakes laved, and which the cliffs +surrounded--everywhere he found another Delphi, everywhere the groves in +which as a mature and cultivated youth he continued to revel even yet. +There he was powerfully attracted by the monuments of the manly +innocence of the Greeks which have been left us. Cyrus, Araspes, +Panthea, and forms of equal loftiness revived in him; he felt the spirit +of Plato weaving within him; he felt that he needed that spirit to +reproduce those pictures for himself and for others--so much the more +since he desired not so keenly to evoke poetic phantoms as, rather, to +create a moral influence for actual beings. + +Yet the very fact that he had the good fortune to dwell so protractedly +in these loftier realms, and that he could long regard as the most +perfect verity all that he thought, felt, imagined, dreamed, and +fancied--this very fact embittered for him the fruit which he was +obliged at last to pluck from the tree of knowledge. + +Who can escape the conflict with the outer world? Even our friend is +drawn into this strife; reluctantly he submits to contradiction by +experience and by life; and since, after a long struggle, he succeeds +not in uniting these august figures with those of the vulgar world, or +that high desire with the demands of the day, he resolves to let the +actual pass current as the necessary, and declares that what has thus +far seemed real to him is phantasy. + +Yet even here the individuality and the energy of his spirit reveals +itself to be worthy of admiration. Despite all the fulness of his life, +despite so strong a joy of living, despite noble inward talents and +honorable spiritual desires and purposes, he feels himself wounded by +the world and defrauded of his greatest treasures. Henceforth he can in +experience nowhere find what had constituted his joy for so many years, +and what had even been the inmost content of his life; yet he does not +consume himself in idle lamentations, of which we know so many in the +prose and verse of others, but he resolves upon counter-action. He +proclaims war on all that cannot be demonstrated in reality; first and +foremost, therefore, on Platonic love, then on all dogmatizing +philosophy, especially its two extremes of Stoicism and Pythagoreanism. +Furthermore, he works implacably against religious fanaticism, and +against all that to reason appears eccentric. + +But he is at once overwhelmed with anxiety lest he go too far, lest he +himself act fantastically, and now he simultaneously begins battle +against commonplace reality. He opposes everything which we are +accustomed to understand under the name Philistinism--musty pedantry, +provincialism, petty etiquette, narrow criticism, false prudery, smug +complacency, arrogant dignity, and whatever names may be applied to all +these unclean spirits, whose name is Legion. + +Herein he proceeds in an absolutely natural manner, without preconceived +purpose or self-consciousness. He stands before the dilemma of the +conceivable and the real, and, as he must advise moderation to control +or to unite the two, he must hold himself in check, and must be +many-sided, since he wishes to be just. + +He had long been attracted by the pure, rational uprightness of noble +Englishmen, and by their influence in the moral sphere, by an Addison, +by a Steele; but now in their society he finds a man whose type of +thought is far more agreeable to him. + +Shaftesbury, whom I need only mention to recall a great thinker to the +mind of every well-informed man,--Shaftesbury lived at a time when much +disturbance reigned in the religion of his native land, when the +dominant church sought by force to subdue men of other modes of thought. +State and morals were also threatened by much that must arouse the +anxiety of the intelligent and right-thinking. The best counter-action +to all this, he believed, was cheerfulness; in his opinion, only what +was regarded with serenity would be rightly seen. He who could look +serenely into his own bosom must be a good man. This was the main thing, +and from it sprang all other good. Spirit, wit, and humor were, he held, +the real agencies by which such a disposition should come in contact +with the world. All objects, even the most serious, must be capable of +such clarity and freedom if they were not bedizened with a merely +arrogant dignity, but contained within themselves a true value which did +not fear the test. In this spirited endeavor to become master of things +it was impossible to avoid casting about for deciding authorities, and +thus human reason was set as judge over the content, and taste over the +manner, of presentation. + +In such a man our Wieland now found, not a predecessor whom he was to +follow, nor a colleague with whom he was to work, but a true elder twin +brother in the spirit, whom he perfectly resembled, without being formed +in his likeness; even as it could not be said of the Menæchmi which was +the original, and which the copy. + +What Shaftesbury, born in a higher station, more favored with worldly +advantages, and more experienced by travel, office, and cosmopolitan +knowledge, did in a wider circle and at a more serious period in +sea-girt England, precisely this our friend, proceeding from a point at +first extremely limited, accomplished through persistent activity and +through ceaseless toil, in his native land, surrounded on every side by +hills and dales; and the result was--to employ, in our condensed +address, a brief but generally intelligible term--that popular +philosophy whereby a practically trained intelligence is set in decision +over the moral worth of things, and is made the judge of their aesthetic +value. + +This philosophy, prepared in England and fostered by conditions in +Germany, was thus spread far and wide by our friend, in company with +countless sympathizers, by poems and by scholarly works, even by life +itself. + +And yet, if we have found Shaftesbury and Wieland perfectly alike so far +as point of view, temperament, and insight are concerned, nevertheless, +the latter was far superior to the former in talent; for what the +Englishman rationally taught and desired, the German knew how to +elaborate poetically and rhetorically in verse and prose. + +In this elaboration, however, the French mode of treatment was +necessarily most suitable to him. Serenity, wit, spirit, and elegance +are already at hand in France; his luxuriant imagination, which now +desires to be occupied only with light and joyous themes, turns to tales +of fairies and knights, which grant it the greatest freedom. Here, +again, in the _Arabian Nights_ and in the _Bibliotheque universelle des +romans_, France offered him materials half-prepared and adapted, while +the ancient treasures of this sort, which Germany possesses, still +remained crude and unavailable. + +It is precisely these poems which have most widely spread and most +firmly established Wieland's fame. Their light-heartedness gained them +access to everyone, and even the serious Germans deigned to be pleased +with them; for all these works appeared indeed at a happy and favorable +time. They were all written in the spirit which we have developed above. +Frequently the fortunate poet undertook the artistic task of giving a +high value to very mediocre materials by revising them; and though it +cannot be denied that he sometimes permits reason to triumph over the +higher powers, and at other times allows sensuality to prevail over the +moral qualities, yet we must also grant that, in its proper place, +everything which can possibly adorn noble souls gains supremacy. + +Earlier than most of these works, though not the earliest of all, was +the translation of Shakespeare. Wieland did not fear impairment of his +originality by study; on the contrary, he was convinced at an early date +that a lively, fertile spirit found its best stimulus not only in the +adaptation of material that was already well known, but also in the +translation of extant works. + +In those days the translation of Shakespeare was a daring thought, for +even trained _litterateurs_ denied the possibility of the success of +such an undertaking. Wieland translated freely, grasped the sense of his +author, and omitted what appeared to him untranslatable; and thus he +gave to his nation a general idea of the most magnificent works of +another people, and to his generation an insight into the lofty culture +of by-gone centuries. + +Great as was the effect of this translation in Germany, it appears to +have exercised little influence upon Wieland himself. He was too +thoroughly antagonistic to his author, as is sufficiently obvious from +the passages omitted and passed over, and still more from the appended +notes, in which the French type of thought is evident. + +On the other hand, the Greeks, with their moderation and clarity, are to +him most precious models. He feels himself allied with them in taste; +religion, customs, and legislation all give him opportunity to exercise +his versatility, and since neither the gods nor the philosophers, and +neither the nation nor the nations are any more compatible than +politicians and soldiers, he everywhere finds the desired opportunity, +amid his apparent doubts and jests, of repeatedly inculcating his +equitable, tolerant, human doctrines. + +At the same time, he takes delight in presenting problematical +characters, and he finds pleasure, for example, in emphasizing the +lovable qualities of a Musarion, a Lais, and a Phryne without regard to +womanly chastity, and in exalting their practical wisdom above the +scholastic wisdom of the philosophers. + +But among these he also finds a man whom he can develop and set forth as +the representative of his own convictions--I mean Aristippus. Here +philosophy and worldly pleasure are through wise moderation so united in +serene and welcome fashion that the wish arises to be a contemporary in +so fair a land, and in such goodly company. Union with these educated, +right-thinking, cultivated, joyous men is so welcome, and it even seems +that so long as one may walk with them in thought, one's mind will be as +theirs, and one will think as they. + +In these circles our friend maintained himself by careful experiments, +which are still more necessary to the translator than to the poet; and +thus arose the German _Lucian_, which necessarily presented the Greek to +us the more vividly since the author and the translator could be +regarded as true kindred spirits. + +But however much a man of such talents preaches decency, he will, +nevertheless, sometimes feel himself tempted to transgress the +boundaries of propriety and decorum, since from time immemorial genius +has reckoned such escapades among its prerogatives. Wieland indulged +this impulse when he sought to assimilate himself to the daring, +extraordinary Aristophanes, and when he was able to translate his jests, +as audacious as they were witty, though he toned them down with his own +innate grace. + +For all these presentations an insight into the higher plastic art was +also obviously necessary, and since our friend was never vouchsafed the +sight of those ancient masterpieces which still survive, he sought to +rise to them in thought, to bring them before his eyes by the power of +imagination; so that we cannot fail to be amazed to see how talent is +able to form for itself a conception even of what is far away. Moreover, +he would have been entirely successful if his laudable caution had not +restrained him from taking decisive steps; for art in general, and +especially the art of the ancients, can neither be grasped nor +comprehended without enthusiasm. He who will not commence with amazement +and with admiration finds no entrance into the holy of holies. Our +friend, however, was far too cautious, and how could he have been +expected to make in this single instance an exception from his general +rule of life? + +If, however, he was near akin to the Greeks in taste, in sentiment he +was still more closely allied to the Romans--not that he would have +allowed himself to be carried away by republican or by patriotic zeal, +but he really finds his peers among the Romans, whereas he has, in a +sense, only fictitiously assimilated himself to the Greeks. Horace has +much similarity to him; himself an artist, and himself a man of the +court and of the world, he intelligently estimates life and art; Cicero, +philosopher, orator, statesman, and active citizen, also closely +resembles him--and both arose from inconsiderable beginnings to great +dignities and honors. + +While our friend occupies himself with the works of both these men, how +gladly would he transport himself back into their century and their +surroundings, and transfer himself to their epoch, in order to transmit +to us a clear picture of that past; and he succeeds amazingly. Perhaps, +on the whole, more sympathy might be desired for the men with whom he is +concerned, but such is his fear of partisanship that he prefers to take +sides against them rather than on their behalf. + +There are two maxims of translation. The one demands that the author of +an alien nation be brought over to us so that we may regard him as our +own; the other, on the contrary, lays upon us the obligation that we +should transfer ourselves to the stranger and accommodate ourselves to +his conditions, to his diction, and to his peculiarities. The advantages +of both are sufficiently well known to all cultured men by masterly +examples. Our friend, who here also sought the middle way, endeavored to +combine both; yet, as a man of taste and feeling, in doubtful cases he +gave the preference to the first maxim. + +Perhaps no one has so keenly felt as he how complicated a task +translation is. How deeply was he convinced that not the letter but the +spirit giveth life! Consider how, in his introductions, he first +endeavors to shift us to the period and to make us acquainted with the +personages; how he then makes his author speak in a way which we already +know, akin to our own thought and familiar to our ear; and how, finally, +in his annotations, he seeks to explain and to obviate many a detail +which might remain obscure, rouse doubt, and be offensive. Through this +triple endeavor one can see clearly that he first has mastered his +subject, and then he also takes the most praiseworthy pains to put us in +a position in which his insight can be communicated to us, that we also +may share the enjoyment with him. + +Although he was equally master of many tongues, yet he clung to the two +in which the value and the dignity of the ancient world have most purely +been transmitted to us. For little as we would deny that many a treasure +has been drawn and is still to be drawn from the mines of other ancient +literatures, so little shall we be contradicted when we assert that the +language of the Greeks and of the Romans has transmitted to us, down to +this very day, priceless gifts which in content are equal to the best, +and in form are superior to every other. + +The organization of the German Empire, which includes so many small +states within itself, herein resembled the Greek. Since the tiniest, +most unimportant, and even invisible city had its special interests it +was constrained to cherish and to maintain them, and to defend them +against its neighbors. Accordingly, its youth were early roused and +summoned to reflect upon affairs of state. And thus Wieland, too, as the +chief of the chancery of one of the smallest imperial free-towns, was in +a position calculated to make of him a patriot and, in the best sense of +the term, a demagogue; as when later, in one such instance, he resolved +to bring down upon himself the temporary disfavor of his patron, the +neighboring Count Stadion, rather than to make an unpatriotic +submission. + +His _Agathon_ itself teaches us that within this sphere as well he gave +preference to sound principles; nevertheless, he took such interest in +the realities of life that all his occupations and all his predilections +ultimately failed to prevent him from thinking about the same. He +particularly felt himself summoned anew to this when he dared promise +himself a weighty influence on the training of princes from whom much +might be expected. + +In all the works of this type which he wrote a cosmopolitan spirit is +manifest, and since they were composed at a time when the power of +absolute monarchy was not yet shaken, it became his main purpose +insistently to set their obligations before the rulers and to point them +to the happiness which they should find in the happiness of their +subjects. + +Now, however, the epoch came when an aroused nation tore down all that +had thus far stood, and seemed to summon the spirits of all the dwellers +upon earth to a universal legislation. On this matter, likewise, he +declared himself with cautious modesty; and by rational presentations, +which he clothed under a variety of forms, he sought to produce some +measure of equilibrium in the excited masses. Since, however, the tumult +of anarchy became more and more furious, and since a voluntary union of +the masses appeared inconceivable, he was the first once more to counsel +absolutism and to designate the man to work the miracle of +reëstablishment. + +If, now, it be remembered in this connection that our friend wrote +concerning these matters not, as it were, after, but during, events, and +that, as the editor of a widely-read periodical he had occasion--and was +even compelled--on the spur of the moment to express his views each +month, then he who is called to trace chronologically the course of his +life will perceive, not without amazement, how attentively he followed +the swift events of the day, and how shrewdly he conducted himself +throughout as a German and as a thinking, sympathetic man. And here is +the place to recall the periodical which was so important for Germany, +the _Deutscher Merkur_. This undertaking was not the first of its kind, +yet at that time it was new and significant. The name of its editor +immediately created great confidence in it; for the fact that a man who +was himself a poet also promised to introduce the poems of others into +the world, and that an author to whom such magnificent works were due +would himself pass judgment and publicly express his opinion--this +aroused the greatest hopes. Moreover, men of worth quickly gathered +about him, and this alliance of preëminent _litterateurs_ was so active +that the _Merkur_ during a period of several years may be employed as a +textbook of our literary history. On the public generally its influence +was profound and significant, for if, on the one hand, reading and +criticism became the possession of a greater multitude, the desire to +give instant expression to his thoughts became active in everyone who +had anything to give. More was sent to the editor than he expected and +desired; his success awakened imitators; similar periodicals arose which +crowded upon the public, first monthly, then weekly and daily, and which +finally produced that confusion of Babel of which we were and are +witnesses, and which, strictly speaking, springs from the fact that +everyone wishes to talk, but no one is willing to listen.. + +The quality which maintained the value and the dignity of the _Deutscher +Merkur_ for many years was its editor's innate liberality. Wieland was +not created to be a party leader; he who recognizes moderation as the +chief maxim cannot make himself guilty of one-sidedness. Whatever +excited his active spirit he sought to equalize within himself through +taste and common sense, and thus he also treated his collaborators, for +none of whom he felt very much enthusiasm; and as, while translating the +ancient authors whom he so highly esteemed, he was accustomed frequently +to attack them in his notes, so, by his disapproving annotations, he +often vexed, and actually estranged, valued and even favorite +contributors. + +Even before this, our friend had been forced to endure full many an +attack on account of major or minor writings; so much the less as the +editor of a periodical could he escape literary controversies. Yet here, +too, he shows himself ever the same. Such a paper war can never last +long for him, and if it threatens to be in any degree protracted, he +gives his opponent the last word and goes his wonted path. + +Foreigners have sagaciously observed that German authors regard the +public less than the writers of other nations, and that, therefore, one +can tell from his writings the man who is developing himself, and the +man who seeks to create something to his own satisfaction,--and, +consequently, the character of these two types soon becomes obvious. +This quality we have already ascribed to Wieland in particular; and it +will be so much the more interesting to arrange and to follow his +writings and his life in this sense, since, formerly and latterly, the +attempt has been made to cast suspicion on our friend's character from +these very writings. A large number of men are even yet in error +regarding him, since they fancy that the man of many sides must be +indifferent, and the versatile man must be wavering; it is forgotten +that character is concerned simply and solely with the practical. Only +in that which a man does and continues to do, and in that to which he is +constant, does he reveal his character, and in this sense there has been +no more steadfast man, no man constantly more true to himself, than +Wieland. If he surrendered himself to the multiplicity of his emotions, +and to the versatility of his thoughts, and if he permitted no single +impression to gain dominion over him, in this very way he proved the +firmness and the sureness of his mind. This witty man played gladly with +his opinions, but--I can summon all contemporaries as witnesses--never +with his convictions. And thus he won for himself many friends, and kept +them. That he had any decided enemy is not known to me. In the enjoyment +of his poetic works he lived for many years in municipal, civic, +friendly, and social surroundings, and gained the distinction of a +complete edition of his carefully revised works, and even of an _édition +de luxe_ of them. + +But even in the autumn of his years he was destined to feel the +influence of the spirit of the age, and in an unforeseen manner to begin +a new life, a new youth. The blessings of sweet peace had long ruled +over Germany; general outward safety and repose coincided most happily +with the inward, human, cosmopolitan views of existence. The peaceful +townsman seemed no longer to require his walls; they were dispensed +with; and there was a yearning after rustic life. The security of landed +property gave confidence to everyone; the untrammelled life of nature +attracted everyone; and as man, born a social being, can often fancy to +himself the sweet deceit that he lives better, easier, happier in +isolation, so Wieland also, who had already been vouchsafed the highest +literary leisure, seemed to look about him for an abode more quiet in +which to cultivate the Muses; and when he found opportunity and strength +to obtain an estate in the very vicinity of Weimar, he formed the +resolution there to pass the remainder of his life. And here they who +have often visited him, and who have lived with him, may tell in detail +how it was precisely here that he appeared in all his charm as head of +the house and of the family, as friend, and as husband, and especially +how, since he could indeed withdraw from men but men could not dispense +with him, he most delightfully developed his social virtues as a +hospitable host. + +While inviting younger friends to elaborate this idyllic portrayal, I +may merely note, briefly and sympathetically, how this rural joy was +troubled by the passing away of a dear woman friend who resided with +them, and then by the death of his esteemed and careful consort. He laid +these dear remains in his own property, and although he resolved to give +up agricultural cares, which had become too intricate for him, and to +dispense with the estate which for some years he had enjoyed, he +retained for himself the place and the space between his two dear ones +that there he, too, might find his resting place. And there, then, the +honorable brethren have accompanied him, yea, brought him, and thus have +they fulfilled his lovely and pleasant wish that posterity might visit +and reverence his tomb within a living grove. + +Yet not without a higher reason did our friend return to the city, for +his devotion to his great patroness, the Duchess Dowager, had more than +once given him sad hours in his rural retirement. He felt only too +keenly how much it cost him to be far from her. He could not forego +association with her, and yet he could enjoy it only with inconvenience +and with discomfort. And thus, after he had seen his household now +expanded and now contracted, now augmented and now diminished, now +gathered together and now scattered, the exalted princess draws him into +her own immediate circle. He returns, occupies a house very close to the +princely residence, shares in the summer sojourn in Tiefurt, and now +regards himself as a member of the household and of the court. + +In very peculiar measure Wieland was born for the higher circles of +society, and even the highest would have been his proper element; for +since he nowhere wished to stand supreme, but gladly sought to take part +in everything, and was inclined to express himself with moderation +regarding everything, he must inevitably appear an agreeable companion, +and in still higher degree he would have been such in a more +light-hearted nation which did not take too seriously every form of +recreation. + +For his poetic and his literary aspirations were alike addressed +immediately to life, and though he did not seek a practical end with +absolute invariability, yet he ever had a practical aim before his eyes, +whether it was near or far. Therefore his thought was always clear, his +phraseology was lucid and readily intelligible, and since, with his +extensive knowledge, he continually held to the interest of the day, +followed it, and intelligently occupied himself with it, his +conversation also was diversified and stimulating throughout; so that I +have not readily become acquainted with anyone who more gladly received +and more spiritedly responded to whatever happy idea others might bring +forward. + +Bearing in mind his type of thought, his mode of entertaining himself +and others, and his honorable purpose of influencing his generation, he +can scarcely be reproached for feeling an antagonism toward the more +modern philosophical schools. When, at an earlier period, Kant gave +merely the preludes of his greater theories in his minor writings, and +in a lighter style seemed to express himself problematically upon +the most weighty themes, then he still stood close enough to our friend; +but when the huge system was erected, all those who had thus far gone +their way poetizing and philosophizing in full freedom, were forced to +see in Kant's monumental work a menacing citadel which would limit their +serene excursions over the field of experience. + +Yet not merely the philosophers, but also the poets, had much, and, +indeed, everything, to fear from the new intellectual tendency, so soon +as large numbers should allow themselves to be attracted by it. It would +at first appear as though its purpose was mainly directed toward +knowledge, and then toward the theory of morals and its immediately +subsidiary subjects. It was readily obvious, however, that, if it was +intended to establish, more firmly than had hitherto been the case, +those weighty affairs of higher knowledge and of moral conduct, and if +there the demand was made for a sterner, more coherent judgment, +developed from the depths of humanity--it was readily obvious, I repeat, +that taste also would soon be referred to such principles, and, +therefore, the attempt would be made absolutely to set aside individual +fancies, chance culture, and popular peculiarities, and to evoke a more +general law as a deciding factor. + +This was, moreover, actually realized, and in poetry a new epoch emerged +which was necessarily as antagonistic to our friend as he was to it. +From this time on he experienced many unfavorable judgments, yet without +being very deeply influenced by them; and I here expressly mention this +circumstance, since the consequent struggle in German literature is as +yet by no means allayed and adjusted, and since a friend who desires to +value Wieland's merits and sturdily to uphold his memory must be +perfectly conversant with the situation of affairs, with the rise and +with the sequence of opinions, and with the character and with the +talents of the cooperators; he must know well the powers and the +services of both sides; and, to work impartially, he must, in a sense, +belong to both factions. Yet from those minor or major controversies +which arose from his intellectual attitude I am drawn by a serious +consideration, to which we must now turn. + +The peace which for many years had blissfully dwelt amid our mountains +and hills, and in our delightfully watered valleys, had long been, if +not disturbed, at least threatened, by military expeditions. When the +eventful day dawned which filled us with amazement and alarm, since the +fate of the world was decided in our walks, even in those terrible hours +toward which our friend's carefree life flowed on, fortune did not +desert him, for he was saved first through the precaution of a young and +resolute friend, and then through the attention of the French +conquerors, who honored in him both the meritorious author, famed +throughout the world, and a member of their own great literary +institute. + +Soon afterward he had to bear the loss of Amelia, so bitter to us all. +Court and city endeavored to extend him every compensation, and soon +afterward he was favored by two emperors with insignia of honor, the +like of which he had not sought, and had not even expected, throughout +his long life. + +Yet in the day of joy as in the day of sorrow he remained constant to +himself, and thus he exemplified the superiority of delicate natures, +whose equanimity knows how to meet with moderation good and evil fortune +alike. + +But he appeared most remarkable of all, considered in body and in +spirit, after the bitter calamity which befell him in such advanced +years when, together with a beloved daughter, he was very severely +injured by the overturning of his carriage. The painful results of the +accident and the tedium of convalescence he bore with the utmost +equanimity, and he comforted his friends rather than himself by the +declaration that he had never met with a like misfortune, and it might +well have seemed pleasing to the gods that in this way he discharge the +debt of humanity. Now, moreover, he speedily recovered, since his +constitution, like that of a youth, was quickly restored, and thus he +became a proof for us of the way in which great physical strength may be +combined with delicacy and clean living. + +As, then, his philosophy of life remained firm even under this test; +such an accident produced no change in his convictions or in his mode of +life. Companionable after his recovery as before, he took part in the +customary recreations of the social life of the court and of the city, +and with true affection and with constant endeavor shared in the +activities of the brethren of our lodge. But however much his eye seemed +always fixed on things earthly, and on the understanding and utilization +of them--yet, as a man of exceptional gifts, he could in no wise +dispense with the extramundane and the supersensual. Here also that +conflict, which we have deemed it our duty to portray in detail above, +became evident in a remarkable degree; for though he appeared to reject +everything which lay outside the bounds of general knowledge, and beyond +the sphere of what may be exemplified from experience, none the less, +while he did not transgress the lines so sharply drawn, he could never +refrain, in tentative fashion, as it were, from peeping over them, and +from constructing and representing, in his own way, an extramundane +world, a state concerning which all the innate powers of our soul can +give us no information. + +Single traits of his writings afford manifold examples of this; but I +may especially recall his _Agathodämon_ and his _Euthanasie_, and also +those beautiful declarations, as rational as they were sincere, which he +was permitted, only a short while since, to express openly and frankly +before this assembly. For a confiding love toward our lodge of brethren +had developed within him. Acquainted even as a youth with the historical +traditions regarding the mysteries of the ancients, he indeed shunned, +in conformity with his serene, lucid mode of thought, those dark +secrets; yet he did not deny that precisely under these, perhaps +uncouth, veils, higher conceptions had first been brought to barbarous +and sensual men, that, through awe-inspiring symbols, powerful, +illuminating ideas had been awakened, the belief in one God, ruling over +all, had been introduced, virtue had been represented more desirably, +and hope for the continuance of our existence had been purified both +from the false terrors of a dark superstition and from the equally false +demands of an Epicurean sensuality. + +Then, as an aged man left behind on earth by so many valued friends and +contemporaries, and feeling himself in many respects alone, he drew near +to our dear lodge. How gladly he entered it, how constantly he attended +our gatherings, vouchsafed his attention to our affairs, rejoiced in the +reception of excellent young men, was present at our honorable banquets, +and did not refrain from expressing his thoughts upon many a weighty +matter--of this we are all witnesses; we have recognized it with +friendly gratitude. Indeed, if this ancient lodge, often reëstablished +after many a change of time, required any testimony here, the most +perfect would be ready at hand, since a talented man, intelligent, +cautious, circumspect, experienced, benevolent, and moderate, felt that +with us he found kindred spirits, and that with us he was in a company +which he, accustomed to the best, so gladly recognized to be the +realization of his wishes as a man and as a social being. + +Although summoned by our masters to speak a few words concerning the +departed, before this so distinguished and highly esteemed assembly, I +might surely have ventured to decline to do so, in the conviction that +not a fleeting hour, not loose notes superficially jotted down, but +whole years, and even several well weighed and well ordered volumes are +requisite worthily to celebrate his memory in consideration of the +monument which he has worthily erected for himself in his works and in +his influence. This delightful duty I undertook only in the conviction +that what I have here said may serve as an introduction to what should +in future be better done by others at the repeated celebration of his +memory. If it shall please our honored masters to deposit in their ark, +together with this essay, all that shall publicly appear concerning our +friend, and, still more, what our brethren, whom he most greatly and +most peculiarly influenced and who enjoyed an uninterrupted and a closer +association with him, may confidentially express and communicate, then +through this would be collected a treasure of facts, of information, and +of valuations which might well be unique of its kind, and from which our +posterity might draw, in after times, in order to protect, to maintain, +and to hallow for evermore so worthy a memory with love unwavering. + + + + +THE PEDAGOGIC PROVINCE (1827) + +TRANSLATED BY EDWARD BELL From WILHELM MEISTER'S TRAVELS + +Our pilgrims had performed the journey according to program, and +prosperously reached the frontier of the province in which they were to +learn so many wonderful things. On their first entry they beheld a most +fertile region, the gentle slopes of which were favorable to +agriculture, its higher mountains to sheep-feeding, and its broad +valleys to the rearing of cattle. It was shortly before the harvest, and +everything was in the greatest abundance; still, what surprised them +from the outset, was that they saw neither women nor men, but only boys +and youths busy getting ready for a prosperous harvest, and even making +friendly preparations for a joyous harvest-home. They greeted now one, +and now another, and inquired about the master, of whose whereabouts no +one could give an account. The address of their letter was: _To the +Master or to the Three_, and this too the boys could not explain; +however, they referred the inquirers to an overseer, who was just +preparing to mount his horse. They explained their object; Felix's frank +bearing seemed to please him; and so they rode together along the road. + +Wilhelm had soon observed that a great diversity prevailed in the cut +and color of the clothing, which gave a peculiar aspect to the whole of +the little community. He was just on the point of asking his companion +about this, when another strange sight was displayed to him; all the +children, howsoever they might be occupied, stopped their work, and +turned, with peculiar yet various gestures, toward the party riding +past; and it was easy to infer that their object was the overseer. The +youngest folded their arms crosswise on the breast, and looked +cheerfully toward the sky; the intermediate ones held their arms behind +them, and looked smiling upon the ground; the third sort stood erect +and boldly; with arms at the side, they turned the head to the right, +and placed themselves in a row, instead of remaining alone, like the +others, where they were first seen. + +Accordingly, when they halted and dismounted, just where several +children had ranged themselves in various attitudes and were being +inspected by the overseer, Wilhelm asked the meaning of these gestures. + +Felix interposed, and said cheerfully: "What position have I to take, +then?" + +"In any case," answered the intendant, "at first the arms across the +breast, and looking seriously and gladly upward, without turning your +glance." He obeyed; how ever he soon exclaimed: "This does not please me +particularly; I see nothing overhead; does it last long? But yes, +indeed," he exclaimed joyfully, "I see two hawks flying from west to +east; that must be a good omen!" + +"It depends on how you take to it, how you behave yourself," rejoined +the former; "now go and mingle with them, just as they mingle with each +other." + +He made a sign, the children forsook their attitudes, resumed their +occupations or went on playing as before. "Will you, and can you," +Wilhelm now asked, "explain to me that which causes my wonder? I suppose +that these gestures, these positions, are greetings, with which they +welcome you." + +"Just so," answered the other; "greetings, that tell me at once at what +stage of cultivation each of these boys stands." + +"But could you," Wilhelm added, "explain to me the meaning of the +graduation? For that it is such, is easy to see." + +"That is the part of better people than me," answered the other; "but I +can assure you of this much, that they are no empty grimaces, and that, +on the contrary, we impart to the children, not indeed the highest, but +still a guiding and intelligible explanation; but at the same time we +command each to keep and cherish for himself what we may have chosen to +impart for the information of each: they may not chat about it with +strangers, nor amongst themselves, and thus the teaching is modified in +a hundred ways. Besides this the secrecy has very great advantages; for +if we tell people immediately and perpetually the reason of everything, +they think that there is nothing behind. To certain secrets, even if +they may be known, we have to show deference by concealment and silence, +for this tends to modesty and good morals." + +"I understand you," said Wilhelm. "Why should we not also apply +spiritually, what is so necessary in bodily matters? But perhaps in +another respect you can satisfy my curiosity. I am surprised at the +great variety in the cut and color of their clothes, and yet I do not +see all kinds of color, but a few only, and these in all their shades, +from the brightest to the darkest. Still I observe, that in this there +cannot be meant any indication of degrees of either age or merit; since +the smallest and biggest boys mingled together, may be alike in cut and +color, whilst those who are alike in gestures do not agree with one +another in dress." + +"As concerns this, too," their companion replied, "I cannot explain any +further; yet I shall be much mistaken it you depart hence without being +enlightened about all that you may wish to know." + +They were now going in search of the master, whom they thought that they +had found; but now a stranger could not but be struck by the fact that +the deeper they got into the country, the more they were met by a +harmonious sound of singing. Whatsoever the boys set about, in whatever +work they were found engaged, they were for ever singing, and in fact it +seemed that the songs were specially adapted to each particular +occupation, and in similar cases always the same. If several children +were in any place, they would accompany each other in turns. + +Toward evening they came upon some dancing, their steps being animated +and guided by choruses. Felix from his horse chimed in with his voice, +and, in truth, not badly; Wilhelm was delighted with this entertainment, +which made the neighborhood so lively. "I suppose," he observed to his +companion, "you devote a great deal of care to this kind of instruction, +for otherwise this ability would not be so widely diffused, or so +perfectly developed." + +"Just so," replied the other; "with us the art of singing forms the +first step in education; everything else is subservient to it, and +attained by means of it. With us the simplest enjoyment, as well as the +simplest instruction, is enlivened and impressed by singing; and even +what we teach in matters of religion and morals is communicated by the +method of song. Other advantages for independent ends are directly +allied; for, whilst we practise the children in writing down by symbols +on the slate the notes which they produce, and then, according to the +indication of these signs, in reproducing them in their throats, and +moreover in adding the text, they exercise at the same time the hand, +ear, and eye, and attain orthography and calligraphy quicker than you +would believe; and, finally, since all this must be practised and copied +according to pure metre and accurately fixed time, they learn to +understand much sooner than in other ways the high value of measure and +computation. On this account, of all imaginable means, we have chosen +music as the first element of our education, for from this equally easy +roads radiate in every direction." + +Wilhelm sought to inform himself further, and did not hide his +astonishment at hearing no instrumental music. + +"We do not neglect it," replied the other, "but we practise it in a +special place, inclosed in the most charming mountain-valley; and then +again we take care that the different instruments are taught in places +lying far apart. Especially are the discordant notes of beginners +banished to certain solitary spots, where they can drive no one crazy; +for you will yourself confess, that in well-regulated civil society +scarcely any more miserable nuisance is to be endured than when the +neighborhood inflicts upon us a beginner on the flute or on the violin. +Our beginners, from their own laudable notion of wishing to be an +annoyance to none, go voluntarily for a longer or shorter period into +the wilds, and, isolated there, vie with one another in attaining the +merit of being allowed to draw nearer to the inhabited world; on which +account they are, from time to time, allowed to make an attempt at +drawing nearer, which seldom fails, because in these, as in our other +modes of education, we venture actually to develop and encourage a sense +of shame and diffidence. I am sincerely glad that your son has got a +good voice; the rest will be effected all the more easily." + +They had now reached a place where Felix was to remain, and make trial +of his surroundings, until they were disposed to grant a formal +admission. They already heard from afar a cheerful singing; it was a +game, which the boys were now enjoying in their play-hour. A general +chorus resounded, in which each member of a large circle joined +heartily, clearly, and vigorously in his part, obeying the directions of +the superintendent. The latter, however, often took the singers by +surprise, by suspending with a signal the chorus-singing, and bidding +some one or other single performer, by a touch of his bâton, to adapt +alone some suitable song to the expiring tune and the passing idea. Most +of them already showed considerable ability, a few who failed in the +performance willingly paid their forfeit, without exactly being made a +laughing-stock. Felix was still child enough to mix at once among them, +and came tolerably well out of the trial. Thereupon the first style of +greeting was conceded to him; he forthwith folded his arms on his +breast, looked upward, and with such a droll expression withal, that it +was quite plain that no hidden meaning in it had as yet occurred to him. + +The pleasant spot, the kind reception, the merry games, all pleased the +boy so well, that he did not feel particularly sad when he saw his +father depart; he looked almost more wistfully at the horse as it was +led away; yet he had no difficulty in understanding, when he was +informed that he could not keep it in the present locality. On the other +hand, they promised him that he should find, if not the same, at all +events an equally lively and well-trained one when he did not expect it. + +As the superior could not be found, the overseer said: "I must now leave +you, to pursue my own avocations; but still I will take you to the +Three, who preside over holy things: your letter is also addressed to +them, and together they stand in place of the Superior." + +Wilhelm would have liked to learn beforehand about the holy things, but +the other replied. "The Three in return for the confidence with which +you have left your son with us, will certainly, in accordance with +wisdom and justice, reveal to you all that is most necessary. The +visible objects of veneration, which I have called holy things, are +included within a particular boundary, are not mingled with anything, or +disturbed by anything; only at certain times of the year, the pupils, +according to the stages of their education, are admitted to them, in +order that they may be instructed historically and through their senses; +for in this way they carry off with them an impression, enough for them +to feed upon for a long time in the exercise of their duty." + +Wilhelm now stood at the entrance of a forest-valley, inclosed by lofty +walls; on a given signal a small door was opened, and a serious, +respectable-looking man received our friend. He found himself within a +large and beautifully verdant inclosure, shaded with trees and bushes of +every kind, so that he could scarcely see some stately walls and fine +buildings through the dense and lofty natural growth; his friendly +reception by the Three, who came up by-and-by, ultimately concluded in a +conversation, to which each contributed something of his own, but the +substance of which we shall put together in brief. + +"Since you have intrusted your son to us," they said, "it is our duty +to let you see more deeply into our methods of proceeding. You have seen +many external things, that do not carry their significance with them all +at once; which of these do you most wish to have explained?" + +"I have remarked certain seemly yet strange gestures and obeisances, the +significance of which I should like to learn; with you no doubt what is +external has reference to what is within, and vice versa; let me +understand this relation." + +"Well-bred and healthy children possess a great deal; Nature has given +to each everything that he needs for time and continuance: our duty is +to develop this; often it is better developed by itself. But one thing +no one brings into the world, and yet it is that upon which depends +everything through which a man becomes a man on every side. If you can +find it out yourself, speak out." + +Wilhelm bethought himself for a short time, and then shook his head. +After a suitable pause, they exclaimed "Veneration!" + +Wilhelm was startled. + +"Veneration," they repeated. "It is wanting in all, and perhaps in +yourself. You have seen three kinds of gestures, and we teach a +threefold veneration, which when combined to form a whole, only then +attains to its highest power and effect. The first is veneration for +that which is above us. That gesture, the arms folded on the breast, a +cheerful glance toward the sky, that is precisely what we prescribe to +our untutored children, at the same time requiring witness of them that +there is a God up above who reflects and reveals Himself in our parents, +tutors and superiors. The second, veneration for that which is below us. +The hands folded on the back as if tied together, the lowered, smiling +glance, bespeak that we have to regard the earth well and cheerfully; it +gives us an opportunity to maintain ourselves; it affords unspeakable +joys; but it brings disproportionate sufferings. If one hurts oneself +bodily, whether faultily or innocently; if others hurt one, +intentionally or accidentally; if earthly chance does one any harm--let +these be well thought of, for such danger accompanies us all our life +long. But from this condition we deliver our pupil as soon as possible, +directly we are convinced that the teachings of this stage have made a +sufficient impression upon him; but then we bid him be a man, look to +his companions, and guide himself with reference to them. Now he stands +erect and bold, yet not selfishly isolated; only in a union with his +equals does he present a front toward the world. We are unable to add +anything further." + +"I see it all," replied Wilhelm; "it is probably on this account that +the multitude is so inured to vice, because it takes pleasure only in +the element of ill-will and evil speech; he who indulges in this, soon +becomes indifferent to God, contemptuous toward the world, and a hater +of his fellows; but the true, genuine, indispensable feeling of +self-respect is ruined in conceit and presumption." + +"Allow me, nevertheless," Wilhelm went on, "to make one objection: Has +it not ever been held that the fear evinced by savage nations in the +presence of mighty natural phenomena, and other inexplicable foreboding +events, is the germ from which a higher feeling, a purer disposition, +should gradually be developed?" + +To this the other replied: "Fear, no doubt, is consonant with nature, +but not reverence; people fear a known or unknown powerful being; the +strong one tries to grapple with it, the weak to avoid it; both wish to +get rid of it, and feel happy when in a short space they have conquered +it, when their nature in some measure has regained its freedom and +independence. The natural man repeats this operation a million times +during his life; from fear he strives after liberty, from liberty he is +driven back into fear, and does not advance one step further. To fear is +easy, but unpleasant; to entertain reverence is difficult but pleasing. +Man determines himself unwillingly to reverence, or rather never +determines himself to it; it is a loftier sense which must be imparted +to his nature, and which is self-developed only in the most +exceptionally gifted ones, whom therefore from all time we have regarded +as saints, as gods. In this consists the dignity, in this the function +of all genuine religions, of which also there exist only three, +according to the objects toward which they direct their worship." + +The men paused. Wilhelm remained silent for awhile in thought; as he did +not feel himself equal to pointing these strange words, he begged the +worthy men to continue their remarks, which too they at once consented +to do. + +"No religion," they said, "which is based on fear, is esteemed among us. +With the reverence which a man allows himself to entertain, whilst he +accords honor, he may preserve his own honor; he is not at discord with +himself, as in the other case. The religion which rests on reverence for +that which is above us, we call the ethnical one; it is the religion of +nations, and the first happy redemption from a base fear; all so-called +heathen religions are of this kind, let them have what names they will. +The second religion, which is founded on that reverence which we have +for what is like ourselves, we call the Philosophic; for the +philosopher, who places himself in the middle, must draw downward to +himself all that is higher, and upward to himself all that is lower, and +only in this central position does he deserve the name of the sage. Now, +whilst he penetrates his relations to his fellows, and therefore to the +whole of humanity, and his relations to all other earthly surroundings, +necessary or accidental, in the cosmical sense he lives only in the +truth. But we must now speak of the third religion, based on reverence +for that which is below us; we call it the Christian one, because this +disposition of mind is chiefly revealed in it; it is the last one which +humanity could and was bound to attain. Yet what was not demanded for +it? not merely to leave earth below, and claim a higher origin, but to +recognize as divine even humility and poverty, scorn and contempt, +shame and misery, suffering and death; nay, to revere and make lovable +even sin and crime, not as hindrances but as furtherances of holiness! +Of this there are indeed found traces throughout all time; but a track +is not a goal, and this having once been reached, humanity cannot turn +backward; and it may be maintained, that the Christian religion having +once appeared, can never disappear again; having once been divinely +embodied, cannot again be dissolved." + +"Which of these religions do you then profess more particularly?" said +Wilhelm. + +"All three," answered the others, "for, in point of fact, they together +present the true religion; from these three reverences outsprings the +highest reverence, reverence for oneself, and the former again develop +themselves from the latter, so that man attains to the highest he is +capable of reaching, in order that he may consider himself the best that +God and nature have produced; nay, that he may be able to remain on this +height without being drawn through conceit or egoism into what is base." + +"Such a profession of faith, developed in such a manner, does not +estrange me," replied Wilhelm; "it agrees with all that one learns here +and there in life, only that the very thing unites you, that severs the +others." + +To this the others replied: "This confession is already adhered to by a +large part of the world, though unconsciously." + +"How so, and where?" asked Wilhelm. + +"In the Creed!" exclaimed the others, loudly; "for the first article is +ethnical, and belongs to all nations: the second is Christian, for those +struggling against sufferings and glorified in sufferings; the third +finally teaches a spiritual communion of saints, to wit, of those in the +highest degree good and wise: ought not therefore in fairness the three +divine Persons, under whose likeness and name such convictions and +promises are uttered, to pass also for the highest Unity?" + +"I thank you," replied the other, "for having so clearly and coherently +explained this to me--to whom, as a full-grown man, the three +dispositions of mind are not new; and when I recall, that you teach the +children these high truths, first through material symbols, then through +a certain symbolic analogy, and finally develop in them the highest +interpretation, I must needs highly approve of it." + +"Exactly so," replied the former; "but now you must still learn +something more, in order that you may be convinced that your son is in +the best hands. However, let this matter rest for the morning hours; +rest and refresh yourself, so that, contented and humanly complete, you +may accompany us farther into the interior tomorrow." + + + + +WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE (1804) + +TRANSLATED BY GEORGE KRIEHN, PH. D. + +TO HER MOST SERENE HIGHNESS THE DUCHESS ANNA AMALIA OF SAXE-WEIMAR AND +EISENACH + +_Most Serene Princess,_ + +_Most Gracious Lady,_ + +Another benefaction has been added to the many which art and science owe +to Your Highness by the most gracious permission to publish the +following letters of Winckelmann. They are addressed to a man who had +the happiness of counting himself among your servants, and soon +afterward of living in close relation with Your Highness, at the time +when Winckelmann found himself in the most embarrassing circumstances, +the straightforward and touching narration of which one cannot read +without sympathy. + +Had these pages come to the attention of Your Highness in those days, +the dictates of your noble and charitable heart would have immediately +put an end to such distress, changed the fate of a most excellent man, +and directed it more happily for the future. + +But who indeed ought to think of what might have happened, when so many +gratifying things that actually took place lie before us? + +Your Highness has, since that time, established and supported much that +is useful and promotive of happiness, while our gracious and sympathetic +Prince adds constantly to the great number of his benefactions. + +One may without vainglory recall the good that for us and for others has +been accomplished in our limited circle, the least significant aspects +of which cannot but excite the observer's admiration, which would be +greatly increased if a well informed writer should take the trouble to +describe its origin and growth. + +[Illustration: PRINCESS AMALIA] + +The intention of the benefactors was never selfish but was always +directed toward the good to be accomplished. The higher culture of this +land all the more deserves an annalist, since much formerly existed and +flourished of which all visible traces have now disappeared. May Your +Highness, in the consciousness of having been the prime mover and +constant participant in these enterprizes, attain that peculiar domestic +happiness, a hale and hearty old age, and long continue to enjoy the +brilliant period now opening for our circle, in which we hope that all +that has been accomplished will be further increased, unified and +strengthened, and thus handed down to posterity. + +Cherishing the flattering hope that I shall continue to rejoice in that +inestimable favor with which Your Highnesses have deigned to adorn my +life, I am, with respectful devotion, + +Your Most Serene Highness' obedient servant, + +J. W. VON GOETHE. + +PREFACE + +The friends of art who have for several years been associated at Weimar +are surely privileged to speak of their relation to the general public, +because (and this is the final test) they have always expressed similar +convictions and have been guided by well tried principles. Not that, +limited to certain modes of apprehending matters, they have obstinately +maintained a single point of view. On the contrary, they willingly +confess that they have learned much from diverse expression of opinion, +all the more so as they now learn with pleasure that their efforts in +behalf of culture are constantly becoming more closely allied to the +general progress of higher education in Germany. + +With much gratification they call attention to the _Propyloea_, to the +critical and descriptive programs of no less than six exhibitions of +painting and statuary, to the many expressions of opinion in the +_Jenaisische Litteraturzeitung, and to the published translation of the +Life of Benvenuto Cellini. + +Although these writings have not been printed and bound in the same +volumes and do not form parts of a single work, they have, nevertheless, +all been written in the same spirit. They have proved a leaven to the +whole, as we are learning slowly, but not without gratification; so that +there is no longer occasion to remember ingratitude often experienced, +and open or secret opposition. + +The present publication is an immediate sequel to the foregoing works, +and of its contents we mention here only the most important. + +PLAN FOR A HISTORY OF ART DURING THE EIGHTEENTH CENTURY + +The historical conception of related conditions promotes the more rapid +development of the artist as well as of the man. Every individual, +especially if he be a man of capacity, at first seems far too important +to himself. Trusting in his independent power, he is inclined to +champion far too quickly this or that maxim; he strives and labors with +energy along the path he has himself chosen; and when at length he +becomes conscious of his one-sidedness and his error, he changes just as +violently, enters upon another perhaps equally erroneous course, and +clings to principles equally faulty. Not until late in life does he +become aware of his own history and realize how much further a constant +development in accordance with well tested principles might have led +him. + +If the connoisseur owes his insight to history alone, which embodies the +ideas which give rise to art, for the young artist the history of art is +of the greatest importance. + + [Illustration: WINCKELMANN] + +He should not, however, search in it for indistinct models, to be +pursued passionately, but for the means of realizing himself and his +point of view, with its limitations. But unfortunately, even the +immediate past is seldom instructive to man, through no fault of his +own. For while we are learning to understand the mistakes of our +predecessors, time is itself producing new errors which, unobserved, +ensnare us, and the account of which is left to the future historian +with just as little advantage to his own generation. + +But who would indulge in such mournful observations, and not rather +endeavor to promote the greatest possible clearness of view in his own +branch of study? This is the duty assumed by the writer of the present +sketch, the difficulty of which will be seen by connoisseurs, who, it is +hoped, will point out its deficiencies and correct its imperfections, +thereby making a satisfactory future work possible. + +WINCKELMANN'S LETTERS To BERENDIS + +Letters are among the most important monuments which the individual +leaves behind him. Imaginative persons often picture to themselves, even +in solitary musings, the presence of a distant friend, to whom they +impart their most private opinions; and in the same manner a letter is a +kind of soliloquy. For often the friend to whom, we write is rather the +occasion than the subject of the letter. Whatever rejoices or pains, +oppresses or occupies us, is poured forth from the heart. As lasting +evidences of an existence or a condition, such papers are the more +important for posterity, the more the writer lives in the moment and the +less he is concerned with the future. Winckelmann's letters sometimes +have this desirable character. + +Although this excellent man, who educated himself in solitude, was +reticent in society, serious and discreet in his personal life and +conduct toward others, he was free and unconstrained in his letters, in +which he often reveals himself, without hesitation, just as he felt. We +see him worried, troubled, confused, doubting and dilatory, but also +cheerful, alert, bold, daring, and unrestrained to the degree of +cynicism; altogether, however, as a man of tempered character and +confident in himself; who, although the outer conditions offered to his +imagination so much to choose from, usually chose the best way, except +when he took the last impatient step which cost him his life. + +His letters, having the general characteristics of rectitude and +directness, differ according to the persons to whom they are addressed, +which is always the case when a clever correspondent imagines those +present with whom he is speaking at a distance, and therefore no more +neglects what is proper and suitable than he would in their presence. + +Thus the letters addressed to Stosch (to mention only a few of the +larger groups of Winckelmann's letters) seem to us fine testimonials of +honest cooperation with a friend for a definite purpose; a proof of his +great endurance in a difficult task, thoughtlessly undertaken without +proper preparation, but courageously and happily concluded; they sparkle +with the liveliest literary, political, and society news, and form a +charming picture of life, which would have been more interesting if they +could have been printed entire and unmutilated. Charming also is his +frankness, even in passionate disapproval of a friend for whom the +writer was never tired of testifying as much respect as love, as much +gratitude as attachment. + +The consciousness of his own superiority and dignity, combined with a +genuine appreciation of others, the expression of friendship, +cordiality, playfulness and pleasantry, which characterize the letters +to his Swiss friends, make this collection extremely interesting and +lovable as well as exceedingly instructive, although Winckelmann's +letters cannot on the whole be termed instructive. + +The first letters to Count Bünau, in the valuable Dassdorf collection, +reveal an oppressed, self-absorbed spirit, which hardly ventures to +look up to such an exalted patron. That remarkable letter in which +Winckelmann announces his change of religion is a real galimatias, an +unfortunate and confused document. + +The first half of our own collection serves to make this period +comprehensible, yea, immediately intelligible. They were written partly +at Nöthenitz, partly at Dresden, and are directed to an intimate and +trusted friend and comrade. The writer stands revealed in all his +distress, with his pressing, irresistible desires, but on the road to a +new and distant happiness, earnestly sought. + +The other half of our letters are written from Italy. They preserve +their direct, unrestrained character; but above them hovers the +joyfulness of the southern sky, and they are inspired with an exuberant +delight in the goal which he has attained. Besides this, they give, +compared with other contemporary letters that are already known, a more +complete view of his position. + +The pleasure of appreciating and passing judgment upon the importance of +this collection, which is perhaps greater from the psychological than +from the literary point of view, we leave to receptive hearts and +judicious minds. We shall add only a few words about the man to whom +they were written, in accordance with our available information. + +Hieronymus Dieterich Berendis was born at Seehausen in the Altmark in +the year 1720, studied law in the University of Halle, and was for some +years after his student days auditor of the Royal Prussian Regiment of +Hussars, usually called the Black Hussars from their uniform, but at the +time named after their Commander von Ruesch. After leaving that rude +life, he continued his studies in Berlin. During a sojourn at Seehausen +he made the acquaintance of Winckelmann, whose intimate friend he +became, and through whose recommendation he was afterward engaged as +tutor of the youngest Count Bünau. He conducted his pupil to Brunswick +where the latter studied at the Karolinum. When the Count afterward +entered the French service, his father, who was at that time minister +of state at Weimar, conducted Berendis into the service of the Duke, in +which he first became military counsellor, entering afterward the +service of the Dowager Duchess as Financial Councillor and Keeper of the +Privy Purse. He died on the 26th of October, 1783, at Weimar. + +DESCRIPTION OF WINCKELMANN + +The most deserving citizen, no matter how great his service may have +been to his country and his city in a wider or narrower field, receives +but one funeral. Others, however, have so distinguished themselves by +worthy benefactions that they are honored by a public celebration of the +anniversary of their death, on which occasion the lasting influence of +their beneficence is praised. In the same sense we have every cause to +offer from time to time a well meaning tribute to the memory of the men +who have bestowed inexhaustible mental benefactions upon us. + +From this point of view the slight tribute which friends of similar +opinions now offer should be regarded as a testimonial of their +appreciation, not as an account of his services. The feast at which it +is offered will be participated in by all appreciative minds on the +occasion of the recently discovered letters of Winckelmann, now for the +first time published. + +SKETCHES FOR AN ESSAY ON WINCKELMANN + +PREFACE + +The following essays, written by three friends, whose opinions on art in +general, as well as on the services of Winckelmann, coincide, were +intended as a basis for a more extended essay on this remarkable man, +and to furnish the materials for a work which should have at once the +merit of diversity and of unity. + + [Illustration: WEIMAR SEEN FROM THE NORTH] + +But as in life many an undertaking encounters all kinds of obstacles, +which hardly allow the requisite material to be collected, to say +nothing of giving it the desired form, so here only half of the whole as +planned appears. + +In the present instance, however, the half may be prized more than the +whole, since, by the study of three individual opinions on the same +subject, the reader may to a greater extent be stimulated and incited to +form an individual conception of the significant life and character of +Winckelmann, which can now be easily accomplished by the aid of the +earlier and more recently published materials. We therefore hope to +merit gratitude if, instead of waiting for a later opportunity and +promising a future achievement, we freely offer, in Winckelmann's own +refreshing manner, only that which is already prepared, even though it +be not complete, in order that it may after its own fashion exert a +timely influence in the great world of life and culture. + +INTRODUCTION + +The memory of noteworthy men and the presence of important works of art, +awaken from time to time a spirit of contemplation. Both stand before us +as legacies of each succeeding generation, the former by reason of their +deeds and fame, the latter actually preserved as indefinable realities. +Every judicious observer knows full well that only the contemplation of +these men and monuments in their entirety would be of real value, and +yet we are always attempting to make them more comprehensible by our +reflection and our words. + +One is especially impelled to this when something new relating to such +subjects is discovered and made known. We trust therefore that the +public will find our renewed observations on Winckelmann, his character +and his achievements a timely contribution, since the letters which are +now published throw a more vivid light upon his mode of thought and the +conditions under which he labored. + +ENTER WINCKELMANN + +Even to ordinary mortals Nature has not denied a very precious +endowment--I refer to that lively impulse felt from earliest childhood, +to take hold of the external world, to learn to know it, to enter into +relation with it, and to form with it a complete whole. Certain chosen +spirits, on the other hand, often have the peculiarity of feeling a kind +of aversion to actual life, withdraw into themselves, and create in +themselves a world of their own, in this wise achieving the highest +inner development. + +But when, in especially gifted men, appears the need common to all of us +of seeking in the external world a corresponding realization for all the +gifts with which Nature has endowed them, thereby raising their inner +being to a self-relying whole, we may be assured of the development of a +character in which both the present and the future world will rejoice. + +Winckelmann was a man of this kind. Nature had placed in him whatever +makes and adorns the true man. Furthermore, he devoted his entire life +to the search for that which is harmonious and worthy in man and in art, +which is primarily concerned with man. + +An obscure childhood, insufficient instruction in his youth, disjointed +and scattered studies in early manhood, the pressure of a school +position, and all the worry and annoyance that are experienced in such a +career--all these he had suffered as many others have. He had reached +the age of thirty without having enjoyed a single favor at the hands of +fate; yet in him were planted the germs of an enviable happiness, very +possible to realize. + +Even in these unhappy days we find the trace of that impulse to know for +himself with his own eyes the conditions of the world, gloomy and +disjointed traces it is true, but expressed with sufficient decision. A +few attempts to see strange lands, undertaken without sufficient +reflection, were unsuccessful. He dreamed of a journey to Egypt; he set +out by way of France, but unforeseen obstacles turned him back. More +wisely guided by his genius, he at last seized upon the idea of forcing +his way to Rome. He felt how very profitable a sojourn in the Eternal +City would be for him. This was no whim, no mere thought; it was a +decided plan, which he undertook to realize with cleverness and +decision. + +THE ANTIQUE + +Man can accomplish much by the opportune use of individual powers, he +can even accomplish extraordinary things by the combination of several +powers; but the unique, the startling, he can only achieve when all +capabilities are evenly united in him. This last was the happy lot of +the ancients, especially of the Greeks in their best period; to the +other two alternatives we moderns are unfortunately limited by fate. + +When the healthy nature of man acts as a unit, when he realizes his +place in the world as part of a great and worthy whole, when a +harmonious well-being accords him a pure and free happiness--then the +universe, if it had the power of self-realization, its end attained, +would rejoice and admire this culmination of its own genesis and +existence. For to what purpose is the array of suns, planets and moons, +of stars and milky ways, of comets and nebulae, of worlds existing and +arising, if it be not that a happy man may unconsciously rejoice in his +own existence? + +While, in almost every act of contemplation, the modern thinker, as we +have just done, projects himself into the infinite, to return only in +the end--if he is happy enough in succeeding therein--to a limited +proposition, the ancients, without following a long, round-about path, +found their exclusive happiness within the lovely confines of this +world. Here they were placed, to this end they had been called, here +their activity found its field, their passion its object and +nourishment. + +Why are their poets and historians the wonder of the judicious, the +despair of rivals, unless it be because the actors introduced by them +were so deeply concerned in their own selves, in the narrow circle of +the fatherland, within the circumscribed path of their own life as well +as that of their fellow citizens, and because with all their mind, +inclination, and power, they worked in and for the present? Under such +conditions it could not be difficult for a writer of their opinion to +immortalize such a present. What was actually occurring was for them the +only thing of value, just as for us only what is thought or felt seems +of greatest worth. + +In a certain sense the poet lived in his imagination, just as the +historian lived in the political, and the investigator in the natural +world. All held fast to the nearest, the true, the actual, and even the +pictures of their fantasy have bone and marrow. Man, and whatever was +human, was considered of the highest value, and all his inner and +external relations to the world were represented with the same great +intelligence with which they were observed. Feeling and observation had +not been separated; that almost incurable breach in the healthy power of +man had not yet occurred. + +Not only in enjoying happiness, but in enduring unhappiness also, these +natures were remarkably gifted. For as a healthy tissue resists illness +and is speedily restored after every attack, so the wholesome mind of +such natures quickly and easily recovers from internal and external +misfortune. Such an antique nature, in so far as one can make this +statement of any of our contemporaries, was reincarnated in Winckelmann. +At the very beginning it endured its mighty probation, and was not tamed +by thirty years of humility, discomfort, and sorrow; it could neither be +diverted from its path, nor blunted by adversity. As soon as he attained +a worthy freedom, he appears well rounded and complete, quite in the +antique sense. He was to live a life of action, enjoyment and self +denial, joy and suffering, possession and loss, exaltation and +debasement--yet in such a strange medley he was always satisfied with +the beautiful world in which such a variable fate befalls us. + +Just as in life he possessed a really antique spirit, so in his studies +he was faithful to the same ideal. In the treatment of science in +general the ancients were in a rather unfortunate position, since for +the comprehension of the varied objects of nature a division of powers +and capabilities, a disintegration of unity (so to speak) is almost +unavoidable. In a like case the modern scholar encounters an even +greater danger, because in the detailed investigation of manifold +subjects, he runs the risk of scattering his energies and of losing +himself in disconnected knowledge, without supplementing the incomplete, +as the ancients succeeded in doing, by the completeness of his own +personality. + +However much Winckelmann wandered about in the fields of possible and +profitable knowledge, guided partly by pleasure and inclination, partly +by necessity, he always came back sooner or later to antiquity, +especially to Greek antiquity, with which he felt himself most closely +related, and with which he was destined so happily to be united in his +best days. + +PAGANISM + +The description of the ancient point of view, concerned only with this +world and its assets, leads us directly to the observation that such +advantages are conceivable only in a pagan mind. That confidence in +oneself, that activity in the present, the pure worship of the gods as +ancestors and the admiration of them _quasi_ as artistic creations only, +resignation to an all-powerful fate, the yearning for future fame, +itself dependent upon activities in this world--all these belonging +necessarily together, constitute such an inseparable whole that they +form a condition of human existence planned by Nature herself. In the +highest moment of happiness, as well as in the deepest of sacrifice, +even of destruction, we are always conscious of an indestructible +well-being. + +This pagan point of view pervades Winckelmann's deeds and writings, and +is expressed especially in his early letters, where he is still wearing +himself out in the conflict with more modern religious opinions. This +mode of thought, this remoteness from the Christian point of view, +indeed his repugnance of it, must be remembered in judging his so-called +change of religion. The churches into which the Christian religion is +divided were a matter of complete indifference to him, because in his +inmost nature he never belonged to any of them. + +FRIENDSHIP + +Since the ancients, as we boast, were really entire men, they must, as +they found all happiness in themselves and the world, have learned to +know the relations of human beings in the widest sense; they could not +therefore be lacking in that delight which arises from the attachment of +similar natures. + +Here also a remarkable difference between ancient and modern times is +revealed. The relation to woman, which with us has become so tender and +spiritual, hardly rose above the limits of the lowest satisfaction. The +relation of parents to children seems to have been of a somewhat more +tender character. The friendship of persons of the male sex for one +another, with them took the place of all other sentiments; although they +pictured the maidens Chloris and Thyia as inseparable friends, even in +Hades. + +The passionate fulfilment of loving duties, the joy of inseparability, +the devotion of one for the other, their avowed allegiance during life, +and the duty of sharing death itself, if necessary, fill us with +astonishment. One even feels ashamed of one's own generation when poets, +historians, philosophers and orators overwhelm one with amazing stories, +events, sentiments and opinions, all of the same tenor and purport. + +For a friendship of this character, Winckelmann felt himself born--not +only capable of it, but requiring it to the highest degree. He realized +himself only in the relation of friendship; he recognized himself only +in that image of the whole which requires a third for its completion. + +Even at an early period he applied this ideal to a probably unworthy +object; to whom he consecrated himself, for whom he vowed himself to +live and to suffer; for whom he found even in his poverty the means of +being rich, of giving and of sacrificing; indeed he would not have +hesitated to surrender his existence, his very life. It is in this +relation that Winckelmann, even in the midst of poverty and need, feels +rich, generous and happy, because he is able to do something for him +whom he loves above everything else, and in whom he has, as the highest +sacrifice, to excuse even ingratitude. + +However the times and circumstances might alter, Winckelmann reshaped +every object of worth with which he came in contact, to fit this ideal +of friendship. Although many of these attachments easily and quickly +vanish, the fine sentiment underlying them won for him the heart of many +an excellent man, and brought him the happiness of living in the most +beautiful relation with the best men of his age and environment. + +BEAUTY + +Although such a deep need of friendship really creates and idealizes the +object of its affection, the lover of antiquity would, through it alone, +achieve only a one-sided moral excellence. The external world would +offer him little, if along with it a related, similar need and a +satisfying object of this need did not fortunately appear--we refer to +the demand for the sensuously beautiful, as revealed in a tangible +object. For the supreme product of an ever evolving nature is the +beautiful man. It is true that Nature can but seldom produce him, +because the ideal is opposed by many existing conditions, and even her +almighty power cannot tarry long with the perfect, and perpetuate the +beauty it has produced; for, to be exact, we may say it is only for a +moment that the beautiful man remains beautiful. + +Against this mutability art now enters the lists. For, by being placed +at the summit of nature, man views himself as a complete nature, which +must now produce another consummation. He attains this end by striving +for virtue and perfection, by appealing to selection, arrangement, +harmony and significance, through which he at length rises to the +production of a work of art, which achieves a brilliant place among his +other works and actions. Once achieved and standing in its ideal reality +before the world, it produces a lasting and supreme effect. For in its +spiritual development from all of man's powers, it adopts all that is +noble and lovable; and by spiritualizing the human form and raising man +above himself, it closes the circle of his life and activity, and +deifies him in the present, in which both past and future are included. +By such emotions were those overwhelmed who saw the Olympian Jupiter, as +we gather from the descriptions and testimony of the ancients. God had +become man in order to raise man to God. One beheld supreme dignity and +was inspired by supreme beauty. In this sense we can only acknowledge +that the ancients were right when they said, with profoundest +conviction, that it was a misfortune to die without having seen this +great work. + +For the appreciation of this beauty Winckelmann was by nature fitted. He +first learned of it in the writings of the ancients, but encountered it +personified in the works of art, in which we all first learn to know it, +that we may recognize and treasure it in nature's living creations. + +When, however, the requirements of friendship and of beauty both find +inspiration in the same object, the happiness and gratitude of man seem +to pass all bounds. All that he possesses he would gladly give as a +feeble testimony of his attachment and his devotion. + +So we often find Winckelmann in friendship with beautiful youths, and +never does he appear more animated and lovable than in such, though +often only flitting, moments. + +CATHOLICISM + +With such opinions, with such needs and longings, Winckelmann for a long +time served objects alien to his own desires. Nowhere about him did he +see the least hope of help and assistance. + +Count Bünau, in his capacity of a private gentleman, needed only to buy +one valuable book less in order to open for Winckelmann the road to +Rome; as a minister of state he had influence enough to have helped this +excellent man out of every difficulty; but he was probably unwilling to +lose so capable a servant, or else he had no appreciation of the great +service he would have rendered the world by encouraging a gifted man. +The Court at Dresden, from which Winckelmann might eventually hope for +adequate support, professed the Roman faith, and there was scarcely any +other way to attain favor and consideration than through confessors and +other members of the clergy. + +The example of a Prince is a mighty influence in his country, and +incites with secret power every citizen to like actions in private life, +especially to moral actions. The religion of a Prince always remains in +a certain sense the ruling religion, and the Roman faith, like a +whirlpool, draws the quietly passing waves to itself and into its +vortex. + +In addition to this Winckelmann must have felt that a man, in order to +be a Roman in Rome, in order to identify himself with the life there, +and to enjoy confidential association, must necessarily profess the +religion of his associates, must yield to their faith, and accommodate +himself to their usages. The final result actually shows that he could +not have attained his end without this early decision, which was made +much easier for him by the fact that, as a thorough heathen by nature, +he had never become Christianized by his Protestant baptism. + +Yet this change in his condition was not achieved without a bitter +struggle. We may, in accordance with our convictions, and for reasons +sufficiently weighty, make a final decision which is in perfect harmony +with our volition, desires and needs, which indeed seems unavoidable for +the maintenance and continuance of our very existence, so that we are in +perfect accord with ourselves. But such a decision may contradict the +prevailing opinion and the convictions of many people. Then a new +struggle begins, which, while it may cause no uncertainty, yet may +occasion discomfort, impatience and annoyance, because we discover +occasional inconsistencies in our actions while we suspect the existence +of many more in ourselves. + +And so Winckelmann, before his intended step, seemed anxious, fearful, +sorrowful and swayed by deep emotion when he thought of its probable +effect, especially upon his first patron, Count Bünau. How beautiful, +sincere and upright are his confidential expressions upon this point! + +For every man who changes his religion is marked by a certain stigma +from which it seems impossible to free him. From this it is evident that +men cherish a steadfast purpose above all else, all the more so because +they, divided into factions, constantly have their own safety and +stability in mind. This is not a matter of feeling or conviction. We +should be steadfast precisely there where fate rather than choice places +us. To remain faithful to one people, one city, one Prince, one friend, +one woman; to trace back everything to them; to labor, want and suffer +everything for their sake--this is estimable. To desert them is hateful; +inconstancy is contemptible. + +Thus is indeed the harsh, the very serious side of the question, but it +may also be viewed from another point of view from which it has a more +pleasing and less serious aspect. Certain conditions of society, which +we in no sense approve of, certain moral blemishes in others, have an +especial charm for the imagination. If the comparison be permitted, we +might say that it is in this matter as it is with game which, to the +cultivated palate, tastes far better slightly tainted than when fresh. A +divorced woman or a renegade make an especially interesting impression. +Persons who would otherwise appear to be merely interesting and +agreeable, now appear admirable. It cannot be denied that Winckelmann's +change of religion considerably heightens in our imagination the +romantic side of his life and being. + +But to Winckelmann himself the Catholic religion presented nothing +attractive. He saw in it only the masquerade dress which he threw around +him, and expressed himself bitterly enough about it. Even at a later +period he does not seem to have sufficiently observed its usages, and by +loose speech he perhaps made himself suspicious to devout +believers--here and there at least a slight fear of the Inquisition is +perceptible. + +REALIZATION OF GREEK ART + +The transition from literature, even from the highest things that have +been expressed in word and language, from poetry and rhetoric, to the +plastic and graphic arts is difficult, indeed almost impossible. For +there lies between the two a tremendous chasm, over which only a +specially adapted nature can help us. We have now a sufficiently large +number of documents lying before us to enable us to judge how far +Winckelmann succeeded in doing this. + +Through the joy of appreciation he was first attracted to the treasures +of art; but in order to use and judge them, he required artists as +intermediaries, whose more or less authoritative opinions he was able to +comprehend, revise, and express. In this manner originated his treatise +_Concerning the Imitation of Greek Masterpieces in Painting and +Sculpture_, with two appendices, published while he was still in +Dresden. + +However much Winckelmann appears, even here, to be upon the right path; +however many delightful, fundamental passages these writings contain, +however correctly the final aim of art is already defined in them, they +are nevertheless, both as regards form and subject, so baroque and +curious, that one would in vain seek their meaning, unless he had +definite information concerning the personality of the connoisseurs and +judges of art at that time assembled in Saxony, and concerning their +abilities, opinions, inclinations and whims. These writings will +therefore remain a sealed book to posterity, unless well informed +connoisseurs of art, who lived nearer those times, should soon decide +either to write or cause to be written a description of the then +existing conditions, in so far as this is still possible. Lippert, +Hagedorn, Oeser, Dietrich, Heinecken and Oesterreich loved, practised +and promoted art, each in his own way. Their purposes were restricted, +their maxims were one-sided, yea, very often, freakish. They circulated +stories and anecdotes, the varied application of which was intended not +only to entertain but also to instruct society. From such elements arose +the earliest treatises of Winckelmann, which he himself very soon found +unsatisfactory, as indeed he did not conceal from his friends. + +Although not sufficiently prepared, yet with some practical experience, +he at length began his journey, and reached that country where for the +receptive mind the time of real culture begins--that culture which +permeates the entire being, and finds expression in creations which must +be as real as they are harmonious, because they have, as a matter of +fact, proved powerful as a firm bond of union between most different +natures. + +ROME + +Winckelmann was at last in Rome, and who could be worthier to feel the +influence which that great privilege is able to produce upon a truly +perceptive nature! He sees his wish fulfilled, his happiness +established, his hopes more than satisfied. His ideals stand embodied +about him. He wanders astonished through the ruins of a gigantic age, +the greatest that art has produced, under the open sky; freely he lifts +his eyes to these wonderful works as to the stars of the firmament, and +every locked treasure is opened for a small gift. Like a pilgrim, the +newcomer creeps about unobserved; he approaches the most sublime and +holy treasures in an unseemly garment. As yet he permits no detail to +distract him, the whole affects him with endless variety, and he already +feels the harmony which finally must arise for him out of these +infinitely diversified elements. He gazes upon, he examines everything, +and to make his happiness complete, he is taken for an artist, as every +one in his heart would gladly be. + +In lieu of further observations, we submit to our readers the +overpowering influence of the situation, as a friend has clearly and +sympathetically described it. + +"Rome is a place where all antiquity is concentrated into a unity for +our inspection. What we have felt with the ancient poets, concerning +ancient forms of government, we believe more than ever to feel, even to +see, in Rome. As Homer cannot be compared with other poets, so Rome can +be compared with no other city, the Roman country with no other +landscape. Most of this impression is no doubt due, it is true, to +ourselves, and not to the subject; but it is not only the sentimental +thought of standing where this or that great man has stood, it is an +irresistible attraction toward what we regard as--although it may be +through a necessary deception--a noble and sublime past; a power which +even he who wished to cannot resist, because the desolation in which the +present inhabitants leave the land and the incredible masses of ruins +themselves attract and convince the eye. And as this past appears to the +mind in a grandeur which excludes all envy, in which one is more than +happy to take part, if only with the imagination (indeed, no other +participation is conceivable); and as the senses too are charmed by the +beauty of form, the grandeur and simplicity of the figures, the richness +of the vegetation (though not luxuriant like that of a more southern +region), the precision of the outlines in the clear air and the beauty +of the colors in their transparency--so the enjoyment of nature is here +a purely artistic one, free from everything distracting. Everywhere else +the ideas of contrast appear and the enjoyment of nature is elegiac or +satiric. It is true that these sentiments exist only for us. To Horace, +Tibur seemed more modern than does Tivoli to us, as is proved by his +'Beatus ille qui procul negotiis,' but it is only an illusion to imagine +that we ourselves would like to be inhabitants of Athens or Rome. Only +in the distance, separated from everything common, only as a thing of +the past, must antiquity appear to us. This is the sentiment of a friend +and myself, at least, in regard to the ruins; we are always incensed +when a half sunken ruin is excavated; for this can only be a gain for +scholarship at the expense of the imagination. There are only two things +which inspire me with an equal horror: that the Campagna di Roma should +be built up, and that Rome should become a well policed city, in which +no man any longer carried a knife. Should such an order-loving Pope +appear--which may the seventy-two cardinals prevent--shall move +away. Only if such divine anarchy and such a heavenly wilderness remain +in Rome, is there place for the shadows, one of which is worth more than +the whole present race." + +RAFAEL MENGS + +But Winckelmann might have groped a long time among the multitudes of +antique survivals in search of the most valuable objects and those most +worthy of his observation, if good fortune had not immediately brought +him into contact with Mengs. The latter, whose own great talent was +enthralled by the ancient works of art and especially by such as were +beautiful, immediately introduced his friend to the most excellent--a +fact worthy of our attention. Here Winckelmann learned to recognize +beauty of form and its treatment, and was immediately inspired to +undertake a treatise, _Concerning the Taste of the Greek Artists_. But +one cannot go about studying works of art for any length of time +without discovering that they are the productions not only of different +artists but of different epochs, and that all investigations concerning +the place of their origin, their age, their individual merit must be +undertaken together. Winckelmann, with his unerring perception, soon +found that this was the axis on which the entire knowledge of art +revolves. He confined himself at first to the most sublime works, which +he intended to present in a treatise, _Concerning the Style of Sculpture +in the Age of Phidias_, but he soon rose above these details to the idea +of a history of art, and discovered a new Columbus, a land long +surmised, hinted at and discussed--yea, a land, we might say, that had +formerly been known and forgotten. + +It is sad to observe how at first through the Romans, afterward through +the invasion of northern peoples, and the confusion arising in +consequence, mankind came into such a state that all true and pure +culture was for a long time retarded in its development, indeed was +almost made impossible for the entire future. In any field of art and +science that we may contemplate, a direct and unerring perception had +already revealed much to the ancient investigator which, during the +barbarism which followed, and through the barbaric manner of escaping +from barbarism, became and remained a secret; which it will long +continue to be for the masses, because the general progress of higher +culture in modern times is but slow. This remark does not apply to +technical progress, of which mankind happily makes use without asking +questions as to whence it comes and whither it leads. + +We are impelled to this observation by certain passages of ancient +authors, in which anticipations, even indications, of a possible and +necessary history of art appear. Velleius Paterculus observes with great +interest, the coincidence in the rise and fall of all the arts. As a man +of the world, he was especially concerned with the observation that they +could be maintained only for a short time at the highest point which it +was possible for them to reach. + +From his standpoint he could not regard all arts as a living entity +[Greek: (psoon)], which must necessarily reveal an imperceptible +beginning, a slow growth, a short and brilliant period of perfection, +and a gradual decline--like every other organic being, except that it is +manifested in a number of individuals. He therefore assigns only moral +causes, which certainly must be included as contributory, but hardly +satisfy his own great sagacity, because he probably feels that a +necessity here exists which cannot be compounded out of detached +elements. + +"That the grammarians, painters and sculptors fared as did also the +orators, every one will find who examines the testimony of the ages; the +highest development of every art is invariably circumscribed by a very +short space of time. Just why a number of similarly endowed, capable men +make their appearance within a certain cycle of years and devote +themselves to the same art and its advancement, is a matter upon which I +have often reflected, without discovering any cause that I might present +as true. Among the most probable causes the following seem to me the +most important: Rivalry nourishes the talents; here envy, and there +admiration, incite to imitation, and the art promoted with so much +diligence quickly reaches its culmination. It is difficult to remain in +a state of perfection, and what does not advance retrogrades. And so in +the beginning we endeavor to attain our models, but when we despair of +surpassing or even approaching them, diligence and hope grow old, and +what we fail to attain, is no longer pursued. We cease to strive after +the possession already obtained by another, and search for something +new. Relinquishing that in which we cannot shine, we seek another goal +for our efforts. From this inconstancy, it seems to me, arises the +greatest obstacle to the production of perfect works of art." + +A passage of Quintilian, containing a concise outline of the history of +ancient art, also deserves to be pointed out as an important document in +this domain. In his conversations with Roman art lovers, Quintilian +must also have noticed a striking resemblance between the character of +Greek artists and Roman orators, and then have sought to gain more exact +information from connoisseurs and art-lovers. In his comparative +presentation, in which the character of the art is each time associated +with that of the age, he is compelled, without knowing or wishing it, to +present a history of art. + +They say that the first celebrated painters whose works are visited not +by reason of their antiquity alone, were Polygnotus and Aglaophon. Their +simple color still finds eager admirers, who prefer such crude +productions and the beginnings of an art just evolving, to the greatest +masters of the following epoch--as it seems to me in accordance with a +point of view peculiar to themselves. Afterward Zeuxis and Parrhasius, +who lived at about the same period--at the time of the Peloponnesian +war--greatly promoted art. The former is said to have discovered the +laws of light and shadow, the latter to have devoted himself to a +careful investigation of lines. Furthermore, Zeuxis gave more content to +the limbs and painted them fuller and more portly. In this regard, as is +believed, he followed Homer, who delights in the most powerful forms, +even in women. Parrhasius, however, has such a determinative influence +that he is called the law-giver of painting, because the types of gods +and heroes which he created were followed and adopted by others as +norms. + +Thus painting flourished from about the time of Philip to that of the +successors of Alexander, but with great diversity of talent. Protogenes +surpassed all inexactitude, Pamphilius and Melanthius in thoughtfulness, +Antiphilus in facility, Theon the Samian in invention of strange +apparitions called fantasies, Apelles in spirit and charm. Euphranor is +admired because he must be counted among the best in all the +requirements of art, and excelled at the same time in painting and +sculpture. + +"The same difference is also found in sculpture. Kalon and Hegesias +worked in a severe style, like that of the Etruscans; Kalamis was less +austere; Myron more delicate still. + +"Polyclitus possessed diligence and elegance above all others. By many +the palm is assigned to him; but that some fault might be ascribed to +him, it was said that he lacked dignity. For while he has made the human +form more graceful than nature reveals it, he does not seem to have been +able to present the dignity of the gods. Indeed, he is said in his art +to have avoided representing mature age, and never to have ventured +beyond unfurrowed cheeks. + +"But what Polyclitus lacked is ascribed to Phidias and Alcamenes. +Phidias is said to have formed the images of gods and men most +perfectly, and to have far surpassed his rivals, especially in ivory. +One would form this judgment even if he had designed nothing else than +the Minerva of Athens or the Olympian Jupiter at Elis, the beauty of +which was of great advantage, as has been said, to the established +religion; so closely does the work approach the majesty of the god +himself. + +"Lysippus and Praxiteles have, according to the universal opinion, most +nearly approached truth; Demetrius, on the other hand, is blamed because +he went too far in this direction, in that he preferred mere resemblance +to beauty." + +LITERARY PROFESSION + +Man is rarely fortunate enough to secure the aids for his higher +education from quite unselfish patrons. Even those who believe that they +have the best intentions only promote that which they love and know, or, +more readily still, what is of advantage to them. Thus it was literary +and bibliographical accomplishments which recommended Winckelmann +formerly to Count Bünau and later to Cardinal Passione. + +The connoisseur of books is everywhere welcome, and he was even more so +at a time when the pleasure of collecting notable and rare books was +livelier than it now is, and the profession of librarian was more +restricted. A great German library resembled a great Roman library; they +could vie with each other in the possession of books. The librarian of a +German count was a desirable member of a cardinal's household, and +immediately found himself at home there. Libraries were real +treasure-houses, instead of being, as now, with the rapid progress of +the sciences and the useful and useless accumulation of printed +matter--nothing more than useful store-rooms and useless lumber-rooms. +So that a librarian has cause, now far more than before, to be informed +of the progress of science and of the value and worthlessness of +writings, and a German librarian has to possess attainments which would +be lost in other countries. + +But only for a short time, and only as long as it was necessary to +secure a moderate means of support, did Winckelmann remain true to his +original literary occupation. He soon lost interest also in everything +that related to critical investigation, and was willing neither to +compare manuscripts nor to give information to German scholars who +wished to question him upon many subjects. + +But even before this his attainments had served him as an advantageous +introduction. The private life of the Italians, especially of the +Romans, has, for many reasons, something of a secret character. This +secrecy, this isolation, if you will, extended also to literature. Many +a scholar devoted his life in secret to an important work, without +either desiring or being able to have it published. Here also, more than +in any other land, were to be found men who, with diverse attainments +and great insight, could not be moved to make them known, either in +written or printed form. The way to the society of such men Winckelmann +soon found opened. He mentions particularly among them Giacomelli and +Baldani, and speaks with pleasure of his increasing acquaintances and +his growing influence. + +CARDINAL ALBANI + +But his greatest good fortune was to become a member of the household of +Cardinal Albani. This prelate, possessed of a large fortune and wielding +a powerful influence, showed from his very youth a great love of art; he +had also the best opportunity of satisfying it and a luck in collecting +which verged upon the miraculous. In later years he found his greatest +pleasure in the task of placing this collection in worthy surroundings, +in this wise rivaling those Roman families who had at an earlier period +been cognizant of the value of such treasures. It was, in fact, his +chief pleasure to overload the assigned spaces, in accordance with the +manner of the ancients. Building crowded upon building, hall upon hall, +corridor upon corridor; fountains and obelisks, caryatides and +bas-reliefs, statues and vases were lacking neither in court-yard nor in +garden, while the greater or smaller rooms, galleries and cabinets +contained the choicest art specimens of all times. + +We observed in passing that the ancients had in a similar manner filled +their palaces and gardens. The Romans so overloaded their capital that +it seems impossible that everything recorded could have found place +there. The Via Sacra, the Forum, the Palatine were so overloaded with +buildings and monuments that the imagination can hardly conceive of a +crowd of people finding room in any of them. Fortunately the actual +results of excavated cities come to our assistance, and we can see with +our own eyes how narrow, how small, how, so to speak, like architectural +models rather than real buildings these structures are. This remark is +true even of the Villa of Hadrian, in the construction of which there +were space and wealth enough for something extensive. + +In such an overloaded condition was the villa of his lord and friend +when Winckelmann departed this scene of his highest and most gratifying +education. So also it remained after the death of the cardinal, to the +joy and wonder of the world, until in the course of all-changing, +all-dispersing time, it was robbed of its entire adornment. The statues +were removed from their niches and pedestals, the bas-reliefs were torn +from the walls, and the whole enormous collection was packed for +transportation. Through an extraordinary change of affairs these +treasures were conducted only as far as the Tiber. In a short time they +were returned to the possessor, and the greatest part of them, except a +few jewels, still remain in the old location. Winckelmann might have +witnessed the first sad fate of this Elysium of art and its +extraordinary return; but happily for him, death spared him this earthly +suffering for which the joy of the restoration would hardly have made +sufficient amends. + +GOOD FORTUNE + +But he also encountered many a good fortune upon life's journey. Not +only did the excavations of antiquities proceed energetically and +fortunately at Rome, but the discoveries at Herculaneum and Pompeii were +at that time partly new, or had remained partly unknown through envy, +secrecy and delay. He thus reaped a harvest which furnished work enough +for his mind and his activities. + +It is a sad thing when one is compelled to consider the existing as +accomplished and completed. Armories, galleries and museums to which +nothing is added have something funereal and ghostly about them; the +mind is restricted in such a limited field of art. One becomes +accustomed to regard such collections as completed, instead of being +reminded of the necessity of constant acquisition and of the fact that, +in art as in life, nothing is completed but is constantly changing. + +Winckelmann found himself in a fortunate position. The earth gave up her +treasures, and through a constant, active commerce in art many ancient +possessions came to light, passed before his eyes, aroused his +enthusiasm, challenged his judgment, and increased his knowledge. + +No small advantage accrued to him through his relations with the heir +of the large Stosch collection. Not until after the death of the +collector did he become acquainted with this little world of art, over +which he presided in accordance with his best judgment and convictions. +It is true that all parts of this exceedingly valuable collection were +not treated with equal care; the whole of it deserved a catalogue for +the delectation and the use of later amateurs and collectors. Much was +squandered; but in order to make the excellent gems which it contained +better known and more marketable, Winckelmann undertook in conjunction +with the heir of Stosch to write a catalogue, concerning which +undertaking, its hasty but always able treatment, the surviving +correspondence furnishes remarkable testimony. + +Our friend was thus intently occupied with the Stosch possessions before +their dispersal and with the ever increasing Albani collection; and +everything which passed through his hands, either for collection or +dispersal, increased the treasure with which he was storing his mind. + +Even when Winckelmann first approached the study of art and learned to +know the artists in Dresden, appearing in this branch as a beginner, he +was fully developed as a writer. He had a comprehensive view of ancient +history and, in many ways, of the development of the various sciences. +Even in his previous humble condition he felt and knew antiquity, as +well as what was worthy in the life and in the character of the present. +He had already formed a style. In the new school which he entered, he +listened to his masters, not only as a docile pupil but as a learned +disciple. He easily acquired their special attainments, and began +immediately to use and to adapt to his purposes everything that he +learned. + +In a higher sphere of action than was his at Dresden, in the nobler +world revealed to him at Rome, he remained the same. What he learned +from Mengs, what he was taught by his surroundings, he did not keep long +to himself; he did not let the new wine ferment and clarify; but rather +as we say that one learns from teaching, so he learned while planning +and writing. How many a title has he left us, how many subjects has he +not mentioned upon which a work was to follow! Like this beginning was +his entire antiquarian career. We find him always active--occupied with +the moment, which he seizes and holds fast as if it only could be +complete and satisfactory, and even so he let himself be instructed by +the following moment. This attitude of mind should be remembered in +forming an estimate of his works. + +That they ultimately received their present form, printed directly from +Winckelmann's manuscript notes, is due to many often unimportant +circumstances. A single month later and we should have had works, more +correct in content, more precise in form, perhaps something quite +different. Just for this reason we so deeply regret his premature death, +because he would have constantly rewritten his works and enriched them +with the attainments of the (ever) later phases of his life. + +Everything that he has left us, therefore, was written as something +living for the living, not for those who are dead in the letter. His +works, combined with his correspondence, are the story of a life; they +are a life itself. Like the life of most people, they resemble rather a +preparation for a work than the latter in its accomplishment. They give +cause for hopes, for wishes, for premonitions. If one tries to correct +them he sees that he must first correct himself; if he wishes to +criticize them, he sees that he might himself, upon a higher plane of +knowledge, be subjected to the same criticism; for limitation is +everywhere our lot. + +PHILOSOPHY + +With the progress of civilization, not all parts of human labor and +activity in which culture is revealed, flourish equally; rather in +accordance with the favorable character of persons and conditions, one +necessarily surpasses the other, and thus arouses a more general +interest. A certain jealous displeasure often arises in consequence, +among members of a family so varied in its branches, who often are the +less able to endure one another, the more closely they are related. + +It is for the most part a baseless complaint, when this or that adept in +science and art complains that just his branch is being neglected by +contemporaries; for an able master has only to appear in order to +concentrate attention upon himself. If Raphael should reappear today, we +should bestow upon him a superabundance of honor and riches. An able +master arouses excellent pupils and their activities extend their +ramifications into the infinite. + +From the earliest times philosophers especially have incurred the +hatred, not only of their fellow scientists, but of men of the world and +_bons vivants_, perhaps more by the position they assume than by their +own fault. For as philosophy in accordance with her nature must make +demands upon the universal and the highest, she must regard worldly +objects as included in and subordinated to herself. + +Nor are these pretentious demands specifically denied; every man rather +believes that he has a right to take part in her discoveries, to make +use of her maxims, and to appropriate whatever else she may have to +offer. But as philosophy, in order to become universal, must make use of +her own vocabulary of unfamiliar combinations and difficult +explanations, which are in harmony neither with the life nor with the +momentary needs of men of the world, she is despised by those who cannot +find the handle by which she might easily be grasped. + +Yet, if, on the other hand, one wished to accuse the philosophers +because they do not know how to translate doctrine into life, and +because they make the most mistakes exactly where all their convictions +should be converted into action, thereby diminishing their own credit in +the eyes of the world--no lack of examples might be found to verify such +accusations. + +Winckelmann often complains bitterly of the philosophers of his day and +their widespread influence; but I think one can escape from every +influence by limiting oneself to his own line of work. It is strange +that Winckelmann did not attend the University at Leipsic, where, under +the direction of Johann Friedrich Christ, he might, without troubling +himself about a single philosopher in existence, have made much more +comfortable progress in his favorite study. + +This is perhaps the proper place for an observation which we should like +to make, in view of recent events--that no scholar can afford to reject, +oppose, or scorn the great philosophical movement begun by Kant, except +the true investigators of antiquity, who by the peculiarity of their +study seem to be especially favored above all other men. For since they +are occupied with the best that the world has produced and only examine +the trivial and the inferior in their relation to the most excellent, +their attainments reach such fullness, their judgment such certainty, +their taste such consistency, that they appear within their own circle +most wonderfully, even astonishingly, cultured. Winckelmann also +attained this good fortune, in which indeed he was greatly assisted by +the influence of the fine arts and of life itself. + +POETRY + +Although Winckelmann in reading the ancient authors paid great attention +to the poets, an exact examination of his studies and of the course of +his life reveals no particular inclination to poetry; on the contrary, +an aversion occasionally appears. His preference for the old and +accustomed Lutheran church hymns and his desire to possess an uncensored +song book of this kind in Rome reveals the typical and sturdy German, +but not the friend of poetry. + +The works of the poets of past ages appear to have interested him at +first as documents of ancient languages and literature, later as +witnesses for the fine arts. It is all the more wonderful and gratifying +when he himself appears as a poet, as an able, unmistakable one, in his +description of statues and in almost all of his later writings. He sees +with his eyes, he grasps with his mind, works indescribable, and yet he +feels an irresistible impulse to master them by the spoken and the +written word. The perfect master-work, the idea in which it had its +origin, the emotion that was awakened in him in beholding it, he wishes +to impart to the hearer or the reader. Reviewing the array of his +aptitudes, he finds himself compelled to seize upon the most powerful +and dignified expression at his command. He is compelled to be a poet, +whatever he may think, whether he wishes or not. + +ATTAINED INSIGHT + +As much value as Winckelmann placed upon the world's esteem, as much as +he desired a literary reputation, as much as he endeavored to present +his work in the best form and to elevate it by a certain dignified +style, he was nevertheless in no wise blind to its faults, but rather +was the first to observe them, as one would expect from a man of his +progressive nature, always seizing upon and working over new materials. +The more he had labored upon a subject, dogmatically and didactically, +had maintained and established this or that interpretation of a +monument, this or that explanation or application of a passage, the more +conspicuous did his own mistakes seem to him. As soon as he had +convinced himself of them by new data, the more quickly was he inclined +to correct them in any way possible. + +If the manuscript was at hand, it was rewritten; if it had been sent to +the printer, corrections and additions were appended. Of all this +penance he made no secret to his friends, for his character was based +upon truth, straight-forwardness, frankness, and honesty. + +LATER WORKS + +A happy thought became clear to him, not suddenly but as the work +progressed--we mean his _Monumenti Inediti_. It is quite evident that he +was at first tempted by his desire to make new subjects known, to +explain them in a happy manner and to enlarge the study of antiquity to +the greatest possible extent; added to this was the interest of testing +the method once set forth in his history of art, by means of objects +which he laid before the eyes of the reader. For he had finally +developed the felicitous resolve, in this preliminary treatise, quietly +to correct, purify, compress, and perhaps even partly supplant, his +already completed work on the history of art. + +Conscious of former mistakes which people who were not inhabitants of +Rome could scarcely have reproached him with, he wrote a work in the +Italian language, which he intended should be appreciated in Rome +itself. Not only did he devote to it the greatest attention, but he also +selected friendly connoisseurs with whom he carefully went over the +work, most cleverly using their insight and judgment, and thus created a +work which will go down as a heritage for all ages. Not only did he +write it, but he undertook its publication, achieving, as a poor layman, +that which would do honor to a well established publisher, or to +academies of large means. + +THE POPE + +Should so much be said of Rome without remembering the Pope, who had, at +least indirectly, conferred many, many benefits upon Winckelmann? +Winckelmann's sojourn in Rome fell for the most part under the +government of Benedict XIV. Lambertini, a gay and easy-going man, who +preferred letting others rule to ruling, himself; and so the different +positions which Winckelmann filled may have come to him rather through +the favor of his exalted friends than through the appreciation of his +services by the Pope. + +Nevertheless, we find him on one important occasion in the presence of +the Head of the Church; he was honored by being allowed to read several +passages of the _Monumenti Inediti_ to the Pope, thus achieving also, +along this line, the highest honor which an author could receive. + +CHARACTER + +In the case of very many men, especially in the case of scholars, their +achievements seem the important thing, and in these their character +finds little expression. With Winckelmann the reverse was the case. All +that he produced is principally important and valuable because his +character is always revealed in it. As we have already expressed certain +generalities concerning his character under the headings, The Antique, +Paganism, Friendship, and Beauty, the more detailed account deserves a +place here, near the end of our essay. + +Winckelmann was in all respects a character who was honest with himself +and with others. His native love of truth constantly developed, the more +independent and unhampered he felt, until he finally considered the +polite indulgence of errors traditional in life and in literature to be +a crime. + +Such a nature could comfortably withdraw into itself; vet even here we +discover in him the ancient characteristic of always being occupied with +himself, but without really observing himself. He thinks only of +himself, not about himself; his mind is occupied with what he has before +him; he is interested in his whole being, in its entire compass, and he +cherishes the belief that his friends are likewise interested therein. +We, therefore, find everything mentioned in his letters, from the +highest moral to the most common physical need; indeed he directly +states that he preferred to be entertained with personal trifles rather +than with important affairs. At the same time he remains a complete +riddle to himself, and even expresses astonishment over his own being, +especially in consideration of what he was and what he had become. But +every man may thus be regarded as a charade of many syllables, of which +he himself can spell only a few, while others easily decipher the whole +word. + +Nor do we find in him any pronounced principles. His unerring feeling +and cultured mind served him as a guide in morals as well as in +aesthetics. His ideal was a kind of natural religion, in which God +appears as the ultimate source of the beautiful and hardly as a being +having any other relation to man. His conduct was most beautiful in all +cases involving duty and gratitude. + +His provision for himself was moderate, and not the same at all times. +He always labored most diligently to secure a competence for his old +age. His means are noble; in his efforts to attain every end he shows +himself honest, straightforward, even defiant, and at the same time +clever and persevering. He never works after a fixed plan, but always +instinctively and passionately. His pleasure in every discovery is +intense, for which reason errors are unavoidable, which, however, in his +rapid progress are corrected as quickly as he sees them. Here also he +always maintains an antique principle; the certainty of the point of +departure, the uncertainty of the aim to be reached, as well as the +incomplete and imperfect character of the treatment as soon as it +becomes extensive. + +SOCIETY + +Little prepared by his early mode of life, Winckelmann did not at first +feel at ease in company, but a feeling of dignity soon took the place of +education and custom, and he learned very rapidly to conduct himself in +accordance with his surroundings. The gratification felt in association +with distinguished, wealthy and celebrated people and the pleasure of +being esteemed by them everywhere appears. As regards facility of +intercourse, he could not have found himself in a better place than +Rome. + +He himself observes, that however ceremonious the Roman grandees, +especially the clerical, appeared in public, at home they were pleasant +and intimate with the members of their household; but he did not observe +that this intimacy concealed the oriental relation of lord and servant. +All southern nations would find it intolerably tiresome to have to +maintain the constant mutual tension in association with their +dependents which the northerners are accustomed to. + +Travelers have observed that the slaves in Turkey behave toward their +masters with more ease than northern courtiers toward their princes, or +dependents with us toward their superiors. Yet, examined closely, these +marks of consideration have been really introduced for the benefit of +the dependents, who by these means always remind their superior what is +due them. + +The southerner, however, craves for hours in which to take his ease, and +this accrues to the advantage of his household. Such scenes are +described by Winckelmann with great relish; they lighten whatever +dependence he may feel, and nourish his sense of freedom which was +averse to every fetter that might restrain him. + +STRANGERS + +Although Winckelmann was very happy in his association with the natives, +he suffered all the more annoyance and tribulation from strangers. It is +true that nothing can be more exasperating than the usual stranger in +Rome. In every other place the traveler can better look out for himself +and find something suitable to his needs; but whoever does not +accommodate himself to Rome is an abomination to the man of real Roman +sentiment. + +The English are reproached because they take their tea-kettles +everywhere along with them, even dragging them to the summit of Mt. +Ætna. But has not every nation its own tea-kettle, in which its citizens +on their travels brew a bundle of dried herbs brought along from home? + +Such hurrying and arrogant strangers, never looking about them, and +judging everything in accordance with their own narrow limitations, were +denounced by Winckelmann more than once; he vows never to show them +about, and yet finally allows himself to be persuaded to do it. He jests +over his inclination to play the schoolmaster, to teach and to convince, +and indeed many advantages accrued to him through the association with +persons important by reason of their rank and services. We mention only +the Prince of Dessan, the Crown Prince of Mecklenburg-Strelitz and +Brunswick, and Baron von Riedesel, a man who showed himself quite worthy +of our friend in his attitude toward art and antiquity. + +THE WORLD + +Winckelmann constantly sought after esteem and consideration; but he +wished to achieve them through real merit. He always insists upon +thoroughness of subject, of means, and of treatment, and is therefore +very hostile toward French superficiality. + +He found in Rome opportunities to associate with strangers of all +nations, and maintained such connections in a clever, effective manner. +He was pleased with, indeed he sought after, honorary degrees of +academies and learned societies. + +But he achieved greatest prominence by that great document of his +merits, over which he silently labored with great diligence--I refer to +his _History of Ancient Art_. It was immediately translated into the +French language, and made him known far and wide. + +The real value of such a work is perhaps best appreciated immediately +after its publication: its efficiency is recognized, the new matter is +quickly adopted. The contemporaries are astonished at the sudden +assistance they obtained, while a colder posterity nibbles disgustedly +at the works of its masters and teachers, and makes demands which would +never have occurred to it, if the very men criticised had not +accomplished so much. + +And so Winckelmann was recognized by the cultured nations of Europe at a +time when he was sufficiently established at Rome to be honored with the +important position of Director of Antiquities. + +RESTLESSNESS + +Notwithstanding his recognized and often vaunted happiness, Winckelmann +was always tortured by a restlessness which, as its foundations lay deep +in his nature, assumed various forms. + +During the times of his early poverty and his later dependence upon the +bounty of a court and the favor of many a wellwisher, he always limited +himself to the smallest needs, that he might not become dependent or at +least not more dependent than absolutely necessary. In the meantime he +was always strenuously occupied in gaining by his own exertions a +livelihood for the present and for the future, for which at length the +successful illustrated edition of his Monumenti Inediti offered the +fairest hope. + +But these uncertain conditions accustomed him to look for his +subsistence now here, then there; now to accept a position with small +advantage to himself--in the house of a cardinal, in the Vatican or +elsewhere; then, when he saw some other prospect, magnanimously to give +up his place, while looking about for something else and lending an ear +to many a proposition. + +Further, one who lives in Rome is constantly exposed to the passion for +traveling to all parts of the world. He finds himself in the centre of +the ancient world, and the lands most interesting to the investigator of +antiquity lie close about him. Magna Græcia, Sicily, Dalmatia, the +Peloponnesus, Ionia, and Egypt--all of them are, so to say, offered to +the inhabitants of Rome, and awaken an inexpressible longing in one who, +like Winckelmann, was born with the desire to see. This is increased by +the great number of strangers on their passage through Rome making +sensible or useless preparations to travel in these lands, and who on +their return never tire of describing distant wonders and exhibiting +specimens of them. + +And so Winckelmann planned to travel everywhere, partly on his own +responsibility, partly in company with such wealthy travelers as would +recognize the value of a scholarly and talented comrade. + +Another cause of this inner restlessness and discomfort does honor to +his heart--the irresistible longing for absent friends. Upon this the +ardent desire of a man that otherwise lived so much in the present seems +to have been peculiarly concentrated; he sees his friends before him, he +converses with them through letters, he longs for their embraces, and +wishes to repeat the days formerly lived together. + +These wishes, especially directed toward his friends in the North, were +awakened anew by the Peace of Hubertusbury (Feb., 1763). It would have +been his pride to present himself before the great king who had already +honored him with an offer to enter his service; to see again the Prince +of Dessau, whose exalted, reposeful nature he regarded as a gift of God +to the earth; to pay his respects to the Duke of Brunswick, whose great +capacities he well knew how to prize; to praise in person Minister of +State von Münchausen, who had done so much for science, and to admire +his immortal foundation at Göttingen; to rejoice again in the lively and +intimate intercourse with his Swiss friends--such allurements filled his +heart and his imagination; with such images was his mind so long +occupied that he unfortunately followed this impulse and so went to his +death. + +He was devoted body and soul to his Italian lot to such an extent that +every other one seemed insufferable to him. On his former journey, the +cliffs and mountains of Tyrol had interested, yea, delighted him, and +now, on his return to the fatherland, he felt terrified, as if he were +being dragged through the Cimmerian portal and convinced of the +impossibility of continuing his journey. + +DEPARTURE + +And thus upon the highest pinnacle of happiness that he could himself +have wished for, he departed this earth. His fatherland awaited him, his +friends stretched their arms toward him; all the expressions of love +which he so deeply needed, all testimonials of public honor, which he +valued so highly, awaited his appearance, to be heaped upon him. And in +this sense we may count him happy, that from the summit of human +existence he ascended to the blessed, that a momentary shock, a sudden, +quick pain removed him from the living. The infirmities of old age, the +diminution of mental power, he did not experience; the dispersal of the +treasures of art, which he had foretold, although in another sense, did +not occur before his eyes. He lived as a man and departed hence as a +complete man. Now he enjoys in the memory of posterity the advantage of +appearing only as one eternally vigorous and powerful; for in the image +in which a man leaves the earth he wanders among the shadows, and so +Achilles remains for us an ever-striving youth. That Winckelmann +departed so early, works also to our advantage. From his grave the +breath of his power strengthens us, and awakens in us the intense desire +always to continue with zeal and love the work that he has begun. + +[Illustration: GOETHE AND HIS SECRETARY J. J. Schmeller ] + + + + +MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS OF GOETHE[5] + + +TRANSLATED BY BAILEY SAUNDERS + +There is nothing worth thinking but it has been thought before; we must +only try to think it again. + +How can a man come to know himself? Never by thinking, but by doing. Try +to do your duty, and you will know at once what you are worth. But what +is your duty? The claims of the day. + +The longer I live, the more it grieves me to see man, who occupies his +supreme place for the very purpose of imposing his will upon nature, and +freeing himself and his from an outrageous necessity--to see him taken +up with some false notion, and doing just the opposite of what he wants +to do; and then, because the whole bent of his mind is spoilt, bungling +miserably over everything. + +In the works of mankind, as in those of nature, it is really the motive +which is chiefly worth attention. + +In Botany there is a species of plants called Incompletæ; and just in +the same way it can be said there are men who are incomplete and +imperfect. They are those whose desires and struggles are out of +proportion to their actions and achievements. + +It is a great error to take oneself for more than one is, or for less +than one is worth. + +From time to time I meet with a youth in whom I can wish for no +alteration or improvement, only I am sorry to see how often his nature +makes him quite ready to swim with the stream of the time; and it is on +this that I would always insist, that man in his fragile boat has the +rudder placed in his hand, just that he may not be at the mercy of the +waves, but follow the direction of his own insight. + +If I am to listen to another man's opinion, it must be expressed +positively. Of things problematical I have enough in myself. + +Piety is not an end, but a means: a means of attaining the highest +culture by the purest tranquility of soul. Hence it may be observed that +those who set up piety as an end and object are mostly hypocrites. + +Reading ought to mean understanding; writing ought to mean knowing +something; believing ought to mean comprehending; when you desire a +thing, you will have to take it; when you demand it, you will not get +it; and when you are experienced, you ought to be useful to others. + +The stream is friendly to the miller whom it serves; it likes to pour +over the mill wheels; what is the good of it stealing through the valley +in apathy? + +Theory is in itself of no use, except in so far as it makes us believe +in the connection of phenomena. + +"_Le sens common est le génie de l'humanité_." Common-sense, which is +here put forward as the genius of humanity, must be examined first of +all in the way it shows itself. If we inquire the purpose to which +humanity puts it, we find as follows: Humanity is conditioned by needs. +If they are not satisfied, men become impatient; and if they are, it +seems not to affect them. The normal man moves between these two states, +and he applies his understanding--his so-called common sense--to the +satisfaction of his needs. When his needs are satisfied, his task is to +fill up the waste spaces of indifference. Here, too, he is successful, +if his needs are confined to what is nearest and most necessary. But if +they rise and pass beyond the sphere of ordinary wants, common-sense is +no longer sufficient; it is a genius no more, and humanity enters on the +region of error. + +There is no piece of foolishness but it can be corrected by intelligence +or accident; no piece of wisdom but it can miscarry by lack of +intelligence or by accident. + +Justice insists on obligation, law on decorum. Justice weighs and +decides, law superintends and orders. Justice refers to the individual, +law to society. + +The history of knowledge is a great fugue in which the voices of the +nations one after the other emerge. + +If a man is to achieve all that is asked of him, he must take himself +for more than he is, and as long as he does not carry it to an absurd +length, we willingly put up with it. + +People whip curds to see if they cannot make cream of them. + +Wisdom lies only in truth. + +When I err, every one can see it; but not when I lie. + +Before the storm breaks, the dust rises violently for the last time--the +dust that is soon to be laid for ever. + +Men do not come to know one another easily, even with the best will and +the best purpose. And then ill-will comes in and distorts everything. + +In the world the point is, not to know men, but at any given moment to +be cleverer than the man who stands before you. You can prove this at +every fair and from every charlatan. + +Not everywhere where there is water, are there frogs; but where you have +frogs, there you will find water. + +In the formation of species Nature gets, as it were, into a cul-de-sac; +she cannot make her way through, and is disinclined to turn back. Hence +the stubbornness of national character. + +Many a man knocks about on the wall with his hammer, and believes that +he hits the right nail on the head every time. + +Those who oppose intellectual truths do but stir up the fire, and the +cinders fly about and burn what they had else not touched. + +Those from whom we are always learning are rightly called our masters; +but not every one who teaches us deserves this title. + +It is with you as with the sea: the most varied names are given to what +is in the end only salt water. + +It is said that vain self-praise stinks in the nostrils. That may be so; +but for the kind of smell which comes from unjust blame by others the +public has no nose at all. + +There are problematical natures which are equal to no position in which +they find themselves, and which no position satisfies. This it is that +causes that hideous conflict which wastes life and deprives it of all +pleasure. + +Dirt glitters as long as the sun shines. + +He is the happiest man who can set the end of his life in connection +with the beginning. + +A state of things in which every day brings some new trouble is not the +right one. + +The Hindoos of the Desert make a solemn vow to eat no fish. + +To venture an opinion is like moving a piece at chess it may be taken, +but it forms the beginning of a game that is won. + +Truth belongs to the man, error to his age. This is why it has been said +that, while the misfortune of the age caused his error, the force of his +soul made him emerge from the error with glory. + +I pity those who make much ado about the transitory nature of all things +and are lost in the contemplation of earthly vanity: are we not here to +make the transitory permanent? This we can do only if we know how to +value both. + +A rainbow which lasts a quarter of an hour is looked at no more. + +Faith is private capital, kept in one's own house. There are public +savings-banks and loan-offices, which supply individuals in their day of +need; but here the creditor quietly takes his interest for himself. + +During a prolonged study of the lives of various men both great and +small, I came upon this thought: In the web of the world the one may +well be regarded as the warp, the other as the woof. It is the little +men, after all, who give breadth to the web, and the great men firmness +and solidity; perhaps, also, the addition of some sort of pattern. But +the scissors of the Fates determine its length, and to that all the rest +must join in submitting itself. + +Truth is a torch, but a huge one, and so it is only with blinking eyes +that we all of us try to get past it, in actual terror of being burnt. + +The really foolish thing in men who are otherwise intelligent is that +they fail to understand what another person says, when he does not +exactly hit upon the right way of saying it. + +One need only grow old to become gentler in one's judgments. I see no +fault committed which I could not have committed myself. + +Why should those who are happy expect one who is miserable to die before +them in a graceful attitude, like the gladiator before the Roman mob? + +By force of habit we look at a clock that has run down as if it were +still going, and we gaze at the face of a beauty as though she still +loved. + +Dilettantism treated seriously, and knowledge pursued mechanically, end +by becoming pedantry. + +No one but the master can promote the cause of Art. Patrons help the +master--that is right and proper; but that does not always mean that Art +is helped. + +The most foolish of all errors is for clever young men to believe that +they forfeit their originality in recognizing a truth which has already +been recognized by others. + +It is much easier to recognize error than to find truth; for error lies +on the surface and may be overcome; but truth lies in the depths, and to +search for it is not given to every one. + +No one should desire to live in irregular circumstances; but if by +chance a man falls into them, they test his character and show of how +much determination he is capable. + +An honorable man with limited ideas often sees through the rascality of +the most cunning jobber. + +Against criticism a man can neither protest nor defend himself; he must +act in spite of it, and then criticism will gradually yield to him. + +The masses cannot dispense with men of ability, and such men are always +a burden to them. + +If you lay duties upon people and give them no rights, you must pay them +well. + +I can promise to be sincere, but not to be impartial. + +Word and picture are correlatives which are continually in quest of each +other, as is sufficiently evident in the case of metaphors and similes. +So from all time what was said or sung inwardly to the ear had to be +presented equally to the eye. And so in childish days we see word and +picture in continual balance; in the book of the law and in the way of +salvation, in the Bible and in the spelling-book. When something was +spoken which could not be pictured, and something pictured which could +not be spoken, all went well; but mistakes were often made, and a word +was used instead of a picture; and thence arose those monsters of +symbolical mysticism, which are doubly an evil. + +The importunity of young dilettanti must be borne with good-will; for as +they grow old they become the truest worshippers of Art and the Master. + +People have to become really bad before they care for nothing but +mischief, and delight in it. + +Clever people are the best encyclopædia. + +There are people who make no mistakes because they never wish to do +anything worth doing. + +A man cannot live for every one; least of all for those with whom he +would not care to live. + +I should like to be honest with you, without our falling out; but it +will not do. You act wrongly, and fall between two stools; you win no +adherents and lose your friends. What is to be the end of it? + +If a clever man commits a folly, it is not a small one. + +I went on troubling myself about general ideas until I learnt to +understand the particular achievements of the best men. + +The errors of a man are what make him really lovable. + +As in Rome there is, apart from the Romans, a population of statues, so +apart from this real world there is a world of illusion, almost more +potent, in which most men live. + +Mankind is like the Red Sea; the staff has scarcely parted the waves +asunder before they flow together again. Thoughts come back; beliefs +persist; facts pass by never to return. + +Of all peoples, the Greeks have dreamt the dream of life the best. + +We readily bow to antiquity, but not to posterity. It is only a father +that does not grudge talent to his son. The whole art of living consists +in giving up existence in order to exist. + +All our pursuits and actions are a wearying process. Well is it for him +who wearies not. + +Hope is the second soul of the unhappy. + +At all times it has not been the age, but individuals alone, who have +worked for knowledge. It was the age which put Socrates to death by +poison, the age which burnt Huss. The ages have always remained alike. + +If a man knows where to get good advice, it is as though he could supply +it himself. + +A man must pay dear for his errors if he wishes to get rid of them, and +even then he is lucky. + +Enthusiasm is of the greatest value, so long as we are not carried away +by it. + +Error is related to truth as sleep to waking. I have observed that on +awakening from error a man turns again to truth as with new vigor. + +Every one suffers who does not work for himself. A man works for others +to have them share in his joy. + +Common-sense is born pure in the healthy man, is self-developed, and is +revealed by a resolute perception and recognition of what is necessary +and useful. Practical men and women avail themselves of it with +confidence. Where it is absent, both sexes find anything necessary when +they desire it, and useful when it gives them pleasure. + +All men, as they attain freedom, give play to their errors. The strong +do too much, and the weak too little. + +The conflict of the old, the existing, the continuing, with development, +improvement and reform, is always the same. Order of every kind turns at +last to pedantry, and to get rid of the one, people destroy the other; +and so it goes on for a while, until people perceive that order must be +established anew. Classicism and Romanticism; close corporations and +freedom of trade; the maintenance of large estates and the division of +the land--it is always the same conflict which ends by producing a new +one. The best policy of those in power would be so to moderate this +conflict as to let it right itself without the destruction of either +element. But this has not been granted to men, and it seems not to be +the will of God. + +A great work limits us for the moment, because we feel it above our +powers; and only in so far as we afterward incorporate it with our +culture, and make it part of our mind and heart, does it become a dear +and worthy object. + +There are many things in the world that are at once good and excellent, +but they do not come into contact. + +When men have to do with women, they get spun off like a distaff. + +It may well be that a man is at times horribly threshed by misfortunes, +public and private: but the reckless flail of Fate, when it beats the +rich sheaves, crushes only the straw; and the corn feels nothing of it +and dances merrily on the floor, careless whether its way is to the mill +or the furrow. + +In the matter of knowledge, it has happened to me as to one who rises +early and in the dark impatiently awaits the dawn and then the sun, but +is blinded when it appears. + +People often say to themselves in life that they should avoid a variety +of occupation, and, more particularly, be the less willing to enter upon +new work the older they grow. But it is easy to talk, easy to give +advice to oneself and others. To grow old is itself to enter upon a new +business; all the circumstances change, and a man must either cease +acting altogether, or willingly and consciously take over the new rôle. + +To live in a great idea means to treat the impossible as though it were +possible. It is just the same with a strong character; and when an idea +and a character meet, things arise which fill the world with wonder for +thousands of years. + +Napoleon lived wholly in a great idea, but he was unable to take +conscious hold of it. After utterly disavowing all ideals and denying +them any reality, he zealously strove to realize them. His clear, +incorruptible intellect could not, however, tolerate such a perpetual +conflict within; and there is much value in the thoughts which he was +compelled, as it were, to utter, and which are expressed very peculiarly +and with much charm. + +Man is placed as a real being in the midst of a real world, and endowed +with such organs that he can perceive and produce the real and also the +possible. + +All healthy men have the conviction of their own existence and of an +existence around them. However, even the brain contains a hollow spot, +that is to say, a place in which no object is mirrored; just as in the +eye itself there is a little spot that does not see. If a man pays +particular attention to this spot and is absorbed in it, he falls into a +state of mental sickness, has presentiments of 'things of another +world,' which are, in reality, no things at all, possessing neither form +nor limit, but alarming him like dark, empty tracts of night, and +pursuing him as something more than phantoms, if he does not tear +himself free from them. + +To the several perversities of the day a man should always oppose only +the great masses of universal history. That we have many criticisms to +make on those who visit us, and that, as soon as they depart, we pass no +very amiable judgment upon them, seems to me almost natural; for we +have, so to speak, a right to measure them by our own standard. Even +intelligent and fair-minded men hardly refrain from sharp censure on +such occasions. + +But if, on the contrary, we have been in their homes, and have seen them +in their surroundings and habits and the circumstances which are +necessary and inevitable for them; if we have seen the kind of influence +they exert on those around them, or how they behave, it is only +ignorance and ill-will that can find food for ridicule in what must +appear to us in more than one sense worthy of respect. + +Women's society is the element of good manners. + +The most privileged position, in life as in society, is that of an +educated soldier. Rough warriors, at any rate, remain true to their +character, and as great strength is usually the cover for good nature, +we get on with them at need. + +No one would come into a room with spectacles on his nose, if he knew +that women at once lose any inclination to look at or talk to him. + +There is no outward sign of politeness that will be found to lack some +deep moral foundation. The right kind of education would be that which +conveyed the sign and the foundation at the same time. + +A man's manners are the mirror in which he shows his portrait. + +Against the great superiority of another there is no remedy but love. + +It is a terrible thing for an eminent man to be gloried in by fools. + +It is said that no man is a hero to his valet. That is only because a +hero can be recognized only by a hero. The valet will probably know how +to appreciate his like--his fellow-valet. + +Fools and wise folk are alike harmless. It is the half-wise, and the +half-foolish, who are the most dangerous. + +To see a difficult thing lightly handled gives us the impression of the +impossible. + +Difficulties increase the nearer we come to our aim. + +Sowing is not so painful as reaping. + +If any one meets us who owes us a debt of gratitude, it immediately +crosses our mind. How often can we meet some one to whom we owe +gratitude, without thinking of it! + +To communicate oneself is Nature; to receive a communication as it is +given is Culture. + +Contradiction and flattery make, both of them, bad conversation. + +By nothing do men show their character more than by the things they +laugh at. + +An intelligent man finds almost everything ridiculous, a wise man hardly +anything. + +A man well on in years was reproved for still troubling himself about +young women. "It is the only means," he replied, "of regaining one's +youth; and that is something every one wishes to do." + +A man does not mind being blamed for his faults, and being punished for +them, and he patiently suffers much for the sake of them; but he becomes +impatient if he is required to give them up. + +Passion is enhanced and tempered by avowal. In nothing, perhaps, is the +middle course more desirable than in confidence and reticence toward +those we love. + +To sit in judgment on the departed is never likely to be equitable. We +all suffer from life; who, except God, can call us to account? Let not +their faults and sufferings, but what they have accomplished and done, +occupy the survivors. + +It is failings that show human nature, and merits that distinguish the +individual; faults and misfortunes we all have in common; virtues belong +to each one separately. + +It would not be worth while to see seventy years if all the wisdom of +this world were foolishness with God. The true is Godlike; we do not see +it itself; we must guess at it through its manifestations. + +The real scholar learns how to evolve the unknown from the known, and +draws near the master. + +In the smithy the iron is softened by blowing up the fire, and taking +the dross from the bar. As soon as it is purified, it is beaten and +pressed, and becomes firm again by the addition of fresh water. The same +thing happens to a man at the hands of his teacher. + +What belongs to a man he cannot get rid of, even though he throws it +away. + +Of true religions there are only two: one of them recognizes and +worships the Holy that, without form or shape, dwells in and around us; +and the other recognizes and worships it in its fairest form. Everything +that lies between these two is idolatry. + +The Saints were all at once driven from heaven; and senses, thought and +heart were turned from a divine mother with a tender child, to the grown +man doing good and suffering evil, who was later transfigured into a +being half-divine in its nature, and then recognized and honored as God +himself. He stood against a background where the Creator had opened out +the universe; a spiritual influence went out from him; his sufferings +were adopted as an example, and his transfiguration was the pledge of +ever-lastingness. + +As a coal is revived by incense, so prayer revives the hopes of the +heart. + +From a strict point of view we must have a reformation of ourselves +every day, and protest against others, even though it be in no religious +sense. + +It should be our earnest endeavor to use words coinciding as closely as +possible with what we feel, see, think, experience, imagine and reason. +It is an endeavor which we cannot evade, and which is daily to be +renewed. + +Let every man examine himself, and he will find this a much harder task +than he might suppose; for, unhappily, a man usually takes words as mere +make-shifts; his knowledge and his thought are in most cases better than +his method of expression. + +False, irrelevant, and futile ideas may arise in ourselves and others, +or find their way into us from without. Let us persist in the effort to +remove them as far as we can, by plain and honest purpose. + +Where I cannot be moral, my power is gone. + +A man is not deceived by others; he deceives himself. + +Laws are all made by old people and by men. Youths and women want the +exceptions, old people the rules. + +Chinese, Indian and Egyptian antiquities are never more than +curiosities; it is well to make acquaintance with them; but in point of +moral and æsthetic culture they can help us little. + +The German runs no greater danger than to advance with and by the +example of his neighbors. There is perhaps no nation that is fitter for +the process of self-development; so that it has proved of the greatest +advantage to Germany to have obtained the notice of the world so late. + +The greatest difficulties lie where we do not look for them. + +The mind endowed with active powers and keeping with a practical object +to the task that lies nearest, is the worthiest there is on earth. + +Perfection is the measure of heaven, and the wish to be perfect the +measure of man. + +When a great idea enters the world as a Gospel, it becomes an offense to +the multitude, which stagnates in pedantry; and to those who have much +learning, but little depth, it is folly. + +You may recognize the utility of an idea, and yet not quite understand +how to make a perfect use of it. + +_Credo Deum_! That is a fine, a worthy thing to say; but to recognize +God where and as he reveals himself, is the only true bliss on earth. + +Kepler said: 'My wish is that I may perceive the God whom I find +everywhere in the external world, in like manner also within and inside +me.' The good man was not aware that, in that very moment, the divine in +him stood in the closest connection with the divine in the Universe. + +What is predestination? It is this: God is mightier and wiser than we +are, and so he does with us as he pleases. + +Toleration should, strictly speaking, be only a passing mood; it ought +to lead to acknowledgment and appreciation. To tolerate a person is to +affront him. + +Faith, Love and Hope once felt, in a quiet sociable hour, a plastic +impulse in their nature; they worked together and created a lovely +image, a Pandora in the higher sense, Patience. + +'I stumbled over the roots of the tree which I planted.' It must have +been an old forester who said that. + +Does the sparrow know how the stork feels? + +Lamps make oil spots, and candles want snuffing; it is only the light of +heaven that shines pure and leaves no stain. + +If you miss the first button-hole, you will not succeed in buttoning up +your coat. + +A burnt child dreads the fire; an old man who has often been singed is +afraid of warming himself. + +It is not worth while to do anything for the world that we have with us, +as the existing order may in a moment pass away. It is for the past and +the future that we must work: for the past, to acknowledge its merits; +for the future, to try to increase its value. + +Let no one think that people have waited for him as for the Savior. + +Character in matters great and small consists in a man steadily pursuing +the things of which he feels himself capable. + +Can a nation become ripe? That is a strange question. I would answer, +Yes! if all the men could be born thirty years of age. But as youth will +always be too forward and old age too backward, the really mature man is +always hemmed in between them, and has to resort to strange devices to +make his way through. + +The most important matters of feeling as of reason, of experience as of +reflection, should be treated of only by word of mouth. The spoken word +at once dies if it is not kept alive by some other word following on it +and suited to the hearer. Observe what happens in social converse. If +the word is not dead when it reaches the hearer, he murders it at once +by a contradiction, a stipulation, a condition, a digression, an +interruption, and all the thousand tricks of conversation. With the +written word the case is still worse. No one cares to read anything to +which he is not already to some extent accustomed; he demands the known +and the familiar under an altered form. Still, the written word has this +advantage, that it lasts and can await the time when it is allowed to +take effect. + +Opponents fancy they refute us when they repeat their own opinion and +pay no attention to ours. + +It is with history as with nature and with everything of any depth, it +may be past, present or future: the further we seriously pursue it, the +more difficult are the problems that appear. + +Every phenomenon is within our reach if we treat it as an inclined +plane, which is of easy ascent, though the thick end of the wedge may be +steep and inaccessible. + +If a man would enter upon some course of knowledge, he must either be +deceived or deceive himself, unless external necessity irresistibly +determines him. Who would become a physician if, at one and the same +time, he saw before him all the horrible sights that await him? + +Literature is a fragment of fragments: the least of what happened and +was spoken, has been written; and of the things that have been written, +very few have been preserved. + +And yet, with all the fragmentary nature of literature, we find +thousandfold repetition; which shows how limited is man's mind and +destiny. + +We must remember that there are many men who, without being productive, +are anxious to say something important, and the results are most +curious. + +Some books seem to have been written, not to teach us anything, but to +let us know that the author has known something. + +An author can show no greater respect for his public than by never +bringing it what it expects, but what he himself thinks right and proper +in that stage of his own and others' culture in which for the time he +finds himself. + +That glorious hymn, _Veni Creator Spiritus_, is really an appeal to +genius. That is why it speaks so powerfully to men of intellect and +power. + +Translators are like busy match-makers; they sing the praises of some +half-veiled beauty, and extol her charms, and arouse an irresistible +longing for the original. + +My relations with Schiller rested on the decided tendency of both of us +toward a single aim, and our common activity rested on the diversity of +the means by which we endeavored to attain that aim. + +The best that history gives us is the enthusiasm it arouses. + +We really learn only from those books which we cannot criticise. The +author of a book which we could criticise would have to learn from us. + +That is the reason why the Bible will never lose its power; because, as +long as the world lasts, no one can stand up and say: I grasp it as a +whole and understand all the parts of it. But we say humbly: as a whole +it is worthy of respect, and in all its parts it is applicable. + +There is and will be much discussions as to the use and harm of +circulating the Bible. One thing is clear to me mischief will result, as +heretofore, by using it fantastically as a system of dogma; benefit, as +heretofore, by a loving acceptance of its teachings. + +I am convinced that the Bible will always be more beautiful the more it +is understood; the more, that is, we see and observe that every word +which we take in a general sense and apply specially to ourselves, had, +under certain circumstances of time and place, a peculiar, special and +directly individual reference. + +If one has not read the newspapers for some months and then reads them +altogether, one sees, as one never saw before, how much time is wasted +with this kind of literature. + +Shakespeare's Henry IV. If everything were lost that has ever been +preserved to us of this kind of writing, the arts of poetry and rhetoric +could be completely restored out of this one play. + +Shakespeare's finest dramas are wanting here and there in facility: they +are something more than they should be, and for that very reason +indicate the great poet. + +The dignity of Art appears perhaps most conspicuously in Music; for in +Music there is no material to be deducted. It is wholly form and +intrinsic value, and it raises and ennobles all that it expresses. + +It is only by Art, and especially by Poetry, that the imagination is +regulated. Nothing is more frightful than imagination without taste. + +Art rests upon a kind of religious sense; it is deeply and ineradicably +in earnest. Thus it is that Art so willingly goes hand in hand with +Religion. + +A noble philosopher spoke of architecture as frozen music; and it was +inevitable that many people should shake their heads over his remark. We +believe that no better repetition of this fine thought can be given than +by calling architecture a speechless music. + +In every artist there is a germ of daring, without which no talent is +conceivable. + +Higher aims are in themselves more valuable, even if unfulfilled, than +lower ones quite attained. + +In every Italian school the butterfly breaks loose from the chrysalis. + +Let us be many-sided! Turnips are good, but they are best mixed with +chestnuts. And these two noble products of the earth grow far apart. + +In the presence of Nature even moderate talent is always possessed of +insight; hence drawings from Nature that are at all carefully done +always give pleasure. + +A man cannot well stand by himself, and so he is glad to join a party; +because if he does not find rest there, he at any rate finds quiet and +safety. + +It is difficult to know how to treat the errors of the age. If a man +oppose them, he stands alone; if he surrender to them, they bring him +neither joy nor credit. + +There are some hundred Christian sects, every one of them acknowledging +God and the Lord in its own way, without troubling themselves further +about one another. In the study of nature, nay, in every study, things +must of necessity come to the same pass. For what is the meaning of +every one speaking of toleration, and trying to prevent others from +thinking and expressing themselves after their own fashion? + +We more readily confess to errors, mistakes and short-comings in our +conduct than in our thought. And the reason of it is that the +conscience is humble and even takes a pleasure in being ashamed. But the +intellect is proud, and if forced to recant is driven to despair. * * * + +This also explains how it is that truths which have been recognized are +at first tacitly admitted, and then gradually spread, so that the very +thing which was obstinately denied appears at last as something quite +natural. + +Ignorant people raise questions which were answered by the wise +thousands of years ago. + +Our advice is that every man should remain in the path he has struck out +for himself, and refuse to be overawed by authority, hampered by +prevalent opinion, or carried away by fashion. + +Every investigator must, before all things, look upon himself as one who +is summoned to serve on a jury. He has only to consider how far the +statement of the case is complete and clearly set forth by the evidence. +Then he draws his conclusion and gives his vote, whether it be that his +opinion coincides with that of the foreman or not. + +The history of philosophy, of science, of religion, all shows that +opinions spread in masses, but that that always comes to the front +which is more easily grasped, that is to say, is most suited and +agreeable to the human mind in its ordinary condition. Nay, he who has +practised self-culture in the higher sense may always reckon upon +meeting an adverse majority. + +What is a musical string, and all its mechanical division, in comparison +with the musician's ear? May we not also say, what are the elementary +phenomena of nature itself compared with man, who must control and +modify them all before he can in any way assimilate them to himself? + +Everything that we call Invention or Discovery in the higher sense of +the word is the serious exercise and activity of an original feeling for +truth, which, after a long course of silent cultivation, suddenly +flashes out into fruitful knowledge. It is a revelation working from +within on the outer world, and lets a man feel that he is made in the +image of God. It is a synthesis of World and Mind, giving the most +blessed assurance of the eternal harmony of things. + +A man must cling to the belief that the incomprehensible is +comprehensible; otherwise he would not try to fathom it. A man does not +need to have seen or experienced everything himself. But if he is to +commit himself to another's experiences and his way of putting them, let +him consider that he has to do with three things--the object in question +and two subjects. + +If we look at the problems raised by Aristotle, we are astonished at his +gift of observation. What wonderful eyes the Greeks had for many things! +Only they committed the mistake of being overhasty, of passing +straightway from the phenomenon to the explanation of it, and thereby +produced certain theories that are quite inadequate. But this is the +mistake of all times, and still made in our own day. + +Hypotheses are cradle-songs by which the teacher lulls his scholars to +sleep. The thoughtful and honest observer is always learning more and +more of his limitations; he sees that the further knowledge spreads, +the more numerous are the problems that make their appearance. + +If many a man did not feel obliged to repeat what is untrue, because he +has said it once, the world would have been quite different. + +There is nothing more odious than the majority; it consists of a few +powerful men to lead the way; of accommodating rascals and submissive +weaklings; and of a mass of men who trot after them, without in the +least knowing their own mind. + +When I observe the luminous progress and expansion of natural science in +modern times, I seem to myself like a traveler going eastward at dawn, +and gazing at the growing light with joy, but also with impatience; +looking forward with longing to the advent of the full and final light, +but, nevertheless, having to turn away his eyes when the sun appeared, +unable to bear the splendor he had awaited with so much desire. + +We praise the eighteenth century for concerning itself chiefly with +analysis. The task remaining to the nineteenth is to discover the false +syntheses which prevail, and to analyze their contents anew. + +A school may be regarded as a single individual who talks to himself for +a hundred years, and takes an extraordinary pleasure in his own being, +however foolish and silly it may be. + +In science it is a service of the highest merit to seek out those +fragmentary truths attained by the ancients, and to develop them +further. + +Nature fills all space with her limitless productivity. If we observe +merely our own earth, everything that we call evil and unfortunate is so +because Nature cannot provide room for everything that comes into +existence, and still less endow it with permanence. + +The finest achievement for a man of thought is to have fathomed what may +be fathomed, and quietly to revere the unfathomable. + +There are two things of which a man cannot be careful enough: of +obstinacy, if he confines himself to his own line of thought; of +incompetency, if he goes beyond it. + +The century advances; but every individual begins anew. + +What friends do with us and for us is a real part of our life; for it +strengthens and advances our personality. The assault of our enemies is +not part of our life; it is only part of our experience; we throw it off +and guard ourselves against it as against frost, storm, rain, hail or +any other of the external evils which may be expected to happen. + +A man cannot live with every one, and therefore he cannot live for every +one. To see this truth aright is to place a high value upon one's +friends, and not to hate or persecute one's enemies. Nay, there is +hardly any greater advantage for a man to gain than to find out, if he +can, the merits of his opponents: it gives him a decided ascendency over +them. + +Every one knows how to value what he has attained in life; most of all +the man who thinks and reflects in his old age. He has a comfortable +feeling that it is something of which no one can rob him. + +The best metempsychosis is for us to appear again in others. + +It is very seldom that we satisfy ourselves; all the more consoling is +it to have satisfied others. + +We look back upon our life only as on a thing of broken pieces, because +our misses and failures are always the first to strike us, and outweigh +in our imagination what we have done and attained. + +Nature! We are surrounded by her and locked in her clasp--powerless to +leave her, and powerless to come closer to her. Unasked and unwarned she +takes us up into the whirl of her dance, and hurries on with us till we +are weary and fall from her arms. + +We live in the midst of her and are strangers. She speaks to us +unceasingly and betrays not her secret. + +We are always influencing her and yet can do her no violence. + +Individuality seems to be all her aim, and she cares naught for +individuals. She is always building and always destroying, and her +work-shop is not to be approached. + +Nature lives in her children only, and the mother, where is she? She is +the sole artist--out of the simplest materials the greatest diversity; +attaining, with no trace of effort, the finest perfection, the closest +precision, always softly veiled. Each of her works has an essence of its +own; every shape that she takes is in idea utterly isolated; and yet all +forms one. + +She plays a drama; whether she sees it herself, we know not; and yet she +plays it for us who stand but a little way off. + +She has thought, and she ponders unceasingly; not as a man, but as +Nature. The meaning of the whole she keeps to herself, and no one can +learn it of her. + +She rejoices in illusion. If a man destroys this in himself and others, +she punishes him like the hardest tyrant. If he follows her in +confidence, she presses him to her heart as if it were her child. + +Her children are numberless. To no one of them is she altogether +niggardly; but she has her favorites, on whom she lavishes much, and for +whom she makes many a sacrifice. Over the great she has spread the +shield of her protection. + +She spurts forth her creatures out of nothing, and tells them not whence +they come and whither they go. They have only to go their way; she knows +the path. + +The drama she plays is always new, because she is always bringing new +spectators. Life is her fairest invention, and Death is her device for +having life in abundance. + +She envelops man in darkness, and urges him constantly to the light. She +makes him dependent on the earth, heavy and sluggish, and always rouses +him up afresh. + +She creates wants, because she loves movement. How marvelous that she +gains it all so easily! Every want is a benefit, soon satisfied, soon +growing again. If she gives more, it is a new source of desire; but the +balance quickly rights itself. + +She lets every child work at her, every fool judge of her, and thousands +pass her by and see nothing; and she has her joy in them all, and in +them all finds her account. + +Man obeys her laws even in opposing them; he works with her even when he +wants to work against her. + +Speech or language she has none; but she creates tongues and hearts +through which she feels and speaks. + +Her crown is Love. Only through Love can we come near her. She puts +gulfs between all things, and all things strive to be interfused. She +isolates everything, that she may draw everything together. With a few +draughts from the cup of Love she repays for a life full of trouble. + +She is all things. She rewards herself and punishes herself; and in +herself rejoices and is distressed. She is rough and gentle, loving and +terrible, powerless and almighty. In her everything is always present. +Past or Future she knows not. The present is her Eternity. She is kind. +I praise her with all her works. She is wise and still. No one can force +her to explain herself, or frighten her into a gift that she does not +give willingly. She is crafty, but for a good end; and it is best not to +notice her cunning. + +She is whole, and yet never finished. As she works now, so can she work +forever. + +She has placed me in this world; she will also lead me out of it. I +trust myself to her. She may do with me as she pleases. She will not +hate her work. I did not speak of her. No! what is true and what is +false, she has spoken it all. Everything is her fault, everything is her +merit. + + + +ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATIONS WITH GOETHE[6] + +(Extracts from the Author's Preface.) TRANSLATED BY JOHN OXENFORD + +This collection of Conversations with Goethe took its rise chiefly from +an impulse, natural to my mind, to appropriate to myself by writing any +part of my experience which strikes me as valuable or remarkable. + +Moreover, I felt constantly the need of instruction, not only when I +first met with that extraordinary man, but also after I had lived with +him for years; and I loved to seize on the import of his words, and to +note it down, that I might possess them for the rest of my life. + +When I think how rich and full were the communications by which he made +me so happy for a period of nine years, and now observe how small a part +I have retained in writing, I seem to myself like a child who, +endeavoring to catch the refreshing spring shower with open hands, finds +that the greater part of it runs through his fingers. + + * * * * * + +I think that these conversations not only contain many valuable +explanations and instructions on science, art, and practical life, but +that these sketches of Goethe, taken directly from life, will be +especially serviceable in completing the portrait which each reader may +have formed of Goethe from his manifold works. + +Still, I am far from imagining that the whole internal Goethe is here +adequately portrayed. We may, with propriety, compare this extraordinary +mind and man to a many-sided diamond, which in each direction shines +with a different hue. And as, under different circumstances and with +different persons, he became another being, so I, too, can only say, in +a very modest sense, this is _my_ Goethe. + + * * * * * + +[Illustration: GOETHE'S STUDY] + +My relation to him was peculiar, and of a very intimate kind: it was +that of the scholar to the master; of the son to the father; of the poor +in culture to the rich in culture. He drew me into his own circle, and +let me participate in the mental and bodily enjoyments of a higher state +of existence. Sometimes I saw him but once a week, when I visited him in +the evening; sometimes every day, when I had the happiness to dine with +him either alone or in company. His conversation was as varied as his +works. He was always the same, and always different. Now he was occupied +by some great idea, and his words flowed forth rich and inexhaustible; +they were often like a garden in spring where all is in blossom, and +where one is so dazzled by the general brilliancy that one does not +think of gathering a nosegay. At other times, on the contrary, he was +taciturn and laconic, as if a cloud pressed upon his soul; nay, there +were days when it seemed as if he were filled with icy coldness, and a +keen wind was sweeping over plains of frost and snow. When one saw him +again he was again like a smiling summer's day, when all the warblers of +the wood joyously greet us from hedges and bushes, when the cuckoo's +voice resounds through the blue sky, and the brook ripples through +flowery meadows. Then it was a pleasure to hear him; his presence then +had a beneficial influence, and the heart expanded at his words. + +Winter and summer, age and youth, seemed with him to be engaged in a +perpetual strife and change; nevertheless, it was admirable in him, when +from seventy to eighty years old, that youth always recovered the +ascendancy; those autumnal and wintry days I have indicated were only +rare exceptions. + +His self-control was great--nay, it formed a prominent peculiarity in +his character. It was akin to that lofty deliberation (_Besonnenheit_) +through which he always succeeded in mastering his material, and giving +his single works that artistical finish which we admire in them. Through +the same quality he was often concise and circumspect, not only in many +of his writings, but also in his oral expressions. When, however, in +happy moments, a more powerful demon[7] was active within him, and that +self-control abandoned him, his discourse rolled forth with youthful +impetuosity, like a mountain cataract. In such moments he expressed what +was best and greatest in his abundant nature, and such moments are to be +understood when his earlier friends say of him, that his spoken words +were better than those which he wrote and printed. Thus Marmontel said +of Diderot, that whoever knew him from his writings only knew him but +half; but that as soon as he became animated in actual conversation he +was incomparable, and irresistibly carried his hearers along. + + * * * * * + +1823 + +_Weimar, June 10.[8]--I arrived here a few days ago, but did not see +Goethe till today. He received me with great cordiality; and the +impression he made on me was such, that I consider this day as one of +the happiest in my life. + +Yesterday, when I called to inquire, he fixed today at twelve o'clock as +the time when he would be glad to see me. I went at the appointed time, +and found a servant waiting for me, preparing to conduct me to him. + +The interior of the house made a very pleasant impression upon me; +without being showy, everything was extremely simple and noble; even the +casts from antique statues, placed upon the stairs, indicated Goethe's +especial partiality for plastic art, and for Grecian antiquity. I saw +several ladies moving busily about in the lower part of the house, and +one of Ottilie's beautiful boys, who came familiarly up to me, and +looked fixedly in my face. + +After I had cast a glance around, I ascended the stairs, with the very +talkative servant, to the first floor. + +He opened a room, on the threshold of which the motto _Salve_ was +stepped over as a good omen of a friendly welcome. He led me through +this apartment and opened another, somewhat more spacious, where he +requested me to wait, while he went to announce me to his master. The +air here was most cool and refreshing; on the floor was spread a carpet; +the room was furnished with a crimson sofa and chairs, which gave a +cheerful aspect; on one side stood a piano; and the walls were adorned +with many pictures and drawings, of various sorts and sizes. + +Through an open door opposite, one looked into a farther room, also hung +with pictures, through which the servant had gone to announce me. + +It was not long before Goethe came in, dressed in a blue frock-coat, and +with shoes. What a sublime form! The impression upon me was surprising. +But he soon dispelled all uneasiness by the kindest words. We sat down +on the sofa. I felt in a happy perplexity, through his look and his +presence, and could say little or nothing. + +He began by speaking of my manuscript. "I have just come from _you_," +said he; "I have been reading your writing all the morning; it needs no +recommendation--it recommends itself." He praised the clearness of the +style, the flow of the thought, and the peculiarity that all rested on a +solid basis and had been thoroughly considered. "I will soon forward +it," said he; "today I shall write to Cotta by post, and send him the +parcel tomorrow." I thanked him with words and looks. + +We then talked of my proposed excursion. I told him that my design was +to go into the Rhineland, where I intended to stay at a suitable place, +and write something new. First, however, I would go to Jena, and there +await Herr von Cotta's answer. + +Goethe asked whether I had acquaintance in Jena. I replied that I hoped +to come in contact with Herr von Knebel; on which he promised me a +letter which would insure me a more favorable reception. "And, indeed," +said he, "while you are in Jena, we shall be near neighbors, and can see +or write to one another as often as we please." We sat a long while +together, in a tranquil, affectionate mood. I was close to him; I forgot +to speak for looking at him--I could not look enough. His face is so +powerful and brown! full of wrinkles, and each wrinkle full of +expression! And everywhere there is such nobleness and firmness, such +repose and greatness! He spoke in a slow, composed manner, such as you +would expect from an aged monarch. You perceive by his air that he +reposes upon himself, and is elevated far above both praise and blame. I +was extremely happy near him; I felt becalmed like one who, after many +toils and tedious expectations, finally sees his dearest wishes +gratified. + +_Thursday, September_ 18.--"The world is so great and rich, and life so +full of variety, that you can never want occasions for poems. But they +must all be occasional[9] poems; that is to say, reality must give both +impulse and material for their production. A particular case becomes +universal and poetic by the very circumstance that it is treated by a +poet. All my poems are occasional poems, suggested by real life, and +having therein a firm foundation. I attach no value to poems snatched +out of the air. + +"Let no one say that reality wants poetical interest; for in this the +poet proves his vocation, that he has the art to win from a common +subject an interesting side. Reality must give the motive, the points to +be expressed, the kernel, as I may say; but to work out of it a +beautiful, animated whole, belongs to the poet. You know Fürnstein, +called the Poet of Nature; he has written the prettiest poem possible, +on the cultivation of hops. + +"I have now proposed to him to make songs for the different crafts of +working-men, particularly a weaver's song, and I am sure he will do it +well, for he has lived among such people from his youth; he understands +the subject thoroughly, and is therefore master of his material. That is +exactly the advantage of small works; you need only choose those +subjects of which you are master. With a great poem, this cannot be: no +part can be evaded; all which belongs to the animation of the whole, and +is interwoven into the plan, must be represented with precision. In +youth, however, the knowledge of things is only one-sided. A great work +requires many-sidedness, and on that rock the young author splits." + +[Illustration: THE GARDEN AT GOETHE'S CITY HOUSE WEIMAR After a Water +Color by PETER WOLTZE] + +I told Goethe that I had contemplated writing a great poem upon the +seasons, in which I might interweave the employments and amusements of +all classes. "Here is the very case in point," replied Goethe; "you may +succeed in many parts, but fail in others which refer to what you have +not duly investigated. Perhaps you would do the fisherman well, and the +huntsman ill; and if you fail anywhere, the whole is a failure, however +good single parts may be, and you have not produced a perfect work. Give +separately the single parts to which you are equal, and you make sure of +something good. + +"I especially warn you against great inventions of your own; for then +you would try to give a view of things, and for that purpose youth is +seldom ripe. Further, character and views detach themselves as sides +from the poet's mind, and deprive him of the fulness requisite for +future productions. And, finally, how much time is lost in invention, +internal arrangement, and combination, for which nobody thanks us, even +supposing our work is happily accomplished. + +"With a _given_ material, on the other hand, all goes easier and better. +Facts and characters being provided, the poet has only the task of +animating the whole. He preserves his own fulness, for he needs to part +with but little of himself, and there is much less loss of time and +power, since he has only the trouble of execution. Indeed, I would +advise the choice of subjects which have been worked before. How many +Iphigenias have been written! yet they are all different, for each +writer considers and arranges the subject differently; namely, after his +own fashion. + +"But, for the present, you had better lay aside all great undertakings. +You have striven long enough; it is time that you should enter into the +cheerful period of life, and for the attainment of this, the working out +of small subjects is the best expedient." + +_Sunday, October_ 19.--Today, I dined for the first time with Goethe. No +one was present except Frau von Goethe, Fräulein Ulrica, and little +Walter, and thus we were all very comfortable. Goethe appeared now +solely as father of a family, helping to all the dishes, carving the +roast fowls with great dexterity, and not forgetting between whiles to +fill the glasses. We had much lively chat about the theatre, young +English people, and other topics of the day; Fräulein Ulrica was +especially lively and entertaining. Goethe was generally silent, coming +out only now and then with some pertinent remark. From time to time he +glanced at the newspaper, now and then reading us some passages, +especially about the progress of the Greeks. + +They then talked about the necessity of my learning English, and Goethe +earnestly advised me to do so, particularly on account of Lord Byron; +saying, that a character of such eminence had never existed before, and +probably would never come again. They discussed the merits of the +different teachers here, but found none with a thoroughly good +pronunciation; on which account they deemed it better to go to some +young Englishman. + +After dinner, Goethe showed me some experiments relating to his theory +of colors. The subject was, however, new to me; I neither understood +the phenomena, nor what he said about them. Nevertheless, I hoped that +the future would afford me leisure and opportunity to initiate myself a +little into this science. + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, November_ 13.--Some days ago, as I was walking one fine +afternoon towards Erfurt, I was joined by an elderly man, whom I +supposed, from his appearance, to be an opulent citizen. We had not +talked together long, before the conversation turned upon Goethe. I +asked him whether he knew Goethe. "Know him?" said he, with some +delight; "I was his valet almost twenty years!" He then launched into +the praises of his former master. I begged to hear something of Goethe's +youth, and he gladly consented to gratify me. + +"When I first lived with him," said he, "he might have been about +twenty-seven years old; he was thin, nimble, and elegant in his person. +I could easily have carried him in my arms." + +I asked whether Goethe, in that early part of his life here, had not +been very gay. "Certainly," replied he; "he was always gay with the gay, +but never when they passed a certain limit; in that case he usually +became grave. Always working and seeking; his mind always bent on art +and science; that was generally the way with my master. The duke often +visited him in the evening, and then they often talked on learned topics +till late at night, so that I got extremely tired, and wondered when the +duke would go. Even then he was interested in natural science. + +"One time he rang in the middle of the night, and when I entered his +room I found he had rolled his iron bed to the window, and was lying +there, looking out upon the heavens. 'Have you seen nothing in the sky?' +asked he; and when I answered in the negative, he bade me run to the +guard-house, and ask the man on duty if he had seen nothing. I went +there; the guard said he had seen nothing, and I returned with this +answer to my master, who was still in the same position, lying in his +bed, and gazing upon the sky. 'Listen,' said he to me; 'this is an +important moment; there is now an earthquake, or one is just going to +take place;' then he made me sit down on the bed, and showed me by what +signs he knew this." + +I asked the good old man "what sort of weather it was." "It was very +cloudy," he replied; "no air stirring; very still and sultry." + +I asked if he at once believed there was an earthquake on Goethe's word. + +"Yes," said he, "I believed it, for things always happened as he said +they would. Next day he related his observations at court, when a lady +whispered to her neighbor, 'Only listen, Goethe is dreaming.' But the +duke, and all the men present, believed Goethe, and the correctness of +his observations was soon confirmed; for, in a few weeks, the news came +that a part of Messina, on that night, had been destroyed by an +earthquake." + +_Friday, November_ 14.--Towards evening Goethe sent me an invitation to +call upon him. Humboldt, he said, was at court, and therefore I should +be all the more welcome. I found him, as I did some days ago, sitting in +his armchair; he gave me a friendly shake of the hand, and spoke to me +with heavenly mildness. The chancellor soon joined us. We sat near +Goethe, and carried on a light conversation, that he might only have to +listen. The physician, Counsellor Rehbein, soon came also. To use his +own expression, he found Goethe's pulse quite lively and easy. At this +we were highly pleased, and joked with Goethe on the subject. "If I +could only get rid of the pain in my left side!" he said. Rehbein +prescribed a plaster there; we talked on the good effect of such a +remedy, and Goethe consented to it. Rehbein turned the conversation to +Marienbad, and this appeared to awaken pleasant reminiscences in Goethe. +Arrangements were made to go there again, it was said that the great +duke would join the party, and these prospects put Goethe in the most +cheerful mood. They also talked about Madame Szymanowska, and mentioned +the time when she was here, and all the men were solicitous for her +favor. + +When Rehbein was gone, the chancellor read the Indian poems, and Goethe, +in the meanwhile, talked to me about the Marienbad Elegy. + +At eight o'clock, the chancellor went, and I was going, too, but Goethe +bade me stop a little, and I sat down. The conversation turned on the +stage, and the fact that _Wallenstein_ was to be done tomorrow. This +gave occasion to talk about Schiller. + +"I have," said I, "a peculiar feeling towards Schiller. Some scenes of +his great dramas I read with genuine love and admiration; but presently +I meet with something which violates the truth of nature, and I can go +no further. I feel this even in reading _Wallenstein_. I cannot but +think that Schiller's turn for philosophy injured his poetry, because +this led him to consider the idea far higher than all nature; indeed, +thus to annihilate nature. What he could conceive must happen, whether +it were in conformity with nature or not." + +"It was sad," said Goethe, "to see how so highly gifted a man tormented +himself with philosophical disquisitions which could in no way profit +him. Humboldt has shown me letters which Schiller wrote to him in those +unblest days of speculation. There we see how he plagued himself with +the design of perfectly separating sentimental from _naive_ poetry. For +the former he could find no proper soil, and this brought him into +unspeakable perplexity." + +"As if," continued he, smiling, "sentimental poetry could exist at all +without the _naive_ ground in which, as it were, it has its root." + +"It was not Schiller's plan," continued Goethe, "to go to work with a +certain unconsciousness, and as it were instinctively; he was forced, on +the contrary, to reflect on all he did. Hence it was that he never could +leave off talking about his poetical projects, and thus he discussed +with me all his late pieces, scene after scene. + +"On the other hand, it was contrary to my nature to talk over my poetic +plans with anybody--even with Schiller. I carried everything about with +me in silence, and usually nothing was known to any one till the whole +was completed. When I showed Schiller my _Hermann and Dorothea_ +finished, he was astonished, for I had said not a syllable to him of any +such plan. + +"But I am curious to hear what you will say of _Wallenstein_ tomorrow. +You will see noble forms, and the piece will make an impression on you +such as you probably do not dream of." + +_Saturday, November_ 15.--In the evening I was in the theatre, where I +for the first time saw _Wallenstein_. Goethe had not said too much; the +impression was great, and stirred my inmost soul. The actors, who had +almost all belonged to the time when they were under the personal +influence of Schiller and Goethe, gave an ensemble of significant +personages, such as on a mere reading were not presented to my +imagination with all their individuality. On this account the piece had +an extraordinary effect upon me, and I could not get it out of my head +the whole night. + +_Sunday, November 16_.--In the evening at Goethe's; he was still sitting +in his elbow-chair, and seemed rather weak. His first question was about +_Wallenstein_. I gave him an account of the impression the piece had +made upon me as represented on the stage, and he heard me with visible +satisfaction. + +M. Soret came in, led in by Frau von Goethe, and remained about an hour. +He brought from the duke some gold medals, and by showing and talking +about these seemed to entertain Goethe very pleasantly. + +Frau von Goethe and M. Soret went to court, and I was left alone with +Goethe. + +Remembering his promise to show me again his Marienbad Elegy at a +fitting opportunity, Goethe arose, put a light on the table, and gave +me the poem. I was delighted to have it once more before me. He quietly +seated himself again, and left me to an undisturbed perusal of the +piece. + +After I had been reading a while, I turned to say something to him, but +he seemed to be asleep. I therefore used the favorable moment, and read +the poem again and again with a rare delight. The most youthful glow of +love, tempered by the moral elevation of the mind, seemed to me its +pervading characteristic. Then I thought that the feelings were more +strongly expressed than we are accustomed to find in Goethe's other +poems, and imputed this to the influence of Byron--which Goethe did not +deny. + +"You see the product of a highly impassioned mood," said he. "While I +was in it I would not for the world have been without it, and now I +would not for any consideration fall into it again. + +"I wrote that poem immediately after leaving Marienbad, while the +feeling of all I had experienced there was fresh. At eight in the +morning, when we stopped at the first stage, I wrote down the first +strophe; and thus I went on composing in the carriage, and writing down +at every stage what I had just composed in my head, so that by the +evening the whole was on paper. Thence it has a certain directness, and +is, as I may say, poured out at once, which may be an advantage to it as +a whole." + +"It is," said I, "quite peculiar in its kind, and recalls no other poem +of yours." + +"That," said he, I "may be, because I staked upon the present moment as +a man stakes a considerable sum upon a card, and sought to enhance its +value as much as I could without exaggeration." + +These words struck me as very important, inasmuch as they threw a light +on Goethe's method so as to explain that many-sidedness which has +excited so much admiration. + +1824 + +_Friday, January 2._--Dined at Goethe's, and enjoyed some cheerful +conversation. Mention was made of a young beauty belonging to the Weimar +society, when one of the guests remarked that he was on the point of +falling in love with her, although her understanding could not exactly +be called brilliant. + +"Pshaw," said Goethe, laughing, "as if love had anything to do with the +understanding. The things that we love in a young lady are something +very different from the understanding. We love in her beauty, +youthfulness, playfulness, trustingness, her character, her faults, her +caprices, and God knows what _'je ne sais quoi'_ besides; but we do not +_love_ her understanding. We respect her understanding when it is +brilliant, and by it the worth of a girl can be infinitely enhanced in +our eyes. Understanding may also serve to fix our affections when we +already love; but the understanding is not that which is capable of +firing our hearts, and awakening a passion." + +We found much that was true and convincing in Goethe's words, and were +very willing to consider the subject in that light. After dinner, and +when the rest of the party had departed, I remained sitting with Goethe, +and conversed with him on various interesting topics. + +We discoursed upon English literature, on the greatness of Shakespeare, +and on the unfavorable position held by all English dramatic authors who +had appeared after that poetical giant. + +"A dramatic talent of any importance," said Goethe, "could not forbear +to notice Shakespeare's works, nay, could not forbear to study them. +Having studied them, he must be aware that Shakespeare has already +exhausted the whole of human nature in all its tendencies, in all its +heights and depths, and that, in fact, there remains for him, the +aftercomer, nothing more to do. And how could one get courage only to +put pen to paper, if one were conscious in an earnest, appreciating +spirit, that such unfathomable and unattainable excellences were +already in existence! + +"It fared better with me fifty years ago in my own dear Germany. I could +soon come to an end with all that then existed; it could not long awe +me, or occupy my attention. I soon left behind me German literature, and +the study of it, and turned my thoughts to life and to production. So on +and on I went in my own natural development, and on and on I fashioned +the productions of epoch after epoch. And at every step of life and +development, my standard of excellence was not much higher than what at +such step I was able to attain. But had I been born an Englishman, and +had all those numerous masterpieces been brought before me in all their +power, at my first dawn of youthful consciousness, they would have +overpowered me, and I should not have known what to do. I could not have +gone on with such fresh light-heartedness, but should have had to +bethink myself, and look about for a long time, to find some new +outlet." + +I turned the conversation back to Shakespeare. "When one, to some +degree, disengages him from English literature," said I, "and considers +him transformed into a German, one cannot fail to look upon his gigantic +greatness as a miracle. But if one seeks him in his home, transplants +oneself to the soil of his country, and to the atmosphere of the century +in which he lived; further, if one studies his contemporaries, and his +immediate successors, and inhales the force wafted to us from Ben +Jonson, Massinger, Marlowe, and Beaumont and Fletcher, Shakespeare +still, indeed, appears a being of the most exalted magnitude; but still, +one arrives at the conviction that many of the wonders of his genius +are, in some measure, accessible, and that much is due to the powerfully +productive atmosphere of his age and time." + +"You are perfectly right," returned Goethe. "It is with Shakespeare as +with the mountains of Switzerland. Transplant Mont Blanc at once into +the large plain of Lüneburg Heath, and we should find no words to +express our wonder at its magnitude. Seek it, however, in its gigantic +home, go to it over its immense neighbors, the Jungfrau, the +Finsteraarhorn, the Eiger, the Wetterhorn, St. Gotthard, and Monte Rosa; +Mont Blanc will, indeed, still remain a giant, but it will no longer +produce in us such amazement." + +"Besides, let him who will not believe," continued Goethe, "that much of +Shakespeare's greatness appertains to his great vigorous time, only ask +himself the question, whether a phenomenon so astounding would be +possible in the present England of 1824, in these evil days of +criticising and hair-splitting journals?" + +"That undisturbed, innocent, somnambulatory production, by which alone +anything great can thrive, is no longer possible. Our talents at present +lie before the public. The daily criticisms which appear in fifty +different places, and the gossip that is caused by them amongst the +public, prevent the appearance of any sound production. In the present +day, he who does not keep aloof from all this, and isolate himself by +main force, is lost. Through the bad, chiefly negative, æsthetical and +critical tone of the journals, a sort of half culture finds its way into +the masses; but to productive talent it is a noxious mist, a dropping +poison, which destroys the tree of creative power, from the ornamental +green leaves, to the deepest pith and the most hidden fibres. + +"And then how tame and weak has life itself become during the last two +shabby centuries. Where do we now meet an original nature? and where is +the man who has the strength to be true, and to show himself as he is? +This, however, affects the poet, who must find all within himself, while +he is left in the lurch by all without." + +The conversation now turned on _Werthe_. "That," said Goethe, "is a +creation which I, like the pelican, fed with the blood of my own heart. +It contains so much from the innermost recesses of my breast--so much +feeling and thought, that it might easily be spread into a novel of ten +such volumes. Besides, as I have often said, I have only read the book +once since its appearance, and have taken good care not to read it +again. It is a mass of congreve-rockets. I am uncomfortable when I look +at it; and I dread lest I should once more experience the peculiar +mental state from which it was produced." + +I reminded him of his conversation with Napoleon, of which I knew by the +sketch amongst his unpublished papers, which I had repeatedly urged him +to give more in detail. "Napoleon," said I, "pointed out to you a +passage in _Werther_, which, it appeared to him, would not stand a +strict examination; and this you allowed. I should much like to know +what passage he meant." + +"Guess!" said Goethe, with a mysterious smile. + +"Now," said I, "I almost think it is where Charlotte sends the pistols +to Werther, without saying a word to Albert, and without imparting to +him her misgivings and apprehensions. You have given yourself great +trouble to find a motive for this silence, but it does not appear to +hold good against the urgent necessity where the life of the friend was +at stake." + +"Your remark," returned Goethe, "is really not bad; but I do not think +it right to reveal whether Napoleon meant this passage or another. +However, be that as it may, your observation is quite as correct as +his." + +I asked the question, whether the great effect produced by the +appearance of _Werther_ was really to be attributed to the period. "I +cannot," said I, "reconcile to myself this view, though it is so +extensively spread. _Werther_ made an epoch because it appeared--not +because it appeared at a certain time. There is in every period so much +unexpressed sorrow--so much secret discontent and disgust for life, and, +in single individuals, there are so many disagreements with the +world--so many conflicts between their natures and civil regulations, +that _Werther_ would make an epoch even if it appeared today for the +first time." + +"You are quite right," said Goethe; "it is on that account that the book +to this day influences youth of a certain age, as it did formerly. It +was scarcely necessary for me to deduce my own youthful dejection from +the general influence of my time, and from the reading of a few English +authors. Rather was it owing to individual and immediate circumstances +which touched me to the quick, and gave me a great deal of trouble, and +indeed brought me into that frame of mind which produced _Werther_. I +had lived, loved, and suffered much--that was it." + +"On considering more closely the much-talked-of _Werther_ period, we +discover that it does not belong to the course of universal culture, but +to the career of life in every individual, who, with an innate free +natural instinct, must accommodate himself to the narrow limits of an +antiquated world. Obstructed fortune, restrained activity, unfulfilled +wishes, are not the calamities of any particular time, but those of +every individual man; and it would be bad, indeed, if every one had not, +once in his life, known a time when Werther seemed as if it had been +written for him alone." + +_Sunday, January_ 4.--Today, after dinner, Goethe went through a +portfolio, containing some works of Raphael, with me. He often busies +himself with Raphael, in order to keep up a constant intercourse with +that which is best, and to accustom himself to muse upon the thoughts of +a great man. At the same time, it gives him pleasure to introduce me to +such things. + +We afterwards spoke about the _Divan_[10]--especially about the "book of +ill-humor," in which much is poured forth that he carried in his heart +against his enemies. + +"If I have, however," continued he, "been very moderate: if I had +uttered all that vexed me or gave me trouble, the few pages would soon +have swelled to a volume. + +"People were never thoroughly contented with me, but always wished me +otherwise than it has pleased God to make me. They were also seldom +contented with my productions. When I had long exerted my whole soul to +favor the world with a new work, it still desired that I should thank it +into the bargain for considering the work endurable. If any one praised +me, I was not allowed, in self-congratulation, to receive it as a +well-merited tribute; but people expected from me some modest +expression, humbly setting forth the total unworthiness of my person and +my work. However, my nature opposed this; and I should have been a +miserable hypocrite, if I had so tried to lie and dissemble. Since I was +strong enough to show myself in my whole truth, just as I felt, I was +deemed proud, and am considered so to the present day. + +"In religious, scientific, and political matters, I generally brought +trouble upon myself, because I was no hypocrite, and had the courage to +express what I felt. + +"I believed in God and in Nature, and in the triumphs of good over evil; +but this was not enough for pious souls; I was also required to believe +other points, which were opposed to the feeling of my soul for truth; +besides, I did not see that these would be of the slightest service to +me. + +"It was also prejudicial to me that I discovered Newton's theory of +light and color to be an error, and that I had the courage to contradict +the universal creed. I discovered light in its purity and truth, and I +considered it my duty to fight for it. The opposite party, however, did +their utmost to darken the light; for they maintained that _shade is a +part of light_. It sounds absurd when I express it; but so it is: for +they said that _colors_, which are shadow and the result of shade, _are +light itself_, or, which amounts to the same thing, _are the beams of +light, broken now in one way, now in another_." + +Goethe was silent, whilst an ironical smile spread over his expressive +countenance. He continued-- + +"And now for political matters. What trouble I have taken, and what I +have suffered, on that account, I cannot tell you. Do you know my +'Aufgeregten?'"[11] + +"Yesterday, for the first time," returned I, "I read the piece, in +consequence of the new edition of your works; and I regret from my heart +that it remains unfinished. But, even as it is, every right-thinking +person must coincide with your sentiments." + +"I wrote it at the time of the French Revolution," continued Goethe, +"and it may be regarded, in some measure, as my political confession of +faith at that time. I have taken the countess as a type of the nobility; +and, with the words which I put into her mouth, I have expressed how the +nobility really ought to think. The countess has just returned from +Paris; she has there been an eye-witness of the revolutionary events, +and has drawn, therefore, for herself, no bad doctrine. She has +convinced herself that the people may be ruled, but not oppressed, and +that the revolutionary outbreaks of the lower classes are the +consequence of the injustice of the higher classes. 'I will for the +future,' says she, 'strenuously avoid every action that appears to me +unjust, and will, both in society and at court, loudly express my +opinion concerning such actions in others. In no case of injustice will +I be silent, even though I should be cried down as a democrat.' + +"I should have thought this sentiment perfectly respectable," continued +Goethe; "it was mine at that time, and it is so still; but as a reward +for it, I was endowed with all sorts of titles, which I do not care to +repeat." + +"One need only read _Egmont_," answered I, "to discover what you think. +I know no German piece in which the freedom of the people is more +advocated than in this." + +"Sometimes," said Goethe, "people do not like to look on me as I am, +but turn their glances from everything which could show me in my true +light. Schiller, on the contrary--who, between ourselves, was much more +of an aristocrat than I am, but who considered what he said more than +I--had the wonderful fortune to be looked upon as a particular friend of +the people. I give it up to him with all my heart, and console myself +with the thought that others before me had fared no better. + +"It is true that I could be no friend to the French Revolution; for its +horrors were too near me, and shocked me daily and hourly, whilst its +beneficial results were not then to be discovered. Neither could I be +indifferent to the fact that the Germans were endeavoring, artificially, +to bring about such scenes here, as were, in France, the consequence of +a great necessity. + +"But I was as little a friend to arbitrary rule. Indeed, I was perfectly +convinced that a great revolution is never a fault of the people, but of +the government. Revolutions are utterly impossible as long as +governments are constantly just and constantly vigilant, so that they +may anticipate them by improvements at the right time, and not hold out +until they are forced to yield by the pressure from beneath. + +"Because I hated the Revolution, the name of the '_Friend of the powers +that be_' was bestowed upon me. That is, however, a very ambiguous +title, which I would beg to decline. If the 'powers that be' were all +that is excellent, good, and just, I should have no objection to the +title; but, since with much that is good there is also much that is bad, +unjust, and imperfect, a friend of the 'powers that be' means often +little less than the friend of the obsolete and bad.[12] + +"But time is constantly progressing, and human affairs wear every fifty +years a different aspect; so that an arrangement which, in the year +1800, was perfection, may, perhaps, in the year 1850, be a defect. + +"And, furthermore, nothing is good for a nation but that which arises +from its own core and its own general wants, without apish imitation of +another; since what to one race of people, of a certain age, is a +wholesome nutriment, may perhaps prove a poison for another. All +endeavors to introduce any foreign innovation, the necessity for which +is not rooted in the core of the nation itself, are therefore foolish; +and all premeditated revolutions of the kind are I unsuccessful, _for +they are without God, who keeps aloof from such bungling_. If, however, +there exists an actual necessity for a great reform amongst a people, +God is with it, and it prospers. He was visibly with Christ and his +first adherents; for the appearance of the new doctrine of love was a +necessity to the people. He was also visibly with Luther; for the +purification of the doctrine corrupted by the priests was no less a +necessity. Neither of the great powers whom I have named was, however, a +friend of the permanent; much more were both of them convinced that the +old leaven must be got rid of, and that it would be impossible to go on +and remain in the untrue, unjust, and defective way." + +_Tuesday, January 27._--Goethe talked with me about the continuation of +his memoirs, with which he is now busy. He observed that this later +period of his life would not be narrated with such minuteness as the +youthful epoch of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_.[13] "I must," said he, "treat +this later period more in the fashion of annals: my outward actions must +appear rather than my inward life. Altogether, the most important part +of an individual's life is that of development, and mine is concluded in +the detailed volumes of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_. Afterwards begins the +conflict with the world, and that is interesting only in its results. + +"And then the life of a learned German--what is it? What may have been +really good in my case cannot be communicated, and what can be +communicated is not worth the trouble. Besides, where are the hearers +whom one could entertain with any satisfaction? + +"When I look back to the earlier and middle periods of my life, and now +in my old age think how few are left of those who were young with me, I +always think of a summer residence at a bathing-place. When you arrive, +you make acquaintance and friends of those who have already been there +some time, and who leave in a few weeks. The loss is painful. Then you +turn to the second generation, with which you live a good while, and +become most intimate. But this goes also, and leaves us alone with the +third, which comes just as we are going away, and with which we have, +properly, nothing to do. + +"I have ever been esteemed one of Fortune's chiefest favorites; nor will +I complain or find fault with the course my life has taken. Yet, truly, +there has been nothing but toil and care; and I may say that, in all my +seventy-five years, I have never had a month of genuine comfort. It has +been the perpetual rolling of a stone, which I have always had to raise +anew. My annals will render clear what I now say. The claims upon my +activity, both from within and without, were too numerous. + +"My real happiness was my poetic meditation and production. But how was +this disturbed, limited, and hindered by my external position! Had I +been able to abstain more from public business, and to live more in +solitude, I should have been happier, and should have accomplished much +more as a poet. But, soon after my _Goetz and Werther_, that saying of a +sage was verified for me--'If you do anything for the sake of the world, +it will take good care that you shall not do it a second time.' + +"A wide-spread celebrity, an elevated position in life, are good +things. But, for all my rank and celebrity, I am still obliged to be +silent as to the opinion of others, that I may not give offense. This +would be but poor sport, if by this means I had not the advantage of +learning the thoughts of others without their being able to learn mine." + + * * * * * + +Wednesday, February 25.--Today, Goethe showed me two very remarkable +poems, both highly moral in their tendency, but in their several motives +so unreservedly natural and true, that they are of the kind which the +world styles immoral. On this account he keeps them to himself, and does +not intend to publish them. + +"Could intellect and high cultivation," said he, "become the property of +all, the poet would have fair play; he could be always thoroughly true, +and would not be compelled to fear uttering his best thoughts. But, as +it is, he must always keep on a certain level; must remember that his +works will fall into the hands of a mixed society; and must, therefore, +take care lest by over-great openness he may give offense to the +majority of good men. Then Time is a strange thing. It is a whimsical +tyrant, which in every century has a different face for all that one +says and does. We cannot, with propriety, say things which were +permitted to the ancient Greeks; and the Englishmen of 1820 cannot +endure what suited the vigorous contemporaries of Shakespeare; so that, +at the present day, it is found necessary to have a Family Shakespeare." + +"Then," said I, "there is much in the form also. The one of these two +poems, which is composed in the style and metre of the ancients, would +be far less offensive than the other. Isolated parts would displease, +but the treatment throws so much grandeur and dignity over the whole, +that we seem to hear a strong ancient, and to be carried back to the age +of the Greek heroes. But the other, being in the style and metre of +Messer Ariosto, is far more hazardous. It relates an event of our day, +in the language of our day, and as it thus comes quite unveiled into +our presence, the particular features of boldness seem far more +audacious." + +"You are right," said he; "mysterious and great effects are produced by +different poetical forms. If the import of my Romish elegies were put +into the measure and style of Byron's _Don Juan_, the whole would be +found infamous." + +The French newspapers were brought. The campaign of the French in Spain +under the Duke d'Angoulême, which was just ended, had great interest for +Goethe. "I must praise the Bourbons for this measure," said he; "they +had not really gained the throne till they had gained the army, and that +is now accomplished. The soldier returns with loyalty, to his king; for +he has, from his own victories, and the discomfitures of the many-headed +Spanish host, learned the difference between obeying one and many. The +army has sustained its ancient fame, and shown that it is brave in +itself, and can conquer without Napoleon." + +Goethe then turned his thoughts backward into history, and talked much +of the Prussian army in the Seven Years' War, which, accustomed by +Frederic the Great to constant victory, grew careless, so that, in after +days, it lost many battles from over-confidence. All the minutest +details were present to his mind, and I had reason to admire his +excellent memory. + +"I had the great advantage," said he, "of being born at a time when the +greatest events which agitated the world occurred, and such have +continued to occur during my long life; so that I am a living witness of +the Seven Years' War, of the separation of America from England, of the +French Revolution, and of the whole Napoleon era, with the downfall of +that hero, and the events which followed. Thus I have attained results +and insight impossible to those who are born now and must learn all +these things from books which they will not understand. + +"What the next years will bring I cannot predict; but I fear we shall +not soon have repose. It is not given to the world to be contented; the +great are not such that there will be no abuse of power; the masses not +such that, in hope of gradual improvement, they will be contented with a +moderate condition. Could we perfect human nature, we might also expect +a perfect state of things; but, as it is, there will always be a +wavering hither and thither; one part must suffer while the other is at +ease, envy and egotism will be always at work like bad demons, and party +strife will be without end. + +"The most reasonable way is for every one to follow his own vocation to +which he has been born, and which he has learned, and to avoid hindering +others from following theirs. Let the shoemaker abide by his last, the +peasant by his plough, and let the king know how to govern; for, this is +also a business which must be learned, and with which no one should +meddle who does not understand it." + +Returning to the French papers, Goethe said: "The liberals may speak, +for when they are reasonable we like to hear them; but with the +royalists, who have the executive power in their hands, talking comes +amiss--they should act. They may march troops, and behead and hang--that +is all right; but attacking opinions, and justifying their measures in +public prints, does not become them. If there were a public of kings, +they might talk. + +"For myself," he continued, "I have always been a royalist. I have let +others babble, and have done as I saw fit. I understood my course, and +knew my own object. If I committed a fault as a single individual, I +could make it good again; but if I committed it jointly with three or +four others, it would be impossible to make it good, for among many +there are many opinions." + +Goethe was in excellent spirits today. He showed me Frau von Spiegel's +album, in which he had written some very beautiful verses. A place had +been left open for him for two years, and he rejoiced at having been +able to perform at last an old promise. After I had read the "Poem to +Frau von Spiegel," I turned over the leaves of the book, in which I +found many distinguished names. On the very next page was a poem by +Tiedge, written in the very spirit and style of his _Urania_. "In a +saucy mood," said Goethe, "I was on the point of writing some verses +beneath those; but I am glad I did not. It would not have been the first +time that, by rash expressions, I had repelled good people, and spoiled +the effect of my best works. + +"However," continued Goethe, "I have had to endure not a little from +Tiedge's _Urania_; for, at one time, nothing was sung and nothing was +declaimed but this same Urania. Wherever you went, you found _Urania_ on +the table. _Urania_ and immortality were the topics of every +conversation. I would by no means dispense with the happiness of +believing in a future existence, and, indeed, would say, with Lorenzo +de' Medici, that those are dead even for this life who hope for no +other. But such incomprehensible matters lie too far off to be a theme +of daily meditation and thought-distracting speculation. Let him who +believes in immortality enjoy his happiness in silence, he has no reason +to give himself airs about it. The occasion of Tiedge's _Urania_ led me +to observe that piety, like nobility, has its aristocracy. I met stupid +women, who plumed themselves on believing, with Tiedge, in immortality, +and I was forced to bear much dark examination on this point. They were +vexed by my saying I should be well pleased if, after the close of this +life, we were blessed with another, only I hoped I should hereafter meet +none of those who had believed in it here. For how should I be +tormented! The pious would throng around me, and say, 'Were we not +right? Did we not predict it? Has not it happened just as we said?' And +so there would be ennui without end, even in the other world. + +"This occupation with the ideas of immortality," he continued, "is for +people of rank, and especially ladies, who have nothing to do. But an +able man, who has some thing regular to do here, and must toil and +struggle and produce day by day, leaves the future world to itself, and +is active and useful in this. Thoughts about immortality are also good +for those who have not been very successful here; and I would wager +that, if the good Tiedge had enjoyed a better lot, he would also have +had better thoughts." + + * * * * * + +_Tuesday, November 9_.--I passed this evening with Goethe. We talked of +Klopstock and Herder; and I liked to listen to him, as he explained to +me the merits of those men. + +"Without those powerful precursors," said Goethe, "our literature could +not have become what it now is. When they appeared, they were before +their age, and were obliged, as it were, to drag it after them; but now +the age has far outrun them, and they who were once so necessary and +important have now ceased to be _means to an end_. A young man who would +take Klopstock and Herder for his teachers nowadays would be far +behindhand." + +We talked over Klopstock's _Messiah_ and his Odes, touching on their +merits and their defects. We agreed that he had no faculty for observing +and apprehending the visible world, or for drawing characters; and that +he therefore wanted the qualities most essential to the epic and +dramatic poet, or, perhaps it might be said, to the poet generally. + +"An ode occurs to me," said Goethe, "where he makes the German Muse run +a race with the British; and, indeed, when one thinks what a picture it +is, where the two girls run one against the other, throwing about their +legs and kicking up the dust, one must assume that the good Klopstock +did not really have before his eyes such pictures as he wrote, else he +could not possibly have made such mistakes." + +I asked how he had felt towards Klopstock in his youth. "I venerated +him," said Goethe, "with the devotion which was peculiar to me; I looked +upon him as my uncle. I revered whatever he had done, and never thought +of reflecting upon it, or finding fault with it. I let his fine +qualities work upon me; for the rest, I went my own way." + +We came back to Herder, and I asked Goethe which of his works he +thought the best. "_His Idea for the History of Mankind" (Ideen zur +Geschichte der Menschheit)_, replied Goethe, "are undoubtedly the best. +In after days, he took the negative side, and was not so agreeable." + +"Considering the great weight of Herder," said I, "I cannot understand +how he had so little judgment on some subjects. For instance, I cannot +forgive him, especially at that period of German literature, for sending +back the manuscript of _Goetz von Berlichingen_ without any praise of +its merits, and with taunting remarks. He must have utterly wanted +organs to perceive some objects." + +"Yes, Herder was unfortunate in this respect," replied Goethe; "nay," +added he, with vivacity, "if his spirit were present at this +conversation, it would not understand us." + +"On the other hand," said I, "I must praise Merck, who urged you to +print _Goetz_." + +"He was indeed an odd but important man," said Goethe. "'Print the +thing,' quoth he, 'it is worth nothing, but print it.' He did not wish +me to make any alteration in it, and he was right; for it would have +been different, but not better." + +_Wednesday, November 24_.--I went to see Goethe this evening, before +going to the theatre, and found him very well and cheerful. He inquired +about the young Englishmen who are here. I told him that I proposed +reading with Mr. Doolan a German translation of Plutarch. This led the +conversation to Roman and Grecian history; and Goethe expressed himself +as follows: + +"The Roman history," said he, "is no longer suited to us. We have become +too humane for the triumphs of Cæsar not to be repugnant to our +feelings. Neither are we much charmed by the history of Greece. When +this people turns against a foreign foe, it is, indeed, great and +glorious; but the division of the states, and their eternal wars with +one another, where Greek fights against Greek, are insufferable. +Besides, the history of our own time is thoroughly great and important; +the battles of Leipsic and Waterloo stand out with such prominence that +that of Marathon and others like it are gradually eclipsed. Neither are +our individual heroes inferior to theirs; the French Marshals, Blücher, +and Wellington, vie with any of the heroes of antiquity." + +We then talked of the late French literature, and the daily increasing +interest in German works manifested by the French. + +"The French," said Goethe, "do well to study and translate our writers; +for, limited as they are both in form and motives, they can only look +without for means. We Germans may be reproached for a certain +formlessness; but in matter we are their superiors. The theatrical +productions of Kotzebue and Iffland are so rich in motives that they may +pluck them a long time before all is used up. But, especially, our +philosophical Ideality is welcome to them; for every Ideal is +serviceable to revolutionary aims. + +"The French have understanding and _esprit_, but neither a solid basis +nor piety. What serves the moment, what helps his party, seems right to +the Frenchman. Hence they praise us, never from an acknowledgment of our +merits, but only when they can strengthen their party by our views." + +We then talked about our own literature, and of the obstacles in the way +of some of our latest young poets. + +"The majority of our young poets," said Goethe, "have no fault but this, +that their subjectivity is not important, and that they cannot find +matter in the objective. At best, they only find a material, which is +similar to themselves, which corresponds to their own subjectivity; but +as for taking the material on its own account, when it is repugnant to +the subjectivity, merely because it is poetical, such a thing is never +thought of. + +"Still, as I have said, if we only had important personages, formed by +great studies and situations in life, it might still go well with us, +at least as far as our young lyric poets are concerned." + +1825 + +_Monday, January 10._--Goethe, consistently with his great interest for +the English, has desired me to introduce to him the young Englishmen who +are here at present. + +After we had waited a few minutes, Goethe came in, and greeted us +cordially. He said to Mr. H., "I presume I may address you in German, as +I hear you are already well versed in our language." Mr. H. answered +with a few polite words, and Goethe requested us to be seated. + +Mr. H.'s manners and appearance must have made a good impression on +Goethe; for his sweetness and mild serenity were manifested towards the +stranger in their real beauty. "You did well," said he "to come hither +to learn German; for here you will quickly and easily acquire, not only +a knowledge of the language, but also of the elements on which it rests, +our soil, climate, mode of life, manners, social habits, and +constitution, and carry it away with you to England." + +Mr. H. replied, "The interest taken in the German language is now great, +so that there is now scarcely a young Englishman of good family who does +not learn German." + +"We Germans," said Goethe, good-humoredly, "have, however, been half a +century before your nation in this respect. For fifty years I have been +busy with the English language and literature; so that I am well +acquainted with your writers, your ways of living, and the +administration of your country. If I went over to England, I should be +no stranger there. + +"But, as I said before, your young men do well to come to us and learn +our language; for, not only does our literature merit attention on its +own account, but no one can deny that he who now knows German well can +dispense with many other languages. Of the French, I do not speak; it is +the language of conversation, and is indispensable in traveling, +because everybody understands it, and in all countries we can get on +with it instead of a good interpreter. But as for Greek, Latin, Italian, +and Spanish, we can read the best works of those nations in such +excellent German translations, that, unless we have some particular +object in view, we need not spend much time upon the toilsome study of +those languages. It is in the German nature duly to honor, after its +kind, everything produced by other nations, and to accommodate itself to +foreign peculiarities. This, with the great flexibility of our language, +makes German translations thoroughly faithful and complete. And it is +not to be denied that, in general, you get on very far with a good +translation. Frederick the Great did not know Latin, but he read Cicero +in the French translation with as much profit as we who read him in the +original." + +Then, turning the conversation on the theatre, he asked Mr. H. whether +he went frequently thither. "Every evening," he replied, "and find that +I thus gain much towards the understanding of the language." + +"It is remarkable," said Goethe, "that the ear, and generally the +understanding, gets the start of speaking; so that a man may very soon +comprehend all he hears, but by no means express it all." + +"I experience daily," said Mr. H., "the truth of that remark. I +understand very well whatever I hear or read; I even feel when an +incorrect expression is made use of in German. But when I speak, nothing +will flow, and I cannot express myself as I wish. In light conversation +at court, jests with the ladies, a chat at balls, and the like, I +succeed pretty well. But, if I try to express an opinion on any +important topic, to say anything peculiar or luminous, I cannot get on." + +"Be not discouraged by that," said Goethe, "since it is hard enough to +express such uncommon matters in one's own mother tongue." + +He then asked what Mr. H. read in German literature. "I have read +_Egmont_," he replied, "and found so much pleasure in the perusal that +I returned to it three times. _Torquato Tasso_, too, has afforded me +much enjoyment. Now I am reading _Faust_, but find that it is somewhat +difficult." + +Goethe laughed at these last words. "Really," said he, "I would +not have advised you to undertake _Faust_. It is mad stuff, and +goes quite beyond all ordinary feeling. But since you have done it of +your own accord, without asking my advice, you will see how you will get +through. Faust is so strange an individual that only few can sympathize +with his internal condition. Then the character of Mephistopheles is, on +account of his irony, and also because he is a living result of an +extensive acquaintance with the world, also very difficult. But you will +see what lights open upon you. _Tasso_, on the other hand, lies far +nearer the common feelings of mankind, and the elaboration of its form +is favorable to an easy comprehension of it." + +"Yet," said Mr. H., "_Tasso_ is thought difficult in Germany, and people +have wondered to hear me say that I was reading it." + +"What is chiefly needed for _Tasso_," replied Goethe, "is that one +should be no longer a child, and should have been in good society. A +young man of good family, with sufficient mind and delicacy, and also +with enough outward culture, such as will be produced by intercourse +with accomplished men of the higher class, will not find' Tasso +difficult." + +The conversation turning upon _Egmont_, he said, "I wrote _Egmont_ in +1775--fifty years ago. I adhered closely to history, and strove to be as +accurate as possible. Ten years afterwards, when I was in Rome, I read +in the newspapers that the revolutionary scenes in the Nether lands +there described were exactly repeated. I saw from this that the world +remains ever the same, and that my picture must have some life in it." + +Amid this and similar conversation, the hour for the theatre had come. +We arose, and Goethe dismissed us in a friendly manner. + +As we went homeward, I asked Mr. H. how he was pleased with Goethe. "I +have never," said he, "seen a man who, with all his attractive +gentleness, had so much native dignity. However he may condescend, he is +always the great man." + +Professor Riemer was announced, Rehbein took leave, and Riemer sat down +with us. The conversation still turned on the _motives_ of the Servian +love-poems. Riemer was acquainted with the topic, and made the remark +that, according to the table of contents given above, not only could +poems be made, but that the same motives had been already used by the +Germans, without any knowledge that they had been treated in Servia. He +mentioned some poems of his own, and I mentioned some poems by Goethe, +which had occurred to me during the reading. + +"The world," said Goethe, "remains always the same; situations are +repeated; one people lives, loves, and feels like another; why should +not one poet write like another? The situations of life are alike; why, +then, should those of poems be unlike?" + +"This very similarity in life and sensation," said Riemer, "makes us all +able to appreciate the poetry of other nations. If this were not the +case, we should never know what foreign poems were about." + +"I am, therefore," said I, "always surprised at the learned, who seem to +suppose that poetizing proceeds not from life to the poem, but from the +book to the poem. They are always saying, 'He got this here; he got that +there.' If, for instance, they find passages in Shakespeare which are +also to be found in the ancients, they say he must have taken them from +the ancients. Thus there is a situation in Shakespeare, where, on the +sight of a beautiful girl, the parents are congratulated who call her +daughter, and the youth who will lead her home as his bride. And +because the same thing occurs in Homer, Shakespeare, forsooth, has +taken it from Homer. How odd! As if one had to go so far for such +things, and did not have them before one's eyes, feel them and utter +them every day." "Ah, yes," said Goethe, "it is very ridiculous." + +"Lord Byron, too," said I, "is no wiser, when he takes _Faust_ to +pieces, and thinks you found one thing here, the other there." + +"The greater part of those fine things cited by Lord Byron," said +Goethe, "I have never even read, much less did I think of them, when +I was writing _Faust_. But Lord Byron is great only as a poet; as +soon as he reflects, he is a child. He knows not how to help himself +against the stupid attacks of the same kind made upon him by his own +countrymen. He ought to have expressed himself more strongly against +them. 'What is there is mine,' he should have said, 'and whether I got +it from a book or from life, is of no consequence; the only point is, +whether I have made a right use of it.' Walter Scott used a scene from +my _Egmont_, and he had a right to do so; and because he did it +well, he deserves praise. He has also copied the character of my Mignon +in one of his romances; but whether with equal judgment, is another +question. Lord Byron's transformed Devil[14] is a continuation of +Mephistopheles, and quite right too. If, from the whim of originality, +he had departed from the model, he would certainly have fared worse. +Thus, my Mephistopheles sings a song from Shakespeare, and why should +he not? Why should I give myself the trouble of inventing one of my +own, when this said just what was wanted. If, too, the prologue to my +_Faust_ is something like the beginning of Job, that is again +quite right, and I am rather to be praised than censured." + +Goethe was in the best humor. He sent for a bottle of wine, and filled +for Riemer and me; he himself drank Marienbad water. He seemed to have +appointed this evening for looking over, with Riemer, the manuscript of +the continuation of his autobiography, perhaps in order to improve it +here and there, in point of expression. "Let Eckermann stay and hear it +too," said Goethe; which words I was very glad to hear, and he then laid +the manuscript before Riemer, who began to read, commencing with the +year 1795. + +I had already, in the course of the summer, had the pleasure of +repeatedly reading and reflecting on the still unpublished record of +those years, down to the latest time. But now to hear them read aloud in +Goethe's presence, afforded quite a new enjoyment. Riemer paid especial +attention to the mode of expression; and I had occasion to admire his +great dexterity, and his affluence of words and phrases. But in Goethe's +mind the epoch of life described was revived; he revelled in +recollections, and on the mention of single persons and events, filled +out the written narrative by the details he orally gave us. That was a +precious evening! The most distinguished of his contemporaries were +talked over; but the conversation always came back to Schiller, who was +so interwoven with this period, from 1795 to 1800. The theatre had been +the object of their united efforts, and Goethe's best works belong to +this time. _Wilhelm Meister_ was completed; _Hermann and Dorothea_ +planned and written; _Cellini_ translated for the "Horen;" the "Xenien" +written by both for Schiller's _Musenalmanach_; every day brought with +it points of contact. Of all this we talked this evening, and Goethe had +full opportunity for the most interesting communications. + +"_Hermann and Dorothea_," said he, "is almost the only one of my larger +poems which still satisfies me; I can never read it without strong +interest. I love it best in the Latin translation; there it seems to me +nobler, and as if it had returned to its original form." + +_Wilhelm Meister_ was often a subject of discourse. "Schiller blamed me +for interweaving tragic elements which do not belong to the novel. Yet +he was wrong, as we all know. In his letters to me, there are most +important views and opinions with respect to _Wilhelm Meister_. But this +work is one of the most incalculable productions; I myself can scarcely +be said to have the key to it. People seek a central point, and that is +hard, and not even right. I should think a rich, manifold life, brought +close to our eyes, would be enough in itself, without any express +tendency, which, after all, is only for the intellect. But if anything +of the sort is insisted upon, it will perhaps be found in the words +which Frederic, at the end, addresses to the hero, when he says--'Thou +seem'st to me like Saul, the son of Kish, who went out to seek his +father's asses, and found a kingdom.' Keep only to this; for, in fact, +the whole work seems to say nothing more than that man, despite all his +follies and errors, being led by a higher hand, reaches some happy goal +at last." + +We then talked of the high degree of culture which, during the last +fifty years, had become general among the middle classes of Germany, and +Goethe ascribed the merit of this not so much to Lessing as to Herder +and Wieland. "Lessing," said he, "was of the very highest understanding, +and only one equally great could truly learn of him. To a half faculty +he was dangerous." He mentioned a journalist who had formed himself on +Lessing, and at the end of the last century had played a part indeed, +but far from a noble one, because he was so inferior to his great +predecessor. + +"All Upper Germany," said he, "is indebted to Wieland for its style. It +has learned much from him; and the capability of expressing itself +correctly is not the least." + +On mentioning the _Xenien_,[15] he especially praised those of +Schiller, which he called sharp and biting, while he called his own +innocent and trivial. + +"The _Thierkreis_ (Zodiac), which is by Schiller," said he, "I always +read with admiration. The good effects which the _Xenien_ had upon the +German literature of their time are beyond calculation." Many persons +against whom the _Xenien_ were directed, were mentioned on this +occasion, but their names have escaped my memory. + +After we had read and talked over the manuscript to the end of the year +1800, interrupted by these and innumerable other observations from +Goethe, he put aside the papers, and had a little supper placed at one +end of the table at which we were sitting. We partook of it, but Goethe +did not touch a morsel; indeed, I have never seen him eat in the +evening. He sat down with us, filled our glasses, snuffed the candles, +and intellectually regaled us with the most agreeable conversation. His +remembrance of Schiller was so lively, that the conversation during the +latter part of the evening was devoted to him alone. + +Riemer spoke of Schiller's personal appearance. "The build of his limbs, +his gait in the street, all his motions," said he, "were proud; his eyes +only were soft." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "everything else about him was proud and majestic, +only the eyes were soft. And his talent was like his outward form. He +seized boldly on a great subject, and turned it this way and that, and +handled it this way and that. But he saw his object, as it were, only in +the outside; a quiet development from its interior was not within his +province. His talent was desultory. Thus he was never decided--could +never have done. He often changed a part just before a rehearsal. + +"And, as he went so boldly to work, he did not take sufficient pains +about _motives_. I recollect what trouble I had with him, when he wanted +to make Gessler, in Tell, abruptly break an apple from the tree, and +have it shot from the boy's head. This was quite against my nature, and +I urged him to give at least some motive to this barbarity, by making +the boy boast to Gessler of his father's dexterity, and say that he +could shoot an apple from a tree at a hundred paces. Schiller, at first, +would have nothing of the sort: but at last he yielded to my arguments +and intentions, and did as I advised him. I, on the other hand, by too +great attention to _motives_, kept my pieces from the theatre. My +_Eugenie_[16] is nothing but a chain of _motives_, and this cannot +succeed on the stage. + +"Schiller's genius was really made for the theatre. With every piece he +progressed, and became more finished; but, strange to say, a certain +love for the horrible adhered to him from the time of _The Robbers_, +which never quite left him even in his prime. I still recollect +perfectly well, that in the prison scene in my 'Egmont,' where the +sentence is read to him, Schiller would have made Alva appear in the +background, masked and muffled in a cloak, enjoying the effect which the +sentence would produce on Egmont. Thus Alva was to show himself +insatiable in revenge and malice. I, however, protested, and prevented +the apparition. He was a great, odd man. + +"Every week he became different and more finished; each time that I saw +him, he seemed to me to have advanced in learning and judgment. His +letters are the fairest memorials of him which I possess, and they are +also among the most excellent of his writings. His last letter I +preserve as a sacred relic, among my treasures." He rose and fetched it. +"See and read it," said he; giving it to me. + +It was a very fine letter, written in a bold hand. It contained an +opinion of Goethe's notes to "Rameau's Nephew," which exhibit French +literature at that time, and which he had given Schiller to look over. I +read the letter aloud to Riemer. + +"You see," said Goethe, "how apt and consistent is his judgment, and +that the handwriting nowhere betrays any trace of weakness. He was a +splendid man, and went from us in all the fulness of his strength. This +letter is dated the 24th of April, 1805. Schiller died on the 9th of +May." + +We looked at the letter by turns, and were pleased both with the clear +style and the fine handwriting. Goethe bestowed several other words of +affectionate reminiscence upon his friend, until it was nearly eleven +o'clock, and we departed. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, October_ 15.--I found Goethe in a very elevated mood this +evening, and had the pleasure of hearing from him many significant +remarks. We talked about the state of the newest literature, when Goethe +expressed himself as follows: + +"Deficiency of character in individual investigators and writers is," he +said, "the source of all the evils of our newest literature. + +"In criticism, especially, this defect produces mischief to the world, +for it either diffuses the false instead of the true, or by a pitiful +truth deprives us of something great, that would be better. + +"Till lately, the world believed in the heroism of a Lucretia--of a +Mucius Scævola--and suffered itself, by this belief, to be warmed and +inspired. But now comes your historical criticism, and says that those +persons never lived, but are to be regarded as fables and fictions, +divined by the great mind of the Romans. What are we to do with so +pitiful a truth? If the Romans were great enough to invent such stories, +we should at least be great enough to believe them. + +"Till lately, I was always pleased with a great fact in the thirteenth +century, when the Emperor Frederic the Second was at variance with the +Pope, and the north of Germany was open to all sorts of hostile attacks. +Asiatic hordes had actually penetrated as far as Silesia, when the Duke +of Liegnitz terrified them by one great defeat. They then turned to +Moravia, but were here defeated by Count Sternberg. These valiant men +had on this account been living in my heart as the great saviors of the +German nation. But now comes historical criticism, and says that these +heroes sacrificed themselves quite uselessly, as the Asiatic army was +already recalled, and would have returned of its own accord. Thus is a +great national fact crippled and destroyed, which seems to me most +abominable." + +After these remarks on historical critics, Goethe spoke of another class +of seekers and literary men. + +"I could never," said he, "have known so well how paltry men are, and +how little they care for really high aims, if I had not tested them by +my scientific researches. Thus I saw that most men care for science only +so far as they get a living by it, and that they worship even error when +it affords them a subsistence. + +"In _belles lettres_ it is no better. There, too, high aims and genuine +love for the true and sound, and for their diffusion, are very rare +phenomena. One man cherishes and tolerates another, because he is by him +cherished and tolerated in return. True greatness is hateful to them; +they would fain drive it from the world, so that only such as they might +be of importance in it. Such are the masses; and the prominent +individuals are not better. + +"---- 's great talents and world-embracing learning might have done much +for his country. But his want of character has deprived the world of +such great results, and himself of the esteem of the country. + +"We want a man like Lessing. For how was he great, except in +character--in firmness? There are many men as clever and as cultivated, +but where is such character? + +"Many are full of _esprit_ and knowledge, but they are also full of +vanity; and that they may shine as wits before the short-sighted +multitude, they have no shame or delicacy--nothing is sacred to them. + +"Madame de Genlis was therefore perfectly right when she declaimed +against the freedoms and profanities of Voltaire. Clever as they all may +be, the world has derived no profit from them; they afford a foundation +for nothing. Nay, they have been of the greatest injury, since they have +confused men and robbed them of their needful support. + +"After all, what do we know, and how far can we go with all our wit? + +"Man is born not to solve the problems of the universe, but to find out +where the problem begins, and then to restrain himself within the limits +of the comprehensible. + +"His faculties are not sufficient to measure the actions of the +universe; and an attempt to explain the outer world by reason is, with +his narrow point of view, but a vain endeavor. The reason of man and the +reason of the Deity are two very different things. + +"If we grant freedom to man, there is an end to the omniscience of God; +for if the Divinity knows how I shall act, I must act so perforce. I +give this merely as a sign how little we know, and to show that it is +not good to meddle with divine mysteries. + +"Moreover, we should only utter higher maxims so far as they can benefit +the world. The rest we should keep within ourselves, and they will +diffuse over our actions a lustre like the mild radiance of a hidden +sun." + +_Sunday, December_ 25.--"I have of late made an observation, which I +will impart to you. + +"Everything we do has a result. But that which is right and prudent does +not always lead to good, nor the contrary to what is bad; frequently the +reverse takes place. Some time since, I made a mistake in one of these +transactions with booksellers, and was sorry that I had done so. But now +circumstances have so altered, that, if I had not made that very +mistake, I should have made a greater one. Such instances occur +frequently in life, and hence we see men of the world, who know this, +going to work with great freedom and boldness." + +I was struck by this remark, which was new to me. + +I then turned the conversation to some of his works, and we came to the +elegy _Alexis and Dora_. + +"In this poem," said Goethe, "people have blamed the strong, passionate +conclusion, and would have liked the elegy to end gently and peacefully, +without that outbreak of jealousy; but I could not see that they were +right. Jealousy is so manifestly an ingredient of the affair, that the +poem would be incomplete if it were not introduced at all. I myself knew +a young man who, in the midst of his impassioned love for an easily-won +maiden, cried out, 'But would she not act to another as she has acted to +me?'" + +I agreed entirely with Goethe, and then mentioned the peculiar +situations in this elegy, where, with so few strokes and in so narrow a +space, all is so well delineated that we think we see the whole life and +domestic environment of the persons engaged in the action. "What you +have described," said I, "appears as true as if you had worked from +actual experience." + +"I am glad it seems so to you," said Goethe. "There are, however, few +men who have imagination for the truth of reality; most prefer strange +countries and circumstances, of which they know nothing, and by which +their imagination may be cultivated, oddly enough. + +"Then there are others who cling altogether to reality, and, as they +wholly want the poetic spirit, are too severe in their requisitions. For +instance, in this elegy, some would have had me give Alexis a servant to +carry his bundle, never thinking that all that was poetic and idyllic in +the situation would thus have been destroyed." + +From _Alexis and Dora_, the conversation then turned to _Wilhelm +Meister_. "There are odd critics in this world," said Goethe; "they +blamed me for letting the hero of this novel live so much in bad +company; but by this very circumstance that I considered this so-called +bad company as a vase into which I could put everything I had to say +about good society, I gained a poetical body, and a varied one into the +bargain. Had I, on the contrary, delineated good society by the +so-called good society, nobody would have read the book. + +"In the seeming trivialities of _Wilhelm Meister_, there is always +something higher at bottom, and nothing is required but eyes, knowledge +of the world, and power of comprehension to perceive the great in the +small. For those who are without such qualities, let it suffice to +receive the picture of life as real life." + +Goethe then showed me a very interesting English work, which illustrated +all Shakespeare in copper plates. Each page embraced, in six small +designs, one piece with some verses written beneath, so that the leading +idea and the most important situations of each work were brought before +the eyes. All these immortal tragedies and comedies thus passed before +the mind like processions of masks. + +"It is even terrifying," said Goethe, "to look through these little +pictures. Thus are we first made to feel the infinite wealth and +grandeur of Shakespeare. There is no motive in human life which he has +not exhibited and expressed! And all with what ease and freedom! + +"But we cannot talk about Shakespeare; everything is inadequate. I have +touched upon the subject in my _Wilhelm Meister_ but that is not saying +much. He is not a theatrical poet; he never thought of the stage; it was +far too narrow for his great mind: nay, the whole visible world was too +narrow. + +"He is even too rich and too powerful. A productive _nature_[17] ought +not to read more than one of his dramas in a year if it would not be +wrecked entirely. I did well to get rid of him by writing _Goetz_, and +_Egmont_,[18] and Byron did well by not having too much respect and +admiration for him, but going his own way. How many excellent Germans +have been ruined by him and Calderon! + +"Shakespeare gives us golden apples in silver dishes. We get, indeed, +the silver dishes by studying his works; but, unfortunately, we have +only potatoes to put into them." + +I laughed, and was delighted with this admirable simile. + +Goethe then read me a letter from Zelter, describing a representation of +Macbeth at Berlin, where the music could not keep pace with the grand +spirit and character of the piece, as Zelter set forth by various +intimations. By Goethe's reading, the letter gained its full effect, and +he often paused to admire with me the point of some single passage. + +"_Macbeth_," said Goethe, "is Shakespeare's best acting play, the one in +which he shows most understanding with respect to the stage. But would +you see his mind unfettered, read _Troilus and Cressida_, where he +treats the materials of the _Iliad_ in his own fashion." + +The conversation turned upon Byron--the disadvantage in which he appears +when placed beside the innocent cheerfulness of Shakespeare, and the +frequent and generally not unjust blame which he drew upon himself by +his manifold works of negation. + +"If Lord Byron," said Goethe, "had had an opportunity of working off all +the opposition in his character, by a number of strong parliamentary +speeches, he would have been much more pure as a poet. But, as he +scarcely ever spoke in parliament, he kept within himself all his +feelings against his nation, and to free himself from them, he had no +other means than to express them in poetical form. I could, therefore, +call a great part of Byron's works of negation 'suppressed parliamentary +speeches,' and think this would be no bad name for them." + +We then mentioned one of our most modern German poets, Platen, who had +lately gained a great name, and whose negative tendency was likewise +disapproved. "We cannot deny," said Goethe, "that he has many brilliant +qualities, but he is wanting in--love. He loves his readers and his +fellow-poets as little as he loves himself, and thus we may apply to him +the maxim of the apostle--'Though I speak with the tongues of men and +angels, and have not love (charity), I am become as sounding brass and a +tinkling cymbal.' I have lately read the poems of Platen, and cannot +deny his great talent. But, as I said, he is deficient in _love_, and +thus he will never produce the effect which he ought. He will be feared, +and will be the idol of those who would like to be as negative as +himself, but have not his talent." + + * * * * * + +1827 + +_Thursday evening, January_ 18.--The conversation now turned wholly on +Schiller, and Goethe proceeded thus: "Schiller's proper productive +talent lay in the ideal; and it may be said he has not his equal in +German or any other literature. He has almost everything that Lord Byron +has; but Lord Byron is his superior in knowledge of the world. I wish +Schiller had lived to know Lord Byron's works, and wonder what he would +have said to so congenial a mind. Did Byron publish anything during +Schiller's life?" + +I could not say with certainty. Goethe took down the Conversations +Lexicon, and read the article on Byron, making many hasty remarks as he +proceeded. It appeared that Byron had published nothing before 1807, and +that therefore Schiller could have seen nothing of his. + +"Through all Schiller's works," continued Goethe, "goes the idea of +freedom; though this idea assumed a new shape as Schiller advanced in +his culture and became another man. In his youth it was physical freedom +which occupied him, and influenced his poems; in his later life it was +ideal freedom. + +"Freedom is an odd thing, and every man has enough of it, if he can +only satisfy himself. What avails a superfluity of freedom which we +cannot use? Look at this chamber and the next, in which, through the +open door, you see my bed. Neither of them is large; and they are +rendered still narrower by necessary furniture, books, manuscripts, and +works of art; but they are enough for me. I have lived in them all the +winter, scarcely entering my front rooms. What have I done with my +spacious house, and the liberty of going from one room to another, when +I have not found it requisite to make use of them? + +"If a man has freedom enough to live healthy, and work at his craft, he +has enough; and so much all can easily obtain. Then all of us are only +free under certain conditions, which we must fulfil. The citizen is as +free as the nobleman, when he restrains himself within the limits which +God appointed by placing him in that rank. The nobleman is as free as +the prince; for, if he will but observe a few ceremonies at court, he +may feel himself his equal. Freedom consists not in refusing to +recognize anything above us, but in respecting something which is above +us; for, by respecting it, we raise ourselves to it, and by our very +acknowledgment make manifest that we bear within ourselves what is +higher, and are worthy to be on a level with it. + +"I have, on my journeys, often met merchants from the north of Germany, +who fancied they were my equals, if they rudely seated themselves next +me at table. They were, by this method, nothing of the kind; but they +would have been so if they had known how to value and treat me. + +"That this physical freedom gave Schiller so much trouble in his +youthful years, was caused partly by the nature of his mind, but still +more by the restraint which he endured at the military school. In later +days, when he had enough physical freedom, he passed over to the ideal; +and I would almost say that this idea killed him, since it led him to +make demands on his physical nature which were too much for his +strength. + +"The Grand Duke fixed on Schiller, when he was established here, an +income of one thousand dollars yearly, and offered to give him twice as +much in case he should be hindered by sickness from working. Schiller +declined this last offer, and never availed himself of it. 'I have +talent,' said he, 'and must help myself.' But as his family enlarged of +late years, he was obliged, for a livelihood, to write two dramas +annually; and to accomplish this, he forced himself to write days and +weeks when he was not well. He would have his talent obey him at any +hour. He never drank much; he was very temperate; but, in such hours of +bodily weakness, he was obliged to stimulate his powers by the use of +spirituous liquors. This habit impaired his health, and was likewise +injurious to his productions. The faults which some wiseacres find in +his works I deduce from this source. All the passages which they say are +not what they ought to be, I would call pathological passages; for he +wrote them on those days when he had not strength to find the right and +true motives. I have every respect for the categorical imperative. I +know how much good may proceed from it; but one must not carry it too +far, for then this idea of ideal freedom certainly leads to no good." + +Amid these interesting remarks, and similar discourse on Lord Byron and +the celebrated German authors, of whom Schiller had said that he liked +Kotzebue best, for he, at any rate, produced something, the hours of +evening passed swiftly along, and Goethe gave me the novel, that I might +study it quietly at home. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, February 21_.--Dined with Goethe. He spoke much, and with +admiration, of Alexander von Humboldt, whose work on Cuba and Colombia +he had begun to read and whose views as to the project for making a +passage through the Isthmus of Panama appeared to have a particular +interest for him. "Humboldt," said Goethe, "has, with a great knowledge +of his subject, given other points where, by making use of some streams +which flow into the Gulf of Mexico, the end may be perhaps better +attained than at Panama. All this is reserved for the future, and for an +enterprising spirit. So much, however, is certain, that, if they succeed +in cutting such a canal that ships of any burden and size can be +navigated through it from the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean, +innumerable benefits would result to the whole human race, civilized and +uncivilized. But I should wonder if the United States were to let an +opportunity escape of getting such work into their own hands. It may be +foreseen that this young state, with its decided predilection to the +West, will, in thirty or forty years, have occupied and peopled the +large tract of land beyond the Rocky Mountains. It may, furthermore, be +foreseen that along the whole coast of the Pacific Ocean, where nature +has already formed the most capacious and secure harbors, important +commercial towns will gradually arise, for the furtherance of a great +intercourse between China and the East Indies and the United States. In +such a case, it would not only be desirable, but almost necessary, that +a more rapid communication should be maintained between the eastern and +western shores of North America, both by merchant-ships and men-of-war, +than has hitherto been possible with the tedious, disagreeable, and +expensive voyage round Cape Horn. I therefore repeat, that it is +absolutely indispensable for the United States to effect a passage from +the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean; and I am certain that they will +do it. + +"Would that I might live to see it!--but I shall not. I should like to +see another thing--a junction of the Danube and the Rhine. But this +undertaking is so gigantic that I have doubts of its completion, +particularly when I consider our German resources. And thirdly, and +lastly, I should wish to see England in possession of a canal through +the Isthmus of Suez. Would I could live to see these three great works! +it would be well worth the trouble to last some fifty years more for the +very purpose." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, May 3_.--The highly successful translation of Goethe's +dramatic works, by Stapfer, was noticed by Monsieur J. J. Ampere in the +_Parisian Globe_ of last year, in a manner no less excellent, and this +affected Goethe so agreeably that he very often recurred to it, and +expressed his great obligations to it. + +"Ampere's point of view is a very high one," said he. + +"When German critics on similar occasions start from philosophy, and in +the consideration and discussion of a poetical production proceed in a +manner that what they intend as an elucidation is only intelligible to +philosophers of their own school, while for other people it is far more +obscure than the work upon which they intended to throw a light, M. +Ampere, on the contrary, shows himself quite practical and popular. Like +one who knows his profession thoroughly, he shows the relation between +the production and the producer, and judges the different poetical +productions as different fruits of different epochs of the poet's life. + +"He has studied most profoundly the changing course of my earthly +career, and of the condition of my mind, and has had the faculty of +seeing what I have not expressed, and what, so to speak, could only be +read between the lines. How truly has he remarked that, during the first +ten years of my official and court life at Weimar, I scarcely did +anything; that despair drove me to Italy; and that I there, with new +delight in producing, seized upon the history of Tasso, in order to free +myself, by the treatment of this agreeable subject, from the painful and +troublesome impressions and recollections of my life at Weimar. He +therefore very happily calls Tasso an elevated Werther. + +"Then, concerning Faust, his remarks are no less clever, since he not +only notes, as part of myself, the gloomy, discontented striving of the +principal character, but also the scorn and the bitter irony of +Mephistopheles." + +In this, and a similar spirit of acknowledgment, Goethe often spoke of +M. Ampere. We took a decided interest in him; we endeavored to picture +to ourselves his personal appearance, and, if we could not succeed in +this, we at least agreed that he must be a man of middle age to +understand the reciprocal action of life and poetry on each other. We +were, therefore, extremely surprised when M. Ampere arrived in Weimar a +few days ago, and proved to be a lively youth, some twenty years old; +and we were no less surprised when, in the course of further +intercourse, he told us that the whole of the contributors of the. +_Globe_, whose wisdom, moderation, and high degree of cultivation we had +often admired, were only young people like himself. + +"I can well comprehend," said I, "that a person may be young and may +still produce something of importance--like Mérimée, for instance, who +wrote excellent pieces in his twentieth year; but that any one at so +early an age should have at his command such a comprehensive view, and +such deep insight, as to attain such mature judgment as the gentlemen of +the _Globe_, is to me something entirely new." + +"To you, in your Heath,"[19] returned Goethe, "it has not been so easy; +and we others also, in Central Germany, have been forced to buy our +little wisdom dearly enough. Then we all lead a very isolated miserable +sort of life! From the people, properly so called, we derive very little +culture. Our talents and men of brains are scattered over the whole of +Germany. One is in Vienna, another in Berlin, another in Königsberg, +another in Bonn or Düseldorf--all about a hundred miles apart from one +another, so that personal contact and personal exchange of thought may +be considered as rarities. I feel what this must be, when such men as +Alexander von Humboldt come here, and in one single day lead me nearer +to what I am seeking and what I require to know than I should have done +for years in my own solitary way." + +"But now conceive a city like Paris, where the highest talents of a +great kingdom are all assembled in a single spot, and by daily +intercourse, strife, and emulation, mutually instruct and advance each +other; where the best works, both of nature and art, from all the +kingdoms of the earth, are open to daily inspection; conceive this +metropolis of the world, I say, where every walk over a bridge or +across a square recalls some mighty past, and where some historical +event is connected with every corner of a street. In addition to all +this, conceive not the Paris of a dull, spiritless time, but the +Paris of the nineteenth century, in which, during three generations, +such men as Molière, Voltaire, Diderot, and the like, have kept up +such a current of intellect as cannot be found twice in a single spot +in the whole world, and you will comprehend that a man of talent like +Ampere, who has grown up amid such abundance, can easily be something +in his four-and-twentieth year. + +"You said just now," said Goethe, "that you could well understand how +any one in his twentieth year could write pieces as good as those of +Mérimée. I have nothing to oppose to this; and I am, on the whole, quite +of your opinion that good productiveness is easier than good judgment in +a youthful man. But, in Germany, one had better not, when so young as +Mérimée, attempt to produce anything so mature as he has done in his +pieces of _Clara Gazul_. It is true, Schiller was very young when he +wrote his _Robbers_, his _Love and Intrigue_, his _Fiesco_; but, to +speak the truth, all three pieces are rather the utterances of an +extraordinary talent than signs of mature cultivation in the author. +This, however, is not Schiller's fault, but rather the result of the +state of culture of his nation, and the great difficulty which we all +experience in assisting ourselves on our solitary way. + +"On the other hand, take up Béranger. He is the son of poor parents, the +descendant of a poor tailor; at one time a poor printer's apprentice, +then placed in some office with a small salary; he has never been to a +classical school or university; and yet his songs are so full of mature +cultivation, so full of wit and the most refined irony, and there is +such artistic perfection and masterly handling of the language that he +is the admiration, not only of France, but of all civilized Europe. + +"But imagine this same Béranger--instead of being born in Paris, and +brought up in this metropolis of the world--the son of a poor tailor in +Jena or Weimar, and let him commence his career, in an equally miserable +manner, in such small places--then ask yourself what fruit would have +been produced by this same tree grown in such a soil and in such an +atmosphere. + +"Therefore, my good friend, I repeat that, if a talent is to be speedily +and happily developed, the great point is that a great deal of intellect +and sound culture should be current in a nation. + +"We admire the tragedies of the ancient Greeks; but, to take a correct +view of the case, we ought rather to admire the period and the nation in +which their production was possible than the individual authors; for +though each of these pieces differs a little from every other, and +though one of these poets appears somewhat greater and more finished +than the other, still, taking all things together, only one decided +character runs through the whole. + +"This is the character of grandeur, fitness, soundness, human +perfection, elevated wisdom, sublime thought, pure, strong intuition, +and whatever other qualities one might enumerate. But when we find all +these qualities, not only in the dramatic works that have come down to +us but also in lyrical and epic works, in the philosophers, the orators, +and the historians, and in an equally high degree in the works of +plastic art that have come down to us, we must feel convinced that such +qualities did not merely belong to individuals, but were the current +property of the nation and the whole period. + +"Now, take up Burns. How is he great, except through the circumstance +that the whole songs of his predecessors lived in the mouth of the +people--that they were, so to speak, sung at his cradle; that, as a boy, +he grew up amongst them, and the high excellence of these models so +pervaded him that he had therein a living basis on which he could +proceed further? Again, why is he great, but from this, that his own +songs at once found susceptible ears amongst his compatriots; that, sung +by reapers and sheaf-binders, they at once greeted him in the field; and +that his boon-companions sang them to welcome him at the ale-house? +Something was certainly to be done in this way. + +"On the other hand, what a pitiful figure is made by us Germans! Of our +old songs--no less important than those of Scotland--how many lived +among the people in the days of my youth? Herder and his successors +first began to collect them and rescue them from oblivion; then they +were at least printed in the libraries. Then, more lately, what songs +have not Bürger and Voss composed! Who can say that they are more +insignificant or less popular than those of the excellent Burns? but +which of them so lives among us that it greets us from the mouth of the +people? They are written and printed, and they remain in the libraries, +quite in accordance with the general fate of German poets. Of my own +songs, how many live? Perhaps one or another of them may be sung by a +pretty girl to the piano; but among the people, properly so called, they +have no sound. With what sensations must I remember the time when +passages from Tasso were sung to me by Italian fishermen! + +"We Germans are of yesterday. We have indeed been properly cultivated +for a century; but a few centuries more must still elapse before so much +mind and elevated culture will become universal amongst our people that +they will appreciate beauty like the Greeks, that they will be inspired +by a beautiful song, and that it will be said of them 'it is long since +they were barbarians.'" + +_Tuesday, December 16_.--I dined today with Goethe alone, in his +work-room. We talked on various literary topics. + +"The Germans," said he, "cannot cease to be Philistines. They are now +squabbling about some verses, which are printed both in Schiller's works +and mine, and fancy it is important to ascertain which really belong to +Schiller and which to me; as if anything could be gained by such +investigation--as if the existence of such things were not enough. +Friends, such as Schiller and I, intimate for years, with the same +interests, in habits of daily intercourse, and under reciprocal +obligations, live so completely in each other that it is hardly possible +to decide to which of the two the particular thoughts belong. + +"We have made many distiches together; sometimes I gave the thought, and +Schiller made the verse; sometimes the contrary was the case; sometimes +he made one line, and I the other. What matters the mine and thine? One +must be a thorough Philistine, indeed, to attach the slightest +importance to the solution of such questions." + +"Something similar," said I, "often happens in the literary world, when +people, for instance, doubt the originality of this or that celebrated +man, and seek to trace out the sources from whence he obtained his +cultivation." + +"That is very ridiculous," said Goethe; "we might as well question a +strong man about the oxen, sheep, and swine, which he has eaten, and +which have given him strength. + +"We are indeed born with faculties; but we owe our development to a +thousand influences of the great world, from which we appropriate to +ourselves what we can, and what is suitable to us. I owe much to the +Greeks and French; I am infinitely indebted to Shakespeare, Sterne, and +Goldsmith; but in saying this I do not show the sources of my culture; +that would be an endless as well as an unnecessary task. What is +important is to have a soul which loves truth, and receives it wherever +it finds it. + +"Besides, the world is now so old, so many eminent men have lived and +thought for thousands of years, that there is little new to be +discovered or expressed. Even my theory of colors is not entirely new. +Plato, Leonardo da Vinci, any many other excellent men, have before me +found and expressed the same thing in a detached form: my merit is, that +I have found it also, that I have said it again, and that I have striven +to bring the truth once more into a confused world. + +"The truth must be repeated over and over again, because error is +repeatedly preached among us, not only by individuals, but by the +masses. In periodicals and cyclopædias, in schools and universities; +everywhere, in fact, error prevails, and is quite easy in the feeling +that it has a decided majority on its side. + +"Often, too, people teach truth and error together, and stick to the +latter. Thus, a short time ago, I read in an English cyclopædia the +doctrine of the origin of Blue. First came the correct view of Leonardo +da Vinci, but then followed, as quietly as possible, the error of +Newton, coupled with remarks that this was to be adhered to because it +was the view generally adopted." + +I could not help laughing with surprise when I heard this. "Every +wax-taper," I said, "every illuminated cloud of smoke from the kitchen, +that has anything dark behind it, every morning mist, when it lies +before a steady spot, daily convinces me of the origin of blue color, +and makes me comprehend the blueness of the sky. What the Newtonians +mean when they say that the air has the property of absorbing other +colors, and of repelling blue alone, I cannot at all understand, nor do +I see what use or pleasure is to be derived from a doctrine in which all +thought stands still, and all sound observation completely vanishes." + +"My good innocent friend," said Goethe, "these people do not care a jot +about thoughts and observations. They are satisfied if they have only +words which they can pass as current, as was well shown and not +ill-expressed by my own Mephistopheles: + + "Mind, above all, you stick to words, + Thus through the safe gate you will go + Into the fane of certainty; + For when ideas begin to fail + A word will aptly serve your turn," etc. + +Goethe recited this passage laughing, and seemed altogether in the best +humor. "It is a good thing," said he, "that all is already in print, and +I shall go on printing as long as I have anything to say against false +doctrine, and those who disseminate it. + +"We have now excellent men rising up in natural science," he continued, +after a pause, "and I am glad to see them. Others begin well, but +afterwards fall off; their predominating subjectivity leads them astray. +Others, again, set too much value on facts, and collect an infinite +number, by which nothing is proved. On the whole, there is a want of +originating mind to penetrate back to the original phenomena, and master +the particulars that make their appearance." + +A short visit interrupted our discourse, but when we were again alone +the conversation returned to poetry, and I told Goethe that I had of +late been once more studying his little poems, and had dwelt especially +upon two of them, viz., the ballad[20] about the children and the old +man, and the "Happy Couple" (_die glücklichen Gatten_). + +"I myself set some value on these two poems," said Goethe, "although the +German public have hitherto not been able to make much out of them." + +"In the ballad," I said, "a very copious subject is brought into a very +limited compass, by means of all sorts of poetical forms and artifices, +among which I especially praise the expedient of making the old man tell +the children's past history down to the point where the present moment +comes in, and the rest is developed before our eyes." + +"I carried the ballad a long time about in my head," said Goethe, +"before I wrote it down. Whole years of reflection are comprised in it, +and I made three or four trials before I could reduce it to its present +shape." + +"The poem of the 'Happy Couple,'" continued Goethe, "is likewise rich in +_motives_; whole landscapes and passages of human life appear in it, +warmed by the sunlight of a charming spring sky, which is diffused over +the whole." + +"I have always liked that poem," said Goethe, "and I am glad that you +have regarded it with particular interest. The ending of the whole +pleasantry with a double christening is, I think, pretty enough." + +We then came to the _Bürgergeneral_ (Citizengeneral); with respect to +which I said that I had been lately reading this piece with an +Englishman, and that we had both felt the strongest desire to see it +represented on the stage. "As far as the spirit of the work is +concerned," said I, "there is nothing antiquated about it; and with +respect to the details of dramatic development, there is not a touch +that does not seem designed for the stage." + +"It was a very good piece in its time," said Goethe, "and caused us many +a pleasant evening. It was, indeed, excellently cast, and had been so +admirably studied that the dialogue moved along as glibly as possible. +Malcolmi played Märten, and nothing could be more perfect. + +"The part of Schnaps," said I, "seems to me no less felicitous. Indeed, +I should not think there were many better or more thankful parts in the +repertoire. There is in this personage, as in the whole piece, a +clearness, an actual presence, to the utmost extent that can be desired +for a theatre. The scene where he comes in with the knapsack, and +produces the things one after another, where he puts the _moustache_ on +Märten, and decks himself with the cap of liberty, uniform, and sword, +is among the best." "This scene," said Goethe, "used always to be very +successful on our stage. Then the knapsack, with the articles in it, had +really an historical existence. I found it in the time of the +Revolution, on my travels along the French border, when the emigrants, +on their flight, had passed through, and one of them might have lost it +or thrown it away. The articles it contained were just the same as in +the piece. I wrote the scene upon it, and the knapsack, with all its +appurtenances, was always introduced, to the no small delight of our +actors." + +The question whether the _Bürgergeneral_ could still be played with any +interest or profit, was for a while the subject of our conversation. + +Goethe then asked about my progress in French literature, and I told him +that I still took up Voltaire from time to time, and that the great +talent of this man gave me the purest delight. + +"I still know but little of him," said I; "I keep to his short poems +addressed to persons, which I read over and over again, and which I +cannot lay aside." + +"Indeed," said Goethe, "all is good which is written by so great a +genius as Voltaire, though I cannot excuse all his profanity. But you +are right to give so much time to those little poems addressed to +persons; they are unquestionably among the most charming of his works. +There is not a line which is not full of thought, clear, bright, and +graceful." + +"And we see," said I, "his relations to all the great and mighty of the +world, and remark with pleasure the distinguished position taken by +himself, inasmuch as he seems to feel himself equal to the highest, and +we never find that any majesty can embarrass his free mind even for a +moment." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "he bore himself like a man of rank. And with all +his freedom and audacity, he ever kept within the limits of strict +propriety, which is, perhaps, saying still more. I may cite the Empress +of Austria as an authority in such matters; she has repeatedly assured +me, that in those poems of Voltaire's, there is no trace of crossing the +line of _convenance_." + +"Does your excellency," said I, "remember the short poem in which he +makes to the Princess of Prussia, afterwards Queen of Sweden, a pretty +declaration of love, by saying that he dreamed of being elevated to the +royal dignity?" + +"It is one of his best," said Goethe, and he recited the lines-- + + "Je vous aimais, princesse, et j'osais vous le dire; + Les Dieux et mon reveil ne m'ont pas tout ôté, + Je n'ai perdu que mon empire." + +"How pretty that is! And never did poet have his talent so completely at +command every moment as Voltaire. I remember an anecdote, when he had +been for some time on a visit to Madame du Chatelet. Just as he was +going away, and the carriage was standing at the door, he received a +letter from a great number of young girls in a neighboring convent, who +wished to play the 'Death of Julius Cæsar' on the birthday of their +abbess, and begged him to write them a prologue. The case was too +delicate for a refusal; so Voltaire at once called for pen and paper, +and wrote the desired prologue, standing, upon the mantlepiece. It is a +poem of perhaps twenty lines, thoroughly digested, finished, perfectly +suited to the occasion, and, in short, of the very best class." + +"I am very desirous to read it," said I. + +"I doubt," said Goethe, "whether you will find it in your collection. It +has only lately come to light, and, indeed, he wrote hundreds of such +poems, of which many may still be scattered about among private +persons." + +"I found of late a passage in Lord Byron," said I, "from which I +perceived with delight that even Byron had an extraordinary esteem for +Voltaire. We may see in his works how much he liked to read, study, and +make use of Voltaire. + +"Byron," said Goethe, "knew too well where anything was to be got, and +was too clever not to draw from this universal source of light." + +The conversation then turned entirely upon Byron and several of his +works, and Goethe found occasion to repeat many of his former +expressions of admiration for that great genius. + +"To all that your excellency says of Byron," said I, "I agree from the +bottom of my heart; but, however great and remarkable that poet may be +as a genius, I very much doubt whether a decided gain for pure human +culture is to be derived from his writings." + +"There I must contradict you," said Goethe; "the audacity and grandeur +of Byron must certainly tend towards culture. We should take care not to +be always looking for it in the decidedly pure and moral. Everything +that is great promotes cultivation as soon as we are aware of it." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, February 12_.--Goethe read me the thoroughly noble poem, +"Kein Wesen kann zu nichts zerfallen" (No being can dissolve to +nothing), which he had lately written. + +"I wrote this poem," said he, "in contradiction to my lines-- + + 'Denn alles muss zu nichts zerfallen + Wenn es im Seyn beharren will,' etc. + + ('For all must melt away to nothing + Would it continue still to be')-- + +which are stupid, and which my Berlin friends, on the occasion of the +late assembly of natural philosophers, set up in golden letters, to my +annoyance." + +The conversation turned on the great mathematician, Lagrange, whose +excellent character Goethe highly extolled. + +"He was a good man," said he, "and on that very account, a great man. +For when a good man is gifted with talent, he always works morally for +the salvation of the world, as poet, philosopher, artist, or in whatever +way it may be. + +"I am glad," continued Goethe, "that you had an opportunity yesterday of +knowing Coudray better. He says little in general society, but, here +among ourselves, you have seen what an excellent mind and character +reside in the man. He had, at first, much opposition to encounter, but +he has now fought through it all and enjoys the entire confidence and +favor of the court. Coudray is one of the most skilful architects of our +time. He has adhered to me and I to him, and this has been of service to +us both. If I had but known him fifty years ago!" + +We then talked about Goethe's own architectural knowledge. I remarked +that he must have acquired much in Italy. + +"Italy gave me an idea of earnestness and greatness," said he, "but no +practical skill. The building of the castle here in Weimar advanced me +more than anything. I was obliged to assist, and even to make drawings +of entablatures. I had a certain advantage over the professional people, +because I was superior to them in intention." + +We talked of Zelter. + +"I have a letter from him," said Goethe, "in which he complains that the +performance of the oratorio of the Messiah was spoiled for him by one of +his female scholars, who sang an aria too weakly and sentimentally. +Weakness is a characteristic of our age. My hypothesis is, that it is a +consequence of the efforts made in Germany to get rid of the French. +Painters, natural philosophers, sculptors, musicians, poets, with but +few exceptions, all are weak, and the general mass is no better." + +"Yet I do not give up the hope," said I, "of seeing suitable music +composed for _Faust_." + +"Quite impossible!" said Goethe. "The awful and repulsive passages +which must occasionally occur, are not in the style of the time. The +music should be like that of Don Juan. Mozart should have composed for +_Faust_. Meyerbeer would, perhaps, be capable; but he would not touch +anything of the kind;[21] he is too much engaged with the Italian +theatres." + +Afterwards--I do not recollect in connection to what--Goethe made the +following important remark: + +"All that is great and skilful exists with the minority. There have been +ministers who have had both king and people against them, and have +carried out their great plans alone. It is not to be imagined that +reason can ever be popular. Passions and feelings may become popular; +but reason always remains the sole property of a few eminent +individuals." + +_Sunday, December_ 6.--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the first +scene of the second act of _Faust_.[22] The effect was great, and gave +me a high satisfaction. We are once more transported into Faust's study, +where Mephistopheles finds all just as he had left it. He takes from the +hook Faust's old study-gown, and a thousand moths and insects flutter +out from it. By the directions of Mephistopheles as to where these are +to settle down, the locality is brought very clearly before our eyes. He +puts on the gown, while Faust lies behind a curtain in a state of +paralysis, intending to play the doctor's part once more. He pulls the +bell, which gives such an awful tone among the old solitary convent +halls, that the doors spring open and the walls tremble. The servant +rushes in, and finds in Faust's seat Mephistopheles, whom he does not +recognize, but for whom he has respect. In answer to inquiries he gives +news of Wagner, who has now become a celebrated man, and is hoping for +the return of his master. He is, we hear, at this moment deeply occupied +in his laboratory, seeking to produce a Homunculus. The servant retires, +and the bachelor enters--the same whom we knew some years before as a +shy young student, when Mephistopheles (in Faust's gown) made game of +him. He is now become a man, and is so full of conceit that even +Mephistopheles can do nothing with him, but moves his chair further and +further, and at last addresses the pit. + +Goethe read the scene quite to the end. I was pleased with his youthful +productive strength, and with the closeness of the whole. "As the +conception," said Goethe, "is so old--for I have had it in my mind for +fifty years--the materials have accumulated to such a degree, that the +difficult operation is to separate and reject. The invention of the +whole second part is really as old as I say; but it may be an advantage +that I have not written it down till now, when my knowledge of the world +is so much clearer. I am like one who in his youth has a great deal of +small silver and copper money, which in the course of his life he +constantly changes for the better, so that at last the property of his +youth stands before him in pieces of pure gold." + +We spoke about the character of the Bachelor. "Is he not meant," said I, +"to represent a certain class of ideal philosophers?" + +"No," said Goethe, "the arrogance which is peculiar to youth, and of +which we had such striking examples after our war for freedom, is +personified in him. Indeed, every one believes in his youth that the +world really began with him, and that all merely exists for his sake. + +"Thus, in the East, there was actually a man who every morning collected +his people about him, and would not go to work till he had commanded the +sun to rise. But he was wise enough not to speak his command till the +sun of its own accord was really on the point of appearing." + +Goethe remained a while absorbed in silent thought; then he began as +follows: "When one is old one thinks of worldly matters otherwise than +when one is young. Thus I cannot but think that the demons, to teaze and +make sport with men, have placed among them single figures, which are so +alluring that every one strives after them, and so great that nobody +reaches them. Thus they set up Raffael, with whom thought and act were +equally perfect; some distinguished followers have approached him, but +none have equalled him. Thus, too, they set up Mozart as something +unattainable in music; and thus Shakespeare in poetry. I know what you +can say against this thought; but I only mean natural character, the +great innate qualities. Thus, too, Napoleon is unattainable. That the +Russians were so moderate as not to go to Constantinople is indeed very +great; but we find a similar trait in Napoleon, for he had the +moderation not to go to Rome." + +Much was associated with this copious theme; I thought to myself in +silence that the demons had intended something of the kind with Goethe, +inasmuch as he is a form too alluring not to be striven after, and too +great to be reached. + +_Wednesday, December 16._--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the +second scene of the second act of "Faust," where Mephistopheles visits +Wagner, who is on the point of making a human being by chemical means. +The work succeeds; the Homunculus appears in the phial, as a shining +being, and is at once active. He repels Wagner's questions upon +incomprehensible subjects; reasoning is not his business; he wishes to +act, and begins with our hero, Faust, who, in his paralyzed condition, +needs a higher aid. As a being to whom the present is perfectly clear +and transparent, the Homunculus sees into the soul of the sleeping +Faust, who, enraptured by a lovely dream, beholds Leda visited by swans, +while she is bathing in a pleasant spot. The Homunculus, by describing +this dream, brings a most charming picture before our eyes. +Mephistopheles sees nothing of it, and the Homunculus taunts him with +his northern nature. + +"Generally," said Goethe, "you will perceive that Mephistopheles +appears to disadvantage beside the Homunculus, who is like him in +clearness of intellect, and so much superior to him in his tendency to +the beautiful and to a useful activity. He styles him cousin; for such +spiritual beings as this Homunculus, not yet saddened and limited by a +thorough assumption of humanity, were classed with the demons, and thus +there is a sort of relationship between the two." + +"Certainly," said I, "Mephistopheles appears here in a subordinate +situation; yet I cannot help thinking that he has had a secret influence +on the production of the Homunculus. We have known him in this way +before; and, indeed, in the 'Helena' he always appears as a being +secretly working. Thus he again elevates himself with regard to the +whole, and in his lofty repose he can well afford to put up with a +little in particulars." + +"Your feeling of the position is very correct," said Goethe; "indeed, I +have doubted whether I ought not to put some verses into the mouth of +Mephistopheles as he goes to Wagner, and the Homunculus is still in a +state of formation, so that his cooperation may be expressed and +rendered plain to the reader. + +"It would do no harm," said I. "Yet this is intimated by the words with +which Mephistopheles closes the scene-- + + Am Ende hangen wir doch ab + Von Creaturen die wir machten. + + We are dependent after all, + On creatures that we make." + +"True," said Goethe, "that would be almost enough for the attentive; but +I will think about some additional verses." + +"But," said I, "those concluding words are very great, and will not +easily be penetrated to their full extent." + +"I think," said Goethe, "I have given them a bone to pick. A father who +has six sons is a lost man, let him do what he may. Kings and +ministers, too, who have raised many persons to high places, may have +something to think about from their own experience." + +Faust's dream about Leda again came into my head, and I regarded this as +a most important feature in the composition. + +"It is wonderful to me," said I, "how the several parts of such a work +bear upon, perfect, and sustain one another! By this dream of Leda, +_Helena_ gains its proper foundation. There we have a constant allusion +to swans and the child of a swan; but here we have the act itself, and +when we come afterwards to Helena, with the sensible impression of such +a situation, how much more clear and perfect does all appear!" + +Goethe said I was right, and was pleased that I remarked this. + +"Thus you will see," said he, "that in these earlier acts the chords of +the classic and romantic are constantly struck, so that, as on a rising +ground, where both forms of poetry are brought out, and in some sort +balance each other, we may ascend to 'Helena.' + +"The French," continued Goethe, "now begin to think justly of these +matters. Both classic and romantic, say they, are equally good. The only +point is to use these forms with judgment, and to be capable of +excellence. You can be absurd in both, and then one is as worthless as +the other. This, I think, is rational enough, and may content us for a +while." + + * * * * * + +1830. + +_Sunday, March 14._--This evening at Goethe's. He showed me all the +treasures, now put in order, from the chest which he had received from +David, and with the unpacking of which I had found him occupied some +days ago. The plaster medallions, with the profiles of the principal +young poets of France, he had laid in order side by side upon tables. +On this occasion, he spoke once more of the extraordinary talent of +David, which was as great in conception as in execution. He also showed +me a number of the newest works, which had been presented to him, +through the medium of David, as gifts from the most distinguished men of +the romantic school. I saw works by St. Veuve, Ballanche, Victor Hugo, +Balzac, Alfred de Vigny, Jules Janin, and others. + +"David," said he, "has prepared happy days for me by this present. The +young poets have already occupied me the whole week, and afford me new +life by the fresh impressions which I receive from them. I shall make a +separate catalogue of these much esteemed portraits and books, and shall +give them both a special place in my collection of works of art and my +library." + +One could see from Goethe's manner that this homage from the young poets +of France afforded him the heartiest delight. + +He then read something from the _Studies_, by Emile Deschamps. He +praised the translation of the _Bride of Corinth_, as faithful, and very +successful. + +"I possess," said he, "the manuscript of an Italian translation of this +poem, which gives the original, even to the rhymes." + +_The Bride of Corinth_ induced Goethe to speak of the rest of his +ballads. "I owe them, in a great measure, to Schiller," said he, "who +impelled me to them, because he always wanted something new for his +_Horen_. I had already carried them in my head for many years; they +occupied my mind as pleasant images, as beautiful dreams, which came and +went, and by playing with which my fancy made me happy. I unwillingly +resolved to bid farewell to these brilliant visions, which had so long +been my solace, by embodying them in poor, inadequate words. When I saw +them on paper, I regarded them with a mixture of sadness. I felt as if I +were about to be separated for ever from a beloved friend." + +"At other times," continued Goethe, "it has been totally different with +my poems. They have been preceded by no impressions or forebodings, but +have come suddenly upon me, and have insisted on being composed +immediately, so that I have felt an instinctive and dreamy impulse to +write them down on the spot. In such a somnambulistic condition, it has +often happened that I have had a sheet of paper lying before me all on +one side, and I have not discovered it till all has been written, or I +have found no room to write any more. I have possessed many such sheets +written crossways, but they have been lost one after another, and I +regret that I can no longer show any proofs of such poetic abstraction." + +The conversation then returned to the French literature, and the modern +ultra-romantic tendency of some not unimportant men of genius. Goethe +was of opinion that this poetic revolution, which was still in its +infancy, would be very favorable to literature, but very prejudicial to +the individual authors who effect it. + +"Extremes are never to be avoided in any revolution," said he. "In a +political one, nothing is generally desired in the beginning but the +abolition of abuses; but before people are aware, they are deep in +bloodshed and horror. Thus the French, in their present literary +revolution, desired nothing at first but a freer form; however, they +will not stop there, but will reject the traditional contents together +with the form. They begin to declare the representation of noble +sentiments and deeds as tedious, and attempt to treat of all sorts of +abominations. Instead of the beautiful subjects from Grecian mythology, +there are devils, witches, and vampires, and the lofty heroes of +antiquity must give place to jugglers and galley slaves. This is +piquant! This is effective! But after the public has once tasted this +highly seasoned food, and has become accustomed to it, it will always +long for more, and that stronger. A young man of talent, who would +produce an effect and be acknowledged, and who is great enough to go his +own way, must accommodate himself to the taste of the day--nay, must +seek to outdo his predecessors in the horrible and frightful. But in +this chase after outward means of effect, all profound study, and all +gradual and thorough development of the talent and the man from within, +is entirely neglected. And this is the greatest injury which can befall +a talent, although literature in general will gain by this tendency of +the moment." + +"But," added I, "how can an attempt which destroys individual talents be +favorable to literature in general?" + +"The extremes and excrescences which I have described," returned Goethe, +"will gradually disappear; but at last this great advantage will +remain--besides a freer form, richer and more diversified subjects will +have been attained, and no object of the broadest world and the most +manifold life will be any longer excluded as unpoetical. I compare the +present literary epoch to a state of violent fever, which is not in +itself good and desirable, but of which improved health is the happy +consequence. That abomination which now often constitutes the whole +subject of a poetical work, will in future only appear as an useful +expedient; aye, the pure and the noble, which is now abandoned for the +moment, will soon be resought with additional ardor." + +"It is surprising to me," remarked I, "that even Mérimée, who is one of +your favorites, has entered upon this ultra-romantic path, through the +horrible subjects of his _Guzla_." + +"Mérimée," returned Goethe, "has treated these things very differently +from his fellow-authors. These poems certainly are not deficient in +various horrible _motives_, such as churchyards, nightly crossways, +ghosts and vampires; but the repulsive themes do not touch the intrinsic +merit of the poet. On the contrary, he treats them from a certain +objective distance, and, as it were, with irony. He goes to work with +them like an artist, to whom it is an amusement to try anything of the +sort. He has, as I have said before, quite renounced himself, nay, he +has ever renounced the Frenchman, and that to such a degree that at +first these poems of Guzla were deemed real Illyrian popular poems, and +thus little was wanting for the success of the imposition he had +intended." + +"Mérimée," continued Goethe, "is indeed a thorough fellow! Indeed, +generally, more power and genius are required for the objective +treatment of a subject than is supposed. Thus, too, Lord Byron, +notwithstanding his predominant personality, has sometimes had the power +of renouncing himself altogether, as may be seen in some of his dramatic +pieces, particularly in his _Marino Faliero_. In this piece one quite +forgets that Lord Byron, or even an Englishman, wrote it. We live +entirely in Venice, and entirely in the time in which the action takes +place. The personages speak quite from themselves and from their own +condition, without having any of the subjective feelings, thoughts, and +opinions of the poet. That is as it should be. Of our young French +romantic writers of the exaggerating sort, one cannot say as much. What +I have read of them--poems, novels, dramatic works--have all borne the +personal coloring of the author, and none of them ever makes me forget +that a Parisian--that a Frenchman--wrote them. Even in the treatment of +foreign subjects one still remains in France and Paris, quite absorbed +in all the wishes, necessities, conflicts, and fermentations of the +present day." + +"Béranger also," I threw in experimentally, "has only expressed the +situation of the great metropolis, and his own interior." + +"That is a man," said Goethe, "whose power of representation and whose +interior are worth something. In him is all the substance of an +important personality. Béranger is a nature most happily endowed, firmly +grounded in himself, purely developed from himself, and quite in harmony +with himself. He has never asked--what would suit the times? what +produces an effect? what pleases? what are others doing?--in order that +he might do the like. He has always worked only from the core of his own +nature, without troubling himself as to what the public, or what this or +that party, expects. He has certainly, at different critical epochs, +been influenced by the mood, wishes, and necessities of the people; but +that has only confirmed him in himself, by proving to him that his own +nature is in harmony with that of the people; and has never seduced him +into expressing anything but what already lay in his heart. + +"You know that I am, upon the whole, no friend to what is called +political poems, but such as Béranger has composed I can tolerate. With +him there is nothing snatched out of the air, nothing of merely imagined +or imaginary interest; he never shoots at random; but, on the contrary, +has always the most decided, the most important subjects. His +affectionate admiration of Napoleon, and his reminiscences of the great +warlike deeds which were performed under him, and that at a time when +these recollections were a consolation to the somewhat oppressed French; +then his hatred of the domination of priests, and of the darkness which +threatened to return with the Jesuits--these are things to which one +cannot refuse hearty sympathy. And how masterly is his treatment on all +occasions! How he turns about and rounds off every subject in his own +mind before he expresses it! And then, when all is matured, what wit, +spirit, irony, and persiflage, and what heartiness, naivete, and grace, +are unfolded at every step! His songs have every year made millions of +joyous men; they always flow glibly from the tongue, even with the +working-classes, whilst they are so far elevated above the level of the +commonplace, that the populace, in converse with these pleasant spirits, +becomes accustomed and compelled to think itself better and nobler. What +more would you have? and, altogether, what higher praise could be given +to a poet?" + +"He is excellent, unquestionably!" returned I. "You know how I loved him +for years, and can imagine how it gratifies me to hear you speak of him +thus. But if I must say which of his songs I prefer, his amatory poems +please me more than his political, in which the particular references +and allusions are not always clear to me." + +"That happens to be your case," returned Goethe; "the political poems +were not written for you; but ask the French, and they will tell you +what is good in them. Besides, a political poem, under the most +fortunate circumstances, is to be looked upon only as the organ of a +single nation, and, in most cases, only as the organ of a single party; +but it is seized with enthusiasm by this nation and this party when it +is good. Again, a political poem should always be looked upon as the +mere result of a certain state of the times; which passes by, and with +respect to succeeding times takes from the poem the value which it +derived from the subject. As for Béranger, his was no hard task. Paris +is France. All the important interests of his great country are +concentrated in the capital, and there have their proper life and their +proper echo. Besides, in most of his political songs he is by no means +to be regarded as the mere organ of a single party; on the contrary, the +things against which he writes are for the most part of so universal and +national an interest, that the poet is almost always heard as a great +_voice_ of the people. With us, in Germany, such a thing is not +possible. We have no city, nay, we have no country, of which we could +decidedly say--_Here is Germany_! If we inquire in Vienna, the answer +is--this is Austria! and if in Berlin, the answer is--this is Prussia! +Only sixteen years ago, when we tried to get rid of the French, was +Germany everywhere. Then a political poet could have had an universal +effect; but there was no need of one! The universal necessity, and the +universal feeling of disgrace, had seized upon the nation like something +dæmonic; the inspiring fire which the poet might have kindled was +already burning everywhere of its own accord. Still, I will not deny +that Arndt, Körner, and Rückert, have had some effect." + +"You have been reproached," remarked I, rather inconsiderately, "for not +taking up arms at that great period, or at least cooperating as a poet." + +"Let us leave that point alone, my good friend," returned Goethe. "It is +an absurd world, which does not know what it wants, and which one must +allow to have its own way. How could I take up arms without hatred, and +how could I hate without youth? If such an emergency had befallen me +when twenty years old, I should certainly not have been the last; but it +found me as one who had already passed the first sixties. + +"Besides, we cannot all serve our country in the same way, but each does +his best, according as God has endowed him. I have toiled hard enough +during half a century. I can say, that in those things which nature has +appointed for my daily work, I have permitted myself no repose or +relaxation night or day, but have always striven, investigated, and done +as much, and that as well, as I could. If every one can say the same of +himself, it will prove well with all." + +"The fact is," said I, by way of conciliation, "that you should not be +vexed at that reproach, but should rather feel flattered at it. For what +does it show but that the opinion of the world concerning you is so +great that it desires that he who has done more for the culture of his +nation than any other should at last do everything!" + +"I will not say what I think," returned Goethe. "There is more ill-will +towards me hidden beneath that remark than you are aware of. I feel +therein a new form of the old hatred with which people have persecuted +me, and endeavored quietly to wound me for years. I know very well that +I am an eyesore to many; that they would all willingly get rid of me; +and that, since they cannot touch my talent, they aim at my character. +Now, it is said, I am proud; now, egotistical; now, full of envy towards +young men of genius; now, immersed in sensuality; now, without +Christianity; and now, without love for my native country, and my own +dear Germans. You have now known me sufficiently for years, and you feel +what all that talk is worth. But if you would learn what I have +suffered, read my '_Xenien_', and it will be clear to you, from my +retorts, how people have from time to time sought to embitter my life. + +"A German author is a German martyr! Yes, my friend, you will not find +it otherwise! And I myself can scarcely complain; none of the others has +fared better--most have fared worse; and in England and France it is +quite the same as with us. What did not Molière suffer? What Rousseau +and Voltaire? Byron was driven from England by evil tongues, and would +have fled to the end of the world, if an early death had not delivered +him from the Philistines and their hatred. + +"And if it were only the narrow-minded masses that persecuted noble men! +But no! one gifted man and one genius persecutes another; Platen +scandalizes Heine, and Heine Platen, and each seeks to make the other +hateful; while the world is wide enough for all to live and to let live; +and every one has an enemy in his own talent, who gives him quite enough +to do. + +"To write military songs, and sit in a room! That forsooth was my duty! +To have written them in the bivouac, when the horses at the enemy's +outposts are heard neighing at night, would have been well enough; +however, that was not my life and not my business, but that of Theodore +Körner. His war-songs suit him perfectly. But to me, who am not of a +warlike nature, and who have no warlike sense, war-songs would have been +a mask which would have fitted my face very badly. + +"I have never affected anything in my poetry. I have never uttered +anything which I have not experienced, and which has not urged me to +production. I have composed love-songs only when I have loved. How could +I write songs of hatred without hating! And, between ourselves, I did +not hate the French, although I thanked God that we were free from them. +How could I, to whom culture and barbarism are alone of importance, hate +a nation which is among the most cultivated of the earth, and to which I +owe so great a part of my own cultivation? + +"Altogether," continued Goethe, "national hatred is something peculiar. +You will always find it strongest and most violent where there is the +lowest degree of culture. But there is a degree where it vanishes +altogether, and where one stands to a certain extent above nations, and +feels the weal or woe of a neighboring people, as if it had happened to +one's own. This degree of culture was conformable to my nature, and I +had become strengthened in it long before I had reached my sixtieth +year." + + * * * * * + +1832. + +_Sunday_, March 11.--The conversation turned upon the great men who had +lived before Christ, among the Chinese, the Indians, the Persians, and +the Greeks; and it was remarked, that the divine power had been as +operative in them as in some of the great Jews of the Old Testament. We +then came to the question how far God influenced the great natures of +the present world in which we live? + +"To hear people speak," said Goethe, "one would almost believe that they +were of opinion that God had withdrawn into silence since those old +times, and that man was now placed quite upon his own feet, and had to +see how he could get on without God, and his daily invisible breath. In +religious and moral matters a divine influence is indeed still allowed, +but in matters of science and art it is believed that they are merely +earthly and nothing but the product of human powers. + +[Illustration: SCHILLER'S GARDEN HOUSE AT JENA Drawing by Goethe] + +"Let any one only try, with human will and human power, to produce +something which may be compared with the creations that bear the names +of Mozart, Raphael, or Shakespeare. I know very well that these three +noble beings are not the only ones, and that in every province of art +innumerable excellent geniuses have operated, who have produced things +as perfectly good as those just mentioned. But if they were as great as +those, they rose above ordinary human nature, and in the same proportion +were as divinely endowed as they. + +"And, after all, what does it all come to? God did not retire to rest +after the well-known six days of creation, but, on the contrary, is +constantly active as on the first. It would have been for Him a poor +occupation to compose this heavy world out of simple elements, and to +keep it rolling in the sunbeams from year to year, if He had not had the +plan of founding a nursery for a world of spirits upon this material +basis. So He is now constantly active in higher natures to attract the +lower ones." + +Goethe was silent. But I cherished his great and good words in my heart. + +_Early in March_.[23]--Goethe mentioned at table that he had received a +visit from Baron Carl Von Spiegel, and that he had been pleased with him +beyond measure. + +"He is a very fine young man," said Goethe; "in his mien and manners he +has something by which the nobleman is seen at once. He could as little +dissemble his descent as any one could deny a higher intellect; for +birth and intellect both give him who once possesses them a stamp which +no incognito can conceal. Like beauty, these are powers which one cannot +approach without feeling that they are of a higher nature." + +_Some days later_.--We talked of the tragic idea of Destiny among the +Greeks. + +"It no longer suits our way of thinking," said Goethe; "it is obsolete, +and is also in contradiction with our religious views. If a modern poet +introduces such antique ideas into a drama, it always has an air of +affectation. It is a costume which is long since out of fashion, and +which, like the Roman toga, no longer suits us. + +"It is better for us moderns to say with Napoleon, 'Politics are +Destiny.' But let us beware of saying, with our latest literati, that +politics are poetry, or a suitable subject for the poet. The English +poet Thomson wrote a very good poem on the Seasons, but a very bad one +on Liberty, and that not from want of poetry in the poet, but from want +of poetry in the subject." + +"If a poet would work politically, he must give himself up to a party; +and so soon as he does that, he is lost as a poet; he must bid farewell +to his free spirit, his unbiased view, and draw over his ears the cap of +bigotry and blind hatred. + +"The poet, as a man and citizen, will love his native land; but the +native land of his poetic powers and poetic action is the good, noble, +and beautiful, which is confined to no particular province or country, +and which he seizes upon and forms wherever he finds it. Therein is he +like the eagle, who hovers with free gaze over whole countries, and to +whom it is of no consequence whether the hare on which he pounces is +running in Prussia or in Saxony. + +"And, then, what is meant by love of one's country? What is meant by +patriotic deeds? If the poet has employed a life in battling with +pernicious prejudices, in setting aside narrow views, in enlightening +the minds, purifying the tastes, ennobling the feelings and thoughts of +his countrymen, what better could he have done? How could he have acted +more patriotically? + +"To make such ungrateful and unsuitable demands upon a poet is just as +if one required the captain of a regiment to show himself a patriot, by +taking part in political innovations and thus neglecting his proper +calling. The captain's country is his regiment, and he will show himself +an excellent patriot by troubling himself about political matters only +so far as they concern him, and bestowing all his mind and all his +care on the battalions under him, trying so to train and discipline them +that they may do their duty if ever their native land should be in +peril. + +[Illustration: THE MOAT AT JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + +"I hate all bungling like sin, but most of all bungling in +state-affairs, which produces nothing but mischief to thousands and +millions. + +"You know that, on the whole, I care little what is written about me; +but yet it comes to my ears, and I know well enough that, hard as I have +toiled all my life, all my labors are as nothing in the eyes of certain +people, just because I have disdained to mingle in political parties. To +please such people I must have become a member of a Jacobin club, and +preached bloodshed and murder. However, not a word more upon this +wretched subject, lest I become unwise in railing against folly." + +In the same manner he blamed the political course, so much praised by +others, of Uhland. + +"Mind," said he, "the politician will devour the poet. To be a member of +the States, and to live amid daily jostlings and excitements, is not for +the delicate nature of a poet. His song will cease, and that is in some +sort to be lamented. Swabia has plenty of men, sufficiently well +educated, well meaning, able, and eloquent, to be members of the States, +but only one poet of Uhland's class." + + * * * * * + +The last stranger whom Goethe entertained as his guest was the eldest +son of Frau von Arnim; the last words he wrote were some verses in the +album of this young friend. + + * * * * * + +The morning after Goethe's death, a deep desire seized me to look once +again upon his earthly garment. His faithful servant, Frederic, opened +for me the chamber in which he was laid out. Stretched upon his back, he +reposed as if asleep; profound peace and security reigned in the +features of his sublimely noble countenance. The mighty brow seemed yet +to harbor thoughts. I wished for a lock of his hair; but reverence +prevented me from cutting it off. The body lay naked, wrapped only in a +white sheet; large pieces of ice had been placed near it, to keep it +fresh as long as possible. Frederic drew aside the sheet, and I was +astonished at the divine magnificence of the limbs. The breast was +powerful, broad, and arched; the arms and thighs were full, and softly +muscular; the feet were elegant, and of the most perfect shape; nowhere, +on the whole body, was there a trace either of fat or of leanness and +decay. A perfect man lay in great beauty before me; and the rapture +which the sight caused made me forget for a moment that the immortal +spirit had left such an abode. I laid my hand on his heart--there was a +deep silence--and I turned away to give free vent to my suppressed +tears. + +[Illustration: VIEW INTO THE SAALE VALLEY NEAR JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + + + +LETTERS TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH.D. GOETHE TO KAROLINE VON HUMBOLDT + +January 25, 1804. + +How many an hour have I thought of you with genuine and lively interest; +and nearly every time I have marveled at the outrageous intention which +correspondents can express, that, when far apart, they will write to +each other once a month. Distance absolutely precludes interest in +trifles that are close to us; how can we tell each other our daily joys +and sorrows, when the voice which speaks must wait so long for the sound +of the answering voice; and then those unexpected chances happen which +in an instant destroy our careful plans so that, when we would continue, +we know not where we should begin. + +This time, in remembrance of so much that has passed, and in +anticipation of so much that is to be, I intend to write you a long +letter that the stream may run once more. + +Meanwhile you have suffered a bitter loss, of which I shall not speak. I +trust that all the agencies which nature has contrived for man to +alleviate such woes may have been and may in the future be at your +behest; for they alone can repair the evil they have wrought. + +Fernow has come to us; he bears himself gallantly and well, though an +unfortunate fever has given him a deal of trouble. Since he is in +earnest about what he does, and is essentially of an honest disposition, +we are having a good, profitable, and pleasant time together. + +Riemer is staying with my August, and I hope they will get along right +well together. + +Schiller is continually advancing with great strides, as usual; his +_Tell_ is magnificently planned and, so far as I have seen it, executed +in masterly fashion. + +I myself have been placed, by the swindling spirit which has come over +the gentlemen of Jena, and especially over the proprietors of the +_Allgemeine Literatur-Zeitung_, under the lamentable necessity of again +laboring in person on behalf of this antiquated body of municipal +teachers, wherein I have lost nearly four months of my own time--not +precisely because I did much, but because, notwithstanding, everything +had to be done, and everything that must be done takes time; and thus +for the last three months I have been unable to present you with even a +single little poem. + +Meanwhile life has brought us much of interest. Professor Wolf of Halle +spent two weeks with us; Johannes von Müller is here now; and for four +weeks Madame de Staël has also honored us with her presence. + +The drawings of the late Herr Carstens, which Fernow brought with him, +have given me much pleasure, since through them I have first learned to +know this rare talent, which, alas, was held back by circumstances in +earlier days, and which at last was mown down even yet unripe. + +A couple of large pictures by Hackert have arrived, and anything more +perfect, as faithful copies of reality, could scarcely be imagined. + +As to my studies and hobbies, I do not know whether I have ever said +anything to you about my collection of modern medals in bronze and +copper, beginning with the second half of the fifteenth century, and +coming down to the most recent times. + +I chanced upon this in connection with my revision of Cellini; for, +since in the north we must be content with crumbs, it seemed possible +for me to gain even an approximately clear survey of plastic art only +through the aid of original medals from the various centuries, which, as +is generally known, invariably kept close to the sculpture of their +time. Through exertion, favor, and good fortune I have already +succeeded extremely well in making a rather important collection. Permit +me to include a couple of commissions and desiderata. + +1. For a couple of old medals said to be in the possession of +Mercandetti.[24] + +2. For papal medals from Innocent XIII inclusive; I have very fine +specimens of Hamerani's[25] medals of Clement XI. + +3. For a medal to be ordered from Mercandetti, a commission which I +especially urge both on you and on Humboldt; for the enterprise is, I +must admit, a serious one; in the long run, some satisfaction may +probably be gained; but should it fail, money will be lost and vexation +will be the result. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +July 30, 1804. + +Months ago I wrote the inclosed sheet to your dear wife. She has +recently been here, and I have had the pleasure of conversing with her; +she has, so I hear, safely reached Paris and been delivered. I trust +that, ere long, she may there embrace your dear brother, who has, in a +sense, risen for us from the dead. Your precious letter of February 25 +reached me safely in good time, and as I reflect on the long interval +during which I have left you without news from me, I now note through +what singular emotions I have passed during this time. + +Schiller's _Tell_ has been completed for some time and is now on the +stage. It is an extraordinary production wherein his dramatic skill puts +forth new branches, and it justly creates a profound sensation. You will +surely receive it before long, for it is already in press. + +I have permitted myself to be persuaded to try to make my _Götz von +Berlichingen_ suitable for the stage. + +This was an undertaking well-nigh impossible, for its very trend is +untheatrical; like Penelope, I, too, have ceaselessly woven and unwoven +it for a year; and in the process I have learned much, though, I fear, I +have not perfectly attained the end which I had in view. In about six +weeks I hope to present it, and Schiller will, no doubt, speak to you +about it. + +Have you chanced to see our Jena _Literatur-Zeitung_ for this year, and +has anything which it contained aroused your interest? + +I am extremely grateful to you for the very welcome information which +you give me regarding an improvisatrice. Could I possibly dare to make +use of it in the advertising columns of the _Literatur-Zeitung_? What +you have said I would modify in every way consonant with its relation to +the public, which needs not know everything. If you could occasionally +communicate to me some information of this type from the wealth of your +observations, you would confer a great pleasure upon us. + +Since Jagemann's death, Fernow has received an appointment at the +library of the Duchess Dowager, and his connection with it is of great +value for her house and for the society which assembles there; he makes +love for Italian literature a living force and gives occasion for witty +readings and conversations. + +Generally speaking, Weimar is like heaven since the Bottiger goblin [26] +has been banished; and our school is also going very well indeed. A +professorship has been given to Voss's eldest son, who inherits from his +father that fundamental love for antiquity, especially from the +linguistic side, which, after all, is the principal thing in a teacher +of the classics. + +Riemer also conducts himself very well in my house, and I am fairly +satisfied with the progress of my boy, who, I must admit, has a greater +interest in subject-matter than in diction. + +Madame de Staël's intention of spending a portion of the summer here has +been frustrated by her father's death. She has taken Schlegel with her +from Berlin; they are together in Coppet; and will probably go to Italy +toward winter. Such a visit would doubtless be more delightful to you, +dear friend, than many another. + +My warmest thanks are due you for sending me the _Odes of Pindar_ in +translation; they have given a very pleasant hour of recreation to +Riemer and myself. + +I trust to your goodness to see that the inclosed memorandum is +delivered to Mercandetti, and perhaps to confer with him in person about +the matter. Then among your ministering spirits you perhaps have some +one who would keep an eye on the affair in future. I should be glad if +our old patron[27] were given such a public token of gratitude, which +should also be noteworthy from the artistic side, but it must be +acknowledged that it is always a daring venture to place any order at +such a distance, and, therefore, I entreat your friendly participation. + +Above all things it is important that Mercandetti should make a moderate +charge. He demands three piasters for his Alfieri, which he offers for +sale and which is said to be as large as his Galvani. If, now, he asks +somewhat more for the archchancellor's medal, which is ordered and which +is not supposed to be any larger, surely the extra expense should not be +much, and if it is relatively cheap, I am confident of securing him two +hundred subscribers. As has already been noted in the memorandum, he +will render himself better known in Germany through this medal than +through any other work, a fact which cannot fail to be of great moment +to him in the series of distinguished men of the previous century, which +he intends to issue. Forgive me for adding this new burden to your many +duties, and yet endeavor to conduct the affair so that it will not +require much writing to and fro, and so that, in his reply to the +memorandum, Mercandetti will accept our offer. Letters are now delayed +intolerably; one from Florence here takes twenty days, and more. + +It comforts me greatly that you have been pleased with my _Natural +Daughter_, for though at times I long remain silent toward my absent +friends, my desire is, nevertheless, suddenly to resume relations with +them through that which I have toiled over in silence. Unfortunately, I +have given up this play, and do not know when I shall be able to resume +work on it. + +Have you seen the twenty lyric poems which have been published by me in +my _Annual_ of this year? Among them are some that ought not to +displease you. Do not render like for like, but write me soon. +Communicate to me many observations on lands, nations, men, and +languages, which are so instructive and so stimulating. Do not delay, +moreover, to give me some information regarding your own health and that +of your dear wife. + +Weimar, July 30, 1804. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +August 31, 1812. + +Faithful to its nature, Teplitz continues to be, esteemed friend, +unfavorable to our coming together. This inconvenience is doubly +vexatious to me now that, after your departure from Karlsbad, I +deliberately thought over the value of your presence, and wished to +continue our interviews. I was especially grieved that your beautiful +presentation of the manner in which languages received their expansion +over the world was not completely drawn up, although the most of it +remained with me. If you wish to give me a real proof of friendship, +have the kindness to write out for me such an abstract, and I shall +have a hemispherical map colored for myself accordingly and add it to +Lesage's _Atlas_, since, in view of my residence abroad for so much of +the year, I am compelled to think more and more of my general need of a +compendious and tabulated traveling library. Thus, with the assistance +of Aulic Councillor Meyer, the history of the plastic arts and of +painting is now being written on the margin of Bredow's _Tabellen_, and +thus in a very large number of cases your linguistic map will help to +refresh my memory and serve as a guide in much of my reading. + +I would gladly have spoken with you in detail regarding Berlin and all +that which, according to your previous preparations and suggestions, is +going on there. Great cities always contain within themselves the image +of whole empires, and even though distorted by exaggerations which +degenerate into caricature, they nevertheless present the nation in +concentrated form to the eye. + +State Councillor Langermann, whose good will and energy are so +beautifully balanced, has now delighted me for two weeks with his +instructive conversation, and both by word and by example revived my +courage for many things which I had been on the point of abandoning. It +is very enlivening indeed to re-behold the world in its entirety through +the medium of a truly energetic man; for the Germans seldom know how to +inspire in details, and never as a whole. + +I here find an entirely natural transition to the information which you +give me--that our friend Wolf is not satisfied with Niebuhr's work, +although he preëminently should have had reason to be. I feel, however, +very calm about it, for I value Wolf infinitely when he works and acts, +but I have never known him to be sympathetic, especially as regards the +affairs of the present, and herein he is a true German. Moreover, he +knows entirely too much to permit himself to be instructed further and +not to discover the gaps in the knowledge of others. He has his own +mode of thought; how should he recognize the merits of the views of +others? And the great endowments which he possesses are the very ones +which are adapted to rouse and to maintain the spirit of contradiction +and of rejection. + +As to myself, a layman, I have been very greatly indebted to Niebuhr's +first volume, and I hope that the second will increase my gratitude +toward him. I am very curious about his development of the _lex +agraria_. We have heard of it from the time of our youth without gaining +any clear conception of it. How pleasant it is to listen to a learned +and original man on such a theme, especially in these days, when the +summons comes for a more free and unprejudiced consideration of the law +of states and nations, as well as of all the relations of civil law. It +becomes obvious what an advantage it is to know little, and to have +forgotten very much of that little. I never love to mingle in the +wrangles of the day, but I cannot forego the delight of quietly snapping +my fingers at them. I trust that the small leaf inclosed may win a smile +from you. + +I beg you to give my best regards to your wife, and convey my kindest +greetings to the Körners. When the young man [28] again has anything +ready, I beg that it may be sent me at once. This time I should be most +happy to receive a rather large article for January 30, the birthday of +the duchess. A thousand fare-you-wells! + + * * * * * + + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, February 8, 1813. + +With sincere thanks I recognize the fact that you have been able so +quickly and so perfectly to fulfil your friendly promise. Your +beautiful sketch has given me an entirely new impulse to studies of all +sorts. It is no longer possible for me to collect materials; but when +they are brought to me in so concentrated a form, it becomes a source of +very real pleasure for me speedily to fill the gaps in my knowledge and +to discover a thousand relations to what information I already possess. + +As soon as I can spend a few quiet weeks at Jena in March, I shall get +about my task, which, after your preliminary work, is in reality only a +pastime. Bertuch has had some maps of Europe printed for me in a +brownish tint. One of these is to be laid on a large drawing-board, and +the boundaries are to be colored. I shall then indicate the main +languages and, so far as possible, the dialects as well, by attaching +little slips; and Bertuch is not unwilling then to have such a map +engraved, an easy task in his great establishment which is provided with +artists of every kind. Please have the kindness, therefore, to proceed +and to send me the continuation at the earliest possible moment. A map +of the two hemispheres is now ready and is to have the languages +indicated in like fashion. From my inmost heart I wish success to your +translation of Æschylus, which continually becomes more and more +elaborate, and I rejoice that you have not let yourself be frightened +away from this good work by the threats of the Heidelberg Cyclops[29] +and his crew. At the present moment they menace our friend Wolf, who +certainly is no kitten, with ignominious execution, because he also +dared to land on the translation island which they have received from +Father Neptune in private fief, and to bring with him a readable +Aristophanes. It is written, "Blessed are the dead which die in the +Lord," but still more blessed are they who go mad over some +conceitedness. + +Our friend Wieland is blessed in the first sense; he has died in his +Lord, and without particular suffering has passed over to his gods and +heroes. What talent and spirit, learning, common sense, receptivity, +and versatility, conjoined with industry and endurance, can accomplish, +_utile nobis proposuit exemplar_. If every man would so employ his gifts +and his time, what marvels would then take place! + +I have passed my winter as usual, much distracted with my work, yet with +tolerable health, so that it has gone quickly and not without profit. In +November and December my plans were disarranged by theatrical +preparations for the long-expected Iffland, who did not come till toward +the close of the year, and also by preparations for his performances, +which gave me great pleasure. In January and February there were four +birthdays, when either our inventive genius or our collaboration was +demanded; and thus much has been frittered away, willingly, to be sure, +but fruitlessly. + +What I have done meanwhile with pleasure and real interest has been to +make a renewed effort to find among extant monuments a trace of those of +which descriptions have come down to us. Philostrati were again the +order of the day, and as to the statues, I believe that I have got on +the track of the Olympian Zeus, on which so many preliminary studies +have already been made, and also on that of the Hera of Samos, the +Doryphorus of Polycletes, and especially on that of the Cow of Myron and +of the bull that carried Europa. Meyer, whose history of ancient art, +now written in a fair copy, furnished the chief inspiration, takes a +lively interest, since both his doubt and his agreement are invariably +well-founded. + +And thus I shall now close for this time, in the hope of soon seeing +something from your dear hand once more. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Tennstädt, September 1, 1816. The great work to which you, dearest +friend, have devoted a large portion of your life, could not have +reached me at a better time; it finds me here in Tennstädt, a little +provincial Thuringian bathing town which is probably not entirely +unknown to you. Here I have now been for five weeks, and alone, since my +friend Meyer left me. + +Here, at first, I indulged in a cursory reading both of the introduction +and of the drama[30] itself, to my no small edification; and inasmuch as +I am now, for the second time, enjoying the details together with the +whole, I will no longer withhold my thanks for this gift. + +For even though one sympathetically concerns one's self with all the +praiseworthy and with all the good that the most ancient and the most +modern times afford, nevertheless, such a pre-ancient giant figure, +formed like a prodigy, appears amazing to us, and we must collect all +our senses to stand over against it in an attitude even approximately +worthy of it. At such a moment there is no doubt that here the work of +all works of art is seen, or, in more moderate language, a model of the +highest type. That we now can control this easily is our indebtedness to +you; and continuous thanks must fervently reward your efforts, though in +themselves they bring their own reward. + +This drama has always been to me one of those most worthy of +consideration, and through your interest it has been made accessible +earlier than the rest. But, more than ever, the texture of this primeval +tapestry now seems most marvelous to me; past, present, and future are +so happily interwoven that the reader himself becomes the seer, that is, +he becomes like unto God, and yet, in the last resort, that is the +triumph of all poetry in the greatest and in the least. + +But if we here perceive how the poet had at his service each and every +means by which so tremendous an effort may be produced, we cannot +refrain from the highest admiration. How happily the epic, lyric, and +dramatic diction is interwoven, not compelling, but enticing us to +sympathize with such cruel fates! And how well the scanty didactic +reflection becomes the chorus as it speaks! All this cannot receive too +high a mead of praise. + +Forgive me, then, for bringing owls to Athens as a thanks-offering. I +could truly continue thus forever, and tell you what you yourself have +long since better known. Thus I have once more been astonished to see +that each character, except Clytemnestra, the linker of evil unto evil, +has her exclusive Aristeia, so that each one acts an entire poem, and +does not return later for the possible purpose of again burdening us +with her affairs. In every good poem poetry in its entirety must be +contained; but this is a flugleman. + +The ideas in your introduction regarding synonymy are precious; would +that our linguistic purists were imbued with them! We will not, however, +contaminate such lofty affairs with the lamentable blunders whereby the +German nation is corrupting its language from the very foundation, an +evil which will not be perceived for thirty years. + +You, however, my dearest friend, be and remain blessed for the +benefaction which you have done us. This your _Agamemnon_ shall never +again leave my side. + +I cannot judge the rhythmic merit, but I believe I feel it. Our +admirable, talented, and original friend Wolf--although he becomes +intractable in case of contradiction--who spent a number of days with +me, speaks very highly of your careful work. It will be instructive to +see how the Heidelberg gentlemen[31] conduct themselves. + +Let me have a word from you before you go to Paris, and give my +greetings to your dear wife. How much I had wished to see you this +summer, for so many things are in progress on every side that only days +suffice to consider what is to be furthered and how. Fortunately for me, +nothing is approaching that I must absolutely refuse, even though +everything is not undertaken and conducted according to my convictions. +And it is precisely this bitter-sweet which can be treated only orally +and in person. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, June 22, 1823. + +Your letter, dear and honored friend, came at a remarkable juncture +which made it doubly interesting; Schiller's letters had just been +collected, and I was looking them through from the very first, finding +there the most charming traces of the happy and fruitful hours which we +passed together. The invitation to the _Horen_ is contained in the first +letter of June 13, 1794; then the correspondence continues, and with +every letter admiration for Schiller's extraordinary spirit and joy over +his influence on our entire development increases in intensity and +elevation. His letters are an infinite treasure, of which you also +possess rich store; and as, through them, we have made noteworthy +progress, so we must read them again to be protected against backward +steps to which the precious world about us is inclined to tempt us day +by day and hour by hour. + +Just imagine to yourself now, my dearest friend, how highly welcome your +announcement seemed to me at this moment when, after ripe reflection, I +desired to give you very friendly counsel to visit us toward the end of +October. Should the gods not dispose otherwise concerning us, you will +surely find me, and whatever else is near and dear to you, assembled +here; quiet, personal communication may very happily alternate with +social recreations, and, above all things, we can take delight in +Schiller's correspondence, since then you will also bring with you the +letters of several years, and in the fruitful present we may edify and +refresh ourselves with the fair bloom of by-gone days. Riemer sends his +very best greetings; he is well; our relation is permanent, mutually +beneficial, and profitable. Aulic Councillor Meyer has left for +Wiesbaden; unfortunately, his health is not of the best. + +Two new numbers of _Ueber Kunst und Alterthum_ and _Zur +Naturwissenschaft_ are about to appear--the fruits of my winter's +labors. Fortunately, they have been so carefully prepared that no +noteworthy hindrance was presented by my troubles and by the subsequent +illness of our Grand Duchess, which filled us all, especially my +convalescent self, with fear and anxiety. + +Please give my kindest regards to your wife, and, by the way, I need not +assure you that you will certainly be most highly welcome to our most +gracious court. In my household children and grandchildren will meet you +with joyous faces; our nearest friends we shall assemble as we wish. If +in the interval you should have some message for me, I beg you to send +it to my address here, for then it will reach me most quickly. + +And now I again send the very best of all kind greetings to your dear +wife; may good fortune bring me once more to her side. Pardon a somewhat +distracted way of writing, indicative of packing. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 22, 1826. + +Your letter and package, most honored friend, gave me a very welcome +token of your continuous remembrance and friendly sympathy. I wish, +however, that I might have received an equal assurance of your good +health. For my own part, I cannot complain; a ship that is no longer a +deep-sea sailer may perhaps still be useful as a coaster. + +I have passed the entire summer at home, laboring undisturbed at editing +my works. Possibly you still remember, my dearest friend, a dramatic +_Helena_, which was to appear in the second part of _Faust_. From +Schiller's letters at the beginning of the century I see that I showed +him the commencement of it, and also that he, with true friendship, +counseled me to continue it. It is one of my oldest conceptions, resting +on the marionette tradition that Faust compelled Mephistopheles to +produce Helen of Troy for his nuptials. From time to time I have +continued to work on it, but the piece could not be completed except in +the fulness of time, for its action has now covered three thousand +years, from the fall of Troy to the capture of Missolonghi. This can, +therefore, also be regarded as a unity of time in the higher sense of +the term; the unities of place and action are, however, likewise most +carefully regarded in the usual acceptation of the word. It appears +under the title: + + Helena + + Classico-Romantic Phantasmagoria. + + Interlude to Faust. + +This says little indeed, and yet enough, I hope, to direct your +attention more vividly to the first instalment of my works which I hope +to present at Easter. + +I next ask, with more confidence, whether perchance you still remember +an epic poem which I had in mind immediately after the completion of +_Hermann and Dorothea_--in a modern hunt a tiger and a lion were +concerned. At the time you dissuaded me from elaborating the idea, and I +abandoned it; now, in searching through old papers, I find the plot +again, and cannot refrain from executing it in prose; for it may then +pass as a tale, a rubric under which an extremely large amount of +remarkable stuff circulates. + +Very recently there has reached my hermitage the portrayal of the very +active life of a man of the world, which highly entertains me--the +journal of Duke Bernhard of Weimar, who left Ghent in April, 1825, and +who returned to us only a short time past. It is written +uninterruptedly, and since his station, his mode of thought, and his +demeanor introduced him to the highest circles of society, and since he +was at ease among the middle classes and did not disdain the most +humble, his reader is very agreeably conducted through most diverse +situations, which, for me at least, it was highly important to survey +directly. + +Now, however, I must assure you that the outline which you have sent is +extremely profitable to Riemer and myself, and has given a most +admirable opportunity for discussions on linguistics and philosophy. I +am by no means averse to the literature of India, but I am afraid of it; +for it draws my imaginative power towards the formless and the deformed, +against which I am forced to guard myself more than ever; but if it +comes over the signature of a valued friend, it will always be welcome, +for it gives me the desired opportunity to converse with him on what +interests him, and what must certainly be of importance. + +Now, as I prepare to close, I simply say that I am engaged in combining +and uniting the scattered _Wanderings of Wilhelm Meister_, in its old +and new portions, as two volumes. While engaged in which task nothing +could give me greater delight than to welcome the chief of wanderers, +your highly esteemed brother, to our house, and to learn directly of his +ceaseless activity; nor do I fail to express my hearty wishes to your +dear wife for the best results from the cure which she is seeking in +such lofty regions. + +And so, for ever and ever, in truest sympathy, GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 19, 1830. + +How often during these weeks, my dear and honored friend, have I sought +refuge at your side, again taken out your magnificent letters, and found +refreshment in them! + +As almost in an instant the earthquake of Lisbon caused its influences +to be felt in the remotest lakes and springs, so we also have been +shaken directly by that western explosion, as was the case forty years +ago. + +How comforting it must have been for me in such moments to take up your +priceless letters, you yourself will feel and graciously express. +Through a decided antithesis I was carried back to those times when we +felt mutually pledged to procure a preliminary culture, when, united +with our great and noble friend, we strove after concrete truths, and +most faithfully and diligently sought to attain all that was most +beautiful and sublime in the world about us, for the edification of our +willing, yearning spirits, and to fill to its full an atmosphere which +required substance and contents. + +How beautiful and splendid is it now that you should lay the foundations +for your latest composition (_Review of Goethe's Italian Travels_) in +that happy soil, that you should seek to explain me and my endeavors at +that laborious time, and that attentively and lovingly you should have +traced back that which in my efforts might seem incidental or lacking in +coherence, in sequence, to a spiritual necessity and to individual +characteristic combinations. + +Here, now, there would be a most beautiful theme for discussion by word +of mouth. It is impossible to commit to writing how I was mirrored in +your words; how I received elucidation on many things; how, at the same +time, I was again challenged to reflect on the many enigmas that ever +remain unsolved in man, even as regards himself; and seriously to +reflect on the inner nexus of many qualities which cross in the +individual and which, despite a certain degree of contradiction, are +intertwined and united. + +Here belongs preëminently my relation to plastic art, to which you have +devoted an attention so deserving of thanks. It is marvelous enough that +man feels an irresistible impulse to prosecute what he cannot achieve, +and yet that by this very process he is most essentially furthered in +his actual achievements. + +That, however, this long-delayed letter may no further lag behind, I +shall close, but shall, nevertheless, at the same time inform you that, +while I uttered the sentiments written above, I once more returned to +your letters, and by seeing myself mirrored in them afresh was +challenged to new considerations, and was powerfully reminded of those +times when, united in spirit though not in body, we, already advanced in +years, enjoyed with the strength of youth and with delight those idyllic +days. + +For six months [32] now my son has shared in the exuberance with which, +on the priceless peninsula, nature and centuries have, with most +marvelous intricacy, amassed and destroyed in life, created and +demolished in the arts, and played with the fates of men and nations. + +He went by steamer from Leghorn to Naples, where he may be even yet, a +decision which, once carried out, has brought very special advantages. +He found Professor Zahn there, and himself, under this scholar's +guidance, completely at home both above and below the ground. + +Since now you, too, my dearest friend, are accustoming yourself to +dictating, send me in a happy hour of leisure often a tiny friendly +word, so that, from time to time, I may more frequently and concretely +be aware of the coexistence which has already so long been vouched us on +this terrestrial ball. I tear myself unwillingly from this +communication; how much I have to say floats before me, but at this time +I shall delay only to bless the fortunate star which at this moment +rises over you and your estimable brother. May what has so charmingly +been inaugurated endure for the enjoyment of rich results to you and to +us all! + +And so ever! + +Weimar, October 19, 1830. J. W. VON GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, December 1, 1831. + +Already informed by the public press, honored friend, that the beating +waves of that wild Baltic have exercised so happy an influence on the +constitution of my dearest friend, I have rejoiced in a high degree, +and have done all honor and reverence to the waters which so often wreak +destruction. Your welcome note gave the fairest and the best of all +substantiation to these good tidings, so that with comfort I could look +forth from my hermitage over the monastery gardens veiled in snow, since +I could fancy to myself my dearest friend in his four-towered castle, +amid roomy surroundings, surveying a landscape over which winter had +spread far and wide, and at the same time with good courage pursuing to +the minutest detail his deep-founded tasks. + +Generally speaking, I can perhaps say that the apperception of great +productive maxims of nature absolutely compels us to continue our +investigations to the minutest possible details, just as the final +ramifications of the arteries meet, at the extreme finger-tips, the +nerves to which they are linked. In particular I might perhaps say that +I have often been brought more closely to you than you probably know; +for conversations with Riemer very often turn on a word, its +etymological signification, formation and mutation, relationship, and +strangeness. + +I have been highly grateful to your brother, for whom I find no epithet, +for several hours of frank, friendly conversation; for although +assimilation of his theory of geology, and practical work in accordance +with it, are impossible for my mental process, yet I have seen with true +sympathy and admiration how that of which I cannot convince myself in +him obtains a logical coherence and is amalgamated with the tremendous +mass of his knowledge, where it is then held together by his priceless +character. + +If I may express myself with my old frankness, my most honored friend, I +gladly admit that in my advanced years everything becomes more and more +historical to me. Whether a thing has happened in days gone by, in +distant realms, or very close to myself, is quite immaterial; I even +seem to become more and more historical to myself; and when, in the +evening, Plutarch is read to me, I often appear ridiculous to myself, +should I narrate my biography in this way. + +Forgive me expressions of this character! In old age men become +garrulous, and since I dictate, it is very easy for this natural +tendency to get the better of me. + +Of my _Faust_ there is much and little to say; at a peculiarly happy +time the apothegm occurred to me: + + "If bards ye are, as ye maintain; + Now let your inspiration show it." + +And through a mysterious psychological turn, which probably deserves +investigation, I believe that I have risen to a type of production which +with entire consciousness has brought forth that which I myself still +approve of--though perhaps without being able ever again to swim in this +current--but which Aristotle and other prose-writers would even ascribe +to a sort of madness. The difficulty of succeeding consisted in the fact +that the second part of _Faust_--to whose printed portions you have +possibly devoted some attention--has been pondered for fifty years in +its ends and aims, and has been elaborated in fragmentary fashion, as +one or the other situation occurred to me; but the whole has remained +incomplete. + +Now, the second part of _Faust_ demands more of the understanding than +the first does, and therefore it was necessary to prepare the reader, +even though he must still supply bridges. The filling of certain gaps +was obligatory both for historical and for æsthetic unity, and this I +continued until at last I deemed it advisable to cry: + +"Close ye the wat'ring canal; to their fill have the meadows now drunken." + +And now I had to take heart to seal the stitched copy in which printed +and unprinted are thrust side by side, lest I might possibly be led into +temptation to elaborate it here and there; at the same time I regret +that I cannot communicate it to, my most valued friends, as the poet so +gladly does. + +I will not send my _Metamorphosis of Plants_, translated, with an +appendix, by M. Soret, unless certain confessions of life would satisfy +your friendship. Recently I have become more and more entangled in these +phenomena of nature; they have enticed me to continue my labors in my +original field, and have finally compelled me to remain in it. We shall +see what is to be done there likewise, and shall trust the rest to the +future, which, between ourselves, we burden with a heavier task than +would be supposed. + +From time to time let us not miss on either side an echo of continued +existence. + +G. + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, March 17, 1832. + +After a long, involuntary pause I begin as follows, and yet simply on +the spur of the moment. Animals, the ancients said, were taught by their +organs. I add to this, men also, although they have the advantage of +teaching their organs in return. + +For every act, and, consequently, for every talent, an innate tendency +is requisite, working automatically, and unconsciously carrying with +itself the necessary predisposition; yet, for this very reason, it works +on and on inconsequently, so that, although it contains its laws within +itself, it may, nevertheless, ultimately run out, devoid of end or aim. +The earlier a man perceives that there is a handicraft or an art which +will aid him to attain a normal increase of his natural talents, the +more fortunate is he. Moreover, what he receives from without does not +impair his innate individuality. The best genius is that which absorbs +everything within itself, which knows how to adapt everything, without +prejudicing in the least the real fundamental essence--the quality which +is called character--so that it becomes the element which truly elevates +that quality and endows it throughout so far as may be possible. + +Here, now, appear the manifold relations between the conscious and the +unconscious. Imagine a musical talent that is to compose an important +score; consciousness and unconsciousness will be related like the warp +and the woof, a simile that I am so fond of using. Through practice, +teaching, reflection, failure, furtherance, opposition, and renewed +reflection the organs of man unconsciously unite, in a free activity, +the acquired and the innate, so that this process creates a unity which +sets the world in amaze. This generalization may serve as a speedy reply +to your query and as an explanation of the note that is herewith +returned. + +Over sixty years have passed since, in my youth, the conception of Faust +lay before me clear from the first, although the entire sequence was +present in less detailed form. Now, I have always kept my purpose in the +back of my mind and I have elaborated only the passages that were of +special interest to me, so that gaps remain in the second part which are +to be connected with the remainder through the agency of a uniform +interest. Here, I must admit, appeared the great difficulty of attaining +through resolution and character what should properly belong only to a +nature voluntarily active. It would, however, not have been well had +this not been feasible after so long a life of active reflection, and I +let no fear assail me that it may be possible to distinguish the older +from the newer, and the later from the earlier; which point, then, we +shall intrust to future readers for their friendly examination. + +Beyond all question it will give me infinite pleasure to dedicate and +communicate these very serious jests to my valued, ever thankfully +recognized, and widely scattered friends while still living, and to +receive their reply. But, as a matter of fact, the age is so absurd and +so insane that I am convinced that the candid efforts which I have long +expended upon this unusual structure would be ill rewarded, and that, +driven ashore, they will lie like a wreck in ruins and speedily be +covered over by the sand-dunes of time. In theory and practice, +confusion rules the world, and I have no more urgent task than to +augment, wherever possible, what is and has remained within me, and to +redistill my peculiarities, as you also, worthy friend, surely also do +in your castle. + +But do you likewise tell me something about your work. Riemer is, as you +doubtless know, absorbed in the same and similar studies, and our +evening conversations often lead to the confines of this specialty. +Forgive this delayed letter! Despite my retirement, there is seldom an +hour when these mysteries of life may be realized. + + + + +GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH ZELTER + +TRANSLATED BY FRANCES H. KING + +LETTER 512 + +Weimar, July 28, 1803. + +I have followed you so often in my thoughts that unfortunately I have +neglected to do so in writing. Just a few lines today, to accompany the +inclosed page. Of Mozart's Biography I have heard nothing further, but I +will inquire about it and also about the author. Your beautiful Queen +made many happy while on her journey, and no one happier than my mother; +nothing could have caused her greater joy in her declining years. + +Do write me something about the performance of The _Natural Daughter_, +frankly and without consideration for my feelings. I have a mind anyhow +to shorten some of the scenes, which must seem long, even if they are +excellently acted. Will you outline for me sometime the duties of a +concert conductor, so much, at all events, as one of our kind needs to +know in order to form a judgment of such a man, and in case of need, to +be able to direct him? Madame Mara sang on Tuesday in Lauchstaedt; how +it went off I do not yet know. For the songs which I received through +Herr von Wolzogen I thank you mostly heartily in my own name and in the +name of our friends. It was no time to think of producing them. I hope +soon to send you the proof-sheets of my songs, and I beg you to keep +them secret at first, until they have appeared in print. + +_Inclosure_ + +You now have the _Bride of Messina_ before you in print and as you learn +the poet's intentions from his introductory essay, you will know better +how to appreciate what he has done, and how far you can agree with +him. I will, regarding your letter, jot down my thoughts on the subject; +we can come to an understanding in a few words. + +[Illustration: K. F. ZELTER, E. A. Seemann] + +In Greek tragedy four forms of the chorus are found, representing four +epochs. In the first, between the songs in which gods and heroes are +extolled and genealogies, great deeds, and monstrous destinies are +brought before the imagination, a few persons appear and carry the +spectator back into the past. Of this we find an approximate example in +the _Seven before Thebes_ of, _Eschylus_. Here, therefore, are the +beginnings of dramatic art, the old style. The second epoch shows us the +chorus in the mass as the mystical, principal personage of the piece, as +in the _Eumenides_ and _Supplicants_. Here I am inclined to find the +grand style. The chorus is independent, the interest centres in it; one +might call this the Republican period of dramatic art; the rulers and +the gods are only attendant personages. In the third epoch it is the +chorus which plays the secondary part; the interest is transferred to +the families, and the members and heads who represent them in the play, +with whose fate that of the surrounding people is only loosely +connected. Then, the chorus is subordinate, and the figures of the +princes and heroes stand preëminent in all their exclusive magnificence. +This I consider the beautiful style. The pieces of Sophocles stand on +this plane. Since the crowd is forced merely to look on at the heroes +and at fate, and can have no effect on either their special or general +nature, it takes refuge in reflection and assumes the office of an able +and welcome spectator. In the fourth epoch the action withdraws more and +more into the sphere of private interests, and the chorus often appears +as a burdensome custom, as an inherited fixture. It becomes unnecessary, +and therefore, as a part of a living poetic composition, it is useless, +wearisome, and disturbing; as, for example, when it is called upon to +guard secrets in which it has no interest, and things of that sort. +Several examples are to be found in the pieces of Euripides, of which I +will mention _Helen_ and _Iphigenia in Tauris_. + +From all this you will see that, for a musical reconstruction of the +chorus, it would be necessary to make experiments in the style of the +first two epochs; and this might be accomplished by means of quite short +oratorios. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 553 + +Weimar, June 1, 1805. + +Since writing to you last, I have had few happy days. I thought I should +die myself, and instead I lose a friend,[33] and with him the half of my +being. I would really begin a different mode of life, but for one of my +years there is no way of doing that. I only look straight ahead of me +each day, and do the thing nearest to me without thinking of the +consequences. + +But as people in every loss and misfortune try to find a pretext for +amusement, I have been urgently solicited in behalf of our theatre, and +on many other sides, to celebrate on the stage the memory of the +departed one. I wish to say nothing further on the subject, except that +I am not disinclined to it, and all I would ask of you now is whether +you are willing to assist me in the matter; and, first, whether you +would furnish me with your motet--"Man lives," etc., about which I have +read in the _Musical Review_, No. 27; also whether you would either +compose some other pieces of a solemn character, or else select and make +over to me some musical pieces already composed--the style of which I +will indicate later--as a foundation for appropriate compositions. As +soon as I know your real opinion on the subject, you shall receive +further details. + +Your beautiful series of little essays on orchestra organization I have +left lying around till now, and the reason is that they contained a sort +of satire on our own conditions. + +Now Reichard wishes them for the _Musical Review_. I hunt them up +again, look them over, and I feel that I really could not deprive the +Intelligence Page of our _Literatur-Zeitung_ of them. Some of our +conditions here have changed, and, after all, a man may surely be +allowed to censure those things which he did not try to hinder. + +Privy Councillor Wolf of Halle is here at present. If only I could hope +to see you also here this year! Would it not be possible for you to come +to Lauchstaedt the end of July, so as to help, there on the spot, in the +preparation and performance of the above-mentioned work? + +Think it over and only tell me there is a possibility of it; we shall +then be able to devise the means of bringing it to pass. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 606 + +Weimar, October 30, 1808. + +The world of art is just now too much run down for a young man to be +able to realize exactly where he stands. People always search for +inspiration everywhere but in the place where it originates, and if they +do once catch sight of the source, then they cannot find the path +leading to it. Therefore I am reduced to despair by half a dozen of the +younger poetic spirits, who, though endowed with extraordinary natural +talent, will scarcely accomplish much that I can ever take pleasure in. +Werner, Ochlenschlaeger, Arnim, Brentano and others are still working +and practising at their art, but everything they do is absolutely +lacking in form and character. Not one of them can understand that the +highest and only operation of nature and art is the creation of form, +and in the form, detail, so that each single thing shall become, be, and +remain something separate and important. There is no art in letting your +talent go to suit your humor and convenience. + +The sad part of it is that the humorous, because it has no support and +no law within itself, sooner or later degenerates into melancholy and +bad temper. We have been forced to experience the most horrible examples +of this in Jean Paul (see his last production in the _Ladies' Calendar_) +and in Görres (see his _Specimens of Writing_). Moreover, there are +always people enough to admire and esteem that sort of thing, because +the public is always grateful to every one who tries to turn its head. + +Will you be obliging enough, when you have a quarter of an hour's spare +time, to sketch for me, in a few rough lines, the aberrations of our +youthful musicians? I should like to compare them with the errors of the +painters; for a man must once for all set his heart at rest about these +things, execrate the whole business, stop thinking about the culture of +others, and employ the short time that remains to him on his own works. +But even while I express myself thus disagreeably, I must, as always +happens to good-natured blusterers, contradict myself immediately, and +beg you to continue your interest in Eberwein at least until Easter; for +then I will send him to you again. He has acquired great confidence in +you, and great respect for your institution, but unhappily even that +does not mean much with young people. They still secretly think it would +also be possible to produce something extraordinary by their own foolish +methods. Many people gain some comprehension that there is a goal, but +they would like very much to reach it by loitering along mazy paths. + +You have been sufficiently reminded of us throughout this month by the +newspapers. It was worth much to be present in person at these events. I +also came in for a share of the favorable influence of such an unusual +constellation. The Emperor of France was very gracious to me. Both +Emperors decorated me with stars and ribbons, which we desire in all +modesty thankfully to acknowledge. Forgive me for not writing you more +about the latest events. You must have already wondered when you read +the papers that this stream of the great and mighty ones of earth +should have rolled on as far as Weimar, and even over the battlefield of +Jena. I cannot refrain from inclosing to you a remarkable engraving. The +point where the temple is placed, is the farthest point toward the +north-east reached by Napoleon on this tour. When you visit us, I will +place you on the spot where the little man with the cane is shown +parceling off the world. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 640 + +Weimar, February 28, 1811. + +I have read somewhere that the celebrated first secretary of the London +Society, Oldenburg, never opened a letter until he had placed pen, ink, +and paper before him, and that he then and there, immediately after the +first reading, wrote down his answer. Thus he was able to meet +comfortably the demands of an immense correspondence. If I could have +imitated this virtue, so many people would not now be complaining of my +silence. But this time your dear letter just received has roused in me +such a desire to answer, by recalling to my mind all the fullness of our +life during the summer, that I am writing these lines, if not +immediately after the first reading, at least on awaking the next +morning. + +I think I anticipated that the good _Pandora_ would slow down somewhat +when she reached home again. Life in Töplitz was really too favorable to +this sort of work, and your meditations and efforts were so steadily and +undividedly centred upon it, that an interruption could not help calling +forth a pause. But leave it alone; there is so much done on it already +that, at the right moment, the remainder will, in all likelihood, come +of its own accord. + +I cannot blame you for declining to compose the music to _Faust_. My +proposition was somewhat ill-considered, like the undertaking itself. +It can very well rest in peace for another year; for the trouble which I +had in working over the _Resolute Prince_[34] has about exhausted the +inclination which we must feel when we set about things of that sort. +This piece has indeed turned out beyond all expectation, and it has +given much pleasure to me and to others. It is no small undertaking to +conjure up a work written almost two hundred years ago, for an entirely +different clime, for a people of entirely different customs, religion, +and culture, and to make it appear fresh and new to the eyes of a +spectator. For nowhere is anything antiquated and without direct appeal +more out of place than on the stage. + +Touching my works you shall, before everything else, receive the +thirteenth volume. It is very kind of you not to neglect the _Theory of +Color_; and the fact that you absorb it in small doses will have its +good effect too. I know very well that my way of handling the matter, +natural as it is, differs very widely from the usual way, and I cannot +demand that every one should immediately perceive and appropriate its +advantages. The mathematicians are foolish people, and are so far from +having the least idea what my work means that one really must overlook +their presumption. I am very curious about the first one who gets an +insight into the matter and behaves honestly about it; for not all of +them are blindfolded or malicious. But, at any rate, I now see more +clearly than ever what I have long held in secret, that the training +which mathematics give to the mind is extremely one-sided and narrow. +Yes, Voltaire is bold enough to say somewhere: "I have always remarked +that geometry leaves the mind just where it found it." Franklin also has +clearly and plainly expressed a special aversion to mathematicians, in +respect to their social qualities, and finds their petty contradictory +spirit unbearable. + +As concerns the real Newtonians, they are in the same case as the old +Prussians in October, 1806. The latter believed that they were winning +tactically, when they had long since been conquered strategically. When +once their eyes are opened they will be startled to find me already in +Naumburg and Leipzig, while they are still creeping along near Weimar +and Blankenheim. That battle was lost in advance; and so is this. The +Newtonian Theory is already annihilated, while the gentlemen still think +their adversary despicable. Forgive my boasting; I am just as little +ashamed of it as those gentlemen are of their pettiness. I am going +through a strange experience with Kugelchen, as I have done with many +others. I thought I was making him the nicest compliment possible; for +really the picture and the frame had turned out most acceptably, and now +the good man takes offence at a superficial act of politeness, which one +really ought not to neglect, since many persons' feelings are hurt if we +omit it. A certain lack of etiquette on my part in such matters has +often been taken amiss, and now here I am troubling some excellent +people with my formality. Never get rid of an old fault, my dear friend; +you will either fall into a new one, or else people will look upon your +newly acquired virtue as a fault; and no matter how you behave, you will +never satisfy either yourself or others. In the meantime I am glad that +I know what the matter is; for I wish to be on good terms with this +excellent man. + +Regarding the antique bull, I should propose to have him carefully +packed in a strong case, and sent to me for inspection. In ancient times +these things were often made in replica, and the specimens differ +greatly in value. To give any good bronze in exchange for another would +be a bad bargain, as there are scarcely ever duplicates of them, and +those that we do find are doubly interesting on account of their +resemblances and dissimilarities. The offer I could make at present is +as follows: I have a very fine collection of medals, mostly in bronze, +from the middle of the fifteenth century up to our day. It was collected +principally in order to illustrate to amateurs and experts the progress +of plastic art, which is always reflected in the medals. Among these +medals I have some very beautiful and valuable duplicates, so that I +could probably get together a most instructive series of them to give +away. An art lover, who as yet possessed nothing of this description, +would in them get a good foundation for a collection, and a sufficient +inducement to continue. Further, such a collection, like a set of Greek +and Roman coins, affords opportunity for very interesting observations; +indeed it completes the conception furnished us by the coins, and brings +it up to present times. I may also say that the bull would have to be +very perfect, if I am not to have a balance to my credit in the bargain +above indicated. + +Something very pleasing has occurred to me in the last few days; it was +the presentation to me, from the Empress of Austria, of a beautiful gold +snuff-box with a diamond wreath, and the name Louisa engraved in full. +I know you too will take an interest in this event, as it is not often +that we meet with such unexpected and refreshing good fortune. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 665 + +Weimar, December 3, 1812. + +Your letter telling me of the great misfortune which has befallen your +house,[35] depressed me very much, indeed quite bowed me down; for it +reached me in the midst of very serious reflections on life, and it is +owing to you alone that I have been able to pluck up courage. You have +proved yourself to be pure refined gold when tried by the black +touchstone of death. How beautiful is a character when it is so compact +of mind and soul, and how beautiful must be a talent that rests on such +a foundation. + +Of the deed or the misdeed itself, I know of nothing to say. When the +_toedium vitoe_ lays hold on a man, he is to be pitied, not to be +blamed. That all the symptoms of this strange, natural, as well as +unnatural, disease have raged within me--of that _Werther_ leaves no one +in doubt. I know right well what amount of resolution and effort it cost +me then to escape from the waves of death, with what difficulty I saved +myself from many a later shipwreck, and how hard it was for me to +recover. And all the stories of mariners and fishermen are the same. +After the night of storm the shore is reached again; he who was wet +through dries himself, and the next morning when the beautiful sun +shines once more on the sparkling waves "the sea has regained its +appetite for new victims." + +When we see not only that the world in general, and especially the +younger generation, are given over to their lusts and passions, but also +that what is best and highest in them is misplaced and distorted through +the serious follies of the age; when we see that what should lead them +to salvation really contributes to their damnation--to say nothing of +the unspeakable stress brought to bear upon them from without--then we +cease to wonder at the misdeeds which a man performs in rage against +himself and others. I believe I am capable of writing another _Werther_, +which would make people's hair stand on end, even more than the first +did. Let me add one remark. Most young people, who feel themselves +possessed of merit, demand of themselves more than is right. They are, +however, pressed and forced into it by their gigantic surroundings. I +know half a dozen of that kind who will certainly perish, and whom it +would be impossible to help, even if one could make clear to them where +their real advantage lies. Nobody realizes that reason, courage, and +will-power are given to us so that we shall refrain, not only from evil, +but from excess of goodness. + +I thank you for your comments on the pages of my autobiography. I had +already heard much that was good and kind about them in a general way. +You are the first and only one who has gone into the heart of the +matter. + +I am glad that the description of my father impressed you favorably. I +will not deny that I am heartily tired of the German bourgeois, these +_Lorenz Starks_, or whatever they may be called, who, in humorous gloom, +give free play to their pedantic temperament, and by standing dubiously +in the way of their good-natured desires, destroy them, as well as the +happiness of other people. In the two following volumes the figure of my +father is completely developed, and if on his side as well as on the +side of his son, a grain of mutual understanding had entered into this +precious family relationship, both would have been spared much. But it +was not to be; and indeed such is life. The best laid plan for a journey +is upset by the stupidest kind of accident, and a man goes farthest when +he does not know where he is going. + +Do have the goodness to continue your comments; for I go slowly, as the +subject demands, and keep much _in petto_ (on which account many readers +grow impatient who would be quite satisfied to have the whole meal from +beginning to end, well braised and roasted, served up at one sitting, so +that they could the sooner swallow it, and on the morrow seek better or +worse cheer at random, in a different eating-house or cook's-shop). But +I, as I have already said, remain in ambush, in order to let my lancers +and troopers rush forward at the right moment. It is, therefore, very +interesting for me to learn what you, as an experienced Field-Marshal, +have already noticed about the vanguard. I have as yet read no +criticisms of this little work; I will read them all at once after the +next two volumes are printed. For many years I have observed that those +who should and would speak of me in public, be their intentions good or +bad, seem to find themselves in a painful position, and I have hardly +ever come face to face with a critic who did not sooner or later show +the famous countenance of Vespasian, and a _faciem duram_. + +If you could sometime give me a pleasant surprise by sending the +_Rinaldo_, I should consider it a great favor. + +It is only through you that I can keep in touch with music. We are +really living here absolutely songless and soundless. The opera, with +its old standbys, and its novelties dressed up to suit a little theatre, +and produced at pretty long intervals, is no consolation. At the same +time I am glad that the court and the city can delude themselves into +thinking that they have a species of enjoyment handy. The inhabitant of +a large city is to be accounted happy in this respect, because so much +that is of importance in other lands is attracted thither. + +You have made a point-blank shot at Alfieri. He is more remarkable than +enjoyable. His works are explained by his life. He torments his readers +and listeners, just as he torments himself as an author. He had the true +nature of a count and was therefore blindly aristocratic. He hated +tyranny, because he was aware of a tyrannical vein in himself, and fate +had meted out to him a fitting tribulation, when it punished him, +moderately enough, at the hands of the Sansculottes. The essential +patrician and courtly nature of the man comes at last very laughably +into evidence, when he can think of no better way to reward himself for +his services than by having an order of knighthood manufactured for +himself. Could he have showed more plainly how ingrained these +formalities were in his nature? In the same way I must agree to what you +say of Rousseau's _Pygmalion_. This production certainly belongs among +the monstrosities, and is most remarkable as a symptom of the chief +malady of that period, when State and custom, art and talent were +destined to be stirred into a porridge with a nameless substance--which +was, however, called nature--yes, when they were indeed thus stirred and +beaten up together. I hope that my next volume will bring this operation +to light; for was not I, too, attacked by this epidemic, and was it not +beneficently responsible for the development of my being, which I cannot +now picture to myself as growing in any other fashion? + +Now I must answer your question about the first Walpurgis-night. The +state of the case is as follows: Among historians there are some, and +they are men to whom one cannot refuse one's esteem, who try to find a +foundation in reality for every fable, every tradition, let it be as +fantastic and absurd as it will, and, inside the envelope of the +fairy-tale, believe they can always find a kernel of fact. + +We owe much that is good to this method of treatment. For in order to go +into the matter great knowledge is required; yes, intelligence, wit, and +imagination are necessary to turn poetry into prose in this way. So now, +in this case, one of our German antiquarians has tried to vindicate the +ride of the witches and devils in the Hartz mountains, which has been +well known to us in Germany for untold ages, and to place it upon a firm +foundation, by the discovery of an historical origin. Which is, namely, +that the German heathen priests and forefathers, after they had been +driven from their sacred groves, and Christianity had been forced upon +the people, betook themselves with their faithful followers, at the +beginning of Spring, to the wild inaccessible mountains of the Hartz; +and there, according to their old custom, they offered prayers and fire +to the incorporeal God of Heaven and earth. In order to secure +themselves against the spying, armed converters, they hit upon the idea +of masking a number of their party, so as to keep their superstitious +opponents at a distance, and thus, protected by caricatures of devils, +to finish in peace the pure worship of God. + +I found this explanation somewhere, but cannot put my finger on the +author; the idea pleased me and I have turned this fabulous history into +a poetical fable again. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 433 + +Weimar, October 30, 1824. + +It had long been my wish that you might be invited to take a trip, +because I was certain that I should then hear something from you; for, +of course, I am convinced that in over-lively Berlin no one is likely to +remember to write letters to those who are far away. Now a perilous and +hazardous journey gives my worthy friend an opportunity for a very +characteristic and pleasing description; a crowded family party +furnishes material for a sketch that would certainly find a place in any +English novel. For my part, I will reply with a couple of matters from +my quiet sphere. + +In the first place, then, my sojourn at home has this time been quite +successful; yet we must not boast of it, only quietly and modestly +continue our activities. + +Langermann has probably communicated to you what I sent him. The +introductory poem to _Werther_ I lately resurrected and read to myself, +quietly and thoughtfully, and immediately afterward the _Elegie_ which +harmonizes with it very well; only I missed in them the direct effect of +your pleasing melody, although it gradually revived and rose out of my +inner consciousness. + +I am now also concluding the instalment on natural science, which was +inconveniently delayed this year, and am editing my _Correspondence with +Schiller from 1794_ to 1805. A great boon will be offered to the +Germans, yes, I might even say to humanity in general, revealing the +intimacy between two friends, of the kind who keep contributing to each +other's development in the very act of pouring out their hearts to each +other. I have a strange feeling at my task, for I am learning what I +once was. However, it is most instructive of all to see how two people +who mutually further their purposes _par force_, fritter away their time +through inner over-activity and outer excitement and disturbance; so +that there is, after all, no result fully worthy of their capacities, +tendencies, aims. The effect will be extremely edifying; for every +thoughtful man will be able to find in it consolation for himself. + +Moreover, it contributes to various other things which are revived by +the excited life of that period. If what you recognized a year ago as +the cause of my illness now proves itself the apparent element of my +good health, everything will be running smoothly and you will hear +pleasant news from time to time. + +In order that I may, however, hear from you soon, I wish to inform you +that it would give me especial pleasure to receive a concise, forceful +description of the Konigstadter theatricals. From what they are playing +and rehearsing and from the notices and criticisms that reach me in the +newspapers, I can form some notion for myself, to be sure; but, in any +case, you will correct and strengthen my ideas. At your suggestion the +architect sent me a plan which I found very acceptable, because, from it +I can see for myself that the theatre is situated in a large residential +section. This probably makes it very nice and cheerful, just as setting +back the various rows of boxes is a very convenient arrangement for the +audience who wish to be seen while they themselves see. This much I +already know, and you, with a few strokes, will assist me to picture the +most vivid actuality. + +J. A. Stumpff, of London, Harp Maker to his Majesty, is just leaving me. +A native of Ruhl, he was sent at an early age to England, where he is +now working as an able mechanic, a sturdy man of good stature in which +you would take delight; at the same time he manifests the most patriotic +sentiments for our language and literature. Through Schiller and myself +he has been awakened to all that is good, and he is highly pleased to +see our literary products become gradually known and appreciated. He +revealed a remarkable personality. + +Our sonorous bells are just announcing the celebration of the +anniversary of the Reformation. It resounds with a ring that must not +leave us indifferent. Keep us, Lord, in Thy word, and guide. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: _Morgenblatt_ 1815. Nr. 113 12. Mai.] + +[Footnote 2: (King Henry IV, Part II, Act 4, Scene 4.)] + +[Footnote 3: The works referred to are the nine volumes of A. W. +Schlegel's translation, which appeared 1797-1810, and were subsequently +(since 1826) supplemented by the missing dramas, translated under +Tieck's direction.] + +[Footnote 4: Delivered before the Amalia Lodge of Freemasons in Weimar, +February 1813.] + +[Footnote 5: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York.] + +[Footnote 6: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York, and G. Bell & Sons, +London.] + +[Footnote 7: It is almost needless to observe that the word "demon" is +her reference to its Greek origin, and implies nothing evil.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 8: This is the first day in Eckermann's first book, and the +first time in which he speaks in this book, as distinguished from +Soret.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 9: The word "Gelegenheitsgedicht" (occasional poem) properly +applies to poems written for special occasions, such as birthdays, +weddings, etc., but Goethe here extends the meaning, as he himself +explains. As the English word "occasional" often implies no more than +"occurrence now and then," the phrase "occasional poem" is not very +happy, and is only used for want of a better. The reader must conceive +the word in the limited sense, produced on some special +event.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 10: Goethe's "West-östliche (west-eastern) Divan," one of the +twelve divisions of which is entitled "Das Buch des Unmuths" (The Book +of Ill-Humor).--Trans.] + +[Footnote 11: _Die Aufgeregten_ (the Agitated, in a political sense) is +an unfinished drama by Goethe.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 12: The German phrase "Freund des Bestehenden," which, for +want of a better expression, has been rendered above "friend of the +powers that be," literally means "friend of the permanent," and was used +by the detractors of Goethe to denote the "enemy of the +progressive."--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 13: Poetry and Truth, the title of Goethe's +autobiography.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 14: This, doubtless, means the "Deformed Transformed," and the +fact that this poem was not published till January, 1824, rendering it +probable that Goethe had not actually seen it, accounts for the +inaccuracy of the expression.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 15: It need scarcely be mentioned that this is the name given +to a collection of sarcastic epigrams by Goethe and Schiller.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 16: "Die Natürliche Tochter" (the Natural +Daughter).--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 17: Vide p. 185, where a remark is made on the word _nature_, +as applied to a person.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 18: These plays were intended to be in the Shakesperian style, +and Goethe means that by writing them he freed himself from Shakespeare, +just as by writing _Werther_ he freed himself from thoughts of +suicide.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 19: This doubtless refers to the Heath country in which +Eckermann was born.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 20: This poem is simply entitled "Ballade," and begins +"Herein, O du Guter! du Alter herein!"--_Trans_.] + +[Footnote 21: A It must be borne in mind that this was said before the +appearance of "Robert le Diable," which was first produced in Paris, in +November, 1831.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 22: B That is, the second act of the second part of "Faust," +which was not published entire till after Goethe's death.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 23: In the original book this conversation follows immediately +the one of December 21, 1831, and with the remainder of the book is +prefaced thus:--"The following I noted down shortly afterwards (that is, +after they took place) from memory."--Trans.] + +[Footnote 24: A distinguished die-cutter in Rome.] + +[Footnote 25: Giovanni Hamerani was papal die-cutter from 1675 to 1705.] + +[Footnote 26: A C. A. Bottiger had surrendered his position as director +of the Gymnasium of Weimar and had gone to Dresden, while Heinrich Voss +(1779-1822), an enthusiastic young admirer of Goethe, had come to the +gymnasium.] + +[Footnote 27: An association of civil officials of Mannheim had +intrusted to Goethe a sum of money to erect a memorial to Count von +Dalberg, but the plan was never carried out.] + +[Footnote 28: a Theodor Körner (1791-1813), at that time a dramatist in +Vienna, and closely connected with the Humboldt family through Wilhelm's +friendship for Christian G. Körner.] + +[Footnote 29: J. H. Voss, although his translation of Æschylus was not +printed until 1826.] + +[Footnote 30: Humboldt's translation of the _Agamemnon of Æschylus_.] + +[Footnote 31: Voss and his son.] + +[Footnote 32: August, who went to Italy, in March, 1830, and died there +eight days after this letter was written.] + +[Footnote 33: Schiller died May 9, 1805] + +[Footnote 34: By Calderon] + +[Footnote 35: Zelter's eldest son had shot himself.] + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The German Classics of The Nineteenth +and Twentieth Centuries, Vol. II, by Editor-in-Chief: Kuno Francke + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GERMAN CLASSICS, VOL. 2 *** + +***** This file should be named 11366-8.txt or 11366-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/1/3/6/11366/ + +Produced by Stan Goodman, Jayam Subramanian and PG Distributed +Proofreaders + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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In Twenty Volumes + +Author: Editor-in-Chief: Kuno Francke + +Release Date: February 28, 2004 [EBook #11366] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GERMAN CLASSICS, VOL. 2 *** + + + + +Produced by Stan Goodman, Jayam Subramanian and PG Distributed +Proofreaders + + + + + +VOLUME II + + +JOHANN WOLFGANG VON GOETHE + + + +THE GERMAN CLASSICS + + +MASTERPIECES OF GERMAN LITERATURE + +TRANSLATED INTO ENGLISH + + + +IN TWENTY VOLUMES + +ILLUSTRATED + + + + +1914 + + + + + +VOLUME II + + + + CONTENTS OF VOLUME II + + + INTRODUCTION TO THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES. + By Calvin Thomas + + THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES. + Translated by James Anthony Froude and R. Dillon Boylan + + SHAKESPEARE AND AGAIN SHAKESPEARE. + Translated by Julia Franklin + + ORATION ON WIELAND. + Translated by Louis H. Gray + + THE PEDAGOGIC PROVINCE (from "Wilhelm Meister's Travels"). + Translated by R. Dillon Boylan + + WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE. + Translated by George Krielin + + MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS. + Translated by Bailey Saunders + + ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATION WITH GOETHE. + Translated by John Oxenford + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE. + Translated by Louis H. Gray + + GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH K. F. ZELTER. + Translated by Frances H. King + + + + + ILLUSTRATIONS--VOLUME II + + Capri + + Edward reading aloud to Charlotte and the Captain + + Charlotte receives Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward and Ottilie. By P. Grotjohann + + Edward, Charlotte, Ottilie and the Captain discuss + the new plan of the house. By Franz Simm + + Ottilie examines Edward's Presents. By P Grotjohann + + Luciana posing as Queen Artemisia. By P. Grotjohann + + Ottilie. By Wilhelm von Kaulbach + + The Old Theatre, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Martin Wieland. By E. Hader + + Princess Amalia + + Winckelmann + + Weimar seen from the North + + Goethe and his Secretary. By Johann Josef Schmeller + + Goethe's Study + + The Garden at Goethe's City House, Weimar. By Peter Woltze + + Schiller's Garden House at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + The float at Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + View into the Saale Valley near Jena. Drawing by Goethe + + K.F. Zelter + + +INTRODUCTION TO THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +In the spring of the year 1807 Goethe began work on the second part of +_Wilhelm Meister_. He had no very definite plot in view, but proposed to +make room for a number of short stories, all relating to the subject of +renunciation, which was to be the central theme of the _Wanderjahre_. In +the course of the summer, while he was taking the waters at Karlsbad, +two or three of the stories were written. The following spring he set +about elaborating another tale of renunciation, the idea of which had +occurred to him some time before. But somehow it refused to be confined +within the limits of a novelette. As he proceeded the matter grew apace, +until it finally developed into the novel which was given to the world +in 1809 under the title of _The Elective Affinities_. + +When that which should be a short story is expanded into a novel one can +usually detect the padding and the embroidery. So it is certainly in +this case. Those long descriptions of landscape-gardening; the copious +extracts from Ottilie's diary, containing many thoughts which would +hardly have entered the head of such a girl; the pages given to +subordinate characters, whose comings and goings have no very obvious +connection with the story,--all these retard the narrative and tend to +hide the essential idea. The strange title, too, has served to divert +attention from the real centre of gravity. Had the tale been called, +say, "Ottilie's Expiation," there would have been less room for +misunderstanding and irrelevant criticism; there would have been less +concern over the moral, and more over the artistic, aspect of the story. + +What then was the essential idea? Simply to describe a peculiar tragedy +resulting from the invasion of the marriage relation by lawless passion. +As for the title, it should be remembered that there was just then a +tendency to look for curious analogies between physical law and the +operations of the human mind. Great interest was felt in suggestion, +occult influence, and all that sort of thing. Goethe himself had lately +been lecturing on magnetism. He had also observed, as no one can fail to +observe, that the sexual attraction sometimes seems to act like chemical +affinity: it breaks up old unions, forms new combinations, destroys +pre-existing bodies, as if it were a law that _must_ work itself out, +whatever the consequences. Such a process will now and then defy +prudence, self-respect, duty, even religion,--going its way like a blind +and ruthless law of physics. But if this is to happen the recombining +elements must, of course, have each its specific character; else there +is no affinity and no tragedy. + +It is no part of the analogy that the pressure of sex is always and by +its very nature like the attraction of atoms. Aside from the fact that +character consists largely in the steady inhibition of instinct and +passion by the will, there is this momentous difference between atoms or +molecules, on the one hand, and souls on the other: the character of the +atom or molecule is constant, that of the soul is highly variable. There +is no room here for remarks on free will and determinism; suffice it to +say that Goethe does not preach any doctrine of mechanical determinism +in human relations. The scientific analogy must not be pressed too hard. +It is really not important, since after all nothing turns on it. +Whatever interest the novel has it would have if all reference to +chemistry had been omitted. Goethe's thesis, if he can be said to have +one, is simply that character is fate. + +He imagines a middle-aged man and woman, Edward and Charlotte, who are, +to all seeming, happily united in marriage. Each has been married before +to an unloved mate who has conveniently died, leaving them both free to +yield to the gentle pull of long-past youthful attachment. Their feeling +for each other is only a mild friendship, but that does not appear to +augur ill, since they are well-to-do, and their fine estate offers them +both a plenty of interesting work. Edward has a highly esteemed friend +called the Captain, who is for the moment without suitable employment +for his ability and energy. Edward can give him just the needed work, +with great advantage to the property, and would like to do so. Charlotte +fears that the presence of the Captain may disturb their pleasant idyl, +but finally yields. She herself has a niece, Ottilie, a beautiful girl +whom no one understands and who is not doing well at her +boarding-school. Charlotte would like to have the girl under her own +care. After much debate the pair take both the Captain and Ottilie into +their spacious castle. + +And now the elective affinity begins to do its disastrous work. Edward, +who has always indulged himself in every whim and has no other standard +of conduct, falls madly in love with the charming Ottilie, who has a +passion for making herself useful and serving everybody. She adapts +herself to Edward, fails to see what a shabby specimen of a man he +really is, humors his whims, and worships him--at first in an innocent +girlish way. Charlotte is not long in discovering that the Captain is a +much better man than her husband; she loves him, but within the limits +of wifely duty. In the vulgar world of prose such a tangle could be most +easily straightened out by divorce and remarriage. This is what Edward +proposes and tries to bring about. The others are almost won over to +this solution when the event happens that precipitates the tragedy: the +child of Edward and Charlotte is accidentally drowned by Ottilie's +carelessness. + +It is a very dubious link in Goethe's fiction that this child, while the +genuine offspring of Edward and Charlotte, has the features of Ottilie +and the Captain. From the moment of the drowning Ottilie is a changed +being. Her character quickly matures; like a wakened sleep-walker she +sees what a dangerous path she has been treading. She feels that +marriage with Edward would be a crime. She resists his passionate +appeals, and her remorse takes on a morbid tinge. It becomes a fixed +idea. Happiness is not for her. She must renounce it all. She must +atone--atone--for her awful sin. For a moment they plan to send her back +to school, but she cannot tear herself away from Edward's sinister +presence. At last she refuses food and gradually starves herself to +death. The wretched Edward does likewise. + +Any just appreciation of Goethe's art in _The Elective Affinities_ must +begin by recognizing that it is about Ottilie. For her sake the book was +written. It is a study of a delicately organized virgin soul caught in +the meshes of an ignoble fate and beating its wings in hopeless misery +until death ends the struggle. The other characters are ordinary people: +Charlotte and the Captain ordinary in their good sense and self-control, +Edward ordinary in his moral flabbiness and his foolish infatuation. His +death, to be sure, is unthinkable for such a man and does but testify to +the unearthly attraction with which the girl is invested by Goethe's +art. The figure of Ottilie, like that of her spiritual sister Mignon, is +irradiated by a light that never was on sea or land. She is a creature +of romance, and we learn without much surprise that her dead body +performs miracles. One is reminded of that medieval lady who is doomed +to eat the heart of her crusading lover and then refuses all other food +and dies. That Edward is quite unworthy of the girl's love, that the +death of the child is no sufficient reason for her morbid remorse, is +quite immaterial, since at the end of the tale we are no longer in the +realm of normal psychology. A season of dreamy happiness, as she moves +about in a world unrealized; then a terrible shock, and after that, +remorse, renunciation, hopelessness, the will to die. Such is the logic +of the tale. + + + + +THE ELECTIVE AFFINITIES + + +TRANSLATED BY JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE AND R. DILLON BOYLAN + + +PART I + + +CHAPTER I + + +Edward--so we shall call a wealthy nobleman in the prime of life--had +been spending several hours of a fine April morning in his +nursery-garden, budding the stems of some young trees with cuttings +which had been recently sent to him. + +He had finished what he was about, and having laid his tools together in +their box, was complacently surveying his work, when the gardener came +up and complimented his master on his industry. + +"Have you seen my wife anywhere?" inquired Edward, as he moved to go +away. + +"My lady is alone yonder in the new grounds," said the man; "the +summer-house which she has been making on the rock over against the +castle is finished today, and really it is beautiful. It cannot fail to +please your grace. The view from it is perfect:--the village at your +feet; a little to your right the church, with its tower, which you can +just see over; and directly opposite you, the castle and the garden." + +"Quite true," replied Edward; "I can see the people at work a few steps +from where I am standing." + +"And then, to the right of the church again," continued the gardener, +"is the opening of the valley; and you look along over a range of wood +and meadow far into the distance. The steps up the rock, too, are +excellently arranged. My gracious lady understands these things; it is a +pleasure to work under her." + +"Go to her," said Edward, "and desire her to be so good as to wait for +me there. Tell her I wish to see this new creation of hers, and enjoy it +with her." + +The gardener went rapidly off, and Edward soon followed. Descending the +terrace, and stopping as he passed to look into the hot-houses and the +forcing-pits, he came presently to the stream, and thence, over a narrow +bridge, to a place where the walk leading to the summer-house branched +off in two directions. One path led across the churchyard, immediately +up the face of the rock. The other, into which he struck, wound away to +the left, with a more gradual ascent, through a pretty shrubbery. Where +the two paths joined again, a seat had been made, where he stopped a few +moments to rest; and then, following the now single road, he found +himself, after scrambling along among steps and slopes of all sorts and +kinds, conducted at last through a narrow more or less steep outlet to +the summer-house. + +Charlotte was standing at the door to receive her husband. She made him +sit down where, without moving, he could command a view of the different +landscapes through the door and window--these serving as frames, in +which they were set like pictures. Spring was coming on; a rich, +beautiful life would soon everywhere be bursting; and Edward spoke of it +with delight. + +"There is only one thing which I should observe," he added, "the +summer-house itself is rather small." + +"It is large enough for you and me, at any rate," answered Charlotte. + +"Certainly," said Edward; "there is room for a third, too, easily." + +"Of course; and for a fourth also," replied Charlotte. "For larger +parties we can contrive other places." + +"Now that we are here by ourselves, with no one to disturb us, and in +such a pleasant mood," said Edward, "it is a good opportunity for me to +tell you that I have for some time had something on my mind, about which +I have wished to speak to you, but have never been able to muster up my +courage." + +"I have observed that there has been something of the sort," said +Charlotte. + +"And even now," Edward went on, "if it were not for a letter which the +post brought me this morning, and which obliges me to come to some +resolution today, I should very likely have still kept it to myself." + +"What is it, then" asked Charlotte, turning affectionately toward him. + +"It concerns our friend the Captain," answered Edward; "you know the +unfortunate position in which he, like many others, is placed. It is +through no fault of his own; but you may imagine how painful it must be +for a person with his knowledge and talents and accomplishments, to find +himself without employment. I--I will not hesitate any longer with what +I am wishing for him. I should like to have him here with us for a +time." + +"We must think about that," replied Charlotte; "it should be considered +on more sides than one." + +"I am quite ready to tell you what I have in view," returned Edward. +"Through his last letters there is a prevailing tone of despondency; not +that he is really in any want. He knows thoroughly well how to limit his +expenses; and I have taken care for everything absolutely necessary. It +is no distress to him to accept obligations from me; all our lives we +have been in the habit of borrowing from and lending to each other; and +we could not tell, if we would, how our debtor and creditor account +stands. It is being without occupation which is really fretting him. The +many accomplishments which he has cultivated in himself, it is his only +pleasure--indeed, it is his passion--to be daily and hourly exercising +for the benefit of others. And now, to sit still, with his arms folded; +or to go on studying, acquiring, and acquiring, when he can make no use +of what he already possesses;--my dear creature, it is a painful +situation; and alone as he is, he feels it doubly and trebly." + +"But I thought," said Charlotte, "that he had had offers from many +different quarters. I myself wrote to numbers of my own friends, male +and female, for him; and, as I have reason to believe, not without +effect." + +"It is true," replied Edward; "but these very offers--these various +proposals--have only caused him fresh embarrassment. Not one of them is +at all suitable to such a person as he is. He would have nothing to do; +he would have to sacrifice himself, his time, his purposes, his whole +method of life; and to that he cannot bring himself. The more I think of +it all, the more I feel about it, and the more anxious I am to see him +here with us." + +"It is very beautiful and amiable in you," answered Charlotte, "to enter +with so much sympathy into your friend's position; only you must allow +me to ask you to think of yourself and of me, as well." + +"I have done that," replied Edward. "For ourselves, we can have nothing +to expect from his presence with us, except pleasure and advantage. I +will say nothing of the expense. In any case, if he came to us, it would +be but small; and you know he will be of no inconvenience to us at all. +He can have his own rooms in the right wing of the castle, and +everything else can be arranged as simply as possible. What shall we not +be thus doing for him! and how agreeable and how profitable may not his +society prove to us! I have long been wishing for a plan of the property +and the grounds. He will see to it, and get it made. You intend yourself +to take the management of the estate, as soon as our present steward's +term is expired; and that, you know, is a serious thing. His various +information will be of immense benefit to us; I feel only too acutely +how much I require a person of this kind. The country people have +knowledge enough, but their way of imparting it is confused, and not +always honest. The students from the towns and universities are +sufficiently clever and orderly, but they are deficient in personal +experience. From my friend, I can promise myself both knowledge and +method, and hundreds of other circumstances I can easily conceive +arising, affecting you as well as me, and from which I can foresee +innumerable advantages. Thank you for so patiently listening to me. Now, +do you say what you think, and say it out freely and fully; I will not +interrupt you." + +"Very well," replied Charlotte; "I will begin at once with a general +observation. Men think most of the immediate--the present; and rightly, +their calling being to do and to work; women, on the other hand, more of +how things hang together in life; and that rightly too, because their +destiny--the destiny of their families--is bound up in this +interdependence, and it is exactly this which it is their mission to +promote. So now let us cast a glance at our present and our past life; +and you will acknowledge that the invitation of the Captain does not +fall in so entirely with our purposes, our plans, and our arrangements. +I will go back to those happy days of our earliest intercourse. We loved +each other, young as we then were, with all our hearts. We were parted: +you from me--your father, from an insatiable desire of wealth, choosing +to marry you to an elderly and rich lady; I from you, having to give my +hand, without any especial motive, to an excellent man, whom I +respected, if I did not love. We became again free--you first, your poor +mother at the same time leaving you in possession of your large fortune; +I later, just at the time when you returned from abroad. So we met once +more. We spoke of the past; we could enjoy and love the recollection of +it; we might have been contented, in each other's society, to leave +things as they were. You were urgent for our marriage. I at first +hesitated. We were about the same age; but I as a woman had grown older +than you as a man. At last I could not refuse you what you seemed to +think the one thing you cared for. All the discomfort which you had ever +experienced, at court, in the army, or in traveling, you were to recover +from at my side; you would settle down and enjoy life; but only with me +for your companion. I settled my daughter at a school, where she could +be more completely educated than would be possible in the retirement of +the country; and I placed my niece Ottilie there with her as well, who, +perhaps, would have grown up better at home with me, under my own care. +This was done with your consent, merely that we might have our own +lives to ourselves--merely that we might enjoy undisturbed our +so-long-wished-for, so-long-delayed happiness. We came here and settled +ourselves. I undertook the domestic part of the menage, you the +out-of-doors and the general control. My own principle has been to meet +your wishes in everything, to live only for you. At least, let us give +ourselves a fair trial how far in this way we can be enough for each +other." + +"Since the interdependence of things, as you call it, is your especial +element," replied Edward, "one should either never listen to any of your +trains of reasoning, or make up one's mind to allow you to be in the +right; and, indeed, you have been in the right up to the present day. +The foundation which we have hitherto been laying for ourselves, is of +the true, sound sort; only, are we to build nothing upon it? is nothing +to be developed out of it? All the work we have done--I in the garden, +you in the park--is it all only for a pair of hermits?" + +"Well, well," replied Charlotte, "very well. What we have to look to is, +that we introduce no alien element, nothing which shall cross or +obstruct us. Remember, our plans, even those which only concern our +amusements, depend mainly on our being together. You were to read to me, +in consecutive order, the journal which you made when you were abroad. +You were to take the opportunity of arranging it, putting all the loose +matter connected with it in its place; and with me to work with you and +help you, out of these invaluable but chaotic leaves and sheets to put +together a complete thing, which should give pleasure to ourselves and +to others. I promised to assist you in transcribing; and we thought it +would be so pleasant, so delightful, so charming, to travel over in +recollection the world which we were unable to see together. The +beginning is already made. Then, in the evenings, you have taken up your +flute again, accompanying me on the piano, while of visits backwards and +forwards among the neighborhood, there is abundance. For my part, I +have been promising myself out of all this the first really happy summer +I have ever thought to spend in my life." + +"Only I cannot see," replied Edward, rubbing his forehead, "how, through +every bit of this which you have been so sweetly and so sensibly laying +before me, the Captain's presence can be any interruption; I should +rather have thought it would give it all fresh zest and life. He was my +companion during a part of my travels. He made many observations from a +different point of view from mine. We can put it all together, and so +make a charmingly complete work of it." + +"Well, then, I will acknowledge openly," answered Charlotte, with some +impatience, "my feeling is against this plan. I have an instinct which +tells me no good will come of it." + +"You women are invincible in this way," replied Edward. "You are so +sensible, that there is no answering you, then so affectionate, that one +is glad to give way to you; full of feelings, which one cannot wound, +and full of forebodings, which terrify one." + +"I am not superstitious," said Charlotte; "and I care nothing for these +dim sensations, merely as such; but in general they are the result of +unconscious recollections of happy or unhappy consequences, which we +have experienced as following on our own or others' actions. Nothing is +of greater moment, in any state of things, than the intervention of a +third person. I have seen friends, brothers and sisters, lovers, +husbands and wives, whose relation to each other, through the accidental +or intentional introduction of a third person, has been altogether +changed--whose whole moral condition has been inverted by it." + +"That may very well be," replied Edward, "with people who live on +without looking where they are going; but not, surely, with persons whom +experience has taught to understand themselves." + +"That understanding ourselves, my dearest husband," insisted Charlotte, +"is no such certain weapon. It is very often a most dangerous one for +the person who bears it. And out of all this, at least so much seems to +arise, that we should not be in too great a hurry. Let me have a few +days to think; don't decide." + +"As the matter stands," returned Edward, "wait as many days as we will, +we shall still be in too great a hurry. The arguments for and against +are all before us; all we want is the conclusion, and as things are, I +think the best thing we can do is to draw lots." + +"I know," said Charlotte, "that in doubtful cases it is your way to +leave them to chance. To me, in such a serious matter, this seems almost +a crime." + +"Then what am I to write to the Captain?" cried Edward; "for write I +must at once." + +"Write him a kind, sensible, sympathizing letter," answered Charlotte. + +"That is as good as none at all," replied Edward. + +"And there are many cases," answered she, "in which we are obliged, and +in which it is the real kindness, rather to write nothing than not to +write." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Edward was alone in his room. The repetition of the incidents of his +life from Charlotte's lips; the representation of their mutual +situation, their mutual purposes, had worked him, sensitive as he was, +into a very pleasant state of mind. While close to her--while in her +presence--he had felt so happy, that he had thought out a warm, kind, +but quiet and indefinite epistle which he would send to the Captain. +When, however, he had settled himself at his writing-table, and taken up +his friend's letter to read it over once more, the sad condition of this +excellent man rose again vividly before him. The feelings which had been +all day distressing him again awoke, and it appeared impossible to him +to leave one whom he called his friend in such painful embarrassment. + +Edward was unaccustomed to deny himself anything. The only child, and +consequently the spoilt child, of wealthy parents, who had persuaded him +into a singular, but highly advantageous marriage with a lady far older +than himself; and again by her petted and indulged in every possible +way, she seeking to reward his kindness to her by the utmost liberality; +after her early death his own master, traveling independently of every +one, equal to all contingencies and all changes, with desires never +excessive, but multiple and various--free-hearted, generous, brave, at +times even noble--what was there in the world to cross or thwart him? + +Hitherto, everything had gone as he desired! Charlotte had become his; +he had won her at last, with an obstinate, a romantic fidelity; and now +he felt himself, for the first time, contradicted, crossed in his +wishes, when those wishes were to invite to his home the friend of his +youth--just as he was longing, as it were, to throw open his whole heart +to him. He felt annoyed, impatient; he took up his pen again and again, +and as often threw it down again, because he could not make up his mind +what to write. Against his wife's wishes he would not go; against her +expressed desire he could not. Ill at ease as he was, it would have been +impossible for him, even if he had wished, to write a quiet, easy +letter. The most natural thing to do, was to put it off. In a few words, +he begged his friend to forgive him for having left his letter +unanswered; that day he was unable to write circumstantially; but +shortly, he hoped to be able to tell him what he felt at greater length. + +The next day, as they were walking to the same spot, Charlotte took the +opportunity of bringing back the conversation to the subject, perhaps +because she knew that there is no surer way of rooting out any plan or +purpose than by often talking it over. + +It was what Edward was wishing. He expressed him self in his own way, +kindly and sweetly. For although, sensitive as, he was, he flamed up +readily--although the vehemence with which he desired anything made him +pressing, and his obstinacy made him impatient--his words were so +softened by his wish to spare the feelings of those to whom he was +speaking, that it was impossible not to be charmed, even when one most +disagreed, with him. + +This morning, he first contrived to bring Charlotte into the happiest +humor, and then so disarmed her with the graceful turn which he gave to +the conversation, that she cried out at last: + +"You are determined that what I refused to the husband you will make me +grant to the lover. At least, my dearest," she continued, "I will +acknowledge that your wishes,--and the warmth and sweetness with which +you express them, have not left me untouched, have not left me unmoved. +You drive me to make a confession;--till now, I too have had a +concealment from you; I am in exactly the same position with you, and I +have hitherto been putting the same restraint on my inclination which I +have been exhorting you to put on yours." + +"Glad am I to hear that," said Edward. "In the married state, a +difference of opinion now and then, I see, is no bad thing; we learn +something of each other by it." + +"You are to learn at present, then," said Charlotte, "that it is with me +about Ottilie as it is with you about the Captain. The dear child is +most uncomfortable at the school, and I am thoroughly uneasy about her. +Luciana, my daughter, born as she is for the world, is there training +hourly for the world; languages, history, everything that is taught +there, she acquires with so much ease that, as it were, she learns them +off at sight. She has quick natural gifts, and an excellent memory; one +may almost say she forgets everything, and in a moment calls it all back +again. She distinguishes herself above every one at the school with the +freedom of her carriage, the grace of her movement, and the elegance of +her address, and with the inborn royalty of nature makes herself the +queen of the little circle there. The superior of the establishment +regards her as a little divinity, who, under her hands, is shaping into +excellence, and who will do her honor, gain her reputation, and bring +her a large increase of pupils; the first pages of this good lady's +letters, and her monthly notices of progress, are forever hymns about +the excellence of such a child, which I have to translate into my own +prose; while her concluding sentences about Ottilie are nothing but +excuse after excuse--attempts at explaining how it can be that a girl in +other respects growing up so lovely seems coming to nothing, and shows +neither capacity nor accomplishment. This, and the little she has to say +besides, is no riddle to me, because I can see in this dear child the +same character as that of her mother, who was my own dearest friend; who +grew up with myself, and whose daughter, I am certain, if I had the care +of her education, would form into an exquisite creature. + +"This, however, has not fallen in with our plan, and as one ought not to +be picking and pulling, or for ever introducing new elements among the +conditions of our lives, I think it better to bear, and to conquer as I +can, even the unpleasant impression that my daughter, who knows very +well that poor Ottilie is entirely dependent upon us, does not refrain +from flourishing her own successes in her face, and so, to a certain +extent, destroys the little good which we have done for her. Who are +well trained enough never to wound others by a parade of their own +advantages? and who stands so high as not at times to suffer under such +a slight? In trials like these, Ottilie's character is growing in +strength, but since I have clearly known the painfulness of her +situation, I have been thinking over all possible ways to make some +other arrangement. Every hour I am expecting an answer to my own last +letter, and then I do not mean to hesitate any more. So, my dear Edward, +it is with me. We have both, you see, the same sorrows to bear, touching +both our hearts in the same point. Let us bear them together, since we +neither of us can press our own against the other." + +"We are strange creatures," said Edward, smiling. "If we can only put +out of sight anything which troubles us, we fancy at once we have got +rid of it. We can give up much in the large and general; but to make +sacrifices in little things is a demand to which we are rarely equal. So +it was with my mother,--as long as I lived with her, while a boy and a +young man, she could not bear to let me be a moment out of her sight. If +I was out later than usual in my ride, some misfortune must have +happened to me. If I got wet through in a shower, a fever was +inevitable. I traveled; I was absent from her altogether; and, at once, +I scarcely seemed to belong to her. If we look at it closer," he +continued, "we are both acting very foolishly, very culpably. Two very +noble natures, both of which have the closest claims on our affection, +we are leaving exposed to pain and distress, merely to avoid exposing +ourselves to a chance of danger. If this is not to be called selfish, +what is? You take Ottilie. Let me have the Captain; and, for a short +period, at least, let the trial be made." + +"We might venture it," said Charlotte, thoughtfully, "if the danger were +only to ourselves. But do you think it prudent to bring Ottilie and the +Captain into a situation where they must necessarily be so closely +intimate; the Captain, a man no older than yourself, of an age (I am not +saying this to flatter you) when a man becomes first capable of love and +first deserving of it, and a girl of Ottilie's attractiveness?" + +"I cannot conceive how you can rate Ottilie so high," replied Edward. "I +can only explain it to myself by supposing her to have inherited your +affection for her mother. Pretty she is, no doubt. I remember the +Captain observing it to me, when we came back last year, and met her at +your aunt's. Attractive she is,--she has particularly pretty eyes; but I +do not know that she made the slightest impression upon me." + +"That was quite proper in you," said Charlotte, "seeing that I was +there; and, although she is much younger than I, the presence of your +old friend had so many charms for you, that you overlooked the promise +of the opening beauty. It is one of your ways; and that is one reason +why it is so pleasant to live with you." + +Charlotte, openly as she appeared to be speaking, was keeping back +something, nevertheless; which was that at the time when Edward came +first back from abroad, she had purposely thrown Ottilie in his way, to +secure, if possible, so desirable a match for her protegee. For of +herself, at that time, in connection with Edward, she never thought at +all. The Captain, also, had a hint given to him to draw Edward's +attention to her; but the latter, who was clinging determinately to his +early affection for Charlotte, looked neither right nor left, and was +only happy in the feeling that it was at last within his power to obtain +for himself the one happiness which he so earnestly desired; and which a +series of incidents had appeared to have placed forever beyond his +reach. + +They were on the point of descending the new grounds, in order to return +to the castle, when a servant came hastily to meet them, and, with a +laugh on his face, called up from below, "Will your grace be pleased to +come quickly to the castle? The Herr Mittler has just galloped into the +court. He shouted to us, to go all of us in search of you, and we were +to ask whether there was need; 'whether there is need,' he cried after +us, 'do you hear? But be quick, be quick.'" + +"The odd fellow," exclaimed Edward. "But has he not come at the right +time, Charlotte? Tell him, there is need,--grievous need. He must +alight. See his horse taken care of. Take him into the saloon, and let +him have some luncheon. We shall be with him immediately." + +"Let us take the nearest way," he said to his wife, and struck into the +path across the churchyard, which he usually avoided. He was not a +little surprised to find here, too, traces of Charlotte's delicate hand. +Sparing, as far as possible, the old monuments, she had contrived to +level it, and lay it carefully out, so as to make it appear a pleasant +spot on which the eye and the imagination could equally repose with +pleasure. The oldest stones had each their special honor assigned them. +They were ranged according to their dates along the wall, either leaning +against it, or let into it, or however it could be contrived; and the +string-course of the church was thus variously ornamented. + +Edward was singularly affected as he came in upon it through the little +wicket; he pressed Charlotte's hand, and tears started into his eyes. +But these were very soon put to flight, by the appearance of their +singular visitor. This gentleman had declined sitting down in the +castle; he had ridden straight through the village to the churchyard +gate; and then, halting, he called out to his friends, "Are you not +making a fool of me? Is there need, really? If there is, I can stay till +mid-day. But don't keep me. I have a great deal to do before night." + +"Since you have taken the trouble to come so far," cried Edward to him, +in answer, "you had better come through the gate. We meet at a solemn +spot. Come and see the variety which Charlotte has thrown over its +sadness." + +"Inside there," called out the rider, "come I neither on horseback, nor +in carriage, nor on foot. These here rest in peace: with them I have +nothing to do. One day I shall be carried in feet foremost. I must bear +that as I can. Is it serious, I want to know?" + +"Indeed it is," cried Charlotte, "right serious. For the first time in +our married lives, we are in a strait and difficulty, from which we do +not know how to extricate ourselves." + +"You do not look as if it were so," answered he. "But I will believe +you. If you are deceiving me, for the future you shall help yourselves. +Follow me quickly, my horse will be none the worse for a rest." + +The three speedily found themselves in the saloon together. Luncheon was +brought in, and Mittler told them what that day he had done, and was +going to do. This eccentric person had in early life been a clergyman, +and had distinguished himself in his office by the never-resting +activity with which he contrived to make up and put an end to quarrels: +quarrels in families, and quarrels between neighbors; first among the +individuals immediately about him, and afterward among whole +congregations, and among the country gentlemen round. While he was in +the ministry, no married couple was allowed to separate; and the +district courts were untroubled with either cause or process. A +knowledge of the law, he was well aware, was necessary to him. He gave +himself with all his might to the study of it, and very soon felt +himself a match for the best trained advocate. His circle of activity +extended wonderfully, and people were on the point of inducing him to +move to the Residence, where he would find opportunities of exercising +in the higher circles what he had begun in the lowest, when he won a +considerable sum of money in a lottery. With this, he bought himself a +small property. He let the ground to a tenant, and made it the centre of +his operations, with the fixed determination, or rather in accordance +with his old customs and inclinations, never to enter a house when there +was no dispute to make up, and no help to be given. People who were +superstitious about names, and about what they imported, maintained that +it was his being called Mittler which drove him to take upon himself +this strange employment. + +Luncheon was laid on the table, and the stranger then solemnly pressed +his host not to wait any longer with the disclosure which he had to +make. Immediately after refreshing himself he would be obliged to leave +them. + +Husband and wife made a circumstantial confession; but scarcely had he +caught the substance of the matter, when he started angrily up from the +table, rushed out of the saloon, and ordered his horse to be saddled +instantly. + +"Either you do not know me, you do not understand me," he cried, "or you +are sorely mischievous. Do you call this a quarrel? Is there any want +of help here? Do you suppose that I am in the world to give _advice_? Of +all occupations which man can pursue, that is the most foolish. Every +man must be his own counsellor, and do what he cannot let alone. If all +go well, let him be happy, let him enjoy his wisdom and his fortune; if +it go ill, I am at hand to do what I can for him. The man who desires to +be rid of an evil knows what he wants; but the man who desires something +better than he has got is stone blind. Yes, yes, laugh as you will, he +is playing blindman's-buff; perhaps he gets hold of something, but the +question is what he has got hold of. Do as you will, it is all one. +Invite your friends to you, or let them be, it is all the same. The most +prudent plans I have seen miscarry, and the most foolish succeed. Don't +split your brains about it; and if, one way or the other, evil comes of +what you settle, don't fret; send for me, and you shall be helped. Till +which time, I am your humble servant." + +So saying, he sprang on his horse, without waiting the arrival of the +coffee. + +"Here you see," said Charlotte, "the small service a third person can +be, when things are off their balance between two persons closely +connected; we are left, if possible, more confused and more uncertain +than we were." + +They would both, probably, have continued hesitating some time longer, +had not a letter arrived from the Captain, in reply to Edward's last. He +had made up his mind to accept one of the situations which had been +offered him, although it was not in the least up to his mark. He was to +share the ennui of certain wealthy persons of rank, who depended on his +ability to dissipate it. + +Edward's keen glance saw into the whole thing, and he pictured it out in +just, sharp lines. + +"Can we endure to think of our friend in such a position?" he cried; +"you cannot be so cruel, Charlotte." + +"That strange Mittler is right after all," replied Charlotte; "all such +undertakings are ventures; what will come of them it is impossible to +foresee. New elements introduced among us may be fruitful in fortune or +in misfortune, without our having to take credit to ourselves for one or +the other. I do not feel myself firm enough to oppose you further. Let +us make the experiment; only one thing I will entreat of you--that it be +only for a short time. You must allow me to exert myself more than ever, +to use all my influence among all my connections, to find him some +position which will satisfy him in his own way." + +Edward poured out the warmest expressions of gratitude. He hastened, +with a light, happy heart, to write off his proposals to his friend. +Charlotte, in a postscript, was to signify her approbation with her own +hand, and unite her own kind entreaties with his. She wrote, with a +rapid pen, pleasantly and affectionately, but yet with a sort of haste +which was not usual with her; and, most unlike herself, she disfigured +the paper at last with a blot of ink, which put her out of temper, and +which she only made worse with her attempts to wipe it away. + +Edward laughed at her about it, and, as there was still room, added a +second postscript, that his friend was to see from this symptom the +impatience with which he was expected, and measure the speed at which he +came to them by the haste in which the letter was written. + +The messenger was gone; and Edward thought he could not give a more +convincing evidence of his gratitude, than in insisting again and again +that Charlotte should at once send for Ottilie from the school. She said +she would think about it; and, for that evening, induced Edward to join +with her in the enjoyment of a little music. Charlotte played +exceedingly well on the piano, Edward not quite so well on the flute. He +had taken a great deal of pains with it at times; but he was without the +patience, without the perseverance, which are requisite for the +completely successful cultivation of such a talent; consequently, his +part was done unequally, some pieces well, only perhaps too +quickly--while with others he hesitated, not being quite familiar with +them; so that, for any one else, it would have been difficult to have +gone through a duet with him. But Charlotte knew how to manage it. She +held in, or let herself be run away with, and fulfilled in this way the +double part of a skilful conductor and a prudent housewife, who are able +always to keep right on the whole, although particular passages will now +and then fall out of order. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The Captain came, having previously written a most sensible letter, +which had entirely quieted Charlotte's apprehensions. So much clearness +about himself, so just an understanding of his own position and the +position of his friends, promised everything which was best and +happiest. + +The conversation of the first few hours, as is generally the case with +friends who have not met for a long time, was eager, lively, almost +exhausting. Toward evening, Charlotte proposed a walk to the new +grounds. The Captain was delighted with the spot, and observed every +beauty which had been first brought into sight and made enjoyable by the +new walks. He had a practised eye, and at the same time one easily +satisfied; and although he knew very well what was really valuable, he +never, as so many persons do, made people who were showing him things of +their own uncomfortable, by requiring more than the circumstances +admitted of, or by mentioning anything more perfect, which he remembered +having seen elsewhere. + +When they arrived at the summer-house, they found it dressed out for a +holiday, only, indeed, with artificial flowers and evergreens, but with +some pretty bunches of natural corn-ears among them, and other field and +garden fruit, so as to do credit to the taste which had arranged them. + +"Although my husband does not like in general to have his birthday or +christening-day kept," Charlotte said, "he will not object today to +these few ornaments being expended on a treble festival." + +"Treble?" cried Edward. + +"Yes, indeed," she replied. "Our friend's arrival here we are bound to +keep as a festival; and have you never thought, either of you, that this +is the day on which you were both christened? Are you not both named +Otto?" + +The two friends shook hands across the little table. + +"You bring back to my mind," Edward said, "this little link of our +boyish affection. As children, we were both called so; but when we came +to be at school together, it was the cause of much confusion, and I +readily made over to him all my right to the pretty laconic name." + +"Wherein you were not altogether so very high-minded," said the Captain; +"for I well remember that the name of Edward had then begun to please +you better, from its attractive sound when spoken by certain pretty +lips." + +They were now sitting all three round the same table where Charlotte had +spoken so vehemently against their guest's coming to them. Edward, happy +as he was, did not wish to remind his wife of that time; but he could +not help saying, "There is good room here for one more person." + +At this moment the notes of a bugle were heard across from the castle. +Full of happy thoughts and feelings as the friends all were together, +the sound fell in among them with a strong force of answering harmony. +They listened silently, each for the moment withdrawing into himself, +and feeling doubly happy in the fair circle of which he formed a part. +The pause was first broken by Edward, who started up and walked out in +front of the summer-house. + +"Our friend must not think," he said to Charlotte, "that this narrow +little valley forms the whole of our domain and possessions. Let us take +him up to the top of the hill, where he can see farther and breathe more +freely." + +"For this once, then," answered Charlotte, "we must climb up the old +footpath, which is not too easy. By the next time, I hope my walks and +steps will have been carried right up." + +And so, among rocks, and shrubs, and bushes, they made their way to the +summit, where they found themselves, not on a level flat, but on a +sloping grassy terrace, running along the ridge of the hill. The +village, with the castle behind it, was out of sight. At the bottom of +the valley, sheets of water were seen spreading out right and left, with +wooded hills rising immediately from their opposite margin, and, at the +end of the upper water, a wall of sharp, precipitous rocks directly +overhanging it, their huge forms reflected in its level surface. In the +hollow of the ravine, where a considerable brook ran into the lake, lay +a mill, half hidden among the trees, a sweetly retired spot, most +beautifully surrounded; and through the entire semicircle, over which +the view extended, ran an endless variety of hills and valleys, copse +and forest, the early green of which promised the near approach of a +luxuriant clothing of foliage. In many places particular groups of trees +caught the eye; and especially a cluster of planes and poplars directly +at the spectator's feet, close to the edge of the centre lake. They were +at their full growth, and they stood there, spreading out their boughs +all around them, in fresh and luxuriant strength. + +To these Edward called his friend's attention. + +"I myself planted them," he cried, "when I was a boy. They were small +trees which I rescued when my father was laying out the new part of the +great castle garden, and in the middle of one summer had rooted them +out. This year you will no doubt see them show their gratitude in a +fresh set of shoots." + +They returned to the castle in high spirits, and mutually pleased with +each other. To the guest was allotted an agreeable and roomy set of +apartments in the right wing of the castle; and here he rapidly got his +books and papers and instruments in order, to go on with his usual +occupation. But Edward, for the first few days, gave him no rest. He +took him about everywhere, now on foot, now on horseback, making him +acquainted with the country and with the estate; and he embraced the +opportunity of imparting to him the wishes which he had been long +entertaining, of getting at some better acquaintance with it, and +learning to manage it more profitably. + +"The first thing we have to do," said the Captain, "is to make a +magnetic survey of the property. That is a pleasant and easy matter; and +if it does not admit of entire exactness, it will be always useful, and +will do, at any rate, for an agreeable beginning. It can be made, too, +without any great staff of assistants, and one can be sure of getting it +completed. If by-and-by you come to require anything more exact, it will +be easy then to find some plan to have it made." + +The Captain was exceedingly skilful at work of thus kind. He had brought +with him whatever instruments he required, and commenced immediately. +Edward provided him with a number of foresters and peasants, who, with +his instruction, were able to render him all necessary assistance. The +weather was favorable. The evenings and the early mornings were devoted +to the designing and drawing, and in a short time it was all filled in +and colored. Edward saw his possessions grow out like a new creation +upon the paper; and it seemed as if now for the first time he knew what +they were, as if they now first were properly his own. + +Thus there came occasion to speak of the park, and of the ways of laying +it out; a far better disposition of things being made possible after a +survey of this kind, than could be arrived at by experimenting on +nature, on partial and accidental impressions. + +"We must make my wife understand this," said Edward. + +"We must do nothing of the kind," replied the Captain, who did not like +bringing his own notions in collision with those of others. He had +learnt by experience that the motives and purposes by which men are +influenced are far too various to be made to coalesce upon a single +point, even on the most solid representations. "We must not do it," he +cried; "she will be only confused. With her, as with all people who +employ themselves on such matters merely as amateurs, the important +thing is, rather that she shall do something, than that something shall +be done. Such persons feel their way with nature. They have fancies for +this plan or that; they do not venture on removing obstacles. They are +not bold enough to make a sacrifice. They do not know beforehand in what +their work is to result. They try an experiment--it succeeds--it fails; +they alter it; they alter, perhaps, what they ought to leave alone, and +leave what they ought to alter; and so, at last, there always remains +but a patchwork, which pleases and amuses, but never satisfies." + +"Acknowledge candidly," said Edward, "that you do not like this new work +of hers." + +"The idea is excellent," he replied; "if the execution were equal to it, +there would be no fault to find. But she has tormented herself to find +her way up that rock; and she now torments every one, if you must have +it, that she takes up after her. You cannot walk together, you cannot +walk behind one another, with any freedom. Every moment your step is +interrupted one way or another. There is no end to the mistakes which +she has made." + +"Would it have been easy to have done it otherwise?" asked Edward. + +"Perfectly," replied the Captain. "She had only to break away a corner +of the rock, which is now but an unsightly object, made up as it is of +little pieces, and she would at once have a sweep for her walk and stone +in abundance for the rough masonry work, to widen it in the bad places, +and make it smooth. But this I tell you in strictest confidence. Her it +would only confuse and annoy. What is done must remain as it is. If any +more money and labor is to be spent there, there is abundance to do +above the summer-house on the hill, which we can settle our own way." + +If the two friends found in their occupation abundance of present +employment, there was no lack either of entertaining reminiscences of +early times, in which Charlotte took her part as well. They determined, +moreover, that as soon as their immediate labors were finished, they +would go to work upon the journal, and in this way, too, reproduce the +past. + +For the rest, when Edward and Charlotte were alone, there were fewer +matters of private interest between them than formerly. This was +especially the case since the fault-finding about the grounds, which +Edward thought so just, and which he felt to the quick. He held his +tongue about what the Captain had said for a long time; but at last, +when he saw his wife again preparing to go to work above the +summer-house, with her paths and steps, he could not contain himself any +longer, but, after a few circumlocutions, came out with his new views. + +Charlotte was thoroughly disturbed. She was sensible enough to perceive +at once that they were right, but there was the difficulty with what was +already done--and what was made was made. She had liked it; even what +was wrong had become dear to her in its details. She fought against her +convictions; she defended her little creations; she railed at men who +were forever going to the broad and the great. They could not let a +pastime, they could not let an amusement alone, she said, but they must +go and make a work out of it, never thinking of the expense which their +larger plans involved. She was provoked, annoyed, and angry. Her old +plans she could not give up, the new she would not quite throw from her; +but, divided as she was, for the present she put a stop to the work, and +gave herself time to think the thing over, and let it ripen by itself. + +At the same time that she lost this source of active amusement, the +others were more and more together over their own business. They took +to occupying themselves, moreover, with the flower-garden and the +hot-houses; and as they filled up the intervals with the ordinary +gentlemen's amusements, hunting, riding, buying, selling, breaking +horses, and such matters, she was every day left more and more to +herself. She devoted herself more assiduously than ever to her +correspondence on account of the Captain; and yet she had many lonely +hours; so that the information which she now received from the school +became of more agreeable interest. + +To a long-drawn letter of the superior of the establishment, filled with +the usual expressions of delight at her daughter's progress, a brief +postscript was attached, with a second from the hand of a gentleman in +employment there as an Assistant, both of which we here communicate. + +POSTSCRIPT OF THE SUPERIOR + +"Of Ottilie, I can only repeat to your ladyship what I have already +stated in my former letters. I do not know how to find fault with her, +yet I cannot say that I am satisfied. She is always unassuming, always +ready to oblige others; but it is not pleasing to see her so timid, so +almost servile. + +"Your ladyship lately sent her some money, with several little matters +for her wardrobe. The money she has never touched, the dresses lie +unworn in their place. She keeps her things very nice and very clean; +but this is all she seems to care about. Again, I cannot praise her +excessive abstemiousness in eating and drinking. There is no +extravagance at our table, but there is nothing that I like better than +to see the children eat enough of good, wholesome food. What is +carefully provided and set before them ought to be taken; and to this I +never can succeed in bringing Ottilie. She is always making herself some +occupation or other, always finding something which she must do, +something which the servants have neglected, to escape the second course +or the dessert; and now it has to be considered (which I cannot help +connecting with all this) that she frequently suffers, I have lately +learnt, from pain in the left side of her head. It is only at times, but +it is distressing, and may be of importance. So much upon this otherwise +sweet and lovely girl." + +SECOND POSTSCRIPT, BY THE ASSISTANT + +"Our excellent superior commonly permits me to read the letters in which +she communicates her observations upon her pupils to their parents and +friends. Such of them as are addressed to your ladyship I ever read with +twofold attention and pleasure. We have to congratulate you upon a +daughter who unites in herself every brilliant quality with which people +distinguish themselves in the world; and I at least think you no less +fortunate in having had bestowed upon you, in your step-daughter, a +child who has been born for the good and happiness of others, and +assuredly also for her own. Ottilie is almost our only pupil about whom +there is a difference of opinion between myself and our reverend +superior. I do not complain of the very natural desire in that good lady +to see outward and definite fruits arising from her labors. But there +are also fruits which are not outward, which are of the true germinal +sort, and which develop themselves sooner or later in a beautiful life. +And this I am certain is the case with your protegee. So long as she has +been under my care, I have watched her moving with an even step, slowly, +steadily forward--never back. As with a child it is necessary to begin +everything at the beginning, so it is with her. She can comprehend +nothing which does not follow from what precedes it; let a thing be as +simple and easy as possible, she can make nothing of it if it is not in +a recognizable connection; but find the intermediate links, and make +them clear to her, and then nothing is too difficult for her. + +"Progressing with such slow steps, she remains behind her companions, +who, with capacities of quite a different kind, hurry on and on, learn +everything readily, connected or unconnected, recollect it with ease, +and apply it with correctness. And again, some of the lessons here are +given by excellent, but somewhat hasty and impatient teachers, who pass +from result to result, cutting short the process by which they are +arrived at; and these are not of the slightest service to her; she +learns nothing from them. There is a complaint of her handwriting. They +say she will not, or cannot, understand how to form her letters. I have +examined closely into this. It is true she writes slowly, stiffly, if +you like; but the hand is neither timid nor without character. The +French language is not my department, but I have taught her something of +it, in the step-by-step fashion; and this she understands easily. +Indeed, it is singular that she knows a great deal, and knows it well, +too; and yet when she is asked a question, it seems as if she knew +nothing. + +"To conclude generally, I should say she learns nothing like a person +who is being educated, but she learns like one who is to educate--not +like a pupil, but like a future teacher. Your ladyship may think it +strange that I, as an educator and a teacher, can find no higher praise +to give to any one than by a comparison with myself. I may leave it to +your own good sense, to your deep knowledge of the world and of mankind, +to make the best of my most inadequate, but well-intended expressions. +You may satisfy yourself that you have much happiness to promise +yourself from this child. I commend myself to your ladyship, and I +beseech you to permit me to write to you again as soon as I see reason +to believe that I have anything important or agreeable to communicate." + +This letter gave Charlotte great pleasure. The contents of it coincided +very closely with the notions which she had herself conceived of +Ottilie. At the same time, she could not help smiling at the excessive +interest of the Assistant, which seemed greater than the insight into a +pupil's excellence usually calls forth. In her quiet, unprejudiced way +of looking at things, this relation, among others, she was contented to +permit to lie before her as a possibility; she could value the interest +of so sensible a man in Ottilie, having learnt, among the lessons of her +life, to see how highly true regard is to be prized in a world where +indifference or dislike are the common natural residents. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The topographical chart of the property and its environs was completed. +It was executed on a considerable scale; the character of the particular +localities was made intelligible by various colors; and by means of a +trigonometrical survey the Captain had been able to arrive at a very +fair exactness of measurement. He had been rapid in his work. There was +scarcely ever any one who could do with less sleep than this most +laborious man; and, as his day was always devoted to an immediate +purpose, every evening something had been done. + +"Let us now," he said to his friend, "go on to what remains for us, to +the statistics of the estate. We shall have a good deal of work to get +through at the beginning, and afterward we shall come to the farm +estimates, and much else which will naturally arise out of them. Only we +must have one thing distinctly settled and adhered to. Everything which +is properly _business_ we must keep carefully separate from life. +Business requires earnestness and method; _life_ must have a freer +handling. Business demands the utmost stringency and sequence; in life, +inconsecutiveness is frequently necessary, indeed, is charming and +graceful. If you are firm in the first, you can afford yourself more +liberty in the second; while if you mix them, you will find the free +interfering with and breaking in upon the fixed." + +In these sentiments Edward felt a slight reflection upon himself. Though +not naturally disorderly, he could never bring himself to arrange his +papers in their proper places. What he had to do in connection with +others, was not kept separate from what depended only on himself. +Business got mixed up with amusement, and serious work with recreation. +Now, however, it was easy for him, with the help of a friend who would +take the trouble upon himself; and a second "I" worked out the +separation, to which the single "I" was always unequal. + +In the Captain's wing, they contrived a depository for what concerned +the present, and an archive for the past. Here they brought all the +documents, papers, and notes from their various hiding-places, rooms, +drawers, and boxes, with the utmost speed. Harmony and order were +introduced into the wilderness, and the different packets were marked +and registered in their several pigeon-holes. They found all they wanted +in greater completeness even than they had expected; and here an old +clerk was found of no slight service, who for the whole day and part of +the night never left his desk, and with whom, till then, Edward had been +always dissatisfied. + +"I should not know him again," he said to his friend, "the man is so +handy and useful." + +"That," replied the Captain, "is because we give him nothing fresh to do +till he has finished, at his convenience, what he has already; and so, +as you perceive, he gets through a great deal. If you disturb him, he +becomes useless at once." + +Spending their days together in this way, in the evenings they never +neglected their regular visits to Charlotte. If there was no party from +the neighborhood, as was often the case, they read and talked, +principally on subjects connected with the improvement of the condition +and comfort of social life. + +Charlotte, always accustomed to make the most of opportunities, not only +saw her husband pleased, but found personal advantages for herself. +Various domestic arrangements, which she had long wished to make, but +which she did not know exactly how to set about, were managed for her +through the contrivance of the Captain. Her domestic medicine-chest, +hitherto but poorly furnished, was enlarged and enriched, and Charlotte +herself, with the help of good books and personal instruction, was put +in the way of being able to exercise her disposition to be of practical +assistance more frequently and more efficiently than before. + +In providing against accidents, which, though common, yet only too often +find us unprepared, they thought it especially necessary to have at hand +whatever is required for the recovery of drowning men--accidents of this +kind, from the number of canals, reservoirs, and waterworks in the +neighborhood, being of frequent occurrence. This department the Captain +took expressly into his own hands; and the observation escaped Edward, +that a case of this kind had made a very singular epoch in the life of +his friend. The latter made no reply, but seemed to be trying to escape +from a painful recollection. Edward immediately stopped; and Charlotte, +who, as well as he, had a general knowledge of the story, took no notice +of the expression. + +"These preparations are all exceedingly valuable," said the Captain, one +evening. "Now, however, we have not got the one thing which is most +essential--a sensible man who understands how to manage it all. I know +an army surgeon, whom I could exactly recommend for the place. You might +get him at this moment, on easy terms. He is highly distinguished in his +profession, and has frequently done more for me, in the treatment even +of violent inward disorders, than celebrated physicians. Help upon the +spot, is the thing you often most want in the country." + +He was written for at once; and Edward and Charlotte were rejoiced to +have found so good and necessary an object on which to expend so much of +the money which they set apart for such accidental demands upon them. + +Thus Charlotte, too, found means of making use, for her purposes, of the +Captain's knowledge and practical skill; and she began to be quite +reconciled to his presence, and to feel easy about any consequences +which might ensue. She commonly prepared questions to ask him; among +other things, it was one of her anxieties to provide against whatever +was prejudicial to health and comfort, against poisons and such like. +The lead-glazing on the china, the verdigris which formed about her +copper and bronze vessels, etc., had long been a trouble to her. She got +him to tell her about these, and, naturally, they often had to fall back +on the first elements of medicine and chemistry. + +An accidental, but welcome occasion for entertainment of this kind, was +given by an inclination of Edward to read aloud. He had a particularly +clear, deep voice, and earlier in life had earned himself a pleasant +reputation for his feeling and lively recitations of works of poetry and +oratory. At this time he was occupied with other subjects, and the books +which, for some time past, he had been reading, were either chemical or +on some other branch of natural or technical science. + +One of his especial peculiarities--which, by-the-by, he very likely +shares with a number of his fellow-creatures--was, that he could not +bear to have any one looking over him when he was reading. In early +life, when he used to read poems, plays, or stories, this had been the +natural consequence of the desire which the reader feels, like the poet, +or the actor, or the story-teller, to make surprises, to pause, to +excite expectation; and this sort of effect was naturally defeated when +a third person's eyes could run on before him, and see what was coming. +On such occasions, therefore, he was accustomed to place himself in such +a position that no one could get behind him. With a party of only three, +this was unnecessary; and as with the present subject there was no +opportunity for exciting feelings or giving the imagination a surprise, +he did not take any particular pains to protect himself. + +One evening he had placed himself carelessly, and Charlotte happened by +accident to cast her eyes upon the page. His old impatience was aroused; +he turned to her, and said, almost unkindly: + +[Illustration: EDWARD READING ALOUD TO CHARLOTTE AND THE CAPTAIN] + +"I do wish, once for all, you would leave off doing a thing so out of +taste and so disagreeable. When I read aloud to a person, is it not +the same as if I was telling him something by word of mouth? The +written, the printed word, is in the place of my own thoughts, of my own +heart. If a window were broken into my brain or into my heart, and if +the man to whom I am counting out my thoughts, or delivering my +sentiments, one by one, knew beforehand exactly what was to come out of +me, should I take the trouble to put them into words? When anybody looks +over my book, I always feel as if I were being torn in two." + +Charlotte's tact, in whatever circle she might be, large or small, was +remarkable, and she was able to set aside disagreeable or excited +expressions without appearing to notice them. When a conversation grew +tedious, she knew how to interrupt it; when it halted, she could set it +going. And this time her good gift did not forsake her. + +"I am sure you will forgive me my fault," she said, when I tell you what +it was this moment which came over me. I heard you reading something +about Affinities, and I thought directly of some relations of mine, two +of whom are just now occupying me a great deal. Then my attention went +back to the book. I found it was not about living things at all, and I +looked over to get the thread of it right again." + +"It was the comparison which led you wrong and confused you," said +Edward. "The subject is nothing but earths and minerals. But man is a +true Narcissus; he delights to see his own image everywhere; and he +spreads himself underneath the universe, like the amalgam behind the +glass." + +"Quite true," continued the Captain. "That is the way in which he treats +everything external to himself. His wisdom and his folly, his will and +his caprice, he attributes alike to the animal, the plant, the elements, +and the gods." + +"Would you," said Charlotte, "if it is not taking you away too much from +the immediate subject, tell me briefly what is meant here by +Affinities?" + +"I shall be very glad indeed," replied the Captain, to whom Charlotte +had addressed herself. "That is, I will tell you as well as I can. My +ideas on the subject date ten years back; whether the scientific world +continues to think the same about it, I cannot tell." + +"It is most disagreeable," cried Edward, "that one cannot now-a-days +learn a thing once for all, and have done with it. Our forefathers could +keep to what they were taught when they were young; but we have, every +five years, to make revolutions with them, if we do not wish to drop +altogether out of fashion." + +"We women need not be so particular," said Charlotte; "and, to speak the +truth, I only want to know the meaning of the word. There is nothing +more ridiculous in society than to misuse a strange technical word; and +I only wish you to tell me in what sense the expression is made use of +in connection with these things. What its scientific application is I am +quite contented to leave to the learned; who, by-the-by, as far as I +have been able to observe, do not find it easy to agree among +themselves." + +"Whereabouts shall we begin," said Edward, after a pause, to the +Captain, "to come most quickly to the point?" + +The latter, after thinking as little while, replied shortly: + +"You must let me make what will seem a wide sweep; we shall be on our +subject almost immediately." + +Charlotte settled her work at her side, promising the fullest attention. + +The Captain began: + +"In all natural objects with which we are acquainted, we observe +immediately that they have a certain relation to themselves. It may +sound ridiculous to be asserting what is obvious to every one; but it is +only by coming to a clear understanding together about what we know, +that we can advance to what we do not know." + +"I think," interrupted Edward, "we can make the thing more clear to her, +and to ourselves, with examples; conceive water, or oil, or quicksilver; +among these you will see a certain oneness, a certain connection of +their parts; and this oneness is never lost, except through force or +some other determining cause. Let the cause cease to operate, and at +once the parts unite again." + +"Unquestionably," said Charlotte, "that is plain; rain-drops readily +unite and form streams; and when we were children, it was our delight to +play with quicksilver, and wonder at the little globules splitting and +parting and running into one another." + +"And here," said the Captain, "let me just cursorily mention one +remarkable thing--I mean, that the full, complete correlation of parts +which the fluid state makes possible, shows itself distinctly and +universally in the globular form. The falling water-drop is round; you +yourself spoke of the globules of quicksilver; and a drop of melted lead +let fall, if it has time to harden before it reaches the ground, is +found at the bottom in the shape of a ball." + +"Let me try and see," said Charlotte, "whether I can understand where +you are bringing me. As everything has a reference to itself, so it must +have some relation to others." + +"And that," interrupted Edward, "will be different according to the +natural differences of the things themselves. Sometimes they will meet +like friends and old acquaintances; they will come rapidly together, and +unite without either having to alter itself at all--as wine mixes with +water. Others, again, will remain as strangers side by side, and no +amount of mechanical mixing or forcing will succeed in combining them. +Oil and water may be shaken up together, and the next moment they are +separate again, each by itself." + +"One can almost fancy," said Charlotte, "that in these simple forms one +sees people that one is acquainted with; one has met with just such +things in the societies amongst which one has lived; and the strangest +likenesses of all with these soulless creatures are in the masses in +which men stand divided one against the other, in their classes and +professions; the nobility and the third estate, for instance, or +soldiers and civilians." + +"Then again," replied Edward, "as these are united under common laws and +customs, so there are intermediate members in our chemical world which +will combine elements that are mutually repulsive." + +"Oil, for instance," said the Captain, "we make combine with water with +the help of alkalis----" + +"Do not go on too fast with your lesson," said Charlotte. "Let me see +that I keep step with you. Are we not here arrived among the +affinities?" + +"Exactly," replied the Captain; "we are on the point of apprehending +them in all their power and distinctness; such natures as, when they +come in contact, at once lay hold of each other, each mutually affecting +the other, we speak of as having an affinity one for the other. With the +alkalis and acids, for instance, the affinities are strikingly marked. +They are of opposite natures; very likely their being of opposite +natures is the secret of their inter-relational effect--each reaches out +eagerly for its companion, they lay hold of each other, modify each +other's character, and form in connection an entirely new substance. +There is lime, you remember, which shows the strongest inclination for +all sorts of acids--a distinct desire of combining with them. As soon as +our chemical chest arrives, we can show you a number of entertaining +experiments which will give you a clearer idea than words, and names, +and technical expressions." + +"It appears to me," said Charlotte, "that, if you choose to call these +strange creatures of yours related, the relationship is not so much a +relationship of blood as of soul or of spirit. It is the way in which we +see all really deep friendship arise among men, opposite peculiarities +of disposition being what best makes internal union possible. But I will +wait to see what you can really show me of these mysterious proceedings; +and for the present," she added, turning to Edward, "I will promise not +to disturb you any more in your reading. You have taught me enough of +what it is about to enable me to attend to it." + +"No, no," replied Edward, "now that you have once stirred the thing, you +shall not get off so easily. It is just the most complicated cases which +are the most interesting. In these you come first to see the degrees of +the affinities, to watch them as their power of attraction is weaker or +stronger, nearer or more remote. Affinities begin really to interest +only when they bring about separations." + +"What!" cried Charlotte, "is that miserable word, which unhappily we +hear so often now-a-days in the world; is that to be found in nature's +lessons too?" + +"Most certainly," answered Edward; "the title with which chemists were +supposed to be most honorably distinguished was, artists of separation." + +"It is not so any more," replied Charlotte; "and it is well that it is +not. It is a higher art, and it is a higher merit, to unite. An artist +of union is what we should welcome in every province of the universe. +However, as we are on the subject again, give me an instance or two of +what you mean." + +"We had better keep," said the Captain, "to the same instances of which +we have already been speaking. Thus, what we call limestone is a more or +less pure calcareous earth in combination with a delicate acid, which is +familiar to us in the form of a gas. Now, if we place a piece of this +stone in diluted sulphuric acid, this will take possession of the lime, +and appear with it in the form of gypsum, the gaseous acid at the same +time going off in vapor. Here is a case of separation; a combination +arises, and we believe ourselves now justified in applying to it the +words 'Elective Affinity;' it really looks as if one relation had been +deliberately chosen in preference to another. + +"Forgive me," said Charlotte, "as I forgive the natural philosopher. I +cannot see any choice in this; I see a natural necessity rather, and +scarcely that. After all, it is perhaps merely a case of opportunity. +Opportunity makes relations as it makes thieves; and as long as the +talk is only of natural substances, the choice to me appears to be +altogether in the hands of the chemist who brings the creatures +together. Once, however, let them be brought together, and then God have +mercy on them. In the present case, I cannot help being sorry for the +poor acid gas, which is driven out up and down infinity again." + +"The acid's business," answered the Captain, "is now to get connected +with water, and so serve as a mineral fountain for the refreshing of +sound or disordered mankind." + +"That is very well for the gypsum to say," said Charlotte. "The gypsum +is all right, is a body, is provided for. The other poor, desolate +creature may have trouble enough to go through before it can find a +second home for itself." + +"I am much mistaken," said Edward, smiling, "if there be not some little +_arriere pensee_ behind this. Confess your wickedness! You mean me by +your lime; the lime is laid hold of by the Captain, in the form of +sulphuric acid, torn away from your agreeable society, and metamorphosed +into a refractory gypsum." + +"If your conscience prompts you to make such a reflection," replied +Charlotte, "I certainly need not distress myself. These comparisons are +pleasant and entertaining; and who is there that does not like playing +with analogies? But man is raised very many steps above these elements; +and if he has been somewhat liberal with such fine words as Election and +Elective Affinities, he will do well to turn back again into himself, +and take the opportunity of considering carefully the value and meaning +of such expressions. Unhappily, we know cases enough where a connection +apparently indissoluble between two persons, has, by the accidental +introduction of a third, been utterly destroyed, and one or the other of +the once happily united pair been driven out into the wilderness." + +"Then you see how much more gallant the chemists are," said Edward. +"They at once add a fourth, that neither may go away empty." + +"Quite so," replied the Captain. "And those are the cases which are +really most important and remarkable--cases where this attraction, this +affinity, this separating and combining, can be exhibited, the two pairs +severally crossing each other; where four creatures, connected +previously, as two and two, are brought into contact, and at once +forsake their first combination to form into a second. In this forsaking +and embracing, this seeking and flying, we believe that we are indeed +observing the effects of some higher determination; we attribute a sort +of will and choice to such creatures, and feel really justified in using +technical words, and speaking of 'Elective Affinities.'" + +"Give me an instance of this," said Charlotte. + +"One should not spoil such things with words," replied the Captain. "As +I said before, as soon as I can show you the experiment, I can make it +all intelligible and pleasant for you. For the present, I can give you +nothing but horrible scientific expressions, which at the same time will +give you no idea about the matter. You ought yourself to see these +creatures, which seem so dead, and which are yet so full of inward +energy and force, at work before your eyes. You should observe them with +a real personal interest. Now they seek each other out, attract each +other, seize, crush, devour, destroy each other, and then suddenly +reappear again out of their combinations, and come forward in fresh, +renovated, unexpected form; thus you will comprehend how we attribute to +them a sort of immortality--how we speak of them as having sense and +understanding; because we feel our own senses to be insufficient to +observe them adequately, and our reason too weak to follow them." + +"I quite agree," said Edward, "that the strange scientific nomenclature, +to persons who have not been reconciled to it by a direct acquaintance +with or understanding of its object, must seem unpleasant, even +ridiculous; but we can easily, just for once, contrive with symbols to +illustrate what we are speaking of." + +"If you do not think it looks pedantic," answered the Captain, "I can +put my meaning together with letters. Suppose an A connected so closely +with a B, that all sorts of means, even violence, have been made use of +to separate them, without effect. Then suppose a C in exactly the same +position with respect to D. Bring the two pairs into contact; A will +fling himself on D, C on B, without its being possible to say which had +first left its first connection, or made the first move toward the +second." + +"Now then," interposed Edward, "till we see all this with our eyes, we +will look upon the formula as an analogy, out of which we can devise a +lesson for immediate use. You stand for A, Charlotte, and I am your B; +really and truly I cling to you, I depend on you, and follow you, just +as B does with A. C is obviously the Captain, who at present is in some +degree withdrawing me from you. So now it is only just that if you are +not to be left to solitude a D should be found for you, and that is +unquestionably the amiable little lady, Ottilie. You will not hesitate +any longer to send and fetch her." + +"Good," replied Charlotte; "although the example does not, in my +opinion, exactly fit our case. However, we have been fortunate, at any +rate, in today for once having met all together; and these natural or +elective affinities have served to unite us more intimately. I will tell +you, that since this afternoon I have made up my mind to send for +Ottilie. My faithful housekeeper, on whom I have hitherto depended for +everything, is going to leave me shortly, to be married. (It was done at +my own suggestion, I believe, to please me.) What it is which has +decided me about Ottilie, you shall read to me. I will not look over the +pages again. Indeed, the contents of them are already known to me. Only +read, read!" + +With these words, she produced a letter, and handed it to Edward. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +LETTER OF THE LADY SUPERIOR + +"Your ladyship will forgive the brevity of my present letter. The public +examinations are but just concluded, and I have to communicate to all +the parents and guardians the progress which our pupils have made during +the past year. To you I may well be brief, having to say much in few +words. Your ladyship's daughter has proved herself first in every sense +of the word. The testimonials which I inclose, and her own letter, in +which she will detail to you the prizes which she has won, and the +happiness which she feels in her success, will surely please, and I hope +delight you. For myself, it is the less necessary that I should say +much, because I see that there will soon be no more occasion to keep +with us a young lady so far advanced. I send my respects to your +ladyship, and in a short time I shall take the liberty of offering you +my opinion as to what in future may be of most advantage to her. + +"My good assistant will tell you about Ottilie." + +LETTER OF THE ASSISTANT. + +"Our reverend superior leaves it to me to write to you of Ottilie, +partly because, with her ways of thinking about it, it would be painful +to her to say what has to be said; partly, because she herself requires +some excusing, which she would rather have done for her by me. + +"Knowing, as I did too well, how little able the good Ottilie was to +show out what lies in her, and what she is capable of, I was all along +afraid of this public examination. I was the more uneasy, as it was to +be of a kind which does not admit of any especial preparation; and even +if it had been conducted as usual, Ottilie never can be prepared to make +a display. The result has only too entirely justified my anxiety. She +has gained no prize; she is not even amongst those whose names have been +mentioned with approbation. I need not go into details. In writing, the +letters of the other girls were not so well formed, but their strokes +were far more free. In arithmetic, they were all quicker than she; and +in the more difficult problems, which she does the best, there was no +examination. In French, she was outshone and out-talked by many; and in +history she was not ready with her names and dates. In geography, there +was a want of attention to the political divisions; and for what she +could do in music there was neither time nor quiet enough for her few +modest melodies to gain attention. In drawing she certainly would have +gained the prize; her outlines were clear, and the execution most +careful and full of spirit; unhappily, she had chosen too large a +subject, and it was incomplete. + +"After the pupils were dismissed, the examiners consulted together, and +we teachers were partially admitted into the council. I very soon +observed that of Ottilie either nothing would be said at all, or if her +name was mentioned, it would be with indifference, if not absolute +disapproval. I hoped to obtain some favor for her by a candid +description of what she was, and I ventured it with the greater +earnestness, partly because I was only speaking my real convictions, and +partly because I remembered in my own younger years finding myself in +the same unfortunate case. I was listened to with attention, but as soon +as I had ended, the presiding examiner said to me very kindly but +laconically, 'We presume capabilities: they are to be converted into +accomplishments. This is the aim of all education. It is what is +distinctly intended by all who have the care of children, and silently +and indistinctly by the children themselves. This also is the object of +examinations, where teachers and pupils are alike standing their trial. +From what we learn of you, we may entertain good hopes of the young +lady, and it is to your own credit also that you have paid so much +attention to your pupil's capabilities. If in the coming year you can +develop these into accomplishments, neither yourself nor your pupil +shall fail to receive your due praise.' + +"I had made up my mind to what must follow upon all this; but there was +something worse that I had not anticipated, which had soon to be added +to it. Our good Superior, who like a trusty shepherdess could not bear +to have one of her flock lost, or, as was the case here, to see it +undistinguished, after the examiners were gone could not contain her +displeasure, and said to Ottilie, who was standing quite quietly by the +window, while the others were exulting over their prizes: 'Tell me, for +heaven's sake, how can a person look so stupid if she is not so?' +Ottilie replied, quite calmly, 'Forgive me, my dear mother, I have my +headache again today, and it is very painful.' Kind and sympathizing as +she generally is, the Superior this time answered, 'No one can believe +that,' and turned angrily away. + +"Now it is true--no one can believe it--for Ottilie never alters the +expression of her countenance. I have never even seen her move her hand +to her head when she has been asleep. + +"Nor was this all. Your ladyship's daughter, who is at all times +sufficiently lively and impetuous, after her triumph today was +overflowing with the violence of her spirits. She ran from room to room +with her prizes and testimonials, and shook them in Ottilie's face. 'You +have come badly off this morning,' she cried. Ottilie replied in her +calm, quiet way, 'This is not the last day of trial.' 'But you will +always remain the last,' cried the other, and ran away. + +"No one except myself saw that Ottilie was disturbed. She has a way when +she experiences any sharp unpleasant emotion which she wishes to resist, +of showing it in the unequal color of her face; the left cheek becomes +for a moment flushed, while the right turns pale. I perceived this +symptom, and I could not prevent myself from saying something. I took +our Superior aside, and spoke seriously to her about it. The excellent +lady acknowledged that she had been wrong. We considered the whole +affair; we talked it over at great length together, and not to weary +your ladyship, I will tell you at once the desire with which we +concluded, namely, that you will for a while have Ottilie with yourself. +Our reasons you will yourself readily perceive. If you consent, I will +say more to you on the manner in which I think she should be treated. +The young lady your daughter we may expect will soon leave us, and we +shall then with pleasure welcome Ottilie back to us. + +"One thing more, which another time I might forget to mention: I have +never seen Ottilie eager for anything, or at least ask pressingly for +anything. But there have been occasions, however rare, when on the other +hand she has wished to decline things which have been pressed upon her, +and she does it with a gesture which to those who have caught its +meaning is irresistible. She raises her hands, presses the palms +together, and draws them against her breast, leaning her body a little +forward at the same time, and turns such a look upon the person who is +urging her that he will be glad enough to cease to ask or wish for +anything of her. If your ladyship ever sees this attitude, as with your +treatment of her it is not likely that you will, think of me, and spare +Ottilie." + +Edward read these letters aloud, not without smiles and shakes of the +head. Naturally, too, there were observations made on the persons and on +the position of the affair. + +"Enough!" Edward cried at last, "it is decided. She comes. You, my love, +are provided for, and now we can get forward with our work. It is +becoming highly necessary for me to move over to the right wing to the +Captain; evenings and mornings are the time for us best to work +together, and then you, on your side, will have admirable room for +yourself and Ottilie." + +Charlotte made no objection, and Edward sketched out the method in which +they should live. Among other things, he cried, "It is really very +polite in this niece to be subject to a slight pain on the left side of +her head. I have it frequently an the right. If we happen to be +afflicted together, and sit opposite one another--I leaning on my right +elbow, and she on her left, and our heads on the opposite sides, resting +on our hands--what a pretty pair of pictures we shall make." + +The Captain thought that might be dangerous. "No, no!" cried out Edward. +"Only do you, my dear friend, take care of the D, for what will become +of B, if poor C is taken away from it?" + +"That, I should have thought, would have been evident enough," replied +Charlotte. + +"And it is, indeed," cried Edward; "he would turn back to his A, to his +Alpha and Omega;" and he sprung up and taking Charlotte in his arms, +pressed her to his breast. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The carriage which brought Ottilie drove up to the door. Charlotte went +out to receive her. The dear girl ran to meet her, threw herself at her +feet, and embraced her knees. + +"Why such humility?" said Charlotte, a little embarrassed, and +endeavoring to raise her from the ground. + +"It is not meant for humility," Ottilie answered, without moving from +the position in which she had placed herself; "I am only thinking of the +time when I could not reach higher than to your knees, and when I had +just learnt to know how you loved me." + +She stood up, and Charlotte embraced her warmly. She was introduced to +the gentlemen, and was at once treated with especial courtesy as a +visitor. Beauty is a welcome guest everywhere. She appeared attentive to +the conversation, without taking a part in it. + +The next morning Edward said to Charlotte, "What an agreeable, +entertaining girl she is!" + +"Entertaining!" answered Charlotte, with a smile; "why, she has not +opened her lips yet!" + +"Indeed!" said Edward, as he seemed to bethink himself; "that is very +strange." + +Charlotte had to give the new-comer but a very few hints on the +management of the household. Ottilie saw rapidly all the arrangements, +and what was more, she felt them. She comprehended easily what was to be +provided for the whole party, and what for each particular member of it. +Everything was done with the utmost punctuality; she knew how to direct, +without appearing to be giving orders, and when any one had left +anything undone, she at once set it right herself. + +As soon as she had found how much time she would have to spare, she +begged Charlotte to divide her hours for her, and to these she adhered +exactly. She worked at what was set before her in the way which the +Assistant had described to Charlotte. They let her alone. It was but +seldom that Charlotte interfered. Sometimes she changed her pens for +others which had been written with, to teach her to make bolder strokes +in her handwriting, but these, she found, would be soon cut sharp and +fine again. + +The ladies had agreed with one another when they were alone to speak +nothing but French, and Charlotte persisted in it the more, as she found +Ottilie more ready to talk in a foreign language, when she was told it +was her duty to exercise herself in it. In this way she often said more +than she seemed to intend. Charlotte was particularly pleased with a +description, most complete, but at the same time most charming and +amiable, which she gave her one day, by accident, of the school. She +soon felt her to be a delightful companion, and before long she hoped to +find in her an attached friend. + +At the same time she looked over again the more early accounts which had +been sent her of Ottilie, to refresh her recollection with the opinion +which the Superior and the Assistant had formed about her, and compare +them with her in her own person. For Charlotte was of opinion that we +cannot too quickly become acquainted with the character of those with +whom we have to live, that we may know what to expect of them; where we +may hope to do anything in the way of improvement with them, and what +we must make up our minds, once for all, to tolerate and let alone. + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE RECEIVES OTTILIE] + +This examination led her to nothing new, indeed; but much which she +already knew became of greater meaning and importance. Ottilie's +moderation in eating and drinking, for instance, became a real distress +to her. + +The next thing on which the ladies were employed was Ottilie's toilet. +Charlotte wished her to appear in clothes of a richer and more +_recherche_ sort, and at once the clever active girl herself cut out the +stuff which had been previously sent to her, and with a very little +assistance from others was able, in a short time, to dress herself out +most tastefully. The new fashionable dresses set off her figure. An +agreeable person, it is true, will show through all disguises; but we +always fancy it looks fresher and more graceful when its peculiarities +appear under some new drapery. And thus, from the moment of her first +appearance, she became more and more a delight to the eyes of all who +beheld her. As the emerald refreshes the sight with its beautiful hues, +and exerts, it is said, a beneficent influence on that noble sense, so +does human beauty work with far larger potency on the outward and on the +inward sense; whoever looks upon it is charmed against the breath of +evil, and feels in harmony with himself and with the world. + +In many ways, therefore, the party had gained by Ottilie's arrival. The +Captain and Edward kept regularly to the hours, even to the minutes, for +their general meeting together. They never kept the others waiting for +them either for dinner or tea, or for their walks; and they were in less +haste, especially in the evenings, to leave the table. This did not +escape Charlotte's observation; she watched them both, to see whether +one more than the other was the occasion of it. But she could not +perceive any difference. They had both become more companionable. In +their conversation they seemed to consider what was best adapted to +interest Ottilie; what was most on a level with her capacities and her +general knowledge. If she left the room when they were reading or +telling stories, they would wait till she returned. They had grown +softer and altogether more united. + +In return for this, Ottilie's anxiety to be of use increased every day; +the more she came to understand the house, its inmates, and their +circumstances, the more eagerly she entered into everything, caught +every look and every motion; half a word, a sound, was enough for her. +With her calm attentiveness, and her easy, unexcited activity, she was +always the same. Sitting, rising up, going, coming, fetching, carrying, +returning to her place again, it was all in the most perfect repose; a +constant change, a constant agreeable movement; while, at the same time, +she went about so lightly that her step was almost inaudible. + +This cheerful obligingness in Ottilie gave Charlotte the greatest +pleasure. There was one thing, however, which she did not exactly like, +of which she had to speak to her. "It is very polite in you," she said +one day to her, "when people let anything fall from their hand, to be so +quick in stooping and picking it up for them; at the same time, it is a +sort of confession that they have a right to require such attention, and +in the world we are expected to be careful to whom we pay it. Toward +women, I will not prescribe any rule as to how you should conduct +yourself. You are young. To those above you, and older than you, +services of this sort are a duty; toward your equals they are polite; to +those younger than yourself and your inferiors you may show yourself +kind and good-natured by such things--only it is not becoming in a young +lady to do them for men." + +"I will try to forget the habit," replied Ottilie; "I think, however, +you will in the meantime forgive me for my want of manners, when I tell +you how I came by it. We were taught history at school; I have not +gained as much out of it as I ought, for I never knew what use I was to +make of it; a few little things, however, made a deep impression upon +me, among which was the following: When Charles the First of England +was standing before his so-called judges, the gold top came off the +stick which he had in his hand, and fell down. Accustomed as he had been +on such occasions to have everything done for him, he seemed to look +around and expect that this time too some one would do him this little +service. No one stirred, and he stooped down for it himself. It struck +me as so piteous, that from that moment I have never been able to see +any one let a thing fall, without myself picking it up. But, of course, +as it is not always proper, and as I cannot," she continued, smiling, +"tell my story every time I do it, in future I will try to contain +myself." + +In the meantime the fine arrangements which the two friends had been led +to make for themselves, went uninterruptedly forward. Every day they +found something new to think about and undertake. + +One day as they were walking together through the village, they had to +remark with dissatisfaction how far behind-hand it was in order and +cleanliness, compared to villages where the inhabitants were compelled +by the expense of building-ground to be careful about such things. + +"You remember a wish we once expressed when we were traveling in +Switzerland together," said the Captain, "that we might have the laying +out of some country park, and how beautiful we would make it by +introducing into some village situated like this, not the Swiss style of +building, but the Swiss order and neatness which so much improve it." + +"And how well it would answer here! The hill on which the castle stands, +slopes down to that projecting angle. The village, you see, is built in +a semicircle, regularly enough, just opposite to it. The brook runs +between. It is liable to floods; and do observe the way the people set +about protecting themselves from them; one with stones, another with +stakes; the next puts up a boarding, and a fourth tries beams and +planks; no one, of course, doing any good to another with his +arrangement, but only hurting himself and the rest too. And then there +is the road going along just in the clumsiest way possible,--up hill and +down, through the water, and over the stones. If the people would only +lay their hands to the business together, it would cost them nothing but +a little labor to run a semi-circular wall along here, take the road in +behind it, raising it to the level of the houses, and so give themselves +a fair open space in front, making the whole place clean, and getting +rid, once for all, in one good general work, of all their little +trifling ineffectual makeshifts." + +"Let us try it," said the Captain, as he ran his eyes over the lay of +the ground, and saw quickly what was to be done. + +"I can undertake nothing in company with peasants and shopkeepers," +replied Edward, "unless I may have unrestricted authority over them." + +"You are not so wrong in that," returned the Captain; "I have +experienced too much trouble myself in life in matters of that kind. How +difficult it is to prevail on a man to venture boldly on making a +sacrifice for an after-advantage! How hard to get him to desire an end, +and not hesitate at the means! So many people confuse means with ends; +they keep hanging over the first, without having the other before their +eyes. Every evil is to be cured at the place where it comes to the +surface, and they will not trouble themselves to look for the cause +which produces it, or the remote effect which results from it. This is +why it is so difficult to get advice listened to, especially among the +many: they can see clearly enough from day to day, but their scope +seldom reaches beyond the morrow; and if it comes to a point where with +some general arrangement one person will gain while another will lose, +there is no prevailing on them to strike a balance. Works of public +advantage can be carried through only by an uncontrolled absolute +authority." + +While they were standing and talking, a man came up and begged of them. +He looked more impudent than really in want, and Edward, who was +annoyed at being interrupted, after two or three fruitless attempts to +get rid of him by a gentler refusal, spoke sharply to him. The fellow +began to grumble and mutter abusively; he went off with short steps, +talking about the right of beggars. It was all very well to refuse them +an alms, but that was no reason why they should be insulted. A beggar, +and everybody else too, was as much under God's protection as a lord. It +put Edward out of all patience. + +The Captain, to pacify him, said, "Let us make use of this as an +occasion for extending our rural police arrangements to such cases. We +are bound to give away money, but we do better in not giving it in +person, especially at home. We should be moderate and uniform in +everything, in our charities as in all else; too great liberality +attracts beggars instead of helping them on their way. At the same time +there is no harm when one is on a journey, or passing through a strange +place, in appearing to a poor man in the street in the form of a chance +deity of fortune and making him some present which shall surprise him. +The position of the village and of the castle makes it easy for us to +put our charities here on a proper footing. I have thought about it +before. The public-house is at one end of the village, a respectable old +couple live at the other. At each of these places deposit a small sum of +money, and let every beggar, not as he comes in, but as he goes out, +receive something. Both houses lie on the roads which lead to the +castle, so that any one who goes there can be referred to one or the +other." + +"Come," said Edward, "we will settle that on the spot. The exact sum can +be made up another time." + +They went to the innkeeper, and to the old couple and the thing was +done. + +"I know very well," Edward said, as they were walking up the hill to the +castle together, "that everything in this world depends on distinctness +of idea and firmness of purpose. Your judgment of what my wife has been +doing in the park was entirely right; and you have already given me a +hint how it might be improved. I will not deny that I told her of it." + +"So I have been led to suspect," replied the Captain; "and I could not +approve of your having done so. You have perplexed her. She has left off +doing anything; and on this one subject she is vexed with us. She avoids +speaking of it. She has never since invited us to go with her to the +summer-house, although at odd hours she goes up there with Ottilie." + +"We must not allow ourselves to be deterred by that," answered Edward. +"If I am once convinced about anything good, which could and should be +done, I can never rest till I see it done. We are clever enough at other +times in introducing what we want, into the general conversation; +suppose we have out some descriptions of English parks, with +copper-plates, for our evening's amusement. Then we can follow with your +plan. We will treat it first problematically, and as if we were only in +jest. There will be no difficulty in passing into earnest." + +The scheme was concerted, and the books were opened. In each group of +designs they first saw a ground-plan of the spot, with the general +character of the landscape, drawn in its rude, natural state. Then +followed others, showing the changes which had been produced by art, to +employ and set off the natural advantages of the locality. From these to +their own property and their own grounds, the transition was easy. + +Everybody was pleased. The chart which the Captain had sketched was +brought and spread out. The only difficulty was, that they could not +entirely free themselves of the plan in which Charlotte had begun. +However, an easier way up the hill was found; a lodge was suggested to +be built on the height at the edge of the cliff, which was to have an +especial reference to the castle. It was to form a conspicuous object +from the castle windows, and from it the spectator was to be able to +overlook both the castle and the garden. + +The Captain had thought it all carefully over, and taken his +measurements; and now he brought up again the village road and the wall +by the brook, and the ground which was to be raised behind it. + +"Here you see," said he, "while I make this charming walk up the height, +I gain exactly the quantity of stone which I require for that wall. Let +one piece of work help the other, and both will be carried out most +satisfactorily and most rapidly." + +"But now," said Charlotte, "comes my side of the business. A certain +definite outlay of money will have to be made. We ought to know how much +will be wanted for such a purpose, and then we can apportion it out--so +much work, and so much money, if not by weeks, at least by months. The +cash-box is under my charge. I pay the bills, and I keep the accounts." + +"You do not appear to have overmuch confidence in us," said Edward. + +"I have not much in arbitrary matters," Charlotte answered. "Where it is +a case of inclination, we women know better how to control ourselves +than you." + +It was settled; the dispositions were made, and the work was begun at +once. + +The Captain being always on the spot, Charlotte was almost daily a +witness to the strength and clearness of his understanding. He, too, +learnt to know her better; and it became easy for them both to work +together, and thus bring something to completeness. It is with work as +with dancing; persons who keep the same step must grow indispensable to +one another. Out of this a mutual kindly feeling will necessarily arise; +and that Charlotte had a real kind feeling toward the Captain, after she +came to know him better, was sufficiently proved by her allowing him to +destroy her pretty seat, which in her first plans she had taken such +pains in ornamenting, because it was in the lay of his own, without +experiencing the slightest feeling about the matter. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Now that Charlotte was occupied with the Captain, it was a natural +consequence that Edward should attach himself more to Ottilie. +Independently of this, indeed, for some time past he had begun to feel a +silent kind of attraction toward her. Obliging and attentive she was to +every one, but his self-love whispered that toward him she was +particularly so. She had observed his little fancies about his food. She +knew exactly what things he liked, and the way in which he liked them to +be prepared; the quantity of sugar which he liked in his tea; and so on. +Moreover, she was particularly careful to prevent draughts, about which +he was excessively sensitive, and, indeed, about which, with his wife, +who could never have air enough, he was often at variance. So, too, she +had come to know about fruit-gardens and flower-gardens; whatever he +liked, it was her constant effort to procure for him, and to keep away +whatever annoyed him; so that very soon she grew indispensable to +him--she became like his guardian angel, and he felt it keenly whenever +she was absent. Besides all this, too, she appeared to grow more open +and conversible as soon as they were alone together. + +Edward, as he advanced in life, had retained something childish about +himself, which corresponded singularly well with the youthfulness of +Ottilie. They liked talking of early times, when they had first seen +each other; and these reminiscences led them up to the first epoch of +Edward's affection for Charlotte. Ottilie declared that she remembered +them both as the handsomest pair about the court; and when Edward would +question the possibility of this, when she must have been so exceedingly +young, she insisted that she recollected one particular incident as +clearly as possible. He had come into the room where her aunt was, and +she had hid her face in Charlotte's lap--not from fear, but from a +childish surprise. She might have added, because he had made so strong +an impression upon her--because she had liked him so much. + +While they were occupied in this way, much of the business which the +two friends had undertaken together had come to a standstill; so that +they found it necessary to inspect how things were going on--to work up +a few designs and get letters written. For this purpose, they betook +themselves to their office, where they found their old copyist at his +desk. They set themselves to their work, and soon gave the old man +enough to do, without observing that they were laying many things on his +shoulders which at other times they had always done for themselves. At +the same time, the first design the Captain tried would not answer, and +Edward was as unsuccessful with his first letter. They fretted for a +while, planning and erasing, till at last Edward, who was getting on the +worst, asked what o'clock it was. And then it appeared that the Captain +had forgotten, for the first time for many years, to wind up his +chronometer; and they seemed, if not to feel, at least to have a dim +perception, that time was beginning to be indifferent to them. + +In the meanwhile, as the gentlemen were thus rather slackening in their +energy, the activity of the ladies increased all the more. The every-day +life of a family, which is composed of given persons, and is shaped out +of necessary circumstances, may easily receive into itself an +extraordinary affection, an incipient passion--may receive it into +itself as into a vessel; and a long time may elapse before the new +ingredient produces a visible effervescence, and runs foaming over the +edge. + +With our friends, the feelings which were mutually arising had the most +agreeable effects. Their dispositions opened out, and a general goodwill +arose out of the several individual affections. Every member of the +party was happy; and they each shared their happiness with the rest. + +Such a temper elevates the spirit, while it enlarges the heart, and +everything which, under the influence of it, people do and undertake, +has a tendency toward the illimitable. The friends could not remain any +more shut up at home; their walks extended themselves further and +further. Edward would hurry on before with Ottilie, to choose the path +or pioneer the way; and the Captain and Charlotte would follow quietly +on the track of their more hasty precursors, talking on some grave +subject, or delighting themselves with some spot they had newly +discovered, or some unexpected natural beauty. + +One day their walk led them down from the gate at the right wing of the +castle, in the direction of the hotel, and thence over the bridge toward +the ponds, along the sides of which they proceeded as far as it was +generally thought possible to follow the water; thickly wooded hills +sloped directly up from the edge, and beyond these a wall of steep +rocks, making further progress difficult, if not impossible. But Edward, +whose hunting experience had made him thoroughly familiar with the spot, +pushed forward along an overgrown path with Ottilie, knowing well that +the old mill could not be far off, which was somewhere in the middle of +the rocks there. The path was so little frequented, that they soon lost +it; and for a short time they were wandering among mossy stones and +thickets; it was not for long, however, the noise of the water-wheel +speedily telling them that the place which they were looking for was +close at hand. Stepping forward on a point of rock, they saw the strange +old, dark, wooden building in the hollow before them, quite shadowed +over with precipitous crags and huge trees. They determined directly to +climb down amidst the moss and the blocks of stone. Edward led the way; +and when he looked back and saw Ottilie following, stepping lightly, +without fear or nervousness, from stone to stone, so beautifully +balancing herself, he fancied he was looking at some celestial creature +floating above him; while if, as she often did, she caught the hand +which in some difficult spot he would offer her, or if she supported +herself on his shoulder, then he was left in no doubt that it was a very +exquisite human creature who touched him. He almost wished that she +might slip or stumble, that he might catch her in his arms and press +her to his heart. This, however, he would under no circumstances have +done, for more than one reason. He was afraid to wound her, and he was +afraid to do her some bodily injury. + +[Illustration: EDWARD AND OTTILIE] + +What the meaning of this could be, we shall immediately learn. When they +had got down, and were seated opposite each other at a table under the +trees, and when the miller's wife had gone for milk, and the miller, who +had come out to them, was sent to meet Charlotte and the Captain, +Edward, with a little embarrassment, began to speak: + +"I have a request to make, dear Ottilie; you will forgive me for asking +it, if you will not grant it. You make no secret (I am sure you need not +make any), that you wear a miniature under your dress against your +breast. It is the picture of your noble father. You could hardly have +known him; but in every sense he deserves a place by your heart. Only, +forgive me, the picture is exceedingly large, and the metal frame and +the glass, if you take up a child in your arms, if you are carrying +anything, if the carriage swings violently, if we are pushing through +bushes, or just now, as we were coming down these rocks--cause me a +thousand anxieties for you. Any unforeseen blow, a fall, a touch, may be +fatally injurious to you; and I am terrified at the possibility of it. +For my sake do this: put away the picture, not out of your affections, +not out of your room; let it have the brightest, the holiest place which +you can give it; only do not wear upon your breast a thing, the presence +of which seems to me, perhaps from an extravagant anxiety, so +dangerous." + +Ottilie said nothing, and while he was speaking she kept her eyes fixed +straight before her; then, without hesitation and without haste, with a +look turned more toward heaven than on Edward, she unclasped the chain, +drew out the picture, and pressed it against her forehead, and then +reached it over to her friend, with the words: + +"Do you keep it for me till we come home; I cannot give you a better +proof how deeply I thank you for your affectionate care." + +He did not venture to press the picture to his lips; but he caught her +hand and raised it to his eyes. They were, perhaps, two of the most +beautiful hands which had ever been clasped together. He felt as if a +stone had fallen from his heart, as if a partition-wall had been thrown +down between him and Ottilie. + +Under the miller's guidance, Charlotte and the Captain came down by an +easier path, and now joined them. There was the meeting, and a happy +talk, and then they took some refreshments. They would not return by the +same way as they came; and Edward struck into a rocky path on the other +side of the stream, from which the ponds were again to be seen. They +made their way along it, with some effort, and then had to cross a +variety of wood and copse--getting glimpses, on the land side, of a +number of villages and manor-houses, with their green lawns and +fruit-gardens; while very near them, and sweetly situated on a rising +ground, a farm lay in the middle of the wood. From a gentle ascent, they +had a view, before and behind, which showed them the richness of the +country to the greatest advantage; and then, entering a grove of trees, +they found themselves, on again emerging from it, on the rock opposite +the castle. + +They came upon it rather unexpectedly, and were of course delighted. +They had made the circuit of a little world; they were standing on the +spot where the new building was to be erected, and were looking again at +the windows of their home. + +They went down to the summer-house, and sat all four in it for the first +time together; nothing was more natural than that with one voice it +should be proposed to have the way they had been that day, and which, as +it was, had taken them much time and trouble, properly laid out and +gravelled, so that people might loiter along it at their leisure. They +each said what they thought; and they reckoned up that the circuit, over +which they had taken many hours, might be traveled easily with a good +road all the way round to the castle, in a single one. + +Already a plan was being suggested for making the distance shorter, and +adding a fresh beauty to the landscape, by throwing a bridge across the +stream, below the mill, where it ran into the lake; when Charlotte +brought their inventive imagination somewhat to a standstill, by putting +them in mind of the expense which such an undertaking would involve. + +"There are ways of meeting that too," replied Edward; "we have only to +dispose of that farm in the forest which is so pleasantly situated, and +which brings in so little in the way of rent: the sum which will be set +free will more than cover what we shall require, and thus, having gained +an invaluable walk, we shall receive the interest of well-expended +capital in substantial enjoyment--instead of, as now, in the summing up +at the end of the year, vexing and fretting ourselves over the pitiful +little income which is returned for it." + +Even Charlotte, with all her prudence, had little to urge against this. +There had been, indeed, a previous intention of selling the farm. The +Captain was ready immediately with a plan for breaking up the ground +into small portions among the peasantry of the forest. Edward, however, +had a simpler and shorter way of managing it. His present steward had +already proposed to take it off his hands--he was to pay for it by +instalments--and so, gradually, as the money came in, they would get +their work forward from point to point. + +So reasonable and prudent a scheme was sure of universal approbation, +and already, in prospect, they began to see their new walk winding along +its way, and to imagine the many beautiful views and charming spots +which they hoped to discover in its neighborhood. + +To bring it all before themselves with greater fulness of detail, in the +evening they produced the new chart. With the help of this they went +over again the way that they had come, and found various places where +the walk might take a rather different direction with advantage. Their +other scheme was now once more talked through, and connected with the +fresh design. The site for the new house in the park, opposite the +castle, was a second time examined into and approved, and fixed upon for +the termination of the intended circuit. + +Ottilie had said nothing all this time. At length Edward pushed the +chart, which had hitherto been lying before Charlotte, across to her, +begging her to give her opinion; she still hesitated for a moment. +Edward in his gentlest way again pressed her to let them know what she +thought--nothing had as yet been settled--it was all as yet in embryo. + +"I would have the house built here," she said, as she pointed with her +finger to the highest point of the slope on the hill. "It is true you +cannot see the castle from thence, for it is hidden by the wood; but for +that very reason you find yourself in another quite new world; you lose +village and houses and all at the same time. The view of the ponds with +the mill, and the hills and mountains in the distance, is singularly +beautiful--I have often observed it when I have been there." + +"She is right," Edward cried; "how could we have overlooked it. This is +what you mean, Ottilie, is it not?" He took a lead pencil, and drew a +great black rectangular figure on the summit of the hill. + +It went through the Captain's soul to see his carefully and +clearly-drawn chart disfigured in such a way. He collected himself, +however, after a slight expression of his disapproval and went into the +idea. "Ottilie is right," he said; "we are ready enough to walk any +distance to drink tea or eat fish, because they would not have tasted as +well at home--we require change of scene and change of objects. Your +ancestors showed their judgment in the spot which they chose for the +castle; for it is sheltered from the wind, with the conveniences of life +close at hand. A place, on the contrary, which is more for pleasure +parties than for a regular residence, may be very well yonder +there, and in the fair time of year the most agreeable hours may be +spent there." + +[Illustration: CHARLOTTE, OTTILIE, EDWARD AND THE CAPTAIN DISCUSS THE +NEW PLAN OF THE HOUSE _From the Painting by Franz Simm_] + +The more they talked it over, the more conclusive was their judgment in +favor of Ottilie; and Edward could not conceal his triumph that the +thought had been hers. He was as proud as if he had hit upon it himself. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Early the following morning the Captain examined the spot: he first +threw off a sketch of what should be done, and afterward, when the thing +had been more completely decided on, he made a complete design, with +accurate calculations and measurements. It cost him a good deal of +labor, and the business connected with the sale of the farm had to be +gone into, so that both the gentlemen now found a fresh impulse to +activity. + +The Captain made Edward observe that it would be proper, indeed that it +would be a kind of duty, to celebrate Charlotte's birthday with laying +the foundation-stone. Not much was wanted to overcome Edward's +disinclination for such festivities--for he quickly recollected that a +little later Ottilie's birthday would follow, and that he could have a +magnificent celebration for that. + +Charlotte, to whom all this work and what it would involve was a subject +for much serious and almost anxious thought, busied herself in carefully +going through the time and outlay which it was calculated would be +expended on it. During the day they rarely saw each other, so that the +evening meeting was looked forward to with all the more anxiety. + +Ottilie meantime was complete mistress of the household--and how could +it be otherwise, with her quick methodical rays of working? Indeed, her +whole mode of thought was suited better to home life than to the world, +and to a more free existence. Edward soon observed that she only walked +about with them out of a desire to please; that when she stayed out late +with them in the evening it was because she thought it a sort of social +duty, and that she would often find a pretext in some household matter +for going in again--consequently he soon managed so to arrange the walks +which they took together, that they should be at home before sunset; and +he began again, what he had long left off, to read aloud +poetry--particularly such as had for its subject the expression of a +pure but passionate love. + +They ordinarily sat in the evening in the same places round a small +table--Charlotte on the sofa, Ottilie on a chair opposite to her, and +the gentlemen on each side. Ottilie's place was on Edward's right, the +side where he put the candle when he was reading--at such times she +would draw her chair a little nearer to look over him, for Ottilie also +trusted her own eyes better than another person's lips, and Edward would +then always make a move toward her, that it might be as easy as possible +for her--indeed he would frequently make longer stops than necessary, +that he might not turn over before she had got to the bottom of the +page. + +Charlotte and the Captain observed this, and exchanged many a quiet +smile at it; but they were both taken by surprise at another symptom, in +which Ottilie's latent feeling accidentally displayed itself. + +One evening, which had been partly spoilt for them by a tedious visit, +Edward proposed that they should not separate so early--he felt inclined +for music--he would take his flute, which he had not done for many days +past. Charlotte looked for the sonatas which they generally played +together, and they were not to be found. Ottilie, with some hesitation, +said that they were in her room--she had taken them there to copy them. + +"And you can, you will, accompany me on the piano?" cried Edward, his +eyes sparkling with pleasure. "I think perhaps I can," Ottilie answered. +She brought the music and sat down to the instrument. The others +listened, and were sufficiently surprised to hear how perfectly Ottilie +had taught herself the piece--but far more surprised were they at the +way in which she contrived to adapt herself to Edward's style of +playing. Adapt herself, is not the right expression--Charlotte's skill +and power enabled her, in order to please her husband, to keep up with +him when he went too fast, and hold in for him if he hesitated; but +Ottilie, who had several times heard them play the sonata together, +seemed to have learnt it according to the idea in which they accompanied +each other--she had so completely made his defects her own, that a kind +of living whole resulted from it, which did not move indeed according to +exact rule, but the effect of which was in the highest degree pleasant +and delightful. The composer himself would have been pleased to hear his +work disfigured in a manner so charming. + +Charlotte and the Captain watched this strange unexpected occurrence in +silence, with the kind of feeling with which we often observe the +actions of children--unable exactly to approve of them, from the serious +consequences which may follow, and yet without being able to find fault, +perhaps with a kind of envy. For, indeed, the regard of these two for +one another was growing also, as well as that of the others--and it was +perhaps only the more perilous because they were both stronger, more +certain of themselves, and better able to restrain themselves. + +The Captain had already begun to feel that a habit which he could not +resist was threatening to bind him to Charlotte. He forced himself to +stay away at the hour when she commonly used to be at the works; by +getting up very early in the morning he contrived to finish there +whatever he had to do, and went back to the castle to his work in his +own room. The first day or two Charlotte thought it was an accident--she +looked for him in every place where she thought he could possibly be. +Then she thought she understood him--and admired him all the more. + +Avoiding, as the Captain now did, being alone with Charlotte, the more +industriously did he labor to hurry forward the preparations for keeping +her rapidly-approaching birthday with all splendor. While he was +bringing up the new road from below behind the village, he made the men, +under pretence that he wanted stones, begin working at the top as well, +and work down, to meet the others; and he had calculated his +arrangements so that the two should exactly meet on the eve of the day. +The excavations for the new house were already done; the rock was blown +away with gunpowder; and a fair foundation-stone had been hewn, with a +hollow chamber, and a flat slab adjusted to cover it. + +This outward activity, these little mysterious purposes of friendship, +prompted by feelings which more or less they were obliged to repress, +rather prevented the little party when together from being as lively as +usual. Edward, who felt that there was a sort of void, one evening +called upon the Captain to fetch his violin--Charlotte should play the +piano, and he should accompany her. The Captain was unable to refuse the +general request, and they executed together one of the most difficult +pieces of music with an ease, and freedom, and feeling, which could not +but afford themselves, and the two who were listening to them, the +greatest delight. They promised themselves a frequent repetition of it, +as well as further practice together. "They do it better than we, +Ottilie," said Edward; "we will admire them--but we can enjoy ourselves +together too." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The birthday was come, and everything was ready. The wall was all +complete which protected the raised village road against the water, and +so was the walk; passing the church, for a short time it followed the +path which had been laid out by Charlotte, and then winding upward among +the rocks, inclined first under the summer-house to the right, and then, +after a wide sweep, passed back above it to the right again, and so by +degrees out on to the summit. A large party had assembled for the +occasion. They went first to church, where they found the whole +congregation assembled in their holiday dresses. After service, they +filed out in order; first the boys, then the young men, then the old; +after them came the party from the castle, with their visitors and +retinue; and the village maidens, young girls, and women, brought up the +rear. + +At the turn of the walk, a raised stone seat had been contrived, where +the Captain made Charlotte and the visitors stop and rest. From here +they could see over the whole distance from the beginning to the +end--the troops of men who had gone up before them, the file of women +following, and now drawing up to where they were. It was lovely weather, +and the whole effect was singularly beautiful. Charlotte was taken by +surprise, she was touched, and she pressed the Captain's hand warmly. + +They followed the crowd who had slowly ascended, and were now forming a +circle round the spot where the future house was to stand. The lord of +the castle, his family, and the principal strangers were now invited to +descend into the vault, where the foundation-stone, supported on one +side, lay ready to be let down. A well-dressed mason, a trowel in one +hand and a hammer in the other, came forward, and with much grace spoke +an address in verse, of which in prose we can give but an imperfect +rendering. + +"Three things," he began, "are to be looked to in a building--that it +stand on the right spot; that it be securely founded; that it be +successfully executed. The first is the business of the master of the +house--his and his only. As in the city the prince and the council alone +determine where a building shall be, so in the country it is the right +of the lord of the soil that he shall say, 'Here my dwelling shall +stand; here, and nowhere else.'" + +Edward and Ottilie were standing opposite one another, as these words +were spoken; but they did not venture to look up and exchange glances. + +"To the third, the execution, there is neither art nor handicraft which +must not in some way contribute. But the second, the founding, is the +province of the mason; and, boldly to speak it out, it is the head and +front of all the undertaking--a solemn thing it is--and our bidding you +descend hither is full of meaning. You are celebrating your Festival in +the deep of the earth. Here within this small hollow spot, you show us +the honor of appearing as witnesses of our mysterious craft. Presently +we shall lower down this carefully-hewn stone into its place; and soon +these earth-walls, now ornamented with fair and worthy persons, will be +no more accessible--but will be closed in forever! + +"This foundation-stone, which with its angles typifies the just angles +of the building, with the sharpness of its molding, the regularity of +it, and with the truth of its lines to the horizontal and perpendicular, +the uprightness and equal height of all the walls, we might now without +more ado let down--it would rest in its place with its own weight. But +even here there shall not fail of lime and means to bind it. For as +human beings who may be well inclined to each other by nature, yet hold +more firmly together when the law cements them, so are stones also, +whose forms may already fit together, united far better by these binding +forces. It is not seemly to be idle among the working, and here you will +not refuse to be our fellow-laborer;" with these words he reached the +trowel to Charlotte, who threw mortar with it under the stone--several +of the others were then desired to do the same, and then it was at once +let fall. Upon which the hammer was placed next in Charlotte's, and then +in the others' hands, to strike three times with it, and conclude, in +this expression, the wedlock of the stone with the earth. + +"The work of the mason," went on the speaker, "now under the free sky as +we are, if it be not done in concealment, yet must pass into +concealment--the soil will be laid smoothly in, and thrown over this +stone, and with the walls which we rear into the daylight we in the end +are seldom remembered. The works of the stone-cutter and the carver +remain under the eyes; but for us it is not to complain when the +plasterer blots out the last trace of our hands, and appropriates our +work to himself; when he overlays it, and smooths it, and colors it. + +"Not from regard for the opinion of others, but from respect for +himself, the mason will be faithful in his calling. There is none who +has more need to feel in himself the consciousness of what he is. When +the house is finished, when the soil is smoothed, the surface plastered +over, and the outside all overwrought with ornament, he can even +penetrate through all disguises and still recognize those exact and +careful adjustments to which the whole is indebted for its being and for +its persistence. + +"But as the man who commits some evil deed has to fear, that, +notwithstanding all precautions, it will one day come to light--so too +must he expect who has done some good thing in secret, that it also, in +spite of himself, will appear in the day; and therefore we make this +foundation-stone at the same time a stone of memorial. Here, in these +various hollows which have been hewn into it, many things are now to be +buried, as a witness to some far-off world--these metal cases +hermetically sealed contain documents in writing; matters of various +note are engraved on these plates; in these fair glass bottles we bury +the best old wine, with a note of the year of its vintage. We have coins +too of many kinds, from the mint of the current year. All this we have +received through the liberality of him for whom we build. There is space +yet remaining, if guest or spectator desires to offer anything to the +after-world!" + +After a slight pause the speaker looked round; but, as is commonly the +case on such occasions, no one was prepared; they were all taken by +surprise. At last, a merry-looking young officer set the example, and +said, "If I am to contribute anything which as yet is not to be found in +this treasure-chamber, it shall be a pair of buttons from my uniform--I +don't see why they do not deserve to go down to posterity!" No sooner +said than done, and then a number of persons found something of the +same sort which they could do; the young ladies did not hesitate to +throw in some of their side hair combs--smelling bottles and other +trinkets were not spared. Only Ottilie hung back; till a kind word from +Edward roused her from the abstraction in which she was watching the +various things being heaped in. Then she unclasped from her neck the +gold chain on which her father's picture had hung, and with a light +gentle hand laid it down on the other jewels. Edward rather disarranged +the proceedings, by at once, in some haste, having the cover let fall, +and fastened down. + +The young mason who had been most active through all this, again took +his place as orator, and went on: "We lay down this stone for ever, for +the establishing the present and the future possessors of this house. +But in that we bury this treasure together with it, we do it in the +remembrance--in this most enduring of works--of the perishableness of +all human things. We remember that a time may come when this cover so +fast sealed shall again be lifted; and that can only be when all shall +again be destroyed which as yet we have not brought into being. + +"But now--now that at once it may begin to be, back with our thoughts +out of the future--back into the present. At once, after the feast, +which we have this day kept together, let us on with our labor; let no +one of all those trades which are to work on our foundation, through us +keep unwilling holiday. Let the building rise swiftly to its height, and +out of the windows, which as yet have no existence, may the master of +the house, with his family and with his guests, look forth with a glad +heart over his broad lands. To him and to all here present herewith be +health and happiness." + +With these words he drained a richly cut tumbler at a draught, and flung +it into the air, thereby to signify the excess of pleasure by destroying +the vessel which had served for such a solemn occasion. This time, +however, it fell out otherwise. The glass did not fall back to the +earth, and indeed without a miracle. + +In order to get forward with the buildings, they had already thrown out +the whole of the soil at the opposite corner; indeed, they had begun to +raise the wall, and for this purpose had reared a scaffold as high as +was absolutely necessary. On the occasion of the festival, boards had +been laid along the top of this, and a number of spectators were allowed +to stand there. It had been meant principally for the advantage of the +workmen themselves. The glass had flown up there, and had been caught by +one of them, who took it as a sign of good luck for himself. He waved it +round without letting it out of his hand, and the letters E and O were +to be seen very richly cut upon it, running one into the other. It was +one of the glasses which had been executed for Edward when he was a boy. + +The scaffoldings were again deserted, and the most active among the +party climbed up to look round them, and could not speak enough in +praise of the beauty of the prospect on all sides. How many new +discoveries does not a person make when on some high point he ascends +but a single story higher. Inland many fresh villages came in sight. The +line of the river could be traced like a thread of silver; indeed, one +of the party thought that he distinguished the spires of the capital. On +the other side, behind the wooded hill, the blue peaks of the far-off +mountains were seen rising, and the country immediately about them was +spread out like a map. + +"If the three ponds," cried some one, "were but thrown together to make +a single sheet of water, there would be everything here which is noblest +and most excellent." + +"That might easily be effected," the Captain said. "In early times they +must have formed all one lake among the hills here." + +"Only I must beseech you to spare my clump of planes and poplars that +stand so prettily by the centre pond," said Edward. "See!" He turned to +Ottilie, bringing her a few steps forward, and pointing down--"those +trees I planted myself." + +"How long have they been standing there?" asked Ottilie. + +"Just about as long as you have been in the world," replied Edward. +"Yes, my dear child, I planted them when you were still lying in your +cradle." + +The party now betook themselves back to the castle. After dinner was +over they were invited to walk through the village to take a glance at +what had been done there as well. At a hint from the Captain, the +inhabitants had collected in front of the houses. They were not standing +in rows, but formed in natural family groups; part were occupied at +their evening work, part out enjoying themselves on the new benches. +They had determined, as an agreeable duty which they imposed upon +themselves, to have everything in its present order and cleanliness, at +least every Sunday and holiday. + +A little party, held together by such feelings as had grown up among our +friends, is always unpleasantly interrupted by a large concourse of +people. All four were delighted to find themselves again alone in the +large drawing-room, but this sense of home was a little disturbed by a +letter which was brought to Edward, giving notice of fresh guests who +were to arrive the following day. + +"It is as we supposed," Edward cried to Charlotte. "The Count will not +stay away; he is coming tomorrow." + +"Then the Baroness, too, is not far off," answered Charlotte. + +"Doubtless not," said Edward. "She is coming, too, tomorrow, from +another place. They only beg to be allowed to stay for a night; the next +day they will go on together." + +"We must prepare for them in time, Ottilie," said Charlotte. + +"What arrangement shall I desire to be made?" Ottilie asked. + +Charlotte gave a general direction, and Ottilie left the room. + +The Captain inquired into the relation in which these two persons stood +toward each other, and with which he was only very generally acquainted. +They had some time before, both being already married, fallen violently +in love with each other; a double marriage was not to be interfered with +without attracting attention. A divorce was proposed. On the Baroness's +side it could be effected, on that of the Count it could not. They were +obliged seemingly to separate, but their position toward each other +remained unchanged, and though in the winter at the Residence they were +unable to be together, they indemnified themselves in the summer, while +making tours and staying at watering-places. + +They were both slightly older than Edward and Charlotte, and had been +intimate with them from early times at court. The connection had never +been absolutely broken off, although it was impossible to approve of +their proceedings. On the present occasion their coming was most +unwelcome to Charlotte; and if she had looked closely into her reasons +for feeling it so, she would have found it was on account of Ottilie. +The poor innocent girl should not have been brought so early in contact +with such an example. + +"It would have been more convenient if they had not come till a couple +of days later," Edward was saying; as Ottilie re-entered, "till we had +finished with this business of the farm. The deed of sale is complete. +One copy of it I have here, but we want a second, and our old clerk has +fallen ill." The Captain offered his services, and so did Charlotte, but +there was something or other to object to in both of them. + +"Give it to me," cried Ottilie, a little hastily. + +"You will never be able to finish it," said Charlotte. + +"And really I must have it early the day after tomorrow, and it is +long," Edward added. + +"It shall be ready," Ottilie cried; and the paper was already in her +hands. + +The next morning, as they were looking out from their highest windows +for their visitors, whom they intended to go some way and meet, Edward +said, "Who is that yonder, riding slowly along the road?" + +The Captain described accurately the figure of the horse-man. + +"Then it is he," said Edward; "the particulars, which you can see better +than I, agree very well with the general figure, which I can see too. It +is Mittler; but what is he doing, coming riding at such a pace as that?" + +The figure came nearer, and Mittler it veritably was. They received him +with warm greetings as he came slowly up the steps. + +"Why did you not come yesterday?" Edward cried, as he approached. + +"I do not like your grand festivities," answered he; "but I am come +today to keep my friend's birthday with you quietly." + +"How are you able to find time enough?" asked Edward, with a laugh. + +"My visit, if you can value it, you owe to an observation which I made +yesterday. I was spending a right happy afternoon in a house where I had +established peace, and then I heard that a birthday was being kept here. +Now this is what I call selfish, after all, said I to myself: you will +only enjoy yourself with those whose broken peace you have mended. Why +cannot you for once go and be happy with friends who keep the peace for +themselves? No sooner said than done. Here I am, as I determined with +myself that I would be." + +"Yesterday you would have met a large party here; today you will find +but a small one," said Charlotte; "you will meet the Count and the +Baroness, with whom you have had enough to do already, I believe." + +Out of the middle of the party, who had all four come down to welcome +him, the strange man dashed in the keenest disgust, seizing at the same +time his hat and whip. "Some unlucky star is always over me," he cried, +"directly I try to rest and enjoy myself. What business have I going out +of my proper character? I ought never to have come, and now I am +persecuted away. Under one roof with those two I will not remain, and +you take care of yourselves. They bring nothing but mischief; their +nature is like leaven, and propagates its own contagion." + +They tried to pacify him, but it was in vain. "Whoever strikes at +marriage," he cried;--"whoever, either by word or act, undermines this, +the foundation of all moral society, that man has to settle with me, and +if I cannot become his master, I take care to settle myself out of his +way. Marriage is the beginning and the end of all culture. It makes the +savage mild; and the most cultivated has no better opportunity for +displaying his gentleness. Indissoluble it must be, because it brings so +much happiness that what small exceptional unhappiness it may bring +counts for nothing in the balance. And what do men mean by talking of +unhappiness? Impatience it is which from time to time comes over them, +and then they fancy themselves unhappy. Let them wait till the moment is +gone by, and then they will bless their good fortune that what has stood +so long continues standing. There never can be any adequate ground for +separation. The condition of man is pitched so high, in its joys and in +its sorrows, that the sum which two married people owe to each other +defies calculation. It is an infinite debt, which can only be discharged +through all eternity. + +"Its annoyances marriage may often have; I can well believe that, and it +is as it should be. We are all married to our consciences, and there are +times when we should be glad to be divorced from them; mine gives me +more annoyance than ever a man or a woman can give." + +All this he poured out with the greatest vehemence: he would very likely +have gone on speaking longer, had not the sound of the postilions' +horns given notice of the arrival of the visitors, who, as if on a +concerted arrangement, drove into the castle-court from opposite sides +at the same moment. Mittler slipped away as their host hastened to +receive them, and desiring that his horse might be brought out +immediately, rode angrily off. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The visitors were welcomed and brought in. They were delighted to find +themselves again in the same house and in the same rooms where in early +times they had passed many happy days, but which they had not seen for a +long time. Their friends too were very glad to see them. The Count and +the Baroness had both those tall fine figures which please in middle +life almost better than in youth. If something of the first bloom had +faded off them, yet there was an air in their appearance which was +always irresistibly attractive. Their manners too were thoroughly +charming. Their free way of taking hold of life and dealing with it, +their happy humor, and apparent easy unembarrassment, communicated +itself at once to the rest; and a lighter atmosphere hung about the +whole party, without their having observed it stealing on them. + +The effect made itself felt immediately on the entrance of the +new-comers. They were fresh from the fashionable world, as was to be +seen at once, in their dress, in their equipment, and in everything +about them; and they formed a contrast not a little striking with our +friends, their country style, and the vehement feelings which were at +work underneath among them. This, however, very soon disappeared in the +stream of past recollection and present interests, and a rapid, lively +conversation soon united them all. After a short time they again +separated. The ladies withdrew to their own apartments, and there found +amusement enough in the many things which they had to tell one another, +and in setting to work at the same time to examine the new fashions, the +spring dresses, bonnets, and such like; while the gentlemen were +employing themselves looking at the new traveling chariots, trotting out +the horses, and beginning at once to bargain and exchange. + +They did not meet again till dinner; in the meantime they had changed +their dress. And here, too, the newly arrived pair showed to all +advantage. Everything they wore was new, and in a style which their +friends at the castle had never seen, and yet, being accustomed to it +themselves, it appeared perfectly natural and graceful. + +The conversation was brilliant and well sustained, as, indeed, in the +company of such persons everything and nothing appears to interest. They +spoke in French that the attendants might not understand what they said, +and swept in happiest humor over all that was passing in the great or +the middle world. On one particular subject they remained, however, +longer than was desirable. It was occasioned by Charlotte asking after +one of her early friends, of whom she had to learn, with some distress, +that she was on the point of being separated from her husband. + +"It is a melancholy thing," Charlotte said, "when we fancy our absent +friends are finally settled, when we believe persons very dear to us to +be provided for for life, suddenly to hear that their fortunes are cast +loose once more; that they have to strike into a fresh path of life, and +very likely a most insecure one." + +"Indeed, my dear friend," the Count answered, "it is our own fault if we +allow ourselves to be surprised at such things. We please ourselves with +imagining matters of this earth, and particularly matrimonial +connections, as very enduring; and as concerns this last point, the +plays which we see over and over again help to mislead us; being, as +they are, so untrue to the course of the world. In a comedy we see a +marriage as the last aim of a desire which is hindered and crossed +through a number of acts, and at the instant when it is reached the +curtain falls, and the momentary satisfaction continues to ring on in +our ears. But in the world it is very different. The play goes on still +behind the scenes, and when the curtain rises again we may see and hear, +perhaps, little enough of the marriage." + +"It cannot be so very bad, however," said Charlotte, smiling. "We see +people who have gone off the boards of the theatre, ready enough to +undertake a part upon them again." + +"There is nothing to say against that," said the Count. "In a new +character a man may readily venture on a second trial; and when we know +the world we see clearly that it is only this positive, eternal duration +of marriage in a world where everything is in motion, which has anything +unbecoming about it. A certain friend of mine, whose humor displays +itself principally in suggestions for new laws, maintained that every +marriage should be concluded only for five years. Five, he said, was a +sacred number--pretty and uneven. Such a period would be long enough for +people to learn each other's character, bring a child or two into the +world, quarrel, separate, and what is best, get reconciled again. He +would often exclaim, 'How happily the first part of the time would pass +away!' Two or three years, at least, would be perfect bliss. On one side +or the other there would not fail to be a wish to have the relation +continue longer, and the amiability would increase the nearer they got +to the parting time. The indifferent, even the dissatisfied party, would +be softened and gained over by such behavior; they would forget, as in +pleasant company the hours pass always unobserved, how the time went by, +and they would be delightfully surprised when, after the term had run +out, they first observed that they had unknowingly prolonged it." + +Charming and pleasant as all this sounded, and deep (Charlotte felt it +to her soul) as was the moral significance which lay below it, +expressions of this kind, on Ottilie's account, were most distasteful to +her. She knew very well that nothing was more dangerous than the +licentious conversation which treats culpable or semi-culpable actions +as if they were common, ordinary, and even laudable, and of such +undesirable kind assuredly were all which touched on the sacredness of +marriage. She endeavored, therefore, in her skilful way, to give the +conversation another turn, and, when she found that she could not, it +vexed her that Ottilie had managed everything so well that there was no +occasion for her to leave the table. In her quiet observant way a nod or +a look was enough for her to signify to the head servant whatever was to +be done, and everything went off perfectly, although there were a couple +of strange men in livery in the way who were rather a trouble than a +convenience. And so the Count, without feeling Charlotte's hints, went +on giving his opinions on the same subject. Generally, he was little +enough apt to be tedious in conversation; but this was a thing which +weighed so heavily on his heart, and the difficulties which he found in +getting separated from his wife were so great that it had made him +bitter against everything which concerned the marriage bond--that very +bond which, notwithstanding, he was so anxiously desiring between +himself and the Baroness. + +"The same friend," he went on, "has another law which he proposes. A +marriage shall be held indissoluble only when either both parties, or at +least one or the other, enter into it for the third time. Such persons +must be supposed to acknowledge beyond a doubt that they find marriage +indispensable for themselves; they have had opportunities of thoroughly +knowing themselves; of knowing how they conducted themselves in their +earlier unions; whether they have any peculiarities of temper, which are +a more frequent cause of separation than bad dispositions. People would +then observe each other more closely; they would pay as much attention +to the married as to the unmarried, no one being able to tell how things +may turn out." + +"That would add no little to the interest of society," said Edward. "As +things are now, when a man is married nobody cares any more either for +his virtues or for his vices." + +"Under this arrangement," the Baroness struck in, laughing, "our good +hosts have passed successfully over their two steps, and may make +themselves ready for their third." + +"Things have gone happily with them," said the Count. "In their case +death has done with a good will what in others the consistorial courts +do with a very bad one. + +"Let the dead rest," said Charlotte, with a half serious look. + +"Why so," persevered the Count, "when we can remember them with honor? +They were generous enough to content themselves with less than their +number of years for the sake of the larger good which they could leave +behind them." + +"Alas! that in such cases," said the Baroness, with a suppressed sigh, +"happiness is bought only with the sacrifice of our fairest years." + +"Indeed, yes," answered the Count; "and it might drive us to despair, if +it were not the same with everything in this world. Nothing goes as we +hope. Children do not fulfil what they promise; young people very +seldom; and if they keep their word, the world does not keep its word +with them." + +Charlotte, who was delighted that the conversation had taken a turn at +last, replied cheerfully: + +"Well, then, we must content ourselves with enjoying what good we are to +have in fragments and pieces, as we can get it; and the sooner we can +accustom ourselves to this the better." + +"Certainly," the Count answered, "you two have had the enjoyment of very +happy times. When I look back upon the years when you and Edward were +the loveliest couple at the court, I see nothing now to be compared with +those brilliant times, and such magnificent figures. When you two used +to dance together, all eyes were turned upon you, fastened upon you, +while you saw nothing but each other." + +"So much has changed since those days," said Charlotte, "that we can +listen to such pretty things about ourselves without our modesty being +shocked at them." + +"I often privately found fault with Edward," said the Count, "for not +being more firm. Those singular parents of his would certainly have +given way at last; and ten fair years is no trifle to gain." + +"I must take Edward's part," struck in the Baroness. "Charlotte was not +altogether without fault--not altogether free from what we must call +prudential considerations; and although she had a real, hearty love for +Edward, and did in her secret soul intend to marry him, I can bear +witness how sorely she often tried him; and it was through this that he +was at last unluckily prevailed upon to leave her and go abroad, and try +to forget her." + +Edward bowed to the Baroness, and seemed grateful for her advocacy. + +"And then I must add this," she continued, "in excuse for Charlotte. The +man who was at that time suing for her, had for a long time given proofs +of his constant attachment to her; and, when one came to know him well, +was a far more lovable person than the rest of you may like to +acknowledge." + +"My dear friend," the Count replied, a little pointedly, "confess, now, +that he was not altogether indifferent to yourself, and that Charlotte +had more to fear from you than from any other rival. I find it one of +the highest traits in women, that they continue so long in their regard +for a man, and that absence of no duration will serve to disturb or +remove it." + +"This fine feature, men possess, perhaps, even more," answered the +Baroness. "At any rate, I have observed with you, my dear Count, that no +one has more influence over you than a lady to whom you were once +attached. I have seen you take more trouble to do things when a certain +person has asked you, than the friend of this moment would have obtained +of you, if she had tried." + +"Such a charge as that one must bear the best way one can," replied the +Count. "But as to what concerns Charlotte's first husband, I could not +endure him, because he parted so sweet a pair from each other--a really +predestined pair, who, once brought together, have no reason to fear the +five years, or be thinking of a second or third marriage." + +"We must try," Charlotte said, "to make up for what we then allowed to +slip from us." + +"Aye, and you must keep to that," said the Count; "your first +marriages," he continued, with some vehemence, "were exactly marriages +of the true detestable sort. And, unhappily, marriages generally, even +the best, have (forgive me for using a strong expression) something +awkward about them. They destroy the delicacy of the relation; +everything is made to rest on the broad certainty out of which one side +or other, at least, is too apt to make their own advantage. It is all a +matter of course; and they seem only to have got themselves tied +together, that one or the other, or both, may go their own way the more +easily." + +At this moment, Charlotte, who was determined once for all that she +would put an end to the conversation, made a bold effort at turning it, +and succeeded. It then became more general. She and her husband and the +Captain were able to take a part in it. Even Ottilie had to give her +opinion; and the dessert was enjoyed in the happiest humor. It was +particularly beautiful, being composed almost entirely of the rich +summer fruits in elegant baskets, with epergnes of lovely flowers +arranged in exquisite taste. + +The new laying-out of the park came to be spoken of; and immediately +after dinner they went to look at what was going on. Ottilie withdrew, +under pretence of having household matters to look to; in reality, it +was to set to work again at the transcribing. The Count fell into +conversation with the Captain, and Charlotte afterward joined them. When +they were at the summit of the height, the Captain good-naturedly ran +back to fetch the plan, and in his absence the Count said to Charlotte: + +"He is an exceedingly pleasing person. He is very well informed, and his +knowledge is always ready. His practical power, too, seems methodical +and vigorous. What he is doing here would be of great importance in some +higher sphere." + +Charlotte listened to the Captain's praises with an inward delight. She +collected herself, however, and composedly and clearly confirmed what +the Count had said. But she was not a little startled when he continued: + +"This acquaintance falls most opportunely for me. I know of a situation +for which he is perfectly suited, and I shall be doing the greatest +favor to a friend of mine, a man of high rank, by recommending to him a +person who is so exactly everything which he desires." + +Charlotte felt as if a thunder-stroke had fallen on her. The Count did +not observe it: women, being accustomed at all times to hold themselves +in restraint, are always able, even in the most extraordinary cases, to +maintain an apparent composure; but she heard not a word more of what +the Count said, though he went on speaking. + +"When I have made up my mind upon a thing," he added, "I am quick about +it. I have put my letter together already in my head, and I shall write +it immediately. You can find me some messenger who can ride off with it +this evening." + +Charlotte was suffering agonies. Startled with the proposal, and shocked +at herself, she was unable to utter a word. Happily, the Count continued +talking of his plans for the Captain, the desirableness of which was +only too apparent to Charlotte. + +It was time that the Captain returned. He came up and unrolled his +design before the Count. But with what changed eyes Charlotte now looked +at the friend whom she was to lose. In her necessity, she bowed and +turned away, and hurried down to the summer-house. Before she was half +way there, the tears were streaming from her eyes, and she flung herself +into the narrow room in the little hermitage, and gave herself up to an +agony, a passion, a despair, of the possibility of which, but a few +moments before, she had not had the slightest conception. + +Edward had gone with the Baroness in the other direction toward the +ponds. This ready-witted lady, who liked to be in the secret about +everything, soon observed, in a few conversational feelers which she +threw out, that Edward was very fluent and free-spoken in praise of +Ottilie. She contrived in the most natural way to lead him out by +degrees so completely that at last she had not a doubt remaining that +here was not merely an incipient fancy, but a veritable, full-grown +passion. + +Married women, if they have no particular love for one another, yet are +silently in league together, especially against young girls. The +consequences of such an inclination presented themselves only too +quickly to her world-experienced spirit. Added to this, she had been +already, in the course of the day, talking to Charlotte about Ottilie; +she had disapproved of her remaining in the country, particularly being +a girl of so retiring a character; and she had proposed to take Ottilie +with her to the residence of a friend who was just then bestowing great +expense on the education of an only daughter, and who was only looking +about to find some well-disposed companion for her--to put her in the +place of a second child, and let her share in every advantage. Charlotte +had taken time to consider. But now this glimpse of the Baroness into +Edward's heart changed what had been but a suggestion at once into a +settled determination; and the more rapidly she made up her mind about +it, the more she outwardly seemed to flatter Edward's wishes. Never was +there any one more self-possessed than this lady; and to have mastered +ourselves in extraordinary cases, disposes us to treat even a common +case with dissimulation--it makes us inclined, as we have had to do so +much violence to ourselves, to extend our control over others, and +hold ourselves in a degree compensated in what we outwardly gain for +what we inwardly have been obliged to sacrifice. To this feeling there +is often joined a kind of secret, spiteful pleasure in the blind, +unconscious ignorance with which the victim walks on into the snare. It +is not the immediately doing as we please which we enjoy, but the +thought of the surprise and exposure which is to follow. And thus was +the Baroness malicious enough to invite Edward to come with Charlotte +and pay her a visit at the grape-gathering; and, to his question whether +they might bring Ottilie with them, to frame an answer which, if he +pleased, he might interpret to his wishes. + +Edward had already begun to pour out his delight at the beautiful +scenery, the broad river, the hills, the rocks, the vineyard, the old +castles, the water-parties, and the jubilee at the grape-gathering, the +wine-pressing, etc., in all of which, in the innocence of his heart, he +was only exuberating in the anticipation of the impression which these +scenes were to make on the fresh spirit of Ottilie. At this moment they +saw her approaching, and the Baroness said quickly to Edward that he had +better say nothing to her of this intended autumn expedition--things +which we set our hearts upon so long before so often failing to come to +pass. Edward gave his promise; but he obliged his companion to move more +quickly to meet her; and at last, when they came very close, he ran on +several steps in advance. A heartfelt happiness expressed itself in his +whole being. He kissed her hand as he pressed into it a nosegay of wild +flowers which he had gathered on his way. + +The Baroness felt bitter in her heart at the sight of it. Even whilst +she was able to disapprove of what was really objectionable in this +affection, she could not bear to see what was sweet and beautiful in it +thrown away on such a poor paltry girl. + +When they had collected again at the supper-table, an entirely different +temper was spread over the party. The Count, who had in the meantime +written his letter and dispatched a messenger with it, occupied himself +with the Captain, whom he had been drawing out more and more--spending +the whole evening at his side, talking of serious matters. The Baroness, +who sat on the Count's right, found but small amusement in this; nor did +Edward find any more. The latter, first because he was thirsty, and then +because he was excited, did not spare the wine, and attached himself +entirely to Ottilie, whom he had made sit by him. On the other side, +next to the Captain, sat Charlotte; for her it was hard, it was almost +impossible, to conceal the emotion under which she was suffering. + +The Baroness had sufficient time to make her observations at leisure. +She perceived Charlotte's uneasiness, and occupied as she was with +Edward's passion for Ottilie, she easily satisfied herself that her +abstraction and distress were owing to her husband's behavior; and she +set herself to consider in what way she could best compass her ends. + +Supper was over, and the party remained divided. The Count, whose object +was to probe the Captain to the bottom, had to try many turns before he +could arrive at what he wished with so quiet, so little vain, but so +exceedingly laconic a person. They walked up and down together on one +side of the saloon, while Edward, excited with wine and hope, was +laughing with Ottilie at a window, and Charlotte and the Baroness were +walking backward and forward, without speaking, on the other side. Their +being so silent, and their standing about in this uneasy, listless way, +had its effect at last in breaking up the rest of the party. The ladies +withdrew to their rooms, the gentlemen to the other wing of the castle; +and so this day appeared to be concluded. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Edward went with the Count to his room. They continued talking, and he +was easily prevailed upon to stay a little time longer there. The Count +lost himself in old times, spoke eagerly of Charlotte's beauty, which, +as a critic, he dwelt upon with much warmth. + +"A pretty foot is a great gift of nature," he said. "It is a grace which +never perishes. I observed it today, as she was walking. I should almost +have liked even to kiss her shoe, and repeat that somewhat barbarous but +significant practice of the Sarmatians, who know no better way of +showing reverence for any one they love or respect, than by using his +shoe to drink his health out of." + +The point of the foot did not remain the only subject of praise between +two old acquaintances; they went from the person back upon old stories +and adventures, and came on the hindrances which at that time people had +thrown in the way of the lovers' meetings--what trouble they had taken, +what arts they had been obliged to devise, only to be able to tell each +other that they loved. + +"Do you remember," continued the Count, "an adventure in which I most +unselfishly stood your friend when their High Mightinesses were on a +visit to your uncle, and were all together in that great, straggling +castle? The day went in festivities and glitter of all sorts; and a part +of the night at least in pleasant conversation." + +"And you, in the meantime, had observed the back-way which led to the +court ladies' quarter," said Edward, "and so managed to effect an +interview for me with my beloved." + +"And she," replied the Count, "thinking more of propriety than of my +enjoyment, had kept a frightful old duenna with her. So that, while you +two, between looks and words, got on extremely well together, my lot, in +the meanwhile, was far from pleasant." + +"It was only yesterday," answered Edward, "when we heard that you were +coming, that I was talking over the story with my wife and describing +our adventure on returning. We missed the road, and got into the +entrance-hall from the garden. Knowing our way from thence as well as we +did, we supposed we could get along easily enough. + +"But you remember our surprise on opening the door. The floor was +covered over with mattresses on which the giants lay in rows stretched +out and sleeping. The single sentinel at his post looked wonderingly at +us; but we, in the cool way young men do things, strode quietly on over +the outstretched boots, without disturbing a single one of the snoring +children of Anak." + +"I had the strongest inclination to stumble," the Count said, "that +there might be an alarm given. What a resurrection we should have +witnessed." + +At this moment the castle clock struck twelve. + +"It is deep midnight," the Count added, laughing, "and just the proper +time; I must ask you, my dear Edward, to show me a kindness. Do you +guide me tonight, as I guided you then. I promised the Baroness that I +would see her before going to bed. We have had no opportunity of any +private talk together the whole day. We have not seen each other for a +long time, and it is only natural that we should wish for a confidential +hour. If you will show me the way there, I will manage to get back +again; and in any case, there will be no boots for me to stumble over." + +"I shall be very glad to show you such a piece of hospitality," answered +Edward; "only the three ladies are together in the same wing. Who knows +whether we shall not find them still with one another, or make some +other mistake, which may have a strange appearance?" + +"Do not be afraid," said the Count; "the Baroness expects me. She is +sure by this time to be in her own room, and alone." + +"Well, then, the thing is easy enough," Edward answered. + +He took a candle, and lighted the Count down a private staircase leading +into a long gallery. At the end of this, he opened a small door. They +mounted a winding flight of stairs, which brought them out upon a narrow +landing-place; and then, putting the candle in the Count's hand, he +pointed to a tapestried door on the right, which opened readily at the +first trial, and admitted the Count, leaving Edward outside in the dark. + +Another door on the left led into Charlotte's sleeping-room. He heard +her voice, and listened. She was speaking to her maid. "Is Ottilie in +bed?" she asked. "No," was the answer; "she is sitting writing in the +room below." "You may light the night-lamp," said Charlotte; "I shall +not want you any more. It is late. I can put out the candle, and do +whatever I may want else myself." + +It was a delight to Edward to hear that Ottilie was writing still. She +is working for me, he thought triumphantly. Through the darkness, he +fancied he could see her sitting all alone at her desk. He thought he +would go to her, and see her; and how she would turn to receive him. He +felt a longing, which he could not resist, to be near her once more. +But, from where he was, there was no way to the apartments which she +occupied. He now found himself immediately at his wife's door. A +singular change of feeling came over him. He tried the handle, but the +bolts were shot. He knocked gently. Charlotte did not hear him. She was +walking rapidly up and down in the large dressing-room adjoining. She +was repeating over and over what, since the Count's unexpected proposal, +she had often enough had to say to herself. The Captain seemed to stand +before her. At home, and everywhere, he had become her all in all. And +now he was to go; and it was all to be desolate again. She repeated +whatever wise things one can say to oneself; she even anticipated, as +people so often do, the wretched comfort that time would come at last to +her relief; and then she cursed the time which would have to pass before +it could lighten her sufferings--she cursed the dead, cold time when +they would be lightened. At last she burst into tears; they were the +more welcome, since tears with her were rare. She flung herself on the +sofa, and gave herself up unreservedly to her sufferings. Edward, +meanwhile, could not take himself from the door. He knocked again; and a +third time rather louder; so that Charlotte, in the stillness of the +night, distinctly heard it, and started up in fright. Her first thought +was--it can only be, it must be, the Captain; her second, that it was +impossible. She thought she must have been deceived. But surely she had +heard it; and she wished, and she feared to have heard it. She went into +her sleeping-room, and walked lightly up to the bolted tapestry-door. +She blamed herself for her fears. "Possibly it may be the Baroness +wanting something," she said to herself; and she called out quietly and +calmly, "Is anybody there?" A light voice answered, "It is I." "Who?" +returned Charlotte, not being able to make out the voice. She thought +she saw the Captain's figure standing at the door. In a rather louder +tone, she heard the word "Edward!" She drew back the bolt, and her +husband stood before her. He greeted her with some light jest. She was +unable to reply in the same tone. He complicated the mysterious visit by +his mysterious explanation of it. + +"Well, then," he said at last, "I will confess, the real reason why I am +come is, that I have made a vow to kiss your shoe this evening." + +"It is long since you thought of such a thing as that," said Charlotte. + +"So much the worse," he answered; "and so much the better." + +She had thrown herself back in an armchair, to prevent him from seeing +the slightness of her dress. He flung himself down before her, and she +could not prevent him from giving her shoe a kiss. And when the shoe +came off in his hand, he caught her foot and pressed it tenderly against +his breast. + +Charlotte was one of those women who, being of naturally calm +temperaments, continue in marriage, without any purpose or any effort, +the air and character of lovers. She was never expressive toward her +husband; generally, indeed, she rather shrank from any warm +demonstration on his part. It was not that she was cold, or at all hard +and repulsive, but she remained always like a loving bride, who draws +back with a kind of shyness even from what is permitted. And so Edward +found her this evening, in a double sense. How sorely did she not long +that her husband would go; the figure of his friend seemed to hover in +the air and reproach her. But what should have had the effect of driving +Edward away only attracted him the more. There were visible traces of +emotion about her. She had been crying; and tears, which with weak +persons detract from their graces, add immeasurably to the +attractiveness of those whom we know commonly as strong and +self-possessed. + +Edward was so agreeable, so gentle, so pressing; he begged to be allowed +to stay with her. He did not demand it, but half in fun, half in +earnest, he tried to persuade her; he never thought of his rights. At +last, as if in mischief, he blew out the candle. + +In the dim lamplight, the inward affection, the imagination, maintained +their rights over the real; it was Ottilie that was resting in Edward's +arms; and the Captain, now faintly, now clearly, hovered before +Charlotte's soul. And so, strangely intermingled, the absent and the +present flowed in a sweet enchantment one into the other. + +And yet the present would not let itself be robbed of its own unlovely +right. They spent a part of the night talking and laughing at all sorts +of things, the more freely as the heart had no part in it. But when +Edward awoke in the morning, on his wife's breast, the day seemed to +stare in with a sad, awful look, and the sun to be shining in upon a +crime. He stole lightly from her side; and she found herself, with +strange enough feelings, when she awoke, alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +When the party assembled again at breakfast, an attentive observer might +have read in the behavior of its various members the different things +which were passing in their inner thoughts and feelings. The Count and +the Baroness met with the air of happiness which a pair of lovers feel, +who, after having been forced to endure a long separation, have mutually +assured each other of their unaltered affection. On the other hand, +Charlotte and Edward equally came into the presence of the Captain and +Ottilie with a sense of shame and remorse. For such is the nature of +love that it believes in no rights except its own, and all other rights +vanish away before it. Ottilie was in child-like spirits. For her--she +was almost what might be called open. The Captain appeared serious. His +conversation with the Count, which had roused in him feelings that for +some time past had been at rest and dormant, had made him only too +keenly conscious that here he was not fulfilling his work, and at bottom +was but squandering himself in a half-activity of idleness. + +Hardly had their guests departed, when fresh visitors were announced--to +Charlotte most welcomely, all she wished for being to be taken out of +herself, and to have her attention dissipated. They annoyed Edward, who +was longing to devote himself to Ottilie; and Ottilie did not like them +either; the copy which had to be finished the next morning early being +still incomplete. They staid a long time, and immediately that they were +gone she hurried off to her room. + +It was now evening. Edward, Charlotte, and the Captain had accompanied +the strangers some little way on foot, before the latter got into their +carriage, and previous to returning home they agreed to take a walk +along the water-side. + +A boat had come, which Edward had had fetched from a distance, at no +little expense; and they decided that they would try whether it was easy +to manage. It was made fast on the bank of the middle pond, not far from +some old ash trees on which they calculated to make an effect in their +future improvements. There was to be a landing-place made there, and +under the trees a seat was to be raised, with some wonderful +architecture about it: it was to be the point for which people were to +make when they went across the water. + +"And where had we better have the landing-place on the other side?" said +Edward. "I should think under my plane trees." + +"They stand a little too far to the right," said the Captain. "You are +nearer the castle if you land further down. However, we must think about +it." + +The Captain was already standing in the stern of the boat, and had taken +up an oar. Charlotte got in, and Edward with her--he took the other oar; +but as he was on the point of pushing off, he thought of Ottilie--he +recollected that this water-party would keep him out late; who could +tell when he would get back? He made up his mind shortly and promptly; +sprang back to the bank, and reaching the other oar to the Captain, +hurried home--making excuses to himself as he ran. + +Arriving there he learnt that Ottilie had shut herself up--she was +writing. In spite of the agreeable feeling that she was doing something +for him, it was the keenest mortification to him not to be able to see +her. His impatience increased every moment. He walked up and down the +large drawing-room; he tried a thousand things, and could not fix his +attention upon any. He was longing to see her alone, before Charlotte +came back with the Captain. It was dark by this time, and the candles +were lighted. + +At last she came in beaming with loveliness: the sense that she had done +something for her friend had lifted all her being above itself. She put +down the original and her transcript on the table before Edward. + +"Shall we collate them?" she said, with a smile. + +Edward did not know what to answer. He looked at her--he looked at the +transcript. The first few sheets were written with the greatest +carefulness in a delicate woman's hand--then the strokes appeared to +alter, to become more light and free--but who can describe his surprise +as he ran his eyes over the concluding page? "For heaven's sake," he +cried, "what is this? this is my hand!" He looked at Ottilie, and again +at the paper; the conclusion, especially, was exactly as if he had +written it himself. Ottilie said nothing, but she looked at him with her +eyes full of the warmest delight. Edward stretched out his arms. "You +love me!" he cried: "Ottilie, you love me!" They fell on each other's +breast--which had been the first to catch the other it would have been +impossible to distinguish. + +From that moment the world was all changed for Edward. He was no longer +what he had been, and the world was no longer what it had been. They +parted--he held her hands; they gazed in each other's eyes. They were on +the point of embracing each other again. + +Charlotte entered with the Captain. Edward inwardly smiled at their +excuses for having stayed out so long. Oh! how far too soon you have +returned, he said to himself. + +They sat down to supper. They talked about the people who had been there +that day. Edward, full of love and ecstasy, spoke well of every +one--always sparing, often approving. Charlotte, who was not altogether +of his opinion, remarked this temper in him, and jested with him about +it--he who had always the sharpest thing to say on departed visitors, +was this evening so gentle and tolerant. + +With fervor and heartfelt conviction, Edward cried, "One has only to +love a single creature with all one's heart, and the whole world at once +looks lovely!" + +Ottilie dropped her eyes on the ground, and Charlotte looked straight +before her. + +The Captain took up the word, and said, "It is the same with deep +feelings of respect and reverence: we first learn to recognize what +there is that is to be valued in the world, when we find occasion to +entertain such sentiments toward a particular object." + +Charlotte made an excuse to retire early to her room where she could +give herself up to thinking over what had passed in the course of the +evening between herself and the Captain. + +When Edward sprang on shore, and, pushing off the boat, had himself +committed his wife and his friend to the uncertain element, Charlotte +found herself face to face with the man on whose account she had been +already secretly suffering so bitterly, sitting in the twilight before +her, and sweeping along the boat with the sculls in easy motion. She +felt a depth of sadness, very rare with her, weighing on her spirits. +The undulating movement of the boat, the splash of the oars, the faint +breeze playing over the watery mirror, the sighing of the reeds, the +long flight of the birds, the fitful twinkling of the first stars--there +was something spectral about it all in the universal stillness. She +fancied her friend was bearing her away to set her on some far-off +shore, and leave her there alone; strange emotions were passing through +her, and she could not give way to them and weep. + +The Captain was describing to her the manner in which, in his opinion, +the improvements should be continued. He praised the construction of the +boat; it was so convenient, he said, because one person could so easily +manage it with a pair of oars. She should herself learn how to do this; +there was often a delicious feeling in floating along alone upon the +water, one's own ferryman and steersman. + +The parting which was impending sank on Charlotte's heart as he was +speaking. Is he saying this on purpose? she thought to herself. Does he +know it yet? Does he suspect it or is it only accident? And is he +unconsciously foretelling me my fate? + +A weary, impatient heaviness took hold of her; she begged him to make +for land as soon as possible and return with her to the castle. + +It was the first time that the Captain had been upon the water, and, +though generally he had acquainted himself with its depth, he did not +know accurately the particular spots. Dusk was coming on; he directed +his course to a place where he thought it would be easy to get on shore, +and from which he knew the footpath which led to the castle was not far +distant. Charlotte, however, repeated her wish to get to land quickly, +and the place which he thought of being at a short distance, he gave it +up, and exerting himself as much as he possibly could, made straight for +the bank. Unhappily the water was shallow, and he ran aground some way +off from it. From the rate at which he was going the boat was fixed +fast, and all his efforts to move it were in vain. What was to be done? +There was no alternative but to get into the water and carry his +companion ashore. + +It was done without difficulty or danger. He was strong enough not to +totter with her, or give her any cause for anxiety; but in her agitation +she had thrown her arms about his neck. He held her fast, and pressed +her to himself--and at last laid her down upon a grassy bank, not +without emotion and confusion * * * she still lay upon his neck * * * he +caught her up once more in his arms, and pressed a warm kiss upon her +lips. The next moment he was at her feet: he took her hand, and held it +to his mouth, and cried: + +"Charlotte, will you forgive me?" + +The kiss which he had ventured to give, and which she had all but +returned to him, brought Charlotte to herself again--she pressed his +hand--but she did not attempt to raise him up. She bent down over him, +and laid her hand upon his shoulder and said: + +"We cannot now prevent this moment from forming an epoch in our lives; +but it depends on us to bear ourselves in a manner which shall be worthy +of us. You must go away, my dear friend; and you are going. The Count +has plans for you, to give you better prospects--I am glad, and I am +sorry. I did not mean to speak of it till it was certain but this moment +obliges me to tell you my secret * * * Since it does not depend on +ourselves to alter our feelings, I can only forgive you, I can only +forgive myself, if we have the courage to alter our situation." She +raised him up, took his arm to support herself, and they walked back to +the castle without speaking. + +But now she was standing in her own room, where she had to feel and to +know that she was Edward's wife. Her strength and the various discipline +in which through life she had trained herself, came to her assistance in +the conflict. Accustomed as she had always been to look steadily into +herself and to control herself, she did not now find it difficult, with +an earnest effort, to come to the resolution which she desired. She +could almost smile when she remembered the strange visit of the night +before. Suddenly she was seized with a wonderful instinctive feeling, a +thrill of fearful delight which changed into holy hope and longing. She +knelt earnestly down, and repeated the oath which she had taken to +Edward before the altar. + +Friendship, affection, renunciation, floated in glad, happy images +before her. She felt restored to health and to herself. A sweet +weariness came over her. She lay down, and sank into a calm, quiet +sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Edward, on his part, was in a very different temper. So little he +thought of sleeping that it did not once occur to him even to undress +himself. A thousand times he kissed the transcript of the document, but +it was the beginning of it, in Ottilie's childish, timid hand; the end +he scarcely dared to kiss, for he thought it was his own hand which he +saw. Oh, that it were another document! he whispered to himself; and, as +it was, he felt it was the sweetest assurance that his highest wish +would be fulfilled. Thus it remained in his hands, thus he continued to +press it to his heart, although disfigured by a third name subscribed to +it. The waning moon rose up over the wood. The warmth of the night drew +Edward out into the free air. He wandered this way and that way; he was +at once the most restless and the happiest of mortals. He strayed +through the gardens--they seemed too narrow for him; he hurried out +into the park, and it was too wide. He was drawn back toward the castle; +he stood under Ottilie's window. He threw himself down on the steps of +the terrace below. "Walls and bolts," he said to himself, "may still +divide us, but our hearts are not divided. If she were here before me, +into my arms she would fall, and I into hers; and what can one desire +but that sweet certainty!" All was stillness round him; not a breath was +moving;--so still it was, that he could hear the unresting creatures +underground at their work, to whom day or night are alike. He abandoned +himself to his delicious dreams; at last he fell asleep, and did not +wake till the sun with his royal beams was mounting up in the sky and +scattering the early mists. + +He found himself the first person awake on his domain. The laborers +seemed to be staying away too long: they came; he thought they were too +few, and the work set out for the day too slight for his desires. He +inquired for more workmen; they were promised, and in the course of the +day they came. But these, too, were not enough for him to carry his +plans out as rapidly as he wished. To do the work gave him no pleasure +any longer; it should all be done. And for whom? The paths should be +gravelled that Ottilie might walk presently upon them; seats should be +made at every spot and corner that Ottilie might rest on them. The new +park house was hurried forward. It should be finished for Ottilie's +birthday. In all he thought and all he did, there was no more +moderation. The sense of loving and of being loved, urged him out into +the unlimited. How changed was now to him the look of all the rooms, +their furniture, and their decorations! He did not feel as if he was in +his own house any more. Ottilie's presence absorbed everything. He was +utterly lost in her; no other thought ever rose before him; no +conscience disturbed him; every restraint which had been laid upon his +nature burst loose. His whole being centered upon Ottilie. This +impetuosity of passion did not escape the Captain, who longed, if he +could, to prevent its evil consequences. All those plans which were now +being hurried on with this immoderate speed, had been drawn out and +calculated for a long, quiet, easy execution. The sale of the farm had +been completed; the first instalment had been paid. Charlotte, according +to the arrangement, had taken possession of it. But the very first week +after, she found it more than usually necessary to exercise patience and +resolution, and to keep her eye on what was being done. In the present +hasty style of proceeding, the money which had been set apart for the +purpose would not go far. + +Much had been begun, and much yet remained to be done. How could the +Captain leave Charlotte in such a situation? They consulted together, +and agreed that it would be better that they themselves should hurry on +the works, and for this purpose employ money which could be made good +again at the period fixed for the discharge of the second instalment of +what was to be paid for the farm. It could be done almost without loss. +They would have a freer hand. Everything would progress simultaneously. +There were laborers enough at hand, and they could get more accomplished +at once, and arrive swiftly and surely at their aim. Edward gladly gave +his consent to a plan which so entirely coincided with his own views. + +During this time Charlotte persisted with all her heart in what she had +determined for herself, and her friend stood by her with a like purpose, +manfully. This very circumstance, however, produced a greater intimacy +between them. They spoke openly to each other of Edward's passion, and +consulted what had better be done. Charlotte kept Ottilie more about +herself, watching her narrowly; and the more she understood her own +heart, the deeper she was able to penetrate into the heart of the poor +girl. She saw no help for it, except in sending her away. + +It now appeared a happy thing to her that Luciana had gained such high +honors at the school; for her great aunt, as soon as she heard of it, +desired to take her entirely to herself, to keep her with her, and +bring her out into the world. Ottilie could, therefore, return thither. +The Captain would leave them well provided for, and everything would be +as it had been a few months before; indeed, in many respects better. Her +own position in Edward's affection, Charlotte thought, she could soon +recover; and she settled it all, and laid it all out before herself so +sensibly that she only strengthened herself more completely in her +delusion, as if it were possible for them to return within their old +limits--as if a bond which had been violently broken could again be +joined together as before. + +In the meantime Edward felt very deeply the hindrances which were thrown +in his way. He soon observed that they were keeping him and Ottilie +separate; that they made it difficult for him to speak with her alone, +or even to approach her, except in the presence of others. And while he +was angry about this, he was angry at many things besides. If he caught +an opportunity for a few hasty words with Ottilie, it was not only to +assure her of his love, but to complain of his wife and of the Captain. +He never felt that with his own irrational haste he was on the way to +exhaust the cash-box. He found bitter fault with them, because in the +execution of the work they were not keeping to the first agreement, and +yet he had been himself a consenting party to the second; indeed, it was +he who had occasioned it and made it necessary. + +Hatred is a partisan, but love is even more so. Ottilie also estranged +herself from Charlotte and the Captain. As Edward was complaining one +day to Ottilie of the latter, saying that he was not treating him like a +friend, or, under the circumstances, acting quite uprightly, she +answered unthinkingly, "I have once or twice had a painful feeling that +he was not quite honest with you. I heard him say once to Charlotte: 'If +Edward would but spare us that eternal flute of his! He can make nothing +of it, and it is too disagreeable to listen to him.' You may imagine how +it hurt me, when I like accompanying you so much." + +She had scarcely uttered the words when her conscience whispered to her +that she had much better have been silent. However, the thing was said. +Edward's features worked violently. Never had anything stung him more. +He was touched on his tenderest point. It was his amusement; he followed +it like a child. He never made the slightest pretensions; what gave him +pleasure should be treated with forbearance by his friends. He never +thought how intolerable it is for a third person to have his ears +lacerated by an unsuccessful talent. He was indignant; he was hurt in a +way which he could not forgive. He felt himself discharged from all +obligations. + +The necessity of being with Ottilie, of seeing her, whispering to her, +exchanging his confidence with her, increased with every day. He +determined to write to her, and ask her to carry on a secret +correspondence with him. The strip of paper on which he had, laconically +enough, made his request, lay on his writing-table, and was swept off by +a draught of wind as his valet entered to dress his hair. The latter was +in the habit of trying the heat of the iron by picking up any scraps of +paper which might be lying about. This time his hand fell on the billet; +he twisted it up hastily, and it was burnt. Edward observing the +mistake, snatched it out of his hand. After the man was gone, he sat +himself down to write it over again. The second time it would not run so +readily off his pen. It gave him a little uneasiness; he hesitated, but +he got over it. He squeezed the paper into Ottilie's hand the first +moment he was able to approach her. Ottilie answered him immediately. He +put the note unread in his waistcoat pocket, which, being made short in +the fashion of the time, was shallow, and did not hold it as it ought. +It worked out, and fell without his observing it on the ground. +Charlotte saw it, picked it up, and after giving a hasty glance at it, +reached it to him. + +"Here is something in your handwriting," she said, "which you may be +sorry to lose." + +He was confounded. Is she dissembling? he thought to himself. Does she +know what is in the note, or is she deceived by the resemblance of the +hand? He hoped, he believed the latter. He was warned--doubly warned; +but those strange accidents, through which a higher intelligence seems +to be speaking to us, his passion was not able to interpret. Rather, as +he went further and further on, he felt the restraint under which his +friend and his wife seemed to be holding him the more intolerable. His +pleasure in their society was gone. His heart was closed against them, +and though he was obliged to endure their society, he could not succeed +in re-discovering or in re-animating within his heart anything of his +old affection for them. The silent reproaches which he was forced to +make to himself about it were disagreeable to him. He tried to help +himself with a kind of humor which, however, being without love, was +also without its usual grace. + +Over all such trials Charlotte found assistance to rise in her own +inward feelings. She knew her own determination. Her own affection, fair +and noble as it was, she would utterly renounce. + +And sorely she longed to go to the assistance of the other two. +Separation, she knew well, would not alone suffice to heal so deep a +wound. She resolved that she would speak openly about it to Ottilie +herself. But she could not do it. The recollection of her own weakness +stood in her way. She thought she could talk generally to her about the +sort of thing. But general expressions about "the sort of thing," fitted +her own case equally well, and she could not bear to touch it. Every +hint which she would give Ottilie recoiled on her own heart. She would +warn, and she was obliged to feel that she might herself still be in +need of warning. + +She contented herself, therefore, with silently keeping the lovers more +apart, and by this gained nothing. The slight hints which frequently +escaped her had no effect upon Ottilie; for Ottilie had been assured by +Edward that Charlotte was devoted to the Captain, that Charlotte +herself wished for a separation, and that he was at this moment +considering the readiest means by which it could be brought about. + +Ottilie, led by the sense of her own innocence along the road to the +happiness for which she longed, lived only for Edward. Strengthened by +her love for him in all good, more light and happy in her work for his +sake, and more frank and open toward others, she found herself in a +heaven upon earth. + +So all together, each in his or her own fashion, reflecting or +unreflecting, they continued on the routine of their lives. All seemed +to go its ordinary way, as, in monstrous cases, when everything is at +stake, men will still live on, as if it were all nothing. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +In the meantime a letter came from the Count to the Captain--two, +indeed--one which he might produce, holding out fair, excellent +prospects in the distance; the other containing a distinct offer of an +immediate situation, a place of high importance and responsibility at +the Court, his rank as Major, a very considerable salary, and other +advantages. A number of circumstances, however, made it desirable that +for the moment he should not speak of it, and consequently he only +informed his friends of his distant expectations, and concealed what was +so nearly impending. + +He went warmly on, at the same time, with his present occupation, and +quietly made arrangements to insure the continuance of the works without +interruption after his departure. He was now himself desirous that as +much as possible should be finished off at once, and was ready to hasten +things forward to prepare for Ottilie's birthday. And so, though without +having come to any express understanding, the two friends worked side by +side together. Edward was now well pleased that the cash-box was filled +by their having taken up money. The whole affair went forward at +fullest speed. + +The Captain had done his best to oppose the plan of throwing the three +ponds together into a single sheet of water. The lower embankment would +have to be made much stronger, the two intermediate embankments to be +taken away, and altogether, in more than one sense, it seemed a very +questionable proceeding. However, both these schemes had been already +undertaken; the soil which was removed above being carried at once down +to where it was wanted. And here there came opportunely on the scene a +young architect, an old pupil of the Captain, who partly by introducing +workmen who understood work of this nature, and partly by himself, +whenever it was possible, contracting for the work itself, advanced +things not a little, while at the same time they could feel more +confidence in their being securely and lastingly executed. In secret +this was a great pleasure to the Captain. He could now be confident that +his absence would not be so severely felt. It was one of the points on +which he was most resolute with himself, never to leave anything which +he had taken in hand uncompleted, unless he could see his place +satisfactorily supplied. And he could not but hold in small respect, +persons who introduce confusion around themselves only to make their +absence felt and are ready to disturb in wanton selfishness what they +will not be at hand to restore. + +So they labored on, straining every nerve to make Ottilie's birthday +splendid, without any open acknowledgment that this was what they were +aiming at, or, indeed, without their directly acknowledging it to +themselves. Charlotte, wholly free from jealousy as she was, could not +think it right to keep it as a real festival. Ottilie's youth, the +circumstances of her fortune, and her relationship to their family, were +not at all such as made it fit that she should appear as the queen of +the day; and Edward would not have it talked about, because everything +was to spring out, as it were, of itself, with a natural and delightful +surprise. + +They, therefore, came all of them to a sort of tacit understanding that +on this day, without further circumstance, the new house in the park was +to be opened, and they might take the occasion to invite the +neighborhood and give a holiday to their own people. Edward's passion, +however, knew no bounds. Longing as he did to give himself to Ottilie, +his presents and his promises must be infinite. The birthday gifts which +on the great occasion he was to offer to her seemed, as Charlotte had +arranged them, far too insignificant. He spoke to his valet, who had the +care of his wardrobe, and who consequently had extensive acquaintance +among the tailors and mercers and fashionable milliners; and he, who not +only understood himself what valuable presents were, but also the most +graceful way in which they should be offered, immediately ordered an +elegant box, covered with red morocco and studded with steel nails, to +be filled with presents worthy of such a shell. Another thing, too, he +suggested to Edward. Among the stores at the castle was a small show of +fireworks which had never been let off. It would be easy to get some +more, and have something really fine. Edward caught the idea, and his +servant promised to see to its being executed. This matter was to remain +a secret. + +While this was going on, the Captain, as the day drew nearer, had been +making arrangements for a body of police to be present--a precaution +which he always thought desirable when large numbers of men are to be +brought together. And, indeed, against beggars, and against all other +inconveniences by which the pleasure of a festival can be disturbed, he +had made effectual provision. + +Edward and his confidante, on the contrary, were mainly occupied with +their fireworks. They were to be let off on the side of the middle water +in front of the great ash-tree. The party were to be collected on the +opposite side, under the planes, that at a sufficient distance from the +scene, in ease and safety, they might see them to the best effect, with +the reflections on the water, the water-rockets, and floating-lights, +and all the other designs. + +Under some other pretext, Edward had the ground underneath the +plane-trees cleared of bushes and grass and moss. And now first could be +seen the beauty of their forms, together with their full height and +spread, right up from the earth. He was delighted with them. It was just +this very time of the year that he had planted them. How long ago could +it have been? he asked himself. As soon as he got home he turned over +the old diary books, which his father, especially when in the country, +was very careful in keeping. He might not find an entry of this +particular planting, but another important domestic matter, which Edward +well remembered, and which had occurred on the same day, would surely be +mentioned. He turned over a few volumes. The circumstances he was +looking for was there. How amazed, how overjoyed he was, when he +discovered the strangest coincidence! The day and the year on which he +had planted those trees, was the very day, the very year, when Ottilie +was born. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +THE long-wished-for morning dawned at last on Edward; and very soon a +number of guests arrived. They had sent out a large number of +invitations, and many who had missed the laying of the foundation-stone, +which was reported to have been so charming, were the more careful not +to be absent on the second festivity. + +Before dinner the carpenter's people appeared, with music, in the court +of the castle. They bore an immense garland of flowers, composed of a +number of single wreaths, winding in and out, one above the other; +saluting the company, they made request, according to custom, for silk +handkerchiefs and ribands, at the hands of the fair sex, with which to +dress themselves out. When the castle party went into the dining-hall, +they marched off singing and shouting, and after amusing themselves a +while in the village, and coaxing many a riband out of the women there, +old and young, they came at last, with crowds behind them and crowds +expecting them, out upon the height where the park-house was now +standing. After dinner, Charlotte rather held back her guests. She did +not wish that there should be any solemn or formal procession, and they +found their way in little parties, broken up, as they pleased, without +rule or order, to the scene of action. Charlotte staid behind with +Ottilie, and did not improve matters by doing so. For Ottilie being +really the last that appeared, it seemed as if the trumpets and the +clarionets had only been waiting for her, and as if the gaieties had +been ordered to commence directly on her arrival. + +To take off the rough appearance of the house, it had been hung with +green boughs and flowers. They had dressed it out in an architectural +fashion, according to a design of the Captain's; only that, without his +knowledge, Edward had desired the Architect to work in the date upon the +cornice in flowers, and this was necessarily permitted to remain. The +Captain had arrived on the scene just in time to prevent Ottilie's name +from figuring in splendor on the gable. The beginning, which had been +made for this, he contrived to turn skilfully to some other use, and to +get rid of such of the letters as had been already finished. + +The garland was set up, and was to be seen far and wide about the +country. The flags and the ribands fluttered gaily in the air; and a +short oration was, the greater part of it, dispersed by the wind. The +solemnity was at an end. There was now to be a dance on the smooth lawn +in front of the building, which had been inclosed with boughs and +branches. A gaily-dressed working mason took Edward up to a +smart-looking girl of the village, and called himself upon Ottilie, who +stood out with him. These two couples speedily found others to follow +them, and Edward contrived pretty soon to change partners, catching +Ottilie, and making the round with her. The younger part of the company +joined merrily in the dance with the people, while the elder among them +stood and looked on. + +Then, before they broke up and walked about, an order was given that +they should all collect again at sunset under the plane-trees. Edward +was the first upon the spot, ordering everything, and making his +arrangements with his valet, who was to be on the other side, in company +with the firework-maker, managing his exhibition of the spectacle. + +The Captain was far from satisfied at some of the preparations which he +saw made; and he endeavored to get a word with Edward about the crush of +spectators which was to be expected. But the latter, somewhat hastily, +begged that he might be allowed to manage this part of the day's +amusements himself. + +The upper end of the embankment having been recently raised, was still +far from compact. It had been staked, but there was no grass upon it, +and the earth was uneven and insecure. The crowd pressed on, however, in +great numbers. The sun went down, and the castle party was served with +refreshments under the plane-trees, to pass the time till it should have +become sufficiently dark. The place was approved of beyond measure, and +they looked forward to a frequent enjoyment of the view over so lovely a +sheet of water, on future occasions. + +A calm evening, a perfect absence of wind, promised everything in favor +of the spectacle, when suddenly loud and violent shrieks were heard. +Large masses of the earth had given way on the edge of the embankment, +and a number of people were precipitated into the water. The pressure +from the throng had gone on increasing till at last it had become more +than the newly laid soil would bear, and the bank had fallen in. +Everybody wanted to obtain the best place, and now there was no getting +either backward or forward. + +People ran this and that way, more to see what was going on than to +render assistance. What could be done when no one could reach the place? + +The Captain, with a few determined persons, hurried down and drove the +crowd off the embankment back upon the shore, in order that those who +were really of service might have free room to move. One way or another +they contrived to seize hold of such as were sinking; and with or +without assistance all who had been in the water were got out safe upon +the bank, with the exception of one boy, whose struggles in his fright, +instead of bringing him nearer to the embankment, had only carried him +further from it. His strength seemed to be failing--now only a hand was +seen above the surface, and now a foot. By an unlucky chance the boat +was on the opposite shore filled with fireworks--it was a long business +to unload it, and help was slow in coming. The Captain's resolution was +taken; he flung off his coat; all eyes were directed toward him, and his +sturdy vigorous figure gave every one hope and confidence: but a cry of +surprise rose out of the crowd as they saw him fling himself into the +water--every eye watched him as the strong swimmer swiftly reached the +boy, and bore him, although to appearance dead, to the embankment. + +Now came up the boat. The Captain stepped in and examined whether there +were any still missing, or whether they were all safe. The surgeon was +speedily on the spot, and took charge of the inanimate boy. Charlotte +joined them, and entreated the Captain to go now and take care of +himself, to hurry back to the castle and change his clothes. He would +not go, however, till persons on whose sense he could rely, who had been +close to the spot at the time of the accident, and who had assisted in +saving those who had fallen in, assured him that all were safe. + +Charlotte saw him on his way to the house, and then she remembered that +the wine and the tea, and everything else which he could want, had been +locked up, for fear any of the servants should take advantage of the +disorder of the holiday, as on such occasions they are too apt to do. +She hurried through the scattered groups of her company, which were +loitering about the plane-trees. Edward was there, talking to every +one--beseeching every one to stay. He would give the signal directly, +and the fireworks should begin. Charlotte went up to him, and entreated +him to put off an amusement which was no longer in place, and which at +the present moment no one could enjoy. She reminded him of what ought to +be done for the boy who had been saved, and for his preserver. + +"The surgeon will do whatever is right, no doubt," replied Edward. "He +is provided with everything which he can want, and we should only be in +the way if we crowded about him with our anxieties." + +Charlotte persisted in her opinion, and made a sign to Ottilie, who at +once prepared to retire with her. Edward seized her hand, and cried, "We +will not end this day in a lazaretto. She is too good for a sister of +mercy. Without us, I should think, the half-dead may wake, and the +living dry themselves." + +Charlotte did not answer, but went. Some followed her--others followed +these: in the end, no one wished to be the last, and all followed. +Edward and Ottilie found themselves alone under the plane-trees. He +insisted that stay he would, earnestly, passionately, as she entreated +him to go back with her to the castle. "No, Ottilie!" he cried; "the +extraordinary is not brought to pass in the smooth common way--the +wonderful accident of this evening brings us more speedily together. You +are mine--I have often said it to you, and sworn it to you. We will not +say it and swear it any more--we will make it BE." + +The boat came over from the other side. The valet was in it--he asked, +with some embarrassment, what his master wished to have done with the +fireworks? + +"Let them off!" Edward cried to him: "let them off! It was only for you +that they were provided, Ottilie, and you shall be the only one to see +them! Let me sit beside you, and enjoy them with you." Tenderly, +timidly, he sat down at her side, without touching her. + +Rockets went hissing up--cannon thundered--Roman candles shot out their +blazing balls--squibs flashed and darted--wheels spun round, first +singly, then in pairs, then all at once, faster and faster, one after +the other, and more and more together. Edward, whose bosom was on fire, +watched the blazing spectacle with eyes gleaming with delight; but +Ottilie, with her delicate and nervous feelings, in all this noise and +fitful blazing and flashing, found more to distress her than to please. +She leant shrinking against Edward, and he, as she drew to him and clung +to him, felt the delightful sense that she belonged entirely to him. + +The night had scarcely reassumed its rights, when the moon rose and +lighted their path as they walked back. A figure, with his hat in his +hand, stepped across their way, and begged an alms of them--in the +general holiday he said that he had been forgotten. The moon shone upon +his face, and Edward recognized the features of the importunate beggar; +but, happy as he then was, it was impossible for him to be angry with +any one. He could not recollect that, especially for that particular +day, begging had been forbidden under the heaviest penalties--he thrust +his hand into his pocket, took the first coin which he found, and gave +the fellow a piece of gold. His own happiness was so unbounded that he +would have liked to share it with every one. + +In the meantime all had gone well at the castle. The skill of the +surgeon, everything which was required being ready at hand, Charlotte's +assistance--all had worked together, and the boy was brought to life +again. The guests dispersed, wishing to catch a glimpse or two of what +was to be seen of the fireworks from the distance; and, after a scene of +such confusion, were glad to get back to their own quiet homes. + +The Captain also, after having rapidly changed his dress, had taken an +active part in what required to be done. It was now all quiet again, and +he found himself alone with Charlotte--gently and affectionately he now +told her that his time for leaving them approached. She had gone +through so much that evening, that this discovery made but a slight +impression upon her--she had seen how her friend could sacrifice +himself; how he had saved another, and had himself been saved. These +strange incidents seemed to foretell an important future to her--but not +an unhappy one. + +Edward, who now entered with Ottilie, was informed at once of the +impending departure of the Captain. He suspected that Charlotte had +known longer how near it was; but he was far too much occupied with +himself, and with his own plans, to take it amiss, or care about it. + +On the contrary, he listened attentively, and with signs of pleasure, to +the account of the excellent and honorable position in which the Captain +was to be placed. The course of the future was hurried impetuously +forward by his own secret wishes. Already he saw the Captain married to +Charlotte, and himself married to Ottilie. It would have been the +richest present which any one could have made him, on the occasion of +the day's festival! + +But how surprised was Ottilie, when, on going to her room, she found +upon her table the beautiful box! Instantly she opened it; inside, all +the things were so nicely packed and arranged that she did not venture +to take them out; she scarcely even ventured to lift them. There were +muslin, cambric, silk, shawls and lace, all rivalling one another in +delicacy, beauty, and costliness--nor were ornaments forgotten. The +intention had been, as she saw well, to furnish her with more than one +complete suit of clothes but it was all so costly, so little like what +she had been accustomed to, that she scarcely dared, even in thought, to +believe it could be really for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The next morning the Captain had disappeared, having left a grateful, +feeling letter addressed to his friends upon his table. + +[Illustration: P. GROTJOHANN OTTILIE EXAMINES EDWARD'S PRESENTS] + +He and Charlotte had already taken a half leave of each other the +evening before--she felt that the parting was for ever, and she resigned +herself to it; for in the Count's second letter, which the Captain had +at last shown to her, there was a hint of a prospect of an advantageous +marriage, and, although he had paid no attention to it at all, she +accepted it for as good as certain, and gave him up firmly and fully. + +Now, therefore, she thought that she had a right to require of others +the same control over themselves which she had exercised herself: it had +not been impossible to her, and it ought not to be impossible to them. +With this feeling she began the conversation with her husband; and she +entered upon it the more openly and easily, from a sense that the +question must now, once for all, be decisively set at rest. + +"Our friend has left us," she said; "we are now once more together as we +were--and it depends upon ourselves whether we choose to return +altogether into our old position." + +Edward, who heard nothing except what flattered his own passion, +believed that Charlotte, in these words, was alluding to her previous +widowed state, and, in a roundabout way, was making a suggestion for a +separation; so that he answered, with a laugh, "Why not? all we want is +to come to an understanding." But he found himself sorely enough +undeceived, as Charlotte continued, "And we have now a choice of +opportunities for placing Ottilie in another situation. Two openings +have offered themselves for her, either of which will do very well. +Either she can return to the school, as my daughter has left it and is +with her great-aunt; or she can be received into a desirable family, +where, as the companion of an only child, she will enjoy all the +advantages of a solid education." + +Edward, with a tolerably successful effort at commanding himself, +replied, "Ottilie has been so much spoilt, by living so long with us +here, that she will scarcely like to leave us now." + +"We have all of us been too much spoilt," said Charlotte; "and yourself +not least. This is an epoch which requires us seriously to bethink +ourselves. It is a solemn warning to us to consider what is really for +the good of all the members of our little circle--and we ourselves must +not be afraid of making sacrifices." + +"At any rate I cannot see that it is right that Ottilie should be made a +sacrifice," replied Edward; "and that would be the case if we were now +to allow her to be sent away among strangers. The Captain's good genius +has sought him out here--we can feel easy, we can feel happy, at seeing +him leave us; but who can tell what may be before Ottilie? There is no +occasion for haste." + +"What is before us is sufficiently clear," Charlotte answered, with some +emotion; and as she was determined to have it all out at once, she went +on: "You love Ottilie; every day you are becoming more attached to her. +A reciprocal feeling is rising on her side as well, and feeding itself +in the same way. Why should we not acknowledge in words what every hour +makes obvious? and are we not to have the common prudence to ask +ourselves in what it is to end?" + +"We may not be able to find an answer on the moment," replied Edward, +collecting himself; "but so much may be said, that if we cannot exactly +tell what will come of it, we may resign ourselves to wait and see what +the future may tell us about it." + +"No great wisdom is required to prophesy here," answered Charlotte; +"and, at any rate, we ought to feel that you and I are past the age when +people may walk blindly where they should not or ought not to go. There +is no one else to take care of us--we must be our own friends, our own +managers. No one expects us to commit ourselves in an outrage upon +decency: no one expects that we are going to expose ourselves to censure +or to ridicule." + +"How can you so mistake me?" said Edward, unable to reply to his wife's +clear, open words. "Can you find it a fault in me, if I am anxious +about Ottilie's happiness? I do not mean future happiness--no one can +count on that--but what is present, palpable, and immediate. Consider, +don't deceive yourself; consider frankly Ottilie's case, torn away from +us, and sent to live among strangers. I, at least, am not cruel enough +to propose such a change for her!" + +Charlotte saw too clearly into her husband's intentions, through this +disguise. For the first time she felt how far he had estranged himself +from her. Her voice shook a little. "Will Ottilie be happy if she +divides us?" she asked. "If she deprives me of a husband, and his +children of a father!" + +"Our children, I should have thought, were sufficiently provided for," +said Edward, with a cold smile; adding, rather more kindly, "but why at +once expect the very worst?" + +"The very worst is too sure to follow this passion of yours," returned +Charlotte; "do not refuse good advice while there is yet time; do not +throw away the means which I propose to save us. In troubled cases those +must work and help who see the clearest--this time it is I. Dear, +dearest Edward! listen to me--can you propose to me that now at once I +shall renounce my happiness! renounce my fairest rights! renounce you!" + +"Who says that?" replied Edward, with some embarrassment. + +"You, yourself," answered Charlotte; "in determining to keep Ottilie +here, are you not acknowledging everything which must arise out of it? I +will urge nothing on you--but if you cannot conquer yourself, at least +you will not be able much longer to deceive yourself." + +Edward felt how right she was. It is fearful to hear spoken out, in +words, what the heart has gone on long permitting to itself in secret. +To escape only for a moment, Edward answered, "It is not yet clear to me +what you want." + +"My intention," she replied, "was to talk over with you these two +proposals--each of them has its advantages. The school would be best +suited to her, as she now is; but the other situation is larger, and +wider, and promises more, when I think what she may become." She then +detailed to her husband circumstantially what would lie before Ottilie +in each position, and concluded with the words, "For my own part I +should prefer the lady's house to the school, for more reasons than one; +but particularly because I should not like the affection, the love +indeed, of the young man there, which Ottilie has gained, to increase." + +Edward appeared to approve; but it was only to find some means of delay. +Charlotte, who desired to commit him to a definite step, seized the +opportunity, as Edward made no immediate opposition, to settle Ottilie's +departure, for which she had already privately made all preparations, +for the next day. + +Edward shuddered--he thought he was betrayed. His wife's affectionate +speech he fancied was an artfully contrived trick to separate him for +ever from his happiness. He appeared to leave the thing entirely to her; +but in his heart his resolution was already taken. To gain time to +breathe, to put off the immediate intolerable misery of Ottilie's being +sent away, he determined to leave his house. He told Charlotte he was +going; but he had blinded her to his real reason, by telling her that he +would not be present at Ottilie's departure; indeed, that, from that +moment, he would see her no more. Charlotte, who believed that she had +gained her point, approved most cordially. He ordered his horse, gave +his valet the necessary directions what to pack up, and where he should +follow him; and then, on the point of departure, he sat down and wrote: + +"EDWARD TO CHARLOTTE + +"The misfortune, my love, which has befallen us, may or may not admit of +remedy; only this I feel, that if I am not at once to be driven to +despair, I must find some means of delay for myself, and for all of us. +In making myself the sacrifice, I have a right to make a request. I am +leaving my home, and I return to it only under happier and more peaceful +auspices. While I am away, you keep possession of it--_but with +Ottilie_. I choose to know that she is with you, and not among +strangers. Take care of her; treat her as you have treated her--only +more lovingly, more kindly, more tenderly! I promise that I will not +attempt any secret intercourse with her. Leave me, as long a time as you +please, without knowing anything about you. I will not allow myself to +be anxious--nor need you be uneasy about me: only, with all my heart and +soul, I beseech you, make no attempt to send Ottilie away, or to +introduce her into any other situation. Beyond the circle of the castle +and the park, placed in the hands of strangers, she belongs to me, and I +will take possession of her! If you have any regard for my affection, +for my wishes, for my sufferings, you will leave me alone to my madness; +and if any hope of recovery from it should ever hereafter offer itself +to me, I will not resist." + +Thus last sentence ran off his pen--not out of his heart. Even when he +saw it upon the paper, he began bitterly to weep. That he, under any +circumstances, should renounce the happiness--even the wretchedness--of +loving Ottilie! He only now began to feel what he was doing--he was +going away without knowing what was to be the result. At any rate he was +not to see her again _now_--with what certainty could he promise himself +that he would ever see her again? But the letter was written--the horses +were at the door; every moment he was afraid he might see Ottilie +somewhere, and then his whole purpose would go to the winds. He +collected himself--he remembered that, at any rate, he would be able to +return at any moment he pleased; and that by his absence he would have +advanced nearer to his wishes: on the other side, he pictured Ottilie to +himself forced to leave the house if he stayed. He sealed the letter, +ran down the steps, and sprang upon his horse. + +As he rode past the hotel, he saw the beggar to whom he had given so +much money the night before, sitting under the trees; the man was busy +enjoying his dinner, and, as Edward passed, stood up, and made him the +humblest obeisance. That figure had appeared to him yesterday, when +Ottilie was on his arm; now it only served as a bitter reminiscence of +the happiest hour of his life. His grief redoubled. The feeling of what +he was leaving behind was intolerable. He looked again at the beggar. +"Happy wretch!" he cried, "you can still feed upon the alms of +yesterday--and I cannot any more on the happiness of yesterday!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Ottilie heard some one ride away, and went to the window in time just to +catch a sight of Edward's back. It was strange, she thought, that he +should have left the house without seeing her, without having even +wished her good morning. She grew uncomfortable, and her anxiety did not +diminish when Charlotte took her out for a long walk, and talked of +various other things; but not once, and apparently on purpose, +mentioning her husband. When they returned she found the table laid with +only two covers. It is unpleasant to miss even the most trifling thing +to which we have been accustomed. In serious things such a loss becomes +miserably painful. Edward and the Captain were not there. The first +time, for a long while, Charlotte sat at the head of the table +herself--and it seemed to Ottilie as if she was deposed. The two ladies +sat opposite each other; Charlotte talked, without the least +embarrassment, of the Captain and his appointment, and of the little +hope there was of seeing him again for a long time. The only comfort +Ottilie could find for herself was in the idea that Edward had ridden +after his friend, to accompany him a part of his journey. + +On rising from table, however, they saw Edward's traveling carriage +under the window. Charlotte, a little as if she was put out, asked who +had had it brought round there. She was told it was the valet, who had +some things there to pack up. It required all Ottilie Is self-command to +conceal her wonder and her distress. + +The valet came in, and asked if they would be so good as to let him have +a drinking cup of his master's, a pair of silver spoons, and a number of +other things, which seemed to Ottilie to imply that he was gone some +distance, and would be away for a long time. + +Charlotte gave him a very cold, dry answer. She did not know what he +meant--he had everything belonging to his master under his own care. +What the man wanted was to speak a word to Ottilie, and on some pretence +or other to get her out of the room; he made some clever excuse, and +persisted in his request so far that Ottilie asked if she should go to +look for the things for him? But Charlotte quietly said that she had +better not. The valet had to depart, and the carriage rolled away. + +It was a dreadful moment for Ottilie. She understood +nothing--comprehended nothing. She could only feel that Edward had been +parted from her for a long time. Charlotte felt for her situation, and +left her to herself. + +We will not attempt to describe what she went through, or how she wept. +She suffered infinitely. She prayed that God would help her only over +this one day. The day passed, and the night, and when she came to +herself again she felt herself a changed being. + +She had not grown composed. She was not resigned, but after having lost +what she had lost, she was still alive, and there was still something +for her to fear. Her anxiety, after returning to consciousness, was at +once lest, now that the gentlemen were gone, she might be sent away too. +She never guessed at Edward's threats, which had secured her remaining +with her aunt. Yet Charlotte's manner served partially to reassure her. +The latter exerted herself to find employment for the poor girl, and +hardly ever,--never, if she could help it,--left her out of her sight; +and although she knew well how little words can do against the power of +passion, yet she knew, too, the sure though slow influence of thought +and reflection, and therefore missed no opportunity of inducing Ottilie +to talk with her on every variety of subject. + +It was no little comfort to Ottilie when one day Charlotte took an +opportunity of making (she did it on purpose) the wise observation, "How +keenly grateful people were to us when we were able by stilling and +calming them to help them out of the entanglements of passion! Let us +set cheerfully to work," she said, "at what the men have left +incomplete: we shall be preparing the most charming surprise for them +when they return to us, and our temperate proceedings will have carried +through and executed what their impatient natures would have spoilt." + +"Speaking of temperance, my dear aunt, I cannot help saying how I am +struck with the intemperance of men, particularly in respect of wine. It +has often pained and distressed me, when I have observed how, for hours +together, clearness of understanding, judgment, considerateness, and +whatever is most amiable about them, will be utterly gone, and instead +of the good which they might have done if they had been themselves, most +disagreeable things sometimes threaten. How often may not wrong, rash +determinations have arisen entirely from that one cause!" + +Charlotte assented, but she did not go on with the subject. She saw only +too clearly that it was Edward of whom Ottilie was thinking. It was not +exactly habitual with him, but he allowed himself much more frequently +than was at all desirable to stimulate his enjoyment and his power of +talking and acting by such indulgence. If what Charlotte had just said +had set Ottilie thinking again about men, and particularly about Edward, +she was all the more struck and startled when her aunt began to speak of +the impending marriage of the Captain as of a thing quite settled and +acknowledged. This gave a totally different aspect to affairs from what +Edward had previously led her to entertain. It made her watch every +expression of Charlotte's, every hint, every action, every step. Ottilie +had become jealous, sharp-eyed, and suspicious, without knowing it. + +Meanwhile, Charlotte with her clear glance looked through the whole +circumstances of their situation, and made arrangements which would +provide, among other advantages, full employment for Ottilie. She +contracted her household, not parsimoniously, but into narrower +dimensions; and, indeed, in one point of view, these moral aberrations +might be taken for a not unfortunate accident. For in the style in which +they had been going on, they had fallen imperceptibly into extravagance; +and from a want of seasonable reflection, from the rate at which they +had been living, and from the variety of schemes into which they had +been launching out, their fine fortune, which had been in excellent +condition, had been shaken, if not seriously injured. + +The improvements which were going on in the park she did not interfere +with; she rather sought to advance whatever might form a basis for +future operations. But here, too, she assigned herself a limit. Her +husband on his return should still find abundance to amuse himself with. + +In all this work she could not sufficiently value the assistance of the +young architect. In a short time the lake lay stretched out under her +eyes, its new shores turfed and planted with the most discriminating and +excellent judgment. The rough work at the new house was all finished. +Everything which was necessary to protect it from the weather she took +care to see provided, and there for the present she allowed it to rest +in a condition in which what remained to be done could hereafter be +readily commenced again. Thus hour by hour she recovered her spirits and +her cheerfulness. Ottilie only seemed to have done so. She was only for +ever watching, in all that was said and done, for symptoms which might +show her whether Edward would be soon returning: and this one thought +was the only one in which she felt any interest. + +It was, therefore, a very welcome proposal to her when it was suggested +that they should get together the boys of the peasants, and employ them +in keeping the park clean and neat. Edward had long entertained the +idea. A pleasant--looking sort of uniform was made for them, which they +were to put on in the evenings after they had been properly cleaned and +washed. The wardrobe was kept in the castle; the more sensible and ready +of the boys themselves were intrusted with the management of it--the +Architect acting as chief director. In a very short time, the children +acquired a kind of character. It was found easy to mold them into what +was desired; and they went through their work not without a sort of +manoeuvre. As they marched along, with their garden shears, their +long-handled pruning-knives, their rakes, their little spades and hoes, +and sweeping-brooms; others following after these with baskets to carry +off the stones and rubbish; and others, last of all, trailing along the +heavy iron roller--it was a thoroughly pretty, delightful procession. +The Architect observed in it a beautiful series of situations and +occupations to ornament the frieze of a garden-house. Ottilie, on the +other hand, could see nothing in it but a kind of parade, to salute the +master of the house on his near return. + +And this stimulated her and made her wish to begin something of the sort +herself. They had before endeavored to encourage the girls of the +village in knitting, and sewing, and spinning, and whatever else women +could do; and since what had been done for the improvement of the +village itself, there had been a perceptible advance in these +descriptions of industry. Ottilie had given what assistance was in her +power, but she had given it at random, as opportunity or inclination +prompted her; now she thought she--would go to work more satisfactorily +and methodically. But a company is not to be formed out of a number of +girls, as easily as out of a number of boys. She followed her own good +sense, and,--without being exactly conscious of it, her efforts were +solely directed toward connecting every girl as closely as possible +each with her own home, her own parents, brothers and sisters: and she +succeeded with many of them. One lively little creature only was +incessantly complained of as showing no capacity for work, and as never +likely to do anything if she were left at home. + +Ottilie could not be angry with the girl, for to herself the little +thing was especially attached--she clung to her, went after her, and ran +about with her, whenever she was permitted--and then she would be active +and cheerful and never tire. It appeared to be a necessity of the +child's nature to hang about a beautiful mistress. At first, Ottilie +allowed her to be her companion; then she herself began to feel a sort +of affection for her; and, at last, they never parted at all, and Nanny +attended her mistress wherever she went. + +The latter's footsteps were often bent toward the garden, where she +liked to watch the beautiful show of fruit. It was just the end of the +raspberry and cherry season, the few remains of which were no little +delight to Nanny. On the other trees there was a promise of a +magnificent bearing for the autumn, and the gardener talked of nothing +but his master and how he wished that he might be at home to enjoy it. +Ottilie could listen to the good old man forever! He thoroughly +understood his business; and Edward--Edward--Edward--was for ever the +theme of his praise! + +Ottilie observed how well all the grafts which had been budded in the +spring had taken. "I only wish," the gardener answered, "my good master +may come to enjoy them. If he were here this autumn, he would see what +beautiful sorts there are in the old castle garden, which the late lord, +his honored father, put there. I think the fruit-gardeners there are now +don't succeed as well as the Carthusians used to do. We find many fine +names in the catalogue, and then we bud from them, and bring up the +shoots, and, at last, when they come to bear, it is not worth while to +have such trees standing in our garden." + +Over and over again, whenever the faithful old servant saw Ottilie, he +asked when his master might be expected home; and when Ottilie had +nothing to tell him, he would look vexed, and let her see in his manner +that he thought she did not care to tell him: the sense of uncertainty +which was thus forced upon her became painful beyond measure, and yet +she could never be absent from these beds and borders. What she and +Edward had sown and planted together were now in full flower, requiring +no further care from her, except that Nanny should be at hand with the +watering-pot; and who shall say with what sensations she watched the +later flowers, which were just beginning to show, and which were to be +in the bloom of their beauty on Edward's birthday, the holiday to which +she had looked forward with such eagerness, when these flowers were to +have expressed her affection and her gratitude to him! But the hopes +which she had formed of that festival were dead now, and doubt and +anxiety never ceased to haunt the soul of the poor girl. + +Into real open, hearty understanding with Charlotte, there was no more a +chance of her being able to return; for indeed, the position of these +two ladies was very different. If things could remain in their old +state--if it were possible that they could return again into the smooth, +even way of calm, ordered life, Charlotte gained everything; she gained +happiness for the present, and a happy future opened before her. On the +other hand, for Ottilie all was lost--one may say, all; for she had +first found in Edward what life and happiness meant; and, in her present +position, she felt an infinite and dreary chasm of which before she +could have formed no conception. A heart which seeks, feels well that it +wants something; a heart which has lost, feels that something is +gone--its yearning and its longing change into uneasy impatience--and a +woman's spirit, which is accustomed to waiting and to enduring, must now +pass out from its proper sphere, must become active and attempt and do +something to make its own happiness. Ottilie had not given up Edward--how +could she? Although Charlotte, wisely enough, in spite of her +conviction to the contrary, assumed it as a thing of course, and +resolutely took it as decided that a quiet rational regard was possible +between her husband and Ottilie. How often, however, did not Ottilie +remain at nights, after bolting herself into her room, on her knees +before the open box, gazing at the birthday presents, of which as yet +she had not touched a single thing--not cut out or made up a single +dress! How often with the sunrise did the poor girl hurry out of the +house, in which she once had found all her happiness, away into the free +air, into the country which then had had no charms for her. Even on the +solid earth she could not bear to stay; she would spring into the boat, +row out into the middle of the lake, and there, drawing out some book of +travels, lie rocked by the motion of the waves, reading and dreaming +that she was far away, where she would never fail to find her +friend--she remaining ever nearest to his heart, and he to hers. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +It may easily be supposed that the strange, busy gentleman, whose +acquaintance we have already made--Mittler--as soon as he received +information of the disorder which had broken out among his friends, felt +desirous, though neither side had as yet called on him for assistance, +to fulfil a friend's part toward them, and do what he could to help them +in their misfortune. He thought it advisable, however, to wait first a +little while; knowing too well, as he did, that it was more difficult to +come to the aid of cultivated persons in their moral perplexities, than +of the uncultivated. He left them, therefore, for some time to +themselves; but at last he could withhold no longer, and he hastened to +seek out Edward, on whose traces he had already lighted. His road led +him to a pleasant, pretty valley, with a range of green, sweetly-wooded +meadows, down the centre of which ran a never-failing stream, sometimes +winding slowly along, then tumbling and rushing among rocks and stones. +The hills sloped gently up on either side, covered with rich corn-fields +and well-kept orchards. The villages were at proper distances from one +another. The whole had a peaceful character about it, and the detached +scenes seemed designed expressly, if not for painting, at least for +life. + +At last a neatly kept farm, with a clean, modest dwelling-house, +situated in the middle of a garden, fell under his eye. He conjectured +that this was Edward's present abode; and he was not mistaken. + +Of this our friend in his solitude we have only thus much to say--that +in his seclusion he was resigning himself utterly to the feeling of his +passion, thinking out plan after plan, and feeding himself with +innumerable hopes. He could not deny that he longed to see Ottilie +there; that he would like to carry her off there, to tempt her there; +and whatever else (putting, as he now did, no check upon his thoughts) +pleased to suggest itself, whether permitted or unpermitted. Then his +imagination wandered up and down, picturing every sort of possibility. +If he could not have her there, if he could not lawfully possess her, he +would secure to her the possession of the property for her own. There +she should live for herself, silently, independently; she should be +happy in that spot--sometimes his self-torturing mood would lead him +further--be happy in it, perhaps, with another. + +So days flowed away in increasing oscillation between hope and +suffering, between tears and happiness--between purposes, preparations, +and despair. The sight of Mittler did not surprise him; he had long +expected that he would come; and now that he did, he was partly welcome +to him. He believed that he had been sent by Charlotte. He had prepared +himself with all manner of excuses and delays; and if these would not +serve, with decided refusals; or else, perhaps, he might hope to learn +something of Ottilie--and then he would be as dear to him as a +messenger from heaven. + +Not a little vexed and annoyed was Edward, therefore, when he +understood that Mittler had not come from the castle at all, but of his +own free accord. His heart closed up, and at first the conversation +would not open itself. Mittler, however, knew very well that a heart +that is occupied with love has an urgent necessity to express itself--to +pour out to a friend what is passing within it; and he allowed himself, +therefore, after a few speeches backward and forward, for this once to +go out of his character and play the confidant in place of the mediator. +He had calculated justly. He had been finding fault in a good-natured +way with Edward for burying himself in that lonely place, upon which +Edward replied: + +"I do not know how I could spend my time more agreeably. I am always +occupied with her; I am always close to her. I have the inestimable +comfort of being able to think where Ottilie is at each moment--where +she is going, where she is standing, where she is reposing. I see her +moving and acting before me as usual; ever doing or designing something +which is to give me pleasure. But this will not always answer; for how +can I be happy away from her? And then my fancy begins to work; I think +what Ottilie should do to come to me; I write sweet, loving letters in +her name to myself, and then I answer them, and keep the sheets +together. I have promised that I will take no steps to seek her; and +that promise I will keep. But what binds her that she should make no +advances to me I Has Charlotte had the barbarity to exact a promise, to +exact an oath from her, not to write to me, not to send me a word, a +hint, about herself? Very likely she has. It is only natural; and yet to +me it is monstrous, it is horrible. If she loves me--as I think, as I +know that she does--why does she not resolve, why does she not venture +to fly to me, and throw herself into my arms? I often think she ought to +do it; and she could do it. If I ever hear a noise in the hall, I look +toward the door. It must be her--she is coming--I look up to see her. +Alas! because the possible is impossible, I let myself imagine that the +impossible must become possible. At night, when I lie awake, and the +lamp flings an uncertain light about the room, her form, her spirit, a +sense of her presence, sweeps over me, approaches me, seizes me. It is +but for a moment; it is that I may have an assurance that she is +thinking of me, that she is mine. Only one pleasure remains to me. When +I was with her I never dreamt of her; now when I am far away, and, oddly +enough, since I have made the acquaintance of other attractive persons +in this neighborhood, for the first time her figure appears to me in my +dreams, as if she would say to me, 'Look on them, and on me. You will +find none more beautiful, more lovely than I.' And so she is present in +every dream I have. In whatever happens to me with her, we are woven in +and in together. Now we are subscribing a contract together. There is +her hand, and there is mine; there is her name, and there is mine; and +they move one into the other, and seem to devour each other. Sometimes +she does something which injures the pure idea which I have of her; and +then I feel how intensely I love her, by the indescribable anguish which +it causes me. Again, unlike herself, she will rally and vex me; and then +at once the figure changes--her sweet, round, heavenly face draws out; +it is not she, it is another; but I lie vexed, dissatisfied and +wretched. Laugh not, dear Mittler, or laugh on as you will. I am not +ashamed of this attachment, of this--if you please to call it +so--foolish, frantic passion. No, I never loved before. It is only now +that I know what to love means. Till now, what I have called life was +nothing but its prelude--amusement, sport to kill the time with. I never +lived till I knew her, till I loved her--entirely and only loved her. +People have often said of me, not to my face, but behind my back, that +in most things I was but a botcher and a bungler. It may be so; for I +had not then found in what I could show myself a master. I should like +to see the man who outdoes me in the talent of love. A miserable life it +is, full of anguish and tears; but it is so natural, so dear to me, +that I could hardly change it for another." + +Edward had relieved himself slightly by this violent unloading of his +heart. But in doing so every feature of his strange condition had been +brought out so clearly before his eyes that, overpowered by the pain of +the struggle, he burst into tears, which flowed all the more freely as +his heart had been made weak by telling it all. + +Mittler, who was the less disposed to put a check on his inexorable good +sense and strong, vigorous feeling, because by this violent outbreak of +passion on Edward's part he saw himself driven far from the purpose of +his coming, showed sufficiently decided marks of his disapprobation. +Edward should act as a man, he said; he should remember what he owed to +himself as a man. He should not forget that the highest honor was to +command ourselves in misfortune; to bear pain, if it must be so, with +equanimity and self-collectedness. That was what we should do, if we +wished to be valued and looked up to as examples of what was right. + +Stirred and penetrated as Edward was with the bitterest feelings, words +like these could but have a hollow, worthless sound. + +"It is well," he cried, "for the man who is happy, who has all that he +desires, to talk; but he would be ashamed of it if he could see how +intolerable it was to the sufferer. Nothing short of an infinite +endurance would be enough, and easy and contented as he was, what could +he know of an infinite agony? There are cases," he continued, "yes, +there are, where comfort is a lie, and despair is a duty. Go, heap your +scorn upon the noble Greek, who well knows how to delineate heroes, when +in their anguish he lets those heroes weep. He has even a proverb, 'Men +who can weep are good.' Leave me, all you with dry heart and dry eye. +Curses on the happy, to whom the wretched serve but for a spectacle. +When body and soul are torn in pieces with agony, they are to bear +it--yes, to be noble and bear it, if they are to be allowed to go off +the scene with applause. Like the gladiators, they must die gracefully +before the eyes of the multitude. My dear Mittler, I thank you for your +visit; but really you would oblige me much, if you would go out and look +about you in the garden. We will meet again. I will try to compose +myself, and become more like you." + +Mittler was unwilling to let a conversation drop which it might be +difficult to begin again, and still persevered. Edward, too, was quite +ready to go on with it; besides that of itself, it was tending toward +the issue which he desired. + +"Indeed," said the latter, "This thinking and arguing backward and +forward leads to nothing. In this very conversation I myself have first +come to understand myself; I have first felt decided as to what I must +make up my mind to do. My present and my future life I see before me; I +have to choose only between misery and happiness. Do you, my best +friend, bring about the separation which must take place, which, in +fact, is already made; gain Charlotte's consent for me. I will not enter +upon the reasons why I believe there will be the less difficulty in +prevailing upon her. You, my dear friend, must go. Go, and give us all +peace; make us all happy." + +Mittler hesitated. Edward continued: + +"My fate and Ottilie's cannot be divided, and shall not be shipwrecked. +Look at this glass; our initials are engraved upon it. A gay reveller +flung it into the air, that no one should drink of it more. It was to +fall on the rock and be dashed to pieces; but it did not fall; it was +caught. At a high price I bought it back, and now I drink out of it +daily--to convince myself that the connection between us cannot be +broken; that destiny has decided." + +"Alas! alas!" cried Mittler, "what must I not endure with my friends? +Here comes superstition, which of all things I hate the worse--the most +mischievous and accursed of all the plagues of mankind. We trifle with +prophecies, with forebodings, and dreams, and give a seriousness to our +every-day life with them; but when the seriousness of life itself begins +to show, when everything around us is heaving and rolling, then come in +these spectres to make the storm more terrible." + +"In this uncertainty of life," cried Edward, "poised as it is between +hope and fear, leave the poor heart its guiding-star. It may gaze toward +it, if it cannot steer toward it." + +"Yes, I might leave it; and it would be very well," replied Mittler, "if +there were but one consequence to expect; but I have always found that +nobody will attend to symptoms of warning. Man cares for nothing except +what flatters him and promises him fair; and his faith is alive +exclusively for the sunny side." + +Mittler, finding himself carried off into the shadowy regions, in which +the longer he remained the more uncomfortable he always felt, was the +more ready to assent to Edward's eager wish that he should go to +Charlotte. Indeed, if he stayed, what was there further which at that +moment he could urge on Edward? To gain time, to inquire in what state +things were with the ladies, was the best thing which even he himself +could suggest as at present possible. + +He hastened to Charlotte, whom he found as usual, calm and in good +spirits. She told him readily of everything which had occurred; for from +what Edward had said he had only been able to gather the effects. On his +own side, he felt his way with the utmost caution. He could not prevail +upon himself even cursorily to mention the word separation. It was a +surprise, indeed, to him, but from his point of view an unspeakably +delightful one, when Charlotte, at the end of a number of unpleasant +things, finished with saying: + +"I must believe, I must hope, that things will all work round again, and +that Edward will return to me. How can it be otherwise as soon as I +become a mother?" + +"Do I understand you right?" returned Mittler. + +"Perfectly," Charlotte answered. + +"A thousand times blessed be this news!" he cried, clasping his hands +together. "I know the strength of this argument on the mind of a man. +Many a marriage have I seen first cemented by it, and restored again +when broken. Such a good hope as this is worth more than a thousand +words. Now indeed it is the best hope which we can have. For myself, +though," he continued, "I have all reason to be vexed about it. In this +case I can see clearly no self-love of mine will be flattered. I shall +earn no thanks from you by my services; I am in the same case as a +certain medical friend of mine, who succeeds in all cures which he +undertakes with the poor for the love of God; but can seldom do anything +for the rich who will pay him. Here, thank God, the thing cures itself, +after all my talking and trying had proved fruitless." + +Charlotte now asked him if he would carry the news to Edward: if he +would take a letter to him from her, and then see what should be done. +But he declined undertaking this. "All is done," he cried; "do you write +your letter--any messenger will do as well as I--I will come back to wish +you joy. I will come to the christening!" + +For this refusal she was vexed with him--as she frequently was. His +eager, impetuous character brought about much good; but his over-haste +was the occasion of many a failure. No one was more dependent than he on +the impressions which he formed on the moment. Charlotte's messenger +came to Edward, who received him half in terror. The letter was to +decide his fate, and it might as well contain No as Yes. He did not +venture, for a long time, to open it. At last he tore off the cover, and +stood petrified at the following passage, with which it concluded: + +"Remember the night-adventure when you visited your wife as a +lover--how you drew her to you, and clasped her as a well-beloved bride +in your arms. In this strange accident let us revere the providence of +heaven, which has woven a new link to bind us, at the moment when the +happiness of our lives was threatening to fall asunder and to vanish." + +What passed from that moment in Edward's soul it would be difficult to +describe! Under the weight of such a stroke, old habits and fancies come +out again to assist to kill the time and fill up the chasms of life. +Hunting and fighting are an ever-ready resource of this kind for a +nobleman; Edward longed for some outward peril, as a counterbalance to +the storm within him. He craved for death, because the burden of life +threatened to become too heavy for him to bear. It comforted him to +think that he would soon cease to be, and so would make those whom he +loved happy by his departure. + +No one made any difficulty in his doing what he purposed--because he +kept his intention a secret. He made his will with all due formalities. +It gave him a very sweet feeling to secure Ottilie's fortune--provision +was made for Charlotte, for the unborn child, for the Captain, and for +the servants. The war, which had again broken out, favored his wishes: +he had disliked exceedingly the half-soldiering which had fallen to him +in his youth, and that was the reason why he had left the service. Now +it gave him a fine exhilarating feeling to be able to rejoin it under a +commander of whom it could be said that, under his conduct, death was +likely and victory was sure. + +Ottilie, when Charlotte's secret was made known to her, bewildered by +it, like Edward, and more than he, retired into herself--she had nothing +further to say: hope she could not, and wish she dared not. A glimpse +into what was passing in her we can gather from her Diary, some passages +of which we think to communicate. + +There often happens to us in common life what, in an epic poem, we are +accustomed to praise as a stroke of art in the poet; namely, that when +the chief figures go off the scene, conceal themselves or retire into +inactivity, some other or others, whom hitherto we have scarcely +observed, come forward and fill their places. And these putting out all +their force, at once fix our attention and sympathy on themselves, and +earn our praise and admiration. + +Thus, after the Captain and Edward were gone, the Architect, of whom we +have spoken, appeared every day a more important person. The ordering +and executing of a number of undertakings depended entirely upon him, +and he proved himself thoroughly understanding and businesslike in the +style in which he went to work; while in a number of other ways he was +able also to make himself of assistance to the ladies, and find +amusement for their weary hours. His outward air and appearance were of +the kind which win confidence and awake affection. A youth in the full +sense of the word, well-formed, tall, perhaps a little too stout; modest +without being timid, and easy without being obtrusive, there was no work +and no trouble which he was not delighted to take upon himself; and as +he could keep accounts with great facility, the whole economy of the +household soon was no secret to him, and everywhere his salutary +influence made itself felt. Any stranger who came he was commonly set to +entertain, and he was skilful either at declining unexpected visits, or +at least so far preparing the ladies for them as to spare them any +disagreeableness. + +Among others, he had one day no little trouble with a young lawyer, who +had been sent by a neighboring nobleman to speak about a matter which, +although of no particular moment, yet touched Charlotte to the quick. We +have to mention this incident because it gave occasion for a number of +things which otherwise might perhaps have remained long untouched. + +We remember certain alterations which Charlotte had made in the +churchyard. The entire body of the monuments had been removed from their +places, and had been ranged along the walls of the church, leaning +against the string-course. The remaining space had been levelled, except +a broad walk which led up to the church, and past it to the opposite +gate; and it had been all sown with various kinds of trefoil, which had +shot up and flowered most beautifully. + +The new graves were to follow one after another in a regular order from +the end, but the spot on each occasion was to be carefully smoothed over +and again sown. No one could deny that on Sundays and holidays when the +people went to church the change had given it a most cheerful and +pleasant appearance. At the same time the clergyman, an old man and +clinging to old customs, who at first had not been especially pleased +with the alteration, had become thoroughly delighted with it, all the +more because when he sat out like Philemon with his Baucis under the old +linden trees at his back door, instead of the humps and mounds he had a +beautiful clean lawn to look out upon; and which, moreover, Charlotte +having secured the use of the spot to the Parsonage, was no little +convenience to his household. + +Notwithstanding this, however, many members of the congregation had been +displeased that the means of marking the spots where their forefathers +rested had been removed, and all memorials of them thereby obliterated. +However well preserved the monuments might be, they could only show who +had been buried, but not where he had been buried, and the _where_, as +many maintained, was everything. + +Of this opinion was a family in the neighborhood, who for many years had +been in possession of a considerable vault for a general resting-place +of themselves and their relations, and in consequence had settled a +small annual sum for the use of the church. And now this young lawyer +had been sent to cancel this settlement, and to show that his client did +not intend to pay it any more, because the conditions under which it had +been hitherto made had not been observed by the other party, and no +regard had been paid to objection and remonstrance. Charlotte, who was +the originator of the alteration herself, chose to speak to the young +man, who in a decided though not a violent manner, laid down the grounds +on which his client proceeded, and gave occasion in what he said for +much serious reflection. + +"You see," he said, after a slight introduction, in which he sought to +justify his peremptoriness; "you see, it is right for the lowest as well +as for the highest to mark the spot which holds those who are dearest to +him. The poorest, peasant, who buries a child, finds it some consolation +to plant a light wooden cross upon the grave, and hang a garland upon +it, to keep alive the memorial, at least as long as the sorrow remains; +although such a mark, like the mourning, will pass away with time. Those +better off change the cross of wood into iron, and fix it down and guard +it in various ways; and here we have endurance for many years. But +because this too will sink at last, and become invisible, those who are +able to bear the expense see nothing fitter than to raise a stone which +shall promise to endure for generations, and which can be restored and +made fresh again by posterity. Yet this stone it is not which attracts +us; it is that which is contained beneath it, which is intrusted, where +it stands, to the earth. It is not the memorial so much of which we +speak, as of the person himself; not of what once was, but of what is. +Far better, far more closely, can I embrace some dear departed one in +the mound which rises over his bed, than in a monumental writing which +only tells us that once he was. In itself, indeed, it is but little; but +around it, as around a central mark, the wife, the husband, the kinsman, +the friend, after their departure, shall gather in again; and the living +shall have the right to keep far off all strangers and evil-wishers +from the side of the dear one who is sleeping there. And, therefore, I +hold it quite fair and fitting that my principal shall withdraw his +grant to you. It is, indeed, but too reasonable that he should do it, +for the members of his family are injured in a way for which no +compensation could be even proposed. They are deprived of the sad sweet +feelings of laying offerings on the remains of their dead, and of the +one comfort in their sorrow of one day lying down at their side." + +"The matter is not of that importance," Charlotte answered, "that we +should disquiet ourselves about it with the vexation of a lawsuit. I +regret so little what I have done, that I will gladly myself indemnify +the church for what it loses through you. Only I must confess candidly +to you, your arguments have not convinced me; the pure feeling of an +universal equality at last, after death, seems to me more composing than +this hard determined persistence in our personalities and in the +conditions and circumstances of our lives. What do you say to it?" she +added, turning to the Architect. + +"It is not for me," replied he, "either to argue, or to attempt to judge +in such a case. Let me venture, however, to say what my own art and my +own habits of thinking suggest to me. Since we are no longer so happy as +to be able to press to our breasts the in-urned remains of those we have +loved; since we are neither wealthy enough nor of cheerful heart enough +to preserve them undecayed in large elaborate sarcophagi; since, indeed, +we cannot even find place any more for ourselves and ours in the +churches, and are banished out into the open air, we all, I think, ought +to approve the method which you, my gracious lady, have introduced. If +the members of a common congregation are laid out side by side, they are +resting by the side of, and among their kindred; and, if the earth be +once to receive us all, I can find nothing more natural or more +desirable than that the mounds, which, if they are thrown up, are sure +to sink slowly in again together, should be smoothed off at once, and +the covering, which all bear alike, will press lighter upon each." + +"And is it all, is it all to pass away," asked Ottilie, "without one +token of remembrance, without anything to call back the past?" + +"By no means," continued the Architect; "it is not from remembrance, it +is from place that men should be set free. The architect, the sculptor, +are highly interested that men should look to their art--to their hand, +for a continuance of their being; and, therefore, I should wish to see +well-designed, well-executed monuments; not sown up and down by +themselves at random, but erected all in a single spot, where they can +promise themselves endurance. Inasmuch as even the good and the great +are contented to surrender the privilege of resting in person in the +churches, _we_ may, at least, erect there or in some fair hall near the +burying place, either monuments or monumental writings. A thousand forms +might be suggested for them, and a thousand ornaments with which they +might be decorated." + +"If the artists are so rich," replied Charlotte, "then tell me how it is +that they are never able to escape from little obelisks, dwarf pillars, +and urns for ashes? Instead of your thousand forms of which you boast, I +have never seen anything but a thousand repetitions." + +"It is very generally so with us," returned the Architect, "but it is +not universal; and very likely the right taste and the proper +application of it may be a peculiar art. In this case especially we have +this great difficulty, that the monument must be something cheerful and +yet commemorate a solemn subject; while its matter is melancholy, it +must not itself be melancholy. As regards designs for monuments of all +kinds, I have collected numbers of them, and I will take some +opportunity of showing them to you; but at all times the fairest +memorial of a man remains some likeness of himself. This better than +anything else, will give a notion of what he was; it is the best text +for many or for few notes, only it ought to be made when he is at his +best age, and that is generally neglected; no one thinks of preserving +forms while they are alive, and if it is done at all, it is done +carelessly and incompletely; and then comes death; a cast is taken +swiftly of the face; this mask is set upon a block of stone, and that is +what is called a bust. How seldom is the artist in a position to put any +real life into such things as these!" + +"You have contrived," said Charlotte, "without perhaps knowing it or +wishing it, to lead the conversation altogether in my favor. The +likeness of a man is quite independent; everywhere that it stands, it +stands for itself, and we do not require it to mark the site of a +particular grave. But I must acknowledge to you to having a strange +feeling; even to likenesses I have a kind of disinclination. Whenever I +see them they seem to be silently reproaching me. They point to +something far away from us--gone from us; and they remind me how +difficult it is to pay right honor to the present. If we think how many +people we have seen and known, and consider how little we have been to +them and how little they have been to us, it is no very pleasant +reflection. We have met a man of genius without having enjoyed much with +him--a learned man without having learnt from him--a traveler without +having been instructed,--a man to love without having shown him any +kindness. + +"And, unhappily, this is not the case only with accidental meetings. +Societies and families behave in the same way toward their dearest +members, towns toward their worthiest citizens, people toward their most +admirable princes, nations toward their most distinguished men. + +"I have heard it asked why we heard nothing but good spoken of the dead, +while of the living it is never without some exception. It should be +answered, because from the former we have nothing any more to fear, +while the latter may still, here or there, fall in our way. So unreal is +our anxiety to preserve the memory of others--generally no more than a +mere selfish amusement; and the real, holy, earnest feeling would be +what should prompt us to be more diligent and assiduous in our +attentions toward those who still are left to us." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Under the stimulus of this accident, and of the conversations which +arose out of it, they went the following day to look over the +burying-place, for the ornamenting of which and relieving it in some +degree of its sombre look, the Architect made many a happy proposal. His +interest too had to extend itself to the church as well; a building +which had caught his attention from the moment of his arrival. + +It had been standing for many centuries, built in old German style, the +proportions good, the decorating elaborate and excellent; and one might +easily gather that the architect of the neighboring monastery had left +the stamp of his art and of his love on this smaller building also; it +worked on the beholder with a solemnity and a sweetness, although the +change in its internal arrangements for the Protestant service had taken +from it something of its repose and majesty. + +The Architect found no great difficulty in prevailing on Charlotte to +give him a considerable sum of money to restore it externally and +internally, in the original spirit, and thus, as he thought, to bring it +into harmony with the resurrection-field which lay in front of it. He +had himself much practical skill, and a few laborers who were still busy +at the lodge might easily be kept together, until this pious work too +should be completed. + +The building itself, therefore, with all its environs, and whatever was +attached to it, was now carefully and thoroughly examined; and then +showed itself, to the greatest surprise and delight of the Architect, a +little side chapel, which nobody had thought of, beautifully and +delicately proportioned, and displaying still greater care and pains in +its decoration. It contained at the same time many remnants, carved +and painted, of the implements used in the old services, when the +different festivals were distinguished by a variety of pictures and +ceremonies, and each was celebrated in its own peculiar style. + +It was impossible for him not at once to take this chapel into his plan; +and he determined to bestow especial pains on the restoring of this +little spot, as a memorial of old times and of their taste. He saw +exactly how he would like to have the vacant surfaces of the walls +ornamented, and delighted himself with the prospect, of exercising his +talent for painting upon them; but of this, at first, he made a secret +to the rest of the party. + +Before doing anything else, he fulfilled his promise of showing the +ladies the various imitations of, and designs from, old monuments, +vases, and other such things which he had made, and when they came to +speak of the simple barrow-sepulchres of the northern nations, he +brought a collection of weapons and implements which had been found in +them. He had got them exceedingly nicely and conveniently arranged in +drawers and compartments, laid on boards cut to fit them, and covered +over with cloth; so that these solemn old things, in the way he treated +them, had a smart dressy appearance, and it was like looking into the +box of a trinket merchant. + +Having once begun to show his curiosities, and finding them prove +serviceable to entertain our friends in their loneliness, every evening +he would produce one or other of his treasures. They were most of them +of German origin--pieces of metal, old coins, seals, and such like. All +these things directed the imagination back upon old times; and when at +last they came to amuse themselves with the first specimens of printing, +woodcuts, and the earliest copper-plate engraving, and when the church, +in the same spirit, was growing out, every day, more and more in form +and color like the past, they had almost to ask themselves whether they +really were living in a modern time, whether it were not a dream, that +manners, customs, modes of life, and convictions were all really so +changed. + +After such preparation, a great portfolio, which at last he produced, +had the best possible effect. It contained indeed principally only +outlines and figures, but as these had been traced upon original +pictures, they retained perfectly their ancient character, and most +captivating indeed this character was to the spectators. All the figures +breathed only the purest feeling; every one, if not noble, at any rate +was good; cheerful composure, ready recognition of One above us, to whom +all reverence is due; silent devotion, in love and tranquil expectation, +was expressed on every face, on every gesture. The old bald-headed man, +the curly-pated boy, the light-hearted youth, the earnest man, the +glorified saint, the angel hovering in the air, all seemed happy in an +innocent, satisfied, pious expectation. The commonest object had a trait +of celestial life; and every nature seemed adapted to the service of +God, and to be, in some way or other, employed upon it. + +Toward such a region most of them gazed as toward a vanished golden age, +or on some lost paradise; only perhaps Ottilie had a chance of finding +herself among beings of her own nature. Who could offer any proposition +when the Architect asked to be allowed to paint the spaces between the +arches and the walls of the chapel in the style of these old pictures +and thereby leave his own distinct memorial at a place where life had +gone so pleasantly with him? + +He spoke of it with some sadness, for he could see, in the state in +which things were, that his sojourn in such delightful society could not +last forever; indeed, that perhaps it would now soon be ended. + +For the rest, these days were not rich in incidents; yet full of +occasion for serious entertainment. We therefore take the opportunity of +communicating something of the remarks which Ottilie noted down among +her manuscripts, to which we cannot find a fitter transition than +through a simile which suggested itself to us on contemplating her +exquisite pages. + +There is, we are told, a curious contrivance in the service of the +English marine. The ropes in use in the royal navy, from the largest to +the smallest, are so twisted that a red thread runs through them from +end to end, which cannot be extracted without undoing the whole; and by +which the smallest pieces may be recognized as belonging to the crown. + +Just so is there drawn through Ottilie Is diary, a thread of attachment +and affection which connects it all together, and characterizes the +whole. And thus these remarks, these observations, these extracted +sentences, and whatever else it may contain, were, to the writer, of +peculiar meaning. Even the few separate pieces which we select and +transcribe will sufficiently explain our meaning. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"To rest hereafter at the side of those whom we love is the most +delightful thought which man can have when once he looks out beyond the +boundary of life. What a sweet expression is that--'He was gathered to +his fathers!'" + +"Of the various memorials and tokens which bring nearer to us the +distant and the separated--none is so satisfactory as a picture. To sit +and talk to a beloved picture, even though it be unlike, has a charm in +it, like the charm which there sometimes is in quarrelling with a +friend. We feel, in a strange sweet way, that we are divided and yet +cannot separate." + +"We entertain ourselves often with a present person as with a picture. +He need not speak to us, he need not look at us, or take any notice of +us; we look at him, we feel the relation in which we stand to him; such +relation can even grow without his doing anything toward it, without his +having any feeling of it: he is to us exactly as a picture." + +"One is never satisfied with a portrait of a person that one knows. I +have always felt for the portrait-painter on this account. One so seldom +requires of people what is impossible, and of them we do really require +what is impossible; they must gather up into their picture the relation +of every body to its subject, all their likings and all dislikings; they +must not only paint a man as they see him, but as every one else sees +him. It does not surprise me if such artists become by degrees stunted, +indifferent, and of but one idea; and indeed it would not matter what +came of it, if it were not that in consequence we have to go without the +pictures of so many persons near and dear to us." + +"It is too true, the Architect's collection of weapons and old +implements, which were found with the bodies of their owners, covered in +with great hills of earth and rock, proves to us how useless is man's so +great anxiety to preserve his personality after he is dead; and so +inconsistent people are, the Architect confesses to have himself opened +these barrows of his forefathers, and yet goes on occupying himself with +memorials for posterity." + +"But after all why should we take it so much to heart? Is all that we +do, done for eternity? Do we not put on our dress in the morning, to +throw it off again at night? Do we not go abroad to return home again? +And why should we not wish to rest by the side of our friends, though it +were but for a century?" + +"When we see the many gravestones which have fallen in, which have been +defaced by the footsteps of the congregation, which lie buried under the +ruins of the churches, that have themselves crumbled together over them, +we may fancy the life after death to be as a second life, into which a +man enters in the figure, or the picture, or the inscription, and lives +longer there than when he was really alive. But this figure also, this +second existence, dies out too, sooner or later. Time will not allow +himself to be cheated of his rights with the monuments of men or with +themselves." + +It causes us so agreeable a sensation to occupy ourselves with what we +can only half do, that no person ought to find fault with the +dilettante, when he is spending his time over an art which he can never +learn; nor blame the artist if he chooses to pass out over the border of +his own art, and amuse himself in some neighboring field. With such +complacency of feeling we regard the preparation of the Architect for +painting the chapel. The colors were got ready, the measurements taken, +the cartoons designed. He had made no attempt at originality, but kept +close to his outlines; his only care was to make a proper distribution +of the sitting and floating figures, so as tastefully to ornament his +space with them. + +The scaffoldings were erected. The work went forward; and as soon as +anything had been done on which the eye could rest, he could have no +objection to Charlotte and Ottilie coming to see how he was getting on. + +The life-like faces of the angels, their robes waving against the blue +sky-ground, delighted the eye, while their still and holy air calmed and +composed the spirit, and produced the most delicate effect. + +The ladies ascended the scaffolding to him, and Ottilie had scarcely +observed how easily and regularly the work was being done when the power +which had been fostered in her by her early education at once appeared +to develop. She took a brush, and with a few words of direction, painted +a richly folding robe, with as much delicacy as skill. + +Charlotte, who was always glad when Ottilie would occupy or amuse +herself with anything, left them both in the chapel, and went to follow +the train of her own thoughts, and work her way for herself through her +cares and anxieties which she was unable to communicate to a creature. + +When ordinary men allow themselves to be worked up by common every-day +difficulties into fever-fits of passion, we can give them nothing but a +compassionate smile. But we look with a kind of awe on a spirit in +which the seed of a great destiny has been sown, which must abide the +unfolding of the germ, and neither dare nor can do anything to +precipitate either the good or the ill, either the happiness or the +misery, which is to arise out of it. + +Edward had sent an answer by Charlotte's messenger, who had come to him +in his solitude. It was written with kindness and interest, but it was +rather composed and serious than warm and affectionate. He had vanished +almost immediately after, and Charlotte could learn no news about him; +till at last she accidentally found his name in the newspaper, where he +was mentioned with honor among those who had most distinguished +themselves in a late important engagement. She now understood the method +which he had taken; she perceived that he had escaped from great danger; +only she was convinced at the same time that he would seek out greater; +and it was all too clear to her that in every sense he would hardly be +withheld from any extremity. + +She had to bear about this perpetual anxiety in her thoughts, and turn +which way she would, there was no light in which she could look at it +that would give her comfort. + +Ottilie, never dreaming of anything of this, had taken to the work in +the chapel with the greatest interest, and she had easily obtained +Charlotte's permission to go on with it regularly. So now all went +swiftly forward, and the azure heaven was soon peopled with worthy +inhabitants. By continual practice both Ottilie and the Architect had +gained more freedom with the last figures; they became perceptibly +better. The faces, too, which had been all left to the Architect to +paint, showed by degrees a very singular peculiarly. They began all of +them to resemble Ottilie. The neighborhood of the beautiful girl had +made so strong an impression on the soul of the young man, who had no +variety of faces preconceived in his mind, that by degrees, on the way +from the eye to the hand, nothing was lost, and both worked in exact +harmony together. Enough; one of the last faces succeeded perfectly; so +that it seemed as if Ottilie herself was looking down out of the spaces +of the sky. + +They had finished with the arching of the ceiling. The walls they +proposed to leave plain, and only to cover them over with a bright brown +color. The delicate pillars and the quaintly molded ornaments were to be +distinguished from them by a dark shade. But as in such things one thing +ever leads on to another, they determined at least on having festoons of +flowers and fruit, which should, as it were, unite heaven and earth. +Here Ottilie was in her element. The gardens provided the most perfect +patterns; and although the wreaths were as rich as they could make them, +it was all finished sooner than they had supposed possible. + +It was still looking rough and disorderly. The scaffolding poles had +been run together, the planks thrown one on the top of the other; the +uneven pavement was yet more disfigured by the parti-colored stains of +the paint which had been spilt over it. + +The Architect begged that the ladies would give him a week to himself, +and during that time would not enter the chapel; at the end of it, one +fine evening, he came to them, and begged them both to go and see it. He +did not wish to accompany them, he said, and at once took his leave. + +"Whatever surprise he may have designed for us," said Charlotte, as soon +as he was gone, "I cannot myself just now go down there. You can go by +yourself, and tell me all about it. No doubt he has been doing something +which we shall like. I will enjoy it first in your description, and +afterwards it will be the more charming in the reality." + +Ottilie, who knew well that in many cases Charlotte took care to avoid +everything which could produce emotion, and particularly disliked to be +surprised, set off down the walk by herself and looked round +involuntarily for the Architect, who, however, was nowhere to be seen +and must have concealed himself somewhere. She walked into the church, +which she found open. This had been finished before; it had been cleaned +up, and service had been performed in it. She went on to the chapel +door; its heavy mass, all overlaid with iron, yielded easily to her +touch, and she found an unexpected sight in a familiar spot. + +A solemn, beautiful light streamed in through the one tall window. It +was filled with stained glass, gracefully put together. The entire +chapel had thus received a strange tone, and a peculiar genius was +thrown over it. The beauty of the vaulted ceiling and the walls was set +off by the elegance of the pavement, which was composed of peculiarly +shaped tiles, fastened together with gypsum, and forming exquisite +patterns as they lay. This and the colored glass for the windows the +Architect had prepared without their knowledge, and a short time was +sufficient to have it put in its place. + +Seats had been provided as well. Among the relics of the old church some +finely carved chancel chairs had been discovered, which now were +standing about at convenient places along the walls. + +The parts which she knew so well now meeting her as an unfamiliar whole, +delighted Ottilie. She stood still, walked up and down, looked and +looked again; at last she seated herself in one of the chairs, and it +seemed, as she gazed up and down, as if she was, and yet was not--as if +she felt and did not feel--as if all this would vanish from before her, +and she would vanish from herself; and it was only when the sun left the +window, on which before it had been shining full, that she awoke to +possession of herself and hastened back to the castle. + +She did not hide from herself the strange epoch at which this surprise +had occurred to her. It was the evening of Edward's birthday. Very +differently she had hoped to keep it. How was not every thing to be +dressed out for this festival and now all the splendor of the autumn +flowers remained ungathered! Those sunflowers still turned their faces +to the sky; those asters still looked out with quiet, modest eye; and +whatever of them all had been wound into wreaths had served as patterns +for the decorating a spot which, if it was not to remain a mere +artist's fancy, was only adapted as a general mausoleum. + +And then she had to remember the impetuous eagerness with which Edward +had kept her birthday-feast. She. thought of the newly erected lodge, +under the roof of which they had promised themselves so much enjoyment. +The fireworks flashed and hissed again before her eyes and ears; the +more lonely she was, the more keenly her imagination brought it all +before her. But she felt herself only the more alone. She no longer +leant upon his arm, and she had no hope ever any more to rest herself +upon it. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"I have been struck with an observation of the young architect. + +"In the case of the creative artist, as in that of the artisan, it is +clear that man is least permitted to appropriate to himself what is most +entirely his own. His works forsake him as the birds forsake the nest in +which they were hatched. + +"The fate of the Architect is the strangest of all in this way. How +often he expends his whole soul, his whole heart and passion, to produce +buildings into which he himself may never enter. The halls of kings owe +their magnificence to him; but he has no enjoyment of them in their +splendor. In the temple he draws a partition line between himself and +the Holy of Holies; he may never more set his foot upon the steps which +he has laid down for the heart-thrilling ceremonial, as the goldsmith +may only adore from far off the _monstrance_ whose enamel and whose +jewels he has himself set together. The builder surrenders to the rich +man, with the key of his palace, all pleasure and all right there, and +never shares with him in the enjoyment of it. And must not art in this +way, step by step, draw off from the artist, when the work, like a child +who is provided for, has no more to fall back upon its father? And what +a power there must be in art itself for its own self-advancing, when it +has been obliged to shape itself almost solely out of what was open to +all, only out of what was the property of every one, and therefore also +of the artist!" + +"There is a conception among old nations which is awful, and may almost +seem terrible. They pictured their forefathers to themselves sitting +round on thrones, in enormous caverns, in silent converse; when a new +comer entered, if he were worthy enough, they rose up, and inclined +their heads to welcome him. Yesterday, as I was sitting in the chapel, +and other carved chairs stood round like that in which I was, the +thought of this came over me with a soft, pleasant feeling. Why cannot +you stay sitting here? I said to myself; stay here sitting meditating +with yourself long, long, long, till at last your friends come, and you +rise up to them, and with a gentle inclination direct them to their +places. The colored window panes convert the day into a solemn twilight; +and some one should set up for us an ever-burning lamp, that the night +might not be utter darkness." + +"We may imagine ourselves in what situation we please, we always +conceive ourselves as _seeing_. I believe men only dream that they may +not cease to see. Some day, perhaps, the inner light will come out from +within us, and we shall not any more require another. + +"The year dies away, the wind sweeps over the stubble, and there is +nothing left to stir under its touch. But the red berries on yonder tall +tree seem as if they would still remind us of brighter things; and the +stroke of the thrasher's flail awakes the thought how much of +nourishment and life lie buried in the sickled ear." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +How strangely, after all this, with the sense so vividly impressed on +her of mutability and perishableness, must Ottilie have been affected by +the news which could not any longer be kept concealed from her, that +Edward had exposed himself to the uncertain chances of war! Unhappily, +none of the observations which she had occasion to make upon it escaped +her. But it is well for us that man can only endure a certain degree of +unhappiness; what is beyond that either annihilates him, or passes by +him, and leaves him apathetic. There are situations in which hope and +fear run together, in which they mutually destroy one another, and lose +themselves in a dull indifference. If it were not so, how could we bear +to know of those who are most dear to us being in hourly peril, and yet +go on as usual with our ordinary everyday life? + +It was therefore as if some good genius was caring for Ottilie, that, +all at once, this stillness, in which she seemed to be sinking from +loneliness and want of occupation, was suddenly invaded by a wild army, +which, while it gave her externally abundance of employment, and so took +her out of herself, at the same time awoke in her the consciousness of +her own power. + +Charlotte's daughter, Luciana, had scarcely left the school and gone out +into the great world; scarcely had she found herself at her aunt's house +in the midst of a large society, than her anxiety to please produced its +effect in really pleasing; and a young, very wealthy man, soon +experienced a passionate desire to make her his own. His large property +gave him a right to have the best of everything for his use, and nothing +seemed to be wanting to him except a perfect wife, for whom, as for the +rest of his good fortune, he should be the envy of the world. + +This incident in her family had been for some time occupying Charlotte. +It had engaged all her attention, and taken up her whole correspondence, +except so far as this was directed to the obtaining news of Edward; so +that latterly Ottilie had been left more than was usual to herself. She +knew, indeed, of an intended visit from Luciana. She had been making +various changes and arrangements in the house in preparation for it; but +she had no notion that it was so near. Letters, she supposed, would +first have to pass, settling the time, and unsettling it; and at last a +final fixing: when the storm broke suddenly over the castle and over +herself. + +Up drove, first, lady's maids and men-servants, their carriage loaded +with trunks and boxes. The household was already swelled to double or to +treble its size, and then appeared the visitors themselves. There was +the great aunt, with Luciana and some of her friends; and then the +bridegroom with some of his friends. The entrance-hall was full of +things--bags, portmanteaus, and leather articles of every sort. The +boxes had to be got out of their covers, and that was infinite trouble; +and of luggage and of rummage there was no end. At intervals, moreover, +there were violent showers, giving rise to much inconvenience. Ottilie +encountered all this confusion with the easiest equanimity, and her +happy talent showed in its fairest light. In a very little time she had +brought things to order, and disposed of them. Every one found his +room--every one hand his things exactly as they wished, and all thought +themselves well attended to, because they were not prevented from +attending on themselves. + +The journey had been long and fatiguing, and they would all have been +glad of a little rest after it. The bridegroom would have liked to pay +his respects to his mother-in-law, express his pleasure, his gratitude, +and so on. But Luciana could not rest. She had now arrived at the +happiness of being able to mount a horse. The bridegroom had beautiful +horses, and mount they must on the spot. Clouds and wind, rain and +storm, they were nothing to Luciana, and now it was as if they only +lived to get wet through, and to dry themselves again. If she took a +fancy to go out walking, she never thought what sort of dress she had +on, or what her shoes were like; she must go and see the grounds of +which she had heard so much; what could not be done on horseback, she +ran through on foot. In a little while she had seen everything, and +given her opinion about everything; and with such rapidity of character +it was not easy to contradict or oppose her. The whole household had +much to suffer, but most particularly the lady's maids, who were at work +from morning to night, washing, and ironing, and stitching. + +As soon as she had exhausted the house and the park, she thought it was +her duty to pay visits all around the neighborhood. Although they rode +and drove fast, "all around the neighborhood" was a goodly distance. The +castle was flooded with return visits, and that they might not miss one +another, it soon came to days being fixed for them. + +Charlotte, in the meantime, with her aunt, and the man of business of +the bridegroom, were occupied in determining about the settlements, and +it was left to Ottilie, with those under her, to take care that all this +crowd of people were properly provided for. Gamekeepers and gardeners, +fishermen and shopdealers, were set in motion, Luciana always showing +herself like the blazing nucleus of a comet with its long tail trailing +behind it. The ordinary amusements of the parties soon became too +insipid for her taste. Hardly would she leave the old people in peace at +the card-table. Whoever could by any means be set moving (and who could +resist the charm of being pressed by her into service?) must up, if not +to dance, then to play at forfeits, or some other game, where they were +to be victimized and tormented. Notwithstanding all that, however, and +although afterward the redemption of the forfeits had to be settled with +herself, yet of those who played with her, never any one, especially +never any man, let him be of what sort he would, went quite empty-handed +away. Indeed, some old people of rank who were there she succeeded in +completely winning over to herself, by having contrived to find out +their birthdays or christening days, and marking them with some +particular celebration. In all this she showed a skill not a little +remarkable. Every one saw himself favored, and each considered himself +to be the one most favored, a weakness of which the oldest person of the +party was the most notably guilty. + +It seemed to be a sort of pride with her that men who had anything +remarkable about them--rank, character, or fame--she must and would gain +for herself. Gravity and seriousness she made give way to her, and, +wild, strange creature as she was, she found favor even with discretion +itself. Not that the young were at all cut short in consequence. +Everybody had his share, his day, his hour, in which she contrived to +charm and to enchain him. It was therefore natural enough that before +long she should have had the Architect in her eye, looking out so +unconsciously as he did from under his long black hair, and standing so +calm and quiet in the background. To all her questions she received +short, sensible answers; but he did not seem inclined to allow himself +to be carried away further, and at last, half provoked, half in malice, +she resolved that she would make him the hero of a day, and so gain him +for her court. + +It was not for nothing that she had brought that quantity of luggage +with her. Much, indeed, had followed her afterward. She had provided +herself with an endless variety of dresses. When it took her fancy she +would change her dress three or four times a day, usually wearing +something of an ordinary kind, but making her appearance suddenly at +intervals in a thorough masquerade dress, as a peasant girl or a +fish-maiden, as a fairy or a flower-girl; and this would go on from +morning till night. Sometimes she would even disguise herself as an old +woman, that her young face might peep out the fresher from under the +cap; and so utterly in this way did she confuse and mix together the +actual and the fantastic, that people thought they were living with a +sort of drawing-room witch. + +But the principal use which she had for these disguises were pantomimic +tableaux and dances, in which she was skilful in expressing a variety of +character. A cavalier in her suite had taught himself to accompany her +action on the piano with the little music which was required; they +needed only to exchange a few words and they at once understood each +other. + +One day, in a pause of a brilliant ball, they were called upon suddenly +to extemporize (it was on a private hint from themselves) one of these +exhibitions. Luciana seemed embarrassed, taken by surprise, and contrary +to her custom let herself be asked more than once. She could not decide +upon her character, desired the party to choose, and asked, like an +improvisatore, for a subject. At last her piano-playing companion, with +whom it had been all previously arranged, sat down at the instrument, +and began to play a mourning march, calling on her to give them the +Artemisia which she had been studying so admirably. She consented; and +after a short absence reappeared, to the sad tender music of the dead +march, in the form of the royal widow, with measured step, carrying an +urn of ashes before her. A large black tablet was borne in after her, +and a carefully cut piece of chalk in a gold pencil case. + +One of her adorers and adjutants, into whose ear she whispered +something, went directly to call the Architect, to desire him, and, if +he would not come, to drag him up, as master-builder, to draw the grave +for the mausoleum, and to tell him at the same time that he was not to +play the statist, but enter earnestly into his part as one of the +performers. + +Embarrassed as the Architect outwardly appeared (for in his black, +close-fitting, modern civilian's dress, he formed a wonderful contrast +with the gauze crape fringes, tinsel tassels, and crown), he very soon +composed himself internally, and the scene became all the more strange. +With the greatest gravity he placed himself in front of the tablet, +which was supported by a couple of pages, and drew carefully an +elaborate tomb, which indeed would have suited better a Lombard than a +Carian prince; but it was in such beautiful proportions, so solemn in +its parts, so full of genius in its decoration, that the spectators +watched it growing with delight, and wondered at it when it was +finished. + +All this time he had not once turned toward the queen, but had given his +whole attention to what he was doing. At last he inclined his head +before her, and signified that he believed he had now fulfilled her +commands. She held the urn out to him, expressing her desire to see it +represented on the top of the monument. He complied, although +unwillingly, as it would not suit the character of the rest of his +design. Luciana was now at last released from her impatience. Her +intention had been by no means to get a scientific drawing out of him. +If he had only made a few strokes, sketched out something which should +have looked like a monument, and devoted the rest of his time to her, it +would have been far more what she had wished, and would have pleased her +a great deal better. His manner of proceeding had thrown her into the +greatest embarrassment. For although in her sorrow, in her directions, +in her gestures, in her approbation of the work as it slowly rose before +her, she had tried to manage some sort of change of expression, and +although she had hung about close to him, only to place herself into +some sort of relation to him, yet he had kept himself throughout too +stiff, so that too often she had been driven to take refuge with her +urn; she had to press it to her heart and look up to heaven, and at +last, a situation of that kind having a necessary tendency to intensify, +she made herself more like a widow of Ephesus than a Queen of Caria. The +representation had to lengthen itself out and became tedious. The +pianoforte player, who had usually patience enough, did not know into +what tune he could escape. He thanked God when he saw the urn standing +on the pyramid, and fell involuntarily as the queen was going to express +her gratitude, into a merry air; by which the whole thing lost its +character, the company, however, being thoroughly cheered up by it, who +forthwith divided, some going up to express their delight and admiration +of the lady for her excellent performance, and some praising the +Architect for his most artistlike and beautiful drawing. + +[Illustration: LUCIANA POSING AS QUEEN ARTEMISIA P. Grotjohann] + +The bridegroom especially paid marked attention to the Architect. "I am +vexed," he said, "that the drawing should be so perishable; you will +permit me, however, to have it taken to my room, where I should much +like to talk to you about it." + +"If it would give you any pleasure," said the Architect, "I can lay +before you a number of highly finished designs for buildings and +monuments of this kind, of which this is but a mere hasty sketch." + +Ottilie was standing at no great distance, and went up to them. "Do not +forget," she said to the Architect, "to take an opportunity of letting +the Baron see your collection. He is a friend of art and of antiquity. I +should like you to become better acquainted." + +Luciana was passing at the moment. "What are they speaking of?" she +asked. + +"Of a collection of works of art," replied the Baron, "which this +gentleman possesses, and which he is good enough to say that he will +show us." + +"Oh, let him bring them immediately," cried Luciana. "You will bring +them, will you not?" she added, in a soft and sweet tone, taking both +his hands in hers. + +"The present is scarcely a fitting time," the Architect answered. + +"What!" Luciana cried, in a tone of authority; "you will not obey the +command of your queen!" and then she begged him again with some piece of +absurdity. + +"Do not be obstinate," said Ottilie, in a scarcely audible voice. + +The Architect left them with a bow, which said neither yes nor no. + +He was hardly gone, when Luciana was flying up and down the saloon with +a greyhound. "Alas!" she exclaimed, as she ran accidentally against her +mother, "am I not an unfortunate creature? I have not brought my monkey +with me. They told me I had better not; but I am sure it was nothing +but the laziness of my people, and it is such a delight to me. But I +will have it brought after me; somebody shall go and fetch it. If I +could only see a picture of the dear creature, it would be a comfort to +me; I certainly will have his picture taken, and it shall never be out +of my sight." + +"Perhaps I can comfort you," replied Charlotte. "There is a whole volume +full of the most wonderful ape faces in the library, which you can have +fetched if you like." + +Luciana shrieked for joy. The great folio was produced instantly. The +sight of these hideous creatures, so like to men, and with the +resemblance even more caricatured by the artist, gave Luciana the +greatest delight. Her amusement with each of the animals, was to find +some one of her acquaintance whom it resembled. "Is that not like my +uncle?" she remorselessly exclaimed; "and here, look, here is my +milliner M., and here is Parson S., and here the image of that +creature--bodily! After all, these monkeys are the real _incroyables_, +and it is inconceivable why they are not admitted into the best +society." + +It was in the best society that she said this, and yet no one took it +ill of her. People had become accustomed to allow her so many liberties +in her prettinesses, that at last they came to allow them in what was +unpretty. + +During this time, Ottilie was talking to the bridegroom; she was looking +anxiously for the return of the Architect, whose serious and tasteful +collection was to deliver the party from the apes; and in the +expectation of it, she had made it the subject of her conversation with +the Baron, and directed his attention on various things which he was to +see. But the Architect stayed away, and when at last he made his +appearance, he lost himself in the crowd, without having brought +anything with him, and without seeming as if he had been asked for +anything. + +For a moment Ottilie became--what shall we call it?--annoyed, put out, +perplexed. She had been saying so much about him--she had promised the +bridegroom an hour of enjoyment after his own heart; and with all the +depth of his love for Luciana, he was evidently suffering from her +present behavior. + +The monkeys had to give place to a collation. Round games followed, and +then more dancing; at last, a general uneasy vacancy, with fruitless +attempts at resuscitating exhausted amusements, which lasted this time, +as indeed they usually did, far beyond midnight. It had already become a +habit with Luciana to be never able to get out of bed in the morning or +into it at night. + +About this time, the incidents noticed in Ottilie's diary become more +rare, while we find a larger number of maxims and sentences drawn from +life and relating to life. It is not conceivable that the larger +proportion of these could have arisen from her own reflection, and most +likely some one had shown her varieties of them, and she had written out +what took her fancy. Many, however, with an internal bearing, can be +easily recognized by the red thread. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We like to look into the future, because the undetermined in it, which +may be affected this or that way, we feel as if we could guide by our +silent wishes in our own favor." + +"We seldom find ourselves in a large party without thinking; the +accident which brings so many here together, should bring our friends to +us as well." + +"Let us live in as small a circle as we will, we are either debtors or +creditors before we have had time to look round." + +"If we meet a person who is under an obligation to us, we remember it +immediately. But how often may we meet people to whom we are, ourselves, +under obligation, without its even occurring to us!" + +"It is nature to communicate one's-self; it is culture to receive what +is communicated as it is given." + +"No one would talk much in society, if he only knew how often he +misunderstands others." + +"One alters so much what one has heard from others in repeating it, only +because one has not understood it." + +"Whoever indulges long in monologue in the presence of others, without +flattering his listeners, provokes ill-will." + +"Every word a man utters provokes the opposite opinion." + +"Argument and flattery are but poor elements out of which to form a +conversation." + +"The pleasantest society is when the members of it have an easy and +natural respect for one another." + +"There is nothing in which people more betray their character than in +what they find to laugh at." + +"The ridiculous arises out of a moral contrast, in which two things are +brought together before the mind in an innocent way." + +"The foolish man often laughs where there is nothing to laugh at. +Whatever touches him, his inner nature comes to the surface." + +"The man of understanding finds almost everything ridiculous; the man of +thought scarcely anything." + +"Some one found fault with an elderly man for continuing to pay +attention to young ladies. 'It is the only means,' he replied, 'of +keeping one's-self young, and everybody likes to do that.'" + +"People will allow their faults to be shown them; they will let +themselves be punished for them; they will patiently endure many things +because of them; they only become impatient when they have to lay them +aside." + +"Certain defects are necessary for the existence of individuality. We +should not be pleased, if old friends were to lay aside certain +peculiarities." + +"There is a saying, 'He will die soon,' when a man acts unlike +himself." + +"What kind of defects may we bear with and even cultivate in ourselves? +Such as rather give pleasure to others than injure them." + +"The passions are defects or excellencies only in excess." + +"Our passions are true phoenixes: as the old burn out, the new straight +rise up out of the ashes." + +"Violent passions are incurable diseases; the means which will cure them +are what first make them thoroughly dangerous." + +"Passion is both raised and softened by confession. In nothing, perhaps, +were the middle way more desirable than in knowing what to say and what +not to say to those we love." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +So swept on Luciana in the social whirlpool, driving the rush of life +along before her. Her court multiplied daily, partly because her +impetuosity roused and attracted so many, partly because she knew how to +attach the rest to her by kindness and attention. Generous she was in +the highest degree; her aunt's affection for her, and her bridegroom's +love, had heaped her with beautiful and costly presents, but she seemed +as if nothing which she had was her own, and as if she did not know the +value of the things which had streamed in upon her. One day she saw a +young lady looking rather poorly dressed by the side of the rest of the +party, and she did not hesitate a moment to take off a rich shawl which +she was wearing and hang it over her--doing it, at the same time, in +such a humorous, graceful way that no one could refuse such a present so +given. One of her courtiers always carried about a purse, with orders, +whatever place they passed through, to inquire there for the most aged +and most helpless persons, and give them relief, at least for the +moment. In this way she gained for herself all round the country a +reputation for charitableness which caused her not a little +inconvenience, attracting about her far too many troublesome sufferers. + +Nothing, however, so much added to her popularity as her steady and +consistent kindness toward an unhappy young man, who shrank from society +because, while otherwise handsome and well-formed, he had lost his right +hand, although with high honor, in action. This mutilation weighed so +heavily upon his spirits, it was so annoying to him, that every new +acquaintance he made had to be told the story of his misfortune, that he +chose rather to shut himself up altogether, devoting himself to reading +and other studious pursuits, and once for all would have nothing more to +do with society. + +She heard of the state of this young man. At once she contrived to +prevail upon him to come to her, first to small parties, then to +greater, and then out into the world with her. She showed more attention +to him than to any other person; particularly she endeavored, by the +services which she pressed upon him, to make him sensible of what he had +lost in laboring herself to supply it. At dinner, she would make him sit +next to her; she cut up his food for him, that he might have to use only +his fork. If people older or of higher rank prevented her from being +close to him, she would stretch her attention across the entire table, +and the servants were hurried off to make up to him what distance +threatened to deprive him of. At last she encouraged him to write with +his left hand. All his attempts he was to address to her and thus, +whether far or near, she always kept herself in correspondence with him. +The young man did not know what had happened to him, and from that +moment a new life opened out before him. + +One may perhaps suppose that such behavior must have caused some +uneasiness to her bridegroom. But, in fact, it was quite the reverse. He +admired her exceedingly for her exertions, and he had the more reason +for feeling entirely satisfied about her, as she had certain features in +her character almost in excess, which kept anything in the slightest +degree dangerous utterly at a distance. She would run about with +anybody, just as she fancied; no one was free from danger of a push or a +pull, or of being made the object of some sort of freak. But no person +ever ventured to do the same to her; no person dared to touch her, or +return, in the remotest degree, any liberty which she had taken herself. +She kept every one within the strictest barriers of propriety in their +behavior to herself, while she, in her own behavior, was every moment +overleaping them. + +On the whole, one might have supposed it had been a maxim with her to +expose herself indifferently to praise or blame, to regard or to +dislike. If in many ways she took pains to gain people, she commonly +herself spoiled all the good she had done, by an ill tongue, which +spared no one. Not a visit was ever paid in the neighborhood, not a +single piece of hospitality was ever shown to herself and her party +among the surrounding castles or mansions, but what, on her return, her +excessive recklessness let it appear that all men and all human things +she was only inclined to see on the ridiculous side. + +There were three brothers who, purely out of compliment to one another, +kept up a good-natured and urbane controversy as to which should marry +first, had been overtaken by old age before they had got the question +settled; here was a little young wife with a great old husband; there, +on the other hand, was a dapper little man and an unwieldy giantess. In +one house, every step one took one stumbled over a child; another, +however many people were crammed into it, never would seem full, because +there were no children there at all. Old husbands (supposing the estate +was not entailed) should get themselves buried as quickly as possible, +that such a thing as a laugh might be heard again in the house. Young +married people should travel: housekeeping did not sit well upon them. +And as she treated the persons, so she treated what belonged to them; +their houses, their furniture, their dinner-services--everything. The +ornaments of the walls of the rooms most particularly provoked her saucy +remarks. From the oldest tapestry to the most modern printed paper; from +the noblest family pictures to the most frivolous new copper-plate: one +as well as the other had to suffer--one as well as the other had to be +pulled in pieces by her satirical tongue, so that, indeed, one had to +wonder how, for twenty miles round, anything continued to exist. + +It was not, perhaps, exactly malice which produced all this +destructiveness; wilfulness and selfishness were what ordinarily set her +off upon it: but a genuine bitterness grew up in her feelings toward +Ottilie. + +She looked down with disdain on the calm, uninterrupted activity of the +sweet girl, which every one had observed and admired; and when something +was said of the care which Ottilie took of the garden and of the +hot-houses, she not only spoke scornfully of it, in affecting to be +surprised, if it were so, at there being neither flowers nor fruit to be +seen, not caring to consider that they were living in the depth of +winter, but every faintest scrap of green, every leaf, every bud which +showed, she chose to have picked every day and squandered on ornamenting +the rooms and tables, and Ottilie and the gardener were not a little +distressed to see their hopes for the next year, and perhaps for a +longer time, destroyed in this wanton recklessness. + +As little would she be content to leave Ottilie to her quiet work at +home, in which she could live with so much comfort. Ottilie must go with +them on their pleasure-parties and sledging-parties; she must be at the +balls which were being got up all about the neighborhood. She was not to +mind the snow, or the cold, or the night-air, or the storm; other people +did not die of such things, and why should she? The delicate girl +suffered not a little from it all, but Luciana gained nothing. For +although Ottilie went about very simply dressed, she was always, at +least so the men thought, the most beautiful person present. A soft +attractiveness gathered them all about her; no matter whereabouts in +the great rooms she was, first or last, it was always the same. Even +Luciana's bridegroom was constantly occupied with her; the more so, +indeed, because he desired her advice and assistance in a matter with +which he was just then engaged. + +He had cultivated the acquaintance of the Architect. On seeing his +collection of works of art, he had taken occasion to talk much with him +on history and on other matters, and especially from seeing the chapel +had learnt to appreciate his talent. The Baron was young and wealthy. He +was a collector; he wished to build. His love for the arts was keen, his +knowledge small. In the Architect he thought that he had found the man +he wanted; that with his assistance there was more than one aim at which +he could arrive at once. He had spoken to his bride of what he wished. +She praised him for it, and was infinitely delighted with the proposal. +But it was more, perhaps, that she might carry off this young man from +Ottilie (for whom she fancied she saw in him a kind of inclination), +than because she thought of applying his talents to any purpose. He had +shown himself, indeed, very ready to help at any of her extemporized +festivities, and had suggested various resources for this thing and +that. But she always thought she understood better than he what should +be done, and as her inventive genius was usually somewhat common, her +designs could be as well executed with the help of a tolerably handy +domestic as with that of the most finished artist. Further than to an +altar on which something was to be offered, or to a crowning, whether of +a living head or of one of plaster of paris, the force of her +imagination could not ascend, when a birthday, or other such occasion, +made her wish to pay some one an especial compliment. + +Ottilie was able to give the Baron the most satisfactory answer to his +inquiries as to the relation of the Architect with their family. +Charlotte had already, as she was aware, been exerting herself to find +some situation for him; had it not been indeed for the arrival of the +party, the young man would have left them immediately on the completion +of the chapel, the winter having brought all building operations to a +standstill; and it was, therefore, most fortunate if a new patron could +be found to assist him, and to make use of his talents. + +Ottilie's own personal position with the Architect was as pure and +unconscious as possible. His agreeable presence, and his industrious +nature, had charmed and entertained her, as the presence of an elder +brother might. Her feelings for him remained at the calm unimpassioned +level of blood relationship. For in her heart there was no room for +more; it was filled to overflowing with love for Edward; only God, who +interpenetrates all things, could share with him the possession of that +heart. + +Meanwhile the winter sank deeper; the weather grew wilder, the roads +more impracticable, and therefore it seemed all the pleasanter to spend +the waning days in agreeable society. With short intervals of ebb, the +crowd from time to time flooded up over the house. Officers found their +way there from distant garrison towns; the cultivated among them being a +most welcome addition, the ruder the inconvenience of every one. Of +civilians too there was no lack; and one day the Count and the Baroness +quite unexpectedly came driving up together. + +Their presence gave the castle the air of a thorough court. The men of +rank and character formed a circle about the Baron, and the ladies +yielded precedence to the Baroness. The surprise at seeing both +together, and in such high spirits, was not allowed to be of long +continuance. It came out that the Count's wife was dead, and the new +marriage was to take place as soon as ever decency would allow it. + +Well did Ottilie remember their first visit, and every word which was +then uttered about marriage and separation, binding and dividing, hope, +expectation, disappointment, renunciation. Here were these two persons, +at that time without prospect for the future, now standing before her, +so near their wished-for happiness, and an involuntary sigh escaped out +of her heart. + +No sooner did Luciana hear that the Count was an amateur of music, than +at once she must get up something of a concert. She herself would sing +and accompany herself on the guitar. It was done. The instrument she did +not play without skill; her voice was agreeable: as for the words one +understood about as little of them as one commonly does when a German +beauty sings to the guitar. However, every one assured her that she had +sung with exquisite expression, and she found quite enough approbation +to satisfy her. A singular misfortune befell her, however, on this +occasion. Among the party there happened to be a poet, whom she hoped +particularly to attach to herself, wishing to induce him to write a song +or two, and address them to her. This evening, therefore, she produced +scarcely anything except songs of his composing. Like the rest of the +party he was perfectly courteous to her, but she had looked for more. +She spoke to him several times, going as near the subject as she dared, +but nothing further could she get. At last, unable to bear it any +longer, she sent one of her train to him, to sound him and find out +whether he had not been delighted to hear his beautiful poems so +beautifully executed. + +"My poems?" he replied, with amazement; "pray excuse me, my dear sir," +he added, "I heard nothing but the vowels, and not all of those; +however, I am in duty bound to express all gratitude for so amiable an +intention." The dandy said nothing and kept his secret; the other +endeavored to get himself out of the scrape by a few well-timed +compliments. She did not conceal her desire to have something of his +which should be written for herself. + +If it would not have been too ill-natured, he might have handed her the +alphabet, to imagine for herself, out of that, such laudatory poem as +would please her, and set it to the first melody that came to hand; but +she was not to escape out of this business without mortification. A +short time after, she had to learn that the very same evening he had +written, at the foot of one of Ottilie's favorite melodies, a most +lovely poem, which was something more than complimentary. + +Luciana, like all persons of her sort, who never can distinguish between +where they show to advantage and where to disadvantage, now determined +to try her fortune in reciting. Her memory was good, but, if the truth +must be told, her execution was spiritless, and she was vehement without +being passionate. She recited ballad stories, and whatever else is +usually delivered in declamation. At the same time she had contracted an +unhappy habit of accompanying what she delivered with gestures, by +which, in a disagreeable way, what is purely epic and lyric is more +confused than connected with the dramatic. + +The Count, a keen-sighted man, soon saw through the party, their +inclinations, dispositions, wishes, and capabilities, and by some means +or other contrived to bring Luciana to a new kind of exhibition, which +was perfectly suited to her. + +"I see here," he said, "a number of persons with fine figures, who would +surely be able to imitate pictorial emotions and postures. Suppose they +were to try, if the thing is new to them, to represent some real and +well-known picture. An imitation of this kind, if it requires some labor +in arrangement, has an inconceivably charming effect." + +Luciana was quick enough in perceiving that here she was on her own +ground entirely. Her fine shape, her well-rounded form, the regularity +and yet expressiveness of her features, her light-brown braided hair, +her long neck--she ran them all over in her mind, and calculated on +their pictorial effects, and if she had only known that her beauty +showed to more advantage when she was still than when she was in motion, +because in the last case certain ungracefulness continually escaped her, +she would have entered even more eagerly than she did into this natural +picture-making. + +They looked out the engravings of celebrated pictures, and the first +which they chose was Van Dyk's Belisarius. A large well-proportioned +man, somewhat advanced in years, was to represent the seated, blind +general. The Architect was to be the affectionate soldier standing +sorrowing before him, there really being some resemblance between them. +Luciana, half from modesty, had chosen the part of the young woman in +the background, counting out some large alms into the palm of his hand, +while an old woman beside her is trying to prevent her, and representing +that she is giving too much. Another woman who is in the act of giving +him something, was not forgotten. Into this and other pictures they +threw themselves with all earnestness. The Count gave the Architect a +few hints as to the best style of arrangement, and he at once set up a +kind of theatre, all necessary pains being taken for the proper lighting +of it. They were already deep in the midst of their preparations, before +they observed how large an outlay what they were undertaking would +require, and that in the country, in the middle of winter, many things +which they required it would be difficult to procure; consequently, to +prevent a stoppage, Luciana had nearly her whole wardrobe cut in pieces, +to supply the various costumes which the original artist had arbitrarily +selected. + +The appointed evening came, and the exhibition was carried out in the +presence of a large assemblage, and to the universal satisfaction. They +had some good music to excite expectation, and the performance opened +with the Belisarius. The figures were so successful, the colors were so +happily distributed, and the lighting managed so skilfully, that they +might really have fancied themselves in another world, only that the +presence of the real instead of the apparent produced a kind of +uncomfortable sensation. + +The curtain fell, and was more than once raised again by general desire. +A musical interlude kept the assembly amused while preparation was +going forward, to surprise them with a picture of a higher stamp; it was +the well-known design of Poussin, Ahasuerus and Esther. This time +Luciana had done better for herself. As the fainting, sinking queen she +had put out all her charms, and for the attendant maidens who were +supporting her, she had cunningly selected pretty, well-shaped figures, +not one among whom, however, had the slightest pretension to be compared +with herself. From this picture, as from all the rest, Ottilie remained +excluded. To sit on the golden throne and represent the Zeus-like +monarch, Luciana had picked out the finest and handsomest man of the +party, so that this picture was really of inimitable perfection. + +For a third they had taken the so-called "Father's Admonition" of +Terburg, and who does not know Wille's admirable engraving of this +picture? One foot thrown over the other, sits a noble knightly-looking +father; his daughter stands before him, to whose conscience he seems to +be addressing himself. She, a fine striking figure, in a folding drapery +of white satin, is only to be seen from behind, but her whole bearing +appears to signify that she is collecting herself. That the admonition +is not too severe, that she is not being utterly put to shame, is to be +gathered from the air and attitude of the father, while the mother seems +as if she were trying to conceal some slight embarrassment--she is +looking into a glass of wine, which she is on the point of drinking. + +Here was an opportunity for Luciana to appear in her highest splendor. +Her back hair, the form of her head, neck, and shoulders, were beyond +all conception beautiful; and the waist, which in the modern antique of +the ordinary dresses of young ladies is hardly visible, showed to the +greatest advantage in all its graceful, slender elegance in the really +old costume. The Architect had contrived to dispose the rich folds of +the white satin with the most exquisite nature, and, without any +question whatever, this living imitation far exceeded the original +picture, and produced universal delight. + +The spectators could never be satisfied with demanding a repetition of +the performance, and the very natural wish to see the face and front of +so lovely a creature, when they had done looking at her from behind, at +last became so decided that a merry impatient young wit cried out aloud +the words one is accustomed to write at the bottom of a page, "Tournez, +s'il vous plait," which was echoed all round the room. + +The performers, however, understood their advantage too well, and had +mastered too completely the idea of these works of art to yield to the +most general clamor. The daughter remained standing in her shame, +without favoring the spectators with the expression of her face. The +father continued to sit in his attitude of admonition, and the mother +did not lift nose or eyes out of the transparent glass, in which, +although she seemed to be drinking, the wine did not diminish. + +We need not describe the number of smaller after-pieces for which had +been chosen Flemish public-house scenes and fair and market days. + +The Count and the Baroness departed, promising to return in the first +happy weeks of their approaching union. And Charlotte now had hopes, +after having endured two weary months of it, of ridding herself of the +rest of the party at the same time. She was assured of her daughter's +happiness, as soon as the first tumult of youth and betrothal should +have subsided in her; for the bridegroom considered himself the most +fortunate person in the world. His income was large, his disposition +moderate and rational, and now he found himself further wonderfully +favored in the happiness of becoming the possessor of a young lady with +whom all the world must be charmed. He had so peculiar a way of +referring everything to her, and only to himself through her, that it +gave him an unpleasant feeling when any newly-arrived person did not +devote himself heart and soul to her, and was far from flattered if, as +occasionally happened, particularly with elderly men, he neglected her +for a close intimacy with himself. Every thing was settled about the +Architect. On New Year's day he was to follow him and spend the Carnival +at his house in the city, where Luciana was promising herself infinite +happiness from a repetition of her charmingly successful pictures, as +well as from a hundred other things; all the more as her aunt and her +bridegroom seemed to make so light of the expense which was required for +her amusements. + +And now they were to break up. But this could not be managed in an +ordinary way. They were one day making fun of Charlotte aloud, declaring +that they would soon have eaten out her winter stores, when the nobleman +who had represented Belisarius, being fortunately a man of some wealth, +carried away by Luciana's charms to which he had been so long devoting +himself, cried out unthinkingly, "Why not manage then in the Polish +fashion? You come now and eat up me, and then we will go on round the +circle." No sooner said than done. Luciana willed that it should be so. +The next day they all packed up and the swarm alighted on a new +property. There indeed they found room enough, but few conveniences and +no preparations to receive them. Out of this arose many _contretemps_, +which entirely enchanted Luciana; their life became ever wilder and +wilder. Huge hunting-parties were set on foot in the deep snow, attended +with every sort of disagreeableness; women were not allowed to excuse +themselves any more than men, and so they trooped on, hunting and +riding, sledging and shouting, from one place to another, till at last +they approached the residence, and there the news of the day and the +scandals and what else forms the amusement of people at courts and +cities gave the imagination another direction, and Luciana with her +train of attendants (her aunt had gone on some time before) swept at +once into a new sphere of life. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"We accept every person in the world as that for which he gives himself +out, only he must give himself out for something. We can put up with the +unpleasant more easily than we can endure the insignificant. + +"We venture upon anything in society except only what involves a +consequence. + +"We never learn to know people when they come to us: we must go to them +to find out how things stand with them. + +"I find it almost natural that we should see many faults in visitors, +and that directly they are gone we should judge them not in the most +amiable manner. For we have, so to say, a right to measure them by our +own standard. Even cautious, sensible men can scarcely keep themselves +in such cases from being sharp censors. + +"When, on the contrary, we are staying at the houses of others, when we +have seen them in the midst of all their habits and environments among +those necessary conditions from which they cannot escape, when we have +seen how they affect those about them, and how they adapt themselves to +their circumstances, it is ignorance nay, worse, it is ill-will, to find +ridiculous what in more than one sense has a claim on our respect. + +"That which we call politeness and good breeding effects what otherwise +can only be obtained by violence, or not even by that. + +"Intercourse with women is the element of good manners. + +"How can the character, the individuality, of a man co-exist with polish +of manner? + +"The individuality can only be properly made prominent through good +manners. Every one likes what has something in it, only it not be a +disagreeable something. + +"In life generally, and in society, no one has such high advantages as +a well-cultivated soldier. + +"The rudest fighting people at least do not go out of their character, +and generally behind the roughness there is a certain latent good humor, +so that in difficulties it is possible to get on, even with them. + +"No one is more intolerable than an underbred civilian. From him one has +a right to look for a delicacy, as he has no rough work to do. + +"When we are living with people who have a delicate sense of propriety, +we are in misery on their account when anything unbecoming is committed. +So I always feel for and with Charlotte, when a person is tipping his +chair. She cannot endure it. + +"No one would ever come into a mixed party with spectacles on his nose, +if he did but know that at once we women lose all pleasure in looking at +him or listening to what he has to say. + +"Free-and-easiness, where there ought to be respect, is always +ridiculous. No one would put his hat down when he had scarcely paid the +ordinary compliments if he knew how comical it looks. + +"There is no outward sign of courtesy that does not rest on a deep moral +foundation. The proper education would be that which communicated the +sign and the foundation of it at the same time. + +"Behavior is a mirror in which every one displays his own image. + +"There is a courtesy of the heart. It is akin to love. Out of it arises +the purest courtesy in the outward behavior. + +"A freely offered homage is the most beautiful of all relations. And how +were that possible without love? + +"We are never further from our wishes than when we imagine that we +possess what we have desired. + +"No one is more a slave than the man who thinks himself free while he +is not. + +"A man has only to declare that he is free, and the next moment he feels +the conditions to which he is subject. Let him venture to declare that +he is under conditions, and then he will feel that he is free. + +"Against great advantages in another, there are no means of defending +ourselves except love. + +"There is something terrible in the sight of a highly-gifted man lying +under obligations to a fool. + +"'No man is a hero to his valet,' the proverb says. But that is only +because it requires a hero to recognize a hero. The valet will probably +know how to value the valet-hero. + +"Mediocrity has no greater consolation than in the thought that genius +is not immortal. + +"The greatest men are connected with their own century always through +some weakness. + +"One is apt to regard people as more dangerous than they are. + +"Fools and modest people are alike innocuous. It is only your half-fools +and your half-wise who are really and truly dangerous. + +"There is no better deliverance from the world than through art; and a +man can form no surer bond with it than through art. + +"Alike in the moment of our highest fortune and our deepest necessity, +we require the artist. + +"The business of art is with the difficult and the good. + +"To see the difficult easily handled, gives us the feeling of the +impossible. + +"Difficulties increase the nearer we are to our end. + +"Sowing is not so difficult as reaping." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The very serious discomfort which this visit had caused to Charlotte was +in some way compensated to her through the fuller insight which it had +enabled her to gain into her daughter's character. In this, her +knowledge of the world was of no slight service to her. It was not the +first time that so singular a character had come across her, although +she had never seen any in which the unusual features were so largely +developed; and she had had experience enough to show her that such +persons, after having felt the discipline of life, after having gone +through something of it, and been in intercourse with older people, may +come out at last really charming and amiable; the selfishness may soften +and eager restless activity find a definite direction for itself. And +therefore, as a mother, Charlotte was able to endure the appearance of +symptoms which for others might perhaps have been unpleasing, from a +sense that where strangers only desire to enjoy, or at least not to have +their taste offended, the business of parents is rather to hope. + +After her daughter's departure, however, she had to be pained in a +singular and unlooked-for manner, in finding that, not so much through +what there really was objectionable in her behavior, as through what was +good and praiseworthy in it, she had left an ill report of herself +behind her. Luciana seemed to have prescribed it as a rule to herself +not only to be merry with the merry, but miserable with the miserable; +and in order to give full swing to the spirit of contradiction in her, +often to make the happy, uncomfortable, and the sad, cheerful. In every +family among whom she came, she inquired after such members of it as +were ill or infirm, and unable to appear in society. She would go to see +them in their rooms, enact the physician, and insist on prescribing +powerful doses for them out of her own traveling medicine-chest, which +she constantly took with her in her carriage; her attempted cures, as +may be supposed, either succeeding or failing as chance happened to +direct. + +In this sort of benevolence she was thoroughly cruel, and would listen +to nothing that was said to her, because she was convinced that she was +managing admirably. One of these attempts of hers on the moral side +failed very disastrously, and this it was which gave Charlotte so much +trouble, inasmuch as it involved consequences and every one was talking +about it. She never had heard of the story till Luciana was gone; +Ottilie, who had made one of the party present at the time, had to give +her a circumstantial account of it. + +One of several daughters of a family of rank had the misfortune to have +caused the death of one of her younger sisters; it had destroyed her +peace of mind, and she had never been properly herself since. She lived +in her own room, occupying herself and keeping quiet; and she could only +bear to see the members of her own family when they came one by one. If +there were several together, she suspected at once that they were making +reflections upon her, and upon her condition. To each of them singly she +would speak rationally enough, and talk freely for an hour at a time. + +Luciana had heard of this, and had secretly determined with herself, as +soon as she got into the house, that she would forthwith work a miracle, +and restore the young lady to society. She conducted herself in the +matter more prudently than usual, managed to introduce herself alone to +the poor sick-souled girl, and, as far as people could understand, had +wound her way into her confidence through music. At last came her fatal +mistake; wishing to make a scene, and fancying that she had sufficiently +prepared her for it, one evening she suddenly introduced the beautiful +pale creature into the midst of the brilliant, glittering assembly; and +perhaps, even then, the attempt might not have so utterly failed, had +not the crowd themselves, between curiosity and apprehension, conducted +themselves so unwisely, first gathering about the invalid, and then +shrinking from her again; and with their whispers, and shaking their +heads together, confusing and agitating her. Her delicate sensibility +could not endure it. With a dreadful shriek, which expressed, as it +seemed, a horror at some monster that was rushing upon her, she fainted. +The crowd fell back in terror on every side, and Ottilie had been one of +those who had carried back the sufferer utterly insensible to her room. + +Luciana meanwhile, just like herself, had been reading an angry lecture +to the rest of the party, without reflecting for a moment that she +herself was entirely to blame, and without letting herself be deterred +by this and other failures, from going on with her experimentalizing. + +The state of the invalid herself had since that time become more and +more serious; indeed, the disorder had increased to such a degree that +the poor thing's parents were unable to keep her any longer at home, and +had been forced to confide her to the care of a public institution. +Nothing remained for Charlotte, except, by the delicacy of her own +attention to the family, in some degree to alleviate the pain which had +been occasioned by her daughter. On Ottilie, the thing made a deep +impression. She felt the more for the unhappy girl, as she was +convinced, she did not attempt to deny it to Charlotte, that by a +careful treatment the disorder might have been unquestionably removed. + +So there came, too, as it often happens, that we dwell more on past +disagreeables than on past agreeables, a slight misunderstanding to be +spoken of, which had led Ottilie to a wrong judgment of the Architect, +when he did not choose to produce his collection that evening, although +she had so eagerly begged him to produce it. His practical refusal had +remained, ever since, hanging about her heart, she herself could not +tell why. Her feelings about the matter were undoubtedly just; what a +young lady like Ottilie could desire, a young man like the Architect +ought not to have refused. The latter, however, when she took occasion +to give him a gentle reproof for it, had a very valid excuse to offer +for himself. + +"If you knew," he said, "how roughly even cultivated people allow +themselves to handle the most valuable works of art, you would forgive +me for not producing mine among the crowd. No one will take the trouble +to hold a medal by the rim. They will finger the most beautiful +impressions, and the smoothest surfaces; they will take the rarest coins +between the thumb and forefinger, and rub them up and down, as if they +were testing the execution with the touch. Without remembering that a +large sheet of paper ought to be held in two hands, they will lay hold, +with one, of an invaluable proof-engraving of some drawing which cannot +be replaced, like a conceited politician laying hold of a newspaper, and +passing judgment by anticipation, as he is cutting the pages, on the +occurrences of the world. Nobody cares to recollect that if twenty +people, one after the other, treat a work of art in this way, the +one-and-twentieth will not find much to see there." + +"Have not I often vexed you in this way?" asked Ottilie. "Have not I, +through my carelessness, many times injured your treasures?" + +"Never once," answered the Architect, "never. For you it would be +impossible. In you the right thing is innate." + +"In any case," replied Ottilie, "it would not be a bad plan, if in the +next edition of the book of good manners, after the chapters which tell +us how we ought to eat and drink in company, a good circumstantial +chapter were inserted, telling how to behave among works of art and in +museums." + +"Undoubtedly," said the Architect; "and then curiosity-collectors and +amateurs would be better contented to show their valuable treasures to +the world." + +Ottilie had long, long forgiven him; but as he seemed to have taken her +reproof sorely to heart, and assured her again and again that he would +gladly produce everything--that he was delighted to do anything for +his friends--she felt that she had wounded his feelings, and that she +owed him some compensation. It was not easy for her, therefore, to give +an absolute refusal to a request which he made her in the conclusion of +this conversation, although when she called her heart into counsel about +it, she did not see how she could allow herself to do what he wished. + +The circumstances of the matter were these: Ottilie's exclusion from the +picture-exhibition by Luciana's jealousy had irritated him in the +highest degree; and at the same time he had observed with regret, that +at this, the most brilliant part of all the amusements at the castle, +ill health had prevented Charlotte from being more than rarely present; +and now he did not wish to go away without some additional proof of his +gratitude, which, for the honor of one and the entertainment of the +other, should take the thoughtful and attractive form of preparing a far +more beautiful exhibition than any of those which had preceded it. +Perhaps, too, unknown to himself, another secret motive was working on +him. It was so hard for him to leave the house, and to leave the family. +It seemed impossible to him to go away from Ottilie's eyes, under the +calm, sweet, gentle glance of which the latter part of the time he had +been living almost entirely alone. + +The Christmas holidays were approaching; and it became at once clear to +him that the very thing which he wanted was a representation with real +figures of one of those pictures of the scene in the stable--a sacred +exhibition such as at this holy season good Christians delight to offer +to the divine Mother and her Child, of the manner in which she, in her +seeming lowliness, was honored first by the shepherds and afterward by +kings. + +He had thoroughly brought before himself how such a picture should be +contrived. A fair, lovely child was found, and there would be no lack of +shepherds and shepherdesses. But without Ottilie the thing could not be +done. The young man had exalted her in his design to be the mother of +God, and if she refused, there was no question but the undertaking must +fall to the ground. Ottilie, half embarrassed at the proposal, referred +him and his request to Charlotte. The latter gladly gave her permission, +and lent her assistance in overcoming and overpersuading Ottilie's +hesitation in assuming so sacred a personality. The Architect worked day +and night, that by Christmas-eve everything might be ready. + +Day and night, indeed, in the literal sense. At all times he was a man +who had but few necessities; and Ottilie's presence seemed to be to him +in the place of all delicacies. When he was working for her, it was as +if he required no sleep; when he was busy about her, as if he could do +without food. Accordingly, by the hour of the evening solemnity, all was +completed. He had found the means of collecting some well-toned wind +instruments to form an introduction, and produce the desired temper of +thought and feeling. But when the curtain rose, Charlotte was taken +completely by surprise. The picture which presented itself to her had +been repeated so often in the world, that one could scarcely have +expected any new impression to be produced. But here, the reality as +representing the picture had its especial advantages. The whole space +was the color rather of night than of twilight, and there was nothing +even of the details of the scene which was obscure. The inimitable idea +that all the light should proceed from the child, the artist had +contrived to carry out by an ingenious method of illumination which was +concealed by the figures in the foreground, who were all in shadow. +Bright looking boys and girls were standing around, their fresh faces +sharply lighted from below; and there were angels too, whose own +brilliancy grew pale before the divine, whose ethereal bodies showed dim +and dense, and needing other light in the presence of the body of the +divine humanity. By good fortune the infant had fallen asleep in the +loveliest attitude, so that nothing disturbed the contemplation when +the eye rested on the seeming mother, who with infinite grace had +lifted off a veil to reveal her hidden treasure. At this moment the +picture seemed to have been caught, and there to have remained fixed. +Physically dazzled, mentally surprised, the people round appeared to +have just moved to turn away their half-blinded eyes, to be glancing +again toward the child with curious delight, and to be showing more +wonder and pleasure than awe and reverence--although these emotions were +not forgotten, and were to be traced upon the features of some of the +older spectators. + +But Ottilie's figure, expression, attitude, glance, excelled all which +any painter has ever represented. A man who had true knowledge of art, +and had seen this spectacle, would have been in fear lest any portion of +it should move; he would have doubted whether anything could ever so +much please him again. Unluckily, there was no one present who could +comprehend the whole of this effect. The Architect alone, who, as a +tall, slender shepherd, was looking in from the side over those who were +kneeling, enjoyed, although he was not in the best position for seeing, +the fullest pleasure. And who can describe the mien of the new-made +queen of heaven? The purest humility, the most exquisite feeling of +modesty, at the great honor which had undeservedly been bestowed upon +her, with indescribable and immeasurable happiness, was displayed upon +her features, expressing as much her own personal emotion as that of the +character which she was endeavoring to represent. + +Charlotte was delighted with the beautiful figures; but what had most +effect on her was the child. Her eyes filled with tears, and her +imagination presented to her in the liveliest colors the hope that she +might soon have such another darling creature on her own lap. + +They had let down the curtain, partly to give the exhibitors some little +rest, partly to make an alteration in the exhibition. The artist had +proposed to himself to transmute the first scene of night and lowliness +into a picture of splendor and glory; and for this purpose had prepared +a blaze of light to fall in from every side, which this interval was +required to kindle. + +Ottilie, in the semi-theatrical position in which she found herself, had +hitherto felt perfectly at her ease, because, with the exception of +Charlotte and a few members of the household, no one had witnessed this +devout piece of artistic display. She was, therefore, in some degree +annoyed when in the interval she learnt that a stranger had come into +the saloon, and had been warmly received by Charlotte. Who it was no one +was able to tell her. She therefore made up her mind not to produce a +disturbance, and to go on with her character. Candles and lamps blazed +out, and she was surrounded by splendor perfectly infinite. The curtain +rose. It was a sight to startle the spectators. The whole picture was +one blaze of light; and instead of the full depth of shadow, there now +were only the colors left remaining, which, from the skill with which +they had been selected, produced a gentle softening of tone. Looking out +under her long eyelashes, Ottilie perceived the figure of a man sitting +by Charlotte. She did not recognize him; but the voice she fancied was +that of the Assistant at the school. A singular emotion came over her. +How many things had happened since she last heard the voice of him, her +kind instructor. Like a flash of forked lightning the stream of her joys +and her sorrow rushed swiftly before her soul, and the question rose in +her heart: Dare you confess, dare you acknowledge it all to him? If not, +how little can you deserve to appear before him under this sainted form; +and how strange must it not seem to him who has only known you as your +natural self to see you now under this disguise? In an instant, swift as +thought, feeling and reflection began to clash and gain within her. Her +eyes filled with tears, while she forced herself to continue to appear +as a motionless figure, and it was a relief, indeed, to her when the +child began to stir--and the artist saw himself compelled to give the +sign that the curtain should fall again. + +If the painful feeling of being unable to meet a valued friend had, +during the last few moments, been distressing Ottilie in addition to her +other emotions, she was now in still greater embarrassment. Was she to +present herself to him in this strange disguise? or had she better +change her dress? She did not hesitate--she did the last; and in the +interval she endeavored to collect and to compose herself; nor did she +properly recover her self-possession until at last, in her ordinary +costume, she had welcomed the new visitor. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +In so far as the Architect desired the happiness of his kind +patronesses, it was a pleasure to him, now that at last he was obliged +to go, to know that he was leaving them in good society with the +estimable Assistant. At the same time, however, when he thought of their +goodness in its relation to himself, he could not help feeling it a +little painful to see his place so soon, and as it seemed to his +modesty, so well, so completely supplied. He had lingered and lingered, +but now he forced himself away; what, after he was gone, he must endure +as he could, at least he could not stay to witness with his own eyes. + +To the great relief of this half-melancholy feeling, the ladies at his +departure made him a present of a waistcoat, upon which he had watched +them both for some time past at work, with a silent envy of the +fortunate unknown, to whom it was by-and-by to belong. Such a present is +the most agreeable which a true-hearted man can receive; for while he +thinks of the unwearied play of the beautiful fingers at the making of +it, he cannot help flattering himself that in so long-sustained a labor +the feeling could not have remained utterly without an interest in its +accomplishment. + +The ladies had now a new visitor to entertain, for whom they felt a real +regard, and whose stay with them it would be their endeavor to make as +agreeable as they could. There is in all women a peculiar circle of +inward interests, which remain always the same, and from which nothing +in the world can divorce them. In outward social intercourse, on the +other hand, they will gladly and easily allow themselves to take their +tone from the person with whom at the moment they are occupied; and thus +by a mixture of impassiveness and susceptibility, by persisting and by +yielding, they continue to keep the government to themselves, and no man +in the cultivated world can ever take it from them. + +The Architect, following at the same time his own fancy and his own +inclination, had been exerting himself and putting out his talents for +their gratification and for the purposes of his friends; and business +and amusement, while he was with them, had been conducted in this +spirit, and directed to the ends which most suited his taste. But now in +a short time, through the presence of the Assistant, quite another sort +of life was commenced. His great gift was to talk well, and to treat in +his conversation of men and human relations, particularly in reference +to the cultivation of young people. Thus arose a very perceptible +contrast to the life which had been going on hitherto, all the more as +the Assistant could not entirely approve of their having interested +themselves in such subjects so exclusively. + +Of the impersonated picture which received him on his arrival, he never +said a single word. On the other hand, when they took him to see the +church and the chapel with their new decorations, expecting to please +him as much as they were pleased themselves, he did not hesitate to +express a very contrary opinion about it. + +"This mixing up of the holy with the sensuous," he said, "is anything +but pleasing to my taste; I cannot like men to set apart certain special +places, consecrate them, and deck them out, that by so doing they may +nourish in themselves a temper of piety. No ornaments, not even the very +simplest, should disturb in us that sense of the Divine Being which +accompanies us wherever we are, and can consecrate every spot into a +temple. What pleases me is to see a home-service of God held in the +saloon where people come together to eat, where they have their +parties, and amuse themselves with games and dances. The highest, the +most excellent in men, has no form; and one should be cautious how one +gives it any form except noble action." + +Charlotte, who was already generally acquainted with his mode of +thinking, and, in the short time he had been at the castle, had already +probed it more deeply, found something also which he might do for her in +his own department; and she had her garden-children, whom the Architect +had reviewed shortly before his departure, marshalled up into the great +saloon. In their bright, clean uniforms, with their regular orderly +movement, and their own natural vivacity, they looked exceedingly well. +The Assistant examined them in his own way, and by a variety of +questions, and by the turns which he gave them, soon brought to light +the capacities and dispositions of the children; and without its seeming +so, in the space of less than one hour he had really given them +important instruction and assistance. + +"How did you manage that?" asked Charlotte, as the children marched +away. "I listened with all my attention. Nothing was brought forward +except things which were quite familiar, and yet I cannot tell the least +how I should begin to bring them to be discussed in so short a time so +methodically, with all this questioning and answering." + +"Perhaps," replied the Assistant, "we ought to make a secret of the +tricks of our own handicraft. However, I will not hide from you one very +simple maxim, with the help of which you may do this, and a great deal +more than this. Take any subject, a substance, an idea, whatever you +like; keep fast hold of it; make yourself thoroughly acquainted with it +in all its parts, and then it will be easy for you, in conversation, to +find out, with a mass of children, how much about it has already +developed itself in them; what requires to be stimulated, what to be +directly communicated. The answers to your questions may be as +unsatisfactory as they will, they may wander wide of the mark; if you +only take care that your counter-question shall draw their thoughts and +senses inwards again; if you do not allow yourself to be driven from +your own position--the children will at last reflect, comprehend, learn +only what the teacher desires them to learn, and the subject will be +presented to them in the light in which he wishes them to see it. The +greatest mistake which he can make is to allow himself to be run away +with from the subject; not to know how to keep fast to the point with +which he is engaged. Do you try this on your own account the next time +the children come; you will find you will be greatly entertained by it +yourself." + +"That is very good," said Charlotte. "The right method of teaching is +the reverse, I see, of what we must do in life. In society we must keep +the attention long upon nothing, and in instruction the first +commandment is to permit no dissipation of it." + +"Variety, without dissipation, were the best motto for both teaching and +life, if this desirable equipoise were easy to be preserved," said the +Assistant; and he was going on further with the subject, when Charlotte +called out to him to look again at the children, whose merry troop were +at the moment moving across the court. He expressed his satisfaction at +seeing them wearing a uniform. "Men," he said, "should wear a uniform +from their childhood upwards. They have to accustom themselves to work +together; to lose themselves among their equals; to obey in masses, and +to work on a large scale. Every kind of uniform, moreover, generates a +military habit of thought, and a smart, straight-forward carriage. All +boys are born soldiers, whatever you do with them. You have only to +watch them at their mock fights and games, their storming parties and +scaling parties." + +"On the other hand, you will not blame me," replied Ottilie, "if I do +not insist with my girls on such unity of costume. When I introduce them +to you, I hope to gratify you by a parti-colored mixture." + +"I approve of that, entirely," replied the other. "Women should go about +in every sort of variety of dress; each following her own style and her +own likings, that each may learn to feel what sits well upon her and +becomes her. And for a more weighty reason as well--because it is +appointed for them to stand alone all their lives, and work alone." + +"That seems to me to be a paradox," answered Charlotte. "Are we then to +be never anything for ourselves?" + +"O, yes!" replied the Assistant. "In respect of other women assuredly. +But observe a young lady as a lover, as a bride, as a housewife, as a +mother. She always stands isolated. She is always alone, and will be +alone. Even the most empty-headed woman is in the same case. Each one of +them excludes all others. It is her nature to do so; because of each one +of them is required everything which the entire sex have to do. With a +man it is altogether different. He would make a second man if there were +none. But a woman might live to an eternity, without even so much as +thinking of producing a duplicate of herself." + +"One has only to say the truth in a strange way," said Charlotte, "and +at last the strangest thing will seem to be true. We will accept what is +good for us out of your observations, and yet as women we will hold +together with women, and do common work with them too; not to give the +other sex too great an advantage over us. Indeed, you must not take it +ill of us, if in future we come to feel a little malicious satisfaction +when our lords and masters do not get on in the very best way together." + +With much care, this wise, sensible person went on to examine more +closely how Ottilie proceeded with her little pupils, and expressed his +marked approbation of it. "You are entirely right," he said, "in +directing these children only to what they can immediately and usefully +put in practice. Cleanliness, for instance, will accustom them to wear +their clothes with pleasure to themselves; and everything is gained if +they can be induced to enter into what they do with cheerfulness and +self-reflection." + +In other ways he found, to his great satisfaction, that nothing had been +done for outward display; but all was inward, and designed to supply +what was indispensably necessary. "In how few words," he cried, "might +the whole business of education be summed up, if people had but ears to +hear!" + +"Will you try whether I have any ears?" said Ottilie, smiling. + +"Indeed I will," answered he, "only you must not betray me. Educate the +boys to be servants, and the girls to be mothers, and everything is as +it should be." + +"To be mothers?" replied Ottilie. "Women would scarcely think that +sufficient. They have to look forward, without being mothers, to going +out into service. And, indeed, our young men think themselves a great +deal too good for servants. One can see easily, in every one of them, +that he holds himself far fitter to be a master." + +"And for that reason we should say nothing about it to them," said the +Assistant. "We flatter ourselves on into life; but life flatters not us. +How many men would like to acknowledge at the outset, what at the end +they must acknowledge whether they like it or not? But let us leave +these considerations, which do not concern us here. + +"I consider you very fortunate in having been able to go so methodically +to work with your pupils. If your very little ones run about with their +dolls, and stitch together a few petticoats for them; if the elder +sisters will then take care of the younger, and the whole household know +how to supply its own wants, and one member of it help the others, the +further step into life will not then be great, and such a girl will find +in her husband what she has lost in her parents. + +"But among the higher ranks the problem is a sorely intricate one. We +have to provide for higher, finer, more delicate relations; especially +for such as arise out of society. We are, therefore, obliged to give our +pupils an outward cultivation. It is indispensable, it is necessary, and +it may be really valuable, if we do not overstep the proper measure in +it. Only it is so easy, while one is proposing to cultivate the +children for a wider circle, to drive them out into the indefinite, +without keeping before our eyes the real requisites of the inner nature. +Here lies the problem which more or less must be either solved or +blundered over by all educators. + +"Many things, with which we furnish our scholars at the school, do not +please me; because experience tells me of how little service they are +likely to be in after-life. How much is in a little while stripped off; +how much at once committed to oblivion, as soon as the young lady finds +herself in the position of a housewife or a mother! + +"In the meantime, since I have devoted myself to this occupation, I +cannot but entertain a devout hope that one day, with the companionship +of some faithful helpmate, I may succeed in cultivating purely in my +pupils that, and that only, which they will require when they pass out +into the field of independent activity and self-reliance; that I may be +able to say to myself, in this sense is their education completed. +Another education there is indeed which will again speedily recommence, +and work on well nigh through all the years of our life--the education +which circumstances will give us, if we do not give it to ourselves." + +How true Ottilie felt were these words! What had not a passion, little +dreamed of before, done to educate her in the past year! What trials did +she not see hovering before her if she looked forward only to the +next--to the very next, which was now so near! + +It was not without a purpose that the young man had spoken of a +helpmate--of a wife; for with all his diffidence, he could not refrain +from thus remotely hinting at his own wishes. A number of circumstances +and accidents, indeed, combined to induce him on this visit to approach +a few steps toward his aim. + +The Lady Superior of the school was advanced in years. She had been +already for some time looking about among her fellow-laborers, male and +female, for some person whom she could take into partnership with +herself, and at last had made proposals to the Assistant, in whom she +had the highest ground for feeling confidence. He was to conduct the +business of the school with herself. He was to work with her in it, as +if it was his own; and after her death, as her heir, to enter upon it as +sole proprietor. + +The principal thing now seemed to be, that he should find a wife who +would cooperate with him. Ottilie was secretly before his eyes and +before his heart. A number of difficulties suggested themselves, and yet +again there were favorable circumstances on the other side to +counterbalance them. Luciana had left the school; Ottilie could +therefore return with the less difficulty. Of the affair with Edward, +some little had transpired. It passed, however, as many such things do, +as a matter of indifference, and this very circumstance might make it +desirable that she should leave the castle. And yet, perhaps, no +decision would have been arrived at, no step would have been taken, had +not an unexpected visit given a special impulse to his hesitation. The +appearance of remarkable people, in any and every circle, can never be +without its effects. + +The Count and the Baroness, who often found themselves asked for their +opinion, almost every one being in difficulty about the education of +their children, as to the value of the various schools, had found it +desirable to make themselves particularly acquainted with this one, +which was generally so well spoken of; and under their present +circumstances, they were more easily able to carry on these inquiries in +company. + +The Baroness, however, had something else in view as well. While she was +last at the castle, she had talked over with Charlotte the whole affair +of Edward and Ottilie. She had insisted again and again that Ottilie +must be sent away. She tried every means to encourage Charlotte to do +it, and to keep her from being frightened by Edward's threats. Several +modes of escape from the difficulty were suggested. Accidentally the +school was mentioned, and the Assistant and his incipient passion, +which made the Baroness more resolved than ever to pay her intended +visit there. + +She went; she made acquaintance with the Assistant; looked over the +establishment, and spoke of Ottilie. The Count also spoke with much +interest of her, having in his recent visit learnt to know her better. +She had been drawn toward him; indeed, she had felt attracted by him; +believing that she could see, that she could perceive in his solid, +substantial conversation, something to which hitherto she had been an +entire stranger. In her intercourse with Edward, the world had been +utterly forgotten; in the presence of the Count, the world appeared +first worth regarding. The attraction was mutual. The Count conceived a +liking for Ottilie; he would have been glad to have had her for a +daughter. Thus a second time, and worse than the first time, she was in +the way of the Baroness. Who knows what, in times when passions ran +hotter than they do now-a-days, this lady might not have devised against +her? As things were, it was enough if she could get her married, and +render her more innocuous for the future to the peace of mind of married +women. She therefore artfully urged the Assistant, in a delicate, but +effective manner, to set out on a little excursion to the castle; where +his plans and his wishes, of which he made no secret to the lady, he +might forthwith take steps to realize. + +With the fullest consent of the Superior he started off on his +expedition, and in his heart he nourished good hopes of success. He knew +that Ottilie was not ill-disposed toward him; and although it was true +there was some disproportion of rank between them, yet distinctions of +this kind were fast disappearing in the temper of the time. Moreover, +the Baroness had made him perceive clearly that Ottilie must always +remain a poor, portionless maiden. To be related to a wealthy family, it +was said, could be of service to nobody. For even with the largest +property, men have a feeling that it is not right to deprive of any +considerable sum, those who, as standing in a nearer degree of +relationship, appear to have a fuller right to possession; and really +it is a strange thing, that the immense privilege which a man has of +disposing of his property after his death, he so very seldom uses for +the benefit of those whom he loves, only out of regard to established +usage appearing to consider those who would inherit his estate from him, +supposing he made no will at all. + +Thus, while on his journey, he grew to feel himself entirely on a level +with Ottilie. A favorable reception raised his hopes. He found Ottilie +indeed not altogether so open with him as usual, but she was +considerably matured, more developed, and, if you please, generally more +conversible than he had known her. She was ready to give him the fullest +insight into many things which were in any way connected with his +profession; but when he attempted to approach his proper object, a +certain inward shyness always held him back. + +Once, however, Charlotte gave him an opportunity for saying something. +In Ottilie's presence she said to him, "Well now, you have looked +closely enough into everything which is going forward in my circle. How +do you find Ottilie? You had better say while she is here." + +Hereupon the Assistant signified, with a clear perception and composed +expression, how that, in respect of a freer carriage, of an easier +manner in speaking, of a higher insight into the things of the world, +which showed itself more in actions than in words, he found Ottilie +altered much for the better; but that he still believed it might be of +serious advantage to her if she would go back for some little time to +the school, in order methodically and thoroughly to make her own forever +what the world was only imparting to her in fragments and pieces, rather +perplexing her than satisfying her, and often too late to be of service. +He did not wish to be prolix about it. Ottilie herself knew best how +much method and connection there was in the style of instruction out of +which, in that case, she would be taken. + +Ottilie had nothing to say against this; she could not acknowledge what +it was which these words made her feel, because she was hardly able to +explain it to herself. It seemed to her as if nothing in the world was +disconnected so long as she thought of the one person whom she loved; +and she could not conceive how, without him, anything could be connected +at all. + +Charlotte replied to the proposal with a wise kindness. She said that +she herself, as well as Ottilie, had long desired her return to the +school. At that time, however, the presence of so dear a companion and +helper had become indispensable to herself; still she would offer no +obstacle at some future period, if Ottilie continued to wish it, to her +going back there for such a time as would enable her to complete what +she had begun, and to make entirely her own what had been interrupted. + +The Assistant listened with delight to this qualified assent. Ottilie +did not venture to say anything against it, although the very thought +made her shudder. Charlotte, on her side, thought only how to gain time. +She hoped that Edward would soon come back and find himself a happy +father; then she was convinced all would go right; and one way or +another they would be able to settle something for Ottilie. + +After an important conversation which has furnished matter for +after-reflection to all who have taken part in it, there commonly +follows a sort of pause, which in appearance is like a general +embarrassment. They walked up and down the saloon. The Assistant turned +over the leaves of various books, and came at last on the folio of +engravings which had remained lying there since Luciana's time. As soon +as he saw that it contained nothing but apes, he shut it up again. + +It may have been this, however, which gave occasion to a conversation of +which we find traces in Ottilie's diary. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"It is strange how men can have the heart to take such pains with the +pictures of those hideous monkeys. One lowers one's-self sufficiently +when one looks at them merely as animals, but it is really wicked to +give way to the inclination to look for people whom we know behind such +masks." + +"It is a sure mark of a certain obliquity, to take pleasure in +caricatures and monstrous faces, and pigmies. I have to thank our kind +Assistant that I have never been vexed with natural history; I could +never make myself at home with worms and beetles." + +"Just now he acknowledged to me, that it was the same with him. 'Of +nature,' he said, 'we ought to know nothing except what is actually +alive immediately around us. With the trees which blossom and put out +leaves and bear fruit in our own neighborhood, with every shrub which we +pass by, with every blade of grass on which we tread, we stand in a real +relation. They are our genuine compatriots. The birds which hop up and +down among our branches, which sing among our leaves, belong to us; they +speak to us from our childhood upward, and we learn to understand their +language. But let a man ask himself whether or not every strange +creature, torn out of its natural environment, does not at first sight +make a sort of painful impression upon him, which is only deadened by +custom. It is a mark of a motley, dissipated sort of life, to be able to +endure monkeys, and parrots, and black people, about one's self." + +"Many times when a certain longing curiosity about these strange objects +has come over me, I have envied the traveler who sees such marvels in +living, everyday connection with other marvels. But he, too, must have +become another man. Palm-trees will not allow a man to wander among them +with impunity; and doubtless his tone of thinking becomes very different +in a land where elephants and tigers are at home." + +"The only inquirers into nature whom we care to respect, are such as +know how to describe and to represent to us the strange wonderful things +which they have seen in their proper locality, each in its own especial +element. How I should enjoy once hearing Humboldt talk!" + +"A cabinet of natural curiosities we may regard like an Egyptian +burying-place, where the various plant gods and animal gods stand about +embalmed. It may be well enough for a priest-caste to busy itself with +such things in a twilight of mystery. But in general instruction, they +have no place or business; and we must beware of them all the more, +because what is nearer to us, and more valuable, may be so easily thrust +aside by them." + +"A teacher who can arouse a feeling for one single good action, for one +single good poem, accomplishes more than he who fills our memory with +rows on rows of natural objects, classified with name and form. For what +is the result of all these, except what we know as well without them, +that the human figure preeminently and peculiarly is made in the image +and likeness of God?" + +"Individuals may be left to occupy themselves with whatever amuses them, +with whatever gives them pleasure, whatever they think useful; but 'the +proper study of mankind is man.'" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +There are but few men who care to occupy themselves with the immediate +past. Either we are forcibly bound up in the present, or we lose +ourselves in the long gone-by, and seek back for what is utterly lost, +as if it were possible to summon it up again, and rehabilitate it. Even +in great and wealthy families who are under large obligations to their +ancestors, we commonly find men thinking more of their grandfathers than +their fathers. + +Such reflections as these suggested themselves to our Assistant, as, on +one of those beautiful days in which the departing winter is accustomed +to imitate the spring, he had been walking up and down the great old +castle garden, and admiring the tall avenues of the lindens, and the +formal walks and flower-beds which had been laid out by Edward's father. +The trees had thriven admirably, according to the design of him who had +planted them, and now when they ought to have begun to be valued and +enjoyed, no one ever spoke of them. Hardly any one even went near them, +and the interest and the outlay was now directed to the other side, out +into the free and the open. + +He remarked upon it to Charlotte on his return; she did not take it +unkindly. "While life is sweeping us forward," she replied, "we fancy +that we are acting out our own impulses; we believe that we choose +ourselves what we will do, and what we will enjoy. But in fact, if we +look at it closely, our actions are no more than the plans and the +desires of the time which we are compelled to carry out." + +"No doubt," said the Assistant. "And who is strong enough to withstand +the stream of what is around him? Time passes on, and in it, opinions, +thoughts, prejudices, and interests. If the youth of the son falls in +the era of revolution, we may feel assured that he will have nothing in +common with his father. If the father lived at a time when the desire +was to accumulate property, to secure the possession of it, to narrow +and to gather one's-self in, and to base one's enjoyment in separation +from the world, the son will at once seek to extend himself, to +communicate himself to others, to spread himself over a wide surface, +and open out his closed stores." + +"Entire periods," replied Charlotte, "resemble this father and son whom +you have been describing. Of the state of things when every little town +was obliged to have its walls and moats, when the castle of the nobleman +was built in a swamp, and the smallest manor-houses were only accessible +by a draw-bridge, we are scarcely able to form a conception. In our +days, the largest cities take down their walls, the moats of the +princes' castles are filled in; cities are no more than great _places_, +and when one travels and sees all this, one might fancy that universal +peace was just established, and the golden age was before the door. No +one feels himself easy in a garden which does not look like the open +country. There must be nothing to remind him of form and constraint, we +choose to be entirely free, and to draw our breath without sense of +confinement. Do you conceive it possible, my friend, that we can ever +return again out of this into another, into our former condition?" + +"Why should we not?" replied the Assistant. "Every condition has its own +burden along with it, the most relaxed as well as the most constrained. +The first presupposes abundance, and leads to extravagance. Let want +reappear, and the spirit of moderation is at once with us again. Men who +are obliged to make use of their space and their soil, will speedily +enough raise walls up round their gardens to be sure of their crops and +plants. Out of this will arise by degrees a new phase of things: the +useful will again gain the upper hand; and even the man of large +possessions will feel at last that he must make the most of all which +belongs to him. Believe me, it is quite possible that your son may +become indifferent to all which you have been doing in the park, and +draw in again behind the solemn walls and the tall lindens of his +grandfather." + +The secret pleasure which it gave Charlotte to have a son foretold to +her, made her forgive the Assistant his somewhat unfriendly prophecy of +how it might one day fare with her lovely, beautiful park. She therefore +answered without any discomposure: "You and I are not old enough yet to +have lived through very much of these contradictions; and yet when I +look back into my own early youth, when I remember the style of +complaints which I used then to hear from older people, and when I think +at the same time of what the country and the town then were, I have +nothing to advance against what you say. But is there nothing which one +can do to remedy this natural course of things? Are father and son, +parents and children, to be always thus unable to understand each +other? You have been so kind as to prophesy a boy to me. Is it necessary +that he must stand in contradiction to his father? Must he destroy what +his parents have erected, instead of completing it, instead of following +on upon the same idea, and elevating it?" + +"There is a rational remedy for it," replied the Assistant. "But it is +one which will be but seldom put in practice by men. The father should +raise his son to a joint ownership with himself. He should permit him to +plant and to build; and allow him the same innocent liberty which he +allows to himself. One form of activity may be woven into another, but +it cannot be pieced on to it. A young shoot may be readily and easily +grafted with an old stem, to which no grown branch admits of being +fastened." + +The Assistant was glad to have had the opportunity, at the moment when +he saw himself obliged to take his leave, of saying something agreeable +to Charlotte, and thus making himself a new link to secure her favor. He +had been already too long absent from home, and yet he could not make up +his mind to return there until after a full conviction that he must +allow the approaching epoch of Charlotte's confinement first to pass by +before he could look for any decision from her in respect to Ottilie. He +therefore accommodated himself to the circumstances, and returned with +these prospects and hopes to the Superior. + +Charlotte's confinement was now approaching; she kept more in her own +room. The ladies who had gathered about her were her closest companions. +Ottilie managed all domestic matters, hardly able, however, the while, +to think what she was doing. She had indeed utterly resigned herself; +she desired to continue to exert herself to the extent of her power for +Charlotte, for the child, for Edward. But she could not see how it would +be possible for her. Nothing could save her from utter distraction, +except patiently to do the duty which each day brought with it. + +A son was brought happily into the world, and the ladies declared, with +one voice, it was the very image of its father. Only Ottilie, as she +wished the new mother joy, and kissed the child with all her heart, was +unable to see the likeness. Once already Charlotte had felt most +painfully the absence of her husband, when she had to make preparations +for her daughter's marriage. And now the father could not be present at +the birth of his son. He could not have the choosing of the name by +which the child was hereafter to be called. + +The first among all Charlotte's friends who came to wish her joy was +Mittler. He had placed expresses ready to bring him news the instant the +event took place. He was admitted to see her, and, scarcely able to +conceal his triumph even before Ottilie, when alone with Charlotte he +broke fairly out with it; and was at once ready with means to remove all +anxieties, and set aside all immediate difficulties. The baptism should +not be delayed a day longer than necessary. The old clergyman, who had +one foot already in the grave, should leave his blessing, to bind +together the past and the future. The child should be called Otto; what +name would he bear so fitly as that of his father and of his father's +friend? + +It required the peremptory resolution of this man to set aside the +innumerable considerations, arguments, hesitations, difficulties; what +this person knew, and that person knew better; the opinions, up and +down, and backward and forward, which every friend volunteered. It +always happens on such occasions that when one inconvenience is removed, +a fresh inconvenience seems to arise; and in wishing to spare all sides, +we inevitably go wrong on one side or the other. + +The letters to friends and relations were all undertaken by Mittler, and +they were to be written and sent off at once. It was highly necessary, +he thought, that the good fortune which he considered so important for +the family, should be known as widely as possible through the +ill-natured and misinterpreting world. For indeed these late +entanglements and perplexities had got abroad among the public, which at +all times has a conviction that, whatever happens, happens only in order +that it may have something to talk about. + +The ceremony of the baptism was to be observed with all due honor, but +it was to be as brief and as private as possible. The people came +together; Ottilie and Mittler were to hold the child as sponsors. The +old pastor, supported by the servants of the church, came in with slow +steps; the prayers were offered. The child lay in Ottilie's arms, and as +she was looking affectionately down at it, it opened its eyes and she +was not a little startled when she seemed to see her own eyes looking at +her. The likeness would have surprised any one. Mittler, who next had to +receive the child, started as well; he fancying he saw in the little +features a most striking likeness to the Captain. He had never seen a +resemblance so marked. + +The infirmity of the good old clergyman had not permitted him to +accompany the ceremony with more than the usual liturgy. + +Mittler, however, who was full of his subject, recollected his old +performances when he had been in the ministry, and indeed it was one of +his peculiarities that, on every sort of occasion, he always thought +what he would like to say, and how he would express himself about it. + +At this time he was the less able to contain himself, as he was now in +the midst of a circle consisting entirely of well-known friends. He +began, therefore, toward the conclusion of the service, to put himself +quietly into the place of the clergyman; to make cheerful speeches +aloud, expressive of his duty and his hopes as godfather, and to dwell +all the longer on the subject, as he thought he saw in Charlotte's +gratified manner that she was pleased with his doing so. + +It altogether escaped the eagerness of the orator, that the good old man +would gladly have sat down; still less did he think that he was on the +way to occasion a more serious evil. After he had described with all his +power of impressiveness the relation in which every person present stood +toward the child, thereby putting Ottilie's composure sorely to the +proof, he turned at last to the old man with the words, "And you, my +worthy father, you may now well say with Simeon, 'Lord, now lettest thou +thy servant depart in peace, for mine eyes have seen the savior of this +house.'" + +He was now in full swing toward a brilliant peroration, when he +perceived the old man to whom he held out the child, first appear a +little to incline toward it, and immediately after to totter and sink +backward. Hardly prevented from falling, he was lifted to a seat; but, +notwithstanding the instant assistance which was rendered, he was found +to be dead. + +To see thus side by side birth and death, the coffin and the cradle, to +see them and to realize them, to comprehend not with the eye of +imagination, but with the bodily eye, at one moment these fearful +opposites, was a hard trial to the spectators; the harder, the more +utterly it had taken them by surprise. Ottilie alone stood contemplating +the slumberer, whose features still retained their gentle sweet +expression, with a kind of envy. The life of her soul was killed; why +should the bodily life any longer drag on in weariness? + +But though Ottilie was frequently led by melancholy incidents which +occurred in the day to thoughts of the past, of separation and of loss, +at night she had strange visions given her to comfort her, which assured +her of the existence of her beloved, and thus strengthened her, and gave +her life for her own. When she laid herself down at night to rest, and +was floating among sweet sensations between sleep and waking, she seemed +to be looking into a clear but softly illuminated space. In this she +would see Edward with the greatest distinctness, and not in the dress in +which she had been accustomed to see him, but in military uniform; +never in the same position, but always in a natural one, and not the +least with anything fantastic about him, either standing or walking, or +lying down or riding. The figure, which was painted with the utmost +minuteness, moved readily before her without any effort of hers, without +her willing it or exerting her imagination to produce it. Frequently she +saw him surrounded with something in motion, which was darker than the +bright ground; but the figures were shadowy, and she could scarcely +distinguish them--sometimes they were like men, sometimes they were like +horses, or like trees, or like mountains. She usually went to sleep in +the midst of the apparition, and when, after a quiet night, she woke +again in the morning, she felt refreshed and comforted; she could say to +herself, Edward still lives, and she herself was still remaining in the +closest relation toward him. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The spring was come; it was late, but it therefore burst out more +rapidly and more exhilaratingly than usual. Ottilie now found in the +garden the fruits of her carefulness. Everything shot up and came out in +leaf and flower at its proper time. A number of plants which she had +been training up under glass frames and in hotbeds, now burst forward at +once to meet, at last, the advances of nature; and whatever there was to +do, and to take care of, it did not remain the mere labor of hope which +it had been, but brought its reward in immediate and substantial +enjoyment. + +There was many a chasm, however, among the finest shoots produced by +Luciana's wild ways, for which she had to console the gardener, and the +symmetry of many a leafy coronet was destroyed. She tried to encourage +him to hope that it would all be soon restored again, but he had too +deep a feeling, and too pure an idea of the nature of his business, for +such grounds of comfort to be of much service to him. Little as the +gardener allowed himself to have his attention dissipated by other +tastes and inclinations, he could the less bear to have the peaceful +course interrupted which the plant follows toward its enduring or its +transient perfection. A plant is like a self-willed man, out of whom we +can obtain all which we desire, if we will only treat him his own way. A +calm eye, a silent method, in all seasons of the year, and at every +hour, to do exactly what has then to be done, is required of no one +perhaps more than of a gardener. These qualities the good man possessed +in an eminent degree, and it was on that account that Ottilie liked so +well to work with him; but for some time past he had not found himself +able to exercise his peculiar talent with any pleasure to himself. +Whatever concerned the fruit-gardening or kitchen-gardening, as well as +whatever had in time past been required in the ornamental gardens, he +understood perfectly. One man succeeds in one thing, another in another; +he succeeded in these. In his management of the orangery, of the bulbous +flowers, in budding shoots and growing cuttings from the carnations and +auriculas, he might challenge nature herself. But the new ornamental +shrubs and fashionable flowers remained in a measure strange to him. He +had a kind of shyness of the endless field of botany, which had been +lately opening itself, and the strange names humming about his ears made +him cross and ill-tempered. The orders for flowers which had been made +by his lord and lady in the course of the past year, he considered so +much useless waste and extravagance--all the more, as he saw many +valuable plants disappear, and as he had ceased to stand on the best +possible terms with the nursery gardeners, who, he fancied, had not been +serving him honestly. + +Consequently, after a number of attempts, he had formed a sort of a +plan, in which Ottilie encouraged him the more readily because its first +essential condition was the return of Edward, whose absence in this, as +in many other matters, every day had to be felt more and more seriously. + +Now that the plants were ever striking new roots, and putting out their +shoots, Ottilie felt herself even more fettered to this spot. It was +just a year since she had come there as a stranger, as a mere +insignificant creature. How much had she not gained for herself since +that time! but, alas! how much had she not also since that time lost +again! Never had she been so rich, and never so poor. The feelings of +her loss and of her gain alternated momentarily one with another, +chasing each other through her heart; and she could find no other means +to help herself, except always to set to work again at what lay nearest +to her, with such interest and eagerness as she could command. + +That everything which she knew to be dear to Edward received especial +care from her may be supposed. And why should she not hope that he +himself would now soon come back again; and that, when present, he would +show himself grateful for all the care and pains which she had taken for +him in his absence? + +But there was also a far different employment which she took upon +herself in his service; she had undertaken the principal charge of the +child, whose immediate attendant it was all the easier for her to be, as +they had determined not to put it into the hands of a nurse, but to +bring it up themselves by hand with milk and water. In the beautiful +season it was much out of doors, enjoying the free air, and Ottilie +liked best to take it out herself, to carry the unconscious sleeping +infant among the flowers and blossoms which should one day smile so +brightly on its childhood--among the young shrubs and plants, which, by +their youth, seemed designed to grow up with the young lord to their +after-stature. When she looked about her, she did not hide from herself +to what a high position that child was born: far and wide, wherever the +eye could see, all would one day belong to him. How desirable, how +necessary it must therefore be, that it should grow up under the eyes of +its father and its mother, and renew and strengthen the union between +them! + +Ottilie saw all this so clearly that she represented it to herself as +conclusively decided, and for herself, as concerned with it, she never +felt at all. Under this fair heaven, by this bright sunshine, at once it +became clear to her, that her love if it would perfect itself, must +become altogether unselfish; and there were many moments in which she +believed it was an elevation which she had already attained. She only +desired the well-being of her friend. She fancied herself able to resign +him, and never to see him any more, if she could only know that he was +happy. The one only determination which she formed for herself was never +to belong to another. + +They had taken care that the autumn should be no less brilliant than the +spring. Sun-flowers were there, and all the other plants which are never +tired of blossoming in autumn, and continue boldly on into the cold; +asters especially were sown in the greatest abundance, and scattered +about in all directions to form a starry heaven upon the earth. + +FROM OTTILIE'S DIARY + +"Any good thought which we have read, anything striking which we have +heard, we commonly enter in our diary; but if we would take the trouble, +at the same time, to copy out of our friends' letters the remarkable +observations, the original ideas, the hasty words so pregnant in +meaning, which we might find in them, we should then be rich indeed. We +lay aside letters never to read them again, and at last we destroy them +out of discretion, and so disappears the most beautiful, the most +immediate breath of life, irrecoverably for ourselves and for others. I +intend to make amends in future for such neglect." + +"So, then, once more the old story of the year is being repeated over +again. We are come now, thank God, again to its most charming chapter. +The violets and the may-flowers are as its superscriptions and its +vignettes. It always makes a pleasant impression on us when we open +again at these pages in the book of life." + +"We find fault with the poor, particularly with the little ones among +them, when they loiter about the streets and beg. Do we not observe that +they begin to work again, as soon as ever there is anything for them to +do? Hardly has nature unfolded her smiling treasures, than the children +are at once upon her track to open out a calling for themselves. None of +them begs any more; they have each a nosegay to offer you; they were out +and gathering it before you had awakened out of your sleep, and the +supplicating face looks as sweetly at you as the present which the hand +is holding out. No person ever looks miserable who feels that he has a +right to make a demand upon you." + +"How is it that the year sometimes seems so short, and sometimes is so +long? How is it that it is so short when it is passing, and so long as +we look back over it? When I think of the past (and it never comes so +powerfully over me as in the garden), I feel how the perishing and the +enduring work one upon the other, and there is nothing whose endurance +is so brief as not to leave behind it some trace of itself, something in +its own likeness." + +"We are able to tolerate the winter. We fancy that we can extend +ourselves more freely when the trees are so spectral, so transparent. +They are nothing, but they conceal nothing; but when once the germs and +buds begin to show, then we become impatient for the full foliage to +come out, for the landscape to put on its body, and the tree to stand +before us as a form." + +"Everything which is perfect in its kind must pass out beyond and +transcend its kind. It must be an inimitable something of another and a +higher nature. In many of its tones the nightingale is only a bird; then +it rises up above its class, and seems as if it would teach every +feathered creature what singing really is." + +"A life without love, without the presence of the beloved, is but poor +_comedie a tiroir_. We draw out slide after slide, swiftly tiring of +each, and pushing it back to make haste to the next. Even what we know +to be good and important hangs but wearily together; every step is an +end, and every step is a fresh beginning." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Charlotte meanwhile was well and in good spirits. She was happy in her +beautiful boy, whose fair promising little form every hour was a delight +to both her eyes and heart. In him she found a new link to connect her +with the world and with her property. Her old activity began anew to +stir in her again. + +Look which way she would, she saw how much had been done in the year +that was past, and it was a pleasure to her to contemplate it. Enlivened +by the strength of these feelings, she climbed up to the summer-house +with Ottilie and the child, and as she laid the latter down on the +little table, as on the altar of her house, and saw the two seats still +vacant, she thought of gone-by times, and fresh hopes rose out before +her for herself and for Ottilie. + +Young ladies, perhaps, look timidly round them at this or that young +man, carrying on a silent examination, whether they would like to have +him for a husband; but whoever has a daughter or a female ward to care +for, takes a wider circle in her survey. And so it fared at this moment +with Charlotte, to whom, as she thought of how they had once sat side by +side in that summer-house, a union did not seem impossible between the +Captain and Ottilie. It had not remained unknown to her, that the plans +for the advantageous marriage, which had been proposed to the Captain, +had come to nothing. + +Charlotte went on up the cliff, and Ottilie carried the child. A number +of reflections crowded upon the former. Even on the firm land there are +frequent enough ship-wrecks, and the true, wise conduct is to recover +ourselves, and refit our vessel at fast as possible. Is life to be +calculated only by its gains and losses? Who has not made arrangement +on arrangement, and has not seen them broken in pieces? How often does +not a man strike into a road and lose it again! How often are we not +turned aside from one point which we had sharply before our eye, but +only to reach some higher stage. The traveler, to his greatest +annoyance, breaks a wheel upon his journey, and through this unpleasant +accident makes some charming acquaintance, and forms some new +connection, which has an influence on all his life. Destiny grants us +our wishes, but in its own way, in order to give us something beyond our +wishes. + +Among these and similar reflections they reached the new building on the +hill, where they intended to establish themselves for the summer. The +view all round them was far more beautiful than could have been +supposed; every little obstruction had been removed; all the loveliness +of the landscape, whatever nature, whatever the season of the year had +done for it, came out in its beauty before the eye; and already the +young plantations, which had been made to fill up a few openings, were +beginning to look green, and to form an agreeable connecting link +between parts which before stood separate. + +The house itself was nearly habitable; the views, particularly from the +upper rooms, were of the richest variety. The longer you looked round +you, the more beauties you discovered. What magnificent effects would +not be produced here at the different hours of day--by sunlight and by +moonlight? Nothing could be more delightful than to come and live there, +and now that she found all the rough work finished, Charlotte longed to +be busy again. An upholsterer, a tapestry-hanger, a painter, who could +lay on the colors with patterns, and a little gilding, were all which +were required, and these were soon found, and in a short time the +building was completed. Kitchen and cellar stores were quickly laid in; +being so far from the castle, it was necessary to have all essentials +provided; and the two ladies with the child went up and settled there. +From this residence, as from a new centre point, unknown walks opened +out to them, and in these high regions the free, fresh air and the +beautiful weather were thoroughly delightful. + +Ottilie's favorite walk, sometimes alone, sometimes with the child, was +down below, toward the plane-trees, along a pleasant footpath leading +directly to the point where one of the boats was kept chained in which +people used to go across the water. She often indulged herself in an +expedition on the water, only without the child, as Charlotte was a +little uneasy about it. She never missed, however, paying a daily visit +to the castle garden and the gardener, and going to look with him at his +show of greenhouse plants, which were all out now, enjoying the free +air. + +At this beautiful season, Charlotte was much pleased to receive a visit +from an English nobleman, who had made acquaintance with Edward abroad, +having met him more than once, and who was now curious to see the laying +out of his park, which he had heard so much admired. He brought with him +a letter of introduction from the Count, and introduced at the same time +a quiet but most agreeable man as his traveling companion. He went about +seeing everything, sometimes with Charlotte and Ottilie, sometimes with +the gardeners and the foresters, often with his friend, and now and then +alone; and they could perceive clearly from his observations that he +took an interest in such matters, and understood them well; indeed, that +he had himself probably executed many such. + +Although he was now advanced in life, he entered warmly into everything +which could serve for an ornament to life, or contribute anything to its +importance. + +In his presence, the ladies came first properly to enjoy what was around +them. His practised eye received every effect in its freshness, and he +found all the more pleasure in what was before him, as he had not +previously known the place, and was scarcely able to distinguish what +man had done there from what nature had presented to him ready made. + +We may even say that through his remarks the park grew and enriched +itself; he was able to anticipate in their fulfilment the promises of +the growing plantations. There was not a spot where there was any effect +which could be either heightened or produced, but what he observed it. + +In one place he pointed to a fountain which, if it was cleaned out, +promised to be the most beautiful spot for a picnic party; in another, +to a cave which had only to be enlarged and swept clear of rubbish to +form a desirable seat. A few trees might be cut down, and a view would +be opened from it of some grand masses of rock, towering magnificently +against the sky. He wished the owners joy that so much was still +remaining for them to do, and he besought them not to be in a hurry +about it, but to keep for themselves for years to come the pleasures of +shaping and improving. + +At the hours which the ladies usually spent alone he was never in the +way, for he was occupied the greatest part of the day in catching such +views in the park as would make good paintings, in a portable camera +obscura, and drawing from them, in order to secure some desirable fruits +from his travels for himself and others. For many years past he had been +in the habit of doing this in all remarkable places which he visited, +and had provided himself by it with a most charming and interesting +collection. He showed the ladies a large portfolio which he had brought +with him, and entertained them with the pictures and with descriptions. +And it was a real delight to them, here in their solitude, to travel so +pleasantly over the world, and see sweep past them, shores and havens, +mountains, lakes, and rivers, cities, castles, and a hundred other +localities which have a name in history. + +Each of the two ladies had an especial interest in it--Charlotte the +more general interest in whatever was historically remarkable; Ottilie +dwelling in preference on the scenes of which Edward used most to +talk--where he liked best to stay, and which he would most often +revisit. Every man has somewhere, far or near, his peculiar localities +which attract him; scenes which, according to his character, either from +first impressions, or from particular associations, or from habit, have +a charm for him beyond all others. + +She, therefore, asked the Earl which, of all these places, pleased him +best, where he would like to settle, and live for himself, if he might +choose. There was more than one lovely spot which he pointed out, with +what had happened to him there to make him love and value it; and the +peculiar accentuated French in which he spoke made it most pleasant to +listen to him. + +To the further question, which was his ordinary residence that he +properly considered his home, he replied, without any hesitation, in a +manner quite unexpected by the ladies: + +"I have accustomed myself by this time to be at home everywhere, and I +find, after all, that it is much more agreeable to allow others to +plant, and build, and keep house for me. I have no desire to return to +my own possessions, partly on political grounds, but principally because +my son, for whose sake alone it was any pleasure to me to remain and +work there--who will, by-and-by, inherit it, and with whom I hoped to +enjoy it--took no interest in the place at all, but has gone out to +India, where, like many other foolish fellows, he fancies he can make a +higher use of his life. He is more likely to squander it. + +"Assuredly we spend far too much labor and outlay in preparation for +life. Instead of beginning at once to make ourselves happy in a moderate +condition, we spread ourselves out wider and wider, only to make +ourselves more and more uncomfortable. Who is there now to enjoy my +mansion, my park, my gardens? Not I, nor any of mine--strangers, +visitors, or curious, restless travelers. + +"Even with large means, we are ever but half and half at home, +especially in the country, where we miss many things to which we have +become accustomed in town. The book for which we are most anxious is +not to be had, and just the thing which we most wanted is forgotten. We +take to being domestic, only again to go out of ourselves; if we do not +go astray of our own will and caprice, circumstances, passions, +accidents, necessity, and one does not know what besides, manage it for +us." + +Little did the Earl imagine how deeply his friend would be touched by +these random observations. It is a danger to which we are all of us +exposed when we venture on general remarks in a society the +circumstances of which we might have supposed were well enough known to +us. Such casual wounds, even from well-meaning, kindly-disposed people, +were nothing new to Charlotte. She so clearly, so thoroughly knew and +understood the world, that it gave her no particular pain if it did +happen that through somebody's thoughtlessness or imprudence she had her +attention forced into this or that unpleasant direction. But it was very +different with Ottilie. At her half-conscious age, at which she rather +felt than saw, and at which she was disposed, indeed was obliged, to +turn her eyes away from what she should not or would not see, Ottilie +was thrown by this melancholy conversation into the most pitiable state. +It rudely tore away the pleasant veil from before her eyes, and it +seemed to her as if everything which had been done all this time for +house and court, for park and garden, for all their wide environs, were +utterly in vain, because he to whom it all belonged could not enjoy it; +because he, like their present visitor, had been driven out to wander up +and down in the world--and, indeed, in the most perilous paths of it--by +those who were nearest and dearest to him. She was accustomed to listen +in silence, but on this occasion she sat on in the most painful +condition; which, indeed, was made rather worse than better by what the +stranger went on to say, as he continued with his peculiar, humorous +gravity: + +"I think I am now on the right way. I look upon myself steadily as a +traveler, who renounces many things in order to enjoy more. I am +accustomed to change; it has become, indeed, a necessity to me; just as +in the opera, people are always looking out for new and newer +decorations, because there have already been so many. I know very well +what I am to expect from the best hotels, and what from the worst. It +may be as good or it may be as bad as it will, but I nowhere find +anything to which I am accustomed, and in the end it comes to much the +same thing whether we depend for our enjoyment entirely on the regular +order of custom, or entirely on the caprices of accident. I have never +had to vex myself now, because this thing is mislaid, or that thing is +lost; because the room in which I live is uninhabitable, and I must have +it repaired; because somebody has broken my favorite cup, and for a long +time nothing tastes well out of any other. All this I am happily raised +above. If the house catches fire about my ears, my people quietly pack +my things up, and we pass away out of the town in search of other +quarters. And considering all these advantages, when I reckon carefully, +I calculate that, by the end of the year, I have not sacrificed more +than it would have cost me to be at home." + +In this description Ottilie saw nothing but Edward before her; how he +too was now amidst discomfort and hardship, marching along untrodden +roads, lying out in the fields in danger and want, and in all this +insecurity and hazard growing accustomed to be homeless and friendless, +learning to fling away everything that he might have nothing to lose. +Fortunately, the party separated for a short time. Ottilie escaped to +her room, where she could give way to her tears. No weight of sorrow had +ever pressed so heavily upon her as this clear perception (which she +tried, as people usually do, to make still clearer to herself), that men +love to dally with and exaggerate the evils which circumstances have +once begun to inflict upon them. + +The state in which Edward was came before her in a light so piteous, so +miserable, that she made up her mind, let it cost her what it would, +that she would do everything in her power to unite him again with +Charlotte, and she herself would go and hide her sorrow and her love in +some silent scene, and beguile the time with such employment as she +could find. + +Meanwhile the Earl's companion, a quiet, sensible man and a keen +observer, had remarked the new trend in the conversation, and spoke to +his friend about it. The latter knew nothing of the circumstances of the +family; but the other being one of those persons whose principal +interest in traveling lay in gathering up the strange occurrences which +arose out of the natural or artificial relations of society, which were +produced by the conflict of the restraint of law with the violence of +the will, of the understanding with the reason, of passion with +prejudice--had some time before made himself acquainted with the outline +of the story, and since he had been in the family had learnt exactly all +that had taken place, and the present position in which things were +standing. + +The Earl, of course, was very sorry, but it was not a thing to make him +uneasy. A man must hold his tongue altogether in society if he is never +to find himself in such a position; for not only remarks with meaning in +them, but the most trivial expressions, may happen to clash in an +inharmonious key with the interest of somebody present. + +"We will set things right this evening," said he, "and escape from any +general conversation; you shall let them hear one of the many charming +anecdotes with which your portfolio and your memory have enriched +themselves while we have been abroad." + +However, with the best intentions, the strangers did not, on this next +occasion, succeed any better in gratifying their friends with unalloyed +entertainment. The Earl's friend told a number of singular stories--some +serious, some amusing, some touching, some terrible--with which he had +roused their attention and strained their interest to the highest +tension, and he thought to conclude with a strange but softer incident, +little dreaming how nearly it would touch his listeners. + +THE TWO STRANGE CHILDREN + +"Two children of neighboring families, a boy and a girl, of an age which +would suit well for them at some future time to marry, were brought up +together with this agreeable prospect, and the parents on both sides, +who were people of some position in the world, looked forward with +pleasure to their future union. + +"It was too soon observed, however, that the purpose seemed likely to +fail; the dispositions of both children promised everything which was +good, but there was an unaccountable antipathy between them. Perhaps +they were too much like each other. Both were thoughtful, clear in their +wills, and firm in their purposes. Each separately was beloved and +respected by his or her companions, but whenever they were together they +were always antagonists. Forming separate plans for themselves, they +only met mutually to cross and thwart each other; never emulating each +other in pursuit of one aim, but always fighting for a single object. +Good-natured and amiable everywhere else, they were spiteful and even +malicious whenever they came in contact. + +"This singular relation first showed itself in their childish games, and +it continued with their advancing years. The boys used to play at +soldiers, divide into parties, and give each other battle, and the +fierce haughty young lady set herself at once at the head of one of the +armies, and fought against the other with such animosity and bitterness +that the latter would have been put to a shameful flight, except for the +desperate bravery of her own particular rival, who at last disarmed his +antagonist and took her prisoner; and even then she defended herself +with so much fury that to save his eyes from being torn out, and at the +same time not to injure his enemy, he had been obliged to take off his +silk handkerchief and tie her hands with it behind her back. + +"This she never forgave him: she made so many attempts, she laid so many +plans to injure him, that the parents, who had been long watching these +singular passions, came to a mutual understanding and resolved to +separate these two hostile creatures, and sacrifice their favorite +hopes. + +"The boy shot rapidly forward in the new situation in which he was +placed. He mastered every subject which he was taught. His friends and +his own inclination chose the army for his profession, and everywhere, +let him be where he would, he was looked up to and beloved. His +disposition seemed formed to labor for the well-being and the pleasure +of others; and he himself, without being clearly conscious of it, was in +himself happy at having got rid of the only antagonist which nature had +assigned to him. + +"The girl, on the other hand, became at once an altered creature. Her +growing age, the progress of her education, above all, her own inward +feelings, drew her away from the boisterous games with boys in which she +had hitherto delighted. Altogether she seemed to want something; there +was nothing anywhere about her which could deserve to excite her hatred, +and she had never found any one whom she could think worthy of her love. + +"A young man, somewhat older than her previous neighbor-antagonist, of +rank, property, and consequence, beloved in society, and much sought +after by women, bestowed his affections upon her. It was the first time +that friend, lover, or servant had displayed any interest in her. The +preference which he showed for her above others who were older, more +cultivated, and of more brilliant pretensions than herself, was +naturally gratifying; the constancy of his attention, which was never +obtrusive, his standing by her faithfully through a number of unpleasant +incidents, his quiet suit, which was declared indeed to her parents, but +which, as she was still very young, he did not press, only asking to be +allowed to hope--all this engaged him to her, and custom and the +assumption in the world that the thing was already settled carried her +along with it. She had so often been called his bride that at last she +began to consider herself so, and neither she nor any one else ever +thought any further trial could be necessary before she exchanged rings +with the person who for so long a time had passed for her bridegroom. + +"The peaceful course which the affair had all along followed was not at +all precipitated by the betrothal. Things were allowed to go on both +sides just as they were; they were happy in being together, and they +could enjoy to the end the fair season of the year as the spring of +their future more serious life. + +"The absent youth had meanwhile grown up into everything which was most +admirable. He had obtained a well-deserved rank in his profession, and +came home on leave to visit his family. Toward his fair neighbor he +found himself again in a natural but singular position. For some time +past she had been nourishing in herself such affectionate family +feelings as suited her position as a bride; she was in harmony with +everything about her; she believed that she was happy, and in a certain +sense she was so. Now first for a long time something again stood in her +way. It was not to be hated--she had become incapable of hatred. Indeed +the childish hatred, which had in fact been nothing more than an obscure +recognition of inward worth, expressed itself now in a happy +astonishment, in pleasure at meeting, in ready acknowledgments, in a +half willing, half unwilling, and yet irresistible attraction; and all +this was mutual. Their long separation gave occasion for longer +conversations; even their old childish foolishness served, now that they +had grown wiser, to amuse them as they looked back; and they felt as if +at least they were bound to make good their petulant hatred by +friendliness and attention to each other--as if their first violent +injustice to each other ought not to be left without open +acknowledgment. + +"On his side it all remained in a sensible, desirable moderation. His +position, his circumstances, his efforts, his ambition, found him so +abundant an occupation, that the friendliness of this pretty bride he +received as a very thank-worthy present; but without, therefore, even so +much as thinking of her in connection with himself, or entertaining the +slightest jealousy of the bridegroom, with whom he stood on the best +possible terms. + +"With her, however, it was altogether different. She seemed to herself +as if she had awakened out of a dream. Her fightings with her young +neighbor had been the beginnings of an affection; and this violent +antagonism was no more than an equally violent innate passion for him, +first showing under the form of opposition. She could remember nothing +else than that she had always loved him. She laughed over her martial +encounter with him with weapons in her hand; she dwelt upon the delight +of her feelings when he disarmed her. She imagined that it had given her +the greatest happiness when he bound her: and whatever she had done +afterward to injure him, or to vex him, presented itself to her as only +an innocent means of attracting his attention. She cursed their +separation. She bewailed the sleepy state into which she had fallen. She +execrated the insidious lazy routine which had betrayed her into +accepting so insignificant a bridegroom. She was transformed--doubly +transformed, forward or backward, whichever way we like to take it. + +"She kept her feelings entirely to herself; but if any one could have +divined them and shared them with her, he could not have blamed her: for +indeed the bridegroom could not sustain a comparison with the other as +soon as they were seen together. If a sort of regard to the one could +not be refused, the other excited the fullest trust and confidence. If +one made an agreeable acquaintance, the other we should desire for a +companion; and in extraordinary cases, where higher demands might have +to be made on them, the bridegroom was a person to be utterly despaired +of, while the other would give the feeling of perfect security. + +"There is a peculiar innate tact in women which discovers to them +differences of this kind; and they have cause as well as occasion to +cultivate it. + +"The more the fair bride was nourishing all these feelings in secret, +the less opportunity there was for any one to speak a word which could +tell in favor of her bridegroom, to remind her of what her duty and +their relative position advised and commanded--indeed, what an +unalterable necessity seemed now irrevocably to require; the poor heart +gave itself up entirely to its passion. + +"On one side she was bound inextricably to the bridegroom by the world, +by her family, and by her own promise; on the other, the ambitious young +man made no secret of what he was thinking and planning for himself, +conducting himself toward her no more than a kind but not at all a +tender brother, and speaking of his departure as immediately impending; +and now it seemed as if her early childish spirit woke up again in her +with all its spleen and violence, and was preparing itself in its +distemper, on this higher stage of life, to work more effectively and +destructively. She determined that she would die to punish the once +hated; and now so passionately loved, youth for his want of interest in +her; and as she could not possess himself, at least she would wed +herself for ever to his imagination and to his repentance. Her dead +image should cling to him, and he should never be free from it. He +should never cease to reproach himself for not having understood, not +examined, not valued her feelings toward him. + +"This singular insanity accompanied her wherever she went. She kept it +concealed under all sorts of forms; and although people thought her very +odd, no one was observant enough or clever enough to discover the real +inward reason. + +"In the meantime, friends, relations, acquaintances had exhausted +themselves in contrivances for pleasure parties. Scarcely a day passed +but something new and unexpected was set on foot. There was hardly a +pretty spot in the country round which had not been decked out and +prepared for the reception of some merry party. And now our young +visitor, before departing, wished to do his part as well, and invited +the young couple, with a small family circle, to an expedition on the +water. They went on board a large beautiful vessel dressed out in all +its colors--one of the yachts which had a small saloon and a cabin or +two besides, and are intended to carry with them upon the water the +comfort and conveniences of land. + +"They set out upon the broad river with music playing. The party had +collected in the cabin, below deck, during the heat of the day, and were +amusing themselves with games. Their young host, who could never remain +without doing something, had taken charge of the helm to relieve the old +master of the vessel, and the latter had lain down and was fast asleep. +It was a moment when the steerer required all his circumspectness, as +the vessel was nearing a spot where two islands narrowed the channel of +the river, while shallow banks of shingle stretching off, first on one +side and then on the other, made the navigation difficult and dangerous. +Prudent and sharp-sighted as he was, he thought for a moment that it +would be better to wake the master; but he felt confident in himself, +and he thought he would venture and make straight for the narrows. At +this moment his fair enemy appeared upon deck with a wreath of flowers +in her hair. 'Take this to remember me by,' she cried out. She took it +off and threw it at the steerer. 'Don't disturb me,' he answered +quickly, as he caught the wreath; 'I require all my powers and all my +attention now.' 'You will never be disturbed by me any more,' she cried; +'you will never see me again.' As she spoke, she rushed to the forward +part of the vessel, and from thence she sprang into the water. Voice +upon voice called out, 'Save her, save her, she is sinking!' He was in +the most terrible difficulty. In the confusion the old shipmaster woke, +and tried to catch the rudder, which the young man bade him take. But +there was no time to change hands. The vessel stranded; and at the same +moment, flinging off the heaviest of his upper garments, he sprang into +the water and swam toward his beautiful enemy. The water is a friendly +element to a man who is at home in it, and who knows how to deal with +it; it buoyed him up, and acknowledged the strong swimmer as its master. +He soon overtook the beautiful girl, who had been swept away before him; +he caught hold of her, raised her and supported her, and both of them +were carried violently down by the current, till the shoals and islands +were left far behind, and the river was again open and running smoothly. +He now began to collect himself; they had passed the first immediate +danger, in which he had been obliged to act mechanically without time to +think; he raised his head as high as he could to look about him and then +swam with all his might to a low bushy point which ran out conveniently +into the stream. There he brought his fair burden to dry land, but he +could find no signs of life in her; he was in despair, when he caught +sight of a trodden path leading among the bushes. Again he caught her up +in his arms, hurried forward, and presently reached a solitary cottage. +There he found kind, good people--a young married couple; the +misfortunes and the dangers explained themselves instantly; every remedy +he could think of was instantly applied; a bright fire blazed up; woolen +blankets were spread on a bed, counterpane, cloaks, skins, whatever +there was at hand which would serve for warmth, were heaped over her as +fast as possible. The desire to save life overpowered, for the present, +every other consideration. Nothing was left undone to bring back to life +the beautiful, half-torpid, naked body. It succeeded; she opened her +eyes! her friend was before her; she threw her heavenly arms about his +neck. In this position she remained for a time; and then a stream of +tears burst out and completed her recovery. 'Will you forsake me,' she +cried, 'now when I find you again thus?' 'Never,' he answered, 'never,' +hardly knowing what he said or did. 'Only consider yourself,' she added; +'take care of yourself, for your sake and for mine.' + +"She now began to collect herself, and for the first time recollected +the state in which she was; she could not be ashamed before her darling, +before her preserver; but she gladly allowed him to go, that he might +take care of himself; for the clothes which he still wore were wet and +dripping. + +"Their young hosts considered what could be done. The husband offered +the young man, and the wife offered the fair lady, the dresses in which +they had been married, which were hanging up in full perfection, and +sufficient for a complete suit, inside and out, for two people. In a +short time our pair of adventurers were not only equipped, but in full +costume. They looked most charming, gazed at each other, when they met, +with admiration, and then with infinite affection, half laughing at the +same time at the quaintness of their appearance, they fell into each +other's arms. + +"The power of youth and the quickening spirit of love in a few moments +completely restored them; and there was nothing wanting but music to +have set them both off dancing. + +"To have found themselves brought from the water on dry land, from death +into life, from the circle of their families into a wilderness, from +despair into rapture, from indifference to affection and to love, all in +a moment: the head was not strong enough to bear it; it must either +burst, or go distracted; or if so distressing an alternative were to be +escaped, the heart must put out all its efforts. + +"Lost wholly in each other, it was long before they recollected the +alarm and anxiety of those who had been left behind; and they +themselves, indeed, could not well think, without alarm and anxiety, how +they were again to encounter them. 'Shall we run away? shall we hide +ourselves?' asked the young man. 'We will remain together,' she said, +as she clung about his neck. + +"The peasant having heard them say that a party was aground on the +shoal, had hurried down, without stopping to ask another question, to +the shore. When he arrived there, he saw the vessel coming safely down +the stream. After much labor it had been got off; and they were now +going on in uncertainty, hoping to find their lost ones again somewhere. +The peasant shouted and made signs to them, and at last caught the +attention of those on board; then he ran to a spot where there was a +convenient place for landing, and went on signalling and shouting till +the vessel's head was turned toward the shore; and what a scene there +was for them when they landed. The parents of the two betrothed first +pressed on the banks; the poor loving bridegroom had almost lost his +senses. They had scarcely learnt that their dear children had been +saved, when in their strange disguise the latter came forward out of the +bushes to meet them. No one recognized them till they were come quite +close. 'Whom do I see?' cried the mothers. 'What do I see?' cried the +fathers. The preserved ones flung themselves on the ground before them. +'Your children,' they called out; 'a pair.' 'Forgive us!' cried the +maiden. 'Give us your blessing!' cried the young man. 'Give us your +blessing!' they cried both, as all the world stood still in wonder. +'Your blessing!' was repeated the third time; and who would have been +able to refuse it?" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The narrator made a pause, or rather he had already finished his story, +before he observed the emotion into which Charlotte had been thrown by +it. She got up, uttered some sort of an apology, and left the room. To +her it was a well-known history. The principal incident in it had really +taken place with the Captain and a neighbor of her own; not exactly, +indeed, as the Englishman had related it. But the main features of it +were the same. It had only been more finished off and elaborated in its +details, as stories of that kind always are when they have passed first +through the lips of the multitude, and then through the fancy of a +clever and imaginative narrator; the result of the process being usually +to leave everything and nothing as it was. + +Ottilie followed Charlotte, as the two friends begged her to do; and +then it was the Earl's turn to remark, that perhaps they had made a +second mistake, and that the subject of the story had been well known +to, or was in some way connected with, the family. "We must take care," +he added, "that we do no more mischief here; we seem to bring little +good to our entertainers for all the kindness and hospitality which they +have shown us; we will make some excuse for ourselves, and then take our +leave." + +"I must confess," answered his companion, "that there is something else +which still holds me here, which I should be very sorry to leave the +house without seeing cleared up or in some way explained. You were too +busy yourself yesterday when we were in the park with the camera, in +looking for spots where you could make your sketches, to have observed +anything else which was passing. You left the broad walk, you remember, +and went to a sequestered place on the side of the lake. There was a +fine view of the opposite shore which you wished to take. Well, Ottilie, +who was with us, got up to follow; and then proposed that she and I +should find our way to you in the boat. I got in with her, and was +delighted with the skill of my fair conductress. I assured her that +never since I had been in Switzerland, where the young ladies so often +fill the place of the boatmen, had I been so pleasantly ferried over the +water. At the same time I could not help asking her why she had shown +such an objection to going the way which you had gone, along the little +by-path. I had observed her shrink from it with a sort of painful +uneasiness. She was not at all offended. 'If you will promise not to +laugh at me,' she answered, 'I will tell you as much as I know about +it; but to myself it is a mystery which I cannot explain. There is a +particular spot in that path which I never pass without a strange shiver +passing over me, which I do not remember ever feeling anywhere else, and +which I cannot the least understand. But I shrink from exposing myself +to the sensation, because it is followed immediately after by a pain on +the left side of my head, from which at other times I suffer severely.' +We landed. Ottilie was engaged with you, and I took the opportunity of +examining the spot, which she pointed out to me as we went by on the +water. I was not a little surprised to find there distinct traces of +coal in sufficient quantities to convince me that at a short distance +below the surface there must be a considerable bed of it. + +"Pardon me, my Lord; I see you smile; and I know very well that you have +no faith in these things about which I am so eager, and that it is only +your sense and your kindness which enable you to tolerate me. However, +it is impossible for me to leave this place without trying on that +beautiful creature an experiment with the pendulum." + +The Earl, whenever these matters came to be spoken of, never failed to +repeat the same objections to them over and over again; and his friend +endured them all quietly and patiently, remaining firm, nevertheless, to +his own opinion, and holding to his own wishes. He, too, again repeated +that there was no reason, because the experiment did not succeed with +every one, that they should give them up, as if there was nothing in +them but fancy. They should be examined into all the more earnestly and +scrupulously; and there was no doubt that the result would be the +discovery of a number of affinities of inorganic creatures for one +another, and of organic creatures for them, and again for each other, +which at present were unknown to us. + +He had already spread out his apparatus of gold rings, marcasites, and +other metallic substances, a pretty little box of which he always +carried about with himself; and he suspended a piece of metal by a +string over another piece, which he placed upon the table. "Now, my +Lord," he said, "you may take what pleasure you please (I can see in +your face what you are feeling), at perceiving that nothing will set +itself in motion with me, or for me. But my operation is no more than a +pretense; when the ladies come back, they will be curious to know what +strange work we are about." + +The ladies returned. Charlotte understood at once what was going on. "I +have heard much of these things," she said; "but I never saw the effect +myself. You have everything ready there. Let me try whether I can +succeed in producing anything." + +She took the thread in her hand, and as she was perfectly serious, she +held it steady, and without any agitation. Not the slightest motion, +however, could be detected. Ottilie was then called upon to try. She +held the pendulum still more quietly and unconsciously over the plate on +the table. But in a moment the swinging piece of metal began to stir +with a distinct rotary action, and turned as they moved the position of +the plate, first to one side and then to the other; now in circles, now +in ellipses; or else describing a series of straight lines; doing all +the Earl's friend could expect, and far exceeding, indeed, all his +expectations. + +The Earl himself was a little staggered; but the other could never be +satisfied, from delight and curiosity, and begged for the experiment +again and again with all sorts of variations. Ottilie was good-natured +enough to gratify him; till at last she was obliged to desire to be +allowed to go, as her headache had come on again. In further admiration +and even rapture, he assured her with enthusiasm that he would cure her +forever of her disorder, if she would only trust herself to his +remedies. For a moment they did not know what he meant; but Charlotte, +who comprehended immediately after, declined his well-meant offer, not +liking to have introduced and practised about her a thing of which she +had always had the strongest apprehensions. + +The strangers were gone, and notwithstanding their having been the +inadvertent cause of strange and painful emotions, left the wish behind +them, that this meeting might not be the last. Charlotte now made use of +the beautiful weather to return visits in the neighborhood, which, +indeed, gave her work enough to do, seeing that the whole country round, +some from a real interest, some merely from custom, had been most +attentive in calling to inquire after her. At home her delight was the +sight of the child, and really it well deserved all love and interest. +People, saw in it a wonderful, indeed a miraculous child; the brightest, +sunniest little face; a fine, well-proportioned body, strong and +healthy; and what surprised them more, the double resemblance, which +became more and more conspicuous. In figure and in the features of the +face, it was like the Captain; the eyes every day it was less easy to +distinguish from the eyes of Ottilie. + +Ottilie herself, partly from this remarkable affinity, perhaps still +more under the influence of that sweet woman's feeling which makes them +regard with the most tender affection the offspring, even by another, of +the man they love, was as good as a mother to the little creature as it +grew, or rather, she was a second mother of another kind. If Charlotte +was absent, Ottilie remained alone with the child and the nurse. Nanny +had for some time past been jealous of the boy for monopolizing the +entire affections of her mistress; she had left her in a fit of +crossness, and gone back to her mother. Ottilie would carry the child +about in the open air, and by degrees took longer and longer walks with +it, carrying a bottle of milk to give the child its food when it wanted +any. Generally, too, she took a book with her; and so with the child in +her arms, reading and wandering, she made a very pretty Penserosa. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +The object of the campaign was attained, and Edward, with crosses and +decorations, was honorably dismissed. He betook himself at once to the +same little estate, where he found exact accounts of his family waiting +for him, on whom all this time, without their having observed it or +known of it, a sharp watch had been kept under his orders. His quiet +residence looked most sweet and pleasant when he reached it. In +accordance with his orders, various improvements had been made in his +absence, and what was wanting to the establishment in extent, was +compensated by its internal comforts and conveniences. Edward, +accustomed by his more active habits of life to take decided steps, +determined to execute a project which he had had sufficient time to +think over. First of all, he invited the Major to come to him. This +pleasure in meeting again was very great to both of them. The +friendships of boyhood, like relationship of blood, possess this +important advantage, that mistakes and misunderstandings never produce +irreparable injury; and the old regard after a time will always +reestablish itself. + +Edward began with inquiring about the situation of his friend, and +learnt that fortune had favored him exactly as he most could have +wished. He then half-seriously asked whether there was not something +going forward about a marriage; to which he received a most decided and +positive denial. + +"I cannot and will not have any reserve with you," he proceeded. "I will +tell you at once what my own feelings are, and what I intend to do. You +know my passion for Ottilie; you must long have comprehended that it was +this which drove me into the campaign. I do not deny that I desire to be +rid of a life which, without her, would be of no further value to me. At +the same time, however, I acknowledge that I could never bring myself +utterly to despair. The prospect of happiness with her was so beautiful, +so infinitely charming, that it was not possible for me entirely to +renounce it. Feelings, too, which I cannot explain, and a number of +happy omens, have combined to strengthen me in the belief, in the +assurance, that Ottilie will one day be mine. The glass with our +initials cut upon it, which was thrown into the air when the +foundation-stone was laid, did not go to pieces; it was caught, and I +have it again in my possession. After many miserable hours of +uncertainty, spent in this place, I said to myself, 'I will put myself +in the place of this glass, and it shall be an omen whether our union be +possible or not. I will go; I will seek for death; not like a madman, +but like a man who still hopes that he may live. Ottilie shall be the +prize for which I fight. Ottilie shall be behind the ranks of the enemy; +in every intrenchment, in every beleaguered fortress, I shall hope to +find her, and to win her. I will do wonders, with the wish to survive +them; with the hope to gain Ottilie, not to lose her.' These feelings +have led me on; they have stood by me through all dangers; and now I +find myself like one who has arrived at his goal, who has overcome +every difficulty and who has nothing more left in his way. Ottilie is +mine, and whatever lies between the thought and the execution of it, I +can only regard as unimportant." + +"With a few strokes you blot out," replied the Major, "all the +objections that we can or ought to urge upon you, and yet they must be +repeated. I must leave it to yourself to recall the full value of your +relation with your wife; but you owe it to her, and you owe it to +yourself, not to close your eyes to it. How can I so much as recollect +that you have had a son given to you, without acknowledging at once that +you two belong to each other forever; that you are bound, for this +little creature's sake, to live united, that united you may educate it +and provide for its future welfare?" + +"It is no more than the blindness of parents," answered Edward, "when +they imagine their existence to be of so much importance to their +children. Whatever lives, finds nourishment and finds assistance; and if +the son who has early lost his father does not spend so easy, so favored +a youth, he profits, perhaps, for that very reason, in being trained +sooner for the world, and comes to a timely knowledge that he must +accommodate himself to others, a thing sooner or later we are all forced +to learn. Here, however even these considerations are irrelevant; we +are sufficiently well off to be able to provide for more children than +one, and it is neither right nor kind to accumulate so large a property +on a single head." + +The Major attempted to say something of Charlotte's worth, and Edward's +long-standing attachment to her; but the latter hastily interrupted him. +"We committed ourselves to a foolish thing, that I see all too clearly. +Whoever, in middle age, attempts to realize the wishes and hopes of his +early youth, invariably deceives himself. Each ten years of a man's life +has its own fortunes, its own hopes, its own desires. Woe to him who, +either by circumstances or by his own infatuation, is induced to grasp +at anything before him or behind him. We have done a foolish thing. Are +we to abide by it all our lives? Are we, from some respect of prudence, +to refuse to ourselves what the customs of the age do not forbid? In how +many matters do men recall their intentions and their actions; and shall +it not be allowed to them here, here, where the question is not of this +thing or of that, but of everything; not of our single condition of +life, but of the whole complex life itself?" + +Again the Major powerfully and impressively urged on Edward to consider +what he owed to his wife, what was due to his family, to the world, and +to his own position; but he could not succeed in producing the slightest +impression. + +"All these questions, my friend," he returned, "I have considered +already again and again. They have passed before me in the storm of +battle, when the earth was shaking with the thunder of the cannon, with +the balls singing and whistling around me, with my comrades falling +right and left, my horse shot under me, my hat pierced with bullets. +They have floated before me by the still watch-fire under the starry +vault of the sky. I have thought them all through, felt them all +through. I have weighed them, and I have satisfied myself about them +again and again, and now forever. At such moments why should I not +acknowledge it to you? You too were in my thoughts, you too belonged to +my circle; as, indeed, you and I have long belonged to each other. If I +have ever been in your debt I am now in a position to repay it with +interest; if you have been in mine you have now the means to make it +good to me. I know that you love Charlotte, and she deserves it. I know +that you are not indifferent to her, and why should she not feel your +worth? Take her at my hand and give Ottilie to me, and we shall be the +happiest beings upon the earth." + +"If you choose to assign me so high a character," replied the Major, "it +is the more reason for me to be firm and prudent. Whatever there may be +in this proposal to make it attractive to me, instead of simplifying the +problem, it only increases the difficulty of it. The question is now of +me as well as of you. The fortunes, the good name, the honor of two men, +hitherto unsullied with a breath, will be exposed to hazard by so +strange a proceeding, to call it by no harsher name, and we shall appear +before the world in a highly questionable light." + +"Our very characters being what they are," replied Edward, "give us a +right to take this single liberty. A man who has borne himself honorably +through a whole life, makes an action honorable which might appear +ambiguous in others. As concerns myself, after these last trials which I +have taken upon myself, after the difficult and dangerous actions which +I have accomplished for others, I feel entitled now to do something for +myself. For you and Charlotte, that part of the business may, if you +like it, be given up; but neither you nor any one shall keep me from +doing what I have determined. If I may look for help and furtherance, I +shall be ready to do everything which can be wished; but if I am to be +left to myself, or if obstacles are to be thrown in my way, some +extremity or other is sure to follow." + +The Major thought it his duty to combat Edward's purposes as long as it +was possible; and now he changed the mode of his attack and tried a +diversion. He seemed to give way, and only spoke of the form of what +they would have to do to bring about this separation, and these new +unions; and so mentioned a number of ugly, undesirable matters, which +threw Edward into the worst of tempers. + +"I see plainly," he cried at last, "that what we desire can only be +carried by storm, whether it be from our enemies or from our friends. I +keep clearly before my own eyes what I demand, what, one way or another, +I must have; and I will seize it promptly and surely. Connections like +ours, I know very well, cannot be broken up and reconstructed again +without much being thrown down which is standing, and much having to +give way which would be glad enough to continue. We shall come to no +conclusion by thinking about it. All rights are alike to the +understanding, and it is always easy to throw extra weight into the +ascending scale. Do you makeup your mind, my friend, to act, and act +promptly, for me and for yourself. Disentangle and untie the knots, and +tie them up again. Do not be deterred from it by nice respects. We have +already given the world something to say about us. It will talk about us +once more; and when we have ceased to be a nine days' wonder, it will +forget us as it forgets everything else, and allow us to follow our own +way without further concern with us." The Major had nothing further to +say, and was at last obliged to sit silent; while Edward treated the +affair as now conclusively settled, talked through in detail all that +had to be done, and pictured the future in every most cheerful color, +and then he went on again seriously and thoughtfully: "If we think to +leave ourselves to the hope, to the expectation, that all will go right +again of itself, that accident will lead us straight, and take care of +us, it will be a most culpable self-deception. In such a way it would be +impossible for us to save ourselves, or reestablish our peace again. I +who have been the innocent cause of it all, how am I ever to console +myself? By my own importunity I prevailed on Charlotte to write to you +to stay with us; and Ottilie followed in consequence. We have had no +more control over what ensued out of this, but we have the power to +make it innocuous; to guide the new circumstances to our own happiness. +Can you turn away your eyes from the fair and beautiful prospects which +I open to us? Can you insist to me, can you insist to us all, on a +wretched renunciation of them? Do you think it possible? Is it possible? +Will there be no vexations, no bitterness, no inconvenience to overcome, +if we resolve to fall back into our old state? and will any good, any +happiness whatever, arise out of it? Will your own rank, will the high +position which you have earned, be any pleasure to you, if you are to be +prevented from visiting me, or from living with me? And after what has +passed, it would not be anything but painful. Charlotte and I, with all +our property, would only find ourselves in a melancholy state. And if, +like other men of the world, you can persuade yourself that years and +separation will eradicate our feelings, will obliterate impressions so +deeply engraved; why, then the question is of these very years, which it +would be better to spend in happiness and comfort than in pain and +misery. But the last and most important point of all which I have to +urge is this: supposing that we, our outward and inward condition being +what it is, could nevertheless make up our minds to wait at all hazards, +and bear what is laid upon us, what is to become of Ottilie? She must +leave our family; she must go into society where we shall not be to care +for her, and she will be driven wretchedly to and fro in a hard, cold +world. Describe to me any situation in which Ottilie, without me, +without us, could be happy, and you will then have employed an argument +which will be stronger than every other; and if I will not promise to +yield to it, if I will not undertake at once to give up all my own +hopes, I will at least reconsider the question, and see how what you +have said will affect it." + +This problem was not so easy to solve; at least, no satisfactory answer +to it suggested itself to his friend, and nothing was left to him except +to insist again and again, how grave and serious, and in many senses how +dangerous, the whole undertaking was; and at least that they ought +maturely to consider how they had better enter upon it. Edward agreed to +this, and consented to wait before he took any steps; but only under the +condition that his friend should not leave him until they had come to a +perfect understanding about it, and until the first measures had been +taken. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +Men who are complete strangers, and wholly indifferent to one another, +if they live a long time together, are sure both of them to expose +something of their inner nature, and thus a kind of intimacy will arise +between them. All the more was it to be expected that there would soon +be no secrets between our two friends, now that they were again under +the same roof together, and in daily and hourly intercourse. They went +over again the earlier stages of their history, and the Major confessed +to Edward that Charlotte had intended Ottilie for him at the time at +which he returned from abroad, and hoped that some time or other he +might marry her. Edward was in ecstasies at this discovery; he spoke +without reserve of the mutual affection of Charlotte and the Major, +which, because it happened to fall in so conveniently with his own +wishes, he painted in very lively colors. + +Deny it altogether, the Major could not; at the same time, he could not +altogether acknowledge it. But Edward only insisted on it the more. He +had pictured the whole thing to himself not as possible, but as already +concluded; all parties had only to resolve on what they all wished; +there would be no difficulty in obtaining a separation; the marriages +should follow as soon after as possible, and Edward could travel with +Ottilie. + +Of all the pleasant things which imagination pictures to us, perhaps +there is none more charming than when lovers and young married people +look forward to enjoying their new relation to each other in a fresh, +new world, and test the endurance of the bond between them in so many +changing circumstances. The Major and Charlotte were in the meantime to +have unrestricted powers to settle all questions of money, property, and +other such important worldly matters; and to do whatever was right and +proper for the satisfaction of all parties. What Edward dwelt the most +upon, however, what he seemed to promise himself the most advantage from +was this:--as the child would have to remain with the mother, the Major +would charge himself with the education of it; he would train the boy +according to his own views, and develop what capacities there might be +in him. It was not for nothing that he had received in his baptism the +name of Otto, which belonged to them both. + +Edward had so completely arranged everything for himself, that he could +not wait another day to carry it into execution. On their way to the +castle, they arrived at a small town, where Edward had a house, and +where he was to stay to await the return of the Major. He could not, +however, prevail upon himself to alight there at once, and accompanied +his friend through the place. They were both on horseback, and falling +into some interesting conversation, rode on further together. + +On a sudden they saw, in the distance, the new house on the height, with +its red tiles shining in the sun. An irresistible longing came over +Edward; he would have it all settled that very evening; he would remain +concealed in a village close by. The Major was to urge the business on +Charlotte with all his power; he would take her prudence by surprise; +and oblige her by the unexpectedness of his proposal to make a free +acknowledgment of her feelings. Edward had transferred his own wishes to +her; he felt certain that he was only meeting her half-way, and that her +inclinations were as decided as his own; and he looked for an immediate +consent from her, because he himself could think of nothing else. + +Joyfully he saw the prosperous issue before his eyes; and that it might +be communicated to him as swiftly as possible, a few cannon shots were +to be fired off, and if it was dark, a rocket or two sent up. + +The Major rode to the castle. He did not find Charlotte there; he learnt +that for the present she was staying at the new house; at that +particular time, however, she was paying a visit in the neighborhood, +and she probably would not have returned till late that evening. He +walked back to the hotel, to which he had previously sent his horse. + +Edward, in the meantime, unable to sit still from restlessness and +impatience, stole away out of his concealment along solitary paths known +only to foresters and fishermen, into his park; and he found himself +toward evening in the copse close to the lake, the broad mirror of which +he now for the first time saw spread out in its perfectness before him. + +Ottilie had gone out that afternoon for a walk along the shore. She had +the child with her, and read as she usually did while she went along. +She had gone as far as the oak-tree by the ferry. The boy had fallen +asleep; she sat down; laid it on the ground at her side, and continued +reading. The book was one of those which attract persons of delicate +feeling, and afterward will not let them go again. She forgot the time +and the hours; she never thought what a long way round it was by land to +the new house; but she sat lost in her book and in herself, so beautiful +to look at, that the trees and the bushes round her ought to have been +alive, and to have had eyes given them to gaze upon her and admire her. +The sun was sinking; a ruddy streak of light fell upon her from behind, +tinging with gold her cheek and shoulder. Edward, who had made his way +to the lake without being seen, finding his park desolate, and no trace +of human creature to be seen anywhere, went on and on. At last he broke +through the copse behind the oak-tree, and saw her. At the same moment +she saw him. He flew to her, and threw himself at her feet. After a +long, silent pause, in which they both endeavored to collect themselves, +he explained in a few words why and how he had come there. He had sent +the Major to Charlotte; and perhaps at that moment their common destiny +was being decided. Never had he doubted her affection, and she assuredly +had never doubted his. He begged for her consent; she hesitated; he +implored her. He offered to resume his old privilege, and throw his arms +around her, and embrace her; she pointed down to the child. + +Edward looked at it, and was amazed. "Great God!" he cried; "if I had +cause to doubt my wife and my friend, this face would witness fearfully +against them. Is not this the very image of the Major? I never saw such +a likeness." + +"Indeed!" replied Ottilie; "all the world say it is like me." + +"Is it possible?" Edward answered; and at the moment the child opened +its eyes--two large, black, piercing eyes, deep and full of love; +already the little face was full of intelligence. He seemed as if he +knew both the figures which he saw standing before him. Edward threw +himself down beside the child, and then knelt a second time before +Ottilie. "It is you," he cried; "the eyes are yours! ah, but let me look +into yours; let me throw a veil over that ill-starred hour which gave +its being to this little creature. Shall I shock your pure spirit with +the fearful thought, that man and wife who are estranged from each +other, can yet press each other to their heart, and profane the bonds by +which the law unites them by other eager wishes? Oh yes! As I have said +so much; as my connection with Charlotte must now be severed; as you +will be mine, why should I not speak out the words to you? This child is +the offspring of a double adultery. It should have been a tie between my +wife and myself; but it severs her from me, and me from her. Let it +witness, then, against me. Let these fair eyes say to yours, that in the +arms of another I belonged to you. You must feel, Ottilie, oh! you must +feel, that my fault, my crime, I can only expiate in your arms." + +"Hark!" he called out, as he sprang up and listened. He thought that he +had heard a shot, and that it was the sign which the Major was to give. +It was the gun of a forester on the adjoining hill. Nothing followed. +Edward grew impatient. + +Ottilie now first observed that the sun was down behind the mountains; +its last rays were shining on the windows of the house above. "Leave me, +Edward," she cried; "go. Long as we have been parted, much as we have +borne, yet remember what we both owe to Charlotte. She must decide our +fate; do not let us anticipate her judgment. I am yours if she will +permit it to be so. If she will not, I must renounce you. As you think +it is now so near an issue, let us wait. Go back to the village, where +the Major supposes you to be. Is it likely that a rude cannon-shot will +inform you of the results of such an interview? Perhaps at this moment +he is seeking for you. He will not have found Charlotte at home; of that +I am certain. He may have gone to meet her; for they knew at the castle +where she was. How many things may have happened! Leave me! she must be +at home by this time; she is expecting me there with the baby." + +Ottilie spoke hurriedly; she called together all the possibilities. It +was too delightful to be with Edward; but she felt that he must now +leave her. "I beseech, I implore you, my beloved," she cried out; "go +back and wait for the Major." + +"I obey your commands," cried Edward. He gazed at her for a moment with +rapturous love, and then caught her close in his arms. She wound her own +about him, and pressed him tenderly to her breast. Hope streamed away, +like a star shooting in the sky, above their heads. They thought then, +they believed, that they did indeed belong to each other. For the first +time they exchanged free, genuine kisses, and separated with pain and +effort. + +The sun had gone down. It was twilight, and a damp mist was rising about +the lake. Ottilie stood confused and agitated. She looked across to the +house on the hill, and she thought she saw Charlotte's white dress on +the balcony. + +It was a long way round by the end of the lake; and she knew how +impatiently Charlotte would be waiting for the child. She saw the +plane-trees just opposite her, and only a narrow interval of water +divided her from the path which led straight up to the house. Her +nervousness about venturing on the water with the child vanished in her +present embarrassment. She hastened to the boat; she did not feel that +her heart was beating; that her feet were tottering; that her senses +were threatening to fail her. + +She sprang in, seized the oar, and pushed off. She had to use force; she +pushed again. The boat shot off, and glided, swaying and rocking into +the open water. With the child in her left arm, the book in her left +hand, and the oar in her right, she lost her footing, and fell over the +seat; the oar slipped from her on one side, and as she tried to recover +herself, the child and the book slipped on the other, all into the +water. She caught the floating dress, but lying entangled as she was +herself, she was unable to rise. Her right hand was free, but she could +not reach round to help herself up with it; at last she succeeded. She +drew the child out of the water; but its eyes were closed, and it had +ceased to breathe. + +In a moment, she recovered all her self-possession; but so much the +greater was her agony; the boat was drifting fast into the middle of the +lake; the oar was swimming far away from her. She saw no one on the +shore; and, indeed, if she had, it would have been of no service to her. +Cut off from all assistance, she was floating on the faithless, unstable +element. + +She sought for help from herself; she had often heard of the recovery of +the drowned; she had herself witnessed an instance of it on the evening +of her birthday; she took off the child's clothes, and dried it with her +muslin dress; she threw open her bosom, laying it bare for the first +time to the free heaven. For the first time she pressed a living being +to her pure, naked breast. + +[Illustration: OTTILIE. _From the Painting by Wilhelm von Kaulbach_] + +Alas! and it was not a living being. The cold limbs of the ill-starred +little creature chilled her to the heart. Streams of tears gushed from +her eyes, and lent a show of life and warmth to the outside of the +torpid limbs. She persevered with her efforts; she wrapped it in her +shawl, she drew it close to herself, stroked it, breathed upon it, and +with tears and kisses labored to supply the help which, cut off as she +was, she was unable to find. + +It was all in vain; the child lay motionless in her arms; motionless the +boat floated on the glassy water. But even here her beautiful spirit did +not leave her forsaken. She turned to the Power above. She sank down +upon her knees in the boat, and with both arms raised the unmoving child +above her innocent breast, like marble in its whiteness; alas, too, like +marble, cold; with moist eyes she looked up and cried for help, where a +tender heart hopes to find it in its fulness when all other help has +failed. + +The stars were beginning one by one to glimmer down upon her; she turned +to them and not in vain; a soft air stole over the surface, and wafted +the boat under the plane-trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +She hurried to the new house, and called the surgeon and gave the child +into his hands. It was carried at once to Charlotte's sleeping-room. +Cool and collected from a wide experience, he submitted the tender body +to the usual process. Ottilie stood by him through it all. She prepared +everything, she fetched everything, but as if she were moving in another +world; for the height of misfortune, like the height of happiness, +alters the aspect of every object. And it was only when, after every +resource had been exhausted, the good man shook his head, and to her +questions, whether there was hope, first was silent, and then answered +with a gentle No! that she left the apartment, and had scarcely entered +the sitting-room, when she fell fainting, with her face upon the carpet, +unable to reach the sofa. + +At that moment Charlotte was heard driving up. The surgeon implored the +servants to keep back, and allow him to go to meet her and prepare her. +But he was too late; while he was speaking she had entered the +drawing-room. She found Ottilie on the ground, and one of the girls of +the house came running and screaming to her open-mouthed. The surgeon +entered at the same moment, and she was informed of everything. She +could not at once, however, give up all hope. She was flying up stairs +to the child, but the physician besought her to remain where she was. He +went himself, to deceive her with a show of fresh exertions, and she sat +down upon the sofa. Ottilie was still lying on the ground; Charlotte +raised her, and supported her against herself, and her beautiful head +sank down upon her knee. The kind medical man went backward and forward; +he appeared to be busy about the child; his real care was for the +ladies; and so came on midnight, and the stillness grew more and more +deathly. Charlotte did not try to conceal from herself any longer that +her child would never return to life again. She desired to see it now. +It had been wrapped up in warm woolen coverings. And it was brought down +as it was, lying in its cot, which was placed at her side on the sofa. +The little face was uncovered; and there it lay in its calm sweet +beauty. + +The report of the accident soon spread through the village; every one +was aroused, and the story reached the hotel. The Major hurried up the +well-known road; he went round and round the house; at last he met a +servant who was going to one of the out-buildings to fetch something. He +learnt from him in what state things were, and desired him to tell the +surgeon that he was there. The latter came out, not a little surprised +at the appearance of his old patron. He told him exactly what had +happened, and undertook to prepare Charlotte to see him. He then went +in, began some conversation to distract her attention, and led her +imagination from one object to another, till at last he brought it to +rest upon her friend, and the depth of feeling and of sympathy which +would surely be called out in him. From the imaginative she was brought +at once to the real. Enough! she was informed that he was at the door, +that he knew everything and desired to be admitted. + +The Major entered. Charlotte received him with a miserable smile. He +stood before her; she lifted off the green silk covering under which the +body was lying; and by the dim light of a taper, he saw before him, not +without a secret shudder, the stiffened image of himself. Charlotte +pointed to a chair, and there they sat opposite each other, without +speaking, through the night. Ottilie was still lying motionless on +Charlotte's knee; she breathed softly, and slept or seemed to sleep. + +The morning dawned, the lights went out; the two friends appeared to +awake out of a heavy dream. Charlotte looked toward the Major, and said +quietly: "Tell me through what circumstances you have been brought +hither, to take part in this mourning scene." + +"The present is not a time," the Major answered, in the same low tone as +that in which Charlotte had spoken, for fear lest she might disturb +Ottilie; "this is not a time, and this is not a place for reserve. The +condition in which I find you is so fearful that even the earnest matter +on which I am here loses its importance by the side of it." He then +informed her, quite calmly and simply, of the object of his mission, in +so far as he was the ambassador of Edward; of the object of his coming, +in so far as his own free will and his own interests were concerned in +it. He laid both before her, delicately but uprightly; Charlotte +listened quietly, and showed neither surprise nor unwillingness. + +As soon as the Major had finished, she replied, in a voice so light that +to catch her words he was obliged to draw his chair closer to her: "In +such a case as this I have never before found myself; but in similar +cases I have always said to myself, how will it be tomorrow? I feel very +clearly that the fate of many persons is now in my hands, and what I +have to do is soon said without scruple or hesitation. I consent to the +separation; I ought to have made up my mind to it before; by my +unwillingness and reluctance I have destroyed my child. There are +certain things on which destiny obstinately insists. In vain may reason, +may virtue, may duty, may all holy feelings place themselves in its way. +Something shall be done which to it seems good, and which to us seems +not good; and it forces its own way through at last, let us conduct +ourselves as we will. + +"And, indeed, what am I saying? It is but my own desire, my own purpose, +against which I acted so unthinkingly, which destiny is again bringing +in my way? Did I not long ago, in my thoughts, design Edward and Ottilie +for each other? Did I not myself labor to bring them together? And you, +my friend, you yourself were an accomplice in my plot. Why, why, could I +not distinguish mere man's obstinacy from real love? Why did I accept +his hand, when I could have made him happy as a friend, and when another +could have made him happy as a wife? And now, look here on this unhappy +slumberer. I tremble for the moment when she will recover out of this +half death-sleep into consciousness. How can she endure to live? How +shall she ever console herself, if she may not hope to make good that to +Edward, of which, as the instrument of the most wonderful destiny, she +has deprived him? And she can make it all good again by the passion, by +the devotion with which she loves him. If love be able to bear all +things, it is able to do yet more; it can restore all things; of myself +at such a moment I may not think. + +"Do you go quietly away, my dear Major; say to Edward that I consent to +the separation; that I leave it to him, to you, and to Mittler, to +settle whatever is to be done. I have no anxiety for my own future +condition; it may be what it will; it is nothing to me. I will subscribe +whatever paper is submitted to me, only he must not require me to join +actively. I cannot have to think about it, or give advice." + +The Major rose to go. She stretched out her hand to him across Ottilie. +He pressed it to his lips, and whispered gently: "And for myself, may I +hope anything?" + +"Do not ask me now!" replied Charlotte. "I will tell you another time. +We have not deserved to be miserable; but neither can we say that we +have deserved to be happy together." + +The Major left her, and went, feeling for Charlotte to the bottom of his +heart, but not being able to be sorry for the fate of the poor child. +Such an offering seemed necessary to him for their general happiness. He +pictured Ottilie to himself with a child of her own in her arms, as the +most perfect compensation for the one of which she had deprived Edward. +He pictured himself with his own son on his knee, who should have better +right to resemble him than the one which was departed. + +With such flattering hopes and fancies passing through his mind, he +returned to the hotel, and on his way back he met Edward, who had been +waiting for him the whole night through in the open air, since neither +rocket nor report of cannon would bring him news of the successful issue +of his undertaking. He had already heard of the misfortune; and he too, +instead of being sorry for the poor creature, regarded what had befallen +it, without being exactly ready to confess it to himself, as a +convenient accident, through which the only impediment in the way of his +happiness was at once removed. + +The Major at once informed him of his wife's resolution, and he +therefore easily allowed himself to be prevailed upon to return again +with him to the village, and from thence to go for a while to the little +town, where they would consider what was next to be done, and make their +arrangements. + +After the Major had left her, Charlotte sat on, buried in her own +reflections; but it was only for a few minutes. Ottilie suddenly raised +herself from her lap, and looked full with her large eyes in her +friend's face. Then she got up from off the ground, and stood upright +before her. + +"This is the second time," began the noble girl, with an irresistible +solemnity of manner, "this is the second time that the same thing has +happened to me. You once said to me that similar things often befall +people more than once in their lives in a similar way, and if they do, +it is always at important moments. I now find that what you said is +true, and I have to make a confession to you. Shortly after my mother's +death, when I was a very little child, I was sitting one day on a +footstool close to you. You were on a sofa, as you are at this moment, +and my head rested on your knees. I was not asleep, I was not awake: I +was in a trance. I knew everything which was passing about me. I heard +every word which was said with the greatest distinctness, and yet I +could not stir, I could not speak; and if I had wished it, I could not +have given a hint that I was conscious. On that occasion you were +speaking about me to one of your friends; you were commiserating my +fate, left as I was a poor orphan in the world. You described my +dependent position, and how unfortunate a future was before me, unless +some very happy star watched over me. I understood well what you said. I +saw, perhaps too clearly, what you appeared to hope of me, and what you +thought I ought to do. I made rules to myself, according to such limited +insight as I had, and by these I have long lived; by these, at the time +when you so kindly took charge of me, and had me with you in your house, +I regulated whatever I did and whatever I left undone. + +"But I have wandered out of my course; I have broken my rules; I have +lost the very power of feeling them. And now, after a dreadful +occurrence, you have again made clear to me my situation, which is more +pitiable than the first. While lying in a half torpor on your lap, I +have again, as if out of another world, heard every syllable which you +uttered. I know from you how all is with me. I shudder at the thought of +myself; but again, as I did then, in my half sleep of death, I have +marked out my new path for myself. + +"I am determined, as I was before, and what I have determined I must +tell you at once. I will never be Edward's wife. In a terrible manner +God has opened my eyes to see the sin in which I was entangled. I will +atone for it, and let no one think to move me from my purpose. It is by +this, my dearest, kindest friend, that you must govern your own conduct. +Send for the Major to come back to you. Write to him that no steps must +be taken. It made me miserable that I could not stir or speak when he +went. I tried to rise--I tried to cry out. Oh, why did you let him leave +you with such unlawful hopes!" + +Charlotte saw Ottilie's condition, and she felt for it; but she hoped +that by time and persuasion she might be able to prevail upon her. On +her uttering a few words, however, which pointed to a future--to a time +when her sufferings would be alleviated, and when there might be better +room for hope, "No!" Ottilie cried, with vehemence, "do not endeavor to +move me; do not seek to deceive me. At the moment at which I learn that +you have consented to the separation, in that same lake I will expiate +my errors and my crimes." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Friends and relatives, and all persons living in the same house +together, are apt, when life is going smoothly and peacefully with them, +to make what they are doing, or what they are going to do, even more +than is right or necessary, a subject of constant conversation. They +talk to each other of their plans and their occupations, and, without +exactly taking one another's advice, consider and discuss together the +entire progress of their lives. But this is far from being the case in +serious moments; just when it would seem men most require the assistance +and support of others, they all draw singly within themselves, every one +to act for himself, every one to work in his own fashion; they conceal +from one another the particular means which they employ, and only the +result, the object, the thing which they realize, is again made common +property. + +After so many strange and unfortunate incidents, a sort of silent +seriousness had passed over the two ladies, which showed itself in a +sweet mutual effort to spare each other's feelings. The child had been +buried privately in the chapel. It rested there as the first offering to +a destiny full of ominous foreshadowings. + +Charlotte, as soon as ever she could, turned back to life and +occupation, and here she first found Ottilie standing in need of her +assistance. She occupied herself almost entirely with her, without +letting it be observed. She knew how deeply the noble girl loved Edward. +She had discovered by degrees the scene which had preceded the accident, +and had gathered every circumstance of it, partly from Ottilie herself, +partly from the letters of the Major. + +Ottilie, on her side, made Charlotte's immediate life much more easy for +her. She was open, and even talkative, but she never spoke of the +present, or of what had lately passed. She had been a close and +thoughtful observer. She knew much, and now it all came to the surface. +She entertained, she amused Charlotte, and the latter still nourished a +hope in secret to see her married to Edward after all. + +But something very different was passing in Ottilie. She had disclosed +the secret of the course of her life to her friend, and she showed no +more of her previous restraint and submissiveness. By her repentance and +her resolution she felt herself freed from the burden of her fault and +her misfortune. She had no more violence to do to herself. In the bottom +of her heart she had forgiven herself solely under condition of the +fullest renunciation, and it was a condition which would remain binding +for all time to come. + +So passed away some time, and Charlotte now felt how deeply house and +park, and lake and rocks and trees, served to keep alive in them all +their most painful reminiscences. They wanted change of scene, both of +them, it was plain enough; but how it was to be effected was not so +easy to decide. + +Were the two ladies to remain together? Edward's previously expressed +will appeared to enjoin it--his declarations and his threats appeared to +make it necessary; only it could not be now mistaken that Charlotte and +Ottilie, with all their good will, with all their sense, with all their +efforts to conceal it, could not avoid finding themselves in a painful +situation toward each other. In their conversation there was a constant +endeavor to avoid doubtful subjects. They were often obliged only half +to understand some allusion; more often, expressions were +misinterpreted, if not by their understandings, at any rate by their +feelings. They were afraid to give pain to each other, and this very +fear itself produced the evil which they were seeking to avoid. + +If they were to try change of scene, and at the same time (at any rate +for a while) to part, the old question came up again: Where was Ottilie +to go? There was the grand, rich family, who still wanted a desirable +companion for their daughter, their attempts to find a person whom they +could trust having hitherto proved ineffectual. The last time the +Baroness had been at the castle, she had urged Charlotte to send Ottilie +there, and she had been lately pressing it again and again in her +letters. Charlotte now a second time proposed it; but Ottilie expressly +declined going anywhere, where she would be thrown into what is called +the great world. + +"Do not think me foolish or self-willed, my dear aunt," she said; "I had +better tell you what I feel, for fear you should judge hardly of me; +although in any other case it would be my duty to be silent. A person +who has fallen into uncommon misfortunes, however guiltless he may be, +carries a frightful mark upon him. His presence, in every one who sees +him and is aware of his history, excites a kind of horror. People see in +him the terrible fate which has been laid upon him, and he is the object +of a diseased and nervous curiosity. It is so with a house, it is so +with a town, where any terrible action has been done; people enter them +with awe; the light of day shines less brightly there, and the stars +seem to lose their lustre. + +"Perhaps we ought to excuse it, but how extreme is the indiscretion with +which people behave toward such unfortunates, with their foolish +importunities and awkward kindness! You must forgive me for speaking in +this way, but that poor girl whom Luciana tempted out of her retirement, +and with such mistaken good nature tried to force into society and +amusement, has haunted me and made me miserable. The poor creature, when +she was so frightened and tried to escape, and then sank and swooned +away, and I caught her in my arms, and the party came all crowding round +in terror and curiosity!--little did I think, then, that the same fate +was in store for me. But my feeling for her is as deep and warm and +fresh as ever it was; and now I may direct my compassion upon myself, +and secure myself from being the object of any similar exposure." + +"But, my dear child," answered Charlotte, "you will never be able to +withdraw yourself where no one can see you; we have no cloisters now: +otherwise, there, with your present feelings, would be your resource." + +"Solitude would not give me the resource for which I wish, my dear +aunt," answered Ottilie. "The one true and valuable resource is to be +looked for where we can be active and useful; all the self-denials and +all the penances on earth will fail to deliver us from an evil-omened +destiny, if it be determined to persecute us. Let me sit still in +idleness and serve as a spectacle for the world, and it will overpower +me and crush me. But find me some peaceful employment, where I can go +steadily and unweariedly on doing my duty, and I shall be able to bear +the eyes of men, when I need not shrink under the eyes of God." + +"Unless I am much mistaken," replied Charlotte, "your inclination is to +return to the school." + +"Yes," Ottilie answered; "I do not deny it. I think it a happy +destination to train up others in the beaten way, after having been +trained in the strangest myself. And do we not see the same great fact +in history? some moral calamity drives men out into the wilderness; but +they are not allowed to remain as they had hoped in their concealment +there. They are summoned back into the world, to lead the wanderers into +the right way; and who are fitter for such a service, than those who +have been initiated into the labyrinths of life? They are commanded to +be the support of the unfortunate; and who can better fulfil that +command than those who have no more misfortunes to fear upon earth?" + +"You are selecting an uncommon profession for yourself," replied +Charlotte. "I shall not oppose you, how ever. Let it be as you wish; +only I hope it will be but for a short time." + +"Most warmly I thank you," said Ottilie, "for giving me leave at least +to try, to make the experiment. If I am not flattering myself too +highly, I am sure I shall succeed: wherever I am, I shall remember the +many trials which I went through myself, and how small, how infinitely +small they were compared to those which I afterward had to undergo. It +will be my happiness to watch the embarrassments of the little creatures +as they grow; to cheer them in their childish sorrows, and guide them +back with a light hand out of their little aberrations. The fortunate is +not the person to be of help to the unfortunate; it is in the nature of +man to require ever more and more of himself and others, the more he has +received. The unfortunate who has himself recovered, knows best how to +nourish, in himself and them, the feeling that every moderate good ought +to be enjoyed with rapture." + +"I have but one objection to make to what you propose," said Charlotte, +after some thought, "although that one seems to me of great importance. +I am not thinking of you, but of another person: you are aware of the +feelings toward you of that good, right-minded, excellent Assistant. In +the way in which you desire to proceed, you will become every day more +valuable and more indispensable to him. Already he himself believes that +he can never live happily without you, and hereafter, when he has become +accustomed to have you to work with him, he will be unable to carry on +his business if he loses you; you will have assisted him at the +beginning only to injure him in the end." + +"Destiny has not dealt with me with too gentle a hand," replied Ottilie; +"and whoever loves me has perhaps not much better to expect. Our friend +is so good and so sensible, that I hope he will be able to reconcile +himself to remaining in a simple relation with me; he will learn to see +in me a consecrated person, lying under the shadow of an awful calamity, +and only able to support herself and bear up against it by devoting +herself to that Holy Being who is invisibly around us, and alone is able +to shield us from the dark powers which threaten to overwhelm us." + +All this, which the dear girl poured out so warmly, Charlotte privately +reflected over; on many different occasions, although only in the +gentlest manner, she had hinted at the possibility of Ottilie's being +brought again in contact with Edward; but the slightest mention of it, +the faintest hope, the least suspicion, seemed to wound Ottilie to the +quick. One day when she could not evade it, she expressed herself to +Charlotte clearly and peremptorily on the subject. + +"If your resolution to renounce Edward," returned Charlotte, "is so firm +and unalterable, then you had better avoid the danger of seeing him +again. At a distance from the object of our love, the warmer our +affection, the stronger is the control which we fancy that we can +exercise on ourselves; because the whole force of the passion, diverted +from its outward objects, turns inward on ourselves. But how soon, how +swiftly is our mistake made clear to us, when the thing which we thought +that we could renounce, stands again before our eyes as indispensable to +us! You must now do what you consider best suited to your +circumstances. Look well into yourself; change, if you prefer it, the +resolution which you have just expressed. But do it of yourself, with a +free consenting heart. Do not allow yourself to be drawn in by an +accident; do not let yourself be surprised into your former position. It +will place you at issue with yourself and will be intolerable to you. As +I said, before you take this step, before you remove from me, and enter +upon a new life, which will lead you no one knows in what direction, +consider once more whether really, indeed, you can renounce Edward for +the whole time to come. If you have faithfully made up your mind that +you will do this, then will you enter into an engagement with me, that +you will never admit him into your presence; and if he seeks you out and +forces himself upon you, that you will not exchange words with him?" + +Ottilie did not hesitate a moment; she gave Charlotte the promise, which +she had already made to herself. + +Now, however, Charlotte began to be haunted with Edward's threat, that +he would only consent to renounce Ottilie, as long as she was not parted +from Charlotte. Since that time, indeed, circumstances were so altered, +so many things had happened, that an engagement which was wrung from him +in a moment of excitement might well be supposed to have been cancelled. +She was unwilling, however, in the remotest sense to venture anything or +to undertake anything which might displease him, and Mittler was +therefore to find Edward, and inquire what, as things now were, he +wished to be done. + +Since the death of the child, Mittler had often been at the castle to +see Charlotte, although only for a few moments at a time. The unhappy +accident which had made her reconciliation with her husband in the +highest degree improbable, had produced a most painful effect upon him. +But ever, as his nature was, hoping and striving, he rejoiced secretly +at the resolution of Ottilie. He trusted to the softening influence of +passing time; he hoped that it might still be possible to keep the +husband and the wife from separating; and he tried to regard these +convulsions of passion only as trials of wedded love and fidelity. + +Charlotte, at the very first, had informed the Major by letter of +Ottilie's declaration. She had entreated him most earnestly to prevail +on Edward to take no further steps for the present. They should keep +quiet and wait, and see whether the poor girl's spirits would recover. +She had let him know from time to time whatever was necessary of what +had more lately fallen from her. And now Mittler had to undertake the +really difficult commission of preparing Edward for an alteration in her +situation. Mittler, however, well knowing that men can be brought more +easily to submit to what is already done, than to give their consent to +what is yet to be done, persuaded Charlotte that it would be better to +send Ottilie off at once to the school. + +Consequently, as soon as Mittler was gone, preparations were at once +made for the journey. Ottilie put her things together; and Charlotte +observed that neither the beautiful box, nor anything out of it, was to +go with her. Ottilie had said nothing to her on the subject; and she +took no notice, but let her alone. The day of the departure came; +Charlotte's carriage was to take Ottilie the first day as far as a place +where they were well known, where she was to pass the night, and on the +second she would go on in it to the school. It was settled that Nanny +was to accompany her, and remain as her attendant. + +This capricious little creature had found her way back to her mistress +after the death of the child, and now hung about her as warmly and +passionately as ever; indeed she seemed, with her loquacity and +attentiveness, as if she wished to make good her past neglect, and +henceforth devote herself entirely to Ottilie's service. She was quite +beside herself now for joy at the thought of traveling with her, and of +seeing strange places, when she had hitherto never been away from the +scene of her birth; and she ran from the castle to the village to carry +the news of her good fortune to her parents and her relations, and to +take leave. + +Unluckily for herself, she went, among other places, into a room where +a person was who had the measles, and caught the infection, which came +out upon her at once. The journey could not be postponed. Ottilie +herself was urgent to go. She had traveled once already the same road. +She knew the people of the hotel where she was to sleep. The coachman +from the castle was going with her. There could be nothing to fear. + +Charlotte made no opposition. She, too, in thought, was making haste to +be clear of present embarrassments. The rooms which Ottilie had occupied +at the castle she would have prepared for Edward as soon as possible, +and restored to the old state in which they had been before the arrival +of the Captain. The hope of bringing back old happy days burns up again +and again in us, as if it never could be extinguished. And Charlotte was +quite right; there was nothing else for her except to hope as she did. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +When Mittler was come to talk the matter over with Edward, he found him +sitting by himself, with his head supported on his right hand, and his +arm resting on the table. He appeared in great suffering. + +"Is your headache troubling you again?" asked Mittler. + +"It is troubling me," answered he; "and yet I cannot wish it were not +so, for it reminds me of Ottilie. She too, I say to myself, is also +suffering in the same way at this same moment, and suffering more +perhaps than I; and why cannot I bear it as well as she? These pains are +good for me. I might almost say that they were welcome; for they serve +to bring out before me with the greater vividness her patience and all +her other graces. It is only when we suffer ourselves, that we feel +really the true nature of all the high qualities which are required to +bear suffering." + +Mittler, finding his friend so far resigned, did not hesitate to +communicate the message with which he had been sent. He brought it out +piecemeal, however; in order of time, as the idea had itself arisen +between the ladies, and had gradually ripened into a purpose. Edward +scarcely made an objection. From the little which he said, it appeared +as if he was willing to leave everything to them; the pain which he was +suffering at the moment making him indifferent to all besides. + +Scarcely, however, was he again alone, than he got up, and walked +rapidly up and down the room; he forgot his pain, his attention now +turning to what was external to himself. Mittler's story had stirred the +embers of his love, and awakened his imagination in all its vividness. +He saw Ottilie by herself, or as good as by herself, traveling on a road +which was well known to him--in a hotel with every room of which he was +familiar. He thought, he considered, or rather he neither thought nor +considered; he only wished--he only desired. He would see her; he would +speak to her. Why, or for what good end that was to come of it, he did +not care to ask himself; but he made up his mind at once. He must do it. + +He summoned his valet into his council, and through him he made himself +acquainted with the day and hour when Ottilie was to set out. The +morning broke. Without taking any person with him, Edward mounted his +horse, and rode off to the place where she was to pass the night. He was +there too soon. The hostess was overjoyed at the sight of him; she was +under heavy obligations to him for a service which he had been able to +do for her. Her son had been in the army, where he had conducted himself +with remarkable gallantry. He had performed one particular action of +which no one had been a witness but Edward; and the latter had spoken of +it to the commander-in-chief in terms of such high praise that, +notwithstanding the opposition of various ill-wishers, he had obtained a +decoration for him. The mother, therefore, could never do enough for +Edward. She got ready her best room for him, which indeed was her own +wardrobe and store-room, with all possible speed. He informed her, +however, that a young lady was coming to pass the night there, and he +ordered an apartment for her at the back, at the end of the gallery. It +sounded a mysterious sort of affair; but the hostess was ready to do +anything to please her patron, who appeared so interested and so busy +about it. And he, what were his sensations as he watched through the +long, weary hours till evening? He examined the room round and round in +which he was to see her; with all its strangeness and homeliness it +seemed to him to be an abode for angels. He thought over and over what +he had better do; whether he should take her by surprise, or whether he +should prepare her for meeting him. At last the second course seemed the +preferable one. He sat down and wrote a letter, which she was to read: + +EDWARD TO OTTILIE + +"While you read this letter, my best beloved, I am close to you. Do not +agitate yourself; do not be alarmed; you have nothing to fear from me. I +will not force myself upon you. I will see you or not, as you yourself +shall choose. + +"Consider, oh! consider your condition and mine. How must I not thank +you, that you have taken no decisive step! But the step which you have +taken is significant enough. Do not persist in it. Here, as it were, at +a parting of the ways, reflect once again. Can you be mine:--will you be +mine? Oh, you will be showing mercy on us all if you will; and on me, +infinite mercy. + +"Let me see you again!--happily, joyfully see you once more! Let me make +my request to you with my own lips; and do you give me your answer your +own beautiful self, on my breast, Ottilie! where you have so often +rested, and which belongs to you for ever!" + +As he was writing, the feeling rushed over him that what he was longing +for was coming--was close--would be there almost immediately. By that +door she would come in; she would read that letter; she in her own +person would stand there before him as she used to stand; she for whose +appearance he had thirsted so long. Would she be the same as she +was?--was her form, were her feelings changed? He still held the pen in +his hand; he was going to write as he thought, when the carriage rolled +into the court. With a few hurried strokes he added: "I hear you coming. +For a moment, farewell!" + +He folded the letter, and directed it. He had no time for sealing. He +darted into the room through which there was a second outlet into the +gallery, when the next moment he recollected that he had left his watch +and seals lying on the table. She must not see these first. He ran back +and brought them away with him. At the same instant he heard the hostess +in the antechamber showing Ottilie the way to her apartments. He sprang +to the bedroom door. It was shut. In his haste, as he had come back for +his watch, he had forgotten to take out the key, which had fallen out, +and lay the other side. The door had closed with a spring, and he could +not open it. He pushed at it with all his might, but it would not yield. +Oh, how gladly would he have been a spirit, to escape through its +cracks! In vain. He hid his face against the panels. Ottilie entered, +and the hostess, seeing him, retired. From Ottilie herself, too, he +could not remain concealed for a moment. He turned toward her; and there +stood the lovers once more, in such strange fashion, in each other's +presence. She looked at him calmly and earnestly, without advancing or +retiring. He made a movement to approach her, and she withdrew a few +steps toward the table. He stepped back again. "Ottilie!" he cried +aloud, "Ottilie! let me break this frightful silence! Are we shadows, +that we stand thus gazing at each other? Only listen to me; listen to +this at least. It is an accident that you find me here thus. There is a +letter on the table, at your side there, which was to have prepared you. +Read it, I implore you--read it--and then determine as you will!" + +She looked down at the letter; and after thinking a few seconds, she +took it up, opened it, and read it: she finished it without a change of +expression; and she laid it lightly down; then joining the palms of her +hands together, turning them upward, and drawing them against her +breast, she leant her body a little forward, and regarded Edward with +such a look, that, eager as he was, he was compelled to renounce +everything he wished or desired of her. Such an attitude cut him to the +heart; he could not bear it. It seemed exactly as if she would fall upon +her knees before him, if he persisted. He hurried in despair out of the +room, and leaving her alone, sent the hostess in to her. + +He walked up and down the antechamber. Night had come on, and there was +no sound in the room. At last the hostess came out and drew the key out +of the lock. The good woman was embarrassed and agitated, not knowing +what it would be proper for her to do. At last as she turned to go, she +offered the key to Edward, who refused it; and putting down the candle, +she went away. + +In misery and wretchedness, Edward flung himself down on the threshold +of the door which divided him from Ottilie, moistening it with his tears +as he lay. A more unhappy night had been seldom passed by two lovers in +such close neighborhood! + +Day came at last. The coachman brought round the carriage, and the +hostess unlocked the door and went in. Ottilie was asleep in her +clothes; she went back and beckoned to Edward with a significant smile. +They both entered and stood before her as she lay; but the sight was too +much for Edward. He could not bear it. She was sleeping so quietly that +the hostess did not like to disturb her, but sat down opposite her, +waiting till she woke. At last Ottilie opened her beautiful eyes, and +raised herself on her feet. She declined taking any breakfast, and then +Edward went in again and stood before her. He entreated her to speak but +one word to him; to tell him what she desired. He would do it, be it +what it would, he swore to her; but she remained silent. He asked her +once more, passionately and tenderly, whether she would be his. With +downcast eyes, and with the deepest tenderness of manner she shook her +head in a gentle _No_. He asked if she still desired to go to the +school. Without any show of feeling she declined. Would she then go back +to Charlotte? She inclined her head in token of assent, with a look of +comfort and relief. He went to the window to give directions to the +coachman, and when his back was turned she darted like lightning out of +the room, and was down the stairs and in the carriage in an instant. The +coachman drove back along the road which he had come the day before, and +Edward followed at some distance on horseback. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +It was with the utmost surprise that Charlotte saw the carriage drive up +with Ottilie, and Edward at the same moment ride into the court-yard of +the castle. She ran down to the hall. Ottilie alighted, and approached +her and Edward. Violently and eagerly she caught the hands of the wife +and husband, pressed them together, and hurried off to her own room. +Edward threw himself on Charlotte's neck and burst into tears. He could +not give her any explanation; he besought her to have patience with him, +and to go at once to see Ottilie. Charlotte followed her to her room, +and she could not enter it without a shudder. It had been all cleared +out. There was nothing to be seen but the empty walls, which stood there +looking cheerless, vacant, and miserable. Everything had been carried +away except the little box, which from an uncertainty what was to be +done with it, had been left in the middle of the room. Ottilie was lying +stretched upon the ground, her arm and head leaning across the cover. +Charlotte bent anxiously over her, and asked what had happened; but she +received no answer. + +Her maid had come with restoratives. Charlotte left her with Ottilie, +and herself hastened back to Edward. She found him in the saloon, but he +could tell her nothing. + +He threw himself down before her; he bathed her hands with tears; he +flew to his own room, and she was going to follow him thither, when she +met his valet. From this man she gathered as much as he was able to +tell. The rest she put together in her own thoughts as well as she +could, and then at once set herself resolutely to do what the exigencies +of the moment required. Ottilie's room was put to rights again as +quickly as possible; Edward found his, to the last paper, exactly as he +had left it. + +The three appeared again to fall into some sort of relation with one +another. But Ottilie persevered in her silence, and Edward could do +nothing except entreat his wife to exert a patience which seemed wanting +to himself. Charlotte sent messengers to Mittler and to the Major. The +first was absent from home and could not be found. The latter came. To +him Edward poured out all his heart, confessing every most trifling +circumstance to him, and thus Charlotte learnt fully what had passed; +what it had been which had produced such violent excitement, and how so +strange an alteration of their mutual position had been brought about. + +She spoke with the utmost tenderness to her husband. She had nothing to +ask of him, except that for the present he would leave the poor girl to +herself. Edward was not insensible to the worth, the affection, the +strong sense of his wife; but his passion absorbed him exclusively. +Charlotte tried to cheer him with hopes. She promised that she herself +would make no difficulties about the separation; but it had small effect +with him. He was so much shaken that hope and faith alternately forsook +him. A species of insanity appeared to have taken possession of him. He +urged Charlotte to promise to give her hand to the Major. To satisfy him +and to humor him, she did what he required. She engaged to become +herself the wife of the Major, in the event of Ottilie consenting to the +marriage with Edward; with this express condition, however, that for the +present the two gentlemen should go abroad together. The Major had a +foreign appointment from the Court, and it was settled that Edward +should accompany him. They arranged it all together, and in doing so +found a sort of comfort for themselves in the sense that at least +something was being done. + +In the meantime they had to remark that Ottilie took scarcely anything +to eat or drink. She still persisted in refusing to speak. They at first +used to talk to her, but it appeared to distress her, and they left it +off. We are not, universally at least, so weak as to persist in +torturing people for their good. Charlotte thought over what could +possibly be done. At last she fancied it might be well to ask the +Assistant of the school to come to them. He had much influence with +Ottilie, and had been writing with much anxiety to inquire the cause of +her not having arrived at the time he had been expecting her; but as yet +she had not sent him any answer. + +In order not to take Ottilie by surprise, they spoke of their intention +of sending this invitation in her presence. It did not seem to please +her; she thought for some little time; at last she appeared to have +formed some resolution. She retired to her own room, and before the +evening sent the following letter to the assembled party: + +OTTILIE TO HER FRIENDS + +"Why need I express in words, my dear friends, what is in itself so +plain? I have stepped out of my course, and I cannot recover it again. A +malignant spirit which has gained power over me seems to hinder me from +without, even if within I could again become at peace with myself. + +"My purpose was entirely firm to renounce Edward, and to separate myself +from him for ever. I had hoped that we might never meet again; it has +turned out otherwise. Against his own will he stood before me. Too +literally, perhaps, I have observed my promise never to admit him into +conversation with me. My conscience and the feelings of the moment kept +me silent toward him at the time, and now I have nothing more to say. I +have taken upon myself, under the accidental impulse of the moment, a +difficult vow, which if it had been formed deliberately, might perhaps +be painful and distressing. Let me now persist in the observance of it +so long as my heart shall enjoin it to me. Do not call in any one to +mediate; do not insist upon my speaking; do not urge me to eat or to +drink more than I absolutely must. Bear with me and let me alone, and so +help me on through the time; I am young, and youth has many unexpected +means of restoring itself. Endure my presence among you; cheer me with +your love; make me wiser and better with what you say to one another: +but leave me to my own inward self." + +The two friends had made all preparation for their journey, but their +departure was still delayed by the formalities of the foreign +appointment of the Major, a delay most welcome to Edward. Ottilie's +letter had roused all his eagerness again; he had gathered hope and +comfort from her words, and now felt himself encouraged and justified in +remaining and waiting. He declared, therefore, that he would not go; it +would be folly, indeed, he cried, of his own accord, to throw away, by +over precipitateness, what was most valuable and most necessary to him, +when although there was a danger of losing it, there was nevertheless a +chance that it might be preserved. "What is the right name of conduct +such as that?" he said. "It is only that we desire to show that we are +able to will and to choose. I myself, under the influences of the same +ridiculous folly, have torn myself away, days before there was any +necessity for it, from my friends, merely that I might not be forced to +go by the definite expiration of my term. This time I will stay: what +reason is there for my going; is she not already removed far enough from +me? I am not likely now to catch her hand or press her to my heart; I +could not even think of it without a shudder. She has not separated +herself from me; she has raised herself far above me." + +And so he remained as he desired, as he was obliged; but he was never +easy except when he found himself with Ottilie. She, too, had the same +feeling with him; she could not tear herself away from the same happy +necessity. On all sides they exerted an indescribable, almost magical +power of attraction over each other. Living, as they were, under one +roof, without even so much as thinking of each other, although they +might be occupied with other things, or diverted this way or that way by +the other members of the party, they always drew together. If they were +in the same room, in a short time they were sure to be either standing +or sitting near each other; they were only easy when as close together +as they could be, but they were then completely happy. To be near was +enough; there was no need for them either to look or to speak: they did +not seek to touch one another, or make sign or gesture, but merely to be +together. Then there were not two persons, there was but one person in +unconscious and perfect content, at peace with itself and with the +world. So it was that, if either of them had been imprisoned at the +further end of the house, the other would by degrees, without intending +it, have moved forward like a bird toward its mate; life to them was a +riddle, the solution of which they could find only in union. + +Ottilie was throughout so cheerful and quiet that they were able to feel +perfectly easy about her; she was seldom absent from the society of her +friends: all that she had desired was that she might be allowed to eat +alone, with no one to attend upon her but Nanny. + +What habitually befalls any person repeats itself more often than one is +apt to suppose, because his own nature gives the immediate occasion for +it. Character, individuality, inclination, tendency, locality, +circumstance, and habits, form together a whole, in which every man +moves as in an atmosphere, and where only he feels himself at ease in +his proper element. + +And so we find men, of whose changeableness so many complaints are +made, after many years, to our surprise, unchanged, and in all their +infinite tendencies, outward and inward, unchangeable. + +Thus in the daily life of our friends, almost everything glided on again +in its old smooth track. Ottilie still displayed by many silent +attentions her obliging nature, and the others, like her, continued each +themselves; and then the domestic circle exhibited an image of their +former life, so like it that they might be pardoned if at times they +dreamt that it might all be again as it was. + +The autumn days, which were of the same length with those old spring +days, brought the party back into the house out of the air about the +same hour. The gay fruits and flowers which belonged to the season might +have made them fancy it was now the autumn of that first spring, and the +interval dropped out and forgotten; for the flowers which now were +blooming were the same as those which then they had sown, and the fruits +which were now ripening on the trees were those which at that time they +had seen in blossom. + +The Major went backward and forward, and Mittler came frequently. The +evenings were generally spent in exactly the same way. Edward usually +read aloud, with more life and feeling than before; much better, and +even, it may be said, with more cheerfulness. It appeared as if he was +endeavoring, by light-heartedness as much as by devotion, to quicken +Ottilie's torpor into life, and dissolve her silence. He seated himself +in the same position as he used to do, that she might look over his +book; he was uneasy and distracted unless she was doing so, unless he +was sure that she was following his words with her eyes. + +Every trace had vanished of the unpleasant, ungracious feelings of the +intervening time. No one had any secret complaint against another; there +were no cross purposes, no bitterness. The Major accompanied Charlotte's +playing with his violin, and Edward's flute sounded again, as formerly, +in harmony with Ottilie's piano. Thus they were now approaching Edward's +birthday, which the year before they had missed celebrating. This time +they were to keep it without any outward festivities, in quiet enjoyment +among themselves. They had so settled it together, half expressly, half +from a tacit agreement. As they approached nearer to this epoch, +however, an anxiety about it, which had hitherto been more felt than +observed, became more noticeable in Ottilie's manner. She was to be seen +often in the garden examining the flowers: she had signified to the +gardener that he was to save as many as he could of every sort, and she +had been especially occupied with the asters, which this year were +blooming in beautiful profusion. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The most remarkable feature, however, which was observed about Ottilie +was that, for the first time, she had now unpacked the box, and had +selected a variety of things out of it, which she had cut up, and which +were intended evidently to make one complete suit for her. The rest, +with Nanny's assistance, she had endeavored to replace again, and she +had been hardly able to get it done, the space being over full, although +a portion had been taken out. The covetous little Nanny could never +satisfy herself with looking at all the pretty things, especially as she +found provision made there for every article of dress which could be +wanted, even the smallest. Numbers of shoes and stockings, garters with +devices on them, gloves, and various other things were left, and she +begged Ottilie just to give her one or two of them. Ottilie refused to +do that, but opened a drawer in her wardrobe, and told the girl to take +what she liked. The latter hastily and awkwardly dashed in her hand and +seized what she could, running off at once with her booty, to show it +off and display her good fortune among the rest of the servants. + +At last Ottilie succeeded in packing everything carefully into its +place. She then opened a secret compartment which was contrived in the +lid, where she kept a number of notes and letters from Edward, many +dried flowers, the mementos of their early walks together, a lock of his +hair, and various other little matters. She now added one more to them, +her father's portrait, and then locked it all up, and hung the delicate +key by a gold chain about her neck, against her heart. + +In the meantime, her friends had now in their hearts begun to entertain +the best hopes for her. Charlotte was convinced that she would one day +begin to speak again. She had latterly seen signs about her which +implied that she was engaged in secret about something; a look of +cheerful self-satisfaction, a smile like that which hangs about the face +of persons who have something pleasant and delightful which they are +keeping concealed from those whom they love. No one knew that she spent +many hours in extreme exhaustion, and that only at rare intervals, when +she appeared in public through the power of her will, she was able to +rouse herself. + +Mittler had latterly been a frequent visitor, and when he came he staid +longer than he usually did at other times. This strong-willed, resolute +person was only too well aware that there is a certain moment in which +alone it will answer to smite the iron. Ottilie's silence and reserve he +interpreted according to his own wishes; no steps had as yet been taken +toward a separation of the husband and wife. He hoped to be able to +determine the fortunes of the poor girl in some not undesirable way. He +listened; he allowed himself to seem convinced; he was discreet and +unobtrusive, and conducted himself in his own way with sufficient +prudence. There was but one occasion on which he uniformly forgot +himself--when he found an opportunity for giving his opinion upon +subjects to which he attached a great importance. He lived much within +himself, and when he was with others, his only relation to them +generally was in active employment on their behalf; but if once, when +among friends, his tongue broke fairly loose, as on more than one +occasion we have already seen, he rolled out his words in utter +recklessness, whether they wounded or whether they pleased, whether they +did evil or whether they did good. + +The evening before the birthday, the Major and Charlotte were sitting +together expecting Edward, who had gone out for a ride; Mittler was +walking up and down the saloon; Ottilie was in her own room, laying out +the dress which she was to wear on the morrow, and making signs to her +maid about a number of things, which the girl, who perfectly understood +her silent language, arranged as she was ordered. + +Mittler had fallen exactly on his favorite subject. One of the points on +which he used most to insist was, that in the education of children, as +well as in the conduct of nations, there was nothing more worthless and +barbarous than laws and commandments forbidding this and that action. +"Man is naturally active," he said, "wherever he is; and if you know how +to tell him what to do, he will do it immediately, and keep straight in +the direction in which you set him. I myself, in my own circle, am far +better pleased to endure faults and mistakes, till I know what the +opposite virtue is that I am to enjoin, than to be rid of the faults and +to have nothing good to put in their place. A man is really glad to do +what is right and sensible, if he only knows how to get at it. It is no +such great matter with him; he does it because he must have something to +do, and he thinks no more about it afterward than he does of the +silliest freaks which he engaged in out of the purest idleness. I cannot +tell you how it annoys me to hear people going over and over those Ten +Commandments in teaching children. The fifth is a thoroughly beautiful, +rational, preceptive precept. 'Thou shalt honor thy father and thy +mother.' If the children will inscribe that well upon their hearts, they +have the whole day before them to put it in practice. But the sixth now? +What can we say to that? 'Thou shalt do no murder;' as if any man ever +felt the slightest general inclination to strike another man dead. Men +will hate sometimes; they will fly into passions and forget themselves; +and as a consequence of this or other feelings, it may easily come now +and then to a murder; but what a barbarous precaution it is to tell +children that they are not to kill or murder! If the commandment ran, +'Have a regard for the life of another--put away whatever can do him +hurt--save him though with peril to yourself--if you injure him, +consider that you are injuring yourself;'--that is the form which should +be in use among educated, reasonable people. And in our Catechism +teaching we have only an awkward clumsy way of sliding into it, through +a 'what do you mean by that?' + +"And as for the seventh; that is utterly detestable. What! to stimulate +the precocious curiosity of children to pry into dangerous mysteries; to +obtrude violently upon their imaginations, ideas and notions which +beyond all things you should wish to keep from them! It were far better +if such actions as that commandment speaks of were dealt with +arbitrarily by some secret tribunal, than prated openly of before church +and congregation--" + +At this moment Ottilie entered the room. + +"'Thou shalt not commit adultery,'"--Mittler went on--"How coarse! how +brutal! What a different sound it has, if you let it run, 'Thou shalt +hold in reverence the bond of marriage. When thou seest a husband and a +wife between whom there is true love, thou shalt rejoice in it, and +their happiness shall gladden thee like the cheerful light of a +beautiful day. If there arise anything to make division between them, +thou shalt use thy best endeavor to clear it away. Thou shalt labor to +pacify them, and to soothe them; to show each of them the excellencies +of the other. Thou shalt not think of thyself, but purely and +disinterestedly thou shalt seek to further the well-being of others, and +make them feel what a happiness is that which arises out of all duty +done; and especially out of that duty which holds man and wife +indissolubly bound together.'" + +Charlotte felt as if she was sitting on hot coals. The situation was +the more distressing, as she was convinced that Mittler was not thinking +the least where he was or what he was saying; and before she was able to +interrupt him, she saw Ottilie, after changing color painfully for a few +seconds, rise and leave the room. + +Charlotte constrained herself to seem unembarrassed. "You will leave us +the eighth commandment," she said, with a faint smile. + +"All the rest," replied Mittler, "if I may only insist first on the +foundation of the whole of them." + +At this moment Nanny rushed in, screaming and crying: "She is dying; the +young lady is dying; come to her, come." + +Ottilie had found her way back with extreme difficulty to her own room. +The beautiful things which she was to wear the next day were laid out on +a number of chairs; and the girl, who had been running from one to the +other, staring at them and admiring them, called out in her ecstasy, +"Look, dearest madam, only look! There is a bridal dress worthy of you." + +Ottilie heard the word, and sank upon the sofa. Nanny saw her mistress +turn pale, fall back, and faint. She ran for Charlotte, who came. The +medical friend was on the spot in a moment. He thought it was nothing +but exhaustion. He ordered some strong soup to be brought. Ottilie +refused it with an expression of loathing: it almost threw her into +convulsions, when they put the cup to her lips. A light seemed to break +on the physician: he asked hastily and anxiously what Ottilie had taken +that day. The little girl hesitated. He repeated his question, and she +then acknowledged that Ottilie had taken nothing. + +There was a nervousness of manner about Nanny which made him suspicious. +He carried her with him into the adjoining room; Charlotte followed; and +the girl threw herself on her knees, and confessed that for a long time +past Ottilie had taken as good as nothing; at her mistress's urgent +request, she had herself eaten the food which had been brought for her; +she had said nothing about it, because Ottilie had by signs alternately +begged her not to tell any one, and threatened her if she did; and, as +she innocently added, "because it was so nice." + +The Major and Mittler now came up as well. They found Charlotte busy +with the physician. The pale, beautiful girl was sitting, apparently +conscious, in the corner of the sofa. They had begged her to lie down; +she had declined to do this; but she made signs to have her box brought, +and resting her feet upon it, placed herself in an easy, half recumbent +position. She seemed to be wishing to take leave; and by her gestures, +was expressing to all about her the tenderest affection, love, +gratitude, entreaties for forgiveness, and the most heartfelt farewell. + +Edward, on alighting from his horse, was informed of what had happened; +he rushed to the room; threw himself down at her side; and seizing her +hand, deluged it with silent tears. In this position he remained a long +time. At last he called out: "And am I never more to hear your voice? +Will you not turn back toward life, to give me one single word? Well, +then, very well. I will follow you yonder, and there we will speak in +another language." + +She pressed his hand with all the strength she had; she gazed at him +with a glance full of life and full of love; and drawing a long breath, +and for a little while moving her lips inarticulately, with a tender +effort of affection she called out, "Promise me to live;" and then fell +back immediately. + +"I promise, I promise!" he cried to her; but he cried only after her; +she was already gone. + +After a miserable night, the care of providing for the loved remains +fell upon Charlotte. The Major and Mittler assisted her. Edward's +condition was utterly pitiable. His first thought, when he was in any +degree recovered from his despair, and able to collect himself, was, +that Ottilie should not be carried out of the castle; she should be kept +there, and attended upon as if she were alive: for she was not dead; it +was impossible that she should be dead. They did what he desired; at +least, so far as that they did not do what he had forbidden. He did not +ask to see her. + +There was now a second alarm, and a further cause for anxiety. Nanny, +who had been spoken to sharply by the physician, had been compelled by +threats to confess, and after her confession had been overwhelmed with +reproaches, had now disappeared. After a long search she was found; but +she appeared to be out of her mind. Her parents took her home; but the +gentlest treatment had no effect upon her, and she had to be locked up +for fear she would run away again. + +They succeeded by degrees in recovering Edward from the extreme agony of +despair; but only to make him more really wretched. He now saw clearly, +he could not doubt how, that the happiness of his life was gone from him +for ever. It was suggested to him that if Ottilie was placed in the +chapel, she would still remain among the living, and it would be a calm, +quiet, peaceful home for her. There was much difficulty in obtaining his +consent; he would only give it under condition that she should be taken +there in an open coffin; that the vault in which she was laid, if +covered at all, should be only covered with glass, and a lamp should be +kept always burning there. It was arranged that this should be done, and +then he seemed resigned. + +They clothed the delicate body in the festal dress, which she had +herself prepared. A garland of asters was wreathed about her head, which +shone sadly there like melancholy stars. To decorate the bier and the +church and chapel, the gardens were robbed of their beauty; they lay +desolate, as if a premature winter had blighted all their loveliness. In +the earliest morning she was borne in an open coffin out of the castle, +and the heavenly features were once more reddened with the rising sun. +The mourners crowded about her as she was being taken along. None would +go before; none would follow; every one would be where she was, every +one would enjoy her presence for the last time. Men and women and little +boys--there was not one unmoved; least of all to be consoled were the +girls, who felt most immediately what they had lost. + +Nanny was not present; it had been thought better not to allow it, and +they had kept secret from her the day and the hour of the funeral. She +was at her parents' house, closely watched, in a room looking toward the +garden. But when she heard the bells tolling, she knew too well what +they meant; and her attendant having left her out of curiosity to see +the funeral, she escaped out of the window into a passage, and from +thence, finding all the doors locked, into an upper open loft. At this +moment the funeral was passing through the village, which had been all +freshly strewed with leaves. Nanny saw her mistress plainly close below +her, more plainly, more entirely, than any one in the procession +underneath; she appeared to be lifted above the earth, borne as it were +on clouds or waves, and the girl fancied she was making signs to her; +her senses swam, she tottered, swayed herself for a moment on the edge, +and fell to the ground. The crowd drew asunder on all sides with a cry +of horror. In the tumult and confusion, the bearers were obliged to set +down the coffin; the girl lay close by it; it seemed as if every limb +was broken. They lifted her up, and by accident or providentially she +was allowed to lean over the body; she appeared, indeed, to be +endeavoring, with what remained to her of life, to reach her beloved +mistress. Scarcely, however, had the loosely hanging limbs touched +Ottilie's robe, and the powerless finger rested on the folded hands, +than the girl started up, and first raising her arms and eyes toward +heaven, flung herself down upon her knees before the coffin, and gazed +with passionate devotion at her mistress. + +At last she sprang, as if inspired, from off the ground, and cried with +a voice of ecstasy: "Yes, she has forgiven me; what no man, what I +myself could never have forgiven. God forgives me through her look, her +motion, her lips. + +"Now she is lying again so still and quiet, but you saw how she raised +herself up, and unfolded her hands and blessed me, and how kindly she +looked at me. You all heard, you can witness that she said to me: 'You +are forgiven.' I am not a murderess any more. She has forgiven me. God +has forgiven me, and no one may now say anything more against me." + +The people stood crowding around her. They were amazed; they listened +and looked this way and that, and no one knew what should next be done. +"Bear her on to her rest," said the girl. "She has done her part; she +has suffered, and cannot now remain any more amongst us." The bier moved +on, Nanny now following it; and thus they reached the church and the +chapel. + +So now stood the coffin of Ottilie, with the child's coffin at her head, +and her box at her feet, inclosed in a resting-place of massive oak. A +woman had been provided to watch the body for the first part of the +time, as it lay there so beautiful beneath its glass covering. But Nanny +would not permit this duty to be taken from herself. She would remain +alone without a companion, and attend to the lamp which was now kindled +for the first time; and she begged to be allowed to do it with so much +eagerness and perseverance, that they let her have her way, to prevent +any greater evil that might ensue. + +But she did not long remain alone. As night was falling, and the hanging +lamp began to exercise its full right and shed abroad a larger lustre, +the door opened and the Architect entered the chapel. The chastely +ornamented walls in the mild light looked more strange, more awful, more +antique, than he was prepared to see them. Nanny was sitting on one side +of the coffin. She recognized him immediately; but she pointed in +silence to the pale form of her mistress. And there stood he on the +other side, in the vigor of youth and of grace, with his arms drooping, +and his hands clasped piteously together, motionless, with head and eye +inclined over the inanimate body. + +Once already he had stood thus before in the Belisarius; he had now +involuntarily fallen into the same attitude. And this time how +naturally! Here, too, was something of inestimable worth thrown down +from its high estate. _There_ were courage, prudence, power, rank, and +wealth in one single man, lost irrevocably; there were qualities which, +in decisive moments, had been of indispensable service to the nation and +the prince; but which, when the moment was passed, were no more valued, +but flung aside and neglected, and cared for no longer. And _here_ were +many other silent virtues, which had been summoned but a little time +before by nature out of the depths of her treasures, and now swept +rapidly away again by her careless hand--rare, sweet, lovely virtues, +whose peaceful workings the thirsty world had welcomed, while it had +them, with gladness and joy; and now was sorrowing for them in +unavailing desire. + +Both the youth and the girl were silent for a long time. But when she +saw the tears streaming fast down his cheeks, and he appeared to be +sinking under the burden of his sorrow, she spoke to him with so much +truthfulness and power, with such kindness and such confidence, that, +astonished at the flow of her words, he was able to recover himself, and +he saw his beautiful friend floating before him in the new life of a +higher world. His tears ceased flowing; his sorrow grew lighter: on his +knees he took leave of Ottilie, and with a warm pressure of the hand of +Nanny, he rode away from the spot into the night without having seen a +single other person. + +The surgeon had, without the girl being aware of it, remained all night +in the church; and when he went in the morning to see her, he found her +cheerful and tranquil. He was prepared for wild aberrations. He thought +that she would be sure to speak to him of conversations which she had +held in the night with Ottilie, and of other such apparitions. But she +was natural, quiet, and perfectly self-possessed. She remembered +accurately what had happened in her previous life; she could describe +the circumstances of it with the greatest exactness, and never in +anything which she said stepped out of the course of what was real and +natural, except in her account of what had passed with the body, which +she delighted to repeat again and again, how, Ottilie had raised herself +up, had blessed her, had forgiven her, and thereby set her at rest for +ever. + +Ottilie remained so long in her beautiful state, which more resembled +sleep than death, that a number of persons were attracted there to look +at her. The neighbors and the villagers wished to see her again, and +every one desired to hear Nanny's incredible story from her own mouth. +Many laughed at it, most doubted, and some few were found who were able +to believe. + +Difficulties, for which no real satisfaction is attainable, compel us to +faith. Before the eyes of all the world, Nanny's limbs had been broken, +and by touching the sacred body she had been restored to strength again. +Why should not others find similar good fortune? Delicate mothers first +privately brought their children who were suffering from obstinate +disorders, and they believed that they could trace an immediate +improvement. The confidence of the people increased, and at last there +was no one so old or so weak as not to have come to seek fresh life and +health and strength at this place. The concourse became so great, that +they were obliged, except at the hours of divine service, to keep the +church and chapel closed. + +Edward did not venture to look at her again; he lived on mechanically; +he seemed to have no tears left, and to be incapable of any further +suffering; his power of taking interest in what was going on diminished +every day; his appetite gradually failed. The only refreshment which did +him any good was what he drank out of the glass, which to him, indeed, +had been but an untrue prophet. He continued to gaze at the intertwining +initials, and the earnest cheerfulness of his expression seemed to +signify that he still hoped to be united with her at last. And as every +little circumstance combines to favor the fortunate, and every accident +contributes to elate him; so do the most trifling occurrences love to +unite to crush and overwhelm the unhappy. One day, as Edward raised the +beloved glass to his lips, he put it down and thrust it from him with a +shudder. It was the same and not the same. He missed a little private +mark upon it. The valet was questioned, and had to confess that the real +glass had not long since been broken, and that one like it belonging to +the same set had been substituted in its place. + +Edward could not be angry. His destiny had spoken out with sufficient +clearness in the fact, and how should he be affected by the shadow? and +yet it touched him deeply. He seemed now to dislike drinking, and +thenceforward purposely to abstain from food and from speaking. + +But from time to time a sort of restlessness came over him; he would +desire to eat and drink something, and would begin again to speak. "Ah!" +he said, one day to the Major, who now seldom left his side, "how +unhappy I am that all my efforts are but imitations ever, and false and +fruitless. What was blessedness to her, is pain to me; and yet for the +sake of this blessedness I am forced to take this pain upon myself. I +must go after her; follow her by the same road. But my nature and my +promise hold me back. It is a terrible difficulty, indeed, to imitate +the inimitable. I feel clearly, my dear friend, that genius is required +for everything; for martyrdom as well as the rest." + +What shall we say of the endeavors which in this hopeless condition were +made for him? His wife, his friends, his physician, incessantly labored +to do something for him. But it was all in vain: at last they found him +dead. Mittler was the first to make the melancholy discovery; he called +the physician, and examined closely, with his usual presence of mind, +the circumstances under which he had been found. Charlotte rushed in to +them; she was afraid that he had committed suicide, and accused herself +and accused others of unpardonable carelessness. But the physician on +natural, and Mittler on moral grounds, were soon able to satisfy her of +the contrary. It was quite clear that Edward's end had taken him by +surprise. In a quiet moment he had taken out of his pocketbook and out +of a casket everything which remained to him as memorials of Ottilie, +and had spread them out before him--a lock of hair, flowers which had +been gathered in some happy hour, and every letter which she had written +to him from the first and which his wife had ominously happened to give +him. It was impossible that he would intentionally have exposed these to +the danger of being seen by the first person who might happen to +discover him. + +But so lay the heart, which but a short time before had been so swift +and eager, at rest now, where it could never be disturbed; and falling +asleep, as he did, with his thoughts on one so saintly, he might well be +called blessed. Charlotte gave him his place at Ottilie's side, and +arranged that thenceforth no other person should be placed with them in +the same vault. In order to secure this, she made it a condition under +which she settled considerable sums of money on the church and the +school. + +So lie the lovers, sleeping side by side. Peace hovers above their +resting-place. Fair angel faces gaze down upon them from the vaulted +ceiling, and what a happy moment that will be when one day they wake +again together! + + + + +SHAKESPEARE AND AGAIN SHAKESPEARE[1] + + +TRANSLATED BY JULIA FRANKLIN + +So much has already been written of Shakespeare that it would seem as if +nothing remained to be said; yet it is the peculiarity of a great mind +ever to stimulate other minds. This time I propose to consider +Shakespeare from more than one point of view--first as a poet in +general, then as compared with poets ancient and modern, and finally, as +a strictly dramatic poet. I shall endeavor to show what effect the +imitation of his art has produced upon us and what effect it is capable +of producing in general. I shall voice my agreement with what has +already been said by repeating it upon occasion, but shall express my +dissent positively and briefly, without involving myself in a conflict +of opinions. Let us, then, take up the first point. + + + +I + +SHAKESPEARE AS A POET IN GENERAL + +The highest that man can attain is the consciousness of his own thoughts +and feelings, and a knowledge of himself which prepares him to fathom +alien natures as well. There are people who are by nature endowed with +such a gift and by experience develop it to practical uses. Thence +springs the ability to conquer something, in a higher sense, from the +world and affairs. The poet, too, is born with such an endowment, only +he does not develop it for immediate mundane ends, but for a more +exalted, universal purpose. If we rate Shakespeare as one of the +greatest poets, we acknowledge at the same time that it has been +vouchsafed to few to discern the world as he did: to few, in expressing +their inward feelings of the world, to give the reader a more realizing +sense of it. It becomes thoroughly transparent to us; we find ourselves +suddenly the confidants of virtue and vice, of greatness and +insignificance, of nobility and depravity--all this, and more, through +the simplest means. If we seek to discover what those means are, it +appears as if he wrought for our eyes; but we are deceived. +Shakespeare's creations are not for the eyes of the body. I shall +endeavor to explain myself. + +Sight may well be termed the clearest of our senses, that through which +transmissions are most readily made. But our inward sense is still +clearer and its highest and quickest impressions are conveyed through +the medium of the word; for that is indeed fructifying, while what we +apprehend through our eyes may be alien to us and by no means as potent +in its effects. Now, Shakespeare addresses our inward sense, absolutely; +through it the realm of fancy created by the imagination is quickened +into life and thus a world of impressions is produced for which we can +not account, since the basis of the illusion consists in the fact that +everything seems to take place before our eyes. But if we examine +Shakespeare's dramas carefully, we find that they contain far less of +sensuous acts than of spiritual expressions. He allows events to happen +which may be readily imagined; nay, that it is better to imagine than to +see. Hamlet's ghost, the witches in _Macbeth_, many deeds of horror, +produce their effect through the imagination; and the abundant short +interludes are addressed solely to that faculty. All such things pass +before us fittingly and easily in reading, whereas they are a drag in +representation and appear as disturbing, even as repellent elements. + +Shakespeare produces his effects by the living word, and that may be +best transmitted by recitation; the listener is not distracted by either +good or inadequate representation. There is no greater or purer delight +than to listen with closed eyes to a Shakespearean play recited, not +declaimed, in a natural, correct voice. One follows the simple thread +which runs through events of the drama. We form a certain conception of +the characters, it is true, from their designation; but actually we +have to learn from the course of the words and speeches what goes on +within, and here all the characters seem to have agreed not to leave us +in the dark, in doubt, in any particular. + +[Illustration: THE OLD THEATRE, WEIMAR _From a Water Color by Peter +Woltze_] + +To this end all conspire--heroes and mercenaries, masters and slaves, +kings and messengers; the subordinate figures, indeed, being often more +effective in this respect than the superior ones. Everything +mysteriously brewing in the air at the time of some great world-event, +all that is hidden in the human soul in moments of supreme experience, +is given expression; what the spirit anxiously locks up and screens is +freely and unreservedly exposed; we learn the meaning of life and know +not how. + +Shakespeare mates himself with the world-spirit; like it he pervades the +world; to neither is anything concealed; but if it is the function of +the world-spirit to maintain secrecy before, indeed often after, the +event, it is the poet's aim to divulge the secret and make us confidants +before the deed, or at least during its occurrence. The vicious man of +power, well-meaning mediocrity, the passionate enthusiast, the calmly +reflective character, all wear their hearts upon their sleeves, often +contrary to all likelihood; every one is inclined to talk, to be +loquacious. In short, the secret must out, should the stones have to +proclaim it. Even inanimate objects contribute their share; all +subordinate things chime in; the elements, the phenomena of the heavens, +earth and sea, thunder and lightning, wild beasts, raise their voices, +often apparently in parables, but always acting as accessories. + +But the civilized world, too, must render up its treasures; arts and +sciences, trades and professions, all offer their gifts. Shakespeare's +creations are a great, animated fair, and for this richness he is +indebted to his native land. + +England, sea-girt, veiled in mist and clouds, turning its active +interest toward every quarter of the globe, is everywhere. The poet +lived at a notable and momentous time, and depicted its culture, its +misculture even, in the merriest vein; indeed, he would not affect us +so powerfully had he not identified himself with the age in which he +lived. No one had a greater contempt for the mere material, outward garb +of man than he; he understands full well that which is within, and here +all are on the same footing. It is thought that he represented the +Romans admirably; I do not find it so; they are all true-blue +Englishmen, but, to be sure, they are men, men through and through, and +the Roman toga, too, fits them. When we have seized this point of view, +we find his anachronisms highly laudable, and it is this very disregard +of the outer raiment that renders his creations so vivid. + +Let these few words, which do not by any means exhaust Shakespeare's +merits, suffice. His friends and worshipers would find much that might +be added. Yet one remark more It would be difficult to name another poet +each of whose works has a different underlying conception exerting such +a dominating influence as we find in Shakespeare's. + +Thus _Coriolanus_ is pervaded throughout by anger that the masses will +not acknowledge the preeminence of their superiors. In _Julius Caesar_ +everything turns upon the conception that the better people do not wish +any one placed in supreme authority because they imagine, mistakenly, +that they can work in unison. _Anthony and Cleopatra,_ calls out with a +thousand tongues that self-indulgence and action are incompatible. And +further investigation will rouse our admiration of this variety again +and again. + + + +II + +SHAKESPEARE COMPARED WITH THE ANCIENT AND THE MOST MODERN POETS + +The interest that animates Shakespeare's great spirit lies within the +limits of the world; for though prophecy and madness, dreams, +presentiments, portents, fairies and goblins, ghosts, witches and +sorcerers, form a magic element which color his creations at the fitting +moment, yet those phantasms are by no means the chief components of his +productions; it is the verities and experiences of his life that are the +great basis upon which they rest, and that is why everything that +proceeds from him appears so genuine and pithy. We perceive, therefore, +that he belongs not so much to the modern world, which has been termed +the romantic one, as to a naive world, since, though his significance +really rests upon the present, he scarcely, even in his tenderest +moments, touches the borders of longing, and then only at the outermost +edge. + +Nevertheless, more intimately examined, he is a decidedly modern poet, +divided from the ancients by a tremendous gulf, not as regards outward +form, which is not to be considered here at all, but as regards the +inmost, the profoundest significance of his work. + +I shall, in the first place, protect myself by saying that it is by no +means my intention to adduce the following terminology as exhaustive or +final; my attempt is, rather not so much to add a new contrast to those +already familiar, as to point out that it is included in them. These +contrasts are: + + Antique Modern + + Naive Sentimental + + Pagan Christian + + Heroic Romantic + + Real Idealistic + + Necessity Freedom + +_Sollen_ (Duty; shall; must; should). _Wollen_ (Desire; inclination; +would). + +The greatest torments, as well as the most frequent, that beset man +spring from the discordances in us all between duty and desire, between +duty and performance (_Vollbringen_); and it is these discordances +that so often embarrass man during his earthly course. The slightest +confusion, arising from a trivial error which may be cleared up +unexpectedly and without injury, gives rise to ridiculous situations. +The greatest confusion, on the contrary, insoluble or unsolved, offers +us the tragic elements. + +Predominant in the ancient dramas is the discordance between duty and +desire; in the modern, that between desire and performance. Let us, for +the present, consider this decisive difference among the other +contrasts, and see what can be done with it in both cases. Now this, now +that side predominates, as I have remarked; but since duty and desire +cannot be radically separated in man, both motives must be found +simultaneously, even though the one should be predominant and the other +subordinate. Duty is imposed upon man; "must" is a hard taskmaster; +desire (_das Wollen_) man imposes upon himself; man's own will is his +heaven. A persistent "should" is irksome; inability to perform is +terrible; a persistent "would" is gratifying; and the possession of a +firm will may yield solace even in case of incapacity to perform. + +We may look at games of cards as a sort of poetic creation; they, too, +consist of these two elements. The form of the game, combined with +chance, takes the place of the "should" as the ancients recognized it +under the name of fate; the "would," combined with the ability of the +player, opposes it. Looked at in this way, I should call the game of +whist ancient. The form of this game restricts chance, nay, the will +itself; provided with partners and opponents, I must, with the cards +dealt out to me, guide a long series of chances which there is no way of +controlling. In the case of ombre and other like games, the contrary +takes place. Here a great many doors are left open to will and daring; I +can revoke the cards that fall to my share, can make them count in +various ways, can discard half or all of them, can appeal from the +decree of chance, nay, by an inverted course can reap the greatest +advantage from the worst hand; and thus this class of games exactly +resembles the modern method in thought and in poetic art. + +Ancient tragedy is based upon an unavoidable "should," which is +intensified and accelerated only by a counteracting "would." This is the +point of all that is terrible in the oracles, the region where _Oedipus_ +reigns supreme. _Sollen_ appears in a milder light as duty in +_Antigone_. But all _Sollen_ is despotic, whether it belongs to the +domain of reason, as ethical and municipal laws, or to that of Nature, +as the laws of creation, growth, dissolution, of life and death. We +shudder at all this, without reflecting that it is intended for the +general good. _Wollen,_ on the contrary, is free, appears free, and +favors the individual. _Wollen,_ therefore, is flattering, and perforce +took possession of men as soon as they learned to know it. It is the god +of the new time; devoted to it, we have a dread of its opposite, and +that is why there is an impassable gulf between our art, as well as our +mode of thought, and that of the ancients. Through _Sollen,_ tragedy +becomes great and forceful; through _Wollen,_ weak and petty. Thus has +arisen the so-called drama, in which the awful power of Fate was +dissolved by the will; but precisely because this comes to the aid of +our weakness do we find ourselves moved if, after painful expectation, +we finally receive but scant comfort. + +If now, after these preliminary reflections, I turn to Shakespeare, I +can not forbear wishing that my readers should themselves make the +comparison and the application. Here Shakespeare stands out unique, +combining the old and the new in incomparable fashion. _Wollen_ and +_Sollen_ seek by every means, in his plays, to reach an equilibrium; +they struggle violently with each other, but always in a way that leaves +the _Wollen_ at a disadvantage. + +No one, perhaps, has represented more splendidly the great primal +connection between _Wollen_ and _Sollen_ in the character of the +individual. A person, from the point of view of his character, should: +he is restricted, destined to some definite course; but as a man, he +wills. He is unlimited and demands freedom of choice. At once there +arises an inner conflict, and Shakespeare puts it in the forefront. But +then an outer conflict supervenes, which often becomes acute through the +pressure of circumstances, in the face of which a deficiency of will may +rise to the rank of an inexorable fate. This idea I have pointed out +before in the case of Hamlet; but it occurs repeatedly in Shakespeare; +for as Hamlet is driven by the ghost into straits which he cannot pass +through, so is Macbeth by witches, by Hecate, and by the arch-witch, his +wife; Brutus by his friends; nay, even _in Coriolanus_, we find a +similar thing--in short, the conception of a will transcending the +capacity of the individual is modern. But as Shakespeare represents this +trouble of the will as arising not from within but through outside +circumstances, it becomes a sort of Fate and approaches the antique. For +all the heroes of poetic antiquity strive only for what lies within +man's power, and thence arises that fine balance between will, Fate, and +performance; yet their Fate appears always as too forbidding, even where +we admire it, to possess the power of attraction. A necessity which, +more or less, or completely, precludes all freedom, does not comport +with the ideas of our time; but Shakespeare approaches these in his own +way; for, in making necessity ethical, he links, to our gratified +astonishment, the ancient with the modern. If anything can be learned +from him, it is this point that we should study in his school. Instead +of exalting our romanticism--which may not deserve censure or +contempt--unduly and exclusively, and clinging to it in a partisan +spirit, whereby its strong, solid, efficient side is misjudged and +impaired, we should strive to unite within ourselves those great and +apparently irreconcilable opposites--all the more that this has already +been achieved by the unique master whom we prize so highly, and, often +without knowing why, extol above every one. He had, to be sure, the +advantage of living at the proper harvest-time, of expending his +activity in a Protestant country teeming with life, where the madness of +bigotry was silent for a time, so that a man like Shakespeare, imbued +with a natural piety, was left free to develop his real self religiously +without regard to any definite creed. + + + +III + +SHAKESPEARE AS A DRAMATIST + +If lovers and friends of art wish fully to enjoy a creation of any kind, +they delight in it as a whole, are permeated by the unity with which the +artist has endowed it. To a person, on the other hand, who wishes to +discuss such productions theoretically, to assert something about them, +and therefore, to inform and instruct, discrimination becomes a duty. We +believed we were fulfilling that duty in considering Shakespeare first +as a poet in general, and then comparing him with the ancient and the +most modern poets. And now we wish to complete our design by considering +him as a dramatist. + +Shakespeare's name and worth belong to the history of poetry; but it is +doing an injustice to all the dramatists of earlier and later ages to +present his entire merit as belonging to the history of the theatre. + +A person of universally acknowledged talent may make a doubtful use of +his endowments. Not everything produced by such a superior mind is done +in the most perfect way. Thus Shakespeare belongs essentially to the +history of poetry; in the history of the theatre he figures only +accidentally. Because we can admire him unqualifiedly in the first, we +must in the latter take into consideration the conditions to which he +submitted and not extol those conditions as either virtues or models. + +We distinguish closely allied forms of poetic creation, which, however, +in a vivid treatment often merge into each other: the epic, dialogue, +drama, stage play, may be differentiated. An epic requires oral delivery +to the many by a single individual; dialogue, speech in private company, +where the multitude may, to be sure, be listeners; drama, conversation +in actions, even though perhaps presented only to the imagination; stage +play, all three together, inasmuch as it engages the sense of vision and +may be grasped under certain conditions of local and personal presence. + +It is in this sense that Shakespeare's productions are most dramatic; he +wins the reader by his mode of treatment, of disclosing man's innermost +life; the demands of the stage appear unessential to him, and thus he +takes an easy course, and, in an intellectual sense, we serenely follow +him. We transport ourselves with him from one locality to another; our +imagination supplies all the intermediate actions that he omits; nay, we +are grateful to him for arousing our spiritual faculties in so worthy a +fashion. By producing everything in theatrical form, he facilitates the +activity of the imagination; for we are more familiar with the "boards +that mean the world" than with the world itself, and we may read and +hear the most singular things and yet feel that they might actually take +place before our eyes on the stage; hence the frequent failure of +dramatizations of popular novels. + +Strictly speaking, however, nothing is dramatic except that which +strikes the eye as symbolic--an important action which betokens one +still more important. That Shakespeare could attain this height too is +evidenced in the scene where the son and heir takes the crown from the +side of the father slumbering on his deathbed, places it on his own +head, and struts off with it.[2] But these are only episodes, scattered +jewels separated by much that is undramatic. Shakespeare's whole mode of +procedure finds something unaccommodating in the actual stage; his great +talent is that of an epitomist, and since poets are, on the whole, +epitomists of Nature, we must here, too, acknowledge Shakespeare's great +merit; only we deny, at the same time, and that to his credit, that the +stage was a worthy sphere for his genius. It is precisely this +limitation of the stage, however, which causes him to restrict himself. + +But he does not, like other poets, select particular materials for +particular works; he makes an idea the central point and refers the +earth and the universe to it. As he condenses ancient and modern +history, he can utilize the material of every chronicle, and often +adheres to it literally. Not so conscientiously does he proceed with the +tales, as _Hamlet_ attests. _Romeo and Juliet_ is more faithful to +tradition; yet he almost destroys its tragic content by the two comic +figures, Mercutio and the nurse, probably presented by two popular +actors--the nurse undoubtedly acted by a man. If we examine the +structure of the play very closely, we notice that these two figures and +the elements touching them, appear only as farcical interludes, which, +with our love of the logical and harmonious, must strike us as +intolerable. + +But Shakespeare is most marvelous when he adapts and recasts plays +already in existence. We can institute a comparison in the case of _King +John_ and _Lear_; for the older dramas are still extant. But in these +instances, likewise, he is again rather a poet than a dramatist. + +But let us, in conclusion, proceed to the solution of the riddle. The +imperfection of the English stage has been represented to us by +well-informed men. There is not a trace of those requirements of realism +to which we have gradually become used through improvements in +machinery, the art of perspective, the wardrobe, and from which it would +be difficult to lead us back into the infancy of those beginnings, to +the days of a stage upon which little was seen, where everything was +only _indicated_, where the public was satisfied to assume the chamber +of the king lying behind a green curtain, the trumpeter who sounded the +trumpet always at a certain spot, and many like things. Who at present +would permit such assumptions? Under those conditions Shakespeare's +plays were highly interesting tales, only they were recited by a number +of persons, who, in order to make somewhat more of an impression, were +characteristically masked as the occasion demanded, moved about, came +and went, but left it to the spectator's imagination to fancy at will +paradise and palaces on the empty stage. + +How, indeed, did Schroeder achieve the great credit of putting +Shakespeare's plays upon the German stage but by epitomizing the +epitomizer? Schroeder confined himself entirely to what was effective; he +discarded everything else, indeed, even much that was essential, when it +seemed to him that the effect upon his nation, upon his time, would be +impaired. Thus it is true, for example, that by omitting the first scene +of _King Lear_ he changed the character of the piece; but he was right, +after all, for in that scene Lear appears so ridiculous that one can not +wholly blame his daughters. The old man awakens our pity, but we have no +sympathy for him, and it is sympathy that Schroeder wished to arouse as +well as abhorrence of the two daughters, who, though unnatural, are not +absolutely reprehensible. + +In the old play which is Shakespeare's source, this scene is productive, +in the course of the play, of the most pleasing effects. Lear flees to +France; daughter and son-in-law, in some romantic caprice, make a +pilgrimage, in disguise, to the seashore, and encounter the old man, who +does not recognize them. Here all that Shakespeare's lofty, tragic +spirit has embittered is made sweet. A comparison of these dramas +affords ever renewed pleasure to the lover of art. + +In recent years, however, the notion has crept into Germany that +Shakespeare must be presented on the German stage word for word, even if +actors and audience should fairly choke in the process. The attempts, +induced by an excellent, exact translation,[3] would not succeed +anywhere--a fact to which the Weimar stage, after honest and repeated +efforts, can give unexceptionable testimony. If we wish to see a +Shakespearean play, we must return to Schroeder's adaptation; but the +dogma that, in representing Shakespeare, not a jot or tittle may be +omitted, senseless as it is, is constantly being reechoed. If the +advocates of this view should retain the upper hand, Shakespeare would +in a few years be entirely driven from the German stage. This, indeed, +would be no misfortune; for the solitary reader, or the reader in +company with others, would experience so much the purer delight. + +The attempt, however, in the other direction, on which we have dilated +above, was made in the arrangement of _Romeo and Juliet_ for the Weimar +stage. The principles upon which this was based, we shall set forth at +the first opportunity, and it will perhaps then be recognized why that +arrangement--the representation of which is by no means difficult, but +must be carried out artistically and with precision--had no success on +the German stage. Similar efforts are now in progress, and perhaps some +result is in store for the future, even though such undertakings +frequently fail at the first trial. + + + + +ORATION ON WIELAND (1813)[4] + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH. D. + + [To the Memory of the noble Poet, Brother, and Friend, Wieland.] + + Most serene protector! + Right worshipful master I + Very honorable assembly I + +Although under no circumstances does it become the individual to set +himself in opposition to ancient, venerable customs, or of his own will +to alter what our ancestors in their wisdom have deemed right and have +ordained, nevertheless, had I really at my bidding the magician's wand +which the muses in spirit intrusted to our departed friend, I should in +an instant transform all these sad surroundings into those of joy. This +darkness would straightway grow radiant before your eyes, and before you +there would appear a hall decked for a feast, with varied tapestries and +garlands of gaiety, joyous and serene as our friend's own life. Then +your eyes, your spirit, would be attracted by the creations of his +luxuriant imagination; Olympus with its gods, introduced by the Muses +and adorned by the Graces, would be a living testimony that he who lived +amid such glad surroundings, and who also departed from us in the spirit +of that gladness, should be counted among the most fortunate of mankind, +and should be interred, not with lamentation, but with expressions of +joy and of exultation. + +And yet, what I cannot present to the outward senses, may be offered to +the inward. Eighty years, how much in how few syllables! Who of us dares +hastily to run through so many years and to picture to himself the +significance of them when well employed? Who of us would dare assert +that he could in an instant measure and appraise the value of a life +that was complete from every point of view? + +[Illustration: MARTIN WIELAND] + +If we accompany our friend step by step through all his days, if we +regard him as a boy and as a youth, in his prime and in his old age, we +find that to his lot fell the unusual fortune of plucking the bloom of +each of these seasons; for even old age has its bloom, and the happiest +enjoyment of this, also, was vouchsafed him. Only a few months have +passed since for him the brethren of our lodge crowned their mysterious +sphinx with roses, to show that, if the aged Anacreon undertook to adorn +his exalted sensuality with the rose's light twigs, the ethical +sensuousness, the tempered joy of life and wit which animated our noble +friend also merited a rich and abundant garland. + +Only a few weeks have elapsed since this excellent man was still with +us, not merely present but active at our gatherings. It was through the +midst of our intimate circle that he passed from things earthly; we were +the nearest to him, even at the last; and if his fatherland as well as +foreign nations celebrate his memory, where ought this to be done +earlier and more emphatically than by us? + +I have not, therefore, dared to disobey the mandates of our masters, and +before this honorable assembly I speak a few words in his memory, the +more gladly since they may be fleeting precursors of what in the future +the world and our brotherhood shall do for him. This is the sentiment, +and this the purpose, for the sake of which I venture to entreat a +gracious hearing; and if what I shall say from an affection tested for +almost forty years rather than for mere rhetorical effect--by no means +well composed, but rather in brief sentences, and even in desultory +fashion--may seem worthy neither of him who is honored nor of them who +honor, then I must remark that here you may expect only a preliminary +outline, a sketch, yes, only the contents and, if you so will, the +marginal notes of a future work. And thus, then, without more delay, to +the theme so dear, so precious, and, indeed, so sacred to us! + +Wieland was born in 1733 near Biberach, a small imperial free-town in +Swabia. His father, a Lutheran clergyman, gave him a careful training +and imparted to him the first elements of education. He was then sent to +the monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where the truly pious Abbot +Steinmetz presided over an educational institution of good repute. +Thence he went to the University of Tuebingen, and then lived for some +time as a private tutor in Bern, but he was soon attracted to Bodmer, at +Zurich, who, like Gleim at a later date in North Germany, might be +called the midwife of genius in South Germany. There he gave himself +over entirely to the joy that arises from youth's self-creation, when +talents develop under friendly guidance without being hampered by the +higher requirements of criticism. Soon, however, he outgrew this stage, +returned to his native town, and henceforth became his own teacher and +trainer, while with ceaseless activity he pursued his inclination toward +literature and poetry. + +His mechanical official duties as the chief of the chancery robbed him, +it is true, of time, though they could not deprive him of joy and +courage; and that his spirit might not be dwarfed amid such narrow +surroundings, he fortunately became acquainted with Count Stadion, whose +estates lay in the vicinity, and who was a minister of the Prince +Elector of Mainz. In this illustrious and well-appointed house the +atmosphere of the world and of the court was for the first time wafted +to him; he became no stranger to domestic and foreign affairs of state; +and in the count he gained a patron for all his life. In consequence, he +did not remain unknown to the Prince Elector of Mainz, and since the +University of Erfurt was to be revived under Emmerich Joseph, our friend +was summoned thither, thus exemplifying the tolerant sentiments which, +from the beginning of the century, have spread among men who are akin +through the Christian faith, and have even permeated humanity as a +whole. + +He could not labor long at Erfurt without becoming known to the Duchess +Regent of Weimar, at whose court Count von Dalberg, so active in every +form of good work, did not fail to introduce him. An adequate education +of her princely sons was the chief object of a tender mother, herself +highly cultured, and thus he was called thither to employ his literary +talents and his moral endowments for the best interests of the princely +house, for our weal, and for the weal of all. + +The retirement promised him after the completion of his educational +duties was given him at once, and since he received a more than promised +alleviation of his domestic circumstances, he led, for nearly forty +years, a life of complete conformity to his disposition and to his +wishes. + +The influence of Wieland on the public was uninterrupted and permanent. +He educated his generation up to himself, giving to the taste and to the +judgment of his contemporaries a decided trend, so that his merits have +already been sufficiently recognized, appraised, and even portrayed. In +many a work on German literature he is discussed as honorably as +judiciously; I need only recall the laudations which Kuettner, +Eschenburg, Manso, and Eichhorn have bestowed upon him. + +And whence came the profound influence which he exercised on the +Germans? It was a result of the excellence and of the openness of his +nature. In him man and author had completely interpenetrated; he wrote +poetry as a living soul, and lived the poet's life. In verse and prose +he never hid what was at the instant in his mind and what each time he +felt, so that judging he wrote and writing he judged. From the fertility +of his mind sprang the fertility of his pen. + +I do not employ the term "pen" as a rhetorical phrase; here it is valid +in the strictest sense, and if a pious reverence pays homage to many an +author by seeking to gain possession of the quill with which he formed +his works, the quill of which Wieland availed himself, would surely be +worthy of this distinction above many another. For the fact that he +wrote everything with his own hand and most beautifully, and, at the +same time, with freedom and with thoughtfulness; that he ever had +before him what he had written, carefully examining, changing, +improving, indefatigably fashioning and refashioning, never weary even +of repeatedly transcribing voluminous works--this gave to his +productions the delicacy, the gracefulness, the clearness, the natural +elegance which can be bestowed on a work already completed, not by +effort, but by unruffled, inspired attention. + +This careful preparation of his writings had its origin in a happy +conviction which apparently came to him toward the end of his residence +in Switzerland, when impatience at production had in some measure +subsided, and when the desire to present a perfected result to the +public had become more decidedly and more obviously active. + +Since, then, in him the man and the poet were a single individuality, we +shall also portray the latter when we speak of the former. Irritability +and versatility, the accompaniments of poetical and of rhetorical +talents, dominated him to a high degree, but an acquired rather than an +innate moderation kept them in equilibrium. Our friend was capable of +enthusiasm in highest measure, and in youth he surrendered himself +wholly to it, the more actively and assiduously since, in his case, for +several years that happy period was prolonged when within himself the +youth feels the worth and the dignity of the most excellent, be it +attainable or not. + +In that pure and happy field of the golden age, in that paradise of +innocence, he dwelt longer than others. The house where he was born, in +which a cultivated clergyman ruled as father; the ancient, +linden-embowered monastery of Bergen on the Elbe, where a pious +teacher kept up his patriarchal activity; Tuebingen, still monastic +in its essential form; those simple Swiss dwellings about which +the brooks murmured, which the lakes laved, and which the cliffs +surrounded--everywhere he found another Delphi, everywhere the groves in +which as a mature and cultivated youth he continued to revel even yet. +There he was powerfully attracted by the monuments of the manly +innocence of the Greeks which have been left us. Cyrus, Araspes, +Panthea, and forms of equal loftiness revived in him; he felt the spirit +of Plato weaving within him; he felt that he needed that spirit to +reproduce those pictures for himself and for others--so much the more +since he desired not so keenly to evoke poetic phantoms as, rather, to +create a moral influence for actual beings. + +Yet the very fact that he had the good fortune to dwell so protractedly +in these loftier realms, and that he could long regard as the most +perfect verity all that he thought, felt, imagined, dreamed, and +fancied--this very fact embittered for him the fruit which he was +obliged at last to pluck from the tree of knowledge. + +Who can escape the conflict with the outer world? Even our friend is +drawn into this strife; reluctantly he submits to contradiction by +experience and by life; and since, after a long struggle, he succeeds +not in uniting these august figures with those of the vulgar world, or +that high desire with the demands of the day, he resolves to let the +actual pass current as the necessary, and declares that what has thus +far seemed real to him is phantasy. + +Yet even here the individuality and the energy of his spirit reveals +itself to be worthy of admiration. Despite all the fulness of his life, +despite so strong a joy of living, despite noble inward talents and +honorable spiritual desires and purposes, he feels himself wounded by +the world and defrauded of his greatest treasures. Henceforth he can in +experience nowhere find what had constituted his joy for so many years, +and what had even been the inmost content of his life; yet he does not +consume himself in idle lamentations, of which we know so many in the +prose and verse of others, but he resolves upon counter-action. He +proclaims war on all that cannot be demonstrated in reality; first and +foremost, therefore, on Platonic love, then on all dogmatizing +philosophy, especially its two extremes of Stoicism and Pythagoreanism. +Furthermore, he works implacably against religious fanaticism, and +against all that to reason appears eccentric. + +But he is at once overwhelmed with anxiety lest he go too far, lest he +himself act fantastically, and now he simultaneously begins battle +against commonplace reality. He opposes everything which we are +accustomed to understand under the name Philistinism--musty pedantry, +provincialism, petty etiquette, narrow criticism, false prudery, smug +complacency, arrogant dignity, and whatever names may be applied to all +these unclean spirits, whose name is Legion. + +Herein he proceeds in an absolutely natural manner, without preconceived +purpose or self-consciousness. He stands before the dilemma of the +conceivable and the real, and, as he must advise moderation to control +or to unite the two, he must hold himself in check, and must be +many-sided, since he wishes to be just. + +He had long been attracted by the pure, rational uprightness of noble +Englishmen, and by their influence in the moral sphere, by an Addison, +by a Steele; but now in their society he finds a man whose type of +thought is far more agreeable to him. + +Shaftesbury, whom I need only mention to recall a great thinker to the +mind of every well-informed man,--Shaftesbury lived at a time when much +disturbance reigned in the religion of his native land, when the +dominant church sought by force to subdue men of other modes of thought. +State and morals were also threatened by much that must arouse the +anxiety of the intelligent and right-thinking. The best counter-action +to all this, he believed, was cheerfulness; in his opinion, only what +was regarded with serenity would be rightly seen. He who could look +serenely into his own bosom must be a good man. This was the main thing, +and from it sprang all other good. Spirit, wit, and humor were, he held, +the real agencies by which such a disposition should come in contact +with the world. All objects, even the most serious, must be capable of +such clarity and freedom if they were not bedizened with a merely +arrogant dignity, but contained within themselves a true value which did +not fear the test. In this spirited endeavor to become master of things +it was impossible to avoid casting about for deciding authorities, and +thus human reason was set as judge over the content, and taste over the +manner, of presentation. + +In such a man our Wieland now found, not a predecessor whom he was to +follow, nor a colleague with whom he was to work, but a true elder twin +brother in the spirit, whom he perfectly resembled, without being formed +in his likeness; even as it could not be said of the Menaechmi which was +the original, and which the copy. + +What Shaftesbury, born in a higher station, more favored with worldly +advantages, and more experienced by travel, office, and cosmopolitan +knowledge, did in a wider circle and at a more serious period in +sea-girt England, precisely this our friend, proceeding from a point at +first extremely limited, accomplished through persistent activity and +through ceaseless toil, in his native land, surrounded on every side by +hills and dales; and the result was--to employ, in our condensed +address, a brief but generally intelligible term--that popular +philosophy whereby a practically trained intelligence is set in decision +over the moral worth of things, and is made the judge of their aesthetic +value. + +This philosophy, prepared in England and fostered by conditions in +Germany, was thus spread far and wide by our friend, in company with +countless sympathizers, by poems and by scholarly works, even by life +itself. + +And yet, if we have found Shaftesbury and Wieland perfectly alike so far +as point of view, temperament, and insight are concerned, nevertheless, +the latter was far superior to the former in talent; for what the +Englishman rationally taught and desired, the German knew how to +elaborate poetically and rhetorically in verse and prose. + +In this elaboration, however, the French mode of treatment was +necessarily most suitable to him. Serenity, wit, spirit, and elegance +are already at hand in France; his luxuriant imagination, which now +desires to be occupied only with light and joyous themes, turns to tales +of fairies and knights, which grant it the greatest freedom. Here, +again, in the _Arabian Nights_ and in the _Bibliotheque universelle des +romans_, France offered him materials half-prepared and adapted, while +the ancient treasures of this sort, which Germany possesses, still +remained crude and unavailable. + +It is precisely these poems which have most widely spread and most +firmly established Wieland's fame. Their light-heartedness gained them +access to everyone, and even the serious Germans deigned to be pleased +with them; for all these works appeared indeed at a happy and favorable +time. They were all written in the spirit which we have developed above. +Frequently the fortunate poet undertook the artistic task of giving a +high value to very mediocre materials by revising them; and though it +cannot be denied that he sometimes permits reason to triumph over the +higher powers, and at other times allows sensuality to prevail over the +moral qualities, yet we must also grant that, in its proper place, +everything which can possibly adorn noble souls gains supremacy. + +Earlier than most of these works, though not the earliest of all, was +the translation of Shakespeare. Wieland did not fear impairment of his +originality by study; on the contrary, he was convinced at an early date +that a lively, fertile spirit found its best stimulus not only in the +adaptation of material that was already well known, but also in the +translation of extant works. + +In those days the translation of Shakespeare was a daring thought, for +even trained _litterateurs_ denied the possibility of the success of +such an undertaking. Wieland translated freely, grasped the sense of his +author, and omitted what appeared to him untranslatable; and thus he +gave to his nation a general idea of the most magnificent works of +another people, and to his generation an insight into the lofty culture +of by-gone centuries. + +Great as was the effect of this translation in Germany, it appears to +have exercised little influence upon Wieland himself. He was too +thoroughly antagonistic to his author, as is sufficiently obvious from +the passages omitted and passed over, and still more from the appended +notes, in which the French type of thought is evident. + +On the other hand, the Greeks, with their moderation and clarity, are to +him most precious models. He feels himself allied with them in taste; +religion, customs, and legislation all give him opportunity to exercise +his versatility, and since neither the gods nor the philosophers, and +neither the nation nor the nations are any more compatible than +politicians and soldiers, he everywhere finds the desired opportunity, +amid his apparent doubts and jests, of repeatedly inculcating his +equitable, tolerant, human doctrines. + +At the same time, he takes delight in presenting problematical +characters, and he finds pleasure, for example, in emphasizing the +lovable qualities of a Musarion, a Lais, and a Phryne without regard to +womanly chastity, and in exalting their practical wisdom above the +scholastic wisdom of the philosophers. + +But among these he also finds a man whom he can develop and set forth as +the representative of his own convictions--I mean Aristippus. Here +philosophy and worldly pleasure are through wise moderation so united in +serene and welcome fashion that the wish arises to be a contemporary in +so fair a land, and in such goodly company. Union with these educated, +right-thinking, cultivated, joyous men is so welcome, and it even seems +that so long as one may walk with them in thought, one's mind will be as +theirs, and one will think as they. + +In these circles our friend maintained himself by careful experiments, +which are still more necessary to the translator than to the poet; and +thus arose the German _Lucian_, which necessarily presented the Greek to +us the more vividly since the author and the translator could be +regarded as true kindred spirits. + +But however much a man of such talents preaches decency, he will, +nevertheless, sometimes feel himself tempted to transgress the +boundaries of propriety and decorum, since from time immemorial genius +has reckoned such escapades among its prerogatives. Wieland indulged +this impulse when he sought to assimilate himself to the daring, +extraordinary Aristophanes, and when he was able to translate his jests, +as audacious as they were witty, though he toned them down with his own +innate grace. + +For all these presentations an insight into the higher plastic art was +also obviously necessary, and since our friend was never vouchsafed the +sight of those ancient masterpieces which still survive, he sought to +rise to them in thought, to bring them before his eyes by the power of +imagination; so that we cannot fail to be amazed to see how talent is +able to form for itself a conception even of what is far away. Moreover, +he would have been entirely successful if his laudable caution had not +restrained him from taking decisive steps; for art in general, and +especially the art of the ancients, can neither be grasped nor +comprehended without enthusiasm. He who will not commence with amazement +and with admiration finds no entrance into the holy of holies. Our +friend, however, was far too cautious, and how could he have been +expected to make in this single instance an exception from his general +rule of life? + +If, however, he was near akin to the Greeks in taste, in sentiment he +was still more closely allied to the Romans--not that he would have +allowed himself to be carried away by republican or by patriotic zeal, +but he really finds his peers among the Romans, whereas he has, in a +sense, only fictitiously assimilated himself to the Greeks. Horace has +much similarity to him; himself an artist, and himself a man of the +court and of the world, he intelligently estimates life and art; Cicero, +philosopher, orator, statesman, and active citizen, also closely +resembles him--and both arose from inconsiderable beginnings to great +dignities and honors. + +While our friend occupies himself with the works of both these men, how +gladly would he transport himself back into their century and their +surroundings, and transfer himself to their epoch, in order to transmit +to us a clear picture of that past; and he succeeds amazingly. Perhaps, +on the whole, more sympathy might be desired for the men with whom he is +concerned, but such is his fear of partisanship that he prefers to take +sides against them rather than on their behalf. + +There are two maxims of translation. The one demands that the author of +an alien nation be brought over to us so that we may regard him as our +own; the other, on the contrary, lays upon us the obligation that we +should transfer ourselves to the stranger and accommodate ourselves to +his conditions, to his diction, and to his peculiarities. The advantages +of both are sufficiently well known to all cultured men by masterly +examples. Our friend, who here also sought the middle way, endeavored to +combine both; yet, as a man of taste and feeling, in doubtful cases he +gave the preference to the first maxim. + +Perhaps no one has so keenly felt as he how complicated a task +translation is. How deeply was he convinced that not the letter but the +spirit giveth life! Consider how, in his introductions, he first +endeavors to shift us to the period and to make us acquainted with the +personages; how he then makes his author speak in a way which we already +know, akin to our own thought and familiar to our ear; and how, finally, +in his annotations, he seeks to explain and to obviate many a detail +which might remain obscure, rouse doubt, and be offensive. Through this +triple endeavor one can see clearly that he first has mastered his +subject, and then he also takes the most praiseworthy pains to put us in +a position in which his insight can be communicated to us, that we also +may share the enjoyment with him. + +Although he was equally master of many tongues, yet he clung to the two +in which the value and the dignity of the ancient world have most purely +been transmitted to us. For little as we would deny that many a treasure +has been drawn and is still to be drawn from the mines of other ancient +literatures, so little shall we be contradicted when we assert that the +language of the Greeks and of the Romans has transmitted to us, down to +this very day, priceless gifts which in content are equal to the best, +and in form are superior to every other. + +The organization of the German Empire, which includes so many small +states within itself, herein resembled the Greek. Since the tiniest, +most unimportant, and even invisible city had its special interests it +was constrained to cherish and to maintain them, and to defend them +against its neighbors. Accordingly, its youth were early roused and +summoned to reflect upon affairs of state. And thus Wieland, too, as the +chief of the chancery of one of the smallest imperial free-towns, was in +a position calculated to make of him a patriot and, in the best sense of +the term, a demagogue; as when later, in one such instance, he resolved +to bring down upon himself the temporary disfavor of his patron, the +neighboring Count Stadion, rather than to make an unpatriotic +submission. + +His _Agathon_ itself teaches us that within this sphere as well he gave +preference to sound principles; nevertheless, he took such interest in +the realities of life that all his occupations and all his predilections +ultimately failed to prevent him from thinking about the same. He +particularly felt himself summoned anew to this when he dared promise +himself a weighty influence on the training of princes from whom much +might be expected. + +In all the works of this type which he wrote a cosmopolitan spirit is +manifest, and since they were composed at a time when the power of +absolute monarchy was not yet shaken, it became his main purpose +insistently to set their obligations before the rulers and to point them +to the happiness which they should find in the happiness of their +subjects. + +Now, however, the epoch came when an aroused nation tore down all that +had thus far stood, and seemed to summon the spirits of all the dwellers +upon earth to a universal legislation. On this matter, likewise, he +declared himself with cautious modesty; and by rational presentations, +which he clothed under a variety of forms, he sought to produce some +measure of equilibrium in the excited masses. Since, however, the tumult +of anarchy became more and more furious, and since a voluntary union of +the masses appeared inconceivable, he was the first once more to counsel +absolutism and to designate the man to work the miracle of +reestablishment. + +If, now, it be remembered in this connection that our friend wrote +concerning these matters not, as it were, after, but during, events, and +that, as the editor of a widely-read periodical he had occasion--and was +even compelled--on the spur of the moment to express his views each +month, then he who is called to trace chronologically the course of his +life will perceive, not without amazement, how attentively he followed +the swift events of the day, and how shrewdly he conducted himself +throughout as a German and as a thinking, sympathetic man. And here is +the place to recall the periodical which was so important for Germany, +the _Deutscher Merkur_. This undertaking was not the first of its kind, +yet at that time it was new and significant. The name of its editor +immediately created great confidence in it; for the fact that a man who +was himself a poet also promised to introduce the poems of others into +the world, and that an author to whom such magnificent works were due +would himself pass judgment and publicly express his opinion--this +aroused the greatest hopes. Moreover, men of worth quickly gathered +about him, and this alliance of preeminent _litterateurs_ was so active +that the _Merkur_ during a period of several years may be employed as a +textbook of our literary history. On the public generally its influence +was profound and significant, for if, on the one hand, reading and +criticism became the possession of a greater multitude, the desire to +give instant expression to his thoughts became active in everyone who +had anything to give. More was sent to the editor than he expected and +desired; his success awakened imitators; similar periodicals arose which +crowded upon the public, first monthly, then weekly and daily, and which +finally produced that confusion of Babel of which we were and are +witnesses, and which, strictly speaking, springs from the fact that +everyone wishes to talk, but no one is willing to listen.. + +The quality which maintained the value and the dignity of the _Deutscher +Merkur_ for many years was its editor's innate liberality. Wieland was +not created to be a party leader; he who recognizes moderation as the +chief maxim cannot make himself guilty of one-sidedness. Whatever +excited his active spirit he sought to equalize within himself through +taste and common sense, and thus he also treated his collaborators, for +none of whom he felt very much enthusiasm; and as, while translating the +ancient authors whom he so highly esteemed, he was accustomed frequently +to attack them in his notes, so, by his disapproving annotations, he +often vexed, and actually estranged, valued and even favorite +contributors. + +Even before this, our friend had been forced to endure full many an +attack on account of major or minor writings; so much the less as the +editor of a periodical could he escape literary controversies. Yet here, +too, he shows himself ever the same. Such a paper war can never last +long for him, and if it threatens to be in any degree protracted, he +gives his opponent the last word and goes his wonted path. + +Foreigners have sagaciously observed that German authors regard the +public less than the writers of other nations, and that, therefore, one +can tell from his writings the man who is developing himself, and the +man who seeks to create something to his own satisfaction,--and, +consequently, the character of these two types soon becomes obvious. +This quality we have already ascribed to Wieland in particular; and it +will be so much the more interesting to arrange and to follow his +writings and his life in this sense, since, formerly and latterly, the +attempt has been made to cast suspicion on our friend's character from +these very writings. A large number of men are even yet in error +regarding him, since they fancy that the man of many sides must be +indifferent, and the versatile man must be wavering; it is forgotten +that character is concerned simply and solely with the practical. Only +in that which a man does and continues to do, and in that to which he is +constant, does he reveal his character, and in this sense there has been +no more steadfast man, no man constantly more true to himself, than +Wieland. If he surrendered himself to the multiplicity of his emotions, +and to the versatility of his thoughts, and if he permitted no single +impression to gain dominion over him, in this very way he proved the +firmness and the sureness of his mind. This witty man played gladly with +his opinions, but--I can summon all contemporaries as witnesses--never +with his convictions. And thus he won for himself many friends, and kept +them. That he had any decided enemy is not known to me. In the enjoyment +of his poetic works he lived for many years in municipal, civic, +friendly, and social surroundings, and gained the distinction of a +complete edition of his carefully revised works, and even of an _edition +de luxe_ of them. + +But even in the autumn of his years he was destined to feel the +influence of the spirit of the age, and in an unforeseen manner to begin +a new life, a new youth. The blessings of sweet peace had long ruled +over Germany; general outward safety and repose coincided most happily +with the inward, human, cosmopolitan views of existence. The peaceful +townsman seemed no longer to require his walls; they were dispensed +with; and there was a yearning after rustic life. The security of landed +property gave confidence to everyone; the untrammelled life of nature +attracted everyone; and as man, born a social being, can often fancy to +himself the sweet deceit that he lives better, easier, happier in +isolation, so Wieland also, who had already been vouchsafed the highest +literary leisure, seemed to look about him for an abode more quiet in +which to cultivate the Muses; and when he found opportunity and strength +to obtain an estate in the very vicinity of Weimar, he formed the +resolution there to pass the remainder of his life. And here they who +have often visited him, and who have lived with him, may tell in detail +how it was precisely here that he appeared in all his charm as head of +the house and of the family, as friend, and as husband, and especially +how, since he could indeed withdraw from men but men could not dispense +with him, he most delightfully developed his social virtues as a +hospitable host. + +While inviting younger friends to elaborate this idyllic portrayal, I +may merely note, briefly and sympathetically, how this rural joy was +troubled by the passing away of a dear woman friend who resided with +them, and then by the death of his esteemed and careful consort. He laid +these dear remains in his own property, and although he resolved to give +up agricultural cares, which had become too intricate for him, and to +dispense with the estate which for some years he had enjoyed, he +retained for himself the place and the space between his two dear ones +that there he, too, might find his resting place. And there, then, the +honorable brethren have accompanied him, yea, brought him, and thus have +they fulfilled his lovely and pleasant wish that posterity might visit +and reverence his tomb within a living grove. + +Yet not without a higher reason did our friend return to the city, for +his devotion to his great patroness, the Duchess Dowager, had more than +once given him sad hours in his rural retirement. He felt only too +keenly how much it cost him to be far from her. He could not forego +association with her, and yet he could enjoy it only with inconvenience +and with discomfort. And thus, after he had seen his household now +expanded and now contracted, now augmented and now diminished, now +gathered together and now scattered, the exalted princess draws him into +her own immediate circle. He returns, occupies a house very close to the +princely residence, shares in the summer sojourn in Tiefurt, and now +regards himself as a member of the household and of the court. + +In very peculiar measure Wieland was born for the higher circles of +society, and even the highest would have been his proper element; for +since he nowhere wished to stand supreme, but gladly sought to take part +in everything, and was inclined to express himself with moderation +regarding everything, he must inevitably appear an agreeable companion, +and in still higher degree he would have been such in a more +light-hearted nation which did not take too seriously every form of +recreation. + +For his poetic and his literary aspirations were alike addressed +immediately to life, and though he did not seek a practical end with +absolute invariability, yet he ever had a practical aim before his eyes, +whether it was near or far. Therefore his thought was always clear, his +phraseology was lucid and readily intelligible, and since, with his +extensive knowledge, he continually held to the interest of the day, +followed it, and intelligently occupied himself with it, his +conversation also was diversified and stimulating throughout; so that I +have not readily become acquainted with anyone who more gladly received +and more spiritedly responded to whatever happy idea others might bring +forward. + +Bearing in mind his type of thought, his mode of entertaining himself +and others, and his honorable purpose of influencing his generation, he +can scarcely be reproached for feeling an antagonism toward the more +modern philosophical schools. When, at an earlier period, Kant gave +merely the preludes of his greater theories in his minor writings, and +in a lighter style seemed to express himself problematically upon +the most weighty themes, then he still stood close enough to our friend; +but when the huge system was erected, all those who had thus far gone +their way poetizing and philosophizing in full freedom, were forced to +see in Kant's monumental work a menacing citadel which would limit their +serene excursions over the field of experience. + +Yet not merely the philosophers, but also the poets, had much, and, +indeed, everything, to fear from the new intellectual tendency, so soon +as large numbers should allow themselves to be attracted by it. It would +at first appear as though its purpose was mainly directed toward +knowledge, and then toward the theory of morals and its immediately +subsidiary subjects. It was readily obvious, however, that, if it was +intended to establish, more firmly than had hitherto been the case, +those weighty affairs of higher knowledge and of moral conduct, and if +there the demand was made for a sterner, more coherent judgment, +developed from the depths of humanity--it was readily obvious, I repeat, +that taste also would soon be referred to such principles, and, +therefore, the attempt would be made absolutely to set aside individual +fancies, chance culture, and popular peculiarities, and to evoke a more +general law as a deciding factor. + +This was, moreover, actually realized, and in poetry a new epoch emerged +which was necessarily as antagonistic to our friend as he was to it. +From this time on he experienced many unfavorable judgments, yet without +being very deeply influenced by them; and I here expressly mention this +circumstance, since the consequent struggle in German literature is as +yet by no means allayed and adjusted, and since a friend who desires to +value Wieland's merits and sturdily to uphold his memory must be +perfectly conversant with the situation of affairs, with the rise and +with the sequence of opinions, and with the character and with the +talents of the cooperators; he must know well the powers and the +services of both sides; and, to work impartially, he must, in a sense, +belong to both factions. Yet from those minor or major controversies +which arose from his intellectual attitude I am drawn by a serious +consideration, to which we must now turn. + +The peace which for many years had blissfully dwelt amid our mountains +and hills, and in our delightfully watered valleys, had long been, if +not disturbed, at least threatened, by military expeditions. When the +eventful day dawned which filled us with amazement and alarm, since the +fate of the world was decided in our walks, even in those terrible hours +toward which our friend's carefree life flowed on, fortune did not +desert him, for he was saved first through the precaution of a young and +resolute friend, and then through the attention of the French +conquerors, who honored in him both the meritorious author, famed +throughout the world, and a member of their own great literary +institute. + +Soon afterward he had to bear the loss of Amelia, so bitter to us all. +Court and city endeavored to extend him every compensation, and soon +afterward he was favored by two emperors with insignia of honor, the +like of which he had not sought, and had not even expected, throughout +his long life. + +Yet in the day of joy as in the day of sorrow he remained constant to +himself, and thus he exemplified the superiority of delicate natures, +whose equanimity knows how to meet with moderation good and evil fortune +alike. + +But he appeared most remarkable of all, considered in body and in +spirit, after the bitter calamity which befell him in such advanced +years when, together with a beloved daughter, he was very severely +injured by the overturning of his carriage. The painful results of the +accident and the tedium of convalescence he bore with the utmost +equanimity, and he comforted his friends rather than himself by the +declaration that he had never met with a like misfortune, and it might +well have seemed pleasing to the gods that in this way he discharge the +debt of humanity. Now, moreover, he speedily recovered, since his +constitution, like that of a youth, was quickly restored, and thus he +became a proof for us of the way in which great physical strength may be +combined with delicacy and clean living. + +As, then, his philosophy of life remained firm even under this test; +such an accident produced no change in his convictions or in his mode of +life. Companionable after his recovery as before, he took part in the +customary recreations of the social life of the court and of the city, +and with true affection and with constant endeavor shared in the +activities of the brethren of our lodge. But however much his eye seemed +always fixed on things earthly, and on the understanding and utilization +of them--yet, as a man of exceptional gifts, he could in no wise +dispense with the extramundane and the supersensual. Here also that +conflict, which we have deemed it our duty to portray in detail above, +became evident in a remarkable degree; for though he appeared to reject +everything which lay outside the bounds of general knowledge, and beyond +the sphere of what may be exemplified from experience, none the less, +while he did not transgress the lines so sharply drawn, he could never +refrain, in tentative fashion, as it were, from peeping over them, and +from constructing and representing, in his own way, an extramundane +world, a state concerning which all the innate powers of our soul can +give us no information. + +Single traits of his writings afford manifold examples of this; but I +may especially recall his _Agathodaemon_ and his _Euthanasie_, and also +those beautiful declarations, as rational as they were sincere, which he +was permitted, only a short while since, to express openly and frankly +before this assembly. For a confiding love toward our lodge of brethren +had developed within him. Acquainted even as a youth with the historical +traditions regarding the mysteries of the ancients, he indeed shunned, +in conformity with his serene, lucid mode of thought, those dark +secrets; yet he did not deny that precisely under these, perhaps +uncouth, veils, higher conceptions had first been brought to barbarous +and sensual men, that, through awe-inspiring symbols, powerful, +illuminating ideas had been awakened, the belief in one God, ruling over +all, had been introduced, virtue had been represented more desirably, +and hope for the continuance of our existence had been purified both +from the false terrors of a dark superstition and from the equally false +demands of an Epicurean sensuality. + +Then, as an aged man left behind on earth by so many valued friends and +contemporaries, and feeling himself in many respects alone, he drew near +to our dear lodge. How gladly he entered it, how constantly he attended +our gatherings, vouchsafed his attention to our affairs, rejoiced in the +reception of excellent young men, was present at our honorable banquets, +and did not refrain from expressing his thoughts upon many a weighty +matter--of this we are all witnesses; we have recognized it with +friendly gratitude. Indeed, if this ancient lodge, often reestablished +after many a change of time, required any testimony here, the most +perfect would be ready at hand, since a talented man, intelligent, +cautious, circumspect, experienced, benevolent, and moderate, felt that +with us he found kindred spirits, and that with us he was in a company +which he, accustomed to the best, so gladly recognized to be the +realization of his wishes as a man and as a social being. + +Although summoned by our masters to speak a few words concerning the +departed, before this so distinguished and highly esteemed assembly, I +might surely have ventured to decline to do so, in the conviction that +not a fleeting hour, not loose notes superficially jotted down, but +whole years, and even several well weighed and well ordered volumes are +requisite worthily to celebrate his memory in consideration of the +monument which he has worthily erected for himself in his works and in +his influence. This delightful duty I undertook only in the conviction +that what I have here said may serve as an introduction to what should +in future be better done by others at the repeated celebration of his +memory. If it shall please our honored masters to deposit in their ark, +together with this essay, all that shall publicly appear concerning our +friend, and, still more, what our brethren, whom he most greatly and +most peculiarly influenced and who enjoyed an uninterrupted and a closer +association with him, may confidentially express and communicate, then +through this would be collected a treasure of facts, of information, and +of valuations which might well be unique of its kind, and from which our +posterity might draw, in after times, in order to protect, to maintain, +and to hallow for evermore so worthy a memory with love unwavering. + + + + +THE PEDAGOGIC PROVINCE (1827) + +TRANSLATED BY EDWARD BELL From WILHELM MEISTER'S TRAVELS + +Our pilgrims had performed the journey according to program, and +prosperously reached the frontier of the province in which they were to +learn so many wonderful things. On their first entry they beheld a most +fertile region, the gentle slopes of which were favorable to +agriculture, its higher mountains to sheep-feeding, and its broad +valleys to the rearing of cattle. It was shortly before the harvest, and +everything was in the greatest abundance; still, what surprised them +from the outset, was that they saw neither women nor men, but only boys +and youths busy getting ready for a prosperous harvest, and even making +friendly preparations for a joyous harvest-home. They greeted now one, +and now another, and inquired about the master, of whose whereabouts no +one could give an account. The address of their letter was: _To the +Master or to the Three_, and this too the boys could not explain; +however, they referred the inquirers to an overseer, who was just +preparing to mount his horse. They explained their object; Felix's frank +bearing seemed to please him; and so they rode together along the road. + +Wilhelm had soon observed that a great diversity prevailed in the cut +and color of the clothing, which gave a peculiar aspect to the whole of +the little community. He was just on the point of asking his companion +about this, when another strange sight was displayed to him; all the +children, howsoever they might be occupied, stopped their work, and +turned, with peculiar yet various gestures, toward the party riding +past; and it was easy to infer that their object was the overseer. The +youngest folded their arms crosswise on the breast, and looked +cheerfully toward the sky; the intermediate ones held their arms behind +them, and looked smiling upon the ground; the third sort stood erect +and boldly; with arms at the side, they turned the head to the right, +and placed themselves in a row, instead of remaining alone, like the +others, where they were first seen. + +Accordingly, when they halted and dismounted, just where several +children had ranged themselves in various attitudes and were being +inspected by the overseer, Wilhelm asked the meaning of these gestures. + +Felix interposed, and said cheerfully: "What position have I to take, +then?" + +"In any case," answered the intendant, "at first the arms across the +breast, and looking seriously and gladly upward, without turning your +glance." He obeyed; how ever he soon exclaimed: "This does not please me +particularly; I see nothing overhead; does it last long? But yes, +indeed," he exclaimed joyfully, "I see two hawks flying from west to +east; that must be a good omen!" + +"It depends on how you take to it, how you behave yourself," rejoined +the former; "now go and mingle with them, just as they mingle with each +other." + +He made a sign, the children forsook their attitudes, resumed their +occupations or went on playing as before. "Will you, and can you," +Wilhelm now asked, "explain to me that which causes my wonder? I suppose +that these gestures, these positions, are greetings, with which they +welcome you." + +"Just so," answered the other; "greetings, that tell me at once at what +stage of cultivation each of these boys stands." + +"But could you," Wilhelm added, "explain to me the meaning of the +graduation? For that it is such, is easy to see." + +"That is the part of better people than me," answered the other; "but I +can assure you of this much, that they are no empty grimaces, and that, +on the contrary, we impart to the children, not indeed the highest, but +still a guiding and intelligible explanation; but at the same time we +command each to keep and cherish for himself what we may have chosen to +impart for the information of each: they may not chat about it with +strangers, nor amongst themselves, and thus the teaching is modified in +a hundred ways. Besides this the secrecy has very great advantages; for +if we tell people immediately and perpetually the reason of everything, +they think that there is nothing behind. To certain secrets, even if +they may be known, we have to show deference by concealment and silence, +for this tends to modesty and good morals." + +"I understand you," said Wilhelm. "Why should we not also apply +spiritually, what is so necessary in bodily matters? But perhaps in +another respect you can satisfy my curiosity. I am surprised at the +great variety in the cut and color of their clothes, and yet I do not +see all kinds of color, but a few only, and these in all their shades, +from the brightest to the darkest. Still I observe, that in this there +cannot be meant any indication of degrees of either age or merit; since +the smallest and biggest boys mingled together, may be alike in cut and +color, whilst those who are alike in gestures do not agree with one +another in dress." + +"As concerns this, too," their companion replied, "I cannot explain any +further; yet I shall be much mistaken it you depart hence without being +enlightened about all that you may wish to know." + +They were now going in search of the master, whom they thought that they +had found; but now a stranger could not but be struck by the fact that +the deeper they got into the country, the more they were met by a +harmonious sound of singing. Whatsoever the boys set about, in whatever +work they were found engaged, they were for ever singing, and in fact it +seemed that the songs were specially adapted to each particular +occupation, and in similar cases always the same. If several children +were in any place, they would accompany each other in turns. + +Toward evening they came upon some dancing, their steps being animated +and guided by choruses. Felix from his horse chimed in with his voice, +and, in truth, not badly; Wilhelm was delighted with this entertainment, +which made the neighborhood so lively. "I suppose," he observed to his +companion, "you devote a great deal of care to this kind of instruction, +for otherwise this ability would not be so widely diffused, or so +perfectly developed." + +"Just so," replied the other; "with us the art of singing forms the +first step in education; everything else is subservient to it, and +attained by means of it. With us the simplest enjoyment, as well as the +simplest instruction, is enlivened and impressed by singing; and even +what we teach in matters of religion and morals is communicated by the +method of song. Other advantages for independent ends are directly +allied; for, whilst we practise the children in writing down by symbols +on the slate the notes which they produce, and then, according to the +indication of these signs, in reproducing them in their throats, and +moreover in adding the text, they exercise at the same time the hand, +ear, and eye, and attain orthography and calligraphy quicker than you +would believe; and, finally, since all this must be practised and copied +according to pure metre and accurately fixed time, they learn to +understand much sooner than in other ways the high value of measure and +computation. On this account, of all imaginable means, we have chosen +music as the first element of our education, for from this equally easy +roads radiate in every direction." + +Wilhelm sought to inform himself further, and did not hide his +astonishment at hearing no instrumental music. + +"We do not neglect it," replied the other, "but we practise it in a +special place, inclosed in the most charming mountain-valley; and then +again we take care that the different instruments are taught in places +lying far apart. Especially are the discordant notes of beginners +banished to certain solitary spots, where they can drive no one crazy; +for you will yourself confess, that in well-regulated civil society +scarcely any more miserable nuisance is to be endured than when the +neighborhood inflicts upon us a beginner on the flute or on the violin. +Our beginners, from their own laudable notion of wishing to be an +annoyance to none, go voluntarily for a longer or shorter period into +the wilds, and, isolated there, vie with one another in attaining the +merit of being allowed to draw nearer to the inhabited world; on which +account they are, from time to time, allowed to make an attempt at +drawing nearer, which seldom fails, because in these, as in our other +modes of education, we venture actually to develop and encourage a sense +of shame and diffidence. I am sincerely glad that your son has got a +good voice; the rest will be effected all the more easily." + +They had now reached a place where Felix was to remain, and make trial +of his surroundings, until they were disposed to grant a formal +admission. They already heard from afar a cheerful singing; it was a +game, which the boys were now enjoying in their play-hour. A general +chorus resounded, in which each member of a large circle joined +heartily, clearly, and vigorously in his part, obeying the directions of +the superintendent. The latter, however, often took the singers by +surprise, by suspending with a signal the chorus-singing, and bidding +some one or other single performer, by a touch of his baton, to adapt +alone some suitable song to the expiring tune and the passing idea. Most +of them already showed considerable ability, a few who failed in the +performance willingly paid their forfeit, without exactly being made a +laughing-stock. Felix was still child enough to mix at once among them, +and came tolerably well out of the trial. Thereupon the first style of +greeting was conceded to him; he forthwith folded his arms on his +breast, looked upward, and with such a droll expression withal, that it +was quite plain that no hidden meaning in it had as yet occurred to him. + +The pleasant spot, the kind reception, the merry games, all pleased the +boy so well, that he did not feel particularly sad when he saw his +father depart; he looked almost more wistfully at the horse as it was +led away; yet he had no difficulty in understanding, when he was +informed that he could not keep it in the present locality. On the other +hand, they promised him that he should find, if not the same, at all +events an equally lively and well-trained one when he did not expect it. + +As the superior could not be found, the overseer said: "I must now leave +you, to pursue my own avocations; but still I will take you to the +Three, who preside over holy things: your letter is also addressed to +them, and together they stand in place of the Superior." + +Wilhelm would have liked to learn beforehand about the holy things, but +the other replied. "The Three in return for the confidence with which +you have left your son with us, will certainly, in accordance with +wisdom and justice, reveal to you all that is most necessary. The +visible objects of veneration, which I have called holy things, are +included within a particular boundary, are not mingled with anything, or +disturbed by anything; only at certain times of the year, the pupils, +according to the stages of their education, are admitted to them, in +order that they may be instructed historically and through their senses; +for in this way they carry off with them an impression, enough for them +to feed upon for a long time in the exercise of their duty." + +Wilhelm now stood at the entrance of a forest-valley, inclosed by lofty +walls; on a given signal a small door was opened, and a serious, +respectable-looking man received our friend. He found himself within a +large and beautifully verdant inclosure, shaded with trees and bushes of +every kind, so that he could scarcely see some stately walls and fine +buildings through the dense and lofty natural growth; his friendly +reception by the Three, who came up by-and-by, ultimately concluded in a +conversation, to which each contributed something of his own, but the +substance of which we shall put together in brief. + +"Since you have intrusted your son to us," they said, "it is our duty +to let you see more deeply into our methods of proceeding. You have seen +many external things, that do not carry their significance with them all +at once; which of these do you most wish to have explained?" + +"I have remarked certain seemly yet strange gestures and obeisances, the +significance of which I should like to learn; with you no doubt what is +external has reference to what is within, and vice versa; let me +understand this relation." + +"Well-bred and healthy children possess a great deal; Nature has given +to each everything that he needs for time and continuance: our duty is +to develop this; often it is better developed by itself. But one thing +no one brings into the world, and yet it is that upon which depends +everything through which a man becomes a man on every side. If you can +find it out yourself, speak out." + +Wilhelm bethought himself for a short time, and then shook his head. +After a suitable pause, they exclaimed "Veneration!" + +Wilhelm was startled. + +"Veneration," they repeated. "It is wanting in all, and perhaps in +yourself. You have seen three kinds of gestures, and we teach a +threefold veneration, which when combined to form a whole, only then +attains to its highest power and effect. The first is veneration for +that which is above us. That gesture, the arms folded on the breast, a +cheerful glance toward the sky, that is precisely what we prescribe to +our untutored children, at the same time requiring witness of them that +there is a God up above who reflects and reveals Himself in our parents, +tutors and superiors. The second, veneration for that which is below us. +The hands folded on the back as if tied together, the lowered, smiling +glance, bespeak that we have to regard the earth well and cheerfully; it +gives us an opportunity to maintain ourselves; it affords unspeakable +joys; but it brings disproportionate sufferings. If one hurts oneself +bodily, whether faultily or innocently; if others hurt one, +intentionally or accidentally; if earthly chance does one any harm--let +these be well thought of, for such danger accompanies us all our life +long. But from this condition we deliver our pupil as soon as possible, +directly we are convinced that the teachings of this stage have made a +sufficient impression upon him; but then we bid him be a man, look to +his companions, and guide himself with reference to them. Now he stands +erect and bold, yet not selfishly isolated; only in a union with his +equals does he present a front toward the world. We are unable to add +anything further." + +"I see it all," replied Wilhelm; "it is probably on this account that +the multitude is so inured to vice, because it takes pleasure only in +the element of ill-will and evil speech; he who indulges in this, soon +becomes indifferent to God, contemptuous toward the world, and a hater +of his fellows; but the true, genuine, indispensable feeling of +self-respect is ruined in conceit and presumption." + +"Allow me, nevertheless," Wilhelm went on, "to make one objection: Has +it not ever been held that the fear evinced by savage nations in the +presence of mighty natural phenomena, and other inexplicable foreboding +events, is the germ from which a higher feeling, a purer disposition, +should gradually be developed?" + +To this the other replied: "Fear, no doubt, is consonant with nature, +but not reverence; people fear a known or unknown powerful being; the +strong one tries to grapple with it, the weak to avoid it; both wish to +get rid of it, and feel happy when in a short space they have conquered +it, when their nature in some measure has regained its freedom and +independence. The natural man repeats this operation a million times +during his life; from fear he strives after liberty, from liberty he is +driven back into fear, and does not advance one step further. To fear is +easy, but unpleasant; to entertain reverence is difficult but pleasing. +Man determines himself unwillingly to reverence, or rather never +determines himself to it; it is a loftier sense which must be imparted +to his nature, and which is self-developed only in the most +exceptionally gifted ones, whom therefore from all time we have regarded +as saints, as gods. In this consists the dignity, in this the function +of all genuine religions, of which also there exist only three, +according to the objects toward which they direct their worship." + +The men paused. Wilhelm remained silent for awhile in thought; as he did +not feel himself equal to pointing these strange words, he begged the +worthy men to continue their remarks, which too they at once consented +to do. + +"No religion," they said, "which is based on fear, is esteemed among us. +With the reverence which a man allows himself to entertain, whilst he +accords honor, he may preserve his own honor; he is not at discord with +himself, as in the other case. The religion which rests on reverence for +that which is above us, we call the ethnical one; it is the religion of +nations, and the first happy redemption from a base fear; all so-called +heathen religions are of this kind, let them have what names they will. +The second religion, which is founded on that reverence which we have +for what is like ourselves, we call the Philosophic; for the +philosopher, who places himself in the middle, must draw downward to +himself all that is higher, and upward to himself all that is lower, and +only in this central position does he deserve the name of the sage. Now, +whilst he penetrates his relations to his fellows, and therefore to the +whole of humanity, and his relations to all other earthly surroundings, +necessary or accidental, in the cosmical sense he lives only in the +truth. But we must now speak of the third religion, based on reverence +for that which is below us; we call it the Christian one, because this +disposition of mind is chiefly revealed in it; it is the last one which +humanity could and was bound to attain. Yet what was not demanded for +it? not merely to leave earth below, and claim a higher origin, but to +recognize as divine even humility and poverty, scorn and contempt, +shame and misery, suffering and death; nay, to revere and make lovable +even sin and crime, not as hindrances but as furtherances of holiness! +Of this there are indeed found traces throughout all time; but a track +is not a goal, and this having once been reached, humanity cannot turn +backward; and it may be maintained, that the Christian religion having +once appeared, can never disappear again; having once been divinely +embodied, cannot again be dissolved." + +"Which of these religions do you then profess more particularly?" said +Wilhelm. + +"All three," answered the others, "for, in point of fact, they together +present the true religion; from these three reverences outsprings the +highest reverence, reverence for oneself, and the former again develop +themselves from the latter, so that man attains to the highest he is +capable of reaching, in order that he may consider himself the best that +God and nature have produced; nay, that he may be able to remain on this +height without being drawn through conceit or egoism into what is base." + +"Such a profession of faith, developed in such a manner, does not +estrange me," replied Wilhelm; "it agrees with all that one learns here +and there in life, only that the very thing unites you, that severs the +others." + +To this the others replied: "This confession is already adhered to by a +large part of the world, though unconsciously." + +"How so, and where?" asked Wilhelm. + +"In the Creed!" exclaimed the others, loudly; "for the first article is +ethnical, and belongs to all nations: the second is Christian, for those +struggling against sufferings and glorified in sufferings; the third +finally teaches a spiritual communion of saints, to wit, of those in the +highest degree good and wise: ought not therefore in fairness the three +divine Persons, under whose likeness and name such convictions and +promises are uttered, to pass also for the highest Unity?" + +"I thank you," replied the other, "for having so clearly and coherently +explained this to me--to whom, as a full-grown man, the three +dispositions of mind are not new; and when I recall, that you teach the +children these high truths, first through material symbols, then through +a certain symbolic analogy, and finally develop in them the highest +interpretation, I must needs highly approve of it." + +"Exactly so," replied the former; "but now you must still learn +something more, in order that you may be convinced that your son is in +the best hands. However, let this matter rest for the morning hours; +rest and refresh yourself, so that, contented and humanly complete, you +may accompany us farther into the interior tomorrow." + + + + +WINCKELMANN AND HIS AGE (1804) + +TRANSLATED BY GEORGE KRIEHN, PH. D. + +TO HER MOST SERENE HIGHNESS THE DUCHESS ANNA AMALIA OF SAXE-WEIMAR AND +EISENACH + +_Most Serene Princess,_ + +_Most Gracious Lady,_ + +Another benefaction has been added to the many which art and science owe +to Your Highness by the most gracious permission to publish the +following letters of Winckelmann. They are addressed to a man who had +the happiness of counting himself among your servants, and soon +afterward of living in close relation with Your Highness, at the time +when Winckelmann found himself in the most embarrassing circumstances, +the straightforward and touching narration of which one cannot read +without sympathy. + +Had these pages come to the attention of Your Highness in those days, +the dictates of your noble and charitable heart would have immediately +put an end to such distress, changed the fate of a most excellent man, +and directed it more happily for the future. + +But who indeed ought to think of what might have happened, when so many +gratifying things that actually took place lie before us? + +Your Highness has, since that time, established and supported much that +is useful and promotive of happiness, while our gracious and sympathetic +Prince adds constantly to the great number of his benefactions. + +One may without vainglory recall the good that for us and for others has +been accomplished in our limited circle, the least significant aspects +of which cannot but excite the observer's admiration, which would be +greatly increased if a well informed writer should take the trouble to +describe its origin and growth. + +[Illustration: PRINCESS AMALIA] + +The intention of the benefactors was never selfish but was always +directed toward the good to be accomplished. The higher culture of this +land all the more deserves an annalist, since much formerly existed and +flourished of which all visible traces have now disappeared. May Your +Highness, in the consciousness of having been the prime mover and +constant participant in these enterprizes, attain that peculiar domestic +happiness, a hale and hearty old age, and long continue to enjoy the +brilliant period now opening for our circle, in which we hope that all +that has been accomplished will be further increased, unified and +strengthened, and thus handed down to posterity. + +Cherishing the flattering hope that I shall continue to rejoice in that +inestimable favor with which Your Highnesses have deigned to adorn my +life, I am, with respectful devotion, + +Your Most Serene Highness' obedient servant, + +J. W. VON GOETHE. + +PREFACE + +The friends of art who have for several years been associated at Weimar +are surely privileged to speak of their relation to the general public, +because (and this is the final test) they have always expressed similar +convictions and have been guided by well tried principles. Not that, +limited to certain modes of apprehending matters, they have obstinately +maintained a single point of view. On the contrary, they willingly +confess that they have learned much from diverse expression of opinion, +all the more so as they now learn with pleasure that their efforts in +behalf of culture are constantly becoming more closely allied to the +general progress of higher education in Germany. + +With much gratification they call attention to the _Propyloea_, to the +critical and descriptive programs of no less than six exhibitions of +painting and statuary, to the many expressions of opinion in the +_Jenaisische Litteraturzeitung, and to the published translation of the +Life of Benvenuto Cellini. + +Although these writings have not been printed and bound in the same +volumes and do not form parts of a single work, they have, nevertheless, +all been written in the same spirit. They have proved a leaven to the +whole, as we are learning slowly, but not without gratification; so that +there is no longer occasion to remember ingratitude often experienced, +and open or secret opposition. + +The present publication is an immediate sequel to the foregoing works, +and of its contents we mention here only the most important. + +PLAN FOR A HISTORY OF ART DURING THE EIGHTEENTH CENTURY + +The historical conception of related conditions promotes the more rapid +development of the artist as well as of the man. Every individual, +especially if he be a man of capacity, at first seems far too important +to himself. Trusting in his independent power, he is inclined to +champion far too quickly this or that maxim; he strives and labors with +energy along the path he has himself chosen; and when at length he +becomes conscious of his one-sidedness and his error, he changes just as +violently, enters upon another perhaps equally erroneous course, and +clings to principles equally faulty. Not until late in life does he +become aware of his own history and realize how much further a constant +development in accordance with well tested principles might have led +him. + +If the connoisseur owes his insight to history alone, which embodies the +ideas which give rise to art, for the young artist the history of art is +of the greatest importance. + + [Illustration: WINCKELMANN] + +He should not, however, search in it for indistinct models, to be +pursued passionately, but for the means of realizing himself and his +point of view, with its limitations. But unfortunately, even the +immediate past is seldom instructive to man, through no fault of his +own. For while we are learning to understand the mistakes of our +predecessors, time is itself producing new errors which, unobserved, +ensnare us, and the account of which is left to the future historian +with just as little advantage to his own generation. + +But who would indulge in such mournful observations, and not rather +endeavor to promote the greatest possible clearness of view in his own +branch of study? This is the duty assumed by the writer of the present +sketch, the difficulty of which will be seen by connoisseurs, who, it is +hoped, will point out its deficiencies and correct its imperfections, +thereby making a satisfactory future work possible. + +WINCKELMANN'S LETTERS To BERENDIS + +Letters are among the most important monuments which the individual +leaves behind him. Imaginative persons often picture to themselves, even +in solitary musings, the presence of a distant friend, to whom they +impart their most private opinions; and in the same manner a letter is a +kind of soliloquy. For often the friend to whom, we write is rather the +occasion than the subject of the letter. Whatever rejoices or pains, +oppresses or occupies us, is poured forth from the heart. As lasting +evidences of an existence or a condition, such papers are the more +important for posterity, the more the writer lives in the moment and the +less he is concerned with the future. Winckelmann's letters sometimes +have this desirable character. + +Although this excellent man, who educated himself in solitude, was +reticent in society, serious and discreet in his personal life and +conduct toward others, he was free and unconstrained in his letters, in +which he often reveals himself, without hesitation, just as he felt. We +see him worried, troubled, confused, doubting and dilatory, but also +cheerful, alert, bold, daring, and unrestrained to the degree of +cynicism; altogether, however, as a man of tempered character and +confident in himself; who, although the outer conditions offered to his +imagination so much to choose from, usually chose the best way, except +when he took the last impatient step which cost him his life. + +His letters, having the general characteristics of rectitude and +directness, differ according to the persons to whom they are addressed, +which is always the case when a clever correspondent imagines those +present with whom he is speaking at a distance, and therefore no more +neglects what is proper and suitable than he would in their presence. + +Thus the letters addressed to Stosch (to mention only a few of the +larger groups of Winckelmann's letters) seem to us fine testimonials of +honest cooperation with a friend for a definite purpose; a proof of his +great endurance in a difficult task, thoughtlessly undertaken without +proper preparation, but courageously and happily concluded; they sparkle +with the liveliest literary, political, and society news, and form a +charming picture of life, which would have been more interesting if they +could have been printed entire and unmutilated. Charming also is his +frankness, even in passionate disapproval of a friend for whom the +writer was never tired of testifying as much respect as love, as much +gratitude as attachment. + +The consciousness of his own superiority and dignity, combined with a +genuine appreciation of others, the expression of friendship, +cordiality, playfulness and pleasantry, which characterize the letters +to his Swiss friends, make this collection extremely interesting and +lovable as well as exceedingly instructive, although Winckelmann's +letters cannot on the whole be termed instructive. + +The first letters to Count Buenau, in the valuable Dassdorf collection, +reveal an oppressed, self-absorbed spirit, which hardly ventures to +look up to such an exalted patron. That remarkable letter in which +Winckelmann announces his change of religion is a real galimatias, an +unfortunate and confused document. + +The first half of our own collection serves to make this period +comprehensible, yea, immediately intelligible. They were written partly +at Noethenitz, partly at Dresden, and are directed to an intimate and +trusted friend and comrade. The writer stands revealed in all his +distress, with his pressing, irresistible desires, but on the road to a +new and distant happiness, earnestly sought. + +The other half of our letters are written from Italy. They preserve +their direct, unrestrained character; but above them hovers the +joyfulness of the southern sky, and they are inspired with an exuberant +delight in the goal which he has attained. Besides this, they give, +compared with other contemporary letters that are already known, a more +complete view of his position. + +The pleasure of appreciating and passing judgment upon the importance of +this collection, which is perhaps greater from the psychological than +from the literary point of view, we leave to receptive hearts and +judicious minds. We shall add only a few words about the man to whom +they were written, in accordance with our available information. + +Hieronymus Dieterich Berendis was born at Seehausen in the Altmark in +the year 1720, studied law in the University of Halle, and was for some +years after his student days auditor of the Royal Prussian Regiment of +Hussars, usually called the Black Hussars from their uniform, but at the +time named after their Commander von Ruesch. After leaving that rude +life, he continued his studies in Berlin. During a sojourn at Seehausen +he made the acquaintance of Winckelmann, whose intimate friend he +became, and through whose recommendation he was afterward engaged as +tutor of the youngest Count Buenau. He conducted his pupil to Brunswick +where the latter studied at the Karolinum. When the Count afterward +entered the French service, his father, who was at that time minister +of state at Weimar, conducted Berendis into the service of the Duke, in +which he first became military counsellor, entering afterward the +service of the Dowager Duchess as Financial Councillor and Keeper of the +Privy Purse. He died on the 26th of October, 1783, at Weimar. + +DESCRIPTION OF WINCKELMANN + +The most deserving citizen, no matter how great his service may have +been to his country and his city in a wider or narrower field, receives +but one funeral. Others, however, have so distinguished themselves by +worthy benefactions that they are honored by a public celebration of the +anniversary of their death, on which occasion the lasting influence of +their beneficence is praised. In the same sense we have every cause to +offer from time to time a well meaning tribute to the memory of the men +who have bestowed inexhaustible mental benefactions upon us. + +From this point of view the slight tribute which friends of similar +opinions now offer should be regarded as a testimonial of their +appreciation, not as an account of his services. The feast at which it +is offered will be participated in by all appreciative minds on the +occasion of the recently discovered letters of Winckelmann, now for the +first time published. + +SKETCHES FOR AN ESSAY ON WINCKELMANN + +PREFACE + +The following essays, written by three friends, whose opinions on art in +general, as well as on the services of Winckelmann, coincide, were +intended as a basis for a more extended essay on this remarkable man, +and to furnish the materials for a work which should have at once the +merit of diversity and of unity. + + [Illustration: WEIMAR SEEN FROM THE NORTH] + +But as in life many an undertaking encounters all kinds of obstacles, +which hardly allow the requisite material to be collected, to say +nothing of giving it the desired form, so here only half of the whole as +planned appears. + +In the present instance, however, the half may be prized more than the +whole, since, by the study of three individual opinions on the same +subject, the reader may to a greater extent be stimulated and incited to +form an individual conception of the significant life and character of +Winckelmann, which can now be easily accomplished by the aid of the +earlier and more recently published materials. We therefore hope to +merit gratitude if, instead of waiting for a later opportunity and +promising a future achievement, we freely offer, in Winckelmann's own +refreshing manner, only that which is already prepared, even though it +be not complete, in order that it may after its own fashion exert a +timely influence in the great world of life and culture. + +INTRODUCTION + +The memory of noteworthy men and the presence of important works of art, +awaken from time to time a spirit of contemplation. Both stand before us +as legacies of each succeeding generation, the former by reason of their +deeds and fame, the latter actually preserved as indefinable realities. +Every judicious observer knows full well that only the contemplation of +these men and monuments in their entirety would be of real value, and +yet we are always attempting to make them more comprehensible by our +reflection and our words. + +One is especially impelled to this when something new relating to such +subjects is discovered and made known. We trust therefore that the +public will find our renewed observations on Winckelmann, his character +and his achievements a timely contribution, since the letters which are +now published throw a more vivid light upon his mode of thought and the +conditions under which he labored. + +ENTER WINCKELMANN + +Even to ordinary mortals Nature has not denied a very precious +endowment--I refer to that lively impulse felt from earliest childhood, +to take hold of the external world, to learn to know it, to enter into +relation with it, and to form with it a complete whole. Certain chosen +spirits, on the other hand, often have the peculiarity of feeling a kind +of aversion to actual life, withdraw into themselves, and create in +themselves a world of their own, in this wise achieving the highest +inner development. + +But when, in especially gifted men, appears the need common to all of us +of seeking in the external world a corresponding realization for all the +gifts with which Nature has endowed them, thereby raising their inner +being to a self-relying whole, we may be assured of the development of a +character in which both the present and the future world will rejoice. + +Winckelmann was a man of this kind. Nature had placed in him whatever +makes and adorns the true man. Furthermore, he devoted his entire life +to the search for that which is harmonious and worthy in man and in art, +which is primarily concerned with man. + +An obscure childhood, insufficient instruction in his youth, disjointed +and scattered studies in early manhood, the pressure of a school +position, and all the worry and annoyance that are experienced in such a +career--all these he had suffered as many others have. He had reached +the age of thirty without having enjoyed a single favor at the hands of +fate; yet in him were planted the germs of an enviable happiness, very +possible to realize. + +Even in these unhappy days we find the trace of that impulse to know for +himself with his own eyes the conditions of the world, gloomy and +disjointed traces it is true, but expressed with sufficient decision. A +few attempts to see strange lands, undertaken without sufficient +reflection, were unsuccessful. He dreamed of a journey to Egypt; he set +out by way of France, but unforeseen obstacles turned him back. More +wisely guided by his genius, he at last seized upon the idea of forcing +his way to Rome. He felt how very profitable a sojourn in the Eternal +City would be for him. This was no whim, no mere thought; it was a +decided plan, which he undertook to realize with cleverness and +decision. + +THE ANTIQUE + +Man can accomplish much by the opportune use of individual powers, he +can even accomplish extraordinary things by the combination of several +powers; but the unique, the startling, he can only achieve when all +capabilities are evenly united in him. This last was the happy lot of +the ancients, especially of the Greeks in their best period; to the +other two alternatives we moderns are unfortunately limited by fate. + +When the healthy nature of man acts as a unit, when he realizes his +place in the world as part of a great and worthy whole, when a +harmonious well-being accords him a pure and free happiness--then the +universe, if it had the power of self-realization, its end attained, +would rejoice and admire this culmination of its own genesis and +existence. For to what purpose is the array of suns, planets and moons, +of stars and milky ways, of comets and nebulae, of worlds existing and +arising, if it be not that a happy man may unconsciously rejoice in his +own existence? + +While, in almost every act of contemplation, the modern thinker, as we +have just done, projects himself into the infinite, to return only in +the end--if he is happy enough in succeeding therein--to a limited +proposition, the ancients, without following a long, round-about path, +found their exclusive happiness within the lovely confines of this +world. Here they were placed, to this end they had been called, here +their activity found its field, their passion its object and +nourishment. + +Why are their poets and historians the wonder of the judicious, the +despair of rivals, unless it be because the actors introduced by them +were so deeply concerned in their own selves, in the narrow circle of +the fatherland, within the circumscribed path of their own life as well +as that of their fellow citizens, and because with all their mind, +inclination, and power, they worked in and for the present? Under such +conditions it could not be difficult for a writer of their opinion to +immortalize such a present. What was actually occurring was for them the +only thing of value, just as for us only what is thought or felt seems +of greatest worth. + +In a certain sense the poet lived in his imagination, just as the +historian lived in the political, and the investigator in the natural +world. All held fast to the nearest, the true, the actual, and even the +pictures of their fantasy have bone and marrow. Man, and whatever was +human, was considered of the highest value, and all his inner and +external relations to the world were represented with the same great +intelligence with which they were observed. Feeling and observation had +not been separated; that almost incurable breach in the healthy power of +man had not yet occurred. + +Not only in enjoying happiness, but in enduring unhappiness also, these +natures were remarkably gifted. For as a healthy tissue resists illness +and is speedily restored after every attack, so the wholesome mind of +such natures quickly and easily recovers from internal and external +misfortune. Such an antique nature, in so far as one can make this +statement of any of our contemporaries, was reincarnated in Winckelmann. +At the very beginning it endured its mighty probation, and was not tamed +by thirty years of humility, discomfort, and sorrow; it could neither be +diverted from its path, nor blunted by adversity. As soon as he attained +a worthy freedom, he appears well rounded and complete, quite in the +antique sense. He was to live a life of action, enjoyment and self +denial, joy and suffering, possession and loss, exaltation and +debasement--yet in such a strange medley he was always satisfied with +the beautiful world in which such a variable fate befalls us. + +Just as in life he possessed a really antique spirit, so in his studies +he was faithful to the same ideal. In the treatment of science in +general the ancients were in a rather unfortunate position, since for +the comprehension of the varied objects of nature a division of powers +and capabilities, a disintegration of unity (so to speak) is almost +unavoidable. In a like case the modern scholar encounters an even +greater danger, because in the detailed investigation of manifold +subjects, he runs the risk of scattering his energies and of losing +himself in disconnected knowledge, without supplementing the incomplete, +as the ancients succeeded in doing, by the completeness of his own +personality. + +However much Winckelmann wandered about in the fields of possible and +profitable knowledge, guided partly by pleasure and inclination, partly +by necessity, he always came back sooner or later to antiquity, +especially to Greek antiquity, with which he felt himself most closely +related, and with which he was destined so happily to be united in his +best days. + +PAGANISM + +The description of the ancient point of view, concerned only with this +world and its assets, leads us directly to the observation that such +advantages are conceivable only in a pagan mind. That confidence in +oneself, that activity in the present, the pure worship of the gods as +ancestors and the admiration of them _quasi_ as artistic creations only, +resignation to an all-powerful fate, the yearning for future fame, +itself dependent upon activities in this world--all these belonging +necessarily together, constitute such an inseparable whole that they +form a condition of human existence planned by Nature herself. In the +highest moment of happiness, as well as in the deepest of sacrifice, +even of destruction, we are always conscious of an indestructible +well-being. + +This pagan point of view pervades Winckelmann's deeds and writings, and +is expressed especially in his early letters, where he is still wearing +himself out in the conflict with more modern religious opinions. This +mode of thought, this remoteness from the Christian point of view, +indeed his repugnance of it, must be remembered in judging his so-called +change of religion. The churches into which the Christian religion is +divided were a matter of complete indifference to him, because in his +inmost nature he never belonged to any of them. + +FRIENDSHIP + +Since the ancients, as we boast, were really entire men, they must, as +they found all happiness in themselves and the world, have learned to +know the relations of human beings in the widest sense; they could not +therefore be lacking in that delight which arises from the attachment of +similar natures. + +Here also a remarkable difference between ancient and modern times is +revealed. The relation to woman, which with us has become so tender and +spiritual, hardly rose above the limits of the lowest satisfaction. The +relation of parents to children seems to have been of a somewhat more +tender character. The friendship of persons of the male sex for one +another, with them took the place of all other sentiments; although they +pictured the maidens Chloris and Thyia as inseparable friends, even in +Hades. + +The passionate fulfilment of loving duties, the joy of inseparability, +the devotion of one for the other, their avowed allegiance during life, +and the duty of sharing death itself, if necessary, fill us with +astonishment. One even feels ashamed of one's own generation when poets, +historians, philosophers and orators overwhelm one with amazing stories, +events, sentiments and opinions, all of the same tenor and purport. + +For a friendship of this character, Winckelmann felt himself born--not +only capable of it, but requiring it to the highest degree. He realized +himself only in the relation of friendship; he recognized himself only +in that image of the whole which requires a third for its completion. + +Even at an early period he applied this ideal to a probably unworthy +object; to whom he consecrated himself, for whom he vowed himself to +live and to suffer; for whom he found even in his poverty the means of +being rich, of giving and of sacrificing; indeed he would not have +hesitated to surrender his existence, his very life. It is in this +relation that Winckelmann, even in the midst of poverty and need, feels +rich, generous and happy, because he is able to do something for him +whom he loves above everything else, and in whom he has, as the highest +sacrifice, to excuse even ingratitude. + +However the times and circumstances might alter, Winckelmann reshaped +every object of worth with which he came in contact, to fit this ideal +of friendship. Although many of these attachments easily and quickly +vanish, the fine sentiment underlying them won for him the heart of many +an excellent man, and brought him the happiness of living in the most +beautiful relation with the best men of his age and environment. + +BEAUTY + +Although such a deep need of friendship really creates and idealizes the +object of its affection, the lover of antiquity would, through it alone, +achieve only a one-sided moral excellence. The external world would +offer him little, if along with it a related, similar need and a +satisfying object of this need did not fortunately appear--we refer to +the demand for the sensuously beautiful, as revealed in a tangible +object. For the supreme product of an ever evolving nature is the +beautiful man. It is true that Nature can but seldom produce him, +because the ideal is opposed by many existing conditions, and even her +almighty power cannot tarry long with the perfect, and perpetuate the +beauty it has produced; for, to be exact, we may say it is only for a +moment that the beautiful man remains beautiful. + +Against this mutability art now enters the lists. For, by being placed +at the summit of nature, man views himself as a complete nature, which +must now produce another consummation. He attains this end by striving +for virtue and perfection, by appealing to selection, arrangement, +harmony and significance, through which he at length rises to the +production of a work of art, which achieves a brilliant place among his +other works and actions. Once achieved and standing in its ideal reality +before the world, it produces a lasting and supreme effect. For in its +spiritual development from all of man's powers, it adopts all that is +noble and lovable; and by spiritualizing the human form and raising man +above himself, it closes the circle of his life and activity, and +deifies him in the present, in which both past and future are included. +By such emotions were those overwhelmed who saw the Olympian Jupiter, as +we gather from the descriptions and testimony of the ancients. God had +become man in order to raise man to God. One beheld supreme dignity and +was inspired by supreme beauty. In this sense we can only acknowledge +that the ancients were right when they said, with profoundest +conviction, that it was a misfortune to die without having seen this +great work. + +For the appreciation of this beauty Winckelmann was by nature fitted. He +first learned of it in the writings of the ancients, but encountered it +personified in the works of art, in which we all first learn to know it, +that we may recognize and treasure it in nature's living creations. + +When, however, the requirements of friendship and of beauty both find +inspiration in the same object, the happiness and gratitude of man seem +to pass all bounds. All that he possesses he would gladly give as a +feeble testimony of his attachment and his devotion. + +So we often find Winckelmann in friendship with beautiful youths, and +never does he appear more animated and lovable than in such, though +often only flitting, moments. + +CATHOLICISM + +With such opinions, with such needs and longings, Winckelmann for a long +time served objects alien to his own desires. Nowhere about him did he +see the least hope of help and assistance. + +Count Buenau, in his capacity of a private gentleman, needed only to buy +one valuable book less in order to open for Winckelmann the road to +Rome; as a minister of state he had influence enough to have helped this +excellent man out of every difficulty; but he was probably unwilling to +lose so capable a servant, or else he had no appreciation of the great +service he would have rendered the world by encouraging a gifted man. +The Court at Dresden, from which Winckelmann might eventually hope for +adequate support, professed the Roman faith, and there was scarcely any +other way to attain favor and consideration than through confessors and +other members of the clergy. + +The example of a Prince is a mighty influence in his country, and +incites with secret power every citizen to like actions in private life, +especially to moral actions. The religion of a Prince always remains in +a certain sense the ruling religion, and the Roman faith, like a +whirlpool, draws the quietly passing waves to itself and into its +vortex. + +In addition to this Winckelmann must have felt that a man, in order to +be a Roman in Rome, in order to identify himself with the life there, +and to enjoy confidential association, must necessarily profess the +religion of his associates, must yield to their faith, and accommodate +himself to their usages. The final result actually shows that he could +not have attained his end without this early decision, which was made +much easier for him by the fact that, as a thorough heathen by nature, +he had never become Christianized by his Protestant baptism. + +Yet this change in his condition was not achieved without a bitter +struggle. We may, in accordance with our convictions, and for reasons +sufficiently weighty, make a final decision which is in perfect harmony +with our volition, desires and needs, which indeed seems unavoidable for +the maintenance and continuance of our very existence, so that we are in +perfect accord with ourselves. But such a decision may contradict the +prevailing opinion and the convictions of many people. Then a new +struggle begins, which, while it may cause no uncertainty, yet may +occasion discomfort, impatience and annoyance, because we discover +occasional inconsistencies in our actions while we suspect the existence +of many more in ourselves. + +And so Winckelmann, before his intended step, seemed anxious, fearful, +sorrowful and swayed by deep emotion when he thought of its probable +effect, especially upon his first patron, Count Buenau. How beautiful, +sincere and upright are his confidential expressions upon this point! + +For every man who changes his religion is marked by a certain stigma +from which it seems impossible to free him. From this it is evident that +men cherish a steadfast purpose above all else, all the more so because +they, divided into factions, constantly have their own safety and +stability in mind. This is not a matter of feeling or conviction. We +should be steadfast precisely there where fate rather than choice places +us. To remain faithful to one people, one city, one Prince, one friend, +one woman; to trace back everything to them; to labor, want and suffer +everything for their sake--this is estimable. To desert them is hateful; +inconstancy is contemptible. + +Thus is indeed the harsh, the very serious side of the question, but it +may also be viewed from another point of view from which it has a more +pleasing and less serious aspect. Certain conditions of society, which +we in no sense approve of, certain moral blemishes in others, have an +especial charm for the imagination. If the comparison be permitted, we +might say that it is in this matter as it is with game which, to the +cultivated palate, tastes far better slightly tainted than when fresh. A +divorced woman or a renegade make an especially interesting impression. +Persons who would otherwise appear to be merely interesting and +agreeable, now appear admirable. It cannot be denied that Winckelmann's +change of religion considerably heightens in our imagination the +romantic side of his life and being. + +But to Winckelmann himself the Catholic religion presented nothing +attractive. He saw in it only the masquerade dress which he threw around +him, and expressed himself bitterly enough about it. Even at a later +period he does not seem to have sufficiently observed its usages, and by +loose speech he perhaps made himself suspicious to devout +believers--here and there at least a slight fear of the Inquisition is +perceptible. + +REALIZATION OF GREEK ART + +The transition from literature, even from the highest things that have +been expressed in word and language, from poetry and rhetoric, to the +plastic and graphic arts is difficult, indeed almost impossible. For +there lies between the two a tremendous chasm, over which only a +specially adapted nature can help us. We have now a sufficiently large +number of documents lying before us to enable us to judge how far +Winckelmann succeeded in doing this. + +Through the joy of appreciation he was first attracted to the treasures +of art; but in order to use and judge them, he required artists as +intermediaries, whose more or less authoritative opinions he was able to +comprehend, revise, and express. In this manner originated his treatise +_Concerning the Imitation of Greek Masterpieces in Painting and +Sculpture_, with two appendices, published while he was still in +Dresden. + +However much Winckelmann appears, even here, to be upon the right path; +however many delightful, fundamental passages these writings contain, +however correctly the final aim of art is already defined in them, they +are nevertheless, both as regards form and subject, so baroque and +curious, that one would in vain seek their meaning, unless he had +definite information concerning the personality of the connoisseurs and +judges of art at that time assembled in Saxony, and concerning their +abilities, opinions, inclinations and whims. These writings will +therefore remain a sealed book to posterity, unless well informed +connoisseurs of art, who lived nearer those times, should soon decide +either to write or cause to be written a description of the then +existing conditions, in so far as this is still possible. Lippert, +Hagedorn, Oeser, Dietrich, Heinecken and Oesterreich loved, practised +and promoted art, each in his own way. Their purposes were restricted, +their maxims were one-sided, yea, very often, freakish. They circulated +stories and anecdotes, the varied application of which was intended not +only to entertain but also to instruct society. From such elements arose +the earliest treatises of Winckelmann, which he himself very soon found +unsatisfactory, as indeed he did not conceal from his friends. + +Although not sufficiently prepared, yet with some practical experience, +he at length began his journey, and reached that country where for the +receptive mind the time of real culture begins--that culture which +permeates the entire being, and finds expression in creations which must +be as real as they are harmonious, because they have, as a matter of +fact, proved powerful as a firm bond of union between most different +natures. + +ROME + +Winckelmann was at last in Rome, and who could be worthier to feel the +influence which that great privilege is able to produce upon a truly +perceptive nature! He sees his wish fulfilled, his happiness +established, his hopes more than satisfied. His ideals stand embodied +about him. He wanders astonished through the ruins of a gigantic age, +the greatest that art has produced, under the open sky; freely he lifts +his eyes to these wonderful works as to the stars of the firmament, and +every locked treasure is opened for a small gift. Like a pilgrim, the +newcomer creeps about unobserved; he approaches the most sublime and +holy treasures in an unseemly garment. As yet he permits no detail to +distract him, the whole affects him with endless variety, and he already +feels the harmony which finally must arise for him out of these +infinitely diversified elements. He gazes upon, he examines everything, +and to make his happiness complete, he is taken for an artist, as every +one in his heart would gladly be. + +In lieu of further observations, we submit to our readers the +overpowering influence of the situation, as a friend has clearly and +sympathetically described it. + +"Rome is a place where all antiquity is concentrated into a unity for +our inspection. What we have felt with the ancient poets, concerning +ancient forms of government, we believe more than ever to feel, even to +see, in Rome. As Homer cannot be compared with other poets, so Rome can +be compared with no other city, the Roman country with no other +landscape. Most of this impression is no doubt due, it is true, to +ourselves, and not to the subject; but it is not only the sentimental +thought of standing where this or that great man has stood, it is an +irresistible attraction toward what we regard as--although it may be +through a necessary deception--a noble and sublime past; a power which +even he who wished to cannot resist, because the desolation in which the +present inhabitants leave the land and the incredible masses of ruins +themselves attract and convince the eye. And as this past appears to the +mind in a grandeur which excludes all envy, in which one is more than +happy to take part, if only with the imagination (indeed, no other +participation is conceivable); and as the senses too are charmed by the +beauty of form, the grandeur and simplicity of the figures, the richness +of the vegetation (though not luxuriant like that of a more southern +region), the precision of the outlines in the clear air and the beauty +of the colors in their transparency--so the enjoyment of nature is here +a purely artistic one, free from everything distracting. Everywhere else +the ideas of contrast appear and the enjoyment of nature is elegiac or +satiric. It is true that these sentiments exist only for us. To Horace, +Tibur seemed more modern than does Tivoli to us, as is proved by his +'Beatus ille qui procul negotiis,' but it is only an illusion to imagine +that we ourselves would like to be inhabitants of Athens or Rome. Only +in the distance, separated from everything common, only as a thing of +the past, must antiquity appear to us. This is the sentiment of a friend +and myself, at least, in regard to the ruins; we are always incensed +when a half sunken ruin is excavated; for this can only be a gain for +scholarship at the expense of the imagination. There are only two things +which inspire me with an equal horror: that the Campagna di Roma should +be built up, and that Rome should become a well policed city, in which +no man any longer carried a knife. Should such an order-loving Pope +appear--which may the seventy-two cardinals prevent--shall move +away. Only if such divine anarchy and such a heavenly wilderness remain +in Rome, is there place for the shadows, one of which is worth more than +the whole present race." + +RAFAEL MENGS + +But Winckelmann might have groped a long time among the multitudes of +antique survivals in search of the most valuable objects and those most +worthy of his observation, if good fortune had not immediately brought +him into contact with Mengs. The latter, whose own great talent was +enthralled by the ancient works of art and especially by such as were +beautiful, immediately introduced his friend to the most excellent--a +fact worthy of our attention. Here Winckelmann learned to recognize +beauty of form and its treatment, and was immediately inspired to +undertake a treatise, _Concerning the Taste of the Greek Artists_. But +one cannot go about studying works of art for any length of time +without discovering that they are the productions not only of different +artists but of different epochs, and that all investigations concerning +the place of their origin, their age, their individual merit must be +undertaken together. Winckelmann, with his unerring perception, soon +found that this was the axis on which the entire knowledge of art +revolves. He confined himself at first to the most sublime works, which +he intended to present in a treatise, _Concerning the Style of Sculpture +in the Age of Phidias_, but he soon rose above these details to the idea +of a history of art, and discovered a new Columbus, a land long +surmised, hinted at and discussed--yea, a land, we might say, that had +formerly been known and forgotten. + +It is sad to observe how at first through the Romans, afterward through +the invasion of northern peoples, and the confusion arising in +consequence, mankind came into such a state that all true and pure +culture was for a long time retarded in its development, indeed was +almost made impossible for the entire future. In any field of art and +science that we may contemplate, a direct and unerring perception had +already revealed much to the ancient investigator which, during the +barbarism which followed, and through the barbaric manner of escaping +from barbarism, became and remained a secret; which it will long +continue to be for the masses, because the general progress of higher +culture in modern times is but slow. This remark does not apply to +technical progress, of which mankind happily makes use without asking +questions as to whence it comes and whither it leads. + +We are impelled to this observation by certain passages of ancient +authors, in which anticipations, even indications, of a possible and +necessary history of art appear. Velleius Paterculus observes with great +interest, the coincidence in the rise and fall of all the arts. As a man +of the world, he was especially concerned with the observation that they +could be maintained only for a short time at the highest point which it +was possible for them to reach. + +From his standpoint he could not regard all arts as a living entity +[Greek: (psoon)], which must necessarily reveal an imperceptible +beginning, a slow growth, a short and brilliant period of perfection, +and a gradual decline--like every other organic being, except that it is +manifested in a number of individuals. He therefore assigns only moral +causes, which certainly must be included as contributory, but hardly +satisfy his own great sagacity, because he probably feels that a +necessity here exists which cannot be compounded out of detached +elements. + +"That the grammarians, painters and sculptors fared as did also the +orators, every one will find who examines the testimony of the ages; the +highest development of every art is invariably circumscribed by a very +short space of time. Just why a number of similarly endowed, capable men +make their appearance within a certain cycle of years and devote +themselves to the same art and its advancement, is a matter upon which I +have often reflected, without discovering any cause that I might present +as true. Among the most probable causes the following seem to me the +most important: Rivalry nourishes the talents; here envy, and there +admiration, incite to imitation, and the art promoted with so much +diligence quickly reaches its culmination. It is difficult to remain in +a state of perfection, and what does not advance retrogrades. And so in +the beginning we endeavor to attain our models, but when we despair of +surpassing or even approaching them, diligence and hope grow old, and +what we fail to attain, is no longer pursued. We cease to strive after +the possession already obtained by another, and search for something +new. Relinquishing that in which we cannot shine, we seek another goal +for our efforts. From this inconstancy, it seems to me, arises the +greatest obstacle to the production of perfect works of art." + +A passage of Quintilian, containing a concise outline of the history of +ancient art, also deserves to be pointed out as an important document in +this domain. In his conversations with Roman art lovers, Quintilian +must also have noticed a striking resemblance between the character of +Greek artists and Roman orators, and then have sought to gain more exact +information from connoisseurs and art-lovers. In his comparative +presentation, in which the character of the art is each time associated +with that of the age, he is compelled, without knowing or wishing it, to +present a history of art. + +They say that the first celebrated painters whose works are visited not +by reason of their antiquity alone, were Polygnotus and Aglaophon. Their +simple color still finds eager admirers, who prefer such crude +productions and the beginnings of an art just evolving, to the greatest +masters of the following epoch--as it seems to me in accordance with a +point of view peculiar to themselves. Afterward Zeuxis and Parrhasius, +who lived at about the same period--at the time of the Peloponnesian +war--greatly promoted art. The former is said to have discovered the +laws of light and shadow, the latter to have devoted himself to a +careful investigation of lines. Furthermore, Zeuxis gave more content to +the limbs and painted them fuller and more portly. In this regard, as is +believed, he followed Homer, who delights in the most powerful forms, +even in women. Parrhasius, however, has such a determinative influence +that he is called the law-giver of painting, because the types of gods +and heroes which he created were followed and adopted by others as +norms. + +Thus painting flourished from about the time of Philip to that of the +successors of Alexander, but with great diversity of talent. Protogenes +surpassed all inexactitude, Pamphilius and Melanthius in thoughtfulness, +Antiphilus in facility, Theon the Samian in invention of strange +apparitions called fantasies, Apelles in spirit and charm. Euphranor is +admired because he must be counted among the best in all the +requirements of art, and excelled at the same time in painting and +sculpture. + +"The same difference is also found in sculpture. Kalon and Hegesias +worked in a severe style, like that of the Etruscans; Kalamis was less +austere; Myron more delicate still. + +"Polyclitus possessed diligence and elegance above all others. By many +the palm is assigned to him; but that some fault might be ascribed to +him, it was said that he lacked dignity. For while he has made the human +form more graceful than nature reveals it, he does not seem to have been +able to present the dignity of the gods. Indeed, he is said in his art +to have avoided representing mature age, and never to have ventured +beyond unfurrowed cheeks. + +"But what Polyclitus lacked is ascribed to Phidias and Alcamenes. +Phidias is said to have formed the images of gods and men most +perfectly, and to have far surpassed his rivals, especially in ivory. +One would form this judgment even if he had designed nothing else than +the Minerva of Athens or the Olympian Jupiter at Elis, the beauty of +which was of great advantage, as has been said, to the established +religion; so closely does the work approach the majesty of the god +himself. + +"Lysippus and Praxiteles have, according to the universal opinion, most +nearly approached truth; Demetrius, on the other hand, is blamed because +he went too far in this direction, in that he preferred mere resemblance +to beauty." + +LITERARY PROFESSION + +Man is rarely fortunate enough to secure the aids for his higher +education from quite unselfish patrons. Even those who believe that they +have the best intentions only promote that which they love and know, or, +more readily still, what is of advantage to them. Thus it was literary +and bibliographical accomplishments which recommended Winckelmann +formerly to Count Buenau and later to Cardinal Passione. + +The connoisseur of books is everywhere welcome, and he was even more so +at a time when the pleasure of collecting notable and rare books was +livelier than it now is, and the profession of librarian was more +restricted. A great German library resembled a great Roman library; they +could vie with each other in the possession of books. The librarian of a +German count was a desirable member of a cardinal's household, and +immediately found himself at home there. Libraries were real +treasure-houses, instead of being, as now, with the rapid progress of +the sciences and the useful and useless accumulation of printed +matter--nothing more than useful store-rooms and useless lumber-rooms. +So that a librarian has cause, now far more than before, to be informed +of the progress of science and of the value and worthlessness of +writings, and a German librarian has to possess attainments which would +be lost in other countries. + +But only for a short time, and only as long as it was necessary to +secure a moderate means of support, did Winckelmann remain true to his +original literary occupation. He soon lost interest also in everything +that related to critical investigation, and was willing neither to +compare manuscripts nor to give information to German scholars who +wished to question him upon many subjects. + +But even before this his attainments had served him as an advantageous +introduction. The private life of the Italians, especially of the +Romans, has, for many reasons, something of a secret character. This +secrecy, this isolation, if you will, extended also to literature. Many +a scholar devoted his life in secret to an important work, without +either desiring or being able to have it published. Here also, more than +in any other land, were to be found men who, with diverse attainments +and great insight, could not be moved to make them known, either in +written or printed form. The way to the society of such men Winckelmann +soon found opened. He mentions particularly among them Giacomelli and +Baldani, and speaks with pleasure of his increasing acquaintances and +his growing influence. + +CARDINAL ALBANI + +But his greatest good fortune was to become a member of the household of +Cardinal Albani. This prelate, possessed of a large fortune and wielding +a powerful influence, showed from his very youth a great love of art; he +had also the best opportunity of satisfying it and a luck in collecting +which verged upon the miraculous. In later years he found his greatest +pleasure in the task of placing this collection in worthy surroundings, +in this wise rivaling those Roman families who had at an earlier period +been cognizant of the value of such treasures. It was, in fact, his +chief pleasure to overload the assigned spaces, in accordance with the +manner of the ancients. Building crowded upon building, hall upon hall, +corridor upon corridor; fountains and obelisks, caryatides and +bas-reliefs, statues and vases were lacking neither in court-yard nor in +garden, while the greater or smaller rooms, galleries and cabinets +contained the choicest art specimens of all times. + +We observed in passing that the ancients had in a similar manner filled +their palaces and gardens. The Romans so overloaded their capital that +it seems impossible that everything recorded could have found place +there. The Via Sacra, the Forum, the Palatine were so overloaded with +buildings and monuments that the imagination can hardly conceive of a +crowd of people finding room in any of them. Fortunately the actual +results of excavated cities come to our assistance, and we can see with +our own eyes how narrow, how small, how, so to speak, like architectural +models rather than real buildings these structures are. This remark is +true even of the Villa of Hadrian, in the construction of which there +were space and wealth enough for something extensive. + +In such an overloaded condition was the villa of his lord and friend +when Winckelmann departed this scene of his highest and most gratifying +education. So also it remained after the death of the cardinal, to the +joy and wonder of the world, until in the course of all-changing, +all-dispersing time, it was robbed of its entire adornment. The statues +were removed from their niches and pedestals, the bas-reliefs were torn +from the walls, and the whole enormous collection was packed for +transportation. Through an extraordinary change of affairs these +treasures were conducted only as far as the Tiber. In a short time they +were returned to the possessor, and the greatest part of them, except a +few jewels, still remain in the old location. Winckelmann might have +witnessed the first sad fate of this Elysium of art and its +extraordinary return; but happily for him, death spared him this earthly +suffering for which the joy of the restoration would hardly have made +sufficient amends. + +GOOD FORTUNE + +But he also encountered many a good fortune upon life's journey. Not +only did the excavations of antiquities proceed energetically and +fortunately at Rome, but the discoveries at Herculaneum and Pompeii were +at that time partly new, or had remained partly unknown through envy, +secrecy and delay. He thus reaped a harvest which furnished work enough +for his mind and his activities. + +It is a sad thing when one is compelled to consider the existing as +accomplished and completed. Armories, galleries and museums to which +nothing is added have something funereal and ghostly about them; the +mind is restricted in such a limited field of art. One becomes +accustomed to regard such collections as completed, instead of being +reminded of the necessity of constant acquisition and of the fact that, +in art as in life, nothing is completed but is constantly changing. + +Winckelmann found himself in a fortunate position. The earth gave up her +treasures, and through a constant, active commerce in art many ancient +possessions came to light, passed before his eyes, aroused his +enthusiasm, challenged his judgment, and increased his knowledge. + +No small advantage accrued to him through his relations with the heir +of the large Stosch collection. Not until after the death of the +collector did he become acquainted with this little world of art, over +which he presided in accordance with his best judgment and convictions. +It is true that all parts of this exceedingly valuable collection were +not treated with equal care; the whole of it deserved a catalogue for +the delectation and the use of later amateurs and collectors. Much was +squandered; but in order to make the excellent gems which it contained +better known and more marketable, Winckelmann undertook in conjunction +with the heir of Stosch to write a catalogue, concerning which +undertaking, its hasty but always able treatment, the surviving +correspondence furnishes remarkable testimony. + +Our friend was thus intently occupied with the Stosch possessions before +their dispersal and with the ever increasing Albani collection; and +everything which passed through his hands, either for collection or +dispersal, increased the treasure with which he was storing his mind. + +Even when Winckelmann first approached the study of art and learned to +know the artists in Dresden, appearing in this branch as a beginner, he +was fully developed as a writer. He had a comprehensive view of ancient +history and, in many ways, of the development of the various sciences. +Even in his previous humble condition he felt and knew antiquity, as +well as what was worthy in the life and in the character of the present. +He had already formed a style. In the new school which he entered, he +listened to his masters, not only as a docile pupil but as a learned +disciple. He easily acquired their special attainments, and began +immediately to use and to adapt to his purposes everything that he +learned. + +In a higher sphere of action than was his at Dresden, in the nobler +world revealed to him at Rome, he remained the same. What he learned +from Mengs, what he was taught by his surroundings, he did not keep long +to himself; he did not let the new wine ferment and clarify; but rather +as we say that one learns from teaching, so he learned while planning +and writing. How many a title has he left us, how many subjects has he +not mentioned upon which a work was to follow! Like this beginning was +his entire antiquarian career. We find him always active--occupied with +the moment, which he seizes and holds fast as if it only could be +complete and satisfactory, and even so he let himself be instructed by +the following moment. This attitude of mind should be remembered in +forming an estimate of his works. + +That they ultimately received their present form, printed directly from +Winckelmann's manuscript notes, is due to many often unimportant +circumstances. A single month later and we should have had works, more +correct in content, more precise in form, perhaps something quite +different. Just for this reason we so deeply regret his premature death, +because he would have constantly rewritten his works and enriched them +with the attainments of the (ever) later phases of his life. + +Everything that he has left us, therefore, was written as something +living for the living, not for those who are dead in the letter. His +works, combined with his correspondence, are the story of a life; they +are a life itself. Like the life of most people, they resemble rather a +preparation for a work than the latter in its accomplishment. They give +cause for hopes, for wishes, for premonitions. If one tries to correct +them he sees that he must first correct himself; if he wishes to +criticize them, he sees that he might himself, upon a higher plane of +knowledge, be subjected to the same criticism; for limitation is +everywhere our lot. + +PHILOSOPHY + +With the progress of civilization, not all parts of human labor and +activity in which culture is revealed, flourish equally; rather in +accordance with the favorable character of persons and conditions, one +necessarily surpasses the other, and thus arouses a more general +interest. A certain jealous displeasure often arises in consequence, +among members of a family so varied in its branches, who often are the +less able to endure one another, the more closely they are related. + +It is for the most part a baseless complaint, when this or that adept in +science and art complains that just his branch is being neglected by +contemporaries; for an able master has only to appear in order to +concentrate attention upon himself. If Raphael should reappear today, we +should bestow upon him a superabundance of honor and riches. An able +master arouses excellent pupils and their activities extend their +ramifications into the infinite. + +From the earliest times philosophers especially have incurred the +hatred, not only of their fellow scientists, but of men of the world and +_bons vivants_, perhaps more by the position they assume than by their +own fault. For as philosophy in accordance with her nature must make +demands upon the universal and the highest, she must regard worldly +objects as included in and subordinated to herself. + +Nor are these pretentious demands specifically denied; every man rather +believes that he has a right to take part in her discoveries, to make +use of her maxims, and to appropriate whatever else she may have to +offer. But as philosophy, in order to become universal, must make use of +her own vocabulary of unfamiliar combinations and difficult +explanations, which are in harmony neither with the life nor with the +momentary needs of men of the world, she is despised by those who cannot +find the handle by which she might easily be grasped. + +Yet, if, on the other hand, one wished to accuse the philosophers +because they do not know how to translate doctrine into life, and +because they make the most mistakes exactly where all their convictions +should be converted into action, thereby diminishing their own credit in +the eyes of the world--no lack of examples might be found to verify such +accusations. + +Winckelmann often complains bitterly of the philosophers of his day and +their widespread influence; but I think one can escape from every +influence by limiting oneself to his own line of work. It is strange +that Winckelmann did not attend the University at Leipsic, where, under +the direction of Johann Friedrich Christ, he might, without troubling +himself about a single philosopher in existence, have made much more +comfortable progress in his favorite study. + +This is perhaps the proper place for an observation which we should like +to make, in view of recent events--that no scholar can afford to reject, +oppose, or scorn the great philosophical movement begun by Kant, except +the true investigators of antiquity, who by the peculiarity of their +study seem to be especially favored above all other men. For since they +are occupied with the best that the world has produced and only examine +the trivial and the inferior in their relation to the most excellent, +their attainments reach such fullness, their judgment such certainty, +their taste such consistency, that they appear within their own circle +most wonderfully, even astonishingly, cultured. Winckelmann also +attained this good fortune, in which indeed he was greatly assisted by +the influence of the fine arts and of life itself. + +POETRY + +Although Winckelmann in reading the ancient authors paid great attention +to the poets, an exact examination of his studies and of the course of +his life reveals no particular inclination to poetry; on the contrary, +an aversion occasionally appears. His preference for the old and +accustomed Lutheran church hymns and his desire to possess an uncensored +song book of this kind in Rome reveals the typical and sturdy German, +but not the friend of poetry. + +The works of the poets of past ages appear to have interested him at +first as documents of ancient languages and literature, later as +witnesses for the fine arts. It is all the more wonderful and gratifying +when he himself appears as a poet, as an able, unmistakable one, in his +description of statues and in almost all of his later writings. He sees +with his eyes, he grasps with his mind, works indescribable, and yet he +feels an irresistible impulse to master them by the spoken and the +written word. The perfect master-work, the idea in which it had its +origin, the emotion that was awakened in him in beholding it, he wishes +to impart to the hearer or the reader. Reviewing the array of his +aptitudes, he finds himself compelled to seize upon the most powerful +and dignified expression at his command. He is compelled to be a poet, +whatever he may think, whether he wishes or not. + +ATTAINED INSIGHT + +As much value as Winckelmann placed upon the world's esteem, as much as +he desired a literary reputation, as much as he endeavored to present +his work in the best form and to elevate it by a certain dignified +style, he was nevertheless in no wise blind to its faults, but rather +was the first to observe them, as one would expect from a man of his +progressive nature, always seizing upon and working over new materials. +The more he had labored upon a subject, dogmatically and didactically, +had maintained and established this or that interpretation of a +monument, this or that explanation or application of a passage, the more +conspicuous did his own mistakes seem to him. As soon as he had +convinced himself of them by new data, the more quickly was he inclined +to correct them in any way possible. + +If the manuscript was at hand, it was rewritten; if it had been sent to +the printer, corrections and additions were appended. Of all this +penance he made no secret to his friends, for his character was based +upon truth, straight-forwardness, frankness, and honesty. + +LATER WORKS + +A happy thought became clear to him, not suddenly but as the work +progressed--we mean his _Monumenti Inediti_. It is quite evident that he +was at first tempted by his desire to make new subjects known, to +explain them in a happy manner and to enlarge the study of antiquity to +the greatest possible extent; added to this was the interest of testing +the method once set forth in his history of art, by means of objects +which he laid before the eyes of the reader. For he had finally +developed the felicitous resolve, in this preliminary treatise, quietly +to correct, purify, compress, and perhaps even partly supplant, his +already completed work on the history of art. + +Conscious of former mistakes which people who were not inhabitants of +Rome could scarcely have reproached him with, he wrote a work in the +Italian language, which he intended should be appreciated in Rome +itself. Not only did he devote to it the greatest attention, but he also +selected friendly connoisseurs with whom he carefully went over the +work, most cleverly using their insight and judgment, and thus created a +work which will go down as a heritage for all ages. Not only did he +write it, but he undertook its publication, achieving, as a poor layman, +that which would do honor to a well established publisher, or to +academies of large means. + +THE POPE + +Should so much be said of Rome without remembering the Pope, who had, at +least indirectly, conferred many, many benefits upon Winckelmann? +Winckelmann's sojourn in Rome fell for the most part under the +government of Benedict XIV. Lambertini, a gay and easy-going man, who +preferred letting others rule to ruling, himself; and so the different +positions which Winckelmann filled may have come to him rather through +the favor of his exalted friends than through the appreciation of his +services by the Pope. + +Nevertheless, we find him on one important occasion in the presence of +the Head of the Church; he was honored by being allowed to read several +passages of the _Monumenti Inediti_ to the Pope, thus achieving also, +along this line, the highest honor which an author could receive. + +CHARACTER + +In the case of very many men, especially in the case of scholars, their +achievements seem the important thing, and in these their character +finds little expression. With Winckelmann the reverse was the case. All +that he produced is principally important and valuable because his +character is always revealed in it. As we have already expressed certain +generalities concerning his character under the headings, The Antique, +Paganism, Friendship, and Beauty, the more detailed account deserves a +place here, near the end of our essay. + +Winckelmann was in all respects a character who was honest with himself +and with others. His native love of truth constantly developed, the more +independent and unhampered he felt, until he finally considered the +polite indulgence of errors traditional in life and in literature to be +a crime. + +Such a nature could comfortably withdraw into itself; vet even here we +discover in him the ancient characteristic of always being occupied with +himself, but without really observing himself. He thinks only of +himself, not about himself; his mind is occupied with what he has before +him; he is interested in his whole being, in its entire compass, and he +cherishes the belief that his friends are likewise interested therein. +We, therefore, find everything mentioned in his letters, from the +highest moral to the most common physical need; indeed he directly +states that he preferred to be entertained with personal trifles rather +than with important affairs. At the same time he remains a complete +riddle to himself, and even expresses astonishment over his own being, +especially in consideration of what he was and what he had become. But +every man may thus be regarded as a charade of many syllables, of which +he himself can spell only a few, while others easily decipher the whole +word. + +Nor do we find in him any pronounced principles. His unerring feeling +and cultured mind served him as a guide in morals as well as in +aesthetics. His ideal was a kind of natural religion, in which God +appears as the ultimate source of the beautiful and hardly as a being +having any other relation to man. His conduct was most beautiful in all +cases involving duty and gratitude. + +His provision for himself was moderate, and not the same at all times. +He always labored most diligently to secure a competence for his old +age. His means are noble; in his efforts to attain every end he shows +himself honest, straightforward, even defiant, and at the same time +clever and persevering. He never works after a fixed plan, but always +instinctively and passionately. His pleasure in every discovery is +intense, for which reason errors are unavoidable, which, however, in his +rapid progress are corrected as quickly as he sees them. Here also he +always maintains an antique principle; the certainty of the point of +departure, the uncertainty of the aim to be reached, as well as the +incomplete and imperfect character of the treatment as soon as it +becomes extensive. + +SOCIETY + +Little prepared by his early mode of life, Winckelmann did not at first +feel at ease in company, but a feeling of dignity soon took the place of +education and custom, and he learned very rapidly to conduct himself in +accordance with his surroundings. The gratification felt in association +with distinguished, wealthy and celebrated people and the pleasure of +being esteemed by them everywhere appears. As regards facility of +intercourse, he could not have found himself in a better place than +Rome. + +He himself observes, that however ceremonious the Roman grandees, +especially the clerical, appeared in public, at home they were pleasant +and intimate with the members of their household; but he did not observe +that this intimacy concealed the oriental relation of lord and servant. +All southern nations would find it intolerably tiresome to have to +maintain the constant mutual tension in association with their +dependents which the northerners are accustomed to. + +Travelers have observed that the slaves in Turkey behave toward their +masters with more ease than northern courtiers toward their princes, or +dependents with us toward their superiors. Yet, examined closely, these +marks of consideration have been really introduced for the benefit of +the dependents, who by these means always remind their superior what is +due them. + +The southerner, however, craves for hours in which to take his ease, and +this accrues to the advantage of his household. Such scenes are +described by Winckelmann with great relish; they lighten whatever +dependence he may feel, and nourish his sense of freedom which was +averse to every fetter that might restrain him. + +STRANGERS + +Although Winckelmann was very happy in his association with the natives, +he suffered all the more annoyance and tribulation from strangers. It is +true that nothing can be more exasperating than the usual stranger in +Rome. In every other place the traveler can better look out for himself +and find something suitable to his needs; but whoever does not +accommodate himself to Rome is an abomination to the man of real Roman +sentiment. + +The English are reproached because they take their tea-kettles +everywhere along with them, even dragging them to the summit of Mt. +AEtna. But has not every nation its own tea-kettle, in which its citizens +on their travels brew a bundle of dried herbs brought along from home? + +Such hurrying and arrogant strangers, never looking about them, and +judging everything in accordance with their own narrow limitations, were +denounced by Winckelmann more than once; he vows never to show them +about, and yet finally allows himself to be persuaded to do it. He jests +over his inclination to play the schoolmaster, to teach and to convince, +and indeed many advantages accrued to him through the association with +persons important by reason of their rank and services. We mention only +the Prince of Dessan, the Crown Prince of Mecklenburg-Strelitz and +Brunswick, and Baron von Riedesel, a man who showed himself quite worthy +of our friend in his attitude toward art and antiquity. + +THE WORLD + +Winckelmann constantly sought after esteem and consideration; but he +wished to achieve them through real merit. He always insists upon +thoroughness of subject, of means, and of treatment, and is therefore +very hostile toward French superficiality. + +He found in Rome opportunities to associate with strangers of all +nations, and maintained such connections in a clever, effective manner. +He was pleased with, indeed he sought after, honorary degrees of +academies and learned societies. + +But he achieved greatest prominence by that great document of his +merits, over which he silently labored with great diligence--I refer to +his _History of Ancient Art_. It was immediately translated into the +French language, and made him known far and wide. + +The real value of such a work is perhaps best appreciated immediately +after its publication: its efficiency is recognized, the new matter is +quickly adopted. The contemporaries are astonished at the sudden +assistance they obtained, while a colder posterity nibbles disgustedly +at the works of its masters and teachers, and makes demands which would +never have occurred to it, if the very men criticised had not +accomplished so much. + +And so Winckelmann was recognized by the cultured nations of Europe at a +time when he was sufficiently established at Rome to be honored with the +important position of Director of Antiquities. + +RESTLESSNESS + +Notwithstanding his recognized and often vaunted happiness, Winckelmann +was always tortured by a restlessness which, as its foundations lay deep +in his nature, assumed various forms. + +During the times of his early poverty and his later dependence upon the +bounty of a court and the favor of many a wellwisher, he always limited +himself to the smallest needs, that he might not become dependent or at +least not more dependent than absolutely necessary. In the meantime he +was always strenuously occupied in gaining by his own exertions a +livelihood for the present and for the future, for which at length the +successful illustrated edition of his Monumenti Inediti offered the +fairest hope. + +But these uncertain conditions accustomed him to look for his +subsistence now here, then there; now to accept a position with small +advantage to himself--in the house of a cardinal, in the Vatican or +elsewhere; then, when he saw some other prospect, magnanimously to give +up his place, while looking about for something else and lending an ear +to many a proposition. + +Further, one who lives in Rome is constantly exposed to the passion for +traveling to all parts of the world. He finds himself in the centre of +the ancient world, and the lands most interesting to the investigator of +antiquity lie close about him. Magna Graecia, Sicily, Dalmatia, the +Peloponnesus, Ionia, and Egypt--all of them are, so to say, offered to +the inhabitants of Rome, and awaken an inexpressible longing in one who, +like Winckelmann, was born with the desire to see. This is increased by +the great number of strangers on their passage through Rome making +sensible or useless preparations to travel in these lands, and who on +their return never tire of describing distant wonders and exhibiting +specimens of them. + +And so Winckelmann planned to travel everywhere, partly on his own +responsibility, partly in company with such wealthy travelers as would +recognize the value of a scholarly and talented comrade. + +Another cause of this inner restlessness and discomfort does honor to +his heart--the irresistible longing for absent friends. Upon this the +ardent desire of a man that otherwise lived so much in the present seems +to have been peculiarly concentrated; he sees his friends before him, he +converses with them through letters, he longs for their embraces, and +wishes to repeat the days formerly lived together. + +These wishes, especially directed toward his friends in the North, were +awakened anew by the Peace of Hubertusbury (Feb., 1763). It would have +been his pride to present himself before the great king who had already +honored him with an offer to enter his service; to see again the Prince +of Dessau, whose exalted, reposeful nature he regarded as a gift of God +to the earth; to pay his respects to the Duke of Brunswick, whose great +capacities he well knew how to prize; to praise in person Minister of +State von Muenchausen, who had done so much for science, and to admire +his immortal foundation at Goettingen; to rejoice again in the lively and +intimate intercourse with his Swiss friends--such allurements filled his +heart and his imagination; with such images was his mind so long +occupied that he unfortunately followed this impulse and so went to his +death. + +He was devoted body and soul to his Italian lot to such an extent that +every other one seemed insufferable to him. On his former journey, the +cliffs and mountains of Tyrol had interested, yea, delighted him, and +now, on his return to the fatherland, he felt terrified, as if he were +being dragged through the Cimmerian portal and convinced of the +impossibility of continuing his journey. + +DEPARTURE + +And thus upon the highest pinnacle of happiness that he could himself +have wished for, he departed this earth. His fatherland awaited him, his +friends stretched their arms toward him; all the expressions of love +which he so deeply needed, all testimonials of public honor, which he +valued so highly, awaited his appearance, to be heaped upon him. And in +this sense we may count him happy, that from the summit of human +existence he ascended to the blessed, that a momentary shock, a sudden, +quick pain removed him from the living. The infirmities of old age, the +diminution of mental power, he did not experience; the dispersal of the +treasures of art, which he had foretold, although in another sense, did +not occur before his eyes. He lived as a man and departed hence as a +complete man. Now he enjoys in the memory of posterity the advantage of +appearing only as one eternally vigorous and powerful; for in the image +in which a man leaves the earth he wanders among the shadows, and so +Achilles remains for us an ever-striving youth. That Winckelmann +departed so early, works also to our advantage. From his grave the +breath of his power strengthens us, and awakens in us the intense desire +always to continue with zeal and love the work that he has begun. + +[Illustration: GOETHE AND HIS SECRETARY J. J. Schmeller ] + + + + +MAXIMS AND REFLECTIONS OF GOETHE[5] + + +TRANSLATED BY BAILEY SAUNDERS + +There is nothing worth thinking but it has been thought before; we must +only try to think it again. + +How can a man come to know himself? Never by thinking, but by doing. Try +to do your duty, and you will know at once what you are worth. But what +is your duty? The claims of the day. + +The longer I live, the more it grieves me to see man, who occupies his +supreme place for the very purpose of imposing his will upon nature, and +freeing himself and his from an outrageous necessity--to see him taken +up with some false notion, and doing just the opposite of what he wants +to do; and then, because the whole bent of his mind is spoilt, bungling +miserably over everything. + +In the works of mankind, as in those of nature, it is really the motive +which is chiefly worth attention. + +In Botany there is a species of plants called Incompletae; and just in +the same way it can be said there are men who are incomplete and +imperfect. They are those whose desires and struggles are out of +proportion to their actions and achievements. + +It is a great error to take oneself for more than one is, or for less +than one is worth. + +From time to time I meet with a youth in whom I can wish for no +alteration or improvement, only I am sorry to see how often his nature +makes him quite ready to swim with the stream of the time; and it is on +this that I would always insist, that man in his fragile boat has the +rudder placed in his hand, just that he may not be at the mercy of the +waves, but follow the direction of his own insight. + +If I am to listen to another man's opinion, it must be expressed +positively. Of things problematical I have enough in myself. + +Piety is not an end, but a means: a means of attaining the highest +culture by the purest tranquility of soul. Hence it may be observed that +those who set up piety as an end and object are mostly hypocrites. + +Reading ought to mean understanding; writing ought to mean knowing +something; believing ought to mean comprehending; when you desire a +thing, you will have to take it; when you demand it, you will not get +it; and when you are experienced, you ought to be useful to others. + +The stream is friendly to the miller whom it serves; it likes to pour +over the mill wheels; what is the good of it stealing through the valley +in apathy? + +Theory is in itself of no use, except in so far as it makes us believe +in the connection of phenomena. + +"_Le sens common est le genie de l'humanite_." Common-sense, which is +here put forward as the genius of humanity, must be examined first of +all in the way it shows itself. If we inquire the purpose to which +humanity puts it, we find as follows: Humanity is conditioned by needs. +If they are not satisfied, men become impatient; and if they are, it +seems not to affect them. The normal man moves between these two states, +and he applies his understanding--his so-called common sense--to the +satisfaction of his needs. When his needs are satisfied, his task is to +fill up the waste spaces of indifference. Here, too, he is successful, +if his needs are confined to what is nearest and most necessary. But if +they rise and pass beyond the sphere of ordinary wants, common-sense is +no longer sufficient; it is a genius no more, and humanity enters on the +region of error. + +There is no piece of foolishness but it can be corrected by intelligence +or accident; no piece of wisdom but it can miscarry by lack of +intelligence or by accident. + +Justice insists on obligation, law on decorum. Justice weighs and +decides, law superintends and orders. Justice refers to the individual, +law to society. + +The history of knowledge is a great fugue in which the voices of the +nations one after the other emerge. + +If a man is to achieve all that is asked of him, he must take himself +for more than he is, and as long as he does not carry it to an absurd +length, we willingly put up with it. + +People whip curds to see if they cannot make cream of them. + +Wisdom lies only in truth. + +When I err, every one can see it; but not when I lie. + +Before the storm breaks, the dust rises violently for the last time--the +dust that is soon to be laid for ever. + +Men do not come to know one another easily, even with the best will and +the best purpose. And then ill-will comes in and distorts everything. + +In the world the point is, not to know men, but at any given moment to +be cleverer than the man who stands before you. You can prove this at +every fair and from every charlatan. + +Not everywhere where there is water, are there frogs; but where you have +frogs, there you will find water. + +In the formation of species Nature gets, as it were, into a cul-de-sac; +she cannot make her way through, and is disinclined to turn back. Hence +the stubbornness of national character. + +Many a man knocks about on the wall with his hammer, and believes that +he hits the right nail on the head every time. + +Those who oppose intellectual truths do but stir up the fire, and the +cinders fly about and burn what they had else not touched. + +Those from whom we are always learning are rightly called our masters; +but not every one who teaches us deserves this title. + +It is with you as with the sea: the most varied names are given to what +is in the end only salt water. + +It is said that vain self-praise stinks in the nostrils. That may be so; +but for the kind of smell which comes from unjust blame by others the +public has no nose at all. + +There are problematical natures which are equal to no position in which +they find themselves, and which no position satisfies. This it is that +causes that hideous conflict which wastes life and deprives it of all +pleasure. + +Dirt glitters as long as the sun shines. + +He is the happiest man who can set the end of his life in connection +with the beginning. + +A state of things in which every day brings some new trouble is not the +right one. + +The Hindoos of the Desert make a solemn vow to eat no fish. + +To venture an opinion is like moving a piece at chess it may be taken, +but it forms the beginning of a game that is won. + +Truth belongs to the man, error to his age. This is why it has been said +that, while the misfortune of the age caused his error, the force of his +soul made him emerge from the error with glory. + +I pity those who make much ado about the transitory nature of all things +and are lost in the contemplation of earthly vanity: are we not here to +make the transitory permanent? This we can do only if we know how to +value both. + +A rainbow which lasts a quarter of an hour is looked at no more. + +Faith is private capital, kept in one's own house. There are public +savings-banks and loan-offices, which supply individuals in their day of +need; but here the creditor quietly takes his interest for himself. + +During a prolonged study of the lives of various men both great and +small, I came upon this thought: In the web of the world the one may +well be regarded as the warp, the other as the woof. It is the little +men, after all, who give breadth to the web, and the great men firmness +and solidity; perhaps, also, the addition of some sort of pattern. But +the scissors of the Fates determine its length, and to that all the rest +must join in submitting itself. + +Truth is a torch, but a huge one, and so it is only with blinking eyes +that we all of us try to get past it, in actual terror of being burnt. + +The really foolish thing in men who are otherwise intelligent is that +they fail to understand what another person says, when he does not +exactly hit upon the right way of saying it. + +One need only grow old to become gentler in one's judgments. I see no +fault committed which I could not have committed myself. + +Why should those who are happy expect one who is miserable to die before +them in a graceful attitude, like the gladiator before the Roman mob? + +By force of habit we look at a clock that has run down as if it were +still going, and we gaze at the face of a beauty as though she still +loved. + +Dilettantism treated seriously, and knowledge pursued mechanically, end +by becoming pedantry. + +No one but the master can promote the cause of Art. Patrons help the +master--that is right and proper; but that does not always mean that Art +is helped. + +The most foolish of all errors is for clever young men to believe that +they forfeit their originality in recognizing a truth which has already +been recognized by others. + +It is much easier to recognize error than to find truth; for error lies +on the surface and may be overcome; but truth lies in the depths, and to +search for it is not given to every one. + +No one should desire to live in irregular circumstances; but if by +chance a man falls into them, they test his character and show of how +much determination he is capable. + +An honorable man with limited ideas often sees through the rascality of +the most cunning jobber. + +Against criticism a man can neither protest nor defend himself; he must +act in spite of it, and then criticism will gradually yield to him. + +The masses cannot dispense with men of ability, and such men are always +a burden to them. + +If you lay duties upon people and give them no rights, you must pay them +well. + +I can promise to be sincere, but not to be impartial. + +Word and picture are correlatives which are continually in quest of each +other, as is sufficiently evident in the case of metaphors and similes. +So from all time what was said or sung inwardly to the ear had to be +presented equally to the eye. And so in childish days we see word and +picture in continual balance; in the book of the law and in the way of +salvation, in the Bible and in the spelling-book. When something was +spoken which could not be pictured, and something pictured which could +not be spoken, all went well; but mistakes were often made, and a word +was used instead of a picture; and thence arose those monsters of +symbolical mysticism, which are doubly an evil. + +The importunity of young dilettanti must be borne with good-will; for as +they grow old they become the truest worshippers of Art and the Master. + +People have to become really bad before they care for nothing but +mischief, and delight in it. + +Clever people are the best encyclopaedia. + +There are people who make no mistakes because they never wish to do +anything worth doing. + +A man cannot live for every one; least of all for those with whom he +would not care to live. + +I should like to be honest with you, without our falling out; but it +will not do. You act wrongly, and fall between two stools; you win no +adherents and lose your friends. What is to be the end of it? + +If a clever man commits a folly, it is not a small one. + +I went on troubling myself about general ideas until I learnt to +understand the particular achievements of the best men. + +The errors of a man are what make him really lovable. + +As in Rome there is, apart from the Romans, a population of statues, so +apart from this real world there is a world of illusion, almost more +potent, in which most men live. + +Mankind is like the Red Sea; the staff has scarcely parted the waves +asunder before they flow together again. Thoughts come back; beliefs +persist; facts pass by never to return. + +Of all peoples, the Greeks have dreamt the dream of life the best. + +We readily bow to antiquity, but not to posterity. It is only a father +that does not grudge talent to his son. The whole art of living consists +in giving up existence in order to exist. + +All our pursuits and actions are a wearying process. Well is it for him +who wearies not. + +Hope is the second soul of the unhappy. + +At all times it has not been the age, but individuals alone, who have +worked for knowledge. It was the age which put Socrates to death by +poison, the age which burnt Huss. The ages have always remained alike. + +If a man knows where to get good advice, it is as though he could supply +it himself. + +A man must pay dear for his errors if he wishes to get rid of them, and +even then he is lucky. + +Enthusiasm is of the greatest value, so long as we are not carried away +by it. + +Error is related to truth as sleep to waking. I have observed that on +awakening from error a man turns again to truth as with new vigor. + +Every one suffers who does not work for himself. A man works for others +to have them share in his joy. + +Common-sense is born pure in the healthy man, is self-developed, and is +revealed by a resolute perception and recognition of what is necessary +and useful. Practical men and women avail themselves of it with +confidence. Where it is absent, both sexes find anything necessary when +they desire it, and useful when it gives them pleasure. + +All men, as they attain freedom, give play to their errors. The strong +do too much, and the weak too little. + +The conflict of the old, the existing, the continuing, with development, +improvement and reform, is always the same. Order of every kind turns at +last to pedantry, and to get rid of the one, people destroy the other; +and so it goes on for a while, until people perceive that order must be +established anew. Classicism and Romanticism; close corporations and +freedom of trade; the maintenance of large estates and the division of +the land--it is always the same conflict which ends by producing a new +one. The best policy of those in power would be so to moderate this +conflict as to let it right itself without the destruction of either +element. But this has not been granted to men, and it seems not to be +the will of God. + +A great work limits us for the moment, because we feel it above our +powers; and only in so far as we afterward incorporate it with our +culture, and make it part of our mind and heart, does it become a dear +and worthy object. + +There are many things in the world that are at once good and excellent, +but they do not come into contact. + +When men have to do with women, they get spun off like a distaff. + +It may well be that a man is at times horribly threshed by misfortunes, +public and private: but the reckless flail of Fate, when it beats the +rich sheaves, crushes only the straw; and the corn feels nothing of it +and dances merrily on the floor, careless whether its way is to the mill +or the furrow. + +In the matter of knowledge, it has happened to me as to one who rises +early and in the dark impatiently awaits the dawn and then the sun, but +is blinded when it appears. + +People often say to themselves in life that they should avoid a variety +of occupation, and, more particularly, be the less willing to enter upon +new work the older they grow. But it is easy to talk, easy to give +advice to oneself and others. To grow old is itself to enter upon a new +business; all the circumstances change, and a man must either cease +acting altogether, or willingly and consciously take over the new role. + +To live in a great idea means to treat the impossible as though it were +possible. It is just the same with a strong character; and when an idea +and a character meet, things arise which fill the world with wonder for +thousands of years. + +Napoleon lived wholly in a great idea, but he was unable to take +conscious hold of it. After utterly disavowing all ideals and denying +them any reality, he zealously strove to realize them. His clear, +incorruptible intellect could not, however, tolerate such a perpetual +conflict within; and there is much value in the thoughts which he was +compelled, as it were, to utter, and which are expressed very peculiarly +and with much charm. + +Man is placed as a real being in the midst of a real world, and endowed +with such organs that he can perceive and produce the real and also the +possible. + +All healthy men have the conviction of their own existence and of an +existence around them. However, even the brain contains a hollow spot, +that is to say, a place in which no object is mirrored; just as in the +eye itself there is a little spot that does not see. If a man pays +particular attention to this spot and is absorbed in it, he falls into a +state of mental sickness, has presentiments of 'things of another +world,' which are, in reality, no things at all, possessing neither form +nor limit, but alarming him like dark, empty tracts of night, and +pursuing him as something more than phantoms, if he does not tear +himself free from them. + +To the several perversities of the day a man should always oppose only +the great masses of universal history. That we have many criticisms to +make on those who visit us, and that, as soon as they depart, we pass no +very amiable judgment upon them, seems to me almost natural; for we +have, so to speak, a right to measure them by our own standard. Even +intelligent and fair-minded men hardly refrain from sharp censure on +such occasions. + +But if, on the contrary, we have been in their homes, and have seen them +in their surroundings and habits and the circumstances which are +necessary and inevitable for them; if we have seen the kind of influence +they exert on those around them, or how they behave, it is only +ignorance and ill-will that can find food for ridicule in what must +appear to us in more than one sense worthy of respect. + +Women's society is the element of good manners. + +The most privileged position, in life as in society, is that of an +educated soldier. Rough warriors, at any rate, remain true to their +character, and as great strength is usually the cover for good nature, +we get on with them at need. + +No one would come into a room with spectacles on his nose, if he knew +that women at once lose any inclination to look at or talk to him. + +There is no outward sign of politeness that will be found to lack some +deep moral foundation. The right kind of education would be that which +conveyed the sign and the foundation at the same time. + +A man's manners are the mirror in which he shows his portrait. + +Against the great superiority of another there is no remedy but love. + +It is a terrible thing for an eminent man to be gloried in by fools. + +It is said that no man is a hero to his valet. That is only because a +hero can be recognized only by a hero. The valet will probably know how +to appreciate his like--his fellow-valet. + +Fools and wise folk are alike harmless. It is the half-wise, and the +half-foolish, who are the most dangerous. + +To see a difficult thing lightly handled gives us the impression of the +impossible. + +Difficulties increase the nearer we come to our aim. + +Sowing is not so painful as reaping. + +If any one meets us who owes us a debt of gratitude, it immediately +crosses our mind. How often can we meet some one to whom we owe +gratitude, without thinking of it! + +To communicate oneself is Nature; to receive a communication as it is +given is Culture. + +Contradiction and flattery make, both of them, bad conversation. + +By nothing do men show their character more than by the things they +laugh at. + +An intelligent man finds almost everything ridiculous, a wise man hardly +anything. + +A man well on in years was reproved for still troubling himself about +young women. "It is the only means," he replied, "of regaining one's +youth; and that is something every one wishes to do." + +A man does not mind being blamed for his faults, and being punished for +them, and he patiently suffers much for the sake of them; but he becomes +impatient if he is required to give them up. + +Passion is enhanced and tempered by avowal. In nothing, perhaps, is the +middle course more desirable than in confidence and reticence toward +those we love. + +To sit in judgment on the departed is never likely to be equitable. We +all suffer from life; who, except God, can call us to account? Let not +their faults and sufferings, but what they have accomplished and done, +occupy the survivors. + +It is failings that show human nature, and merits that distinguish the +individual; faults and misfortunes we all have in common; virtues belong +to each one separately. + +It would not be worth while to see seventy years if all the wisdom of +this world were foolishness with God. The true is Godlike; we do not see +it itself; we must guess at it through its manifestations. + +The real scholar learns how to evolve the unknown from the known, and +draws near the master. + +In the smithy the iron is softened by blowing up the fire, and taking +the dross from the bar. As soon as it is purified, it is beaten and +pressed, and becomes firm again by the addition of fresh water. The same +thing happens to a man at the hands of his teacher. + +What belongs to a man he cannot get rid of, even though he throws it +away. + +Of true religions there are only two: one of them recognizes and +worships the Holy that, without form or shape, dwells in and around us; +and the other recognizes and worships it in its fairest form. Everything +that lies between these two is idolatry. + +The Saints were all at once driven from heaven; and senses, thought and +heart were turned from a divine mother with a tender child, to the grown +man doing good and suffering evil, who was later transfigured into a +being half-divine in its nature, and then recognized and honored as God +himself. He stood against a background where the Creator had opened out +the universe; a spiritual influence went out from him; his sufferings +were adopted as an example, and his transfiguration was the pledge of +ever-lastingness. + +As a coal is revived by incense, so prayer revives the hopes of the +heart. + +From a strict point of view we must have a reformation of ourselves +every day, and protest against others, even though it be in no religious +sense. + +It should be our earnest endeavor to use words coinciding as closely as +possible with what we feel, see, think, experience, imagine and reason. +It is an endeavor which we cannot evade, and which is daily to be +renewed. + +Let every man examine himself, and he will find this a much harder task +than he might suppose; for, unhappily, a man usually takes words as mere +make-shifts; his knowledge and his thought are in most cases better than +his method of expression. + +False, irrelevant, and futile ideas may arise in ourselves and others, +or find their way into us from without. Let us persist in the effort to +remove them as far as we can, by plain and honest purpose. + +Where I cannot be moral, my power is gone. + +A man is not deceived by others; he deceives himself. + +Laws are all made by old people and by men. Youths and women want the +exceptions, old people the rules. + +Chinese, Indian and Egyptian antiquities are never more than +curiosities; it is well to make acquaintance with them; but in point of +moral and aesthetic culture they can help us little. + +The German runs no greater danger than to advance with and by the +example of his neighbors. There is perhaps no nation that is fitter for +the process of self-development; so that it has proved of the greatest +advantage to Germany to have obtained the notice of the world so late. + +The greatest difficulties lie where we do not look for them. + +The mind endowed with active powers and keeping with a practical object +to the task that lies nearest, is the worthiest there is on earth. + +Perfection is the measure of heaven, and the wish to be perfect the +measure of man. + +When a great idea enters the world as a Gospel, it becomes an offense to +the multitude, which stagnates in pedantry; and to those who have much +learning, but little depth, it is folly. + +You may recognize the utility of an idea, and yet not quite understand +how to make a perfect use of it. + +_Credo Deum_! That is a fine, a worthy thing to say; but to recognize +God where and as he reveals himself, is the only true bliss on earth. + +Kepler said: 'My wish is that I may perceive the God whom I find +everywhere in the external world, in like manner also within and inside +me.' The good man was not aware that, in that very moment, the divine in +him stood in the closest connection with the divine in the Universe. + +What is predestination? It is this: God is mightier and wiser than we +are, and so he does with us as he pleases. + +Toleration should, strictly speaking, be only a passing mood; it ought +to lead to acknowledgment and appreciation. To tolerate a person is to +affront him. + +Faith, Love and Hope once felt, in a quiet sociable hour, a plastic +impulse in their nature; they worked together and created a lovely +image, a Pandora in the higher sense, Patience. + +'I stumbled over the roots of the tree which I planted.' It must have +been an old forester who said that. + +Does the sparrow know how the stork feels? + +Lamps make oil spots, and candles want snuffing; it is only the light of +heaven that shines pure and leaves no stain. + +If you miss the first button-hole, you will not succeed in buttoning up +your coat. + +A burnt child dreads the fire; an old man who has often been singed is +afraid of warming himself. + +It is not worth while to do anything for the world that we have with us, +as the existing order may in a moment pass away. It is for the past and +the future that we must work: for the past, to acknowledge its merits; +for the future, to try to increase its value. + +Let no one think that people have waited for him as for the Savior. + +Character in matters great and small consists in a man steadily pursuing +the things of which he feels himself capable. + +Can a nation become ripe? That is a strange question. I would answer, +Yes! if all the men could be born thirty years of age. But as youth will +always be too forward and old age too backward, the really mature man is +always hemmed in between them, and has to resort to strange devices to +make his way through. + +The most important matters of feeling as of reason, of experience as of +reflection, should be treated of only by word of mouth. The spoken word +at once dies if it is not kept alive by some other word following on it +and suited to the hearer. Observe what happens in social converse. If +the word is not dead when it reaches the hearer, he murders it at once +by a contradiction, a stipulation, a condition, a digression, an +interruption, and all the thousand tricks of conversation. With the +written word the case is still worse. No one cares to read anything to +which he is not already to some extent accustomed; he demands the known +and the familiar under an altered form. Still, the written word has this +advantage, that it lasts and can await the time when it is allowed to +take effect. + +Opponents fancy they refute us when they repeat their own opinion and +pay no attention to ours. + +It is with history as with nature and with everything of any depth, it +may be past, present or future: the further we seriously pursue it, the +more difficult are the problems that appear. + +Every phenomenon is within our reach if we treat it as an inclined +plane, which is of easy ascent, though the thick end of the wedge may be +steep and inaccessible. + +If a man would enter upon some course of knowledge, he must either be +deceived or deceive himself, unless external necessity irresistibly +determines him. Who would become a physician if, at one and the same +time, he saw before him all the horrible sights that await him? + +Literature is a fragment of fragments: the least of what happened and +was spoken, has been written; and of the things that have been written, +very few have been preserved. + +And yet, with all the fragmentary nature of literature, we find +thousandfold repetition; which shows how limited is man's mind and +destiny. + +We must remember that there are many men who, without being productive, +are anxious to say something important, and the results are most +curious. + +Some books seem to have been written, not to teach us anything, but to +let us know that the author has known something. + +An author can show no greater respect for his public than by never +bringing it what it expects, but what he himself thinks right and proper +in that stage of his own and others' culture in which for the time he +finds himself. + +That glorious hymn, _Veni Creator Spiritus_, is really an appeal to +genius. That is why it speaks so powerfully to men of intellect and +power. + +Translators are like busy match-makers; they sing the praises of some +half-veiled beauty, and extol her charms, and arouse an irresistible +longing for the original. + +My relations with Schiller rested on the decided tendency of both of us +toward a single aim, and our common activity rested on the diversity of +the means by which we endeavored to attain that aim. + +The best that history gives us is the enthusiasm it arouses. + +We really learn only from those books which we cannot criticise. The +author of a book which we could criticise would have to learn from us. + +That is the reason why the Bible will never lose its power; because, as +long as the world lasts, no one can stand up and say: I grasp it as a +whole and understand all the parts of it. But we say humbly: as a whole +it is worthy of respect, and in all its parts it is applicable. + +There is and will be much discussions as to the use and harm of +circulating the Bible. One thing is clear to me mischief will result, as +heretofore, by using it fantastically as a system of dogma; benefit, as +heretofore, by a loving acceptance of its teachings. + +I am convinced that the Bible will always be more beautiful the more it +is understood; the more, that is, we see and observe that every word +which we take in a general sense and apply specially to ourselves, had, +under certain circumstances of time and place, a peculiar, special and +directly individual reference. + +If one has not read the newspapers for some months and then reads them +altogether, one sees, as one never saw before, how much time is wasted +with this kind of literature. + +Shakespeare's Henry IV. If everything were lost that has ever been +preserved to us of this kind of writing, the arts of poetry and rhetoric +could be completely restored out of this one play. + +Shakespeare's finest dramas are wanting here and there in facility: they +are something more than they should be, and for that very reason +indicate the great poet. + +The dignity of Art appears perhaps most conspicuously in Music; for in +Music there is no material to be deducted. It is wholly form and +intrinsic value, and it raises and ennobles all that it expresses. + +It is only by Art, and especially by Poetry, that the imagination is +regulated. Nothing is more frightful than imagination without taste. + +Art rests upon a kind of religious sense; it is deeply and ineradicably +in earnest. Thus it is that Art so willingly goes hand in hand with +Religion. + +A noble philosopher spoke of architecture as frozen music; and it was +inevitable that many people should shake their heads over his remark. We +believe that no better repetition of this fine thought can be given than +by calling architecture a speechless music. + +In every artist there is a germ of daring, without which no talent is +conceivable. + +Higher aims are in themselves more valuable, even if unfulfilled, than +lower ones quite attained. + +In every Italian school the butterfly breaks loose from the chrysalis. + +Let us be many-sided! Turnips are good, but they are best mixed with +chestnuts. And these two noble products of the earth grow far apart. + +In the presence of Nature even moderate talent is always possessed of +insight; hence drawings from Nature that are at all carefully done +always give pleasure. + +A man cannot well stand by himself, and so he is glad to join a party; +because if he does not find rest there, he at any rate finds quiet and +safety. + +It is difficult to know how to treat the errors of the age. If a man +oppose them, he stands alone; if he surrender to them, they bring him +neither joy nor credit. + +There are some hundred Christian sects, every one of them acknowledging +God and the Lord in its own way, without troubling themselves further +about one another. In the study of nature, nay, in every study, things +must of necessity come to the same pass. For what is the meaning of +every one speaking of toleration, and trying to prevent others from +thinking and expressing themselves after their own fashion? + +We more readily confess to errors, mistakes and short-comings in our +conduct than in our thought. And the reason of it is that the +conscience is humble and even takes a pleasure in being ashamed. But the +intellect is proud, and if forced to recant is driven to despair. * * * + +This also explains how it is that truths which have been recognized are +at first tacitly admitted, and then gradually spread, so that the very +thing which was obstinately denied appears at last as something quite +natural. + +Ignorant people raise questions which were answered by the wise +thousands of years ago. + +Our advice is that every man should remain in the path he has struck out +for himself, and refuse to be overawed by authority, hampered by +prevalent opinion, or carried away by fashion. + +Every investigator must, before all things, look upon himself as one who +is summoned to serve on a jury. He has only to consider how far the +statement of the case is complete and clearly set forth by the evidence. +Then he draws his conclusion and gives his vote, whether it be that his +opinion coincides with that of the foreman or not. + +The history of philosophy, of science, of religion, all shows that +opinions spread in masses, but that that always comes to the front +which is more easily grasped, that is to say, is most suited and +agreeable to the human mind in its ordinary condition. Nay, he who has +practised self-culture in the higher sense may always reckon upon +meeting an adverse majority. + +What is a musical string, and all its mechanical division, in comparison +with the musician's ear? May we not also say, what are the elementary +phenomena of nature itself compared with man, who must control and +modify them all before he can in any way assimilate them to himself? + +Everything that we call Invention or Discovery in the higher sense of +the word is the serious exercise and activity of an original feeling for +truth, which, after a long course of silent cultivation, suddenly +flashes out into fruitful knowledge. It is a revelation working from +within on the outer world, and lets a man feel that he is made in the +image of God. It is a synthesis of World and Mind, giving the most +blessed assurance of the eternal harmony of things. + +A man must cling to the belief that the incomprehensible is +comprehensible; otherwise he would not try to fathom it. A man does not +need to have seen or experienced everything himself. But if he is to +commit himself to another's experiences and his way of putting them, let +him consider that he has to do with three things--the object in question +and two subjects. + +If we look at the problems raised by Aristotle, we are astonished at his +gift of observation. What wonderful eyes the Greeks had for many things! +Only they committed the mistake of being overhasty, of passing +straightway from the phenomenon to the explanation of it, and thereby +produced certain theories that are quite inadequate. But this is the +mistake of all times, and still made in our own day. + +Hypotheses are cradle-songs by which the teacher lulls his scholars to +sleep. The thoughtful and honest observer is always learning more and +more of his limitations; he sees that the further knowledge spreads, +the more numerous are the problems that make their appearance. + +If many a man did not feel obliged to repeat what is untrue, because he +has said it once, the world would have been quite different. + +There is nothing more odious than the majority; it consists of a few +powerful men to lead the way; of accommodating rascals and submissive +weaklings; and of a mass of men who trot after them, without in the +least knowing their own mind. + +When I observe the luminous progress and expansion of natural science in +modern times, I seem to myself like a traveler going eastward at dawn, +and gazing at the growing light with joy, but also with impatience; +looking forward with longing to the advent of the full and final light, +but, nevertheless, having to turn away his eyes when the sun appeared, +unable to bear the splendor he had awaited with so much desire. + +We praise the eighteenth century for concerning itself chiefly with +analysis. The task remaining to the nineteenth is to discover the false +syntheses which prevail, and to analyze their contents anew. + +A school may be regarded as a single individual who talks to himself for +a hundred years, and takes an extraordinary pleasure in his own being, +however foolish and silly it may be. + +In science it is a service of the highest merit to seek out those +fragmentary truths attained by the ancients, and to develop them +further. + +Nature fills all space with her limitless productivity. If we observe +merely our own earth, everything that we call evil and unfortunate is so +because Nature cannot provide room for everything that comes into +existence, and still less endow it with permanence. + +The finest achievement for a man of thought is to have fathomed what may +be fathomed, and quietly to revere the unfathomable. + +There are two things of which a man cannot be careful enough: of +obstinacy, if he confines himself to his own line of thought; of +incompetency, if he goes beyond it. + +The century advances; but every individual begins anew. + +What friends do with us and for us is a real part of our life; for it +strengthens and advances our personality. The assault of our enemies is +not part of our life; it is only part of our experience; we throw it off +and guard ourselves against it as against frost, storm, rain, hail or +any other of the external evils which may be expected to happen. + +A man cannot live with every one, and therefore he cannot live for every +one. To see this truth aright is to place a high value upon one's +friends, and not to hate or persecute one's enemies. Nay, there is +hardly any greater advantage for a man to gain than to find out, if he +can, the merits of his opponents: it gives him a decided ascendency over +them. + +Every one knows how to value what he has attained in life; most of all +the man who thinks and reflects in his old age. He has a comfortable +feeling that it is something of which no one can rob him. + +The best metempsychosis is for us to appear again in others. + +It is very seldom that we satisfy ourselves; all the more consoling is +it to have satisfied others. + +We look back upon our life only as on a thing of broken pieces, because +our misses and failures are always the first to strike us, and outweigh +in our imagination what we have done and attained. + +Nature! We are surrounded by her and locked in her clasp--powerless to +leave her, and powerless to come closer to her. Unasked and unwarned she +takes us up into the whirl of her dance, and hurries on with us till we +are weary and fall from her arms. + +We live in the midst of her and are strangers. She speaks to us +unceasingly and betrays not her secret. + +We are always influencing her and yet can do her no violence. + +Individuality seems to be all her aim, and she cares naught for +individuals. She is always building and always destroying, and her +work-shop is not to be approached. + +Nature lives in her children only, and the mother, where is she? She is +the sole artist--out of the simplest materials the greatest diversity; +attaining, with no trace of effort, the finest perfection, the closest +precision, always softly veiled. Each of her works has an essence of its +own; every shape that she takes is in idea utterly isolated; and yet all +forms one. + +She plays a drama; whether she sees it herself, we know not; and yet she +plays it for us who stand but a little way off. + +She has thought, and she ponders unceasingly; not as a man, but as +Nature. The meaning of the whole she keeps to herself, and no one can +learn it of her. + +She rejoices in illusion. If a man destroys this in himself and others, +she punishes him like the hardest tyrant. If he follows her in +confidence, she presses him to her heart as if it were her child. + +Her children are numberless. To no one of them is she altogether +niggardly; but she has her favorites, on whom she lavishes much, and for +whom she makes many a sacrifice. Over the great she has spread the +shield of her protection. + +She spurts forth her creatures out of nothing, and tells them not whence +they come and whither they go. They have only to go their way; she knows +the path. + +The drama she plays is always new, because she is always bringing new +spectators. Life is her fairest invention, and Death is her device for +having life in abundance. + +She envelops man in darkness, and urges him constantly to the light. She +makes him dependent on the earth, heavy and sluggish, and always rouses +him up afresh. + +She creates wants, because she loves movement. How marvelous that she +gains it all so easily! Every want is a benefit, soon satisfied, soon +growing again. If she gives more, it is a new source of desire; but the +balance quickly rights itself. + +She lets every child work at her, every fool judge of her, and thousands +pass her by and see nothing; and she has her joy in them all, and in +them all finds her account. + +Man obeys her laws even in opposing them; he works with her even when he +wants to work against her. + +Speech or language she has none; but she creates tongues and hearts +through which she feels and speaks. + +Her crown is Love. Only through Love can we come near her. She puts +gulfs between all things, and all things strive to be interfused. She +isolates everything, that she may draw everything together. With a few +draughts from the cup of Love she repays for a life full of trouble. + +She is all things. She rewards herself and punishes herself; and in +herself rejoices and is distressed. She is rough and gentle, loving and +terrible, powerless and almighty. In her everything is always present. +Past or Future she knows not. The present is her Eternity. She is kind. +I praise her with all her works. She is wise and still. No one can force +her to explain herself, or frighten her into a gift that she does not +give willingly. She is crafty, but for a good end; and it is best not to +notice her cunning. + +She is whole, and yet never finished. As she works now, so can she work +forever. + +She has placed me in this world; she will also lead me out of it. I +trust myself to her. She may do with me as she pleases. She will not +hate her work. I did not speak of her. No! what is true and what is +false, she has spoken it all. Everything is her fault, everything is her +merit. + + + +ECKERMANN'S CONVERSATIONS WITH GOETHE[6] + +(Extracts from the Author's Preface.) TRANSLATED BY JOHN OXENFORD + +This collection of Conversations with Goethe took its rise chiefly from +an impulse, natural to my mind, to appropriate to myself by writing any +part of my experience which strikes me as valuable or remarkable. + +Moreover, I felt constantly the need of instruction, not only when I +first met with that extraordinary man, but also after I had lived with +him for years; and I loved to seize on the import of his words, and to +note it down, that I might possess them for the rest of my life. + +When I think how rich and full were the communications by which he made +me so happy for a period of nine years, and now observe how small a part +I have retained in writing, I seem to myself like a child who, +endeavoring to catch the refreshing spring shower with open hands, finds +that the greater part of it runs through his fingers. + + * * * * * + +I think that these conversations not only contain many valuable +explanations and instructions on science, art, and practical life, but +that these sketches of Goethe, taken directly from life, will be +especially serviceable in completing the portrait which each reader may +have formed of Goethe from his manifold works. + +Still, I am far from imagining that the whole internal Goethe is here +adequately portrayed. We may, with propriety, compare this extraordinary +mind and man to a many-sided diamond, which in each direction shines +with a different hue. And as, under different circumstances and with +different persons, he became another being, so I, too, can only say, in +a very modest sense, this is _my_ Goethe. + + * * * * * + +[Illustration: GOETHE'S STUDY] + +My relation to him was peculiar, and of a very intimate kind: it was +that of the scholar to the master; of the son to the father; of the poor +in culture to the rich in culture. He drew me into his own circle, and +let me participate in the mental and bodily enjoyments of a higher state +of existence. Sometimes I saw him but once a week, when I visited him in +the evening; sometimes every day, when I had the happiness to dine with +him either alone or in company. His conversation was as varied as his +works. He was always the same, and always different. Now he was occupied +by some great idea, and his words flowed forth rich and inexhaustible; +they were often like a garden in spring where all is in blossom, and +where one is so dazzled by the general brilliancy that one does not +think of gathering a nosegay. At other times, on the contrary, he was +taciturn and laconic, as if a cloud pressed upon his soul; nay, there +were days when it seemed as if he were filled with icy coldness, and a +keen wind was sweeping over plains of frost and snow. When one saw him +again he was again like a smiling summer's day, when all the warblers of +the wood joyously greet us from hedges and bushes, when the cuckoo's +voice resounds through the blue sky, and the brook ripples through +flowery meadows. Then it was a pleasure to hear him; his presence then +had a beneficial influence, and the heart expanded at his words. + +Winter and summer, age and youth, seemed with him to be engaged in a +perpetual strife and change; nevertheless, it was admirable in him, when +from seventy to eighty years old, that youth always recovered the +ascendancy; those autumnal and wintry days I have indicated were only +rare exceptions. + +His self-control was great--nay, it formed a prominent peculiarity in +his character. It was akin to that lofty deliberation (_Besonnenheit_) +through which he always succeeded in mastering his material, and giving +his single works that artistical finish which we admire in them. Through +the same quality he was often concise and circumspect, not only in many +of his writings, but also in his oral expressions. When, however, in +happy moments, a more powerful demon[7] was active within him, and that +self-control abandoned him, his discourse rolled forth with youthful +impetuosity, like a mountain cataract. In such moments he expressed what +was best and greatest in his abundant nature, and such moments are to be +understood when his earlier friends say of him, that his spoken words +were better than those which he wrote and printed. Thus Marmontel said +of Diderot, that whoever knew him from his writings only knew him but +half; but that as soon as he became animated in actual conversation he +was incomparable, and irresistibly carried his hearers along. + + * * * * * + +1823 + +_Weimar, June 10.[8]--I arrived here a few days ago, but did not see +Goethe till today. He received me with great cordiality; and the +impression he made on me was such, that I consider this day as one of +the happiest in my life. + +Yesterday, when I called to inquire, he fixed today at twelve o'clock as +the time when he would be glad to see me. I went at the appointed time, +and found a servant waiting for me, preparing to conduct me to him. + +The interior of the house made a very pleasant impression upon me; +without being showy, everything was extremely simple and noble; even the +casts from antique statues, placed upon the stairs, indicated Goethe's +especial partiality for plastic art, and for Grecian antiquity. I saw +several ladies moving busily about in the lower part of the house, and +one of Ottilie's beautiful boys, who came familiarly up to me, and +looked fixedly in my face. + +After I had cast a glance around, I ascended the stairs, with the very +talkative servant, to the first floor. + +He opened a room, on the threshold of which the motto _Salve_ was +stepped over as a good omen of a friendly welcome. He led me through +this apartment and opened another, somewhat more spacious, where he +requested me to wait, while he went to announce me to his master. The +air here was most cool and refreshing; on the floor was spread a carpet; +the room was furnished with a crimson sofa and chairs, which gave a +cheerful aspect; on one side stood a piano; and the walls were adorned +with many pictures and drawings, of various sorts and sizes. + +Through an open door opposite, one looked into a farther room, also hung +with pictures, through which the servant had gone to announce me. + +It was not long before Goethe came in, dressed in a blue frock-coat, and +with shoes. What a sublime form! The impression upon me was surprising. +But he soon dispelled all uneasiness by the kindest words. We sat down +on the sofa. I felt in a happy perplexity, through his look and his +presence, and could say little or nothing. + +He began by speaking of my manuscript. "I have just come from _you_," +said he; "I have been reading your writing all the morning; it needs no +recommendation--it recommends itself." He praised the clearness of the +style, the flow of the thought, and the peculiarity that all rested on a +solid basis and had been thoroughly considered. "I will soon forward +it," said he; "today I shall write to Cotta by post, and send him the +parcel tomorrow." I thanked him with words and looks. + +We then talked of my proposed excursion. I told him that my design was +to go into the Rhineland, where I intended to stay at a suitable place, +and write something new. First, however, I would go to Jena, and there +await Herr von Cotta's answer. + +Goethe asked whether I had acquaintance in Jena. I replied that I hoped +to come in contact with Herr von Knebel; on which he promised me a +letter which would insure me a more favorable reception. "And, indeed," +said he, "while you are in Jena, we shall be near neighbors, and can see +or write to one another as often as we please." We sat a long while +together, in a tranquil, affectionate mood. I was close to him; I forgot +to speak for looking at him--I could not look enough. His face is so +powerful and brown! full of wrinkles, and each wrinkle full of +expression! And everywhere there is such nobleness and firmness, such +repose and greatness! He spoke in a slow, composed manner, such as you +would expect from an aged monarch. You perceive by his air that he +reposes upon himself, and is elevated far above both praise and blame. I +was extremely happy near him; I felt becalmed like one who, after many +toils and tedious expectations, finally sees his dearest wishes +gratified. + +_Thursday, September_ 18.--"The world is so great and rich, and life so +full of variety, that you can never want occasions for poems. But they +must all be occasional[9] poems; that is to say, reality must give both +impulse and material for their production. A particular case becomes +universal and poetic by the very circumstance that it is treated by a +poet. All my poems are occasional poems, suggested by real life, and +having therein a firm foundation. I attach no value to poems snatched +out of the air. + +"Let no one say that reality wants poetical interest; for in this the +poet proves his vocation, that he has the art to win from a common +subject an interesting side. Reality must give the motive, the points to +be expressed, the kernel, as I may say; but to work out of it a +beautiful, animated whole, belongs to the poet. You know Fuernstein, +called the Poet of Nature; he has written the prettiest poem possible, +on the cultivation of hops. + +"I have now proposed to him to make songs for the different crafts of +working-men, particularly a weaver's song, and I am sure he will do it +well, for he has lived among such people from his youth; he understands +the subject thoroughly, and is therefore master of his material. That is +exactly the advantage of small works; you need only choose those +subjects of which you are master. With a great poem, this cannot be: no +part can be evaded; all which belongs to the animation of the whole, and +is interwoven into the plan, must be represented with precision. In +youth, however, the knowledge of things is only one-sided. A great work +requires many-sidedness, and on that rock the young author splits." + +[Illustration: THE GARDEN AT GOETHE'S CITY HOUSE WEIMAR After a Water +Color by PETER WOLTZE] + +I told Goethe that I had contemplated writing a great poem upon the +seasons, in which I might interweave the employments and amusements of +all classes. "Here is the very case in point," replied Goethe; "you may +succeed in many parts, but fail in others which refer to what you have +not duly investigated. Perhaps you would do the fisherman well, and the +huntsman ill; and if you fail anywhere, the whole is a failure, however +good single parts may be, and you have not produced a perfect work. Give +separately the single parts to which you are equal, and you make sure of +something good. + +"I especially warn you against great inventions of your own; for then +you would try to give a view of things, and for that purpose youth is +seldom ripe. Further, character and views detach themselves as sides +from the poet's mind, and deprive him of the fulness requisite for +future productions. And, finally, how much time is lost in invention, +internal arrangement, and combination, for which nobody thanks us, even +supposing our work is happily accomplished. + +"With a _given_ material, on the other hand, all goes easier and better. +Facts and characters being provided, the poet has only the task of +animating the whole. He preserves his own fulness, for he needs to part +with but little of himself, and there is much less loss of time and +power, since he has only the trouble of execution. Indeed, I would +advise the choice of subjects which have been worked before. How many +Iphigenias have been written! yet they are all different, for each +writer considers and arranges the subject differently; namely, after his +own fashion. + +"But, for the present, you had better lay aside all great undertakings. +You have striven long enough; it is time that you should enter into the +cheerful period of life, and for the attainment of this, the working out +of small subjects is the best expedient." + +_Sunday, October_ 19.--Today, I dined for the first time with Goethe. No +one was present except Frau von Goethe, Fraeulein Ulrica, and little +Walter, and thus we were all very comfortable. Goethe appeared now +solely as father of a family, helping to all the dishes, carving the +roast fowls with great dexterity, and not forgetting between whiles to +fill the glasses. We had much lively chat about the theatre, young +English people, and other topics of the day; Fraeulein Ulrica was +especially lively and entertaining. Goethe was generally silent, coming +out only now and then with some pertinent remark. From time to time he +glanced at the newspaper, now and then reading us some passages, +especially about the progress of the Greeks. + +They then talked about the necessity of my learning English, and Goethe +earnestly advised me to do so, particularly on account of Lord Byron; +saying, that a character of such eminence had never existed before, and +probably would never come again. They discussed the merits of the +different teachers here, but found none with a thoroughly good +pronunciation; on which account they deemed it better to go to some +young Englishman. + +After dinner, Goethe showed me some experiments relating to his theory +of colors. The subject was, however, new to me; I neither understood +the phenomena, nor what he said about them. Nevertheless, I hoped that +the future would afford me leisure and opportunity to initiate myself a +little into this science. + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, November_ 13.--Some days ago, as I was walking one fine +afternoon towards Erfurt, I was joined by an elderly man, whom I +supposed, from his appearance, to be an opulent citizen. We had not +talked together long, before the conversation turned upon Goethe. I +asked him whether he knew Goethe. "Know him?" said he, with some +delight; "I was his valet almost twenty years!" He then launched into +the praises of his former master. I begged to hear something of Goethe's +youth, and he gladly consented to gratify me. + +"When I first lived with him," said he, "he might have been about +twenty-seven years old; he was thin, nimble, and elegant in his person. +I could easily have carried him in my arms." + +I asked whether Goethe, in that early part of his life here, had not +been very gay. "Certainly," replied he; "he was always gay with the gay, +but never when they passed a certain limit; in that case he usually +became grave. Always working and seeking; his mind always bent on art +and science; that was generally the way with my master. The duke often +visited him in the evening, and then they often talked on learned topics +till late at night, so that I got extremely tired, and wondered when the +duke would go. Even then he was interested in natural science. + +"One time he rang in the middle of the night, and when I entered his +room I found he had rolled his iron bed to the window, and was lying +there, looking out upon the heavens. 'Have you seen nothing in the sky?' +asked he; and when I answered in the negative, he bade me run to the +guard-house, and ask the man on duty if he had seen nothing. I went +there; the guard said he had seen nothing, and I returned with this +answer to my master, who was still in the same position, lying in his +bed, and gazing upon the sky. 'Listen,' said he to me; 'this is an +important moment; there is now an earthquake, or one is just going to +take place;' then he made me sit down on the bed, and showed me by what +signs he knew this." + +I asked the good old man "what sort of weather it was." "It was very +cloudy," he replied; "no air stirring; very still and sultry." + +I asked if he at once believed there was an earthquake on Goethe's word. + +"Yes," said he, "I believed it, for things always happened as he said +they would. Next day he related his observations at court, when a lady +whispered to her neighbor, 'Only listen, Goethe is dreaming.' But the +duke, and all the men present, believed Goethe, and the correctness of +his observations was soon confirmed; for, in a few weeks, the news came +that a part of Messina, on that night, had been destroyed by an +earthquake." + +_Friday, November_ 14.--Towards evening Goethe sent me an invitation to +call upon him. Humboldt, he said, was at court, and therefore I should +be all the more welcome. I found him, as I did some days ago, sitting in +his armchair; he gave me a friendly shake of the hand, and spoke to me +with heavenly mildness. The chancellor soon joined us. We sat near +Goethe, and carried on a light conversation, that he might only have to +listen. The physician, Counsellor Rehbein, soon came also. To use his +own expression, he found Goethe's pulse quite lively and easy. At this +we were highly pleased, and joked with Goethe on the subject. "If I +could only get rid of the pain in my left side!" he said. Rehbein +prescribed a plaster there; we talked on the good effect of such a +remedy, and Goethe consented to it. Rehbein turned the conversation to +Marienbad, and this appeared to awaken pleasant reminiscences in Goethe. +Arrangements were made to go there again, it was said that the great +duke would join the party, and these prospects put Goethe in the most +cheerful mood. They also talked about Madame Szymanowska, and mentioned +the time when she was here, and all the men were solicitous for her +favor. + +When Rehbein was gone, the chancellor read the Indian poems, and Goethe, +in the meanwhile, talked to me about the Marienbad Elegy. + +At eight o'clock, the chancellor went, and I was going, too, but Goethe +bade me stop a little, and I sat down. The conversation turned on the +stage, and the fact that _Wallenstein_ was to be done tomorrow. This +gave occasion to talk about Schiller. + +"I have," said I, "a peculiar feeling towards Schiller. Some scenes of +his great dramas I read with genuine love and admiration; but presently +I meet with something which violates the truth of nature, and I can go +no further. I feel this even in reading _Wallenstein_. I cannot but +think that Schiller's turn for philosophy injured his poetry, because +this led him to consider the idea far higher than all nature; indeed, +thus to annihilate nature. What he could conceive must happen, whether +it were in conformity with nature or not." + +"It was sad," said Goethe, "to see how so highly gifted a man tormented +himself with philosophical disquisitions which could in no way profit +him. Humboldt has shown me letters which Schiller wrote to him in those +unblest days of speculation. There we see how he plagued himself with +the design of perfectly separating sentimental from _naive_ poetry. For +the former he could find no proper soil, and this brought him into +unspeakable perplexity." + +"As if," continued he, smiling, "sentimental poetry could exist at all +without the _naive_ ground in which, as it were, it has its root." + +"It was not Schiller's plan," continued Goethe, "to go to work with a +certain unconsciousness, and as it were instinctively; he was forced, on +the contrary, to reflect on all he did. Hence it was that he never could +leave off talking about his poetical projects, and thus he discussed +with me all his late pieces, scene after scene. + +"On the other hand, it was contrary to my nature to talk over my poetic +plans with anybody--even with Schiller. I carried everything about with +me in silence, and usually nothing was known to any one till the whole +was completed. When I showed Schiller my _Hermann and Dorothea_ +finished, he was astonished, for I had said not a syllable to him of any +such plan. + +"But I am curious to hear what you will say of _Wallenstein_ tomorrow. +You will see noble forms, and the piece will make an impression on you +such as you probably do not dream of." + +_Saturday, November_ 15.--In the evening I was in the theatre, where I +for the first time saw _Wallenstein_. Goethe had not said too much; the +impression was great, and stirred my inmost soul. The actors, who had +almost all belonged to the time when they were under the personal +influence of Schiller and Goethe, gave an ensemble of significant +personages, such as on a mere reading were not presented to my +imagination with all their individuality. On this account the piece had +an extraordinary effect upon me, and I could not get it out of my head +the whole night. + +_Sunday, November 16_.--In the evening at Goethe's; he was still sitting +in his elbow-chair, and seemed rather weak. His first question was about +_Wallenstein_. I gave him an account of the impression the piece had +made upon me as represented on the stage, and he heard me with visible +satisfaction. + +M. Soret came in, led in by Frau von Goethe, and remained about an hour. +He brought from the duke some gold medals, and by showing and talking +about these seemed to entertain Goethe very pleasantly. + +Frau von Goethe and M. Soret went to court, and I was left alone with +Goethe. + +Remembering his promise to show me again his Marienbad Elegy at a +fitting opportunity, Goethe arose, put a light on the table, and gave +me the poem. I was delighted to have it once more before me. He quietly +seated himself again, and left me to an undisturbed perusal of the +piece. + +After I had been reading a while, I turned to say something to him, but +he seemed to be asleep. I therefore used the favorable moment, and read +the poem again and again with a rare delight. The most youthful glow of +love, tempered by the moral elevation of the mind, seemed to me its +pervading characteristic. Then I thought that the feelings were more +strongly expressed than we are accustomed to find in Goethe's other +poems, and imputed this to the influence of Byron--which Goethe did not +deny. + +"You see the product of a highly impassioned mood," said he. "While I +was in it I would not for the world have been without it, and now I +would not for any consideration fall into it again. + +"I wrote that poem immediately after leaving Marienbad, while the +feeling of all I had experienced there was fresh. At eight in the +morning, when we stopped at the first stage, I wrote down the first +strophe; and thus I went on composing in the carriage, and writing down +at every stage what I had just composed in my head, so that by the +evening the whole was on paper. Thence it has a certain directness, and +is, as I may say, poured out at once, which may be an advantage to it as +a whole." + +"It is," said I, "quite peculiar in its kind, and recalls no other poem +of yours." + +"That," said he, I "may be, because I staked upon the present moment as +a man stakes a considerable sum upon a card, and sought to enhance its +value as much as I could without exaggeration." + +These words struck me as very important, inasmuch as they threw a light +on Goethe's method so as to explain that many-sidedness which has +excited so much admiration. + +1824 + +_Friday, January 2._--Dined at Goethe's, and enjoyed some cheerful +conversation. Mention was made of a young beauty belonging to the Weimar +society, when one of the guests remarked that he was on the point of +falling in love with her, although her understanding could not exactly +be called brilliant. + +"Pshaw," said Goethe, laughing, "as if love had anything to do with the +understanding. The things that we love in a young lady are something +very different from the understanding. We love in her beauty, +youthfulness, playfulness, trustingness, her character, her faults, her +caprices, and God knows what _'je ne sais quoi'_ besides; but we do not +_love_ her understanding. We respect her understanding when it is +brilliant, and by it the worth of a girl can be infinitely enhanced in +our eyes. Understanding may also serve to fix our affections when we +already love; but the understanding is not that which is capable of +firing our hearts, and awakening a passion." + +We found much that was true and convincing in Goethe's words, and were +very willing to consider the subject in that light. After dinner, and +when the rest of the party had departed, I remained sitting with Goethe, +and conversed with him on various interesting topics. + +We discoursed upon English literature, on the greatness of Shakespeare, +and on the unfavorable position held by all English dramatic authors who +had appeared after that poetical giant. + +"A dramatic talent of any importance," said Goethe, "could not forbear +to notice Shakespeare's works, nay, could not forbear to study them. +Having studied them, he must be aware that Shakespeare has already +exhausted the whole of human nature in all its tendencies, in all its +heights and depths, and that, in fact, there remains for him, the +aftercomer, nothing more to do. And how could one get courage only to +put pen to paper, if one were conscious in an earnest, appreciating +spirit, that such unfathomable and unattainable excellences were +already in existence! + +"It fared better with me fifty years ago in my own dear Germany. I could +soon come to an end with all that then existed; it could not long awe +me, or occupy my attention. I soon left behind me German literature, and +the study of it, and turned my thoughts to life and to production. So on +and on I went in my own natural development, and on and on I fashioned +the productions of epoch after epoch. And at every step of life and +development, my standard of excellence was not much higher than what at +such step I was able to attain. But had I been born an Englishman, and +had all those numerous masterpieces been brought before me in all their +power, at my first dawn of youthful consciousness, they would have +overpowered me, and I should not have known what to do. I could not have +gone on with such fresh light-heartedness, but should have had to +bethink myself, and look about for a long time, to find some new +outlet." + +I turned the conversation back to Shakespeare. "When one, to some +degree, disengages him from English literature," said I, "and considers +him transformed into a German, one cannot fail to look upon his gigantic +greatness as a miracle. But if one seeks him in his home, transplants +oneself to the soil of his country, and to the atmosphere of the century +in which he lived; further, if one studies his contemporaries, and his +immediate successors, and inhales the force wafted to us from Ben +Jonson, Massinger, Marlowe, and Beaumont and Fletcher, Shakespeare +still, indeed, appears a being of the most exalted magnitude; but still, +one arrives at the conviction that many of the wonders of his genius +are, in some measure, accessible, and that much is due to the powerfully +productive atmosphere of his age and time." + +"You are perfectly right," returned Goethe. "It is with Shakespeare as +with the mountains of Switzerland. Transplant Mont Blanc at once into +the large plain of Lueneburg Heath, and we should find no words to +express our wonder at its magnitude. Seek it, however, in its gigantic +home, go to it over its immense neighbors, the Jungfrau, the +Finsteraarhorn, the Eiger, the Wetterhorn, St. Gotthard, and Monte Rosa; +Mont Blanc will, indeed, still remain a giant, but it will no longer +produce in us such amazement." + +"Besides, let him who will not believe," continued Goethe, "that much of +Shakespeare's greatness appertains to his great vigorous time, only ask +himself the question, whether a phenomenon so astounding would be +possible in the present England of 1824, in these evil days of +criticising and hair-splitting journals?" + +"That undisturbed, innocent, somnambulatory production, by which alone +anything great can thrive, is no longer possible. Our talents at present +lie before the public. The daily criticisms which appear in fifty +different places, and the gossip that is caused by them amongst the +public, prevent the appearance of any sound production. In the present +day, he who does not keep aloof from all this, and isolate himself by +main force, is lost. Through the bad, chiefly negative, aesthetical and +critical tone of the journals, a sort of half culture finds its way into +the masses; but to productive talent it is a noxious mist, a dropping +poison, which destroys the tree of creative power, from the ornamental +green leaves, to the deepest pith and the most hidden fibres. + +"And then how tame and weak has life itself become during the last two +shabby centuries. Where do we now meet an original nature? and where is +the man who has the strength to be true, and to show himself as he is? +This, however, affects the poet, who must find all within himself, while +he is left in the lurch by all without." + +The conversation now turned on _Werthe_. "That," said Goethe, "is a +creation which I, like the pelican, fed with the blood of my own heart. +It contains so much from the innermost recesses of my breast--so much +feeling and thought, that it might easily be spread into a novel of ten +such volumes. Besides, as I have often said, I have only read the book +once since its appearance, and have taken good care not to read it +again. It is a mass of congreve-rockets. I am uncomfortable when I look +at it; and I dread lest I should once more experience the peculiar +mental state from which it was produced." + +I reminded him of his conversation with Napoleon, of which I knew by the +sketch amongst his unpublished papers, which I had repeatedly urged him +to give more in detail. "Napoleon," said I, "pointed out to you a +passage in _Werther_, which, it appeared to him, would not stand a +strict examination; and this you allowed. I should much like to know +what passage he meant." + +"Guess!" said Goethe, with a mysterious smile. + +"Now," said I, "I almost think it is where Charlotte sends the pistols +to Werther, without saying a word to Albert, and without imparting to +him her misgivings and apprehensions. You have given yourself great +trouble to find a motive for this silence, but it does not appear to +hold good against the urgent necessity where the life of the friend was +at stake." + +"Your remark," returned Goethe, "is really not bad; but I do not think +it right to reveal whether Napoleon meant this passage or another. +However, be that as it may, your observation is quite as correct as +his." + +I asked the question, whether the great effect produced by the +appearance of _Werther_ was really to be attributed to the period. "I +cannot," said I, "reconcile to myself this view, though it is so +extensively spread. _Werther_ made an epoch because it appeared--not +because it appeared at a certain time. There is in every period so much +unexpressed sorrow--so much secret discontent and disgust for life, and, +in single individuals, there are so many disagreements with the +world--so many conflicts between their natures and civil regulations, +that _Werther_ would make an epoch even if it appeared today for the +first time." + +"You are quite right," said Goethe; "it is on that account that the book +to this day influences youth of a certain age, as it did formerly. It +was scarcely necessary for me to deduce my own youthful dejection from +the general influence of my time, and from the reading of a few English +authors. Rather was it owing to individual and immediate circumstances +which touched me to the quick, and gave me a great deal of trouble, and +indeed brought me into that frame of mind which produced _Werther_. I +had lived, loved, and suffered much--that was it." + +"On considering more closely the much-talked-of _Werther_ period, we +discover that it does not belong to the course of universal culture, but +to the career of life in every individual, who, with an innate free +natural instinct, must accommodate himself to the narrow limits of an +antiquated world. Obstructed fortune, restrained activity, unfulfilled +wishes, are not the calamities of any particular time, but those of +every individual man; and it would be bad, indeed, if every one had not, +once in his life, known a time when Werther seemed as if it had been +written for him alone." + +_Sunday, January_ 4.--Today, after dinner, Goethe went through a +portfolio, containing some works of Raphael, with me. He often busies +himself with Raphael, in order to keep up a constant intercourse with +that which is best, and to accustom himself to muse upon the thoughts of +a great man. At the same time, it gives him pleasure to introduce me to +such things. + +We afterwards spoke about the _Divan_[10]--especially about the "book of +ill-humor," in which much is poured forth that he carried in his heart +against his enemies. + +"If I have, however," continued he, "been very moderate: if I had +uttered all that vexed me or gave me trouble, the few pages would soon +have swelled to a volume. + +"People were never thoroughly contented with me, but always wished me +otherwise than it has pleased God to make me. They were also seldom +contented with my productions. When I had long exerted my whole soul to +favor the world with a new work, it still desired that I should thank it +into the bargain for considering the work endurable. If any one praised +me, I was not allowed, in self-congratulation, to receive it as a +well-merited tribute; but people expected from me some modest +expression, humbly setting forth the total unworthiness of my person and +my work. However, my nature opposed this; and I should have been a +miserable hypocrite, if I had so tried to lie and dissemble. Since I was +strong enough to show myself in my whole truth, just as I felt, I was +deemed proud, and am considered so to the present day. + +"In religious, scientific, and political matters, I generally brought +trouble upon myself, because I was no hypocrite, and had the courage to +express what I felt. + +"I believed in God and in Nature, and in the triumphs of good over evil; +but this was not enough for pious souls; I was also required to believe +other points, which were opposed to the feeling of my soul for truth; +besides, I did not see that these would be of the slightest service to +me. + +"It was also prejudicial to me that I discovered Newton's theory of +light and color to be an error, and that I had the courage to contradict +the universal creed. I discovered light in its purity and truth, and I +considered it my duty to fight for it. The opposite party, however, did +their utmost to darken the light; for they maintained that _shade is a +part of light_. It sounds absurd when I express it; but so it is: for +they said that _colors_, which are shadow and the result of shade, _are +light itself_, or, which amounts to the same thing, _are the beams of +light, broken now in one way, now in another_." + +Goethe was silent, whilst an ironical smile spread over his expressive +countenance. He continued-- + +"And now for political matters. What trouble I have taken, and what I +have suffered, on that account, I cannot tell you. Do you know my +'Aufgeregten?'"[11] + +"Yesterday, for the first time," returned I, "I read the piece, in +consequence of the new edition of your works; and I regret from my heart +that it remains unfinished. But, even as it is, every right-thinking +person must coincide with your sentiments." + +"I wrote it at the time of the French Revolution," continued Goethe, +"and it may be regarded, in some measure, as my political confession of +faith at that time. I have taken the countess as a type of the nobility; +and, with the words which I put into her mouth, I have expressed how the +nobility really ought to think. The countess has just returned from +Paris; she has there been an eye-witness of the revolutionary events, +and has drawn, therefore, for herself, no bad doctrine. She has +convinced herself that the people may be ruled, but not oppressed, and +that the revolutionary outbreaks of the lower classes are the +consequence of the injustice of the higher classes. 'I will for the +future,' says she, 'strenuously avoid every action that appears to me +unjust, and will, both in society and at court, loudly express my +opinion concerning such actions in others. In no case of injustice will +I be silent, even though I should be cried down as a democrat.' + +"I should have thought this sentiment perfectly respectable," continued +Goethe; "it was mine at that time, and it is so still; but as a reward +for it, I was endowed with all sorts of titles, which I do not care to +repeat." + +"One need only read _Egmont_," answered I, "to discover what you think. +I know no German piece in which the freedom of the people is more +advocated than in this." + +"Sometimes," said Goethe, "people do not like to look on me as I am, +but turn their glances from everything which could show me in my true +light. Schiller, on the contrary--who, between ourselves, was much more +of an aristocrat than I am, but who considered what he said more than +I--had the wonderful fortune to be looked upon as a particular friend of +the people. I give it up to him with all my heart, and console myself +with the thought that others before me had fared no better. + +"It is true that I could be no friend to the French Revolution; for its +horrors were too near me, and shocked me daily and hourly, whilst its +beneficial results were not then to be discovered. Neither could I be +indifferent to the fact that the Germans were endeavoring, artificially, +to bring about such scenes here, as were, in France, the consequence of +a great necessity. + +"But I was as little a friend to arbitrary rule. Indeed, I was perfectly +convinced that a great revolution is never a fault of the people, but of +the government. Revolutions are utterly impossible as long as +governments are constantly just and constantly vigilant, so that they +may anticipate them by improvements at the right time, and not hold out +until they are forced to yield by the pressure from beneath. + +"Because I hated the Revolution, the name of the '_Friend of the powers +that be_' was bestowed upon me. That is, however, a very ambiguous +title, which I would beg to decline. If the 'powers that be' were all +that is excellent, good, and just, I should have no objection to the +title; but, since with much that is good there is also much that is bad, +unjust, and imperfect, a friend of the 'powers that be' means often +little less than the friend of the obsolete and bad.[12] + +"But time is constantly progressing, and human affairs wear every fifty +years a different aspect; so that an arrangement which, in the year +1800, was perfection, may, perhaps, in the year 1850, be a defect. + +"And, furthermore, nothing is good for a nation but that which arises +from its own core and its own general wants, without apish imitation of +another; since what to one race of people, of a certain age, is a +wholesome nutriment, may perhaps prove a poison for another. All +endeavors to introduce any foreign innovation, the necessity for which +is not rooted in the core of the nation itself, are therefore foolish; +and all premeditated revolutions of the kind are I unsuccessful, _for +they are without God, who keeps aloof from such bungling_. If, however, +there exists an actual necessity for a great reform amongst a people, +God is with it, and it prospers. He was visibly with Christ and his +first adherents; for the appearance of the new doctrine of love was a +necessity to the people. He was also visibly with Luther; for the +purification of the doctrine corrupted by the priests was no less a +necessity. Neither of the great powers whom I have named was, however, a +friend of the permanent; much more were both of them convinced that the +old leaven must be got rid of, and that it would be impossible to go on +and remain in the untrue, unjust, and defective way." + +_Tuesday, January 27._--Goethe talked with me about the continuation of +his memoirs, with which he is now busy. He observed that this later +period of his life would not be narrated with such minuteness as the +youthful epoch of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_.[13] "I must," said he, "treat +this later period more in the fashion of annals: my outward actions must +appear rather than my inward life. Altogether, the most important part +of an individual's life is that of development, and mine is concluded in +the detailed volumes of _Dichtung and Wahrheit_. Afterwards begins the +conflict with the world, and that is interesting only in its results. + +"And then the life of a learned German--what is it? What may have been +really good in my case cannot be communicated, and what can be +communicated is not worth the trouble. Besides, where are the hearers +whom one could entertain with any satisfaction? + +"When I look back to the earlier and middle periods of my life, and now +in my old age think how few are left of those who were young with me, I +always think of a summer residence at a bathing-place. When you arrive, +you make acquaintance and friends of those who have already been there +some time, and who leave in a few weeks. The loss is painful. Then you +turn to the second generation, with which you live a good while, and +become most intimate. But this goes also, and leaves us alone with the +third, which comes just as we are going away, and with which we have, +properly, nothing to do. + +"I have ever been esteemed one of Fortune's chiefest favorites; nor will +I complain or find fault with the course my life has taken. Yet, truly, +there has been nothing but toil and care; and I may say that, in all my +seventy-five years, I have never had a month of genuine comfort. It has +been the perpetual rolling of a stone, which I have always had to raise +anew. My annals will render clear what I now say. The claims upon my +activity, both from within and without, were too numerous. + +"My real happiness was my poetic meditation and production. But how was +this disturbed, limited, and hindered by my external position! Had I +been able to abstain more from public business, and to live more in +solitude, I should have been happier, and should have accomplished much +more as a poet. But, soon after my _Goetz and Werther_, that saying of a +sage was verified for me--'If you do anything for the sake of the world, +it will take good care that you shall not do it a second time.' + +"A wide-spread celebrity, an elevated position in life, are good +things. But, for all my rank and celebrity, I am still obliged to be +silent as to the opinion of others, that I may not give offense. This +would be but poor sport, if by this means I had not the advantage of +learning the thoughts of others without their being able to learn mine." + + * * * * * + +Wednesday, February 25.--Today, Goethe showed me two very remarkable +poems, both highly moral in their tendency, but in their several motives +so unreservedly natural and true, that they are of the kind which the +world styles immoral. On this account he keeps them to himself, and does +not intend to publish them. + +"Could intellect and high cultivation," said he, "become the property of +all, the poet would have fair play; he could be always thoroughly true, +and would not be compelled to fear uttering his best thoughts. But, as +it is, he must always keep on a certain level; must remember that his +works will fall into the hands of a mixed society; and must, therefore, +take care lest by over-great openness he may give offense to the +majority of good men. Then Time is a strange thing. It is a whimsical +tyrant, which in every century has a different face for all that one +says and does. We cannot, with propriety, say things which were +permitted to the ancient Greeks; and the Englishmen of 1820 cannot +endure what suited the vigorous contemporaries of Shakespeare; so that, +at the present day, it is found necessary to have a Family Shakespeare." + +"Then," said I, "there is much in the form also. The one of these two +poems, which is composed in the style and metre of the ancients, would +be far less offensive than the other. Isolated parts would displease, +but the treatment throws so much grandeur and dignity over the whole, +that we seem to hear a strong ancient, and to be carried back to the age +of the Greek heroes. But the other, being in the style and metre of +Messer Ariosto, is far more hazardous. It relates an event of our day, +in the language of our day, and as it thus comes quite unveiled into +our presence, the particular features of boldness seem far more +audacious." + +"You are right," said he; "mysterious and great effects are produced by +different poetical forms. If the import of my Romish elegies were put +into the measure and style of Byron's _Don Juan_, the whole would be +found infamous." + +The French newspapers were brought. The campaign of the French in Spain +under the Duke d'Angouleme, which was just ended, had great interest for +Goethe. "I must praise the Bourbons for this measure," said he; "they +had not really gained the throne till they had gained the army, and that +is now accomplished. The soldier returns with loyalty, to his king; for +he has, from his own victories, and the discomfitures of the many-headed +Spanish host, learned the difference between obeying one and many. The +army has sustained its ancient fame, and shown that it is brave in +itself, and can conquer without Napoleon." + +Goethe then turned his thoughts backward into history, and talked much +of the Prussian army in the Seven Years' War, which, accustomed by +Frederic the Great to constant victory, grew careless, so that, in after +days, it lost many battles from over-confidence. All the minutest +details were present to his mind, and I had reason to admire his +excellent memory. + +"I had the great advantage," said he, "of being born at a time when the +greatest events which agitated the world occurred, and such have +continued to occur during my long life; so that I am a living witness of +the Seven Years' War, of the separation of America from England, of the +French Revolution, and of the whole Napoleon era, with the downfall of +that hero, and the events which followed. Thus I have attained results +and insight impossible to those who are born now and must learn all +these things from books which they will not understand. + +"What the next years will bring I cannot predict; but I fear we shall +not soon have repose. It is not given to the world to be contented; the +great are not such that there will be no abuse of power; the masses not +such that, in hope of gradual improvement, they will be contented with a +moderate condition. Could we perfect human nature, we might also expect +a perfect state of things; but, as it is, there will always be a +wavering hither and thither; one part must suffer while the other is at +ease, envy and egotism will be always at work like bad demons, and party +strife will be without end. + +"The most reasonable way is for every one to follow his own vocation to +which he has been born, and which he has learned, and to avoid hindering +others from following theirs. Let the shoemaker abide by his last, the +peasant by his plough, and let the king know how to govern; for, this is +also a business which must be learned, and with which no one should +meddle who does not understand it." + +Returning to the French papers, Goethe said: "The liberals may speak, +for when they are reasonable we like to hear them; but with the +royalists, who have the executive power in their hands, talking comes +amiss--they should act. They may march troops, and behead and hang--that +is all right; but attacking opinions, and justifying their measures in +public prints, does not become them. If there were a public of kings, +they might talk. + +"For myself," he continued, "I have always been a royalist. I have let +others babble, and have done as I saw fit. I understood my course, and +knew my own object. If I committed a fault as a single individual, I +could make it good again; but if I committed it jointly with three or +four others, it would be impossible to make it good, for among many +there are many opinions." + +Goethe was in excellent spirits today. He showed me Frau von Spiegel's +album, in which he had written some very beautiful verses. A place had +been left open for him for two years, and he rejoiced at having been +able to perform at last an old promise. After I had read the "Poem to +Frau von Spiegel," I turned over the leaves of the book, in which I +found many distinguished names. On the very next page was a poem by +Tiedge, written in the very spirit and style of his _Urania_. "In a +saucy mood," said Goethe, "I was on the point of writing some verses +beneath those; but I am glad I did not. It would not have been the first +time that, by rash expressions, I had repelled good people, and spoiled +the effect of my best works. + +"However," continued Goethe, "I have had to endure not a little from +Tiedge's _Urania_; for, at one time, nothing was sung and nothing was +declaimed but this same Urania. Wherever you went, you found _Urania_ on +the table. _Urania_ and immortality were the topics of every +conversation. I would by no means dispense with the happiness of +believing in a future existence, and, indeed, would say, with Lorenzo +de' Medici, that those are dead even for this life who hope for no +other. But such incomprehensible matters lie too far off to be a theme +of daily meditation and thought-distracting speculation. Let him who +believes in immortality enjoy his happiness in silence, he has no reason +to give himself airs about it. The occasion of Tiedge's _Urania_ led me +to observe that piety, like nobility, has its aristocracy. I met stupid +women, who plumed themselves on believing, with Tiedge, in immortality, +and I was forced to bear much dark examination on this point. They were +vexed by my saying I should be well pleased if, after the close of this +life, we were blessed with another, only I hoped I should hereafter meet +none of those who had believed in it here. For how should I be +tormented! The pious would throng around me, and say, 'Were we not +right? Did we not predict it? Has not it happened just as we said?' And +so there would be ennui without end, even in the other world. + +"This occupation with the ideas of immortality," he continued, "is for +people of rank, and especially ladies, who have nothing to do. But an +able man, who has some thing regular to do here, and must toil and +struggle and produce day by day, leaves the future world to itself, and +is active and useful in this. Thoughts about immortality are also good +for those who have not been very successful here; and I would wager +that, if the good Tiedge had enjoyed a better lot, he would also have +had better thoughts." + + * * * * * + +_Tuesday, November 9_.--I passed this evening with Goethe. We talked of +Klopstock and Herder; and I liked to listen to him, as he explained to +me the merits of those men. + +"Without those powerful precursors," said Goethe, "our literature could +not have become what it now is. When they appeared, they were before +their age, and were obliged, as it were, to drag it after them; but now +the age has far outrun them, and they who were once so necessary and +important have now ceased to be _means to an end_. A young man who would +take Klopstock and Herder for his teachers nowadays would be far +behindhand." + +We talked over Klopstock's _Messiah_ and his Odes, touching on their +merits and their defects. We agreed that he had no faculty for observing +and apprehending the visible world, or for drawing characters; and that +he therefore wanted the qualities most essential to the epic and +dramatic poet, or, perhaps it might be said, to the poet generally. + +"An ode occurs to me," said Goethe, "where he makes the German Muse run +a race with the British; and, indeed, when one thinks what a picture it +is, where the two girls run one against the other, throwing about their +legs and kicking up the dust, one must assume that the good Klopstock +did not really have before his eyes such pictures as he wrote, else he +could not possibly have made such mistakes." + +I asked how he had felt towards Klopstock in his youth. "I venerated +him," said Goethe, "with the devotion which was peculiar to me; I looked +upon him as my uncle. I revered whatever he had done, and never thought +of reflecting upon it, or finding fault with it. I let his fine +qualities work upon me; for the rest, I went my own way." + +We came back to Herder, and I asked Goethe which of his works he +thought the best. "_His Idea for the History of Mankind" (Ideen zur +Geschichte der Menschheit)_, replied Goethe, "are undoubtedly the best. +In after days, he took the negative side, and was not so agreeable." + +"Considering the great weight of Herder," said I, "I cannot understand +how he had so little judgment on some subjects. For instance, I cannot +forgive him, especially at that period of German literature, for sending +back the manuscript of _Goetz von Berlichingen_ without any praise of +its merits, and with taunting remarks. He must have utterly wanted +organs to perceive some objects." + +"Yes, Herder was unfortunate in this respect," replied Goethe; "nay," +added he, with vivacity, "if his spirit were present at this +conversation, it would not understand us." + +"On the other hand," said I, "I must praise Merck, who urged you to +print _Goetz_." + +"He was indeed an odd but important man," said Goethe. "'Print the +thing,' quoth he, 'it is worth nothing, but print it.' He did not wish +me to make any alteration in it, and he was right; for it would have +been different, but not better." + +_Wednesday, November 24_.--I went to see Goethe this evening, before +going to the theatre, and found him very well and cheerful. He inquired +about the young Englishmen who are here. I told him that I proposed +reading with Mr. Doolan a German translation of Plutarch. This led the +conversation to Roman and Grecian history; and Goethe expressed himself +as follows: + +"The Roman history," said he, "is no longer suited to us. We have become +too humane for the triumphs of Caesar not to be repugnant to our +feelings. Neither are we much charmed by the history of Greece. When +this people turns against a foreign foe, it is, indeed, great and +glorious; but the division of the states, and their eternal wars with +one another, where Greek fights against Greek, are insufferable. +Besides, the history of our own time is thoroughly great and important; +the battles of Leipsic and Waterloo stand out with such prominence that +that of Marathon and others like it are gradually eclipsed. Neither are +our individual heroes inferior to theirs; the French Marshals, Bluecher, +and Wellington, vie with any of the heroes of antiquity." + +We then talked of the late French literature, and the daily increasing +interest in German works manifested by the French. + +"The French," said Goethe, "do well to study and translate our writers; +for, limited as they are both in form and motives, they can only look +without for means. We Germans may be reproached for a certain +formlessness; but in matter we are their superiors. The theatrical +productions of Kotzebue and Iffland are so rich in motives that they may +pluck them a long time before all is used up. But, especially, our +philosophical Ideality is welcome to them; for every Ideal is +serviceable to revolutionary aims. + +"The French have understanding and _esprit_, but neither a solid basis +nor piety. What serves the moment, what helps his party, seems right to +the Frenchman. Hence they praise us, never from an acknowledgment of our +merits, but only when they can strengthen their party by our views." + +We then talked about our own literature, and of the obstacles in the way +of some of our latest young poets. + +"The majority of our young poets," said Goethe, "have no fault but this, +that their subjectivity is not important, and that they cannot find +matter in the objective. At best, they only find a material, which is +similar to themselves, which corresponds to their own subjectivity; but +as for taking the material on its own account, when it is repugnant to +the subjectivity, merely because it is poetical, such a thing is never +thought of. + +"Still, as I have said, if we only had important personages, formed by +great studies and situations in life, it might still go well with us, +at least as far as our young lyric poets are concerned." + +1825 + +_Monday, January 10._--Goethe, consistently with his great interest for +the English, has desired me to introduce to him the young Englishmen who +are here at present. + +After we had waited a few minutes, Goethe came in, and greeted us +cordially. He said to Mr. H., "I presume I may address you in German, as +I hear you are already well versed in our language." Mr. H. answered +with a few polite words, and Goethe requested us to be seated. + +Mr. H.'s manners and appearance must have made a good impression on +Goethe; for his sweetness and mild serenity were manifested towards the +stranger in their real beauty. "You did well," said he "to come hither +to learn German; for here you will quickly and easily acquire, not only +a knowledge of the language, but also of the elements on which it rests, +our soil, climate, mode of life, manners, social habits, and +constitution, and carry it away with you to England." + +Mr. H. replied, "The interest taken in the German language is now great, +so that there is now scarcely a young Englishman of good family who does +not learn German." + +"We Germans," said Goethe, good-humoredly, "have, however, been half a +century before your nation in this respect. For fifty years I have been +busy with the English language and literature; so that I am well +acquainted with your writers, your ways of living, and the +administration of your country. If I went over to England, I should be +no stranger there. + +"But, as I said before, your young men do well to come to us and learn +our language; for, not only does our literature merit attention on its +own account, but no one can deny that he who now knows German well can +dispense with many other languages. Of the French, I do not speak; it is +the language of conversation, and is indispensable in traveling, +because everybody understands it, and in all countries we can get on +with it instead of a good interpreter. But as for Greek, Latin, Italian, +and Spanish, we can read the best works of those nations in such +excellent German translations, that, unless we have some particular +object in view, we need not spend much time upon the toilsome study of +those languages. It is in the German nature duly to honor, after its +kind, everything produced by other nations, and to accommodate itself to +foreign peculiarities. This, with the great flexibility of our language, +makes German translations thoroughly faithful and complete. And it is +not to be denied that, in general, you get on very far with a good +translation. Frederick the Great did not know Latin, but he read Cicero +in the French translation with as much profit as we who read him in the +original." + +Then, turning the conversation on the theatre, he asked Mr. H. whether +he went frequently thither. "Every evening," he replied, "and find that +I thus gain much towards the understanding of the language." + +"It is remarkable," said Goethe, "that the ear, and generally the +understanding, gets the start of speaking; so that a man may very soon +comprehend all he hears, but by no means express it all." + +"I experience daily," said Mr. H., "the truth of that remark. I +understand very well whatever I hear or read; I even feel when an +incorrect expression is made use of in German. But when I speak, nothing +will flow, and I cannot express myself as I wish. In light conversation +at court, jests with the ladies, a chat at balls, and the like, I +succeed pretty well. But, if I try to express an opinion on any +important topic, to say anything peculiar or luminous, I cannot get on." + +"Be not discouraged by that," said Goethe, "since it is hard enough to +express such uncommon matters in one's own mother tongue." + +He then asked what Mr. H. read in German literature. "I have read +_Egmont_," he replied, "and found so much pleasure in the perusal that +I returned to it three times. _Torquato Tasso_, too, has afforded me +much enjoyment. Now I am reading _Faust_, but find that it is somewhat +difficult." + +Goethe laughed at these last words. "Really," said he, "I would +not have advised you to undertake _Faust_. It is mad stuff, and +goes quite beyond all ordinary feeling. But since you have done it of +your own accord, without asking my advice, you will see how you will get +through. Faust is so strange an individual that only few can sympathize +with his internal condition. Then the character of Mephistopheles is, on +account of his irony, and also because he is a living result of an +extensive acquaintance with the world, also very difficult. But you will +see what lights open upon you. _Tasso_, on the other hand, lies far +nearer the common feelings of mankind, and the elaboration of its form +is favorable to an easy comprehension of it." + +"Yet," said Mr. H., "_Tasso_ is thought difficult in Germany, and people +have wondered to hear me say that I was reading it." + +"What is chiefly needed for _Tasso_," replied Goethe, "is that one +should be no longer a child, and should have been in good society. A +young man of good family, with sufficient mind and delicacy, and also +with enough outward culture, such as will be produced by intercourse +with accomplished men of the higher class, will not find' Tasso +difficult." + +The conversation turning upon _Egmont_, he said, "I wrote _Egmont_ in +1775--fifty years ago. I adhered closely to history, and strove to be as +accurate as possible. Ten years afterwards, when I was in Rome, I read +in the newspapers that the revolutionary scenes in the Nether lands +there described were exactly repeated. I saw from this that the world +remains ever the same, and that my picture must have some life in it." + +Amid this and similar conversation, the hour for the theatre had come. +We arose, and Goethe dismissed us in a friendly manner. + +As we went homeward, I asked Mr. H. how he was pleased with Goethe. "I +have never," said he, "seen a man who, with all his attractive +gentleness, had so much native dignity. However he may condescend, he is +always the great man." + +Professor Riemer was announced, Rehbein took leave, and Riemer sat down +with us. The conversation still turned on the _motives_ of the Servian +love-poems. Riemer was acquainted with the topic, and made the remark +that, according to the table of contents given above, not only could +poems be made, but that the same motives had been already used by the +Germans, without any knowledge that they had been treated in Servia. He +mentioned some poems of his own, and I mentioned some poems by Goethe, +which had occurred to me during the reading. + +"The world," said Goethe, "remains always the same; situations are +repeated; one people lives, loves, and feels like another; why should +not one poet write like another? The situations of life are alike; why, +then, should those of poems be unlike?" + +"This very similarity in life and sensation," said Riemer, "makes us all +able to appreciate the poetry of other nations. If this were not the +case, we should never know what foreign poems were about." + +"I am, therefore," said I, "always surprised at the learned, who seem to +suppose that poetizing proceeds not from life to the poem, but from the +book to the poem. They are always saying, 'He got this here; he got that +there.' If, for instance, they find passages in Shakespeare which are +also to be found in the ancients, they say he must have taken them from +the ancients. Thus there is a situation in Shakespeare, where, on the +sight of a beautiful girl, the parents are congratulated who call her +daughter, and the youth who will lead her home as his bride. And +because the same thing occurs in Homer, Shakespeare, forsooth, has +taken it from Homer. How odd! As if one had to go so far for such +things, and did not have them before one's eyes, feel them and utter +them every day." "Ah, yes," said Goethe, "it is very ridiculous." + +"Lord Byron, too," said I, "is no wiser, when he takes _Faust_ to +pieces, and thinks you found one thing here, the other there." + +"The greater part of those fine things cited by Lord Byron," said +Goethe, "I have never even read, much less did I think of them, when +I was writing _Faust_. But Lord Byron is great only as a poet; as +soon as he reflects, he is a child. He knows not how to help himself +against the stupid attacks of the same kind made upon him by his own +countrymen. He ought to have expressed himself more strongly against +them. 'What is there is mine,' he should have said, 'and whether I got +it from a book or from life, is of no consequence; the only point is, +whether I have made a right use of it.' Walter Scott used a scene from +my _Egmont_, and he had a right to do so; and because he did it +well, he deserves praise. He has also copied the character of my Mignon +in one of his romances; but whether with equal judgment, is another +question. Lord Byron's transformed Devil[14] is a continuation of +Mephistopheles, and quite right too. If, from the whim of originality, +he had departed from the model, he would certainly have fared worse. +Thus, my Mephistopheles sings a song from Shakespeare, and why should +he not? Why should I give myself the trouble of inventing one of my +own, when this said just what was wanted. If, too, the prologue to my +_Faust_ is something like the beginning of Job, that is again +quite right, and I am rather to be praised than censured." + +Goethe was in the best humor. He sent for a bottle of wine, and filled +for Riemer and me; he himself drank Marienbad water. He seemed to have +appointed this evening for looking over, with Riemer, the manuscript of +the continuation of his autobiography, perhaps in order to improve it +here and there, in point of expression. "Let Eckermann stay and hear it +too," said Goethe; which words I was very glad to hear, and he then laid +the manuscript before Riemer, who began to read, commencing with the +year 1795. + +I had already, in the course of the summer, had the pleasure of +repeatedly reading and reflecting on the still unpublished record of +those years, down to the latest time. But now to hear them read aloud in +Goethe's presence, afforded quite a new enjoyment. Riemer paid especial +attention to the mode of expression; and I had occasion to admire his +great dexterity, and his affluence of words and phrases. But in Goethe's +mind the epoch of life described was revived; he revelled in +recollections, and on the mention of single persons and events, filled +out the written narrative by the details he orally gave us. That was a +precious evening! The most distinguished of his contemporaries were +talked over; but the conversation always came back to Schiller, who was +so interwoven with this period, from 1795 to 1800. The theatre had been +the object of their united efforts, and Goethe's best works belong to +this time. _Wilhelm Meister_ was completed; _Hermann and Dorothea_ +planned and written; _Cellini_ translated for the "Horen;" the "Xenien" +written by both for Schiller's _Musenalmanach_; every day brought with +it points of contact. Of all this we talked this evening, and Goethe had +full opportunity for the most interesting communications. + +"_Hermann and Dorothea_," said he, "is almost the only one of my larger +poems which still satisfies me; I can never read it without strong +interest. I love it best in the Latin translation; there it seems to me +nobler, and as if it had returned to its original form." + +_Wilhelm Meister_ was often a subject of discourse. "Schiller blamed me +for interweaving tragic elements which do not belong to the novel. Yet +he was wrong, as we all know. In his letters to me, there are most +important views and opinions with respect to _Wilhelm Meister_. But this +work is one of the most incalculable productions; I myself can scarcely +be said to have the key to it. People seek a central point, and that is +hard, and not even right. I should think a rich, manifold life, brought +close to our eyes, would be enough in itself, without any express +tendency, which, after all, is only for the intellect. But if anything +of the sort is insisted upon, it will perhaps be found in the words +which Frederic, at the end, addresses to the hero, when he says--'Thou +seem'st to me like Saul, the son of Kish, who went out to seek his +father's asses, and found a kingdom.' Keep only to this; for, in fact, +the whole work seems to say nothing more than that man, despite all his +follies and errors, being led by a higher hand, reaches some happy goal +at last." + +We then talked of the high degree of culture which, during the last +fifty years, had become general among the middle classes of Germany, and +Goethe ascribed the merit of this not so much to Lessing as to Herder +and Wieland. "Lessing," said he, "was of the very highest understanding, +and only one equally great could truly learn of him. To a half faculty +he was dangerous." He mentioned a journalist who had formed himself on +Lessing, and at the end of the last century had played a part indeed, +but far from a noble one, because he was so inferior to his great +predecessor. + +"All Upper Germany," said he, "is indebted to Wieland for its style. It +has learned much from him; and the capability of expressing itself +correctly is not the least." + +On mentioning the _Xenien_,[15] he especially praised those of +Schiller, which he called sharp and biting, while he called his own +innocent and trivial. + +"The _Thierkreis_ (Zodiac), which is by Schiller," said he, "I always +read with admiration. The good effects which the _Xenien_ had upon the +German literature of their time are beyond calculation." Many persons +against whom the _Xenien_ were directed, were mentioned on this +occasion, but their names have escaped my memory. + +After we had read and talked over the manuscript to the end of the year +1800, interrupted by these and innumerable other observations from +Goethe, he put aside the papers, and had a little supper placed at one +end of the table at which we were sitting. We partook of it, but Goethe +did not touch a morsel; indeed, I have never seen him eat in the +evening. He sat down with us, filled our glasses, snuffed the candles, +and intellectually regaled us with the most agreeable conversation. His +remembrance of Schiller was so lively, that the conversation during the +latter part of the evening was devoted to him alone. + +Riemer spoke of Schiller's personal appearance. "The build of his limbs, +his gait in the street, all his motions," said he, "were proud; his eyes +only were soft." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "everything else about him was proud and majestic, +only the eyes were soft. And his talent was like his outward form. He +seized boldly on a great subject, and turned it this way and that, and +handled it this way and that. But he saw his object, as it were, only in +the outside; a quiet development from its interior was not within his +province. His talent was desultory. Thus he was never decided--could +never have done. He often changed a part just before a rehearsal. + +"And, as he went so boldly to work, he did not take sufficient pains +about _motives_. I recollect what trouble I had with him, when he wanted +to make Gessler, in Tell, abruptly break an apple from the tree, and +have it shot from the boy's head. This was quite against my nature, and +I urged him to give at least some motive to this barbarity, by making +the boy boast to Gessler of his father's dexterity, and say that he +could shoot an apple from a tree at a hundred paces. Schiller, at first, +would have nothing of the sort: but at last he yielded to my arguments +and intentions, and did as I advised him. I, on the other hand, by too +great attention to _motives_, kept my pieces from the theatre. My +_Eugenie_[16] is nothing but a chain of _motives_, and this cannot +succeed on the stage. + +"Schiller's genius was really made for the theatre. With every piece he +progressed, and became more finished; but, strange to say, a certain +love for the horrible adhered to him from the time of _The Robbers_, +which never quite left him even in his prime. I still recollect +perfectly well, that in the prison scene in my 'Egmont,' where the +sentence is read to him, Schiller would have made Alva appear in the +background, masked and muffled in a cloak, enjoying the effect which the +sentence would produce on Egmont. Thus Alva was to show himself +insatiable in revenge and malice. I, however, protested, and prevented +the apparition. He was a great, odd man. + +"Every week he became different and more finished; each time that I saw +him, he seemed to me to have advanced in learning and judgment. His +letters are the fairest memorials of him which I possess, and they are +also among the most excellent of his writings. His last letter I +preserve as a sacred relic, among my treasures." He rose and fetched it. +"See and read it," said he; giving it to me. + +It was a very fine letter, written in a bold hand. It contained an +opinion of Goethe's notes to "Rameau's Nephew," which exhibit French +literature at that time, and which he had given Schiller to look over. I +read the letter aloud to Riemer. + +"You see," said Goethe, "how apt and consistent is his judgment, and +that the handwriting nowhere betrays any trace of weakness. He was a +splendid man, and went from us in all the fulness of his strength. This +letter is dated the 24th of April, 1805. Schiller died on the 9th of +May." + +We looked at the letter by turns, and were pleased both with the clear +style and the fine handwriting. Goethe bestowed several other words of +affectionate reminiscence upon his friend, until it was nearly eleven +o'clock, and we departed. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, October_ 15.--I found Goethe in a very elevated mood this +evening, and had the pleasure of hearing from him many significant +remarks. We talked about the state of the newest literature, when Goethe +expressed himself as follows: + +"Deficiency of character in individual investigators and writers is," he +said, "the source of all the evils of our newest literature. + +"In criticism, especially, this defect produces mischief to the world, +for it either diffuses the false instead of the true, or by a pitiful +truth deprives us of something great, that would be better. + +"Till lately, the world believed in the heroism of a Lucretia--of a +Mucius Scaevola--and suffered itself, by this belief, to be warmed and +inspired. But now comes your historical criticism, and says that those +persons never lived, but are to be regarded as fables and fictions, +divined by the great mind of the Romans. What are we to do with so +pitiful a truth? If the Romans were great enough to invent such stories, +we should at least be great enough to believe them. + +"Till lately, I was always pleased with a great fact in the thirteenth +century, when the Emperor Frederic the Second was at variance with the +Pope, and the north of Germany was open to all sorts of hostile attacks. +Asiatic hordes had actually penetrated as far as Silesia, when the Duke +of Liegnitz terrified them by one great defeat. They then turned to +Moravia, but were here defeated by Count Sternberg. These valiant men +had on this account been living in my heart as the great saviors of the +German nation. But now comes historical criticism, and says that these +heroes sacrificed themselves quite uselessly, as the Asiatic army was +already recalled, and would have returned of its own accord. Thus is a +great national fact crippled and destroyed, which seems to me most +abominable." + +After these remarks on historical critics, Goethe spoke of another class +of seekers and literary men. + +"I could never," said he, "have known so well how paltry men are, and +how little they care for really high aims, if I had not tested them by +my scientific researches. Thus I saw that most men care for science only +so far as they get a living by it, and that they worship even error when +it affords them a subsistence. + +"In _belles lettres_ it is no better. There, too, high aims and genuine +love for the true and sound, and for their diffusion, are very rare +phenomena. One man cherishes and tolerates another, because he is by him +cherished and tolerated in return. True greatness is hateful to them; +they would fain drive it from the world, so that only such as they might +be of importance in it. Such are the masses; and the prominent +individuals are not better. + +"---- 's great talents and world-embracing learning might have done much +for his country. But his want of character has deprived the world of +such great results, and himself of the esteem of the country. + +"We want a man like Lessing. For how was he great, except in +character--in firmness? There are many men as clever and as cultivated, +but where is such character? + +"Many are full of _esprit_ and knowledge, but they are also full of +vanity; and that they may shine as wits before the short-sighted +multitude, they have no shame or delicacy--nothing is sacred to them. + +"Madame de Genlis was therefore perfectly right when she declaimed +against the freedoms and profanities of Voltaire. Clever as they all may +be, the world has derived no profit from them; they afford a foundation +for nothing. Nay, they have been of the greatest injury, since they have +confused men and robbed them of their needful support. + +"After all, what do we know, and how far can we go with all our wit? + +"Man is born not to solve the problems of the universe, but to find out +where the problem begins, and then to restrain himself within the limits +of the comprehensible. + +"His faculties are not sufficient to measure the actions of the +universe; and an attempt to explain the outer world by reason is, with +his narrow point of view, but a vain endeavor. The reason of man and the +reason of the Deity are two very different things. + +"If we grant freedom to man, there is an end to the omniscience of God; +for if the Divinity knows how I shall act, I must act so perforce. I +give this merely as a sign how little we know, and to show that it is +not good to meddle with divine mysteries. + +"Moreover, we should only utter higher maxims so far as they can benefit +the world. The rest we should keep within ourselves, and they will +diffuse over our actions a lustre like the mild radiance of a hidden +sun." + +_Sunday, December_ 25.--"I have of late made an observation, which I +will impart to you. + +"Everything we do has a result. But that which is right and prudent does +not always lead to good, nor the contrary to what is bad; frequently the +reverse takes place. Some time since, I made a mistake in one of these +transactions with booksellers, and was sorry that I had done so. But now +circumstances have so altered, that, if I had not made that very +mistake, I should have made a greater one. Such instances occur +frequently in life, and hence we see men of the world, who know this, +going to work with great freedom and boldness." + +I was struck by this remark, which was new to me. + +I then turned the conversation to some of his works, and we came to the +elegy _Alexis and Dora_. + +"In this poem," said Goethe, "people have blamed the strong, passionate +conclusion, and would have liked the elegy to end gently and peacefully, +without that outbreak of jealousy; but I could not see that they were +right. Jealousy is so manifestly an ingredient of the affair, that the +poem would be incomplete if it were not introduced at all. I myself knew +a young man who, in the midst of his impassioned love for an easily-won +maiden, cried out, 'But would she not act to another as she has acted to +me?'" + +I agreed entirely with Goethe, and then mentioned the peculiar +situations in this elegy, where, with so few strokes and in so narrow a +space, all is so well delineated that we think we see the whole life and +domestic environment of the persons engaged in the action. "What you +have described," said I, "appears as true as if you had worked from +actual experience." + +"I am glad it seems so to you," said Goethe. "There are, however, few +men who have imagination for the truth of reality; most prefer strange +countries and circumstances, of which they know nothing, and by which +their imagination may be cultivated, oddly enough. + +"Then there are others who cling altogether to reality, and, as they +wholly want the poetic spirit, are too severe in their requisitions. For +instance, in this elegy, some would have had me give Alexis a servant to +carry his bundle, never thinking that all that was poetic and idyllic in +the situation would thus have been destroyed." + +From _Alexis and Dora_, the conversation then turned to _Wilhelm +Meister_. "There are odd critics in this world," said Goethe; "they +blamed me for letting the hero of this novel live so much in bad +company; but by this very circumstance that I considered this so-called +bad company as a vase into which I could put everything I had to say +about good society, I gained a poetical body, and a varied one into the +bargain. Had I, on the contrary, delineated good society by the +so-called good society, nobody would have read the book. + +"In the seeming trivialities of _Wilhelm Meister_, there is always +something higher at bottom, and nothing is required but eyes, knowledge +of the world, and power of comprehension to perceive the great in the +small. For those who are without such qualities, let it suffice to +receive the picture of life as real life." + +Goethe then showed me a very interesting English work, which illustrated +all Shakespeare in copper plates. Each page embraced, in six small +designs, one piece with some verses written beneath, so that the leading +idea and the most important situations of each work were brought before +the eyes. All these immortal tragedies and comedies thus passed before +the mind like processions of masks. + +"It is even terrifying," said Goethe, "to look through these little +pictures. Thus are we first made to feel the infinite wealth and +grandeur of Shakespeare. There is no motive in human life which he has +not exhibited and expressed! And all with what ease and freedom! + +"But we cannot talk about Shakespeare; everything is inadequate. I have +touched upon the subject in my _Wilhelm Meister_ but that is not saying +much. He is not a theatrical poet; he never thought of the stage; it was +far too narrow for his great mind: nay, the whole visible world was too +narrow. + +"He is even too rich and too powerful. A productive _nature_[17] ought +not to read more than one of his dramas in a year if it would not be +wrecked entirely. I did well to get rid of him by writing _Goetz_, and +_Egmont_,[18] and Byron did well by not having too much respect and +admiration for him, but going his own way. How many excellent Germans +have been ruined by him and Calderon! + +"Shakespeare gives us golden apples in silver dishes. We get, indeed, +the silver dishes by studying his works; but, unfortunately, we have +only potatoes to put into them." + +I laughed, and was delighted with this admirable simile. + +Goethe then read me a letter from Zelter, describing a representation of +Macbeth at Berlin, where the music could not keep pace with the grand +spirit and character of the piece, as Zelter set forth by various +intimations. By Goethe's reading, the letter gained its full effect, and +he often paused to admire with me the point of some single passage. + +"_Macbeth_," said Goethe, "is Shakespeare's best acting play, the one in +which he shows most understanding with respect to the stage. But would +you see his mind unfettered, read _Troilus and Cressida_, where he +treats the materials of the _Iliad_ in his own fashion." + +The conversation turned upon Byron--the disadvantage in which he appears +when placed beside the innocent cheerfulness of Shakespeare, and the +frequent and generally not unjust blame which he drew upon himself by +his manifold works of negation. + +"If Lord Byron," said Goethe, "had had an opportunity of working off all +the opposition in his character, by a number of strong parliamentary +speeches, he would have been much more pure as a poet. But, as he +scarcely ever spoke in parliament, he kept within himself all his +feelings against his nation, and to free himself from them, he had no +other means than to express them in poetical form. I could, therefore, +call a great part of Byron's works of negation 'suppressed parliamentary +speeches,' and think this would be no bad name for them." + +We then mentioned one of our most modern German poets, Platen, who had +lately gained a great name, and whose negative tendency was likewise +disapproved. "We cannot deny," said Goethe, "that he has many brilliant +qualities, but he is wanting in--love. He loves his readers and his +fellow-poets as little as he loves himself, and thus we may apply to him +the maxim of the apostle--'Though I speak with the tongues of men and +angels, and have not love (charity), I am become as sounding brass and a +tinkling cymbal.' I have lately read the poems of Platen, and cannot +deny his great talent. But, as I said, he is deficient in _love_, and +thus he will never produce the effect which he ought. He will be feared, +and will be the idol of those who would like to be as negative as +himself, but have not his talent." + + * * * * * + +1827 + +_Thursday evening, January_ 18.--The conversation now turned wholly on +Schiller, and Goethe proceeded thus: "Schiller's proper productive +talent lay in the ideal; and it may be said he has not his equal in +German or any other literature. He has almost everything that Lord Byron +has; but Lord Byron is his superior in knowledge of the world. I wish +Schiller had lived to know Lord Byron's works, and wonder what he would +have said to so congenial a mind. Did Byron publish anything during +Schiller's life?" + +I could not say with certainty. Goethe took down the Conversations +Lexicon, and read the article on Byron, making many hasty remarks as he +proceeded. It appeared that Byron had published nothing before 1807, and +that therefore Schiller could have seen nothing of his. + +"Through all Schiller's works," continued Goethe, "goes the idea of +freedom; though this idea assumed a new shape as Schiller advanced in +his culture and became another man. In his youth it was physical freedom +which occupied him, and influenced his poems; in his later life it was +ideal freedom. + +"Freedom is an odd thing, and every man has enough of it, if he can +only satisfy himself. What avails a superfluity of freedom which we +cannot use? Look at this chamber and the next, in which, through the +open door, you see my bed. Neither of them is large; and they are +rendered still narrower by necessary furniture, books, manuscripts, and +works of art; but they are enough for me. I have lived in them all the +winter, scarcely entering my front rooms. What have I done with my +spacious house, and the liberty of going from one room to another, when +I have not found it requisite to make use of them? + +"If a man has freedom enough to live healthy, and work at his craft, he +has enough; and so much all can easily obtain. Then all of us are only +free under certain conditions, which we must fulfil. The citizen is as +free as the nobleman, when he restrains himself within the limits which +God appointed by placing him in that rank. The nobleman is as free as +the prince; for, if he will but observe a few ceremonies at court, he +may feel himself his equal. Freedom consists not in refusing to +recognize anything above us, but in respecting something which is above +us; for, by respecting it, we raise ourselves to it, and by our very +acknowledgment make manifest that we bear within ourselves what is +higher, and are worthy to be on a level with it. + +"I have, on my journeys, often met merchants from the north of Germany, +who fancied they were my equals, if they rudely seated themselves next +me at table. They were, by this method, nothing of the kind; but they +would have been so if they had known how to value and treat me. + +"That this physical freedom gave Schiller so much trouble in his +youthful years, was caused partly by the nature of his mind, but still +more by the restraint which he endured at the military school. In later +days, when he had enough physical freedom, he passed over to the ideal; +and I would almost say that this idea killed him, since it led him to +make demands on his physical nature which were too much for his +strength. + +"The Grand Duke fixed on Schiller, when he was established here, an +income of one thousand dollars yearly, and offered to give him twice as +much in case he should be hindered by sickness from working. Schiller +declined this last offer, and never availed himself of it. 'I have +talent,' said he, 'and must help myself.' But as his family enlarged of +late years, he was obliged, for a livelihood, to write two dramas +annually; and to accomplish this, he forced himself to write days and +weeks when he was not well. He would have his talent obey him at any +hour. He never drank much; he was very temperate; but, in such hours of +bodily weakness, he was obliged to stimulate his powers by the use of +spirituous liquors. This habit impaired his health, and was likewise +injurious to his productions. The faults which some wiseacres find in +his works I deduce from this source. All the passages which they say are +not what they ought to be, I would call pathological passages; for he +wrote them on those days when he had not strength to find the right and +true motives. I have every respect for the categorical imperative. I +know how much good may proceed from it; but one must not carry it too +far, for then this idea of ideal freedom certainly leads to no good." + +Amid these interesting remarks, and similar discourse on Lord Byron and +the celebrated German authors, of whom Schiller had said that he liked +Kotzebue best, for he, at any rate, produced something, the hours of +evening passed swiftly along, and Goethe gave me the novel, that I might +study it quietly at home. + + * * * * * + +_Wednesday, February 21_.--Dined with Goethe. He spoke much, and with +admiration, of Alexander von Humboldt, whose work on Cuba and Colombia +he had begun to read and whose views as to the project for making a +passage through the Isthmus of Panama appeared to have a particular +interest for him. "Humboldt," said Goethe, "has, with a great knowledge +of his subject, given other points where, by making use of some streams +which flow into the Gulf of Mexico, the end may be perhaps better +attained than at Panama. All this is reserved for the future, and for an +enterprising spirit. So much, however, is certain, that, if they succeed +in cutting such a canal that ships of any burden and size can be +navigated through it from the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean, +innumerable benefits would result to the whole human race, civilized and +uncivilized. But I should wonder if the United States were to let an +opportunity escape of getting such work into their own hands. It may be +foreseen that this young state, with its decided predilection to the +West, will, in thirty or forty years, have occupied and peopled the +large tract of land beyond the Rocky Mountains. It may, furthermore, be +foreseen that along the whole coast of the Pacific Ocean, where nature +has already formed the most capacious and secure harbors, important +commercial towns will gradually arise, for the furtherance of a great +intercourse between China and the East Indies and the United States. In +such a case, it would not only be desirable, but almost necessary, that +a more rapid communication should be maintained between the eastern and +western shores of North America, both by merchant-ships and men-of-war, +than has hitherto been possible with the tedious, disagreeable, and +expensive voyage round Cape Horn. I therefore repeat, that it is +absolutely indispensable for the United States to effect a passage from +the Mexican Gulf to the Pacific Ocean; and I am certain that they will +do it. + +"Would that I might live to see it!--but I shall not. I should like to +see another thing--a junction of the Danube and the Rhine. But this +undertaking is so gigantic that I have doubts of its completion, +particularly when I consider our German resources. And thirdly, and +lastly, I should wish to see England in possession of a canal through +the Isthmus of Suez. Would I could live to see these three great works! +it would be well worth the trouble to last some fifty years more for the +very purpose." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, May 3_.--The highly successful translation of Goethe's +dramatic works, by Stapfer, was noticed by Monsieur J. J. Ampere in the +_Parisian Globe_ of last year, in a manner no less excellent, and this +affected Goethe so agreeably that he very often recurred to it, and +expressed his great obligations to it. + +"Ampere's point of view is a very high one," said he. + +"When German critics on similar occasions start from philosophy, and in +the consideration and discussion of a poetical production proceed in a +manner that what they intend as an elucidation is only intelligible to +philosophers of their own school, while for other people it is far more +obscure than the work upon which they intended to throw a light, M. +Ampere, on the contrary, shows himself quite practical and popular. Like +one who knows his profession thoroughly, he shows the relation between +the production and the producer, and judges the different poetical +productions as different fruits of different epochs of the poet's life. + +"He has studied most profoundly the changing course of my earthly +career, and of the condition of my mind, and has had the faculty of +seeing what I have not expressed, and what, so to speak, could only be +read between the lines. How truly has he remarked that, during the first +ten years of my official and court life at Weimar, I scarcely did +anything; that despair drove me to Italy; and that I there, with new +delight in producing, seized upon the history of Tasso, in order to free +myself, by the treatment of this agreeable subject, from the painful and +troublesome impressions and recollections of my life at Weimar. He +therefore very happily calls Tasso an elevated Werther. + +"Then, concerning Faust, his remarks are no less clever, since he not +only notes, as part of myself, the gloomy, discontented striving of the +principal character, but also the scorn and the bitter irony of +Mephistopheles." + +In this, and a similar spirit of acknowledgment, Goethe often spoke of +M. Ampere. We took a decided interest in him; we endeavored to picture +to ourselves his personal appearance, and, if we could not succeed in +this, we at least agreed that he must be a man of middle age to +understand the reciprocal action of life and poetry on each other. We +were, therefore, extremely surprised when M. Ampere arrived in Weimar a +few days ago, and proved to be a lively youth, some twenty years old; +and we were no less surprised when, in the course of further +intercourse, he told us that the whole of the contributors of the. +_Globe_, whose wisdom, moderation, and high degree of cultivation we had +often admired, were only young people like himself. + +"I can well comprehend," said I, "that a person may be young and may +still produce something of importance--like Merimee, for instance, who +wrote excellent pieces in his twentieth year; but that any one at so +early an age should have at his command such a comprehensive view, and +such deep insight, as to attain such mature judgment as the gentlemen of +the _Globe_, is to me something entirely new." + +"To you, in your Heath,"[19] returned Goethe, "it has not been so easy; +and we others also, in Central Germany, have been forced to buy our +little wisdom dearly enough. Then we all lead a very isolated miserable +sort of life! From the people, properly so called, we derive very little +culture. Our talents and men of brains are scattered over the whole of +Germany. One is in Vienna, another in Berlin, another in Koenigsberg, +another in Bonn or Dueseldorf--all about a hundred miles apart from one +another, so that personal contact and personal exchange of thought may +be considered as rarities. I feel what this must be, when such men as +Alexander von Humboldt come here, and in one single day lead me nearer +to what I am seeking and what I require to know than I should have done +for years in my own solitary way." + +"But now conceive a city like Paris, where the highest talents of a +great kingdom are all assembled in a single spot, and by daily +intercourse, strife, and emulation, mutually instruct and advance each +other; where the best works, both of nature and art, from all the +kingdoms of the earth, are open to daily inspection; conceive this +metropolis of the world, I say, where every walk over a bridge or +across a square recalls some mighty past, and where some historical +event is connected with every corner of a street. In addition to all +this, conceive not the Paris of a dull, spiritless time, but the +Paris of the nineteenth century, in which, during three generations, +such men as Moliere, Voltaire, Diderot, and the like, have kept up +such a current of intellect as cannot be found twice in a single spot +in the whole world, and you will comprehend that a man of talent like +Ampere, who has grown up amid such abundance, can easily be something +in his four-and-twentieth year. + +"You said just now," said Goethe, "that you could well understand how +any one in his twentieth year could write pieces as good as those of +Merimee. I have nothing to oppose to this; and I am, on the whole, quite +of your opinion that good productiveness is easier than good judgment in +a youthful man. But, in Germany, one had better not, when so young as +Merimee, attempt to produce anything so mature as he has done in his +pieces of _Clara Gazul_. It is true, Schiller was very young when he +wrote his _Robbers_, his _Love and Intrigue_, his _Fiesco_; but, to +speak the truth, all three pieces are rather the utterances of an +extraordinary talent than signs of mature cultivation in the author. +This, however, is not Schiller's fault, but rather the result of the +state of culture of his nation, and the great difficulty which we all +experience in assisting ourselves on our solitary way. + +"On the other hand, take up Beranger. He is the son of poor parents, the +descendant of a poor tailor; at one time a poor printer's apprentice, +then placed in some office with a small salary; he has never been to a +classical school or university; and yet his songs are so full of mature +cultivation, so full of wit and the most refined irony, and there is +such artistic perfection and masterly handling of the language that he +is the admiration, not only of France, but of all civilized Europe. + +"But imagine this same Beranger--instead of being born in Paris, and +brought up in this metropolis of the world--the son of a poor tailor in +Jena or Weimar, and let him commence his career, in an equally miserable +manner, in such small places--then ask yourself what fruit would have +been produced by this same tree grown in such a soil and in such an +atmosphere. + +"Therefore, my good friend, I repeat that, if a talent is to be speedily +and happily developed, the great point is that a great deal of intellect +and sound culture should be current in a nation. + +"We admire the tragedies of the ancient Greeks; but, to take a correct +view of the case, we ought rather to admire the period and the nation in +which their production was possible than the individual authors; for +though each of these pieces differs a little from every other, and +though one of these poets appears somewhat greater and more finished +than the other, still, taking all things together, only one decided +character runs through the whole. + +"This is the character of grandeur, fitness, soundness, human +perfection, elevated wisdom, sublime thought, pure, strong intuition, +and whatever other qualities one might enumerate. But when we find all +these qualities, not only in the dramatic works that have come down to +us but also in lyrical and epic works, in the philosophers, the orators, +and the historians, and in an equally high degree in the works of +plastic art that have come down to us, we must feel convinced that such +qualities did not merely belong to individuals, but were the current +property of the nation and the whole period. + +"Now, take up Burns. How is he great, except through the circumstance +that the whole songs of his predecessors lived in the mouth of the +people--that they were, so to speak, sung at his cradle; that, as a boy, +he grew up amongst them, and the high excellence of these models so +pervaded him that he had therein a living basis on which he could +proceed further? Again, why is he great, but from this, that his own +songs at once found susceptible ears amongst his compatriots; that, sung +by reapers and sheaf-binders, they at once greeted him in the field; and +that his boon-companions sang them to welcome him at the ale-house? +Something was certainly to be done in this way. + +"On the other hand, what a pitiful figure is made by us Germans! Of our +old songs--no less important than those of Scotland--how many lived +among the people in the days of my youth? Herder and his successors +first began to collect them and rescue them from oblivion; then they +were at least printed in the libraries. Then, more lately, what songs +have not Buerger and Voss composed! Who can say that they are more +insignificant or less popular than those of the excellent Burns? but +which of them so lives among us that it greets us from the mouth of the +people? They are written and printed, and they remain in the libraries, +quite in accordance with the general fate of German poets. Of my own +songs, how many live? Perhaps one or another of them may be sung by a +pretty girl to the piano; but among the people, properly so called, they +have no sound. With what sensations must I remember the time when +passages from Tasso were sung to me by Italian fishermen! + +"We Germans are of yesterday. We have indeed been properly cultivated +for a century; but a few centuries more must still elapse before so much +mind and elevated culture will become universal amongst our people that +they will appreciate beauty like the Greeks, that they will be inspired +by a beautiful song, and that it will be said of them 'it is long since +they were barbarians.'" + +_Tuesday, December 16_.--I dined today with Goethe alone, in his +work-room. We talked on various literary topics. + +"The Germans," said he, "cannot cease to be Philistines. They are now +squabbling about some verses, which are printed both in Schiller's works +and mine, and fancy it is important to ascertain which really belong to +Schiller and which to me; as if anything could be gained by such +investigation--as if the existence of such things were not enough. +Friends, such as Schiller and I, intimate for years, with the same +interests, in habits of daily intercourse, and under reciprocal +obligations, live so completely in each other that it is hardly possible +to decide to which of the two the particular thoughts belong. + +"We have made many distiches together; sometimes I gave the thought, and +Schiller made the verse; sometimes the contrary was the case; sometimes +he made one line, and I the other. What matters the mine and thine? One +must be a thorough Philistine, indeed, to attach the slightest +importance to the solution of such questions." + +"Something similar," said I, "often happens in the literary world, when +people, for instance, doubt the originality of this or that celebrated +man, and seek to trace out the sources from whence he obtained his +cultivation." + +"That is very ridiculous," said Goethe; "we might as well question a +strong man about the oxen, sheep, and swine, which he has eaten, and +which have given him strength. + +"We are indeed born with faculties; but we owe our development to a +thousand influences of the great world, from which we appropriate to +ourselves what we can, and what is suitable to us. I owe much to the +Greeks and French; I am infinitely indebted to Shakespeare, Sterne, and +Goldsmith; but in saying this I do not show the sources of my culture; +that would be an endless as well as an unnecessary task. What is +important is to have a soul which loves truth, and receives it wherever +it finds it. + +"Besides, the world is now so old, so many eminent men have lived and +thought for thousands of years, that there is little new to be +discovered or expressed. Even my theory of colors is not entirely new. +Plato, Leonardo da Vinci, any many other excellent men, have before me +found and expressed the same thing in a detached form: my merit is, that +I have found it also, that I have said it again, and that I have striven +to bring the truth once more into a confused world. + +"The truth must be repeated over and over again, because error is +repeatedly preached among us, not only by individuals, but by the +masses. In periodicals and cyclopaedias, in schools and universities; +everywhere, in fact, error prevails, and is quite easy in the feeling +that it has a decided majority on its side. + +"Often, too, people teach truth and error together, and stick to the +latter. Thus, a short time ago, I read in an English cyclopaedia the +doctrine of the origin of Blue. First came the correct view of Leonardo +da Vinci, but then followed, as quietly as possible, the error of +Newton, coupled with remarks that this was to be adhered to because it +was the view generally adopted." + +I could not help laughing with surprise when I heard this. "Every +wax-taper," I said, "every illuminated cloud of smoke from the kitchen, +that has anything dark behind it, every morning mist, when it lies +before a steady spot, daily convinces me of the origin of blue color, +and makes me comprehend the blueness of the sky. What the Newtonians +mean when they say that the air has the property of absorbing other +colors, and of repelling blue alone, I cannot at all understand, nor do +I see what use or pleasure is to be derived from a doctrine in which all +thought stands still, and all sound observation completely vanishes." + +"My good innocent friend," said Goethe, "these people do not care a jot +about thoughts and observations. They are satisfied if they have only +words which they can pass as current, as was well shown and not +ill-expressed by my own Mephistopheles: + + "Mind, above all, you stick to words, + Thus through the safe gate you will go + Into the fane of certainty; + For when ideas begin to fail + A word will aptly serve your turn," etc. + +Goethe recited this passage laughing, and seemed altogether in the best +humor. "It is a good thing," said he, "that all is already in print, and +I shall go on printing as long as I have anything to say against false +doctrine, and those who disseminate it. + +"We have now excellent men rising up in natural science," he continued, +after a pause, "and I am glad to see them. Others begin well, but +afterwards fall off; their predominating subjectivity leads them astray. +Others, again, set too much value on facts, and collect an infinite +number, by which nothing is proved. On the whole, there is a want of +originating mind to penetrate back to the original phenomena, and master +the particulars that make their appearance." + +A short visit interrupted our discourse, but when we were again alone +the conversation returned to poetry, and I told Goethe that I had of +late been once more studying his little poems, and had dwelt especially +upon two of them, viz., the ballad[20] about the children and the old +man, and the "Happy Couple" (_die gluecklichen Gatten_). + +"I myself set some value on these two poems," said Goethe, "although the +German public have hitherto not been able to make much out of them." + +"In the ballad," I said, "a very copious subject is brought into a very +limited compass, by means of all sorts of poetical forms and artifices, +among which I especially praise the expedient of making the old man tell +the children's past history down to the point where the present moment +comes in, and the rest is developed before our eyes." + +"I carried the ballad a long time about in my head," said Goethe, +"before I wrote it down. Whole years of reflection are comprised in it, +and I made three or four trials before I could reduce it to its present +shape." + +"The poem of the 'Happy Couple,'" continued Goethe, "is likewise rich in +_motives_; whole landscapes and passages of human life appear in it, +warmed by the sunlight of a charming spring sky, which is diffused over +the whole." + +"I have always liked that poem," said Goethe, "and I am glad that you +have regarded it with particular interest. The ending of the whole +pleasantry with a double christening is, I think, pretty enough." + +We then came to the _Buergergeneral_ (Citizengeneral); with respect to +which I said that I had been lately reading this piece with an +Englishman, and that we had both felt the strongest desire to see it +represented on the stage. "As far as the spirit of the work is +concerned," said I, "there is nothing antiquated about it; and with +respect to the details of dramatic development, there is not a touch +that does not seem designed for the stage." + +"It was a very good piece in its time," said Goethe, "and caused us many +a pleasant evening. It was, indeed, excellently cast, and had been so +admirably studied that the dialogue moved along as glibly as possible. +Malcolmi played Maerten, and nothing could be more perfect. + +"The part of Schnaps," said I, "seems to me no less felicitous. Indeed, +I should not think there were many better or more thankful parts in the +repertoire. There is in this personage, as in the whole piece, a +clearness, an actual presence, to the utmost extent that can be desired +for a theatre. The scene where he comes in with the knapsack, and +produces the things one after another, where he puts the _moustache_ on +Maerten, and decks himself with the cap of liberty, uniform, and sword, +is among the best." "This scene," said Goethe, "used always to be very +successful on our stage. Then the knapsack, with the articles in it, had +really an historical existence. I found it in the time of the +Revolution, on my travels along the French border, when the emigrants, +on their flight, had passed through, and one of them might have lost it +or thrown it away. The articles it contained were just the same as in +the piece. I wrote the scene upon it, and the knapsack, with all its +appurtenances, was always introduced, to the no small delight of our +actors." + +The question whether the _Buergergeneral_ could still be played with any +interest or profit, was for a while the subject of our conversation. + +Goethe then asked about my progress in French literature, and I told him +that I still took up Voltaire from time to time, and that the great +talent of this man gave me the purest delight. + +"I still know but little of him," said I; "I keep to his short poems +addressed to persons, which I read over and over again, and which I +cannot lay aside." + +"Indeed," said Goethe, "all is good which is written by so great a +genius as Voltaire, though I cannot excuse all his profanity. But you +are right to give so much time to those little poems addressed to +persons; they are unquestionably among the most charming of his works. +There is not a line which is not full of thought, clear, bright, and +graceful." + +"And we see," said I, "his relations to all the great and mighty of the +world, and remark with pleasure the distinguished position taken by +himself, inasmuch as he seems to feel himself equal to the highest, and +we never find that any majesty can embarrass his free mind even for a +moment." + +"Yes," said Goethe, "he bore himself like a man of rank. And with all +his freedom and audacity, he ever kept within the limits of strict +propriety, which is, perhaps, saying still more. I may cite the Empress +of Austria as an authority in such matters; she has repeatedly assured +me, that in those poems of Voltaire's, there is no trace of crossing the +line of _convenance_." + +"Does your excellency," said I, "remember the short poem in which he +makes to the Princess of Prussia, afterwards Queen of Sweden, a pretty +declaration of love, by saying that he dreamed of being elevated to the +royal dignity?" + +"It is one of his best," said Goethe, and he recited the lines-- + + "Je vous aimais, princesse, et j'osais vous le dire; + Les Dieux et mon reveil ne m'ont pas tout ote, + Je n'ai perdu que mon empire." + +"How pretty that is! And never did poet have his talent so completely at +command every moment as Voltaire. I remember an anecdote, when he had +been for some time on a visit to Madame du Chatelet. Just as he was +going away, and the carriage was standing at the door, he received a +letter from a great number of young girls in a neighboring convent, who +wished to play the 'Death of Julius Caesar' on the birthday of their +abbess, and begged him to write them a prologue. The case was too +delicate for a refusal; so Voltaire at once called for pen and paper, +and wrote the desired prologue, standing, upon the mantlepiece. It is a +poem of perhaps twenty lines, thoroughly digested, finished, perfectly +suited to the occasion, and, in short, of the very best class." + +"I am very desirous to read it," said I. + +"I doubt," said Goethe, "whether you will find it in your collection. It +has only lately come to light, and, indeed, he wrote hundreds of such +poems, of which many may still be scattered about among private +persons." + +"I found of late a passage in Lord Byron," said I, "from which I +perceived with delight that even Byron had an extraordinary esteem for +Voltaire. We may see in his works how much he liked to read, study, and +make use of Voltaire. + +"Byron," said Goethe, "knew too well where anything was to be got, and +was too clever not to draw from this universal source of light." + +The conversation then turned entirely upon Byron and several of his +works, and Goethe found occasion to repeat many of his former +expressions of admiration for that great genius. + +"To all that your excellency says of Byron," said I, "I agree from the +bottom of my heart; but, however great and remarkable that poet may be +as a genius, I very much doubt whether a decided gain for pure human +culture is to be derived from his writings." + +"There I must contradict you," said Goethe; "the audacity and grandeur +of Byron must certainly tend towards culture. We should take care not to +be always looking for it in the decidedly pure and moral. Everything +that is great promotes cultivation as soon as we are aware of it." + + * * * * * + +_Thursday, February 12_.--Goethe read me the thoroughly noble poem, +"Kein Wesen kann zu nichts zerfallen" (No being can dissolve to +nothing), which he had lately written. + +"I wrote this poem," said he, "in contradiction to my lines-- + + 'Denn alles muss zu nichts zerfallen + Wenn es im Seyn beharren will,' etc. + + ('For all must melt away to nothing + Would it continue still to be')-- + +which are stupid, and which my Berlin friends, on the occasion of the +late assembly of natural philosophers, set up in golden letters, to my +annoyance." + +The conversation turned on the great mathematician, Lagrange, whose +excellent character Goethe highly extolled. + +"He was a good man," said he, "and on that very account, a great man. +For when a good man is gifted with talent, he always works morally for +the salvation of the world, as poet, philosopher, artist, or in whatever +way it may be. + +"I am glad," continued Goethe, "that you had an opportunity yesterday of +knowing Coudray better. He says little in general society, but, here +among ourselves, you have seen what an excellent mind and character +reside in the man. He had, at first, much opposition to encounter, but +he has now fought through it all and enjoys the entire confidence and +favor of the court. Coudray is one of the most skilful architects of our +time. He has adhered to me and I to him, and this has been of service to +us both. If I had but known him fifty years ago!" + +We then talked about Goethe's own architectural knowledge. I remarked +that he must have acquired much in Italy. + +"Italy gave me an idea of earnestness and greatness," said he, "but no +practical skill. The building of the castle here in Weimar advanced me +more than anything. I was obliged to assist, and even to make drawings +of entablatures. I had a certain advantage over the professional people, +because I was superior to them in intention." + +We talked of Zelter. + +"I have a letter from him," said Goethe, "in which he complains that the +performance of the oratorio of the Messiah was spoiled for him by one of +his female scholars, who sang an aria too weakly and sentimentally. +Weakness is a characteristic of our age. My hypothesis is, that it is a +consequence of the efforts made in Germany to get rid of the French. +Painters, natural philosophers, sculptors, musicians, poets, with but +few exceptions, all are weak, and the general mass is no better." + +"Yet I do not give up the hope," said I, "of seeing suitable music +composed for _Faust_." + +"Quite impossible!" said Goethe. "The awful and repulsive passages +which must occasionally occur, are not in the style of the time. The +music should be like that of Don Juan. Mozart should have composed for +_Faust_. Meyerbeer would, perhaps, be capable; but he would not touch +anything of the kind;[21] he is too much engaged with the Italian +theatres." + +Afterwards--I do not recollect in connection to what--Goethe made the +following important remark: + +"All that is great and skilful exists with the minority. There have been +ministers who have had both king and people against them, and have +carried out their great plans alone. It is not to be imagined that +reason can ever be popular. Passions and feelings may become popular; +but reason always remains the sole property of a few eminent +individuals." + +_Sunday, December_ 6.--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the first +scene of the second act of _Faust_.[22] The effect was great, and gave +me a high satisfaction. We are once more transported into Faust's study, +where Mephistopheles finds all just as he had left it. He takes from the +hook Faust's old study-gown, and a thousand moths and insects flutter +out from it. By the directions of Mephistopheles as to where these are +to settle down, the locality is brought very clearly before our eyes. He +puts on the gown, while Faust lies behind a curtain in a state of +paralysis, intending to play the doctor's part once more. He pulls the +bell, which gives such an awful tone among the old solitary convent +halls, that the doors spring open and the walls tremble. The servant +rushes in, and finds in Faust's seat Mephistopheles, whom he does not +recognize, but for whom he has respect. In answer to inquiries he gives +news of Wagner, who has now become a celebrated man, and is hoping for +the return of his master. He is, we hear, at this moment deeply occupied +in his laboratory, seeking to produce a Homunculus. The servant retires, +and the bachelor enters--the same whom we knew some years before as a +shy young student, when Mephistopheles (in Faust's gown) made game of +him. He is now become a man, and is so full of conceit that even +Mephistopheles can do nothing with him, but moves his chair further and +further, and at last addresses the pit. + +Goethe read the scene quite to the end. I was pleased with his youthful +productive strength, and with the closeness of the whole. "As the +conception," said Goethe, "is so old--for I have had it in my mind for +fifty years--the materials have accumulated to such a degree, that the +difficult operation is to separate and reject. The invention of the +whole second part is really as old as I say; but it may be an advantage +that I have not written it down till now, when my knowledge of the world +is so much clearer. I am like one who in his youth has a great deal of +small silver and copper money, which in the course of his life he +constantly changes for the better, so that at last the property of his +youth stands before him in pieces of pure gold." + +We spoke about the character of the Bachelor. "Is he not meant," said I, +"to represent a certain class of ideal philosophers?" + +"No," said Goethe, "the arrogance which is peculiar to youth, and of +which we had such striking examples after our war for freedom, is +personified in him. Indeed, every one believes in his youth that the +world really began with him, and that all merely exists for his sake. + +"Thus, in the East, there was actually a man who every morning collected +his people about him, and would not go to work till he had commanded the +sun to rise. But he was wise enough not to speak his command till the +sun of its own accord was really on the point of appearing." + +Goethe remained a while absorbed in silent thought; then he began as +follows: "When one is old one thinks of worldly matters otherwise than +when one is young. Thus I cannot but think that the demons, to teaze and +make sport with men, have placed among them single figures, which are so +alluring that every one strives after them, and so great that nobody +reaches them. Thus they set up Raffael, with whom thought and act were +equally perfect; some distinguished followers have approached him, but +none have equalled him. Thus, too, they set up Mozart as something +unattainable in music; and thus Shakespeare in poetry. I know what you +can say against this thought; but I only mean natural character, the +great innate qualities. Thus, too, Napoleon is unattainable. That the +Russians were so moderate as not to go to Constantinople is indeed very +great; but we find a similar trait in Napoleon, for he had the +moderation not to go to Rome." + +Much was associated with this copious theme; I thought to myself in +silence that the demons had intended something of the kind with Goethe, +inasmuch as he is a form too alluring not to be striven after, and too +great to be reached. + +_Wednesday, December 16._--Today, after dinner, Goethe read me the +second scene of the second act of "Faust," where Mephistopheles visits +Wagner, who is on the point of making a human being by chemical means. +The work succeeds; the Homunculus appears in the phial, as a shining +being, and is at once active. He repels Wagner's questions upon +incomprehensible subjects; reasoning is not his business; he wishes to +act, and begins with our hero, Faust, who, in his paralyzed condition, +needs a higher aid. As a being to whom the present is perfectly clear +and transparent, the Homunculus sees into the soul of the sleeping +Faust, who, enraptured by a lovely dream, beholds Leda visited by swans, +while she is bathing in a pleasant spot. The Homunculus, by describing +this dream, brings a most charming picture before our eyes. +Mephistopheles sees nothing of it, and the Homunculus taunts him with +his northern nature. + +"Generally," said Goethe, "you will perceive that Mephistopheles +appears to disadvantage beside the Homunculus, who is like him in +clearness of intellect, and so much superior to him in his tendency to +the beautiful and to a useful activity. He styles him cousin; for such +spiritual beings as this Homunculus, not yet saddened and limited by a +thorough assumption of humanity, were classed with the demons, and thus +there is a sort of relationship between the two." + +"Certainly," said I, "Mephistopheles appears here in a subordinate +situation; yet I cannot help thinking that he has had a secret influence +on the production of the Homunculus. We have known him in this way +before; and, indeed, in the 'Helena' he always appears as a being +secretly working. Thus he again elevates himself with regard to the +whole, and in his lofty repose he can well afford to put up with a +little in particulars." + +"Your feeling of the position is very correct," said Goethe; "indeed, I +have doubted whether I ought not to put some verses into the mouth of +Mephistopheles as he goes to Wagner, and the Homunculus is still in a +state of formation, so that his cooperation may be expressed and +rendered plain to the reader. + +"It would do no harm," said I. "Yet this is intimated by the words with +which Mephistopheles closes the scene-- + + Am Ende hangen wir doch ab + Von Creaturen die wir machten. + + We are dependent after all, + On creatures that we make." + +"True," said Goethe, "that would be almost enough for the attentive; but +I will think about some additional verses." + +"But," said I, "those concluding words are very great, and will not +easily be penetrated to their full extent." + +"I think," said Goethe, "I have given them a bone to pick. A father who +has six sons is a lost man, let him do what he may. Kings and +ministers, too, who have raised many persons to high places, may have +something to think about from their own experience." + +Faust's dream about Leda again came into my head, and I regarded this as +a most important feature in the composition. + +"It is wonderful to me," said I, "how the several parts of such a work +bear upon, perfect, and sustain one another! By this dream of Leda, +_Helena_ gains its proper foundation. There we have a constant allusion +to swans and the child of a swan; but here we have the act itself, and +when we come afterwards to Helena, with the sensible impression of such +a situation, how much more clear and perfect does all appear!" + +Goethe said I was right, and was pleased that I remarked this. + +"Thus you will see," said he, "that in these earlier acts the chords of +the classic and romantic are constantly struck, so that, as on a rising +ground, where both forms of poetry are brought out, and in some sort +balance each other, we may ascend to 'Helena.' + +"The French," continued Goethe, "now begin to think justly of these +matters. Both classic and romantic, say they, are equally good. The only +point is to use these forms with judgment, and to be capable of +excellence. You can be absurd in both, and then one is as worthless as +the other. This, I think, is rational enough, and may content us for a +while." + + * * * * * + +1830. + +_Sunday, March 14._--This evening at Goethe's. He showed me all the +treasures, now put in order, from the chest which he had received from +David, and with the unpacking of which I had found him occupied some +days ago. The plaster medallions, with the profiles of the principal +young poets of France, he had laid in order side by side upon tables. +On this occasion, he spoke once more of the extraordinary talent of +David, which was as great in conception as in execution. He also showed +me a number of the newest works, which had been presented to him, +through the medium of David, as gifts from the most distinguished men of +the romantic school. I saw works by St. Veuve, Ballanche, Victor Hugo, +Balzac, Alfred de Vigny, Jules Janin, and others. + +"David," said he, "has prepared happy days for me by this present. The +young poets have already occupied me the whole week, and afford me new +life by the fresh impressions which I receive from them. I shall make a +separate catalogue of these much esteemed portraits and books, and shall +give them both a special place in my collection of works of art and my +library." + +One could see from Goethe's manner that this homage from the young poets +of France afforded him the heartiest delight. + +He then read something from the _Studies_, by Emile Deschamps. He +praised the translation of the _Bride of Corinth_, as faithful, and very +successful. + +"I possess," said he, "the manuscript of an Italian translation of this +poem, which gives the original, even to the rhymes." + +_The Bride of Corinth_ induced Goethe to speak of the rest of his +ballads. "I owe them, in a great measure, to Schiller," said he, "who +impelled me to them, because he always wanted something new for his +_Horen_. I had already carried them in my head for many years; they +occupied my mind as pleasant images, as beautiful dreams, which came and +went, and by playing with which my fancy made me happy. I unwillingly +resolved to bid farewell to these brilliant visions, which had so long +been my solace, by embodying them in poor, inadequate words. When I saw +them on paper, I regarded them with a mixture of sadness. I felt as if I +were about to be separated for ever from a beloved friend." + +"At other times," continued Goethe, "it has been totally different with +my poems. They have been preceded by no impressions or forebodings, but +have come suddenly upon me, and have insisted on being composed +immediately, so that I have felt an instinctive and dreamy impulse to +write them down on the spot. In such a somnambulistic condition, it has +often happened that I have had a sheet of paper lying before me all on +one side, and I have not discovered it till all has been written, or I +have found no room to write any more. I have possessed many such sheets +written crossways, but they have been lost one after another, and I +regret that I can no longer show any proofs of such poetic abstraction." + +The conversation then returned to the French literature, and the modern +ultra-romantic tendency of some not unimportant men of genius. Goethe +was of opinion that this poetic revolution, which was still in its +infancy, would be very favorable to literature, but very prejudicial to +the individual authors who effect it. + +"Extremes are never to be avoided in any revolution," said he. "In a +political one, nothing is generally desired in the beginning but the +abolition of abuses; but before people are aware, they are deep in +bloodshed and horror. Thus the French, in their present literary +revolution, desired nothing at first but a freer form; however, they +will not stop there, but will reject the traditional contents together +with the form. They begin to declare the representation of noble +sentiments and deeds as tedious, and attempt to treat of all sorts of +abominations. Instead of the beautiful subjects from Grecian mythology, +there are devils, witches, and vampires, and the lofty heroes of +antiquity must give place to jugglers and galley slaves. This is +piquant! This is effective! But after the public has once tasted this +highly seasoned food, and has become accustomed to it, it will always +long for more, and that stronger. A young man of talent, who would +produce an effect and be acknowledged, and who is great enough to go his +own way, must accommodate himself to the taste of the day--nay, must +seek to outdo his predecessors in the horrible and frightful. But in +this chase after outward means of effect, all profound study, and all +gradual and thorough development of the talent and the man from within, +is entirely neglected. And this is the greatest injury which can befall +a talent, although literature in general will gain by this tendency of +the moment." + +"But," added I, "how can an attempt which destroys individual talents be +favorable to literature in general?" + +"The extremes and excrescences which I have described," returned Goethe, +"will gradually disappear; but at last this great advantage will +remain--besides a freer form, richer and more diversified subjects will +have been attained, and no object of the broadest world and the most +manifold life will be any longer excluded as unpoetical. I compare the +present literary epoch to a state of violent fever, which is not in +itself good and desirable, but of which improved health is the happy +consequence. That abomination which now often constitutes the whole +subject of a poetical work, will in future only appear as an useful +expedient; aye, the pure and the noble, which is now abandoned for the +moment, will soon be resought with additional ardor." + +"It is surprising to me," remarked I, "that even Merimee, who is one of +your favorites, has entered upon this ultra-romantic path, through the +horrible subjects of his _Guzla_." + +"Merimee," returned Goethe, "has treated these things very differently +from his fellow-authors. These poems certainly are not deficient in +various horrible _motives_, such as churchyards, nightly crossways, +ghosts and vampires; but the repulsive themes do not touch the intrinsic +merit of the poet. On the contrary, he treats them from a certain +objective distance, and, as it were, with irony. He goes to work with +them like an artist, to whom it is an amusement to try anything of the +sort. He has, as I have said before, quite renounced himself, nay, he +has ever renounced the Frenchman, and that to such a degree that at +first these poems of Guzla were deemed real Illyrian popular poems, and +thus little was wanting for the success of the imposition he had +intended." + +"Merimee," continued Goethe, "is indeed a thorough fellow! Indeed, +generally, more power and genius are required for the objective +treatment of a subject than is supposed. Thus, too, Lord Byron, +notwithstanding his predominant personality, has sometimes had the power +of renouncing himself altogether, as may be seen in some of his dramatic +pieces, particularly in his _Marino Faliero_. In this piece one quite +forgets that Lord Byron, or even an Englishman, wrote it. We live +entirely in Venice, and entirely in the time in which the action takes +place. The personages speak quite from themselves and from their own +condition, without having any of the subjective feelings, thoughts, and +opinions of the poet. That is as it should be. Of our young French +romantic writers of the exaggerating sort, one cannot say as much. What +I have read of them--poems, novels, dramatic works--have all borne the +personal coloring of the author, and none of them ever makes me forget +that a Parisian--that a Frenchman--wrote them. Even in the treatment of +foreign subjects one still remains in France and Paris, quite absorbed +in all the wishes, necessities, conflicts, and fermentations of the +present day." + +"Beranger also," I threw in experimentally, "has only expressed the +situation of the great metropolis, and his own interior." + +"That is a man," said Goethe, "whose power of representation and whose +interior are worth something. In him is all the substance of an +important personality. Beranger is a nature most happily endowed, firmly +grounded in himself, purely developed from himself, and quite in harmony +with himself. He has never asked--what would suit the times? what +produces an effect? what pleases? what are others doing?--in order that +he might do the like. He has always worked only from the core of his own +nature, without troubling himself as to what the public, or what this or +that party, expects. He has certainly, at different critical epochs, +been influenced by the mood, wishes, and necessities of the people; but +that has only confirmed him in himself, by proving to him that his own +nature is in harmony with that of the people; and has never seduced him +into expressing anything but what already lay in his heart. + +"You know that I am, upon the whole, no friend to what is called +political poems, but such as Beranger has composed I can tolerate. With +him there is nothing snatched out of the air, nothing of merely imagined +or imaginary interest; he never shoots at random; but, on the contrary, +has always the most decided, the most important subjects. His +affectionate admiration of Napoleon, and his reminiscences of the great +warlike deeds which were performed under him, and that at a time when +these recollections were a consolation to the somewhat oppressed French; +then his hatred of the domination of priests, and of the darkness which +threatened to return with the Jesuits--these are things to which one +cannot refuse hearty sympathy. And how masterly is his treatment on all +occasions! How he turns about and rounds off every subject in his own +mind before he expresses it! And then, when all is matured, what wit, +spirit, irony, and persiflage, and what heartiness, naivete, and grace, +are unfolded at every step! His songs have every year made millions of +joyous men; they always flow glibly from the tongue, even with the +working-classes, whilst they are so far elevated above the level of the +commonplace, that the populace, in converse with these pleasant spirits, +becomes accustomed and compelled to think itself better and nobler. What +more would you have? and, altogether, what higher praise could be given +to a poet?" + +"He is excellent, unquestionably!" returned I. "You know how I loved him +for years, and can imagine how it gratifies me to hear you speak of him +thus. But if I must say which of his songs I prefer, his amatory poems +please me more than his political, in which the particular references +and allusions are not always clear to me." + +"That happens to be your case," returned Goethe; "the political poems +were not written for you; but ask the French, and they will tell you +what is good in them. Besides, a political poem, under the most +fortunate circumstances, is to be looked upon only as the organ of a +single nation, and, in most cases, only as the organ of a single party; +but it is seized with enthusiasm by this nation and this party when it +is good. Again, a political poem should always be looked upon as the +mere result of a certain state of the times; which passes by, and with +respect to succeeding times takes from the poem the value which it +derived from the subject. As for Beranger, his was no hard task. Paris +is France. All the important interests of his great country are +concentrated in the capital, and there have their proper life and their +proper echo. Besides, in most of his political songs he is by no means +to be regarded as the mere organ of a single party; on the contrary, the +things against which he writes are for the most part of so universal and +national an interest, that the poet is almost always heard as a great +_voice_ of the people. With us, in Germany, such a thing is not +possible. We have no city, nay, we have no country, of which we could +decidedly say--_Here is Germany_! If we inquire in Vienna, the answer +is--this is Austria! and if in Berlin, the answer is--this is Prussia! +Only sixteen years ago, when we tried to get rid of the French, was +Germany everywhere. Then a political poet could have had an universal +effect; but there was no need of one! The universal necessity, and the +universal feeling of disgrace, had seized upon the nation like something +daemonic; the inspiring fire which the poet might have kindled was +already burning everywhere of its own accord. Still, I will not deny +that Arndt, Koerner, and Rueckert, have had some effect." + +"You have been reproached," remarked I, rather inconsiderately, "for not +taking up arms at that great period, or at least cooperating as a poet." + +"Let us leave that point alone, my good friend," returned Goethe. "It is +an absurd world, which does not know what it wants, and which one must +allow to have its own way. How could I take up arms without hatred, and +how could I hate without youth? If such an emergency had befallen me +when twenty years old, I should certainly not have been the last; but it +found me as one who had already passed the first sixties. + +"Besides, we cannot all serve our country in the same way, but each does +his best, according as God has endowed him. I have toiled hard enough +during half a century. I can say, that in those things which nature has +appointed for my daily work, I have permitted myself no repose or +relaxation night or day, but have always striven, investigated, and done +as much, and that as well, as I could. If every one can say the same of +himself, it will prove well with all." + +"The fact is," said I, by way of conciliation, "that you should not be +vexed at that reproach, but should rather feel flattered at it. For what +does it show but that the opinion of the world concerning you is so +great that it desires that he who has done more for the culture of his +nation than any other should at last do everything!" + +"I will not say what I think," returned Goethe. "There is more ill-will +towards me hidden beneath that remark than you are aware of. I feel +therein a new form of the old hatred with which people have persecuted +me, and endeavored quietly to wound me for years. I know very well that +I am an eyesore to many; that they would all willingly get rid of me; +and that, since they cannot touch my talent, they aim at my character. +Now, it is said, I am proud; now, egotistical; now, full of envy towards +young men of genius; now, immersed in sensuality; now, without +Christianity; and now, without love for my native country, and my own +dear Germans. You have now known me sufficiently for years, and you feel +what all that talk is worth. But if you would learn what I have +suffered, read my '_Xenien_', and it will be clear to you, from my +retorts, how people have from time to time sought to embitter my life. + +"A German author is a German martyr! Yes, my friend, you will not find +it otherwise! And I myself can scarcely complain; none of the others has +fared better--most have fared worse; and in England and France it is +quite the same as with us. What did not Moliere suffer? What Rousseau +and Voltaire? Byron was driven from England by evil tongues, and would +have fled to the end of the world, if an early death had not delivered +him from the Philistines and their hatred. + +"And if it were only the narrow-minded masses that persecuted noble men! +But no! one gifted man and one genius persecutes another; Platen +scandalizes Heine, and Heine Platen, and each seeks to make the other +hateful; while the world is wide enough for all to live and to let live; +and every one has an enemy in his own talent, who gives him quite enough +to do. + +"To write military songs, and sit in a room! That forsooth was my duty! +To have written them in the bivouac, when the horses at the enemy's +outposts are heard neighing at night, would have been well enough; +however, that was not my life and not my business, but that of Theodore +Koerner. His war-songs suit him perfectly. But to me, who am not of a +warlike nature, and who have no warlike sense, war-songs would have been +a mask which would have fitted my face very badly. + +"I have never affected anything in my poetry. I have never uttered +anything which I have not experienced, and which has not urged me to +production. I have composed love-songs only when I have loved. How could +I write songs of hatred without hating! And, between ourselves, I did +not hate the French, although I thanked God that we were free from them. +How could I, to whom culture and barbarism are alone of importance, hate +a nation which is among the most cultivated of the earth, and to which I +owe so great a part of my own cultivation? + +"Altogether," continued Goethe, "national hatred is something peculiar. +You will always find it strongest and most violent where there is the +lowest degree of culture. But there is a degree where it vanishes +altogether, and where one stands to a certain extent above nations, and +feels the weal or woe of a neighboring people, as if it had happened to +one's own. This degree of culture was conformable to my nature, and I +had become strengthened in it long before I had reached my sixtieth +year." + + * * * * * + +1832. + +_Sunday_, March 11.--The conversation turned upon the great men who had +lived before Christ, among the Chinese, the Indians, the Persians, and +the Greeks; and it was remarked, that the divine power had been as +operative in them as in some of the great Jews of the Old Testament. We +then came to the question how far God influenced the great natures of +the present world in which we live? + +"To hear people speak," said Goethe, "one would almost believe that they +were of opinion that God had withdrawn into silence since those old +times, and that man was now placed quite upon his own feet, and had to +see how he could get on without God, and his daily invisible breath. In +religious and moral matters a divine influence is indeed still allowed, +but in matters of science and art it is believed that they are merely +earthly and nothing but the product of human powers. + +[Illustration: SCHILLER'S GARDEN HOUSE AT JENA Drawing by Goethe] + +"Let any one only try, with human will and human power, to produce +something which may be compared with the creations that bear the names +of Mozart, Raphael, or Shakespeare. I know very well that these three +noble beings are not the only ones, and that in every province of art +innumerable excellent geniuses have operated, who have produced things +as perfectly good as those just mentioned. But if they were as great as +those, they rose above ordinary human nature, and in the same proportion +were as divinely endowed as they. + +"And, after all, what does it all come to? God did not retire to rest +after the well-known six days of creation, but, on the contrary, is +constantly active as on the first. It would have been for Him a poor +occupation to compose this heavy world out of simple elements, and to +keep it rolling in the sunbeams from year to year, if He had not had the +plan of founding a nursery for a world of spirits upon this material +basis. So He is now constantly active in higher natures to attract the +lower ones." + +Goethe was silent. But I cherished his great and good words in my heart. + +_Early in March_.[23]--Goethe mentioned at table that he had received a +visit from Baron Carl Von Spiegel, and that he had been pleased with him +beyond measure. + +"He is a very fine young man," said Goethe; "in his mien and manners he +has something by which the nobleman is seen at once. He could as little +dissemble his descent as any one could deny a higher intellect; for +birth and intellect both give him who once possesses them a stamp which +no incognito can conceal. Like beauty, these are powers which one cannot +approach without feeling that they are of a higher nature." + +_Some days later_.--We talked of the tragic idea of Destiny among the +Greeks. + +"It no longer suits our way of thinking," said Goethe; "it is obsolete, +and is also in contradiction with our religious views. If a modern poet +introduces such antique ideas into a drama, it always has an air of +affectation. It is a costume which is long since out of fashion, and +which, like the Roman toga, no longer suits us. + +"It is better for us moderns to say with Napoleon, 'Politics are +Destiny.' But let us beware of saying, with our latest literati, that +politics are poetry, or a suitable subject for the poet. The English +poet Thomson wrote a very good poem on the Seasons, but a very bad one +on Liberty, and that not from want of poetry in the poet, but from want +of poetry in the subject." + +"If a poet would work politically, he must give himself up to a party; +and so soon as he does that, he is lost as a poet; he must bid farewell +to his free spirit, his unbiased view, and draw over his ears the cap of +bigotry and blind hatred. + +"The poet, as a man and citizen, will love his native land; but the +native land of his poetic powers and poetic action is the good, noble, +and beautiful, which is confined to no particular province or country, +and which he seizes upon and forms wherever he finds it. Therein is he +like the eagle, who hovers with free gaze over whole countries, and to +whom it is of no consequence whether the hare on which he pounces is +running in Prussia or in Saxony. + +"And, then, what is meant by love of one's country? What is meant by +patriotic deeds? If the poet has employed a life in battling with +pernicious prejudices, in setting aside narrow views, in enlightening +the minds, purifying the tastes, ennobling the feelings and thoughts of +his countrymen, what better could he have done? How could he have acted +more patriotically? + +"To make such ungrateful and unsuitable demands upon a poet is just as +if one required the captain of a regiment to show himself a patriot, by +taking part in political innovations and thus neglecting his proper +calling. The captain's country is his regiment, and he will show himself +an excellent patriot by troubling himself about political matters only +so far as they concern him, and bestowing all his mind and all his +care on the battalions under him, trying so to train and discipline them +that they may do their duty if ever their native land should be in +peril. + +[Illustration: THE MOAT AT JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + +"I hate all bungling like sin, but most of all bungling in +state-affairs, which produces nothing but mischief to thousands and +millions. + +"You know that, on the whole, I care little what is written about me; +but yet it comes to my ears, and I know well enough that, hard as I have +toiled all my life, all my labors are as nothing in the eyes of certain +people, just because I have disdained to mingle in political parties. To +please such people I must have become a member of a Jacobin club, and +preached bloodshed and murder. However, not a word more upon this +wretched subject, lest I become unwise in railing against folly." + +In the same manner he blamed the political course, so much praised by +others, of Uhland. + +"Mind," said he, "the politician will devour the poet. To be a member of +the States, and to live amid daily jostlings and excitements, is not for +the delicate nature of a poet. His song will cease, and that is in some +sort to be lamented. Swabia has plenty of men, sufficiently well +educated, well meaning, able, and eloquent, to be members of the States, +but only one poet of Uhland's class." + + * * * * * + +The last stranger whom Goethe entertained as his guest was the eldest +son of Frau von Arnim; the last words he wrote were some verses in the +album of this young friend. + + * * * * * + +The morning after Goethe's death, a deep desire seized me to look once +again upon his earthly garment. His faithful servant, Frederic, opened +for me the chamber in which he was laid out. Stretched upon his back, he +reposed as if asleep; profound peace and security reigned in the +features of his sublimely noble countenance. The mighty brow seemed yet +to harbor thoughts. I wished for a lock of his hair; but reverence +prevented me from cutting it off. The body lay naked, wrapped only in a +white sheet; large pieces of ice had been placed near it, to keep it +fresh as long as possible. Frederic drew aside the sheet, and I was +astonished at the divine magnificence of the limbs. The breast was +powerful, broad, and arched; the arms and thighs were full, and softly +muscular; the feet were elegant, and of the most perfect shape; nowhere, +on the whole body, was there a trace either of fat or of leanness and +decay. A perfect man lay in great beauty before me; and the rapture +which the sight caused made me forget for a moment that the immortal +spirit had left such an abode. I laid my hand on his heart--there was a +deep silence--and I turned away to give free vent to my suppressed +tears. + +[Illustration: VIEW INTO THE SAALE VALLEY NEAR JENA Drawing by GOETHE] + + + +LETTERS TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT AND HIS WIFE + +TRANSLATED BY LOUIS H. GRAY, PH.D. GOETHE TO KAROLINE VON HUMBOLDT + +January 25, 1804. + +How many an hour have I thought of you with genuine and lively interest; +and nearly every time I have marveled at the outrageous intention which +correspondents can express, that, when far apart, they will write to +each other once a month. Distance absolutely precludes interest in +trifles that are close to us; how can we tell each other our daily joys +and sorrows, when the voice which speaks must wait so long for the sound +of the answering voice; and then those unexpected chances happen which +in an instant destroy our careful plans so that, when we would continue, +we know not where we should begin. + +This time, in remembrance of so much that has passed, and in +anticipation of so much that is to be, I intend to write you a long +letter that the stream may run once more. + +Meanwhile you have suffered a bitter loss, of which I shall not speak. I +trust that all the agencies which nature has contrived for man to +alleviate such woes may have been and may in the future be at your +behest; for they alone can repair the evil they have wrought. + +Fernow has come to us; he bears himself gallantly and well, though an +unfortunate fever has given him a deal of trouble. Since he is in +earnest about what he does, and is essentially of an honest disposition, +we are having a good, profitable, and pleasant time together. + +Riemer is staying with my August, and I hope they will get along right +well together. + +Schiller is continually advancing with great strides, as usual; his +_Tell_ is magnificently planned and, so far as I have seen it, executed +in masterly fashion. + +I myself have been placed, by the swindling spirit which has come over +the gentlemen of Jena, and especially over the proprietors of the +_Allgemeine Literatur-Zeitung_, under the lamentable necessity of again +laboring in person on behalf of this antiquated body of municipal +teachers, wherein I have lost nearly four months of my own time--not +precisely because I did much, but because, notwithstanding, everything +had to be done, and everything that must be done takes time; and thus +for the last three months I have been unable to present you with even a +single little poem. + +Meanwhile life has brought us much of interest. Professor Wolf of Halle +spent two weeks with us; Johannes von Mueller is here now; and for four +weeks Madame de Stael has also honored us with her presence. + +The drawings of the late Herr Carstens, which Fernow brought with him, +have given me much pleasure, since through them I have first learned to +know this rare talent, which, alas, was held back by circumstances in +earlier days, and which at last was mown down even yet unripe. + +A couple of large pictures by Hackert have arrived, and anything more +perfect, as faithful copies of reality, could scarcely be imagined. + +As to my studies and hobbies, I do not know whether I have ever said +anything to you about my collection of modern medals in bronze and +copper, beginning with the second half of the fifteenth century, and +coming down to the most recent times. + +I chanced upon this in connection with my revision of Cellini; for, +since in the north we must be content with crumbs, it seemed possible +for me to gain even an approximately clear survey of plastic art only +through the aid of original medals from the various centuries, which, as +is generally known, invariably kept close to the sculpture of their +time. Through exertion, favor, and good fortune I have already +succeeded extremely well in making a rather important collection. Permit +me to include a couple of commissions and desiderata. + +1. For a couple of old medals said to be in the possession of +Mercandetti.[24] + +2. For papal medals from Innocent XIII inclusive; I have very fine +specimens of Hamerani's[25] medals of Clement XI. + +3. For a medal to be ordered from Mercandetti, a commission which I +especially urge both on you and on Humboldt; for the enterprise is, I +must admit, a serious one; in the long run, some satisfaction may +probably be gained; but should it fail, money will be lost and vexation +will be the result. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +July 30, 1804. + +Months ago I wrote the inclosed sheet to your dear wife. She has +recently been here, and I have had the pleasure of conversing with her; +she has, so I hear, safely reached Paris and been delivered. I trust +that, ere long, she may there embrace your dear brother, who has, in a +sense, risen for us from the dead. Your precious letter of February 25 +reached me safely in good time, and as I reflect on the long interval +during which I have left you without news from me, I now note through +what singular emotions I have passed during this time. + +Schiller's _Tell_ has been completed for some time and is now on the +stage. It is an extraordinary production wherein his dramatic skill puts +forth new branches, and it justly creates a profound sensation. You will +surely receive it before long, for it is already in press. + +I have permitted myself to be persuaded to try to make my _Goetz von +Berlichingen_ suitable for the stage. + +This was an undertaking well-nigh impossible, for its very trend is +untheatrical; like Penelope, I, too, have ceaselessly woven and unwoven +it for a year; and in the process I have learned much, though, I fear, I +have not perfectly attained the end which I had in view. In about six +weeks I hope to present it, and Schiller will, no doubt, speak to you +about it. + +Have you chanced to see our Jena _Literatur-Zeitung_ for this year, and +has anything which it contained aroused your interest? + +I am extremely grateful to you for the very welcome information which +you give me regarding an improvisatrice. Could I possibly dare to make +use of it in the advertising columns of the _Literatur-Zeitung_? What +you have said I would modify in every way consonant with its relation to +the public, which needs not know everything. If you could occasionally +communicate to me some information of this type from the wealth of your +observations, you would confer a great pleasure upon us. + +Since Jagemann's death, Fernow has received an appointment at the +library of the Duchess Dowager, and his connection with it is of great +value for her house and for the society which assembles there; he makes +love for Italian literature a living force and gives occasion for witty +readings and conversations. + +Generally speaking, Weimar is like heaven since the Bottiger goblin [26] +has been banished; and our school is also going very well indeed. A +professorship has been given to Voss's eldest son, who inherits from his +father that fundamental love for antiquity, especially from the +linguistic side, which, after all, is the principal thing in a teacher +of the classics. + +Riemer also conducts himself very well in my house, and I am fairly +satisfied with the progress of my boy, who, I must admit, has a greater +interest in subject-matter than in diction. + +Madame de Stael's intention of spending a portion of the summer here has +been frustrated by her father's death. She has taken Schlegel with her +from Berlin; they are together in Coppet; and will probably go to Italy +toward winter. Such a visit would doubtless be more delightful to you, +dear friend, than many another. + +My warmest thanks are due you for sending me the _Odes of Pindar_ in +translation; they have given a very pleasant hour of recreation to +Riemer and myself. + +I trust to your goodness to see that the inclosed memorandum is +delivered to Mercandetti, and perhaps to confer with him in person about +the matter. Then among your ministering spirits you perhaps have some +one who would keep an eye on the affair in future. I should be glad if +our old patron[27] were given such a public token of gratitude, which +should also be noteworthy from the artistic side, but it must be +acknowledged that it is always a daring venture to place any order at +such a distance, and, therefore, I entreat your friendly participation. + +Above all things it is important that Mercandetti should make a moderate +charge. He demands three piasters for his Alfieri, which he offers for +sale and which is said to be as large as his Galvani. If, now, he asks +somewhat more for the archchancellor's medal, which is ordered and which +is not supposed to be any larger, surely the extra expense should not be +much, and if it is relatively cheap, I am confident of securing him two +hundred subscribers. As has already been noted in the memorandum, he +will render himself better known in Germany through this medal than +through any other work, a fact which cannot fail to be of great moment +to him in the series of distinguished men of the previous century, which +he intends to issue. Forgive me for adding this new burden to your many +duties, and yet endeavor to conduct the affair so that it will not +require much writing to and fro, and so that, in his reply to the +memorandum, Mercandetti will accept our offer. Letters are now delayed +intolerably; one from Florence here takes twenty days, and more. + +It comforts me greatly that you have been pleased with my _Natural +Daughter_, for though at times I long remain silent toward my absent +friends, my desire is, nevertheless, suddenly to resume relations with +them through that which I have toiled over in silence. Unfortunately, I +have given up this play, and do not know when I shall be able to resume +work on it. + +Have you seen the twenty lyric poems which have been published by me in +my _Annual_ of this year? Among them are some that ought not to +displease you. Do not render like for like, but write me soon. +Communicate to me many observations on lands, nations, men, and +languages, which are so instructive and so stimulating. Do not delay, +moreover, to give me some information regarding your own health and that +of your dear wife. + +Weimar, July 30, 1804. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +August 31, 1812. + +Faithful to its nature, Teplitz continues to be, esteemed friend, +unfavorable to our coming together. This inconvenience is doubly +vexatious to me now that, after your departure from Karlsbad, I +deliberately thought over the value of your presence, and wished to +continue our interviews. I was especially grieved that your beautiful +presentation of the manner in which languages received their expansion +over the world was not completely drawn up, although the most of it +remained with me. If you wish to give me a real proof of friendship, +have the kindness to write out for me such an abstract, and I shall +have a hemispherical map colored for myself accordingly and add it to +Lesage's _Atlas_, since, in view of my residence abroad for so much of +the year, I am compelled to think more and more of my general need of a +compendious and tabulated traveling library. Thus, with the assistance +of Aulic Councillor Meyer, the history of the plastic arts and of +painting is now being written on the margin of Bredow's _Tabellen_, and +thus in a very large number of cases your linguistic map will help to +refresh my memory and serve as a guide in much of my reading. + +I would gladly have spoken with you in detail regarding Berlin and all +that which, according to your previous preparations and suggestions, is +going on there. Great cities always contain within themselves the image +of whole empires, and even though distorted by exaggerations which +degenerate into caricature, they nevertheless present the nation in +concentrated form to the eye. + +State Councillor Langermann, whose good will and energy are so +beautifully balanced, has now delighted me for two weeks with his +instructive conversation, and both by word and by example revived my +courage for many things which I had been on the point of abandoning. It +is very enlivening indeed to re-behold the world in its entirety through +the medium of a truly energetic man; for the Germans seldom know how to +inspire in details, and never as a whole. + +I here find an entirely natural transition to the information which you +give me--that our friend Wolf is not satisfied with Niebuhr's work, +although he preeminently should have had reason to be. I feel, however, +very calm about it, for I value Wolf infinitely when he works and acts, +but I have never known him to be sympathetic, especially as regards the +affairs of the present, and herein he is a true German. Moreover, he +knows entirely too much to permit himself to be instructed further and +not to discover the gaps in the knowledge of others. He has his own +mode of thought; how should he recognize the merits of the views of +others? And the great endowments which he possesses are the very ones +which are adapted to rouse and to maintain the spirit of contradiction +and of rejection. + +As to myself, a layman, I have been very greatly indebted to Niebuhr's +first volume, and I hope that the second will increase my gratitude +toward him. I am very curious about his development of the _lex +agraria_. We have heard of it from the time of our youth without gaining +any clear conception of it. How pleasant it is to listen to a learned +and original man on such a theme, especially in these days, when the +summons comes for a more free and unprejudiced consideration of the law +of states and nations, as well as of all the relations of civil law. It +becomes obvious what an advantage it is to know little, and to have +forgotten very much of that little. I never love to mingle in the +wrangles of the day, but I cannot forego the delight of quietly snapping +my fingers at them. I trust that the small leaf inclosed may win a smile +from you. + +I beg you to give my best regards to your wife, and convey my kindest +greetings to the Koerners. When the young man [28] again has anything +ready, I beg that it may be sent me at once. This time I should be most +happy to receive a rather large article for January 30, the birthday of +the duchess. A thousand fare-you-wells! + + * * * * * + + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, February 8, 1813. + +With sincere thanks I recognize the fact that you have been able so +quickly and so perfectly to fulfil your friendly promise. Your +beautiful sketch has given me an entirely new impulse to studies of all +sorts. It is no longer possible for me to collect materials; but when +they are brought to me in so concentrated a form, it becomes a source of +very real pleasure for me speedily to fill the gaps in my knowledge and +to discover a thousand relations to what information I already possess. + +As soon as I can spend a few quiet weeks at Jena in March, I shall get +about my task, which, after your preliminary work, is in reality only a +pastime. Bertuch has had some maps of Europe printed for me in a +brownish tint. One of these is to be laid on a large drawing-board, and +the boundaries are to be colored. I shall then indicate the main +languages and, so far as possible, the dialects as well, by attaching +little slips; and Bertuch is not unwilling then to have such a map +engraved, an easy task in his great establishment which is provided with +artists of every kind. Please have the kindness, therefore, to proceed +and to send me the continuation at the earliest possible moment. A map +of the two hemispheres is now ready and is to have the languages +indicated in like fashion. From my inmost heart I wish success to your +translation of AEschylus, which continually becomes more and more +elaborate, and I rejoice that you have not let yourself be frightened +away from this good work by the threats of the Heidelberg Cyclops[29] +and his crew. At the present moment they menace our friend Wolf, who +certainly is no kitten, with ignominious execution, because he also +dared to land on the translation island which they have received from +Father Neptune in private fief, and to bring with him a readable +Aristophanes. It is written, "Blessed are the dead which die in the +Lord," but still more blessed are they who go mad over some +conceitedness. + +Our friend Wieland is blessed in the first sense; he has died in his +Lord, and without particular suffering has passed over to his gods and +heroes. What talent and spirit, learning, common sense, receptivity, +and versatility, conjoined with industry and endurance, can accomplish, +_utile nobis proposuit exemplar_. If every man would so employ his gifts +and his time, what marvels would then take place! + +I have passed my winter as usual, much distracted with my work, yet with +tolerable health, so that it has gone quickly and not without profit. In +November and December my plans were disarranged by theatrical +preparations for the long-expected Iffland, who did not come till toward +the close of the year, and also by preparations for his performances, +which gave me great pleasure. In January and February there were four +birthdays, when either our inventive genius or our collaboration was +demanded; and thus much has been frittered away, willingly, to be sure, +but fruitlessly. + +What I have done meanwhile with pleasure and real interest has been to +make a renewed effort to find among extant monuments a trace of those of +which descriptions have come down to us. Philostrati were again the +order of the day, and as to the statues, I believe that I have got on +the track of the Olympian Zeus, on which so many preliminary studies +have already been made, and also on that of the Hera of Samos, the +Doryphorus of Polycletes, and especially on that of the Cow of Myron and +of the bull that carried Europa. Meyer, whose history of ancient art, +now written in a fair copy, furnished the chief inspiration, takes a +lively interest, since both his doubt and his agreement are invariably +well-founded. + +And thus I shall now close for this time, in the hope of soon seeing +something from your dear hand once more. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Tennstaedt, September 1, 1816. The great work to which you, dearest +friend, have devoted a large portion of your life, could not have +reached me at a better time; it finds me here in Tennstaedt, a little +provincial Thuringian bathing town which is probably not entirely +unknown to you. Here I have now been for five weeks, and alone, since my +friend Meyer left me. + +Here, at first, I indulged in a cursory reading both of the introduction +and of the drama[30] itself, to my no small edification; and inasmuch as +I am now, for the second time, enjoying the details together with the +whole, I will no longer withhold my thanks for this gift. + +For even though one sympathetically concerns one's self with all the +praiseworthy and with all the good that the most ancient and the most +modern times afford, nevertheless, such a pre-ancient giant figure, +formed like a prodigy, appears amazing to us, and we must collect all +our senses to stand over against it in an attitude even approximately +worthy of it. At such a moment there is no doubt that here the work of +all works of art is seen, or, in more moderate language, a model of the +highest type. That we now can control this easily is our indebtedness to +you; and continuous thanks must fervently reward your efforts, though in +themselves they bring their own reward. + +This drama has always been to me one of those most worthy of +consideration, and through your interest it has been made accessible +earlier than the rest. But, more than ever, the texture of this primeval +tapestry now seems most marvelous to me; past, present, and future are +so happily interwoven that the reader himself becomes the seer, that is, +he becomes like unto God, and yet, in the last resort, that is the +triumph of all poetry in the greatest and in the least. + +But if we here perceive how the poet had at his service each and every +means by which so tremendous an effort may be produced, we cannot +refrain from the highest admiration. How happily the epic, lyric, and +dramatic diction is interwoven, not compelling, but enticing us to +sympathize with such cruel fates! And how well the scanty didactic +reflection becomes the chorus as it speaks! All this cannot receive too +high a mead of praise. + +Forgive me, then, for bringing owls to Athens as a thanks-offering. I +could truly continue thus forever, and tell you what you yourself have +long since better known. Thus I have once more been astonished to see +that each character, except Clytemnestra, the linker of evil unto evil, +has her exclusive Aristeia, so that each one acts an entire poem, and +does not return later for the possible purpose of again burdening us +with her affairs. In every good poem poetry in its entirety must be +contained; but this is a flugleman. + +The ideas in your introduction regarding synonymy are precious; would +that our linguistic purists were imbued with them! We will not, however, +contaminate such lofty affairs with the lamentable blunders whereby the +German nation is corrupting its language from the very foundation, an +evil which will not be perceived for thirty years. + +You, however, my dearest friend, be and remain blessed for the +benefaction which you have done us. This your _Agamemnon_ shall never +again leave my side. + +I cannot judge the rhythmic merit, but I believe I feel it. Our +admirable, talented, and original friend Wolf--although he becomes +intractable in case of contradiction--who spent a number of days with +me, speaks very highly of your careful work. It will be instructive to +see how the Heidelberg gentlemen[31] conduct themselves. + +Let me have a word from you before you go to Paris, and give my +greetings to your dear wife. How much I had wished to see you this +summer, for so many things are in progress on every side that only days +suffice to consider what is to be furthered and how. Fortunately for me, +nothing is approaching that I must absolutely refuse, even though +everything is not undertaken and conducted according to my convictions. +And it is precisely this bitter-sweet which can be treated only orally +and in person. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, June 22, 1823. + +Your letter, dear and honored friend, came at a remarkable juncture +which made it doubly interesting; Schiller's letters had just been +collected, and I was looking them through from the very first, finding +there the most charming traces of the happy and fruitful hours which we +passed together. The invitation to the _Horen_ is contained in the first +letter of June 13, 1794; then the correspondence continues, and with +every letter admiration for Schiller's extraordinary spirit and joy over +his influence on our entire development increases in intensity and +elevation. His letters are an infinite treasure, of which you also +possess rich store; and as, through them, we have made noteworthy +progress, so we must read them again to be protected against backward +steps to which the precious world about us is inclined to tempt us day +by day and hour by hour. + +Just imagine to yourself now, my dearest friend, how highly welcome your +announcement seemed to me at this moment when, after ripe reflection, I +desired to give you very friendly counsel to visit us toward the end of +October. Should the gods not dispose otherwise concerning us, you will +surely find me, and whatever else is near and dear to you, assembled +here; quiet, personal communication may very happily alternate with +social recreations, and, above all things, we can take delight in +Schiller's correspondence, since then you will also bring with you the +letters of several years, and in the fruitful present we may edify and +refresh ourselves with the fair bloom of by-gone days. Riemer sends his +very best greetings; he is well; our relation is permanent, mutually +beneficial, and profitable. Aulic Councillor Meyer has left for +Wiesbaden; unfortunately, his health is not of the best. + +Two new numbers of _Ueber Kunst und Alterthum_ and _Zur +Naturwissenschaft_ are about to appear--the fruits of my winter's +labors. Fortunately, they have been so carefully prepared that no +noteworthy hindrance was presented by my troubles and by the subsequent +illness of our Grand Duchess, which filled us all, especially my +convalescent self, with fear and anxiety. + +Please give my kindest regards to your wife, and, by the way, I need not +assure you that you will certainly be most highly welcome to our most +gracious court. In my household children and grandchildren will meet you +with joyous faces; our nearest friends we shall assemble as we wish. If +in the interval you should have some message for me, I beg you to send +it to my address here, for then it will reach me most quickly. + +And now I again send the very best of all kind greetings to your dear +wife; may good fortune bring me once more to her side. Pardon a somewhat +distracted way of writing, indicative of packing. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 22, 1826. + +Your letter and package, most honored friend, gave me a very welcome +token of your continuous remembrance and friendly sympathy. I wish, +however, that I might have received an equal assurance of your good +health. For my own part, I cannot complain; a ship that is no longer a +deep-sea sailer may perhaps still be useful as a coaster. + +I have passed the entire summer at home, laboring undisturbed at editing +my works. Possibly you still remember, my dearest friend, a dramatic +_Helena_, which was to appear in the second part of _Faust_. From +Schiller's letters at the beginning of the century I see that I showed +him the commencement of it, and also that he, with true friendship, +counseled me to continue it. It is one of my oldest conceptions, resting +on the marionette tradition that Faust compelled Mephistopheles to +produce Helen of Troy for his nuptials. From time to time I have +continued to work on it, but the piece could not be completed except in +the fulness of time, for its action has now covered three thousand +years, from the fall of Troy to the capture of Missolonghi. This can, +therefore, also be regarded as a unity of time in the higher sense of +the term; the unities of place and action are, however, likewise most +carefully regarded in the usual acceptation of the word. It appears +under the title: + + Helena + + Classico-Romantic Phantasmagoria. + + Interlude to Faust. + +This says little indeed, and yet enough, I hope, to direct your +attention more vividly to the first instalment of my works which I hope +to present at Easter. + +I next ask, with more confidence, whether perchance you still remember +an epic poem which I had in mind immediately after the completion of +_Hermann and Dorothea_--in a modern hunt a tiger and a lion were +concerned. At the time you dissuaded me from elaborating the idea, and I +abandoned it; now, in searching through old papers, I find the plot +again, and cannot refrain from executing it in prose; for it may then +pass as a tale, a rubric under which an extremely large amount of +remarkable stuff circulates. + +Very recently there has reached my hermitage the portrayal of the very +active life of a man of the world, which highly entertains me--the +journal of Duke Bernhard of Weimar, who left Ghent in April, 1825, and +who returned to us only a short time past. It is written +uninterruptedly, and since his station, his mode of thought, and his +demeanor introduced him to the highest circles of society, and since he +was at ease among the middle classes and did not disdain the most +humble, his reader is very agreeably conducted through most diverse +situations, which, for me at least, it was highly important to survey +directly. + +Now, however, I must assure you that the outline which you have sent is +extremely profitable to Riemer and myself, and has given a most +admirable opportunity for discussions on linguistics and philosophy. I +am by no means averse to the literature of India, but I am afraid of it; +for it draws my imaginative power towards the formless and the deformed, +against which I am forced to guard myself more than ever; but if it +comes over the signature of a valued friend, it will always be welcome, +for it gives me the desired opportunity to converse with him on what +interests him, and what must certainly be of importance. + +Now, as I prepare to close, I simply say that I am engaged in combining +and uniting the scattered _Wanderings of Wilhelm Meister_, in its old +and new portions, as two volumes. While engaged in which task nothing +could give me greater delight than to welcome the chief of wanderers, +your highly esteemed brother, to our house, and to learn directly of his +ceaseless activity; nor do I fail to express my hearty wishes to your +dear wife for the best results from the cure which she is seeking in +such lofty regions. + +And so, for ever and ever, in truest sympathy, GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +October 19, 1830. + +How often during these weeks, my dear and honored friend, have I sought +refuge at your side, again taken out your magnificent letters, and found +refreshment in them! + +As almost in an instant the earthquake of Lisbon caused its influences +to be felt in the remotest lakes and springs, so we also have been +shaken directly by that western explosion, as was the case forty years +ago. + +How comforting it must have been for me in such moments to take up your +priceless letters, you yourself will feel and graciously express. +Through a decided antithesis I was carried back to those times when we +felt mutually pledged to procure a preliminary culture, when, united +with our great and noble friend, we strove after concrete truths, and +most faithfully and diligently sought to attain all that was most +beautiful and sublime in the world about us, for the edification of our +willing, yearning spirits, and to fill to its full an atmosphere which +required substance and contents. + +How beautiful and splendid is it now that you should lay the foundations +for your latest composition (_Review of Goethe's Italian Travels_) in +that happy soil, that you should seek to explain me and my endeavors at +that laborious time, and that attentively and lovingly you should have +traced back that which in my efforts might seem incidental or lacking in +coherence, in sequence, to a spiritual necessity and to individual +characteristic combinations. + +Here, now, there would be a most beautiful theme for discussion by word +of mouth. It is impossible to commit to writing how I was mirrored in +your words; how I received elucidation on many things; how, at the same +time, I was again challenged to reflect on the many enigmas that ever +remain unsolved in man, even as regards himself; and seriously to +reflect on the inner nexus of many qualities which cross in the +individual and which, despite a certain degree of contradiction, are +intertwined and united. + +Here belongs preeminently my relation to plastic art, to which you have +devoted an attention so deserving of thanks. It is marvelous enough that +man feels an irresistible impulse to prosecute what he cannot achieve, +and yet that by this very process he is most essentially furthered in +his actual achievements. + +That, however, this long-delayed letter may no further lag behind, I +shall close, but shall, nevertheless, at the same time inform you that, +while I uttered the sentiments written above, I once more returned to +your letters, and by seeing myself mirrored in them afresh was +challenged to new considerations, and was powerfully reminded of those +times when, united in spirit though not in body, we, already advanced in +years, enjoyed with the strength of youth and with delight those idyllic +days. + +For six months [32] now my son has shared in the exuberance with which, +on the priceless peninsula, nature and centuries have, with most +marvelous intricacy, amassed and destroyed in life, created and +demolished in the arts, and played with the fates of men and nations. + +He went by steamer from Leghorn to Naples, where he may be even yet, a +decision which, once carried out, has brought very special advantages. +He found Professor Zahn there, and himself, under this scholar's +guidance, completely at home both above and below the ground. + +Since now you, too, my dearest friend, are accustoming yourself to +dictating, send me in a happy hour of leisure often a tiny friendly +word, so that, from time to time, I may more frequently and concretely +be aware of the coexistence which has already so long been vouched us on +this terrestrial ball. I tear myself unwillingly from this +communication; how much I have to say floats before me, but at this time +I shall delay only to bless the fortunate star which at this moment +rises over you and your estimable brother. May what has so charmingly +been inaugurated endure for the enjoyment of rich results to you and to +us all! + +And so ever! + +Weimar, October 19, 1830. J. W. VON GOETHE. + + * * * * * + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, December 1, 1831. + +Already informed by the public press, honored friend, that the beating +waves of that wild Baltic have exercised so happy an influence on the +constitution of my dearest friend, I have rejoiced in a high degree, +and have done all honor and reverence to the waters which so often wreak +destruction. Your welcome note gave the fairest and the best of all +substantiation to these good tidings, so that with comfort I could look +forth from my hermitage over the monastery gardens veiled in snow, since +I could fancy to myself my dearest friend in his four-towered castle, +amid roomy surroundings, surveying a landscape over which winter had +spread far and wide, and at the same time with good courage pursuing to +the minutest detail his deep-founded tasks. + +Generally speaking, I can perhaps say that the apperception of great +productive maxims of nature absolutely compels us to continue our +investigations to the minutest possible details, just as the final +ramifications of the arteries meet, at the extreme finger-tips, the +nerves to which they are linked. In particular I might perhaps say that +I have often been brought more closely to you than you probably know; +for conversations with Riemer very often turn on a word, its +etymological signification, formation and mutation, relationship, and +strangeness. + +I have been highly grateful to your brother, for whom I find no epithet, +for several hours of frank, friendly conversation; for although +assimilation of his theory of geology, and practical work in accordance +with it, are impossible for my mental process, yet I have seen with true +sympathy and admiration how that of which I cannot convince myself in +him obtains a logical coherence and is amalgamated with the tremendous +mass of his knowledge, where it is then held together by his priceless +character. + +If I may express myself with my old frankness, my most honored friend, I +gladly admit that in my advanced years everything becomes more and more +historical to me. Whether a thing has happened in days gone by, in +distant realms, or very close to myself, is quite immaterial; I even +seem to become more and more historical to myself; and when, in the +evening, Plutarch is read to me, I often appear ridiculous to myself, +should I narrate my biography in this way. + +Forgive me expressions of this character! In old age men become +garrulous, and since I dictate, it is very easy for this natural +tendency to get the better of me. + +Of my _Faust_ there is much and little to say; at a peculiarly happy +time the apothegm occurred to me: + + "If bards ye are, as ye maintain; + Now let your inspiration show it." + +And through a mysterious psychological turn, which probably deserves +investigation, I believe that I have risen to a type of production which +with entire consciousness has brought forth that which I myself still +approve of--though perhaps without being able ever again to swim in this +current--but which Aristotle and other prose-writers would even ascribe +to a sort of madness. The difficulty of succeeding consisted in the fact +that the second part of _Faust_--to whose printed portions you have +possibly devoted some attention--has been pondered for fifty years in +its ends and aims, and has been elaborated in fragmentary fashion, as +one or the other situation occurred to me; but the whole has remained +incomplete. + +Now, the second part of _Faust_ demands more of the understanding than +the first does, and therefore it was necessary to prepare the reader, +even though he must still supply bridges. The filling of certain gaps +was obligatory both for historical and for aesthetic unity, and this I +continued until at last I deemed it advisable to cry: + +"Close ye the wat'ring canal; to their fill have the meadows now drunken." + +And now I had to take heart to seal the stitched copy in which printed +and unprinted are thrust side by side, lest I might possibly be led into +temptation to elaborate it here and there; at the same time I regret +that I cannot communicate it to, my most valued friends, as the poet so +gladly does. + +I will not send my _Metamorphosis of Plants_, translated, with an +appendix, by M. Soret, unless certain confessions of life would satisfy +your friendship. Recently I have become more and more entangled in these +phenomena of nature; they have enticed me to continue my labors in my +original field, and have finally compelled me to remain in it. We shall +see what is to be done there likewise, and shall trust the rest to the +future, which, between ourselves, we burden with a heavier task than +would be supposed. + +From time to time let us not miss on either side an echo of continued +existence. + +G. + +GOETHE TO WILHELM VON HUMBOLDT + +Weimar, March 17, 1832. + +After a long, involuntary pause I begin as follows, and yet simply on +the spur of the moment. Animals, the ancients said, were taught by their +organs. I add to this, men also, although they have the advantage of +teaching their organs in return. + +For every act, and, consequently, for every talent, an innate tendency +is requisite, working automatically, and unconsciously carrying with +itself the necessary predisposition; yet, for this very reason, it works +on and on inconsequently, so that, although it contains its laws within +itself, it may, nevertheless, ultimately run out, devoid of end or aim. +The earlier a man perceives that there is a handicraft or an art which +will aid him to attain a normal increase of his natural talents, the +more fortunate is he. Moreover, what he receives from without does not +impair his innate individuality. The best genius is that which absorbs +everything within itself, which knows how to adapt everything, without +prejudicing in the least the real fundamental essence--the quality which +is called character--so that it becomes the element which truly elevates +that quality and endows it throughout so far as may be possible. + +Here, now, appear the manifold relations between the conscious and the +unconscious. Imagine a musical talent that is to compose an important +score; consciousness and unconsciousness will be related like the warp +and the woof, a simile that I am so fond of using. Through practice, +teaching, reflection, failure, furtherance, opposition, and renewed +reflection the organs of man unconsciously unite, in a free activity, +the acquired and the innate, so that this process creates a unity which +sets the world in amaze. This generalization may serve as a speedy reply +to your query and as an explanation of the note that is herewith +returned. + +Over sixty years have passed since, in my youth, the conception of Faust +lay before me clear from the first, although the entire sequence was +present in less detailed form. Now, I have always kept my purpose in the +back of my mind and I have elaborated only the passages that were of +special interest to me, so that gaps remain in the second part which are +to be connected with the remainder through the agency of a uniform +interest. Here, I must admit, appeared the great difficulty of attaining +through resolution and character what should properly belong only to a +nature voluntarily active. It would, however, not have been well had +this not been feasible after so long a life of active reflection, and I +let no fear assail me that it may be possible to distinguish the older +from the newer, and the later from the earlier; which point, then, we +shall intrust to future readers for their friendly examination. + +Beyond all question it will give me infinite pleasure to dedicate and +communicate these very serious jests to my valued, ever thankfully +recognized, and widely scattered friends while still living, and to +receive their reply. But, as a matter of fact, the age is so absurd and +so insane that I am convinced that the candid efforts which I have long +expended upon this unusual structure would be ill rewarded, and that, +driven ashore, they will lie like a wreck in ruins and speedily be +covered over by the sand-dunes of time. In theory and practice, +confusion rules the world, and I have no more urgent task than to +augment, wherever possible, what is and has remained within me, and to +redistill my peculiarities, as you also, worthy friend, surely also do +in your castle. + +But do you likewise tell me something about your work. Riemer is, as you +doubtless know, absorbed in the same and similar studies, and our +evening conversations often lead to the confines of this specialty. +Forgive this delayed letter! Despite my retirement, there is seldom an +hour when these mysteries of life may be realized. + + + + +GOETHE'S CORRESPONDENCE WITH ZELTER + +TRANSLATED BY FRANCES H. KING + +LETTER 512 + +Weimar, July 28, 1803. + +I have followed you so often in my thoughts that unfortunately I have +neglected to do so in writing. Just a few lines today, to accompany the +inclosed page. Of Mozart's Biography I have heard nothing further, but I +will inquire about it and also about the author. Your beautiful Queen +made many happy while on her journey, and no one happier than my mother; +nothing could have caused her greater joy in her declining years. + +Do write me something about the performance of The _Natural Daughter_, +frankly and without consideration for my feelings. I have a mind anyhow +to shorten some of the scenes, which must seem long, even if they are +excellently acted. Will you outline for me sometime the duties of a +concert conductor, so much, at all events, as one of our kind needs to +know in order to form a judgment of such a man, and in case of need, to +be able to direct him? Madame Mara sang on Tuesday in Lauchstaedt; how +it went off I do not yet know. For the songs which I received through +Herr von Wolzogen I thank you mostly heartily in my own name and in the +name of our friends. It was no time to think of producing them. I hope +soon to send you the proof-sheets of my songs, and I beg you to keep +them secret at first, until they have appeared in print. + +_Inclosure_ + +You now have the _Bride of Messina_ before you in print and as you learn +the poet's intentions from his introductory essay, you will know better +how to appreciate what he has done, and how far you can agree with +him. I will, regarding your letter, jot down my thoughts on the subject; +we can come to an understanding in a few words. + +[Illustration: K. F. ZELTER, E. A. Seemann] + +In Greek tragedy four forms of the chorus are found, representing four +epochs. In the first, between the songs in which gods and heroes are +extolled and genealogies, great deeds, and monstrous destinies are +brought before the imagination, a few persons appear and carry the +spectator back into the past. Of this we find an approximate example in +the _Seven before Thebes_ of, _Eschylus_. Here, therefore, are the +beginnings of dramatic art, the old style. The second epoch shows us the +chorus in the mass as the mystical, principal personage of the piece, as +in the _Eumenides_ and _Supplicants_. Here I am inclined to find the +grand style. The chorus is independent, the interest centres in it; one +might call this the Republican period of dramatic art; the rulers and +the gods are only attendant personages. In the third epoch it is the +chorus which plays the secondary part; the interest is transferred to +the families, and the members and heads who represent them in the play, +with whose fate that of the surrounding people is only loosely +connected. Then, the chorus is subordinate, and the figures of the +princes and heroes stand preeminent in all their exclusive magnificence. +This I consider the beautiful style. The pieces of Sophocles stand on +this plane. Since the crowd is forced merely to look on at the heroes +and at fate, and can have no effect on either their special or general +nature, it takes refuge in reflection and assumes the office of an able +and welcome spectator. In the fourth epoch the action withdraws more and +more into the sphere of private interests, and the chorus often appears +as a burdensome custom, as an inherited fixture. It becomes unnecessary, +and therefore, as a part of a living poetic composition, it is useless, +wearisome, and disturbing; as, for example, when it is called upon to +guard secrets in which it has no interest, and things of that sort. +Several examples are to be found in the pieces of Euripides, of which I +will mention _Helen_ and _Iphigenia in Tauris_. + +From all this you will see that, for a musical reconstruction of the +chorus, it would be necessary to make experiments in the style of the +first two epochs; and this might be accomplished by means of quite short +oratorios. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 553 + +Weimar, June 1, 1805. + +Since writing to you last, I have had few happy days. I thought I should +die myself, and instead I lose a friend,[33] and with him the half of my +being. I would really begin a different mode of life, but for one of my +years there is no way of doing that. I only look straight ahead of me +each day, and do the thing nearest to me without thinking of the +consequences. + +But as people in every loss and misfortune try to find a pretext for +amusement, I have been urgently solicited in behalf of our theatre, and +on many other sides, to celebrate on the stage the memory of the +departed one. I wish to say nothing further on the subject, except that +I am not disinclined to it, and all I would ask of you now is whether +you are willing to assist me in the matter; and, first, whether you +would furnish me with your motet--"Man lives," etc., about which I have +read in the _Musical Review_, No. 27; also whether you would either +compose some other pieces of a solemn character, or else select and make +over to me some musical pieces already composed--the style of which I +will indicate later--as a foundation for appropriate compositions. As +soon as I know your real opinion on the subject, you shall receive +further details. + +Your beautiful series of little essays on orchestra organization I have +left lying around till now, and the reason is that they contained a sort +of satire on our own conditions. + +Now Reichard wishes them for the _Musical Review_. I hunt them up +again, look them over, and I feel that I really could not deprive the +Intelligence Page of our _Literatur-Zeitung_ of them. Some of our +conditions here have changed, and, after all, a man may surely be +allowed to censure those things which he did not try to hinder. + +Privy Councillor Wolf of Halle is here at present. If only I could hope +to see you also here this year! Would it not be possible for you to come +to Lauchstaedt the end of July, so as to help, there on the spot, in the +preparation and performance of the above-mentioned work? + +Think it over and only tell me there is a possibility of it; we shall +then be able to devise the means of bringing it to pass. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 606 + +Weimar, October 30, 1808. + +The world of art is just now too much run down for a young man to be +able to realize exactly where he stands. People always search for +inspiration everywhere but in the place where it originates, and if they +do once catch sight of the source, then they cannot find the path +leading to it. Therefore I am reduced to despair by half a dozen of the +younger poetic spirits, who, though endowed with extraordinary natural +talent, will scarcely accomplish much that I can ever take pleasure in. +Werner, Ochlenschlaeger, Arnim, Brentano and others are still working +and practising at their art, but everything they do is absolutely +lacking in form and character. Not one of them can understand that the +highest and only operation of nature and art is the creation of form, +and in the form, detail, so that each single thing shall become, be, and +remain something separate and important. There is no art in letting your +talent go to suit your humor and convenience. + +The sad part of it is that the humorous, because it has no support and +no law within itself, sooner or later degenerates into melancholy and +bad temper. We have been forced to experience the most horrible examples +of this in Jean Paul (see his last production in the _Ladies' Calendar_) +and in Goerres (see his _Specimens of Writing_). Moreover, there are +always people enough to admire and esteem that sort of thing, because +the public is always grateful to every one who tries to turn its head. + +Will you be obliging enough, when you have a quarter of an hour's spare +time, to sketch for me, in a few rough lines, the aberrations of our +youthful musicians? I should like to compare them with the errors of the +painters; for a man must once for all set his heart at rest about these +things, execrate the whole business, stop thinking about the culture of +others, and employ the short time that remains to him on his own works. +But even while I express myself thus disagreeably, I must, as always +happens to good-natured blusterers, contradict myself immediately, and +beg you to continue your interest in Eberwein at least until Easter; for +then I will send him to you again. He has acquired great confidence in +you, and great respect for your institution, but unhappily even that +does not mean much with young people. They still secretly think it would +also be possible to produce something extraordinary by their own foolish +methods. Many people gain some comprehension that there is a goal, but +they would like very much to reach it by loitering along mazy paths. + +You have been sufficiently reminded of us throughout this month by the +newspapers. It was worth much to be present in person at these events. I +also came in for a share of the favorable influence of such an unusual +constellation. The Emperor of France was very gracious to me. Both +Emperors decorated me with stars and ribbons, which we desire in all +modesty thankfully to acknowledge. Forgive me for not writing you more +about the latest events. You must have already wondered when you read +the papers that this stream of the great and mighty ones of earth +should have rolled on as far as Weimar, and even over the battlefield of +Jena. I cannot refrain from inclosing to you a remarkable engraving. The +point where the temple is placed, is the farthest point toward the +north-east reached by Napoleon on this tour. When you visit us, I will +place you on the spot where the little man with the cane is shown +parceling off the world. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 640 + +Weimar, February 28, 1811. + +I have read somewhere that the celebrated first secretary of the London +Society, Oldenburg, never opened a letter until he had placed pen, ink, +and paper before him, and that he then and there, immediately after the +first reading, wrote down his answer. Thus he was able to meet +comfortably the demands of an immense correspondence. If I could have +imitated this virtue, so many people would not now be complaining of my +silence. But this time your dear letter just received has roused in me +such a desire to answer, by recalling to my mind all the fullness of our +life during the summer, that I am writing these lines, if not +immediately after the first reading, at least on awaking the next +morning. + +I think I anticipated that the good _Pandora_ would slow down somewhat +when she reached home again. Life in Toeplitz was really too favorable to +this sort of work, and your meditations and efforts were so steadily and +undividedly centred upon it, that an interruption could not help calling +forth a pause. But leave it alone; there is so much done on it already +that, at the right moment, the remainder will, in all likelihood, come +of its own accord. + +I cannot blame you for declining to compose the music to _Faust_. My +proposition was somewhat ill-considered, like the undertaking itself. +It can very well rest in peace for another year; for the trouble which I +had in working over the _Resolute Prince_[34] has about exhausted the +inclination which we must feel when we set about things of that sort. +This piece has indeed turned out beyond all expectation, and it has +given much pleasure to me and to others. It is no small undertaking to +conjure up a work written almost two hundred years ago, for an entirely +different clime, for a people of entirely different customs, religion, +and culture, and to make it appear fresh and new to the eyes of a +spectator. For nowhere is anything antiquated and without direct appeal +more out of place than on the stage. + +Touching my works you shall, before everything else, receive the +thirteenth volume. It is very kind of you not to neglect the _Theory of +Color_; and the fact that you absorb it in small doses will have its +good effect too. I know very well that my way of handling the matter, +natural as it is, differs very widely from the usual way, and I cannot +demand that every one should immediately perceive and appropriate its +advantages. The mathematicians are foolish people, and are so far from +having the least idea what my work means that one really must overlook +their presumption. I am very curious about the first one who gets an +insight into the matter and behaves honestly about it; for not all of +them are blindfolded or malicious. But, at any rate, I now see more +clearly than ever what I have long held in secret, that the training +which mathematics give to the mind is extremely one-sided and narrow. +Yes, Voltaire is bold enough to say somewhere: "I have always remarked +that geometry leaves the mind just where it found it." Franklin also has +clearly and plainly expressed a special aversion to mathematicians, in +respect to their social qualities, and finds their petty contradictory +spirit unbearable. + +As concerns the real Newtonians, they are in the same case as the old +Prussians in October, 1806. The latter believed that they were winning +tactically, when they had long since been conquered strategically. When +once their eyes are opened they will be startled to find me already in +Naumburg and Leipzig, while they are still creeping along near Weimar +and Blankenheim. That battle was lost in advance; and so is this. The +Newtonian Theory is already annihilated, while the gentlemen still think +their adversary despicable. Forgive my boasting; I am just as little +ashamed of it as those gentlemen are of their pettiness. I am going +through a strange experience with Kugelchen, as I have done with many +others. I thought I was making him the nicest compliment possible; for +really the picture and the frame had turned out most acceptably, and now +the good man takes offence at a superficial act of politeness, which one +really ought not to neglect, since many persons' feelings are hurt if we +omit it. A certain lack of etiquette on my part in such matters has +often been taken amiss, and now here I am troubling some excellent +people with my formality. Never get rid of an old fault, my dear friend; +you will either fall into a new one, or else people will look upon your +newly acquired virtue as a fault; and no matter how you behave, you will +never satisfy either yourself or others. In the meantime I am glad that +I know what the matter is; for I wish to be on good terms with this +excellent man. + +Regarding the antique bull, I should propose to have him carefully +packed in a strong case, and sent to me for inspection. In ancient times +these things were often made in replica, and the specimens differ +greatly in value. To give any good bronze in exchange for another would +be a bad bargain, as there are scarcely ever duplicates of them, and +those that we do find are doubly interesting on account of their +resemblances and dissimilarities. The offer I could make at present is +as follows: I have a very fine collection of medals, mostly in bronze, +from the middle of the fifteenth century up to our day. It was collected +principally in order to illustrate to amateurs and experts the progress +of plastic art, which is always reflected in the medals. Among these +medals I have some very beautiful and valuable duplicates, so that I +could probably get together a most instructive series of them to give +away. An art lover, who as yet possessed nothing of this description, +would in them get a good foundation for a collection, and a sufficient +inducement to continue. Further, such a collection, like a set of Greek +and Roman coins, affords opportunity for very interesting observations; +indeed it completes the conception furnished us by the coins, and brings +it up to present times. I may also say that the bull would have to be +very perfect, if I am not to have a balance to my credit in the bargain +above indicated. + +Something very pleasing has occurred to me in the last few days; it was +the presentation to me, from the Empress of Austria, of a beautiful gold +snuff-box with a diamond wreath, and the name Louisa engraved in full. +I know you too will take an interest in this event, as it is not often +that we meet with such unexpected and refreshing good fortune. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 665 + +Weimar, December 3, 1812. + +Your letter telling me of the great misfortune which has befallen your +house,[35] depressed me very much, indeed quite bowed me down; for it +reached me in the midst of very serious reflections on life, and it is +owing to you alone that I have been able to pluck up courage. You have +proved yourself to be pure refined gold when tried by the black +touchstone of death. How beautiful is a character when it is so compact +of mind and soul, and how beautiful must be a talent that rests on such +a foundation. + +Of the deed or the misdeed itself, I know of nothing to say. When the +_toedium vitoe_ lays hold on a man, he is to be pitied, not to be +blamed. That all the symptoms of this strange, natural, as well as +unnatural, disease have raged within me--of that _Werther_ leaves no one +in doubt. I know right well what amount of resolution and effort it cost +me then to escape from the waves of death, with what difficulty I saved +myself from many a later shipwreck, and how hard it was for me to +recover. And all the stories of mariners and fishermen are the same. +After the night of storm the shore is reached again; he who was wet +through dries himself, and the next morning when the beautiful sun +shines once more on the sparkling waves "the sea has regained its +appetite for new victims." + +When we see not only that the world in general, and especially the +younger generation, are given over to their lusts and passions, but also +that what is best and highest in them is misplaced and distorted through +the serious follies of the age; when we see that what should lead them +to salvation really contributes to their damnation--to say nothing of +the unspeakable stress brought to bear upon them from without--then we +cease to wonder at the misdeeds which a man performs in rage against +himself and others. I believe I am capable of writing another _Werther_, +which would make people's hair stand on end, even more than the first +did. Let me add one remark. Most young people, who feel themselves +possessed of merit, demand of themselves more than is right. They are, +however, pressed and forced into it by their gigantic surroundings. I +know half a dozen of that kind who will certainly perish, and whom it +would be impossible to help, even if one could make clear to them where +their real advantage lies. Nobody realizes that reason, courage, and +will-power are given to us so that we shall refrain, not only from evil, +but from excess of goodness. + +I thank you for your comments on the pages of my autobiography. I had +already heard much that was good and kind about them in a general way. +You are the first and only one who has gone into the heart of the +matter. + +I am glad that the description of my father impressed you favorably. I +will not deny that I am heartily tired of the German bourgeois, these +_Lorenz Starks_, or whatever they may be called, who, in humorous gloom, +give free play to their pedantic temperament, and by standing dubiously +in the way of their good-natured desires, destroy them, as well as the +happiness of other people. In the two following volumes the figure of my +father is completely developed, and if on his side as well as on the +side of his son, a grain of mutual understanding had entered into this +precious family relationship, both would have been spared much. But it +was not to be; and indeed such is life. The best laid plan for a journey +is upset by the stupidest kind of accident, and a man goes farthest when +he does not know where he is going. + +Do have the goodness to continue your comments; for I go slowly, as the +subject demands, and keep much _in petto_ (on which account many readers +grow impatient who would be quite satisfied to have the whole meal from +beginning to end, well braised and roasted, served up at one sitting, so +that they could the sooner swallow it, and on the morrow seek better or +worse cheer at random, in a different eating-house or cook's-shop). But +I, as I have already said, remain in ambush, in order to let my lancers +and troopers rush forward at the right moment. It is, therefore, very +interesting for me to learn what you, as an experienced Field-Marshal, +have already noticed about the vanguard. I have as yet read no +criticisms of this little work; I will read them all at once after the +next two volumes are printed. For many years I have observed that those +who should and would speak of me in public, be their intentions good or +bad, seem to find themselves in a painful position, and I have hardly +ever come face to face with a critic who did not sooner or later show +the famous countenance of Vespasian, and a _faciem duram_. + +If you could sometime give me a pleasant surprise by sending the +_Rinaldo_, I should consider it a great favor. + +It is only through you that I can keep in touch with music. We are +really living here absolutely songless and soundless. The opera, with +its old standbys, and its novelties dressed up to suit a little theatre, +and produced at pretty long intervals, is no consolation. At the same +time I am glad that the court and the city can delude themselves into +thinking that they have a species of enjoyment handy. The inhabitant of +a large city is to be accounted happy in this respect, because so much +that is of importance in other lands is attracted thither. + +You have made a point-blank shot at Alfieri. He is more remarkable than +enjoyable. His works are explained by his life. He torments his readers +and listeners, just as he torments himself as an author. He had the true +nature of a count and was therefore blindly aristocratic. He hated +tyranny, because he was aware of a tyrannical vein in himself, and fate +had meted out to him a fitting tribulation, when it punished him, +moderately enough, at the hands of the Sansculottes. The essential +patrician and courtly nature of the man comes at last very laughably +into evidence, when he can think of no better way to reward himself for +his services than by having an order of knighthood manufactured for +himself. Could he have showed more plainly how ingrained these +formalities were in his nature? In the same way I must agree to what you +say of Rousseau's _Pygmalion_. This production certainly belongs among +the monstrosities, and is most remarkable as a symptom of the chief +malady of that period, when State and custom, art and talent were +destined to be stirred into a porridge with a nameless substance--which +was, however, called nature--yes, when they were indeed thus stirred and +beaten up together. I hope that my next volume will bring this operation +to light; for was not I, too, attacked by this epidemic, and was it not +beneficently responsible for the development of my being, which I cannot +now picture to myself as growing in any other fashion? + +Now I must answer your question about the first Walpurgis-night. The +state of the case is as follows: Among historians there are some, and +they are men to whom one cannot refuse one's esteem, who try to find a +foundation in reality for every fable, every tradition, let it be as +fantastic and absurd as it will, and, inside the envelope of the +fairy-tale, believe they can always find a kernel of fact. + +We owe much that is good to this method of treatment. For in order to go +into the matter great knowledge is required; yes, intelligence, wit, and +imagination are necessary to turn poetry into prose in this way. So now, +in this case, one of our German antiquarians has tried to vindicate the +ride of the witches and devils in the Hartz mountains, which has been +well known to us in Germany for untold ages, and to place it upon a firm +foundation, by the discovery of an historical origin. Which is, namely, +that the German heathen priests and forefathers, after they had been +driven from their sacred groves, and Christianity had been forced upon +the people, betook themselves with their faithful followers, at the +beginning of Spring, to the wild inaccessible mountains of the Hartz; +and there, according to their old custom, they offered prayers and fire +to the incorporeal God of Heaven and earth. In order to secure +themselves against the spying, armed converters, they hit upon the idea +of masking a number of their party, so as to keep their superstitious +opponents at a distance, and thus, protected by caricatures of devils, +to finish in peace the pure worship of God. + +I found this explanation somewhere, but cannot put my finger on the +author; the idea pleased me and I have turned this fabulous history into +a poetical fable again. + + * * * * * + +LETTER 433 + +Weimar, October 30, 1824. + +It had long been my wish that you might be invited to take a trip, +because I was certain that I should then hear something from you; for, +of course, I am convinced that in over-lively Berlin no one is likely to +remember to write letters to those who are far away. Now a perilous and +hazardous journey gives my worthy friend an opportunity for a very +characteristic and pleasing description; a crowded family party +furnishes material for a sketch that would certainly find a place in any +English novel. For my part, I will reply with a couple of matters from +my quiet sphere. + +In the first place, then, my sojourn at home has this time been quite +successful; yet we must not boast of it, only quietly and modestly +continue our activities. + +Langermann has probably communicated to you what I sent him. The +introductory poem to _Werther_ I lately resurrected and read to myself, +quietly and thoughtfully, and immediately afterward the _Elegie_ which +harmonizes with it very well; only I missed in them the direct effect of +your pleasing melody, although it gradually revived and rose out of my +inner consciousness. + +I am now also concluding the instalment on natural science, which was +inconveniently delayed this year, and am editing my _Correspondence with +Schiller from 1794_ to 1805. A great boon will be offered to the +Germans, yes, I might even say to humanity in general, revealing the +intimacy between two friends, of the kind who keep contributing to each +other's development in the very act of pouring out their hearts to each +other. I have a strange feeling at my task, for I am learning what I +once was. However, it is most instructive of all to see how two people +who mutually further their purposes _par force_, fritter away their time +through inner over-activity and outer excitement and disturbance; so +that there is, after all, no result fully worthy of their capacities, +tendencies, aims. The effect will be extremely edifying; for every +thoughtful man will be able to find in it consolation for himself. + +Moreover, it contributes to various other things which are revived by +the excited life of that period. If what you recognized a year ago as +the cause of my illness now proves itself the apparent element of my +good health, everything will be running smoothly and you will hear +pleasant news from time to time. + +In order that I may, however, hear from you soon, I wish to inform you +that it would give me especial pleasure to receive a concise, forceful +description of the Konigstadter theatricals. From what they are playing +and rehearsing and from the notices and criticisms that reach me in the +newspapers, I can form some notion for myself, to be sure; but, in any +case, you will correct and strengthen my ideas. At your suggestion the +architect sent me a plan which I found very acceptable, because, from it +I can see for myself that the theatre is situated in a large residential +section. This probably makes it very nice and cheerful, just as setting +back the various rows of boxes is a very convenient arrangement for the +audience who wish to be seen while they themselves see. This much I +already know, and you, with a few strokes, will assist me to picture the +most vivid actuality. + +J. A. Stumpff, of London, Harp Maker to his Majesty, is just leaving me. +A native of Ruhl, he was sent at an early age to England, where he is +now working as an able mechanic, a sturdy man of good stature in which +you would take delight; at the same time he manifests the most patriotic +sentiments for our language and literature. Through Schiller and myself +he has been awakened to all that is good, and he is highly pleased to +see our literary products become gradually known and appreciated. He +revealed a remarkable personality. + +Our sonorous bells are just announcing the celebration of the +anniversary of the Reformation. It resounds with a ring that must not +leave us indifferent. Keep us, Lord, in Thy word, and guide. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: _Morgenblatt_ 1815. Nr. 113 12. Mai.] + +[Footnote 2: (King Henry IV, Part II, Act 4, Scene 4.)] + +[Footnote 3: The works referred to are the nine volumes of A. W. +Schlegel's translation, which appeared 1797-1810, and were subsequently +(since 1826) supplemented by the missing dramas, translated under +Tieck's direction.] + +[Footnote 4: Delivered before the Amalia Lodge of Freemasons in Weimar, +February 1813.] + +[Footnote 5: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York.] + +[Footnote 6: Permission The Macmillan Co., New York, and G. Bell & Sons, +London.] + +[Footnote 7: It is almost needless to observe that the word "demon" is +her reference to its Greek origin, and implies nothing evil.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 8: This is the first day in Eckermann's first book, and the +first time in which he speaks in this book, as distinguished from +Soret.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 9: The word "Gelegenheitsgedicht" (occasional poem) properly +applies to poems written for special occasions, such as birthdays, +weddings, etc., but Goethe here extends the meaning, as he himself +explains. As the English word "occasional" often implies no more than +"occurrence now and then," the phrase "occasional poem" is not very +happy, and is only used for want of a better. The reader must conceive +the word in the limited sense, produced on some special +event.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 10: Goethe's "West-oestliche (west-eastern) Divan," one of the +twelve divisions of which is entitled "Das Buch des Unmuths" (The Book +of Ill-Humor).--Trans.] + +[Footnote 11: _Die Aufgeregten_ (the Agitated, in a political sense) is +an unfinished drama by Goethe.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 12: The German phrase "Freund des Bestehenden," which, for +want of a better expression, has been rendered above "friend of the +powers that be," literally means "friend of the permanent," and was used +by the detractors of Goethe to denote the "enemy of the +progressive."--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 13: Poetry and Truth, the title of Goethe's +autobiography.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 14: This, doubtless, means the "Deformed Transformed," and the +fact that this poem was not published till January, 1824, rendering it +probable that Goethe had not actually seen it, accounts for the +inaccuracy of the expression.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 15: It need scarcely be mentioned that this is the name given +to a collection of sarcastic epigrams by Goethe and Schiller.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 16: "Die Natuerliche Tochter" (the Natural +Daughter).--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 17: Vide p. 185, where a remark is made on the word _nature_, +as applied to a person.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 18: These plays were intended to be in the Shakesperian style, +and Goethe means that by writing them he freed himself from Shakespeare, +just as by writing _Werther_ he freed himself from thoughts of +suicide.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 19: This doubtless refers to the Heath country in which +Eckermann was born.--Trans.] + +[Footnote 20: This poem is simply entitled "Ballade," and begins +"Herein, O du Guter! du Alter herein!"--_Trans_.] + +[Footnote 21: A It must be borne in mind that this was said before the +appearance of "Robert le Diable," which was first produced in Paris, in +November, 1831.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 22: B That is, the second act of the second part of "Faust," +which was not published entire till after Goethe's death.--_Trans._] + +[Footnote 23: In the original book this conversation follows immediately +the one of December 21, 1831, and with the remainder of the book is +prefaced thus:--"The following I noted down shortly afterwards (that is, +after they took place) from memory."--Trans.] + +[Footnote 24: A distinguished die-cutter in Rome.] + +[Footnote 25: Giovanni Hamerani was papal die-cutter from 1675 to 1705.] + +[Footnote 26: A C. A. Bottiger had surrendered his position as director +of the Gymnasium of Weimar and had gone to Dresden, while Heinrich Voss +(1779-1822), an enthusiastic young admirer of Goethe, had come to the +gymnasium.] + +[Footnote 27: An association of civil officials of Mannheim had +intrusted to Goethe a sum of money to erect a memorial to Count von +Dalberg, but the plan was never carried out.] + +[Footnote 28: a Theodor Koerner (1791-1813), at that time a dramatist in +Vienna, and closely connected with the Humboldt family through Wilhelm's +friendship for Christian G. Koerner.] + +[Footnote 29: J. H. Voss, although his translation of AEschylus was not +printed until 1826.] + +[Footnote 30: Humboldt's translation of the _Agamemnon of AEschylus_.] + +[Footnote 31: Voss and his son.] + +[Footnote 32: August, who went to Italy, in March, 1830, and died there +eight days after this letter was written.] + +[Footnote 33: Schiller died May 9, 1805] + +[Footnote 34: By Calderon] + +[Footnote 35: Zelter's eldest son had shot himself.] + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The German Classics of The Nineteenth +and Twentieth Centuries, Vol. II, by Editor-in-Chief: Kuno Francke + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GERMAN CLASSICS, VOL. 2 *** + +***** This file should be named 11366.txt or 11366.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/1/3/6/11366/ + +Produced by Stan Goodman, Jayam Subramanian and PG Distributed +Proofreaders + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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