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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/1032-0.txt b/1032-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0821236 --- /dev/null +++ b/1032-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2233 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Pupil, by Henry James + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Pupil + + +Author: Henry James + + + +Release Date: December 24, 2010 [eBook #1032] +First released: July 27, 1997 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PUPIL*** + + +Transcribed from the 1916 Le Roy Phillips edition by David Price, email +ccx074@pglaf.org + + + + + + THE PUPIL + + + BY HENRY JAMES + + * * * * * + + LE ROY PHILLIPS + BOSTON + + * * * * * + + This edition first published 1916 + + The text follows that of the + Definitive Edition + + * * * * * + + _Printed in Great Britain_ + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +The poor young man hesitated and procrastinated: it cost him such an +effort to broach the subject of terms, to speak of money to a person who +spoke only of feelings and, as it were, of the aristocracy. Yet he was +unwilling to take leave, treating his engagement as settled, without some +more conventional glance in that direction than he could find an opening +for in the manner of the large affable lady who sat there drawing a pair +of soiled gants de Suède through a fat jewelled hand and, at once +pressing and gliding, repeated over and over everything but the thing he +would have liked to hear. He would have liked to hear the figure of his +salary; but just as he was nervously about to sound that note the little +boy came back—the little boy Mrs. Moreen had sent out of the room to +fetch her fan. He came back without the fan, only with the casual +observation that he couldn’t find it. As he dropped this cynical +confession he looked straight and hard at the candidate for the honour of +taking his education in hand. This personage reflected somewhat grimly +that the thing he should have to teach his little charge would be to +appear to address himself to his mother when he spoke to her—especially +not to make her such an improper answer as that. + +When Mrs. Moreen bethought herself of this pretext for getting rid of +their companion Pemberton supposed it was precisely to approach the +delicate subject of his remuneration. But it had been only to say some +things about her son that it was better a boy of eleven shouldn’t catch. +They were extravagantly to his advantage save when she lowered her voice +to sigh, tapping her left side familiarly, “And all overclouded by +_this_, you know; all at the mercy of a weakness—!” Pemberton gathered +that the weakness was in the region of the heart. He had known the poor +child was not robust: this was the basis on which he had been invited to +treat, through an English lady, an Oxford acquaintance, then at Nice, who +happened to know both his needs and those of the amiable American family +looking out for something really superior in the way of a resident tutor. + +The young man’s impression of his prospective pupil, who had come into +the room as if to see for himself the moment Pemberton was admitted, was +not quite the soft solicitation the visitor had taken for granted. +Morgan Moreen was somehow sickly without being “delicate,” and that he +looked intelligent—it is true Pemberton wouldn’t have enjoyed his being +stupid—only added to the suggestion that, as with his big mouth and big +ears he really couldn’t be called pretty, he might too utterly fail to +please. Pemberton was modest, was even timid; and the chance that his +small scholar might prove cleverer than himself had quite figured, to his +anxiety, among the dangers of an untried experiment. He reflected, +however, that these were risks one had to run when one accepted a +position, as it was called, in a private family; when as yet one’s +university honours had, pecuniarily speaking, remained barren. At any +rate when Mrs. Moreen got up as to intimate that, since it was understood +he would enter upon his duties within the week she would let him off now, +he succeeded, in spite of the presence of the child, in squeezing out a +phrase about the rate of payment. It was not the fault of the conscious +smile which seemed a reference to the lady’s expensive identity, it was +not the fault of this demonstration, which had, in a sort, both vagueness +and point, if the allusion didn’t sound rather vulgar. This was exactly +because she became still more gracious to reply: “Oh I can assure you +that all that will be quite regular.” + +Pemberton only wondered, while he took up his hat, what “all that” was to +amount to—people had such different ideas. Mrs. Moreen’s words, however, +seemed to commit the family to a pledge definite enough to elicit from +the child a strange little comment in the shape of the mocking foreign +ejaculation “Oh la-la!” + +Pemberton, in some confusion, glanced at him as he walked slowly to the +window with his back turned, his hands in his pockets and the air in his +elderly shoulders of a boy who didn’t play. The young man wondered if he +should be able to teach him to play, though his mother had said it would +never do and that this was why school was impossible. Mrs. Moreen +exhibited no discomfiture; she only continued blandly: “Mr. Moreen will +be delighted to meet your wishes. As I told you, he has been called to +London for a week. As soon as he comes back you shall have it out with +him.” + +This was so frank and friendly that the young man could only reply, +laughing as his hostess laughed: “Oh I don’t imagine we shall have much +of a battle.” + +“They’ll give you anything you like,” the boy remarked unexpectedly, +returning from the window. “We don’t mind what anything costs—we live +awfully well.” + +“My darling, you’re too quaint!” his mother exclaimed, putting out to +caress him a practised but ineffectual hand. He slipped out of it, but +looked with intelligent innocent eyes at Pemberton, who had already had +time to notice that from one moment to the other his small satiric face +seemed to change its time of life. At this moment it was infantine, yet +it appeared also to be under the influence of curious intuitions and +knowledges. Pemberton rather disliked precocity and was disappointed to +find gleams of it in a disciple not yet in his teens. Nevertheless he +divined on the spot that Morgan wouldn’t prove a bore. He would prove on +the contrary a source of agitation. This idea held the young man, in +spite of a certain repulsion. + +“You pompous little person! We’re not extravagant!” Mrs. Moreen gaily +protested, making another unsuccessful attempt to draw the boy to her +side. “You must know what to expect,” she went on to Pemberton. + +“The less you expect the better!” her companion interposed. “But we +_are_ people of fashion.” + +“Only so far as _you_ make us so!” Mrs. Moreen tenderly mocked. “Well +then, on Friday—don’t tell me you’re superstitious—and mind you don’t +fail us. Then you’ll see us all. I’m so sorry the girls are out. I +guess you’ll like the girls. And, you know, I’ve another son, quite +different from this one.” + +“He tries to imitate me,” Morgan said to their friend. + +“He tries? Why he’s twenty years old!” cried Mrs. Moreen. + +“You’re very witty,” Pemberton remarked to the child—a proposition his +mother echoed with enthusiasm, declaring Morgan’s sallies to be the +delight of the house. + +The boy paid no heed to this; he only enquired abruptly of the visitor, +who was surprised afterwards that he hadn’t struck him as offensively +forward: “Do you _want_ very much to come?” + +“Can you doubt it after such a description of what I shall hear?” +Pemberton replied. Yet he didn’t want to come at all; he was coming +because he had to go somewhere, thanks to the collapse of his fortune at +the end of a year abroad spent on the system of putting his scant +patrimony into a single full wave of experience. He had had his full +wave but couldn’t pay the score at his inn. Moreover he had caught in +the boy’s eyes the glimpse of a far-off appeal. + +“Well, I’ll do the best I can for you,” said Morgan; with which he turned +away again. He passed out of one of the long windows; Pemberton saw him +go and lean on the parapet of the terrace. He remained there while the +young man took leave of his mother, who, on Pemberton’s looking as if he +expected a farewell from him, interposed with: “Leave him, leave him; +he’s so strange!” Pemberton supposed her to fear something he might say. +“He’s a genius—you’ll love him,” she added. “He’s much the most +interesting person in the family.” And before he could invent some +civility to oppose to this she wound up with: “But we’re all good, you +know!” + +“He’s a genius—you’ll love him!” were words that recurred to our aspirant +before the Friday, suggesting among many things that geniuses were not +invariably loveable. However, it was all the better if there was an +element that would make tutorship absorbing: he had perhaps taken too +much for granted it would only disgust him. As he left the villa after +his interview he looked up at the balcony and saw the child leaning over +it. “We shall have great larks!” he called up. + +Morgan hung fire a moment and then gaily returned: “By the time you come +back I shall have thought of something witty!” + +This made Pemberton say to himself “After all he’s rather nice.” + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +On the Friday he saw them all, as Mrs. Moreen had promised, for her +husband had come back and the girls and the other son were at home. Mr. +Moreen had a white moustache, a confiding manner and, in his buttonhole, +the ribbon of a foreign order—bestowed, as Pemberton eventually learned, +for services. For what services he never clearly ascertained: this was a +point—one of a large number—that Mr. Moreen’s manner never confided. +What it emphatically did confide was that he was even more a man of the +world than you might first make out. Ulick, the firstborn, was in +visible training for the same profession—under the disadvantage as yet, +however, of a buttonhole but feebly floral and a moustache with no +pretensions to type. The girls had hair and figures and manners and +small fat feet, but had never been out alone. As for Mrs. Moreen +Pemberton saw on a nearer view that her elegance was intermittent and her +parts didn’t always match. Her husband, as she had promised, met with +enthusiasm Pemberton’s ideas in regard to a salary. The young man had +endeavoured to keep these stammerings modest, and Mr. Moreen made it no +secret that _he_ found them wanting in “style.” He further mentioned +that he aspired to be intimate with his children, to be their best +friend, and that he was always looking out for them. That was what he +went off for, to London and other places—to look out; and this vigilance +was the theory of life, as well as the real occupation, of the whole +family. They all looked out, for they were very frank on the subject of +its being necessary. They desired it to be understood that they were +earnest people, and also that their fortune, though quite adequate for +earnest people, required the most careful administration. Mr. Moreen, as +the parent bird, sought sustenance for the nest. Ulick invoked support +mainly at the club, where Pemberton guessed that it was usually served on +green cloth. The girls used to do up their hair and their frocks +themselves, and our young man felt appealed to to be glad, in regard to +Morgan’s education, that, though it must naturally be of the best, it +didn’t cost too much. After a little he _was_ glad, forgetting at times +his own needs in the interest inspired by the child’s character and +culture and the pleasure of making easy terms for him. + +During the first weeks of their acquaintance Morgan had been as puzzling +as a page in an unknown language—altogether different from the obvious +little Anglo-Saxons who had misrepresented childhood to Pemberton. +Indeed the whole mystic volume in which the boy had been amateurishly +bound demanded some practice in translation. To-day, after a +considerable interval, there is something phantasmagoria, like a +prismatic reflexion or a serial novel, in Pemberton’s memory of the +queerness of the Moreens. If it were not for a few tangible tokens—a +lock of Morgan’s hair cut by his own hand, and the half-dozen letters +received from him when they were disjoined—the whole episode and the +figures peopling it would seem too inconsequent for anything but +dreamland. Their supreme quaintness was their success—as it appeared to +him for a while at the time; since he had never seen a family so +brilliantly equipped for failure. Wasn’t it success to have kept him so +hatefully long? Wasn’t it success to have drawn him in that first +morning at déjeuner, the Friday he came—it was enough to _make_ one +superstitious—so that he utterly committed himself, and this not by +calculation or on a signal, but from a happy instinct which made them, +like a band of gipsies, work so neatly together? They amused him as much +as if they had really been a band of gipsies. He was still young and had +not seen much of the world—his English years had been properly arid; +therefore the reversed conventions of the Moreens—for they had _their_ +desperate proprieties—struck him as topsy-turvy. He had encountered +nothing like them at Oxford; still less had any such note been struck to +his younger American ear during the four years at Yale in which he had +richly supposed himself to be reacting against a Puritan strain. The +reaction of the Moreens, at any rate, went ever so much further. He had +thought himself very sharp that first day in hitting them all off in his +mind with the “cosmopolite” label. Later it seemed feeble and +colourless—confessedly helplessly provisional. + +He yet when he first applied it felt a glow of joy—for an instructor he +was still empirical—rise from the apprehension that living with them +would really be to see life. Their sociable strangeness was an +intimation of that—their chatter of tongues, their gaiety and good +humour, their infinite dawdling (they were always getting themselves up, +but it took forever, and Pemberton had once found Mr. Moreen shaving in +the drawing-room), their French, their Italian and, cropping up in the +foreign fluencies, their cold tough slices of American. They lived on +macaroni and coffee—they had these articles prepared in perfection—but +they knew recipes for a hundred other dishes. They overflowed with music +and song, were always humming and catching each other up, and had a sort +of professional acquaintance with Continental cities. They talked of +“good places” as if they had been pickpockets or strolling players. They +had at Nice a villa, a carriage, a piano and a banjo, and they went to +official parties. They were a perfect calendar of the “days” of their +friends, which Pemberton knew them, when they were indisposed, to get out +of bed to go to, and which made the week larger than life when Mrs. +Moreen talked of them with Paula and Amy. Their initiations gave their +new inmate at first an almost dazzling sense of culture. Mrs. Moreen had +translated something at some former period—an author whom it made +Pemberton feel borné never to have heard of. They could imitate Venetian +and sing Neapolitan, and when they wanted to say something very +particular communicated with each other in an ingenious dialect of their +own, an elastic spoken cipher which Pemberton at first took for some +patois of one of their countries, but which he “caught on to” as he would +not have grasped provincial development of Spanish or German. + +“It’s the family language—Ultramoreen,” Morgan explained to him drolly +enough; but the boy rarely condescended to use it himself, though he +dealt in colloquial Latin as if he had been a little prelate. + +Among all the “days” with which Mrs. Moreen’s memory was taxed she +managed to squeeze in one of her own, which her friends sometimes forgot. +But the house drew a frequented air from the number of fine people who +were freely named there and from several mysterious men with foreign +titles and English clothes whom Morgan called the princes and who, on +sofas with the girls, talked French very loud—though sometimes with some +oddity of accent—as if to show they were saying nothing improper. +Pemberton wondered how the princes could ever propose in that tone and so +publicly: he took for granted cynically that this was what was desired of +them. Then he recognised that even for the chance of such an advantage +Mrs. Moreen would never allow Paula and Amy to receive alone. These +young ladies were not at all timid, but it was just the safeguards that +made them so candidly free. It was a houseful of Bohemians who wanted +tremendously to be Philistines. + +In one respect, however, certainly they achieved no rigour—they were +wonderfully amiable and ecstatic about Morgan. It was a genuine +tenderness, an artless admiration, equally strong in each. They even +praised his beauty, which was small, and were as afraid of him as if they +felt him of finer clay. They spoke of him as a little angel and a +prodigy—they touched on his want of health with long vague faces. +Pemberton feared at first an extravagance that might make him hate the +boy, but before this happened he had become extravagant himself. Later, +when he had grown rather to hate the others, it was a bribe to patience +for him that they were at any rate nice about Morgan, going on tiptoe if +they fancied he was showing symptoms, and even giving up somebody’s “day” +to procure him a pleasure. Mixed with this too was the oddest wish to +make him independent, as if they had felt themselves not good enough for +him. They passed him over to the new members of their circle very much +as if wishing to force some charity of adoption on so free an agent and +get rid of their own charge. They were delighted when they saw Morgan +take so to his kind playfellow, and could think of no higher praise for +the young man. It was strange how they contrived to reconcile the +appearance, and indeed the essential fact, of adoring the child with +their eagerness to wash their hands of him. Did they want to get rid of +him before he should find them out? Pemberton was finding them out month +by month. The boy’s fond family, however this might be, turned their +backs with exaggerated delicacy, as if to avoid the reproach of +interfering. Seeing in time how little he had in common with them—it was +by _them_ he first observed it; they proclaimed it with complete +humility—his companion was moved to speculate on the mysteries of +transmission, the far jumps of heredity. Where his detachment from most +of the things they represented had come from was more than an observer +could say—it certainly had burrowed under two or three generations. + +As for Pemberton’s own estimate of his pupil, it was a good while before +he got the point of view, so little had he been prepared for it by the +smug young barbarians to whom the tradition of tutorship, as hitherto +revealed to him, had been adjusted. Morgan was scrappy and surprising, +deficient in many properties supposed common to the genus and abounding +in others that were the portion only of the supernaturally clever. One +day his friend made a great stride: it cleared up the question to +perceive that Morgan _was_ supernaturally clever and that, though the +formula was temporarily meagre, this would be the only assumption on +which one could successfully deal with him. He had the general quality +of a child for whom life had not been simplified by school, a kind of +homebred sensibility which might have been as bad for himself but was +charming for others, and a whole range of refinement and +perception—little musical vibrations as taking as picked-up airs—begotten +by wandering about Europe at the tail of his migratory tribe. This might +not have been an education to recommend in advance, but its results with +so special a subject were as appreciable as the marks on a piece of fine +porcelain. There was at the same time in him a small strain of stoicism, +doubtless the fruit of having had to begin early to bear pain, which +counted for pluck and made it of less consequence that he might have been +thought at school rather a polyglot little beast. Pemberton indeed +quickly found himself rejoicing that school was out of the question: in +any million of boys it was probably good for all but one, and Morgan was +that millionth. It would have made him comparative and superior—it might +have made him really require kicking. Pemberton would try to be school +himself—a bigger seminary than five hundred grazing donkeys, so that, +winning no prizes, the boy would remain unconscious and irresponsible and +amusing—amusing, because, though life was already intense in his childish +nature, freshness still made there a strong draught for jokes. It turned +out that even in the still air of Morgan’s various disabilities jokes +flourished greatly. He was a pale lean acute undeveloped little +cosmopolite, who liked intellectual gymnastics and who also, as regards +the behaviour of mankind, had noticed more things than you might suppose, +but who nevertheless had his proper playroom of superstitions, where he +smashed a dozen toys a day. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +At Nice once, toward evening, as the pair rested in the open air after a +walk, and looked over the sea at the pink western lights, he said +suddenly to his comrade: “Do you like it, you know—being with us all in +this intimate way?” + +“My dear fellow, why should I stay if I didn’t?” + +“How do I know you’ll stay? I’m almost sure you won’t, very long.” + +“I hope you don’t mean to dismiss me,” said Pemberton. + +Morgan debated, looking at the sunset. “I think if I did right I ought +to.” + +“Well, I know I’m supposed to instruct you in virtue; but in that case +don’t do right.” + +“’You’re very young—fortunately,” Morgan went on, turning to him again. + +“Oh yes, compared with you!” + +“Therefore it won’t matter so much if you do lose a lot of time.” + +“That’s the way to look at it,” said Pemberton accommodatingly. + +They were silent a minute; after which the boy asked: “Do you like my +father and my mother very much?” + +“Dear me, yes. They’re charming people.” + +Morgan received this with another silence; then unexpectedly, familiarly, +but at the same time affectionately, he remarked: “You’re a jolly old +humbug!” + +For a particular reason the words made our young man change colour. The +boy noticed in an instant that he had turned red, whereupon he turned red +himself and pupil and master exchanged a longish glance in which there +was a consciousness of many more things than are usually touched upon, +even tacitly, in such a relation. It produced for Pemberton an +embarrassment; it raised in a shadowy form a question—this was the first +glimpse of it—destined to play a singular and, as he imagined, owing to +the altogether peculiar conditions, an unprecedented part in his +intercourse with his little companion. Later, when he found himself +talking with the youngster in a way in which few youngsters could ever +have been talked with, he thought of that clumsy moment on the bench at +Nice as the dawn of an understanding that had broadened. What had added +to the clumsiness then was that he thought it his duty to declare to +Morgan that he might abuse him, Pemberton, as much as he liked, but must +never abuse his parents. To this Morgan had the easy retort that he +hadn’t dreamed of abusing them; which appeared to be true: it put +Pemberton in the wrong. + +“Then why am I a humbug for saying _I_ think them charming?” the young +man asked, conscious of a certain rashness. + +“Well—they’re not your parents.” + +“They love you better than anything in the world—never forget that,” said +Pemberton. + +“Is that why you like them so much?” + +“They’re very kind to me,” Pemberton replied evasively. + +“You _are_ a humbug!” laughed Morgan, passing an arm into his tutor’s. +He leaned against him looking oft at the sea again and swinging his long +thin legs. + +“Don’t kick my shins,” said Pemberton while he reflected “Hang it, I +can’t complain of them to the child!” + +“There’s another reason, too,” Morgan went on, keeping his legs still. + +“Another reason for what?” + +“Besides their not being your parents.” + +“I don’t understand you,” said Pemberton. + +“Well, you will before long. All right!” + +He did understand fully before long, but he made a fight even with +himself before he confessed it. He thought it the oddest thing to have a +struggle with the child about. He wondered he didn’t hate the hope of +the Moreens for bringing the struggle on. But by the time it began any +such sentiment for that scion was closed to him. Morgan was a special +case, and to know him was to accept him on his own odd terms. Pemberton +had spent his aversion to special cases before arriving at knowledge. +When at last he did arrive his quandary was great. Against every +interest he had attached himself. They would have to meet things +together. Before they went home that evening at Nice the boy had said, +clinging to his arm: + +“Well, at any rate you’ll hang on to the last.” + +“To the last?” + +“Till you’re fairly beaten.” + +“_You_ ought to be fairly beaten!” cried the young man, drawing him +closer. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +A year after he had come to live with them Mr. and Mrs. Moreen suddenly +gave up the villa at Nice. Pemberton had got used to suddenness, having +seen it practised on a considerable scale during two jerky little +tours—one in Switzerland the first summer, and the other late in the +winter, when they all ran down to Florence and then, at the end of ten +days, liking it much less than they had intended, straggled back in +mysterious depression. They had returned to Nice “for ever,” as they +said; but this didn’t prevent their squeezing, one rainy muggy May night, +into a second-class railway-carriage—you could never tell by which class +they would travel—where Pemberton helped them to stow away a wonderful +collection of bundles and bags. The explanation of this manœuvre was +that they had determined to spend the summer “in some bracing place”; but +in Paris they dropped into a small furnished apartment—a fourth floor in +a third-rate avenue, where there was a smell on the staircase and the +portier was hateful—and passed the next four months in blank indigence. + +The better part of this baffled sojourn was for the preceptor and his +pupil, who, visiting the Invalides and Notre Dame, the Conciergerie and +all the museums, took a hundred remunerative rambles. They learned to +know their Paris, which was useful, for they came back another year for a +longer stay, the general character of which in Pemberton’s memory to-day +mixes pitiably and confusedly with that of the first. He sees Morgan’s +shabby knickerbockers—the everlasting pair that didn’t match his blouse +and that as he grew longer could only grow faded. He remembers the +particular holes in his three or four pair of coloured stockings. + +Morgan was dear to his mother, but he never was better dressed than was +absolutely necessary—partly, no doubt, by his own fault, for he was as +indifferent to his appearance as a German philosopher. “My dear fellow, +you _are_ coming to pieces,” Pemberton would say to him in sceptical +remonstrance; to which the child would reply, looking at him serenely up +and down: “My dear fellow, so are you! I don’t want to cast you in the +shade.” Pemberton could have no rejoinder for this—the assertion so +closely represented the fact. If however the deficiencies of his own +wardrobe were a chapter by themselves he didn’t like his little charge to +look too poor. Later he used to say “Well, if we’re poor, why, after +all, shouldn’t we look it?” and he consoled himself with thinking there +was something rather elderly and gentlemanly in Morgan’s disrepair—it +differed from the untidiness of the urchin who plays and spoils his +things. He could trace perfectly the degrees by which, in proportion as +her little son confined himself to his tutor for society, Mrs. Moreen +shrewdly forbore to renew his garments. She did nothing that didn’t +show, neglected him because he escaped notice, and then, as he +illustrated this clever policy, discouraged at home his public +appearances. Her position was logical enough—those members of her family +who did show had to be showy. + +During this period and several others Pemberton was quite aware of how he +and his comrade might strike people; wandering languidly through the +Jardin des Plantes as if they had nowhere to go, sitting on the winter +days in the galleries of the Louvre, so splendidly ironical to the +homeless, as if for the advantage of the calorifère. They joked about it +sometimes: it was the sort of joke that was perfectly within the boy’s +compass. They figured themselves as part of the vast vague hand-to-mouth +multitude of the enormous city and pretended they were proud of their +position in it—it showed them “such a lot of life” and made them +conscious of a democratic brotherhood. If Pemberton couldn’t feel a +sympathy in destitution with his small companion—for after all Morgan’s +fond parents would never have let him really suffer—the boy would at +least feel it with him, so it came to the same thing. He used sometimes +to wonder what people would think they were—to fancy they were looked +askance at, as if it might be a suspected case of kidnapping. Morgan +wouldn’t be taken for a young patrician with a preceptor—he wasn’t smart +enough; though he might pass for his companion’s sickly little brother. +Now and then he had a five-franc piece, and except once, when they bought +a couple of lovely neckties, one of which he made Pemberton accept, they +laid it out scientifically in old books. This was sure to be a great +day, always spent on the quays, in a rummage of the dusty boxes that +garnish the parapets. Such occasions helped them to live, for their +books ran low very soon after the beginning of their acquaintance. +Pemberton had a good many in England, but he was obliged to write to a +friend and ask him kindly to get some fellow to give him something for +them. + +If they had to relinquish that summer the advantage of the bracing +climate the young man couldn’t but suspect this failure of the cup when +at their very lips to have been the effect of a rude jostle of his own. +This had represented his first blow-out, as he called it, with his +patrons; his first successful attempt—though there was little other +success about it—to bring them to a consideration of his impossible +position. As the ostensible eve of a costly journey the moment had +struck him as favourable to an earnest protest, the presentation of an +ultimatum. Ridiculous as it sounded, he had never yet been able to +compass an uninterrupted private interview with the elder pair or with +either of them singly. They were always flanked by their elder children, +and poor Pemberton usually had his own little charge at his side. He was +conscious of its being a house in which the surface of one’s delicacy got +rather smudged; nevertheless he had preserved the bloom of his scruple +against announcing to Mr. and Mrs. Moreen with publicity that he +shouldn’t be able to go on longer without a little money. He was still +simple enough to suppose Ulick and Paula and Amy might not know that +since his arrival he had only had a hundred and forty francs; and he was +magnanimous enough to wish not to compromise their parents in their eyes. +Mr. Moreen now listened to him, as he listened to every one and to every +thing, like a man of the world, and seemed to appeal to him—though not of +course too grossly—to try and be a little more of one himself. Pemberton +recognised in fact the importance of the character—from the advantage it +gave Mr. Moreen. He was not even confused or embarrassed, whereas the +young man in his service was more so than there was any reason for. +Neither was he surprised—at least any more than a gentleman had to be who +freely confessed himself a little shocked—though not perhaps strictly at +Pemberton. + +“We must go into this, mustn’t we, dear?” he said to his wife. He +assured his young friend that the matter should have his very best +attention; and he melted into space as elusively as if, at the door, he +were taking an inevitable but deprecatory precedence. When, the next +moment, Pemberton found himself alone with Mrs. Moreen it was to hear her +say “I see, I see”—stroking the roundness of her chin and looking as if +she were only hesitating between a dozen easy remedies. If they didn’t +make their push Mr. Moreen could at least disappear for several days. +During his absence his wife took up the subject again spontaneously, but +her contribution to it was merely that she had thought all the while they +were getting on so beautifully. Pemberton’s reply to this revelation was +that unless they immediately put down something on account he would leave +them on the spot and for ever. He knew she would wonder how he would get +away, and for a moment expected her to enquire. She didn’t, for which he +was almost grateful to her, so little was he in a position to tell. + +“You won’t, you _know_ you won’t—you’re too interested,” she said. “You +are interested, you know you are, you dear kind man!” She laughed with +almost condemnatory archness, as if it were a reproach—though she +wouldn’t insist; and flirted a soiled pocket-handkerchief at him. + +Pemberton’s mind was fully made up to take his step the following week. +This would give him time to get an answer to a letter he had despatched +to England. If he did in the event nothing of the sort—that is if he +stayed another year and then went away only for three months—it was not +merely because before the answer to his letter came (most unsatisfactory +when it did arrive) Mr. Moreen generously counted out to him, and again +with the sacrifice to “form” of a marked man of the world, three hundred +francs in elegant ringing gold. He was irritated to find that Mrs. +Moreen was right, that he couldn’t at the pinch bear to leave the child. +This stood out clearer for the very reason that, the night of his +desperate appeal to his patrons, he had seen fully for the first time +where he was. Wasn’t it another proof of the success with which those +patrons practised their arts that they had managed to avert for so long +the illuminating flash? It descended on our friend with a breadth of +effect which perhaps would have struck a spectator as comical, after he +had returned to his little servile room, which looked into a close court +where a bare dirty opposite wall took, with the sound of shrill clatter, +the reflexion of lighted back windows. He had simply given himself away +to a band of adventurers. The idea, the word itself, wore a romantic +horror for him—he had always lived on such safe lines. Later it assumed +a more interesting, almost a soothing, sense: it pointed a moral, and +Pemberton could enjoy a moral. The Moreens were adventurers not merely +because they didn’t pay their debts, because they lived on society, but +because their whole view of life, dim and confused and instinctive, like +that of clever colour-blind animals, was speculative and rapacious and +mean. Oh they were “respectable,” and that only made them more immondes. +The young man’s analysis, while he brooded, put it at last very +simply—they were adventurers because they were toadies and snobs. That +was the completest account of them—it was the law of their being. Even +when this truth became vivid to their ingenious inmate he remained +unconscious of how much his mind had been prepared for it by the +extraordinary little boy who had now become such a complication in his +life. Much less could he then calculate on the information he was still +to owe the extraordinary little boy. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +But it was during the ensuing time that the real problem came up—the +problem of how far it was excusable to discuss the turpitude of parents +with a child of twelve, of thirteen, of fourteen. Absolutely inexcusable +and quite impossible it of course at first appeared; and indeed the +question didn’t press for some time after Pemberton had received his +three hundred francs. They produced a temporary lull, a relief from the +sharpest pressure. The young man frugally amended his wardrobe and even +had a few francs in his pocket. He thought the Moreens looked at him as +if he were almost too smart, as if they ought to take care not to spoil +him. If Mr. Moreen hadn’t been such a man of the world he would perhaps +have spoken of the freedom of such neckties on the part of a subordinate. +But Mr. Moreen was always enough a man of the world to let things pass—he +had certainly shown that. It was singular how Pemberton guessed that +Morgan, though saying nothing about it, knew something had happened. But +three hundred francs, especially when one owed money, couldn’t last for +ever; and when the treasure was gone—the boy knew when it had +failed—Morgan did break ground. The party had returned to Nice at the +beginning of the winter, but not to the charming villa. They went to an +hotel, where they stayed three months, and then moved to another +establishment, explaining that they had left the first because, after +waiting and waiting, they couldn’t get the rooms they wanted. These +apartments, the rooms they wanted, were generally very splendid; but +fortunately they never _could_ get them—fortunately, I mean, for +Pemberton, who reflected always that if they had got them there would +have been a still scantier educational fund. What Morgan said at last +was said suddenly, irrelevantly, when the moment came, in the middle of a +lesson, and consisted of the apparently unfeeling words: “You ought to +filer, you know—you really ought.” + +Pemberton stared. He had learnt enough French slang from Morgan to know +that to filer meant to cut sticks. “Ah my dear fellow, don’t turn me +off!” + +Morgan pulled a Greek lexicon toward him—he used a Greek-German—to look +out a word, instead of asking it of Pemberton. “You can’t go on like +this, you know.” + +“Like what, my boy?” + +“You know they don’t pay you up,” said Morgan, blushing and turning his +leaves. + +“Don’t pay me?” Pemberton stared again and feigned amazement. “What on +earth put that into your head?” + +“It has been there a long time,” the boy replied rummaging his book. + +Pemberton was silent, then he went on: “I say, what are you hunting for? +They pay me beautifully.” + +“I’m hunting for the Greek for awful whopper,” Morgan dropped. + +“Find that rather for gross impertinence and disabuse your mind. What do +I want of money?” + +“Oh that’s another question!” + +Pemberton wavered—he was drawn in different ways. The severely correct +thing would have been to tell the boy that such a matter was none of his +business and bid him go on with his lines. But they were really too +intimate for that; it was not the way he was in the habit of treating +him; there had been no reason it should be. On the other hand Morgan had +quite lighted on the truth—he really shouldn’t be able to keep it up much +longer; therefore why not let him know one’s real motive for forsaking +him? At the same time it wasn’t decent to abuse to one’s pupil the +family of one’s pupil; it was better to misrepresent than to do that. So +in reply to his comrade’s last exclamation he just declared, to dismiss +the subject, that he had received several payments. + +“I say—I say!” the boy ejaculated, laughing. + +“That’s all right,” Pemberton insisted. “Give me your written +rendering.” + +Morgan pushed a copybook across the table, and he began to read the page, +but with something running in his head that made it no sense. Looking up +after a minute or two he found the child’s eyes fixed on him and felt in +them something strange. Then Morgan said: “I’m not afraid of the stern +reality.” + +“I haven’t yet seen the thing you _are_ afraid of—I’ll do you that +justice!” + +This came out with a jump—it was perfectly true—and evidently gave Morgan +pleasure. “I’ve thought of it a long time,” he presently resumed. + +“Well, don’t think of it any more.” + +The boy appeared to comply, and they had a comfortable and even an +amusing hour. They had a theory that they were very thorough, and yet +they seemed always to be in the amusing part of lessons, the intervals +between the dull dark tunnels, where there were waysides and jolly views. +Yet the morning was brought to a violent as end by Morgan’s suddenly +leaning his arms on the table, burying his head in them and bursting into +tears: at which Pemberton was the more startled that, as it then came +over him, it was the first time he had ever seen the boy cry and that the +impression was consequently quite awful. + +The next day, after much thought, he took a decision and, believing it to +be just, immediately acted on it. He cornered Mr. and Mrs. Moreen again +and let them know that if on the spot they didn’t pay him all they owed +him he wouldn’t only leave their house but would tell Morgan exactly what +had brought him to it. + +“Oh you _haven’t_ told him?” cried Mrs. Moreen with a pacifying hand on +her well-dressed bosom. + +“Without warning you? For what do you take me?” the young man returned. + +Mr. and Mrs. Moreen looked at each other; he could see that they +appreciated, as tending to their security, his superstition of delicacy, +and yet that there was a certain alarm in their relief. “My dear +fellow,” Mr. Moreen demanded, “what use can you have, leading the quiet +life we all do, for such a lot of money?”—a question to which Pemberton +made no answer, occupied as he was in noting that what passed in the mind +of his patrons was something like: “Oh then, if we’ve felt that the +child, dear little angel, has judged us and how he regards us, and we +haven’t been betrayed, he must have guessed—and in short it’s _general_!” +an inference that rather stirred up Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, as Pemberton had +desired it should. At the same time, if he had supposed his threat would +do something towards bringing them round, he was disappointed to find +them taking for granted—how vulgar their perception _had_ been!—that he +had already given them away. There was a mystic uneasiness in their +parental breasts, and that had been the inferior sense of it. None the +less however, his threat did touch them; for if they had escaped it was +only to meet a new danger. Mr. Moreen appealed to him, on every +precedent, as a man of the world; but his wife had recourse, for the +first time since his domestication with them, to a fine hauteur, +reminding him that a devoted mother, with her child, had arts that +protected her against gross misrepresentation. + +“I should misrepresent you grossly if I accused you of common honesty!” +our friend replied; but as he closed the door behind him sharply, +thinking he had not done himself much good, while Mr. Moreen lighted +another cigarette, he heard his hostess shout after him more touchingly: + +“Oh you do, you _do_, put the knife to one’s throat!” + +The next morning, very early, she came to his room. He recognised her +knock, but had no hope she brought him money; as to which he was wrong, +for she had fifty francs in her hand. She squeezed forward in her +dressing-gown, and he received her in his own, between his bath-tub and +his bed. He had been tolerably schooled by this time to the “foreign +ways” of his hosts. Mrs. Moreen was ardent, and when she was ardent she +didn’t care what she did; so she now sat down on his bed, his clothes +being on the chairs, and, in her preoccupation, forgot, as she glanced +round, to be ashamed of giving him such a horrid room. What Mrs. +Moreen’s ardour now bore upon was the design of persuading him that in +the first place she was very good-natured to bring him fifty francs, and +that in the second, if he would only see it, he was really too absurd to +expect to be paid. Wasn’t he paid enough without perpetual money—wasn’t +he paid by the comfortable luxurious home he enjoyed with them all, +without a care, an anxiety, a solitary want? Wasn’t he sure of his +position, and wasn’t that everything to a young man like him, quite +unknown, with singularly little to show, the ground of whose exorbitant +pretensions it had never been easy to discover? Wasn’t he paid above all +by the sweet relation he had established with Morgan—quite ideal as from +master to pupil—and by the simple privilege of knowing and living with so +amazingly gifted a child; than whom really (and she meant literally what +she said) there was no better company in Europe? Mrs. Moreen herself +took to appealing to him as a man of the world; she said “Voyons, mon +cher,” and “My dear man, look here now”; and urged him to be reasonable, +putting it before him that it was truly a chance for him. She spoke as +if, according as he _should_ be reasonable, he would prove himself worthy +to be her son’s tutor and of the extraordinary confidence they had placed +in him. + +After all, Pemberton reflected, it was only a difference of theory and +the theory didn’t matter much. They had hitherto gone on that of +remunerated, as now they would go on that of gratuitous, service; but why +should they have so many words about it? Mrs. Moreen at all events +continued to be convincing; sitting there with her fifty francs she +talked and reiterated, as women reiterate, and bored and irritated him, +while he leaned against the wall with his hands in the pockets of his +wrapper, drawing it together round his legs and looking over the head of +his visitor at the grey negations of his window. She wound up with +saying: “You see I bring you a definite proposal.” + +“A definite proposal?” + +“To make our relations regular, as it were—to put them on a comfortable +footing.” + +“I see—it’s a system,” said Pemberton. “A kind of organised blackmail.” + +Mrs. Moreen bounded up, which was exactly what he wanted. “What do you +mean by that?” + +“You practise on one’s fears—one’s fears about the child if one should go +away.” + +“And pray what would happen to him in that event?” she demanded, with +majesty. + +“Why he’d be alone with _you_.” + +“And pray with whom _should_ a child be but with those whom he loves +most?” + +“If you think that, why don’t you dismiss me?” + +“Do you pretend he loves you more than he loves _us_?” cried Mrs. Moreen. + +“I think he ought to. I make sacrifices for him. Though I’ve heard of +those _you_ make I don’t see them.” + +Mrs. Moreen stared a moment; then with emotion she grasped her inmate’s +hand. “_Will_ you make it—the sacrifice?” + +He burst out laughing. “I’ll see. I’ll do what I can. I’ll stay a +little longer. Your calculation’s just—I _do_ hate intensely to give him +up; I’m fond of him and he thoroughly interests me, in spite of the +inconvenience I suffer. You know my situation perfectly. I haven’t a +penny in the world and, occupied as you see me with Morgan, am unable to +earn money.” + +Mrs. Moreen tapped her undressed arm with her folded bank-note. “Can’t +you write articles? Can’t you translate as _I_ do?” + +“I don’t know about translating; it’s wretchedly paid.” + +“I’m glad to earn what I can,” said Mrs. Moreen with prodigious virtue. + +“You ought to tell me who you do it for.” Pemberton paused a moment, and +she said nothing; so he added: “I’ve tried to turn off some little +sketches, but the magazines won’t have them—they’re declined with +thanks.” + +“You see then you’re not such a phœnix,” his visitor pointedly smiled—“to +pretend to abilities you’re sacrificing for our sake.” + +“I haven’t time to do things properly,” he ruefully went on. Then as it +came over him that he was almost abjectly good-natured to give these +explanations he added: “If I stay on longer it must be on one +condition—that Morgan shall know distinctly on what footing I am.” + +Mrs. Moreen demurred. “Surely you don’t want to show off to a child?” + +“To show _you_ off, do you mean?” + +Again she cast about, but this time it was to produce a still finer +flower. “And _you_ talk of blackmail!” + +“You can easily prevent it,” said Pemberton. + +“And _you_ talk of practising on fears,” she bravely pushed on. + +“Yes, there’s no doubt I’m a great scoundrel.” + +His patroness met his eyes—it was clear she was in straits. Then she +thrust out her money at him. “Mr. Moreen desired me to give you this on +account.” + +“I’m much obliged to Mr. Moreen, but we _have_ no account.” + +“You won’t take it?” + +“That leaves me more free,” said Pemberton. + +“To poison my darling’s mind?” groaned Mrs. Moreen. + +“Oh your darling’s mind—!” the young man laughed. + +She fixed him a moment, and he thought she was going to break out +tormentedly, pleadingly: “For God’s sake, tell me what _is_ in it!” But +she checked this impulse—another was stronger. She pocketed the +money—the crudity of the alternative was comical—and swept out of the +room with the desperate concession: “You may tell him any horror you +like!” + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +A couple of days after this, during which he had failed to profit by so +free a permission, he had been for a quarter of an hour walking with his +charge in silence when the boy became sociable again with the remark: +“I’ll tell you how I know it; I know it through Zénobie.” + +“Zénobie? Who in the world is _she_?” + +“A nurse I used to have—ever so many years ago. A charming woman. I +liked her awfully, and she liked me.” + +“There’s no accounting for tastes. What is it you know through her?” + +“Why what their idea is. She went away because they didn’t fork out. +She did like me awfully, and she stayed two years. She told me all about +it—that at last she could never get her wages. As soon as they saw how +much she liked me they stopped giving her anything. They thought she’d +stay for nothing—just _because_, don’t you know?” And Morgan had a queer +little conscious lucid look. “She did stay ever so long—as long an she +could. She was only a poor girl. She used to send money to her mother. +At last she couldn’t afford it any longer, and went away in a fearful +rage one night—I mean of course in a rage against _them_. She cried over +me tremendously, she hugged me nearly to death. She told me all about +it,” the boy repeated. “She told me it was their idea. So I guessed, +ever so long ago, that they have had the same idea with you.” + +“Zénobie was very sharp,” said Pemberton. “And she made you so.” + +“Oh that wasn’t Zénobie; that was nature. And experience!” Morgan +laughed. + +“Well, Zénobie was a part of your experience.” + +“Certainly I was a part of hers, poor dear!” the boy wisely sighed. “And +I’m part of yours.” + +“A very important part. But I don’t see how you know that I’ve been +treated like Zénobie.” + +“Do you take me for the biggest dunce you’ve known?” Morgan asked. +“Haven’t I been conscious of what we’ve been through together?” + +“What we’ve been through?” + +“Our privations—our dark days.” + +“Oh our days have been bright enough.” + +Morgan went on in silence for a moment. Then he said: “My dear chap, +you’re a hero!” + +“Well, you’re another!” Pemberton retorted. + +“No I’m not, but I ain’t a baby. I won’t stand it any longer. You must +get some occupation that pays. I’m ashamed, I’m ashamed!” quavered the +boy with a ring of passion, like some high silver note from a small +cathedral cloister, that deeply touched his friend. + +“We ought to go off and live somewhere together,” the young man said. + +“I’ll go like a shot if you’ll take me.” + +“I’d get some work that would keep us both afloat,” Pemberton continued. + +“So would I. Why shouldn’t I work? I ain’t such a beastly little muff +as that comes to.” + +“The difficulty is that your parents wouldn’t hear of it. They’d never +part with you; they worship the ground you tread on. Don’t you see the +proof of it?” Pemberton developed. “They don’t dislike me; they wish me +no harm; they’re very amiable people; but they’re perfectly ready to +expose me to any awkwardness in life for your sake.” + +The silence in which Morgan received his fond sophistry struck Pemberton +somehow as expressive. After a moment the child repeated: “You are a +hero!” Then he added: “They leave me with you altogether. You’ve all +the responsibility. They put me off on you from morning till night. Why +then should they object to my taking up with you completely? I’d help +you.” + +“They’re not particularly keen about my being helped, and they delight in +thinking of you as _theirs_. They’re tremendously proud of you.” + +“I’m not proud of _them_. But you know that,” Morgan returned. + +“Except for the little matter we speak of they’re charming people,” said +Pemberton, not taking up the point made for his intelligence, but +wondering greatly at the boy’s own, and especially at this fresh reminder +of something he had been conscious of from the first—the strangest thing +in his friend’s large little composition, a temper, a sensibility, even a +private ideal, which made him as privately disown the stuff his people +were made of. Morgan had in secret a small loftiness which made him +acute about betrayed meanness; as well as a critical sense for the +manners immediately surrounding him that was quite without precedent in a +juvenile nature, especially when one noted that it had not made this +nature “old-fashioned,” as the word is of children—quaint or wizened or +offensive. It was as if he had been a little gentleman and had paid the +penalty by discovering that he was the only such person in his family. +This comparison didn’t make him vain, but it could make him melancholy +and a trifle austere. While Pemberton guessed at these dim young things, +shadows of shadows, he was partly drawn on and partly checked, as for a +scruple, by the charm of attempting to sound the little cool shallows +that were so quickly growing deeper. When he tried to figure to himself +the morning twilight of childhood, so as to deal with it safely, he saw +it was never fixed, never arrested, that ignorance, at the instant he +touched it, was already flushing faintly into knowledge, that there was +nothing that at a given moment you could say an intelligent child didn’t +know. It seemed to him that he himself knew too much to imagine Morgan’s +simplicity and too little to disembroil his tangle. + +The boy paid no heed to his last remark; he only went on: “I’d have +spoken to them about their idea, as I call it, long ago, if I hadn’t been +sure what they’d say.” + +“And what would they say?” + +“Just what they said about what poor Zénobie told me—that it was a horrid +dreadful story, that they had paid her every penny they owed her.” + +“Well, perhaps they had,” said Pemberton. + +“Perhaps they’ve paid you!” + +“Let us pretend they have, and n’en parlons plus.” + +“They accused her of lying and cheating”—Morgan stuck to historic truth. +“That’s why I don’t want to speak to them.” + +“Lest they should accuse me, too?” To this Morgan made no answer, and +his companion, looking down at him—the boy turned away his eyes, which +had filled—saw what he couldn’t have trusted himself to utter. “You’re +right. Don’t worry them,” Pemberton pursued. “Except for that, they +_are_ charming people.” + +“Except for _their_ lying and _their_ cheating?” + +“I say—I say!” cried Pemberton, imitating a little tone of the lad’s +which was itself an imitation. + +“We must be frank, at the last; we _must_ come to an understanding,” said +Morgan with the importance of the small boy who lets himself think he is +arranging great affairs—almost playing at shipwreck or at Indians. “I +know all about everything.” + +“I dare say your father has his reasons,” Pemberton replied, but too +vaguely, as he was aware. + +“For lying and cheating?” + +“For saving and managing and turning his means to the best account. He +has plenty to do with his money. You’re an expensive family.” + +“Yes, I’m very expensive,” Morgan concurred in a manner that made his +preceptor burst out laughing. + +“He’s saving for _you_,” said Pemberton. “They think of you in +everything they do.” + +“He might, while he’s about it, save a little—” The boy paused, and his +friend waited to hear what. Then Morgan brought out oddly: “A little +reputation.” + +“Oh there’s plenty of that. That’s all right!” + +“Enough of it for the people they know, no doubt. The people they know +are awful.” + +“Do you mean the princes? We mustn’t abuse the princes.” + +“Why not? They haven’t married Paula—they haven’t married Amy. They +only clean out Ulick.” + +“You _do_ know everything!” Pemberton declared. + +“No, I don’t, after all. I don’t know what they live on, or how they +live, or _why_ they live! What have they got and how did they get it? +Are they rich, are they poor, or have they a modeste aisance? Why are +they always chiveying me about—living one year like ambassadors and the +next like paupers? Who are they, any way, and what are they? I’ve +thought of all that—I’ve thought of a lot of things. They’re so beastly +worldly. That’s what I hate most—oh, I’ve _seen_ it! All they care +about is to make an appearance and to pass for something or other. What +the dickens do they want to pass for? What _do_ they, Mr. Pemberton?” + +“You pause for a reply,” said Pemberton, treating the question as a joke, +yet wondering too and greatly struck with his mate’s intense if imperfect +vision. “I haven’t the least idea.” + +“And what good does it do? Haven’t I seen the way people treat them—the +‘nice’ people, the ones they want to know? They’ll take anything from +them—they’ll lie down and be trampled on. The nice ones hate that—they +just sicken them. You’re the only really nice person we know.” + +“Are you sure? They don’t lie down for me!” + +“Well, you shan’t lie down for them. You’ve got to go—that’s what you’ve +got to do,” said Morgan. + +“And what will become of you?” + +“Oh I’m growing up. I shall get off before long. I’ll see you later.” + +“You had better let me finish you,” Pemberton urged, lending himself to +the child’s strange superiority. + +Morgan stopped in their walk, looking up at him. He had to look up much +less than a couple of years before—he had grown, in his loose leanness, +so long and high. “Finish me?” he echoed. + +“There are such a lot of jolly things we can do together yet. I want to +turn you out—I want you to do me credit.” + +Morgan continued to look at him. “To give you credit—do you mean?” + +“My dear fellow, you’re too clever to live.” + +“That’s just what I’m afraid you think. No, no; it isn’t fair—I can’t +endure it. We’ll separate next week. The sooner it’s over the sooner to +sleep.” + +“If I hear of anything—any other chance—I promise to go,” Pemberton said. + +Morgan consented to consider this. “But you’ll be honest,” he demanded; +“you won’t pretend you haven’t heard?” + +“I’m much more likely to pretend I have.” + +“But what can you hear of, this way, stuck in a hole with us? You ought +to be on the spot, to go to England—you ought to go to America.” + +“One would think you were _my_ tutor!” said Pemberton. + +Morgan walked on and after a little had begun again: “Well, now that you +know I know and that we look at the facts and keep nothing back—it’s much +more comfortable, isn’t it?” + +“My dear boy, it’s so amusing, so interesting, that it will surely be +quite impossible for me to forego such hours as these.” + +This made Morgan stop once more. “You _do_ keep something back. Oh +you’re not straight—_I_ am!” + +“How am I not straight?” + +“Oh you’ve got your idea!” + +“My idea?” + +“Why that I probably shan’t make old—make older—bones, and that you can +stick it out till I’m removed.” + +“You _are_ too clever to live!” Pemberton repeated. + +“I call it a mean idea,” Morgan pursued. “But I shall punish you by the +way I hang on.” + +“Look out or I’ll poison you!” Pemberton laughed. + +“I’m stronger and better every year. Haven’t you noticed that there +hasn’t been a doctor near me since you came?” + +“_I’m_ your doctor,” said the young man, taking his arm and drawing him +tenderly on again. + +Morgan proceeded and after a few steps gave a sigh of mingled weariness +and relief. “Ah now that we look at the facts it’s all right!” + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +They looked at the facts a good deal after this and one of the first +consequences of their doing so was that Pemberton stuck it out, in his +friend’s parlance, for the purpose. Morgan made the facts so vivid and +so droll, and at the same time so bald and so ugly, that there was +fascination in talking them over with him, just as there would have been +heartlessness in leaving him alone with them. Now that the pair had such +perceptions in common it was useless for them to pretend they didn’t +judge such people; but the very judgement and the exchange of perceptions +created another tie. Morgan had never been so interesting as now that he +himself was made plainer by the sidelight of these confidences. What +came out in it most was the small fine passion of his pride. He had +plenty of that, Pemberton felt—so much that one might perhaps wisely wish +for it some early bruises. He would have liked his people to have a +spirit and had waked up to the sense of their perpetually eating +humble-pie. His mother would consume any amount, and his father would +consume even more than his mother. He had a theory that Ulick had +wriggled out of an “affair” at Nice: there had once been a flurry at +home, a regular panic, after which they all went to bed and took +medicine, not to be accounted for on any other supposition. Morgan had a +romantic imagination, led by poetry and history, and he would have liked +those who “bore his name”—as he used to say to Pemberton with the humour +that made his queer delicacies manly—to carry themselves with an air. +But their one idea was to get in with people who didn’t want them and to +take snubs as it they were honourable scars. Why people didn’t want them +more he didn’t know—that was people’s own affair; after all they weren’t +superficially repulsive, they were a hundred times cleverer than most of +the dreary grandees, the “poor swells” they rushed about Europe to catch +up with. “After all they _are_ amusing—they are!” he used to pronounce +with the wisdom of the ages. To which Pemberton always replied: +“Amusing—the great Moreen troupe? Why they’re altogether delightful; and +if it weren’t for the hitch that you and I (feeble performers!) make in +the ensemble they’d carry everything before them.” + +What the boy couldn’t get over was the fact that this particular blight +seemed, in a tradition of self-respect, so undeserved and so arbitrary. +No doubt people had a right to take the line they liked; but why should +his people have liked the line of pushing and toadying and lying and +cheating? What had their forefathers—all decent folk, so far as he +knew—done to them, or what had he done to them? Who had poisoned their +blood with the fifth-rate social ideal, the fixed idea of making smart +acquaintances and getting into the monde chic, especially when it was +foredoomed to failure and exposure? They showed so what they were after; +that was what made the people they wanted not want _them_. And never a +wince for dignity, never a throb of shame at looking each other in the +face, never any independence or resentment or disgust. If his father or +his brother would only knock some one down once or twice a year! Clever +as they were they never guessed the impression they made. They were +good-natured, yes—as good-natured as Jews at the doors of clothing-shops! +But was that the model one wanted one’s family to follow? Morgan had dim +memories of an old grandfather, the maternal, in New York, whom he had +been taken across the ocean at the age of five to see: a gentleman with a +high neck-cloth and a good deal of pronunciation, who wore a dress-coat +in the morning, which made one wonder what he wore in the evening, and +had, or was supposed to have “property” and something to do with the +Bible Society. It couldn’t have been but that he was a good type. +Pemberton himself remembered Mrs. Clancy, a widowed sister of Mr. +Moreen’s, who was as irritating as a moral tale and had paid a +fortnight’s visit to the family at Nice shortly after he came to live +with them. She was “pure and refined,” as Amy said over the banjo, and +had the air of not knowing what they meant when they talked, and of +keeping something rather important back. Pemberton judged that what she +kept back was an approval of many of their ways; therefore it was to be +supposed that she too was of a good type, and that Mr. and Mrs. Moreen +and Ulick and Paula and Amy might easily have been of a better one if +they would. + +But that they wouldn’t was more and more perceptible from day to day. +They continued to “chivey,” as Morgan called it, and in due time became +aware of a variety of reasons for proceeding to Venice. They mentioned a +great many of them—they were always strikingly frank and had the +brightest friendly chatter, at the late foreign breakfast in especial, +before the ladies had made up their faces, when they leaned their arms on +the table, had something to follow the demitasse, and, in the heat of +familiar discussion as to what they “really ought” to do, fell inevitably +into the languages in which they could tutoyer. Even Pemberton liked +them then; he could endure even Ulick when he heard him give his little +flat voice for the “sweet sea-city.” That was what made him have a +sneaking kindness for them—that they were so out of the workaday world +and kept him so out of it. The summer had waned when, with cries of +ecstasy, they all passed out on the balcony that overhung the Grand +Canal. The sunsets then were splendid and the Dorringtons had arrived. +The Dorringtons were the only reason they hadn’t talked of at breakfast; +but the reasons they didn’t talk of at breakfast always came out in the +end. The Dorringtons on the other hand came out very little; or else +when they did they stayed—as was natural—for hours, during which periods +Mrs. Moreen and the girls sometimes called at their hotel (to see if they +had returned) as many as three times running. The gondola was for the +ladies, as in Venice too there were “days,” which Mrs. Moreen knew in +their order an hour after she arrived. She immediately took one herself, +to which the Dorringtons never came, though on a certain occasion when +Pemberton and his pupil were together at St. Mark’s—where, taking the +best walks they had ever had and haunting a hundred churches, they spent +a great deal of time—they saw the old lord turn up with Mr. Moreen and +Ulick, who showed him the dim basilica as if it belonged to them. +Pemberton noted how much less, among its curiosities, Lord Dorrington +carried himself as a man of the world; wondering too whether, for such +services, his companions took a fee from him. The autumn at any rate +waned, the Dorringtons departed, and Lord Verschoyle, the eldest son, had +proposed neither for Amy nor for Paula. + +One sad November day, while the wind roared round the old palace and the +rain lashed the lagoon, Pemberton, for exercise and even somewhat for +warmth—the Moreens were horribly frugal about fires; it was a cause of +suffering to their inmate—walked up and down the big bare sala with his +pupil. The scagliola floor was cold, the high battered casements shook +in the storm, and the stately decay of the place was unrelieved by a +particle of furniture. Pemberton’s spirits were low, and it came over +him that the fortune of the Moreens was now even lower. A blast of +desolation, a portent of disgrace and disaster, seemed to draw through +the comfortless hall. Mr. Moreen and Ulick were in the Piazza, looking +out for something, strolling drearily, in mackintoshes, under the +arcades; but still, in spite of mackintoshes, unmistakeable men of the +world. Paula and Amy were in bed—it might have been thought they were +staying there to keep warm. Pemberton looked askance at the boy at his +side, to see to what extent he was conscious of these dark omens. But +Morgan, luckily for him, was now mainly conscious of growing taller and +stronger and indeed of being in his fifteenth year. This fact was +intensely interesting to him and the basis of a private theory—which, +however, he had imparted to his tutor—that in a little while he should +stand on his own feet. He considered that the situation would +change—that in short he should be “finished,” grown up, producible in the +world of affairs and ready to prove himself of sterling ability. Sharply +as he was capable at times of analysing, as he called it, his life, there +were happy hours when he remained, as he also called it—and as the name, +really, of their right ideal—“jolly” superficial; the proof of which was +his fundamental assumption that he should presently go to Oxford, to +Pemberton’s college, and, aided and abetted by Pemberton, do the most +wonderful things. It depressed the young man to see how little in such a +project he took account of ways and means: in other connexions he mostly +kept to the measure. Pemberton tried to imagine the Moreens at Oxford +and fortunately failed; yet unless they were to adopt it as a residence +there would be no modus vivendi for Morgan. How could he live without an +allowance, and where was the allowance to come from? He, Pemberton, +might live on Morgan; but how could Morgan live on _him_? What was to +become of him anyhow? Somehow the fact that he was a big boy now, with +better prospects of health, made the question of his future more +difficult. So long as he was markedly frail the great consideration he +inspired seemed enough of an answer to it. But at the bottom of +Pemberton’s heart was the recognition of his probably being strong enough +to live and not yet strong enough to struggle or to thrive. Morgan +himself at any rate was in the first flush of the rosiest consciousness +of adolescence, so that the beating of the tempest seemed to him after +all but the voice of life and the challenge of fate. He had on his +shabby little overcoat, with the collar up, but was enjoying his walk. + +It was interrupted at last by the appearance of his mother at the end of +the sala. She beckoned him to come to her, and while Pemberton saw him, +complaisant, pass down the long vista and over the damp false marble, he +wondered what was in the air. Mrs. Moreen said a word to the boy and +made him go into the room she had quitted. Then, having closed the door +after him, she directed her steps swiftly to Pemberton. There was +something in the air, but his wildest flight of fancy wouldn’t have +suggested what it proved to be. She signified that she had made a +pretext to get Morgan out of the way, and then she enquired—without +hesitation—if the young man could favour her with the loan of three +louis. While, before bursting into a laugh, he stared at her with +surprise, she declared that she was awfully pressed for the money; she +was desperate for it—it would save her life. + +“Dear lady, c’est trop fort!” Pemberton laughed in the manner and with +the borrowed grace of idiom that marked the best colloquial, the best +anecdotic, moments of his friends themselves. “Where in the world do you +suppose I should get three louis, du train dont vous allez?” + +“I thought you worked—wrote things. Don’t they pay you?” + +“Not a penny.” + +“Are you such a fool as to work for nothing?” + +“You ought surely to know that.” + +Mrs. Moreen stared, then she coloured a little. Pemberton saw she had +quite forgotten the terms—if “terms” they could be called—that he had +ended by accepting from herself; they had burdened her memory as little +as her conscience. “Oh yes, I see what you mean—you’ve been very nice +about that; but why drag it in so often?” She had been perfectly urbane +with him ever since the rough scene of explanation in his room the +morning he made her accept _his_ “terms”—the necessity of his making his +case known to Morgan. She had felt no resentment after seeing there was +no danger Morgan would take the matter up with her. Indeed, attributing +this immunity to the good taste of his influence with the boy, she had +once said to Pemberton “My dear fellow, it’s an immense comfort you’re a +gentleman.” She repeated this in substance now. “Of course you’re a +gentleman—that’s a bother the less!” Pemberton reminded her that he had +not “dragged in” anything that wasn’t already in as much as his foot was +in his shoe; and she also repeated her prayer that, somewhere and +somehow, he would find her sixty francs. He took the liberty of hinting +that if he could find them it wouldn’t be to lend them to _her_—as to +which he consciously did himself injustice, knowing that if he had them +he would certainly put them at her disposal. He accused himself, at +bottom and not unveraciously, of a fantastic, a demoralised sympathy with +her. If misery made strange bedfellows it also made strange sympathies. +It was moreover a part of the abasement of living with such people that +one had to make vulgar retorts, quite out of one’s own tradition of good +manners. “Morgan, Morgan, to what pass have I come for you?” he groaned +while Mrs. Moreen floated voluminously down the sala again to liberate +the boy, wailing as she went that everything was too odious. + +Before their young friend was liberated there came a thump at the door +communicating with the staircase, followed by the apparition of a +dripping youth who poked in his head. Pemberton recognised him as the +bearer of a telegram and recognised the telegram as addressed to himself. +Morgan came back as, after glancing at the signature—that of a relative +in London—he was reading the words: “Found a jolly job for you, +engagement to coach opulent youth on own terms. Come at once.” The +answer happily was paid and the messenger waited. Morgan, who had drawn +near, waited too and looked hard at Pemberton; and Pemberton, after a +moment, having met his look, handed him the telegram. It was really by +wise looks—they knew each other so well now—that, while the +telegraph-boy, in his waterproof cape, made a great puddle on the floor, +the thing was settled between them. Pemberton wrote the answer with a +pencil against the frescoed wall, and the messenger departed. When he +had gone the young man explained himself. + +“I’ll make a tremendous charge; I’ll earn a lot of money in a short time, +and we’ll live on it.” + +“Well, I hope the opulent youth will be a dismal dunce—he probably will—” +Morgan parenthesised—“and keep you a long time a-hammering of it in.” + +“Of course the longer he keeps me the more we shall have for our old +age.” + +“But suppose _they_ don’t pay you!” Morgan awfully suggested. + +“Oh there are not two such—!” But Pemberton pulled up; he had been on +the point of using too invidious a term. Instead of this he said “Two +such fatalities.” + +Morgan flushed—the tears came to his eyes. “Dites toujours two such +rascally crews!” Then in a different tone he added: “Happy opulent +youth!” + +“Not if he’s a dismal dunce.” + +“Oh they’re happier then. But you can’t have everything, can you?” the +boy smiled. + +Pemberton held him fast, hands on his shoulders—he had never loved him +so. “What will become of you, what will you do?” He thought of Mrs. +Moreen, desperate for sixty francs. + +“I shall become an homme fait.” And then as if he recognised all the +bearings of Pemberton’s allusion: “I shall get on with them better when +you’re not here.” + +“Ah don’t say that—it sounds as if I set you against them!” + +“You do—the sight of you. It’s all right; you know what I mean. I shall +be beautiful. I’ll take their affairs in hand; I’ll marry my sisters.” + +“You’ll marry yourself!” joked Pemberton; as high, rather tense +pleasantry would evidently be the right, or the safest, tone for their +separation. + +It was, however, not purely in this strain that Morgan suddenly asked: +“But I say—how will you get to your jolly job? You’ll have to telegraph +to the opulent youth for money to come on.” + +Pemberton bethought himself. “They won’t like that, will they?” + +“Oh look out for them!” + +Then Pemberton brought out his remedy. “I’ll go to the American Consul; +I’ll borrow some money of him—just for the few days, on the strength of +the telegram.” + +Morgan was hilarious. “Show him the telegram—then collar the money and +stay!” + +Pemberton entered into the joke sufficiently to reply that for Morgan he +was really capable of that; but the boy, growing more serious, and to +prove he hadn’t meant what he said, not only hurried him off to the +Consulate—since he was to start that evening, as he had wired to his +friend—but made sure of their affair by going with him. They splashed +through the tortuous perforations and over the humpbacked bridges, and +they passed through the Piazza, where they saw Mr. Moreen and Ulick go +into a jeweller’s shop. The Consul proved accommodating—Pemberton said +it wasn’t the letter, but Morgan’s grand air—and on their way back they +went into Saint Mark’s for a hushed ten minutes. Later they took up and +kept up the fun of it to the very end; and it seemed to Pemberton a part +of that fun that Mrs. Moreen, who was very angry when he had announced +her his intention, should charge him, grotesquely and vulgarly and in +reference to the loan she had vainly endeavoured to effect, with bolting +lest they should “get something out” of him. On the other hand he had to +do Mr. Moreen and Ulick the justice to recognise that when on coming in +they heard the cruel news they took it like perfect men of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +When he got at work with the opulent youth, who was to be taken in hand +for Balliol, he found himself unable to say if this aspirant had really +such poor parts or if the appearance were only begotten of his own long +association with an intensely living little mind. From Morgan he heard +half a dozen times: the boy wrote charming young letters, a patchwork of +tongues, with indulgent postscripts in the family Volapuk and, in little +squares and rounds and crannies of the text, the drollest +illustrations—letters that he was divided between the impulse to show his +present charge as a vain, a wasted incentive, and the sense of something +in them that publicity would profane. The opulent youth went up in due +course and failed to pass; but it seemed to add to the presumption that +brilliancy was not expected of him all at once that his parents, +condoning the lapse, which they good-naturedly treated as little as +possible as if it were Pemberton’s, should have sounded the rally again, +begged the young coach to renew the siege. + +The young coach was now in a position to lend Mrs. Moreen three louis, +and he sent her a post-office order even for a larger amount. In return +for this favour he received a frantic scribbled line from her: “Implore +you to come back instantly—Morgan dreadfully ill.” They were on there +rebound, once more in Paris—often as Pemberton had seen them depressed he +had never seen them crushed—and communication was therefore rapid. He +wrote to the boy to ascertain the state of his health, but awaited the +answer in vain. He accordingly, after three days, took an abrupt leave +of the opulent youth and, crossing the Channel, alighted at the small +hotel, in the quarter of the Champs Elysées, of which Mrs. Moreen had +given him the address. A deep if dumb dissatisfaction with this lady and +her companions bore him company: they couldn’t be vulgarly honest, but +they could live at hotels, in velvety entresols, amid a smell of burnt +pastilles, surrounded by the most expensive city in Europe. When he had +left them in Venice it was with an irrepressible suspicion that something +was going to happen; but the only thing that could have taken place was +again their masterly retreat. “How is he? where is he?” he asked of Mrs. +Moreen; but before she could speak these questions were answered by the +pressure round hid neck of a pair of arms, in shrunken sleeves, which +still were perfectly capable of an effusive young foreign squeeze. + +“Dreadfully ill—I don’t see it!” the young man cried. And then to +Morgan: “Why on earth didn’t you relieve me? Why didn’t you answer my +letter?” + +Mrs. Moreen declared that when she wrote he was very bad, and Pemberton +learned at the same time from the boy that he had answered every letter +he had received. This led to the clear inference that Pemberton’s note +had been kept from him so that the game practised should not be +interfered with. Mrs. Moreen was prepared to see the fact exposed, as +Pemberton saw the moment he faced her that she was prepared for a good +many other things. She was prepared above all to maintain that she had +acted from a sense of duty, that she was enchanted she had got him over, +whatever they might say, and that it was useless of him to pretend he +didn’t know in all his bones that his place at such a time was with +Morgan. He had taken the boy away from them and now had no right to +abandon him. He had created for himself the gravest responsibilities and +must at least abide by what he had done. + +“Taken him away from you?” Pemberton exclaimed indignantly. + +“Do it—do it for pity’s sake; that’s just what I want. I can’t stand +_this_—and such scenes. They’re awful frauds—poor dears!” These words +broke from Morgan, who had intermitted his embrace, in a key which made +Pemberton turn quickly to him and see that he had suddenly seated +himself, was breathing in great pain, and was very pale. + +“_Now_ do you say he’s not in a state, my precious pet?” shouted his +mother, dropping on her knees before him with clasped hands, but touching +him no more than if he had been a gilded idol. “It will pass—it’s only +for an instant; but don’t say such dreadful things!” + +“I’m all right—all right,” Morgan panted to Pemberton, whom he sat +looking up at with a strange smile, his hands resting on either side of +the sofa. + +“Now do you pretend I’ve been dishonest, that I’ve deceived?” Mrs. Moreen +flashed at Pemberton as she got up. + +“It isn’t _he_ says it, it’s I!” the boy returned, apparently easier, but +sinking back against the wall; while his restored friend, who had sat +down beside him, took his hand and bent over him. + +“Darling child, one does what one can; there are so many things to +consider,” urged Mrs. Moreen. “It’s his _place_—his only place. You see +_you_ think it is now.” + +“Take me away—take me away,” Morgan went on, smiling to Pemberton with +his white face. + +“Where shall I take you, and how—oh _how_, my boy?” the young man +stammered, thinking of the rude way in which his friends in London held +that, for his convenience, with no assurance of prompt return, he had +thrown them over; of the just resentment with which they would already +have called in a successor, and of the scant help to finding fresh +employment that resided for him in the grossness of his having failed to +pass his pupil. + +“Oh we’ll settle that. You used to talk about it,” said Morgan. “If we +can only go all the rest’s a detail.” + +“Talk about it as much as you like, but don’t think you can attempt it. +Mr. Moreen would never consent—it would be so _very_ hand-to-mouth,” +Pemberton’s hostess beautifully explained to him. Then to Morgan she +made it clearer: “It would destroy our peace, it would break our hearts. +Now that he’s back it will be all the same again. You’ll have your life, +your work and your freedom, and we’ll all be happy as we used to be. +You’ll bloom and grow perfectly well, and we won’t have any more silly +experiments, will we? They’re too absurd. It’s Mr. Pemberton’s +place—every one in his place. You in yours, your papa in his, me in +mine—n’est-ce pas, chéri? We’ll all forget how foolish we’ve been and +have lovely times.” + +She continued to talk and to surge vaguely about the little draped stuffy +salon while Pemberton sat with the boy, whose colour gradually came back; +and she mixed up her reasons, hinting that there were going to be +changes, that the other children might scatter (who knew?—Paula had her +ideas) and that then it might be fancied how much the poor old +parent-birds would want the little nestling. Morgan looked at Pemberton, +who wouldn’t let him move; and Pemberton knew exactly how he felt at +hearing himself called a little nestling. He admitted that he had had +one or two bad days, but he protested afresh against the wrong of his +mother’s having made them the ground of an appeal to poor Pemberton. +Poor Pemberton could laugh now, apart from the comicality of Mrs. +Moreen’s mustering so much philosophy for her defence—she seemed to shake +it out of her agitated petticoats, which knocked over the light gilt +chairs—so little did their young companion, _marked_, unmistakeably +marked at the best, strike him as qualified to repudiate any advantage. + +He himself was in for it at any rate. He should have Morgan on his hands +again indefinitely; though indeed he saw the lad had a private theory to +produce which would be intended to smooth this down. He was obliged to +him for it in advance; but the suggested amendment didn’t keep his heart +rather from sinking, any more than it prevented him from accepting the +prospect on the spot, with some confidence moreover that he should do so +even better if he could have a little supper. Mrs. Moreen threw out more +hints about the changes that were to be looked for, but she was such a +mixture of smiles and shudders—she confessed she was very nervous—that he +couldn’t tell if she were in high feather or only in hysterics. If the +family was really at last going to pieces why shouldn’t she recognise the +necessity of pitching Morgan into some sort of lifeboat? This +presumption was fostered by the fact that they were established in +luxurious quarters in the capital of pleasure; that was exactly where +they naturally _would_ be established in view of going to pieces. +Moreover didn’t she mention that Mr. Moreen and the others were enjoying +themselves at the opera with Mr. Granger, and wasn’t _that_ also +precisely where one would look for them on the eve of a smash? Pemberton +gathered that Mr. Granger was a rich vacant American—a big bill with a +flourishy heading and no items; so that one of Paula’s “ideas” was +probably that this time she hadn’t missed fire—by which straight shot +indeed she would have shattered the general cohesion. And if the +cohesion was to crumble what would become of poor Pemberton? He felt +quite enough bound up with them to figure to his alarm as a dislodged +block in the edifice. + +It was Morgan who eventually asked if no supper had been ordered for him; +sitting with him below, later, at the dim delayed meal, in the presence +of a great deal of corded green plush, a plate of ornamental biscuit and +an aloofness marked on the part of the waiter. Mrs. Moreen had explained +that they had been obliged to secure a room for the visitor out of the +house; and Morgan’s consolation—he offered it while Pemberton reflected +on the nastiness of lukewarm sauces—proved to be, largely, that his +circumstance would facilitate their escape. He talked of their +escape—recurring to it often afterwards—as if they were making up a +“boy’s book” together. But he likewise expressed his sense that there +was something in the air, that the Moreens couldn’t keep it up much +longer. In point of fact, as Pemberton was to see, they kept it up for +five or six months. All the while, however, Morgan’s contention was +designed to cheer him. Mr. Moreen and Ulick, whom he had met the day +after his return, accepted that return like perfect men of the world. If +Paula and Amy treated it even with less formality an allowance was to be +made for them, inasmuch as Mr. Granger hadn’t come to the opera after +all. He had only placed his box at their service, with a bouquet for +each of the party; there was even one apiece, embittering the thought of +his profusion, for Mr. Moreen and Ulick. “They’re all like that,” was +Morgan’s comment; “at the very last, just when we think we’ve landed them +they’re back in the deep sea!” + +Morgan’s comments in these days were more and more free; they even +included a large recognition of the extraordinary tenderness with which +he had been treated while Pemberton was away. Oh yes, they couldn’t do +enough to be nice to him, to show him they had him on their mind and make +up for his loss. That was just what made the whole thing so sad and +caused him to rejoice after all in Pemberton’s return—he had to keep +thinking of their affection less, had less sense of obligation. +Pemberton laughed out at this last reason, and Morgan blushed and said: +“Well, dash it, you know what I mean.” Pemberton knew perfectly what he +meant; but there were a good many things that—dash it too!—it didn’t make +any clearer. This episode of his second sojourn in Paris stretched +itself out wearily, with their resumed readings and wanderings and +maunderings, their potterings on the quays, their hauntings of the +museums, their occasional lingerings in the Palais Royal when the first +sharp weather came on and there was a comfort in warm emanations, before +Chevet’s wonderful succulent window. Morgan wanted to hear all about the +opulent youth—he took an immense interest in him. Some of the details of +his opulence—Pemberton could spare him none of them—evidently fed the +boy’s appreciation of all his friend had given up to come back to him; +but in addition to the greater reciprocity established by that heroism he +had always his little brooding theory, in which there was a frivolous +gaiety too, that their long probation was drawing to a close. Morgan’s +conviction that the Moreens couldn’t go on much longer kept pace with the +unexpended impetus with which, from month to month, they did go on. +Three weeks after Pemberton had rejoined them they went on to another +hotel, a dingier one than the first; but Morgan rejoiced that his tutor +had at least still not sacrificed the advantage of a room outside. He +clung to the romantic utility of this when the day, or rather the night, +should arrive for their escape. + +For the first time, in this complicated connexion, our friend felt his +collar gall him. It was, as he had said to Mrs. Moreen in Venice, trop +fort—everything was trop fort. He could neither really throw off his +blighting burden nor find in it the benefit of a pacified conscience or +of a rewarded affection. He had spent all the money accruing to him in +England, and he saw his youth going and that he was getting nothing back +for it. It was all very well of Morgan to count it for reparation that +he should now settle on him permanently—there was an irritating flaw in +such a view. He saw what the boy had in his mind; the conception that as +his friend had had the generosity to come back he must show his gratitude +by giving him his life. But the poor friend didn’t desire the gift—what +could he do with Morgan’s dreadful little life? Of course at the same +time that Pemberton was irritated he remembered the reason, which was +very honourable to Morgan and which dwelt simply in his making one so +forget that he was no more than a patched urchin. If one dealt with him +on a different basis one’s misadventures were one’s own fault. So +Pemberton waited in a queer confusion of yearning and alarm for the +catastrophe which was held to hang over the house of Moreen, of which he +certainly at moments felt the symptoms brush his cheek and as to which he +wondered much in what form it would find its liveliest effect. + +Perhaps it would take the form of sudden dispersal—a frightened sauve qui +peut, a scuttling into selfish corners. Certainly they were less elastic +than of yore; they were evidently looking for something they didn’t find. +The Dorringtons hadn’t re-appeared, the princes had scattered; wasn’t +that the beginning of the end? Mrs. Moreen had lost her reckoning of the +famous “days”; her social calendar was blurred—it had turned its face to +the wall. Pemberton suspected that the great, the cruel discomfiture had +been the unspeakable behaviour of Mr. Granger, who seemed not to know +what he wanted, or, what was much worse, what they wanted. He kept +sending flowers, as if to bestrew the path of his retreat, which was +never the path of a return. Flowers were all very well, but—Pemberton +could complete the proposition. It was now positively conspicuous that +in the long run the Moreens were a social failure; so that the young man +was almost grateful the run had not been short. Mr. Moreen indeed was +still occasionally able to get away on business and, what was more +surprising, was likewise able to get back. Ulick had no club but you +couldn’t have discovered it from his appearance, which was as much as +ever that of a person looking at life from the window of such an +institution; therefore Pemberton was doubly surprised at an answer he +once heard him make his mother in the desperate tone of a man familiar +with the worst privations. Her question Pemberton had not quite caught; +it appeared to be an appeal for a suggestion as to whom they might get to +take Amy. “Let the Devil take her!” Ulick snapped; so that Pemberton +could see that they had not only lost their amiability but had ceased to +believe in themselves. He could also see that if Mrs. Moreen was trying +to get people to take her children she might be regarded as closing the +hatches for the storm. But Morgan would be the last she would part with. + +One winter afternoon—it was a Sunday—he and the boy walked far together +in the Bois de Boulogne. The evening was so splendid, the cold +lemon-coloured sunset so clear, the stream of carriages and pedestrians +so amusing and the fascination of Paris so great, that they stayed out +later than usual and became aware that they should have to hurry home to +arrive in time for dinner. They hurried accordingly, arm-in-arm, +good-humoured and hungry, agreeing that there was nothing like Paris +after all and that after everything too that had come and gone they were +not yet sated with innocent pleasures. When they reached the hotel they +found that, though scandalously late, they were in time for all the +dinner they were likely to sit down to. Confusion reigned in the +apartments of the Moreens—very shabby ones this time, but the best in the +house—and before the interrupted service of the table, with objects +displaced almost as if there had been a scuffle and a great wine-stain +from an overturned bottle, Pemberton couldn’t blink the fact that there +had been a scene of the last proprietary firmness. The storm had +come—they were all seeking refuge. The hatches were down, Paula and Amy +were invisible—they had never tried the most casual art upon Pemberton, +but he felt they had enough of an eye to him not to wish to meet him as +young ladies whose frocks had been confiscated—and Ulick appeared to have +jumped overboard. The host and his staff, in a word, had ceased to “go +on” at the pace of their guests, and the air of embarrassed detention, +thanks to a pile of gaping trunks in the passage, was strangely +commingled with the air of indignant withdrawal. When Morgan took all +this in—and he took it in very quickly—he coloured to the roots of his +hair. He had walked from his infancy among difficulties and dangers, but +he had never seen a public exposure. Pemberton noticed in a second +glance at him that the tears had rushed into his eyes and that they were +tears of a new and untasted bitterness. He wondered an instant, for the +boy’s sake, whether he might successfully pretend not to understand. Not +successfully, he felt, as Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, dinnerless by their +extinguished hearth, rose before him in their little dishonoured salon, +casting about with glassy eyes for the nearest port in such a storm. +They were not prostrate but were horribly white, and Mrs. Moreen had +evidently been crying. Pemberton quickly learned however that her grief +was not for the loss of her dinner, much as she usually enjoyed it, but +the fruit of a blow that struck even deeper, as she made all haste to +explain. He would see for himself, so far as that went, how the great +change had come, the dreadful bolt had fallen, and how they would now all +have to turn themselves about. Therefore cruel as it was to them to part +with their darling she must look to him to carry a little further the +influence he had so fortunately acquired with the boy—to induce his young +charge to follow him into some modest retreat. They depended on him—that +was the fact—to take their delightful child temporarily under his +protection; it would leave Mr. Moreen and herself so much more free to +give the proper attention (too little, alas! had been given) to the +readjustment of their affairs. + +“We trust you—we feel we _can_,” said Mrs. Moreen, slowly rubbing her +plump white hands and looking with compunction hard at Morgan, whose +chin, not to take liberties, her husband stroked with a paternal +forefinger. + +“Oh yes—we feel that we _can_. We trust Mr. Pemberton fully, Morgan,” +Mr. Moreen pursued. + +Pemberton wondered again if he might pretend not to understand; but +everything good gave way to the intensity of Morgan’s understanding. “Do +you mean he may take me to live with him for ever and ever?” cried the +boy. “May take me away, away, anywhere he likes?” + +“For ever and ever? Comme vous-y-allez!” Mr. Moreen laughed indulgently. +“For as long as Mr. Pemberton may be so good.” + +“We’ve struggled, we’ve suffered,” his wife went on; “but you’ve made him +so your own that we’ve already been through the worst of the sacrifice.” + +Morgan had turned away from his father—he stood looking at Pemberton with +a light in his face. His sense of shame for their common humiliated +state had dropped; the case had another side—the thing was to clutch at +_that_. He had a moment of boyish joy, scarcely mitigated by the +reflexion that with this unexpected consecration of his hope—too sudden +and too violent; the turn taken was away from a _good_ boy’s book—the +“escape” was left on their hands. The boyish joy was there an instant, +and Pemberton was almost scared at the rush of gratitude and affection +that broke through his first abasement. When he stammered “My dear +fellow, what do you say to _that_?” how could one not say something +enthusiastic? But there was more need for courage at something else that +immediately followed and that made the lad sit down quietly on the +nearest chair. He had turned quite livid and had raised his hand to his +left side. They were all three looking at him, but Mrs. Moreen suddenly +bounded forward. “Ah his darling little heart!” she broke out; and this +time, on her knees before him and without respect for the idol, she +caught him ardently in her arms. “You walked him too far, you hurried +him too fast!” she hurled over her shoulder at Pemberton. Her son made +no protest, and the next instant, still holding him, she sprang up with +her face convulsed and with the terrified cry “Help, help! he’s going, +he’s gone!” Pemberton saw with equal horror, by Morgan’s own stricken +face, that he was beyond their wildest recall. He pulled him half out of +his mother’s hands, and for a moment, while they held him together, they +looked all their dismay into each other’s eyes, “He couldn’t stand it +with his weak organ,” said Pemberton—“the shock, the whole scene, the +violent emotion.” + +“But I thought he _wanted_ to go to you!”, wailed Mrs. Moreen. + +“I _told_ you he didn’t, my dear,” her husband made answer. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Pupil + + +Author: Henry James + + + +Release Date: December 24, 2010 [eBook #1032] +First released: July 27, 1997 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PUPIL*** +</pre> +<p>Transcribed from the 1916 Le Roy Phillips edition by David +Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org</p> +<h1>THE PUPIL</h1> +<p style="text-align: center">BY HENRY JAMES</p> +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center">LE ROY PHILLIPS<br /> +BOSTON</p> +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center">This edition first published +1916</p> +<p style="text-align: center">The text follows that of the<br /> +Definitive Edition</p> +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center"><i>Printed in Great Britain</i></p> +<h2>CHAPTER I</h2> +<p>The poor young man hesitated and procrastinated: it cost him +such an effort to broach the subject of terms, to speak of money +to a person who spoke only of feelings and, as it were, of the +aristocracy. Yet he was unwilling to take leave, treating +his engagement as settled, without some more conventional glance +in that direction than he could find an opening for in the manner +of the large affable lady who sat there drawing a pair of soiled +gants de Suède through a fat jewelled hand and, at once +pressing and gliding, repeated over and over everything but the +thing he would have liked to hear. He would have liked to +hear the figure of his salary; but just as he was nervously about +to sound that note the little boy came back—the little boy +Mrs. Moreen had sent out of the room to fetch her fan. He +came back without the fan, only with the casual observation that +he couldn’t find it. As he dropped this cynical +confession he looked straight and hard at the candidate for the +honour of taking his education in hand. This personage +reflected somewhat grimly that the thing he should have to teach +his little charge would be to appear to address himself to his +mother when he spoke to her—especially not to make her such +an improper answer as that.</p> +<p>When Mrs. Moreen bethought herself of this pretext for getting +rid of their companion Pemberton supposed it was precisely to +approach the delicate subject of his remuneration. But it +had been only to say some things about her son that it was better +a boy of eleven shouldn’t catch. They were +extravagantly to his advantage save when she lowered her voice to +sigh, tapping her left side familiarly, “And all +overclouded by <i>this</i>, you know; all at the mercy of a +weakness—!” Pemberton gathered that the +weakness was in the region of the heart. He had known the +poor child was not robust: this was the basis on which he had +been invited to treat, through an English lady, an Oxford +acquaintance, then at Nice, who happened to know both his needs +and those of the amiable American family looking out for +something really superior in the way of a resident tutor.</p> +<p>The young man’s impression of his prospective pupil, who +had come into the room as if to see for himself the moment +Pemberton was admitted, was not quite the soft solicitation the +visitor had taken for granted. Morgan Moreen was somehow +sickly without being “delicate,” and that he looked +intelligent—it is true Pemberton wouldn’t have +enjoyed his being stupid—only added to the suggestion that, +as with his big mouth and big ears he really couldn’t be +called pretty, he might too utterly fail to please. +Pemberton was modest, was even timid; and the chance that his +small scholar might prove cleverer than himself had quite +figured, to his anxiety, among the dangers of an untried +experiment. He reflected, however, that these were risks +one had to run when one accepted a position, as it was called, in +a private family; when as yet one’s university honours had, +pecuniarily speaking, remained barren. At any rate when +Mrs. Moreen got up as to intimate that, since it was understood +he would enter upon his duties within the week she would let him +off now, he succeeded, in spite of the presence of the child, in +squeezing out a phrase about the rate of payment. It was +not the fault of the conscious smile which seemed a reference to +the lady’s expensive identity, it was not the fault of this +demonstration, which had, in a sort, both vagueness and point, if +the allusion didn’t sound rather vulgar. This was +exactly because she became still more gracious to reply: +“Oh I can assure you that all that will be quite +regular.”</p> +<p>Pemberton only wondered, while he took up his hat, what +“all that” was to amount to—people had such +different ideas. Mrs. Moreen’s words, however, seemed +to commit the family to a pledge definite enough to elicit from +the child a strange little comment in the shape of the mocking +foreign ejaculation “Oh la-la!”</p> +<p>Pemberton, in some confusion, glanced at him as he walked +slowly to the window with his back turned, his hands in his +pockets and the air in his elderly shoulders of a boy who +didn’t play. The young man wondered if he should be +able to teach him to play, though his mother had said it would +never do and that this was why school was impossible. Mrs. +Moreen exhibited no discomfiture; she only continued blandly: +“Mr. Moreen will be delighted to meet your wishes. As +I told you, he has been called to London for a week. As +soon as he comes back you shall have it out with him.”</p> +<p>This was so frank and friendly that the young man could only +reply, laughing as his hostess laughed: “Oh I don’t +imagine we shall have much of a battle.”</p> +<p>“They’ll give you anything you like,” the +boy remarked unexpectedly, returning from the window. +“We don’t mind what anything costs—we live +awfully well.”</p> +<p>“My darling, you’re too quaint!” his mother +exclaimed, putting out to caress him a practised but ineffectual +hand. He slipped out of it, but looked with intelligent +innocent eyes at Pemberton, who had already had time to notice +that from one moment to the other his small satiric face seemed +to change its time of life. At this moment it was +infantine, yet it appeared also to be under the influence of +curious intuitions and knowledges. Pemberton rather +disliked precocity and was disappointed to find gleams of it in a +disciple not yet in his teens. Nevertheless he divined on +the spot that Morgan wouldn’t prove a bore. He would +prove on the contrary a source of agitation. This idea held +the young man, in spite of a certain repulsion.</p> +<p>“You pompous little person! We’re not +extravagant!” Mrs. Moreen gaily protested, making +another unsuccessful attempt to draw the boy to her side. +“You must know what to expect,” she went on to +Pemberton.</p> +<p>“The less you expect the better!” her companion +interposed. “But we <i>are</i> people of +fashion.”</p> +<p>“Only so far as <i>you</i> make us so!” Mrs. +Moreen tenderly mocked. “Well then, on +Friday—don’t tell me you’re +superstitious—and mind you don’t fail us. Then +you’ll see us all. I’m so sorry the girls are +out. I guess you’ll like the girls. And, you +know, I’ve another son, quite different from this +one.”</p> +<p>“He tries to imitate me,” Morgan said to their +friend.</p> +<p>“He tries? Why he’s twenty years old!” +cried Mrs. Moreen.</p> +<p>“You’re very witty,” Pemberton remarked to +the child—a proposition his mother echoed with enthusiasm, +declaring Morgan’s sallies to be the delight of the +house.</p> +<p>The boy paid no heed to this; he only enquired abruptly of the +visitor, who was surprised afterwards that he hadn’t struck +him as offensively forward: “Do you <i>want</i> very much +to come?”</p> +<p>“Can you doubt it after such a description of what I +shall hear?” Pemberton replied. Yet he didn’t +want to come at all; he was coming because he had to go +somewhere, thanks to the collapse of his fortune at the end of a +year abroad spent on the system of putting his scant patrimony +into a single full wave of experience. He had had his full +wave but couldn’t pay the score at his inn. Moreover +he had caught in the boy’s eyes the glimpse of a far-off +appeal.</p> +<p>“Well, I’ll do the best I can for you,” said +Morgan; with which he turned away again. He passed out of +one of the long windows; Pemberton saw him go and lean on the +parapet of the terrace. He remained there while the young +man took leave of his mother, who, on Pemberton’s looking +as if he expected a farewell from him, interposed with: +“Leave him, leave him; he’s so strange!” +Pemberton supposed her to fear something he might say. +“He’s a genius—you’ll love him,” +she added. “He’s much the most interesting +person in the family.” And before he could invent +some civility to oppose to this she wound up with: “But +we’re all good, you know!”</p> +<p>“He’s a genius—you’ll love him!” +were words that recurred to our aspirant before the Friday, +suggesting among many things that geniuses were not invariably +loveable. However, it was all the better if there was an +element that would make tutorship absorbing: he had perhaps taken +too much for granted it would only disgust him. As he left +the villa after his interview he looked up at the balcony and saw +the child leaning over it. “We shall have great +larks!” he called up.</p> +<p>Morgan hung fire a moment and then gaily returned: “By +the time you come back I shall have thought of something +witty!”</p> +<p>This made Pemberton say to himself “After all he’s +rather nice.”</p> +<h2>CHAPTER II</h2> +<p>On the Friday he saw them all, as Mrs. Moreen had promised, +for her husband had come back and the girls and the other son +were at home. Mr. Moreen had a white moustache, a confiding +manner and, in his buttonhole, the ribbon of a foreign +order—bestowed, as Pemberton eventually learned, for +services. For what services he never clearly ascertained: +this was a point—one of a large number—that Mr. +Moreen’s manner never confided. What it emphatically +did confide was that he was even more a man of the world than you +might first make out. Ulick, the firstborn, was in visible +training for the same profession—under the disadvantage as +yet, however, of a buttonhole but feebly floral and a moustache +with no pretensions to type. The girls had hair and figures +and manners and small fat feet, but had never been out +alone. As for Mrs. Moreen Pemberton saw on a nearer view +that her elegance was intermittent and her parts didn’t +always match. Her husband, as she had promised, met with +enthusiasm Pemberton’s ideas in regard to a salary. +The young man had endeavoured to keep these stammerings modest, +and Mr. Moreen made it no secret that <i>he</i> found them +wanting in “style.” He further mentioned that +he aspired to be intimate with his children, to be their best +friend, and that he was always looking out for them. That +was what he went off for, to London and other places—to +look out; and this vigilance was the theory of life, as well as +the real occupation, of the whole family. They all looked +out, for they were very frank on the subject of its being +necessary. They desired it to be understood that they were +earnest people, and also that their fortune, though quite +adequate for earnest people, required the most careful +administration. Mr. Moreen, as the parent bird, sought +sustenance for the nest. Ulick invoked support mainly at +the club, where Pemberton guessed that it was usually served on +green cloth. The girls used to do up their hair and their +frocks themselves, and our young man felt appealed to to be glad, +in regard to Morgan’s education, that, though it must +naturally be of the best, it didn’t cost too much. +After a little he <i>was</i> glad, forgetting at times his own +needs in the interest inspired by the child’s character and +culture and the pleasure of making easy terms for him.</p> +<p>During the first weeks of their acquaintance Morgan had been +as puzzling as a page in an unknown language—altogether +different from the obvious little Anglo-Saxons who had +misrepresented childhood to Pemberton. Indeed the whole +mystic volume in which the boy had been amateurishly bound +demanded some practice in translation. To-day, after a +considerable interval, there is something phantasmagoria, like a +prismatic reflexion or a serial novel, in Pemberton’s +memory of the queerness of the Moreens. If it were not for +a few tangible tokens—a lock of Morgan’s hair cut by +his own hand, and the half-dozen letters received from him when +they were disjoined—the whole episode and the figures +peopling it would seem too inconsequent for anything but +dreamland. Their supreme quaintness was their +success—as it appeared to him for a while at the time; +since he had never seen a family so brilliantly equipped for +failure. Wasn’t it success to have kept him so +hatefully long? Wasn’t it success to have drawn him +in that first morning at déjeuner, the Friday he +came—it was enough to <i>make</i> one +superstitious—so that he utterly committed himself, and +this not by calculation or on a signal, but from a happy instinct +which made them, like a band of gipsies, work so neatly +together? They amused him as much as if they had really +been a band of gipsies. He was still young and had not seen +much of the world—his English years had been properly arid; +therefore the reversed conventions of the Moreens—for they +had <i>their</i> desperate proprieties—struck him as +topsy-turvy. He had encountered nothing like them at +Oxford; still less had any such note been struck to his younger +American ear during the four years at Yale in which he had richly +supposed himself to be reacting against a Puritan strain. +The reaction of the Moreens, at any rate, went ever so much +further. He had thought himself very sharp that first day +in hitting them all off in his mind with the +“cosmopolite” label. Later it seemed feeble and +colourless—confessedly helplessly provisional.</p> +<p>He yet when he first applied it felt a glow of joy—for +an instructor he was still empirical—rise from the +apprehension that living with them would really be to see +life. Their sociable strangeness was an intimation of +that—their chatter of tongues, their gaiety and good +humour, their infinite dawdling (they were always getting +themselves up, but it took forever, and Pemberton had once found +Mr. Moreen shaving in the drawing-room), their French, their +Italian and, cropping up in the foreign fluencies, their cold +tough slices of American. They lived on macaroni and +coffee—they had these articles prepared in +perfection—but they knew recipes for a hundred other +dishes. They overflowed with music and song, were always +humming and catching each other up, and had a sort of +professional acquaintance with Continental cities. They +talked of “good places” as if they had been +pickpockets or strolling players. They had at Nice a villa, +a carriage, a piano and a banjo, and they went to official +parties. They were a perfect calendar of the +“days” of their friends, which Pemberton knew them, +when they were indisposed, to get out of bed to go to, and which +made the week larger than life when Mrs. Moreen talked of them +with Paula and Amy. Their initiations gave their new inmate +at first an almost dazzling sense of culture. Mrs. Moreen +had translated something at some former period—an author +whom it made Pemberton feel borné never to have heard +of. They could imitate Venetian and sing Neapolitan, and +when they wanted to say something very particular communicated +with each other in an ingenious dialect of their own, an elastic +spoken cipher which Pemberton at first took for some patois of +one of their countries, but which he “caught on to” +as he would not have grasped provincial development of Spanish or +German.</p> +<p>“It’s the family +language—Ultramoreen,” Morgan explained to him drolly +enough; but the boy rarely condescended to use it himself, though +he dealt in colloquial Latin as if he had been a little +prelate.</p> +<p>Among all the “days” with which Mrs. +Moreen’s memory was taxed she managed to squeeze in one of +her own, which her friends sometimes forgot. But the house +drew a frequented air from the number of fine people who were +freely named there and from several mysterious men with foreign +titles and English clothes whom Morgan called the princes and +who, on sofas with the girls, talked French very +loud—though sometimes with some oddity of accent—as +if to show they were saying nothing improper. Pemberton +wondered how the princes could ever propose in that tone and so +publicly: he took for granted cynically that this was what was +desired of them. Then he recognised that even for the +chance of such an advantage Mrs. Moreen would never allow Paula +and Amy to receive alone. These young ladies were not at +all timid, but it was just the safeguards that made them so +candidly free. It was a houseful of Bohemians who wanted +tremendously to be Philistines.</p> +<p>In one respect, however, certainly they achieved no +rigour—they were wonderfully amiable and ecstatic about +Morgan. It was a genuine tenderness, an artless admiration, +equally strong in each. They even praised his beauty, which +was small, and were as afraid of him as if they felt him of finer +clay. They spoke of him as a little angel and a +prodigy—they touched on his want of health with long vague +faces. Pemberton feared at first an extravagance that might +make him hate the boy, but before this happened he had become +extravagant himself. Later, when he had grown rather to +hate the others, it was a bribe to patience for him that they +were at any rate nice about Morgan, going on tiptoe if they +fancied he was showing symptoms, and even giving up +somebody’s “day” to procure him a +pleasure. Mixed with this too was the oddest wish to make +him independent, as if they had felt themselves not good enough +for him. They passed him over to the new members of their +circle very much as if wishing to force some charity of adoption +on so free an agent and get rid of their own charge. They +were delighted when they saw Morgan take so to his kind +playfellow, and could think of no higher praise for the young +man. It was strange how they contrived to reconcile the +appearance, and indeed the essential fact, of adoring the child +with their eagerness to wash their hands of him. Did they +want to get rid of him before he should find them out? +Pemberton was finding them out month by month. The +boy’s fond family, however this might be, turned their +backs with exaggerated delicacy, as if to avoid the reproach of +interfering. Seeing in time how little he had in common +with them—it was by <i>them</i> he first observed it; they +proclaimed it with complete humility—his companion was +moved to speculate on the mysteries of transmission, the far +jumps of heredity. Where his detachment from most of the +things they represented had come from was more than an observer +could say—it certainly had burrowed under two or three +generations.</p> +<p>As for Pemberton’s own estimate of his pupil, it was a +good while before he got the point of view, so little had he been +prepared for it by the smug young barbarians to whom the +tradition of tutorship, as hitherto revealed to him, had been +adjusted. Morgan was scrappy and surprising, deficient in +many properties supposed common to the genus and abounding in +others that were the portion only of the supernaturally +clever. One day his friend made a great stride: it cleared +up the question to perceive that Morgan <i>was</i> supernaturally +clever and that, though the formula was temporarily meagre, this +would be the only assumption on which one could successfully deal +with him. He had the general quality of a child for whom +life had not been simplified by school, a kind of homebred +sensibility which might have been as bad for himself but was +charming for others, and a whole range of refinement and +perception—little musical vibrations as taking as picked-up +airs—begotten by wandering about Europe at the tail of his +migratory tribe. This might not have been an education to +recommend in advance, but its results with so special a subject +were as appreciable as the marks on a piece of fine +porcelain. There was at the same time in him a small strain +of stoicism, doubtless the fruit of having had to begin early to +bear pain, which counted for pluck and made it of less +consequence that he might have been thought at school rather a +polyglot little beast. Pemberton indeed quickly found +himself rejoicing that school was out of the question: in any +million of boys it was probably good for all but one, and Morgan +was that millionth. It would have made him comparative and +superior—it might have made him really require +kicking. Pemberton would try to be school himself—a +bigger seminary than five hundred grazing donkeys, so that, +winning no prizes, the boy would remain unconscious and +irresponsible and amusing—amusing, because, though life was +already intense in his childish nature, freshness still made +there a strong draught for jokes. It turned out that even +in the still air of Morgan’s various disabilities jokes +flourished greatly. He was a pale lean acute undeveloped +little cosmopolite, who liked intellectual gymnastics and who +also, as regards the behaviour of mankind, had noticed more +things than you might suppose, but who nevertheless had his +proper playroom of superstitions, where he smashed a dozen toys a +day.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER III</h2> +<p>At Nice once, toward evening, as the pair rested in the open +air after a walk, and looked over the sea at the pink western +lights, he said suddenly to his comrade: “Do you like it, +you know—being with us all in this intimate way?”</p> +<p>“My dear fellow, why should I stay if I +didn’t?”</p> +<p>“How do I know you’ll stay? I’m almost +sure you won’t, very long.”</p> +<p>“I hope you don’t mean to dismiss me,” said +Pemberton.</p> +<p>Morgan debated, looking at the sunset. “I think if +I did right I ought to.”</p> +<p>“Well, I know I’m supposed to instruct you in +virtue; but in that case don’t do right.”</p> +<p>“’You’re very +young—fortunately,” Morgan went on, turning to him +again.</p> +<p>“Oh yes, compared with you!”</p> +<p>“Therefore it won’t matter so much if you do lose +a lot of time.”</p> +<p>“That’s the way to look at it,” said +Pemberton accommodatingly.</p> +<p>They were silent a minute; after which the boy asked: +“Do you like my father and my mother very much?”</p> +<p>“Dear me, yes. They’re charming +people.”</p> +<p>Morgan received this with another silence; then unexpectedly, +familiarly, but at the same time affectionately, he remarked: +“You’re a jolly old humbug!”</p> +<p>For a particular reason the words made our young man change +colour. The boy noticed in an instant that he had turned +red, whereupon he turned red himself and pupil and master +exchanged a longish glance in which there was a consciousness of +many more things than are usually touched upon, even tacitly, in +such a relation. It produced for Pemberton an +embarrassment; it raised in a shadowy form a question—this +was the first glimpse of it—destined to play a singular +and, as he imagined, owing to the altogether peculiar conditions, +an unprecedented part in his intercourse with his little +companion. Later, when he found himself talking with the +youngster in a way in which few youngsters could ever have been +talked with, he thought of that clumsy moment on the bench at +Nice as the dawn of an understanding that had broadened. +What had added to the clumsiness then was that he thought it his +duty to declare to Morgan that he might abuse him, Pemberton, as +much as he liked, but must never abuse his parents. To this +Morgan had the easy retort that he hadn’t dreamed of +abusing them; which appeared to be true: it put Pemberton in the +wrong.</p> +<p>“Then why am I a humbug for saying <i>I</i> think them +charming?” the young man asked, conscious of a certain +rashness.</p> +<p>“Well—they’re not your parents.”</p> +<p>“They love you better than anything in the +world—never forget that,” said Pemberton.</p> +<p>“Is that why you like them so much?”</p> +<p>“They’re very kind to me,” Pemberton replied +evasively.</p> +<p>“You <i>are</i> a humbug!” laughed Morgan, passing +an arm into his tutor’s. He leaned against him +looking oft at the sea again and swinging his long thin legs.</p> +<p>“Don’t kick my shins,” said Pemberton while +he reflected “Hang it, I can’t complain of them to +the child!”</p> +<p>“There’s another reason, too,” Morgan went +on, keeping his legs still.</p> +<p>“Another reason for what?”</p> +<p>“Besides their not being your parents.”</p> +<p>“I don’t understand you,” said +Pemberton.</p> +<p>“Well, you will before long. All right!”</p> +<p>He did understand fully before long, but he made a fight even +with himself before he confessed it. He thought it the +oddest thing to have a struggle with the child about. He +wondered he didn’t hate the hope of the Moreens for +bringing the struggle on. But by the time it began any such +sentiment for that scion was closed to him. Morgan was a +special case, and to know him was to accept him on his own odd +terms. Pemberton had spent his aversion to special cases +before arriving at knowledge. When at last he did arrive +his quandary was great. Against every interest he had +attached himself. They would have to meet things +together. Before they went home that evening at Nice the +boy had said, clinging to his arm:</p> +<p>“Well, at any rate you’ll hang on to the +last.”</p> +<p>“To the last?”</p> +<p>“Till you’re fairly beaten.”</p> +<p>“<i>You</i> ought to be fairly beaten!” cried the +young man, drawing him closer.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER IV</h2> +<p>A year after he had come to live with them Mr. and Mrs. Moreen +suddenly gave up the villa at Nice. Pemberton had got used +to suddenness, having seen it practised on a considerable scale +during two jerky little tours—one in Switzerland the first +summer, and the other late in the winter, when they all ran down +to Florence and then, at the end of ten days, liking it much less +than they had intended, straggled back in mysterious +depression. They had returned to Nice “for +ever,” as they said; but this didn’t prevent their +squeezing, one rainy muggy May night, into a second-class +railway-carriage—you could never tell by which class they +would travel—where Pemberton helped them to stow away a +wonderful collection of bundles and bags. The explanation +of this manœuvre was that they had determined to spend the +summer “in some bracing place”; but in Paris they +dropped into a small furnished apartment—a fourth floor in +a third-rate avenue, where there was a smell on the staircase and +the portier was hateful—and passed the next four months in +blank indigence.</p> +<p>The better part of this baffled sojourn was for the preceptor +and his pupil, who, visiting the Invalides and Notre Dame, the +Conciergerie and all the museums, took a hundred remunerative +rambles. They learned to know their Paris, which was +useful, for they came back another year for a longer stay, the +general character of which in Pemberton’s memory to-day +mixes pitiably and confusedly with that of the first. He +sees Morgan’s shabby knickerbockers—the everlasting +pair that didn’t match his blouse and that as he grew +longer could only grow faded. He remembers the particular +holes in his three or four pair of coloured stockings.</p> +<p>Morgan was dear to his mother, but he never was better dressed +than was absolutely necessary—partly, no doubt, by his own +fault, for he was as indifferent to his appearance as a German +philosopher. “My dear fellow, you <i>are</i> coming +to pieces,” Pemberton would say to him in sceptical +remonstrance; to which the child would reply, looking at him +serenely up and down: “My dear fellow, so are you! I +don’t want to cast you in the shade.” Pemberton +could have no rejoinder for this—the assertion so closely +represented the fact. If however the deficiencies of his +own wardrobe were a chapter by themselves he didn’t like +his little charge to look too poor. Later he used to say +“Well, if we’re poor, why, after all, shouldn’t +we look it?” and he consoled himself with thinking there +was something rather elderly and gentlemanly in Morgan’s +disrepair—it differed from the untidiness of the urchin who +plays and spoils his things. He could trace perfectly the +degrees by which, in proportion as her little son confined +himself to his tutor for society, Mrs. Moreen shrewdly forbore to +renew his garments. She did nothing that didn’t show, +neglected him because he escaped notice, and then, as he +illustrated this clever policy, discouraged at home his public +appearances. Her position was logical enough—those +members of her family who did show had to be showy.</p> +<p>During this period and several others Pemberton was quite +aware of how he and his comrade might strike people; wandering +languidly through the Jardin des Plantes as if they had nowhere +to go, sitting on the winter days in the galleries of the Louvre, +so splendidly ironical to the homeless, as if for the advantage +of the calorifère. They joked about it sometimes: it +was the sort of joke that was perfectly within the boy’s +compass. They figured themselves as part of the vast vague +hand-to-mouth multitude of the enormous city and pretended they +were proud of their position in it—it showed them +“such a lot of life” and made them conscious of a +democratic brotherhood. If Pemberton couldn’t feel a +sympathy in destitution with his small companion—for after +all Morgan’s fond parents would never have let him really +suffer—the boy would at least feel it with him, so it came +to the same thing. He used sometimes to wonder what people +would think they were—to fancy they were looked askance at, +as if it might be a suspected case of kidnapping. Morgan +wouldn’t be taken for a young patrician with a +preceptor—he wasn’t smart enough; though he might +pass for his companion’s sickly little brother. Now +and then he had a five-franc piece, and except once, when they +bought a couple of lovely neckties, one of which he made +Pemberton accept, they laid it out scientifically in old +books. This was sure to be a great day, always spent on the +quays, in a rummage of the dusty boxes that garnish the +parapets. Such occasions helped them to live, for their +books ran low very soon after the beginning of their +acquaintance. Pemberton had a good many in England, but he +was obliged to write to a friend and ask him kindly to get some +fellow to give him something for them.</p> +<p>If they had to relinquish that summer the advantage of the +bracing climate the young man couldn’t but suspect this +failure of the cup when at their very lips to have been the +effect of a rude jostle of his own. This had represented +his first blow-out, as he called it, with his patrons; his first +successful attempt—though there was little other success +about it—to bring them to a consideration of his impossible +position. As the ostensible eve of a costly journey the +moment had struck him as favourable to an earnest protest, the +presentation of an ultimatum. Ridiculous as it sounded, he +had never yet been able to compass an uninterrupted private +interview with the elder pair or with either of them +singly. They were always flanked by their elder children, +and poor Pemberton usually had his own little charge at his +side. He was conscious of its being a house in which the +surface of one’s delicacy got rather smudged; nevertheless +he had preserved the bloom of his scruple against announcing to +Mr. and Mrs. Moreen with publicity that he shouldn’t be +able to go on longer without a little money. He was still +simple enough to suppose Ulick and Paula and Amy might not know +that since his arrival he had only had a hundred and forty +francs; and he was magnanimous enough to wish not to compromise +their parents in their eyes. Mr. Moreen now listened to +him, as he listened to every one and to every thing, like a man +of the world, and seemed to appeal to him—though not of +course too grossly—to try and be a little more of one +himself. Pemberton recognised in fact the importance of the +character—from the advantage it gave Mr. Moreen. He +was not even confused or embarrassed, whereas the young man in +his service was more so than there was any reason for. +Neither was he surprised—at least any more than a gentleman +had to be who freely confessed himself a little +shocked—though not perhaps strictly at Pemberton.</p> +<p>“We must go into this, mustn’t we, dear?” he +said to his wife. He assured his young friend that the +matter should have his very best attention; and he melted into +space as elusively as if, at the door, he were taking an +inevitable but deprecatory precedence. When, the next +moment, Pemberton found himself alone with Mrs. Moreen it was to +hear her say “I see, I see”—stroking the +roundness of her chin and looking as if she were only hesitating +between a dozen easy remedies. If they didn’t make +their push Mr. Moreen could at least disappear for several +days. During his absence his wife took up the subject again +spontaneously, but her contribution to it was merely that she had +thought all the while they were getting on so beautifully. +Pemberton’s reply to this revelation was that unless they +immediately put down something on account he would leave them on +the spot and for ever. He knew she would wonder how he +would get away, and for a moment expected her to enquire. +She didn’t, for which he was almost grateful to her, so +little was he in a position to tell.</p> +<p>“You won’t, you <i>know</i> you +won’t—you’re too interested,” she +said. “You are interested, you know you are, you dear +kind man!” She laughed with almost condemnatory +archness, as if it were a reproach—though she +wouldn’t insist; and flirted a soiled pocket-handkerchief +at him.</p> +<p>Pemberton’s mind was fully made up to take his step the +following week. This would give him time to get an answer +to a letter he had despatched to England. If he did in the +event nothing of the sort—that is if he stayed another year +and then went away only for three months—it was not merely +because before the answer to his letter came (most unsatisfactory +when it did arrive) Mr. Moreen generously counted out to him, and +again with the sacrifice to “form” of a marked man of +the world, three hundred francs in elegant ringing gold. He +was irritated to find that Mrs. Moreen was right, that he +couldn’t at the pinch bear to leave the child. This +stood out clearer for the very reason that, the night of his +desperate appeal to his patrons, he had seen fully for the first +time where he was. Wasn’t it another proof of the +success with which those patrons practised their arts that they +had managed to avert for so long the illuminating flash? It +descended on our friend with a breadth of effect which perhaps +would have struck a spectator as comical, after he had returned +to his little servile room, which looked into a close court where +a bare dirty opposite wall took, with the sound of shrill +clatter, the reflexion of lighted back windows. He had +simply given himself away to a band of adventurers. The +idea, the word itself, wore a romantic horror for him—he +had always lived on such safe lines. Later it assumed a +more interesting, almost a soothing, sense: it pointed a moral, +and Pemberton could enjoy a moral. The Moreens were +adventurers not merely because they didn’t pay their debts, +because they lived on society, but because their whole view of +life, dim and confused and instinctive, like that of clever +colour-blind animals, was speculative and rapacious and +mean. Oh they were “respectable,” and that only +made them more immondes. The young man’s analysis, +while he brooded, put it at last very simply—they were +adventurers because they were toadies and snobs. That was +the completest account of them—it was the law of their +being. Even when this truth became vivid to their ingenious +inmate he remained unconscious of how much his mind had been +prepared for it by the extraordinary little boy who had now +become such a complication in his life. Much less could he +then calculate on the information he was still to owe the +extraordinary little boy.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER V</h2> +<p>But it was during the ensuing time that the real problem came +up—the problem of how far it was excusable to discuss the +turpitude of parents with a child of twelve, of thirteen, of +fourteen. Absolutely inexcusable and quite impossible it of +course at first appeared; and indeed the question didn’t +press for some time after Pemberton had received his three +hundred francs. They produced a temporary lull, a relief +from the sharpest pressure. The young man frugally amended +his wardrobe and even had a few francs in his pocket. He +thought the Moreens looked at him as if he were almost too smart, +as if they ought to take care not to spoil him. If Mr. +Moreen hadn’t been such a man of the world he would perhaps +have spoken of the freedom of such neckties on the part of a +subordinate. But Mr. Moreen was always enough a man of the +world to let things pass—he had certainly shown that. +It was singular how Pemberton guessed that Morgan, though saying +nothing about it, knew something had happened. But three +hundred francs, especially when one owed money, couldn’t +last for ever; and when the treasure was gone—the boy knew +when it had failed—Morgan did break ground. The party +had returned to Nice at the beginning of the winter, but not to +the charming villa. They went to an hotel, where they +stayed three months, and then moved to another establishment, +explaining that they had left the first because, after waiting +and waiting, they couldn’t get the rooms they wanted. +These apartments, the rooms they wanted, were generally very +splendid; but fortunately they never <i>could</i> get +them—fortunately, I mean, for Pemberton, who reflected +always that if they had got them there would have been a still +scantier educational fund. What Morgan said at last was +said suddenly, irrelevantly, when the moment came, in the middle +of a lesson, and consisted of the apparently unfeeling words: +“You ought to filer, you know—you really +ought.”</p> +<p>Pemberton stared. He had learnt enough French slang from +Morgan to know that to filer meant to cut sticks. “Ah +my dear fellow, don’t turn me off!”</p> +<p>Morgan pulled a Greek lexicon toward him—he used a +Greek-German—to look out a word, instead of asking it of +Pemberton. “You can’t go on like this, you +know.”</p> +<p>“Like what, my boy?”</p> +<p>“You know they don’t pay you up,” said +Morgan, blushing and turning his leaves.</p> +<p>“Don’t pay me?” Pemberton stared again and +feigned amazement. “What on earth put that into your +head?”</p> +<p>“It has been there a long time,” the boy replied +rummaging his book.</p> +<p>Pemberton was silent, then he went on: “I say, what are +you hunting for? They pay me beautifully.”</p> +<p>“I’m hunting for the Greek for awful +whopper,” Morgan dropped.</p> +<p>“Find that rather for gross impertinence and disabuse +your mind. What do I want of money?”</p> +<p>“Oh that’s another question!”</p> +<p>Pemberton wavered—he was drawn in different ways. +The severely correct thing would have been to tell the boy that +such a matter was none of his business and bid him go on with his +lines. But they were really too intimate for that; it was +not the way he was in the habit of treating him; there had been +no reason it should be. On the other hand Morgan had quite +lighted on the truth—he really shouldn’t be able to +keep it up much longer; therefore why not let him know +one’s real motive for forsaking him? At the same time +it wasn’t decent to abuse to one’s pupil the family +of one’s pupil; it was better to misrepresent than to do +that. So in reply to his comrade’s last exclamation +he just declared, to dismiss the subject, that he had received +several payments.</p> +<p>“I say—I say!” the boy ejaculated, +laughing.</p> +<p>“That’s all right,” Pemberton +insisted. “Give me your written rendering.”</p> +<p>Morgan pushed a copybook across the table, and he began to +read the page, but with something running in his head that made +it no sense. Looking up after a minute or two he found the +child’s eyes fixed on him and felt in them something +strange. Then Morgan said: “I’m not afraid of +the stern reality.”</p> +<p>“I haven’t yet seen the thing you <i>are</i> +afraid of—I’ll do you that justice!”</p> +<p>This came out with a jump—it was perfectly +true—and evidently gave Morgan pleasure. +“I’ve thought of it a long time,” he presently +resumed.</p> +<p>“Well, don’t think of it any more.”</p> +<p>The boy appeared to comply, and they had a comfortable and +even an amusing hour. They had a theory that they were very +thorough, and yet they seemed always to be in the amusing part of +lessons, the intervals between the dull dark tunnels, where there +were waysides and jolly views. Yet the morning was brought +to a violent as end by Morgan’s suddenly leaning his arms +on the table, burying his head in them and bursting into tears: +at which Pemberton was the more startled that, as it then came +over him, it was the first time he had ever seen the boy cry and +that the impression was consequently quite awful.</p> +<p>The next day, after much thought, he took a decision and, +believing it to be just, immediately acted on it. He +cornered Mr. and Mrs. Moreen again and let them know that if on +the spot they didn’t pay him all they owed him he +wouldn’t only leave their house but would tell Morgan +exactly what had brought him to it.</p> +<p>“Oh you <i>haven’t</i> told him?” cried Mrs. +Moreen with a pacifying hand on her well-dressed bosom.</p> +<p>“Without warning you? For what do you take +me?” the young man returned.</p> +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Moreen looked at each other; he could see that +they appreciated, as tending to their security, his superstition +of delicacy, and yet that there was a certain alarm in their +relief. “My dear fellow,” Mr. Moreen demanded, +“what use can you have, leading the quiet life we all do, +for such a lot of money?”—a question to which +Pemberton made no answer, occupied as he was in noting that what +passed in the mind of his patrons was something like: “Oh +then, if we’ve felt that the child, dear little angel, has +judged us and how he regards us, and we haven’t been +betrayed, he must have guessed—and in short it’s +<i>general</i>!” an inference that rather stirred up Mr. +and Mrs. Moreen, as Pemberton had desired it should. At the +same time, if he had supposed his threat would do something +towards bringing them round, he was disappointed to find them +taking for granted—how vulgar their perception <i>had</i> +been!—that he had already given them away. There was +a mystic uneasiness in their parental breasts, and that had been +the inferior sense of it. None the less however, his threat +did touch them; for if they had escaped it was only to meet a new +danger. Mr. Moreen appealed to him, on every precedent, as +a man of the world; but his wife had recourse, for the first time +since his domestication with them, to a fine hauteur, reminding +him that a devoted mother, with her child, had arts that +protected her against gross misrepresentation.</p> +<p>“I should misrepresent you grossly if I accused you of +common honesty!” our friend replied; but as he closed the +door behind him sharply, thinking he had not done himself much +good, while Mr. Moreen lighted another cigarette, he heard his +hostess shout after him more touchingly:</p> +<p>“Oh you do, you <i>do</i>, put the knife to one’s +throat!”</p> +<p>The next morning, very early, she came to his room. He +recognised her knock, but had no hope she brought him money; as +to which he was wrong, for she had fifty francs in her +hand. She squeezed forward in her dressing-gown, and he +received her in his own, between his bath-tub and his bed. +He had been tolerably schooled by this time to the “foreign +ways” of his hosts. Mrs. Moreen was ardent, and when +she was ardent she didn’t care what she did; so she now sat +down on his bed, his clothes being on the chairs, and, in her +preoccupation, forgot, as she glanced round, to be ashamed of +giving him such a horrid room. What Mrs. Moreen’s +ardour now bore upon was the design of persuading him that in the +first place she was very good-natured to bring him fifty francs, +and that in the second, if he would only see it, he was really +too absurd to expect to be paid. Wasn’t he paid +enough without perpetual money—wasn’t he paid by the +comfortable luxurious home he enjoyed with them all, without a +care, an anxiety, a solitary want? Wasn’t he sure of +his position, and wasn’t that everything to a young man +like him, quite unknown, with singularly little to show, the +ground of whose exorbitant pretensions it had never been easy to +discover? Wasn’t he paid above all by the sweet +relation he had established with Morgan—quite ideal as from +master to pupil—and by the simple privilege of knowing and +living with so amazingly gifted a child; than whom really (and +she meant literally what she said) there was no better company in +Europe? Mrs. Moreen herself took to appealing to him as a +man of the world; she said “Voyons, mon cher,” and +“My dear man, look here now”; and urged him to be +reasonable, putting it before him that it was truly a chance for +him. She spoke as if, according as he <i>should</i> be +reasonable, he would prove himself worthy to be her son’s +tutor and of the extraordinary confidence they had placed in +him.</p> +<p>After all, Pemberton reflected, it was only a difference of +theory and the theory didn’t matter much. They had +hitherto gone on that of remunerated, as now they would go on +that of gratuitous, service; but why should they have so many +words about it? Mrs. Moreen at all events continued to be +convincing; sitting there with her fifty francs she talked and +reiterated, as women reiterate, and bored and irritated him, +while he leaned against the wall with his hands in the pockets of +his wrapper, drawing it together round his legs and looking over +the head of his visitor at the grey negations of his +window. She wound up with saying: “You see I bring +you a definite proposal.”</p> +<p>“A definite proposal?”</p> +<p>“To make our relations regular, as it were—to put +them on a comfortable footing.”</p> +<p>“I see—it’s a system,” said +Pemberton. “A kind of organised blackmail.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen bounded up, which was exactly what he +wanted. “What do you mean by that?”</p> +<p>“You practise on one’s fears—one’s +fears about the child if one should go away.”</p> +<p>“And pray what would happen to him in that event?” +she demanded, with majesty.</p> +<p>“Why he’d be alone with <i>you</i>.”</p> +<p>“And pray with whom <i>should</i> a child be but with +those whom he loves most?”</p> +<p>“If you think that, why don’t you dismiss +me?”</p> +<p>“Do you pretend he loves you more than he loves +<i>us</i>?” cried Mrs. Moreen.</p> +<p>“I think he ought to. I make sacrifices for +him. Though I’ve heard of those <i>you</i> make I +don’t see them.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen stared a moment; then with emotion she grasped her +inmate’s hand. “<i>Will</i> you make +it—the sacrifice?”</p> +<p>He burst out laughing. “I’ll see. +I’ll do what I can. I’ll stay a little +longer. Your calculation’s just—I <i>do</i> +hate intensely to give him up; I’m fond of him and he +thoroughly interests me, in spite of the inconvenience I +suffer. You know my situation perfectly. I +haven’t a penny in the world and, occupied as you see me +with Morgan, am unable to earn money.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen tapped her undressed arm with her folded +bank-note. “Can’t you write articles? +Can’t you translate as <i>I</i> do?”</p> +<p>“I don’t know about translating; it’s +wretchedly paid.”</p> +<p>“I’m glad to earn what I can,” said Mrs. +Moreen with prodigious virtue.</p> +<p>“You ought to tell me who you do it for.” +Pemberton paused a moment, and she said nothing; so he added: +“I’ve tried to turn off some little sketches, but the +magazines won’t have them—they’re declined with +thanks.”</p> +<p>“You see then you’re not such a +phœnix,” his visitor pointedly smiled—“to +pretend to abilities you’re sacrificing for our +sake.”</p> +<p>“I haven’t time to do things properly,” he +ruefully went on. Then as it came over him that he was +almost abjectly good-natured to give these explanations he added: +“If I stay on longer it must be on one condition—that +Morgan shall know distinctly on what footing I am.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen demurred. “Surely you don’t want +to show off to a child?”</p> +<p>“To show <i>you</i> off, do you mean?”</p> +<p>Again she cast about, but this time it was to produce a still +finer flower. “And <i>you</i> talk of +blackmail!”</p> +<p>“You can easily prevent it,” said Pemberton.</p> +<p>“And <i>you</i> talk of practising on fears,” she +bravely pushed on.</p> +<p>“Yes, there’s no doubt I’m a great +scoundrel.”</p> +<p>His patroness met his eyes—it was clear she was in +straits. Then she thrust out her money at him. +“Mr. Moreen desired me to give you this on +account.”</p> +<p>“I’m much obliged to Mr. Moreen, but we +<i>have</i> no account.”</p> +<p>“You won’t take it?”</p> +<p>“That leaves me more free,” said Pemberton.</p> +<p>“To poison my darling’s mind?” groaned Mrs. +Moreen.</p> +<p>“Oh your darling’s mind—!” the young +man laughed.</p> +<p>She fixed him a moment, and he thought she was going to break +out tormentedly, pleadingly: “For God’s sake, tell me +what <i>is</i> in it!” But she checked this +impulse—another was stronger. She pocketed the +money—the crudity of the alternative was comical—and +swept out of the room with the desperate concession: “You +may tell him any horror you like!”</p> +<h2>CHAPTER VI</h2> +<p>A couple of days after this, during which he had failed to +profit by so free a permission, he had been for a quarter of an +hour walking with his charge in silence when the boy became +sociable again with the remark: “I’ll tell you how I +know it; I know it through Zénobie.”</p> +<p>“Zénobie? Who in the world is +<i>she</i>?”</p> +<p>“A nurse I used to have—ever so many years +ago. A charming woman. I liked her awfully, and she +liked me.”</p> +<p>“There’s no accounting for tastes. What is +it you know through her?”</p> +<p>“Why what their idea is. She went away because +they didn’t fork out. She did like me awfully, and +she stayed two years. She told me all about it—that +at last she could never get her wages. As soon as they saw +how much she liked me they stopped giving her anything. +They thought she’d stay for nothing—just +<i>because</i>, don’t you know?” And Morgan had +a queer little conscious lucid look. “She did stay +ever so long—as long an she could. She was only a +poor girl. She used to send money to her mother. At +last she couldn’t afford it any longer, and went away in a +fearful rage one night—I mean of course in a rage against +<i>them</i>. She cried over me tremendously, she hugged me +nearly to death. She told me all about it,” the boy +repeated. “She told me it was their idea. So I +guessed, ever so long ago, that they have had the same idea with +you.”</p> +<p>“Zénobie was very sharp,” said +Pemberton. “And she made you so.”</p> +<p>“Oh that wasn’t Zénobie; that was +nature. And experience!” Morgan laughed.</p> +<p>“Well, Zénobie was a part of your +experience.”</p> +<p>“Certainly I was a part of hers, poor dear!” the +boy wisely sighed. “And I’m part of +yours.”</p> +<p>“A very important part. But I don’t see how +you know that I’ve been treated like +Zénobie.”</p> +<p>“Do you take me for the biggest dunce you’ve +known?” Morgan asked. “Haven’t I been +conscious of what we’ve been through together?”</p> +<p>“What we’ve been through?”</p> +<p>“Our privations—our dark days.”</p> +<p>“Oh our days have been bright enough.”</p> +<p>Morgan went on in silence for a moment. Then he said: +“My dear chap, you’re a hero!”</p> +<p>“Well, you’re another!” Pemberton +retorted.</p> +<p>“No I’m not, but I ain’t a baby. I +won’t stand it any longer. You must get some +occupation that pays. I’m ashamed, I’m +ashamed!” quavered the boy with a ring of passion, like +some high silver note from a small cathedral cloister, that +deeply touched his friend.</p> +<p>“We ought to go off and live somewhere together,” +the young man said.</p> +<p>“I’ll go like a shot if you’ll take +me.”</p> +<p>“I’d get some work that would keep us both +afloat,” Pemberton continued.</p> +<p>“So would I. Why shouldn’t I work? I +ain’t such a beastly little muff as that comes +to.”</p> +<p>“The difficulty is that your parents wouldn’t hear +of it. They’d never part with you; they worship the +ground you tread on. Don’t you see the proof of +it?” Pemberton developed. “They don’t +dislike me; they wish me no harm; they’re very amiable +people; but they’re perfectly ready to expose me to any +awkwardness in life for your sake.”</p> +<p>The silence in which Morgan received his fond sophistry struck +Pemberton somehow as expressive. After a moment the child +repeated: “You are a hero!” Then he added: +“They leave me with you altogether. You’ve all +the responsibility. They put me off on you from morning +till night. Why then should they object to my taking up +with you completely? I’d help you.”</p> +<p>“They’re not particularly keen about my being +helped, and they delight in thinking of you as +<i>theirs</i>. They’re tremendously proud of +you.”</p> +<p>“I’m not proud of <i>them</i>. But you know +that,” Morgan returned.</p> +<p>“Except for the little matter we speak of they’re +charming people,” said Pemberton, not taking up the point +made for his intelligence, but wondering greatly at the +boy’s own, and especially at this fresh reminder of +something he had been conscious of from the first—the +strangest thing in his friend’s large little composition, a +temper, a sensibility, even a private ideal, which made him as +privately disown the stuff his people were made of. Morgan +had in secret a small loftiness which made him acute about +betrayed meanness; as well as a critical sense for the manners +immediately surrounding him that was quite without precedent in a +juvenile nature, especially when one noted that it had not made +this nature “old-fashioned,” as the word is of +children—quaint or wizened or offensive. It was as if +he had been a little gentleman and had paid the penalty by +discovering that he was the only such person in his family. +This comparison didn’t make him vain, but it could make him +melancholy and a trifle austere. While Pemberton guessed at +these dim young things, shadows of shadows, he was partly drawn +on and partly checked, as for a scruple, by the charm of +attempting to sound the little cool shallows that were so quickly +growing deeper. When he tried to figure to himself the +morning twilight of childhood, so as to deal with it safely, he +saw it was never fixed, never arrested, that ignorance, at the +instant he touched it, was already flushing faintly into +knowledge, that there was nothing that at a given moment you +could say an intelligent child didn’t know. It seemed +to him that he himself knew too much to imagine Morgan’s +simplicity and too little to disembroil his tangle.</p> +<p>The boy paid no heed to his last remark; he only went on: +“I’d have spoken to them about their idea, as I call +it, long ago, if I hadn’t been sure what they’d +say.”</p> +<p>“And what would they say?”</p> +<p>“Just what they said about what poor Zénobie told +me—that it was a horrid dreadful story, that they had paid +her every penny they owed her.”</p> +<p>“Well, perhaps they had,” said Pemberton.</p> +<p>“Perhaps they’ve paid you!”</p> +<p>“Let us pretend they have, and n’en parlons +plus.”</p> +<p>“They accused her of lying and +cheating”—Morgan stuck to historic truth. +“That’s why I don’t want to speak to +them.”</p> +<p>“Lest they should accuse me, too?” To this +Morgan made no answer, and his companion, looking down at +him—the boy turned away his eyes, which had +filled—saw what he couldn’t have trusted himself to +utter. “You’re right. Don’t worry +them,” Pemberton pursued. “Except for that, +they <i>are</i> charming people.”</p> +<p>“Except for <i>their</i> lying and <i>their</i> +cheating?”</p> +<p>“I say—I say!” cried Pemberton, imitating a +little tone of the lad’s which was itself an imitation.</p> +<p>“We must be frank, at the last; we <i>must</i> come to +an understanding,” said Morgan with the importance of the +small boy who lets himself think he is arranging great +affairs—almost playing at shipwreck or at Indians. +“I know all about everything.”</p> +<p>“I dare say your father has his reasons,” +Pemberton replied, but too vaguely, as he was aware.</p> +<p>“For lying and cheating?”</p> +<p>“For saving and managing and turning his means to the +best account. He has plenty to do with his money. +You’re an expensive family.”</p> +<p>“Yes, I’m very expensive,” Morgan concurred +in a manner that made his preceptor burst out laughing.</p> +<p>“He’s saving for <i>you</i>,” said +Pemberton. “They think of you in everything they +do.”</p> +<p>“He might, while he’s about it, save a +little—” The boy paused, and his friend waited +to hear what. Then Morgan brought out oddly: “A +little reputation.”</p> +<p>“Oh there’s plenty of that. That’s all +right!”</p> +<p>“Enough of it for the people they know, no doubt. +The people they know are awful.”</p> +<p>“Do you mean the princes? We mustn’t abuse +the princes.”</p> +<p>“Why not? They haven’t married +Paula—they haven’t married Amy. They only clean +out Ulick.”</p> +<p>“You <i>do</i> know everything!” Pemberton +declared.</p> +<p>“No, I don’t, after all. I don’t know +what they live on, or how they live, or <i>why</i> they +live! What have they got and how did they get it? Are +they rich, are they poor, or have they a modeste aisance? +Why are they always chiveying me about—living one year like +ambassadors and the next like paupers? Who are they, any +way, and what are they? I’ve thought of all +that—I’ve thought of a lot of things. +They’re so beastly worldly. That’s what I hate +most—oh, I’ve <i>seen</i> it! All they care +about is to make an appearance and to pass for something or +other. What the dickens do they want to pass for? +What <i>do</i> they, Mr. Pemberton?”</p> +<p>“You pause for a reply,” said Pemberton, treating +the question as a joke, yet wondering too and greatly struck with +his mate’s intense if imperfect vision. “I +haven’t the least idea.”</p> +<p>“And what good does it do? Haven’t I seen +the way people treat them—the ‘nice’ people, +the ones they want to know? They’ll take anything +from them—they’ll lie down and be trampled on. +The nice ones hate that—they just sicken them. +You’re the only really nice person we know.”</p> +<p>“Are you sure? They don’t lie down for +me!”</p> +<p>“Well, you shan’t lie down for them. +You’ve got to go—that’s what you’ve got +to do,” said Morgan.</p> +<p>“And what will become of you?”</p> +<p>“Oh I’m growing up. I shall get off before +long. I’ll see you later.”</p> +<p>“You had better let me finish you,” Pemberton +urged, lending himself to the child’s strange +superiority.</p> +<p>Morgan stopped in their walk, looking up at him. He had +to look up much less than a couple of years before—he had +grown, in his loose leanness, so long and high. +“Finish me?” he echoed.</p> +<p>“There are such a lot of jolly things we can do together +yet. I want to turn you out—I want you to do me +credit.”</p> +<p>Morgan continued to look at him. “To give you +credit—do you mean?”</p> +<p>“My dear fellow, you’re too clever to +live.”</p> +<p>“That’s just what I’m afraid you +think. No, no; it isn’t fair—I can’t +endure it. We’ll separate next week. The sooner +it’s over the sooner to sleep.”</p> +<p>“If I hear of anything—any other chance—I +promise to go,” Pemberton said.</p> +<p>Morgan consented to consider this. “But +you’ll be honest,” he demanded; “you +won’t pretend you haven’t heard?”</p> +<p>“I’m much more likely to pretend I +have.”</p> +<p>“But what can you hear of, this way, stuck in a hole +with us? You ought to be on the spot, to go to +England—you ought to go to America.”</p> +<p>“One would think you were <i>my</i> tutor!” said +Pemberton.</p> +<p>Morgan walked on and after a little had begun again: +“Well, now that you know I know and that we look at the +facts and keep nothing back—it’s much more +comfortable, isn’t it?”</p> +<p>“My dear boy, it’s so amusing, so interesting, +that it will surely be quite impossible for me to forego such +hours as these.”</p> +<p>This made Morgan stop once more. “You <i>do</i> +keep something back. Oh you’re not +straight—<i>I</i> am!”</p> +<p>“How am I not straight?”</p> +<p>“Oh you’ve got your idea!”</p> +<p>“My idea?”</p> +<p>“Why that I probably shan’t make old—make +older—bones, and that you can stick it out till I’m +removed.”</p> +<p>“You <i>are</i> too clever to live!” Pemberton +repeated.</p> +<p>“I call it a mean idea,” Morgan pursued. +“But I shall punish you by the way I hang on.”</p> +<p>“Look out or I’ll poison you!” Pemberton +laughed.</p> +<p>“I’m stronger and better every year. +Haven’t you noticed that there hasn’t been a doctor +near me since you came?”</p> +<p>“<i>I’m</i> your doctor,” said the young +man, taking his arm and drawing him tenderly on again.</p> +<p>Morgan proceeded and after a few steps gave a sigh of mingled +weariness and relief. “Ah now that we look at the +facts it’s all right!”</p> +<h2>CHAPTER VII</h2> +<p>They looked at the facts a good deal after this and one of the +first consequences of their doing so was that Pemberton stuck it +out, in his friend’s parlance, for the purpose. +Morgan made the facts so vivid and so droll, and at the same time +so bald and so ugly, that there was fascination in talking them +over with him, just as there would have been heartlessness in +leaving him alone with them. Now that the pair had such +perceptions in common it was useless for them to pretend they +didn’t judge such people; but the very judgement and the +exchange of perceptions created another tie. Morgan had +never been so interesting as now that he himself was made plainer +by the sidelight of these confidences. What came out in it +most was the small fine passion of his pride. He had plenty +of that, Pemberton felt—so much that one might perhaps +wisely wish for it some early bruises. He would have liked +his people to have a spirit and had waked up to the sense of +their perpetually eating humble-pie. His mother would +consume any amount, and his father would consume even more than +his mother. He had a theory that Ulick had wriggled out of +an “affair” at Nice: there had once been a flurry at +home, a regular panic, after which they all went to bed and took +medicine, not to be accounted for on any other supposition. +Morgan had a romantic imagination, led by poetry and history, and +he would have liked those who “bore his +name”—as he used to say to Pemberton with the humour +that made his queer delicacies manly—to carry themselves +with an air. But their one idea was to get in with people +who didn’t want them and to take snubs as it they were +honourable scars. Why people didn’t want them more he +didn’t know—that was people’s own affair; after +all they weren’t superficially repulsive, they were a +hundred times cleverer than most of the dreary grandees, the +“poor swells” they rushed about Europe to catch up +with. “After all they <i>are</i> amusing—they +are!” he used to pronounce with the wisdom of the +ages. To which Pemberton always replied: +“Amusing—the great Moreen troupe? Why +they’re altogether delightful; and if it weren’t for +the hitch that you and I (feeble performers!) make in the +ensemble they’d carry everything before them.”</p> +<p>What the boy couldn’t get over was the fact that this +particular blight seemed, in a tradition of self-respect, so +undeserved and so arbitrary. No doubt people had a right to +take the line they liked; but why should his people have liked +the line of pushing and toadying and lying and cheating? +What had their forefathers—all decent folk, so far as he +knew—done to them, or what had he done to them? Who +had poisoned their blood with the fifth-rate social ideal, the +fixed idea of making smart acquaintances and getting into the +monde chic, especially when it was foredoomed to failure and +exposure? They showed so what they were after; that was +what made the people they wanted not want <i>them</i>. And +never a wince for dignity, never a throb of shame at looking each +other in the face, never any independence or resentment or +disgust. If his father or his brother would only knock some +one down once or twice a year! Clever as they were they +never guessed the impression they made. They were +good-natured, yes—as good-natured as Jews at the doors of +clothing-shops! But was that the model one wanted +one’s family to follow? Morgan had dim memories of an +old grandfather, the maternal, in New York, whom he had been +taken across the ocean at the age of five to see: a gentleman +with a high neck-cloth and a good deal of pronunciation, who wore +a dress-coat in the morning, which made one wonder what he wore +in the evening, and had, or was supposed to have +“property” and something to do with the Bible +Society. It couldn’t have been but that he was a good +type. Pemberton himself remembered Mrs. Clancy, a widowed +sister of Mr. Moreen’s, who was as irritating as a moral +tale and had paid a fortnight’s visit to the family at Nice +shortly after he came to live with them. She was +“pure and refined,” as Amy said over the banjo, and +had the air of not knowing what they meant when they talked, and +of keeping something rather important back. Pemberton +judged that what she kept back was an approval of many of their +ways; therefore it was to be supposed that she too was of a good +type, and that Mr. and Mrs. Moreen and Ulick and Paula and Amy +might easily have been of a better one if they would.</p> +<p>But that they wouldn’t was more and more perceptible +from day to day. They continued to “chivey,” as +Morgan called it, and in due time became aware of a variety of +reasons for proceeding to Venice. They mentioned a great +many of them—they were always strikingly frank and had the +brightest friendly chatter, at the late foreign breakfast in +especial, before the ladies had made up their faces, when they +leaned their arms on the table, had something to follow the +demitasse, and, in the heat of familiar discussion as to what +they “really ought” to do, fell inevitably into the +languages in which they could tutoyer. Even Pemberton liked +them then; he could endure even Ulick when he heard him give his +little flat voice for the “sweet sea-city.” +That was what made him have a sneaking kindness for +them—that they were so out of the workaday world and kept +him so out of it. The summer had waned when, with cries of +ecstasy, they all passed out on the balcony that overhung the +Grand Canal. The sunsets then were splendid and the +Dorringtons had arrived. The Dorringtons were the only +reason they hadn’t talked of at breakfast; but the reasons +they didn’t talk of at breakfast always came out in the +end. The Dorringtons on the other hand came out very +little; or else when they did they stayed—as was +natural—for hours, during which periods Mrs. Moreen and the +girls sometimes called at their hotel (to see if they had +returned) as many as three times running. The gondola was +for the ladies, as in Venice too there were “days,” +which Mrs. Moreen knew in their order an hour after she +arrived. She immediately took one herself, to which the +Dorringtons never came, though on a certain occasion when +Pemberton and his pupil were together at St. +Mark’s—where, taking the best walks they had ever had +and haunting a hundred churches, they spent a great deal of +time—they saw the old lord turn up with Mr. Moreen and +Ulick, who showed him the dim basilica as if it belonged to +them. Pemberton noted how much less, among its curiosities, +Lord Dorrington carried himself as a man of the world; wondering +too whether, for such services, his companions took a fee from +him. The autumn at any rate waned, the Dorringtons +departed, and Lord Verschoyle, the eldest son, had proposed +neither for Amy nor for Paula.</p> +<p>One sad November day, while the wind roared round the old +palace and the rain lashed the lagoon, Pemberton, for exercise +and even somewhat for warmth—the Moreens were horribly +frugal about fires; it was a cause of suffering to their +inmate—walked up and down the big bare sala with his +pupil. The scagliola floor was cold, the high battered +casements shook in the storm, and the stately decay of the place +was unrelieved by a particle of furniture. +Pemberton’s spirits were low, and it came over him that the +fortune of the Moreens was now even lower. A blast of +desolation, a portent of disgrace and disaster, seemed to draw +through the comfortless hall. Mr. Moreen and Ulick were in +the Piazza, looking out for something, strolling drearily, in +mackintoshes, under the arcades; but still, in spite of +mackintoshes, unmistakeable men of the world. Paula and Amy +were in bed—it might have been thought they were staying +there to keep warm. Pemberton looked askance at the boy at +his side, to see to what extent he was conscious of these dark +omens. But Morgan, luckily for him, was now mainly +conscious of growing taller and stronger and indeed of being in +his fifteenth year. This fact was intensely interesting to +him and the basis of a private theory—which, however, he +had imparted to his tutor—that in a little while he should +stand on his own feet. He considered that the situation +would change—that in short he should be +“finished,” grown up, producible in the world of +affairs and ready to prove himself of sterling ability. +Sharply as he was capable at times of analysing, as he called it, +his life, there were happy hours when he remained, as he also +called it—and as the name, really, of their right +ideal—“jolly” superficial; the proof of which +was his fundamental assumption that he should presently go to +Oxford, to Pemberton’s college, and, aided and abetted by +Pemberton, do the most wonderful things. It depressed the +young man to see how little in such a project he took account of +ways and means: in other connexions he mostly kept to the +measure. Pemberton tried to imagine the Moreens at Oxford +and fortunately failed; yet unless they were to adopt it as a +residence there would be no modus vivendi for Morgan. How +could he live without an allowance, and where was the allowance +to come from? He, Pemberton, might live on Morgan; but how +could Morgan live on <i>him</i>? What was to become of him +anyhow? Somehow the fact that he was a big boy now, with +better prospects of health, made the question of his future more +difficult. So long as he was markedly frail the great +consideration he inspired seemed enough of an answer to it. +But at the bottom of Pemberton’s heart was the recognition +of his probably being strong enough to live and not yet strong +enough to struggle or to thrive. Morgan himself at any rate +was in the first flush of the rosiest consciousness of +adolescence, so that the beating of the tempest seemed to him +after all but the voice of life and the challenge of fate. +He had on his shabby little overcoat, with the collar up, but was +enjoying his walk.</p> +<p>It was interrupted at last by the appearance of his mother at +the end of the sala. She beckoned him to come to her, and +while Pemberton saw him, complaisant, pass down the long vista +and over the damp false marble, he wondered what was in the +air. Mrs. Moreen said a word to the boy and made him go +into the room she had quitted. Then, having closed the door +after him, she directed her steps swiftly to Pemberton. +There was something in the air, but his wildest flight of fancy +wouldn’t have suggested what it proved to be. She +signified that she had made a pretext to get Morgan out of the +way, and then she enquired—without hesitation—if the +young man could favour her with the loan of three louis. +While, before bursting into a laugh, he stared at her with +surprise, she declared that she was awfully pressed for the +money; she was desperate for it—it would save her life.</p> +<p>“Dear lady, c’est trop fort!” +Pemberton laughed in the manner and with the borrowed grace of +idiom that marked the best colloquial, the best anecdotic, +moments of his friends themselves. “Where in the +world do you suppose I should get three louis, du train dont vous +allez?”</p> +<p>“I thought you worked—wrote things. +Don’t they pay you?”</p> +<p>“Not a penny.”</p> +<p>“Are you such a fool as to work for nothing?”</p> +<p>“You ought surely to know that.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen stared, then she coloured a little. +Pemberton saw she had quite forgotten the terms—if +“terms” they could be called—that he had ended +by accepting from herself; they had burdened her memory as little +as her conscience. “Oh yes, I see what you +mean—you’ve been very nice about that; but why drag +it in so often?” She had been perfectly urbane with +him ever since the rough scene of explanation in his room the +morning he made her accept <i>his</i> +“terms”—the necessity of his making his case +known to Morgan. She had felt no resentment after seeing +there was no danger Morgan would take the matter up with +her. Indeed, attributing this immunity to the good taste of +his influence with the boy, she had once said to Pemberton +“My dear fellow, it’s an immense comfort you’re +a gentleman.” She repeated this in substance +now. “Of course you’re a +gentleman—that’s a bother the less!” +Pemberton reminded her that he had not “dragged in” +anything that wasn’t already in as much as his foot was in +his shoe; and she also repeated her prayer that, somewhere and +somehow, he would find her sixty francs. He took the +liberty of hinting that if he could find them it wouldn’t +be to lend them to <i>her</i>—as to which he consciously +did himself injustice, knowing that if he had them he would +certainly put them at her disposal. He accused himself, at +bottom and not unveraciously, of a fantastic, a demoralised +sympathy with her. If misery made strange bedfellows it +also made strange sympathies. It was moreover a part of the +abasement of living with such people that one had to make vulgar +retorts, quite out of one’s own tradition of good +manners. “Morgan, Morgan, to what pass have I come +for you?” he groaned while Mrs. Moreen floated voluminously +down the sala again to liberate the boy, wailing as she went that +everything was too odious.</p> +<p>Before their young friend was liberated there came a thump at +the door communicating with the staircase, followed by the +apparition of a dripping youth who poked in his head. +Pemberton recognised him as the bearer of a telegram and +recognised the telegram as addressed to himself. Morgan +came back as, after glancing at the signature—that of a +relative in London—he was reading the words: “Found a +jolly job for you, engagement to coach opulent youth on own +terms. Come at once.” The answer happily was +paid and the messenger waited. Morgan, who had drawn near, +waited too and looked hard at Pemberton; and Pemberton, after a +moment, having met his look, handed him the telegram. It +was really by wise looks—they knew each other so well +now—that, while the telegraph-boy, in his waterproof cape, +made a great puddle on the floor, the thing was settled between +them. Pemberton wrote the answer with a pencil against the +frescoed wall, and the messenger departed. When he had gone +the young man explained himself.</p> +<p>“I’ll make a tremendous charge; I’ll earn a +lot of money in a short time, and we’ll live on +it.”</p> +<p>“Well, I hope the opulent youth will be a dismal +dunce—he probably will—” Morgan +parenthesised—“and keep you a long time a-hammering +of it in.”</p> +<p>“Of course the longer he keeps me the more we shall have +for our old age.”</p> +<p>“But suppose <i>they</i> don’t pay you!” +Morgan awfully suggested.</p> +<p>“Oh there are not two such—!” But +Pemberton pulled up; he had been on the point of using too +invidious a term. Instead of this he said “Two such +fatalities.”</p> +<p>Morgan flushed—the tears came to his eyes. +“Dites toujours two such rascally crews!” Then +in a different tone he added: “Happy opulent +youth!”</p> +<p>“Not if he’s a dismal dunce.”</p> +<p>“Oh they’re happier then. But you +can’t have everything, can you?” the boy smiled.</p> +<p>Pemberton held him fast, hands on his shoulders—he had +never loved him so. “What will become of you, what +will you do?” He thought of Mrs. Moreen, desperate +for sixty francs.</p> +<p>“I shall become an homme fait.” And then as +if he recognised all the bearings of Pemberton’s allusion: +“I shall get on with them better when you’re not +here.”</p> +<p>“Ah don’t say that—it sounds as if I set you +against them!”</p> +<p>“You do—the sight of you. It’s all +right; you know what I mean. I shall be beautiful. +I’ll take their affairs in hand; I’ll marry my +sisters.”</p> +<p>“You’ll marry yourself!” joked Pemberton; as +high, rather tense pleasantry would evidently be the right, or +the safest, tone for their separation.</p> +<p>It was, however, not purely in this strain that Morgan +suddenly asked: “But I say—how will you get to your +jolly job? You’ll have to telegraph to the opulent +youth for money to come on.”</p> +<p>Pemberton bethought himself. “They won’t +like that, will they?”</p> +<p>“Oh look out for them!”</p> +<p>Then Pemberton brought out his remedy. “I’ll +go to the American Consul; I’ll borrow some money of +him—just for the few days, on the strength of the +telegram.”</p> +<p>Morgan was hilarious. “Show him the +telegram—then collar the money and stay!”</p> +<p>Pemberton entered into the joke sufficiently to reply that for +Morgan he was really capable of that; but the boy, growing more +serious, and to prove he hadn’t meant what he said, not +only hurried him off to the Consulate—since he was to start +that evening, as he had wired to his friend—but made sure +of their affair by going with him. They splashed through +the tortuous perforations and over the humpbacked bridges, and +they passed through the Piazza, where they saw Mr. Moreen and +Ulick go into a jeweller’s shop. The Consul proved +accommodating—Pemberton said it wasn’t the letter, +but Morgan’s grand air—and on their way back they +went into Saint Mark’s for a hushed ten minutes. +Later they took up and kept up the fun of it to the very end; and +it seemed to Pemberton a part of that fun that Mrs. Moreen, who +was very angry when he had announced her his intention, should +charge him, grotesquely and vulgarly and in reference to the loan +she had vainly endeavoured to effect, with bolting lest they +should “get something out” of him. On the other +hand he had to do Mr. Moreen and Ulick the justice to recognise +that when on coming in they heard the cruel news they took it +like perfect men of the world.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII</h2> +<p>When he got at work with the opulent youth, who was to be +taken in hand for Balliol, he found himself unable to say if this +aspirant had really such poor parts or if the appearance were +only begotten of his own long association with an intensely +living little mind. From Morgan he heard half a dozen +times: the boy wrote charming young letters, a patchwork of +tongues, with indulgent postscripts in the family Volapuk and, in +little squares and rounds and crannies of the text, the drollest +illustrations—letters that he was divided between the +impulse to show his present charge as a vain, a wasted incentive, +and the sense of something in them that publicity would +profane. The opulent youth went up in due course and failed +to pass; but it seemed to add to the presumption that brilliancy +was not expected of him all at once that his parents, condoning +the lapse, which they good-naturedly treated as little as +possible as if it were Pemberton’s, should have sounded the +rally again, begged the young coach to renew the siege.</p> +<p>The young coach was now in a position to lend Mrs. Moreen +three louis, and he sent her a post-office order even for a +larger amount. In return for this favour he received a +frantic scribbled line from her: “Implore you to come back +instantly—Morgan dreadfully ill.” They were on +there rebound, once more in Paris—often as Pemberton had +seen them depressed he had never seen them crushed—and +communication was therefore rapid. He wrote to the boy to +ascertain the state of his health, but awaited the answer in +vain. He accordingly, after three days, took an abrupt +leave of the opulent youth and, crossing the Channel, alighted at +the small hotel, in the quarter of the Champs Elysées, of +which Mrs. Moreen had given him the address. A deep if dumb +dissatisfaction with this lady and her companions bore him +company: they couldn’t be vulgarly honest, but they could +live at hotels, in velvety entresols, amid a smell of burnt +pastilles, surrounded by the most expensive city in Europe. +When he had left them in Venice it was with an irrepressible +suspicion that something was going to happen; but the only thing +that could have taken place was again their masterly +retreat. “How is he? where is he?” he asked of +Mrs. Moreen; but before she could speak these questions were +answered by the pressure round hid neck of a pair of arms, in +shrunken sleeves, which still were perfectly capable of an +effusive young foreign squeeze.</p> +<p>“Dreadfully ill—I don’t see it!” the +young man cried. And then to Morgan: “Why on earth +didn’t you relieve me? Why didn’t you answer my +letter?”</p> +<p>Mrs. Moreen declared that when she wrote he was very bad, and +Pemberton learned at the same time from the boy that he had +answered every letter he had received. This led to the +clear inference that Pemberton’s note had been kept from +him so that the game practised should not be interfered +with. Mrs. Moreen was prepared to see the fact exposed, as +Pemberton saw the moment he faced her that she was prepared for a +good many other things. She was prepared above all to +maintain that she had acted from a sense of duty, that she was +enchanted she had got him over, whatever they might say, and that +it was useless of him to pretend he didn’t know in all his +bones that his place at such a time was with Morgan. He had +taken the boy away from them and now had no right to abandon +him. He had created for himself the gravest +responsibilities and must at least abide by what he had done.</p> +<p>“Taken him away from you?” Pemberton exclaimed +indignantly.</p> +<p>“Do it—do it for pity’s sake; that’s +just what I want. I can’t stand <i>this</i>—and +such scenes. They’re awful frauds—poor +dears!” These words broke from Morgan, who had +intermitted his embrace, in a key which made Pemberton turn +quickly to him and see that he had suddenly seated himself, was +breathing in great pain, and was very pale.</p> +<p>“<i>Now</i> do you say he’s not in a state, my +precious pet?” shouted his mother, dropping on her knees +before him with clasped hands, but touching him no more than if +he had been a gilded idol. “It will +pass—it’s only for an instant; but don’t say +such dreadful things!”</p> +<p>“I’m all right—all right,” Morgan +panted to Pemberton, whom he sat looking up at with a strange +smile, his hands resting on either side of the sofa.</p> +<p>“Now do you pretend I’ve been dishonest, that +I’ve deceived?” Mrs. Moreen flashed at Pemberton as +she got up.</p> +<p>“It isn’t <i>he</i> says it, it’s I!” +the boy returned, apparently easier, but sinking back against the +wall; while his restored friend, who had sat down beside him, +took his hand and bent over him.</p> +<p>“Darling child, one does what one can; there are so many +things to consider,” urged Mrs. Moreen. +“It’s his <i>place</i>—his only place. +You see <i>you</i> think it is now.”</p> +<p>“Take me away—take me away,” Morgan went on, +smiling to Pemberton with his white face.</p> +<p>“Where shall I take you, and how—oh <i>how</i>, my +boy?” the young man stammered, thinking of the rude way in +which his friends in London held that, for his convenience, with +no assurance of prompt return, he had thrown them over; of the +just resentment with which they would already have called in a +successor, and of the scant help to finding fresh employment that +resided for him in the grossness of his having failed to pass his +pupil.</p> +<p>“Oh we’ll settle that. You used to talk +about it,” said Morgan. “If we can only go all +the rest’s a detail.”</p> +<p>“Talk about it as much as you like, but don’t +think you can attempt it. Mr. Moreen would never +consent—it would be so <i>very</i> hand-to-mouth,” +Pemberton’s hostess beautifully explained to him. +Then to Morgan she made it clearer: “It would destroy our +peace, it would break our hearts. Now that he’s back +it will be all the same again. You’ll have your life, +your work and your freedom, and we’ll all be happy as we +used to be. You’ll bloom and grow perfectly well, and +we won’t have any more silly experiments, will we? +They’re too absurd. It’s Mr. Pemberton’s +place—every one in his place. You in yours, your papa +in his, me in mine—n’est-ce pas, chéri? +We’ll all forget how foolish we’ve been and have +lovely times.”</p> +<p>She continued to talk and to surge vaguely about the little +draped stuffy salon while Pemberton sat with the boy, whose +colour gradually came back; and she mixed up her reasons, hinting +that there were going to be changes, that the other children +might scatter (who knew?—Paula had her ideas) and that then +it might be fancied how much the poor old parent-birds would want +the little nestling. Morgan looked at Pemberton, who +wouldn’t let him move; and Pemberton knew exactly how he +felt at hearing himself called a little nestling. He +admitted that he had had one or two bad days, but he protested +afresh against the wrong of his mother’s having made them +the ground of an appeal to poor Pemberton. Poor Pemberton +could laugh now, apart from the comicality of Mrs. Moreen’s +mustering so much philosophy for her defence—she seemed to +shake it out of her agitated petticoats, which knocked over the +light gilt chairs—so little did their young companion, +<i>marked</i>, unmistakeably marked at the best, strike him as +qualified to repudiate any advantage.</p> +<p>He himself was in for it at any rate. He should have +Morgan on his hands again indefinitely; though indeed he saw the +lad had a private theory to produce which would be intended to +smooth this down. He was obliged to him for it in advance; +but the suggested amendment didn’t keep his heart rather +from sinking, any more than it prevented him from accepting the +prospect on the spot, with some confidence moreover that he +should do so even better if he could have a little supper. +Mrs. Moreen threw out more hints about the changes that were to +be looked for, but she was such a mixture of smiles and +shudders—she confessed she was very nervous—that he +couldn’t tell if she were in high feather or only in +hysterics. If the family was really at last going to pieces +why shouldn’t she recognise the necessity of pitching +Morgan into some sort of lifeboat? This presumption was +fostered by the fact that they were established in luxurious +quarters in the capital of pleasure; that was exactly where they +naturally <i>would</i> be established in view of going to +pieces. Moreover didn’t she mention that Mr. Moreen +and the others were enjoying themselves at the opera with Mr. +Granger, and wasn’t <i>that</i> also precisely where one +would look for them on the eve of a smash? Pemberton +gathered that Mr. Granger was a rich vacant American—a big +bill with a flourishy heading and no items; so that one of +Paula’s “ideas” was probably that this time she +hadn’t missed fire—by which straight shot indeed she +would have shattered the general cohesion. And if the +cohesion was to crumble what would become of poor +Pemberton? He felt quite enough bound up with them to +figure to his alarm as a dislodged block in the edifice.</p> +<p>It was Morgan who eventually asked if no supper had been +ordered for him; sitting with him below, later, at the dim +delayed meal, in the presence of a great deal of corded green +plush, a plate of ornamental biscuit and an aloofness marked on +the part of the waiter. Mrs. Moreen had explained that they +had been obliged to secure a room for the visitor out of the +house; and Morgan’s consolation—he offered it while +Pemberton reflected on the nastiness of lukewarm +sauces—proved to be, largely, that his circumstance would +facilitate their escape. He talked of their +escape—recurring to it often afterwards—as if they +were making up a “boy’s book” together. +But he likewise expressed his sense that there was something in +the air, that the Moreens couldn’t keep it up much +longer. In point of fact, as Pemberton was to see, they +kept it up for five or six months. All the while, however, +Morgan’s contention was designed to cheer him. Mr. +Moreen and Ulick, whom he had met the day after his return, +accepted that return like perfect men of the world. If +Paula and Amy treated it even with less formality an allowance +was to be made for them, inasmuch as Mr. Granger hadn’t +come to the opera after all. He had only placed his box at +their service, with a bouquet for each of the party; there was +even one apiece, embittering the thought of his profusion, for +Mr. Moreen and Ulick. “They’re all like +that,” was Morgan’s comment; “at the very last, +just when we think we’ve landed them they’re back in +the deep sea!”</p> +<p>Morgan’s comments in these days were more and more free; +they even included a large recognition of the extraordinary +tenderness with which he had been treated while Pemberton was +away. Oh yes, they couldn’t do enough to be nice to +him, to show him they had him on their mind and make up for his +loss. That was just what made the whole thing so sad and +caused him to rejoice after all in Pemberton’s +return—he had to keep thinking of their affection less, had +less sense of obligation. Pemberton laughed out at this +last reason, and Morgan blushed and said: “Well, dash it, +you know what I mean.” Pemberton knew perfectly what +he meant; but there were a good many things that—dash it +too!—it didn’t make any clearer. This episode +of his second sojourn in Paris stretched itself out wearily, with +their resumed readings and wanderings and maunderings, their +potterings on the quays, their hauntings of the museums, their +occasional lingerings in the Palais Royal when the first sharp +weather came on and there was a comfort in warm emanations, +before Chevet’s wonderful succulent window. Morgan +wanted to hear all about the opulent youth—he took an +immense interest in him. Some of the details of his +opulence—Pemberton could spare him none of +them—evidently fed the boy’s appreciation of all his +friend had given up to come back to him; but in addition to the +greater reciprocity established by that heroism he had always his +little brooding theory, in which there was a frivolous gaiety +too, that their long probation was drawing to a close. +Morgan’s conviction that the Moreens couldn’t go on +much longer kept pace with the unexpended impetus with which, +from month to month, they did go on. Three weeks after +Pemberton had rejoined them they went on to another hotel, a +dingier one than the first; but Morgan rejoiced that his tutor +had at least still not sacrificed the advantage of a room +outside. He clung to the romantic utility of this when the +day, or rather the night, should arrive for their escape.</p> +<p>For the first time, in this complicated connexion, our friend +felt his collar gall him. It was, as he had said to Mrs. +Moreen in Venice, trop fort—everything was trop fort. +He could neither really throw off his blighting burden nor find +in it the benefit of a pacified conscience or of a rewarded +affection. He had spent all the money accruing to him in +England, and he saw his youth going and that he was getting +nothing back for it. It was all very well of Morgan to +count it for reparation that he should now settle on him +permanently—there was an irritating flaw in such a +view. He saw what the boy had in his mind; the conception +that as his friend had had the generosity to come back he must +show his gratitude by giving him his life. But the poor +friend didn’t desire the gift—what could he do with +Morgan’s dreadful little life? Of course at the same +time that Pemberton was irritated he remembered the reason, which +was very honourable to Morgan and which dwelt simply in his +making one so forget that he was no more than a patched +urchin. If one dealt with him on a different basis +one’s misadventures were one’s own fault. So +Pemberton waited in a queer confusion of yearning and alarm for +the catastrophe which was held to hang over the house of Moreen, +of which he certainly at moments felt the symptoms brush his +cheek and as to which he wondered much in what form it would find +its liveliest effect.</p> +<p>Perhaps it would take the form of sudden dispersal—a +frightened sauve qui peut, a scuttling into selfish +corners. Certainly they were less elastic than of yore; +they were evidently looking for something they didn’t +find. The Dorringtons hadn’t re-appeared, the princes +had scattered; wasn’t that the beginning of the end? +Mrs. Moreen had lost her reckoning of the famous +“days”; her social calendar was blurred—it had +turned its face to the wall. Pemberton suspected that the +great, the cruel discomfiture had been the unspeakable behaviour +of Mr. Granger, who seemed not to know what he wanted, or, what +was much worse, what they wanted. He kept sending flowers, +as if to bestrew the path of his retreat, which was never the +path of a return. Flowers were all very well, +but—Pemberton could complete the proposition. It was +now positively conspicuous that in the long run the Moreens were +a social failure; so that the young man was almost grateful the +run had not been short. Mr. Moreen indeed was still +occasionally able to get away on business and, what was more +surprising, was likewise able to get back. Ulick had no +club but you couldn’t have discovered it from his +appearance, which was as much as ever that of a person looking at +life from the window of such an institution; therefore Pemberton +was doubly surprised at an answer he once heard him make his +mother in the desperate tone of a man familiar with the worst +privations. Her question Pemberton had not quite caught; it +appeared to be an appeal for a suggestion as to whom they might +get to take Amy. “Let the Devil take her!” +Ulick snapped; so that Pemberton could see that they had not only +lost their amiability but had ceased to believe in +themselves. He could also see that if Mrs. Moreen was +trying to get people to take her children she might be regarded +as closing the hatches for the storm. But Morgan would be +the last she would part with.</p> +<p>One winter afternoon—it was a Sunday—he and the +boy walked far together in the Bois de Boulogne. The +evening was so splendid, the cold lemon-coloured sunset so clear, +the stream of carriages and pedestrians so amusing and the +fascination of Paris so great, that they stayed out later than +usual and became aware that they should have to hurry home to +arrive in time for dinner. They hurried accordingly, +arm-in-arm, good-humoured and hungry, agreeing that there was +nothing like Paris after all and that after everything too that +had come and gone they were not yet sated with innocent +pleasures. When they reached the hotel they found that, +though scandalously late, they were in time for all the dinner +they were likely to sit down to. Confusion reigned in the +apartments of the Moreens—very shabby ones this time, but +the best in the house—and before the interrupted service of +the table, with objects displaced almost as if there had been a +scuffle and a great wine-stain from an overturned bottle, +Pemberton couldn’t blink the fact that there had been a +scene of the last proprietary firmness. The storm had +come—they were all seeking refuge. The hatches were +down, Paula and Amy were invisible—they had never tried the +most casual art upon Pemberton, but he felt they had enough of an +eye to him not to wish to meet him as young ladies whose frocks +had been confiscated—and Ulick appeared to have jumped +overboard. The host and his staff, in a word, had ceased to +“go on” at the pace of their guests, and the air of +embarrassed detention, thanks to a pile of gaping trunks in the +passage, was strangely commingled with the air of indignant +withdrawal. When Morgan took all this in—and he took +it in very quickly—he coloured to the roots of his +hair. He had walked from his infancy among difficulties and +dangers, but he had never seen a public exposure. Pemberton +noticed in a second glance at him that the tears had rushed into +his eyes and that they were tears of a new and untasted +bitterness. He wondered an instant, for the boy’s +sake, whether he might successfully pretend not to +understand. Not successfully, he felt, as Mr. and Mrs. +Moreen, dinnerless by their extinguished hearth, rose before him +in their little dishonoured salon, casting about with glassy eyes +for the nearest port in such a storm. They were not +prostrate but were horribly white, and Mrs. Moreen had evidently +been crying. Pemberton quickly learned however that her +grief was not for the loss of her dinner, much as she usually +enjoyed it, but the fruit of a blow that struck even deeper, as +she made all haste to explain. He would see for himself, so +far as that went, how the great change had come, the dreadful +bolt had fallen, and how they would now all have to turn +themselves about. Therefore cruel as it was to them to part +with their darling she must look to him to carry a little further +the influence he had so fortunately acquired with the +boy—to induce his young charge to follow him into some +modest retreat. They depended on him—that was the +fact—to take their delightful child temporarily under his +protection; it would leave Mr. Moreen and herself so much more +free to give the proper attention (too little, alas! had been +given) to the readjustment of their affairs.</p> +<p>“We trust you—we feel we <i>can</i>,” said +Mrs. Moreen, slowly rubbing her plump white hands and looking +with compunction hard at Morgan, whose chin, not to take +liberties, her husband stroked with a paternal forefinger.</p> +<p>“Oh yes—we feel that we <i>can</i>. We trust +Mr. Pemberton fully, Morgan,” Mr. Moreen pursued.</p> +<p>Pemberton wondered again if he might pretend not to +understand; but everything good gave way to the intensity of +Morgan’s understanding. “Do you mean he may +take me to live with him for ever and ever?” cried the +boy. “May take me away, away, anywhere he +likes?”</p> +<p>“For ever and ever? Comme vous-y-allez!” Mr. +Moreen laughed indulgently. “For as long as Mr. +Pemberton may be so good.”</p> +<p>“We’ve struggled, we’ve suffered,” his +wife went on; “but you’ve made him so your own that +we’ve already been through the worst of the +sacrifice.”</p> +<p>Morgan had turned away from his father—he stood looking +at Pemberton with a light in his face. His sense of shame +for their common humiliated state had dropped; the case had +another side—the thing was to clutch at <i>that</i>. +He had a moment of boyish joy, scarcely mitigated by the +reflexion that with this unexpected consecration of his +hope—too sudden and too violent; the turn taken was away +from a <i>good</i> boy’s book—the +“escape” was left on their hands. The boyish +joy was there an instant, and Pemberton was almost scared at the +rush of gratitude and affection that broke through his first +abasement. When he stammered “My dear fellow, what do +you say to <i>that</i>?” how could one not say something +enthusiastic? But there was more need for courage at +something else that immediately followed and that made the lad +sit down quietly on the nearest chair. He had turned quite +livid and had raised his hand to his left side. They were +all three looking at him, but Mrs. Moreen suddenly bounded +forward. “Ah his darling little heart!” she +broke out; and this time, on her knees before him and without +respect for the idol, she caught him ardently in her arms. +“You walked him too far, you hurried him too fast!” +she hurled over her shoulder at Pemberton. Her son made no +protest, and the next instant, still holding him, she sprang up +with her face convulsed and with the terrified cry “Help, +help! he’s going, he’s gone!” Pemberton +saw with equal horror, by Morgan’s own stricken face, that +he was beyond their wildest recall. He pulled him half out +of his mother’s hands, and for a moment, while they held +him together, they looked all their dismay into each +other’s eyes, “He couldn’t stand it with his +weak organ,” said Pemberton—“the shock, the +whole scene, the violent emotion.”</p> +<p>“But I thought he <i>wanted</i> to go to you!”, +wailed Mrs. Moreen.</p> +<p>“I <i>told</i> you he didn’t, my dear,” her +husband made answer. Mr. Moreen was trembling all over and +was in his way as deeply affected as his wife. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Pupil + + +Author: Henry James + + + +Release Date: December 24, 2010 [eBook #1032] +First released: July 27, 1997 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PUPIL*** + + +Transcribed from the 1916 Le Roy Phillips edition by David Price, email +ccx074@pglaf.org + + + + + + THE PUPIL + + + BY HENRY JAMES + + * * * * * + + LE ROY PHILLIPS + BOSTON + + * * * * * + + This edition first published 1916 + + The text follows that of the + Definitive Edition + + * * * * * + + _Printed in Great Britain_ + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +The poor young man hesitated and procrastinated: it cost him such an +effort to broach the subject of terms, to speak of money to a person who +spoke only of feelings and, as it were, of the aristocracy. Yet he was +unwilling to take leave, treating his engagement as settled, without some +more conventional glance in that direction than he could find an opening +for in the manner of the large affable lady who sat there drawing a pair +of soiled gants de Suede through a fat jewelled hand and, at once +pressing and gliding, repeated over and over everything but the thing he +would have liked to hear. He would have liked to hear the figure of his +salary; but just as he was nervously about to sound that note the little +boy came back--the little boy Mrs. Moreen had sent out of the room to +fetch her fan. He came back without the fan, only with the casual +observation that he couldn't find it. As he dropped this cynical +confession he looked straight and hard at the candidate for the honour of +taking his education in hand. This personage reflected somewhat grimly +that the thing he should have to teach his little charge would be to +appear to address himself to his mother when he spoke to her--especially +not to make her such an improper answer as that. + +When Mrs. Moreen bethought herself of this pretext for getting rid of +their companion Pemberton supposed it was precisely to approach the +delicate subject of his remuneration. But it had been only to say some +things about her son that it was better a boy of eleven shouldn't catch. +They were extravagantly to his advantage save when she lowered her voice +to sigh, tapping her left side familiarly, "And all overclouded by +_this_, you know; all at the mercy of a weakness--!" Pemberton gathered +that the weakness was in the region of the heart. He had known the poor +child was not robust: this was the basis on which he had been invited to +treat, through an English lady, an Oxford acquaintance, then at Nice, who +happened to know both his needs and those of the amiable American family +looking out for something really superior in the way of a resident tutor. + +The young man's impression of his prospective pupil, who had come into +the room as if to see for himself the moment Pemberton was admitted, was +not quite the soft solicitation the visitor had taken for granted. +Morgan Moreen was somehow sickly without being "delicate," and that he +looked intelligent--it is true Pemberton wouldn't have enjoyed his being +stupid--only added to the suggestion that, as with his big mouth and big +ears he really couldn't be called pretty, he might too utterly fail to +please. Pemberton was modest, was even timid; and the chance that his +small scholar might prove cleverer than himself had quite figured, to his +anxiety, among the dangers of an untried experiment. He reflected, +however, that these were risks one had to run when one accepted a +position, as it was called, in a private family; when as yet one's +university honours had, pecuniarily speaking, remained barren. At any +rate when Mrs. Moreen got up as to intimate that, since it was understood +he would enter upon his duties within the week she would let him off now, +he succeeded, in spite of the presence of the child, in squeezing out a +phrase about the rate of payment. It was not the fault of the conscious +smile which seemed a reference to the lady's expensive identity, it was +not the fault of this demonstration, which had, in a sort, both vagueness +and point, if the allusion didn't sound rather vulgar. This was exactly +because she became still more gracious to reply: "Oh I can assure you +that all that will be quite regular." + +Pemberton only wondered, while he took up his hat, what "all that" was to +amount to--people had such different ideas. Mrs. Moreen's words, +however, seemed to commit the family to a pledge definite enough to +elicit from the child a strange little comment in the shape of the +mocking foreign ejaculation "Oh la-la!" + +Pemberton, in some confusion, glanced at him as he walked slowly to the +window with his back turned, his hands in his pockets and the air in his +elderly shoulders of a boy who didn't play. The young man wondered if he +should be able to teach him to play, though his mother had said it would +never do and that this was why school was impossible. Mrs. Moreen +exhibited no discomfiture; she only continued blandly: "Mr. Moreen will +be delighted to meet your wishes. As I told you, he has been called to +London for a week. As soon as he comes back you shall have it out with +him." + +This was so frank and friendly that the young man could only reply, +laughing as his hostess laughed: "Oh I don't imagine we shall have much +of a battle." + +"They'll give you anything you like," the boy remarked unexpectedly, +returning from the window. "We don't mind what anything costs--we live +awfully well." + +"My darling, you're too quaint!" his mother exclaimed, putting out to +caress him a practised but ineffectual hand. He slipped out of it, but +looked with intelligent innocent eyes at Pemberton, who had already had +time to notice that from one moment to the other his small satiric face +seemed to change its time of life. At this moment it was infantine, yet +it appeared also to be under the influence of curious intuitions and +knowledges. Pemberton rather disliked precocity and was disappointed to +find gleams of it in a disciple not yet in his teens. Nevertheless he +divined on the spot that Morgan wouldn't prove a bore. He would prove on +the contrary a source of agitation. This idea held the young man, in +spite of a certain repulsion. + +"You pompous little person! We're not extravagant!" Mrs. Moreen gaily +protested, making another unsuccessful attempt to draw the boy to her +side. "You must know what to expect," she went on to Pemberton. + +"The less you expect the better!" her companion interposed. "But we +_are_ people of fashion." + +"Only so far as _you_ make us so!" Mrs. Moreen tenderly mocked. "Well +then, on Friday--don't tell me you're superstitious--and mind you don't +fail us. Then you'll see us all. I'm so sorry the girls are out. I +guess you'll like the girls. And, you know, I've another son, quite +different from this one." + +"He tries to imitate me," Morgan said to their friend. + +"He tries? Why he's twenty years old!" cried Mrs. Moreen. + +"You're very witty," Pemberton remarked to the child--a proposition his +mother echoed with enthusiasm, declaring Morgan's sallies to be the +delight of the house. + +The boy paid no heed to this; he only enquired abruptly of the visitor, +who was surprised afterwards that he hadn't struck him as offensively +forward: "Do you _want_ very much to come?" + +"Can you doubt it after such a description of what I shall hear?" +Pemberton replied. Yet he didn't want to come at all; he was coming +because he had to go somewhere, thanks to the collapse of his fortune at +the end of a year abroad spent on the system of putting his scant +patrimony into a single full wave of experience. He had had his full +wave but couldn't pay the score at his inn. Moreover he had caught in +the boy's eyes the glimpse of a far-off appeal. + +"Well, I'll do the best I can for you," said Morgan; with which he turned +away again. He passed out of one of the long windows; Pemberton saw him +go and lean on the parapet of the terrace. He remained there while the +young man took leave of his mother, who, on Pemberton's looking as if he +expected a farewell from him, interposed with: "Leave him, leave him; +he's so strange!" Pemberton supposed her to fear something he might say. +"He's a genius--you'll love him," she added. "He's much the most +interesting person in the family." And before he could invent some +civility to oppose to this she wound up with: "But we're all good, you +know!" + +"He's a genius--you'll love him!" were words that recurred to our +aspirant before the Friday, suggesting among many things that geniuses +were not invariably loveable. However, it was all the better if there +was an element that would make tutorship absorbing: he had perhaps taken +too much for granted it would only disgust him. As he left the villa +after his interview he looked up at the balcony and saw the child leaning +over it. "We shall have great larks!" he called up. + +Morgan hung fire a moment and then gaily returned: "By the time you come +back I shall have thought of something witty!" + +This made Pemberton say to himself "After all he's rather nice." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +On the Friday he saw them all, as Mrs. Moreen had promised, for her +husband had come back and the girls and the other son were at home. Mr. +Moreen had a white moustache, a confiding manner and, in his buttonhole, +the ribbon of a foreign order--bestowed, as Pemberton eventually learned, +for services. For what services he never clearly ascertained: this was a +point--one of a large number--that Mr. Moreen's manner never confided. +What it emphatically did confide was that he was even more a man of the +world than you might first make out. Ulick, the firstborn, was in +visible training for the same profession--under the disadvantage as yet, +however, of a buttonhole but feebly floral and a moustache with no +pretensions to type. The girls had hair and figures and manners and +small fat feet, but had never been out alone. As for Mrs. Moreen +Pemberton saw on a nearer view that her elegance was intermittent and her +parts didn't always match. Her husband, as she had promised, met with +enthusiasm Pemberton's ideas in regard to a salary. The young man had +endeavoured to keep these stammerings modest, and Mr. Moreen made it no +secret that _he_ found them wanting in "style." He further mentioned +that he aspired to be intimate with his children, to be their best +friend, and that he was always looking out for them. That was what he +went off for, to London and other places--to look out; and this vigilance +was the theory of life, as well as the real occupation, of the whole +family. They all looked out, for they were very frank on the subject of +its being necessary. They desired it to be understood that they were +earnest people, and also that their fortune, though quite adequate for +earnest people, required the most careful administration. Mr. Moreen, as +the parent bird, sought sustenance for the nest. Ulick invoked support +mainly at the club, where Pemberton guessed that it was usually served on +green cloth. The girls used to do up their hair and their frocks +themselves, and our young man felt appealed to to be glad, in regard to +Morgan's education, that, though it must naturally be of the best, it +didn't cost too much. After a little he _was_ glad, forgetting at times +his own needs in the interest inspired by the child's character and +culture and the pleasure of making easy terms for him. + +During the first weeks of their acquaintance Morgan had been as puzzling +as a page in an unknown language--altogether different from the obvious +little Anglo-Saxons who had misrepresented childhood to Pemberton. +Indeed the whole mystic volume in which the boy had been amateurishly +bound demanded some practice in translation. To-day, after a +considerable interval, there is something phantasmagoria, like a +prismatic reflexion or a serial novel, in Pemberton's memory of the +queerness of the Moreens. If it were not for a few tangible tokens--a +lock of Morgan's hair cut by his own hand, and the half-dozen letters +received from him when they were disjoined--the whole episode and the +figures peopling it would seem too inconsequent for anything but +dreamland. Their supreme quaintness was their success--as it appeared to +him for a while at the time; since he had never seen a family so +brilliantly equipped for failure. Wasn't it success to have kept him so +hatefully long? Wasn't it success to have drawn him in that first +morning at dejeuner, the Friday he came--it was enough to _make_ one +superstitious--so that he utterly committed himself, and this not by +calculation or on a signal, but from a happy instinct which made them, +like a band of gipsies, work so neatly together? They amused him as much +as if they had really been a band of gipsies. He was still young and had +not seen much of the world--his English years had been properly arid; +therefore the reversed conventions of the Moreens--for they had _their_ +desperate proprieties--struck him as topsy-turvy. He had encountered +nothing like them at Oxford; still less had any such note been struck to +his younger American ear during the four years at Yale in which he had +richly supposed himself to be reacting against a Puritan strain. The +reaction of the Moreens, at any rate, went ever so much further. He had +thought himself very sharp that first day in hitting them all off in his +mind with the "cosmopolite" label. Later it seemed feeble and +colourless--confessedly helplessly provisional. + +He yet when he first applied it felt a glow of joy--for an instructor he +was still empirical--rise from the apprehension that living with them +would really be to see life. Their sociable strangeness was an +intimation of that--their chatter of tongues, their gaiety and good +humour, their infinite dawdling (they were always getting themselves up, +but it took forever, and Pemberton had once found Mr. Moreen shaving in +the drawing-room), their French, their Italian and, cropping up in the +foreign fluencies, their cold tough slices of American. They lived on +macaroni and coffee--they had these articles prepared in perfection--but +they knew recipes for a hundred other dishes. They overflowed with music +and song, were always humming and catching each other up, and had a sort +of professional acquaintance with Continental cities. They talked of +"good places" as if they had been pickpockets or strolling players. They +had at Nice a villa, a carriage, a piano and a banjo, and they went to +official parties. They were a perfect calendar of the "days" of their +friends, which Pemberton knew them, when they were indisposed, to get out +of bed to go to, and which made the week larger than life when Mrs. +Moreen talked of them with Paula and Amy. Their initiations gave their +new inmate at first an almost dazzling sense of culture. Mrs. Moreen had +translated something at some former period--an author whom it made +Pemberton feel borne never to have heard of. They could imitate Venetian +and sing Neapolitan, and when they wanted to say something very +particular communicated with each other in an ingenious dialect of their +own, an elastic spoken cipher which Pemberton at first took for some +patois of one of their countries, but which he "caught on to" as he would +not have grasped provincial development of Spanish or German. + +"It's the family language--Ultramoreen," Morgan explained to him drolly +enough; but the boy rarely condescended to use it himself, though he +dealt in colloquial Latin as if he had been a little prelate. + +Among all the "days" with which Mrs. Moreen's memory was taxed she +managed to squeeze in one of her own, which her friends sometimes forgot. +But the house drew a frequented air from the number of fine people who +were freely named there and from several mysterious men with foreign +titles and English clothes whom Morgan called the princes and who, on +sofas with the girls, talked French very loud--though sometimes with some +oddity of accent--as if to show they were saying nothing improper. +Pemberton wondered how the princes could ever propose in that tone and so +publicly: he took for granted cynically that this was what was desired of +them. Then he recognised that even for the chance of such an advantage +Mrs. Moreen would never allow Paula and Amy to receive alone. These +young ladies were not at all timid, but it was just the safeguards that +made them so candidly free. It was a houseful of Bohemians who wanted +tremendously to be Philistines. + +In one respect, however, certainly they achieved no rigour--they were +wonderfully amiable and ecstatic about Morgan. It was a genuine +tenderness, an artless admiration, equally strong in each. They even +praised his beauty, which was small, and were as afraid of him as if they +felt him of finer clay. They spoke of him as a little angel and a +prodigy--they touched on his want of health with long vague faces. +Pemberton feared at first an extravagance that might make him hate the +boy, but before this happened he had become extravagant himself. Later, +when he had grown rather to hate the others, it was a bribe to patience +for him that they were at any rate nice about Morgan, going on tiptoe if +they fancied he was showing symptoms, and even giving up somebody's "day" +to procure him a pleasure. Mixed with this too was the oddest wish to +make him independent, as if they had felt themselves not good enough for +him. They passed him over to the new members of their circle very much +as if wishing to force some charity of adoption on so free an agent and +get rid of their own charge. They were delighted when they saw Morgan +take so to his kind playfellow, and could think of no higher praise for +the young man. It was strange how they contrived to reconcile the +appearance, and indeed the essential fact, of adoring the child with +their eagerness to wash their hands of him. Did they want to get rid of +him before he should find them out? Pemberton was finding them out month +by month. The boy's fond family, however this might be, turned their +backs with exaggerated delicacy, as if to avoid the reproach of +interfering. Seeing in time how little he had in common with them--it +was by _them_ he first observed it; they proclaimed it with complete +humility--his companion was moved to speculate on the mysteries of +transmission, the far jumps of heredity. Where his detachment from most +of the things they represented had come from was more than an observer +could say--it certainly had burrowed under two or three generations. + +As for Pemberton's own estimate of his pupil, it was a good while before +he got the point of view, so little had he been prepared for it by the +smug young barbarians to whom the tradition of tutorship, as hitherto +revealed to him, had been adjusted. Morgan was scrappy and surprising, +deficient in many properties supposed common to the genus and abounding +in others that were the portion only of the supernaturally clever. One +day his friend made a great stride: it cleared up the question to +perceive that Morgan _was_ supernaturally clever and that, though the +formula was temporarily meagre, this would be the only assumption on +which one could successfully deal with him. He had the general quality +of a child for whom life had not been simplified by school, a kind of +homebred sensibility which might have been as bad for himself but was +charming for others, and a whole range of refinement and +perception--little musical vibrations as taking as picked-up +airs--begotten by wandering about Europe at the tail of his migratory +tribe. This might not have been an education to recommend in advance, +but its results with so special a subject were as appreciable as the +marks on a piece of fine porcelain. There was at the same time in him a +small strain of stoicism, doubtless the fruit of having had to begin +early to bear pain, which counted for pluck and made it of less +consequence that he might have been thought at school rather a polyglot +little beast. Pemberton indeed quickly found himself rejoicing that +school was out of the question: in any million of boys it was probably +good for all but one, and Morgan was that millionth. It would have made +him comparative and superior--it might have made him really require +kicking. Pemberton would try to be school himself--a bigger seminary +than five hundred grazing donkeys, so that, winning no prizes, the boy +would remain unconscious and irresponsible and amusing--amusing, because, +though life was already intense in his childish nature, freshness still +made there a strong draught for jokes. It turned out that even in the +still air of Morgan's various disabilities jokes flourished greatly. He +was a pale lean acute undeveloped little cosmopolite, who liked +intellectual gymnastics and who also, as regards the behaviour of +mankind, had noticed more things than you might suppose, but who +nevertheless had his proper playroom of superstitions, where he smashed a +dozen toys a day. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +At Nice once, toward evening, as the pair rested in the open air after a +walk, and looked over the sea at the pink western lights, he said +suddenly to his comrade: "Do you like it, you know--being with us all in +this intimate way?" + +"My dear fellow, why should I stay if I didn't?" + +"How do I know you'll stay? I'm almost sure you won't, very long." + +"I hope you don't mean to dismiss me," said Pemberton. + +Morgan debated, looking at the sunset. "I think if I did right I ought +to." + +"Well, I know I'm supposed to instruct you in virtue; but in that case +don't do right." + +"'You're very young--fortunately," Morgan went on, turning to him again. + +"Oh yes, compared with you!" + +"Therefore it won't matter so much if you do lose a lot of time." + +"That's the way to look at it," said Pemberton accommodatingly. + +They were silent a minute; after which the boy asked: "Do you like my +father and my mother very much?" + +"Dear me, yes. They're charming people." + +Morgan received this with another silence; then unexpectedly, familiarly, +but at the same time affectionately, he remarked: "You're a jolly old +humbug!" + +For a particular reason the words made our young man change colour. The +boy noticed in an instant that he had turned red, whereupon he turned red +himself and pupil and master exchanged a longish glance in which there +was a consciousness of many more things than are usually touched upon, +even tacitly, in such a relation. It produced for Pemberton an +embarrassment; it raised in a shadowy form a question--this was the first +glimpse of it--destined to play a singular and, as he imagined, owing to +the altogether peculiar conditions, an unprecedented part in his +intercourse with his little companion. Later, when he found himself +talking with the youngster in a way in which few youngsters could ever +have been talked with, he thought of that clumsy moment on the bench at +Nice as the dawn of an understanding that had broadened. What had added +to the clumsiness then was that he thought it his duty to declare to +Morgan that he might abuse him, Pemberton, as much as he liked, but must +never abuse his parents. To this Morgan had the easy retort that he +hadn't dreamed of abusing them; which appeared to be true: it put +Pemberton in the wrong. + +"Then why am I a humbug for saying _I_ think them charming?" the young +man asked, conscious of a certain rashness. + +"Well--they're not your parents." + +"They love you better than anything in the world--never forget that," +said Pemberton. + +"Is that why you like them so much?" + +"They're very kind to me," Pemberton replied evasively. + +"You _are_ a humbug!" laughed Morgan, passing an arm into his tutor's. +He leaned against him looking oft at the sea again and swinging his long +thin legs. + +"Don't kick my shins," said Pemberton while he reflected "Hang it, I +can't complain of them to the child!" + +"There's another reason, too," Morgan went on, keeping his legs still. + +"Another reason for what?" + +"Besides their not being your parents." + +"I don't understand you," said Pemberton. + +"Well, you will before long. All right!" + +He did understand fully before long, but he made a fight even with +himself before he confessed it. He thought it the oddest thing to have a +struggle with the child about. He wondered he didn't hate the hope of +the Moreens for bringing the struggle on. But by the time it began any +such sentiment for that scion was closed to him. Morgan was a special +case, and to know him was to accept him on his own odd terms. Pemberton +had spent his aversion to special cases before arriving at knowledge. +When at last he did arrive his quandary was great. Against every +interest he had attached himself. They would have to meet things +together. Before they went home that evening at Nice the boy had said, +clinging to his arm: + +"Well, at any rate you'll hang on to the last." + +"To the last?" + +"Till you're fairly beaten." + +"_You_ ought to be fairly beaten!" cried the young man, drawing him +closer. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +A year after he had come to live with them Mr. and Mrs. Moreen suddenly +gave up the villa at Nice. Pemberton had got used to suddenness, having +seen it practised on a considerable scale during two jerky little +tours--one in Switzerland the first summer, and the other late in the +winter, when they all ran down to Florence and then, at the end of ten +days, liking it much less than they had intended, straggled back in +mysterious depression. They had returned to Nice "for ever," as they +said; but this didn't prevent their squeezing, one rainy muggy May night, +into a second-class railway-carriage--you could never tell by which class +they would travel--where Pemberton helped them to stow away a wonderful +collection of bundles and bags. The explanation of this manoeuvre was +that they had determined to spend the summer "in some bracing place"; but +in Paris they dropped into a small furnished apartment--a fourth floor in +a third-rate avenue, where there was a smell on the staircase and the +portier was hateful--and passed the next four months in blank indigence. + +The better part of this baffled sojourn was for the preceptor and his +pupil, who, visiting the Invalides and Notre Dame, the Conciergerie and +all the museums, took a hundred remunerative rambles. They learned to +know their Paris, which was useful, for they came back another year for a +longer stay, the general character of which in Pemberton's memory to-day +mixes pitiably and confusedly with that of the first. He sees Morgan's +shabby knickerbockers--the everlasting pair that didn't match his blouse +and that as he grew longer could only grow faded. He remembers the +particular holes in his three or four pair of coloured stockings. + +Morgan was dear to his mother, but he never was better dressed than was +absolutely necessary--partly, no doubt, by his own fault, for he was as +indifferent to his appearance as a German philosopher. "My dear fellow, +you _are_ coming to pieces," Pemberton would say to him in sceptical +remonstrance; to which the child would reply, looking at him serenely up +and down: "My dear fellow, so are you! I don't want to cast you in the +shade." Pemberton could have no rejoinder for this--the assertion so +closely represented the fact. If however the deficiencies of his own +wardrobe were a chapter by themselves he didn't like his little charge to +look too poor. Later he used to say "Well, if we're poor, why, after +all, shouldn't we look it?" and he consoled himself with thinking there +was something rather elderly and gentlemanly in Morgan's disrepair--it +differed from the untidiness of the urchin who plays and spoils his +things. He could trace perfectly the degrees by which, in proportion as +her little son confined himself to his tutor for society, Mrs. Moreen +shrewdly forbore to renew his garments. She did nothing that didn't +show, neglected him because he escaped notice, and then, as he +illustrated this clever policy, discouraged at home his public +appearances. Her position was logical enough--those members of her +family who did show had to be showy. + +During this period and several others Pemberton was quite aware of how he +and his comrade might strike people; wandering languidly through the +Jardin des Plantes as if they had nowhere to go, sitting on the winter +days in the galleries of the Louvre, so splendidly ironical to the +homeless, as if for the advantage of the calorifere. They joked about it +sometimes: it was the sort of joke that was perfectly within the boy's +compass. They figured themselves as part of the vast vague hand-to-mouth +multitude of the enormous city and pretended they were proud of their +position in it--it showed them "such a lot of life" and made them +conscious of a democratic brotherhood. If Pemberton couldn't feel a +sympathy in destitution with his small companion--for after all Morgan's +fond parents would never have let him really suffer--the boy would at +least feel it with him, so it came to the same thing. He used sometimes +to wonder what people would think they were--to fancy they were looked +askance at, as if it might be a suspected case of kidnapping. Morgan +wouldn't be taken for a young patrician with a preceptor--he wasn't smart +enough; though he might pass for his companion's sickly little brother. +Now and then he had a five-franc piece, and except once, when they bought +a couple of lovely neckties, one of which he made Pemberton accept, they +laid it out scientifically in old books. This was sure to be a great +day, always spent on the quays, in a rummage of the dusty boxes that +garnish the parapets. Such occasions helped them to live, for their +books ran low very soon after the beginning of their acquaintance. +Pemberton had a good many in England, but he was obliged to write to a +friend and ask him kindly to get some fellow to give him something for +them. + +If they had to relinquish that summer the advantage of the bracing +climate the young man couldn't but suspect this failure of the cup when +at their very lips to have been the effect of a rude jostle of his own. +This had represented his first blow-out, as he called it, with his +patrons; his first successful attempt--though there was little other +success about it--to bring them to a consideration of his impossible +position. As the ostensible eve of a costly journey the moment had +struck him as favourable to an earnest protest, the presentation of an +ultimatum. Ridiculous as it sounded, he had never yet been able to +compass an uninterrupted private interview with the elder pair or with +either of them singly. They were always flanked by their elder children, +and poor Pemberton usually had his own little charge at his side. He was +conscious of its being a house in which the surface of one's delicacy got +rather smudged; nevertheless he had preserved the bloom of his scruple +against announcing to Mr. and Mrs. Moreen with publicity that he +shouldn't be able to go on longer without a little money. He was still +simple enough to suppose Ulick and Paula and Amy might not know that +since his arrival he had only had a hundred and forty francs; and he was +magnanimous enough to wish not to compromise their parents in their eyes. +Mr. Moreen now listened to him, as he listened to every one and to every +thing, like a man of the world, and seemed to appeal to him--though not +of course too grossly--to try and be a little more of one himself. +Pemberton recognised in fact the importance of the character--from the +advantage it gave Mr. Moreen. He was not even confused or embarrassed, +whereas the young man in his service was more so than there was any +reason for. Neither was he surprised--at least any more than a gentleman +had to be who freely confessed himself a little shocked--though not +perhaps strictly at Pemberton. + +"We must go into this, mustn't we, dear?" he said to his wife. He +assured his young friend that the matter should have his very best +attention; and he melted into space as elusively as if, at the door, he +were taking an inevitable but deprecatory precedence. When, the next +moment, Pemberton found himself alone with Mrs. Moreen it was to hear her +say "I see, I see"--stroking the roundness of her chin and looking as if +she were only hesitating between a dozen easy remedies. If they didn't +make their push Mr. Moreen could at least disappear for several days. +During his absence his wife took up the subject again spontaneously, but +her contribution to it was merely that she had thought all the while they +were getting on so beautifully. Pemberton's reply to this revelation was +that unless they immediately put down something on account he would leave +them on the spot and for ever. He knew she would wonder how he would get +away, and for a moment expected her to enquire. She didn't, for which he +was almost grateful to her, so little was he in a position to tell. + +"You won't, you _know_ you won't--you're too interested," she said. "You +are interested, you know you are, you dear kind man!" She laughed with +almost condemnatory archness, as if it were a reproach--though she +wouldn't insist; and flirted a soiled pocket-handkerchief at him. + +Pemberton's mind was fully made up to take his step the following week. +This would give him time to get an answer to a letter he had despatched +to England. If he did in the event nothing of the sort--that is if he +stayed another year and then went away only for three months--it was not +merely because before the answer to his letter came (most unsatisfactory +when it did arrive) Mr. Moreen generously counted out to him, and again +with the sacrifice to "form" of a marked man of the world, three hundred +francs in elegant ringing gold. He was irritated to find that Mrs. +Moreen was right, that he couldn't at the pinch bear to leave the child. +This stood out clearer for the very reason that, the night of his +desperate appeal to his patrons, he had seen fully for the first time +where he was. Wasn't it another proof of the success with which those +patrons practised their arts that they had managed to avert for so long +the illuminating flash? It descended on our friend with a breadth of +effect which perhaps would have struck a spectator as comical, after he +had returned to his little servile room, which looked into a close court +where a bare dirty opposite wall took, with the sound of shrill clatter, +the reflexion of lighted back windows. He had simply given himself away +to a band of adventurers. The idea, the word itself, wore a romantic +horror for him--he had always lived on such safe lines. Later it assumed +a more interesting, almost a soothing, sense: it pointed a moral, and +Pemberton could enjoy a moral. The Moreens were adventurers not merely +because they didn't pay their debts, because they lived on society, but +because their whole view of life, dim and confused and instinctive, like +that of clever colour-blind animals, was speculative and rapacious and +mean. Oh they were "respectable," and that only made them more immondes. +The young man's analysis, while he brooded, put it at last very +simply--they were adventurers because they were toadies and snobs. That +was the completest account of them--it was the law of their being. Even +when this truth became vivid to their ingenious inmate he remained +unconscious of how much his mind had been prepared for it by the +extraordinary little boy who had now become such a complication in his +life. Much less could he then calculate on the information he was still +to owe the extraordinary little boy. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +But it was during the ensuing time that the real problem came up--the +problem of how far it was excusable to discuss the turpitude of parents +with a child of twelve, of thirteen, of fourteen. Absolutely inexcusable +and quite impossible it of course at first appeared; and indeed the +question didn't press for some time after Pemberton had received his +three hundred francs. They produced a temporary lull, a relief from the +sharpest pressure. The young man frugally amended his wardrobe and even +had a few francs in his pocket. He thought the Moreens looked at him as +if he were almost too smart, as if they ought to take care not to spoil +him. If Mr. Moreen hadn't been such a man of the world he would perhaps +have spoken of the freedom of such neckties on the part of a subordinate. +But Mr. Moreen was always enough a man of the world to let things +pass--he had certainly shown that. It was singular how Pemberton guessed +that Morgan, though saying nothing about it, knew something had happened. +But three hundred francs, especially when one owed money, couldn't last +for ever; and when the treasure was gone--the boy knew when it had +failed--Morgan did break ground. The party had returned to Nice at the +beginning of the winter, but not to the charming villa. They went to an +hotel, where they stayed three months, and then moved to another +establishment, explaining that they had left the first because, after +waiting and waiting, they couldn't get the rooms they wanted. These +apartments, the rooms they wanted, were generally very splendid; but +fortunately they never _could_ get them--fortunately, I mean, for +Pemberton, who reflected always that if they had got them there would +have been a still scantier educational fund. What Morgan said at last +was said suddenly, irrelevantly, when the moment came, in the middle of a +lesson, and consisted of the apparently unfeeling words: "You ought to +filer, you know--you really ought." + +Pemberton stared. He had learnt enough French slang from Morgan to know +that to filer meant to cut sticks. "Ah my dear fellow, don't turn me +off!" + +Morgan pulled a Greek lexicon toward him--he used a Greek-German--to look +out a word, instead of asking it of Pemberton. "You can't go on like +this, you know." + +"Like what, my boy?" + +"You know they don't pay you up," said Morgan, blushing and turning his +leaves. + +"Don't pay me?" Pemberton stared again and feigned amazement. "What on +earth put that into your head?" + +"It has been there a long time," the boy replied rummaging his book. + +Pemberton was silent, then he went on: "I say, what are you hunting for? +They pay me beautifully." + +"I'm hunting for the Greek for awful whopper," Morgan dropped. + +"Find that rather for gross impertinence and disabuse your mind. What do +I want of money?" + +"Oh that's another question!" + +Pemberton wavered--he was drawn in different ways. The severely correct +thing would have been to tell the boy that such a matter was none of his +business and bid him go on with his lines. But they were really too +intimate for that; it was not the way he was in the habit of treating +him; there had been no reason it should be. On the other hand Morgan had +quite lighted on the truth--he really shouldn't be able to keep it up +much longer; therefore why not let him know one's real motive for +forsaking him? At the same time it wasn't decent to abuse to one's pupil +the family of one's pupil; it was better to misrepresent than to do that. +So in reply to his comrade's last exclamation he just declared, to +dismiss the subject, that he had received several payments. + +"I say--I say!" the boy ejaculated, laughing. + +"That's all right," Pemberton insisted. "Give me your written +rendering." + +Morgan pushed a copybook across the table, and he began to read the page, +but with something running in his head that made it no sense. Looking up +after a minute or two he found the child's eyes fixed on him and felt in +them something strange. Then Morgan said: "I'm not afraid of the stern +reality." + +"I haven't yet seen the thing you _are_ afraid of--I'll do you that +justice!" + +This came out with a jump--it was perfectly true--and evidently gave +Morgan pleasure. "I've thought of it a long time," he presently resumed. + +"Well, don't think of it any more." + +The boy appeared to comply, and they had a comfortable and even an +amusing hour. They had a theory that they were very thorough, and yet +they seemed always to be in the amusing part of lessons, the intervals +between the dull dark tunnels, where there were waysides and jolly views. +Yet the morning was brought to a violent as end by Morgan's suddenly +leaning his arms on the table, burying his head in them and bursting into +tears: at which Pemberton was the more startled that, as it then came +over him, it was the first time he had ever seen the boy cry and that the +impression was consequently quite awful. + +The next day, after much thought, he took a decision and, believing it to +be just, immediately acted on it. He cornered Mr. and Mrs. Moreen again +and let them know that if on the spot they didn't pay him all they owed +him he wouldn't only leave their house but would tell Morgan exactly what +had brought him to it. + +"Oh you _haven't_ told him?" cried Mrs. Moreen with a pacifying hand on +her well-dressed bosom. + +"Without warning you? For what do you take me?" the young man returned. + +Mr. and Mrs. Moreen looked at each other; he could see that they +appreciated, as tending to their security, his superstition of delicacy, +and yet that there was a certain alarm in their relief. "My dear +fellow," Mr. Moreen demanded, "what use can you have, leading the quiet +life we all do, for such a lot of money?"--a question to which Pemberton +made no answer, occupied as he was in noting that what passed in the mind +of his patrons was something like: "Oh then, if we've felt that the +child, dear little angel, has judged us and how he regards us, and we +haven't been betrayed, he must have guessed--and in short it's +_general_!" an inference that rather stirred up Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, as +Pemberton had desired it should. At the same time, if he had supposed +his threat would do something towards bringing them round, he was +disappointed to find them taking for granted--how vulgar their perception +_had_ been!--that he had already given them away. There was a mystic +uneasiness in their parental breasts, and that had been the inferior +sense of it. None the less however, his threat did touch them; for if +they had escaped it was only to meet a new danger. Mr. Moreen appealed +to him, on every precedent, as a man of the world; but his wife had +recourse, for the first time since his domestication with them, to a fine +hauteur, reminding him that a devoted mother, with her child, had arts +that protected her against gross misrepresentation. + +"I should misrepresent you grossly if I accused you of common honesty!" +our friend replied; but as he closed the door behind him sharply, +thinking he had not done himself much good, while Mr. Moreen lighted +another cigarette, he heard his hostess shout after him more touchingly: + +"Oh you do, you _do_, put the knife to one's throat!" + +The next morning, very early, she came to his room. He recognised her +knock, but had no hope she brought him money; as to which he was wrong, +for she had fifty francs in her hand. She squeezed forward in her +dressing-gown, and he received her in his own, between his bath-tub and +his bed. He had been tolerably schooled by this time to the "foreign +ways" of his hosts. Mrs. Moreen was ardent, and when she was ardent she +didn't care what she did; so she now sat down on his bed, his clothes +being on the chairs, and, in her preoccupation, forgot, as she glanced +round, to be ashamed of giving him such a horrid room. What Mrs. +Moreen's ardour now bore upon was the design of persuading him that in +the first place she was very good-natured to bring him fifty francs, and +that in the second, if he would only see it, he was really too absurd to +expect to be paid. Wasn't he paid enough without perpetual money--wasn't +he paid by the comfortable luxurious home he enjoyed with them all, +without a care, an anxiety, a solitary want? Wasn't he sure of his +position, and wasn't that everything to a young man like him, quite +unknown, with singularly little to show, the ground of whose exorbitant +pretensions it had never been easy to discover? Wasn't he paid above all +by the sweet relation he had established with Morgan--quite ideal as from +master to pupil--and by the simple privilege of knowing and living with +so amazingly gifted a child; than whom really (and she meant literally +what she said) there was no better company in Europe? Mrs. Moreen +herself took to appealing to him as a man of the world; she said "Voyons, +mon cher," and "My dear man, look here now"; and urged him to be +reasonable, putting it before him that it was truly a chance for him. +She spoke as if, according as he _should_ be reasonable, he would prove +himself worthy to be her son's tutor and of the extraordinary confidence +they had placed in him. + +After all, Pemberton reflected, it was only a difference of theory and +the theory didn't matter much. They had hitherto gone on that of +remunerated, as now they would go on that of gratuitous, service; but why +should they have so many words about it? Mrs. Moreen at all events +continued to be convincing; sitting there with her fifty francs she +talked and reiterated, as women reiterate, and bored and irritated him, +while he leaned against the wall with his hands in the pockets of his +wrapper, drawing it together round his legs and looking over the head of +his visitor at the grey negations of his window. She wound up with +saying: "You see I bring you a definite proposal." + +"A definite proposal?" + +"To make our relations regular, as it were--to put them on a comfortable +footing." + +"I see--it's a system," said Pemberton. "A kind of organised blackmail." + +Mrs. Moreen bounded up, which was exactly what he wanted. "What do you +mean by that?" + +"You practise on one's fears--one's fears about the child if one should +go away." + +"And pray what would happen to him in that event?" she demanded, with +majesty. + +"Why he'd be alone with _you_." + +"And pray with whom _should_ a child be but with those whom he loves +most?" + +"If you think that, why don't you dismiss me?" + +"Do you pretend he loves you more than he loves _us_?" cried Mrs. Moreen. + +"I think he ought to. I make sacrifices for him. Though I've heard of +those _you_ make I don't see them." + +Mrs. Moreen stared a moment; then with emotion she grasped her inmate's +hand. "_Will_ you make it--the sacrifice?" + +He burst out laughing. "I'll see. I'll do what I can. I'll stay a +little longer. Your calculation's just--I _do_ hate intensely to give +him up; I'm fond of him and he thoroughly interests me, in spite of the +inconvenience I suffer. You know my situation perfectly. I haven't a +penny in the world and, occupied as you see me with Morgan, am unable to +earn money." + +Mrs. Moreen tapped her undressed arm with her folded bank-note. "Can't +you write articles? Can't you translate as _I_ do?" + +"I don't know about translating; it's wretchedly paid." + +"I'm glad to earn what I can," said Mrs. Moreen with prodigious virtue. + +"You ought to tell me who you do it for." Pemberton paused a moment, and +she said nothing; so he added: "I've tried to turn off some little +sketches, but the magazines won't have them--they're declined with +thanks." + +"You see then you're not such a phoenix," his visitor pointedly +smiled--"to pretend to abilities you're sacrificing for our sake." + +"I haven't time to do things properly," he ruefully went on. Then as it +came over him that he was almost abjectly good-natured to give these +explanations he added: "If I stay on longer it must be on one +condition--that Morgan shall know distinctly on what footing I am." + +Mrs. Moreen demurred. "Surely you don't want to show off to a child?" + +"To show _you_ off, do you mean?" + +Again she cast about, but this time it was to produce a still finer +flower. "And _you_ talk of blackmail!" + +"You can easily prevent it," said Pemberton. + +"And _you_ talk of practising on fears," she bravely pushed on. + +"Yes, there's no doubt I'm a great scoundrel." + +His patroness met his eyes--it was clear she was in straits. Then she +thrust out her money at him. "Mr. Moreen desired me to give you this on +account." + +"I'm much obliged to Mr. Moreen, but we _have_ no account." + +"You won't take it?" + +"That leaves me more free," said Pemberton. + +"To poison my darling's mind?" groaned Mrs. Moreen. + +"Oh your darling's mind--!" the young man laughed. + +She fixed him a moment, and he thought she was going to break out +tormentedly, pleadingly: "For God's sake, tell me what _is_ in it!" But +she checked this impulse--another was stronger. She pocketed the +money--the crudity of the alternative was comical--and swept out of the +room with the desperate concession: "You may tell him any horror you +like!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +A couple of days after this, during which he had failed to profit by so +free a permission, he had been for a quarter of an hour walking with his +charge in silence when the boy became sociable again with the remark: +"I'll tell you how I know it; I know it through Zenobie." + +"Zenobie? Who in the world is _she_?" + +"A nurse I used to have--ever so many years ago. A charming woman. I +liked her awfully, and she liked me." + +"There's no accounting for tastes. What is it you know through her?" + +"Why what their idea is. She went away because they didn't fork out. +She did like me awfully, and she stayed two years. She told me all about +it--that at last she could never get her wages. As soon as they saw how +much she liked me they stopped giving her anything. They thought she'd +stay for nothing--just _because_, don't you know?" And Morgan had a +queer little conscious lucid look. "She did stay ever so long--as long +an she could. She was only a poor girl. She used to send money to her +mother. At last she couldn't afford it any longer, and went away in a +fearful rage one night--I mean of course in a rage against _them_. She +cried over me tremendously, she hugged me nearly to death. She told me +all about it," the boy repeated. "She told me it was their idea. So I +guessed, ever so long ago, that they have had the same idea with you." + +"Zenobie was very sharp," said Pemberton. "And she made you so." + +"Oh that wasn't Zenobie; that was nature. And experience!" Morgan +laughed. + +"Well, Zenobie was a part of your experience." + +"Certainly I was a part of hers, poor dear!" the boy wisely sighed. "And +I'm part of yours." + +"A very important part. But I don't see how you know that I've been +treated like Zenobie." + +"Do you take me for the biggest dunce you've known?" Morgan asked. +"Haven't I been conscious of what we've been through together?" + +"What we've been through?" + +"Our privations--our dark days." + +"Oh our days have been bright enough." + +Morgan went on in silence for a moment. Then he said: "My dear chap, +you're a hero!" + +"Well, you're another!" Pemberton retorted. + +"No I'm not, but I ain't a baby. I won't stand it any longer. You must +get some occupation that pays. I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed!" quavered the +boy with a ring of passion, like some high silver note from a small +cathedral cloister, that deeply touched his friend. + +"We ought to go off and live somewhere together," the young man said. + +"I'll go like a shot if you'll take me." + +"I'd get some work that would keep us both afloat," Pemberton continued. + +"So would I. Why shouldn't I work? I ain't such a beastly little muff +as that comes to." + +"The difficulty is that your parents wouldn't hear of it. They'd never +part with you; they worship the ground you tread on. Don't you see the +proof of it?" Pemberton developed. "They don't dislike me; they wish me +no harm; they're very amiable people; but they're perfectly ready to +expose me to any awkwardness in life for your sake." + +The silence in which Morgan received his fond sophistry struck Pemberton +somehow as expressive. After a moment the child repeated: "You are a +hero!" Then he added: "They leave me with you altogether. You've all +the responsibility. They put me off on you from morning till night. Why +then should they object to my taking up with you completely? I'd help +you." + +"They're not particularly keen about my being helped, and they delight in +thinking of you as _theirs_. They're tremendously proud of you." + +"I'm not proud of _them_. But you know that," Morgan returned. + +"Except for the little matter we speak of they're charming people," said +Pemberton, not taking up the point made for his intelligence, but +wondering greatly at the boy's own, and especially at this fresh reminder +of something he had been conscious of from the first--the strangest thing +in his friend's large little composition, a temper, a sensibility, even a +private ideal, which made him as privately disown the stuff his people +were made of. Morgan had in secret a small loftiness which made him +acute about betrayed meanness; as well as a critical sense for the +manners immediately surrounding him that was quite without precedent in a +juvenile nature, especially when one noted that it had not made this +nature "old-fashioned," as the word is of children--quaint or wizened or +offensive. It was as if he had been a little gentleman and had paid the +penalty by discovering that he was the only such person in his family. +This comparison didn't make him vain, but it could make him melancholy +and a trifle austere. While Pemberton guessed at these dim young things, +shadows of shadows, he was partly drawn on and partly checked, as for a +scruple, by the charm of attempting to sound the little cool shallows +that were so quickly growing deeper. When he tried to figure to himself +the morning twilight of childhood, so as to deal with it safely, he saw +it was never fixed, never arrested, that ignorance, at the instant he +touched it, was already flushing faintly into knowledge, that there was +nothing that at a given moment you could say an intelligent child didn't +know. It seemed to him that he himself knew too much to imagine Morgan's +simplicity and too little to disembroil his tangle. + +The boy paid no heed to his last remark; he only went on: "I'd have +spoken to them about their idea, as I call it, long ago, if I hadn't been +sure what they'd say." + +"And what would they say?" + +"Just what they said about what poor Zenobie told me--that it was a +horrid dreadful story, that they had paid her every penny they owed her." + +"Well, perhaps they had," said Pemberton. + +"Perhaps they've paid you!" + +"Let us pretend they have, and n'en parlons plus." + +"They accused her of lying and cheating"--Morgan stuck to historic truth. +"That's why I don't want to speak to them." + +"Lest they should accuse me, too?" To this Morgan made no answer, and +his companion, looking down at him--the boy turned away his eyes, which +had filled--saw what he couldn't have trusted himself to utter. "You're +right. Don't worry them," Pemberton pursued. "Except for that, they +_are_ charming people." + +"Except for _their_ lying and _their_ cheating?" + +"I say--I say!" cried Pemberton, imitating a little tone of the lad's +which was itself an imitation. + +"We must be frank, at the last; we _must_ come to an understanding," said +Morgan with the importance of the small boy who lets himself think he is +arranging great affairs--almost playing at shipwreck or at Indians. "I +know all about everything." + +"I dare say your father has his reasons," Pemberton replied, but too +vaguely, as he was aware. + +"For lying and cheating?" + +"For saving and managing and turning his means to the best account. He +has plenty to do with his money. You're an expensive family." + +"Yes, I'm very expensive," Morgan concurred in a manner that made his +preceptor burst out laughing. + +"He's saving for _you_," said Pemberton. "They think of you in +everything they do." + +"He might, while he's about it, save a little--" The boy paused, and his +friend waited to hear what. Then Morgan brought out oddly: "A little +reputation." + +"Oh there's plenty of that. That's all right!" + +"Enough of it for the people they know, no doubt. The people they know +are awful." + +"Do you mean the princes? We mustn't abuse the princes." + +"Why not? They haven't married Paula--they haven't married Amy. They +only clean out Ulick." + +"You _do_ know everything!" Pemberton declared. + +"No, I don't, after all. I don't know what they live on, or how they +live, or _why_ they live! What have they got and how did they get it? +Are they rich, are they poor, or have they a modeste aisance? Why are +they always chiveying me about--living one year like ambassadors and the +next like paupers? Who are they, any way, and what are they? I've +thought of all that--I've thought of a lot of things. They're so beastly +worldly. That's what I hate most--oh, I've _seen_ it! All they care +about is to make an appearance and to pass for something or other. What +the dickens do they want to pass for? What _do_ they, Mr. Pemberton?" + +"You pause for a reply," said Pemberton, treating the question as a joke, +yet wondering too and greatly struck with his mate's intense if imperfect +vision. "I haven't the least idea." + +"And what good does it do? Haven't I seen the way people treat them--the +'nice' people, the ones they want to know? They'll take anything from +them--they'll lie down and be trampled on. The nice ones hate that--they +just sicken them. You're the only really nice person we know." + +"Are you sure? They don't lie down for me!" + +"Well, you shan't lie down for them. You've got to go--that's what +you've got to do," said Morgan. + +"And what will become of you?" + +"Oh I'm growing up. I shall get off before long. I'll see you later." + +"You had better let me finish you," Pemberton urged, lending himself to +the child's strange superiority. + +Morgan stopped in their walk, looking up at him. He had to look up much +less than a couple of years before--he had grown, in his loose leanness, +so long and high. "Finish me?" he echoed. + +"There are such a lot of jolly things we can do together yet. I want to +turn you out--I want you to do me credit." + +Morgan continued to look at him. "To give you credit--do you mean?" + +"My dear fellow, you're too clever to live." + +"That's just what I'm afraid you think. No, no; it isn't fair--I can't +endure it. We'll separate next week. The sooner it's over the sooner to +sleep." + +"If I hear of anything--any other chance--I promise to go," Pemberton +said. + +Morgan consented to consider this. "But you'll be honest," he demanded; +"you won't pretend you haven't heard?" + +"I'm much more likely to pretend I have." + +"But what can you hear of, this way, stuck in a hole with us? You ought +to be on the spot, to go to England--you ought to go to America." + +"One would think you were _my_ tutor!" said Pemberton. + +Morgan walked on and after a little had begun again: "Well, now that you +know I know and that we look at the facts and keep nothing back--it's +much more comfortable, isn't it?" + +"My dear boy, it's so amusing, so interesting, that it will surely be +quite impossible for me to forego such hours as these." + +This made Morgan stop once more. "You _do_ keep something back. Oh +you're not straight--_I_ am!" + +"How am I not straight?" + +"Oh you've got your idea!" + +"My idea?" + +"Why that I probably shan't make old--make older--bones, and that you can +stick it out till I'm removed." + +"You _are_ too clever to live!" Pemberton repeated. + +"I call it a mean idea," Morgan pursued. "But I shall punish you by the +way I hang on." + +"Look out or I'll poison you!" Pemberton laughed. + +"I'm stronger and better every year. Haven't you noticed that there +hasn't been a doctor near me since you came?" + +"_I'm_ your doctor," said the young man, taking his arm and drawing him +tenderly on again. + +Morgan proceeded and after a few steps gave a sigh of mingled weariness +and relief. "Ah now that we look at the facts it's all right!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +They looked at the facts a good deal after this and one of the first +consequences of their doing so was that Pemberton stuck it out, in his +friend's parlance, for the purpose. Morgan made the facts so vivid and +so droll, and at the same time so bald and so ugly, that there was +fascination in talking them over with him, just as there would have been +heartlessness in leaving him alone with them. Now that the pair had such +perceptions in common it was useless for them to pretend they didn't +judge such people; but the very judgement and the exchange of perceptions +created another tie. Morgan had never been so interesting as now that he +himself was made plainer by the sidelight of these confidences. What +came out in it most was the small fine passion of his pride. He had +plenty of that, Pemberton felt--so much that one might perhaps wisely +wish for it some early bruises. He would have liked his people to have a +spirit and had waked up to the sense of their perpetually eating +humble-pie. His mother would consume any amount, and his father would +consume even more than his mother. He had a theory that Ulick had +wriggled out of an "affair" at Nice: there had once been a flurry at +home, a regular panic, after which they all went to bed and took +medicine, not to be accounted for on any other supposition. Morgan had a +romantic imagination, led by poetry and history, and he would have liked +those who "bore his name"--as he used to say to Pemberton with the humour +that made his queer delicacies manly--to carry themselves with an air. +But their one idea was to get in with people who didn't want them and to +take snubs as it they were honourable scars. Why people didn't want them +more he didn't know--that was people's own affair; after all they weren't +superficially repulsive, they were a hundred times cleverer than most of +the dreary grandees, the "poor swells" they rushed about Europe to catch +up with. "After all they _are_ amusing--they are!" he used to pronounce +with the wisdom of the ages. To which Pemberton always replied: +"Amusing--the great Moreen troupe? Why they're altogether delightful; +and if it weren't for the hitch that you and I (feeble performers!) make +in the ensemble they'd carry everything before them." + +What the boy couldn't get over was the fact that this particular blight +seemed, in a tradition of self-respect, so undeserved and so arbitrary. +No doubt people had a right to take the line they liked; but why should +his people have liked the line of pushing and toadying and lying and +cheating? What had their forefathers--all decent folk, so far as he +knew--done to them, or what had he done to them? Who had poisoned their +blood with the fifth-rate social ideal, the fixed idea of making smart +acquaintances and getting into the monde chic, especially when it was +foredoomed to failure and exposure? They showed so what they were after; +that was what made the people they wanted not want _them_. And never a +wince for dignity, never a throb of shame at looking each other in the +face, never any independence or resentment or disgust. If his father or +his brother would only knock some one down once or twice a year! Clever +as they were they never guessed the impression they made. They were +good-natured, yes--as good-natured as Jews at the doors of +clothing-shops! But was that the model one wanted one's family to +follow? Morgan had dim memories of an old grandfather, the maternal, in +New York, whom he had been taken across the ocean at the age of five to +see: a gentleman with a high neck-cloth and a good deal of pronunciation, +who wore a dress-coat in the morning, which made one wonder what he wore +in the evening, and had, or was supposed to have "property" and something +to do with the Bible Society. It couldn't have been but that he was a +good type. Pemberton himself remembered Mrs. Clancy, a widowed sister of +Mr. Moreen's, who was as irritating as a moral tale and had paid a +fortnight's visit to the family at Nice shortly after he came to live +with them. She was "pure and refined," as Amy said over the banjo, and +had the air of not knowing what they meant when they talked, and of +keeping something rather important back. Pemberton judged that what she +kept back was an approval of many of their ways; therefore it was to be +supposed that she too was of a good type, and that Mr. and Mrs. Moreen +and Ulick and Paula and Amy might easily have been of a better one if +they would. + +But that they wouldn't was more and more perceptible from day to day. +They continued to "chivey," as Morgan called it, and in due time became +aware of a variety of reasons for proceeding to Venice. They mentioned a +great many of them--they were always strikingly frank and had the +brightest friendly chatter, at the late foreign breakfast in especial, +before the ladies had made up their faces, when they leaned their arms on +the table, had something to follow the demitasse, and, in the heat of +familiar discussion as to what they "really ought" to do, fell inevitably +into the languages in which they could tutoyer. Even Pemberton liked +them then; he could endure even Ulick when he heard him give his little +flat voice for the "sweet sea-city." That was what made him have a +sneaking kindness for them--that they were so out of the workaday world +and kept him so out of it. The summer had waned when, with cries of +ecstasy, they all passed out on the balcony that overhung the Grand +Canal. The sunsets then were splendid and the Dorringtons had arrived. +The Dorringtons were the only reason they hadn't talked of at breakfast; +but the reasons they didn't talk of at breakfast always came out in the +end. The Dorringtons on the other hand came out very little; or else +when they did they stayed--as was natural--for hours, during which +periods Mrs. Moreen and the girls sometimes called at their hotel (to see +if they had returned) as many as three times running. The gondola was +for the ladies, as in Venice too there were "days," which Mrs. Moreen +knew in their order an hour after she arrived. She immediately took one +herself, to which the Dorringtons never came, though on a certain +occasion when Pemberton and his pupil were together at St. Mark's--where, +taking the best walks they had ever had and haunting a hundred churches, +they spent a great deal of time--they saw the old lord turn up with Mr. +Moreen and Ulick, who showed him the dim basilica as if it belonged to +them. Pemberton noted how much less, among its curiosities, Lord +Dorrington carried himself as a man of the world; wondering too whether, +for such services, his companions took a fee from him. The autumn at any +rate waned, the Dorringtons departed, and Lord Verschoyle, the eldest +son, had proposed neither for Amy nor for Paula. + +One sad November day, while the wind roared round the old palace and the +rain lashed the lagoon, Pemberton, for exercise and even somewhat for +warmth--the Moreens were horribly frugal about fires; it was a cause of +suffering to their inmate--walked up and down the big bare sala with his +pupil. The scagliola floor was cold, the high battered casements shook +in the storm, and the stately decay of the place was unrelieved by a +particle of furniture. Pemberton's spirits were low, and it came over +him that the fortune of the Moreens was now even lower. A blast of +desolation, a portent of disgrace and disaster, seemed to draw through +the comfortless hall. Mr. Moreen and Ulick were in the Piazza, looking +out for something, strolling drearily, in mackintoshes, under the +arcades; but still, in spite of mackintoshes, unmistakeable men of the +world. Paula and Amy were in bed--it might have been thought they were +staying there to keep warm. Pemberton looked askance at the boy at his +side, to see to what extent he was conscious of these dark omens. But +Morgan, luckily for him, was now mainly conscious of growing taller and +stronger and indeed of being in his fifteenth year. This fact was +intensely interesting to him and the basis of a private theory--which, +however, he had imparted to his tutor--that in a little while he should +stand on his own feet. He considered that the situation would +change--that in short he should be "finished," grown up, producible in +the world of affairs and ready to prove himself of sterling ability. +Sharply as he was capable at times of analysing, as he called it, his +life, there were happy hours when he remained, as he also called it--and +as the name, really, of their right ideal--"jolly" superficial; the proof +of which was his fundamental assumption that he should presently go to +Oxford, to Pemberton's college, and, aided and abetted by Pemberton, do +the most wonderful things. It depressed the young man to see how little +in such a project he took account of ways and means: in other connexions +he mostly kept to the measure. Pemberton tried to imagine the Moreens at +Oxford and fortunately failed; yet unless they were to adopt it as a +residence there would be no modus vivendi for Morgan. How could he live +without an allowance, and where was the allowance to come from? He, +Pemberton, might live on Morgan; but how could Morgan live on _him_? +What was to become of him anyhow? Somehow the fact that he was a big boy +now, with better prospects of health, made the question of his future +more difficult. So long as he was markedly frail the great consideration +he inspired seemed enough of an answer to it. But at the bottom of +Pemberton's heart was the recognition of his probably being strong enough +to live and not yet strong enough to struggle or to thrive. Morgan +himself at any rate was in the first flush of the rosiest consciousness +of adolescence, so that the beating of the tempest seemed to him after +all but the voice of life and the challenge of fate. He had on his +shabby little overcoat, with the collar up, but was enjoying his walk. + +It was interrupted at last by the appearance of his mother at the end of +the sala. She beckoned him to come to her, and while Pemberton saw him, +complaisant, pass down the long vista and over the damp false marble, he +wondered what was in the air. Mrs. Moreen said a word to the boy and +made him go into the room she had quitted. Then, having closed the door +after him, she directed her steps swiftly to Pemberton. There was +something in the air, but his wildest flight of fancy wouldn't have +suggested what it proved to be. She signified that she had made a +pretext to get Morgan out of the way, and then she enquired--without +hesitation--if the young man could favour her with the loan of three +louis. While, before bursting into a laugh, he stared at her with +surprise, she declared that she was awfully pressed for the money; she +was desperate for it--it would save her life. + +"Dear lady, c'est trop fort!" Pemberton laughed in the manner and with +the borrowed grace of idiom that marked the best colloquial, the best +anecdotic, moments of his friends themselves. "Where in the world do you +suppose I should get three louis, du train dont vous allez?" + +"I thought you worked--wrote things. Don't they pay you?" + +"Not a penny." + +"Are you such a fool as to work for nothing?" + +"You ought surely to know that." + +Mrs. Moreen stared, then she coloured a little. Pemberton saw she had +quite forgotten the terms--if "terms" they could be called--that he had +ended by accepting from herself; they had burdened her memory as little +as her conscience. "Oh yes, I see what you mean--you've been very nice +about that; but why drag it in so often?" She had been perfectly urbane +with him ever since the rough scene of explanation in his room the +morning he made her accept _his_ "terms"--the necessity of his making his +case known to Morgan. She had felt no resentment after seeing there was +no danger Morgan would take the matter up with her. Indeed, attributing +this immunity to the good taste of his influence with the boy, she had +once said to Pemberton "My dear fellow, it's an immense comfort you're a +gentleman." She repeated this in substance now. "Of course you're a +gentleman--that's a bother the less!" Pemberton reminded her that he had +not "dragged in" anything that wasn't already in as much as his foot was +in his shoe; and she also repeated her prayer that, somewhere and +somehow, he would find her sixty francs. He took the liberty of hinting +that if he could find them it wouldn't be to lend them to _her_--as to +which he consciously did himself injustice, knowing that if he had them +he would certainly put them at her disposal. He accused himself, at +bottom and not unveraciously, of a fantastic, a demoralised sympathy with +her. If misery made strange bedfellows it also made strange sympathies. +It was moreover a part of the abasement of living with such people that +one had to make vulgar retorts, quite out of one's own tradition of good +manners. "Morgan, Morgan, to what pass have I come for you?" he groaned +while Mrs. Moreen floated voluminously down the sala again to liberate +the boy, wailing as she went that everything was too odious. + +Before their young friend was liberated there came a thump at the door +communicating with the staircase, followed by the apparition of a +dripping youth who poked in his head. Pemberton recognised him as the +bearer of a telegram and recognised the telegram as addressed to himself. +Morgan came back as, after glancing at the signature--that of a relative +in London--he was reading the words: "Found a jolly job for you, +engagement to coach opulent youth on own terms. Come at once." The +answer happily was paid and the messenger waited. Morgan, who had drawn +near, waited too and looked hard at Pemberton; and Pemberton, after a +moment, having met his look, handed him the telegram. It was really by +wise looks--they knew each other so well now--that, while the +telegraph-boy, in his waterproof cape, made a great puddle on the floor, +the thing was settled between them. Pemberton wrote the answer with a +pencil against the frescoed wall, and the messenger departed. When he +had gone the young man explained himself. + +"I'll make a tremendous charge; I'll earn a lot of money in a short time, +and we'll live on it." + +"Well, I hope the opulent youth will be a dismal dunce--he probably +will--" Morgan parenthesised--"and keep you a long time a-hammering of it +in." + +"Of course the longer he keeps me the more we shall have for our old +age." + +"But suppose _they_ don't pay you!" Morgan awfully suggested. + +"Oh there are not two such--!" But Pemberton pulled up; he had been on +the point of using too invidious a term. Instead of this he said "Two +such fatalities." + +Morgan flushed--the tears came to his eyes. "Dites toujours two such +rascally crews!" Then in a different tone he added: "Happy opulent +youth!" + +"Not if he's a dismal dunce." + +"Oh they're happier then. But you can't have everything, can you?" the +boy smiled. + +Pemberton held him fast, hands on his shoulders--he had never loved him +so. "What will become of you, what will you do?" He thought of Mrs. +Moreen, desperate for sixty francs. + +"I shall become an homme fait." And then as if he recognised all the +bearings of Pemberton's allusion: "I shall get on with them better when +you're not here." + +"Ah don't say that--it sounds as if I set you against them!" + +"You do--the sight of you. It's all right; you know what I mean. I +shall be beautiful. I'll take their affairs in hand; I'll marry my +sisters." + +"You'll marry yourself!" joked Pemberton; as high, rather tense +pleasantry would evidently be the right, or the safest, tone for their +separation. + +It was, however, not purely in this strain that Morgan suddenly asked: +"But I say--how will you get to your jolly job? You'll have to telegraph +to the opulent youth for money to come on." + +Pemberton bethought himself. "They won't like that, will they?" + +"Oh look out for them!" + +Then Pemberton brought out his remedy. "I'll go to the American Consul; +I'll borrow some money of him--just for the few days, on the strength of +the telegram." + +Morgan was hilarious. "Show him the telegram--then collar the money and +stay!" + +Pemberton entered into the joke sufficiently to reply that for Morgan he +was really capable of that; but the boy, growing more serious, and to +prove he hadn't meant what he said, not only hurried him off to the +Consulate--since he was to start that evening, as he had wired to his +friend--but made sure of their affair by going with him. They splashed +through the tortuous perforations and over the humpbacked bridges, and +they passed through the Piazza, where they saw Mr. Moreen and Ulick go +into a jeweller's shop. The Consul proved accommodating--Pemberton said +it wasn't the letter, but Morgan's grand air--and on their way back they +went into Saint Mark's for a hushed ten minutes. Later they took up and +kept up the fun of it to the very end; and it seemed to Pemberton a part +of that fun that Mrs. Moreen, who was very angry when he had announced +her his intention, should charge him, grotesquely and vulgarly and in +reference to the loan she had vainly endeavoured to effect, with bolting +lest they should "get something out" of him. On the other hand he had to +do Mr. Moreen and Ulick the justice to recognise that when on coming in +they heard the cruel news they took it like perfect men of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +When he got at work with the opulent youth, who was to be taken in hand +for Balliol, he found himself unable to say if this aspirant had really +such poor parts or if the appearance were only begotten of his own long +association with an intensely living little mind. From Morgan he heard +half a dozen times: the boy wrote charming young letters, a patchwork of +tongues, with indulgent postscripts in the family Volapuk and, in little +squares and rounds and crannies of the text, the drollest +illustrations--letters that he was divided between the impulse to show +his present charge as a vain, a wasted incentive, and the sense of +something in them that publicity would profane. The opulent youth went +up in due course and failed to pass; but it seemed to add to the +presumption that brilliancy was not expected of him all at once that his +parents, condoning the lapse, which they good-naturedly treated as little +as possible as if it were Pemberton's, should have sounded the rally +again, begged the young coach to renew the siege. + +The young coach was now in a position to lend Mrs. Moreen three louis, +and he sent her a post-office order even for a larger amount. In return +for this favour he received a frantic scribbled line from her: "Implore +you to come back instantly--Morgan dreadfully ill." They were on there +rebound, once more in Paris--often as Pemberton had seen them depressed +he had never seen them crushed--and communication was therefore rapid. +He wrote to the boy to ascertain the state of his health, but awaited the +answer in vain. He accordingly, after three days, took an abrupt leave +of the opulent youth and, crossing the Channel, alighted at the small +hotel, in the quarter of the Champs Elysees, of which Mrs. Moreen had +given him the address. A deep if dumb dissatisfaction with this lady and +her companions bore him company: they couldn't be vulgarly honest, but +they could live at hotels, in velvety entresols, amid a smell of burnt +pastilles, surrounded by the most expensive city in Europe. When he had +left them in Venice it was with an irrepressible suspicion that something +was going to happen; but the only thing that could have taken place was +again their masterly retreat. "How is he? where is he?" he asked of Mrs. +Moreen; but before she could speak these questions were answered by the +pressure round hid neck of a pair of arms, in shrunken sleeves, which +still were perfectly capable of an effusive young foreign squeeze. + +"Dreadfully ill--I don't see it!" the young man cried. And then to +Morgan: "Why on earth didn't you relieve me? Why didn't you answer my +letter?" + +Mrs. Moreen declared that when she wrote he was very bad, and Pemberton +learned at the same time from the boy that he had answered every letter +he had received. This led to the clear inference that Pemberton's note +had been kept from him so that the game practised should not be +interfered with. Mrs. Moreen was prepared to see the fact exposed, as +Pemberton saw the moment he faced her that she was prepared for a good +many other things. She was prepared above all to maintain that she had +acted from a sense of duty, that she was enchanted she had got him over, +whatever they might say, and that it was useless of him to pretend he +didn't know in all his bones that his place at such a time was with +Morgan. He had taken the boy away from them and now had no right to +abandon him. He had created for himself the gravest responsibilities and +must at least abide by what he had done. + +"Taken him away from you?" Pemberton exclaimed indignantly. + +"Do it--do it for pity's sake; that's just what I want. I can't stand +_this_--and such scenes. They're awful frauds--poor dears!" These words +broke from Morgan, who had intermitted his embrace, in a key which made +Pemberton turn quickly to him and see that he had suddenly seated +himself, was breathing in great pain, and was very pale. + +"_Now_ do you say he's not in a state, my precious pet?" shouted his +mother, dropping on her knees before him with clasped hands, but touching +him no more than if he had been a gilded idol. "It will pass--it's only +for an instant; but don't say such dreadful things!" + +"I'm all right--all right," Morgan panted to Pemberton, whom he sat +looking up at with a strange smile, his hands resting on either side of +the sofa. + +"Now do you pretend I've been dishonest, that I've deceived?" Mrs. Moreen +flashed at Pemberton as she got up. + +"It isn't _he_ says it, it's I!" the boy returned, apparently easier, but +sinking back against the wall; while his restored friend, who had sat +down beside him, took his hand and bent over him. + +"Darling child, one does what one can; there are so many things to +consider," urged Mrs. Moreen. "It's his _place_--his only place. You +see _you_ think it is now." + +"Take me away--take me away," Morgan went on, smiling to Pemberton with +his white face. + +"Where shall I take you, and how--oh _how_, my boy?" the young man +stammered, thinking of the rude way in which his friends in London held +that, for his convenience, with no assurance of prompt return, he had +thrown them over; of the just resentment with which they would already +have called in a successor, and of the scant help to finding fresh +employment that resided for him in the grossness of his having failed to +pass his pupil. + +"Oh we'll settle that. You used to talk about it," said Morgan. "If we +can only go all the rest's a detail." + +"Talk about it as much as you like, but don't think you can attempt it. +Mr. Moreen would never consent--it would be so _very_ hand-to-mouth," +Pemberton's hostess beautifully explained to him. Then to Morgan she +made it clearer: "It would destroy our peace, it would break our hearts. +Now that he's back it will be all the same again. You'll have your life, +your work and your freedom, and we'll all be happy as we used to be. +You'll bloom and grow perfectly well, and we won't have any more silly +experiments, will we? They're too absurd. It's Mr. Pemberton's +place--every one in his place. You in yours, your papa in his, me in +mine--n'est-ce pas, cheri? We'll all forget how foolish we've been and +have lovely times." + +She continued to talk and to surge vaguely about the little draped stuffy +salon while Pemberton sat with the boy, whose colour gradually came back; +and she mixed up her reasons, hinting that there were going to be +changes, that the other children might scatter (who knew?--Paula had her +ideas) and that then it might be fancied how much the poor old +parent-birds would want the little nestling. Morgan looked at Pemberton, +who wouldn't let him move; and Pemberton knew exactly how he felt at +hearing himself called a little nestling. He admitted that he had had +one or two bad days, but he protested afresh against the wrong of his +mother's having made them the ground of an appeal to poor Pemberton. +Poor Pemberton could laugh now, apart from the comicality of Mrs. +Moreen's mustering so much philosophy for her defence--she seemed to +shake it out of her agitated petticoats, which knocked over the light +gilt chairs--so little did their young companion, _marked_, unmistakeably +marked at the best, strike him as qualified to repudiate any advantage. + +He himself was in for it at any rate. He should have Morgan on his hands +again indefinitely; though indeed he saw the lad had a private theory to +produce which would be intended to smooth this down. He was obliged to +him for it in advance; but the suggested amendment didn't keep his heart +rather from sinking, any more than it prevented him from accepting the +prospect on the spot, with some confidence moreover that he should do so +even better if he could have a little supper. Mrs. Moreen threw out more +hints about the changes that were to be looked for, but she was such a +mixture of smiles and shudders--she confessed she was very nervous--that +he couldn't tell if she were in high feather or only in hysterics. If +the family was really at last going to pieces why shouldn't she recognise +the necessity of pitching Morgan into some sort of lifeboat? This +presumption was fostered by the fact that they were established in +luxurious quarters in the capital of pleasure; that was exactly where +they naturally _would_ be established in view of going to pieces. +Moreover didn't she mention that Mr. Moreen and the others were enjoying +themselves at the opera with Mr. Granger, and wasn't _that_ also +precisely where one would look for them on the eve of a smash? Pemberton +gathered that Mr. Granger was a rich vacant American--a big bill with a +flourishy heading and no items; so that one of Paula's "ideas" was +probably that this time she hadn't missed fire--by which straight shot +indeed she would have shattered the general cohesion. And if the +cohesion was to crumble what would become of poor Pemberton? He felt +quite enough bound up with them to figure to his alarm as a dislodged +block in the edifice. + +It was Morgan who eventually asked if no supper had been ordered for him; +sitting with him below, later, at the dim delayed meal, in the presence +of a great deal of corded green plush, a plate of ornamental biscuit and +an aloofness marked on the part of the waiter. Mrs. Moreen had explained +that they had been obliged to secure a room for the visitor out of the +house; and Morgan's consolation--he offered it while Pemberton reflected +on the nastiness of lukewarm sauces--proved to be, largely, that his +circumstance would facilitate their escape. He talked of their +escape--recurring to it often afterwards--as if they were making up a +"boy's book" together. But he likewise expressed his sense that there +was something in the air, that the Moreens couldn't keep it up much +longer. In point of fact, as Pemberton was to see, they kept it up for +five or six months. All the while, however, Morgan's contention was +designed to cheer him. Mr. Moreen and Ulick, whom he had met the day +after his return, accepted that return like perfect men of the world. If +Paula and Amy treated it even with less formality an allowance was to be +made for them, inasmuch as Mr. Granger hadn't come to the opera after +all. He had only placed his box at their service, with a bouquet for +each of the party; there was even one apiece, embittering the thought of +his profusion, for Mr. Moreen and Ulick. "They're all like that," was +Morgan's comment; "at the very last, just when we think we've landed them +they're back in the deep sea!" + +Morgan's comments in these days were more and more free; they even +included a large recognition of the extraordinary tenderness with which +he had been treated while Pemberton was away. Oh yes, they couldn't do +enough to be nice to him, to show him they had him on their mind and make +up for his loss. That was just what made the whole thing so sad and +caused him to rejoice after all in Pemberton's return--he had to keep +thinking of their affection less, had less sense of obligation. +Pemberton laughed out at this last reason, and Morgan blushed and said: +"Well, dash it, you know what I mean." Pemberton knew perfectly what he +meant; but there were a good many things that--dash it too!--it didn't +make any clearer. This episode of his second sojourn in Paris stretched +itself out wearily, with their resumed readings and wanderings and +maunderings, their potterings on the quays, their hauntings of the +museums, their occasional lingerings in the Palais Royal when the first +sharp weather came on and there was a comfort in warm emanations, before +Chevet's wonderful succulent window. Morgan wanted to hear all about the +opulent youth--he took an immense interest in him. Some of the details +of his opulence--Pemberton could spare him none of them--evidently fed +the boy's appreciation of all his friend had given up to come back to +him; but in addition to the greater reciprocity established by that +heroism he had always his little brooding theory, in which there was a +frivolous gaiety too, that their long probation was drawing to a close. +Morgan's conviction that the Moreens couldn't go on much longer kept pace +with the unexpended impetus with which, from month to month, they did go +on. Three weeks after Pemberton had rejoined them they went on to +another hotel, a dingier one than the first; but Morgan rejoiced that his +tutor had at least still not sacrificed the advantage of a room outside. +He clung to the romantic utility of this when the day, or rather the +night, should arrive for their escape. + +For the first time, in this complicated connexion, our friend felt his +collar gall him. It was, as he had said to Mrs. Moreen in Venice, trop +fort--everything was trop fort. He could neither really throw off his +blighting burden nor find in it the benefit of a pacified conscience or +of a rewarded affection. He had spent all the money accruing to him in +England, and he saw his youth going and that he was getting nothing back +for it. It was all very well of Morgan to count it for reparation that +he should now settle on him permanently--there was an irritating flaw in +such a view. He saw what the boy had in his mind; the conception that as +his friend had had the generosity to come back he must show his gratitude +by giving him his life. But the poor friend didn't desire the gift--what +could he do with Morgan's dreadful little life? Of course at the same +time that Pemberton was irritated he remembered the reason, which was +very honourable to Morgan and which dwelt simply in his making one so +forget that he was no more than a patched urchin. If one dealt with him +on a different basis one's misadventures were one's own fault. So +Pemberton waited in a queer confusion of yearning and alarm for the +catastrophe which was held to hang over the house of Moreen, of which he +certainly at moments felt the symptoms brush his cheek and as to which he +wondered much in what form it would find its liveliest effect. + +Perhaps it would take the form of sudden dispersal--a frightened sauve +qui peut, a scuttling into selfish corners. Certainly they were less +elastic than of yore; they were evidently looking for something they +didn't find. The Dorringtons hadn't re-appeared, the princes had +scattered; wasn't that the beginning of the end? Mrs. Moreen had lost +her reckoning of the famous "days"; her social calendar was blurred--it +had turned its face to the wall. Pemberton suspected that the great, the +cruel discomfiture had been the unspeakable behaviour of Mr. Granger, who +seemed not to know what he wanted, or, what was much worse, what they +wanted. He kept sending flowers, as if to bestrew the path of his +retreat, which was never the path of a return. Flowers were all very +well, but--Pemberton could complete the proposition. It was now +positively conspicuous that in the long run the Moreens were a social +failure; so that the young man was almost grateful the run had not been +short. Mr. Moreen indeed was still occasionally able to get away on +business and, what was more surprising, was likewise able to get back. +Ulick had no club but you couldn't have discovered it from his +appearance, which was as much as ever that of a person looking at life +from the window of such an institution; therefore Pemberton was doubly +surprised at an answer he once heard him make his mother in the desperate +tone of a man familiar with the worst privations. Her question Pemberton +had not quite caught; it appeared to be an appeal for a suggestion as to +whom they might get to take Amy. "Let the Devil take her!" Ulick +snapped; so that Pemberton could see that they had not only lost their +amiability but had ceased to believe in themselves. He could also see +that if Mrs. Moreen was trying to get people to take her children she +might be regarded as closing the hatches for the storm. But Morgan would +be the last she would part with. + +One winter afternoon--it was a Sunday--he and the boy walked far together +in the Bois de Boulogne. The evening was so splendid, the cold +lemon-coloured sunset so clear, the stream of carriages and pedestrians +so amusing and the fascination of Paris so great, that they stayed out +later than usual and became aware that they should have to hurry home to +arrive in time for dinner. They hurried accordingly, arm-in-arm, +good-humoured and hungry, agreeing that there was nothing like Paris +after all and that after everything too that had come and gone they were +not yet sated with innocent pleasures. When they reached the hotel they +found that, though scandalously late, they were in time for all the +dinner they were likely to sit down to. Confusion reigned in the +apartments of the Moreens--very shabby ones this time, but the best in +the house--and before the interrupted service of the table, with objects +displaced almost as if there had been a scuffle and a great wine-stain +from an overturned bottle, Pemberton couldn't blink the fact that there +had been a scene of the last proprietary firmness. The storm had +come--they were all seeking refuge. The hatches were down, Paula and Amy +were invisible--they had never tried the most casual art upon Pemberton, +but he felt they had enough of an eye to him not to wish to meet him as +young ladies whose frocks had been confiscated--and Ulick appeared to +have jumped overboard. The host and his staff, in a word, had ceased to +"go on" at the pace of their guests, and the air of embarrassed +detention, thanks to a pile of gaping trunks in the passage, was +strangely commingled with the air of indignant withdrawal. When Morgan +took all this in--and he took it in very quickly--he coloured to the +roots of his hair. He had walked from his infancy among difficulties and +dangers, but he had never seen a public exposure. Pemberton noticed in a +second glance at him that the tears had rushed into his eyes and that +they were tears of a new and untasted bitterness. He wondered an +instant, for the boy's sake, whether he might successfully pretend not to +understand. Not successfully, he felt, as Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, +dinnerless by their extinguished hearth, rose before him in their little +dishonoured salon, casting about with glassy eyes for the nearest port in +such a storm. They were not prostrate but were horribly white, and Mrs. +Moreen had evidently been crying. Pemberton quickly learned however that +her grief was not for the loss of her dinner, much as she usually enjoyed +it, but the fruit of a blow that struck even deeper, as she made all +haste to explain. He would see for himself, so far as that went, how the +great change had come, the dreadful bolt had fallen, and how they would +now all have to turn themselves about. Therefore cruel as it was to them +to part with their darling she must look to him to carry a little further +the influence he had so fortunately acquired with the boy--to induce his +young charge to follow him into some modest retreat. They depended on +him--that was the fact--to take their delightful child temporarily under +his protection; it would leave Mr. Moreen and herself so much more free +to give the proper attention (too little, alas! had been given) to the +readjustment of their affairs. + +"We trust you--we feel we _can_," said Mrs. Moreen, slowly rubbing her +plump white hands and looking with compunction hard at Morgan, whose +chin, not to take liberties, her husband stroked with a paternal +forefinger. + +"Oh yes--we feel that we _can_. We trust Mr. Pemberton fully, Morgan," +Mr. Moreen pursued. + +Pemberton wondered again if he might pretend not to understand; but +everything good gave way to the intensity of Morgan's understanding. "Do +you mean he may take me to live with him for ever and ever?" cried the +boy. "May take me away, away, anywhere he likes?" + +"For ever and ever? Comme vous-y-allez!" Mr. Moreen laughed indulgently. +"For as long as Mr. Pemberton may be so good." + +"We've struggled, we've suffered," his wife went on; "but you've made him +so your own that we've already been through the worst of the sacrifice." + +Morgan had turned away from his father--he stood looking at Pemberton +with a light in his face. His sense of shame for their common humiliated +state had dropped; the case had another side--the thing was to clutch at +_that_. He had a moment of boyish joy, scarcely mitigated by the +reflexion that with this unexpected consecration of his hope--too sudden +and too violent; the turn taken was away from a _good_ boy's book--the +"escape" was left on their hands. The boyish joy was there an instant, +and Pemberton was almost scared at the rush of gratitude and affection +that broke through his first abasement. When he stammered "My dear +fellow, what do you say to _that_?" how could one not say something +enthusiastic? But there was more need for courage at something else that +immediately followed and that made the lad sit down quietly on the +nearest chair. He had turned quite livid and had raised his hand to his +left side. They were all three looking at him, but Mrs. Moreen suddenly +bounded forward. "Ah his darling little heart!" she broke out; and this +time, on her knees before him and without respect for the idol, she +caught him ardently in her arms. "You walked him too far, you hurried +him too fast!" she hurled over her shoulder at Pemberton. Her son made +no protest, and the next instant, still holding him, she sprang up with +her face convulsed and with the terrified cry "Help, help! he's going, +he's gone!" Pemberton saw with equal horror, by Morgan's own stricken +face, that he was beyond their wildest recall. He pulled him half out of +his mother's hands, and for a moment, while they held him together, they +looked all their dismay into each other's eyes, "He couldn't stand it +with his weak organ," said Pemberton--"the shock, the whole scene, the +violent emotion." + +"But I thought he _wanted_ to go to you!", wailed Mrs. Moreen. + +"I _told_ you he didn't, my dear," her husband made answer. 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He came back without the fan, only with +the casual observation that he couldn't find it. As he dropped +this cynical confession he looked straight and hard at the +candidate for the honour of taking his education in hand. This +personage reflected somewhat grimly that the thing he should have +to teach his little charge would be to appear to address himself to +his mother when he spoke to her - especially not to make her such +an improper answer as that. + +When Mrs. Moreen bethought herself of this pretext for getting rid +of their companion Pemberton supposed it was precisely to approach +the delicate subject of his remuneration. But it had been only to +say some things about her son that it was better a boy of eleven +shouldn't catch. They were extravagantly to his advantage save +when she lowered her voice to sigh, tapping her left side +familiarly, "And all overclouded by THIS, you know; all at the +mercy of a weakness - !" Pemberton gathered that the weakness was +in the region of the heart. He had known the poor child was not +robust: this was the basis on which he had been invited to treat, +through an English lady, an Oxford acquaintance, then at Nice, who +happened to know both his needs and those of the amiable American +family looking out for something really superior in the way of a +resident tutor. + +The young man's impression of his prospective pupil, who had come +into the room as if to see for himself the moment Pemberton was +admitted, was not quite the soft solicitation the visitor had taken +for granted. Morgan Moreen was somehow sickly without being +"delicate," and that he looked intelligent - it is true Pemberton +wouldn't have enjoyed his being stupid - only added to the +suggestion that, as with his big mouth and big ears he really +couldn't be called pretty, he might too utterly fail to please. +Pemberton was modest, was even timid; and the chance that his small +scholar might prove cleverer than himself had quite figured, to his +anxiety, among the dangers of an untried experiment. He reflected, +however, that these were risks one had to run when one accepted a +position, as it was called, in a private family; when as yet one's +university honours had, pecuniarily speaking, remained barren. At +any rate when Mrs. Moreen got up as to intimate that, since it was +understood he would enter upon his duties within the week she would +let him off now, he succeeded, in spite of the presence of the +child, in squeezing out a phrase about the rate of payment. It was +not the fault of the conscious smile which seemed a reference to +the lady's expensive identity, it was not the fault of this +demonstration, which had, in a sort, both vagueness and point, if +the allusion didn't sound rather vulgar. This was exactly because +she became still more gracious to reply: "Oh I can assure you that +all that will be quite regular." + +Pemberton only wondered, while he took up his hat, what "all that" +was to amount to - people had such different ideas. Mrs. Moreen's +words, however, seemed to commit the family to a pledge definite +enough to elicit from the child a strange little comment in the +shape of the mocking foreign ejaculation "Oh la-la!" + +Pemberton, in some confusion, glanced at him as he walked slowly to +the window with his back turned, his hands in his pockets and the +air in his elderly shoulders of a boy who didn't play. The young +man wondered if he should be able to teach him to play, though his +mother had said it would never do and that this was why school was +impossible. Mrs. Moreen exhibited no discomfiture; she only +continued blandly: "Mr. Moreen will be delighted to meet your +wishes. As I told you, he has been called to London for a week. +As soon as he comes back you shall have it out with him." + +This was so frank and friendly that the young man could only reply, +laughing as his hostess laughed: "Oh I don't imagine we shall have +much of a battle." + +"They'll give you anything you like," the boy remarked +unexpectedly, returning from the window. "We don't mind what +anything costs - we live awfully well." + +"My darling, you're too quaint!" his mother exclaimed, putting out +to caress him a practised but ineffectual hand. He slipped out of +it, but looked with intelligent innocent eyes at Pemberton, who had +already had time to notice that from one moment to the other his +small satiric face seemed to change its time of life. At this +moment it was infantine, yet it appeared also to be under the +influence of curious intuitions and knowledges. Pemberton rather +disliked precocity and was disappointed to find gleams of it in a +disciple not yet in his teens. Nevertheless he divined on the spot +that Morgan wouldn't prove a bore. He would prove on the contrary +a source of agitation. This idea held the young man, in spite of a +certain repulsion. + +"You pompous little person! We're not extravagant!" Mrs. Moreen +gaily protested, making another unsuccessful attempt to draw the +boy to her side. "You must know what to expect," she went on to +Pemberton. + +"The less you expect the better!" her companion interposed. "But +we ARE people of fashion." + +"Only so far as YOU make us so!" Mrs. Moreen tenderly mocked. +"Well then, on Friday - don't tell me you're superstitious - and +mind you don't fail us. Then you'll see us all. I'm so sorry the +girls are out. I guess you'll like the girls. And, you know, I've +another son, quite different from this one." + +"He tries to imitate me," Morgan said to their friend. + +"He tries? Why he's twenty years old!" cried Mrs. Moreen. + +"You're very witty," Pemberton remarked to the child - a +proposition his mother echoed with enthusiasm, declaring Morgan's +sallies to be the delight of the house. + +The boy paid no heed to this; he only enquired abruptly of the +visitor, who was surprised afterwards that he hadn't struck him as +offensively forward: "Do you WANT very much to come?" + +"Can you doubt it after such a description of what I shall hear?" +Pemberton replied. Yet he didn't want to come at all; he was +coming because he had to go somewhere, thanks to the collapse of +his fortune at the end of a year abroad spent on the system of +putting his scant patrimony into a single full wave of experience. +He had had his full wave but couldn't pay the score at his inn. +Moreover he had caught in the boy's eyes the glimpse of a far-off +appeal. + +"Well, I'll do the best I can for you," said Morgan; with which he +turned away again. He passed out of one of the long windows; +Pemberton saw him go and lean on the parapet of the terrace. He +remained there while the young man took leave of his mother, who, +on Pemberton's looking as if he expected a farewell from him, +interposed with: "Leave him, leave him; he's so strange!" +Pemberton supposed her to fear something he might say. "He's a +genius - you'll love him," she added. "He's much the most +interesting person in the family." And before he could invent some +civility to oppose to this she wound up with: "But we're all good, +you know!" + +"He's a genius - you'll love him!" were words that recurred to our +aspirant before the Friday, suggesting among many things that +geniuses were not invariably loveable. However, it was all the +better if there was an element that would make tutorship absorbing: +he had perhaps taken too much for granted it would only disgust +him. As he left the villa after his interview he looked up at the +balcony and saw the child leaning over it. "We shall have great +larks!" he called up. + +Morgan hung fire a moment and then gaily returned: "By the time +you come back I shall have thought of something witty!" + +This made Pemberton say to himself "After all he's rather nice." + + + +CHAPTER II + + + +On the Friday he saw them all, as Mrs. Moreen had promised, for her +husband had come back and the girls and the other son were at home. +Mr. Moreen had a white moustache, a confiding manner and, in his +buttonhole, the ribbon of a foreign order - bestowed, as Pemberton +eventually learned, for services. For what services he never +clearly ascertained: this was a point - one of a large number - +that Mr. Moreen's manner never confided. What it emphatically did +confide was that he was even more a man of the world than you might +first make out. Ulick, the firstborn, was in visible training for +the same profession - under the disadvantage as yet, however, of a +buttonhole but feebly floral and a moustache with no pretensions to +type. The girls had hair and figures and manners and small fat +feet, but had never been out alone. As for Mrs. Moreen Pemberton +saw on a nearer view that her elegance was intermittent and her +parts didn't always match. Her husband, as she had promised, met +with enthusiasm Pemberton's ideas in regard to a salary. The young +man had endeavoured to keep these stammerings modest, and Mr. +Moreen made it no secret that HE found them wanting in "style." He +further mentioned that he aspired to be intimate with his children, +to be their best friend, and that he was always looking out for +them. That was what he went off for, to London and other places - +to look out; and this vigilance was the theory of life, as well as +the real occupation, of the whole family. They all looked out, for +they were very frank on the subject of its being necessary. They +desired it to be understood that they were earnest people, and also +that their fortune, though quite adequate for earnest people, +required the most careful administration. Mr. Moreen, as the +parent bird, sought sustenance for the nest. Ulick invoked support +mainly at the club, where Pemberton guessed that it was usually +served on green cloth. The girls used to do up their hair and +their frocks themselves, and our young man felt appealed to to be +glad, in regard to Morgan's education, that, though it must +naturally be of the best, it didn't cost too much. After a little +he WAS glad, forgetting at times his own needs in the interest +inspired by the child's character and culture and the pleasure of +making easy terms for him. + +During the first weeks of their acquaintance Morgan had been as +puzzling as a page in an unknown language - altogether different +from the obvious little Anglo-Saxons who had misrepresented +childhood to Pemberton. Indeed the whole mystic volume in which +the boy had been amateurishly bound demanded some practice in +translation. To-day, after a considerable interval, there is +something phantasmagoria, like a prismatic reflexion or a serial +novel, in Pemberton's memory of the queerness of the Moreens. If +it were not for a few tangible tokens - a lock of Morgan's hair cut +by his own hand, and the half-dozen letters received from him when +they were disjoined - the whole episode and the figures peopling it +would seem too inconsequent for anything but dreamland. Their +supreme quaintness was their success - as it appeared to him for a +while at the time; since he had never seen a family so brilliantly +equipped for failure. Wasn't it success to have kept him so +hatefully long? Wasn't it success to have drawn him in that first +morning at dejeuner, the Friday he came - it was enough to MAKE one +superstitious - so that he utterly committed himself, and this not +by calculation or on a signal, but from a happy instinct which made +them, like a band of gipsies, work so neatly together? They amused +him as much as if they had really been a band of gipsies. He was +still young and had not seen much of the world - his English years +had been properly arid; therefore the reversed conventions of the +Moreens - for they had THEIR desperate proprieties - struck him as +topsy-turvy. He had encountered nothing like them at Oxford; still +less had any such note been struck to his younger American ear +during the four years at Yale in which he had richly supposed +himself to be reacting against a Puritan strain. The reaction of +the Moreens, at any rate, went ever so much further. He had +thought himself very sharp that first day in hitting them all off +in his mind with the "cosmopolite" label. Later it seemed feeble +and colourless - confessedly helplessly provisional. + +He yet when he first applied it felt a glow of joy - for an +instructor he was still empirical - rise from the apprehension that +living with them would really he to see life. Their sociable +strangeness was an intimation of that - their chatter of tongues, +their gaiety and good humour, their infinite dawdling (they were +always getting themselves up, but it took forever, and Pemberton +had once found Mr. Moreen shaving in the drawing-room), their +French, their Italian and, cropping up in the foreign fluencies, +their cold tough slices of American. They lived on macaroni and +coffee - they had these articles prepared in perfection - but they +knew recipes for a hundred other dishes. They overflowed with +music and song, were always humming and catching each other up, and +had a sort of professional acquaintance with Continental cities. +They talked of "good places" as if they had been pickpockets or +strolling players. They had at Nice a villa, a carriage, a piano +and a banjo, and they went to official parties. They were a +perfect calendar of the "days" of their friends, which Pemberton +knew them, when they were indisposed, to get out of bed to go to, +and which made the week larger than life when Mrs. Moreen talked of +them with Paula and Amy. Their initiations gave their new inmate +at first an almost dazzling sense of culture. Mrs. Moreen had +translated something at some former period - an author whom it made +Pemberton feel borne never to have heard of. They could imitate +Venetian and sing Neapolitan, and when they wanted to say something +very particular communicated with each other in an ingenious +dialect of their own, an elastic spoken cipher which Pemberton at +first took for some patois of one of their countries, but which he +"caught on to" as he would not have grasped provincial development +of Spanish or German. + +"It's the family language - Ultramoreen," Morgan explained to him +drolly enough; but the boy rarely condescended to use it himself, +though he dealt in colloquial Latin as if he had been a little +prelate. + +Among all the "days" with which Mrs. Moreen's memory was taxed she +managed to squeeze in one of her own, which her friends sometimes +forgot. But the house drew a frequented air from the number of +fine people who were freely named there and from several mysterious +men with foreign titles and English clothes whom Morgan called the +princes and who, on sofas with the girls, talked French very loud - +though sometimes with some oddity of accent - as if to show they +were saying nothing improper. Pemberton wondered how the princes +could ever propose in that tone and so publicly: he took for +granted cynically that this was what was desired of them. Then he +recognised that even for the chance of such an advantage Mrs. +Moreen would never allow Paula and Amy to receive alone. These +young ladies were not at all timid, but it was just the safeguards +that made them so candidly free. It was a houseful of Bohemians +who wanted tremendously to be Philistines. + +In one respect, however, certainly they achieved no rigour - they +were wonderfully amiable and ecstatic about Morgan. It was a +genuine tenderness, an artless admiration, equally strong in each. +They even praised his beauty, which was small, and were as afraid +of him as if they felt him of finer clay. They spoke of him as a +little angel and a prodigy - they touched on his want of health +with long vague faces. Pemberton feared at first an extravagance +that might make him hate the boy, but before this happened he had +become extravagant himself. Later, when he had grown rather to +hate the others, it was a bribe to patience for him that they were +at any rate nice about Morgan, going on tiptoe if they fancied he +was showing symptoms, and even giving up somebody's "day" to +procure him a pleasure. Mixed with this too was the oddest wish to +make him independent, as if they had felt themselves not good +enough for him. They passed him over to the new members of their +circle very much as if wishing to force some charity of adoption on +so free an agent and get rid of their own charge. They were +delighted when they saw Morgan take so to his kind playfellow, and +could think of no higher praise for the young man. It was strange +how they contrived to reconcile the appearance, and indeed the +essential fact, of adoring the child with their eagerness to wash +their hands of him. Did they want to get rid of him before he +should find them out? Pemberton was finding them out month by +month. The boy's fond family, however this might be, turned their +backs with exaggerated delicacy, as if to avoid the reproach of +interfering. Seeing in time how little he had in common with them +- it was by THEM he first observed it; they proclaimed it with +complete humility - his companion was moved to speculate on the +mysteries of transmission, the far jumps of heredity. Where his +detachment from most of the things they represented had come from +was more than an observer could say - it certainly had burrowed +under two or three generations. + +As for Pemberton's own estimate of his pupil, it was a good while +before he got the point of view, so little had he been prepared for +it by the smug young barbarians to whom the tradition of tutorship, +as hitherto revealed to him, had been adjusted. Morgan was scrappy +and surprising, deficient in many properties supposed common to the +genus and abounding in others that were the portion only of the +supernaturally clever. One day his friend made a great stride: it +cleared up the question to perceive that Morgan WAS supernaturally +clever and that, though the formula was temporarily meagre, this +would be the only assumption on which one could successfully deal +with him. He had the general quality of a child for whom life had +not been simplified by school, a kind of homebred sensibility which +might have been as bad for himself but was charming for others, and +a whole range of refinement and perception - little musical +vibrations as taking as picked-up airs - begotten by wandering +about Europe at the tail of his migratory tribe. This might not +have been an education to recommend in advance, but its results +with so special a subject were as appreciable as the marks on a +piece of fine porcelain. There was at the same time in him a small +strain of stoicism, doubtless the fruit of having had to begin +early to bear pain, which counted for pluck and made it of less +consequence that he might have been thought at school rather a +polyglot little beast. Pemberton indeed quickly found himself +rejoicing that school was out of the question: in any million of +boys it was probably good for all but one, and Morgan was that +millionth. It would have made him comparative and superior - it +might have made him really require kicking. Pemberton would try to +be school himself - a bigger seminary than five hundred grazing +donkeys, so that, winning no prizes, the boy would remain +unconscious and irresponsible and amusing - amusing, because, +though life was already intense in his childish nature, freshness +still made there a strong draught for jokes. It turned out that +even in the still air of Morgan's various disabilities jokes +flourished greatly. He was a pale lean acute undeveloped little +cosmopolite, who liked intellectual gymnastics and who also, as +regards the behaviour of mankind, had noticed more things than you +might suppose, but who nevertheless had his proper playroom of +superstitions, where he smashed a dozen toys a day. + + + +CHAPTER III + + + +At Nice once, toward evening, as the pair rested in the open air +after a walk, and looked over the sea at the pink western lights, +he said suddenly to his comrade: "Do you like it, you know - being +with us all in this intimate way?" + +"My dear fellow, why should I stay if I didn't?" + +"How do I know you'll stay? I'm almost sure you won't, very long." + +"I hope you don't mean to dismiss me," said Pemberton. + +Morgan debated, looking at the sunset. "I think if I did right I +ought to." + +"Well, I know I'm supposed to instruct you in virtue; but in that +case don't do right." + +"'You're very young - fortunately," Morgan went on, turning to him +again. + +"Oh yes, compared with you!" + +"Therefore it won't matter so much if you do lose a lot of time." + +"That's the way to look at it," said Pemberton accommodatingly. + +They were silent a minute; after which the boy asked: "Do you like +my father and my mother very much?" + +"Dear me, yes. They're charming people." + +Morgan received this with another silence; then unexpectedly, +familiarly, but at the same time affectionately, he remarked: +"You're a jolly old humbug!" + +For a particular reason the words made our young man change colour. +The boy noticed in an instant that he had turned red, whereupon he +turned red himself and pupil and master exchanged a longish glance +in which there was a consciousness of many more things than are +usually touched upon, even tacitly, in such a relation. It +produced for Pemberton an embarrassment; it raised in a shadowy +form a question - this was the first glimpse of it - destined to +play a singular and, as he imagined, owing to the altogether +peculiar conditions, an unprecedented part in his intercourse with +his little companion. Later, when he found himself talking with +the youngster in a way in which few youngsters could ever have been +talked with, he thought of that clumsy moment on the bench at Nice +as the dawn of an understanding that had broadened. What had added +to the clumsiness then was that he thought it his duty to declare +to Morgan that he might abuse him, Pemberton, as much as he liked, +but must never abuse his parents. To this Morgan had the easy +retort that he hadn't dreamed of abusing them; which appeared to be +true: it put Pemberton in the wrong. + +"Then why am I a humbug for saying I think them charming?" the +young man asked, conscious of a certain rashness. + +"Well - they're not your parents." + +"They love you better than anything in the world - never forget +that," said Pemberton. + +"Is that why you like them so much?" + +"They're very kind to me," Pemberton replied evasively. + +"You ARE a humbug!" laughed Morgan, passing an arm into his +tutor's. He leaned against him looking oft at the sea again and +swinging his long thin legs. + +"Don't kick my shins," said Pemberton while he reflected "Hang it, +I can't complain of them to the child!" + +"There's another reason, too," Morgan went on, keeping his legs +still. + +"Another reason for what?" + +"Besides their not being your parents." + +"I don't understand you," said Pemberton. + +"Well, you will before long. All right!" + +He did understand fully before long, but he made a fight even with +himself before he confessed it. He thought it the oddest thing to +have a struggle with the child about. He wondered he didn't hate +the hope of the Moreens for bringing the struggle on. But by the +time it began any such sentiment for that scion was closed to him. +Morgan was a special case, and to know him was to accept him on his +own odd terms. Pemberton had spent his aversion to special cases +before arriving at knowledge. When at last he did arrive his +quandary was great. Against every interest he had attached +himself. They would have to meet things together. Before they +went home that evening at Nice the boy had said, clinging to his +arm: + +"Well, at any rate you'll hang on to the last." + +"To the last?" + +"Till you're fairly beaten." + +"YOU ought to be fairly beaten!" cried the young man, drawing him +closer. + + + +CHAPTER IV + + + +A year after he had come to live with them Mr. and Mrs. Moreen +suddenly gave up the villa at Nice. Pemberton had got used to +suddenness, having seen it practised on a considerable scale during +two jerky little tours - one in Switzerland the first summer, and +the other late in the winter, when they all ran down to Florence +and then, at the end of ten days, liking it much less than they had +intended, straggled back in mysterious depression. They had +returned to Nice "for ever," as they said; but this didn't prevent +their squeezing, one rainy muggy May night, into a second-class +railway-carriage - you could never tell by which class they would +travel - where Pemberton helped them to stow away a wonderful +collection of bundles and bags. The explanation of this manoeuvre +was that they had determined to spend the summer "in some bracing +place"; but in Paris they dropped into a small furnished apartment +- a fourth floor in a third-rate avenue, where there was a smell on +the staircase and the portier was hateful - and passed the next +four months in blank indigence. + +The better part of this baffled sojourn was for the preceptor and +his pupil, who, visiting the Invalides and Notre Dame, the +Conciergerie and all the museums, took a hundred remunerative +rambles. They learned to know their Paris, which was useful, for +they came back another year for a longer stay, the general +character of which in Pemberton's memory to-day mixes pitiably and +confusedly with that of the first. He sees Morgan's shabby +knickerbockers - the everlasting pair that didn't match his blouse +and that as he grew longer could only grow faded. He remembers the +particular holes in his three or four pair of coloured stockings. + +Morgan was dear to his mother, but he never was better dressed than +was absolutely necessary - partly, no doubt, by his own fault, for +he was as indifferent to his appearance as a German philosopher. +"My dear fellow, you ARE coming to pieces," Pemberton would say to +him in sceptical remonstrance; to which the child would reply, +looking at him serenely up and down: "My dear fellow, so are you! +I don't want to cast you in the shade." Pemberton could have no +rejoinder for this - the assertion so closely represented the fact. +If however the deficiencies of his own wardrobe were a chapter by +themselves he didn't like his little charge to look too poor. +Later he used to say "Well, if we're poor, why, after all, +shouldn't we look it?" and he consoled himself with thinking there +was something rather elderly and gentlemanly in Morgan's disrepair +- it differed from the untidiness of the urchin who plays and +spoils his things. He could trace perfectly the degrees by which, +in proportion as her little son confined himself to his tutor for +society, Mrs. Moreen shrewdly forbore to renew his garments. She +did nothing that didn't show, neglected him because he escaped +notice, and then, as he illustrated this clever policy, discouraged +at home his public appearances. Her position was logical enough - +those members of her family who did show had to be showy. + +During this period and several others Pemberton was quite aware of +how he and his comrade might strike people; wandering languidly +through the Jardin des Plantes as if they had nowhere to go, +sitting on the winter days in the galleries of the Louvre, so +splendidly ironical to the homeless, as if for the advantage of the +calorifere. They joked about it sometimes: it was the sort of +joke that was perfectly within the boy's compass. They figured +themselves as part of the vast vague hand-to-mouth multitude of the +enormous city and pretended they were proud of their position in it +- it showed them "such a lot of life" and made them conscious of a +democratic brotherhood. If Pemberton couldn't feel a sympathy in +destitution with his small companion - for after all Morgan's fond +parents would never have let him really suffer - the boy would at +least feel it with him, so it came to the same thing. He used +sometimes to wonder what people would think they were - to fancy +they were looked askance at, as if it might be a suspected case of +kidnapping. Morgan wouldn't be taken for a young patrician with a +preceptor - he wasn't smart enough; though he might pass for his +companion's sickly little brother. Now and then he had a five- +franc piece, and except once, when they bought a couple of lovely +neckties, one of which he made Pemberton accept, they laid it out +scientifically in old books. This was sure to be a great day, +always spent on the quays, in a rummage of the dusty boxes that +garnish the parapets. Such occasions helped them to live, for +their books ran low very soon after the beginning of their +acquaintance. Pemberton had a good many in England, but he was +obliged to write to a friend and ask him kindly to get some fellow +to give him something for them. + +If they had to relinquish that summer the advantage of the bracing +climate the young man couldn't but suspect this failure of the cup +when at their very lips to have been the effect of a rude jostle of +his own. This had represented his first blow-out, as he called it, +with his patrons; his first successful attempt - though there was +little other success about it - to bring them to a consideration of +his impossible position. As the ostensible eve of a costly journey +the moment had struck him as favourable to an earnest protest, the +presentation of an ultimatum. Ridiculous as it sounded, he had +never yet been able to compass an uninterrupted private interview +with the elder pair or with either of them singly. They were +always flanked by their elder children, and poor Pemberton usually +had his own little charge at his side. He was conscious of its +being a house in which the surface of one's delicacy got rather +smudged; nevertheless he had preserved the bloom of his scruple +against announcing to Mr. and Mrs. Moreen with publicity that he +shouldn't be able to go on longer without a little money. He was +still simple enough to suppose Ulick and Paula and Amy might not +know that since his arrival he had only had a hundred and forty +francs; and he was magnanimous enough to wish not to compromise +their parents in their eyes. Mr. Moreen now listened to him, as he +listened to every one and to every thing, like a man of the world, +and seemed to appeal to him - though not of course too grossly - to +try and be a little more of one himself. Pemberton recognised in +fact the importance of the character - from the advantage it gave +Mr. Moreen. He was not even confused or embarrassed, whereas the +young man in his service was more so than there was any reason for. +Neither was he surprised - at least any more than a gentleman had +to be who freely confessed himself a little shocked - though not +perhaps strictly at Pemberton. + +"We must go into this, mustn't we, dear?" he said to his wife. He +assured his young friend that the matter should have his very best +attention; and he melted into space as elusively as if, at the +door, he were taking an inevitable but deprecatory precedence. +When, the next moment, Pemberton found himself alone with Mrs. +Moreen it was to hear her say "I see, I see" - stroking the +roundness of her chin and looking as if she were only hesitating +between a dozen easy remedies. If they didn't make their push Mr. +Moreen could at least disappear for several days. During his +absence his wife took up the subject again spontaneously, but her +contribution to it was merely that she had thought all the while +they were getting on so beautifully. Pemberton's reply to this +revelation was that unless they immediately put down something on +account he would leave them on the spot and for ever. He knew she +would wonder how he would get away, and for a moment expected her +to enquire. She didn't, for which he was almost grateful to her, +so little was he in a position to tell. + +"You won't, you KNOW you won't - you're too interested," she said. +"You are interested, you know you are, you dear kind man!" She +laughed with almost condemnatory archness, as if it were a reproach +- though she wouldn't insist; and flirted a soiled pocket- +handkerchief at him. + +Pemberton's mind was fully made up to take his step the following +week. This would give him time to get an answer to a letter he had +despatched to England. If he did in the event nothing of the sort +- that is if he stayed another year and then went away only for +three months - it was not merely because before the answer to his +letter came (most unsatisfactory when it did arrive) Mr. Moreen +generously counted out to him, and again with the sacrifice to +"form" of a marked man of the world, three hundred francs in +elegant ringing gold. He was irritated to find that Mrs. Moreen +was right, that he couldn't at the pinch bear to leave the child. +This stood out clearer for the very reason that, the night of his +desperate appeal to his patrons, he had seen fully for the first +time where he was. Wasn't it another proof of the success with +which those patrons practised their arts that they had managed to +avert for so long the illuminating flash? It descended on our +friend with a breadth of effect which perhaps would have struck a +spectator as comical, after he had returned to his little servile +room, which looked into a close court where a bare dirty opposite +wall took, with the sound of shrill clatter, the reflexion of +lighted back windows. He had simply given himself away to a band +of adventurers. The idea, the word itself, wore a romantic horror +for him - he had always lived on such safe lines. Later it assumed +a more interesting, almost a soothing, sense: it pointed a moral, +and Pemberton could enjoy a moral. The Moreens were adventurers +not merely because they didn't pay their debts, because they lived +on society, but because their whole view of life, dim and confused +and instinctive, like that of clever colour-blind animals, was +speculative and rapacious and mean. Oh they were "respectable," +and that only made them more immondes. The young man's analysis, +while he brooded, put it at last very simply - they were +adventurers because they were toadies and snobs. That was the +completest account of them - it was the law of their being. Even +when this truth became vivid to their ingenious inmate he remained +unconscious of how much his mind had been prepared for it by the +extraordinary little boy who had now become such a complication in +his life. Much less could he then calculate on the information he +was still to owe the extraordinary little boy. + + + +CHAPTER V + + + +But it was during the ensuing time that the real problem came up - +the problem of how far it was excusable to discuss the turpitude of +parents with a child of twelve, of thirteen, of fourteen. +Absolutely inexcusable and quite impossible it of course at first +appeared; and indeed the question didn't press for some time after +Pemberton had received his three hundred francs. They produced a +temporary lull, a relief from the sharpest pressure. The young man +frugally amended his wardrobe and even had a few francs in his +pocket. He thought the Moreens looked at him as if he were almost +too smart, as if they ought to take care not to spoil him. If Mr. +Moreen hadn't been such a man of the world he would perhaps have +spoken of the freedom of such neckties on the part of a +subordinate. But Mr. Moreen was always enough a man of the world +to let things pass - he had certainly shown that. It was singular +how Pemberton guessed that Morgan, though saying nothing about it, +knew something had happened. But three hundred francs, especially +when one owed money, couldn't last for ever; and when the treasure +was gone - the boy knew when it had failed - Morgan did break +ground. The party had returned to Nice at the beginning of the +winter, but not to the charming villa. They went to an hotel, +where they stayed three months, and then moved to another +establishment, explaining that they had left the first because, +after waiting and waiting, they couldn't get the rooms they wanted. +These apartments, the rooms they wanted, were generally very +splendid; but fortunately they never COULD get them - fortunately, +I mean, for Pemberton, who reflected always that if they had got +them there would have been a still scantier educational fund. What +Morgan said at last was said suddenly, irrelevantly, when the +moment came, in the middle of a lesson, and consisted of the +apparently unfeeling words: "You ought to filer, you know - you +really ought." + +Pemberton stared. He had learnt enough French slang from Morgan to +know that to filer meant to cut sticks. "Ah my dear fellow, don't +turn me off!" + +Morgan pulled a Greek lexicon toward him - he used a Greek-German - +to look out a word, instead of asking it of Pemberton. "You can't +go on like this, you know." + +"Like what, my boy?" + +"You know they don't pay you up," said Morgan, blushing and turning +his leaves. + +"Don't pay me?" Pemberton stared again and feigned amazement. +"What on earth put that into your head?" + +"It has been there a long time," the boy replied rummaging his +book. + +Pemberton was silent, then he went on: "I say, what are you +hunting for? They pay me beautifully." + +"I'm hunting for the Greek for awful whopper," Morgan dropped. + +"Find that rather for gross impertinence and disabuse your mind. +What do I want of money?" + +"Oh that's another question!" + +Pemberton wavered - he was drawn in different ways. The severely +correct thing would have been to tell the boy that such a matter +was none of his business and bid him go on with his lines. But +they were really too intimate for that; it was not the way he was +in the habit of treating him; there had been no reason it should +be. On the other hand Morgan had quite lighted on the truth - he +really shouldn't be able to keep it up much longer; therefore why +not let him know one's real motive for forsaking him? At the same +time it wasn't decent to abuse to one's pupil the family of one's +pupil; it was better to misrepresent than to do that. So in reply +to his comrade's last exclamation he just declared, to dismiss the +subject, that he had received several payments. + +"I say - I say!" the boy ejaculated, laughing. + +"That's all right," Pemberton insisted. "Give me your written +rendering." + +Morgan pushed a copybook across the table, and he began to read the +page, but with something running in his head that made it no sense. +Looking up after a minute or two he found the child's eyes fixed on +him and felt in them something strange. Then Morgan said: "I'm +not afraid of the stern reality." + +"I haven't yet seen the thing you ARE afraid of - I'll do you that +justice!" + +This came out with a jump - it was perfectly true - and evidently +gave Morgan pleasure. "I've thought of it a long time," he +presently resumed. + +"Well, don't think of it any more." + +The boy appeared to comply, and they had a comfortable and even an +amusing hour. They had a theory that they were very thorough, and +yet they seemed always to be in the amusing part of lessons, the +intervals between the dull dark tunnels, where there were waysides +and jolly views. Yet the morning was brought to a violent as end +by Morgan's suddenly leaning his arms on the table, burying his +head in them and bursting into tears: at which Pemberton was the +more startled that, as it then came over him, it was the first time +he had ever seen the boy cry and that the impression was +consequently quite awful. + +The next day, after much thought, he took a decision and, believing +it to be just, immediately acted on it. He cornered Mr. and Mrs. +Moreen again and let them know that if on the spot they didn't pay +him all they owed him he wouldn't only leave their house but would +tell Morgan exactly what had brought him to it. + +"Oh you HAVEN'T told him?" cried Mrs. Moreen with a pacifying hand +on her well-dressed bosom. + +"Without warning you? For what do you take me?" the young man +returned. + +Mr. and Mrs. Moreen looked at each other; he could see that they +appreciated, as tending to their security, his superstition of +delicacy, and yet that there was a certain alarm in their relief. +"My dear fellow," Mr. Moreen demanded, "what use can you have, +leading the quiet life we all do, for such a lot of money?" - a +question to which Pemberton made no answer, occupied as he was in +noting that what passed in the mind of his patrons was something +like: "Oh then, if we've felt that the child, dear little angel, +has judged us and how he regards us, and we haven't been betrayed, +he must have guessed - and in short it's GENERAL!" an inference +that rather stirred up Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, as Pemberton had +desired it should. At the same time, if he had supposed his threat +would do something towards bringing them round, he was disappointed +to find them taking for granted - how vulgar their perception HAD +been! - that he had already given them away. There was a mystic +uneasiness in their parental breasts, and that had been the +inferior sense of it. None the less however, his threat did touch +them; for if they had escaped it was only to meet a new danger. +Mr. Moreen appealed to him, on every precedent, as a man of the +world; but his wife had recourse, for the first time since his +domestication with them, to a fine hauteur, reminding him that a +devoted mother, with her child, had arts that protected her against +gross misrepresentation. + +"I should misrepresent you grossly if I accused you of common +honesty!" our friend replied; but as he closed the door behind him +sharply, thinking he had not done himself much good, while Mr. +Moreen lighted another cigarette, he heard his hostess shout after +him more touchingly + +"Oh you do, you DO, put the knife to one's throat!" + +The next morning, very early, she came to his room. He recognised +her knock, but had no hope she brought him money; as to which he +was wrong, for she had fifty francs in her hand. She squeezed +forward in her dressing-gown, and he received her in his own, +between his bath-tub and his bed. He had been tolerably schooled +by this time to the "foreign ways" of his hosts. Mrs. Moreen was +ardent, and when she was ardent she didn't care what she did; so +she now sat down on his bed, his clothes being on the chairs, and, +in her preoccupation, forgot, as she glanced round, to be ashamed +of giving him such a horrid room. What Mrs. Moreen's ardour now +bore upon was the design of persuading him that in the first place +she was very good-natured to bring him fifty francs, and that in +the second, if he would only see it, he was really too absurd to +expect to be paid. Wasn't he paid enough without perpetual money - +wasn't he paid by the comfortable luxurious home he enjoyed with +them all, without a care, an anxiety, a solitary want? Wasn't he +sure of his position, and wasn't that everything to a young man +like him, quite unknown, with singularly little to show, the ground +of whose exorbitant pretensions it had never been easy to discover? +Wasn't he paid above all by the sweet relation he had established +with Morgan - quite ideal as from master to pupil - and by the +simple privilege of knowing and living with so amazingly gifted a +child; than whom really (and she meant literally what she said) +there was no better company in Europe? Mrs. Moreen herself took to +appealing to him as a man of the world; she said "Voyons, mon +cher," and "My dear man, look here now"; and urged him to be +reasonable, putting it before him that it was truly a chance for +him. She spoke as if, according as he SHOULD be reasonable, he +would prove himself worthy to be her son's tutor and of the +extraordinary confidence they had placed in him. + +After all, Pemberton reflected, it was only a difference of theory +and the theory didn't matter much. They had hitherto gone on that +of remunerated, as now they would go on that of gratuitous, +service; but why should they have so many words about it? Mrs. +Moreen at all events continued to be convincing; sitting there with +her fifty francs she talked and reiterated, as women reiterate, and +bored and irritated him, while he leaned against the wall with his +hands in the pockets of his wrapper, drawing it together round his +legs and looking over the head of his visitor at the grey negations +of his window. She wound up with saying: "You see I bring you a +definite proposal." + +"A definite proposal?" + +"To make our relations regular, as it were - to put them on a +comfortable footing." + +"I see - it's a system," said Pemberton. "A kind of organised +blackmail." + +Mrs. Moreen bounded up, which was exactly what he wanted. "What do +you mean by that?" + +"You practise on one's fears - one's fears about the child if one +should go away." + +"And pray what would happen to him in that event?" she demanded, +with majesty. + +"Why he'd be alone with YOU." + +"And pray with whom SHOULD a child be but with those whom he loves +most?" + +"If you think that, why don't you dismiss me?" + +"Do you pretend he loves you more than he loves US?" cried Mrs. +Moreen. + +"I think he ought to. I make sacrifices for him. Though I've +heard of those YOU make I don't see them." + +Mrs. Moreen stared a moment; then with emotion she grasped her +inmate's hand. "WILL you make it - the sacrifice?" + +He burst out laughing. "I'll see. I'll do what I can. I'll stay +a little longer. Your calculation's just - I DO hate intensely to +give him up; I'm fond of him and he thoroughly interests me, in +spite of the inconvenience I suffer. You know my situation +perfectly. I haven't a penny in the world and, occupied as you see +me with Morgan, am unable to earn money." + +Mrs. Moreen tapped her undressed arm with her folded bank-note. +"Can't you write articles? Can't you translate as I do?" + +"I don't know about translating; it's wretchedly paid." + +"I'm glad to earn what I can," said Mrs. Moreen with prodigious +virtue. + +"You ought to tell me who you do it for." Pemberton paused a +moment, and she said nothing; so he added: "I've tried to turn off +some little sketches, but the magazines won't have them - they're +declined with thanks." + +"You see then you're not such a phoenix," his visitor pointedly +smiled - "to pretend to abilities you're sacrificing for our sake." + +"I haven't time to do things properly," he ruefully went on. Then +as it came over him that he was almost abjectly good-natured to +give these explanations he added: "If I stay on longer it must be +on one condition - that Morgan shall know distinctly on what +footing I am." + +Mrs. Moreen demurred. "Surely you don't want to show off to a +child?" + +"To show YOU off, do you mean?" + +Again she cast about, but this time it was to produce a still finer +flower. "And YOU talk of blackmail!" + +"You can easily prevent it," said Pemberton. + +"And YOU talk of practising on fears," she bravely pushed on. + +"Yes, there's no doubt I'm a great scoundrel." + +His patroness met his eyes - it was clear she was in straits. Then +she thrust out her money at him. "Mr. Moreen desired me to give +you this on account." + +"I'm much obliged to Mr. Moreen, but we HAVE no account." + +"You won't take it?" + +"That leaves me more free," said Pemberton. + +"To poison my darling's mind?" groaned Mrs. Moreen. + +"Oh your darling's mind -!" the young man laughed. + +She fixed him a moment, and he thought she was going to break out +tormentedly, pleadingly: "For God's sake, tell me what IS in it!" +But she checked this impulse - another was stronger. She pocketed +the money - the crudity of the alternative was comical - and swept +out of the room with the desperate concession: "You may tell him +any horror you like!" + + + +CHAPTER VI + + + +A couple of days after this, during which he had failed to profit +by so free a permission, he had been for a quarter of an hour +walking with his charge in silence when the boy became sociable +again with the remark: "I'll tell you how I know it; I know it +through Zenobie." + +"Zenobie? Who in the world is SHE?" + +"A nurse I used to have - ever so many years ago. A charming +woman. I liked her awfully, and she liked me." + +"There's no accounting for tastes. What is it you know through +her?" + +"Why what their idea is. She went away because they didn't fork +out. She did like me awfully, and she stayed two years. She told +me all about it - that at last she could never get her wages. As +soon as they saw how much she liked me they stopped giving her +anything. They thought she'd stay for nothing - just BECAUSE, +don't you know?" And Morgan had a queer little conscious lucid +look. "She did stay ever so long - as long an she could. She was +only a poor girl. She used to send money to her mother. At last +she couldn't afford it any longer, and went away in a fearful rage +one night - I mean of course in a rage against THEM. She cried +over me tremendously, she hugged me nearly to death. She told me +all about it," the boy repeated. "She told me it was their idea. +So I guessed, ever so long ago, that they have had the same idea +with you." + +"Zenobie was very sharp," said Pemberton. "And she made you so." + +"Oh that wasn't Zenobie; that was nature. And experience!" Morgan +laughed. + +"Well, Zenobie was a part of your experience." + +"Certainly I was a part of hers, poor dear!" the boy wisely sighed. +"And I'm part of yours." + +"A very important part. But I don't see how you know that I've +been treated like Zenobie." + +"Do you take me for the biggest dunce you've known?" Morgan asked. +"Haven't I been conscious of what we've been through together?" + +"What we've been through?" + +"Our privations - our dark days." + +"Oh our days have been bright enough." + +Morgan went on in silence for a moment. Then he said: "My dear +chap, you're a hero!" + +"Well, you're another!" Pemberton retorted. + +"No I'm not, but I ain't a baby. I won't stand it any longer. You +must get some occupation that pays. I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed!" +quavered the boy with a ring of passion, like some high silver note +from a small cathedral cloister, that deeply touched his friend. + +"We ought to go off and live somewhere together," the young man +said. + +"I'll go like a shot if you'll take me." + +"I'd get some work that would keep us both afloat," Pemberton +continued. + +"So would I. Why shouldn't I work? I ain't such a beastly little +muff as that comes to." + +"The difficulty is that your parents wouldn't hear of it. They'd +never part with you; they worship the ground you tread on. Don't +you see the proof of it?" Pemberton developed. "They don't dislike +me; they wish me no harm; they're very amiable people; but they're +perfectly ready to expose me to any awkwardness in life for your +sake." + +The silence in which Morgan received his fond sophistry struck +Pemberton somehow as expressive. After a moment the child +repeated: "You are a hero!" Then he added: "They leave me with +you altogether. You've all the responsibility. They put me off on +you from morning till night. Why then should they object to my +taking up with you completely? I'd help you." + +"They're not particularly keen about my being helped, and they +delight in thinking of you as THEIRS. They're tremendously proud +of you." + +"I'm not proud of THEM. But you know that," Morgan returned. + +"Except for the little matter we speak of they're charming people," +said Pemberton, not taking up the point made for his intelligence, +but wondering greatly at the boy's own, and especially at this +fresh reminder of something he had been conscious of from the first +- the strangest thing in his friend's large little composition, a +temper, a sensibility, even a private ideal, which made him as +privately disown the stuff his people were made of. Morgan had in +secret a small loftiness which made him acute about betrayed +meanness; as well as a critical sense for the manners immediately +surrounding him that was quite without precedent in a juvenile +nature, especially when one noted that it had not made this nature +"old-fashioned," as the word is of children - quaint or wizened or +offensive. It was as if he had been a little gentleman and had +paid the penalty by discovering that he was the only such person in +his family. This comparison didn't make him vain, but it could +make him melancholy and a trifle austere. While Pemberton guessed +at these dim young things, shadows of shadows, he was partly drawn +on and partly checked, as for a scruple, by the charm of attempting +to sound the little cool shallows that were so quickly growing +deeper. When he tried to figure to himself the morning twilight of +childhood, so as to deal with it safely, he saw it was never fixed, +never arrested, that ignorance, at the instant he touched it, was +already flushing faintly into knowledge, that there was nothing +that at a given moment you could say an intelligent child didn't +know. It seemed to him that he himself knew too much to imagine +Morgan's simplicity and too little to disembroil his tangle. + +The boy paid no heed to his last remark; he only went on: "I'd +have spoken to them about their idea, as I call it, long ago, if I +hadn't been sure what they'd say." + +"And what would they say?" + +"Just what they said about what poor Zenobie told me - that it was +a horrid dreadful story, that they had paid her every penny they +owed her." + +"Well, perhaps they had," said Pemberton. + +"Perhaps they've paid you!" + +"Let us pretend they have, and n'en parlons plus." + +"They accused her of lying and cheating" - Morgan stuck to historic +truth. "That's why I don't want to speak to them." + +"Lest they should accuse me, too?" To this Morgan made no answer, +and his companion, looking down at him - the boy turned away his +eyes, which had filled - saw what he couldn't have trusted himself +to utter. "You're right. Don't worry them," Pemberton pursued. +"Except for that, they ARE charming people." + +"Except for THEIR lying and THEIR cheating?" + +"I say - I say!" cried Pemberton, imitating a little tone of the +lad's which was itself an imitation. + +"We must be frank, at the last; we MUST come to an understanding," +said Morgan with the importance of the small boy who lets himself +think he is arranging great affairs - almost playing at shipwreck +or at Indians. "I know all about everything." + +"I dare say your father has his reasons,'' Pemberton replied, but +too vaguely, as he was aware. + +"For lying and cheating?" + +"For saving and managing and turning his means to the best account. +He has plenty to do with his money. You're an expensive family." + +"Yes, I'm very expensive," Morgan concurred in a manner that made +his preceptor burst out laughing. + +"He's saving for YOU," said Pemberton. "They think of you in +everything they do." + +"He might, while he's about it, save a little - " The boy paused, +and his friend waited to hear what. Then Morgan brought out oddly: +"A little reputation." + +"Oh there's plenty of that. That's all right!" + +"Enough of it for the people they know, no doubt. The people they +know are awful." + +"Do you mean the princes? We mustn't abuse the princes." + +"Why not? They haven't married Paula - they haven't married Amy. +They only clean out Ulick." + +"You DO know everything!" Pemberton declared. + +"No, I don't, after all. I don't know what they live on, or how +they live, or WHY they live! What have they got and how did they +get it? Are they rich, are they poor, or have they a modeste +aisance? Why are they always chiveying me about - living one year +like ambassadors and the next like paupers? Who are they, any way, +and what are they? I've thought of all that - I've thought of a +lot of things. They're so beastly worldly. That's what I hate +most - oh, I've SEEN it! All they care about is to make an +appearance and to pass for something or other. What the dickens do +they want to pass for? What DO they, Mr. Pemberton?" + +"You pause for a reply," said Pemberton, treating the question as a +joke, yet wondering too and greatly struck with his mate's intense +if imperfect vision. "I haven't the least idea." + +"And what good does it do? Haven't I seen the way people treat +them - the 'nice' people, the ones they want to know? They'll take +anything from them - they'll lie down and be trampled on. The nice +ones hate that - they just sicken them. You're the only really +nice person we know." + +"Are you sure? They don't lie down for me!" + +"Well, you shan't lie down for them. You've got to go - that's +what you've got to do," said Morgan. + +"And what will become of you?" + +"Oh I'm growing up. I shall get off before long. I'll see you +later." + +"You had better let me finish you," Pemberton urged, lending +himself to the child's strange superiority. + +Morgan stopped in their walk, looking up at him. He had to look up +much less than a couple of years before - he had grown, in his +loose leanness, so long and high. "Finish me?" he echoed. + +"There are such a lot of jolly things we can do together yet. I +want to turn you out - I want you to do me credit." + +Morgan continued to look at him. "To give you credit - do you +mean?" + +"My dear fellow, you're too clever to live." + +"That's just what I'm afraid you think. No, no; it isn't fair - I +can't endure it. We'll separate next week. The sooner it's over +the sooner to sleep." + +"If I hear of anything - any other chance - I promise to go," +Pemberton said. + +Morgan consented to consider this. "But you'll be honest," he +demanded; "you won't pretend you haven't heard?" + +"I'm much more likely to pretend I have." + +"But what can you hear of, this way, stuck in a hole with us? You +ought to be on the spot, to go to England - you ought to go to +America." + +"One would think you were MY tutor!" said Pemberton. + +Morgan walked on and after a little had begun again: "Well, now +that you know I know and that we look at the facts and keep nothing +back - it's much more comfortable, isn't it?" + +"My dear boy, it's so amusing, so interesting, that it will surely +be quite impossible for me to forego such hours as these." + +This made Morgan stop once more. "You DO keep something back. Oh +you're not straight - I am!" + +"How am I not straight?" + +"Oh you've got your idea!" + +"My idea?" + +"Why that I probably shan't make old - make older - bones, and that +you can stick it out till I'm removed." + +"You ARE too clever to live!" Pemberton repeated. + +"I call it a mean idea," Morgan pursued. "But I shall punish you +by the way I hang on." + +"Look out or I'll poison you!" Pemberton laughed. + +"I'm stronger and better every year. Haven't you noticed that +there hasn't been a doctor near me since you came?" + +"I'M your doctor," said the young man, taking his arm and drawing +him tenderly on again. + +Morgan proceeded and after a few steps gave a sigh of mingled +weariness and relief. "Ah now that we look at the facts it's all +right!" + + + +CHAPTER VII + + + +They looked at the facts a good deal after this and one of the +first consequences of their doing so was that Pemberton stuck it +out, in his friend's parlance, for the purpose. Morgan made the +facts so vivid and so droll, and at the same time so bald and so +ugly, that there was fascination in talking them over with him, +just as there would have been heartlessness in leaving him alone +with them. Now that the pair had such perceptions in common it was +useless for them to pretend they didn't judge such people; but the +very judgement and the exchange of perceptions created another tie. +Morgan had never been so interesting as now that he himself was +made plainer by the sidelight of these confidences. What came out +in it most was the small fine passion of his pride. He had plenty +of that, Pemberton felt - so much that one might perhaps wisely +wish for it some early bruises. He would have liked his people to +have a spirit and had waked up to the sense of their perpetually +eating humble-pie. His mother would consume any amount, and his +father would consume even more than his mother. He had a theory +that Ulick had wriggled out of an "affair" at Nice: there had once +been a flurry at home, a regular panic, after which they all went +to bed and took medicine, not to be accounted for on any other +supposition. Morgan had a romantic imagination, led by poetry and +history, and he would have liked those who "bore his name" - as he +used to say to Pemberton with the humour that made his queer +delicacies manly - to carry themselves with an air. But their one +idea was to get in with people who didn't want them and to take +snubs as it they were honourable scars. Why people didn't want +them more he didn't know - that was people's own affair; after all +they weren't superficially repulsive, they were a hundred times +cleverer than most of the dreary grandees, the "poor swells" they +rushed about Europe to catch up with. "After all they ARE amusing +- they are!" he used to pronounce with the wisdom of the ages. To +which Pemberton always replied: "Amusing - the great Moreen +troupe? Why they're altogether delightful; and if it weren't for +the hitch that you and I (feeble performers!) make in the ensemble +they'd carry everything before them." + +What the boy couldn't get over was the fact that this particular +blight seemed, in a tradition of self-respect, so undeserved and so +arbitrary. No doubt people had a right to take the line they +liked; but why should his people have liked the line of pushing and +toadying and lying and cheating? What had their forefathers - all +decent folk, so far as he knew - done to them, or what had he done +to them? Who had poisoned their blood with the fifth-rate social +ideal, the fixed idea of making smart acquaintances and getting +into the monde chic, especially when it was foredoomed to failure +and exposure? They showed so what they were after; that was what +made the people they wanted not want THEM. And never a wince for +dignity, never a throb of shame at looking each other in the face, +never any independence or resentment or disgust. If his father or +his brother would only knock some one down once or twice a year! +Clever as they were they never guessed the impression they made. +They were good-natured, yes - as good-natured as Jews at the doors +of clothing-shops! But was that the model one wanted one's family +to follow? Morgan had dim memories of an old grandfather, the +maternal, in New York, whom he had been taken across the ocean at +the age of five to see: a gentleman with a high neck-cloth and a +good deal of pronunciation, who wore a dress-coat in the morning, +which made one wonder what he wore in the evening, and had, or was +supposed to have "property" and something to do with the Bible +Society. It couldn't have been but that he was a good type. +Pemberton himself remembered Mrs. Clancy, a widowed sister of Mr. +Moreen's, who was as irritating as a moral tale and had paid a +fortnight's visit to the family at Nice shortly after he came to +live with them. She was "pure and refined," as Amy said over the +banjo, and had the air of not knowing what they meant when they +talked, and of keeping something rather important back. Pemberton +judged that what she kept back was an approval of many of their +ways; therefore it was to be supposed that she too was of a good +type, and that Mr. and Mrs. Moreen and Ulick and Paula and Amy +might easily have been of a better one if they would. + +But that they wouldn't was more and more perceptible from day to +day. They continued to "chivey," as Morgan called it, and in due +time became aware of a variety of reasons for proceeding to Venice. +They mentioned a great many of them - they were always strikingly +frank and had the brightest friendly chatter, at the late foreign +breakfast in especial, before the ladies had made up their faces, +when they leaned their arms on the table, had something to follow +the demitasse, and, in the heat of familiar discussion as to what +they "really ought" to do, fell inevitably into the languages in +which they could tutoyer. Even Pemberton liked them then; he could +endure even Ulick when he heard him give his little flat voice for +the "sweet sea-city." That was what made him have a sneaking +kindness for them - that they were so out of the workaday world and +kept him so out of it. The summer had waned when, with cries of +ecstasy, they all passed out on the balcony that overhung the Grand +Canal. The sunsets then were splendid and the Dorringtons had +arrived. The Dorringtons were the only reason they hadn't talked +of at breakfast; but the reasons they didn't talk of at breakfast +always came out in the end. The Dorringtons on the other hand came +out very little; or else when they did they stayed - as was natural +- for hours, during which periods Mrs. Moreen and the girls +sometimes called at their hotel (to see if they had returned) as +many as three times running. The gondola was for the ladies, as in +Venice too there were "days," which Mrs. Moreen knew in their order +an hour after she arrived. She immediately took one herself, to +which the Dorringtons never came, though on a certain occasion when +Pemberton and his pupil were together at St. Mark's - where, taking +the best walks they had ever had and haunting a hundred churches, +they spent a great deal of time - they saw the old lord turn up +with Mr. Moreen and Ulick, who showed him the dim basilica as if it +belonged to them. Pemberton noted how much less, among its +curiosities, Lord Dorrington carried himself as a man of the world; +wondering too whether, for such services, his companions took a fee +from him. The autumn at any rate waned, the Dorringtons departed, +and Lord Verschoyle, the eldest son, had proposed neither for Amy +nor for Paula. + +One sad November day, while the wind roared round the old palace +and the rain lashed the lagoon, Pemberton, for exercise and even +somewhat for warmth - the Moreens were horribly frugal about fires; +it was a cause of suffering to their inmate - walked up and down +the big bare sala with his pupil. The scagliola floor was cold, +the high battered casements shook in the storm, and the stately +decay of the place was unrelieved by a particle of furniture. +Pemberton's spirits were low, and it came over him that the fortune +of the Moreens was now even lower. A blast of desolation, a +portent of disgrace and disaster, seemed to draw through the +comfortless hall. Mr. Moreen and Ulick were in the Piazza, looking +out for something, strolling drearily, in mackintoshes, under the +arcades; but still, in spite of mackintoshes, unmistakeable men of +the world. Paula and Amy were in bed - it might have been thought +they were staying there to keep warm. Pemberton looked askance at +the boy at his side, to see to what extent he was conscious of +these dark omens. But Morgan, luckily for him, was now mainly +conscious of growing taller and stronger and indeed of being in his +fifteenth year. This fact was intensely interesting to him and the +basis of a private theory - which, however, he had imparted to his +tutor - that in a little while he should stand on his own feet. He +considered that the situation would change - that in short he +should be "finished," grown up, producible in the world of affairs +and ready to prove himself of sterling ability. Sharply as he was +capable at times of analysing, as he called it, his life, there +were happy hours when he remained, as he also called it - and as +the name, really, of their right ideal - "jolly" superficial; the +proof of which was his fundamental assumption that he should +presently go to Oxford, to Pemberton's college, and, aided and +abetted by Pemberton, do the most wonderful things. It depressed +the young man to see how little in such a project he took account +of ways and means: in other connexions he mostly kept to the +measure. Pemberton tried to imagine the Moreens at Oxford and +fortunately failed; yet unless they were to adopt it as a residence +there would be no modus vivendi for Morgan. How could he live +without an allowance, and where was the allowance to come from? +He, Pemberton, might live on Morgan; but how could Morgan live on +HIM? What was to become of him anyhow? Somehow the fact that he +was a big boy now, with better prospects of health, made the +question of his future more difficult. So long as he was markedly +frail the great consideration he inspired seemed enough of an +answer to it. But at the bottom of Pemberton's heart was the +recognition of his probably being strong enough to live and not yet +strong enough to struggle or to thrive. Morgan himself at any rate +was in the first flush of the rosiest consciousness of adolescence, +so that the beating of the tempest seemed to him after all but the +voice of life and the challenge of fate. He had on his shabby +little overcoat, with the collar up, but was enjoying his walk. + +It was interrupted at last by the appearance of his mother at the +end of the sala. She beckoned him to come to her, and while +Pemberton saw him, complaisant, pass down the long vista and over +the damp false marble, he wondered what was in the air. Mrs. +Moreen said a word to the boy and made him go into the room she had +quitted. Then, having closed the door after him, she directed her +steps swiftly to Pemberton. There was something in the air, but +his wildest flight of fancy wouldn't have suggested what it proved +to be. She signified that she had made a pretext to get Morgan out +of the way, and then she enquired - without hesitation - if the +young man could favour her with the loan of three louis. While, +before bursting into a laugh, he stared at her with surprise, she +declared that she was awfully pressed for the money; she was +desperate for it - it would save her life. + +"Dear lady, c'est trop fort!" Pemberton laughed in the manner and +with the borrowed grace of idiom that marked the best colloquial, +the best anecdotic, moments of his friends themselves. "Where in +the world do you suppose I should get three louis, du train dont +vous allez?" + +"I thought you worked - wrote things. Don't they pay you?" + +"Not a penny." + +"Are you such a fool as to work for nothing?" + +"You ought surely to know that." + +Mrs. Moreen stared, then she coloured a little. Pemberton saw she +had quite forgotten the terms - if "terms" they could be called - +that he had ended by accepting from herself; they had burdened her +memory as little as her conscience. "Oh yes, I see what you mean - +you've been very nice about that; but why drag it in so often?" +She had been perfectly urbane with him ever since the rough scene +of explanation in his room the morning he made her accept HIS +"terms" - the necessity of his making his case known to Morgan. +She had felt no resentment after seeing there was no danger Morgan +would take the matter up with her. Indeed, attributing this +immunity to the good taste of his influence with the boy, she had +once said to Pemberton "My dear fellow, it's an immense comfort +you're a gentleman." She repeated this in substance now. "Of +course you're a gentleman - that's a bother the less!" Pemberton +reminded her that he had not "dragged in" anything that wasn't +already in as much as his foot was in his shoe; and she also +repeated her prayer that, somewhere and somehow, he would find her +sixty francs. He took the liberty of hinting that if he could find +them it wouldn't be to lend them to HER - as to which he +consciously did himself injustice, knowing that if he had them he +would certainly put them at her disposal. He accused himself, at +bottom and not unveraciously, of a fantastic, a demoralised +sympathy with her. If misery made strange bedfellows it also made +strange sympathies. It was moreover a part of the abasement of +living with such people that one had to make vulgar retorts, quite +out of one's own tradition of good manners. "Morgan, Morgan, to +what pass have I come for you?" he groaned while Mrs. Moreen +floated voluminously down the sala again to liberate the boy, +wailing as she went that everything was too odious. + +Before their young friend was liberated there came a thump at the +door communicating with the staircase, followed by the apparition +of a dripping youth who poked in his head. Pemberton recognised +him as the bearer of a telegram and recognised the telegram as +addressed to himself. Morgan came back as, after glancing at the +signature - that of a relative in London - he was reading the +words: "Found a jolly job for you, engagement to coach opulent +youth on own terms. Come at once." The answer happily was paid +and the messenger waited. Morgan, who had drawn near, waited too +and looked hard at Pemberton; and Pemberton, after a moment, having +met his look, handed him the telegram. It was really by wise looks +- they knew each other so well now - that, while the telegraph-boy, +in his waterproof cape, made a great puddle on the floor, the thing +was settled between them. Pemberton wrote the answer with a pencil +against the frescoed wall, and the messenger departed. When he had +gone the young man explained himself. + +"I'll make a tremendous charge; I'll earn a lot of money in a short +time, and we'll live on it." + +"Well, I hope the opulent youth will be a dismal dunce - he +probably will - " Morgan parenthesised - "and keep you a long time +a-hammering of it in." + +"Of course the longer he keeps me the more we shall have for our +old age." + +"But suppose THEY don't pay you!" Morgan awfully suggested. + +"Oh there are not two such - !" But Pemberton pulled up; he had +been on the point of using too invidious a term. Instead of this +he said "Two such fatalities." + +Morgan flushed - the tears came to his eyes. "Dites toujours two +such rascally crews!" Then in a different tone he added: "Happy +opulent youth!" + +"Not if he's a dismal dunce." + +"Oh they're happier then. But you can't have everything, can you?" +the boy smiled. + +Pemberton held him fast, hands on his shoulders - he had never +loved him so. "What will become of you, what will you do?" He +thought of Mrs. Moreen, desperate for sixty francs. + +"I shall become an homme fait." And then as if he recognised all +the bearings of Pemberton's allusion: "I shall get on with them +better when you're not here." + +"Ah don't say that - it sounds as if I set you against them!" + +"You do - the sight of you. It's all right; you know what I mean. +I shall be beautiful. I'll take their affairs in hand; I'll marry +my sisters." + +"You'll marry yourself!" joked Pemberton; as high, rather tense +pleasantry would evidently be the right, or the safest, tone for +their separation. + +It was, however, not purely in this strain that Morgan suddenly +asked: "But I say - how will you get to your jolly job? You'll +have to telegraph to the opulent youth for money to come on." + +Pemberton bethought himself. "They won't like that, will they?" + +"Oh look out for them!" + +Then Pemberton brought out his remedy. "I'll go to the American +Consul; I'll borrow some money of him - just for the few days, on +the strength of the telegram." + +Morgan was hilarious. "Show him the telegram - then collar the +money and stay!" + +Pemberton entered into the joke sufficiently to reply that for +Morgan he was really capable of that; but the boy, growing more +serious, and to prove he hadn't meant what he said, not only +hurried him off to the Consulate - since he was to start that +evening, as he had wired to his friend - but made sure of their +affair by going with him. They splashed through the tortuous +perforations and over the humpbacked bridges, and they passed +through the Piazza, where they saw Mr. Moreen and Ulick go into a +jeweller's shop. The Consul proved accommodating - Pemberton said +it wasn't the letter, but Morgan's grand air - and on their way +back they went into Saint Mark's for a hushed ten minutes. Later +they took up and kept up the fun of it to the very end; and it +seemed to Pemberton a part of that fun that Mrs. Moreen, who was +very angry when he had announced her his intention, should charge +him, grotesquely and vulgarly and in reference to the loan she had +vainly endeavoured to effect, with bolting lest they should "get +something out" of him. On the other hand he had to do Mr. Moreen +and Ulick the justice to recognise that when on coming in they +heard the cruel news they took it like perfect men of the world. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + + +When he got at work with the opulent youth, who was to be taken in +hand for Balliol, he found himself unable to say if this aspirant +had really such poor parts or if the appearance were only begotten +of his own long association with an intensely living little mind. +From Morgan he heard half a dozen times: the boy wrote charming +young letters, a patchwork of tongues, with indulgent postscripts +in the family Volapuk and, in little squares and rounds and +crannies of the text, the drollest illustrations - letters that he +was divided between the impulse to show his present charge as a +vain, a wasted incentive, and the sense of something in them that +publicity would profane. The opulent youth went up in due course +and failed to pass; but it seemed to add to the presumption that +brilliancy was not expected of him all at once that his parents, +condoning the lapse, which they good-naturedly treated as little as +possible as if it were Pemberton's, should have sounded the rally +again, begged the young coach to renew the siege. + +The young coach was now in a position to lend Mrs. Moreen three +louis, and he sent her a post-office order even for a larger +amount. In return for this favour he received a frantic scribbled +line from her: "Implore you to come back instantly - Morgan dread +fully ill." They were on there rebound, once more in Paris - often +as Pemberton had seen them depressed he had never seen them crushed +- and communication was therefore rapid. He wrote to the boy to +ascertain the state of his health, but awaited the answer in vain. +He accordingly, after three days, took an abrupt leave of the +opulent youth and, crossing the Channel, alighted at the small +hotel, in the quarter of the Champs Elysees, of which Mrs. Moreen +had given him the address. A deep if dumb dissatisfaction with +this lady and her companions bore him company: they couldn't be +vulgarly honest, but they could live at hotels, in velvety +entresols, amid a smell of burnt pastilles, surrounded by the most +expensive city in Europe. When he had left them in Venice it was +with an irrepressible suspicion that something was going to happen; +but the only thing that could have taken place was again their +masterly retreat. "How is he? where is he?" he asked of Mrs. +Moreen; but before she could speak these questions were answered by +the pressure round hid neck of a pair of arms, in shrunken sleeves, +which still were perfectly capable of an effusive young foreign +squeeze. + +"Dreadfully ill - I don't see it!" the young man cried. And then +to Morgan: "Why on earth didn't you relieve me? Why didn't you +answer my letter?" + +Mrs. Moreen declared that when she wrote he was very bad, and +Pemberton learned at the same time from the boy that he had +answered every letter he had received. This led to the clear +inference that Pemberton's note had been kept from him so that the +game practised should not be interfered with. Mrs. Moreen was +prepared to see the fact exposed, as Pemberton saw the moment he +faced her that she was prepared for a good many other things. She +was prepared above all to maintain that she had acted from a sense +of duty, that she was enchanted she had got him over, whatever they +might say, and that it was useless of him to pretend he didn't know +in all his bones that his place at such a time was with Morgan. He +had taken the boy away from them and now had no right to abandon +him. He had created for himself the gravest responsibilities and +must at least abide by what he had done. + +"Taken him away from you?" Pemberton exclaimed indignantly. + +"Do it - do it for pity's sake; that's just what I want. I can't +stand THIS - and such scenes. They're awful frauds - poor dears!" +These words broke from Morgan, who had intermitted his embrace, in +a key which made Pemberton turn quickly to him and see that he had +suddenly seated himself, was breathing in great pain, and was very +pale. + +"NOW do you say he's not in a state, my precious pet?" shouted his +mother, dropping on her knees before him with clasped hands, but +touching him no more than if he had been a gilded idol. "It will +pass - it's only for an instant; but don't say such dreadful +things!" + +"I'm all right - all right," Morgan panted to Pemberton, whom he +sat looking up at with a strange smile, his hands resting on either +side of the sofa. + +"Now do you pretend I've been dishonest, that I've deceived?" Mrs. +Moreen flashed at Pemberton as she got up. + +"It isn't HE says it, it's I!" the boy returned, apparently easier, +but sinking back against the wall; while his restored friend, who +had sat down beside him, took his hand and bent over him. + +"Darling child, one does what one can; there are so many things to +consider," urged Mrs. Moreen. "It's his PLACE - his only place. +You see YOU think it is now." + +"Take me away - take me away," Morgan went on, smiling to Pemberton +with his white face. + +"Where shall I take you, and how - oh HOW, my boy?" the young man +stammered, thinking of the rude way in which his friends in London +held that, for his convenience, with no assurance of prompt return, +he had thrown them over; of the just resentment with which they +would already have called in a successor, and of the scant help to +finding fresh employment that resided for him in the grossness of +his having failed to pass his pupil. + +"Oh we'll settle that. You used to talk about it," said Morgan. +"If we can only go all the rest's a detail." + +"Talk about it as much as you like, but don't think you can attempt +it. Mr. Moreen would never consent - it would be so VERY hand-to- +mouth," Pemberton's hostess beautifully explained to him. Then to +Morgan she made it clearer: "It would destroy our peace, it would +break our hearts. Now that he's back it will be all the same +again. You'll have your life, your work and your freedom, and +we'll all be happy as we used to be. You'll bloom and grow +perfectly well, and we won't have any more silly experiments, will +we? They're too absurd. It's Mr. Pemberton's place - every one in +his place. You in yours, your papa in his, me in mine - n'est-ce +pas, cheri? We'll all forget how foolish we've been and have +lovely times." + +She continued to talk and to surge vaguely about the little draped +stuffy salon while Pemberton sat with the boy, whose colour +gradually came back; and she mixed up her reasons, hinting that +there were going to be changes, that the other children might +scatter (who knew? - Paula had her ideas) and that then it might be +fancied how much the poor old parent-birds would want the little +nestling. Morgan looked at Pemberton, who wouldn't let him move; +and Pemberton knew exactly how he felt at hearing himself called a +little nestling. He admitted that he had had one or two bad days, +but he protested afresh against the wrong of his mother's having +made them the ground of an appeal to poor Pemberton. Poor +Pemberton could laugh now, apart from the comicality of Mrs. +Moreen's mustering so much philosophy for her defence - she seemed +to shake it out of her agitated petticoats, which knocked over the +light gilt chairs - so little did their young companion, MARKED, +unmistakeably marked at the best, strike him as qualified to +repudiate any advantage. + +He himself was in for it at any rate. He should have Morgan on his +hands again indefinitely; though indeed he saw the lad had a +private theory to produce which would be intended to smooth this +down. He was obliged to him for it in advance; but the suggested +amendment didn't keep his heart rather from sinking, any more than +it prevented him from accepting the prospect on the spot, with some +confidence moreover that he should do so even better if he could +have a little supper. Mrs. Moreen threw out more hints about the +changes that were to be looked for, but she was such a mixture of +smiles and shudders - she confessed she was very nervous - that he +couldn't tell if she were in high feather or only in hysterics. If +the family was really at last going to pieces why shouldn't she +recognise the necessity of pitching Morgan into some sort of +lifeboat? This presumption was fostered by the fact that they were +established in luxurious quarters in the capital of pleasure; that +was exactly where they naturally WOULD be established in view of +going to pieces. Moreover didn't she mention that Mr. Moreen and +the others were enjoying themselves at the opera with Mr. Granger, +and wasn't THAT also precisely where one would look for them on the +eve of a smash? Pemberton gathered that Mr. Granger was a rich +vacant American - a big bill with a flourishy heading and no items; +so that one of Paula's "ideas" was probably that this time she +hadn't missed fire - by which straight shot indeed she would have +shattered the general cohesion. And if the cohesion was to crumble +what would become of poor Pemberton? He felt quite enough bound up +with them to figure to his alarm as a dislodged block in the +edifice. + +It was Morgan who eventually asked if no supper had been ordered +for him; sitting with him below, later, at the dim delayed meal, in +the presence of a great deal of corded green plush, a plate of +ornamental biscuit and an aloofness marked on the part of the +waiter. Mrs. Moreen had explained that they had been obliged to +secure a room for the visitor out of the house; and Morgan's +consolation - he offered it while Pemberton reflected on the +nastiness of lukewarm sauces - proved to be, largely, that his +circumstance would facilitate their escape. He talked of their +escape - recurring to it often afterwards - as if they were making +up a "boy's book" together. But he likewise expressed his sense +that there was something in the air, that the Moreens couldn't keep +it up much longer. In point of fact, as Pemberton was to see, they +kept it up for five or six months. All the while, however, +Morgan's contention was designed to cheer him. Mr. Moreen and +Ulick, whom he had met the day after his return, accepted that +return like perfect men of the world. If Paula and Amy treated it +even with less formality an allowance was to be made for them, +inasmuch as Mr. Granger hadn't come to the opera after all. He had +only placed his box at their service, with a bouquet for each of +the party; there was even one apiece, embittering the thought of +his profusion, for Mr. Moreen and Ulick. "They're all like that," +was Morgan's comment; "at the very last, just when we think we've +landed them they're back in the deep sea!" + +Morgan's comments in these days were more and more free; they even +included a large recognition of the extraordinary tenderness with +which he had been treated while Pemberton was away. Oh yes, they +couldn't do enough to be nice to him, to show him they had him on +their mind and make up for his loss. That was just what made the +whole thing so sad and caused him to rejoice after all in +Pemberton's return - he had to keep thinking of their affection +less, had less sense of obligation. Pemberton laughed out at this +last reason, and Morgan blushed and said: "Well, dash it, you know +what I mean." Pemberton knew perfectly what he meant; but there +were a good many things that - dash it too! - it didn't make any +clearer. This episode of his second sojourn in Paris stretched +itself out wearily, with their resumed readings and wanderings and +maunderings, their potterings on the quays, their hauntings of the +museums, their occasional lingerings in the Palais Royal when the +first sharp weather came on and there was a comfort in warm +emanations, before Chevet's wonderful succulent window. Morgan +wanted to hear all about the opulent youth - he took an immense +interest in him. Some of the details of his opulence - Pemberton +could spare him none of them - evidently fed the boy's appreciation +of all his friend had given up to come back to him; but in addition +to the greater reciprocity established by that heroism he had +always his little brooding theory, in which there was a frivolous +gaiety too, that their long probation was drawing to a close. +Morgan's conviction that the Moreens couldn't go on much longer +kept pace with the unexpended impetus with which, from month to +month, they did go on. Three weeks after Pemberton had rejoined +them they went on to another hotel, a dingier one than the first; +but Morgan rejoiced that his tutor had at least still not +sacrificed the advantage of a room outside. He clung to the +romantic utility of this when the day, or rather the night, should +arrive for their escape. + +For the first time, in this complicated connexion, our friend felt +his collar gall him. It was, as he had said to Mrs. Moreen in +Venice, trop fort - everything was trop fort. He could neither +really throw off his blighting burden nor find in it the benefit of +a pacified conscience or of a rewarded affection. He had spent all +the money accruing to him in England, and he saw his youth going +and that he was getting nothing back for it. It was all very well +of Morgan to count it for reparation that he should now settle on +him permanently - there was an irritating flaw in such a view. He +saw what the boy had in his mind; the conception that as his friend +had had the generosity to come back he must show his gratitude by +giving him his life. But the poor friend didn't desire the gift - +what could he do with Morgan's dreadful little life? Of course at +the same time that Pemberton was irritated he remembered the +reason, which was very honourable to Morgan and which dwelt simply +in his making one so forget that he was no more than a patched +urchin. If one dealt with him on a different basis one's +misadventures were one's own fault. So Pemberton waited in a queer +confusion of yearning and alarm for the catastrophe which was held +to hang over the house of Moreen, of which he certainly at moments +felt the symptoms brush his cheek and as to which he wondered much +in what form it would find its liveliest effect. + +Perhaps it would take the form of sudden dispersal - a frightened +sauve qui peut, a scuttling into selfish corners. Certainly they +were less elastic than of yore; they were evidently looking for +something they didn't find. The Dorringtons hadn't re-appeared, +the princes had scattered; wasn't that the beginning of the end? +Mrs. Moreen had lost her reckoning of the famous "days"; her social +calendar was blurred - it had turned its face to the wall. +Pemberton suspected that the great, the cruel discomfiture had been +the unspeakable behaviour of Mr. Granger, who seemed not to know +what he wanted, or, what was much worse, what they wanted. He kept +sending flowers, as if to bestrew the path of his retreat, which +was never the path of a return. Flowers were all very well, but - +Pemberton could complete the proposition. It was now positively +conspicuous that in the long run the Moreens were a social failure; +so that the young man was almost grateful the run had not been +short. Mr. Moreen indeed was still occasionally able to get away +on business and, what was more surprising, was likewise able to get +back. Ulick had no club but you couldn't have discovered it from +his appearance, which was as much as ever that of a person looking +at life from the window of such an institution; therefore Pemberton +was doubly surprised at an answer he once heard him make his mother +in the desperate tone of a man familiar with the worst privations. +Her question Pemberton had not quite caught; it appeared to be an +appeal for a suggestion as to whom they might get to take Amy. +"Let the Devil take her!" Ulick snapped; so that Pemberton could +see that they had not only lost their amiability but had ceased to +believe in themselves. He could also see that if Mrs. Moreen was +trying to get people to take her children she might be regarded as +closing the hatches for the storm. But Morgan would be the last +she would part with. + +One winter afternoon - it was a Sunday - he and the boy walked far +together in the Bois de Boulogne. The evening was so splendid, the +cold lemon-coloured sunset so clear, the stream of carriages and +pedestrians so amusing and the fascination of Paris so great, that +they stayed out later than usual and became aware that they should +have to hurry home to arrive in time for dinner. They hurried +accordingly, arm-in-arm, good-humoured and hungry, agreeing that +there was nothing like Paris after all and that after everything +too that had come and gone they were not yet sated with innocent +pleasures. When they reached the hotel they found that, though +scandalously late, they were in time for all the dinner they were +likely to sit down to. Confusion reigned in the apartments of the +Moreens - very shabby ones this time, but the best in the house - +and before the interrupted service of the table, with objects +displaced almost as if there had been a scuffle and a great wine- +stain from an overturned bottle, Pemberton couldn't blink the fact +that there had been a scene of the last proprietary firmness. The +storm had come - they were all seeking refuge. The hatches were +down, Paula and Amy were invisible - they had never tried the most +casual art upon Pemberton, but he felt they had enough of an eye to +him not to wish to meet him as young ladies whose frocks had been +confiscated - and Ulick appeared to have jumped overboard. The +host and his staff, in a word, had ceased to "go on" at the pace of +their guests, and the air of embarrassed detention, thanks to a +pile of gaping trunks in the passage, was strangely commingled with +the air of indignant withdrawal. When Morgan took all this in - +and he took it in very quickly - he coloured to the roots of his +hair. He had walked from his infancy among difficulties and +dangers, but he had never seen a public exposure. Pemberton +noticed in a second glance at him that the tears had rushed into +his eyes and that they were tears of a new and untasted bitterness. +He wondered an instant, for the boy's sake, whether he might +successfully pretend not to understand. Not successfully, he felt, +as Mr. and Mrs. Moreen, dinnerless by their extinguished hearth, +rose before him in their little dishonoured salon, casting about +with glassy eyes for the nearest port in such a storm. They were +not prostrate but were horribly white, and Mrs. Moreen had +evidently been crying. Pemberton quickly learned however that her +grief was not for the loss of her dinner, much as she usually +enjoyed it, but the fruit of a blow that struck even deeper, as she +made all haste to explain. He would see for himself, so far as +that went, how the great change had come, the dreadful bolt had +fallen, and how they would now all have to turn themselves about. +Therefore cruel as it was to them to part with their darling she +must look to him to carry a little further the influence he had so +fortunately acquired with the boy - to induce his young charge to +follow him into some modest retreat. They depended on him - that +was the fact - to take their delightful child temporarily under his +protection; it would leave Mr. Moreen and herself so much more free +to give the proper attention (too little, alas! had been given) to +the readjustment of their affairs. + +"We trust you - we feel we CAN," said Mrs. Moreen, slowly rubbing +her plump white hands and looking with compunction hard at Morgan, +whose chin, not to take liberties, her husband stroked with a +paternal forefinger. + +"Oh yes - we feel that we CAN. We trust Mr. Pemberton fully, +Morgan," Mr. Moreen pursued. + +Pemberton wondered again if he might pretend not to understand; but +everything good gave way to the intensity of Morgan's +understanding. "Do you mean he may take me to live with him for +ever and ever?" cried the boy. "May take me away, away, anywhere +he likes?" + +"For ever and ever? Comme vous-y-allez!" Mr. Moreen laughed +indulgently. "For as long as Mr. Pemberton may be so good." + +"We've struggled, we've suffered," his wife went on; "but you've +made him so your own that we've already been through the worst of +the sacrifice." + +Morgan had turned away from his father - he stood looking at +Pemberton with a light in his face. His sense of shame for their +common humiliated state had dropped; the case had another side - +the thing was to clutch at THAT. He had a moment of boyish joy, +scarcely mitigated by the reflexion that with this unexpected +consecration of his hope - too sudden and too violent; the turn +taken was away from a GOOD boy's book - the "escape" was left on +their hands. The boyish joy was there an instant, and Pemberton +was almost scared at the rush of gratitude and affection that broke +through his first abasement. When he stammered "My dear fellow, +what do you say to THAT?" how could one not say something +enthusiastic? But there was more need for courage at something +else that immediately followed and that made the lad sit down +quietly on the nearest chair. He had turned quite livid and had +raised his hand to his left side. They were all three looking at +him, but Mrs. Moreen suddenly bounded forward. "Ah his darling +little heart!" she broke out; and this time, on her knees before +him and without respect for the idol, she caught him ardently in +her arms. "You walked him too far, you hurried him too fast!" she +hurled over her shoulder at Pemberton. Her son made no protest, +and the next instant, still holding him, she sprang up with her +face convulsed and with the terrified cry "Help, help! he's going, +he's gone!" Pemberton saw with equal horror, by Morgan's own +stricken face, that he was beyond their wildest recall. He pulled +him half out of his mother's hands, and for a moment, while they +held him together, they looked all their dismay into each other's +eyes, "He couldn't stand it with his weak organ," said Pemberton - +"the shock, the whole scene, the violent emotion." + +"But I thought he WANTED to go to you!", wailed Mrs. Moreen. + +"I TOLD you he didn't, my dear," her husband made answer. Mr. +Moreen was trembling all over and was in his way as deeply affected +as his wife. But after the very first he took his bereavement as a +man of the world. + + + + + +End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Pupil by Henry James + diff --git a/old/pupil10.zip b/old/pupil10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..9abd9cf --- /dev/null +++ b/old/pupil10.zip |
